Been an drug addict since I was 15 and the feeling of doing that last bit of whatever drug or alcohol you're on has gotta be one of the most empty feelings there is. I've been clean for periods of time and then I fall right back into it as easy as falling into bed when you're tired. For anyone reading this that hasn't travelled down this path,take the high road my friend because there is nothing down this low road besides emptiness,heartache and suffering.
It makes for good stories but seriously nothing glamorous or fun about H or Coke addiction. Im guessing from experience that for every 2 old guys who can sit around talking there's a half dozen who didnt survive.
@@RyanNJ I (think) the only way to get fent into ur coke is if ur dealer or dealers dealer is wacking up coke and heroin on the same scale or table and they scrape that shit into ur bag. It doesn't make sense to me to put fentanyl in ur coke...
For real it's like that ive been clean 3 yrs now but I rem having the same rig for a week and just messing up my arms with that old rig and before someone who hasnt lived it says why didnt you buy a new one only addicts will no what I'm talking about
Sober 3/12/19 from smack, coke, benzos and everything else under the sun, died twice from overdose started at 13 stopped at 20, only shot a few times..once Mister Needle and Miss Spoon get into the equation it's a whole nother level of dark..most people never come back from it sadly
To anyone who finds this and it’s struggling with addiction, you can do it! Everyone has the potential to get off of any drug, what makes it so hard (if your like me) is believing you won’t be able to or thinking how dull and boring sobriety is, however life will more than likely always be shit.. but guaranteed to be worse if you don’t focus on doing what’s right for you and becoming clean. YOU GOT THIS CHAMP
Joey Diaz is the only person that can put me to sleep the minute I hear his voice. It soothes me. This is in no way bad. He’s the soundtrack to many a comfortable nights.
Got 7 years sober from the H and many other drugs boys! Got 3 beautiful daughters from the woman I used with (now engaged) and I got off food stamps and got a pretty good job in power plants and oil refineries. Even tapering from xans was hard as hell but so worth it. My brain chemistry is so flipped now even all these years later I still don’t think I’ll ever feel “normal” again. I am learning to cope with that. Drugs took my Grandma (passed away while reading the Bible from accidental prescription O.D) I went to tell her bye for school and seen her foaming and purple. Fucked me up. I was shooting dope since 9th grade and had hep C by 17. Luckily Thank God my body fought it off,I’m 26 now. Shit just feels like one big blurry chapter that was never supposed to happen. But here we are. I can’t deny it. It’s who I was. Not who I am.. It don’t help being bipolar and depression ridden so bad some days I wouldn’t get out of bed to shower for weeks and was lucky to eat a pizza lunchable from speedway any given day. I’m doing better then I ever have. Thank God for microdosing ✌🏼🍄❤️
I used to do roller coaster all the time. I always mixed 2 oxy 80s with a 0.2 of coke. Never felt any come downs on coke. Bin clean a year now and fuck everydays a struggle man.
why don't you build something or make or fix something with your time. I'm an addict and i literally have to stay busy until i am so tired that i need sleep then get up eat take care of myself then stay busy again. when you dont feel the urge to use is too strong, then take a day break or so and you WILL appreciate that time you give to yourself so much more.
2:10 Eventually, any addiction turns to using just to avoid getting sick. Dude gets high for a split second when he started because he felt freedom for hours each time he used. That's EVERY addiction. Caffeine will eventually be about using to feel "awake" (not lethargic af). It's sad when it turns to simply avoiding withdrawl.
Cryptom it is a physical dependan e. Also this guys comment about "addiction" is one of the dumbest statements I've heard in a while. Do your homework before making a public comment for millions to read.
*props to you guys for sharing so much gritty, personal aspects of your lives; if you help just one person none of it will have been in vain* the chasing freedom thing blew my mind too!
Despite the fact that I've seen this clip and the actual episode more than once I was right there with him reliving some good and bad memories with every word he said. Good to remember the desperation but there were always years early on that it felt great....drugs work . Until they don't. Love you all
"and you just know he's home." Savage.. thats drugs for you.. "that's the only place you'll find freedom" "that's what we're hunting" this dude gave some of the realest and truest but most fucked up drug testimony I've ever heard
I did half a g of Afghan smack every day from 20 to 26 after eating DHC and morphine from the age of 14. My brain is fucked now, never mind my body and near losing a leg, was shooting gear into my IV antibiotics for 2 months in hospital. Crack n Heroin speedballs for my breakfast with coffee and a cig. 6 weeks clean😎
The split second of relief from shooting speed feels like having an "ON" switch flipped in your brain. The IV meth rush is extremely intense, a wave of heat running down your limbs as your thinking becomes fuzzy from the euphoria and energy instantly coming on fully, and so intensely that you are unable to form a thought for a few seconds.
