a year ago today...
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- Опубликовано: 4 янв 2025
- a year ago today my life change forever with my marriage ending and my religion falling apart, this is me now!
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thank you everyone for all the love on this vulnerable video, i love you all 🖤
This brought me to tears. I wish we could be friends! It is incredible to see how far you’ve come!
Hi syd! I’ve been following you for a few years and hearing what you went through put tears in my eyes. You deserve nothing but the best!
I see you moved close to Conroe! Id love to invite you to grace church! It’s in the woodlands/ spring area.
Like I said you deserve nothing but the best and it makes me happy to see how good your doing. Please remember that you are worth it and you are ENOUGH💖
Ruok
You handled the divorce with a lot of grace and respect. I'm so sorry to hear that respect wasn't returned and that you felt alone when people took sides. I'm glad your mom was there for you. And of course all of us here on RUclips are supporting you from the sidelines! Can't wait to see the adventures you have next in your life!
THIS!!!!! so glad mary was there for you!!!
This was definitely not oversharing! Your platform has become such a beautiful place whether here or on tik tok it's so evident that you are the version of yourself you were always meant to be physically, mentally, and spiritually.
So proud of you!!🥺
wow I'm so proud of you and so happy you found Jesus. You are so loved
You are so amazing and I'm glad even after everything you are still here and it proves just how strong you truly are! I love you!!
You have all of my support Syd! You are a gorgeous human. I’m so happy to see how well you have healed. Leaving the church is hard. Plus having a divorce on top of that?! I can not imagine!! Stay strong and know that you have plenty of people you love you and you are never alone! Thank you for being so honest and open.❤️❤️
Wow… I’m just so proud of you syd! Seeing you grow through hard times truly shows what a strong, beautiful woman you are! You’re just incredible! Keep being you!
I’m so sooo proud of you. This is such a big step and YOU DID IT! You did it Syd. One year later and you’re a completely different person. A better version of yourself. God is good. 🥺🤍
thank you, God is good ❤️
Been subbed since 2017 and seeing you’re growth is truly inspiring ❤️ Loved the video Syd thank you for sharing with us 💕
Sydney hearing your story is just incredible. God is using it to reach more people than you know. Even though I haven’t been married, I recently went through a breakup with the man I thought I would marry. We were best friends first, and it’s been so hard losing both a friend and a partner. It’s been two months now and I’m still healing. I feel so discouraged some days but seeing you heal and come out stronger and closer to God inspires me. It helps give me hope that I can heal from this too❤️
It’s so amazing to see the process and the growth you have gone through!
Sydney, you have no idea how much I relate to you in this video. My marriage as a 21 year old ended a year ago as well. So glad I have someone I can relate to in this.
I am also a christian! Love you girl, stay strong!
this video was so well done & so beautiful sydney!!!
thank you🥺
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3:50 This part. In certain groups we are taught that love should always be unconditional. It isn't until we question the wrong thing or venture in a different direction that all the conditions of the Unconditional Love are brought forth. And with certain groups, that is a hard line to get past when it comes to what was an entire support system, an entire community.
You, Sydney, have shown your strength. We are glad you are here today.
Your testimony is SO beautiful. Thank you so much for sharing! He is working through you in this and it is so very evident.
i'm so proud of you and happy for you. a year ago today was actually a very hard day for me as well, and i remember seeing you post that video and feeling less alone in the world. and now, a year later, i am also a totally different person. i'm so glad that you have found healing and happiness in your life. you deserve it. i hope it only goes up from here. ❤
I’ve been following your channel since before you guys started dating, I could tell it was going sour and then when you announced the divorce I was scared but happy for you bc I knew you’d get through. I’m so sorry that the world was against you for a bit but I’m glad you’ve overcome and found peace & happiness in the crazy. let god, babe ❤️
oh my gosh so happy!!! praising God for his mercy and grace in your life!
This is beautiful and so inspiring. You are truly amazing Sydney! We are so proud of you bestie!!
