The Trip That ‘Killed’ Me | Acid+DMT
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- Опубликовано: 30 май 2019
- There’s nothing quite like your good ‘ol friends Lucy and DiMeTry pressing your reset button; permanently. This video chronicles the series of experiences which brought me back from the brink of losing everything. I hope you can learn from me. Thank you.
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psychedsubstance: Do your own research before trying psychedelics
me: you ARE my research
I know this is just supposed to be a nice comment, but please, don't think that watching the videos of one single person is "enough" research.
Same
@Christopher Cruz If you think not researching a psychoactive substance before taking it is fine you’re an idiot
Natural selection
I do my research aside from these videos... but i have to agree. If there's someone i trust, then it's adam. He deserves to be trusted
Here, have a little dopamine hit.
Nah
Jams “here, have a bump with me”
“I just got out of fucking jail”
👀
Milk n Oreos = Dopamine
much needed thank u
Dude. I relate to this so bad. I've been doing nothing with my life, laying around all day, not doing school, not doing anything and getting more depressed and feeling like i lost my mind somewhat. I had a trip about a week ago on mushrooms and i really wanted to have a fun, euphoric trip where it felt like the universe loved me like my very first trip was. What i was met with was tough love. I got no euphoria, i got a lot of guilt and confrontation about how i absolutely need to change. How badly i was treating people, how i was getting worse as a person and making zero progress. I tripped alone that time and i dont want to trip alone again for a long time, but i needed it. Now i know i need to improve but i dont know where to start, i was doing really well before this quarantine. But i will
Improve. Im ready to now
hope you're doing fine man
This is eye opening for me because I just ordered some shrooms after a few years of contemplating and doing research. My brother is super into psychedelics, they changed his life for the better & i see this so it really inspires me. I feel like now is the right time but im not blind to the fact that the same sort of trip might happen to me since I’m kinda in a similar boat... what dose did you take? At first I wanted to do 1.5 with a friend who is also doing it for the first time but my brother said its practically a microdose and everyone who starts with those should stick to them because all his friends who jumped from like 1.5 to 3.5 ended up doing terrifying shit & getting completely lost within themselves. I said I’ll stay aware and slowly increase the doses over time when I trip so it’s not overwhelming though his response was “if you have to do that you shouldn’t even try increasing” So I’m stuck on what to do, because I don’t wanna be one of those people and want to experience the full potential of psychedelics so now I’m thinking of doing 2.5 as my first dose.... Anyways, glad to hear even though it wasn’t what you expected it still confronted you with things that will be beneficial in the long run.
Same with me
You got this man, first step in my opinion is find something you enjoy that makes you $, especially if it’s a service other people will need, look at your competition and see what they do well then do it better
I get what you mean man. I hope your doing alright since then
Nobody that I know would never EVER talk about themselves in the way this guy does i really respect him and his openness on things
So glad you're in a better space Adam, take it easy dude you deserve it
I wish I could explain the extent of his suffering and pain. He's more than your average person.
666 likes I’ll change that
Noah everyone is an average person.. no more no less.
@@luckyjohny181 This. Everyone's life, emotions, senses are the same chemicals and brain impulses.
@@luckyjohny181 I tell myself that everyday. If only it were true
“If you’re not “progressing in life, you’re regressing.” Couldn’t agree more.
Regressing is progressing, failure catapults success. Life is a lesson and everything is always perfect when you look at all sides
@@hugo8789 Thats even more perfect description
Hugo.I lol life means nothing. It’s probably not even real, technically.
If you learn to truly live in the moment, like the Buddha, then you never progress or regress. You are always at your destination, because your destination is here and now. One that truly learns to live in the moment truly lives forever.
I read this as he said it, never having seen this video. And it was what i needed to see / hear. Good shit
Can anyone relate to this?
: after you experience a strong psychadelic you feel like "I'll never use a substance again" then after a few months (or however long depending on what's going on in your life) you want/need it again, not like a craving but a calm voice from deep inside saying "it's time now" and weather or not you have a connection the pieces come together
Yes yes,indeed.
