same, I just recently read the book. I knew that they were going to die (partly because of how I was introduced to the book), but it didn't hit me until about the middle of the book, THEY ARE GOING TO DIE. my favourite character, Mateo, is going to die. I was super sad when Mateo died. I almost cried too, I'm not the one to get emotional over books, but it's so hard not to.
I only finished it today. I got on the first of November and I just started bawling because although I knew that they would both die it still hurt, especially Mateo's death and how Rufus reacted.
SO AWESOME OH MY GOD I have been having the fattest fixation on this book and I'm so happy about this animatic because it's absolutely adorable and I'm genuinely sobbing
THIS IS SO UNDERRATED I LOVE YOUR ARTSTYLE!! i’m honestly really impressed on how you summarised the book in this and i love how you draw this scenes, this is honestly really good that i don’t know what to say
I've heard the name of this book somewhere and because of this video I intend to research it further. I find it romantically tragic how them finding each other made them live their lives to the extreme, at the same time that it marked their end, reminds me of a Greek tragedy.
Let me be delusional and pretend that they’re still alive and happy and well and gay and happy. This is absolutely amazing though, the art is stunning and I almost cried after remembering how aggressively I annotated that book.
I really do not know how im just now seeing this, but its been over a year since i finished that book and i still cry about it today (I WAS JUST CRYING ABOUT THE OTHER BOOK) This animatic was wonderful and made me emotional again.
Man, every time I see something about they both die in the end, I want to resist clicking it, or reading it, or seeing it. But I can’t, it’s just too good. But it’s also so sad. 😭😭♥ And this, this is awesome. Easily the best thing from they both die in the end I’ve seen yet. Thank you so much for making this 🥺🥺🫶🫶🫶 (even if if my emotions are in a corner sobbing rn) *aggressively cries after watching it again*
The absolute pain this very book made me feel. Even though it's condensed, watching this made me feel like I was experiencing the book all over again. I read The First to Die at the End, which is the prequel. That book shattered me. I'd say that is my favorite book, which The Song of Achilles coming in second and They Both Die at the End as third. I loved this video so much!!
I remember reading this book some time back and I remember I finished it in less than a day and when American Pie was mentioned in the book, I finished the rest of the book listening to it in the background. Idk what possessed me to do that tho cuz the heart break was especially spicy after that- pretty sure I had an existential crisis after that 💀
This brought back a lot of feelings I felt for this story that I’ve hidden away. I know it’s just fictional, I know it’s just a book, but goddam it is so unfair. I feel guilty for their deaths somehow. I could have prevented it even though all I did was flip pages in a book. I feel so deeply attached to every single character (except the assholes) even though I know they aren’t real. In some imaginary part of my world, they’re still alive and happy today.
both this song and this book have devastating personal meanings to me. idk why the youtube algorithm recommended it to me, but thank you for the cathartic cry. your art is beautiful.
Amazing art, animations, sound effects and the song fits so well! I love the quotes and you really managed to capture the feelings you get when you read the book :] Keep doing what makes you happy and take care of yourself. You're awesome
THIS WAS BEAUTIFUL OH MY GOSH literally healed my heart and I’m still a mess after reading that ending… please tell me they found each other in the afterlife and lived happily for entirety 💔❤️🩹 but for real dude this is gorgeous oh my gosh,, with American Pie in the background?? Stoppp so perfect 🥹
was looking for a playlist to listen to while i read "The first to die at the end" (second book) came across this and bawled my eyes out this was beautiful!
I read this in december this year and ive reread this book twice alrady EVERY TIME I CRY AND THIS VIDEO MADE ME CRY I LOVED IT SO MUCH MAD RESPECT TO YOUR ART SKILLS DUDE
wow, this is amazing. i just finished the book last night and i want to cry about it so bad. by reading it it made me feel like i actually lost someone. also, the way you had it animated to American pie, i can't. it's too good.
Darnit, just start was already heart wrenching😭. Omg I loved this story and I am glad the friend I introduced it to sent me this animatic. Keep it up👍✨
I loved this video so much I had to watch it twice!! I personally listened to the audiobook version only and watching this I could almost hear the actors speaking those quotes and it just put me back into the story so hard. Like I’m on the verge of tears this is such a good animatic! The thing I love and “hate” about this story is that the journey of Rufus & Mateo is so compelling and engaging and then your left on their death and it’s so sad and it’s almost like the book leaves you in a state of mourning for these characters without any follow up. It’s very bittersweet. And whenever I revisit this story I always think “what if Mateo just stayed in bed with Rufus” but I guess then the story wouldn’t have as much impact. Ahhhhh!!! NOW I’M EMOTIONALLY DAMAGED AGAIN!!!!🥲😭💔
I would have to agree with you on that. I thoroughly enjoyed the story and the development between these characters; however, that ending left me unsatisfied and utterly brokenhearted. But as much as we want there to be alternate ending, or even just a little bit more to it than their abrupt deaths, we knew it was coming. It was iterated several times throughout the book that people like themselves live out their last days with the hope that they’d be the exception, but no one has ever accomplished this. I guess, in a way, our blind hope for them to live on made their demise that much more devastating in the end.
