Thank you for sharing this. I've been diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic the last time I was hospitalized. I'm often racked with guilt over mundane things I've done that I imagine have bad consequences. Things which no one else would ever believe like that I somehow hurt people by buying a taco. Sometimes I can't sleep because I'm obsessed with a conspiracy theory, sometimes I feel so drained by hidden eyes watching me and judging me that I just lay in bed for hours at a time. Sometimes I'm wracked with guilt over not being good enough because I imagine I'm supposed to save the world somehow and I don't know how. I can relate to so much of what you say of yourself. Thank you for saying it.
Very eloquently put. It's wonderful to hear about the symptoms from the point of view of the sufferer and not the doctor. It makes you realise you're not alone and you're not totally insane. Maybe to most people we are, but we share our insanity with other friendly insane people :D
I agree with you I'm juan I'm not crazy tho I go through the same things just at a lower level I hate pills as we'll what controls me is smoking mainly indica strains I have had sativas and wooooahh dose that get me worked but then I just realize it's in my head and sometimes brush it off if I have controll of it
Thank you for this video, you have provided information that helps me explain your condition to my co-workers. I am a 911 operator and I try to help all who call, and shed light for those that may be hard to understand. This is incredibly helpful to help all. Thank you for posting this video. God bless you and all who understand.
Adrian a good strong Indica is what schizos need. Those psych meds are poision. Haldol is no fun. They gave/give Haldol to prisoners in gulags in Russia.
I need your help on judging my channel please, it's non-profit for moving humanity forward, but the topics are gotten from visual sensations. Thoughts convert into imagery no hallucinations.
i accused my roommate of breaking into my room and setting up cameras. i broke down a cabinet in my bathroom because i knew there was a camera underneath it but i couldnt find it. My roommate ordered sneaky cameras that he has put all around the house to spy on me. I search but he takes them out then hes not home. When i get on the train to go to work, everyone is looking at me and they are all thinking negative thoughts about me. i dont know why i never do anything wrong to anyone. i can feel them talking badly about me so i get off the train and wait for the next one. then they do the same thing. it takes me 2 hours to get to work because everyone is out to do me bad and i cant figure out why.
Don't apologize. You can say schizophrenic if you want. It's your disorder. I say I'm bipolar sometimes. Other times I say I have bipolar disorder. I can say whatever I want lol.
@@shadrach6299 I try not to tell anyone, but it becomes too much a strain sometimes, especially when you actually do need support. BP is a weird one: few people know what it means and some people hear and think, 'woah super crazy stay away from me' and others think 'some sort of mood disorder maybe not that bad'. it's difficult to gauge.
im very paranoid i wanna be alone until im ok :( im scared all the time, i feel sad, confused, n sometimes thinking that is my paranoia i wanna cry, i feel most of the things she said:(
+Michelle Rodriguez You could also talk to a doctor about it if time doesn't heal it. If you think you have it, please seek help and don't suffer alone.
NATURAL CURE TO MENTAL ILLNESS: I’m so appreciative for this type of platform, it gives us all opportunity to openly share our experiences without fear of shame. It is no longer a news that there is permanent cure to schizophrenia. My daughter was diagnosed of schizophrenia 15 years ago, over those time, I spent more time in hospital than out of hospital without much improvement. It was difficult and humbling, she had a major breakthrough only with CONSUMMO treatment. we're so proud that we've done it all to save her, She now think more clearly. She has grown as a person in all facets of life. She more compassionate, intelligent, wise, sociable, and actionable! For more detail on Consummo, kindly visit this blog: curetoschizophrenia.blogspot.com, And if you have used this medicine, I will advice you create an awareness to help others, because, every family that has a mentally ill patient needs help. Thank you
well done young lady,i too have a life long illness of the mind,acceptance, keeping stress down,sleep, and learning as time passes to realize to accept your shortcommings,and the secret to life isnt money,or love from others but contentment with self.