I've never seen a more relatable comment
It’s called a nature/spirit walk my guy
shrooms
hell fucking yeah bro
The NEW Adam is better, because your motivation is true, and it's based upon LOVE. Congrats on the new addition to your family.
I always appreciate the "real talk", takes courage to freely talk about your mental state, and thanks for punching me in the face with a life lesson.
Depression industry shill
I’m so glad he stopped taking that shit, it might as well be legal meth.
@@virgobro2025 shill? Really?
It's not easy being smart.
Yes, but putting in 4 ad breaks does not add to the authenticity
Helluva way to finish mental health awareness month. Stay strong brother!
holy shit i had forgotten
dude im so fucking proud of you, I'm happy you're doing better and wish you the best
“Not only does he look like the guy from split, he is he guy from split” 😂
Jenni Abrego haHEEEha
the best quote in the entire video
Mr Kemper simp
Read this as he was saying it lol
@@r_starchild2157 yeh and me haha
Adam, we love you.
We wish the best for you , your family.
Thank you for everything
drug user family?
Your honesty sends ripples through the world mate. Tears and cheers.
🍻 *Cheers* 🍻
“If I’m not practicing what I preach, then what good am I”
it’s like I almost felt that wise, trippy Adam was gone because I didn’t visit this channel at all in this period where you ‘lost it’. now I’m back, as an old old subscriber that has seen the very beginning of this channel, I am so happy for you Adam! I grew with you, the highs of the honeymoon with psychedelics, the disappointment and realization in challenging real life, now this, picking yourself up again with integrated wisdom and having lived the psychedelic experience truly. after trial and error, we’ve all come to realize that life truly is a continuous exercise of regaining peace and love, acceptance over your mistakes and doing it better the next time - hopefully. keep it up Adam and welcome back!
this video should be a prime leading example for legalized use of psychedelic substances for curing addiction, depression, and finding a true better self, thank you adam
It's not for the faint of heart though, it can send you spiraling deeper into confusion and dissociation. Not everyone is ready for this kind of intensive self-work and it can destroy you just as easily. As someone wise once said (forgot who), psychedelics are a dangerous shortcut towards self-healing and self-improvement. There are many pitfalls along the way, and if you overcome them you will be handsomely rewarded but if you slip up somewhere you may not make it through the whole way and end up worse. For most people meditation, yoga and exercise are much better and safer tools to use.
Lol funny hippy
That would be cool if there were centers for people to use these substances safely. We need to get rid of the negative stigma behind psychedelics.
@Tabora You don't need to take spoonfuls for it to be potentially harmful to your psyche. I took a normal dose of tested LSD once and it screwed me up mentally for 2 years afterwards.
@@Patatmetmayo please share more of your story 🙏
Honestly, this is some honest shit. Most people would never admit they have a problem man, whatever it may be drugs, being a workaholic, cheating, ect.
I think a lot of us can relate to this video too. Thank you for being so open and honest, this can honestly help a lot of people man.
True strength
honestly agree with you
That sounds like one hell of a journey, man. I'm proud of you. It takes a certain kind of strength to be this vulnerable
This channel is so valueable. Certeain experiences can be skipped, if you can learn from other peoples mistakes(i mean not getting in that situation in the first place).
A great service that you do to all of us.
I've done LSD over 100 times in my life. The time I dropped 4 hits by myself (with a trip sitter) in the forest of Manning Park BC I had the trip I didn't know I was looking for but found. I essentially experienced the quintessential religious experience and connected telepathically with life the universe and everything. I didn't touch LSD again for 10 years after that day because I didn't need it. And yet I found myself at 33 with a drinking problem that I didn't even really realize I had because everyone I know drinks all the time and always has. I neglected my health for dopamine but in a different way and a mushroom trip made me realize I need to start taking better care of myself. I'm now 5 days short of 15 months clean and sober (except cannabis) and I've never felt better.
Ehsa good to hear man. Hope everything stays on the up for you, keep going
Glaad man
Love to see it good stuff 🙏
Mate being sober but still on the bud isn't a good thing still, u just replaced one drug with another drug. Cannabis is addictive and you will be hooked not before long.
@@demonetizedhistory5806 alcohol kills cannabis doesn’t
this was the best psyched video ever. much appreciated.
