It's like that for me a lot of the time, everyone's home but I'm alone in my room. My family all left the house for some reason and I was home alone a couple months ago and I felt so empty and lost and even when they came back I felt empty.
To anybody reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind, clarity replace the confusion, and peace and calmness fill your life.
True i had cousins we played everyday football or bike racing lol but then until 2016 we moved to other country my cousins are in the same country but somewhere other i miss those days i wanna be a kid agian :/
Not to sound edgy but I would like to sit in the rain at night, it just seems so peaceful. All alone outside, dark and raining, cold breeze, and hot cocoa in my hands just seems like a whole mood.
A few years ago, when I was 15, my friends and I decided to skip a few classes and take a 6-hour camping trip. Once we got there, we set our tents and spent the day just talking, drinking and laughing a lot. It was fun. Later that night, I woke up feeling a little bit dizzy, left my tent and decided to take a walk deeper into the woods. Not too far from where we were, I found another camp. I decided to walk away as quickly as possible until I heard someone whisper "hey". I didn't want any trouble so I caught myself trying to justify being there, only to find out that person was just another teenager. We got closer as I tried to apologize, saying I had no idea he was there. That dude physically reminded me a lot of Teddy Duchamp from the movie "Stand By Me". His name was Gabriel and he was 15 years old. His parents and little sister were inside that tent and they were there because his dad loved fishing/hunting or something like that. The point is, what I experienced after that was the best conversation of my entire life: we talked about our families, schools, girlfriends, friends, future and much more. It was almost 5 AM when I told him I had to get back to my camp. I asked him to join my friends and I, as we were planning to go to the lake later that day and he told me he would try to convince his parents to let him go. Leaving, he fist bumped me and joked we were oficially best friends. We both laughed. I went back to my tent and passed out. When I woke up, I felt something was different. The sun. The trees. My friends. We went to the lake around 3pm and had a great time. But he never got there. Around 6 PM, I returned to that same spot to find out his family wasn't there anymore. Today marks 6 years since I met him. I still don't know what I felt that day, but I know it was different. I don't believe in soulmates... but Idk. Even though I barely remember the sound of his voice, that changed me. This is the first time I share this story. I've been thinking a lot about him lately. This song reminds me of that day. The feeling of that conversation, of that trip, of getting there and not finding him. I hope you're happy, Gabe! You were the best friend I could've ever had.
I had a friend named Keith, we were best friends and loved to play at recess at school and I was friends with him for so long. Then his mom told my mom that he broke his bone. I never heard from Keith ever again. But he was a great friend.
Sometimes I just don’t wanna be here anymore I don’t wanna die but I don’t like being here I wish I could just leave take a long walk and come back eventually
it hurts the most when you can't sleep, and everyone else is sleeping. you feel so alone, like you need a hug. Edit:wow thanks for the likes did know it was that relatable.
I cried so much last night. I don’t want to grow up. All the memories are leaving me. It felt like just yesterday when I was playing Minecraft with my brother who’s about to move out. And my other brother who is still in highschool.
seeing all these months old comments gives me shivers, this video has aged so well that is has amazing people venting to strangers in the internet. i agree with all of u, "listening to this is like all the childhood memories facing away as you sink down into the abyss" hit deeper then ever. my dad died when i was 9yrs old and ever since ive just been having very bad luck and i feel like im gonna get depression soon. love u all like my brothers and sisters. ❤️
Es raro como las madres dicen que no hables con extraños que solo hables con conocidos o amigos pero somos de hablar mejor o expresarnos mejor al hablar con desconocidos que con gente que conozcas. Al menos a mi me pasa eso Si estás usando un traductor te mando un saludo desde Argentina y te pido disculpas por no decir esto en inglés es solo que se me da mal
If you are reading this and it says 70 years old, I am probably dead. edit : damnnnn, 3k likes. Yo boys life been a dub I got into weighlifting and just yesterday I benched 175 lbs at 135 body weight.
are you okay? i really hope you are… if you need to talk to anyone, i’m always open to it. just reply to this comment and i’ll give you my discord or any other platform you have so we can talk if need be
"We didn't know we were making memories, we were just having fun" edit: if anybody is reading this then you should also know moving on is the best choice probably in any situation. I just commented this because I thought it matched the vibes.
I'm not depressed. I'm just lonely. Everyday I come home and play games but I wish I could talk to someone and feel genuinely excited. Listening to this made me shed some tears because I'm just laying here late at night feeling lonely. I'll just leave these stupid words here now.
i have the same problem. everyday i have the same routine and it goes by so fast. i wake up play games and boom its midnight. no one talks to me alot nor i seek out. and there i am laying in my bed in the dark listening to this wondering where it went wrong.
i don't know who you are, but congratulations i'm proud.. Edit: yall i pulled a girl too she is exactly like me didnt think this would actually happen.. 2nd edit: we broke up. she lost feelings.
I just wanna say to you guys, look at you and all the things you have done and be happy and I want every single one of you to succeed and get the lives you deserve, even if the little things enjoy it.I want all of you to return to this next year and reply if you want how things turned out and if they were good that's great! If not I hope it gets better for you, but for me there's not much left,I miss my dad I haven't seen him in months Edit: it has been one year and I have found my way back here with the exact feeling As I did one year ago..... let me update you guys on a few things I have seen my dad since that comment and we seem to be getting along Other things..... Not so much I'm feeling that emptiness I had come back to haunt me and brought me back here. Another thing that has changed.... I started working out about three months ago and I'm feeling great and looking great physically but mentally.....not so much I brought a lot of laughter to my friends and family with my "jokester" personality What I've done is made people laugh and smile and they have been glad that I've been around and got some people out of dark places But when it comes to me I feel like I'm alone and I only have myself to deal with my problems My mental state has had a decline even though I thought things were going so well! Godspeed everyone.... -Sonic Corrupt
hey there. i hope you’re feeling okay. it’s going to be okay, i promise. i’m serious. if you ever need to talk to anyone, i’m always going to be available. would you like my discord or anything to talk about it?
im afraid to die. i always say i want to die, but im scared. all i want is to be able to have peace. im tired of living like this. i want to be alone, and i just want everything to be silent and quiet. forever. so i dont have to worry about school, missing assignments, anything. i just want to be able to just be free from everything. but i know i will never get that. i just want to dissapear. edit: im back & im dealing w something else rn. so i go back to school in 8 days and im so scared bro. like my social anxiety is gonna be through the roof im so scareddd😭
That's exactly how I feel.. I dont want to hurt other people.. I dont want to live.. I dont want to die.. I just wanna disappear and just live in the quiet..
This is my comfort song. No matter how many times I listen to it I never get sick of it. I’ve listened to this song and thought of so many different things. I absolutely love this song, it feels like I’m sitting on a rooftop in Tokyo, the wind lightly blowing on a rainy night as my tears blend in with the rain. I can’t explain how this song feels, but it reminds me of my best memories.
This song man, this song… The feelings it gives me are indescribable. It makes me feels emptiness. The slow and the simple but absolutely depressing melody makes me think of the universe and so many sad vibes and makes me think and think and think. I don’t know how to describe it. This is the song That would play if the world was completely empty and it was just me in loneliness.
To everyone here who is feeling alone, I will be your friend. There’s so many people who are struggling with this pain like I am, you aren’t alone. I love you, you’re doing amazing! And i’m so proud of you for taking these steps and fighting this pain.
Exactly that is how I feel. I have found my self since the past year searching for objects , toys and all kinds of stuff that in a way are connected to my childhood and when I see them I remember feelings, memories, smells , smiles . Brings to tears because of melancholy. I still believe that this is a form for me to try and relieve a strong happy feeling of those days because now I dont have it
Damn bro I’m sorry to hear that man :( well my brother (bsf) jack passed away 5 years ago and I miss him he would always make me laugh and smile when I’m not feeling good jus so yk bro keep ur head up bro💕
trauma. my trauma is a nightmare I cant awake from. the swirling pattern of an endless tornado fits perfectly my painful headaches. When will this end? haven't I suffered enough?
