Kane Exley I’m sorry my friend but you have been mistaken. I am a god mixed with evil and good I can destroy and create anything I so wish. My powers will be reborn again
I've had depression and everybody has they're way of coping with it. It taught me how it feels so I know how you feel and I have helped people and honestly it feels great.
@Andrew Reese you know what you really just need to keep your two cents out of it man. i don't think they were saying he's deep cause of the beat they're saying he's deep because he said something that actually spoke to them. honestly people like you disgust me man. And dont say no one cares cause you cant speak for everyone else you can only speak for yourself for you to say no one cares sorta tells me you lack humanity and a brain
You know that feeling in your chest when you’re laying alone at 3 in the morning. It’s not a good feeling. It keeps me up every night. I honestly can’t find happiness anymore. I can’t feel anything besides this pain.
Me too. I'ma teen - fucking hate myself dude. People don't call me why or nothing but doesn't matter if somebody screams that I'm beautiful or that they love me, my mind doesn't believe it, and I cant control it. I'm always tired. I'm always mad. I'm always frustrated. Im so insecure. I want somebody to kill me. Bc ik if I kill myself I'm going to hell bc it's a sin, but I want dis pain to end, and it's all started in 4th grade after getting bullied..
Everyone wants happiness No one wants pain But you can't have a rainbow Without a little rain - The last thing I heard from my brother Thank you for the support in the “reply” section. It makes this month a lot easier.
Remember when we were younger Everything was better Now were older the worlds colder I cant stand all the rain and pain I just wish we were closer We arent promised the next day All I have to say Remember those good old days?
I remember when I wanted to grow and be happier and make more friends and my life would be grate, now that I'm a teen im in so much pain, people leaving, my groups smaller and smaller, I go to a therapist for my anger issue and anxiety. Cry every night. Very insecure, like I was so much positive and confident before - I just that's what why olders said "the real worlds scary- I wanna be a kid" now I relate to them.
I just wanna go back to the nights where we would stay out late and all us kids would play with the other neighborhood kids and stay at each other houses having the time of our lives. I really miss this a lot
This song is the reminder of every friend you ever lost touch with, the ones you’ll never talk to again..To every woman you ever loved and lost, never to hold again..every opportunity you let go, never to get again..every blissful memory of a time you’ll never get back. To me, this song is the millstone I carry in my shoulders all day, every day…as painful as these memories are, I am happy to have had them.
2 memories forever linger with me, despite how haunting-(my way of saying painfully desperate loneliness) anyways my two memories are of my best friends little sister dying at the age of 5 at a party she went to with her family and the last thing she told me at the time when I was 8 or 9 and I'm now 25 is "I love you, I hope we can get married and I'll see you tomorrow" I know as children we say things in happy moments but "I'll see you tomorrow" has been the most painful thing to remember because I'm still waiting to see her! As for my 2nd memory it was of a friend that was sent by God to save me from my dying wishes, he kept my candle burning even when I wanted to be in total darkness and he was my hero because I didn't know what I truly needed without him and it's unfortunate that he passed away about 2 weeks before we graduated in a car accident (May 29th, 2017) I still miss him to this day because without him I wouldn't be here 😢 (I miss you both so much)
This song reminds me of my past. It gives me a deep feeling of nostalgia. It makes me think of the friends who left. It makes me think of the life I wanted to have Makes me ask: where is my happiness?
@@blackbox7435 just saw your comment. It's a lot, but I'll try to summarize. It happened in different circumstances and moment but just to say some: I moved to another country (leaving those I had behind and I was having my best moment of high school (all the people there hated me for 3 years for no reason, after that, being my last year on my country and on that school, I gained the respect and love that took me so long to have coming from those people). Even if moving to this new country was a good experience, it was kinda hard to adapt because language (kinda) but even more with the culture and socially talking. At the end, I moved back due corona so I had to leave behind everyone again. The thing is that I came back and nothing changed as it was before. I'm referring to the people I met and the country (which got worse on everything compared when I left). When it comes to friends who left, well who haven't gone through that experience. Some hurt bad and others was expected. Nostalgia is because the childhood. I can say that even I didn't had it all, I was happy. I just got childhood memories because the song makes me to remember. Even, somehow, memories that I forgot came back. Friends I didn't see again (mostly childhood friends), things that happened in my life that I once forgot about (mistakes, moments etc). I think that you get the point when I refer to nostalgia. It covers everything Lastly, I think that in a moment of life (specially generation Z) you start thinking this life it's perfect for you. You start searching a way to achieve that life. Like you even thinking in this perfect sunset you want to have in your window when you having time to think stuff in your life. I can say I was close to have that life I was imagining, but like I said, I had to move due to the pandemic. Before finishing, just to say something more, this song kinda made me think and even miss someone I never met. It's kinda hard to think how we have the power to think, miss and even try to look someone who you don't know where is it or even if it's in the same era as you. As the saying goes: a lot to say but little paper.
Can't really say I had memories of close friends at school because I was always bullied and usually stayed to myself but one person kept my candle burning even in the times I wanted it to be put out so my misery could end but he made it so much better and what sucks about it is that he died in a car accident about 2 weeks before graduation, so I can say he was my hero for keeping me going but just like all heros they eventually die physically but never mentally 😢
The thoughts The pain The emotion The rain Its all coming back Just like one large stab of pain its not pointless its just lame nobody knows nobody cares we feel you and cry the same
I believe it's what we're all going to want to hang onto when our time comes, sucks to be you if you're mind is only full of the bad memories questions self.... What's life supposed to be like ? When it clear everyone around has family friends for foundation self worth what's love in darkness miss Faith or seen no proof of peace of mind survival is the goal loose drive exist survival not prospect or development what is chased you reject... Why do people always say ,till we meet again¿ Maybe To build memories and reflect changed but unchanged.. who farted 🍺🇦🇺
i know this feeling. i tried to be happy, i tried to be strong, but i end up falling apart every time. everything i see is a reminder. even the smiles tell me mine was faked. “i've honestly always thought it would be better to die than to survive alone.” Maybe they're not so different in the end.
Needed this on. Lost my Dad to cancer after a 6 year battle. Wish he was still here, but the memories will always be with me. Tough road ahead for healing, but it’s definitely hard. Thanks for this song.
Listening to this makes me feel sad about how we all took our freedom of childhood for granted . We're never getting them years back . It's sad . Like ... Really sad
Coming with the love, and i come back with the pain Say my heart is hurt, cause it never be the same Baby you are changes, but i really need you back Need you and your love, when the room is turning black Say that you hurt me, yes i knew that Say that you love me, yes i doubt that Say that you love, but dont care 'bout think you said, then you put it to the dirt, and you put em' to the grave Dont say that you love, when i knew that shit is fake Bae i had a heart, is the thing you take away Bae dont leaving me, you my world, my heart, and soul I want our kid, love the story they were told
REESE FORDERER Here I fixed it I made it rhyme better and fixed his spelling errors 👍🏼 Coming with the love, and I come back with the pain Said my heart is hurt, cause it never be the same Baby you is changing, but I really want you back Need you and your love, when the room is turning black Say that you hurt me, yes I knew that Say that you love me, yes I doubt that Say that you love me, but you don’t know a thing I said The only thing you know is that you want me dead Don’t say that you love me, cause I know that it is fake Bae I had a heart, then you took it away Bae don’t leave me, you my world, my heart, and my soul Baby please don’t go
I sat here listened to this and just sang the lyrics to It’s you - Ali Gatie I cried myself to sleep after reading your comments. “You will find the light in this darkness, I know it may be hard, But I believe in you, And I have from the start.” Rest in piece mama😍😍😓😔
Parents out drinking So scared I feel like I’m sinking Getting lack of sleeping Mom had a warrant for her arrest She handcuffed takin a drug test Charged 8 years Please dad don’t drink that beer I know you getting a job and get rejected When you drunk I don’t feel protected Saw you get a knife Didn’t know you would strike I didn’t want to start fights But you using your might Found out you killed my uncle Life like paper someday it will crumple I’ll help so you won’t tumble 4 years later gave my parents a grave I’ll still remember the days Of me feeling pain Xanax killing my brain I’m a killer inside my cage Someday everyone will pay but I saw the gun I just wanted to have some fun Bout to pull the trigger so run Or maybe I needed a friend I just wanted to blend This is now the end
this brings back so much good memories...just thinking about how we all were happy and everything changed at once quickly and people are hiding they're depression and showing they're fake smiles. the world will never be the same.
