My mistakes
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- Опубликовано: 27 авг 2024
- In a vulnerable moment, I recorded this realization and decided to share it with you.
You can find the text in the comments, to read along :)
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It's so crazy to see somebody repeat what you did. It's weird but eye opening.
Once upon a time I used to be the person to push people away because I got hurt too many times and I was scared that they were gonna do it again, and now I'm on the other side seeing somebody having a really hard time letting people in and me just really wanting to get closer to them, because I can just feel how pure they are and how good their heart is. It's frustrating! It's frustrating that you're not being let in even if you have the best intentions and you just really wanna love them and give them what they always wished for and to have this connection and to just be a part of their life and their journey, but you can't because they got their walls way too high up keeping everybody and everything at a safe distance because they feel like everything they might say could be held against them and that somebody could hurt them again with all of this information. It's so frustrating!
I've now experienced both sides and all I can say is don't make my mistakes! Don't push people away who really do not mean to harm you. I know the way they approach you might scare you because of what happened to you and what you've been through but I've pushed some really good people away because I didn't know any better, because I was scared and you're closing yourself off from such good things. Life comes with risks. There's always going to be pain but I've lived life feeling f*cking miserable for so many years because I closed myself off just to feel safe, just to be in control but that's not okay, that's an illusion, because I closed myself off and shut myself away from all of these great opportunities and great people and real connections. The thing that I craved the most, I pushed it away, so don't make my mistakes. Let people in not everybody means harm!
And you're not just a f*cking fly on the wall, people notice you. People notice everything, maybe not everybody notices everything but the right people, they notice you and it would be a f*cking shame to not let this good thing happen and this connection happen because of fear. Too many people do not live because of fear. Too many people are alive but aren't really living because of fear. I've been scared all my life but I don't wanna be that anymore, I don't wanna do that anymore so....yeah, people can do horrible things to you but you can also do some really horrible things to yourself and you don't even notice until years later and I'm feeling a lot of shame, a lot of regret. I wish I could go back in time and change some things but I mean, it's all part of the story and I'm meant to learn it this way so...I gotta try to make the best of it and learn to forgive myself. Maybe not today but someday.
This is definitely a very important lesson for me to learn, which is why I just wanna give it away. Don't make my mistakes, don't push people away who genuinely care. I know you're trying your best to just navigate through this so don't be too hard on yourself, don't be so hard on yourself like I am on myself sometimes. Be gentle with yourself, give yourself some grace and take some risks, let people in. I know you're scared, I know building trust takes time. You don't have to, you know, throw yourself into it but be open to the possibility of good things happening to you, of good people happening to you because they do, they really do.
Okay? Okay.
I Appreciate you'r help
I am shook.... I also pushed some people away. I need to go make it up to them! Thank you for opening my eyes
Thank you very much Jay🙏🙏🙏
@@2ytineshamaraj408 so do I :-(
Your calming and very deep meanings
Am going though the same thing I have been closing myself off for 5 years and because of what happened to me I don’t let anyone in anymore it gets lonely but I’ve been through to much everyone I opened up as let me down when I ask for help all my friends I had for so many years are now gone and I don’t see them anymore please you guys whatever you are going though please don’t let this get to you and let people in life is to short to fight or have regrets
I have a friend I only knew for a short while. He said to me. I don't like perfect because no 1 is ment to b it. I like broken 💔 because they r the ones who understand an who do care. Even if u don't know them or see them. Just know this! There are many out there who feel and wish just the same as u
Even though I'm in a better place, I still enjoy every single post. Because one of the many habits my past gave me was to bury every single emotion. So thank you, with every post you make, it helps to release pressure on the dam of emotions that I still can't break away.
I feel happy for you that you are doing better and I am grateful that you're still listening to my stuff :)
Keep going we really appreciate it what you doing 🙏
Thank you! 🙏🏼
Thank you! I’m just gonna leave a big hug here for everyone that needs one. You are loved and you are strong! Never forget that ♥️
I love you and you helped me get out of a dark spot I'm not the best rn but I'm better
I'm so sorry for what you're going through Jay.
This tugged at my heartstrings. This is something that everyone needs to hear. Thank you for sharing your soul and helping other navigate life as their best selves. You are phenomenal! 🤍
thank you for your comment, it means a lot to me :)
wow... I don't know what to say. This audio is so beautiful and at the same time it hurts so much, because I know I should talk to her and tell her that I don't want to lose her... but I can't :/
Maybe try sending her this video?
You are inspiring me. Your voice is so calming. Thank you for all the amazing video ❤️❤️❤️
thank you Alejandra :)
This video could not have found me at a better time. I know you probably won't see this, but thank you for making this video! You're a lifesaver! Keep up the good work.
whenever I listen to the Jetpack Jay I want to hug her
I lost my wife to cancer last year, and your videos have been my light in the darkness i am surrounded by everyday, im left with my only daughter now, thank you for these videos.
This channel is truly the most beautiful thing I have found on the entire internet in my entire life.