Pain is inevitable, time does not cure it, it endures it. People hurt each other without knowing it. So as long as humanity exist. So will hatred. There is no true peace in this accursed world.
I always ask myself that last bit you said. Ive suffered for so long with this sadness and pain which is slowly swallowing me and i alway come back to the questions “haven’t I suffered enough” I honestly dont know when thing will get brighter and happier, i guess im just taking each day as it goes and let it lead me somewhere because im so lost at this point of my life
Past few months I have been playing this nearly every single night to help me drift off to sleep and now I can't sleep without it, it'll send me off the second I hear the tune, complete peace
Imagine there was a well. And your so called friends push you down that well. What do you do. Most people do nothing and try to live on with their life under the well. Some act smart and fix the ripped rope that leads up. Some act tough and climb the rocks towards the surface. Some have friends who pull them up. The people who pull you up are real ones. They are hard to find but once found and x marks the spot. You find the treasure chest filled with gold. What if there was an alternative way to get out. Some dive deeper into the well, and open the hinge at the bottom. It leads to two circumstances. One takes them all the way down to death. That's what the people who gave up chose. The others take a right when no one believes in them and they go out all bloody. There are a bunch of ways to get out of the well. Most people don't know how. You remember the times you played cod zombies with the boys until 3 am and they kept reviving you after you got knocked 30 times. They enjoyed playing with you but they don't like you anymore since you didn't change. Life is all about change. Whatever stays the same ends up boring. That's why no one plays a bunch of these games. Life is a test. We all take the 100 in front of us instead of the 10000 a mile away. We don't get stuff handed and given. We earn it. If you guys wanna subscribe to my channel feel free too. My name is Nova. Peace!
Imagine this: *You decided to go skateboarding for a while in the dark while it’s raining. You love rain! So you jump on your skateboard and start skateboarding in the dark. There’s no cars, people’s house lights are on. And your all alone thinking everything that’s going on in your life. This song is playing in your headphones on blast while you skateboard until it’s almost sunrise*
Very unrealistic for me bc I don't know how to ride a skateboard and so isolated in my house never going anywhere, also I don't think I'd be able to stay out that late/early. But I'd LOVE to do that some day when I'm finally free from my house maybe! I'm thinking of trying rollerblading some time soon, maybe I can try this on the bicycle trail here.😁 Thank you for the idea bro, I hope I can achieve it! Have a nice rest of your day/night!
I can relate to this a lot cuz I go out skateboarding at night in the rain and my old board is so water logged lol but yeah it's nice to have no one saying "do a kickflip" but it's just you thinking about your memories...yeah🥹
Listening to this song, it makes me remember when I played with my grandma... she passed away when I was 4/5 years old... my grandpa just passed away..
I miss my childhood.. My friends... i miss the times I wouldn't be so stressed out over life and would be so carefree, the breeze in my hair, its a hot summer evening, the sun is slowly going down but its still in the sky as well.. i just take all the scenery in all at once, the smell of pine trees, burning wood, and just nature in general... the best time to be alive... The Summer of 18' and 19' will always be my favorite (and I guess 21' as well) i want to go back to my carefree self... please take me back...
This song brings emotions you never thought you had, brings back memories from deep inside where you never thought they would resurface. This song sparks joy with the melodies and also fear, sadness and the realization that you are not alone but still lonely. I feel at peace listening to this. I feel like I’m struggling to get up from under water, drowning, but am at a state of calm. This song reminds me that within any amount of chaos there is calm to be found, you just need to know how to look for it. Always look for peace no matter the circumstances. Always go back and search deep in your mind for you will find calm.
Of all the comments I've seen, I relate to this one the most. Maybe not as a villain, but just as a side character that everybody forgets about. They get introduced and everybody likes them for a bit, but they show up less and less and after a while, you just never see them again.
Capaz los viejos tiempos lo vemos como un lindo recuerdo que no queremos repetir por algunas razones... Pero sin duda es muchísimo mejor que estos tiempos...
september of 2020, exactly a year ago today, i met my girlfriend. she changed how i felt. having her constantly took away social anxiety and worries and sadness. i wanted a life with her so bad and spent every moment thinking of her. we used to call every night and just laugh and talk about how much we liked each other. then it all began to fade and she got distant. two weeks ago she admitted that she didn’t feel the same for me as i did for her and she left. everything after that crumbled. my family had a split, my depression and anxiety has spiraled and yesterday my close grandmother that i did so much with passed away from covid. things went from finally being ok to now music is my only escape. thanks to anyone that cared to read all the way through. i just had to get things off of my chest. i miss my family, i miss my grandmother, i miss my girlfriend, i miss happiness. but i’m still holding on to hope that things will get better. and i hope things will get better for anyone else going through things right now
Esta canción me hace pensar mi pasado cuando era un niño jugaba con mi primo dios mío qué tiempos esto me hace reflexionar cuando murió mi abuela,madre solo me tengo a mi y ami perro solo quiero ir allí y sentarme y relajarme un rato.... Rayos porque estoy llorando me trae muchos recuerdos lo siento
I feel like I’m gonna go back in time when I listen to this. Precisely in 2011 when I didn’t have a care in the world, right before my life everything changed due to social media. and Black ops had its first dlc come out I was entering freshman later that year. My parents would grill outside regularly every weekend. I started collecting all the dbz movies and was playing black ops and farcry 2. I wish I can go back. My body feels like its entering that timeline again but my brain reminds me that it’s just a thought/feeling.... The Mayans predicted the world would end 2012 but I think it did. Everything started rapidly changing after that... no going back
I was born in only born in 2011 and I miss 2014-2017 best years of my life. A little kid, with no worries, now I’m just stressed and sad all the time. (Although depending on your view you could still call me a little kid now)
I feel like being the cheerful person I am, no one would expect me to listen and like songs like this. These songs help me escape. Escape from the truth. It helps me.. Feel better. I'm not doing amazing inside.
I was always the happy one that was full of jokes and tried to help everyone. But the more i grew, the more that side of me fade away. Now i lay in my bed, just listening to this music, diagnosed with depression, while i cry because my one, small and only present for my birthday is not working and i wont be able to get it till my birthday. Everything just sucks. And im really trying to continue. But its hard. Just wanted to let you know there are more people that feel same, or similiar. I hope you will be better soon. I trust you.
The only way you feel the pain you do now is if you felt something really good before. You gotta take the bad with the good. That feeling is what makes you alive, its what makes us all human. Keep your chin up.
Me too. Me too. Im sorry for the pain you're going through. I just want it to stop and I know you feel the same way.... good luck with everything, I know how hard it is
@@xtreyiq-122 pain isn't forever though, in a lot of ways it is similar to death. Something that haunts us through our lives, some more than other... much much more. In the end it will all end. All of our sorrows, all of our pain, and all of our trauma.... unfortunately we lose all of our love, happiness (however short it lasted), lovely experience with those we love. Life is a beautiful gift but one that gives us the inevitability of death. The ceasing of our gift. Life is truly cruel. Hey, we are all so lucky to be alive. we get to experience.