If you told me its forever, then I probably would have laughed... I've been thinking bout these memories and pictures of the past.. I could feel your subtle energy, was peeking through your mask.. All the pain you held inside, I was too afraid to ask.. I still can't believe you're gone, how this life is moving fast... I guess that we ain't here for long, guess we all just meant to crash.. Yeah... I still wish I could take it back.. I guess I was in the wrong, there was lightning in a flash.. I still can't believe you gone.. I miss you as a friend... And when all is said and done, there's no reason to pretend... After everything, you'll always be, this hole in me... The only thing, so hopelessly, Ill always be, unable to defend..
if you said its forever Then I would go and laugh Been thinking bout the memories and pictures of the past I could feel your energy Peeking through the mask All this pain In my head You were too afraid to ask We ain't here long I was put just here to crash And I'd really thought we last wish I could take it back When We were back in class Lightning struck up In a flash
Smooth & Calm & Soothing Like I said before...This is the type of Music that really makes you Think. In a certain situation it makes you stop and think in that moment. There are many things that you might regret in your past, there might be things that you regret now or you will regret in the near future. Why would you do something - let alone one thing that could potentially ruin your life or..someone else's....stop and think about what you are doing...in any and every situation. (I feel like I went a little to deep but...I'm saying what is on my mind...and it came from some place beyond my *own* expectation...)
Dear, Mom I've tried to explain this never-ending pain, but every time I try, I break down. So hopefully you'll understand, through this song,
So let me just explain, that I feel like I'm drowning in memories of our family. but I know nothing will ever be the same. I know that over time things changed. I know that you're always going to be here. but my problem is I need you to be near. I need more time because Meeting up once or twice a month isn't enough. I wish you would fight to have me in your life. You might be my stepmom but that doesn't mean that you don't belong. Mom, I'm not trying to argue but I don't think you understand how much I love you and how much I need you in my life, I don't think you understand how much this hurts. You haven't seen all the nights. I’ve cried. You were always there to hold me in times like these. Now I feel like I have nobody. I know it's not true but ever since it happened I've been feeling blue. I just need you to know that I need you in my life. I need you near. My biggest fear is that I'll eventually lose you. I need our bond because I still consider you my mom.
This song makes me cry for feeling that are reciprocated. Since when I feel something for someone I give my all, but it’s never enough. I am never enough. 😢
I was standing alone on the schoolcampus when we had breaktime and my best friend since 3rd class (i'm in 8th class rn that may be not a long time for some people but it's a long time for me) was walking past me and i heard her saying to her other friends that she knows since she changed to the other class (so she knows them since one year) "you are the best friends thank you for everything you've done" that was the moment i realized many things... i was so close to crying but i held back my tears since i was still in school...
This man is really Hurt he's not only making beats hes litterally pouring his heart out to the world crying out for help but nobody understands him so he keeps going by staying strong and positive while accepting his feeling 1 day at a time and comment like this is what will make him smile and we appreciate you MISERY you're an inspiration to alot of people in the world and just know you are not Alone and these beats are really helping people get thru whatever they got going on !
The reason I cant sleep at night, no babygirl it isn’t you. It’s because I’m speeding the process something ordinary men can’t do. For so long been resistant to change, willingly ignorant to live in my chains. Close to the edge I was all but insane. Deranged, what’s my name, lost to the concept of my age my personality needs to be reverted,treated,made better,forced to submit,and then converted. The thing so precious in my entire life I never meant to hurt it, capabilities of words, I understand the pains a verdict. A voice unheard like a heated furnace if not attended to I’ll burn more than the surface, hear me blurt it. I’ll accept the consequence when I am served but the service is worthless, I’m deserted burning graves just to preserve it. You helped me see the light of the day, you helped me live a better way, you taught me a better way to smile everyday, and all I gave in return was a heartache. A soft break from a hard take, you deserve the best in life, you put up a hard fight , you know what’s right, I love you to the moon and back, you showed me I was still able to fight, you fixed my broken bones in the land of the unknown, you make me feel like I am home. There is no words that describe the enormity of love I feel. Heads over heals it’s so surreal your perfect and elegant my heart you steal. You are who I want, who I crave , I know we’re both young but I want to be with you everyday, get lost in the haze as you wrap your arms around me saying everything will be okay, I promise not to walk away, I will not give up today, I’ll take my last breath hold it in and die that way so I can still see your face, the feel of your touch makes my heart race. I will love you until my dying day, and that’s something no one can ever take way, no matter how much torture, your worth a million deaths, for you I’d die happily everyday.
I just have to say thank you. I had a lot of mix emotions inside that was hard for me to let out. And just free styling to your beats I finally shed a tear and feel better. Keep up the good work.
Lately I been feeling really stressed I think it will lead me to being depressed I’m always acting like I am the best But deep inside I’m feel like I am possessed I can kind of hear some voices in my head It’s me telling myself that I will end up dead That I will not stick around til the end That I won’t stick around to see you again I don’t see a point in living no more I look really happy but I am really sore I let people use me, then I collapse to the floor I think that I won’t see you no more That one day I will end it all and shut the door Nobody wants to be my friend I just want someone that will stay with me till the end I wish I didn’t have scars on my hand From hurting myself, now I’m feeling really blend Sometimes I feel like there is no escape Escape from the voices that drive me insane I wish I could go back in time To change everything and be all right But that aint a choice it isn’t an option And now I’m laying here feeling like I’m drowning I’m thinking about putting a gun to my head Pulling the trigger and laying there dead I don’t think anyone would feel sad That I’m not around, no one would feel bad For treating me like trash I can’t stop crying Everybody treats me bad But I am trying, I’m trying to fit in, I’m trying to be cool But that doesn’t work so now I feel like a fool A fool that is left outside to drown in the pool A pool of tears and sorrow I think I’m not going to live to see tomorrow I think one day I will end it all And that will be the end of my fall. wrote this while listening to this song and thinking about my life
when your sad and u think of the past memories of when u got attention by being the class clown and then slowly making your way to the top to be the popular kid but then u realize u don't fit in and that's because that's you not being yourself, just be yourself, even if your near your crush. if you be yourself, life will be a lot easier, trust me I've been here before and if your trying to kill yourself and your gut is telling u not to do it, its because your gut is telling you to be yourself, even if your stuck in a pile of depression, just be yourself by not giving up and life will be a lot easier -Landon Ellis
we all have memories either its good or bad,but u deserve a better life i wished i've could meet myself 3 years ago to help myself not to thinking about ending mylife so quick, now i just felt better than ever thank you MISERY for these sad beats,tks alot
this is the best beat i've ever heard. so disappointed i'm not able to buy and use it, but i love listening to this when i'm sad lol. thank u for this, i really love it.