So insanely proud of you. I’ve been following you since the beginning and you’ve done such an amazing job this year and every year before!
genuinely crying over the end of this video! So so so proud of your faith. So proud of YOU.
this has turned into such a safe place and it feels like home
omg i love thus
Proud of you. You inspire me to not drown myself in my sadness and get up and make something of myself.
I'm so sorry that happened to u friend. You been through a lot but God has your back and you are a strong woman. Be encouraged and I love you friend.
Sydney I’m so proud of you!! I’ve loved watching you change throughout this past year!! You seem sooo much happier and I am so happy for you! Can’t wait to see what God has in store for your future!
So sorry you felt alone that is inexcusable especially by family. Like so many others I’ve been following you since your back yard party for 100k? Maybe? You deserve all the happiness
Absolutely love this video. Your words are like poetry! You’re amazing Syd.
i didn’t expect this to be a testimony but wow, i have chills🥺♥️ God used this as a sign for me. truly. best wishes toward you!
I love you Syd💕I’m so proud of you and everything you accomplished this last year
I remember when you announced the divorce, it was EXACTLY 2 weeks after i also announced mines, i was also 20 and only had been married for about a year and a half, when i saw your video i could feel your pain and frustration, but girl, here we are a year after living our best life’s without anyone dragging us down, if i learned something this past year is that when God closed a door is for a reason. That was a chapter we had to live and just move on from it❤️ loveu girly. I’ve been subscribed for YEARS you helped me a lot throughout highschool ✨❤️
Is there any advice you would give for relationships now that you’ve had a divorce? Anything that went wrong that you know not to do again in the future? I’m sorry if this is personal; I just want to make sure my current relationship can get past our struggle points so that when we get married, divorce can be avoided.
thank you for being so vulnerable! you’re so strong and you are so loved ! ❤️❤️
This made me cry. You’re amazing and so so strong.
You are so strong and encouraging! You have fought through everyone telling you what you should do and who you should be. You have overcome the negativity of the world, and found true happiness! So inspiring! Thank you for sharing!
Absolutely sobbing. I’m so proud of you. Please never take this video down. I love this so so so much. Praise God.
Girl I haven’t seen ur vids for awhile and I didn’t realize it was until u looked into the mirror. This is wild I’m so proud of u and wish u the best. Also proud of u for being u and not who other people wanna be. I’m extremely proud that u were able to leave the Mormon Church cuz Ik that can be a deep struggle considering the things I’ve seen about it
I used to watch you and your ex's vlogs all the time. I always admired y'alls relationship and thought your videos together were hilarious. This was an awesome video to post, we all needed to hear more about the pain you went through.
I really enjoyed your video & can completely understand where you’re coming from as I’m going through an almost identical situation. Going through a divorce right now & it’s not something I want, but my wife had different feelings. When she left she planted seeds of betrayal & abandonment, I’ve been going through a rollercoaster of emotions & I hate this. I understand completely what you’re going through & I can empathize.
This is truly powerful I am so proud of you for overcoming all the obstacles you have been faced with not only removing yourself from toxic environments which is not easy to do when it has been your norm for a long time but finding God and finding yourself truly an inspiration and I’m grateful you took the time to share it with us
I’m so proud of you Syd! You deserve the world and im glad you found inner peace. Im honored to have been watching and supporting you for about five plus years!!
Watching this video makes me so happy that you have Charli to help you continue to heal and grow. You seem like you have found so muc strength with the proper support.
This is so beautiful and honest. It’s good to know that you continue to keep parts of your life private. My heart overjoices to know that you found peace, love, comfort, and a friend that is God. He will never fail you! So happy how much you have grown spiritually 💗
I'm so happy that you're here. I'm definitely praising God with you for all of the beauty that he brought out of such hurtful times. Thank you for sharing for all of those that have ever or are currently walking through the same kind of isolation.
