NF - Hate Myself (Slowed Down)

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  • Опубликовано: 8 фев 2025
  • The Original: • NF - Hate Myself (Audio)
    (Repaired Version)
    Lyrics:
    [Chorus]
    I don't see you like I should
    You look so misunderstood
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Pray to God with my arms open
    If this is it, then I feel hopeless
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    [Verse 1]
    Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
    They bring out the worst in me
    Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
    If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
    All the core beliefs
    And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace
    I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me
    Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak"
    It's kinda weird
    Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
    That's more deceit, more defeat
    Is this really what I'm born to be?
    That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
    So poor, but I'm so wealthy
    Need help, but you can't help me
    What else can the world sell me?
    Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock
    But it's not healthy
    [Chorus]
    I don't see you like I should
    You look so misunderstood
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Pray to God with my arms open
    If this is it, then I feel hopeless
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    [Verse 2]
    Yeah, late nights get the best of me
    They know how to get to me
    Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
    But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief
    So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
    What is success when hope has left you?
    I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
    Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
    Come across like it's so easy
    But I feel like you don't need me
    When I feel like you don't need me
    Then I feel like you don't see me
    And my life has no meaning, drain me
    Hands out, tryna ask for love
    But when I get it, I just pass it up
    Throw it away and think about it later
    Diggin' through the trash for drugs
    Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
    I'm scared because
    [Chorus]
    I don't see you like I should
    You look so misunderstood
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Pray to God with my arms open
    If this is it, then I feel hopeless
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    [Verse 3]
    I walk through the ashes of my passions
    Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
    Get lost in the questions I can't answer
    Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
    We scream to be free, but I stay captured
    Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
    Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking
    Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
    But I can't have it
    Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
    But I can't have it
    Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
    [Chorus]
    I don't see you like I should
    You look so misunderstood
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Pray to God with my arms open
    If this is it, then I feel hopeless
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Hate myself
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Hate myself
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    [Outro]
    When I hate myself
    It's kinda hard when I hate myself
    I hate myself
    It's hard when I hate myself

Комментарии • 47

  • @jnnr08
    @jnnr08 2 года назад +97

    ear person whoever reads this,
    Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
    Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
    Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
    I love you and send you hugs.
    You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
    YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
    You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
    You’re beautiful inside out.
    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
    It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
    I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
    I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
    I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
    If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
    If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
    If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
    All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
    Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    I need you here with me :).
    Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
    Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
    I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
    But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
    Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
    - The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
    I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
    This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
    And in case no one told you today, I am so proud of you.
    I hope you will remember my words :)
    Until tomorrow, my friend :)

    • @lucijajelavic3268
      @lucijajelavic3268 2 года назад

      Thank you 💕

    • @springtrapjumpscare8970
      @springtrapjumpscare8970 2 года назад +3

      Bro literally wrote an entire book.
      Also YOU have a great day, I'm not sure if you just saying those without love, but I feel them.
      Please make sure you do the same.

    • @dachewaii
      @dachewaii 2 года назад +3

      Thank you I was crying so much reading that entire speech

    • @dachewaii
      @dachewaii 2 года назад +1

      I feel like my dad hates me

    • @dachewaii
      @dachewaii 2 года назад +1

      I’m only and I’m feeling all the pain

  • @rafilici
    @rafilici 2 года назад +35

    I don't see you like I should
    You look so misunderstood
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Pray to God with my arms open
    If this is it, then I feel hopeless
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
    They bring out the worst in me
    Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
    If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
    All the core beliefs
    And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace
    Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me
    Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak
    It's kinda weird
    Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
    That's more deceit, more defeat
    Is this really what I'm born to be?
    That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
    So poor, but I'm so wealthy
    Need help, but you can't help me
    What else can the world sell me?
    Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock
    But it's not healthy
    I don't see you like I should
    You look so misunderstood
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Pray to God with my arms open
    If this is it, then I feel hopeless
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Yeah, late nights get the best of me
    They know how to get to me
    Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
    But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief
    So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
    What is success when hope has left you
    I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
    Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
    Come across like it's so easy
    But I feel like you don't need me
    When I feel like you don't need me
    Then I feel like you don't see me
    And my life has no meaning, drain me
    Hands out, tryna ask for love
    But when I get it, I just pass it up
    Throw it away and think about it later
    Diggin' through the trash for drugs
    Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
    I'm scared because
    I don't see you like I should
    You look so misunderstood
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Pray to God with my arms open
    If this is it, then I feel hopeless
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    I walk through the ashes of my passions
    Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
    Get lost in the questions I can't answer
    Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
    We scream to be free, but I stay captured
    Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
    Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin'
    Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
    But I can't have it
    Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
    But I can't have it
    Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
    I don't see you like I should
    You look so misunderstood
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Pray to God with my arms open
    If this is it, then I feel hopeless
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Hate myself
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Hate myself
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    When I hate myself
    It's kinda hard when I hate myself
    I hate myself
    It's hard when I hate myself

  • @mateo-hg1fo
    @mateo-hg1fo 2 года назад +7

    Mann this this so dope ITS SO RELAXING

  • @FYI_Exotic
    @FYI_Exotic 10 месяцев назад +13

    Who else has self hatred struggles😔
    👇

    • @UnknxwnSilents
      @UnknxwnSilents 4 месяца назад

      Me.