thank you claire , for some insight in to your personal life. i appreciate your courage . and wish you nothing but happiness in life as we all deserve. take care much love :)
Don't suffer, ask them to put you asleep. They don't look for cure and there is no hope for you. Just go to sleep for good, you'll find a relief that way
Eniddart - You have un-believable strength to even admit you have this condition. You are not alone with this and thousands of others are also suffering with this. I personally don't have this condition but do have a brother that does. He gets agitated and violent and have personally been physically hurt from his out-breaks. I'm still there for him... You hang in there and know that the world loves you and no matter what you will prevail ! I'm here for you too ! Chin up, smile and be happy to know that you are not alone in this worlld. Sometimes you need to know that even strangers will shine a light on you and be there anytime.
Thank you for sharing your experiences with paranoid schizophrenia. To be honest, I find it difficult to watch videos like yours, because it's like watching a video about me. I'm also a paranoid schizophrenic, and I have experienced everything you've mentioned in your video.. with a few differences in how I've been treated by my treating doctor and ultimately the medications I'm on now probably differ from yours. You should be proud of yourself for being able to do voluntary work, especially living by yourself and all that comes with having to take care of your own place. I have just come to a point in my life where I realise I have to take the medication for the rest of my life because I'm going to be sick for the rest of my life. Getting to this stage has been extremely difficult, and has caused a lot of grief for myself and people I love who are close to me, but I'm glad I finally got to this point where I accept that I'm sick, and that's all that this is.. I' m sick and I need to be treated otherwise I stay sick.. and I really, really don't like "me" when I'm "sick".
I worry about cameras in my house too and I don't go out because I'm afraid someone will follow me and rape/murder me after.. Now I'm scared I have something like that, I will go to a doctor..
I have the same condition, but I'm getting better. I've had it for about 5 years. I'm getting better because of God. No meds, but plenty of prayers. Jesus is the only way, God bless you guys
psychotherapist put me under paranoid schizophrenia the walls move I heard people to talking about me on the background saying I'm blind , so my dear I can understand completely your thoughts and feelings about having this psychotic episodes
I am thankful every day that this is not the past, when people with this disorder were locked away for life. I, too have my own apartment and the internet. In some cultures the shamans were able to communicate without speaking to the beyond. Only thing is they were seen as blessed, instead of cursed. When you label certain thoughts as 'schizophrenia caused' and 'normal' you run into many traps. The most obvious trap is, if I am schizophrenic, how can I judge what is normal or not? One can only have a sense of, "If I didn't believe such and such, I would not be ill." One can only go on the observation of cause and effect to verify the veracity of one's beliefs. If I believe I can send thoughts to other people without speaking, and I see evidence that this fact is true, then it is true. If I type on the internet, and it causes people to reply, is that some form of talking without speaking? I have found myself watching many RUclips videos, especially about religion and atheism. I am able to get through the day by reading and taking care of myself. I feel solipsistic at times, like I have no purpose in society. But then I think of myself of a philosopher, and when I do affect the world through my thoughts, that really is my function in society. I have a lot of guilt for not working and often feel I have to 'hide' from social media, lest people catch on to my guilt and use that against me. Technology can be an equalizer, but stigma comes in all mediums.
I can relate to the woman in this video. There were several incidences when I was first diagnosed with acute paranoid schizophrenia was looking over my shoulder as though people were monitoring me from the outside of my house, also when I took a shower(after being talked into by my mother into getting one after negligence of my appearance), another set of people were viewing me through my eyes; just getting out off the shower, hearing voices(as before I was diagnosed with this illness), and people watching me while I was naked, looking at myself nude in the mirror....hearing mocking voices that made me paranoid. I wanted to cut my eyes out because of the fear. Anyways... My stories of being an acute paranoid schizophrenic are too long, but talking about it in NAMI connnections do help.
