i was thinking the same thing. It makes me so sad, but i also feel good ?? im just so confused at this point in my life. Everything is playing with my emotions :,(
LYRICS!!! Don't you know I'm no good for you? I've learned to lose, you can't afford to Tore my shirt to stop you bleedin' But nothin' ever stops you leavin' Quiet when I'm coming home, I'm on my own I could lie, say "I like it like that, like it like that" I could lie, say "I like it like that, like it like that" Don't you know too much already? I'll only hurt you if you let me Call me friend but keep me closer (call me back) And I'll call you when the party's over Quiet when I'm comin' home, I'm on my own I could lie, say "I like it like that, like it like that" Yeah I could lie, say "I like it like that, like it like that" But nothing is better sometimes Once we've both said our goodbyes Let's just let it go Let me let you go Quiet when I'm coming home I'm on my own, I could lie, say "I like it like that, like it like that" I could lie, say "I like it like that, like it like that"
@@freyawright2797 i am a lot better now :’) my comment that i typed out a year ago is proof that things really do get better and a year can change a lot in your life, i’m so at peace and so happy. i have the best ppl i could ever ask for my life. i hope you’re okay doll🤍
@@carolinelundquist2106 if you’re feeling alone just know that these feelings will pass, whatever is meant for you will simply be and sometimes that takes time, i wish you all the best love!
dude billie is what needs to make people realize that being talented at singing isn't just belting or loudness. it can also be the ability to sing soft and haunting and still sound beautiful. and some might say that although that sounds cool it doesn't necessarily require talent but it takes a lot of voice control to do that and idk. also part of her talent is the making of these songs like. the lyrics are so poetic but the music too god you can just tell she knows what shes doing.
Ik. And anxiety. And when I even try to talk to MYSELF about it. I sound like I want attention. But I’m just tired of everything to be honest I’m just sick
They'll be like " what kind of problems does a teenager have to be depressed in the first place? About boys or silly things? Stop overeacting i got real problems to deal with"... Hurts af😁
My best friend has replaced me with her boyfriend and I’m too prideful to tell her It’s hurting me because I know she doesn’t care...time to cry about it.
Literally the only thing keeping me alive is music. I'm scared to miss a record breaking album or finding that one song that finally cures my sadness and wipes away my tears.
I want to cry, but my eyes *hurt* *it hurts* *everything hurts* I say I’m *okay* .... *truth is I’m not* People think if you say you have depression or anxiety you’re doing it for *attention* *Why would I want this?* *who in their right mind would want this?*
I’m a closeted bisexual and am mortified at the thought of telling anyone. I also not pretty or funny, so I am just another carpet for people to walk over, with nothing unique about me except the random shit I say.
hey me too, i’m also “closeted” towards certain people but i’ve surrounded my self myself with people who love me the most. if your friends can’t do that, get new ones. they love me so much that all the hate that will come towards me will not matter because their love is so strong. and most important, find time to love yourself. how can you love someone else if you can’t love yourself? it’ll get better 🖤
I was in your exact situation a few months ago, terrified and ashamed of being bi. I came out to my close friends and they were so supportive :) I am now out to my whole school and I feel free. One day you will come out to strangers and have it feel totally normal. I promise you it will get better :) I'm Marli and I am here if anyone needs to talk
katherine ayala *Trigger warning* *No one will accept me. I'm scared, worried, nervous, and embarrassed. I'm bisexual, and I feel like I'm alone, but I know I'm not. I know a lot more people struggle more then I do. some even leave this planet. I think about cutting, but then I don't do it. I can't tell my parents how I'm feeling, they'll just say, 'it's just a phase' or 'You'll get over it.' But...it's not a phase. I'm giving hints to my brother, but I don't think he gets it. thanks for letting me rant, I just wanted to get it out. if you see this comment, thanks for reading it. I hope you accept me. Love, Amanda*
Amanduh_da_ panduh i’m with you girl. I’m a closeted bisexual but no one could ever find out because basically everyone in my life is homophobic, my friends, my family, everyone. I feel so alone somedays that I just sit and do nothing. For hours on end. Everytime my parents or brothers say something homophobic I can’t even say anything because in my culture, if you disagree with your parents, you’re disrespecting them. I hate living like this, my whole persona when im with other people is a lie. It’s a massive lie because I can’t let them know that I’m a raging homosexual lmao. Anyway if you would like to talk my instagram is @bellenight9 :) I could use someone to talk to too
every time im hearing this song, i cry because of my friends who hit me with antagonism. hearing the words, "aish.. tala is so annoying and i wish she can die tomorrow!" "you mean, she needs to die later?" "ahaha.. i wanna kill her!" "she's not that pretty." i cried in the toilet and didn't attend classes for 3 weeks. i hope my 'friends' are happy.
don't listen to those low life, attetion seeking losers. you are probably so much stronger than you think you are, you don't have to listen to those evil people, if you feel sad just add me as a RUclips friend, I hope you feel better and I hope this made your day.