When folks ask what shooting coke is like I refer to the descriptions of the Heroin for sale in Pulp Fiction. There is one Eric Stoltz calls *MADMAN* and THAT is exactly exactly what shooting *Cocaine* is like: MADDENING. I used to think I was the only one who got insanely nauseous and puked after doing GREAT coke. That’s how I gauge the good stuff, too!
hatednyc Puking from shooting can happen with garbage coke you just need to use more. I always found puking from shooting to be awful. It always caused me to loose my ringer right away,
Joey, you my man knows exactly what ur talking about when it comes to doing coke lol u described it perfectly lol I just did a fat ass rail that time, only once ina while though. Moderation is the key eh b’y! Lol cheers from 🇨🇦
I promise it does on some level I don't think about it anymore.. it's about making and being at peace with yourself and loving you for you. And I was on heroin, coke, benzos, and everything else in existence from 12-20. I've died twice actually. I would snort fentanyl laced smack knowingly. Pick up a constructive hobby or meditation. Read various religious doctrine and study it (didn't say become a priest or bible thumper) but there's lessons in every religion to back catalogue in your mind, you can help ppl with their own problem and it grounds you spiritually man, also AA or NA (no NA where I'm at)
@@allenmcdonald1878 yeah i like the way you look at it,and i think the same way everyone takes religious books too literally i look at them as manuals for life there is some real useful shit in them if you know how to look at it
I was 20 and I was strung out on glass thought I go to the probation office and just get another court date ..lol oh I saw the judge alright ..after about 37 days in jail lol
I don't even know how or why this came across my feed, it's 6yrs old but I use to be a junkie, and after seeing a girl try to shoot up in her neck, it was the grossest saddest thing I've ever seen, I took a long look around and went to rehab. Been clean for 7years.
"im gonna have the tv on with the volume turned way down" LMAO straight up and somehow the stuff still makes you stimulated enough where you can pick up every little last word on the tv while youre doing something else. Stimulants are insane man.
i went from snort smoke n then shooting. mainly meth. and I've slammed in my neck. and sometimes i used to poke the hell out myself. so pissed and if finally got happy as hell
Listening to these OGs talk makes me feel better about drinking on weekends on doing a couple lines a month....jesus how are they alive!? I know it's not healthy what I'm doing but if I did what they did I would die .
I’m kinda glad I’ve experienced so many drugs, I’m at the point where I have a middle man for some really good blow but I only fw it maybe twice a month. I wait on him to hit me up and if I got the money I’m gonna do some coke look out my window and have the tv down way low.
I've known people shoot up in their neck though, not because their veins had collapsed, but because they somehow believed it was a 'better hit'. Total nonsense, but a Junkie buys into every myth which supports the notion that they're doing the best thing in the world ever.....
Diego Camacho I've been an addict for 28 years, but yeah your right. The worse thing is that counsellors are rarely ex addicts, but folk with sociology degrees. I don't mind that, until they start telling you what they consider 'facts'. And it's just nonsense. One of the worst is "The physical effects of withdrawal improve after about three days" which is like saying 'It's about a hundred miles from London to N.Y.'
It REALLY DOES. ITS MAKEING ME QUIT NOW. U RIGHT. THANNKS GUYS REALLYYYY. LOVE U GUYS U HELPING ME SEE MY FAMILY EVEN THO THEY LIVE IN MY HOUSE 💀 I JUST BEEN COKE BLIND FOR YEARS
Been an drug addict since I was 15 and the feeling of doing that last bit of whatever drug or alcohol you're on has gotta be one of the most empty feelings there is. I've been clean for periods of time and then I fall right back into it as easy as falling into bed when you're tired. For anyone reading this that hasn't travelled down this path,take the high road my friend because there is nothing down this low road besides emptiness,heartache and suffering.
True story stay strong bro
WORD SHIT REAL FAM I BEEN ON COKE SINCE 15. AM 36. FOUR KIDS MARRIED. SHIT JUST HARD SOME TIMES.