I haven’t been able to find a trace of this book anywhere. It is seriously gorgeous and beautifully written. Thank you for creating this beautiful work of art.
ohhh i was not expecting this. its two and a half years since i read this as my first queer featuring story and i still have my favorite quotes saved in my photo album... im gonna go read it again and come back to this but i would like to say now this is an amazing thing to make. !!!!!
Oh my god i loved this so much, i love this book with all my heart and it always bring me back to myself. I really adored your animatic, it made me feel things and deeply desire to read that incredible book again! thank you so much for the amazing work
I remember first reading this book around 3 years ago and it was book that I loved so much that I couldn’t stop thinking about for a while. It is one of the few books that I remember by name and seeing 2:10 honestly hurt more considering how the book ends (´＿｀。)
oh, how my heart weeps and cheers!!!!! I remember finishing this book a few years ago and loving it so, so much. I also read the last few chapters with American Pie playing in the background (suggested by a fellow TBDATE lover.)
This book holds such a special place in my heart. It was the first LGBT book I’d ever read, and sparked my love of romance and queer stories. Thank you for reminding me of this amazing book with your amazing art ❤️
I absolutely love the video! man i'm still coping after finishing the book :') though i have one small remark, doesn't rufus canonically have a buzz cut? it said so im page 330 on the book
Yes, you’re absolutely right. I guess I took some creative liberty in imagining the characters. I appreciate you pointing that out though, thank you! 😊
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I remember reading this book last year. It was beautiful and I knew they were gonna die but I still was sobbing.
Even with that title, I didn’t want to believe they were going to die. They kept talking about being possible exceptions, and I was coping so hard 🥹
At first, i almost didn't care, but by the end i literally couldn't believe they were dead 😭 i wanted to cry so bad it was such a good book 😢
same, I just recently read the book. I knew that they were going to die (partly because of how I was introduced to the book), but it didn't hit me until about the middle of the book, THEY ARE GOING TO DIE. my favourite character, Mateo, is going to die.
I was super sad when Mateo died. I almost cried too, I'm not the one to get emotional over books, but it's so hard not to.
I only finished it today. I got on the first of November and I just started bawling because although I knew that they would both die it still hurt, especially Mateo's death and how Rufus reacted.
Sobbing my eyes out vomiting crying coughing falling down the stairs screaming sobbi-
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don't mind me. I'll be crying in the corner
Ima join you 😭
Dont leave me out lemme come with 🥲
im coming too :')
Me too
Same this book had me balling my eyes out
SO AWESOME OH MY GOD I have been having the fattest fixation on this book and I'm so happy about this animatic because it's absolutely adorable and I'm genuinely sobbing
THIS IS SO UNDERRATED I LOVE YOUR ARTSTYLE!! i’m honestly really impressed on how you summarised the book in this and i love how you draw this scenes, this is honestly really good that i don’t know what to say
you never cease to impress me. this was such a beautiful representation of the book fumm. this is art in its truest form 🥹🫶🏼
I've heard the name of this book somewhere and because of this video I intend to research it further. I find it romantically tragic how them finding each other made them live their lives to the extreme, at the same time that it marked their end, reminds me of a Greek tragedy.
"I would have loved you if we had more time" BAWLING
you had no right. i just finished crying over the book, i come on youtube and this is the first thing i see? i'm crying again, thank you very much.
Same
This was so good dude I’m literally crying
Let me be delusional and pretend that they’re still alive and happy and well and gay and happy. This is absolutely amazing though, the art is stunning and I almost cried after remembering how aggressively I annotated that book.
Im gonna be delulu with you 🙃
Im also gonna be delulu with you 🙃
I’m also also gonna be delulu with you 🙃
I'm also also also gonna be delulu with you 🙃
I'm also also also also gonna be delulu with you 🙃
American Pie will forever remind me of this book
*CRIES*
That’s it.
That’s all you get.
…
That was so good…
THIS IS SO UNDERRATED. THIS IS MY NEW FAV ANIMATIC!
I really do not know how im just now seeing this, but its been over a year since i finished that book and i still cry about it today (I WAS JUST CRYING ABOUT THE OTHER BOOK)
This animatic was wonderful and made me emotional again.