when they say to be yourself I was always like "well myself isnt good enough" and I would make all these versions of myself so that I could make more friends. I would talk certain ways, and act certain ways just so that I could fit in and make friends and not be lonely. but now I dont know who the real me is anymore, I don't know which version of me was the original, I also can't socialize as easy anymore because I never had the need to when I was younger because I become friends with everyone and didn't practice socializing. so please be yourself literally, don't change for someone else or other people because one day you are gonna think," who am i?" or "what kind of person am I really?" and you are gonna regret it. please listen to adults when they give tips, because 99% of the time they are true
Dude this is me exactly like I didn’t realize that I honestly don’t know who the real me is I have so many different faces for each of my friends so I can just fit in better but yet when I’m alone I just cry to myself like people ask me all the time if I’m okay or like what’s on my mind and yet the only things that would come out my mouth is just “I’m fine” or “it’s nothing” then when I do try to find out who the real me is it all goes tumbling down when people start saying things like “you’ve been acting differently” or just ignore me when I start to talk about things I actually like and it fucking sucks like all I just really want is for someone to talk to but yet I’m just to socially awkward to actually talk to someone like that so I just keep all my feelings on the inside and just put on my biggest smile and act like everything is fine
Honestly imagine ur self being the only human left on earth. And u see cars in the middle of the road with there lights on but no one to be found and it’s dark and raining. as the memories of the past flood in....... as you hear whisper of kids playing and the city’s are over grown with vines, trees, abandoned cars and buildings and you walk passed your old house and there vines growing from it and the front door is wide open and visions of your family playing in the yard as all the memories flood in..... just me
is it just me or life is geting to a point that each day keeps felling the same it keeps repeting it self over and over and again and people keep saying im heartless im just numb to it
my parents when i was young: ,,dont talk to strangers in the internet" me with 17: its the only way to tell someone how i feel cuz nobody pays attention or sees my pain
I have so many online friends because it’s so much easier to bond with someone who you can start fresh with since you don’t know them irl and there’s no cover already put up
does anyone else miss the feeling of going to school on a good sunny day and staying after school on a sunset with your friends...then again if I think about it I never had friends and those were just my dreams....but I do miss sitting on the school stair waiting for my mom to pick me up sometimes waiting for 3 hours, seeing the sun slowly going down, the wind getting slower, letting the cool air hit my face and closing my eyes....sometimes I wish I was gone...sometimes I wish I wasn't me...sometimes I wonder if anyone wishes that id disappear without a trace....do people have it worse than me....I wonder if anyone misses me...I wonder if ill ever meet my old online friends again one day....was this life a waste....or do I try to wait more...I can hear the alarm clock ringing but I don't want to get up....why is that?
I really like this song, but listening to music like this just makes me think about things I don't want to think about. And I don't think I'd like to cry tonight
Really sucks to know that all the people in the comments would be able to comfort each other and would make great friends irl, but that would never happen. Everyone reading this, you don't have to leave a like, just want to say have a great day/night, and you got this!
I know most of you won’t take the time to read this but it’s been really rough lately, I just broke up with my girlfriend yesterday, school is on my ass, I’m stuck in my room 24/7, I barely get to see family other than my mom and just life.. it hurts to be here Y’know but besides all that this makes me feel relaxed a bit sad but most likely comfortable what about you guys vent to my comment.
hey, I feel the same way my only friends are ones I met online and never irl I feel like I’m alone even thought I know I’m not. I lost all my friends who I had since kindergarten. I just feel like nobody cares. I would want someone to notice me to talk to me even if they are mean I just want someone to at least care enough about me to bully me I don’t care. I just want someone who understands me. But instead I just feel invisible.
Took 15 seconds out of my life to read this hope you’re doing better man. My friend who lives with his dad is only able to play video games with me and my other friends when he’s at his moms in Florida and he had to go back home until next year man life is crazy.
Everyday she said she loved me although we aren't in a relationship. We've broken up 2 times and she broke up with me 3 months ago but I've stayed with her ever since telling her constantly on how amazing she is. Everyday made me fall deeper in love with her and drove me crazy for her even though it felt like I shouldn't. I held her hand in classes, I gave her kisses on her face and her arms, I let her know that she means everything to me, I played on the playstation with her every single day, I held her tight everyday to keep her safe, I tried my hardest for her, I tried my hardest to win her heart back and I thought I had finally done it. So I was really confident that she really wanted me so on this very day 30th March in 2021 I asked her out. And she replies with "I don't know" that broke me entirely. Her saying that made me think about everything I had ever done was nothing to her. If she'd been lying to me this entire time and just playing with my feelings and leading me on. Since it was the end of the school day I said goodbye with no words and left to go back home. I cried on the bus next to my friend but I tried my hardest to hide it from him and that worked out. And then I moved to the seat next to us because no one was there and cried it out on that seat. I walked home listening to music and when there was no one else in sight I had cried even more. I got inside and changed my clothes and cried for hours. The amount of pain I felt was immeasurable and it really hurts. And yesterday I told her to never leave me, yet I left her. Remembering that really hit me and I've been crying ever since and its been 3 hours. I left her when I told her not to leave me. I love her so much even though she hurt me but she's given me so much life and happiness its crazy. So to leave her like this feels wrong but I can't go back to her after this. This is the 3rd time, and the last. I've given her everything and she's given me so much. I tried my best, I really did, I let her know she was the special one in my life and that I wanted her. It just all failed. I thought she wanted me. I just wish that I could've made her mine. Hope this'll teach me something. And I hope she can have the greatest life without me in it. updates: from certain time frames of each major thing that's happened. Throughout that whole year 2021 I was still talking to her and seeing her around school everyday and we'd talk often, get to a point of talking daily and so on. The same thing repeated a few times where it was about yk she sortve rejects me but she didn't let me go. Problem was I was blinded with chance and hope of being with her yk growing up and making something of it. it repeated a few times and then yk
I’m late but this sound is what I need when I’m in a reflecting mood. There’s much for me to be depressed about, but also some things to be thankful for. This music helps me find the balance as I reflect on my life: then and now.
This song reminds me of waking up early in the morning just as the sun was rising as a kid, and you walk outside and the dew is on the ground... good stuff
i’m depressed and i have no reason to be....i’m so confused. i feel alone for some reason, crying makes me feel better tho and i’m not sure why. i have a good family and i have a roof over my head but i always feel sad and i just wanna be alone. i’m scared because i feel bad for and about myself for no reason. i don’t know how to fix these feelings because i don’t know what’s causing them....
This is exactly what happened, I fell asleep to this music and then a few hours later in the night I woke up and i felt so relaxed ,this music is so healing.
Listening to this after a long day at work really helps me sleep and relax the tone of the music with the background and the slow music just relaxes me and let me remember all the good times I have had with my girlfriend and family
Hi, I'm Mike, I'm 15 (I'm turning 16 in June this year) and I came here ... I've been here before, many times, many nights. Ahhh, I think I'm too young to have felt that way, a year ago that in a way I stopped finding the happy side to the things that encouraged me before ... I knew it was wrong but I didn't know who to say it to, So I locked myself in a bubble A few months ago, and with a lot of hard work I managed to feel good again, not like before, but at least I can already deal with bigger problems in my life. I am here to tell you, if you who stopped to read this, that you are not alone, there are millions of people who understand you, do not give up, while you are alive you still have the hope of smiling spontaneously again. A hug
Right now there are people all over the world who are just like you. They're either lonely, they're missing somebody, they're depressed, they're hurt, they're scarred from the past they're having personal issues no one knows about, they have secrets you wouldn't believe. They wish, they hope, they dream. And right now, they are sitting here reading these words and I'm writing this for you so you don't feel alone anymore. Always remember don't be depressed about the past, don't worry about the future, and just focus on today. If today's not so great don't worry! Tomorrow's a new chance. If you are reading this, be sure to share this message to make others feel better. God bless you all.
Everyone is going through something, whether they say it or not. Reach out to friends, have real conversations. Listen. Let them know they have someone who cares.
“Don’t be sad they are gone Be happy you knew them and they knew you they cared about you and you cared about them they loved you you loved them you shared a bond and that bond can never be broken”
This song took me way back,before I was in middle school my brother played for his football team I was cheering him on and everything and the best part I was in the middle of the bleachers, years pass COVID hits and I was on my second year of middle school and I go back to the old bleachers there with one of my teachers listening to this song and he tells me” hey what’s wrong” I tell him “ well coach years ago my brother used to play for this team and this song took me back and it reminded me of that day where we won and we was the happiest young man ever, now he’s fighting for our country and his family and I happened to be apart of that family”
i feel like i lost someone.. dont know who i want to theyre important even tho idk who they are i want them back i feel like they died im going to keep looking im not giving up i dont want them in my life i need them in my life for now and for always i love you whoever you are where ever you are i always will even tho idk u yet
How does this track make you feel?
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sleepy
Pain
it makes me feel something lol
Sad :/💔
calm, mentally drained, and kinda stressed..?
Do you guys notice how we share our painful feelings with strangers on the internet but never with friends and family...
they just don’t understand.