Yeah honestly this described the psychedelic experience better than any other video he's made
totally agree with you guys!
Gravity of his soul just pulled me in.
Yes!!!
Yep.
Powerful shit dude. Gave me goosebumps multiple times, as I completely related to a number of topics you brought up. Thank you so much for this upload. Incredibly brave of you to post this.
I can not tell you how proud of you I am!!
I have tripped only twice, but I know I will do it in the future, your videos are the best help to get ready for it and you help me see things and think things that I would otherwise never have even thought about.
It's been almost two years since my first trip, when I started watching your videos just before it when I was researching it you helped me, you helped me prepare for my second trip, and you will help me prepare for my third trip. Thank you for doing this
This video doesn't feel like a trip story, it feels more like a motivational video, at least to me.
Agreed.
This was very emotional. I appreciate you sharing this
He is a very transparent and honest human being
The strongest
this is beautiful. your children will grow up and watch this and be completely inspired by you. having parents that struggle with their own internal battles, if i were to watch a video like this where they face their problems and flaws and mistakes and own up to all of the hurt that they have caused, i would respect them so much more. it's so important to check in with yourself and constantly improve and as a father, you are going to be a great role model. the most important thing in the world is accountability and by making this video, you have shown us your true inner dialogue and the ugliness that exists within all of us, that we are too afraid to show the world, but here you are! showing the world the ugliness that was within you and how you've decided to overcome that. and that is so extremely beautiful.
You’re a true blessing. Thank you for everything. You’re so heavily supported!! So thank you Adam. You’ve helped me as well. Truly thankful. 🙌🙌
Love the point you made "it's not about feeling good right now, its about true reward which comes from a lot of work and dedication", this is so true, and many people seem to miss the point altogether
Indubitably.
100th like
I think there needs to be a balance u have to have something you like in life besides hard work I think
The thing that makes that difficult for most people who have fallen into the cycle of instant gratification is a lack of hope. It becomes incredibly difficult to do anything that requires months or years of hard labor when you find that you aren't going to ever be able to ultimately achieve your goals. It then becomes easy to say "fuck it" and look for everything hedonistic cause it doesn't matter anyways. Really what you need though is obviously a change of plan because clearly the previous one wasn't working and that is most certainly where psychedelics can come into play.
He started saying it at exactly the same time I started reading it lol
I RESPECT you so much for this man. I needed this video today. I realllly needed this buddy.
Hope you're doing well dude.
@@rattttooooo stay up
Holy Hell.
Justin, I didn't know that you liked PsychedSubstance!!!!! *=O*
@@DMTInfinity he's a fake
@@diggestbik3238
Ah... Yeah... I just clicked on his account.
Oh well... To bad.. *=/*
Your honesty is inspiring. Your journey is beautiful, Adam.
Much love and respect for your honesty and courage in sharing this! You give hope and confidence to others who are struggling.
You should make a drug tier list video, it would be quite easy and interesting if you elaborated on each drug and which tier position they go in
Ozzie goblin has made one
@@vilgotaxelsson6094 goblin should have made weed S tier lol ... and shrooms A tier
Quit thinking in tiers. Drugs are all equal, and all have their specific purposes. What would this guys drug list even do for you?
Aaron Evans give a new perspective?
@@zahven How can you gain perspective without experience? This is just one man, you have the same information available to you, that mr psyched substance has. This guys opinion should NEVER change YOUR stance on ANY drug. It's good to use this guy for the information he has, but don't take his word for anything, and a drug tier list is asinine. No drugs are better than any other, and that's pretty much a fact. It's just chemistry, and a tier list literally makes this into something it shouldnt be: this guys singular perspective on any drug should never influence you to do any. This has to start and end with yourself, a tier list changes that.
Powerful self realizations u got there my guy.
Powerful is an understatement
@Julien Paradis Ptsh 💔
Your videos are so much more then educational. Being able to expose yourself like this articulately gives people hope that are experiencing fragments of the same issues. Being at a crossroads like the one you were at and being able to overcome the steep slope of changing who you are which is one of the most terrifying experiences brings me and I’m guessing tens of thousands of others hope. Thank you, Adam.
