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  • Опубликовано: 15 сен 2024
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  • @laecd
    @laecd 5 лет назад +17259

    Sleep isn't just sleep anymore, it's an escape..

    • @ayeeesammyyy4011
      @ayeeesammyyy4011 5 лет назад +70

      l2cuts true😞

    • @weirdguy4948
      @weirdguy4948 5 лет назад +66

      Sure thing buddy

    • @dominik_5753
      @dominik_5753 5 лет назад +210

      And i can't sleep😭

    • @mileslee6555
      @mileslee6555 5 лет назад +84

      *that's the hard truth nowadays*

    • @perry6088
      @perry6088 5 лет назад +27

      You made this comment deep and then you edit it and ruin it lmfao

  • @aadzaad
    @aadzaad 5 лет назад +16479

    The thing is, you don't want to sleep,
    but you don't want to be awake.
    You don't want to eat,
    but you don't want to be hungry.
    You don't want to be around people,
    but you don't want to be alone.
    You don't want to do anything,
    but you don't want to do nothing.
    What you really want to do is to stop existing,
    but you can't do that without dying,
    and you don't really want to do that either.

    • @alexisleray
      @alexisleray 5 лет назад +664

      damn bro, you absolutly right

    • @purnimamiah4075
      @purnimamiah4075 5 лет назад +428

      i never felt something so much

    • @taya47
      @taya47 5 лет назад +163

      So true bro😢😥

    • @prockish473
      @prockish473 5 лет назад +55

      💔

    • @Alanislynx
      @Alanislynx 5 лет назад +150

      this is how I rationalize it in my head as well. the cycle of thoughts are draining ;(

  • @user-ju9mn7ji8m
    @user-ju9mn7ji8m 4 года назад +1685

    "The day you are born you start to die"
    -Kurt Cobain

    • @bathtime8761
      @bathtime8761 4 года назад +6

      @Carl Williams but how is someone a son and the same person as the father, is there some incest kinda shit goin on here?

    • @lungskuxll5337
      @lungskuxll5337 4 года назад

      @@bathtime8761 maybe 👀

    • @X8X8X6X4X
      @X8X8X6X4X 4 года назад +7

      "I was born and it was already over" -Saint Hamudi

    • @buissondecsm7879
      @buissondecsm7879 4 года назад +4

      Hi ? You depressed I guess... Well I can help you with that and it’s free! And the solution is a group chat, people will help not insult you . People will believe in you not betray you . Click the link , trust me you will click a new good life by doing that
      chat.whatsapp.com/Eh4Y2JlzQ8845DSH0EA2q4

    • @X8X8X6X4X
      @X8X8X6X4X 4 года назад +1

      @@buissondecsm7879 Go fuck yourself

  • @thrilerx8341
    @thrilerx8341 3 года назад +835

    I wanna go back to the good old days

    • @ATum9369
      @ATum9369 3 года назад +9

      Yes, me too

    • @RZzzzzzzzz-RS_CLIO
      @RZzzzzzzzz-RS_CLIO 3 года назад +9

      me too with my only friend who died

    • @bakrbb2323
      @bakrbb2323 3 года назад +2

      me to with my friend

    • @muafit993
      @muafit993 3 года назад +8

      I miss the girl i met, we where Friends.. but not just Friends.
      Haven seen her for about 5 years
      I know she grow. Now she will be different then the good old days. In my Memory she is dead.

    • @alfii_fnbr269
      @alfii_fnbr269 3 года назад +2

      Me to The i Miss the old days :(

  • @iremozdenn815
    @iremozdenn815 5 лет назад +3393

    2010: i'm depressed
    Someone: don't worry i'm here
    2019: i'm depressed
    Someone: same...

    • @nidaguler2791
      @nidaguler2791 5 лет назад +27

      Klasik..

    • @aquakacke7889
      @aquakacke7889 5 лет назад +74

      Somehow everybody is depressed by anything

    • @becca_rose_x
      @becca_rose_x 5 лет назад +52

      AquaKacke qq exactly.. it’s like everyone claims they have it nowadays 🙄

    • @sandrad695
      @sandrad695 5 лет назад +19

      That's true as fuck

    • @tealnoise
      @tealnoise 5 лет назад +66

      it's really disappointing people *think* it's cool to *fake* their depression

  • @willtheperson7224
    @willtheperson7224 4 года назад +1656

    Depression is like screaming, but nobody, not even you can hear it.

    • @thinksoflegends4517
      @thinksoflegends4517 4 года назад +12

      Carl Williams holy fuck I didn’t read the whole thing

    • @zap3893
      @zap3893 4 года назад

      @@thinksoflegends4517 😂

    • @luxxxx628
      @luxxxx628 3 года назад

      Exactly

    • @puppet523
      @puppet523 3 года назад +2

      Maybe this is just a dream no one can hear me scream it's teeth are razor sharp it wants my soul it wants my heart

    • @christophersainduc5583
      @christophersainduc5583 3 года назад

      Daaan thats a lot of text right there

  • @Isaac-0.4
    @Isaac-0.4 4 года назад +1562

    I'm actually laying in my bed like Homer in the video.

    • @fernyboto3708
      @fernyboto3708 4 года назад +25

      same

    • @erebus7885
      @erebus7885 4 года назад +9

      Sameee

    • @Isaac-0.4
      @Isaac-0.4 4 года назад +4

      @@fernyboto3708 😂😂

    • @Isaac-0.4
      @Isaac-0.4 4 года назад +6

      @@erebus7885 this can't be a coincidence

    • @diskood8510
      @diskood8510 4 года назад +7

      Me too. This is the perfect position for vibing to this music

  • @bruderssandwich3152
    @bruderssandwich3152 3 года назад +1416

    "We stopped looking under the bed for monsters when we realized they were inside of us..."
    -Unkown

  • @HushtheMag
    @HushtheMag 5 лет назад +1669

    There are two kinds of people in this world:
    Those who are born to live.
    And those who are born to exist.

    • @osku2290
      @osku2290 5 лет назад +25

      I guess im the second one :(

    • @typicalviewer9702
      @typicalviewer9702 5 лет назад +1

      If existing that disappointed i might as well end it or continue that misery in the end i know which one am i how about you ?

    • @HushtheMag
      @HushtheMag 5 лет назад +5

      @@becca_rose_x Looks like someone doesn't understand depression.

    • @HushtheMag
      @HushtheMag 5 лет назад +5

      @@becca_rose_x I never said you didn't have it. I suggest re-reading my reply. Surely you should understand that depression effects people differently? You found a way to overcome it, good for you, but there are others who are not in the same position as you. All brains are wired differently and all humans are unique in their thought processes and in their perception of the world around them.

    • @HushtheMag
      @HushtheMag 5 лет назад +3

      @@becca_rose_x I did know what I meant, I wouldn't have typed it otherwise ;]. You seem to have a habit of not reading comments, I explained my reasoning for you not understanding it in my last reply
      to which you seemed to agree.
      I know we are in control of our lives, we choose how to live and we make our own decisions. Becca if all depressives had that mentality and overcame it like you then that would be brilliant, but telling that to some depressives is as useful as telling a homeless man to just get a job and buy a house.
      Your brain can either be your best friend or your worst enemy. for some people it takes time for them to overcome their demons, for others, they remain imprisoned in themselves which as we know can lead to more serious matters.
      Depression is a mental illness and it is important that we let these people know that they are not alone, and that there are people who care.

  • @nightchillsongs5612
    @nightchillsongs5612 4 года назад +2597

    They don’t know your pain
    They don’t know your suicidal thoughts
    They don’t know your tears
    They don’t know your feelings
    They don’t know your sleepless nights
    They don’t know your foodless stomach
    But they know your smile....

    • @Angeelo29Blitz
      @Angeelo29Blitz 4 года назад +12

      :/

    • @to_Oxic
      @to_Oxic 4 года назад +6

      Uh...