Sorry for your loss... My dad actually passed away a week ago at the age of 44 from cancer. I know how you feel. I had never felt this broken, empty, and alone before.
se ouver algum brasileiro aqui capaz de me ouvir eu estou escrevendo isso pra vocês me ouvirem 02:44 Tava ouvindo musicas que nao ouvia faz tempo,derrepende aparece essa que eu nunca ouvi antes,me desperta um sentimento horrivel,aliviante,porém horrivel,estou com falta de ar e chorando muito,em silencio obvio,mesmo com tantos ditos amigos me encontro sozinha agora,as 02:47 agora chorando por um motivo que eu nao sei ao certo,mas cheguei aqui lembrando de amizades que eram tudo pra mim até 2,3 anos atrás,parecem seculos,pois nao tenho contanto algum com essas pessoas agora estranhas pra mim,mas consigo lembrar de muito,e muitos,lembro da parada de onibus todos os dias,lembro das piadas internas e os "sofrenejo" era tão engraçado e agora se tornou uma tristeza,angustia,uma dor que aumenta a cada madrugada por não ter tido um fim,apenas desapareceu literalmente de um dezembro de 2017,no outro ano nem um tchau,simplesmente se foi,como se nao tivesse nem existido.
Eu sei exatamente como é isso, amigos dizendo que a nossa amizade era pra vida e que dps que terminasse o 3 ano sairíamos todoss os dias,amigos conto nos dedos em uma mão só, é lamentável.
As a a kid been through shit I just wanted to grow up to get out of school Now as a youngens life aint changed much Depression turns your good memories into negativity All I want to do is make some money take care of my fam Donate the reat All i want All I want... They say be happy that youre blessed Tell me I'm so hurt i walk to push everyone away pls lord if u hear me at least silence my pain
Them: "you remember when we were kids?" Me: "yea..why?" Them: "Good times eh?" Me: "not really anymore,not now" *I never spoke to these childhood friends again*
this song makes me so mad and upset at myself for taking my childhood for granted and letting it slip past me in just a second. from the moment i was outside with the neighborhood kids, riding our bikes together to even just the small moments of sitting down in the living room during the summer and watch nick jr. all day. even the times where i would just sit on the couch and look around at the sun beaming on the carpet while thinking what the future holds. i couldn't wait to grow up. i couldn't wait to get older. i couldn't wait to reach the age of being called a teenager and doing 'grown things'. now i want to throw this all away and just go back a few years. go back to playing in my room with my dolls. go back genuinely having fun and smiling more. go back to doing the drop and the whip and nae nae. go back to not being tired all the time. go back to not worrying about disappointing myself. go back to not thinking if i'll fail school or not. go back to not having to think about 10 million things on my mind. go back to not crying myself to sleep. go back to not beating myself up at everything i do. go back to not regularly pulling all nighters like its normal. go back to not stressing...man, i just wanna go back..wish i could start over too. there's so much i would change if i had the opportunity to go back and change it. i just...i miss being a child...i miss feeling free. i really do miss it all honestly. now its just another memory to look back on:/....
Came for the soul and I stayed for the looks Didn’t feel she was whole I seen more than the rough Yet I stayed which was tough Ended up roughed up Dishonest with myself in a way then was stuck Guess I got what I gave where I’d had too much luck So she took to my mate, what a fake an they fucked Knew something was wrong Now it’s all adding up Really knew all along Wasn’t open to look Didn’t hit for a while When it hit I was shook That’s where I put my smile and my trust Relationships are so important I was never taught them How to conduct out of love Instead of boredom Learning to live without the hugs an with the torment Yearning to live without the love until it’s dormant
I can't forget the days/ When I would laugh and dream about the future cause it seemed I would be ok/ When I would feel emotions and when I felt sad it wouldn't stay/ Now I'm numb to emotions/ Can't feel anything except for my happy side choking/ I've died inside and no one knows it/ I cried all night but I smile cause don't want anyone to know I'm broken/ Hook: Please save me from the pain/ Help me get to the next day/ I don't want to live this way/ I'm trapped in my mind stuck in chains/ Please God save me before the devil takes me away/ verse: I'm living in pain waiting to die I feel like God and the devil don't want me so they keep me alive/ Why do I even try? Every time I see a family visiting a patient I start to cry/ Where are you mom? Where did you go? How come you're not here when I need you the most/ I can feel on the inside I'm dying slow/ Just take me now I'm in the ocean floating but on a sinking boat/ The one thing I want before I die is for my moms love to show/ Hook: Please save me from the pain/ Help me get to the next day/ I don't want to live this way/ I'm trapped in my mind stuck in chains/ Please God save me before the devil takes me away/ Verse2: the only lyrics I make is to a sad song I can't be helped I'm to far gone/ Floating in space/ The gravity at zero at least my burdens don't weigh the same/ I can't breathe but I like it that way/ I'll die soon and I can finally say I feel ok Never felt so alive but my heartbeat is slowly fading away/ I'm numb, usually I would cut myself to make sure I could feel the pain but I can still feel it in some way/ Saying goodbye for the last time ill be floating farther and farther away/ Hook: Please save me from the pain/ Help me get to the next day/ I don't want to live this way/ I'm trapped in my mind stuck in chains/ Please God save me before the devil takes me away/ If you can, I would like someone to talk to. Sometimes I feel so lonely cause I don't tell the people I know how I feel. It would feel nice to vent. Thank you🙏 Let me know if your interested.
Looking at the stars at midnight Thinking about life and how I constantly have to fight At this point I don’t know what’s wrong or right All my life I just wanted to live on the beach I just wish my dreams weren’t so hard to reach Telling stories about our pasts Life goes by too damn fast Growing old and losing those memories Wish I could slow down time by using my remedies Now I’m sitting alone with nothing but this sky What is the reason for this, why am I here, why? Do I have a meaning on this planet other than to get high Maybe I won’t know until I die It’s raining but I’m still relaxing I can’t pay attention to these questions your asking Maybe life is a drug and I’m relapsing Everything I once loved is now collapsing Life goes on until we leave Man you just gotta believe There’s so many things you’re able to achieve You don’t need to wait until it’s New Year’s Eve You’re better than you think You need to hear this I just know you need to rethink I see you sitting there looking like a lost soul You’re more than that, you can reach any goal Please don’t give up on me I’m begging you please Your bigger than the sea And that’s why I have to plead Because you don’t even believe me! Living dysfunctional You don’t even think you’re lovable Not even seeing how your brain is so destructible I understand why you’re so emotional I know you’re strong but you think you’re weak Depression has held you captive so to speak I know it’s only been a couple days but it feels like weeks Trust me I been there and I’m still fucking there Living life like hell and no one seems to care But believe me they do I just need these lyrics to get through to you You’re more than you ever would know Someday I hope you will grow No more tears and feeling hopeless I just want you to know this Depression is a fucking monster and it’s ferocious You’ll get better in the future Please don’t turn into another dope user I hope you get this message from my computer To you.
____________________________________________________________________________ Take this Pill Make me forget all the heartbreaks and all the shit that ain't real. Take this Pill She don't love you She don't care how you feel Take This Pill & OD they gon wish that they cared They gon show u love when u dead .... So do it, express my pain through my music, If I show you love you won't lose it, if u break my heart i might do it. Take this Pill happiness isn't real its just a lie temporarily feeling good then I wanna die on my face I'm a happy guy when i go home i cry when i go home i cry turn my music on imma sleep till i die imma sleep till i die Lord help me cause i'm not fine I say its alright but u know how i feel inside I pray to you help me cuz nothing feels right i want love i want love that all i need fuck money and fuck suceeding love me and i'll be winning i don't care about stacking up my green to the ceiling i want love thats all I'm missing so baby come give me kisses but its too late Death all in my system I can't get it out I can't get it out try to throw up stick my fingers in my mouth was this a mistake I want love not hate what my family gonna think will they be alright when they see me knocked out on the sink I should of shot myself so I wouldn't have to think ______________________________________________________________________
This is amazing I like it, it's also sad it explains how you feel and how you can't deal with that. I like this a lot be nice if more people could hear it but you probably don't want lot of people hearing this do you? If you don't it's okay. But man fr I like this and it made me remember something from last year. Thanks for posting this.