you deserve better. where's your school at i'm gonna fight them for you. do'nt ever talk to them and show you're better than them. if they try to talk to you, walk away. they're terrible people. i hope they see this.
don't listen to them, they aren't friends of the talk about you like that, if you need to talk about anything at all, I can give youy Instagram if you ever need to talk
Hey I just wanted to tell you that Jesus loves you-God loves you. God loves you so much that He sent His Son Jesus to die for you & your sins on the cross. Jesus took your punishment for you, since we’ve all rebelled & turned our backs on God by sinning (disobeying God), we all deserve punishment which is hell. We’ve all lied, stolen (no matter the value), disobeyed parents, and most likely-lusted. Which makes every last one of us guilty before God. God is a just & loving God. By Him being just He has to punish sin (or else He wouldn’t be just) because He’s holy. And by Him being loving He has given us a way to be FORGIVEN. When Jesus died on the cross for us, our sins were placed on Him & Gods wrath (anger) towards sin was poured out on Jesus in OUR PLACE. And 3 days later Jesus rose again-now He sits at the right hand of God in heaven. And all God wants us to do is change our minds about sin & turn away from sin and PUT OUR TRUST IN JESUS & only in Jesus.
when it gets to the part where she does a high note you can tell how much of herself she put into recording this song bc of how high the note is even when it’s slowed down and her voice sound lower than what it is in the original. it’s incredible what she’s done and how hard working she is. she really is an amazing and beautiful artist
This song right here, always gets me to release my tears its so emotional for me. Being alone too often is starting to get to my depression and thoughts... I dont know what to do anymore
i know the feeling to well but hey im always here to talk even if you don’t know me, sometimes it’s easier talking to someone on the internet than somebody in real life
listening to this just makes me realize how sometimes i find things to good to be true and i always ruin them cause I'm not used to experiencing real love cause my whole life is just a world full of pain.
This makes me sad. It makes me think of my really close friend I haven’t seen for a while. I’m embarrassed to see him because of the way that I look, I’ve gained weight since the last time I’ve seen him and am so insecure.. I want to hang out with him and talk to him, so does he but I just can’t, I’m trying to lose weight n stuff but UGH. Idk what to do. Someone help lul
Ali Jolie tbh he won’t say nuffin rude I’m the same way buh w my skin before 2 years ago I was so close w this girl at sky then I had to leave and now after 2 years of not seeing each other I’m seeing her next week buh I’m scared to...so don’t feel alone xx
Be yourself.. talk to him.. and if he ignore u then just leave it. He is not right for ya.. i mean he would hurt u anyway.. just find someone who will accept and love you the way u are.. 💖 Sorry for my bad english btw
someone who cares for you and is your close friend wont care if you put on a few pounds or lost some. they care for you because youre you. youre your smile, your words, your thoughts and so much more. I bet youre beautiful no matter what but if a person criticises something as trivial as weight, he isnt the friend you deserve. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!
If he’s a real friend I promise none of it matters. However, I know how self conscious it feels sometimes, and I’m sure you look just fine- he won’t be upset or judge mental towards you. I hope all is well, and you two hang out soon! Much love
Listen to “If I get high” by Nothing but Thieves, the singer has a very similar voice to billie’s voice when it’s slowed down (he’s a guy so it’s deeper). Awesome band!
Dear guy i loved more than my life You came into my life as a gift i was never expecting. You came into my life as damn angel, saving me from where i was. I never had anyone so special in my life and yet you came and stole that place. You helped me so much, in so many ways, i have no words to thanked you. You became the light of my eyes. The sun to my heart. The breeze to my soul. God, i loved you so much. You brought out the best of me, things i never saw. You were so kind. So funny. So sweet. You had your own way of expressing yourself and god it was so beautiful. You had so many dreams, you had so many goals and you told me i was gonna be besides you to see them come true. And then you got a girlfriend. You never left me tho, you stayed by my side as the close friend you were. You came to visit me one time, you lived really far away from me, yet you made your way to come here. I hugged you so hard the second i saw you. You hugged me tight enough but still kept your distance respecting your girlfriend and i thought that was so cute. We saw the movie, i hugged you and you kissed me on the forehead. It was such a warm moment and i will keep it forever in my head. We then left and continued talking for the rest of the night. The days passed and everything seemed so good and nice and then everything crashed down. You out of nowhere blocked me, said we couldn't continue talking, that you were no good for me, that it was not good for your girlfriend. You didn't care how much i was gonna cry, you just did it. You stopped texting back to my tons of messages, i was dead worried asking myself what i did wrong. Nothing came to head. I felt so lost, so empty, so numb. 6 days has passed and i still cry every night. Wishing you would hug me tight and in your arms held me high. But no, not anymore.. You are gone now, out of my life... Dear guy i loved more than my life. You were the best thing that ever happened to me. Best of luck in life.
