This is powerful. Every song you post is! I just found your channel and it's so good!! Keep up the amazing work! Always stay happy healthy, please don't skip your meals, and sleep well~💞
Rip my body. I skip a lot of meals, and rarely sleep cuz I'm so stressed about school. I got dad issues. Drank it away. Then just kinda disconnected myself from everyone else for a while but I'm kinda better now.
I can relate to this i started working at 7 and i never got to be with my friends playing in the streets it was all because i got tired of being poor with 5 bucks a day i felt rich
If somebody being in their teenage reads this, know that you shouldn't waste time, if you have a passion for something, do it and don't look back, don't let people try to take it away from you. I had a passion for dancing, still do and I like cars a lot. I was looking for other people opinions what to do when I grow up, basically, I had the answer with me all the time but I just didn't notice it thinking it wont lead me to a successful life where I won't need to count my money from paycheck to paycheck but shit, I shouldn't have done it, shouldn't have listened to all the people that say do something better. Now read this carefully, everyone thinks differently and other people opinions whats better for you are irrelevant, you decide what to do in future and just go for it. Now I am almost finished with my bachelor degree in a good specialty, can have good money but I always think about different things I wish to do and it kills me. Never give up on your passions guys!
Bro even u finished Ur degree and I am struggling to finish it ... I die every day goin to college ... Insult insult and insult ... I had a passion for a sport but yes again people came in my life and gave their opinions and now I regret it!
I have a lot of regrets and one would be not pursuing something, like a sport. I let the fact that I didn’t get it in a couple days ruin me. And I regret not staying on track. I regret that I didn’t pursue it and now its to late for me to join.
Today my childhood friend and I played yugioh for the last time. We play for about an hour, I finally beat him for the first time in four years. After we pack up our cards I smiled and asked when we could play again and he looked at me and gave a halfhearted smile and spoke sadly. "This was our last game my friend. You know I'm almost out of college, I'm moving away soon. It's time to grow up...at least for me. Please do this world a favor and never grow up. Keep the heart of the cards with you." He hugged me tightly and gave me his favorite deck before going home. I know it's silly, but I really feel like part of me has died.
Holy shit reading your comment mirrors how yugi parts way with the pharaoh/atem you being yugi and your friend being atem but much like the show dude atem is always with yugi and your friend will always be with you if you have ps4 gamertag I'd be honoured to duel you on legacy of the duelest take care bro
A part of you never died why cause you still hold on to his memory of your guys good times and honestly thts worth always remembering. I lost my friend who she risked her life saving me from a car speeding through a crosswalk and her words in the hospital before she passed away that day to was " don't feel sad over my sacrifice as we grow up we make decisions for the ones we love stay strong for me" those were last and final words to me yes as much as it hurts me to move on with my life without my best friend I know she is proud of how far I made it and how well and happy I am that being strong in world that constantly builds you up and tears you down just to wake up and do it all over again thts life for you and we all have to live it good times and bad times that's what makes move on and prepare for the next
Its ok to be sad, when I am sad I come here to the comments and realize that there are other people going though things too. I like to read the comments because it makes me feel less alone....
It kills me that from the very moment we are born, we are eternally in debt to the government just for existing, we are held to the highest expectations, personality is tossed aside in favor of higher grades, we waste our childhood listening to someone talk at us from behind a desk, and we work until we die. It kills me that life is meaningless, and society has become toxic. It kills me that celebrities have the life of luxury while we all sit still, struggling in silence. Where did the joy go? The passion? The meaning? The purpose?
My dad recently said, “Almost all my friends are dead..I remember us being together when we were young..now the few of us remaining are just waiting for our time to come..” It made me sad..me and my dad don’t have a great relationship but watching my parents grow old and seeing their friends passed away one by one hurts..
I'm in a real low place right now and this shit hits me hard. Same thing, had a lot of friends, pushed em all away thinking of myself, now I'm basically alone wallowing in my misery with no one to talk to about it. If I did try to talk about it, it feels like I'm wasting their time. Don't really know where to go from here.
Dont know your age but you dont need anyone to make you happy man...took me a while to learn that (28 now) but I know one days going to come where ima find that right one and settle down...so I decided to be selfish and indulge myself in travel, etc because were only young and single and friendless once for a short period of our lives :)
Same here too. I had friends too, they left me physically away from my state. My reaction? Nothing but pain and anger that they never acknowledged me anything about it. Sometime ghosting me after one damn mistake I made. I own it up and apologize to them. They still dont accept it. Then lost many people in my family from death. Life is a bitch sometime but I am just a ghost to people I know. And I continue on. I knew my life is a joke, people laugh because I'm funny. Yeah, it's alright and I had to do what is good to me. It helps. Sometime. I just have to kick depressions in the ass so far out to space. And addictions too. Sorry for my long ass rants and I just felt like saying this to you personally. Since I did felt your pain and stressed out about feeling lonely. Because I had been there too.
I graduate in 1 year. All my friends are seniors, and they’re leaving in a few days. I don’t want to grow up, I want to have fun again. I want to wake up early and watch morning cartoons, I want to have Cinnamon Toast Crunch in the morning. I want to run through the sprinkler one last time with my friends, to forget everything, al the hardships, the stress, the anxiety of growing up. I just want that, one last time, or forever.
Ryan Carmichael I want watch old cartoons not worried about if my depression rear its ugly head. I miss those day where I didn’t even know about depression!
@Royal Videos I'm sorry I understand how you feel. Hopefully you can look forward to the future when you can create those same memories again with your own children. Take care.
Sometimes hiding your feelings and pretending to be happy be making you MORE depressed especially when your alone...it just hits you so hard and you automatically start crying and have this really huge hard thump in your throat
Exactly, I worry about my parents and they say don’t worry son I’m not going anywhere anytime soon. and I’m like I know but I reflect on my life and look at you and it hits me, I see other people’s parents pass and I just don’t ever wants that to happen you guys.
Once you are born, you are forever slowly dying. Some people get caught up in situations and their life will be taken early because of it. Some of us avoid being in those situations, but they still come to you.
Armchair Christian kids last for about 14 years then they’ll leave and not even think about their parents this is fact then when there’re old they’ll remember and regret it and wish to be younger
All I wanted when I was younger was to grow up and be independent. Now the years are going faster and faster and all I want them to do is slow down. Now I realize how fast I’m growing up and I don’t want it anymore.
Isabella Siciliano I miss being a kid. I would do all over again if I could watch cartoons I would help mom make cookies! I would hang out with my neighbors!! I would do so much more. Guess it’s too late.
I miss my childhood. I miss it cause my family was together. My mom didnt have cancer, my dad didnt have heart problems, my grandfather didnt suffer from asthma. 😔 I miss you all so much. 😣
Child Me: *Depression in a Young age* Pre-Teen Me: *Anxiety levels rising* Teen Me: *Stress/Overthinking/Heartbroken/Overdoing Things/Bad Grades/etc.* Adult Me: ......?
Idk if this'll matter but the adult you needs to learn for your past and grow.... people go thru worse in life... just realize how amazing you have it compared to a 3rd world country were they don't even get to be sad about the things we cry over.... they have real worries in the end...
@@Meow-gp5nk well that's selfish af it's sad you can't see the bigger picture and what a beautiful universe your are a part of been if it is meaningless
@@thelonelystoner1189 Wait until you face real suffering; not that it matters. Death is going to claim you and it will be as if you never existed to begin with.
The days I had, growing up. The sadness, the tears, the laughter, the happiness. It's meaningless. Nothing matters. We are all just an inert group of randomly assembled molecules floating wherever the universe drifts us.
You were not created randomly or by accident. Jesus created you and everyone on this earth “for such a time as this.” My hope is that if you get His call in your heart, you will cry out “yes” to Him. Your life will never be the same after that.