@@alisharafedeen6741 ikr..
@@kristanvaningen5316 yea
People on the internet can be more relatable and understanding
my friends will be like:oop-
my family just won’t understand
this song screams my favorite quote, "lost in a world that doesn't exist..." and, "sometimes you wanna disappear but you really want to be found..."
Wanna shift with me?
@@alldanganronpacharactersst1323 ofc!
@mikayla 09 do you know how to shift?
@@alldanganronpacharactersst1323 yeah you?
Yeah
this song is like what it feels like when youre home alone and youre bored, but no one will talk to you, so you take a nap and wake up when its dark.
I’m tired of being lonely honestly it’s a hard thing to get through.
@@TFlagg1425 loneliness is like being in a dark room no one to talk to no one to look you have no idea where you are
That's literally me right now
It's like that for me a lot of the time, everyone's home but I'm alone in my room. My family all left the house for some reason and I was home alone a couple months ago and I felt so empty and lost and even when they came back I felt empty.
uhm this literally just happen to me and i just woke up. lucky for me i’m a kid so it’s depressing
To anybody reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind, clarity replace the confusion, and peace and calmness fill your life.
Thank you bro
Thank you so much
Thanks man 🙏🙏
I hope you live a good life
anyone else miss the good old days back when we use to play outside with are friends, but now were just strangers :/
Yeah everyday I miss my old relationship with family and friends now they treat me as if none of that stuff happened 😕
really, i dont find going outside and playing fun anymore, i find outside boring, my room is the thing i find "fun" to be in.
yeah
I never even really played outside, and I never even really had friends..
True i had cousins we played everyday football or bike racing lol but then until 2016 we moved to other country my cousins are in the same country but somewhere other i miss those days i wanna be a kid agian :/
Not to sound edgy but I would like to sit in the rain at night, it just seems so peaceful. All alone outside, dark and raining, cold breeze, and hot cocoa in my hands just seems like a whole mood.
Could I join too? :)
@@47dark of course, I could use some company. gets lonely quite often
Can I join? It can be a nice comfortable silence between a couple of strangers with this song in the background
@@reynakondaveeti8346 yes, you are invited to join as well :)
That sounds nice ^^ Could I bring some snacks?
The tears don't come out for some reason.
Yeah same.
Same..
ah....
@@thesomewhat.happyguy8229 time will pass but depression will stay
@@Dailyclipzzzz1.0 hah damn right it does...
A few years ago, when I was 15, my friends and I decided to skip a few classes and take a 6-hour camping trip. Once we got there, we set our tents and spent the day just talking, drinking and laughing a lot. It was fun.
Later that night, I woke up feeling a little bit dizzy, left my tent and decided to take a walk deeper into the woods. Not too far from where we were, I found another camp.
I decided to walk away as quickly as possible until I heard someone whisper "hey". I didn't want any trouble so I caught myself trying to justify being there, only to find out that person was just another teenager.
We got closer as I tried to apologize, saying I had no idea he was there. That dude physically reminded me a lot of Teddy Duchamp from the movie "Stand By Me". His name was Gabriel and he was 15 years old. His parents and little sister were inside that tent and they were there because his dad loved fishing/hunting or something like that. The point is, what I experienced after that was the best conversation of my entire life: we talked about our families, schools, girlfriends, friends, future and much more.
It was almost 5 AM when I told him I had to get back to my camp. I asked him to join my friends and I, as we were planning to go to the lake later that day and he told me he would try to convince his parents to let him go.
Leaving, he fist bumped me and joked we were oficially best friends. We both laughed.
I went back to my tent and passed out. When I woke up, I felt something was different. The sun. The trees. My friends.
We went to the lake around 3pm and had a great time. But he never got there.
Around 6 PM, I returned to that same spot to find out his family wasn't there anymore.
Today marks 6 years since I met him. I still don't know what I felt that day, but I know it was different. I don't believe in soulmates... but Idk. Even though I barely remember the sound of his voice, that changed me. This is the first time I share this story.
I've been thinking a lot about him lately. This song reminds me of that day. The feeling of that conversation, of that trip, of getting there and not finding him.
I hope you're happy, Gabe!
You were the best friend I could've ever had.
Beautiful story :)
I had a friend named Keith, we were best friends and loved to play at recess at school and I was friends with him for so long. Then his mom told my mom that he broke his bone. I never heard from Keith ever again. But he was a great friend.
This story made me cry
I saw this comment on the other video too
not your story but thanks for posting it i guess
Sometimes I just don’t wanna be here anymore I don’t wanna die but I don’t like being here I wish I could just leave take a long walk and come back eventually
finnaly, someone who understands me.
finally somebody who understands
Exactly
EXACTLY it's like I don't want to die I just want all the inequities and issues to go away
I would like that too
"If you put quotation marks around a sentence, it sounds inspirational."
-Me
"Very true my dude"
@Lucksteronhope ...
I prefer the better version
"murder is by the media, and therefor legal." - one of my sleep deprived friends
I like cheese? - crackheadmicky69 69
“Okay my Nigga”
-SSJ Javon
it hurts the most when you can't sleep, and everyone else is sleeping.
you feel so alone, like you need a hug.
Edit:wow thanks for the likes did know it was that relatable.
That is happening to me right now.
I cried so much last night. I don’t want to grow up. All the memories are leaving me. It felt like just yesterday when I was playing Minecraft with my brother who’s about to move out. And my other brother who is still in highschool.
@@oozeyy3232 damn😔 I felt the same way 2 days ago😔
shut
@@rockyy3293 okey🥵🥵🥵
seeing all these months old comments gives me shivers, this video has aged so well that is has amazing people venting to strangers in the internet. i agree with all of u, "listening to this is like all the childhood memories facing away as you sink down into the abyss" hit deeper then ever. my dad died when i was 9yrs old and ever since ive just been having very bad luck and i feel like im gonna get depression soon. love u all like my brothers and sisters. ❤️
stay strong buddy, we're all in this together. you're not alone
its werid how strangers care about u more then the people you know :]
𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚞¯\_(ツ)_/¯𝚊𝚝𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚊 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜シ︎
Es raro como las madres dicen que no hables con extraños que solo hables con conocidos o amigos pero somos de hablar mejor o expresarnos mejor al hablar con desconocidos que con gente que conozcas. Al menos a mi me pasa eso
Si estás usando un traductor te mando un saludo desde Argentina y te pido disculpas por no decir esto en inglés es solo que se me da mal
Because those strangers, know what you’re going through, they came to the same video, out of millions, because they’re searching for people like them
Ikr 😌👍
sometimes thats not true
If you are reading this and it says 70 years old, I am probably dead.
edit : damnnnn, 3k likes. Yo boys life been a dub I got into weighlifting and just yesterday I benched 175 lbs at 135 body weight.
ill be too
See you there
In the afterlife
seeya..
Wow 😔
“If we have more friends online... It makes us feel better about not having any in real life!”
-Gumball Watterson
Why is this so true I can make friends so easily online but irl it’s so hard
never got so much likes ty
I forgor he had a sir name for a second 💀🧍♀️
Don’t think I even made a friend in elementary
@@AlexZone10 welp that suks
The nostalgia absolutely drips from this song.
Your profile pic also drips of nostalgia
"Are you depressed?"
"No"
"Are you angry?"
"No"
"Are you happy?"
"No"
"Are you scared?"
"No"
"Are you worried?"
"No"
"Then how do you feel?"
"Empty"
are you okay? i really hope you are… if you need to talk to anyone, i’m always open to it. just reply to this comment and i’ll give you my discord or any other platform you have so we can talk if need be
pls take care
@@robotchassis I think he is alright. He is just lost.
Hope your okay dude...
Deppresed
i just realised how lonely i am
hh.. same.
Amen
You guys wanna be friends?
@@PsYcH253 yeah
Same..
This is like the happy childhood memories facing away as we sink into the abyss
Literally exactly the fucking feeling I'm feeling.
And learning to let go as we grow closer to new ones.