Been there bro. Overdosed over 5 times off coke before I realized. But u do and will learn from failure 🔑
God bless u
I'm with you brother same here exact same situation
It makes for good stories but seriously nothing glamorous or fun about H or Coke addiction. Im guessing from experience that for every 2 old guys who can sit around talking there's a half dozen who didnt survive.
Forreal dude...
@cheddar bob first of all nice name and facts dude... Hate seein niggas get hooked cuh I know they prolly gon be gone gone within a year..
Heroin wasn't the same as the fent that's out there now. Ppl didn't od back then like they do today.
@@RyanNJ I (think) the only way to get fent into ur coke is if ur dealer or dealers dealer is wacking up coke and heroin on the same scale or table and they scrape that shit into ur bag. It doesn't make sense to me to put fentanyl in ur coke...
Truth
"I can't imagine doing it on daily basis" the thing is "you can't imagine not, thats all your life is"NAILED.
Dead on
This dude is doing a great public service by telling his stories. Joey is the man
For real it's like that ive been clean 3 yrs now but I rem having the same rig for a week and just messing up my arms with that old rig and before someone who hasnt lived it says why didnt you buy a new one only addicts will no what I'm talking about
Makes you feel like a piace of shit to
@@tarheeld3808 same here I remember needing to bang multiple times on a daily basis
Joey "the coke was tremendous" Diaz
lol Lee always comes in with a Virgin Mary complex.
Oh Shit! That's a good way of putting it.
Lol, "I can't imagine shooting up EVERYDAY" but maybe he could imagine trying it...
Ik he's like Winnie the Pooh, every time there's a shocking thing said, he just hits with that "oh my".
yea he does 😂
I promise you cock lovers in 2 years if lee keeps hanging out with joey he ll be shooting heroin and doing lines of coke
Hahaha it's called doing cocaine... I'm gonna do some lines and look out my windows
Ruthlesss86 Hahaha that shit was funny !
Ruthlesss86 good Friday night windows and gurning
and I'm gonna do cocaine until there is no cocaine left
😂
ahhh those good ole crazy fucking days.....hahahaha
"When I got clean and after the first couple of months I go, theres nothing for me for me to look forward to, not for years for me" True addiction.
"ITS CALLED DOING COCAINE" man this convo nails what its like to be a coke head, especially turning down the lil bit in county
Yep that’s me 😂
Same here
Beware watching this may be a trigger for some of yous haha
Why
your right
I had ten years clean till I found Joey Diaz
LSD & NitrousOxide
Seriously?
Nas Stan lol yes.. this guy is a bad influence
Sober 3/12/19 from smack, coke, benzos and everything else under the sun, died twice from overdose started at 13 stopped at 20, only shot a few times..once Mister Needle and Miss Spoon get into the equation it's a whole nother level of dark..most people never come back from it sadly
not worth it, all love
stay strong
I got anxiety listening to these stories lol
same hahha
JoseDTFitness dude fucking same
You and me both.
That come-down anxiety is absolutely scarring.
Out the roof bro
To anyone who finds this and it’s struggling with addiction, you can do it! Everyone has the potential to get off of any drug, what makes it so hard (if your like me) is believing you won’t be able to or thinking how dull and boring sobriety is, however life will more than likely always be shit.. but guaranteed to be worse if you don’t focus on doing what’s right for you and becoming clean.
YOU GOT THIS CHAMP
Joey Diaz is the only person that can put me to sleep the minute I hear his voice. It soothes me. This is in no way bad. He’s the soundtrack to many a comfortable nights.
Be careful with that. You don’t necessarily want to put all these drug and delinquent tales into your subconscious mind.
@@ajporterso true
Got 7 years sober from the H and many other drugs boys! Got 3 beautiful daughters from the woman I used with (now engaged) and I got off food stamps and got a pretty good job in power plants and oil refineries. Even tapering from xans was hard as hell but so worth it. My brain chemistry is so flipped now even all these years later I still don’t think I’ll ever feel “normal” again. I am learning to cope with that. Drugs took my Grandma (passed away while reading the Bible from accidental prescription O.D) I went to tell her bye for school and seen her foaming and purple. Fucked me up. I was shooting dope since 9th grade and had hep C by 17. Luckily Thank God my body fought it off,I’m 26 now. Shit just feels like one big blurry chapter that was never supposed to happen. But here we are. I can’t deny it. It’s who I was. Not who I am.. It don’t help being bipolar and depression ridden so bad some days I wouldn’t get out of bed to shower for weeks and was lucky to eat a pizza lunchable from speedway any given day. I’m doing better then I ever have. Thank God for microdosing ✌🏼🍄❤️
Good for you and your fam! Never look back. Keep your head up. Thnx for sharing
i feel bad for your children
"Kidnapping, a machine gun, yeah you're gonna beat it"...LOL, the delusion of the criminal.