@@elisabethtrotter4564 yes elisabeth, i agree not jesus, but god created us and created jesus for Jesus speaks to us and shows us our wrongs and allows us to turn it to rights, Jesus Christ is our lord abd savior amen 🙏
Fuck oath dude, went from 15 to 34 and realise time is runnings out. My life is in a shambles going through divorce loss of hours at work bills going into arrears. Please make it stop
Child Support in my Case... Betrayed by someone you thought you could Trust the most. I knew her since she was a kid. Her and her Brothers were my Best Friends for over 20 Year's. We have an almost 6 year old son together. I never seen it coming. To get cheated on absolutely sucks. The child support is just salt on the wounds. And her finding another to replace you with, then immediately having a kid with him, just damn... Then every other close friend moving on with life, cutting ties with you at that very point in life coincidentally. It feels like abandonment. I'm down to one real friend, and my immediate family. I did not expect life to go this route. I'm stronger now. Most would jump off a bridge. I wish I knew back then what I know now. I would of saved myself so much time. Don't think it can't happen to you. Because I used to be oblivious myself. Naive. Thinking my girl will never leave me. If you're 15 reading this, work on yourself first. Love yourself before loving anyone else. Whatever insecurities you got, work on that FIRST. Never prioritize a relationship. Never make a relationship your number one priority. Never pedastalise a relationship. Never pedastalise your girl. Remember, she's not yours, it's just your turn. No matter what she says, she has to respect you MORE then love you. (Read that part again). FOCUS ON YOUR GOALS FIRST AND FOREMOST. Get all your shit together. Education, car, home, be as independent as possible. Start Young. Because if you don't work on yourself, your current girl will lose all respect for you and grow bored and look down at you like you ain't shit. And she'll cheat, an leave. Don't simp. Never go back to a cheater. That's disrespecting yourself. No amount of marriage, nor having a baby, is going to save your Relationship once the puppy love, honeymoon phase spell wears off. Don't be afraid to be honest, don't be afraid of losing her, don't be afraid of walking out of that Relationship, and don't be scared into thinking you'll never find better. Don't fear you'll never find love. The less you stress, the better for you. Ironically enough. It's when you show too much fear, is when you will experience failure. A relationship should be a compliment to your lifestyle, not the main focus. I can't stress this enough, do not simp... Ever. Confidence is key. Don't hide behind money. You'll be alright. As long as you learn from your past, history won't repeat itself. But you have to start young. You probably won't comprehend all of what I'm saying. Just wait till you have your best friends leave you, and your girl of 10 years cheats. Then you'll understand. You have to hit absolute rock bottom to get it. Then work your way up from there on out. It's only up from there. And that's just in terms of Relationships. Nevermind the amount of family that grows older, and you watch them slowly aging, getting cancer, slowing down. No longer able to do what they used to enjoy. Aunt's, uncles, cousins dying. Friends you used to be close to moving on. Places you have deep history in getting torn down. The environment you grew up in changing. It's all about of life. It's all about adapting yourself to the change. It's inevitable. Yet another reason why it's best to get your shit together. You don't want to be in the same spot in life at my age, that you were at 15. It's not a good look. Opportunities may not come around as it used to. Of course, being naive, you won't understand this until it's no longer the case. You'll be struggling to just get your foot in the door with the basics. I've said enough. Good luck in life everyone. Hopefully you learned something from this.
I’m still young, but I am really scared of growing up, I’m afraid of the future, and sometimes I just wish I could stay my age forever. But everyone had to grow up eventually.
Don’t be scared, you are strong, don’t let people scare you. Time is always gonna move, no matter how hard we don’t want it to. Life isn’t easy, it’s filled with ups and downs, but don’t be worried. Don’t be scared, you cannot change time, so enjoy every minute of it, every second, every breath enjoy that time. Spend time with the ones you love and enjoy. Always look for the good in the bad. It might be hard but I believe in you. I used to be like you too, after I came to religion, I became a Christian. Now I have faith in Jesus and he has helped me in many ways. I am still scared of dying but I have faith that I will go to heaven, and see all my family members happy! Stay strong man ❤️
I’m 14, In the 9th grade and I’m terrified of growing up I don’t wanna lose my friends I wanna stay young and go shopping and other fun things as a kid with my friends and family. What should I do to move on and not keep holding in to the past. I want to stay up all night and not worry about playing video games. Those moments are almost gone and my parents make me sad showing me pictures when I was little I remember those days like It was yesterday and telling me not to grow up. I can’t stop thinking about this everyday I’m sad. Soon I won’t be getting “kid” presents and I will be getting cloth and stuff. I know this sounds stupid but please enjoy the moments you get and love you all!!!!
Hello friends, I’m back I’m now a senior and I’m terrified for the real world, time really flies and make sure to do the most you can. Life is to short be nice to everyone 😅
For a 16 old who struggles with depression let me tell you this shit is real....not a "oh im sad today bc of whatever so Im gonna be depressed " or "Oh ive been listening to sad songs and I've been Crying for days so im depressed now"...No thats not how it works If depression was a choice i would never in hell choose it but would rather take my life then having to live with it for my reamaning time. Im a 16 year old girl, asthmatic, anemic and have had depression for 5 years . Depression isnt a trend its a joke to many but a real illness to people who have it. A mental illness worse than drugs bc it feeds on your mind and just when your finally happy , smiling around people ....out of nowhere you break down crying for no reason bc you know your not happy like everyone around you but pretend to be by smiling. But when your forcing a smile your mind knows how you really feel and it gets hard to fake a smile bc Your not really happy. It makes you feel alone and not alone like "oh I'm by myself noone to sit with or talk to alone" but by being surrounded by Hundreds to thousands of people but just feeling...... Alone. It sounds crazy and overdramatical but Thats what depression fucking feels like. Medications work for some but others turn to drugs, alcohol, violence, suicide etc..bc it drains your energy and your mental state. My best friend Attempted to overdose 7 years ago at 13 in another city away from friends, family and noone beleived she was depressed or listened to her......not even me Which I truly regret and thank god she failed . Im turning 17 tommorow and not happy for blowing candles, people singing happy birthday, presents, laughter, i sound rude and greedy but im not happy at all. Every birthday im surrounded by family and conversations but i feel like time is going fast, the sound lowers and im the only one in the room wanting to run to the nearest empty space hug my knees and cry .. For no reason To anyone actually diagnosed and suffering from depression please try to get help it has never worked out for me but for you reading this and Can relate to everything or even 1 part of what i said ....i hope you beat it and live your life truly happy. Take care of yourself ,i have also attempted and failed but please... your life matters . Dont let depression win as it is still beating me 17 years later.💜💫
Wow .....since 11! I feel so sorry that u had to go through that for 5 years SOLDIER...ME, ITS BEEN 2 YEARS AND I DONT WANT IT TO BE 3!!!I BUT AT FIRST IT WAS SO DEVESTATING AND YET I DIDNT EVEN TRY TO CAUSE HARM, ONLY THAUGHT ABOUT HANGING FROM THE CEILING FAN FROM TIME TO TIME BUT.....NOW I DONT NEARLY FEAL AS SADDENED AND FILLED WITH DESPAIR LIKE B4.....U KNOW ALOT OF PEOPLE SAY IT GOES AWAY AND... IT KINDA DID, KINDA THOUGH!I STILL FEEL IT BUT NOT AS BAD...BUT IT KINDA WENT AWAY! HOPE U PULL URSELF THROUGH AND GET FULLY BETTER SOLDIER!!! LETS FIGHT TO GET BETTER I KNOW WE CAN.....AND IF WE DONT....JUST LIVE A BAD LIFE UNTILL WE... CHECK OUT...AND GO TO HEAVEN AND GET THAT CHILDHOOD HAPPINESS BACK AGAIN IN HEAVEN!THATS A FACT IF U GET TO HEAVEN U WONT FEEL SAD ANYMORE
I dearly hope you're ok and that you've survived being 17 and turning 18. I would like to hope that we could be friends or something. It would be sad and maybe even somewhat likely that you won't respond, but I hope you do
I've felt alone, lost, empty. Friends, pushed them away, it was a stage of self exploration and self self self, I learned to make self happy make self laugh do things for self that made self a better person. Then self met girl and fell in love she's now an extension of self she dosent define self. Always know that you are strong, you can make it try and work on yourself look inside more for answers and not outside.. love yourself.. one love
Rainbow_Ninja441 I haven’t even experienced half of it I am 11 years old and I was born in 2008 but I can tell that 2000s were amazing because I remember that the music, media, and people, were all better than this depressing time
When I was in high school in England I always couldn't wait to leave. But when I left I basicly left all my friends behind. We don't get on touch anymore and I take back everything I said about my high school cos those times I was pretty happy. Unlike usa we don't graduate it was just "bye have an nice time" and your just out into the big scary world on your own with an choice of college or 6th form (whitch is higher education) I chose college but I never knew what I wanted to do with my life. It was hard, I developed dark depression. I'm oky now. Over the years I got better but some how just not 100pecent perfect.