    • @coyowolf1354
      @coyowolf1354 4 года назад +22

      Now i am 12 havent smiled since i was 4

    • @hahockey6842
      @hahockey6842 4 года назад +32

      Coyowolf 135 that’s a biggg cap

    • @youngdaggerdick5905
      @youngdaggerdick5905 4 года назад +21

      Thats why depression is very dangerous
      Maybe they don‘t say that but remember that there are always people who love you.
      Just talk about your problems the people who love you will stay and help!! 🙏

  • @leggy6428
    @leggy6428 5 лет назад +2714

    "What is the worst thing about death..?"
    "Knowing I'll make the people who love me suffer."

    • @seshtilirest4748
      @seshtilirest4748 5 лет назад +92

      Right. If no one loved anyone, suicide would be insanely easy

    • @msc3057
      @msc3057 5 лет назад +8

      Suffering in the name of Life breeds Life. Love is justice I will suffer all night to make sure the evil never reaches the morning Light 🌹

    • @amylee3567
      @amylee3567 5 лет назад +34

      That is why I'm still hanging on to life...

    • @IsaiahINRI
      @IsaiahINRI 5 лет назад +5

      Ima make a whole lotta nobody suffer when im gone

    • @respect2722
      @respect2722 5 лет назад

      BreeZee Fox 🤦🏽‍♂️

  • @kina_0329
    @kina_0329 2 года назад +284

    2,3 years ago, I used to cry while listening to this song. Now I feel like my life is better.
    I just wanted to say that someday, things will get better.
    Please keep trying, it's worth it.

    • @LITTLENOTE
      @LITTLENOTE  2 года назад +16

      I hope that too

    • @MMRandy-1999
      @MMRandy-1999 2 года назад +7

      If I had a chance I would tell my parents to not give me a life

    • @arisen3806
      @arisen3806 2 года назад +2

      I was thinking that too, but then another girl broke me

    • @fieliep1040
      @fieliep1040 2 года назад +4

      wow I'm in the same position, my life is much better, not the best, but I survive and now I can look back on those days with a slight feeling of relief

    • @Zyzzzooo
      @Zyzzzooo 2 года назад +1

      Same here.

  • @tsuriyama6445
    @tsuriyama6445 4 года назад +1808

    I’m the therapist for my friends but they never ask how are you

    • @faze_sus2399
      @faze_sus2399 4 года назад +13

      i’m schizophrenia.

    • @buissondecsm7879
      @buissondecsm7879 4 года назад +1

      Hi ? You depressed I guess... Well I can help you with that and it’s free! And the solution is a group chat, people will help not insult you . People will believe in you not betray you . Click the link , trust me you will click a new good life by doing that
      chat.whatsapp.com/Eh4Y2JlzQ8845DSH0EA2q4

    • @petrusmaximus5363
      @petrusmaximus5363 4 года назад +1

      That’s soooooo true 😔

    • @ezgis3553
      @ezgis3553 4 года назад +3

      Çok haklısın

    • @ivaayyt9233
      @ivaayyt9233 4 года назад +1

      Carl Williams ur a bot lol

  • @kennithvonalleman2720
    @kennithvonalleman2720 4 года назад +980

    I lost my mother, i try to act okay but when i sleep , i always dream about her , and in the dreams i always cry , and then my pillow is wet of all the tears. I miss her so much , she was my everything!

    • @babygirl-wj6uu
      @babygirl-wj6uu 4 года назад +19

      aw i’m here for ya, remember shes always watching over for ya 😘😘😘

    • @pamyyy
      @pamyyy 4 года назад +13

      i am so sorry

    • @nevemeiner30
      @nevemeiner30 4 года назад +13

      I don’t know you, but I love you, you are brave and strong! Thank you for being in this world and don’t ever let anyone put you down or make you feel like you nothing.

    • @SahilKhan-js9rp
      @SahilKhan-js9rp 4 года назад +19

      In islam you will definitely meet your mother after death there is an another heaven life so accept islam

    • @vibzz9587
      @vibzz9587 4 года назад +7

      You’re not alone me and so many people are here for you, trust me it will get better you’re the strongest person ❤️

  • @raiiny_deer
    @raiiny_deer 4 года назад +1965

    I hate being the strong friend.
    I’m there for everyone else when they need me, but no ones ever here for me when I need them. ;-;

    • @zm1939
      @zm1939 4 года назад +16

      I will be there for you. Add me on discord and we will talk about it, if you wish.. ( Due to creeps messaging me asking for foot pics, im discontinuing my discord information in this comment )

    • @iEatNorii1
      @iEatNorii1 4 года назад +22

      even your shadow leaves you when you're in the dark.

    • @azizalmahmoud8880
      @azizalmahmoud8880 4 года назад +4

      i feel u bro. u can also talk about it with me on discord :) (3AZIZ#8207)

    • @Dachisvfx
      @Dachisvfx 4 года назад +5

      I need you
      We need you and we love you 😊🥰😍😘

    • @lilofication
      @lilofication 4 года назад +20

      I feel u-
      the worst part is that talking about how I feel makes me feel selfish

  • @axew7368
    @axew7368 2 года назад +157

    i feel like sad music doesnt make the sadness go away, it just makes the sadness comforting

    • @jaredrodriguez9784
      @jaredrodriguez9784 Год назад +5

      Absolutely

    • @jodiebrenchley4249
      @jodiebrenchley4249 Год назад +6

      I try to embrace sad music when I'm feeling really down. I agree, it's comforting

    • @HazelVsTheWrld
      @HazelVsTheWrld Год назад

      Honestly it's better because you are ketting the feelings out, not pushing them away.

    • @PRIME_DETECTIVE
      @PRIME_DETECTIVE Год назад +1

      Sadness just makes you sadder puts bad thoughts in your head don’t let it you probably listen to this every night and wonder why your depressed this effects you more than you think don’t let it..

    • @TheLetsbefriends
      @TheLetsbefriends 9 месяцев назад

      Love this comment.

  • @DEzusz
    @DEzusz 4 года назад +1742

    I didnt lost anybody, all I lost is myself.

    • @DEzusz
      @DEzusz 4 года назад +13

      Carl Williams did u trynna help by promoting things? (Btw look at my name obviously imma muslim)

    • @doronshalom4775
      @doronshalom4775 4 года назад +1

      Same 😢

    • @moxx4068
      @moxx4068 4 года назад +12

      U lost English

    • @lukebryant9864
      @lukebryant9864 4 года назад

      @@moxx4068 fucking love your comment bro

    • @DEzusz
      @DEzusz 4 года назад

      @@moxx4068 not my main language, y bother

  • @flashbird9497
    @flashbird9497 4 года назад +2322

    "Why did you try to kill yourself?"
    "you told me to be happy."

  • @asdfasdf5037
    @asdfasdf5037 5 лет назад +457

    I just want to go to sleep and never wake up again

    • @melanievonfellenberg2811
      @melanievonfellenberg2811 5 лет назад +14

      why?
      there is so much to do on this planet
      Life can be so beautiful if you are happy
      so find your happiness, your passion, the people wich you like and they like you
      its not so easy but its possible
      EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE
      btw I was also depressed a half year ago but I left it behind and learned to love my self and my life
      you will do that

    • @trueman9138
      @trueman9138 5 лет назад +2

      Mel One - True :) everybody‘s gonna find their own way of happiness and joy in live sooner or later

    • @vex2297
      @vex2297 4 года назад

      Lmao you ain’t about it

    • @amxu_
      @amxu_ 4 года назад

      @@melanievonfellenberg2811 everything is possible... Can you eat your own head?

    • @meistereder3837
      @meistereder3837 4 года назад +3

      I also want to sleep and never wake up

  • @brokendreams4864
    @brokendreams4864 3 года назад +97

    In public you usually have a smile on your face, looking like your filled with joy and having a good time, but your body is suffering. You just can't wait till you get home, then... it hits.

