20 years have passed since that old, lonely studio I used to live at, in a bad neighborhood, struggling to make something out of life, full of dreams, so young and hopeful. I used to listen to Mellon Collie and the infinite sadness every... single... night... after a long day of work and school. Not a dime in my pocket, but at the same time, life was so much simpler. Listening to this song and any other in that album brings me all the way back there. I can even smell the carpet, I feel the temperature in that room, I have such a vivid memory of those nights. Forever grateful to Billy, James and D’Arcy for the fond memories. 🙏
Heard this playing in my lab class while I was having the worst cramps of my life with my head in my arms and I popped my head up and was like hey this is good 😂 so I added it through the pain. Small story no one cares ab
Hey, I may be going through a pretty bad patch right now, but I ain't no one yet!!!! WE CARE!!!!! " ... So I added it through the pain" is how we survive, isn't it? And then we laugh and laugh later. I love that quote: SO I ADDED IT THROUGH THE PAIN. What other CHOICE do we really HAVE?? Endure. Survive. Properly appreciate those fleeting moments of indescribable Beauty and Wonder ... or LEARN to appreciate the Magic as it happens. You are the Magic. This music would not have been so beautiful through the pain WITHOUT the agent of HAPPINESS that was YOU, roseproductions baby. YOU brought the beauty into your Pain. YOU are wise. Not only did you deal with your PAIN like a trooper but you let the meaningful event stay with you because it added another layer to your character ... and you even SHARED it with us so that we too could remember such moments in our own lives, and derive a bit of further healing. You are doing alright, my friend. 🌹Thank you. 💐 🪺
This song just reminds me of the fun I had with my ex, her parents made us separate when they found out her and I had made love, Well really because they told her whole family and made her feel terrible, so me being the type to try and talk to them only made it worse, I loved her so dearly, my life hasn't been the same ever since, now she treats me like shit and that what her and I had was nothing, I just wanted her to know I tried and gave it all I had, now I cry when I hear this song..
😢🥹 🫂 I think you still love her so dearly, Shocker baby. LOVE always leaves you very very changed. That is the price. It hurt so much to read what you had written ... So unfortunate, what happened. Love vs Fear. Love vs Dogma. Love vs Betrayal. Shocker, you are the sincere and passionate Lover left out in the cold, it is true. It is also true that YOU gave it all that you had. You gave it your very best. You stood up for her and for you and for the two of you who had shared what was true and lovely and forever (forever because The Real Thing, however fleeting, stays with you forever and marks you forever and that is the nature of Love that you absolutely felt and gave in to and miss so much now) ... and in the end, baby, it really is about You more than Her, who seems to have processed the terrible event differently from you and that is perfectly okay, even though it does not FEEL that way for you right now. Each true Love we encounter is how the Universe hugs you and TEACHES YOU to go on to love a little better, a little wiser, a little deeper ... starting with your own precious self. So that your next Great Adventure is even more of an AWESOME surprise package. That you WILL face with more courage and strength. Lots more such events waiting for you. Trust me. You hang in there meanwhile. It is not easy, but nothing AMAZING ever is. We all must EARN our wings the only way. The hard, painful, honest, naked way. Or it won't matter so excruciatingly beautifully as each second ticks off. Perhaps write her whole family a short note? Just have your last say and APOLOGIZE for whatever it was that they are complaining about, whether you were in the right or wrong. The point is to let them all know that you were crazy with Love and to beg for forgiveness for causing them such distress, even though you did not INTEND it at all, as they all should know. LOVE is forgiving, patient, and it endures through all things. Regardless of how the object of your holy LOVE perceives it and receives it or rejects it. You are still holding on to the sacred part of you that is still HER and why should you feel bad or guilty or sad about it? Cherish the memories. Cherish the qualities that made her so meaningful to you. Cherish what she will continue to do for you in your soul as you walk the rest of your beautiful Life -- after that special encounter that has left you so deeply affected -- and SHARE it generously with your future Perfect and True Loves, and there WILL be more after this Special One. Because you WILL survive this. You are whole all on your own. And this is why you will bring so much MORE to your next Perfect Lover, that you will do your very best -- again -- to keep in your Life for as long as you can manage to do. If your Lover rejects you, the only thing to do is to humbly accept it ... and perhaps try to figure out not what you did do wrong or not as well as you could have ... or not ... but the thing is to figure out the GIFTS that your ex-Lover left you with. The lessons. The growth. The learning to self-heal, if nothing else. PLEASE COUNT THE BLESSING that you are not seething with absolute revulsion and terrible wrath in the aftermath, that is such a commonplace thing after affairs. You ex-Lover must have been WORTH all the tears and all those painful moments. And that is a good thing. Thank her. Love her. Just in the way that she and her family will accept gladly. Be patient with her negative reaction to the unpleasant events. Do not expect anything more from her. Hope, perhaps. Just love her. From a distance. Until you find yourself drawn to someone else more powerfully. And that WILL happen. Time and Chance and Logistics are totally on the side of YOUR loving heart and patient wait and humble knees. 🪽 👣🦄 from another Wounded one ❤🔥💔 ❤🩹 💌