To anyone seeing this that may be suffering a hard time, just know that you are loved. You are thought of every day by someone. You are cherished. And you are breathtaking.
Toni Mauge I want be five again watch all the cartoons! Waking early in the morning see cartoons and go places with my parents before they got divorce.
I remember thinking about wanting to grow up so bad, to have a car, and a job, and lots of cool friends and to be popular and have a girlfriend, now I realize how wrong I really was, school is so stressful, I'm failing school, I'm hella lonely, barley keeping up with a relationship, not popular at all, bo friends at all, i get home from school and sit and listen to music in the pitch black dark, barley eat, barley keep myself and my room clean. Wanting to grow up was the worst decision ever..😔
One of the saddest feeling I had was the realization that I can no longer connect to my old friends anymore. That we're drifting apart. They're growing up and maturing while I'm stuck longing for the past. That's why I want to go back on time.
I couldn’t wait to grow up, now that I’m grown up. All I want is to be a kid again. Not even to necessarily change things, but just to experience it again and to truly appreciate every single little thing it had to offer.
I miss my friends... When adulting life hits everything is change... "Having a good trips in every night with your friends change to drinking alone..." "Telling a unforgettable joke stories turns into a goods memories" I wish we are still have a time just like in college day or especially younger days when your main problems only is how to graduate...
Makes me feel not so lonely, knowing there are people who are experiencing it too. Literally makes you feel like the only one sometimes.. Y'all stay beautiful. ✌
I always come back to this one. I have been growing up, moving forward and generally just progressing in my life. But sometimes I stop, and I look back. I look back through the window of my past and I see a little girl with soulless eyes crying amidst flames and broken glass. Sometimes, I think, just how am I any different to her? I have sworn to myself many times that I will never go back to those days of misery, that no matter what happens to me now, I will pull through, always. And indeed, I have pulled through. But, am I happy? I don't know. I thought growing up meant growing out of the pain, but here I am still clawing at the scars of my heart, wishing for a past that was anything but mine. Growing up doesn't mean growing out of the pain. It stays. And it often serves as a bitter reminder of the childhood that I was never able to have. Growing up without a childhood to look back on is sad. And they often say, 'it only gets worse the older you get', but I would like to hope that it doesn't. I do not wish to see my future as bleak and miserable. I have nowhere else to look to except for the future, so I will make sure that my future is something that I can look forward to.
Im 15 and I dont know what to do with my life next. Fuck I miss being 10 again. No stress. No problems. Just chilling with my family and friends. If someone young is reading this.. Remember to have fun with your life because it’s the best time of your life. Everything happens so quick that you don’t even notice that you are 15. I’m so fucking tired of my life because it’s the same shit over and over again. wake up, go to school, go home and go to sleep. It’s repeating everyday. The stress of future is great.
I'm turning 20 this year, i still can't believe it. I still remember being in elementary school and just worrying about what videogame am i gonna play after i get home from school and now, damn, my life has changed; new responsabilities, new people, a different way of seeing reality. I guess i enjoyed that time but i'd love to return to it.
I was here when this song had about 30k view, and I'm here again, almost five years later, i've grown up, I've grown up with this song. Hold strong brahs, we all gonna make it.
I don't know what happend to me, i used to be so happy, and now i feel like shit, i push people away, i feel like no one gives a damn about me, i'm so sick of criyng every single night, i'm so sick of trying and trying and have 0 results, i miss this girl so much, i miss the old me, i miss the happy me💔😞
Oh Jesus, I've been depressed the past couple days, I have...just been thinking a lot, mainly fighting these thoughts and trying to convince them, thank you so much for this, I love Simpsonswave so much
I’m only a kid as of now, and sometimes I imagine my future. For some reason, I can only picture clocking out of a late night shift, waving goodbye to my fellow coworkers whom have someone waiting for them; and then there’s me.
Thing is, I had just finished school when my father passed away, my mum went abroad and I was all alone, all of a sudden, in a few days my life made a full turn. Ifelt like I had to give up everything and start working hard for my taxes and all the stuff my Dad used to pay for me all my life. And we have to grow up quickly just like that, in minutes as it feels like... the switch from school onto real life is not easy, fellas but its gonna be OK :) I made it and u are going to do so as well :) Stay safe and healthy all and keep u head up !!!
i’m 16 right now. when i was little, all i wanted to do was be a teenager. now that i am one, i miss the carefree days of being a kid. will i ever be satisfied?
" I think that inside every adult is the heart of a child. We just gradually convince ourselves that we have to act more like adults". - Shigeru Miyamoto
This is hands down my favorite song and I wish more of these type of songs exist. It’s sounds so beautiful and makes me think about my life I enjoy it a lot.
I always will plan ahead. The college I’ll go to, the job I’ll have, where I’m gonna live. My mother would say to stop trying to grow up so fast. Just continue being a kid while I can. But honestly I don’t want to grow up. I’m terrified of it. That’s why I need to plan, because if I don’t it will make it worse. I don’t want to, but we don’t get what we want all the time.
The saddest part about growing up is loseing the ones you love for the ones that never loved you and maybe never and the other sad thing is that when we grow old we just wanting to die
When i think of this topic, i often reflect on my past actions. I've done alot of things I regret like typing something online without thinking about it, loosing others just for validation, and just being on soical media way too long. School starts less than a month and i wanna try to do something different like focus on myself than on other people cuz ever since covid happened i havent seen anyone i saw on the bus.
literally growing up means getting more emotionally numb, dying inside, i literally push my favorite people away from me and i don’t even know why, i guess i am tired of them, sometimes they are hurting me so much and they don’t even notice it, like today they went on a trip and didn’t even invited me. i need some real friends with same interests. p.s. i want to meet all of you guys, let’s sit and cry about life, watch movies, laugh, go on a trip, go on a concerts. i want to create good memories while i am teenager but i can’t.
stop being so negative. i get it that you feel like shit and you’re depressed but don’t bring other people down. get some help, get yourself together and spread positivity not deathwishes and negativity
You grow up externally, but lessen internally. Surround ur self with true friends and not fakes, quality over quantity. True friends may fight with you alot but defend u when ur not there. True friends will help u grow in both. Enjoy life guys, dont be held back. We all live once, do what u want. Be who u want. Dont drown urself in work, remember to take breaks.
That's how I feel right now I always complain about how much people always reject me yet I reject people who actually wants anything to do with me. WTF is wrong with me.
Silent Protagonist damn man, I lost this girl I love because I was so insecure I thought she was just kidding when she said she loved me and now she’s gone over nothing 🙃 and I’m always the one complaining that I’m lonely and rejected but when I got it I think it’s all a lie and toss it away :/ such bs
As we walk through all our lives take a moment to stop. A moment to look back on all that's happened. All we lost, all we gave up, and all the pain we suffered. I don't know any of you, and maybe I never will. Don't look back yearning for something that you could have done. Look forward and remember what it felt like, remember what it was like. Learn from it so you can stop it or nourish it. Grow old isn't a choice, but growing up is.