Very good video. This is so helpful in helping me to understand my wife. She is a paranoid schizophrenic, but she doesn't want to admit to it. She is (even now) yelling at me for writing those words, because she wants to keep the diagnosis a secret from everyone. She, even now, thinks that you are in the TV and watching me type these words, and she fears that the TV is telling her that we should change the channel. But, she doesn't realize that I am using a computer to type onto the screen and it's not just magic. Well, she needs to take her meds but she just doesn't. She's better when she does. Anyway, thanks for the video.
thank you for sharing this I'm supposed to get my son is suffering from this. he has many upset symptoms he has high anxiety feels guilty about things that he had nothing to do with , gets severely depressed sometimes cannatonic like he says he can't really talk. he used to be a heroin addict and he went through the methadone program and he is 3 months off of that and having severe depression and anxiety and they prescribed anxiety drugs but they're not helping him and his doctor wasn't very good so we have to change doctors and find out a true diagnosis from someone who knows what they're doing I supposed to have an EEG done soon because he's having ringing in his ears and headaches so I'm not sure what he has but I have extreme sympathy for those who suffer from schizophrenia I had an uncle who had his whole life suffered from it I don't want my son to have this burden and I feel badly for anyone who has to go through this God bless you all and God bless my son!!!
I’m pretty sure a friend of mine has this and he refuses to get help but this video was so spot on how he is that I’m sure this is what’s going on with him
Man, I wish it was only schizophrenia. I am afraid my intuition of being persecuted and trying to call it "paranoia" could be a denial because it might actually be happening.
I have a friend who suffers from PS and he doesn't take his meds at all he drinks alcohol daily and I think its destroying him he stays up all night and sleeps all day I pray that he finds peace
What if you relate to this but you are in touch reality? Like I feel almost all these thoughts but when I think about it I realize I'm being ridiculous.
aicMadSeason If you're still in touch with reality, then it's not schizofrenia. I'm guessing it's an anxiety disorder. But you should see a professional either way. Look after yourself and let people help you
Hi, I too have been diagnosed with 'PARANOID schizophrenia'. Its been many years now. I encourage you to write down what they say to you, and your responses. In this way, you might be able to read it back to yourself and start to put it together and make sense of it. Don't believe anything they tell you. Investigate your 'illness' like a detective might :) That way you have a record of the conversation. Date and time stamp it. The inner dialogue can be revealing. Have hope. There are others like you.
My name is Ashleigh I have major depressive disorder and epilepsy I have to take medication for both diagnoses and I feel very ashamed and embarrassed by being epileptic I have grandma seizures😔
omg- I sometimes think people are able to see my thoughts too... I also used to think that some people I know are pretending to be my friends online and have hacked them somehow or that two people were the same person trying to trick me... I don't have schizophrenia though... but I have psychotic symptoms when triggered by things like stress or what not... So I'm not constantly in a state of delusion... but I've got severe paranoia so at times put myself at risk of arrest because I thought that I was in dangerous situation so would bring along a knife with me in case the person I was alone with tried to harm me. I have a few times thought my own friends were trying to kill me, simply because and one time I refused to sleep in case the person I was trying to help out would come in my room and kill me in my sleep. I eventually fell asleep and had nightmares of her trying to kill me... I put my knife by my bed in case she did but obviously she didn't do anything and I was just not well around that time due to the stress of her being there. (helping someone who was homeless.) It's really bad and considering the other problems it's probably the most terrifying thing I experience... I don't know if this happened or if I imagined it... but I once left my photography class (by the council) and I swear this car was making satanic sounds and I freaked out and scooted away a bit quicker. I asked someone else in the class if they heard the car as well... he didn't seem to think so... Was freaky... Some people have claimed I'm schizophrenic... or even other things (like split personality due to my bad mood swings) and even though I have nothing against people who have it... I'm afraid people of thinking I do when I clearly do not. rambles. Brambles. I might get voluntary work though. I just decided now- so I'ma look up.
have you seen a psychiatrist? it sounds like you may be experiencing latent schizophrenia...maybe something that hasn't developed fully yet. Those experiences are not normal, hun, I'm sorry to say...you can address these things before they get worse though which is very important
I have paranoid schizophrenia I'm on Seroquel and perphenazine Seroquel does nothing but perphenazine has really been helping. God bless to all who suffer from this illness.