This is my favorite one of your videos so far my dude. Your honesty about everything, greatly appreciated. This was encouraging and inspirational. Thank you
Time to light up some good stuff and listen to one of the wisest persons in this platform. Much love from Spain, Adam.
Lmao bruh 💀
That’s the move 🍁🤤
I just felt the most emotion from a person online from this video, I was locked on the whole time.
Same
Also same
Yeah this brutal honesty really brought up a lot of shit in myself and my own personal journey aswell, stuff i'm also working on. Our man Adam does this. I'm so happy for him, and have such an amount of respect that he could do this.
My respect and thanks to you Adam is boundless.
yes! nicely said. also what @Kirdesleh says as well, it's relatable
😢👌
Goosebumps all over me! I wish more people would be as honest with themself as you. You are an awesome human being. Love for you and your family ❤️
So relatable brother. You intellectually verbalized my journey, I appreciate all of these videos. I think it's so important to be properly educated and informed before you take anything.
When he said that you need multiple trips to heal. That hit me hard
thats true it hit me hard last week
scared to trip rn idk y
@@kanhaiwilson5859 i feel you
word
@@kanhaiwilson5859 just do it bruh its worth it
Do a podcast with Joe Rogan!
Would watch... defenitely.
Joe Rogan is way too overrated
"crazy man, have you ever had gay sex?"
@@moolakami7666 it happened to *a buddy of mine*
This needs to happen.
Dude, I LOVE your channel and you have been my go to resource for safely navigating healing. Adam, this video is stunning! Your vulnerability is beyond beautiful and I am so proud of you! I’m bawling as I witness your transformation to literally fight for what really matters. I know this is an older video but damn, it’s so neat to see how far you’ve come. Your introspection and dialing in on the truth of what you were, to what you needed to be, is magnificent. Super inspirational and makes me know I can get off my adderall. Thank you! You really are so awesome! 🥹
Amazing video Adam ......
This was the psychedelic video I needed to watch. "I TRUST MYSELF" You have helped clarify why the chaos and terror is an extremely valuable trip. Well done 🙂🙏🗝
Some of the hardest decisions require the strongest will. Proud of you adam
Yung BB thank you thanos
@@jadenbatt3158 they called me a madman
Gotta love when the circle completes itself.
Good bye Vyvanse Adam. Hello reborn Adam.
Glad you're back man.
This might actually be your best video just because of the honesty. It's great
You speak truth, I can feel the emotion through the screen. I’ve been feeling a lot like this, and it’s definitely helped give me some insight to what I needed. Thank you. Keep being strong
if you dont practice what you preach in this life,
your words mean nothing
and if your words mean nothing,
you mean nothing.
23:08
Schajan Matalebi thats a crazy good quote, wow
Facts
This hit deep. I feel like I give the best advice and have great ideas, yet my words don’t align with my behavior. It takes a lot to look deep within to change that self destructive behavior
@@YogiNoGi i feel exactly the same, i feel like i need to be the living proof of my ideas or theyre ignored.
WHY DO I SEE THE COMMENTS EXACTLY WHEN HE SAYS THAT
Very vulnerable of you to do this man, I agree with you completely, no addicts want to hear this.
Love you man!
💖 ❤ 💖 ❤ 💖
This is special im so glad you gave us the opportunity to watch this
I’ve been going through your collection the last few days man and I really appreciate your candidness
Writing things down is extremely powerful
If and when i take my first acid tab i want to write everything down or to record myself
@@trollwayy5981 You DEFINITELY want to write with pen on paper. Texting in your phone will absolutely be impossible lol. That much is not negotiable. But yes, recording audio clips of yourself vocalizing your thoughts is the best option.
AustinPowerz0069 like Im thinking this year but is it like what he said in the video?
@@trollwayy5981 Have you already tried shrooms or any other psychedelics? Watch 'Your Mate Tom' on RUclips discussing his acid trips. He gives an accurate description because he doesn't jump off a cliff with high doses like PsychedSubstance does lol
On MDMA writing is cool too
Your words acted as my spiritual healing. It's good to be reminded not to live on auto-pilot and emotional ignorance. Thank you so much.
halflifemaster678 to bounce of what you said. What hit me is that, he knew he had to take “action” to keep what he was working for in the first place. In that sense I believe so many people can take the word “action” and start making those necessary changes to “our” lives. We auto pilot/suppress things that we need to deal with way to much and it’s time to get it sorted no matter how big or small it may be...