  • @jakcutmore6760
    @jakcutmore6760 4 года назад +993

    people always care...
    when it’s too late

    • @KealohaAlamea
      @KealohaAlamea 4 года назад +57

      P e o p l e
      c a r e
      w h e n
      y o u
      d i e .

    • @KealohaAlamea
      @KealohaAlamea 4 года назад +3

      @sucker cock I know it's just sad

    • @3d_g1ft3d6
      @3d_g1ft3d6 4 года назад +3

      Is it weird that i can relate so gard to every comment under such videos

    • @Chill-Vibes
      @Chill-Vibes 4 года назад +8

      People can care about me, but no one understands, I even hate myself with a cold hard passion. No wonder everyone else hates me, I'm not supposed to be here in the first place. If I had a choice, I would have died right then and there when I had that first siezure

    • @bassbooster4623
      @bassbooster4623 4 года назад +3

      IT is every time so!
      I wanted to sey my crush that i love her but i saw her whit my Best friend! ☹️❤️❤️❤️

  • @fvcking_shitx622
    @fvcking_shitx622 5 лет назад +3968

    I m a s a d p i e c e o f f u c k .

  • @norlyortiz2648
    @norlyortiz2648 4 года назад +554

    I actually feel so good reading comments and seeing I ain’t the only one feeling like this 💔

  • @mdumitru16
    @mdumitru16 3 года назад +1408

    _"Suicide doesnt kill people ✘ , sadness kill them"_ ✔.

    • @bossking1265
      @bossking1265 3 года назад +3

      True

    • @slayerforpeaceandlove7936
      @slayerforpeaceandlove7936 3 года назад +3

      Oh man ,,,,😤💔😭😡😠😓☹️😔😐

    • @Hopgola
      @Hopgola 3 года назад +1

      lol

    • @CaliBuddha
      @CaliBuddha 3 года назад

      Then I’ve been dead sense the age of 5

    • @samuelbane6135
      @samuelbane6135 3 года назад +16

      Suicide doesn’t take the pain away, it just passes it on to someone else.

  • @andrewrupkus8697
    @andrewrupkus8697 4 года назад +926

    When people ask me how and why I listen to nothing but sad and depressing music and the truth is that sad and depressing music is what makes me feel good and some people will never understand that and even in times where life isn't so bad I'm still drawn to sad and depressing music in order to truly feel happy

    • @LITTLENOTE
      @LITTLENOTE  4 года назад +57

      Same

    • @jasonkindalikescats4852
      @jasonkindalikescats4852 4 года назад +29

      when u foind out someone has the same emotions with this music as u

    • @aliclam4787
      @aliclam4787 4 года назад +6

      @@jasonkindalikescats4852 facts😥

    • @YT-zg6uq
      @YT-zg6uq 4 года назад +5

      If any of you need to talk me feel free to contact me on discord Xaloty_Da_Deep_Web#6981

    • @ufo-ru9xr
      @ufo-ru9xr 4 года назад +3

      Andrew Rupkus prayers to you ❤️

  • @harsteel
    @harsteel 5 лет назад +972

    What's worse than death?
    Correct, loneliness for all life.

    • @VeOur
      @VeOur 5 лет назад +15

      Tinder

    • @vsky1522
      @vsky1522 5 лет назад

      CGTV go out and talk u beautiful loser

    • @anilbalk3493
      @anilbalk3493 5 лет назад +8

      worst than death ? death seems like the salvation we’ve all been waiting for

    • @nmrb9257
      @nmrb9257 5 лет назад

      Bazinga i mean for others but i love being alone

    • @notxhme8362
      @notxhme8362 5 лет назад

      You from rasha

  • @dennismejia431
    @dennismejia431 4 года назад +652

    When you're in your house and you feel far from home.

    • @balazsnagy8654
      @balazsnagy8654 4 года назад +2

      True

    • @sammyahmetaj5867
      @sammyahmetaj5867 4 года назад +2

      Dennis Mejia true

    • @graesy9527
      @graesy9527 4 года назад +2

      auf keinen fall ... schwäche zeigen bro ...

    • @thatgirlcc5704
      @thatgirlcc5704 4 года назад

      This right here...

    • @terioconnor6222
      @terioconnor6222 4 года назад

      🖤💔🥺I am far from home I don’t even live with my mom or dad not even with my lil bro🥺💔🖤

  • @kyojurosenpai6661
    @kyojurosenpai6661 3 года назад +565

    I started loving others but i realized i forgot to love my self.

    • @sude-od2ej
      @sude-od2ej 3 года назад +1

      ruclips.net/video/_wINWcFfN1s/видео.html

    • @vparadoxttb7947
      @vparadoxttb7947 3 года назад +3

      You have to hate yourself to love yourself

    • @mpetru6845
      @mpetru6845 3 года назад

      @@vparadoxttb7947 nigga..... What?

    • @vparadoxttb7947
      @vparadoxttb7947 3 года назад +1

      @@mpetru6845 you gotta know how to hate yourself before you can love yourself

    • @Tempssavage
      @Tempssavage 3 года назад

      Frfr

  • @HTA25
    @HTA25 4 года назад +309

    My anxiety is so bad that I'm scared of asking people for help or just saying "excuse me"

    • @User--ql3gn
      @User--ql3gn 4 года назад +1

      Same

    • @ic3peakloverlol512
      @ic3peakloverlol512 4 года назад +6

      same if i die i wont asking for help

    • @HTA25
      @HTA25 4 года назад +12

      @Carl Williams bro can you stop. Stop forcing religion on people. Its like someone forcing their gayness on you.

    • @pozeyh5974
      @pozeyh5974 4 года назад +2

      @@HTA25 For real. But hey many people have the Same problem. I have real good News For you. I Had so Bad anxiety as well (still) but its way better than a year ago.. it will get better definetly dont Set yourself under pressure

    • @aadzaad
      @aadzaad 4 года назад

      Get some medicine like paxil it really helps

  • @asherforsberg3651
    @asherforsberg3651 4 года назад +1768

    I just want to go to bed and never wake up again

    • @relaxationclub3848
      @relaxationclub3848 4 года назад +10

      Me ttoo

    • @Al-lf3eh
      @Al-lf3eh 4 года назад +4

      Me too x2

    • @Ameyiscool
      @Ameyiscool 4 года назад +13

      It doesn't works!

    • @epicgamergirl2797
      @epicgamergirl2797 4 года назад +3

      Me to

    • @buissondecsm7879
      @buissondecsm7879 4 года назад +7

      Hi ? You depressed I guess... Well I can help you with that and it’s free! And the solution is a group chat, people will help not insult you . People will believe in you not betray you . Click the link , trust me you will click a new good life by doing that
      chat.whatsapp.com/Eh4Y2JlzQ8845DSH0EA2q4

  • @ayoubelbasri2406
    @ayoubelbasri2406 4 года назад +344

    Depression is not a joke. You may see someone smiling but inside they're dying 💔

  • @legallydeaf
    @legallydeaf 2 года назад +118

    the only bad thing about going to sleep is waking up

    • @damchel1008
      @damchel1008 2 года назад +1

      Continue being strong, do not give up, always give yourself another chance and some more years get help with people you know and therapy

  • @bloodyrosebloodyrose9473
    @bloodyrosebloodyrose9473 5 лет назад +861

    one of the biggest pains:
    >people struggling with depression watching fake people with their fake depressions

    • @arkanen9ne
      @arkanen9ne 5 лет назад +20

      Every other comment on this video.

    • @wert121gt7
      @wert121gt7 5 лет назад +1

      @@arkanen9nevery clever my turkusowy turku :) B)

    • @abdullahz4804
      @abdullahz4804 5 лет назад +12

      So fucking true, it's like a trend to them.