My baby brother passed in Aug 2020. I e only picked 3 songs. This was one. Iris by the GGdolls, and Mama I'm coming home at the graveside. That is how you do a funeral. Love you Art❤
Most of my childhood and teenage years I can't remember...it all went dark after some time. My fiancée, found me a few months ago. I was numb and comfortably alone but in that moment, she was the person who made me feel whole...with every single day, she helps me remember. The child in me awoke once more. She more than what I could ever ask for. No matter what you do, no matter how heartbroken you might feel have hope and faith, give yourself the time you need and eventually someone will find you and you will find them. Time is always in your favor. 🙏
Funny, I'm 36 right now, when this song came out I payed no mind to it. And now here I am at home sitting here with tears in my eyes. Thinking about the girl I will always love. This hits hard...... God bless
I know he says no but this song def about that part in tbe bible were jesus is in a garden and hes asking god can you stop me from being crusified tommorow ? He new it would be exteemly painfull but he didnt make a ecusse if god wanted it ( no im not christian ) also jesus was charged with blaspahmey and walked witha cross which made him fall, he haunted his "friends" the day after ext ext theres many references but im stoned . Its the story of Garden of gethsamane and crusifiction story mixed with his own story , poetry i gusse. Then again im prob wrong .
You are correct. The melting point of water is the same as the freezing point of water. At 0 degrees Celsius ( 32°F ) it is slushy mixture of ice and water.
20 years have passed since that old, lonely studio I used to live at, in a bad neighborhood, struggling to make something out of life, full of dreams, so young and hopeful. I used to listen to Mellon Collie and the infinite sadness every... single... night... after a long day of work and school. Not a dime in my pocket, but at the same time, life was so much simpler. Listening to this song and any other in that album brings me all the way back there. I can even smell the carpet, I feel the temperature in that room, I have such a vivid memory of those nights. Forever grateful to Billy, James and D’Arcy for the fond memories. 🙏
John? James.
@@AnneOnymaus yes. My eyes were watery when I typed it 😅
What about Jimmy Chamberlain?
Does D’arcy have a last name?
@@nottellingyou14 Wretzky. Love her.
Every song this band writes is the most beautiful perfect song youve ever heard, there's no such thing as a filler song on a smashing pumpkins album.
Back in the days when Artists turn their tears into Poetry.
Some of us still do🥀🍃🌹
A lot of us still do
They still do. Bless them!!!!!!!!
I miss music like this 💕
So I'll pull my collar up and face the pain ... On my own
These guys make magic
Yes, they don't get enough recognition. I've been listening since the beginning and they're up there with the best!
@@nancys2839 so true !
It's "cold" not pain but still great lyrics
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@@Teketa I should've noticed that !!!
This song makes me sad, because it is just 4 minutes long. Every time I listen to it I just want it to last forever...
Mayo for me man...I love that song..,and rhino & drown...
You can make it last forever, you.
crestfallen is a song i wish i was longer
You can put it on repeat, forever.
'Tomorrow's just an excuse' beautiful.
Heard this playing in my lab class while I was having the worst cramps of my life with my head in my arms and I popped my head up and was like hey this is good 😂 so I added it through the pain.
Small story no one cares ab
Beautiful 👏🏼👏🏼❤
Hey, I may be going through a pretty bad patch right now, but I ain't no one yet!!!! WE CARE!!!!! " ... So I added it through the pain" is how we survive, isn't it? And then we laugh and laugh later. I love that quote: SO I ADDED IT THROUGH THE PAIN. What other CHOICE do we really HAVE?? Endure. Survive. Properly appreciate those fleeting moments of indescribable Beauty and Wonder ... or LEARN to appreciate the Magic as it happens. You are the Magic. This music would not have been so beautiful through the pain WITHOUT the agent of HAPPINESS that was YOU, roseproductions baby. YOU brought the beauty into your Pain. YOU are wise. Not only did you deal with your PAIN like a trooper but you let the meaningful event stay with you because it added another layer to your character ... and you even SHARED it with us so that we too could remember such moments in our own lives, and derive a bit of further healing. You are doing alright, my friend. 🌹Thank you. 💐
🪺
This song is a cross somewhere between a lovely melancholy nostalgic memory and a swift but powerful gut punch...
