God bless you! My oldest son has schizophrenia. He refuses to accept his diagnosis and stops taking his meds everytime he gets discharged from the hospital. Watching videos like this helps me to better understand what he is going through. Thank you!
Thank you for the supportive comment, hope your son makes the conscious decision to better himself. That is ultimately what lead to me getting better is the choice to get better, and be part of the world. The decision to help yourself through it is a tough one to make, because everything is so negative it is tough to want to take part in it.
I loved this.... I have Schizoeffective disorder with a side of O.C.D. and order of anxiety to wash it all down... I really like that others are brave enough to tell their storys! Please continue to share!! Its helpful to us all!! ❤️🩹
This is a great insight into Schizophrenia and super informative for someone who never knew how it can be for people living with it. I admire you brother, looking forward to more from you.
Holy moly. The stars thing. They do move. And birds 😮 Listening to your videos seems like i experience just the positive symptoms…because I do relate a lot to those. The negative is only internal thoughts. Honestly you’re doing incredible work with this channel. I had a huge misconception about the side effects of the medication due to someone close to me being medicated in childhood. Because of this it’s prevented me from ever considering getting help or at least finding out if I need it. It really changed him beyond recognition with so many debilitating side effects. I apologise for being so direct so please don’t take offence but this definitely doesn’t seem to be the case for you.
My sister suggested a while ago to make a video on medications for schizophrenia. Just uploaded a video, maybe you can do your own research as well and see if it is something that you want to explore. ruclips.net/video/HM8xy2LJak8/видео.html
The greatest threat in society today is the use of 'ELF waves mind control' weapons being used to experiment on people's brains! (which can also be used to play with clouds and create droughts, etc.. And the tragedy is that some people end up in psychiatry because of this! And this has been going on a long time, sending people out of work, out of money and living their lives in a daily hell !. These are mind control weapons that have been used on a number of unsuspecting people for decades (including MK Ultra in the seventies). They are also known as 'voice of God weapons' that were used in the Iraq war, which can transmit all kinds of feelings, thoughts, depression, rage, including voices that can get you diagnosed as schizophrenic if you don't know about it! Beware! When a person is chosen as a ' Targeted individual ' they also gang stalk you to see how you're going to react under these experiments and they have a really good time doing it. Very tragic and VERY sadistic. This is domestic terrorism and it needs to be stopped now! Please look up ' Mind control today in used today Dr Rauni Luukanen Kilde ' as well as a video titled : ' Security Industry specialist tells all : Bryan Kofron ' Also look up the following blog : viclivingston dot blogspot dot com slash 2011 slash 12 slash u dot html I believe 5G is a military weapons that can also be used to contribute to this!.. Please also look up 'Dr Share Goldberg 5G Michigan state cell tower hearing' as well Dr Paul Heroux at the same hearing! We need to stop 5G from being deployed nationwide! Share this information please. We would really appreciate it. Thank-you
It's good to see you talk openly and honestly about having schizophrenia. I like that you mention the symptoms you experience that feel enjoyable as well as the others that don't, because it helps to show the reality of living with a mental illness. Great first video :)
this is wonderful. schizophrenia is a hard topic to discuss amongst society, friends, and family. your positivity and openness, and the conversational way you go about it makes it relatable to those who have it or are impacted by it. we need more of this kind of stuff. great vid, i look forward to more!