I was feeling really down today but this made my day. Thank u so much man! I wish more people heard it but at the same time I am not ready for people to hear this side of me. I really appreciate this, thank you for the reply man ! much love
Your welcome and hey people can hear this side of you if you trust them or just start slowly it doesn't have to be a lot of people it can be anyone. But it would be nice if more people heard this. I kinda wanna share this with someone but only if it's okay with you. But if you say no don't worry it's cool I know what you mean. And also I wish I was this brave to share this with people. I wanna hear you say this through a video or something it would be so much more better. But it would be nice if you shared this and other people could hear it. Still if you say no it's alright. Hey hope you have an amazing week and I also hope you feel better and happier I might try to come up with something the way how I feel. But thanks for posting this and giving this for me and other people to read. You did a really brave thing. Thank you. Ha'hou
Look into your eyes, See the lights in the skies, Bring me down to this earth, All the hurt an the lies hypnotizes minds, we'll atleast mines is, Who the hell woulda thought being lost, I would find this? I guess it's always darkest right before the sun rises, Why's this priceless soul feel so free,
See, this is the type of music that opens my eyes up to the world. The past, the present, the future, it's always fucked up in a way. Something has happened, something will happen, or something is happening. It's hard to talk about that, whether it's about you, a friend, ornaments loved one. People like me always shut down when we feel unsafe. You don't force answers out of us. You need patience. We all need patience.
She looks in the mirror Blade in her hand Cuts on her wrist She has no plan Smile slowly fading Mood forever changing She doesn’t wanna be here And she’s really starting to fear Cus suicide Stays on her mind She don’t wanna try She don’t wanna fight She don’t cry She doesn’t think it’s real How she really feels Every night wishing She didn’t have these visions
I dont like this song two days ago my friend so depressed he so drunk and listening to this song again and again and that night he dead becuz od. I so miss him, he is the only reason i listened to this song again and again. R.I.P Dany 😭
a ti te doy el cielo y que queda para mi? solo ese lindo recuerdo cuando sonreis vos sos mi todo pero que soy yo para ti? un simple recuerdo o tu motivo de reir? decime no lo entiendo porque me tenes asi? un dia estoy contento y al otro ya ni se como vivir de dia me despierto y de noche pienso en vos cuando llega ese mensaje que te alivia el corazon sos todo lo que esta bien lastima el mal que me haces cuando estas ausente el dolor me hace caer aunque al volver me vas a levantar quiero estar con vos por siempre y un siempre cuanto va a durar? es que estoy lleno de dudas creo que lo podes notar contestame alguna una sola pido nada mas voy a darme un tiempo de reflexionar si seguir en esto o abandonarlo y ya esta voy a darme un tiempo para arreglar todo esto que hiciste lo que me perdiste esto no es un chiste el tiempo no se va a recuperar no mal interpretes todavia te amo pero quiero serte sincero quiero estar a tu lado si somos los dos felices? porque cuesta demostrar? al tener nada todo falta y al tener todo falta mas?
True story; Once my parents asked me if I had depression since the signs of it is shown in me. I said yes nervously. They actually didn't believe it so they asked "What is depression like?" I didn't move. It was just silence. I said "It's like your drowning from your anxiety and depressing thoughts, except you can see everyone around you breathing"
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Listening to this makes me go back to my childhood and realized what I should've done to change who I am now
This makes me miss being a kid
Well that’s why u gotta be a high iq person like me
Kane Exley you have a oh yeah yeah pfp your iq is -5
Tfue G trust me I’m an elite and superior human and don’t need to be prove my great intellect on such a low value /iq person
Kane Exley I’m sorry my friend but you have been mistaken. I am a god mixed with evil and good I can destroy and create anything I so wish. My powers will be reborn again
It kills me knowing how many people are sad at this moment, wish I can just hug all of them. And try to help! Men I wish I could help. Everyone
I appreciate people like you
A real man
I've had depression and everybody has they're way of coping with it. It taught me how it feels so I know how you feel and I have helped people and honestly it feels great.
We love people like you
Thank you
Depression is not being able to find the sun even though it's right outside your window
Damn
That hit hard
I sue to be depressed until I found my fucking life and found out how weird depressed people are
One of the realist things I have heard in 2019.enough said
@Andrew Reese you know what you really just need to keep your two cents out of it man. i don't think they were saying he's deep cause of the beat they're saying he's deep because he said something that actually spoke to them. honestly people like you disgust me man. And dont say no one cares cause you cant speak for everyone else you can only speak for yourself for you to say no one cares sorta tells me you lack humanity and a brain
5 years later and it still brings me back to those days
You know that feeling in your chest when you’re laying alone at 3 in the morning. It’s not a good feeling. It keeps me up every night. I honestly can’t find happiness anymore. I can’t feel anything besides this pain.
Nobody loves you
Nobody care about you
Nobody wants you
Nobody doesn't want to hug you
That nobody is ME!❤️
Don't be sad, cheer up mate🤗
Jerkaa ᏦᎥᏁᎶ haha clever mate
@@endlesswall had me in the first half
you are loved♥️
Me too. I'ma teen - fucking hate myself dude. People don't call me why or nothing but doesn't matter if somebody screams that I'm beautiful or that they love me, my mind doesn't believe it, and I cant control it. I'm always tired. I'm always mad. I'm always frustrated. Im so insecure. I want somebody to kill me. Bc ik if I kill myself I'm going to hell bc it's a sin, but I want dis pain to end, and it's all started in 4th grade after getting bullied..
Everyone wants happiness
No one wants pain
But you can't have a rainbow
Without a little rain
- The last thing I heard from my brother
Thank you for the support in the “reply” section. It makes this month a lot easier.
I'm so sorry for your loss😪
Your Brother is proud of you💔❤
Real shit
I'm sorry my dude
He is still with you
Remember when we were younger
Everything was better
Now were older the worlds colder
I cant stand all the rain and pain
I just wish we were closer
We arent promised the next day
All I have to say
Remember those good old days?
I remember when I wanted to grow and be happier and make more friends and my life would be grate, now that I'm a teen im in so much pain, people leaving, my groups smaller and smaller, I go to a therapist for my anger issue and anxiety. Cry every night. Very insecure, like I was so much positive and confident before - I just that's what why olders said "the real worlds scary- I wanna be a kid" now I relate to them.
I wish we all stayed in elementry school 😭😭😭
NaNa's Universe wow nice
Did you seriously rhyme "pain" with rain?
Now I wanna cry
*I want to stay a kid forever*
Kore wa Uchiha Madara Kami no chikara ga! Uno reverse card 😎
@Gabriel Alvarado there life afterdeath
Isaac Alejandre i wanna be happy one day to know how is feel
@@motomamiii5 u was happy befor sad
@@motomamiii5 im happy caz i am muslim
I just wanna go back to the nights where we would stay out late and all us kids would play with the other neighborhood kids and stay at each other houses having the time of our lives. I really miss this a lot
This song is the reminder of every friend you ever lost touch with, the ones you’ll never talk to again..To every woman you ever loved and lost, never to hold again..every opportunity you let go, never to get again..every blissful memory of a time you’ll never get back. To me, this song is the millstone I carry in my shoulders all day, every day…as painful as these memories are, I am happy to have had them.
2 memories forever linger with me, despite how haunting-(my way of saying painfully desperate loneliness) anyways my two memories are of my best friends little sister dying at the age of 5 at a party she went to with her family and the last thing she told me at the time when I was 8 or 9 and I'm now 25 is "I love you, I hope we can get married and I'll see you tomorrow" I know as children we say things in happy moments but "I'll see you tomorrow" has been the most painful thing to remember because I'm still waiting to see her! As for my 2nd memory it was of a friend that was sent by God to save me from my dying wishes, he kept my candle burning even when I wanted to be in total darkness and he was my hero because I didn't know what I truly needed without him and it's unfortunate that he passed away about 2 weeks before we graduated in a car accident (May 29th, 2017) I still miss him to this day because without him I wouldn't be here 😢 (I miss you both so much)
This song reminds me of my past.