Good old memories to bad new memories
I honestly cry by myself bc I miss being a child.
yaaah
This song's vibes feel like childhood memories
and you wish you could go back one more time
facts
Same here
Indeed my friend.....
Indeed...............
Wish i can go back to when social media was not a problem and everyone loved to play outside
I wish i can go back to elementary when everthing was way too nice...
Give me a pair a headphones and a roof on Tokyo and I can listen to this song forever at night
@Jesse Panovski same :(
Yo count me in dawg
bro we the same people
You don't need to be in Tokyo, just go outside, and stay in the roof of your house.
@@marklems5894 wrong you have to be cuz in Tokyo there is Tokyo words and there are loads of lights also it's gonna be better when is raining
"We didn't know we were making memories, we were just having fun"
edit: if anybody is reading this then you should also know moving on is the best choice probably in any situation. I just commented this because I thought it matched the vibes.
"We may have been ugly back then, But at least our smiles was not fake"
Deep...
Winnie the Pooh right?
@@I-lovecats333 yeah, also holy crap I didn't know I had 242likes
@@drmz_ 243 now
This music makes me feel a way I just can't explain, almost kinda lost in wanting old memories back
Same here
Same here man
Same it’s like the saddest but happiest thing in the world. It’s like some kind of comfortable empty feeling
Yeah but not like depressed either... Just meaningless sad is the best I could describe it
Exactly that, but sometimes the memories don't exist...
I'm not depressed. I'm just lonely. Everyday I come home and play games but I wish I could talk to someone and feel genuinely excited. Listening to this made me shed some tears because I'm just laying here late at night feeling lonely. I'll just leave these stupid words here now.
i have the same problem. everyday i have the same routine and it goes by so fast. i wake up play games and boom its midnight. no one talks to me alot nor i seek out. and there i am laying in my bed in the dark listening to this wondering where it went wrong.
I feel you bro, you’re not lonely in your loneliness, keep it strong 🙏🏾💪🏾
Você já tentou escrever num diário?
Talvez ajude.
Don’t worry bro,
You have us, the strangers on the internet
I hope everything is better for you now?
"Toys are just like life, you get so excited for it then eventually just becomes boring and never fun."
-MonkeDonke
mhm
Thanks monke donke this was very inspirational
Its not like that
Me as soon a I graduated high school 🙁😶
Shit that hits hard
bruh im crying to this song she finally said i love u
congrats bro :)
:)
i don't know who you are, but congratulations
i'm proud..
Edit: yall i pulled a girl too
she is exactly like me
didnt think this would actually happen..
2nd edit: we broke up. she lost feelings.
congrats king
Gongrats, mate... atleast you got the girl you truly loved
Who's listening to this while doing homework and realizing how pointless school is and how much pain and depression it's brought upon you.
Honestly
man it sucks waking up for school everyday
Not rlly depression but ye
Yes.
omg yes
I just wanna say to you guys, look at you and all the things you have done and be happy and I want every single one of you to succeed and get the lives you deserve, even if the little things enjoy it.I want all of you to return to this next year and reply if you want how things turned out and if they were good that's great! If not I hope it gets better for you, but for me there's not much left,I miss my dad I haven't seen him in months
Edit: it has been one year and I have found my way back here with the exact feeling As I did one year ago..... let me update you guys on a few things
I have seen my dad since that comment and we seem to be getting along
Other things..... Not so much
I'm feeling that emptiness I had come back to haunt me and brought me back here.
Another thing that has changed....
I started working out about three months ago and I'm feeling great and looking great physically but mentally.....not so much
I brought a lot of laughter to my friends and family with my "jokester" personality
What I've done is made people laugh and smile and they have been glad that I've been around and got some people out of dark places
But when it comes to me I feel like I'm alone and I only have myself to deal with my problems
My mental state has had a decline even though I thought things were going so well!
Godspeed everyone....
-Sonic Corrupt
Thank you same too you! Sorry about your dad! Things will get better luv❤️
Sorry bout your dad :c Hope we'll meet here next year, and share our happiness from life! Also, I hope you doing well rn :)
Love you 🐧
I will come back someday ❤️
So sorry😔
Thank u man same to u i wish u the best
I've cried so much tears while listening to this.....
hey there. i hope you’re feeling okay. it’s going to be okay, i promise. i’m serious. if you ever need to talk to anyone, i’m always going to be available. would you like my discord or anything to talk about it?
I can’t even cry anymore that’s the part that sucks eventually u get to the point where ur just drained n can’t feel anything
Same.
Same
lol
im afraid to die. i always say i want to die, but im scared. all i want is to be able to have peace. im tired of living like this. i want to be alone, and i just want everything to be silent and quiet. forever. so i dont have to worry about school, missing assignments, anything. i just want to be able to just be free from everything. but i know i will never get that. i just want to dissapear.
edit: im back & im dealing w something else rn. so i go back to school in 8 days and im so scared bro. like my social anxiety is gonna be through the roof im so scareddd😭
I feel the same way sometimes
That's exactly how I feel.. I dont want to hurt other people.. I dont want to live.. I dont want to die.. I just wanna disappear and just live in the quiet..
I feel the complete same way
it just gets worse after school
𝔻𝕠𝕟𝕥 𝕓𝕖 𝕒𝕗𝕣𝕒𝕚𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕕𝕚𝕖
This is my comfort song. No matter how many times I listen to it I never get sick of it. I’ve listened to this song and thought of so many different things. I absolutely love this song, it feels like I’m sitting on a rooftop in Tokyo, the wind lightly blowing on a rainy night as my tears blend in with the rain. I can’t explain how this song feels, but it reminds me of my best memories.
This song man, this song… The feelings it gives me are indescribable. It makes me feels emptiness. The slow and the simple but absolutely depressing melody makes me think of the universe and so many sad vibes and makes me think and think and think. I don’t know how to describe it. This is the song That would play if the world was completely empty and it was just me in loneliness.
i’m tired of living everyday on repeat.
@Khandro Tashi yeah same. wake up, eat, social media, sleep, repeat
🗿🗿 Well don’t do the same shit everyday then
I feel the same.
It’s not always good to have friends
Yea killing demons over and over again can be boring
To everyone here who is feeling alone, I will be your friend. There’s so many people who are struggling with this pain like I am, you aren’t alone. I love you, you’re doing amazing! And i’m so proud of you for taking these steps and fighting this pain.
thanks :))
Thanks 😊
Made me happy for once
Thanks
You’re not my friend your some random person online and you don’t love me I don’t know you and you don’t know me and that’s ok
Me: **listening to this song trying to sleep**
Ad: *WrItInGs NoT tHaT eAsY*
Lol
skip everything to the end (with the red circle thing) and press replay
boom all ads gone and you can listen in peace
THE EXACT SAME ADD POP OUT TO ME TOO LOL
just get an adblocker lol, i recommend ublock
Lmao
Does anyone else feel like their childhood is slipping away, like you can’t do anything about it but look back on memories?
no i feel like my childhood was stolen from me
Litterly 90% of my tears are from my childhood i lost it at the end of 2019 :(
Exactly that is how I feel. I have found my self since the past year searching for objects , toys and all kinds of stuff that in a way are connected to my childhood and when I see them I remember feelings, memories, smells , smiles . Brings to tears because of melancholy. I still believe that this is a form for me to try and relieve a strong happy feeling of those days because now I dont have it
I look back on how life was simpler
Not filled with depression bullies or family problems
This song makes me remember alot in the past.. Alot of dumb choices and broken promises.
My dad just passed away too..
may your dad rest in peace,he still loves you!i wish you the best,stay safe❤️
@@dominik1728 Bless your soul
Damn bro I’m sorry to hear that man :( well my brother (bsf) jack passed away 5 years ago and I miss him he would always make me laugh and smile when I’m not feeling good jus so yk bro keep ur head up bro💕
@@anthonypacheco9095 im so sorry dude. Keep your heads up 2👑
Rip
trauma. my trauma is a nightmare I cant awake from. the swirling pattern of an endless tornado fits perfectly my painful headaches. When will this end? haven't I suffered enough?