Almost 27, my doctor told me I will be lucky to reach 40, my advice never ask your doctors to give it to you straight, I just wish I could go back in time, I miss it soo much just hanging out with my friends, now we are all soo distant, life has become soo lonely,
I'm not a fan of school but i enjoy hanging out with my friends and only having to worry about homework, i know that when i get older that ill wish i was young again and not have to worry about responsibility, i'm in my junior year of high school and even now i wish i could go back to when i was younger, i wish i never had to grow up.
Sometimes simply living in the here and now is the best way to cope; disregarding the past and future, and enjoying your current position with what makes you happy. I’m struggling too though, it’s harder to actually do it then it is to just say to do it.
momma called me last night on the phone she asked me if I was alone and begged me to come home begged me to come home momma called me last night on the phone she asked me if I was alone and begged me to come home begged me to come home she said son why got be acting so different, so distant I know you'd take your life in an instant put the gun down... put the gun down...... I SAID PUT THE GUN DOWN! click clock BOOM! momma in tears I never replied back little did she know that I walked away from the phone alive and still breathing realized that what I did was wrong never again would I attempt to take my own life had to reset somehow faked death! now I roam in search of a new home lived my life in thoughts of being alone fuck that! got myself back up to my feet I will no longer be accepting defeat I'm a soldier and I fight a different war p.s not a soldier of any military branch just using it as metaphor for fighting the war inside our own heads.
me: enjoy ur childhood, I miss this time haha my 10 year old neighbor: No ! I wanna grow up! it's seems so cool me: trust me it isn't :) him: why? me: enjoy :) him: okay... me:(only if u knew...)
I'm 10 nearly 11 from what I have read from all the comments people saying they would kill to be my age again and stuff makes my think I'm lucky to be a kid! And this makes me not wanna grow up fast, I love my life
I’m not yet 16. I’m scared to drive, scared to think about colleges, scared about my poor relationship with God. I have ADHD, I stay up late, and while yes, I possess some talents I’m proud of and can be very creative and smart, I can’t help but get anxious when thinking about my future. How will I handle it? I don’t want to be lazy and procrastinate and I don’t want to feel anxious and nauseous all the time... I don’t want these feelings to trail into my adulthood. Maybe I just need rest, maybe it’s my teenager hormones, or maybe it’s just my downspiraling spirituality. - I’m scared to grow up. I don’t want to seem spoiled, but I love my home and the lack of intense responsibilities. My brain is so weird. Will adulthood hit me like a brick? I pray to God it won’t. Oh, wait. I hardly pray to God anyway. Somebody pray for me. My views on life feel shallow lately. Much of what I do feels distracted and wrong.
I wish I could just delete away the days of pain... without you... And I don’t think I need to say how these raps are always about you... Breathe away the pain cuz these doubts about to knock me out soon. Maybe that’s the only way to get you out my mind, I hope I find the time to... I think I need to lie down soon... I’m so restless. But I still got the time for another message... Sleep well cuz for me another night alone is a night in hell... but oh well...
We grow up thinking life is just one big fairytale where the prince gets his princess but the older you get the more you realize that life isnt truly like that not everything you want is gonna go your way life will throw walls at you causing you to stop in your tracks some will sit their and stop others will break them down and reach their true potentials just know this even though we all grow up one day take the second to look around you be glad that you're alive we don't do that enough I feel like when we should because the world is a beautiful yet scary place it just depends on the way you see it I hope this helps people who are having a hard time in their life right now and hope they find their happy place soon🙏
Knowledge replacement is sorrow. Now I know why God doesn’t allow us to eat the fruit of knowledge. He knows that being innocent is much more better than finding out the sad truth.
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Haechans. Princess I will :)
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Rip my body. I skip a lot of meals, and rarely sleep cuz I'm so stressed about school. I got dad issues. Drank it away. Then just kinda disconnected myself from everyone else for a while but I'm kinda better now.
@@The__Interloper I really hope that you're better now....
when you’re young all you want to do is grow up
when you’re an adult all you want is to be young again.
I’m 16. Don’t want to finish school.
True😥
14 yo :so deep
How can i do this font on title?
@@loganm15 are you serious
Born a SpongeBob grew into Squidward
Galactic Squirrel no one has ever said anything more true than that
Im becoming plankton
I died XD lmao
If this isn’t me, idk what is........
Idk why....but i had a shock when i read that
saddest part is growing up when you've never even had a childhood
I want to like this but I cant. I can relate.
I can relate to this i started working at 7 and i never got to be with my friends playing in the streets it was all because i got tired of being poor with 5 bucks a day i felt rich
Nice
:/ dude this hits me hard
Same
If somebody being in their teenage reads this, know that you shouldn't waste time, if you have a passion for something, do it and don't look back, don't let people try to take it away from you. I had a passion for dancing, still do and I like cars a lot. I was looking for other people opinions what to do when I grow up, basically, I had the answer with me all the time but I just didn't notice it thinking it wont lead me to a successful life where I won't need to count my money from paycheck to paycheck but shit, I shouldn't have done it, shouldn't have listened to all the people that say do something better. Now read this carefully, everyone thinks differently and other people opinions whats better for you are irrelevant, you decide what to do in future and just go for it. Now I am almost finished with my bachelor degree in a good specialty, can have good money but I always think about different things I wish to do and it kills me. Never give up on your passions guys!
Bro even u finished Ur degree and I am struggling to finish it ... I die every day goin to college ... Insult insult and insult ... I had a passion for a sport but yes again people came in my life and gave their opinions and now I regret it!
do whats best for you, follow your passion
thank u man
thank you
I have a lot of regrets and one would be not pursuing something, like a sport. I let the fact that I didn’t get it in a couple days ruin me. And I regret not staying on track. I regret that I didn’t pursue it and now its to late for me to join.
Today my childhood friend and I played yugioh for the last time. We play for about an hour, I finally beat him for the first time in four years.
After we pack up our cards I smiled and asked when we could play again and he looked at me and gave a halfhearted smile and spoke sadly.
"This was our last game my friend. You know I'm almost out of college, I'm moving away soon. It's time to grow up...at least for me. Please do this world a favor and never grow up. Keep the heart of the cards with you."
He hugged me tightly and gave me his favorite deck before going home. I know it's silly, but I really feel like part of me has died.
Wow, stay strong..
I respect you two
Defeat was intentional i think! So emotional man!
Holy shit reading your comment mirrors how yugi parts way with the pharaoh/atem you being yugi and your friend being atem but much like the show dude atem is always with yugi and your friend will always be with you if you have ps4 gamertag I'd be honoured to duel you on legacy of the duelest take care bro
A part of you never died why cause you still hold on to his memory of your guys good times and honestly thts worth always remembering. I lost my friend who she risked her life saving me from a car speeding through a crosswalk and her words in the hospital before she passed away that day to was " don't feel sad over my sacrifice as we grow up we make decisions for the ones we love stay strong for me" those were last and final words to me yes as much as it hurts me to move on with my life without my best friend I know she is proud of how far I made it and how well and happy I am that being strong in world that constantly builds you up and tears you down just to wake up and do it all over again thts life for you and we all have to live it good times and bad times that's what makes move on and prepare for the next
Its ok to be sad, when I am sad I come here to the comments and realize that there are other people going though things too. I like to read the comments because it makes me feel less alone....
Im here for you🙂
Same here bro
Same it is hard to be surrounded by people who don't understand and judge here it feels just safe
Same x
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It kills me that from the very moment we are born, we are eternally in debt to the government just for existing, we are held to the highest expectations, personality is tossed aside in favor of higher grades, we waste our childhood listening to someone talk at us from behind a desk, and we work until we die. It kills me that life is meaningless, and society has become toxic. It kills me that celebrities have the life of luxury while we all sit still, struggling in silence. Where did the joy go? The passion? The meaning? The purpose?
Bro, every word you said is like I say it myself, wish you all the best.
Marko Nekić thank you
It makes me sick when I think that one person "elon musk" has $300 billion dollars to himself when there are starving children in our own country
@Mystic Clover ohhh nahhh. Stfu
wow- just so relatable.
L I T T L E N O T E
Ｇｒｏｗｉｎｇ Ｕｐ
>>Is something wrong?
Lonely? Why are you lonely?