The amount of respect you have shown through this whole process is incredible and you should be so so proud of yourself. You are amazing and going to go so far in life. I literally cannot watch this without crying because even though you didn’t show it I knew you were in pain but you put one foot after the other and took it day by day and here you are now! Love you Sydney and I hope you find someone that sees how special and amazing you are and loves you the way you deserve 💜😘
I grew up with you and this video in an odd way felt nostalgic. So excited to watch you grow so much more.
I’ve never commented before, but wow-you are an inspiration. When I saw your vid a year ago I was in tears telling my husband about this, and seriously depressed for your guys’ sake for a week. Sounds a bit dramatic for a stranger, but I felt so invested in your story, and am so much more so now. Seeing you truly find God and peace brings me so much joy and is an answer to prayer😊
I felt sad that day too! I told my husband too
Your videos inspire me. I've grown up in Mormonism and stopped attending about a month ago. I've grown up with mental health challenges and am currently trying to do therapy for childhood trauma and relationship challenges. I see a lot of content creators that leave mormonism seem to obsess about the church (I think it's because of feelings of betrayel, like obsessing about the thing you feel betrayed by) and for me I feel I don't want to live like that, I think that the more I hold on or obsess on it, it's like I haven't really healed or moved on from the betrayel, so I guess seeing so many content creators that dwell on talking about mormonism after leaving feels like they haven't completely healed from the betrayel though I think that's why I enjoy your content because you don't dwell on mormonism, it's like it's part of your story and it hurt though it doesn't define you, and there's more to life after leaving.
I must admit I wasn’t always a fan but after your divorce I don’t know if it was the vulnerability and the honesty you displayed you are amazing.
this video made me cry. you are so strong and im so proud of u. you did everything right and im sorry people let u down
This was a beautiful video and has truly shown the power of Jesus and healing. It’s crazy to think that I have been just a simple subscriber since 2016. I feel like we are best friends and I’ve reached out on multiple occasions, congratulating you on your engagement wishing you luck when he went on the mission. I really feel like I know you and I want to congratulate you on all your growth. Your newfound outlook on life for living for Jesus and for yourself, it’s something I’ve been striving for years. It’s crazy how connected and at home you’ve made me feel from my 16th birthday to my 21st birthday and you were there living the same milestones going through the same motions. And we share this common goal of living for ourselves and for Jesus. It’s a hard thing to accomplish and fully achieve but You are an exemplary example.
I am so happy to see you growing and healing. You have learned so much through this experience and I hope you know you are much stronger and braver than you ever thought.
Girl I can’t even imagine what it was like to go through what you went through, but your testimony is POWERFUL!! God has been at work in you since the very beginning and your story is going to help so many people! We are all so proud of you syd ❤️
You are a true blessing. I myself a year ago went through a bad break up. (He cheated) brought the girl to OUR apartment with my dog there. Turned MY CAMERA OFF for MY DOG. And brought a girl I considered a friend. Yes I moved on but that still hurts. I’m 4 months into a new relationship, he treats me soo much better than my ex ever had. My dog loves him. A breakup sucks butt and I can’t even imagine how it would’ve felt going through a divorce. It felt that way when he tried taking my dog from me. But didn’t want him she wanted/wants me. You are so strong! God always has a reason for everything that he has done.
God is so FAITHFUL!! He doesn’t just restore things to their past glories, but creates something new that cannot compare.
It amazing to see you be so vulnerable with what you went through, and how it truly felt! God’s power is so present in you. I can’t wait for your next video!!
i love you syd. i’m so inspired by you and so proud of you. you are amazing and are such a light
This video popped up in my feed exactly when I needed it. Thank you for being vulnerable enough to share your experiences.
made me cry. thank you for this, syd. you are so strong and encouraging.
queen. so proud of you and how far you’ve come, your love for Jesus is so motivating and inspiring
Syd, I have watched you since I was probably 14-15 I’m now 22. Watching you grow and change and form into the woman you have become is amazing. It’s almost like a big sister experience. You are such a bigger person than all of the people who put you down!! To watch you go through that stuff alone broke my heart. I’m so proud of you!! I know I’m just a subscriber, but I see you as family!