I am seeing this on 11th of August 2021, at 03:17 am. Dear stranger, first of all, you deserve the absolute universe. Unfortunately, I am coming across this comment right now- and I don’t know if my words will make sense. It’s been 2 years since this person, your favourite person left you. I can’t even describe the level of sadness and disappointments I feel because there are not enough words to let me do it. How is life? Are you okay? I truly hope you are okay and I am praying that life has become easier with this tremendous hindrance belongs to the past. I hope you know that you are a truly wonderful person and you have to be congratulated-fairly- for being such a great soul. Life goes on slowly like a river, flowing on its own. Sometimes, it tends to be too destructive or too fertile and beautiful which is shocking. I want you to know that it is okay, if you still crave his touch and cry over him. It is okay if you miss him more than anything. It is okay if you miss his touch. Missing people is humanly and reasonable,and the process of moving on takes lots of time! Don’t rush yourself stranger, because it’s urgent that you allow yourself to heal. Let yourself experience all these horrific feelings in order to grow and bloom all over again. Give time to your own self to handle all those emotions that suffocate you. In the end, trust me, it is worth it. It’s been 2 years since the moment he decided to leave you and I am genuinely hoping you are okay. Loving people is hard and forgetting their existence twice as hard but you know something? Let alone the fact that love is impeccable and hurtful, love can not be erased. It can’t be forgotten. I am aware of the difficulty to move on stranger but you can do it and I believe in you. Make sure to treasure all these wonderful moments you were together, and all the times he made you realise life’s worth, because these moments are worth being held into your mind. Remember him with every excellent characteristic he had that made you fall for him and slowly move on. So when you turn your head back, you will see a bounce of nice memories that will make you feel blessed for having him in your life. I hope you are alright though and regardless of if you are okay right now or no, never forget that you can always do it. Obstacles come and go but never forget that they are just chapters of your life! I am proud of you for everything and I know it’s crazy but trust me, I don’t know you but i wholeheartedly believe in you. Despite of everything, I wish you the absolute best and I hope you have healed/heal darling. I truly hope that he has or will apologise in the future and everything is okay between you two but even if this hasn’t or won’t happen, remember to treasure his existence and how much you loved him and how much he helped you & try to move on. Have a great day :)
This made me cry so much because I know exactly just how it feels. Its happened to me so much that I just don't trust anyone anymore. Hun, we just gotta live through it and find the people that won't leave us no matter how hard it is to find them. We just need to hang on and keep waiting. It's been 6 months since this happened to me and I still think about him every day. The only thing I can tell you to do is hang on. You're gonna find someone who treats you with the love and respect you deserve, someone who will stick by your side no matter what. Hang in there
@@heavenlymonkey Hi! Here is an update, this was two years ago, this next February 23 my current bf and i will have 2 years together 🥰 The guy i wrote this for is doind great, we dont talk anymore but he is doing great
my way of coping with sadness: listening to the sound of rain on one opened tab, but also listening to slow billie songs on the other tab. it feels so weird and so soothing at the same time, I recommend it!!!!!!!!
when I hear "but nothing ever stops you leaving" I think of the sadness and the emotions that always find a way to come back and take over 😭 #sadyeehaw
I've been distancing myself a lot from one of the persons I love the most lately, I don't know why, maybe because of my anxiety? The fear that it will all go downhill? I just keep getting the urge of distancing myself completely but I know that it will hurt me more if I do, and I will hurt the person too. I don't have a reason to want this, it drives me insane. I have anxiety attacks about it, but I don't wanna tell anyone because they'll think that I'm just overreacting or something like that...
God, this was 3 years ago, but I'm breaking down deep inside listening to this. The weight on my shoulders is hurting me. I can't let it go, and this relieved some stress, ty
I can't stop listening to this version of the song, this version of the song is more beautiful and more sad 😢. I think I have listened to it about 15 times in the past hour!
LYRICS when the party’s over~~~~~~~ Don't you know I'm no good for you? I've learned to lose you, can't afford to Tore my shirt to stop you bleedin' But nothin' ever stops you leavin' Quiet when I'm comin' home and I'm on my own I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that Don't you know too much already? I'll only hurt you if you let me Call me friend but keep me closer (call me back) And I'll call you when the party's over Quiet when I'm comin' home and I'm on my own And I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that Yeah, I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that But nothin' is better sometimes Once we've both said our goodbyes Let's just let it go Let me let you go Quiet when I'm comin' home and I'm on my own I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
new slowed billie eilish song is up! hostage (slowed + reverb)
Katchi Wells (Student) 🥺
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this gave me more depression and cured it at the same time
mood
i was thinking the same thing. It makes me so sad, but i also feel good ?? im just so confused at this point in my life. Everything is playing with my emotions :,(
Totally Agree! 😪😫
little chicken iKr
sameeeee!!!! this song fucked my emotions real good
*tears has entered the chat*
d e p r e s s i o n h a s e n t e r e d t h e c h a t.
im here if you ever need to talk about anything.
DRINKBLEACHANDEATTIDEPODS *Happiness has left the chat*
*Happiness has left chat*
have*
How did they make a sad song, even more sad
samantha Duhon slow it down
it be like that sometimes 🥴🤞
samantha Duhon daycore
@@AwesomeFlamingoX ( S L O W E D + R E V E R B )
ik
imagine being loved the same way u love others.