It gives me a deep feeling of nostalgia.
It makes me think of the friends who left.
It makes me think of the life I wanted to have
Makes me ask: where is my happiness?
Where did we all go wrong.
Wow that its so deep
@@blackbox7435 just saw your comment. It's a lot, but I'll try to summarize. It happened in different circumstances and moment but just to say some: I moved to another country (leaving those I had behind and I was having my best moment of high school (all the people there hated me for 3 years for no reason, after that, being my last year on my country and on that school, I gained the respect and love that took me so long to have coming from those people). Even if moving to this new country was a good experience, it was kinda hard to adapt because language (kinda) but even more with the culture and socially talking. At the end, I moved back due corona so I had to leave behind everyone again. The thing is that I came back and nothing changed as it was before. I'm referring to the people I met and the country (which got worse on everything compared when I left). When it comes to friends who left, well who haven't gone through that experience. Some hurt bad and others was expected.
Nostalgia is because the childhood. I can say that even I didn't had it all, I was happy. I just got childhood memories because the song makes me to remember. Even, somehow, memories that I forgot came back. Friends I didn't see again (mostly childhood friends), things that happened in my life that I once forgot about (mistakes, moments etc). I think that you get the point when I refer to nostalgia. It covers everything
Lastly, I think that in a moment of life (specially generation Z) you start thinking this life it's perfect for you. You start searching a way to achieve that life. Like you even thinking in this perfect sunset you want to have in your window when you having time to think stuff in your life. I can say I was close to have that life I was imagining, but like I said, I had to move due to the pandemic. Before finishing, just to say something more, this song kinda made me think and even miss someone I never met. It's kinda hard to think how we have the power to think, miss and even try to look someone who you don't know where is it or even if it's in the same era as you. As the saying goes: a lot to say but little paper.
Can't really say I had memories of close friends at school because I was always bullied and usually stayed to myself but one person kept my candle burning even in the times I wanted it to be put out so my misery could end but he made it so much better and what sucks about it is that he died in a car accident about 2 weeks before graduation, so I can say he was my hero for keeping me going but just like all heros they eventually die physically but never mentally 😢
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing. I'm just tired."
We all know we've used this before.
No cap
Yh I do that a lot because I don’t feel that happy even with I’m with my boyfriend I still feel weird
So true bro.
I don't want everyone to know that i'm sad
Except I AM tired.
Tired of always getting hurt. I’m sick of it actually.
Cheetahgirl Studios I feel ur pain, shit hurts so badd I just wanna cry and roll into a ball playing music all day
The thoughts
The pain
The emotion
The rain
Its all coming back
Just like one large stab of pain
its not pointless
its just lame
nobody knows
nobody cares
we feel you
and cry the same
Remember
Memories are everything. That's why you always have to live in the moment..
Thanks it means alottt
@@eliashernandez4094 always💜
I believe it's what we're all going to want to hang onto when our time comes, sucks to be you if you're mind is only full of the bad memories questions self.... What's life supposed to be like ? When it clear everyone around has family friends for foundation self worth what's love in darkness miss Faith or seen no proof of peace of mind survival is the goal loose drive exist survival not prospect or development what is chased you reject... Why do people always say ,till we meet again¿ Maybe To build memories and reflect changed but unchanged.. who farted 🍺🇦🇺
Was in a dark place this past week. This helped me keep my balance between what is real and what wasn't.
Emotions are real but they're not reality...
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this clip is so nostalgic. remember every sunday we would watch the simpsons all day. I miss those days
i know this feeling.
i tried to be happy,
i tried to be strong,
but i end up falling apart every time.
everything i see is a reminder.
even the smiles tell me mine was faked.
“i've honestly always thought it would be better to die than to survive alone.”
Maybe they're not so different in the end.
Needed this on. Lost my Dad to cancer after a 6 year battle. Wish he was still here, but the memories will always be with me. Tough road ahead for healing, but it’s definitely hard. Thanks for this song.
God bless
my cousin passed away today... this is for the people who lost a loved one in their lives
You not alone believe😢
Same feeling
RUSHER, LUCK RA - Ya no me extrañas.
Gracias por hacer esta obra de arte misery!!! ✌️😎
Listening to this makes me feel sad about how we all took our freedom of childhood for granted . We're never getting them years back . It's sad . Like ... Really sad
Coming with the love, and i come back with the pain
Say my heart is hurt, cause it never be the same
Baby you are changes, but i really need you back
Need you and your love, when the room is turning black
Say that you hurt me, yes i knew that
Say that you love me, yes i doubt that
Say that you love, but dont care 'bout think you said, then you put it to the dirt, and you put em' to the grave
Dont say that you love, when i knew that shit is fake
Bae i had a heart, is the thing you take away
Bae dont leaving me, you my world, my heart, and soul
I want our kid, love the story they were told
icebearking that go hard
SobeTV dang
REESE FORDERER
Here I fixed it I made it rhyme better and fixed his spelling errors 👍🏼
Coming with the love, and I come back with the pain
Said my heart is hurt, cause it never be the same
Baby you is changing, but I really want you back
Need you and your love, when the room is turning black
Say that you hurt me, yes I knew that
Say that you love me, yes I doubt that
Say that you love me, but you don’t know a thing I said
The only thing you know is that you want me dead
Don’t say that you love me, cause I know that it is fake
Bae I had a heart, then you took it away
Bae don’t leave me, you my world, my heart, and my soul
Baby please don’t go
SobeTV reminds me of x 😭🙏🏼
Andrea Slayer Vlogs RIP to X man? He is my goal! 💞
I don’t wish much for my birthday but I do wish that whom ever reads this is healthy happy loved and to have a great and blessed life
I sat here listened to this and just sang the lyrics to It’s you - Ali Gatie
I cried myself to sleep after reading your comments.
“You will find the light in this darkness,
I know it may be hard,
But I believe in you,
And I have from the start.”
Rest in piece mama😍😍😓😔
Parents out drinking
So scared I feel like I’m sinking
Getting lack of sleeping
Mom had a warrant for her arrest
She handcuffed takin a drug test
Charged 8 years
Please dad don’t drink that beer
I know you getting a job and get rejected
When you drunk I don’t feel protected
Saw you get a knife
Didn’t know you would strike
I didn’t want to start fights
But you using your might
Found out you killed my uncle
Life like paper someday it will crumple
I’ll help so you won’t tumble
4 years later gave my parents a grave
I’ll still remember the days
Of me feeling pain
Xanax killing my brain
I’m a killer inside my cage
Someday everyone will pay but
I saw the gun
I just wanted to have some fun
Bout to pull the trigger so run
Or maybe I needed a friend
I just wanted to blend
This is now the end
Damn bro that's deep 😢
what the fuck
This is beautiful.
❤️💔😭
I tried singing with this and it turn out pretty good
I don't want much, I just want the person reading this to be healthy, happy, and loved. Wishing you a good day my friend. 😀👍😀
Feeling depressed hurts like how but it's even worse when you don't understand why you're feeling it...
Richie Dreams I have had depression before too, it is so random
ay we the same idk to
True😪
that's me rn
this brings back so much good memories...just thinking about how we all were happy and everything changed at once quickly and people are hiding they're depression and showing they're fake smiles. the world will never be the same.
The Simpsons is the show that makes you feel happy, sad, angry, even anything.
That's why I love the Simpsons.
and the song.