Bless your insight!!!!
This song unfortunately brings back a beautiful, painful moment I wont forget.
You and I both. :(
I still adore this
Super
Me too. Ava Adore this.
This was the first dance at our wedding.
U just made me tear up. Seriously. Thats a beautiful thing
That’s incredible. Genuinely
I envy your awesome wedding!!!!!
Corgan is such a good writer
such a GENIUS, and such a fearless spirit
Wonderful song performance by Billy corgan and smashing punkins i listen in 2023 .
This song is so deep.
Profoundly beautiful song...
This is one of my my favorite songs ever. :)
This song just reminds me of the fun I had with my ex, her parents made us separate when they found out her and I had made love, Well really because they told her whole family and made her feel terrible, so me being the type to try and talk to them only made it worse, I loved her so dearly, my life hasn't been the same ever since, now she treats me like shit and that what her and I had was nothing, I just wanted her to know I tried and gave it all I had, now I cry when I hear this song..
😢🥹 🫂 I think you still love her so dearly, Shocker baby. LOVE always leaves you very very changed. That is the price. It hurt so much to read what you had written ... So unfortunate, what happened. Love vs Fear. Love vs Dogma. Love vs Betrayal. Shocker, you are the sincere and passionate Lover left out in the cold, it is true. It is also true that YOU gave it all that you had. You gave it your very best. You stood up for her and for you and for the two of you who had shared what was true and lovely and forever (forever because The Real Thing, however fleeting, stays with you forever and marks you forever and that is the nature of Love that you absolutely felt and gave in to and miss so much now) ... and in the end, baby, it really is about You more than Her, who seems to have processed the terrible event differently from you and that is perfectly okay, even though it does not FEEL that way for you right now. Each true Love we encounter is how the Universe hugs you and TEACHES YOU to go on to love a little better, a little wiser, a little deeper ... starting with your own precious self. So that your next Great Adventure is even more of an AWESOME surprise package. That you WILL face with more courage and strength. Lots more such events waiting for you. Trust me. You hang in there meanwhile. It is not easy, but nothing AMAZING ever is. We all must EARN our wings the only way. The hard, painful, honest, naked way. Or it won't matter so excruciatingly beautifully as each second ticks off.
Perhaps write her whole family a short note? Just have your last say and APOLOGIZE for whatever it was that they are complaining about, whether you were in the right or wrong. The point is to let them all know that you were crazy with Love and to beg for forgiveness for causing them such distress, even though you did not INTEND it at all, as they all should know. LOVE is forgiving, patient, and it endures through all things. Regardless of how the object of your holy LOVE perceives it and receives it or rejects it. You are still holding on to the sacred part of you that is still HER and why should you feel bad or guilty or sad about it? Cherish the memories. Cherish the qualities that made her so meaningful to you. Cherish what she will continue to do for you in your soul as you walk the rest of your beautiful Life -- after that special encounter that has left you so deeply affected -- and SHARE it generously with your future Perfect and True Loves, and there WILL be more after this Special One. Because you WILL survive this. You are whole all on your own. And this is why you will bring so much MORE to your next Perfect Lover, that you will do your very best -- again -- to keep in your Life for as long as you can manage to do.
If your Lover rejects you, the only thing to do is to humbly accept it ... and perhaps try to figure out not what you did do wrong or not as well as you could have ... or not ... but the thing is to figure out the GIFTS that your ex-Lover left you with. The lessons. The growth. The learning to self-heal, if nothing else. PLEASE COUNT THE BLESSING that you are not seething with absolute revulsion and terrible wrath in the aftermath, that is such a commonplace thing after affairs. You ex-Lover must have been WORTH all the tears and all those painful moments. And that is a good thing. Thank her. Love her. Just in the way that she and her family will accept gladly. Be patient with her negative reaction to the unpleasant events. Do not expect anything more from her. Hope, perhaps. Just love her. From a distance. Until you find yourself drawn to someone else more powerfully. And that WILL happen. Time and Chance and Logistics are totally on the side of YOUR loving heart and patient wait and humble knees.
🪽 👣🦄 from another Wounded one ❤🔥💔 ❤🩹 💌
Every teenager in the world had this double album back in the 90s… they used to send it out in the mail along with samples of Tide, lol
LOLOLOLOL
I was a bit older but ...
inside I was really a pre-teen then.