That wow
it cant be real and it will not be real..
Don’t make me cry
numb.
couldn’t be me😀
LYRICS!!!
Don't you know I'm no good for you?
I've learned to lose, you can't afford to
Tore my shirt to stop you bleedin'
But nothin' ever stops you leavin'
Quiet when I'm coming home, I'm on my own
I could lie, say "I like it like that, like it like that"
I could lie, say "I like it like that, like it like that"
Don't you know too much already?
I'll only hurt you if you let me
Call me friend but keep me closer (call me back)
And I'll call you when the party's over
Quiet when I'm comin' home, I'm on my own
I could lie, say "I like it like that, like it like that"
Yeah I could lie, say "I like it like that, like it like that"
But nothing is better sometimes
Once we've both said our goodbyes
Let's just let it go
Let me let you go
Quiet when I'm coming home I'm on my own,
I could lie, say "I like it like that, like it like that"
I could lie, say "I like it like that, like it like that"
Tyyyy
wrong song there pal
Ty
@Jasmine Hembrey I was just saying so that way they know.
TYY
Why do slow versions of songs always sound better 🤧
cause you can appreciate every note longer I guess
YDT EDITS LONGLIVEPRINCEX 🕊🖤💙
YDT EDITS ikr
Ik WAY~~~ better❤❤❤
Because the slightly deeper register is more relaxing, and the slower tempo has the same effect :)
billie eilish lovers don't waste no time.
Tea
never ever
Irem lil peep it’s not yea at all bro 😂 it’s just facts 😂😂
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Preach
Idk if i'm crying beacuse this is sad or beacuse this is the most beautiful thing i've ever heard in my life
ok actually me
same
Same
felt that comment
Nina Ko I love these songs slowed down
i’m so alone.
even when i’m around others,
they all feel like strangers,
even my closest friends and family and that hurts my heart
i’m so sorry that you felt like that because i also feel like that
i know this comment was a year ago so i hope it got better and i hope your ok
awww bless, i hope ur better now, i am going through a very similar thing snad if everythings not better, we can do this together xx
I can feel your pain
@@freyawright2797 i am a lot better now :’) my comment that i typed out a year ago is proof that things really do get better and a year can change a lot in your life, i’m so at peace and so happy. i have the best ppl i could ever ask for my life. i hope you’re okay doll🤍
@@carolinelundquist2106 if you’re feeling alone just know that these feelings will pass, whatever is meant for you will simply be and sometimes that takes time, i wish you all the best love!
you know that feeling in your chest when you're sad, or anxious, or just can't take it anymore?
that shit hurts more than physical pain.
Yes.. I feel it everyday
That shit stings harder than anything else
@@alice_so_kattish5445 agreed with both of you..
I relate
i totally get this man
Mental and emotional pain hurts more than physical pain sometimes...well maybe...only for me... :(
is this a waterfall or my tears
Angela Morton 50/50
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*_Feeling alone its the worst_*
I know it really is
anna ou it is 😔
Graaysoon!!
it be like that sometimes...😭
But it brings people to together
dude billie is what needs to make people realize that being talented at singing isn't just belting or loudness. it can also be the ability to sing soft and haunting and still sound beautiful. and some might say that although that sounds cool it doesn't necessarily require talent but it takes a lot of voice control to do that and idk. also part of her talent is the making of these songs like. the lyrics are so poetic but the music too god you can just tell she knows what shes doing.
Yess totally agree people always says she’s a “mediocre singer” and it really gets under my skin
Bru not to be rude but she just whispering into microphone i mean u never hear any other type of tone either
Rachel Gitari it’s I lot more than whispering into a microphone
@@kenzieoutten6509 XD
I totally agree she sings beautiful (:
I’m always the friend who makes everyone laugh and is always happy but when I get home I’m so lonely and sad.
Me when I’m in my bedroom alone
you are not alone
Bro i feel u💔😴
Same 😳
Same here
It sucks when your parents and siblings think you’re too young to be depressed and don’t believe it
i understand u 😔
Ik. And anxiety. And when I even try to talk to MYSELF about it. I sound like I want attention. But I’m just tired of everything to be honest I’m just sick
IKR
OMG FR I-
They'll be like " what kind of problems does a teenager have to be depressed in the first place? About boys or silly things? Stop overeacting i got real problems to deal with"... Hurts af😁
if this song wasn't already sad sis i-
*sees comment*
*has 1.1k likes*
*gets a heart on comment*
*has no replies on comment*
*me: w h a t ?*
haha
how are you doing now?
❤
my tears are typing this
Your tears are very well coordinated then.
I feel like someone’s gonna get r/woooshed because of this comment-
Sis, yes.
Well, actually because tears are made of water, you would. I’m kidding I’m not *that guy*
r/wooosh
My best friend has replaced me with her boyfriend and I’m too prideful to tell her It’s hurting me because I know she doesn’t care...time to cry about it.