+:Say a word that defines you
Me:ｓａｄ
Same here
• Blazie • more like edgy
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why is everyone in this comment section showing how depressed they are? I just wanted to listen to some good ass music.
B l a z z • oMg I hAvE dEpReSsIoN gIvE mE aTtEnTiOn
If you told me its forever, then I probably would have laughed... I've been thinking bout these memories and pictures of the past..
I could feel your subtle energy, was peeking through your mask.. All the pain you held inside, I was too afraid to ask..
I still can't believe you're gone, how this life is moving fast... I guess that we ain't here for long, guess we all just meant to crash..
Yeah... I still wish I could take it back.. I guess I was in the wrong, there was lightning in a flash..
I still can't believe you gone.. I miss you as a friend... And when all is said and done, there's no reason to pretend...
After everything, you'll always be, this hole in me... The only thing, so hopelessly, Ill always be, unable to defend..
Dude that felt like a rap I like it
Very talented rap makes sense as well email me @tkmusicdubs would like to work with you
if you said its forever
Then I would go and laugh
Been thinking bout the memories and pictures of the past
I could feel your energy
Peeking through the mask
All this pain In my head
You were too afraid to ask
We ain't here long
I was put just here to crash
And I'd really thought we last
wish I could take it back
When We were back in class
Lightning struck up
In a flash
Smooth & Calm & Soothing
Like I said before...This is the type of Music that really makes you Think. In a certain situation it makes you stop and think in that moment. There are many things that you might regret in your past, there might be things that you regret now or you will regret in the near future. Why would you do something - let alone one thing that could potentially ruin your life or..someone else's....stop and think about what you are doing...in any and every situation.
(I feel like I went a little to deep but...I'm saying what is on my mind...and it came from some place beyond my *own* expectation...)
Interesting music
Dear, Mom I've tried to explain this never-ending pain,
but every time I try, I break down. So hopefully you'll understand,
through this song,
So let me just explain, that I feel like I'm drowning in memories of our family.
but I know nothing will ever be the same. I know that over time things changed. I know that you're always going to be here. but my problem is I need you to be near. I need more time because Meeting up once or twice a month isn't enough. I wish you would fight to have me in your life. You might be my stepmom but that doesn't mean that you don't belong.
Mom, I'm not trying to argue but I don't think you understand how much I love you and how much I need you in my life, I don't think you understand how much this hurts. You haven't seen all the nights. I’ve cried. You were always there to hold me in times like these. Now I feel like I have nobody. I know it's not true but ever since it happened I've been feeling blue. I just need you to know that
I need you in my life.
I need you near.
My biggest fear is that I'll eventually lose you.
I need our bond because
I still consider you my mom.
🕊
Beautiful text
😩😭🤧 you made me sd bro.
Wish your mom stays beside you for ever
no matter she is a step mom or what but she is a mom,your mom. ❤
Memories!(((( If only i could turn back time...
to the good old days
Zabey
Doctor diagnosed me with social anxiety and mid-heavy depression
nice.
This song makes me cry for feeling that are reciprocated. Since when I feel something for someone I give my all, but it’s never enough. I am never enough. 😢
I was standing alone on the schoolcampus when we had breaktime and my best friend since 3rd class (i'm in 8th class rn that may be not a long time for some people but it's a long time for me) was walking past me and i heard her saying to her other friends that she knows since she changed to the other class (so she knows them since one year) "you are the best friends thank you for everything you've done" that was the moment i realized many things... i was so close to crying but i held back my tears since i was still in school...
It doesnt mean anything just chill i know how you feel it doesnt mean anything
This man is really Hurt he's not only making beats hes litterally pouring his heart out to the world crying out for help but nobody understands him so he keeps going by staying strong and positive while accepting his feeling 1 day at a time and comment like this is what will make him smile and we appreciate you MISERY you're an inspiration to alot of people in the world and just know you are not Alone and these beats are really helping people get thru whatever they got going on !
The reason I cant sleep at night, no babygirl it isn’t you. It’s because I’m speeding the process something ordinary men can’t do. For so long been resistant to change, willingly ignorant to live in my chains. Close to the edge I was all but insane. Deranged, what’s my name, lost to the concept of my age my personality needs to be reverted,treated,made better,forced to submit,and then converted. The thing so precious in my entire life I never meant to hurt it, capabilities of words, I understand the pains a verdict. A voice unheard like a heated furnace if not attended to I’ll burn more than the surface, hear me blurt it. I’ll accept the consequence when I am served but the service is worthless, I’m deserted burning graves just to preserve it. You helped me see the light of the day, you helped me live a better way, you taught me a better way to smile everyday, and all I gave in return was a heartache. A soft break from a hard take, you deserve the best in life, you put up a hard fight , you know what’s right, I love you to the moon and back, you showed me I was still able to fight, you fixed my broken bones in the land of the unknown, you make me feel like I am home. There is no words that describe the enormity of love I feel. Heads over heals it’s so surreal your perfect and elegant my heart you steal. You are who I want, who I crave , I know we’re both young but I want to be with you everyday, get lost in the haze as you wrap your arms around me saying everything will be okay, I promise not to walk away, I will not give up today, I’ll take my last breath hold it in and die that way so I can still see your face, the feel of your touch makes my heart race. I will love you until my dying day, and that’s something no one can ever take way, no matter how much torture, your worth a million deaths, for you I’d die happily everyday.
This shit is fire 🔥 my guy , you use a lot of big vocabulary words, something rappers now n days don't do
You have talent
Good vibes Gt good shit my guy
Que barras tan linda hmno. Greetings from Argentina.
I feel like you copied this from an article but who am I to say I don’t got talent
My favorite producer
True
I’ve basically lost all my emotion so I come here to just vibe
How you doing now,?
💔this beat hits the spot
I just have to say thank you. I had a lot of mix emotions inside that was hard for me to let out. And just free styling to your beats I finally shed a tear and feel better. Keep up the good work.
Was it just me or did someone make up a sad song and sing it while listening to this?
me soundcloud.com/ahans/who-we-are-pros-misery
I did
I am trying to
Taylorthe Pineapple yeah
Nah me too
Lately I been feeling really stressed
I think it will lead me to being depressed
I’m always acting like I am the best
But deep inside I’m feel like I am possessed
I can kind of hear some voices in my head
It’s me telling myself that I will end up dead
That I will not stick around til the end
That I won’t stick around to see you again
I don’t see a point in living no more
I look really happy but I am really sore
I let people use me, then I collapse to the floor
I think that I won’t see you no more
That one day I will end it all and shut the door
Nobody wants to be my friend
I just want someone that will stay with me till the end
I wish I didn’t have scars on my hand
From hurting myself, now I’m feeling really blend
Sometimes I feel like there is no escape
Escape from the voices that drive me insane
I wish I could go back in time
To change everything and be all right
But that aint a choice it isn’t an option
And now I’m laying here feeling like I’m drowning
I’m thinking about putting a gun to my head
Pulling the trigger and laying there dead
I don’t think anyone would feel sad
That I’m not around, no one would feel bad
For treating me like trash
I can’t stop crying
Everybody treats me bad
But I am trying, I’m trying to fit in, I’m trying to be cool
But that doesn’t work so now I feel like a fool
A fool that is left outside to drown in the pool
A pool of tears and sorrow
I think I’m not going to live to see tomorrow
I think one day I will end it all
And that will be the end of my fall.
wrote this while listening to this song and thinking about my life
Can I be your friend?