The greatest threat in society today is the use of 'ELF waves mind control' weapons being used to experiment on people's brains! (which can also be used to play with clouds and create droughts, etc.. And the tragedy is that some people end up in psychiatry because of this! And this has been going on a long time, sending people out of work, out of money and living their lives in a daily hell !. These are mind control weapons that have been used on a number of unsuspecting people for decades (including MK Ultra in the seventies). They are also known as 'voice of God weapons' that were used in the Iraq war, which can transmit all kinds of feelings, thoughts, depression, rage, including voices that can get you diagnosed as schizophrenic if you don't know about it! Beware! When a person is chosen as a ' Targeted individual ' they also gang stalk you to see how you're going to react under these experiments and they have a really good time doing it. Very tragic and VERY sadistic. This is domestic terrorism and it needs to be stopped now! Please look up ' Mind control today in used today Dr Rauni Luukanen Kilde ' as well as a video titled : ' Security Industry specialist tells all : Bryan Kofron ' Also look up the following blog : viclivingston dot blogspot dot com slash 2011 slash 12 slash u dot html I believe 5G is a military weapons that can also be used to contribute to this!.. Please also look up 'Dr Share Goldberg 5G Michigan state cell tower hearing' as well Dr Paul Heroux at the same hearing! We need to stop 5G from being deployed nationwide! Share this information please. We would really appreciate it. Thank-you
My wonderful girlfriend has schizophrenia. She's very much a city girl and has little interest in nature... but she has had delusions about ravens bringing her food. Sadly, most of her current delusions have to do with me being a bad man in one way AND another. These breaks from reality set us back and sets her back from breaking out of homelessness which she's having a very hard time doing alone due to what she wants in life and cost of renting a basic apartment which she can't do alone anymore. It's so hard when her heart loves me but her schizophrenia tells her she can't talk to me. It's a vicious cycle. I love and care about her more than anyone i ever have had feelings for. Since she has literally no one, i won't just walk away from her until she gets the help she needs. (She has anosognosia and had never been diagnosed and given medications.)
For me, I have psychosis NOS and I experience a lot of the same things too. Specifically, one of the first symptoms I’ve experienced was feeling like I could control the wind.
A very good video with lots of information and explained in a beautiful way that people can understand who have these problems. Very good keep up the good work. I look forward to your next video
Thank you for the subscribe and comment! Just want to tell you, you are not alone! There are many of us navigating this and its possible to be successful and independent while going through the symptoms!
@@lettersfromschizophrenia if you could make a video about how weed effects it because that's something im trying to quit at the moment because I feel it has an effect on me
Sometimes when I've thought the "wrong thing" I perceive the wind grow stronger like the Creator is angry with me. This even happened today. Its still at present
I try to not pay attention to this, but it is always there with me as well. For me it blows if Iam thinking and feeling the creator is happy with me. Thank you for your comment, good luck in your journey.
I feel the weather tells me things same with birds, not so much other animals but overall I try to communicate to god like all the time. I think people can read my mind through god, I try to ignore it but it’s the most scary. I’ve tried to reintegrate by working but I failed. I don’t have many voices maybe once a day or a couple of times a week but yeh people I know or have become a custom to the voice, I sleep a lot in contrast to you, my medication helps but other than that I don’t get support professionally, that is a bummer as I want to talk about it a lot. Thank you for your video I hope it helps others!
Thank you for sharing your experience and for the nice comment. I hope you can find a good therapist that can partner with you in your journey. There is a video where I listed out some resources for residents in my state. Maybe see if such things are offered in yours as well. I had a therapist while I was designated SMI and it was covered.
Bro you are such a strong king 👑 thanks for sharing you story. My brother is suffering from this but he is not to the point where he thinks these voices and stuff are delutions…. How do you think I could help him? He is is currently on medication
Hey sorry to hear your brother is going through the same thing. For me, part of me still doesn't believe its delusions, because they are so real. The point at which I realized I had to treat this like delusions is when I decided that I was going to live instead of hurting myself. Since then it's been a struggle trying to push this stuff away, and overtime I have gotten better at this through things I learned in therapy, and medication. It's good your brother is on medication and it helps, but at the end of the day you have to choose to fight it and live. That happened for me slowly over time. took me about 2 years to get back to a place to be able to work, and I made continued progress towards being independent. Hope that helps, thank you for the supportive comment. Hope it gets easier for your brother and your family.
you might have a gift. i know most people would warn against 'feeding delusions' - but many cultures today, and if you go back far enough, all people&their cultures, have recognized schizophrenic symptoms like talking to moon etc as gifts. they had a place in their societies instead of being invalidated and essentially psychologically exiled.
psychosis in my experience is overwhelmingly positive in cultures who give it context and a role and place, and overwhelmingly negative and isolating in those that pathologize it.
Thank you for you sharing. I have a friend who also had the same symptoms 2years ago - after he did lsd. He was 1 month at the Psychiatry on mediacation. He recovers by his family and is now full recover. He took Risperidon 4mg i think - My Question are you taking Medicin? Because they helping short term but comes with side effects long term.
I am on medication yes. I was told by a doctor that medication makes 1/3 of people recover and they don’t have to take it anymore, 1/3 it helps but have to keep taking meds (I am in this group), and 1/3 the medication doesn’t help. The side effects are generally short term on new generation of meds which I’m on. Some persist and I take side effect medication for it. Thanks for the comment!