Pain is inevitable, time does not cure it, it endures it. People hurt each other without knowing it. So as long as humanity exist. So will hatred. There is no true peace in this accursed world.
I always ask myself that last bit you said. Ive suffered for so long with this sadness and pain which is slowly swallowing me and i alway come back to the questions “haven’t I suffered enough” I honestly dont know when thing will get brighter and happier, i guess im just taking each day as it goes and let it lead me somewhere because im so lost at this point of my life
Pain is temporary, but remember swag and monke are forever
@@nico2138 thank you. I appreciate you wise one
@@nico2138 o wise disciple of monke, what has brought you upon this land?
I was gonna come just cuz i liked the music, now im here thinking about life during class
same
yeah im doing that rn
Come?
@@cherrycherryton4976 no. Not that come.
@@zaid4411 lol sorry
Past few months I have been playing this nearly every single night to help me drift off to sleep and now I can't sleep without it, it'll send me off the second I hear the tune, complete peace
Imagine there was a well. And your so called friends push you down that well. What do you do. Most people do nothing and try to live on with their life under the well. Some act smart and fix the ripped rope that leads up. Some act tough and climb the rocks towards the surface. Some have friends who pull them up. The people who pull you up are real ones. They are hard to find but once found and x marks the spot. You find the treasure chest filled with gold. What if there was an alternative way to get out. Some dive deeper into the well, and open the hinge at the bottom. It leads to two circumstances. One takes them all the way down to death. That's what the people who gave up chose. The others take a right when no one believes in them and they go out all bloody. There are a bunch of ways to get out of the well. Most people don't know how. You remember the times you played cod zombies with the boys until 3 am and they kept reviving you after you got knocked 30 times. They enjoyed playing with you but they don't like you anymore since you didn't change. Life is all about change. Whatever stays the same ends up boring. That's why no one plays a bunch of these games. Life is a test. We all take the 100 in front of us instead of the 10000 a mile away. We don't get stuff handed and given. We earn it. If you guys wanna subscribe to my channel feel free too. My name is Nova. Peace!
Damn bro im actually crying thanks for this😔
Damn that hit hella hard
Wow what a nice message🚶🏽♂️
@@xert3504 grape 💯
I cried
Imagine this:
*You decided to go skateboarding for a while in the dark while it’s raining. You love rain! So you jump on your skateboard and start skateboarding in the dark. There’s no cars, people’s house lights are on. And your all alone thinking everything that’s going on in your life. This song is playing in your headphones on blast while you skateboard until it’s almost sunrise*
Very unrealistic for me bc I don't know how to ride a skateboard and so isolated in my house never going anywhere, also I don't think I'd be able to stay out that late/early. But I'd LOVE to do that some day when I'm finally free from my house maybe! I'm thinking of trying rollerblading some time soon, maybe I can try this on the bicycle trail here.😁 Thank you for the idea bro, I hope I can achieve it! Have a nice rest of your day/night!
Actually something that I do feequently
I can relate to this a lot cuz I go out skateboarding at night in the rain and my old board is so water logged lol but yeah it's nice to have no one saying "do a kickflip" but it's just you thinking about your memories...yeah🥹
Listening to this song, it makes me remember when I played with my grandma... she passed away when I was 4/5 years old... my grandpa just passed away..
I’m so sorry for ur loss🙏🏾 if u need anything plz reach out to me I’m here to help anyone and everyone
so sorry…
Ayo this so really sorry to hear bro.
I'm sorry for your lost
Sad to hear man. Dont worry, be strong my grandpa passed away when i was 6.... I loved him so much but... Things happen... Be strong okay?
Sorry man💔
I miss my childhood.. My friends... i miss the times I wouldn't be so stressed out over life and would be so carefree, the breeze in my hair, its a hot summer evening, the sun is slowly going down but its still in the sky as well.. i just take all the scenery in all at once, the smell of pine trees, burning wood, and just nature in general... the best time to be alive... The Summer of 18' and 19' will always be my favorite (and I guess 21' as well) i want to go back to my carefree self... please take me back...
This song brings emotions you never thought you had, brings back memories from deep inside where you never thought they would resurface. This song sparks joy with the melodies and also fear, sadness and the realization that you are not alone but still lonely. I feel at peace listening to this. I feel like I’m struggling to get up from under water, drowning, but am at a state of calm. This song reminds me that within any amount of chaos there is calm to be found, you just need to know how to look for it.
Always look for peace no matter the circumstances. Always go back and search deep in your mind for you will find calm.
“Our young generation is clearly lost man.”
Facts
How??? Bro depression has existed for thousands of years
@@slurples149 it’s a meme with this sound bozo
Fun fact : it's right.
Fun fact : it's not fun.
George Floyd a truly inspirational man
I hope things get better soon for all of us
Ye man ❤️
Hopefully 😕
Ty :)
they will, if you let it
Thank you kind person
*"when i'm crying in this earth, everyone's laughing, but when i leave the earth, everyone is crying while i am smiling."*
Im not happy. Im not sad. I feel like the quiet villian. The one who feels pain, but is happy with others. The one who doesnt whant to be a villian.
Of all the comments I've seen, I relate to this one the most. Maybe not as a villain, but just as a side character that everybody forgets about. They get introduced and everybody likes them for a bit, but they show up less and less and after a while, you just never see them again.
@@bevvvy1374 it’s good to know there are other ppl that feel this way
was going to like your comment because i completely understand but then i seen that it has 69 likes and thought to myself “nice”
Damn .
@@bevvvy1374 right?
Can I just say one thing to all of you I'm so fucking proud of y'all I just thought someone might of needed to hear that ❤️
I’m so proud of you, and guess what you’re an amazing human being. ❤️
Thank you kind human, have a nice day ❤️
@@RookieSkater of course!, any time! ❤️
Thank you
Brighter times will always arrive!
I wanna go back to the old times.
Same :(
Capaz los viejos tiempos lo vemos como un lindo recuerdo que no queremos repetir por algunas razones... Pero sin duda es muchísimo mejor que estos tiempos...
@diego riojas yep
september of 2020, exactly a year ago today, i met my girlfriend. she changed how i felt. having her constantly took away social anxiety and worries and sadness. i wanted a life with her so bad and spent every moment thinking of her. we used to call every night and just laugh and talk about how much we liked each other. then it all began to fade and she got distant. two weeks ago she admitted that she didn’t feel the same for me as i did for her and she left. everything after that crumbled. my family had a split, my depression and anxiety has spiraled and yesterday my close grandmother that i did so much with passed away from covid. things went from finally being ok to now music is my only escape. thanks to anyone that cared to read all the way through. i just had to get things off of my chest. i miss my family, i miss my grandmother, i miss my girlfriend, i miss happiness. but i’m still holding on to hope that things will get better. and i hope things will get better for anyone else going through things right now
Stay strong, life is tough and not everyone can take it.
when i can drive i am definitely going late night drives with this song playing in the back ground
yessss
I can tell you rn, it's worth it. You're gonna love it. =)
Same!
corona made me unable to finish driving exams, but once I get my license bro im doing this 24/7 !
it is so worth it i got my own car last year im 16 and driving late just letting your mind flow is so relaxing, its a feeling like no other.
As someone suggested in the previous video, a 1 hour version of school rooftop.
I am starting to regret everything bad I did😞 cya guys
My favorite conspiracy theory is that everything is going to be ok
Everything will be alright man. Its okay to be sad..
I will think about it 😢
Esta canción me hace pensar mi pasado cuando era un niño jugaba con mi primo dios mío qué tiempos esto me hace reflexionar cuando murió mi abuela,madre solo me tengo a mi y ami perro solo quiero ir allí y sentarme y relajarme un rato.... Rayos porque estoy llorando me trae muchos recuerdos lo siento
“When I needed a hug the most...nobody was there..”
-Me
Do u nid one? 'Cause i Do . . (o´･_･`)っ
This isn’t exactly related to your comment, but the best hugs are when both people are in need of one because then both sides are true
there are always one person !