My baby brother passed in Aug 2020. I e only picked 3 songs. This was one. Iris by the GGdolls, and Mama I'm coming home at the graveside. That is how you do a funeral. Love you Art❤
Most of my childhood and teenage years I can't remember...it all went dark after some time. My fiancée, found me a few months ago. I was numb and comfortably alone but in that moment, she was the person who made me feel whole...with every single day, she helps me remember. The child in me awoke once more. She more than what I could ever ask for. No matter what you do, no matter how heartbroken you might feel have hope and faith, give yourself the time you need and eventually someone will find you and you will find them. Time is always in your favor. 🙏
i was 14 when this dropped, and I HATED it back then, now at 36 it may be my favorite pumpkins song
I was 33. I can still say I love their music!!
You developed some great taste
Funny, I'm 36 right now, when this song came out I payed no mind to it. And now here I am at home sitting here with tears in my eyes. Thinking about the girl I will always love. This hits hard...... God bless
Its a far cry from cherub rock but this songs true form doesnt show until your in your in your 30's. Probably even 33 :)
nice i love it, do u know anymore like this? i havnt heard this since i was 12...... im 29 now memorys r the best!!!!
The beginning of the song makes me cry :((
soo poetic
Still listening in 2023 ✨
Me encanta esta cancion
Beautiful!
tomorrow is just an excuse away....
Love never fails..
Oh, how BEAUTIFUL is this.
Thank you, Julian. AWESOME.
🫂
I'll make the effort,
Love can last forever ;D
songs so chill
The 33rd element is Arsenic.
33 degrees Fahrenheit is the melting point.
There are 33 vertebrae in your spine.
The France country code is 33 and will allow you to call France from another country.
Jesus was crucified at 33 years old...
awesome please continue if you have anymore 33 facts
Alex Smith and Joe Theismann broke the same leg on the same date on the same team 33 years apart.
@@jackdaniels2905 playing for the same team!
Beautiful (:
My love lasts forever because it's true!!!
I 😍 love you my love GILBERT LUNA SR. If I die I will watch you from the heavens up above and protect you my beautiful angel.
I love you Fotini. Thank you for saving my life. I love you always forever until the end of time for eternity ❤️ 🙏
Deep in thought i forgive everyone........
Ufffff ............ 🇲🇽
LOL!!! I SAY THAT ALL THE TIME!!! OOOFFF!!!
Thanks, many thanks!
I’m certain the first verse is about Yashua…if not the whole song itself. HalleluYAH
Anyone else listening on Good Friday?
Thirty-Three is a number (33)
Jesus died when he was 33.
❤❤❤ ...nothing more to say
@HanginOutWithCorpses it was a joke, i actually love this song.
Sept. 27, 2024
1:29 am
Good old days ❤
Billy knows what TF he's doing...... Damn.
I love smashing pumpkins on speed
The song is about Jesus
Absolutely.
And Jesus is all about all of us.
And Jesus is us. Each of us. 💔🦄
great go too song
J0$did@m3n#e hermosa!
Could you post a studio version of Fuck You (An Ode to No One)? Cant find it ANYWHERE
a decade later....
ruclips.net/video/97sYm0Bkd3Y/видео.html
or just to enjoy music ;)
Gozild
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thats right 0 dislikes
5 years later... 0 dislikes
@@MrKill_SC ayyy wassup 2018 squad!
clairese french merry x-mass children of sarajevo
@media devil freaking trolls. 13 now.
There was some filler on Zeitgeist :/
merry x-mass children of sarajevo
Sux when u love someone who doesn’t know you exist 🫣
✌🏻😢
I know he says no but this song def about that part in tbe bible were jesus is in a garden and hes asking god can you stop me from being crusified tommorow ? He new it would be exteemly painfull but he didnt make a ecusse if god wanted it ( no im not christian ) also jesus was charged with blaspahmey and walked witha cross which made him fall, he haunted his "friends" the day after ext ext theres many references but im stoned . Its the story of Garden of gethsamane and crusifiction story mixed with his own story , poetry i gusse. Then again im prob wrong .
33 degrees fahrenheit is not the melting point, 32 degrees is freezing.
You are correct. The melting point of water is the same as the freezing point of water. At 0 degrees Celsius ( 32°F ) it is slushy mixture of ice and water.
Lol wtf
Margaret Reefer depends on pressure
Lllllllllllllllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaassssssstttttttttttt forever and youuuuuu. Am in the only one still around
i think the joke was that trolls fail, good joke isnt it?
That's vile, that comment is just vile. You need to realize how much hate you caused by that comment!! :3
Graceful Swanz of NEVER.
That was a joke?
God's gonna cut em all down
Well.... except for all the recent crap.....
Who else here for fr33m@$on lyrics?
*leaves hate comment*
I hate this song.....:*(
Why?
You are blind
Today is my birthday I'm 33!