Brother. What you have is not a sickness. It is a gift from the Divine that needs to be honed, refined. I pray for you that you will go to Peru and get connected with Ayahuasca. Please go there. Blessings on you, I love you. 🙏🕉🙌🕉🙏
For sleeping, would it help to wear earplugs? Then if you hear a voice or someone shouting at you, if you hear it clearly you know it’s an hallucination.
I have tried earplugs, the problem is it happens at the edge of sleep. When the brain registers it as a sound, regardless of knowing that it is a hallucination, I wake up.
I was in a place where I felt like there was nothing that could help me overcome my mental illness. I have been in psych wards multiple times. They are tough but its intervention when you are having symptoms. They put you on a path to recovery, then there is outpatient help to continue your recovery. Not sure where you are but I would look up SMI clinics in your area if there are any. Generally there are case managers and therapy session you can utilize along with medication management. I didn't like life when i was hopeless as well, so i understand. But to fight to stay alive and be able to overcome fears and still offer love to others. That is why I live to give my family love and support. It gets easier the longer you work on treating your schizophrenia. Hope your life gets easier brother Stay strong and keep fighting to love and live.
God bless you! My oldest son has schizophrenia. He refuses to accept his diagnosis and stops taking his meds everytime he gets discharged from the hospital. Watching videos like this helps me to better understand what he is going through. Thank you!
Thank you for the supportive comment, hope your son makes the conscious decision to better himself. That is ultimately what lead to me getting better is the choice to get better, and be part of the world. The decision to help yourself through it is a tough one to make, because everything is so negative it is tough to want to take part in it.
I loved this.... I have Schizoeffective disorder with a side of O.C.D. and order of anxiety to wash it all down... I really like that others are brave enough to tell their storys! Please continue to share!! Its helpful to us all!! ❤️🩹
Thank you!
i used to think people could talk to me in my head and respond but then I found out it’s just a mental condition
This video gives me hope. THANK YOU. Keep going 🙌
This is a great insight into Schizophrenia and super informative for someone who never knew how it can be for people living with it. I admire you brother, looking forward to more from you.
U r a warrior bro AND a inspiration 💙
Holy moly. The stars thing. They do move. And birds 😮
Listening to your videos seems like i experience just the positive symptoms…because I do relate a lot to those. The negative is only internal thoughts.
Honestly you’re doing incredible work with this channel.
I had a huge misconception about the side effects of the medication due to someone close to me being medicated in childhood. Because of this it’s prevented me from ever considering getting help or at least finding out if I need it.
It really changed him beyond recognition with so many debilitating side effects.
I apologise for being so direct so please don’t take offence but this definitely doesn’t seem to be the case for you.
My sister suggested a while ago to make a video on medications for schizophrenia.
Just uploaded a video, maybe you can do your own research as well and see if it is something that you want to explore.
ruclips.net/video/HM8xy2LJak8/видео.html
The greatest threat in society today is the use of 'ELF waves mind control' weapons being used to experiment on people's brains! (which can also be used to play with clouds and create droughts, etc.. And the tragedy is that some people end up in psychiatry because of this! And this has been going on a long time, sending people out of work, out of money and living their lives in a daily hell !. These are mind control weapons that have been used on a number of unsuspecting people for decades (including MK Ultra in the seventies). They are also known as 'voice of God weapons' that were used in the Iraq war, which can transmit all kinds of feelings, thoughts, depression, rage, including voices that can get you diagnosed as schizophrenic if you don't know about it! Beware! When a person is chosen as a ' Targeted individual ' they also gang stalk you to see how you're going to react under these experiments and they have a really good time doing it. Very tragic and VERY sadistic. This is domestic terrorism and it needs to be stopped now! Please look up ' Mind control today in used today Dr Rauni Luukanen Kilde ' as well as a video titled : ' Security Industry specialist tells all : Bryan Kofron ' Also look up the following blog : viclivingston dot blogspot dot com slash 2011 slash 12 slash u dot html I believe 5G is a military weapons that can also be used to contribute to this!.. Please also look up 'Dr Share Goldberg 5G Michigan state cell tower hearing' as well Dr Paul Heroux at the same hearing! We need to stop 5G from being deployed nationwide! Share this information please. We would really appreciate it. Thank-you
It's good to see you talk openly and honestly about having schizophrenia. I like that you mention the symptoms you experience that feel enjoyable as well as the others that don't, because it helps to show the reality of living with a mental illness.