Wow, this video is beautiful!! You've truly come a long way and we are all so proud of you syd💗
I’m so proud of you Sydney. Break ups are hard on there own but on top of that feeling so alone and isolated from friends and family makes it so much worse. You are through the worst parts and I’m so happy you are still here with us !
I'm sorry to hear that in a difficult time in your life you felt so alone. I wish you nothing but the best. Glad to hear you are happy! Hope you have a great year.
i know you mentioned feeling uneasy about posting this, but syd, you DESERVE TO. you deserve to share your side of the story and make your voice heard. you went through hell and back, persevered through the worst year of your life, and came out on the other side stronger and the truest version of yourself. you deserve to use your voice, you’ve earned that right.
Sydney, I watched that video a year ago and the growth you have achieved is amazing.. Very proud of you and look forward to new adventures. We with you on this journey called life.
I am personally not religious, but sydney! Wow you are so kind hearted and soft spoken and had beautiful words! Love to hear what you went through and how hard it was and so proud of you for growing into a kind hearted amazing woman we know and love❤💙
I’m so sorry you had to go through this…you seem like an amazing and kind hearted person. I just wanted to tell you thank you for sharing your side because It’s always important. I hear you,and I have so much love and respect for you.
i literally love you so much, i’ve been watching you for years and love to see how you’ve grown. your videos helped me through my own breakup and, even as a person with borderline personality disorder, i could relate to you in many ways and you really did help. i don’t understand why people would try to diagnose you or whatever, it’s so disrespectful and it’s none of their business. thank you for everything, keep being you
I think this is the Sydney you were always meant to be. Flawlessly unapologetic for being your most authentic self and doing it for yourself. 💕
Are your families still friends? I'd imagine it would be weird for your family to hang out with them... especially if his girlfriend is there. Glad to hear you're healing and doing much better!!!
You are so strong and the growth has been amazing! ❤️Your original video was the reason I broke up with my ex and my life has been so much better since! Thank you so much for making it clear that I should stay because of circumstances and i would be okay!
You are so strong and look up to you so much because of how strong and how you have grown and change in the best way through a difficult situation!!❤
so beautiful to see where you came from as well as where you are now KEEP GROWING SYDNEY
I wish I could give you a hug. So proud of you. 2 months ago was my one year mark from leaving my abuser. We have come so far girl 😅
Really proud of you and your strength. You have come along way. Thank you for inspiring us all .
sydney, i'm so proud of you for getting through this. you're so strong and i'm so glad that you're happy now, you deserve it.
Oh Sydney...Your words just made me cried. I'm so sorry for what you had to go through but I'm so proud of you for what you have become. A stronger and better self. Sending you so much love and hugs❤
you’re insanely strong girl, you give me so much inspiration and yes I cried while watching this since it’s a hard time for me too but this is what I needed also. i love you so much and im so so proud of you. ive watched you grow since 2017/2018 and seeing where you are now is incredible. Keep going girl 🤍🤍
Sydney your are so amazing and I’m so proud that you were able to heal. You are so beautiful and this video brought me to tears. God is so so good and I’m so glad that He has helped you.
Enjoy your self u r so strong for telling us this we love you and always have ur back
This is hands down one of my favorite videos you’ve ever posted 💖
I've been watching your channel since you first made videos. Since you have started posting again, I look forward to your videos every time. I hopped on my bed and I told myself "I hope she posted", and then I saw you posted! I read the title and I shed a tear because I knew it was gonna be authentic and deep. This is why I look forward to your videos all the time now. Your videos are authentic, you are authentic and your energy is beautiful. I love that you are all about being yourself. I can say that there is no labels to put on anyone for their decisions. You should do what makes you content and should not feel obligated to provide an explanation for no one. Keep doing you, Syd :) Because I promise there are so many of us that have expiericened some of the same feelings . It has helped so many. Some of the "us", include me. Thank you for being who you are
You are so brave and strong. I wanna be a momma bear for you so if you ever need one I am here. My own daughter will be 21 in August and I would do anything to protect her and keep her safe.