I am so happy to see this video! I had just finished watching the BAD DMT video from March, and I am so happy to see you in this totally different place. The change is significant and delightful! I want to let you know that thanks to you, I will never need to try psychedelics to quench my curiosity. You have explained the experiences so fully and clearly that I have learned great lessons from you. I hope you have given yourself a lot of credit for that sacrifices you've made for all viewers. You deserve it. And your psyche deserves to enjoy the rewards earned by your suffering. You have a full catalog of answers to every question!
Dude, you have been like a spiritual guru for me these past few days. I feel enlightened to a new way of seeing myself. Ive been on my own journey trying to better myself. And im also about to have a child. I appreciate your wisdom
I know this is clichéd but you genuinely did release this at the right time for me personally 🙏
Exactly same
Ditto, felt like too exact to be coincidence. I’ve never even watched this channel before
agreed
Same
@@robbierichard1743 I would say if you are looking to heal do mushrooms instead of acid as it's more natural and you wont have that uncertainty about the purity. Psychedelics are used to treat depression and can massively help change your perspective for the better. Just know that it will only show you the path and how to change, you are the one that will have to walk it! Your mindset and setting you are in prior to the trip can make a huge difference, state our loud what you seek from the trip and even write it down as Adam said. Safe tripping brother 👊
Forget the past. Forget everything negative about anything. Try to bring up memories from the best time of your life, and think of your mindset from that time.
I've noticed that the best time of my life was when I didn't really think about the past times. I only lived in the moment and was experiencing new things.
This doesn't logically follow. It could easily be the case that when you don't like yourself, you look back to the past to escape from the present. If so, preventing yourself from looking back in the past will not solve the fundamental issue: that you don't like yourself.
In other words, you have found a correlative factor, but you have never shown that the factor is causative.
I know damn well how difficult a particularly introspective psychedelic experience can can seem at the time and I'm glad you were able to get such a positive outcome out of something like this. Love your work Adam, keep it up buddy.
Your whole speech thing at around 23:00 really hit home for me. I really need to start making some changes and practice what I preach
Too many people do not understand the processes/experiences by which psychedelics can be therapeutic. Videos like this are changing that. Much love!
I recreationally take a few different substances from time to time. Weed, mdma, dxm, alcohol, nicotine, but during my most recent acid trip I remember having a moment of clarity that almost makes me want to sober up aside from psychedelics. Not that I'm afraid to become some addict I only use in moderation, but I felt that they were specifically distractions from what I'm truly looking for.
What are you looking for
Bro literally dropped last night and I had that some clarity it’s insane !
@@coztac1991 experience and truth
@Neon Drip I mean you're not wrong. I'm never going to be straight edge sober though because used correctly and in moderation drugs and nootripics can add so much to your life . I quit drinking altogether because it's just not worth it so I'm currently only on nicotine. And the occasional addy
@@griffinrichmond3442 just another excuse all addicts use. the true high is life, and you definitely don’t need to be taking any drugs to participate in life
Seeing someone else with adhd having the same problems as me has made me feel not alone for the first time in adulthood, thank you adam.
Man, that was intense. I hope everything is better. I hope you know that you can take as much me time as you need. You are a wonderful person
So much respect for you. Youve helped myself and many other people. We all love you
"Turn the volume up on the Shpongle." needs to become a euphemism for something.
Glad you are doing better Adam. Keep up the good work/life balence.
Good for you man. illumination is a blessing that can only be self given. May the force be with you!
This is genuine and powerful. Thank you for sharing it with us. I hope you always feel comfortable sharing. Even if you feel conflict over posting something, that is more reason to post it. There will always be those of us who understand. Thank you.
I want to be the strongest version of myself.
I lied to everyone around me and hid myself from the world and from love. I want to be whole.
You helped me break new grounds with myself last night. for that adam i cant thank you enough.