Man, every time I see something about they both die in the end, I want to resist clicking it, or reading it, or seeing it. But I can’t, it’s just too good. But it’s also so sad. 😭😭♥
And this, this is awesome. Easily the best thing from they both die in the end I’ve seen yet. Thank you so much for making this 🥺🥺🫶🫶🫶 (even if if my emotions are in a corner sobbing rn)
*aggressively cries after watching it again*
I still can’t describe how good this is ♥♥ saved it my favorite playlist and subscribe, ima go binge watch ur other stuff :33 🤸♀🤸♀
The absolute pain this very book made me feel. Even though it's condensed, watching this made me feel like I was experiencing the book all over again.
I read The First to Die at the End, which is the prequel. That book shattered me. I'd say that is my favorite book, which The Song of Achilles coming in second and They Both Die at the End as third.
I loved this video so much!!
dude- i chucked this book at the wall last night when i finished reading it T-T DONT MAKE ME CRY AGAIN GOD DANG IT
I started crying before I clicked on this, im still so emotional from this book
I remember reading this book some time back and I remember I finished it in less than a day and when American Pie was mentioned in the book, I finished the rest of the book listening to it in the background. Idk what possessed me to do that tho cuz the heart break was especially spicy after that- pretty sure I had an existential crisis after that 💀
i never would have expected a TBDATE animatic ever but this is so good thank you for drawing this!!!
Just finished reading this book.... I am losing my mind :(
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
BRO YOU SHOULD BE FAMOUS BY NOW WHAT???? This book made me sob😢
Video didn’t start yet and im already crying…
totally not sobbing my eyes out rn! 🥰 (ur paying for my therapy.)
I’ll join you in therapy ✌🏽😋
i’m sobbing my eyes out this is so sad i love this book dearly
My first time reading about gay men. Did wonders for my self esteem and acceptance. Beautiful art!
This book gives me so much comfort and I can very find content for it, thank you for making this!!!
This book changed my while perspective on life and ill never forget it,Litterally sobbing😭
This brought back a lot of feelings I felt for this story that I’ve hidden away. I know it’s just fictional, I know it’s just a book, but goddam it is so unfair. I feel guilty for their deaths somehow. I could have prevented it even though all I did was flip pages in a book. I feel so deeply attached to every single character (except the assholes) even though I know they aren’t real. In some imaginary part of my world, they’re still alive and happy today.
I finished reading now and found this video
I can die happy now, the animation is wonderful ✨️
I read this book twice, and ready for a third time ❤
both this song and this book have devastating personal meanings to me. idk why the youtube algorithm recommended it to me, but thank you for the cathartic cry. your art is beautiful.
Amazing art, animations, sound effects and the song fits so well! I love the quotes and you really managed to capture the feelings you get when you read the book :]
Keep doing what makes you happy and take care of yourself. You're awesome
Thank you sm! I’m glad you think so. And you know what, you’re awesome! ❤️
i watch this everyday now. this is a masterpiece. TY.
I JUST REAS THIS BOOK LIKE TWO DAYS AGO?? I THINK RUclips IS STALKING ME. BUT THIS IS SO GOOD
THIS WAS BEAUTIFUL OH MY GOSH literally healed my heart and I’m still a mess after reading that ending… please tell me they found each other in the afterlife and lived happily for entirety 💔❤️🩹 but for real dude this is gorgeous oh my gosh,, with American Pie in the background?? Stoppp so perfect 🥹
I read this book earlier this year and it broke me. This is such a beautiful animatic and you really did this book justice!
THIS IS MY FAVORITE BOOK EVER. THANK YOU FOR THIS!!
I LOVE THIS BOOK ❤❤
This is a work of art
you are underrated af this was so good!!!
was looking for a playlist to listen to while i read "The first to die at the end" (second book) came across this and bawled my eyes out this was beautiful!
OMG THIS MADE ME CRY. ITS SO AMAZING AND I LOVE YOUR ARTSTYLE. ITS SO WELL DONE AND THERE ARE SO MANY GREAT DETAILS, I LOVE THIS SO MUCH😭💕
Dammit you got me sobbing in the corner of my room again
I read this in december this year and ive reread this book twice alrady EVERY TIME I CRY AND THIS VIDEO MADE ME CRY I LOVED IT SO MUCH MAD RESPECT TO YOUR ART SKILLS DUDE
this is beautiful bro, good job fumchum 😌
The way I gasped when I read the title
wow, this is amazing. i just finished the book last night and i want to cry about it so bad. by reading it it made me feel like i actually lost someone.
also, the way you had it animated to American pie, i can't. it's too good.