I am SO PROUD of you bestie! You’ve come so far and we all recognize it. You’re a strong empowering woman. Never forget your worth! Been watching you since the beginning and let me tell you, I know you don’t know me but i’ve been praying for you along the way through it all. I love you girl, I believe this year will bring you everything you deserve!!!
Cryinggggg thank you for your vulnerability ❤️ this was so special and we are so proud of you
Beyond proud of you Sydney, you're so strong and so loved. I am SO here for this content!
Period! As you should be! I needed to hear this thank you for sharing, you’re amazing and beautiful! keep on thriving!
i hated how people feel the need to blame the other person it’s so ridiculous being blamed frickin sucks it’s the worst the feeling ever
thank you for sharing! Your testimony is so powerful and God is so proud of you. Thanks for being vulnerable and being willing to share with us! I am so excited to see what God has in store for you in this next season!
I’ve been watching you for years and this video makes me so happy. It’s amazing to see how God has worked in your life and this testimony will help so many people!! There’s such a huge crown waiting for you in heaven girl and I’m so excited to see what’s next for you on this journey!! 🥰 sending so much love your way!!
I’ve been watching you since you started RUclips and I’m amazing at how you stood the higher ground. Your an inspiration and i really needed some things you said in this video. What happened to you sucked and the fact that people in your own family turned on you is bizarre. I’m glad you found peace and are thriving!!! You deserve happiness!
I’m so incredibly proud of you! you are so badass and grown soo much over this past year! i really hope that you are proud of yourself. You go girl!
thank you so much for being brave enough to tell your side of the story. i 1000% support you ❤️ i hear your pain 🫂 i so hope you know that your worth is not contingent on how others choose to love you, but how you choose to love yourself! i admire you so much because you have grown so much! i'm incredibly proud of you and i hope you are proud of yourself! you are doing the best you can considering the circumstances you're in. your story about self love is super inspiring and gives me hope that no matter what happens in life, it will be okay eventually ❤️
Congratulations Syd!! Im so sorry about the tough year. So beautiful to see God move even in the midst of pain, hugs ❤️
Syd I am just so crazy proud of you!!!Following your journey for years & now seeing you share finding Jesus is the most encouraging & amazing thing. Seeing you use your platform to show the love of Jesus & your heart for Him is just BEAUTIFUL. A quote I have always loved is the idea that we take one step towards Jesus and he ran a thousand towards us! As a fellow 20 year old Christian I am cheering you on & celebrating your victories! Oh how God is writing a beautiful story though you! I wish we could be friends in real life, if you ever come to Ontario I want to be besties. You are wonderful! Keep shining your light sweet Syd!!
I’m so glad that you’re here today! Thank you for sharing your story ❤️
I wish you would make a podcast! I didn’t watch the video itself. I listened to it while driving and I heard every word.. that was enough! Thank you for opening up!❤️❤️❤️ You’ve come so far. You’re a rockstar✨
I can't even say I can relate to this because never been in a relationship and never been married and I'm 24. But so glad to hear that you're happy and just content and that God has gave you that peace that you were needing. Continue learning and growing into the person God has created you to be. Hope the rest of this year is amazing for you and can't wait to see what God has in store for you.
loooved this video! I am really sorry about all the bad things people have said to you, especially people close to you, it's so horrible. But you got through. You've have come so far and in so little time. I hope you feel very proud of yourself!!
This is absolutely beautiful and inspiring!!! We care about what you went through, and I'm so grateful that you shared all of this with us! You are loved!!!
Literally sobbing watching this. you never have to hide your hurt from us. So glad you are where you are at on your journey 💕