Great first video :)
this is wonderful. schizophrenia is a hard topic to discuss amongst society, friends, and family. your positivity and openness, and the conversational way you go about it makes it relatable to those who have it or are impacted by it. we need more of this kind of stuff. great vid, i look forward to more!
The greatest threat in society today is the use of 'ELF waves mind control' weapons being used to experiment on people's brains! (which can also be used to play with clouds and create droughts, etc.. And the tragedy is that some people end up in psychiatry because of this! And this has been going on a long time, sending people out of work, out of money and living their lives in a daily hell !. These are mind control weapons that have been used on a number of unsuspecting people for decades (including MK Ultra in the seventies). They are also known as 'voice of God weapons' that were used in the Iraq war, which can transmit all kinds of feelings, thoughts, depression, rage, including voices that can get you diagnosed as schizophrenic if you don't know about it! Beware! When a person is chosen as a ' Targeted individual ' they also gang stalk you to see how you're going to react under these experiments and they have a really good time doing it. Very tragic and VERY sadistic. This is domestic terrorism and it needs to be stopped now! Please look up ' Mind control today in used today Dr Rauni Luukanen Kilde ' as well as a video titled : ' Security Industry specialist tells all : Bryan Kofron ' Also look up the following blog : viclivingston dot blogspot dot com slash 2011 slash 12 slash u dot html I believe 5G is a military weapons that can also be used to contribute to this!.. Please also look up 'Dr Share Goldberg 5G Michigan state cell tower hearing' as well Dr Paul Heroux at the same hearing! We need to stop 5G from being deployed nationwide! Share this information please. We would really appreciate it. Thank-you
My wonderful girlfriend has schizophrenia. She's very much a city girl and has little interest in nature... but she has had delusions about ravens bringing her food. Sadly, most of her current delusions have to do with me being a bad man in one way AND another. These breaks from reality set us back and sets her back from breaking out of homelessness which she's having a very hard time doing alone due to what she wants in life and cost of renting a basic apartment which she can't do alone anymore. It's so hard when her heart loves me but her schizophrenia tells her she can't talk to me. It's a vicious cycle. I love and care about her more than anyone i ever have had feelings for. Since she has literally no one, i won't just walk away from her until she gets the help she needs. (She has anosognosia and had never been diagnosed and given medications.)
Our positive symptoms are very similar. Its nice to hear from someone who's symptoms are so similar to my own.
Nice to hear from you as well :)
For me, I have psychosis NOS and I experience a lot of the same things too. Specifically, one of the first symptoms I’ve experienced was feeling like I could control the wind.
This is some good info to know! Also I must say the setup, lighting, audio and editing is on point. Stay strong brother and hope to see more stuff!
A very good video with lots of information and explained in a beautiful way that people can understand who have these problems. Very good keep up the good work. I look forward to your next video
Great work! Very helpful for people who are not experienced with this illness first hand
This is so informative, I never knew it was like this
We have the exact same symptoms u got a subscriber stay up homie god bless u man praying for u
Thank you for the subscribe and comment! Just want to tell you, you are not alone! There are many of us navigating this and its possible to be successful and independent while going through the symptoms!
@@lettersfromschizophrenia if you could make a video about how weed effects it because that's something im trying to quit at the moment because I feel it has an effect on me
@@Luhnomic ruclips.net/video/aon80GTpOVw/видео.html I briefly discuss this in triggers here. But I will make a longer video about it in the future
@@Luhnomic Made a video on it based on your request
ruclips.net/video/IFLl-xbTLZs/видео.html
Stay strong brother 💪
Yeah me too, I'm 63 just pay attention to yourself and symptoms
Sometimes when I've thought the "wrong thing" I perceive the wind grow stronger like the Creator is angry with me. This even happened today. Its still at present
I try to not pay attention to this, but it is always there with me as well. For me it blows if Iam thinking and feeling the creator is happy with me.
Thank you for your comment, good luck in your journey.