I am sorry 😞 i just can't
"Where are all the people that promised to be here for me and to never leave"
-Me
I finally found it……. This song… is so relaxing 😌
I feel like I’m gonna go back in time when I listen to this. Precisely in 2011 when I didn’t have a care in the world, right before my life everything changed due to social media.
and Black ops had its first dlc come out I was entering freshman later that year.
My parents would grill outside regularly every weekend. I started collecting all the dbz movies and was playing black ops and farcry 2.
I wish I can go back. My body feels like its entering that timeline again but my brain reminds me that it’s just a thought/feeling....
The Mayans predicted the world would end 2012 but I think it did. Everything started rapidly changing after that... no going back
man there's no good games to play 😔
je n'ai même pas de nostalgie, je n'ai jamais assez apprécié ma vie pour ça.
man u right stay safe !!
Why did i dream about seeing your comment not that long ago wtf damn 😨
I was born in only born in 2011 and I miss 2014-2017 best years of my life. A little kid, with no worries, now I’m just stressed and sad all the time.
(Although depending on your view you could still call me a little kid now)
I feel like being the cheerful person I am, no one would expect me to listen and like songs like this. These songs help me escape. Escape from the truth. It helps me.. Feel better. I'm not doing amazing inside.
I was always the happy one that was full of jokes and tried to help everyone. But the more i grew, the more that side of me fade away. Now i lay in my bed, just listening to this music, diagnosed with depression, while i cry because my one, small and only present for my birthday is not working and i wont be able to get it till my birthday. Everything just sucks. And im really trying to continue. But its hard. Just wanted to let you know there are more people that feel same, or similiar. I hope you will be better soon. I trust you.
im so tired of being in pain this shit sucks
The only way you feel the pain you do now is if you felt something really good before. You gotta take the bad with the good. That feeling is what makes you alive, its what makes us all human. Keep your chin up.
let me tell you this quote i made "Don't fear death but instead fear pain because pain is forever."-Me
Me too. Me too. Im sorry for the pain you're going through. I just want it to stop and I know you feel the same way.... good luck with everything, I know how hard it is
@@xtreyiq-122 pain isn't forever though, in a lot of ways it is similar to death. Something that haunts us through our lives, some more than other... much much more. In the end it will all end. All of our sorrows, all of our pain, and all of our trauma.... unfortunately we lose all of our love, happiness (however short it lasted), lovely experience with those we love. Life is a beautiful gift but one that gives us the inevitability of death. The ceasing of our gift. Life is truly cruel. Hey, we are all so lucky to be alive. we get to experience.
Pain goes, when u pass it to another person
when they say to be yourself I was always like "well myself isnt good enough" and I would make all these versions of myself so that I could make more friends. I would talk certain ways, and act certain ways just so that I could fit in and make friends and not be lonely. but now I dont know who the real me is anymore, I don't know which version of me was the original, I also can't socialize as easy anymore because I never had the need to when I was younger because I become friends with everyone and didn't practice socializing. so please be yourself literally, don't change for someone else or other people because one day you are gonna think," who am i?" or "what kind of person am I really?" and you are gonna regret it. please listen to adults when they give tips, because 99% of the time they are true
Exactly the same for me
Dude this is me exactly like I didn’t realize that I honestly don’t know who the real me is I have so many different faces for each of my friends so I can just fit in better but yet when I’m alone I just cry to myself like people ask me all the time if I’m okay or like what’s on my mind and yet the only things that would come out my mouth is just “I’m fine” or “it’s nothing” then when I do try to find out who the real me is it all goes tumbling down when people start saying things like “you’ve been acting differently” or just ignore me when I start to talk about things I actually like and it fucking sucks like all I just really want is for someone to talk to but yet I’m just to socially awkward to actually talk to someone like that so I just keep all my feelings on the inside and just put on my biggest smile and act like everything is fine
Honestly imagine ur self being the only human left on earth. And u see cars in the middle of the road with there lights on but no one to be found and it’s dark and raining. as the memories of the past flood in....... as you hear whisper of kids playing and the city’s are over grown with vines, trees, abandoned cars and buildings and you walk passed your old house and there vines growing from it and the front door is wide open and visions of your family playing in the yard as all the memories flood in..... just me
Ooh now that's some sort of vibe you just created
@@gusfringonlyfans he sure did lol
I would be terrified. I hate being alone. Let's my thoughts take over.
The memory's would be to much and I would probably kill myself in a week if that happened
Man you should be a story writer oh and nice name
why does this make me really think about my childhood, I never usually show my emotions but this song brings it all out :/
is it just me or life is geting to a point that each day keeps felling the same it keeps repeting it self over and over and again and people keep saying im heartless im just numb to it
Took the words out of my mouth I just don’t feel anything anymore but it still hurts.
Relatable
When i start feeling i feel every day from how the same
youll be ok
BITES ZA DUSTO
my parents when i was young: ,,dont talk to strangers in the internet"
me with 17: its the only way to tell someone how i feel cuz nobody pays attention or sees my pain
Hope you're doing better bro
I can tell a lot from your pfp. Hope we all get better bro
I have so many online friends because it’s so much easier to bond with someone who you can start fresh with since you don’t know them irl and there’s no cover already put up
Damn bro... facts :((
that’s so true
This hits different when your gonna go to sleep and your in a bad mood. Wish others a good day/night ❤
almost 2 years and i been listening to this every night just so i can sleep,thank you
everyone is talking about sad stuff but I find this really chill
Facts
You ain't speaking fax, you are the fax machine
@@gusfringonlyfans nah he a facts factory matter a fact he’s a fact industry
does anyone else miss the feeling of going to school on a good sunny day and staying after school on a sunset with your friends...then again if I think about it I never had friends and those were just my dreams....but I do miss sitting on the school stair waiting for my mom to pick me up sometimes waiting for 3 hours, seeing the sun slowly going down, the wind getting slower, letting the cool air hit my face and closing my eyes....sometimes I wish I was gone...sometimes I wish I wasn't me...sometimes I wonder if anyone wishes that id disappear without a trace....do people have it worse than me....I wonder if anyone misses me...I wonder if ill ever meet my old online friends again one day....was this life a waste....or do I try to wait more...I can hear the alarm clock ringing but I don't want to get up....why is that?
Tf is ur pfp
@@CTSFOIIII chicken
Hope your ok
Bro why all this is relatable... :( u made all good points
I prefer rainy days but yeah the sunset is amazing when walking home alone
I really like this song, but listening to music like this just makes me think about things I don't want to think about. And I don't think I'd like to cry tonight
It's okay baby, when you crying it out you're healing, it's okay to feel sad. Cry it out and don't be to harsh on yourself.
Really sucks to know that all the people in the comments would be able to comfort each other and would make great friends irl, but that would never happen. Everyone reading this, you don't have to leave a like, just want to say have a great day/night, and you got this!
It’s weird how we are all so alone yet all connected. peace and love to you all ❤️
I know most of you won’t take the time to read this but it’s been really rough lately, I just broke up with my girlfriend yesterday, school is on my ass, I’m stuck in my room 24/7, I barely get to see family other than my mom and just life.. it hurts to be here Y’know but besides all that this makes me feel relaxed a bit sad but most likely comfortable what about you guys vent to my comment.
😔
I feel you I live with my dad and I wish I could also live with my mom. It sucks I don’t get to see her much so I cherish tho moments.
@@-clutch-216 it used to be like that for me before I was enrolled in school
hey, I feel the same way my only friends are ones I met online and never irl I feel like I’m alone even thought I know I’m not. I lost all my friends who I had since kindergarten. I just feel like nobody cares. I would want someone to notice me to talk to me even if they are mean I just want someone to at least care enough about me to bully me I don’t care. I just want someone who understands me. But instead I just feel invisible.
Took 15 seconds out of my life to read this hope you’re doing better man. My friend who lives with his dad is only able to play video games with me and my other friends when he’s at his moms in Florida and he had to go back home until next year man life is crazy.