I'm sorry for you ☹
Extra Account sis this has happened to me with one of my friends , she spilled all my secrets to some boy I feel you 💛
I’ve talked to mine about it, she didn’t care. 😓
Same
I'm in the same boat
the worst feeling is seeing them happy when you’re staying up till 5am every night crying about losing them
felt
Feel it.
The worst thing after that is losing them even before having thoughts of them going away and staying up late to cry about it.....
Exaclty what I'm feeling
That’s the absolute worst.
"yeah heartbreak hurts, but watching your best friend become a stranger is a different kind of pain" somebody from the internet
my scalp hurts. my wig was pulled so damn hard
What wig?
🙋 Dolan fan 🙋 also I make Dolan Twin Imagine videos if ya wanna check them out 💜
Dead 💀
weave snatched
multi fandom hoee well. My whole head got decapitated because of how hard my wig got snatched
I was reading comments and got scared because I didn’t know it was a motion video & I saw it blink out of the corner of my eye lmaoo
Lmao I would have flipped out
Omg I didn’t know I thought it was just a picture
-happiness has left the chat-
I haven’t had happinesses in a while
happiness was never in the chat-
happiness was an impostor
Please take care of yourself and keep fighting, life is worth it, you can do it babe, I love you
Literally the only thing keeping me alive is music. I'm scared to miss a record breaking album or finding that one song that finally cures my sadness and wipes away my tears.
HOW CAN PEOPLE SAY THAT SHE IS A BAD ARTIST, HOW
EXACTLY
idk
I wonder that every day
FR
Bc she made one 'mediocre' song (bad guy) and people think that's all about her. She's got some real masterpeices, that people are overlooking
Billie has my heartttt
Letting all my feelings out to this
I always seem to like the slower versions of songs I don’t know why but this is very beautiful 💓
I want to cry, but my eyes *hurt*
*it hurts*
*everything hurts*
I say I’m *okay* ....
*truth is I’m not*
People think if you say you have depression or anxiety you’re doing it for *attention*
*Why would I want this?* *who in their right mind would want this?*
imagine having both and not knowing it yourself so u hide it yourself:(
actually a girl in my class faked it because I told her how I was feeling and wanted attention
Crying hurts, but smiling hurts too
im so sorry. it gets better ok? ily. i promise it will be ok.
Please take care of yourself and keep fighting, life is worth it, you can do it babe, I love you
I find myself here often.
Why does it feel so good to feel this..
slow(er) version on soundcloud: soundcloud.com/lustry/when-the-partys-ovr
a r c h i v e. Can you get it to Apple Music somehow ?
lustry damn even SLOWER? Great 😍👍🏻
Do you have it on Android?
I’m a closeted bisexual and am mortified at the thought of telling anyone. I also not pretty or funny, so I am just another carpet for people to walk over, with nothing unique about me except the random shit I say.
_dionela _ Thank you so much. I hope you have a wonderful day!
hey me too, i’m also “closeted” towards certain people but i’ve surrounded my self myself with people who love me the most. if your friends can’t do that, get new ones. they love me so much that all the hate that will come towards me will not matter because their love is so strong. and most important, find time to love yourself. how can you love someone else if you can’t love yourself? it’ll get better 🖤
u matter! ur important and don’t let anybody tell otherwise God loves you ❤️ ur unique and pretty!
Omg i feel you so bad
i am just an annoying dumb ugly
unfunny piece of shit.. 😩😭😖😫
I was in your exact situation a few months ago, terrified and ashamed of being bi. I came out to my close friends and they were so supportive :) I am now out to my whole school and I feel free. One day you will come out to strangers and have it feel totally normal. I promise you it will get better :) I'm Marli and I am here if anyone needs to talk
Hearing this and reading all those comments is beaking my 💔
The hum at the beginning hit me in the feels
this song will always be held in my heart.
ALREADY?? DAMNN
Ikr?? This is why I subbed 😍
Edit: Did you just heart me?? *drop dead*
My WEEVE
@@sickening_love1154 it's weave! :o
This sounds like an entirely different person sang this. Well, if any guys wanted to sing this, they have a reference to go here.
It kind of sounds like of Finneas
this should be for altos
@@katc6365 says who
Dead City me, because i’m an alto😂😂
@@katc6365 lmao
this is so hauntingly beautiful
This song brings so much pain and tears but the pain is some how comforting
My new addiction is listening to these type of songs and crying to them.