I cant tell you how much these little testionials are helpingpeople. Thanks uncle Joey! I love you guys!
From 16 to 27 I was like that too Joey...peeking out windows and turning the tv way down LMAO. So true...so true.
fuck....im doing that now
That feeling like someone is coming and ur sure they are coming to bust u or kill u but they never show up
@Hairy Asshole I'm not high anymore
@Hairy Asshole
Hahaha
@@yourdaughterdoesanal2650 fuck, I think the RUclips content section are a living, hell.
I used to do roller coaster all the time. I always mixed 2 oxy 80s with a 0.2 of coke. Never felt any come downs on coke. Bin clean a year now and fuck everydays a struggle man.
Listening to this doing coke with the TV low seated at my window
Time to chill
Young Gwam hahahahahah that’s the worst feeling 😂
Wish it was me😂
@@assholedestroyer4207 I did that this weekend, wasnt a good feeling
why don't you build something or make or fix something with your time. I'm an addict and i literally have to stay busy until i am so tired that i need sleep then get up eat take care of myself then stay busy again. when you dont feel the urge to use is too strong, then take a day break or so and you WILL appreciate that time you give to yourself so much more.
Cocaine is a hell of a drug. Thats a damn true statement.
Tremendous.
2:10
Eventually, any addiction turns to using just to avoid getting sick. Dude gets high for a split second when he started because he felt freedom for hours each time he used. That's EVERY addiction. Caffeine will eventually be about using to feel "awake" (not lethargic af). It's sad when it turns to simply avoiding withdrawl.
@KL Acc damn, try replacing with green tea
Simply untrue. Study’s have shown caffeine usage is a societal habit, not an addiction
Cryptom it is a physical dependan e. Also this guys comment about "addiction" is one of the dumbest statements I've heard in a while. Do your homework before making a public comment for millions to read.
And to laugh a bit after such a grim depiction of end stage addiction is a breath of fresh air ❤️
Been there I used my rock bottom as a stepping stone.
Half a gram of ice methamphetamine used to be the greatest rush ever .now I like to sleep
I listen to these podcasts to feel like an angel...
*props to you guys for sharing so much gritty, personal aspects of your lives; if you help just one person none of it will have been in vain* the chasing freedom thing blew my mind too!
Those drug habits he explained while high were so on point. Especially if you binge. Fucking around I could never understand casual users.
Right?!? How the fuck do u do COCAINE ONCE A FUCKING MONTH TELL ME U COCKSUCKA!!
Despite the fact that I've seen this clip and the actual episode more than once I was right there with him reliving some good and bad memories with every word he said. Good to remember the desperation but there were always years early on that it felt great....drugs work . Until they don't. Love you all
I'm gonna look out the window some with the tv as low as it gos. Man that's spot on
I haven't even smoked weed in over a year, but why are these drug stories so entertaining 😂😂
Donnie Lovedahl same here
john sgro calm down..nothing in his comments should make you mad lol
john sgro you got problems dude
What did John say
i smoked weed once for the last year
my fear is that i hate weed now so i like opiates and stimulants now
"and you just know he's home." Savage.. thats drugs for you.. "that's the only place you'll find freedom" "that's what we're hunting" this dude gave some of the realest and truest but most fucked up drug testimony I've ever heard
You know he really gets it. I celebrated 10 years sober on the 18th of June, and still remember like yesterday the feelings Tait described.
@@cashvillerican615 I was using when I wrote that.. got 8 mo clean now 👌
Bro these drug story's are f'ing outta there. Brutal af.
Love the High N' Dry Poster in the background.
jesus Segura looks awful
Nick Bowers .... that’s funny’! ( it’s not Tom right?)
Nick: Its because its Tait Fletcher, not Tom Segura
Segura is looking like Zakk Wylde
So does ur mom
Ever since his wife left him
Man Joeys storys remind me of myself so freakin much, never went to jail or kidnapped buy damn EVERYTHING else is crazy.. so glad i changed
"He's there and he fucking gets it and it's just like [exhales] and you just know he's home"
I want to go home.
Good powder. 🤮 “ I’m gonna look out the window, turn down the tv maybe “ been there. Do not miss that lifestyle .