Why are you lonely?
thank you !
What's this from?
Thank you 🙏
I know where this is actually from RUclips " an audio drama part 2"
My dad recently said, “Almost all my friends are dead..I remember us being together when we were young..now the few of us remaining are just waiting for our time to come..”
It made me sad..me and my dad don’t have a great relationship but watching my parents grow old and seeing their friends passed away one by one hurts..
this is so deep bro
Wow im sorry
I'm in a real low place right now and this shit hits me hard. Same thing, had a lot of friends, pushed em all away thinking of myself, now I'm basically alone wallowing in my misery with no one to talk to about it. If I did try to talk about it, it feels like I'm wasting their time. Don't really know where to go from here.
You and me both brother...
@@HeavenlySerene wow, thats some fuckin fresh comments
Oh, nice when you even didnt have any in the first place...
magnawaves its not the destiny its the road my friend
Dont know your age but you dont need anyone to make you happy man...took me a while to learn that (28 now) but I know one days going to come where ima find that right one and settle down...so I decided to be selfish and indulge myself in travel, etc because were only young and single and friendless once for a short period of our lives :)
Same here too. I had friends too, they left me physically away from my state. My reaction? Nothing but pain and anger that they never acknowledged me anything about it. Sometime ghosting me after one damn mistake I made. I own it up and apologize to them. They still dont accept it. Then lost many people in my family from death. Life is a bitch sometime but I am just a ghost to people I know. And I continue on. I knew my life is a joke, people laugh because I'm funny. Yeah, it's alright and I had to do what is good to me. It helps. Sometime. I just have to kick depressions in the ass so far out to space. And addictions too. Sorry for my long ass rants and I just felt like saying this to you personally. Since I did felt your pain and stressed out about feeling lonely. Because I had been there too.
I graduate in 1 year. All my friends are seniors, and they’re leaving in a few days. I don’t want to grow up, I want to have fun again. I want to wake up early and watch morning cartoons, I want to have Cinnamon Toast Crunch in the morning. I want to run through the sprinkler one last time with my friends, to forget everything, al the hardships, the stress, the anxiety of growing up. I just want that, one last time, or forever.
Ryan Carmichael I want watch old cartoons not worried about if my depression rear its ugly head. I miss those day where I didn’t even know about depression!
@Royal Videos I'm sorry I understand how you feel. Hopefully you can look forward to the future when you can create those same memories again with your own children. Take care.
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Sorry bro, we have to move on, we don't live forever
Some IrishDude just know I love you man. Whoever and wherever you are.
Sometimes hiding your feelings and pretending to be happy be making you MORE depressed especially when your alone...it just hits you so hard and you automatically start crying and have this really huge hard thump in your throat
Lesly Banuelos I'm used to it to the point where I don't cry about realizing I'm alone..
This one... This one hit me hard.
I became so numb that i feel like im in a movie or stuck in someone else body
@@AvengedPanzer imagine being that numb (this happens to me btw lol)
Especially when you feel lonely despite being surrounded by at least family.
The bad thing of growing up is seeing your parents grow older
Exactly, I worry about my parents and they say don’t worry son I’m not going anywhere anytime soon. and I’m like I know but I reflect on my life and look at you and it hits me, I see other people’s parents pass and I just don’t ever wants that to happen you guys.
Its the way its meant to be. No parents should see there children die before them
From then to now I actually turned into a father
Once you are born, you are forever slowly dying. Some people get caught up in situations and their life will be taken early because of it. Some of us avoid being in those situations, but they still come to you.
I have 30 years worth of sadness that I comprised into a 45 min video. I think you’ll cry by the end 😭 ruclips.net/video/we1LpAhKltc/видео.html
The older you grow up the lonelier you are
Ivan bratan
Have kids
Armchair Christian kids last for about 14 years then they’ll leave and not even think about their parents this is fact then when there’re old they’ll remember and regret it and wish to be younger
@Austin King im ugly but wtf can i do about it?
Nigga wtf are u even talking about that wasn’t my point
All I wanted when I was younger was to grow up and be independent. Now the years are going faster and faster and all I want them to do is slow down. Now I realize how fast I’m growing up and I don’t want it anymore.
Isabella Siciliano I miss being a kid. I would do all over again if I could watch cartoons I would help mom make cookies! I would hang out with my neighbors!! I would do so much more. Guess it’s too late.
I miss my childhood. I miss it cause my family was together. My mom didnt have cancer, my dad didnt have heart problems, my grandfather didnt suffer from asthma. 😔 I miss you all so much. 😣
FrancessFj I don’t know what to say except for...I’m sorry.
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Gods comforting you
Child Me: *Depression in a Young age*
Pre-Teen Me: *Anxiety levels rising*
Teen Me: *Stress/Overthinking/Heartbroken/Overdoing Things/Bad Grades/etc.*
Adult Me: ......?
Idk if this'll matter but the adult you needs to learn for your past and grow.... people go thru worse in life... just realize how amazing you have it compared to a 3rd world country were they don't even get to be sad about the things we cry over.... they have real worries in the end...
@@viciousv. nooo he become stronger and nothing can bring him down now
@@thelonelystoner1189 In the end death shall claim us; no suffering nor pleasure. I'm ready; let it come.
@@Meow-gp5nk well that's selfish af it's sad you can't see the bigger picture and what a beautiful universe your are a part of been if it is meaningless
@@thelonelystoner1189 Wait until you face real suffering; not that it matters. Death is going to claim you and it will be as if you never existed to begin with.
"Why are you so cold hearted now? Where was the cheerful kid I used to know?"
"He's gone. He grew up..."
The days I had, growing up. The sadness, the tears, the laughter, the happiness. It's meaningless. Nothing matters. We are all just an inert group of randomly assembled molecules floating wherever the universe drifts us.
You were not created randomly or by accident. Jesus created you and everyone on this earth “for such a time as this.” My hope is that if you get His call in your heart, you will cry out “yes” to Him. Your life will never be the same after that.
@@elisabethtrotter4564 yes elisabeth, i agree not jesus, but god created us and created jesus for Jesus speaks to us and shows us our wrongs and allows us to turn it to rights, Jesus Christ is our lord abd savior amen 🙏
They always tell how growing up suck.
But you can never avoid it so just embrace it.
I was just 15.
Now, 32.
What Happened...?!
It went by so Fast.
Stop, you're scaring me 😨
@@fighter2028 right lmao this shits depressing but i feel likei wouldnt have that mentality
Fuck oath dude, went from 15 to 34 and realise time is runnings out. My life is in a shambles going through divorce loss of hours at work bills going into arrears. Please make it stop
Life. Life happened.
To all of us. Times a bitch eh?
Child Support in my Case... Betrayed by someone you thought you could Trust the most. I knew her since she was a kid. Her and her Brothers were my Best Friends for over 20 Year's. We have an almost 6 year old son together. I never seen it coming. To get cheated on absolutely sucks. The child support is just salt on the wounds. And her finding another to replace you with, then immediately having a kid with him, just damn... Then every other close friend moving on with life, cutting ties with you at that very point in life coincidentally. It feels like abandonment. I'm down to one real friend, and my immediate family. I did not expect life to go this route. I'm stronger now. Most would jump off a bridge. I wish I knew back then what I know now. I would of saved myself so much time. Don't think it can't happen to you. Because I used to be oblivious myself. Naive. Thinking my girl will never leave me.