*ok lets express our feelings in the comment section*
katherine ayala *Trigger warning* *No one will accept me. I'm scared, worried, nervous, and embarrassed. I'm bisexual, and I feel like I'm alone, but I know I'm not. I know a lot more people struggle more then I do. some even leave this planet. I think about cutting, but then I don't do it. I can't tell my parents how I'm feeling, they'll just say, 'it's just a phase' or 'You'll get over it.' But...it's not a phase. I'm giving hints to my brother, but I don't think he gets it. thanks for letting me rant, I just wanted to get it out. if you see this comment, thanks for reading it. I hope you accept me. Love, Amanda*
Amanda.I Flores awe i accept you, love. 🦋
69nasas s Thank you so much💕 I didn't think anybody would see this comment, since it was lost in the sea of comments. Love you!🌈💞
Amanda.I Flores you’re adorable! of course. talk to me anytime 💘
Amanduh_da_ panduh i’m with you girl. I’m a closeted bisexual but no one could ever find out because basically everyone in my life is homophobic, my friends, my family, everyone. I feel so alone somedays that I just sit and do nothing. For hours on end. Everytime my parents or brothers say something homophobic I can’t even say anything because in my culture, if you disagree with your parents, you’re disrespecting them. I hate living like this, my whole persona when im with other people is a lie. It’s a massive lie because I can’t let them know that I’m a raging homosexual lmao. Anyway if you would like to talk my instagram is @bellenight9 :) I could use someone to talk to too
every time im hearing this song, i cry because of my friends who hit me with antagonism. hearing the words, "aish.. tala is so annoying and i wish she can die tomorrow!" "you mean, she needs to die later?" "ahaha.. i wanna kill her!" "she's not that pretty." i cried in the toilet and didn't attend classes for 3 weeks. i hope my 'friends' are happy.
those aren't friends. those are evil people. NOBODY should ever say that to anyone or about anyone. I'm so sorry, love. you deserve better
kookie nology I love you. fuck those people they aren’t even friends. you deserve better and you’re beautiful. :)
don't listen to those low life, attetion seeking losers. you are probably so much stronger than you think you are, you don't have to listen to those evil people, if you feel sad just add me as a RUclips friend, I hope you feel better and I hope this made your day.
you deserve better. where's your school at i'm gonna fight them for you. do'nt ever talk to them and show you're better than them. if they try to talk to you, walk away. they're terrible people. i hope they see this.
don't listen to them, they aren't friends of the talk about you like that, if you need to talk about anything at all, I can give youy Instagram if you ever need to talk
*God has entered the chat*
Edit: Ok STOP Billie is god
A E S T H E T I C god is a billie
what do you mean they're the same person
@@brbcallingsora true
Um s'cuse me billie IS GOD
A E S T H E T I C lol there’s no difference
this song is just so beautiful in ways i can’t explain
FBI watching me cry through my phone for the 5th time tonight: Aw shit, here we go again.
Fucking good ol’ FBI eh?
Ow..
:)
Hey I just wanted to tell you that Jesus loves you-God loves you. God loves you so much that He sent His Son Jesus to die for you & your sins on the cross. Jesus took your punishment for you, since we’ve all rebelled & turned our backs on God by sinning (disobeying God), we all deserve punishment which is hell. We’ve all lied, stolen (no matter the value), disobeyed parents, and most likely-lusted. Which makes every last one of us guilty before God. God is a just & loving God. By Him being just He has to punish sin (or else He wouldn’t be just) because He’s holy. And by Him being loving He has given us a way to be FORGIVEN. When Jesus died on the cross for us, our sins were placed on Him & Gods wrath (anger) towards sin was poured out on Jesus in OUR PLACE. And 3 days later Jesus rose again-now He sits at the right hand of God in heaven. And all God wants us to do is change our minds about sin & turn away from sin and PUT OUR TRUST IN JESUS & only in Jesus.
*NSA
damn puts me in my feels
when it gets to the part where she does a high note you can tell how much of herself she put into recording this song bc of how high the note is even when it’s slowed down and her voice sound lower than what it is in the original. it’s incredible what she’s done and how hard working she is. she really is an amazing and beautiful artist
should i make a cover but like this version??more than ten likes and ill do it.
Daphne Aguilar did you do it??
Natalie May she did
She did it🙂
i love the concept pf being extremely depressed and listen to songs that’ll make you even more sad
"call me friend but keep me closer " that hit me so hard this time
my ears have officially been blessed💗😩💖🤷🏻♀️
wig:snatched
depression:she still here
tears:yes
hotel:trivago
I am wheezing at this comment
free real:estate
tennyson sauraan hahaha 😆
Trashmouth W my guy
felt this
this hit me.
it’s just wonderful.
This song right here, always gets me to release my tears its so emotional for me. Being alone too often is starting to get to my depression and thoughts... I dont know what to do anymore
i know the feeling to well but hey im always here to talk even if you don’t know me, sometimes it’s easier talking to someone on the internet than somebody in real life
i spent the whole day with this not in my stomach and tears welling in my eyes and just dont wanna have to do this anymore.
Just when you thought you heard everything 😍
i can hear the pain in her voice
I clicked on this damn well knowing I’d be crying for 3 minutes and 50 seconds
same same
listening to this just makes me realize how sometimes i find things to good to be true and i always ruin them cause I'm not used to experiencing real love cause my whole life is just a world full of pain.