@@Yaboiiig sure man
when your sad and u think of the past memories of when u got attention by being the class clown and then slowly making your way to the top to be the popular kid but then u realize u don't fit in and that's because that's you not being yourself, just be yourself, even if your near your crush. if you be yourself, life will be a lot easier, trust me I've been here before and if your trying to kill yourself and your gut is telling u not to do it, its because your gut is telling you to be yourself, even if your stuck in a pile of depression, just be yourself by not giving up and life will be a lot easier -Landon Ellis
we all have memories either its good or bad,but u deserve a better life i wished i've could meet myself 3 years ago to help myself not to thinking about ending mylife so quick, now i just felt better than ever thank you MISERY for these sad beats,tks alot
these sounds make me miss days that never happened and people I don’t even know
this is the best beat i've ever heard. so disappointed i'm not able to buy and use it, but i love listening to this when i'm sad lol. thank u for this, i really love it.
My dad just passed away today 😿🕊❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️m brain is bleeding I just wanna see him
😥😥😥
I am really sorry for your loss : (. Don't give up your hopes and dreams
Sorry for your loss it's sad that one day everyone you love is going to go away and your not ready for that no one is
Sorry for your loss... My dad actually passed away a week ago at the age of 44 from cancer. I know how you feel. I had never felt this broken, empty, and alone before.
I wish i could hug you. May his soul rest in eternal peace. Im sorry for your loss
God can NOT be pushed out of any room but the devil can. Choose who you will serve. ✝️
The kind of music that turns rage into regret, sadness, acceptance and finally growth. Stay strong everyone, we're only human
This video is legendary
Sad edits: Exist
Bart Simpson: *Imma start this mans whole career*
se ouver algum brasileiro aqui capaz de me ouvir eu estou escrevendo isso pra vocês me ouvirem
02:44
Tava ouvindo musicas que nao ouvia faz tempo,derrepende aparece essa que eu nunca ouvi antes,me desperta um sentimento horrivel,aliviante,porém horrivel,estou com falta de ar e chorando muito,em silencio obvio,mesmo com tantos ditos amigos me encontro sozinha agora,as 02:47 agora chorando por um motivo que eu nao sei ao certo,mas cheguei aqui lembrando de amizades que eram tudo pra mim até 2,3 anos atrás,parecem seculos,pois nao tenho contanto algum com essas pessoas agora estranhas pra mim,mas consigo lembrar de muito,e muitos,lembro da parada de onibus todos os dias,lembro das piadas internas e os "sofrenejo" era tão engraçado e agora se tornou uma tristeza,angustia,uma dor que aumenta a cada madrugada por não ter tido um fim,apenas desapareceu literalmente de um dezembro de 2017,no outro ano nem um tchau,simplesmente se foi,como se nao tivesse nem existido.
Oi
@@chicharitolinguiça oi
Eu sei exatamente como é isso, amigos dizendo que a nossa amizade era pra vida e que dps que terminasse o 3 ano sairíamos todoss os dias,amigos conto nos dedos em uma mão só, é lamentável.
Não me canso de ouvir, e toda vez que escuto eu choro 🤦🏻♂️😓💭
💔🤦🏾♂️✌🏿🇧🇷
Somos dois
I remember this episode... i rushed to press rec on the vhs, to watch again and again... life was so simple, and good
Man this video really gives a look of how an addiction can change your life
Love it
Arhuh Beatz aight
didn't realise all it takes is a beat to put you in a whole other level of 𝕤𝕒𝕕.
it's 3:00 am. and this song is keeping me high
Me too
I teared 😭😢.That is so an Nostalgia for me.
this song makes me wonder what is life really. its like a meditation song
As a a kid been through shit
I just wanted to grow up to get out of school
Now as a youngens life aint changed much
Depression turns your good memories into negativity
All I want to do is make some money take care of my fam
Donate the reat
All i want
All I want...
They say be happy that youre blessed
Tell me I'm so hurt i walk to push everyone away pls lord if u hear me at least silence my pain
I’m listening to this song and thinking about my crush at the same time and my heart felt so weird(in a good way) and I just wish I was with her.
Came back after 2 years...man this hits really hard 💔🥴
Hey !
This is the top! Good job ... I bet on the replay ...
I was never a nostalgic person but hearing that made me be like that, it's remarkable that we were happier when we were children
Them: "you remember when we were kids?"
Me: "yea..why?"
Them: "Good times eh?"
Me: "not really anymore,not now"
*I never spoke to these childhood friends again*
“Ya no me extrañas” - Rusherking
this song makes me so mad and upset at myself for taking my childhood for granted and letting it slip past me in just a second. from the moment i was outside with the neighborhood kids, riding our bikes together to even just the small moments of sitting down in the living room during the summer and watch nick jr. all day. even the times where i would just sit on the couch and look around at the sun beaming on the carpet while thinking what the future holds. i couldn't wait to grow up. i couldn't wait to get older. i couldn't wait to reach the age of being called a teenager and doing 'grown things'. now i want to throw this all away and just go back a few years. go back to playing in my room with my dolls. go back genuinely having fun and smiling more. go back to doing the drop and the whip and nae nae. go back to not being tired all the time. go back to not worrying about disappointing myself. go back to not thinking if i'll fail school or not. go back to not having to think about 10 million things on my mind. go back to not crying myself to sleep. go back to not beating myself up at everything i do. go back to not regularly pulling all nighters like its normal. go back to not stressing...man, i just wanna go back..wish i could start over too. there's so much i would change if i had the opportunity to go back and change it. i just...i miss being a child...i miss feeling free. i really do miss it all honestly. now its just another memory to look back on:/....
I hear you. Please take care of yourself. Life does get better , it really does.
This is amazing!!! You are so beautiful and talented!! I love all of your edits and work!!!:)♥️🥰
IM HAPPY AF
Every man has his secret sorrows which the world knows not; and often times we call a man cold when he is only sad
Nice
Beautiful
Came for the soul and I stayed for the looks
Didn’t feel she was whole I seen more than the rough
Yet I stayed which was tough
Ended up roughed up
Dishonest with myself in a way then was stuck
Guess I got what I gave where I’d had too much luck
So she took to my mate, what a fake an they fucked
Knew something was wrong
Now it’s all adding up
Really knew all along
Wasn’t open to look
Didn’t hit for a while
When it hit I was shook
That’s where I put my smile and my trust
Relationships are so important
I was never taught them
How to conduct out of love
Instead of boredom
Learning to live without the hugs an with the torment
Yearning to live without the love until it’s dormant
I can't forget the days/
When I would laugh and dream about the future cause it seemed I would be ok/
When I would feel emotions and when I felt sad it wouldn't stay/
Now I'm numb to emotions/
Can't feel anything except for my happy side choking/
I've died inside and no one knows it/
I cried all night but I smile cause don't want anyone to know I'm broken/
Hook:
Please save me from the pain/
Help me get to the next day/
I don't want to live this way/
I'm trapped in my mind stuck in chains/
Please God save me before the devil takes me away/
verse:
I'm living in pain waiting to die
I feel like God and the devil don't want me so they keep me alive/
Why do I even try?
Every time I see a family visiting a patient I start to cry/
Where are you mom?
Where did you go?
How come you're not here when I need you the most/
I can feel on the inside I'm dying slow/
Just take me now I'm in the ocean floating but on a sinking boat/
The one thing I want before I die is for my moms love to show/
Hook:
Please save me from the pain/
Help me get to the next day/
I don't want to live this way/
I'm trapped in my mind stuck in chains/
Please God save me before the devil takes me away/
Verse2:
the only lyrics I make is to a sad song
I can't be helped I'm to far gone/
Floating in space/
The gravity at zero at least my burdens don't weigh the same/
I can't breathe but I like it that way/
I'll die soon and I can finally say I feel ok
Never felt so alive but my heartbeat is slowly fading away/
I'm numb, usually I would cut myself to make sure I could feel the pain but I can still feel it in some way/
Saying goodbye for the last time ill be floating farther and farther away/
Hook:
Please save me from the pain/
Help me get to the next day/
I don't want to live this way/
I'm trapped in my mind stuck in chains/
Please God save me before the devil takes me away/
If you can, I would like someone to talk to. Sometimes I feel so lonely cause I don't tell the people I know how I feel. It would feel nice to vent. Thank you🙏
Let me know if your interested.