I've done the same mistakes you've done before and I'm trying my best to prevent myself from doing it again, even though it's hard.
i can honestly say i truly wish i had of heard this 20 years ago it would have saved a lot of people including myself a lot of pain
Wish I could take your advice right now but I'm not ready yet. Thank you
Very touching. .mostly your voice ! It really touches those ..including me who got hurted repeatedly and repeatedly. .!!
Great video. Everything will be fine! A person, like the whole world, makes a mistake, and then recovers so that everything is fine.
Your voice is so calm, with so much feelings, most beautyfull text of your videos, i have hear...stay strong my friend. We all make mistakes, that s why we are humans, thank you for the beauthyful videos. Amazing
Es ist einfach so so gut geworden ❤️
It is such a horrible thing when you are too afraid to let someone in because you've been hurt so much.
your content is something i always connect with but this one is like written just for me
I have been doing the same mistakes for years but now i realised ... Thankyou . I hope one day i will meet you and give you a tight hug and just be grateful . Some day ......
I relate to this 100%
Sharing the crazy out of your channel. Best music is the music you can relate with and all of your stuff I've listened to I can 100% relate to. Knowing you're not alone makes more of a difference than you would had once thought.
It's amazing how brave you are to be vulnerable in order to benefit others!!!!
You are even braver for turning all that negativity into positivity and how you still are a good person helping person after all that. @Jetpack Jay
Oh look how you've grown
You are Inspiring me
Can't thank you enough Jay for your inspiring & heartfelt motivational videos. I never knew that people felt/feel the same way i have my entire life until i started watching your amazing videos. Every word you say rings true & i have finally made the decision to get some help, because i hate myself so much & just want to get better. I would love nothing better in the world to give you a massive hug. Stay strong my friend, you ARE absolutely amazing & i can't explain to begin how much i admire & respect you & want you to succeed. #ILoveYou
The part about fear 😞🙏🏻
After a very very long Time my tears fell , I am generally able to hide my tears btt this made tears fall out my left eye I like couldn't controll 😄
Verfolge dich seit ein paar tagen bei tiktok und hab jetzt hier auch was gefunden. I feel you! I see you! Es kann so schwer sein so viel zu fühlen und immer nur das beste in anderen zu wollen, aber nie richtig erkannt zu werden. Aber das ändert absolut nichts an der Tatsache das du ein Großartiger Mensch bist und es ein Geschenk ist, dass du so geworden bist. Alleine, dass du dir diese Gedanken machst, macht dich zu einem tollen Menschen. Habe sehr große sympathy für dich!
Amen me to ive been so much in my life and yrs alot alot has been my thoght life
This is exactly what happened to me I push everyone away I lash out all the time if they get on my nerves bc my best friend and now I pushed all the friends away after I lost my best friend😔💔
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These speak my mind and soul. Could I copy some for a journal for counseling? I feel these poems will help her understand me better.
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Fuck this made me cry 😔
I dont let people in easily!
I would really love to get to here everything you have to say you touched my heart I couldn't stop listening to you I broke down and thanked GOD for you. Your not a mistake I dont know you but listing to you makes me fill like if I know you all my life I've never felt this way about someone just taking on a motivation speech and it's not one it's real life if you can text me back and help me do a change in my life and say hi or thank you I would really love that there's hope in your voice I love you and thank you for your truthful advice. michael castro
Are you ok it's ok to open up it's ok to cry reamber people care don't give up... Don't worry anymore
beatiful jetpack jay i hope one Day to meet you in real you have no idee how much you vid. help me wen i am down en depri you are a god gift thank you so For making so beatiful vid. i wish you ALL the love in the world now that that never by allone you AMZING love the lone wolf🐺🐺🐺🐺🐺🐺
Thank you so much i put up walls I'll work on it terified of love I'll work on it
I can't see my best friend my 1 friend because thay moved to Ballarat 😢😭😢😥😧😦🥺🙁
I love you ..from india
Early!!!!
Too late😔
I heard u sobbing 😣plzz everything will be okay don't cry , plzz don't . I need u to promise me something , I want u to take care of yourself for me ❤️and if u really want someone to talk to I am here for you ,this is my discord sanvy#8600
Jay are you ok? I think this is the first time idve heard you cuss in an audio.
I've cussed in multiple audios 😅
@@JetpacksAudios oh I didn’t notice 😅 but still you alright?
I need help with this can i text you on instagram
Im sory but its to leat.
I relate to this so much, i try to help people who i see that are making the same mistakes as i have, and going down the same path i went down. I try to be the person i wish i had to lead me down the right road. It is very strange watching people making the same mistakes, i know full well when i started becoming unwell with my mental health i pushed people away, i think even if id have had someone to guide me i wouldnt hae listented, because i was too depressed and deep in my sorrows. It makes me so sad seeing people go down the same rabbit hole as so to speak, all i can do is guide them, they may not listen i know, but i wont give up. Thank you for this masterpiece @jetpackjay
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