I did half a g of Afghan smack every day from 20 to 26 after eating DHC and morphine from the age of 14. My brain is fucked now, never mind my body and near losing a leg, was shooting gear into my IV antibiotics for 2 months in hospital. Crack n Heroin speedballs for my breakfast with coffee and a cig. 6 weeks clean😎
Keep going man
Cocaine makes you so delusional, hell. When I was in rehab I thought as soon as I got out I was gonna go back on tour! Haha
this is one of the greatest church clips
1:45
So fucking true. Like you have no idea the pure relief you feel once you hold that bag and walk away. Insane
Tait Fletcher is by far one of the best guests
I can relate to everything Tait said, sobriety is way better, took me 30 years to surrender
What a great story at the end
Sometimes When people talk about coke it makes me want to take a poop. If you know what I mean
He'll yeah
I think I know but explain
@@chaserussell7610 most is cut with baby laxative. Meth too. Do it and bam gotta shit
anxiety lol just thinking about it makes me feel that way
The thought of doing coke releases something in your brain..and it makes you wanna take a shit.
Man I was so hooked just to the prep of the needle. That was the hardest to kick
Yeah man
Would be so out of it if I walked into a room with the smell of cooking smack or even seeing a needle I'd throw up
Tait Fletcher looks like a mix of Tom Segura & Zakk Wylde.
Anybody whose ever thought they were anybody has had that same mentality. “I’ll talk to the judge”...
This is deep conversation
Never ever ever do coke or heroin, but if you do, just snort a very small amount. Never use a needle
Easier said than done lol
Good show
“Call uncle joey” that kid must’ve been off his rocker hearing that😂
I get nervous going for a blood test every few years I can’t even imagine shooting up drugs every day
Im glad they share stories like this. Its so fuckin scary.
Lol thinking he'll walk free with kidnap and machine gun charges
sounds like Vancouver to me
kbutter100 facts. It’s fucked out here
The split second of relief from shooting speed feels like having an "ON" switch flipped in your brain. The IV meth rush is extremely intense, a wave of heat running down your limbs as your thinking becomes fuzzy from the euphoria and energy instantly coming on fully, and so intensely that you are unable to form a thought for a few seconds.
you got that right been slamming for few years. got clean. had some relapses lately. and hate when ur up for lil and poke hell out yourself
This guy was on ultimate fighter. Now he does movies as a tough guy and alot of them to.
I don't know these guy's but this is some good shit!
That last bit about finding his lawyer again was tremendous
The TV with the volume turned way down lmao, now it’s my phone lol
tait is a cool ass dude. loved the episode joey have this guy on more he has been around some shit and seen alot
Tom Segura was buff as fuck at one point
When folks ask what shooting coke is like I refer to the descriptions of the Heroin for sale in Pulp Fiction. There is one Eric Stoltz calls *MADMAN* and THAT is exactly exactly what shooting *Cocaine* is like: MADDENING. I used to think I was the only one who got insanely nauseous and puked after doing GREAT coke. That’s how I gauge the good stuff, too!
hatednyc Puking from shooting can happen with garbage coke you just need to use more. I always found puking from shooting to be awful. It always caused me to loose my ringer right away,
Joey, you my man knows exactly what ur talking about when it comes to doing coke lol u described it perfectly lol I just did a fat ass rail that time, only once ina while though. Moderation is the key eh b’y! Lol cheers from 🇨🇦
Yo how you describe Looking For Freedom and that's something that only somebody who's been there would understand
Its been 3 years clean and i still want it everyday when is this shit gonna stop
Word is it never stops, its a life long battle you have to fight with yourself every day
I promise it does on some level I don't think about it anymore.. it's about making and being at peace with yourself and loving you for you. And I was on heroin, coke, benzos, and everything else in existence from 12-20. I've died twice actually. I would snort fentanyl laced smack knowingly. Pick up a constructive hobby or meditation. Read various religious doctrine and study it (didn't say become a priest or bible thumper) but there's lessons in every religion to back catalogue in your mind, you can help ppl with their own problem and it grounds you spiritually man, also AA or NA (no NA where I'm at)
@@allenmcdonald1878 yeah i like the way you look at it,and i think the same way everyone takes religious books too literally i look at them as manuals for life there is some real useful shit in them if you know how to look at it
If you reach the point where you’re only comfortable if you know more coke is coming, then you need to re-self assess
I was 20 and I was strung out on glass thought I go to the probation office and just get another court date ..lol oh I saw the judge alright ..after about 37 days in jail lol
I don't even know how or why this came across my feed, it's 6yrs old but I use to be a junkie, and after seeing a girl try to shoot up in her neck, it was the grossest saddest thing I've ever seen, I took a long look around and went to rehab. Been clean for 7years.
this guy is more real then Diaz himself!