If you're 15 reading this, work on yourself first. Love yourself before loving anyone else. Whatever insecurities you got, work on that FIRST. Never prioritize a relationship. Never make a relationship your number one priority. Never pedastalise a relationship. Never pedastalise your girl. Remember, she's not yours, it's just your turn. No matter what she says, she has to respect you MORE then love you. (Read that part again). FOCUS ON YOUR GOALS FIRST AND FOREMOST. Get all your shit together. Education, car, home, be as independent as possible. Start Young. Because if you don't work on yourself, your current girl will lose all respect for you and grow bored and look down at you like you ain't shit. And she'll cheat, an leave. Don't simp. Never go back to a cheater. That's disrespecting yourself. No amount of marriage, nor having a baby, is going to save your Relationship once the puppy love, honeymoon phase spell wears off. Don't be afraid to be honest, don't be afraid of losing her, don't be afraid of walking out of that Relationship, and don't be scared into thinking you'll never find better. Don't fear you'll never find love. The less you stress, the better for you. Ironically enough. It's when you show too much fear, is when you will experience failure. A relationship should be a compliment to your lifestyle, not the main focus. I can't stress this enough, do not simp... Ever. Confidence is key. Don't hide behind money. You'll be alright. As long as you learn from your past, history won't repeat itself. But you have to start young. You probably won't comprehend all of what I'm saying. Just wait till you have your best friends leave you, and your girl of 10 years cheats. Then you'll understand. You have to hit absolute rock bottom to get it. Then work your way up from there on out. It's only up from there.
And that's just in terms of Relationships. Nevermind the amount of family that grows older, and you watch them slowly aging, getting cancer, slowing down. No longer able to do what they used to enjoy. Aunt's, uncles, cousins dying. Friends you used to be close to moving on. Places you have deep history in getting torn down. The environment you grew up in changing. It's all about of life. It's all about adapting yourself to the change. It's inevitable. Yet another reason why it's best to get your shit together. You don't want to be in the same spot in life at my age, that you were at 15. It's not a good look. Opportunities may not come around as it used to. Of course, being naive, you won't understand this until it's no longer the case. You'll be struggling to just get your foot in the door with the basics. I've said enough. Good luck in life everyone. Hopefully you learned something from this.
Love ya parents before it’s too late
Zlatan Ibrahimovic They should love me before its too early
I've always wanted to get to know my mom better because all she does is work and she raised 6 kids on her own but I'm scared to do so for some reason
You're not alone.
@@markusgraham7016 it's hard to start a conversation with her because we never speak alot only when she needs me to do something
HOMELESSbum i totally feel that it’s almost like it’s so out of the ordinary it feel weird ?
I’m still young, but I am really scared of growing up, I’m afraid of the future, and sometimes I just wish I could stay my age forever. But everyone had to grow up eventually.
Same
Don’t be scared, you are strong, don’t let people scare you. Time is always gonna move, no matter how hard we don’t want it to. Life isn’t easy, it’s filled with ups and downs, but don’t be worried. Don’t be scared, you cannot change time, so enjoy every minute of it, every second, every breath enjoy that time. Spend time with the ones you love and enjoy. Always look for the good in the bad. It might be hard but I believe in you. I used to be like you too, after I came to religion, I became a Christian. Now I have faith in Jesus and he has helped me in many ways. I am still scared of dying but I have faith that I will go to heaven, and see all my family members happy! Stay strong man ❤️
@@falseexe5299 Thx for the comment, really helped me too. I'm muslim btw.
same
Being Peter Pan comes with its own problems.
I’m 14, In the 9th grade and I’m terrified of growing up I don’t wanna lose my friends I wanna stay young and go shopping and other fun things as a kid with my friends and family. What should I do to move on and not keep holding in to the past. I want to stay up all night and not worry about playing video games. Those moments are almost gone and my parents make me sad showing me pictures when I was little I remember those days like It was yesterday and telling me not to grow up. I can’t stop thinking about this everyday I’m sad. Soon I won’t be getting “kid” presents and I will be getting cloth and stuff. I know this sounds stupid but please enjoy the moments you get and love you all!!!!
Hello friends, I’m back I’m now a senior and I’m terrified for the real world, time really flies and make sure to do the most you can. Life is to short be nice to everyone 😅
For a 16 old who struggles with depression let me tell you this shit is real....not a "oh im sad today bc of whatever so Im gonna be depressed " or "Oh ive been listening to sad songs and I've been Crying for days so im depressed now"...No thats not how it works If depression was a choice i would never in hell choose it but would rather take my life then having to live with it for my reamaning time. Im a 16 year old girl, asthmatic, anemic and have had depression for 5 years . Depression isnt a trend its a joke to many but a real illness to people who have it. A mental illness worse than drugs bc it feeds on your mind and just when your finally happy , smiling around people ....out of nowhere you break down crying for no reason bc you know your not happy like everyone around you but pretend to be by smiling. But when your forcing a smile your mind knows how you really feel and it gets hard to fake a smile bc Your not really happy. It makes you feel alone and not alone like "oh I'm by myself noone to sit with or talk to alone" but by being surrounded by Hundreds to thousands of people but just feeling...... Alone. It sounds crazy and overdramatical but Thats what depression fucking feels like. Medications work for some but others turn to drugs, alcohol, violence, suicide etc..bc it drains your energy and your mental state. My best friend Attempted to overdose 7 years ago at 13 in another city away from friends, family and noone beleived she was depressed or listened to her......not even me Which I truly regret and thank god she failed . Im turning 17 tommorow and not happy for blowing candles, people singing happy birthday, presents, laughter, i sound rude and greedy but im not happy at all. Every birthday im surrounded by family and conversations but i feel like time is going fast, the sound lowers and im the only one in the room wanting to run to the nearest empty space hug my knees and cry
..
For no reason
To anyone actually diagnosed and suffering from depression please try to get help it has never worked out for me but for you reading this and Can relate to everything or even 1 part of what i said ....i hope you beat it and live your life truly happy. Take care of yourself ,i have also attempted and failed but please... your life matters . Dont let depression win as it is still beating me 17 years later.💜💫
Wow .....since 11! I feel so sorry that u had to go through that for 5 years SOLDIER...ME, ITS BEEN 2 YEARS AND I DONT WANT IT TO BE 3!!!I
BUT AT FIRST IT WAS SO DEVESTATING AND YET I DIDNT EVEN TRY TO CAUSE HARM, ONLY THAUGHT ABOUT HANGING FROM THE CEILING FAN FROM TIME TO TIME BUT.....NOW I DONT NEARLY FEAL AS SADDENED AND FILLED WITH DESPAIR LIKE B4.....U KNOW ALOT OF PEOPLE SAY IT GOES AWAY AND...
IT KINDA DID, KINDA THOUGH!I STILL FEEL IT BUT NOT AS BAD...BUT IT KINDA WENT AWAY! HOPE U PULL URSELF THROUGH AND GET FULLY BETTER SOLDIER!!! LETS FIGHT TO GET BETTER I KNOW WE CAN.....AND IF WE DONT....JUST LIVE A BAD LIFE UNTILL WE... CHECK OUT...AND GO TO HEAVEN AND GET THAT CHILDHOOD HAPPINESS BACK AGAIN IN HEAVEN!THATS A FACT IF U GET TO HEAVEN U WONT FEEL SAD ANYMORE
Albert the monkey8397 jr I hope you're ok... If you are, please respond. I want to know if you're alright. Much love
I dearly hope you're ok and that you've survived being 17 and turning 18. I would like to hope that we could be friends or something. It would be sad and maybe even somewhat likely that you won't respond, but I hope you do
@@dragonking7544 I was working late tonight but Thanks, it means a lot 💖
I regret smoking weed for alot of my teen life because it made my depression worse
Hey.
Go easy on yourself, okay? You’re doing the best you can, and that’s enough. Tomorrow will be better. I love you
This comment section is deep as hell.
not deeper than the scares my 6 grade crush puted in my heart
Hmmm.hn
@@imtimtimmie Jesus fk bro…
Worst part about growing up, we grow up.
We don't die when we are old, we die when we stop being young.
I've felt alone, lost, empty. Friends, pushed them away, it was a stage of self exploration and self self self, I learned to make self happy make self laugh do things for self that made self a better person. Then self met girl and fell in love she's now an extension of self she dosent define self. Always know that you are strong, you can make it try and work on yourself look inside more for answers and not outside.. love yourself.. one love
Thanx i was need the advice .. Love my self and smail 4ever
Wow Thats pretty eye opening
When we were young we all wanted to grow up and live alone and buy all the stuff we always wanted.. Now we just wanna..wanna go back..