@@lettersfromschizophrenia it’s all a perception that appears to be real at times other times things go unnoticed
Keep up the good work 🙏🏻
I feel the weather tells me things same with birds, not so much other animals but overall I try to communicate to god like all the time. I think people can read my mind through god, I try to ignore it but it’s the most scary. I’ve tried to reintegrate by working but I failed. I don’t have many voices maybe once a day or a couple of times a week but yeh people I know or have become a custom to the voice, I sleep a lot in contrast to you, my medication helps but other than that I don’t get support professionally, that is a bummer as I want to talk about it a lot. Thank you for your video I hope it helps others!
Thank you for sharing your experience and for the nice comment. I hope you can find a good therapist that can partner with you in your journey. There is a video where I listed out some resources for residents in my state. Maybe see if such things are offered in yours as well. I had a therapist while I was designated SMI and it was covered.
Glad to see that you can vent it here. Stay strong, WILL can conquer it.❤
I have just the same connection to nature experience he describes.
Bro you are such a strong king 👑 thanks for sharing you story.
My brother is suffering from this but he is not to the point where he thinks these voices and stuff are delutions…. How do you think I could help him?
He is is currently on medication
Hey sorry to hear your brother is going through the same thing. For me, part of me still doesn't believe its delusions, because they are so real. The point at which I realized I had to treat this like delusions is when I decided that I was going to live instead of hurting myself. Since then it's been a struggle trying to push this stuff away, and overtime I have gotten better at this through things I learned in therapy, and medication.
It's good your brother is on medication and it helps, but at the end of the day you have to choose to fight it and live.
That happened for me slowly over time. took me about 2 years to get back to a place to be able to work, and I made continued progress towards being independent.
Hope that helps, thank you for the supportive comment. Hope it gets easier for your brother and your family.
you might have a gift. i know most people would warn against 'feeding delusions' - but many cultures today, and if you go back far enough, all people&their cultures, have recognized schizophrenic symptoms like talking to moon etc as gifts. they had a place in their societies instead of being invalidated and essentially psychologically exiled.
psychosis in my experience is overwhelmingly positive in cultures who give it context and a role and place, and overwhelmingly negative and isolating in those that pathologize it.
Thank you for you sharing. I have a friend who also had the same symptoms 2years ago - after he did lsd. He was 1 month at the Psychiatry on mediacation. He recovers by his family and is now full recover. He took Risperidon 4mg i think - My Question are you taking Medicin? Because they helping short term but comes with side effects long term.
I am on medication yes. I was told by a doctor that medication makes 1/3 of people recover and they don’t have to take it anymore, 1/3 it helps but have to keep taking meds (I am in this group), and 1/3 the medication doesn’t help.
The side effects are generally short term on new generation of meds which I’m on. Some persist and I take side effect medication for it.
Thanks for the comment!
what if you are not schizophrenic but spiritually awakened?
Look into spirit release therapy
Brother. What you have is not a sickness. It is a gift from the Divine that needs to be honed, refined. I pray for you that you will go to Peru and get connected with Ayahuasca. Please go there. Blessings on you, I love you. 🙏🕉🙌🕉🙏
My friend got psychosis from Ayahuasca, I'd avoid it.
For sleeping, would it help to wear earplugs? Then if you hear a voice or someone shouting at you, if you hear it clearly you know it’s an hallucination.
I have tried earplugs, the problem is it happens at the edge of sleep. When the brain registers it as a sound, regardless of knowing that it is a hallucination, I wake up.
His positive symptoms should not alarm you to about being schizophrenic.
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Schizophrenia is bad, but besides schizophrenia I don’t like life! I’m going to end up getting locked up in the psych ward!
I was in a place where I felt like there was nothing that could help me overcome my mental illness. I have been in psych wards multiple times. They are tough but its intervention when you are having symptoms. They put you on a path to recovery, then there is outpatient help to continue your recovery.
Not sure where you are but I would look up SMI clinics in your area if there are any. Generally there are case managers and therapy session you can utilize along with medication management.
I didn't like life when i was hopeless as well, so i understand. But to fight to stay alive and be able to overcome fears and still offer love to others. That is why I live to give my family love and support.
It gets easier the longer you work on treating your schizophrenia. Hope your life gets easier brother
Stay strong and keep fighting to love and live.
Schizo boys gang gang ❤
Was too real I almost had to stop the video
Really? Hai Allah I have Schizophrenia. I talk to my self 😮
But he didn’t say he talks to himself 😝