Everyday she said she loved me although we aren't in a relationship. We've broken up 2 times and she broke up with me 3 months ago but I've stayed with her ever since telling her constantly on how amazing she is. Everyday made me fall deeper in love with her and drove me crazy for her even though it felt like I shouldn't. I held her hand in classes, I gave her kisses on her face and her arms, I let her know that she means everything to me, I played on the playstation with her every single day, I held her tight everyday to keep her safe, I tried my hardest for her, I tried my hardest to win her heart back and I thought I had finally done it. So I was really confident that she really wanted me so on this very day 30th March in 2021 I asked her out. And she replies with "I don't know" that broke me entirely. Her saying that made me think about everything I had ever done was nothing to her. If she'd been lying to me this entire time and just playing with my feelings and leading me on. Since it was the end of the school day I said goodbye with no words and left to go back home. I cried on the bus next to my friend but I tried my hardest to hide it from him and that worked out. And then I moved to the seat next to us because no one was there and cried it out on that seat. I walked home listening to music and when there was no one else in sight I had cried even more. I got inside and changed my clothes and cried for hours. The amount of pain I felt was immeasurable and it really hurts. And yesterday I told her to never leave me, yet I left her. Remembering that really hit me and I've been crying ever since and its been 3 hours. I left her when I told her not to leave me. I love her so much even though she hurt me but she's given me so much life and happiness its crazy. So to leave her like this feels wrong but I can't go back to her after this. This is the 3rd time, and the last. I've given her everything and she's given me so much. I tried my best, I really did, I let her know she was the special one in my life and that I wanted her. It just all failed. I thought she wanted me. I just wish that I could've made her mine. Hope this'll teach me something. And I hope she can have the greatest life without me in it.
updates: from certain time frames of each major thing that's happened.
Throughout that whole year 2021 I was still talking to her and seeing her around school everyday and we'd talk often, get to a point of talking daily and so on. The same thing repeated a few times where it was about yk she sortve rejects me but she didn't let me go. Problem was I was blinded with chance and hope of being with her yk growing up and making something of it. it repeated a few times and then yk
Bro just keep your head up your gonna get through all this
How's your mental health been doing since?
Hey dude, I'm in the same situation, if u wanna talk I'm here for you
Low key going through the same situation, but you’ll get better. Stay strong king 🫂 💕
I feel you bro.. you might be okay now since this is 5 months after but things work will work one day. if it hasnt already
listen to this on a rainy day in the morning or night hits really really hard, i get a lot of memories 🥺
Being alone doesn't always feel lonely and we can still feel lonely when we aren't alone, usually even more lonely.
I’m late but this sound is what I need when I’m in a reflecting mood. There’s much for me to be depressed about, but also some things to be thankful for. This music helps me find the balance as I reflect on my life: then and now.
This song makes me feel at peace, as if I'm in a moment I haven't lived yet...
This song reminds me of waking up early in the morning just as the sun was rising as a kid, and you walk outside and the dew is on the ground... good stuff
taking a nap listening to this song while crying
@@skie3110 fr
@@skie3110 fr
i’m depressed and i have no reason to be....i’m so confused.
i feel alone for some reason, crying makes me feel better tho and i’m not sure why.
i have a good family and i have a roof over my head but i always feel sad and i just wanna be alone. i’m scared because i feel bad for and about myself for no reason. i don’t know how to fix these feelings because i don’t know what’s causing them....
Me and you both
Psalm 18:2
Depression doesn’t always have a cause. It is a disorder
same but why me ? im just 14...
@@prod.ant1q age doesn’t matter
Honestly I’m just to scared to love I push them away before they do it to me
The things you lost is the same thing that can stop that pain. ¿?Ø
For realll dude I like never make friends because the more people you let into your life the more that can just waltz right out 😕
why? thats pointless
I have friends, but I never hang out because.. well idk, so I think they aren't even really my friends - just people who I know
This is exactly what happened, I fell asleep to this music and then a few hours later in the night I woke up and i felt so relaxed ,this music is so healing.
This song makes me feel like I’m flying with the clouds on a rainy day.
Listening to this after a long day at work really helps me sleep and relax the tone of the music with the background and the slow music just relaxes me and let me remember all the good times I have had with my girlfriend and family
Thank you for your service
You are a strong men! stay healthy
Hi, I'm Mike, I'm 15 (I'm turning 16 in June this year) and I came here ... I've been here before, many times, many nights. Ahhh, I think I'm too young to have felt that way, a year ago that in a way I stopped finding the happy side to the things that encouraged me before ... I knew it was wrong but I didn't know who to say it to, So I locked myself in a bubble A few months ago, and with a lot of hard work I managed to feel good again, not like before, but at least I can already deal with bigger problems in my life. I am here to tell you, if you who stopped to read this, that you are not alone, there are millions of people who understand you, do not give up, while you are alive you still have the hope of smiling spontaneously again. A hug
Oof, translator sucks Xd
(I speak in Spanish, but im lazzy to write all that, soo i use the voice command in the translator)
Hah thats funny I turn 16 next month! Happy late birthday I suppose
Es tarde pero feliz cumpleaños y un saludo desde Argentina espero que la estes pasando bien donde sea que estes :)
Ngl I almost cried reading this thanks ur amazing
hi mike shattering truth of reality don’t wanna be mean if ur depressed don’t show it it makes u more sad keep it inside until u can get over it
I don't really get melancholic vibes from this like a lot of others do, I just find this really peaceful and calm
I really like rain like rain just gives a nice mood. Idk I just wanna have a nice walk in it and when I’m alone or sad that’s what I wanna do
Haha same, I've always loved rain, I just want to walk in the rain by myself
ok
Wait you wanna fawk rain 🤨☝️
@@erinsweeney3590 NOOO😭 I’m editing it rn 😦
I love rain because nobody see me crying
This song reminds me of walking outside on Christmas looking at all the lights and decoration 👌
This song makes me wanna stand in the middle of traffic looking up at the sky with the rain dripping down my face to hide the tears
Damn
Damn
Damn
Damn
Damn
Right now there are people all over the world who are just like you. They're either lonely, they're missing somebody, they're depressed, they're hurt, they're scarred from the past they're having personal issues no one knows about, they have secrets you wouldn't believe. They wish, they hope, they dream. And right now, they are sitting here reading these words and I'm writing this for you so you don't feel alone anymore. Always remember don't be depressed about the past, don't worry about the future, and just focus on today. If today's not so great don't worry! Tomorrow's a new chance. If you are reading this, be sure to share this message to make others feel better. God bless you all.
The air is so fresh in my room while I listen to this.
Its as if,
The world is good.
Everyone is going through something, whether they say it or not. Reach out to friends, have real conversations. Listen. Let them know they have someone who cares.
“My mommy is the best mommy in the whole world!” Turns into “oh, my mom?…she’s like a stranger to me…”
damn...
Deep...
Dammm
Eeee cold asf, no cap tho damn
Bro thats deep..
“Don’t be sad they are gone Be happy you knew them and they knew you they cared about you and you cared about them they loved you you loved them you shared a bond and that bond can never be broken”
This song took me way back,before I was in middle school my brother played for his football team I was cheering him on and everything and the best part I was in the middle of the bleachers, years pass COVID hits and I was on my second year of middle school and I go back to the old bleachers there with one of my teachers listening to this song and he tells me” hey what’s wrong” I tell him “ well coach years ago my brother used to play for this team and this song took me back and it reminded me of that day where we won and we was the happiest young man ever, now he’s fighting for our country and his family and I happened to be apart of that family”
i feel like i lost someone..
dont know who
i want to
theyre important
even tho idk who they are
i want them back
i feel like they died
im going to keep looking
im not giving up
i dont want them in my life
i need them in my life
for now and for always
i love you
whoever you are
where ever you are
i always will
even tho idk u yet
This is the most dumbest thing I have ever read..
@@Alex13026 sorry :)
Brandon
It’s not stupid. They’re just expressing themselves.
Camila Uchiha
Don’t listen to him
I think it was relatable :) 🖤
Don’t give up
@@coolestloser5341 thank u!!🖤
This song makes me want to just go out on my porch in the dark, while hearing the rain fall down.. just sitting back and realizing everything