This makes me sad. It makes me think of my really close friend I haven’t seen for a while. I’m embarrassed to see him because of the way that I look, I’ve gained weight since the last time I’ve seen him and am so insecure.. I want to hang out with him and talk to him, so does he but I just can’t, I’m trying to lose weight n stuff but UGH. Idk what to do. Someone help lul
Ali Jolie tbh he won’t say nuffin rude I’m the same way buh w my skin before 2 years ago I was so close w this girl at sky then I had to leave and now after 2 years of not seeing each other I’m seeing her next week buh I’m scared to...so don’t feel alone xx
Be yourself.. talk to him.. and if he ignore u then just leave it. He is not right for ya.. i mean he would hurt u anyway.. just find someone who will accept and love you the way u are.. 💖
Sorry for my bad english btw
someone who cares for you and is your close friend wont care if you put on a few pounds or lost some. they care for you because youre you. youre your smile, your words, your thoughts and so much more. I bet youre beautiful no matter what but if a person criticises something as trivial as weight, he isnt the friend you deserve. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!
You dont need to be embarrased. If your friend is a real friend will like you even if you are fat
If he’s a real friend I promise none of it matters. However, I know how self conscious it feels sometimes, and I’m sure you look just fine- he won’t be upset or judge mental towards you. I hope all is well, and you two hang out soon! Much love
I love these slowed down versions. They’re just perfect for listening to at night when you’re trying to sleep and it’s dark
💙
let me let you go.
Zeyraume That line feels like a slap in the face
This is why i love Billie Eillish she plays with my emotions
bruh slowed versions of any song just makes it so much more depressing but beautiful and like shit it gets me in my feels 🥺
Billie really takes her time in beautiful music like this
Tbh I love Billie's voice. She sounds like an angel but if I ever found someone who's voice naturally sounds like this, I would lose my mind entirely.
Listen to “If I get high” by Nothing but Thieves, the singer has a very similar voice to billie’s voice when it’s slowed down (he’s a guy so it’s deeper). Awesome band!
Dear guy i loved more than my life
You came into my life as a gift i was never expecting.
You came into my life as damn angel, saving me from where i was.
I never had anyone so special in my life and yet you came and stole that place.
You helped me so much, in so many ways, i have no words to thanked you.
You became the light of my eyes.
The sun to my heart.
The breeze to my soul.
God, i loved you so much.
You brought out the best of me, things i never saw.
You were so kind. So funny. So sweet.
You had your own way of expressing yourself and god it was so beautiful. You had so many dreams, you had so many goals and you told me i was gonna be besides you to see them come true.
And then you got a girlfriend. You never left me tho, you stayed by my side as the close friend you were.
You came to visit me one time, you lived really far away from me, yet you made your way to come here.
I hugged you so hard the second i saw you. You hugged me tight enough but still kept your distance respecting your girlfriend and i thought that was so cute.
We saw the movie, i hugged you and you kissed me on the forehead. It was such a warm moment and i will keep it forever in my head.
We then left and continued talking for the rest of the night.
The days passed and everything seemed so good and nice and then everything crashed down.
You out of nowhere blocked me, said we couldn't continue talking, that you were no good for me, that it was not good for your girlfriend. You didn't care how much i was gonna cry, you just did it. You stopped texting back to my tons of messages, i was dead worried asking myself what i did wrong. Nothing came to head.
I felt so lost, so empty, so numb.
6 days has passed and i still cry every night. Wishing you would hug me tight and in your arms held me high. But no, not anymore.. You are gone now, out of my life...
Dear guy i loved more than my life.
You were the best thing that ever happened to me.
Best of luck in life.
i am so sorry for you! ily ❤️
Update?
I am seeing this on 11th of August 2021, at 03:17 am.
Dear stranger, first of all, you deserve the absolute universe. Unfortunately, I am coming across this comment right now- and I don’t know if my words will make sense. It’s been 2 years since this person, your favourite person left you. I can’t even describe the level of sadness and disappointments I feel because there are not enough words to let me do it. How is life? Are you okay? I truly hope you are okay and I am praying that life has become easier with this tremendous hindrance belongs to the past. I hope you know that you are a truly wonderful person and you have to be congratulated-fairly- for being such a great soul. Life goes on slowly like a river, flowing on its own. Sometimes, it tends to be too destructive or too fertile and beautiful which is shocking. I want you to know that it is okay, if you still crave his touch and cry over him. It is okay if you miss him more than anything. It is okay if you miss his touch. Missing people is humanly and reasonable,and the process of moving on takes lots of time! Don’t rush yourself stranger, because it’s urgent that you allow yourself to heal. Let yourself experience all these horrific feelings in order to grow and bloom all over again. Give time to your own self to handle all those emotions that suffocate you. In the end, trust me, it is worth it.