    • @chogpamp123
      @chogpamp123 3 месяца назад

      I've been struggling to understand what I'm even feeling, but this song expresses exactly what's going on on my mind.

    • @UnknxwnSilents
      @UnknxwnSilents 3 месяца назад

      @@chogpamp123 exactly

  • @may_writes_songs2694
    @may_writes_songs2694 3 года назад +7

    Your so underrated

  • @nfenjoyer
    @nfenjoyer 3 года назад +48

    But it's hard when I hate myself...

  • @SEVEN-os8lk
    @SEVEN-os8lk 3 года назад +10

    This the one right here

  • @Unr1valedUndertheHeavens-vx7ob
    @Unr1valedUndertheHeavens-vx7ob 8 месяцев назад +2

    My fav nf somg

  • @pandacrossing471
    @pandacrossing471 2 года назад +6

    Amazing..❤️

  • @jukotarobicheaux
    @jukotarobicheaux Год назад +2

    Last night was my breaking point after all the things that's been going on recently destroyed me inside and I couldn't get one word out until last night and I cried the hardest and longest I ever have before and I'm scared 😢💔

  • @NovaSparkzXBL
    @NovaSparkzXBL 4 месяца назад +2

    Loving him, just to be told I was a manipulator, that I was a bitch, that I only cared about me when I hated myself and loved him pouring my heart out into every word I said everything I did was out of love. Heartbroken and suicidal just to be in love with someone just to get hurt, then it's a whole vicious cycle back and forth no wonder why self hatred exists, everyone's harsh words against you when all you give is love and kindness and understanding them but not yourself 😢

  • @roxannechenard7264
    @roxannechenard7264 3 года назад +6

    Love it❤️...

  • @bakugoukatsuki9621
    @bakugoukatsuki9621 2 года назад +6

    How I feel........ever since ......

  • @justpassingby4589
    @justpassingby4589 Год назад +3

    [Chorus]
    I don't see you like I should
    You look so misunderstood
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Pray to God with my arms open
    If this is it, then I feel hopeless
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    [Verse 1]
    Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
    They bring out the worst in me
    Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
    If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
    All the core beliefs
    And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace
    I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me
    Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak"
    It's kinda weird
    Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I poured a drink
    That's more deceit, more defeat
    Is this really what I'm born to be?
    That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
    So poor, but I'm so wealthy
    Need help, but you can't help me
    What else can the world sell me?
    Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock
    But it's not healthy
    [Chorus]
    I don't see you like I should
    You look so misunderstood
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Pray to God with my arms open
    If this is it, then I feel hopeless
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    [Verse 2]
    Yeah, late nights get the best of me
    They know how to get to me
    Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
    But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief
    So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
    What is success when hope has left you?
    I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken wreck
    Who's sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
    Come across like it's so easy
    But I feel like you don't need me
    When I feel like you don't need me
    Then I feel like you don't see me
    And my life has no meaning, dreaming
    Hands out, tryna ask for love
    But when I get it, I just pass it up
    Throw it away and think about it later
    Diggin' through the trash for drugs
    Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
    I'm scared because
    [Chorus]
    I don't see you like I should
    You look so misunderstood
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Pray to God with my arms open
    If this is it, then I feel hopeless
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    [Verse 3]
    I walk through the ashes of my passions
    Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
    Get lost in the questions I can't answer
    Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
    We scream to be free, but I stay captured
    Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
    Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking
    Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
    But I can't have it
    Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
    But I can't have it
    Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
    [Chorus]
    I don't see you like I should
    You look so misunderstood
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Pray to God with my arms open
    If this is it, then I feel hopeless
    And I wish I could help
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Hate myself
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    Hate myself
    But it's hard when I hate myself
    [Outro]
    When I hate myself
    It's kinda hard when I hate myself
    I hate myself
    It's hard when I hate myself

  • @bryleeshakespeare3509
    @bryleeshakespeare3509 2 года назад +3

    This song gives me Itachi Uchiha vibes he wished he could help his little brother Sasuke but in a way he was helping(protecting) him by not telling him the truth and hated himself for it

  • @prod.nexlie
    @prod.nexlie 2 года назад +2

    If you're reading this I hope you have a good day and I love u

  • @hugocoelho7611
    @hugocoelho7611 3 года назад +9

    essa musica nossa

  • @sofiefallstrom2558
    @sofiefallstrom2558 3 года назад +5

    Wow

  • @beetroot4798
    @beetroot4798 2 года назад +8

    Definitely better slowed.
    We all tend to hate ourselves at some point.

  • @a.x.i.z.z
    @a.x.i.z.z 3 года назад +7

    11k wiews only?

  • @That_one_Dolphin
    @That_one_Dolphin 3 месяца назад

    3:25

  • @lowqualitywaffle8765
    @lowqualitywaffle8765 2 года назад +3

    :(

  • @kanefisher2913
    @kanefisher2913 21 день назад

    Self harming