The title of this video ..hahah my man joey !!
I was 2 months old when joey went to prison. Lmao
I was still swimmin in my fadders ballsack
1:50 damn hits home
Oh my God.....when he said, im gonna look out the window some with the TV on and the volume wayyyy down....holy shit man
This dude and Joey are so much alike
"im gonna have the tv on with the volume turned way down" LMAO straight up and somehow the stuff still makes you stimulated enough where you can pick up every little last word on the tv while youre doing something else. Stimulants are insane man.
Wow that sounds beautiful, freedom in-between the fall .
Watching this from a recovery house in Vancouver
How are you now? Still sober? Relapse? Best of luck bro
Update
i went from snort smoke n then shooting. mainly meth. and I've slammed in my neck. and sometimes i used to poke the hell out myself. so pissed and if finally got happy as hell
I thought this was tom segura w a beard at first sight
This guy looks and sounds like "Bigfoot" from the Howard Stern show , he does.
Listening to these OGs talk makes me feel better about drinking on weekends on doing a couple lines a month....jesus how are they alive!? I know it's not healthy what I'm doing but if I did what they did I would die .
Stop the drinking and U will live longer try 0,5mg alpra instead of drinking but go No higher then 1mg.
6:15 can someone explain why he turned on the faucet? to hide the sound of snorting?
i seen a guy shoot up in his neck in a mcdonald’s bathroom right across from my school
I’m kinda glad I’ve experienced so many drugs, I’m at the point where I have a middle man for some really good blow but I only fw it maybe twice a month. I wait on him to hit me up and if I got the money I’m gonna do some coke look out my window and have the tv down way low.
@@paperpost-itnotes1952 wishing you well too man,stay strong
Damn man. Turning the tv down low. Staying up till all the blow is gone is where I’m at now. Hearing him say that kinda hit hard not gonna lie.
only you can stop yourself. you gotta research death to get a full comprehension. this life aint shit compared to after
@ 3:40 I felt that
as a recovering addict and 2time felon that's been to prison these fucking stories enduce anxiety lol im not lying holy shit.
‘Your whole life can be spiralling down the shitter, and it makes you think your killing it’ yeah fuxkin real that is
So true. Absolutely horrific. But that’s what it is.
u got sentenced on my bday Aug 15 in 1988. i wasn’t alive yet but that’s hilarious to me hahahah
I've known people shoot up in their neck though, not because their veins had collapsed, but because they somehow believed it was a 'better hit'. Total nonsense, but a Junkie buys into every myth which supports the notion that they're doing the best thing in the world ever.....
Mick G. it's crazy shit. like Alice in Chains said, "You can't understand a user's mind, but try with yours books and degree."
Diego Camacho I've been an addict for 28 years, but yeah your right. The worse thing is that counsellors are rarely ex addicts, but folk with sociology degrees. I don't mind that, until they start telling you what they consider 'facts'. And it's just nonsense. One of the worst is "The physical effects of withdrawal improve after about three days" which is like saying 'It's about a hundred miles from London to N.Y.'
I can't say anything that'd help
but I hope you're doing well
Nicks Corvette Stop I've known people shoot their neck vein into their pussy.
Mick G. Haha three days yeah right
sittin' there fukin jawin
LEE. IS. SPECIAL.
Like “special school” special....
“Its called DOING cocaine for a reason” lmaoooo
I worked with a guy who shot up 📦 “s his hands were so bad, he wore gloves 24-7. He was so embarrassed cause of his hands .
at 26 i went to jail so i talk to the judge at 30 years no it was 86 so 24 years old
oof, this is triggering my worst demons. Some evil shit man.
I'm sorry it took you to a place like that. Be well.
Tait knows what’s up!
It REALLY DOES. ITS MAKEING ME QUIT NOW. U RIGHT. THANNKS GUYS REALLYYYY. LOVE U GUYS U HELPING ME SEE MY FAMILY EVEN THO THEY LIVE IN MY HOUSE 💀 I JUST BEEN COKE BLIND FOR YEARS
Daily basis? At all.