Dude you gotta make more beats like this
Melancólico e bonito
Looking at the stars at midnight
Thinking about life and how I constantly have to fight
At this point I don’t know what’s wrong or right
All my life I just wanted to live on the beach
I just wish my dreams weren’t so hard to reach
Telling stories about our pasts
Life goes by too damn fast
Growing old and losing those memories
Wish I could slow down time by using my remedies
Now I’m sitting alone with nothing but this sky
What is the reason for this, why am I here, why?
Do I have a meaning on this planet other than to get high
Maybe I won’t know until I die
It’s raining but I’m still relaxing
I can’t pay attention to these questions your asking
Maybe life is a drug and I’m relapsing
Everything I once loved is now collapsing
Life goes on until we leave
Man you just gotta believe
There’s so many things you’re able to achieve
You don’t need to wait until it’s New Year’s Eve
You’re better than you think
You need to hear this I just know you need to rethink
I see you sitting there looking like a lost soul
You’re more than that, you can reach any goal
Please don’t give up on me
I’m begging you please
Your bigger than the sea
And that’s why I have to plead
Because you don’t even believe me!
Living dysfunctional
You don’t even think you’re lovable
Not even seeing how your brain is so destructible
I understand why you’re so emotional
I know you’re strong but you think you’re weak
Depression has held you captive so to speak
I know it’s only been a couple days but it feels like weeks
Trust me I been there and I’m still fucking there
Living life like hell and no one seems to care
But believe me they do
I just need these lyrics to get through to you
You’re more than you ever would know
Someday I hope you will grow
No more tears and feeling hopeless
I just want you to know this
Depression is a fucking monster and it’s ferocious
You’ll get better in the future
Please don’t turn into another dope user
I hope you get this message from my computer
To you.
Everything comes to an end.
I PRAY FOR YOU ALL WHO ARE SAD!! I PRAY FOR YOU ALL TO BE STRONG AND TO LIVE LONG, HAPPY, HEALTHY, SAFE, AND SUCCESSFUL LIFE!!
it’s feels good to listen to this the the mornings
Cool type beat🌊!
This reminds me of my good and fucked up memories that one day I will forget 😔
To my liking as usual
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Take this Pill
Make me forget all the heartbreaks and all the shit that ain't real.
Take this Pill
She don't love you
She don't care how you feel
Take This Pill
& OD they gon wish that they cared
They gon show u love when u dead
....
So do it, express my pain through my music, If I show you love you won't lose it, if u break my heart i might do it.
Take this Pill
happiness isn't real its just a lie
temporarily feeling good then I wanna die
on my face I'm a happy guy
when i go home i cry
when i go home i cry
turn my music on
imma sleep till i die
imma sleep till i die
Lord help me cause i'm not fine
I say its alright but u know how i feel inside
I pray to you help me cuz nothing feels right
i want love
i want love
that all i need fuck money and fuck suceeding
love me and i'll be winning
i don't care about stacking up my green to the ceiling
i want love thats all I'm missing
so baby come give me kisses
but its too late
Death all in my system
I can't get it out I can't get it out
try to throw up
stick my fingers in my mouth
was this a mistake I want love not hate
what my family gonna think
will they be alright when they see me
knocked out on the sink
I should of shot myself so I wouldn't have to think
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This is amazing I like it, it's also sad it explains how you feel and how you can't deal with that. I like this a lot be nice if more people could hear it but you probably don't want lot of people hearing this do you? If you don't it's okay. But man fr I like this and it made me remember something from last year. Thanks for posting this.
I was feeling really down today but this made my day. Thank u so much man! I wish more people heard it but at the same time I am not ready for people to hear this side of me. I really appreciate this, thank you for the reply man ! much love
Gabe Gonzalez that’s amazing man great job
Your welcome and hey people can hear this side of you if you trust them or just start slowly it doesn't have to be a lot of people it can be anyone. But it would be nice if more people heard this. I kinda wanna share this with someone but only if it's okay with you. But if you say no don't worry it's cool I know what you mean. And also I wish I was this brave to share this with people. I wanna hear you say this through a video or something it would be so much more better. But it would be nice if you shared this and other people could hear it. Still if you say no it's alright. Hey hope you have an amazing week and I also hope you feel better and happier I might try to come up with something the way how I feel. But thanks for posting this and giving this for me and other people to read. You did a really brave thing. Thank you.
Ha'hou
🔥
Look into your eyes,
See the lights in the skies,
Bring me down to this earth,
All the hurt an the lies hypnotizes minds, we'll atleast mines is,
Who the hell woulda thought being lost, I would find this?
I guess it's always darkest right before the sun rises,
Why's this priceless soul feel so free,
See, this is the type of music that opens my eyes up to the world. The past, the present, the future, it's always fucked up in a way. Something has happened, something will happen, or something is happening. It's hard to talk about that, whether it's about you, a friend, ornaments loved one. People like me always shut down when we feel unsafe. You don't force answers out of us. You need patience. We all need patience.
She looks in the mirror
Blade in her hand
Cuts on her wrist
She has no plan
Smile slowly fading
Mood forever changing
She doesn’t wanna be here
And she’s really starting to fear
Cus suicide
Stays on her mind
She don’t wanna try
She don’t wanna fight
She don’t cry
She doesn’t think it’s real
How she really feels
Every night wishing
She didn’t have these visions
I dont like this song two days ago my friend so depressed he so drunk and listening to this song again and again and that night he dead becuz od. I so miss him, he is the only reason i listened to this song again and again. R.I.P Dany 😭
Rip
GIP 🕊
Erdy Saputra 😭😭😭
I'm a fake depressed middle schooler and this connects with me
@@printhelloworld9988 " we can use these to trevers this pit"
This beat is fantastic - for memories, i cry...
You wanna feel happiness but everyone knows how it truly feels
a ti te doy el cielo
y que queda para mi?
solo ese lindo recuerdo
cuando sonreis
vos sos mi todo
pero que soy yo para ti?
un simple recuerdo
o tu motivo de reir?
decime no lo entiendo
porque me tenes asi?
un dia estoy contento
y al otro ya ni se como vivir
de dia me despierto
y de noche pienso en vos
cuando llega ese mensaje
que te alivia el corazon
sos todo lo que esta bien
lastima el mal que me haces
cuando estas ausente
el dolor me hace caer
aunque al volver
me vas a levantar
quiero estar con vos por siempre
y un siempre cuanto va a durar?
es que estoy lleno de dudas
creo que lo podes notar
contestame alguna
una sola pido nada mas
voy a darme un tiempo de reflexionar
si seguir en esto o abandonarlo y ya esta
voy a darme un tiempo para arreglar
todo esto que hiciste
lo que me perdiste
esto no es un chiste
el tiempo no se va a recuperar
no mal interpretes
todavia te amo
pero quiero serte sincero
quiero estar a tu lado
si somos los dos felices?
porque cuesta demostrar?
al tener nada todo falta
y al tener todo falta mas?
La puedo usar?
I bet this shit bars in English
hermoso
Papa _\ lmfao
Can u translate please
Meus melhores momentos ficaram na memoria 👌😥💔
True story;
Once my parents asked me if I had depression since the signs of it is shown in me. I said yes nervously. They actually didn't believe it so they asked "What is depression like?" I didn't move.
It was just silence. I said "It's like your drowning from your anxiety and depressing thoughts, except you can see everyone around you breathing"
Hey stranger that loves Misery beats, everything is gonna be allright! Trust me.
for real this makes me think of all the hurtful things i did to the people i love the most