    • @IsaiahINRI
      @IsaiahINRI 5 лет назад +11

      I wish i had their fake depression

    • @herewegoagain3750
      @herewegoagain3750 5 лет назад +6

      I used to have depression. But I don't anymore! I just like this song.

  • @sarah-zy4qq
    @sarah-zy4qq 5 лет назад +919

    When you realize that you are in exactly the same homer position

    • @HarderTime89
      @HarderTime89 5 лет назад +31

      Only thing thats made me smile for a while

    • @sarah-zy4qq
      @sarah-zy4qq 5 лет назад +10

      @@HarderTime89 Thank you for your comment that made me want to get up and I hope you will have a good life with good encounters

    • @sisu3814
      @sisu3814 5 лет назад +2

      ⚡️

    • @victorb6871
      @victorb6871 5 лет назад

      Damm that fucking true

    • @skrx3284
      @skrx3284 5 лет назад

      same

  • @user-yw3hi9io1i
    @user-yw3hi9io1i 5 лет назад +702

    nobody cares about me until im gone.

    • @christianeriksen6002
      @christianeriksen6002 5 лет назад +19

      Trust me, there will be someone who love and care about you don't give up ✌

    • @Bug87214
      @Bug87214 5 лет назад

      Fickfehler Merkel LOL

    • @salihmertyapar6512
      @salihmertyapar6512 5 лет назад +1

      who are you bro. You life really thats bad. Im from turkey. You know my life. Life chance? Accept?

    • @lazarantovic9847
      @lazarantovic9847 5 лет назад

      That's how it usually goes, people don't care about you until you're gone. That's the sad truth.

    • @nickmagrick7702
      @nickmagrick7702 5 лет назад +1

      @@lazarantovic9847 99% of the time they still don't care, its just customary to pretend you do.

  • @jonathansmith9505
    @jonathansmith9505 3 года назад +329

    Not depressed. It’s the reality that everything is senseless. School, Job, Hobbies whatever. Worthless

    • @sebajun8601
      @sebajun8601 3 года назад +4

      Life is worthless beacause our brains give meaning

    • @MrGondor123
      @MrGondor123 3 года назад +14

      I have depression because i hate this world im living

    • @alexandriacox1143
      @alexandriacox1143 3 года назад +2

      I’m praying for you

    • @sude-od2ej
      @sude-od2ej 3 года назад

      ruclips.net/video/_wINWcFfN1s/видео.html

    • @memebot8319
      @memebot8319 3 года назад

      edgelord cry

  • @erdua_
    @erdua_ 5 лет назад +19480

    "Were just a bunch of suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn't the answer"
    edit: hey guys so I just found this comment that was like from a year ago and I just wanna say that I had been on a really long, fucked up road back then. I'm sorry if this comment sounded too..unoriginal and fake? I guess lol but anyways I'm still not so completely happy rn but I'm feeling a lot better which is okay. I posted this comment in the day cuz idk maybe I thought I would've found 'help' in the comments section idk it's fucking stupid lol.

    • @slide-bytim3762
      @slide-bytim3762 5 лет назад +447

      Well yes but actually no

    • @hxneybee.9310
      @hxneybee.9310 5 лет назад +92

      Im here for the music

    • @Cameron-er5mc
      @Cameron-er5mc 5 лет назад +33

      I agree....

    • @homersimpson6585
      @homersimpson6585 5 лет назад +186

      audre murphy yes we might want to kill ourselves but we don’t want others to do what we want to do

    • @kennedy_rios
      @kennedy_rios 5 лет назад +15

      @@homersimpson6585 Great Man!!!

  • @1kaiizer
    @1kaiizer 5 лет назад +8920

    Anyone else that feel depressed and sad af but just cannot cry even if you want to?
    Edit: Why the ℱUℂᏦ are so many toxic people in this comments? Here are people which are faceing real mental illness (including me) and you are being toxic to them. ℱUℂᏦ yourselfes.

    • @sonkylergamez957
      @sonkylergamez957 5 лет назад +154

      Yeah all the time.

    • @thesovietunion5988
      @thesovietunion5988 5 лет назад +275

      I wish i can cry, it would feel great but i feel too bland.

    • @flyonytemalhammar3045
      @flyonytemalhammar3045 5 лет назад +38

      Yo if I get high af even tho it takes a lot I can

    • @Fab69ize
      @Fab69ize 5 лет назад +75

      ofc yeah, I didnt cry since 2years, I can't and idk why

    • @st4rship_780
      @st4rship_780 5 лет назад +49

      feel like that most of the time.. what makes things worse is that I have a mental illness

  • @fee6145
    @fee6145 6 лет назад +1156

    Your music is like a drug. In a positive way.

  • @m96faix
    @m96faix 3 года назад +598

    At school : funny
    At home : everything ok
    Alone : i want to end this life

  • @tobiasbenitez1959
    @tobiasbenitez1959 5 лет назад +561

    Ending your life doesn't remove the depression it just passes it on to someone else

  • @ghostie8341
    @ghostie8341 4 года назад +113

    Everyday is the same:i feel empty,alone and cold i hope it gets better

    • @ramzibmw2150
      @ramzibmw2150 4 года назад

      Just like me
      I don't know that there is something make you happy and sad sometimes call : friends

    • @adrianabundiz148
      @adrianabundiz148 4 года назад

      pizza how can you be cold...you’re pizza

    • @petera5669
      @petera5669 4 года назад

      Same :(

    • @user-bf9hu9pv7z
      @user-bf9hu9pv7z 4 года назад

      well if youre dead its only 1 problem - it's cold. but you got friends (other corpses) and you aren't empty bcause there are worms in you 👍

    • @asemskr4943
      @asemskr4943 4 года назад

      Ow my heart it's depressed 😔😥💔😭😖

  • @ruinedbymo
    @ruinedbymo 4 года назад +622

    I feel the best at 1-4am, when no one expects anything from me. No one can tell me how much of a failure I am. No one can make me feel insecure... I can just vibe by myself 🙃

    • @earthking1975
      @earthking1975 3 года назад +12

      That's my life

    • @gon7576
      @gon7576 3 года назад +2

      Yep

    • @gautambh375
      @gautambh375 3 года назад +3

      Even god rejects us at this time🙃🙃

    • @Pawlakaidan
      @Pawlakaidan 3 года назад +1

      so true mohamed

    • @HHLPA
      @HHLPA 3 года назад

      I was nocturnal for 6 years when I was doing my suicide run.

  • @orionnnn_072
    @orionnnn_072 3 года назад +443

    I’m always there for everyone, but no one is there for me.

    • @sreeraja1735
      @sreeraja1735 3 года назад +2

      🙁🥀

    • @albimarshal9327
      @albimarshal9327 3 года назад +6

      Am always there for my friends but no one is there for me. No one asks if am OK not even a how are you doing.

    • @Hopgola
      @Hopgola 3 года назад

      too bad

    • @Terminal805
      @Terminal805 3 года назад +1

      You dont need anyone bro just keep that fire in your heart as lit as possible and you will succeed

    • @ananddhruv29
      @ananddhruv29 3 года назад +1

      Listen man, I'm not gonna tell you that I'll be there for you always, but I want to see you to be capable of fighting everything alone and I know you have the potential to do just so!

  • @dianaaron673
    @dianaaron673 4 года назад +147

    “If I die don’t come to my grave and say how much you loved me because I was dead a long time ago and you doesn’t care”

    • @erenhun3447
      @erenhun3447 3 года назад +1

      Ölürsem kabrime gelme istemem ahahaha

    • @sude-od2ej
      @sude-od2ej 3 года назад

      ruclips.net/video/_wINWcFfN1s/видео.html

    • @ruin8891
      @ruin8891 3 года назад

      Why do you assume somebody does care?