I don't want to be 18,i want to be 12 again...
It only gets worse
why the fuck can't we do it again?
With this new generation it just feels the same I wanna go back to the 2000s and never grow up
@@beeurseelf Yes my dude, 2000s were great. People actually knew how to have fun, and didn't have this shitty ass style.
Rainbow_Ninja441 I haven’t even experienced half of it I am 11 years old and I was born in 2008 but I can tell that 2000s were amazing because I remember that the music, media, and people, were all better than this depressing time
“Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards”
When I was in high school in England I always couldn't wait to leave. But when I left I basicly left all my friends behind. We don't get on touch anymore and I take back everything I said about my high school cos those times I was pretty happy. Unlike usa we don't graduate it was just "bye have an nice time" and your just out into the big scary world on your own with an choice of college or 6th form (whitch is higher education)
I chose college but I never knew what I wanted to do with my life. It was hard, I developed dark depression.
I'm oky now. Over the years I got better but some how just not 100pecent perfect.
CrazyDoc 1 same 😔
CrazyDoc 1 you’re *
Are you an only child ? Just asking.
Yeah the US can be like that. I didn't went to College cause I couldn't afford it. I no longer have friends.
AHHHHHH GIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGIGI
One simple sentence: CHERISH YOUR CHILDHOOD BEFORE ITS OVER
Too late...
If I could start over.... I would...
It's over bro. I cherished it but if I just had known that I'm gonna miss this bad
I’m almost 14 am I still in childhood?
@@mrbubzcrack6698 yes
I'm just tired you know 💔
Park Rina same my friend
Park Rina Same but I still feel everything happens for a reason ❤️
aight then sleep l0l
Im just tired of my life 24 y/o I dont see future
I'm 24 in idk im tired to i can't explain
To anyone seeing this that may be suffering a hard time, just know that you are loved.
You are thought of every day by someone.
You are cherished.
And you are breathtaking.
No, YOU'RE breathtaking!
When I was little, I used to think that when I'm all grown up, I could do whatever I want to. Now I regret it. I wish I was five years old again...
Toni Mauge I want be five again watch all the cartoons! Waking early in the morning see cartoons and go places with my parents before they got divorce.
I remember thinking about wanting to grow up so bad, to have a car, and a job, and lots of cool friends and to be popular and have a girlfriend, now I realize how wrong I really was, school is so stressful, I'm failing school, I'm hella lonely, barley keeping up with a relationship, not popular at all, bo friends at all, i get home from school and sit and listen to music in the pitch black dark, barley eat, barley keep myself and my room clean.
Wanting to grow up was the worst decision ever..😔
One of the saddest feeling I had was the realization that I can no longer connect to my old friends anymore. That we're drifting apart. They're growing up and maturing while I'm stuck longing for the past.
That's why I want to go back on time.
I KNOW MINE IS ALL DEAD
Original melody is from "Angels" by The XX.
Beautiful rendition!
Oooooooooohhhhh THANKS MANNNNN!!!
I couldn’t wait to grow up, now that I’m grown up. All I want is to be a kid again. Not even to necessarily change things, but just to experience it again and to truly appreciate every single little thing it had to offer.
I miss my friends... When adulting life hits everything is change...
"Having a good trips in every night with your friends change to drinking alone..."
"Telling a unforgettable joke stories turns into a goods memories"
I wish we are still have a time just like in college day or especially younger days when your main problems only is how to graduate...
As you get older, you realize how beautiful it was to be young.
Love, smile and live your life as much as you can.
Makes me feel not so lonely, knowing there are people who are experiencing it too. Literally makes you feel like the only one sometimes.. Y'all stay beautiful. ✌
Growing up, I always wanted to "Grow up", but now that I am... Time just fly byes and then we're dead..
I always come back to this one. I have been growing up, moving forward and generally just progressing in my life. But sometimes I stop, and I look back. I look back through the window of my past and I see a little girl with soulless eyes crying amidst flames and broken glass. Sometimes, I think, just how am I any different to her? I have sworn to myself many times that I will never go back to those days of misery, that no matter what happens to me now, I will pull through, always. And indeed, I have pulled through. But, am I happy? I don't know. I thought growing up meant growing out of the pain, but here I am still clawing at the scars of my heart, wishing for a past that was anything but mine. Growing up doesn't mean growing out of the pain. It stays. And it often serves as a bitter reminder of the childhood that I was never able to have. Growing up without a childhood to look back on is sad. And they often say, 'it only gets worse the older you get', but I would like to hope that it doesn't. I do not wish to see my future as bleak and miserable. I have nowhere else to look to except for the future, so I will make sure that my future is something that I can look forward to.
Im 15 and I dont know what to do with my life next. Fuck I miss being 10 again.
No stress. No problems. Just chilling with my family and friends.
If someone young is reading this..
Remember to have fun with your life because it’s the best time of your life.
Everything happens so quick that you don’t even notice that you are 15.
I’m so fucking tired of my life because it’s the same shit over and over again.
wake up, go to school, go home and go to sleep. It’s repeating everyday.
The stress of future is great.
But you're still young. You shouldn't even be feeling nostalgic
I'm turning 20 this year, i still can't believe it. I still remember being in elementary school and just worrying about what videogame am i gonna play after i get home from school and now, damn,
my life has changed; new responsabilities, new people, a different way of seeing reality. I guess i enjoyed that time but i'd love to return to it.
I was here when this song had about 30k view, and I'm here again, almost five years later, i've grown up, I've grown up with this song. Hold strong brahs, we all gonna make it.
I don't know what happend to me, i used to be so happy, and now i feel like shit, i push people away, i feel like no one gives a damn about me, i'm so sick of criyng every single night, i'm so sick of trying and trying and have 0 results, i miss this girl so much, i miss the old me, i miss the happy me💔😞
Oh Jesus, I've been depressed the past couple days, I have...just been thinking a lot, mainly fighting these thoughts and trying to convince them, thank you so much for this, I love Simpsonswave so much
Nova Player ノーバーパレーラ no problem
"I've been depressed the past couple days"
I've never heard anything more fucking stupid
@@dhn112 chill out bro. People just use it as a phrase of saying how sad they are. Nothing personal homie
dhn1 lmao what a sorry ass kid you are
@@dhn112
I have to agree
I’m only a kid as of now, and sometimes I imagine my future. For some reason, I can only picture clocking out of a late night shift, waving goodbye to my fellow coworkers whom have someone waiting for them; and then there’s me.
Never knew growing up was going to make me this sad
Someone play this at my funeral!
@@vikB i will
*breaks door open*
*blast music full volume*
*runs away into mist*
Z3R0 same...
I don’t really like growing up. It sucks. I want to be young again. God please make the pain stop.
Thing is, I had just finished school when my father passed away, my mum went abroad and I was all alone, all of a sudden, in a few days my life made a full turn. Ifelt like I had to give up everything and start working hard for my taxes and all the stuff my Dad used to pay for me all my life. And we have to grow up quickly just like that, in minutes as it feels like... the switch from school onto real life is not easy, fellas but its gonna be OK :) I made it and u are going to do so as well :) Stay safe and healthy all and keep u head up !!!
This makes me miss some old friends I used be close with I always wonder if they ever think of me but I guess I'll never know..
Still listening almost every day to this since it came out, love it
Moe is the definition of a tragic figure. Lonesome and unhappy in his job. Surrounded by alcoholics everyday in an entire dark place.
i’m 16 right now. when i was little, all i wanted to do was be a teenager. now that i am one, i miss the carefree days of being a kid. will i ever be satisfied?
You still are a kid!
" I think that inside every adult is the heart of a child. We just gradually convince ourselves that we have to act more like adults".
- Shigeru Miyamoto
Every one of these edits makes me cry uncontrollably
You know you just want to feel good in yourself but at the same time you just don’t ever want to stop crying...
This is hands down my favorite song and I wish more of these type of songs exist. It’s sounds so beautiful and makes me think about my life I enjoy it a lot.