3:58 nooo 😭
Darnit, just start was already heart wrenching😭. Omg I loved this story and I am glad the friend I introduced it to sent me this animatic. Keep it up👍✨
Read this book ages ago but the pain remains. Thank you for this beautiful beautiful piece of art ❤
wahh i loved this book sm 😭😭
fummito you so talenteeeed
this is so beautiful im sobbing
Thank u so much for doing this 😭😭💗 i still haven't recovered from the ending sjdjwjfksd
this book broke me a few months back when I read it, I convinced myself they wouldn't die (cut to me like 3 hours later bawling my eyes out)
4:25 ok gotta admit it.. Yes I am the 4:34 I'm crying
Okay yeah, I need to read this book.
im crying
Literally just finished the book so sad but sooo good
Absolutely amazing work, with the quotes and art and everything!! Making me have a relapse of emotions from when I first read the book fr
The book made me cry and so did this
I loved this video so much I had to watch it twice!! I personally listened to the audiobook version only and watching this I could almost hear the actors speaking those quotes and it just put me back into the story so hard. Like I’m on the verge of tears this is such a good animatic! The thing I love and “hate” about this story is that the journey of Rufus & Mateo is so compelling and engaging and then your left on their death and it’s so sad and it’s almost like the book leaves you in a state of mourning for these characters without any follow up. It’s very bittersweet. And whenever I revisit this story I always think “what if Mateo just stayed in bed with Rufus” but I guess then the story wouldn’t have as much impact. Ahhhhh!!! NOW I’M EMOTIONALLY DAMAGED AGAIN!!!!🥲😭💔
I would have to agree with you on that. I thoroughly enjoyed the story and the development between these characters; however, that ending left me unsatisfied and utterly brokenhearted. But as much as we want there to be alternate ending, or even just a little bit more to it than their abrupt deaths, we knew it was coming. It was iterated several times throughout the book that people like themselves live out their last days with the hope that they’d be the exception, but no one has ever accomplished this. I guess, in a way, our blind hope for them to live on made their demise that much more devastating in the end.
This is wonderfully made. Made me tear up just remembering. Thank you ❤
I just finished reading the book, i loved it so much but AHHHHH, you drew this sooooo well, im crying but i love this so much
we all knew YET WE ALL SOBBED
I haven’t been able to find a trace of this book anywhere. It is seriously gorgeous and beautifully written. Thank you for creating this beautiful work of art.
This is my sign to reread it.
I just finished this book😢 one of the saddest and beautiful stories I’ve ever read!
I read this book christmas of 2022. I'll never get over it. Currently trying to make my way through The First to Die at the End
What beautiful animation! They Both Die At The End is one of my favorite books.
ohhh i was not expecting this. its two and a half years since i read this as my first queer featuring story and i still have my favorite quotes saved in my photo album... im gonna go read it again and come back to this but i would like to say now this is an amazing thing to make. !!!!!
Oh my god i loved this so much, i love this book with all my heart and it always bring me back to myself. I really adored your animatic, it made me feel things and deeply desire to read that incredible book again! thank you so much for the amazing work
I remember first reading this book around 3 years ago and it was book that I loved so much that I couldn’t stop thinking about for a while. It is one of the few books that I remember by name and seeing 2:10 honestly hurt more considering how the book ends (´＿｀。)
It’s been a year and a half since I read the book at I figured I could handle watching this…
…I was dead wrong.
I can't this is so beautiful and depressing- I love Mateo and Rufus so much, how dare the title of the book actually be true!
oh, how my heart weeps and cheers!!!!! I remember finishing this book a few years ago and loving it so, so much. I also read the last few chapters with American Pie playing in the background (suggested by a fellow TBDATE lover.)
the best animations and arts could not be desired for this book.
That's great！
Crying so hard 😭😭😭😭😭😭This is so good…….
STOOP IM SOBBING you’ve made me cry so you’ve earned a sub
This is amazing! I haven’t even read the book, but this made me want to!
Just finished this book today and omg the ending had me sobbing 😭
oh my god I read this book so long ago and it was so moving!
This book holds such a special place in my heart. It was the first LGBT book I’d ever read, and sparked my love of romance and queer stories. Thank you for reminding me of this amazing book with your amazing art ❤️
I’m sobbing 😭
THANK YOU I love this book
this is beautiful 😭
I loved this book but the prequel has my heart 😭
You don’t know how much I needed this 😭
I held a presentation about this book and got an A. Started crying halfway through tho lmao
So underrated 😭
I absolutely love the video! man i'm still coping after finishing the book :')
though i have one small remark, doesn't rufus canonically have a buzz cut? it said so im page 330 on the book
Yes, you’re absolutely right. I guess I took some creative liberty in imagining the characters. I appreciate you pointing that out though, thank you! 😊
i love this smmm.. this book had me sobbing😭😭
Man, I miss them so bad 😭😭
new obsession.
Read the book a while ago and sobbed. I forgot about it but this is SO CUTE. This song is the best choice because they sung this song together, right?
I wish I could find my Rufus one day.
It's incredible
Yesssssssssssss. I aboslutely loved this booooooooooooooooooooooook!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so happy!!!!