    • @marsvalisi7643
      @marsvalisi7643 3 года назад

      @@erenhun3447 31

  • @ztrox7367
    @ztrox7367 4 года назад +2148

    Sick of crying
    Im tired of trying
    Yeah, im smiling
    But inside, im dying.

    • @Lkllllll
      @Lkllllll 4 года назад +24

      Same to me! I’m tired of explaining to people why I’m sad when they ask me. Crying behind closed doors when you should be crying in someone shoulders but no one would believe u out there

    • @kanyemolest9965
      @kanyemolest9965 4 года назад +2

      Quit your BS

    • @jz_n0x134
      @jz_n0x134 4 года назад +11

      I just need another reason to live

    • @ztrox7367
      @ztrox7367 4 года назад +5

      @@jz_n0x134 Stay Strong❤

    • @kanyemolest9965
      @kanyemolest9965 4 года назад

      @@jz_n0x134 find it then

  • @ItsYaGirlYasmine
    @ItsYaGirlYasmine 4 года назад +2360

    I smile for everyone else...
    but never for myself.

  • @GodotOfficial
    @GodotOfficial 3 года назад +10

    To everyone watching this video, please don't lose hope. Life can and will get better. Last year, I was at the absolute worst period of my depression and anxiety, which I had for over 10 years. Rather than accept that I would always be a broken man or worse, I did everything I could to break the cycle. I undertook therapy and committed myself to it (I previously stopped myself from going to therapy), I severely limited all forms of social media (except RUclips and occasionally Instagram), I watched all kinds of videos to educate myself further (Jordan Peterson motivated me so much), I got into a regular fitness regime at home, I distanced myself from toxic friends and I reconnected with close friends. I also got into a career that I've long wanted to get into. One year later and I not only remember what life was like before depression but now I am living my best life after depression.
    Even when I am struggling, I know now what to do before it spirals out of control and that is to seek help.

    • @viprecxl
      @viprecxl Год назад

      Not so easy to seek help if nobody in your close relations is there to support you. My parents kept saying that the thing with mental illnesses is just people wanting attraction from others

  • @NoName-kz1ie
    @NoName-kz1ie 5 лет назад +2748

    It’s not depressing
    I just don’t have a reason to be happy

    • @damocles2x267
      @damocles2x267 5 лет назад +98

      Same:( im 18 living with parents. Cannot explore myself. Goes to shit college just for degree. Parents hate me. Gf cheated, only thing that was keeping me happy was my pc and console i game whenever i feel down but that too is not working! Dont knw what to do in future cant concerntrate on amything. Cannot sleep even if i want to. Sucidal thoughts. NO friends. Dont use social media quit long time ago.

    • @NoName-bi6gu
      @NoName-bi6gu 5 лет назад +2

      Oof ._.

    • @lilydablasian779
      @lilydablasian779 5 лет назад +1

      Same..

    • @NoName-bi6gu
      @NoName-bi6gu 5 лет назад

      @@Jonfielding same af:')

    • @do_gaming4364
      @do_gaming4364 5 лет назад +2

      Bhavuk Arora Bro i know how you feel(Sry for my Bad Englisch i am from Europa😅) My bigest Depression ist that i Lost my friends an i am not a Person ho know how to Finde easy a new freinds. Without a good freinds is it so depri. Bro your Girlfriend cheat you, dont worry another will come, its hard but Had up.

  • @HrsBSCYB
    @HrsBSCYB 4 года назад +514

    Me
    At School: 😀😃😂
    Outside: 😂😂😅😁
    At Home:😫😭😓💔💔

    • @ouiouibaguette7814
      @ouiouibaguette7814 4 года назад +5

      Random Stranger same

    • @RedianRed
      @RedianRed 4 года назад +5

      Ok...

    • @robloxgaming9597
      @robloxgaming9597 4 года назад +23

      Me at school: 😐 me at home:😐 yes I’m loosing my emotions

    • @moonlitm3285
      @moonlitm3285 4 года назад +8

      Me at school: 😞😟😧😣😳😕😒🤐
      Outside: 😒😕😞🤨😔😐😟☹️
      At home: 😀😂😞😣😔😟😞😐

    • @armani6824
      @armani6824 4 года назад +2

      Same

  • @jada2435
    @jada2435 4 года назад +130

    idk if i’m the only one, but i constantly get into that state of sadness and idk why i’m sad and even when i’m not sad i’m not happy neither i just feel numb but like now i feel empty and sad almost everyday it’s getting to be tiring .

    • @1brytastic
      @1brytastic 4 года назад +5

      Carl Williams that’s a lot of words I don’t wanna read

    • @1brytastic
      @1brytastic 4 года назад

      Carl Williams but thank you anyway

    • @ezgis3553
      @ezgis3553 4 года назад

      Jada olur öyle şeyler

    • @ilovepumpkinsss
      @ilovepumpkinsss 3 года назад +1

      I feel this for more than 3 years and I'm really tired...I just wanna disappear from other ppl's minds, not to exist at all. Sometimes i try to cheer myself up with good thoughts but after i always realize how that's all stupid, i can't be happy and i don't understand why

    • @ilovepumpkinsss
      @ilovepumpkinsss 3 года назад +3

      I try to love, i try to act like other ppl do, but now i'm lost. Sometimes i smile because of funny jokes or situations but more and more i feel like i can't do it anymore, I'm so tired, so wanna die, i can't stand my existing, but i also can't die 'cause i know my mum will follow me, she has no one but me who supports her and that's only more pressure i get, nobody can help me and i try to be strong enough to endure, i don't want to be addicted to someone even in emotional way, i can't trust anyone

  • @zburne7451
    @zburne7451 3 года назад +67

    Your parents only see your mistakes not your fake smiles 😞

    • @DuxDeno
      @DuxDeno 2 года назад +3

      never bro, never... they just see the end, not the middle, they dont see you are trying, they dont care about that... i am trying my best but its just so hard... expectations, school, some damn things, fake friends... i want to go somewhere else with no one just me, and never return, bc when i do, the pains will countinue...

  • @scottie8112
    @scottie8112 4 года назад +507

    "This isn't the face of deppresion ☹"
    "It's this"
    🙂

  • @monixitv8691
    @monixitv8691 4 года назад +241

    Yesterday with my friends we played "whoever is the most". My friend
    asked "who is the happiest of us" all showed me, I never really felt
    happy for a moment.

    • @ssohh.
      @ssohh. 4 года назад +24

      at least you have friends

    • @gon7576
      @gon7576 3 года назад +4

      Oof...

    • @erenhun3447
      @erenhun3447 3 года назад +4

      Omg I am sorry about it

    • @Jayan9333
      @Jayan9333 3 года назад +1

      I dont have friends

    • @ssohh.
      @ssohh. 3 года назад

      @pain au chocolat cruassader amogus

  • @urcute9696
    @urcute9696 5 лет назад +1624

    Ever missed someone so much, that you feel physically sick?
    Edit: thank you guys so much for the likes, I love you guys ❤️

    • @sortex5701
      @sortex5701 5 лет назад +8

      Oh yes... Same situation 😔

    • @urcute9696
      @urcute9696 5 лет назад +2

      SoRteX it hurts bro..

    • @will6640
      @will6640 5 лет назад +1

      Me

    • @opop131
      @opop131 5 лет назад +4

      i miss my late grandma sooo much...

    • @urcute9696
      @urcute9696 5 лет назад +2

      BigRob you ok?

  • @storytime4522
    @storytime4522 2 года назад +9

    The worst part about listening to this song is that many of the viewers probably did it. I mean do you think all 13 Million stood a chance against the pain? No. They ended it. They ended all of it. Once and for all.
    Love you guys. Great Taste of Music ngl.

  • @Jake-op7fv
    @Jake-op7fv 4 года назад +194

    It's crazy how sadness is just a common thing now. It's quite sad..