I feel like I can't do anything right for the people I care about so i just smoke weed and look up depressing simpsons lo fi to smother it.
Sameee
Again and again from iran
I always will plan ahead. The college I’ll go to, the job I’ll have, where I’m gonna live. My mother would say to stop trying to grow up so fast. Just continue being a kid while I can. But honestly I don’t want to grow up. I’m terrified of it. That’s why I need to plan, because if I don’t it will make it worse. I don’t want to, but we don’t get what we want all the time.
the worst part about growing up is realizing that nothing replaces the pure innocence of childhood...
I can listen to this for hours, and not get bored of it
The saddest part about growing up is loseing the ones you love for the ones that never loved you and maybe never and the other sad thing is that when we grow old we just wanting to die
If there's a button with this I could reset my life, I would push it...
just to live youth blissfully ditching unnecessary classes and enteting prestigious university. Anything else is impossible. Fuck everyone
Same, in a heart beat
Same
When i think of this topic, i often reflect on my past actions. I've done alot of things I regret like typing something online without thinking about it, loosing others just for validation, and just being on soical media way too long. School starts less than a month and i wanna try to do something different like focus on myself than on other people cuz ever since covid happened i havent seen anyone i saw on the bus.
Where is the "why are you lonely" Part from? A movie?
literally growing up means getting more emotionally numb, dying inside, i literally push my favorite people away from me and i don’t even know why, i guess i am tired of them, sometimes they are hurting me so much and they don’t even notice it, like today they went on a trip and didn’t even invited me. i need some real friends with same interests.
p.s. i want to meet all of you guys, let’s sit and cry about life, watch movies, laugh, go on a trip, go on a concerts. i want to create good memories while i am teenager but i can’t.
*W* *E* *A* *L* *L* *D* *I* *E*
True
We all live too
Ehh mam nadzieje ze w miare szybko...
stop being so negative. i get it that you feel like shit and you’re depressed but don’t bring other people down. get some help, get yourself together and spread positivity not deathwishes and negativity
Good
You grow up externally, but lessen internally. Surround ur self with true friends and not fakes, quality over quantity. True friends may fight with you alot but defend u when ur not there. True friends will help u grow in both. Enjoy life guys, dont be held back. We all live once, do what u want. Be who u want. Dont drown urself in work, remember to take breaks.
That's how I feel right now I always complain about how much people always reject me yet I reject people who actually wants anything to do with me. WTF is wrong with me.
same here... why are the best people only lasting for like a year or less?
Silent Protagonist damn man, I lost this girl I love because I was so insecure I thought she was just kidding when she said she loved me and now she’s gone over nothing 🙃 and I’m always the one complaining that I’m lonely and rejected but when I got it I think it’s all a lie and toss it away :/ such bs
As we walk through all our lives take a moment to stop. A moment to look back on all that's happened. All we lost, all we gave up, and all the pain we suffered. I don't know any of you, and maybe I never will.
Don't look back yearning for something that you could have done. Look forward and remember what it felt like, remember what it was like. Learn from it so you can stop it or nourish it. Grow old isn't a choice, but growing up is.
Almost 27, my doctor told me I will be lucky to reach 40, my advice never ask your doctors to give it to you straight, I just wish I could go back in time, I miss it soo much just hanging out with my friends, now we are all soo distant, life has become soo lonely,
Hey. I hope you're doing better now. My heart is with you brother. You will make it.
Saddest part is when you past away then they act like they cared about you and such
can’t believe how deep all comments are...how we all feel kind same and depressed 😭
I'm not a fan of school but i enjoy hanging out with my friends and only having to worry about homework, i know that when i get older that ill wish i was young again and not have to worry about responsibility, i'm in my junior year of high school and even now i wish i could go back to when i was younger, i wish i never had to grow up.
as I grow older I get happier because the deaths coming closer and i'll leave every sadness problems behind forever
Favorite thing is if its cracked to double speed it turns into a happy song. It's all about perspective, time heals all wounds.
Makes me feel like i want to go back in time and be a child again
Sometimes simply living in the here and now is the best way to cope; disregarding the past and future, and enjoying your current position with what makes you happy. I’m struggling too though, it’s harder to actually do it then it is to just say to do it.
momma called me last night on the phone
she asked me if I was alone
and begged me to come home
begged me to come home
momma called me last night on the phone
she asked me if I was alone
and begged me to come home
begged me to come home
she said son
why got be acting so different, so distant
I know you'd take your life in an instant
put the gun down...
put the gun down......
I SAID PUT THE GUN DOWN!
click clock BOOM!
momma in tears
I never replied back
little did she know
that I walked away from the phone
alive and still breathing
realized that what I did was wrong
never again would I attempt to take my own life
had to reset somehow
faked death!
now I roam
in search of a new home
lived my life in thoughts of being alone
fuck that!
got myself back up to my feet
I will no longer be accepting defeat
I'm a soldier
and I fight a different war
p.s not a soldier of any military branch just using it as metaphor for fighting the war inside our own heads.
Dude......where were you when i needed you
Do you miss your mum
Teach me your lyric writing skills plz
Is that as abstract from "il fu Mattia Pascal" by "Pirandello"? Lmao
Much Love ❤️❤️❤️
when he said it's just how personally he felt. I felt that too
I've already graduated from high school and I miss all the great times that I had with my generation.
electronic game boy greater times ahead
Love your songs they are my basis in times of sad I feel that in music and in the sound of a surprise I somehow feel they fit my day
if only we could get this on spotify...
Yea it's not dying inside it happens not all childhoods are perfect.
me: enjoy ur childhood, I miss this time haha
my 10 year old neighbor: No ! I wanna grow up! it's seems so cool
me: trust me it isn't :)
him: why?
me: enjoy :)
him: okay...
me:(only if u knew...)
I'm 10 nearly 11 from what I have read from all the comments people saying they would kill to be my age again and stuff makes my think I'm lucky to be a kid! And this makes me not wanna grow up fast, I love my life
@@milsyoutubex awww pls enjoy ur life now and promise me to stay happy
To go back to a memory and feel so young again...
Gone are the days when I always smiled.
I’m not yet 16. I’m scared to drive, scared to think about colleges, scared about my poor relationship with God. I have ADHD, I stay up late, and while yes, I possess some talents I’m proud of and can be very creative and smart, I can’t help but get anxious when thinking about my future. How will I handle it? I don’t want to be lazy and procrastinate and I don’t want to feel anxious and nauseous all the time... I don’t want these feelings to trail into my adulthood. Maybe I just need rest, maybe it’s my teenager hormones, or maybe it’s just my downspiraling spirituality. - I’m scared to grow up. I don’t want to seem spoiled, but I love my home and the lack of intense responsibilities. My brain is so weird. Will adulthood hit me like a brick? I pray to God it won’t. Oh, wait. I hardly pray to God anyway. Somebody pray for me. My views on life feel shallow lately. Much of what I do feels distracted and wrong.
I wish I could just delete away the days of pain... without you...
And I don’t think I need to say how these raps are always about you...
Breathe away the pain cuz these doubts about to knock me out soon.
Maybe that’s the only way to get you out my mind, I hope I find the time to...
I think I need to lie down soon... I’m so restless.
But I still got the time for another message...
Sleep well cuz for me another night alone is a night in hell... but oh well...
We grow up thinking life is just one big fairytale where the prince gets his princess but the older you get the more you realize that life isnt truly like that not everything you want is gonna go your way life will throw walls at you causing you to stop in your tracks some will sit their and stop others will break them down and reach their true potentials just know this even though we all grow up one day take the second to look around you be glad that you're alive we don't do that enough I feel like when we should because the world is a beautiful yet scary place it just depends on the way you see it I hope this helps people who are having a hard time in their life right now and hope they find their happy place soon🙏
Knowledge replacement is sorrow. Now I know why God doesn’t allow us to eat the fruit of knowledge. He knows that being innocent is much more better than finding out the sad truth.
It’s been years since I’ve heard this song doing high school depressed phase, but now I’m pretty sure I’m good. Just gonna use this to sleep.