It’s been 2 years since the moment he decided to leave you and I am genuinely hoping you are okay. Loving people is hard and forgetting their existence twice as hard but you know something? Let alone the fact that love is impeccable and hurtful, love can not be erased. It can’t be forgotten. I am aware of the difficulty to move on stranger but you can do it and I believe in you. Make sure to treasure all these wonderful moments you were together, and all the times he made you realise life’s worth, because these moments are worth being held into your mind. Remember him with every excellent characteristic he had that made you fall for him and slowly move on. So when you turn your head back, you will see a bounce of nice memories that will make you feel blessed for having him in your life. I hope you are alright though and regardless of if you are okay right now or no, never forget that you can always do it. Obstacles come and go but never forget that they are just chapters of your life! I am proud of you for everything and I know it’s crazy but trust me, I don’t know you but i wholeheartedly believe in you. Despite of everything, I wish you the absolute best and I hope you have healed/heal darling. I truly hope that he has or will apologise in the future and everything is okay between you two but even if this hasn’t or won’t happen, remember to treasure his existence and how much you loved him and how much he helped you & try to move on. Have a great day :)
This made me cry so much because I know exactly just how it feels. Its happened to me so much that I just don't trust anyone anymore. Hun, we just gotta live through it and find the people that won't leave us no matter how hard it is to find them. We just need to hang on and keep waiting. It's been 6 months since this happened to me and I still think about him every day. The only thing I can tell you to do is hang on. You're gonna find someone who treats you with the love and respect you deserve, someone who will stick by your side no matter what. Hang in there
@@heavenlymonkey Hi! Here is an update, this was two years ago, this next February 23 my current bf and i will have 2 years together 🥰
The guy i wrote this for is doind great, we dont talk anymore but he is doing great
This makes me so calm. I feel so at peace.
my way of coping with sadness: listening to the sound of rain on one opened tab, but also listening to slow billie songs on the other tab. it feels so weird and so soothing at the same time, I recommend it!!!!!!!!
“let me let you go” the best line written
I don't think I've ever cried harder. This makes me want to live and die at the same time.
BILLIE IS A GODDESS!
i wanted to be tracer but my boyfriend was already *tracer* 😞😭
kat 😭😭😭 I’m so sorry, I couldn’t imagine that ever happening to me 😭
kat I’m sorry to here that. Do you want to talk more about it?
omg im so sorry :((((((((((((((((
I can’t stop laughing
Heyyy Byee this isn’t something to laugh about
billie eilish it's the best thing in this world is beautiful and she makes beautiful songs like her 💖
when I hear "but nothing ever stops you leaving" I think of the sadness and the emotions that always find a way to come back and take over 😭 #sadyeehaw
This gave me sum extreme chills
I’m in the bathroom crying and jamming to this rn
cloudytears Hi
How are u know ?
As somebody who got depression at 6, and was suicidal at 7, (-I'm 14 now-) This song really just speaks to me, in a way I have never been spoken to.
The slowed version hits hard
I've been distancing myself a lot from one of the persons I love the most lately, I don't know why, maybe because of my anxiety? The fear that it will all go downhill? I just keep getting the urge of distancing myself completely but I know that it will hurt me more if I do, and I will hurt the person too. I don't have a reason to want this, it drives me insane. I have anxiety attacks about it, but I don't wanna tell anyone because they'll think that I'm just overreacting or something like that...
Núria Ripoll okay??
Núria Ripoll same
Why am I the only that feel hurt yet heal at the same time.
These slowed songs are such a vibe bro
God, this was 3 years ago, but I'm breaking down deep inside listening to this. The weight on my shoulders is hurting me. I can't let it go, and this relieved some stress, ty
I can't stop listening to this version of the song, this version of the song is more beautiful and more sad 😢. I think I have listened to it about 15 times in the past hour!
I am crying this hit to close to home
Anyone else lying in their bed crying because you miss the old days as a kid when you acually were happy?
Just me? Oh, ok
Not just you
sis I-
Y'all-
dont- dont do this to me rn
Me too...
Omg, I'm crying.
This song hits me deep so bad, and comforts me from the hurt I'm feeling right now
Billie has a freaking angelic voice
Billie:*Makes A Depressing Song*
Me:"Can This Song Get Any More Depressing"
Lustry:"Hold My Computer"
Hold my tears
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What a beautiful voice, omg it’s giving me chills 💖💘
I like more the slowed music than the original one, this brings me more depression but helps me in the same time, thank you
These slowed down songs just makes me think about all the good memories I had before 2020 came.
I've never been so aggervated about dislikes why come in here just to dislike it. It's amazing. Period
this songs always been special to me because the music video came out the day I left my toxic relationship. 2 years later and I'm stronger than ever
LYRICS
when the party’s over~~~~~~~
Don't you know I'm no good for you?
I've learned to lose you, can't afford to
Tore my shirt to stop you bleedin'
But nothin' ever stops you leavin'
Quiet when I'm comin' home and I'm on my own
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
Don't you know too much already?
I'll only hurt you if you let me
Call me friend but keep me closer (call me back)
And I'll call you when the party's over
Quiet when I'm comin' home and I'm on my own
And I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
Yeah, I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
But nothin' is better sometimes
Once we've both said our goodbyes
Let's just let it go
Let me let you go
Quiet when I'm comin' home and I'm on my own
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
I’ve fallen in love with this song a second time.
Love this wonderful song
It makes me feel like i'm depressed 🙁😭❤
For some reason this song made me cry of joy specially when you miss someone and it’s nighttime
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