  • @mandingo2146
    @mandingo2146 5 лет назад +215

    i think im depressed but throughout my whole life ive been the "strong" one. i cant cry and i cant talk to anyone about it. just lost.

    • @Alice-xp1bq
      @Alice-xp1bq 5 лет назад +10

      Hey you~ yes you reading this.
      You beautiful person behind the screen.
      I love you so much your amazing keep doing what you are doing believe in yourself don’t be anyone else yourself is perfect love yourself I’m proud of you listen to your gut be proud of yourself your amazing and beautiful I love you so much ~ if you ever need someone to talk to about ANYTHING im here message me on instagram or snapchat @aliceoneill06.
      I LOVE YOU X

    • @pavelmraz9345
      @pavelmraz9345 5 лет назад

      *same*

    • @tjmusic6908
      @tjmusic6908 5 лет назад

      Same

    • @thornyartist0435
      @thornyartist0435 4 года назад

      man dingo exactly how I feel. Your not alone

    • @alissagao3063
      @alissagao3063 4 года назад

      “Think” is the key word . Don’t self diagnose yourself. Actually seek help. Don’t rely on what you think or RUclips comments or sad music. If you are faking, it’s no joke.

  • @jarroldmalaca301
    @jarroldmalaca301 4 года назад +338

    My mom always gets mad when i sleep for too long.
    Like if you were me you may wanna sleep all day long until everything goes back to normal

    • @thereap3r992
      @thereap3r992 4 года назад +2

      I can't even sleep bruh.. My life is one big fail

    • @slimpickings59
      @slimpickings59 4 года назад

      same

    • @velztwo4652
      @velztwo4652 4 года назад +7

      Same, my mom gets mad at me for wanting to sleep longer, but sleeping is all i want to do, so i can dream about what life was like before it all turned to shit, where now im surrownded with loved ones but i dont feel loved, i feel alone and empty

    • @AVYONE
      @AVYONE 4 года назад

      It’s crazy because I lost track of what’s normal

    • @umhhfde
      @umhhfde 4 года назад

      Jarrold Malaca idk what normal is anymore tbh

  • @thatguywithapieceoftoast6204
    @thatguywithapieceoftoast6204 2 года назад +17

    People always say they want to "go back to the good old days" but what does it mean if you've never had any good days to begin with

  • @justinli6746
    @justinli6746 4 года назад +43

    My life feels like a cruel joke, I cant even remember the last time I was truly happy

    • @charliesdomain9548
      @charliesdomain9548 4 года назад +2

      Unfortunately I feel the same way. I don't know why im here and it keeps me up at night. But I can't end it because im too scared.

  • @cryptic6897
    @cryptic6897 5 лет назад +100

    What is death like? Like sleeping with no dreams, just pure nothingness you've already experienced it.

    • @cryptic6897
      @cryptic6897 5 лет назад

      @King Slinky Dang, glad you're ok

    • @cryptic6897
      @cryptic6897 5 лет назад

      @King Slinky Congrats, good to hear.

    • @erijonmehmedi
      @erijonmehmedi 5 лет назад

      King Slinky wait so your virginity got lost before you were married
      Dont think im judging you just asking

    • @pyroclone123
      @pyroclone123 5 лет назад

      Galactic Squirrel I made a video explaining how that’s possible. (Sorry if this is spam)

    • @sadpianakis
      @sadpianakis 5 лет назад

      Nobody knows how death is so you cannot be sure.

  • @carsonquade9238
    @carsonquade9238 4 года назад +86

    I wish I just wasnt born, like I could just live in eternal peace for the rest of eternity.

  • @micayaboyd3957
    @micayaboyd3957 Год назад +6

    I heard this song when I was a freshman and didn’t realize the meaning until now. Trying to please everyone, always being considerate of their feelings, making sure they’re ok, breaking your back to show the people you care about that they are loved. Being scared that they will abandon you so you are always aware of how you act even sometimes ignoring your own feelings to maintain the peace. I had to learn the hard way that not everyone will love me the way I love them.

  • @aldonallbani9390
    @aldonallbani9390 4 года назад +878

    Depression: When the body want fight to Survive but the mind, wanna die.

  • @muhammedabualkassim6817
    @muhammedabualkassim6817 4 года назад +164

    Have you guys realised that gaming doesn’t hit the same anymore? Like we used to game for the sole purpose of fun and now.... now we game as an escape..... an escape from our reality, and then you realise that nothing has changed, so you finish and you just repeat. 😔 I wouldn’t say Im depressed because I know that it’s a lot worse to what I’m feeling but it’s been pretty bad lately. 😞

    • @rumenstoianov9200
      @rumenstoianov9200 4 года назад +2

      Gaming and training are the same for me...

    • @erdua_
      @erdua_ 4 года назад +1

      Ify

    • @crimsondougnut6650
      @crimsondougnut6650 4 года назад +1

      My mom sometimes abusive and I go to games 😩

    • @4sydney
      @4sydney 4 года назад +2

      the sad thing is that this is just true..

    • @joaogarcia9802
      @joaogarcia9802 4 года назад +2

      I feel like this, and I also feel a huge sense of guilt about gaming. I know games are also a legitimate form of art, entertainment and storytelling, but I also feel I've spent too many hours doing stupid gaming, like replaying the same games, leveling up my characters to the max level for no purpose (except for a short term accomplishment feeling that quickly ends due to the meaningless of it), collecting all Pokémon, playing FIFA... All this feels so dull when I think about how many movies I could have watched, how many books I could have read, how much more I could have studied, how much more I could have been helpful or useful to other people...

  • @mich3281
    @mich3281 5 лет назад +1342

    now my depression has depression

    • @aeromotex
      @aeromotex 5 лет назад +40

      if there's one thing i hate in this world, it's people like you who romanticize an illness that ruins people's entire lives.

    • @LUNE.44
      @LUNE.44 5 лет назад +12

      aeromin.
      That’s a fair point, but I think that showing anger or dislike towards others in the comments section of a peaceful song where many people are depressed is a little .....well, irritating

    • @emilianovillanueva3607
      @emilianovillanueva3607 5 лет назад +5

      Terra_coc self diagnosing depression doesn’t mean you’re actually depressed sweetie

    • @LUNE.44
      @LUNE.44 5 лет назад +11

      Emiliano Villanueva
      Once again, can we stop being horrible to other people in the comments.
      At what point did I mention self diagnosed depression? I was merely asking people to be more respectful to others

    • @emilianovillanueva3607
      @emilianovillanueva3607 5 лет назад +7

      Terra_coc I’m not being horrible😂 I’m just simply stating the truth. I didn’t even say anything fucked up 🤦🏽‍♂️. Plus half of these people who you claim are “depressed” are just little 12 year old kids who claim they are just so they can “fit in”.

  • @PI2LON
    @PI2LON 2 года назад +11

    God gives the hardest test to these best soldiers

    • @spacelover9635
      @spacelover9635 2 года назад +1

      Yes. We are in this test

    • @ruin8891
      @ruin8891 2 года назад

      Or just a bad joke to him. A farce

  • @kasan8495
    @kasan8495 5 лет назад +46

    "What kind of music do you listen to?"
    "Just some lofi"

  • @AaronHonerOfficial
    @AaronHonerOfficial 5 лет назад +224

    I think the biggest thing that has helped me with depression is having a purpose a reason for living even if it's something small like building a youtube channel and also knowing that God made me with a purpose and I am not an accident, Keep pushing its not easy but its worth it..

    • @pulsve
      @pulsve 5 лет назад +2

    • @therockgirl5313
      @therockgirl5313 5 лет назад +2

      Thank u

    • @slapssroof3961
      @slapssroof3961 5 лет назад +1

      What if you lost your reason?

    • @AaronHonerOfficial
      @AaronHonerOfficial 5 лет назад +2

      @@slapssroof3961 Jesus is there reach out to Him He's the only way to fulfillment everything else in the end leaves you depressed and empty such as money, women, etc..