Your honestly is humbling man. Congratulations on all your progress
This is probably your best video. You just seeing yourself looking straight through the bs. Gold
This vulnerability and honesty is incredible, Adam. Much love and respect.
Ads on a psychedsubstance vid?? This is great, youtube isn't screwing you on this vid for once!
Not yet at least
I cried. I love you adam. Thank you so much for the speaking about your own problems and your recovery it helps me greatly.
i’ve watched your videos on and off for quite some time and i just rediscovered your channel and was brought to this video and wow did this video slap me across the face. i guess it takes someone who is just like you to ultimately get through to you. i will be making MAJOR changes to my life, and i can not wait until i find my new self and hopefully realize even more than what you have.
Thank you Adam.
Hope you're doing well bruh.
Everybody needs you.
oh nani nani
This feel like a quaalude
No sleep in my body
ain't no bitch in my body
good to see you back, hope things are going better for you
Your picture is flying saucer attack's self titled album.
@@pokesprite266 it is
Recently had my first shroom trip and it changed everything. I’ll never judge you, I’ve always loved your videos you’re a wonderful person. All I wish for you is to find your peace
not leaving this here just for a dopamine hit lmao. just thought i'd let you know how much of a positive influence your content, honesty, and vulnerability has been for me, and likely countless others. keep living your best life
" This life is all about the 'true reward,' the *long term* benefits. "
Epic quote.
Brave man, honestly I love this. I'm so pleased you're feeling better. Keep smiling buddy x
Hi Adam, congrats on your newest child. They really are amazing. I want to thank you for sharing your experience and being so open and honest. I laughed a little and I cried a little. It felt as if you were describing my life to the T. Your story has truly been an inspiration and I want to thank you.
Sometimes your videos are like a therapy session for me and I love it
I've been through a similar experience with stimulants and personality alterations. I'm glad you have come to your senses. The best video in a long time thanks adam.
Great video Adam. Your raw honest vunerabilty and sharing is super inspiring. Well done. Keep evolving and congratulations on the new little being coming soon.
Honestly bro I'm crying. So proud of you mate, and so happy for your adventure to find more of yourself in the thick fog that is life. ♥
thank you, adam. you help so many people and your honesty is so brave.
The 15 people who disliked the video probably clicked the wrong thumb.. congrats Adam! This is going to be your best trip💪
or else they're upside down, like bats
@@azerohiro that could be, master Wayne. Or what if.. hear me out.. they're Australian
I’m so happy about you bro, love this vid/ keeping it Real✌🏼
May the force be with you ❤️🌀
In my opinion this is the most real videoo have ever made. I really appreciate you putting this out there man thank you
I had DMT on LSD and looked death in the faced, was convinced I died. I told my trip sitter I was dead and my family was going to find me dead on drugs. I wasn't coming back and I was a loser who took DMT and LSD and died, and I had nothing to live for at that point. I would have killed myself if I didn't realize I hadn't died, and that also everything spoken about around the 12:00 minute mark. I have gained the tools to deal with this and other traumatic experience and got off Adderall in a similar story to yours.
Thank you for sharing, this is all new to me and its still frightening. Its still a trip my friends.
Give it time, your head will clear up and you’ll be able to look back and laugh at it vs it triggering things, find a friend u can talk with and relate to about it, podcast etc
Hey man we love you ❤️❤️
Wow. I am so proud of you, Adam.
This is my new favorite video on the internet.
Thank you for your videos Adam.
Whatever you do I'm sure your subscribers will accept it.
i love you and your content man, you are the reason why i have been able to open my mind to transcendentalism and psychedellia. you always have my support
Well done man. Really proud of you and happy that you worked through it rather than killing the trip. Really happy for you Adam, congrats on you and your partners pregnancy. Wish you and your family all the best
Adam, not only did you help me get ready for my first trip but you've helped me be able to reflect on myself and better myself. I love you and your videos
I am proud of you, for being aware of the situation. We will support you no matter what happens. Take care of your family and yourself. Also, reach out some love to Decota. He misses you too.
I don't know you personally but I am personally really proud of you. Well done Adam, this is inspiring.