    • @Anuj.28_
      @Anuj.28_ 5 лет назад

      @@slapssroof3961 then he wants you to die

  • @Mrreowmeowmrreowmrowmeow
    @Mrreowmeowmrreowmrowmeow 4 года назад +405

    Aight, listen up everyone: Depression isn't some aesthetic thing that you will get if you listen to Billie Eilish..
    Depression is something that you *_really_* don't want to have, and something that you shouldn't be *proud of...*
    Don't self-diagnose

    • @kingofdemons948
      @kingofdemons948 4 года назад +4

      u n k n o w n is it even possible to self diagnose anything like jeez I just wanted some meme comments now I have questions

    • @demonswrath8803
      @demonswrath8803 4 года назад +21

      @Hayden Maslar People do it all the time, they'll get 1 bad grade or something insignificant will happen and they'll justsay they're depressed and by tomorrow they've forgotten everything that affected them "so badly" and it makes people who have it look weak or attention seeking but they'll never understand how it really feels

    • @conservativeminds175
      @conservativeminds175 4 года назад

      I went to psychologist and he told me that I am suffering depressive disorder and anxiousness as well...I really want to die or else I should drown in this sadness.madness and chaos...what should I do guys...

    • @conservativeminds175
      @conservativeminds175 4 года назад +2

      @@Mrreowmeowmrreowmrowmeow Thanks...You just saved me from 'some kind of' immoral ideas...Thanks a lot...Though...I feel like I am nothing than one crumble of ash in this world...

    • @Mrreowmeowmrreowmrowmeow
      @Mrreowmeowmrreowmrowmeow 4 года назад

      @@conservativeminds175 Well we are crumbles of ash too

  • @thatrandomguy1120
    @thatrandomguy1120 3 года назад +51

    Friends are like shadows, they follow you in the light, but leave you in the dark .

    • @alexdaniel5641
      @alexdaniel5641 3 года назад +2

      If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so do not waste it, and also do not worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it by the way do not be shy to call for help...

    • @ttteea
      @ttteea Год назад +2

      @@alexdaniel5641That advice is for yourself as well isn’t it?

  • @outworld1515
    @outworld1515 5 лет назад +283

    😿 R.I.P. my syster i love you olivia 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

  • @kingarmish
    @kingarmish 5 лет назад +829

    I ' M S O D E P R E S S E D
    I want to cry but I can't...

    • @robshambo9979
      @robshambo9979 5 лет назад +5

      Best thing to do is confront what hurts you the most and let it all out and don't care about anything else but letting it all out. Maybe impossible or difficult to do but trying is the first step. I can't cry unless I talk to the person that is my affliction and misery.

    • @sil3ntcat735
      @sil3ntcat735 5 лет назад +4

      Every time when i wanna cry... I can't cry... And that i scream...

    • @Bdbdhsdbshdbhce
      @Bdbdhsdbshdbhce 5 лет назад

      Same

    • @asparagusaquarious3107
      @asparagusaquarious3107 5 лет назад +2

      @@nickmagrick7702 ?

    • @kingarmish
      @kingarmish 5 лет назад +3

      @@BJALGH yeah! That's the state I'm inn...

  • @harruri
    @harruri 4 года назад +1111

    Have you ever been sad for no reason...

    • @marsy2842
      @marsy2842 4 года назад

      subscribe me :( m.ruclips.net/video/lhC5QuPTYrw/видео.html

    • @sevdattufanogullari6581
      @sevdattufanogullari6581 4 года назад +10

      No. I just want to get out

    • @frankialvarez4616
      @frankialvarez4616 4 года назад

      Why

    • @frankialvarez4616
      @frankialvarez4616 4 года назад

      Tell me

    • @xristopanagia2693
      @xristopanagia2693 4 года назад +8

      @@marsy2842 committing suicide is not the solution and never should be... I know we're all sad and think that there's no reason to live for but tell you what man... you're the one who's gonna make a reason to live ya know? u jus have to work for it... killing yourself is not only selfish because you don't care about your loved ones mourning for you in tears it also shows you're a coward for not facing your problems...

  • @gino-cz9zu
    @gino-cz9zu 3 года назад +22

    Sometimes i just wanna walk outside in the middle of the night and end it all no more pain no more disapointment no more depression

  • @izanamiescobar5845
    @izanamiescobar5845 4 года назад +634

    "My suicide would break my Mother's Heart..
    That's the only Reason I'm Alive"

    • @notifrrr
      @notifrrr 3 года назад +4

      Haram hai kanjar.

    • @ThekushKid
      @ThekushKid 3 года назад +14

      I feel that 💀😢

    • @sambaby323
      @sambaby323 3 года назад +2

      She would fight longer stronger for an orphan than anyone milk maid EVA

    • @valentinlopezmunoz8269
      @valentinlopezmunoz8269 3 года назад +25

      I know that feel
      She thinks im gonna become a great man, but im completly broken, even so I try to do things right, not bring more sadness to the world

    • @izanamiescobar5845
      @izanamiescobar5845 3 года назад +6

      @@valentinlopezmunoz8269 Have Hope.Hope is all you need.Things will get better for you.
      Not everything will go the way we want it.Cause our lives aren't and can't be planned.However we can go with the flow and wish the best.You matter.
      Not only "BLM" It shouldn't only be black lives,but every life.
      And everyone matters believe it or not.
      "ALM" Meaning "All Lives Matter"
      Ten esperanza y pacienca, ya veraz que todo se arreglara a su tiempo.Tu solo esfuerzate y espera.
      "Everyone wants happiness.
      But you can't have a rainbow without a little Rain."

  • @Hennessyfordinner
    @Hennessyfordinner 5 лет назад +828

    Me :
    Summer :
    Depression : hi sis.

  • @vladysdelaplace4592
    @vladysdelaplace4592 5 лет назад +128

    "-Why is it always the most beautiful people who leave first mom?
    "When you are in a garden, what flowers do you pick?
    "-The most beautiful.

    • @purnimamiah4075
      @purnimamiah4075 5 лет назад +6

      I'd pick the dead and ugly ones. We don't do anything other than perfection in this garden

    • @cryo2156
      @cryo2156 5 лет назад +1

      I'm 14 and this is deep 🙁🙁🙁🙁

    • @trueman9138
      @trueman9138 5 лет назад +1

      Then who picks the flowers? And what for..

    • @dalyannegonzalez2722
      @dalyannegonzalez2722 4 года назад

      I dont pick any of the flowers i pick the one that will end my suffering

  • @elperro2082
    @elperro2082 3 года назад +75

    I being on depression for 10 years now wow it’s crazy how many times I heard this song and cry along with it

    • @KRAFTWERK2K6
      @KRAFTWERK2K6 2 года назад +2

      Wow... you can still cry? ._.

    • @Jan-bf2id
      @Jan-bf2id 2 года назад

      ⓧ doubt

    • @ruin8891
      @ruin8891 Год назад

      @@Jan-bf2idThen consider yourself lucky, I had it for 8 years. Brain fog/ clinical depression and anxiety disorder. If you are in disbelieve you had it easy and didnt suffer enough…

  • @whatintarnation426
    @whatintarnation426 4 года назад +197

    1.Woke up
    2. Went to school
    3. Kissed him
    4. Hugged him
    5.Spent time with him
    The order is 2,3,4,5,1

  • @teomanfiliz5467
    @teomanfiliz5467 4 года назад +423

    Just a dumb kid in love with someone who could never love me back

    • @alepe8745
      @alepe8745 4 года назад +1

      T F hem

    • @sherrxdc5161
      @sherrxdc5161 4 года назад +1

      Or if he loves you he will only hurt you with secrets

    • @deomes8048
      @deomes8048 4 года назад +5

      You and me are on the same page

    • @phoqe6902
      @phoqe6902 4 года назад

      lol ur ugly

    • @parnamomeni3334
      @parnamomeni3334 4 года назад +1

      Same 😪😓😭

  • @marigoldwayne8912
    @marigoldwayne8912 4 года назад +96

    Imagine, strangers words are more comforting than 'parents' 🤷‍♀️

    • @Kluckp
      @Kluckp 4 года назад +6

      thats right
      my parents dont give a fuck about me
      only people who do are my friends

    • @Evildrifter
      @Evildrifter 4 года назад +3

      @@Kluckp I'm the best friend of everyone, but no one cared if I die.

    • @armani6824
      @armani6824 4 года назад

      Yeah thats sad cause i can relate

    • @ammarkhan6883
      @ammarkhan6883 4 года назад

      The sad thing is.. they both don't help. 😕
      Just a temporary break 😬

    • @radking9854
      @radking9854 4 года назад

      @@Kluckp fack off

  • @yardogyuh2049
    @yardogyuh2049 2 месяца назад +1

    I used to watch this late at night and be unable to fall asleep and be so depressed i couldn't feel anything except numbness. Now I watch this much much happier and still here. Happy I pulled through and waited. It hasn't been easy. lots of ups and downs but i'm still here and i'm happy right now. So keep fighting!

  • @jayankar3052
    @jayankar3052 4 года назад +102

    To anybody who needs this
    I love you

  • @ebonym9902
    @ebonym9902 5 лет назад +170

    There are probably a lot of fake depressed teenage girls watching this that think mental illness are a e s t h e t i c but it’s not, depression sucks for a lot of people :(

    • @burstinggamer2815
      @burstinggamer2815 4 года назад +11

      bro, I have severe depression prescribed to me I swear all these fake depressed people really starting to get on my nerves

    • @nicholasrich875
      @nicholasrich875 4 года назад +1

      Ya, that's true, I had a friend... Who actually had depression, let's say he did not end well. He... He hung himself. R.I.P. Davis.

    • @calieblanc6335
      @calieblanc6335 4 года назад +9

      yeah but now teenage girls are always told that they're faking it...

    • @valentinopopa1686
      @valentinopopa1686 4 года назад +1

      Don’t know if I’m depressed or not but I have these really good weeks or days sometimes months that feels right.. I mean I live fully, I feel ambitious and powerful but.. then a demon conquer my mind for days, weeks and fucking months and I feel bad just I have lost the ability of being happy. I have to put a lot of mental energy for everything even for a simple task like taking a shower, I’m 32 and it started 2 years ago

    • @leanaheyen6091
      @leanaheyen6091 4 года назад

      @@valentinopopa1686 z2g8zc8g\

  • @thornyartist0435
    @thornyartist0435 4 года назад +392

    I don’t wanna live but I also don’t wanna die.
    I don’t fear much but I fear everything.
    I’m not happy but not depressed either.
    I want to cry but nothing comes out.
    I want to be alone but hate it.
    I want to know the truth but too afraid.
    I want to be love but not force it.
    I want to be alive but I’m okay with being empty.
    I want to stop these negative thoughts but it overpowered.
    I want talk about how I feel but no one will listen.
    I want to find myself but aint able to find anything.
    I’m a huge fuck up.

    • @endlesssolitude6361
      @endlesssolitude6361 4 года назад +3

      same shit bro...

    • @leni8682
      @leni8682 4 года назад +1

      Saame

    • @usmanzahid1729
      @usmanzahid1729 4 года назад +1

      We're in the same boat

    • @kuro6976
      @kuro6976 4 года назад +1

      xXShadowWolfXx could relate

    • @zed4753
      @zed4753 4 года назад +3

      I'm glad others feel the same as me. Make me feel less empty.

  • @wolfprince74
    @wolfprince74 3 года назад +45

    I'm broken, I can't be fixed

    • @howltae
      @howltae 3 года назад +6

      I can, I'm broken too, I can give u my pieces if u want to

  • @lamar9205
    @lamar9205 5 лет назад +87

    I just want to be in my own car, on my own, driving late at night with the stars in the sky, listening to this loud, becoming conscious of all the menories of you 💔

  • @idk-fx9yl
    @idk-fx9yl 4 года назад +957

    *Im so tired of my life*

  • @mariusspark6532
    @mariusspark6532 4 года назад +27

    when all the letters blur because of the tears in your eyes

  • @Terminal805
    @Terminal805 3 года назад +27

    Sleep is my escape, Music helps me think, sadness keeps me awake

    • @sude-od2ej
      @sude-od2ej 3 года назад

      ruclips.net/video/_wINWcFfN1s/видео.html

  • @yourlocalarsonist2258
    @yourlocalarsonist2258 4 года назад +30

    *"How do you spell love?"*
    *"You don't have to spell it, you have to feel it"*

  • @dickytrianza
    @dickytrianza 5 лет назад +645

    I'm not depression i just sad cuz i don't have a true friends..

    • @choudhary6964
      @choudhary6964 5 лет назад +25

      I'm with you!

    • @nereamendez6896
      @nereamendez6896 5 лет назад +24

      You know what? I love you, honey. I will be here for you if you need me.

    • @adeezyy4912
      @adeezyy4912 5 лет назад +35

      Id rather be alone thn with fake friends

    • @nereamendez6896
      @nereamendez6896 5 лет назад +5

      @@adeezyy4912 I'm just trying to cheer you up. I know perfectly what it feels to have no friends.

    • @lynchmarshawnmini4th930
      @lynchmarshawnmini4th930 5 лет назад +2

      Hah you fuckin loser

  • @jonathan-zo9nh
    @jonathan-zo9nh 4 года назад +141

    Sometimes I just want to die and escape from this world. But I remember the only person who ever loved me.
    My mom

  • @chelseascontent877
    @chelseascontent877 3 года назад +30

    The amount of times I’ve cried to this songs

  • @danialhaddad6797
    @danialhaddad6797 5 лет назад +342

    You know you can't smile and breath in the same time
    Am kidding, I just want to make you smile :)

  • @fee6145
    @fee6145 5 лет назад +408

    I can't stop listening to this.
    Things are really bad I guess.

    • @officialbucko2915
      @officialbucko2915 5 лет назад +3

      1 day you will find your happiness i promise!

    • @michaeld.2753
      @michaeld.2753 5 лет назад +3

      this feelings are special, somehow u like it, but it's sad that u do...

    • @xzero7413
      @xzero7413 5 лет назад +3

      same ...

    • @michaeladewolf8457
      @michaeladewolf8457 5 лет назад +1

      It aches

    • @fee6145
      @fee6145 5 лет назад

      @Ernie Mannebach okay you're right this is some good stuff, thanks

  • @lexi5474
    @lexi5474 4 года назад +371

    Can we please just take a minute and pray for those who took their life💔 and pray for their families

    • @hihd2697
      @hihd2697 4 года назад +2

      yes 💔💔

    • @Leonschuhmayer
      @Leonschuhmayer 4 года назад +4

      their own fault sorry man

    • @relax1967
      @relax1967 4 года назад +5

      @@Leonschuhmayer shame on you bro

    • @noduh8377
      @noduh8377 4 года назад

      🙏

    • @Leonschuhmayer
      @Leonschuhmayer 4 года назад

      @@relax1967 they were too weak and they going to hell for sucide

  • @MValek-es8fo
    @MValek-es8fo 11 месяцев назад +5

    I remember dying inside to this music 2 years ago.. things got a little better since then and I wouldn’t have ever thought, that after all my battles and pain on the way to getting better…
    I would again end here, listening to this music, dying inside.

    • @official.Starbucks
      @official.Starbucks 11 месяцев назад +1

      I'm on the verge of killing myself rn I'm so fuxing low atm and I'm just so sorry man

    • @RichardsGaySon
      @RichardsGaySon 10 месяцев назад

      It doesn’t get better. Hold on to your memories, that’s all you got