Whenever friends or anyone laughs, I assume it's targeted against me. When ever I am sitting or walking, I'm afraid there's something behind me. Please let me know if these mean anything
My neighbour is suffering from schizophrenia. He told me that once (and of course, i heard about his sickness before by other neighbours). He is a polite guy, but i guess he's been "sedated". Medics aint no help to those people. I need to dig deeper into his "pain". There's an non-medics-solution to at least 99% of our current first-world-"insanities"
One thing I'm very dubious of a person that articulate and so able to rationalise such an illness as a paranoid schizophrenic may claim to have, because I don't believe they would be fully able to string together a coherent viewpoint of their own stream of consciousness in the experience of a paranoid schizophrenic person and communicate in a manner that is in part both self-censorious and uninvolved in the claim.
The question I'm asking is for paranoid schizophrenics and mental disease patients only with psychosis disorder. Do any of you use any form of illegal substance, drink alcohol or use tobacco products?
brodie toadie lol funny but no dude this shit no joke, I had it and I'm a stoner, and trust me, smoking while I felt like this(like people were out to get me, the media was talking about me) it make that high paranoia sky rocket, and when I developed schitz, I'm pretty sure I got it from doing a drug now a days called Molly, it lasted for months, ended up getting schitz, so funny but not funny comment BROdie. stay medicated ;)
Now What (A schizophrenics plea) Have you ever lost reality? Has everything in your life gone crazy, including your mentality? Have you ever been lost in a familiar town? Do you ever feel like the jokes being played on you, by everyone around? Have you ever begged the voices to go away? But they keep tormenting, no matter how much you pray? Did you ever just ask for someone to tell you why this is happening to you? Yet when they tell you, they then turn it upside down, making suicide the only thing you can do? Have they ever pushed you to the edge? Sending you out on to that ledge? You can't see them, but you can hear them, telling your worthless as to jump? Yet you're to scared, so all you can do is hit yourself till your head is one big lump? Then 7 hospitals and 7 straight jackets latter, they finally tell you what's wrong with ya... And it's ducking schizophrenia! Now what? By Tisha Pollard
I was diagnosed in 2006 Before that I had a well payed job every think came cashing down , lost my job lucky I had no bought a house as I had plans to so any way I am well now all I have to do is keep taking my meds life is quite but I try no to complain so I did not get life I dreamed of but that's life we not machines not infallible because we human there is no grantees in life, we get ill, getting ill can be quite humbling .Iv learned alcohol as well as cannabis can cause psychosis in some or most people although it is being debated about by more educated peers (professors Doctors) I liked the video get the message out for mental heath and how to look after yours. p.s god does not cure mental illness see a doctor
Am I the only one here who's watching this just because i'm writing a character who has paranoid schizophrenia? Trying to do as much research as I can, this video was very informative, thank you! I really don't know what it feels like, but I really wish you luck on the future! Paranoid schizophrenia sounds horrible to deal with, i'm sorry you have to go through these things. Though I do have a question (I've only begun my research recently by the way.) How does paranoid schizophrenia develop? How does it start? I know that it's possible to get schizophrenia through genetics, but does it usually only happen through a traumatic event? Or if a person already has some sort of mental ilness (That never got treated) can it slowly evolve into something like that? Sorry if the questions were offensive or dumb, it wasn't my intention. Thank you for making this video though! It's nice to inform yourself about these things to have a better understanding.
My sister became full blown schizophrenic recently after our mother died, BUT looking back her whole life she's been somewhat symptomatic (paranoia, socially isolated).
My brother has all the symptons, but refuses to believe it's paranoid schizophrenia. I have no idea what to do. I need some way to convince him that he needs to seek help for paranoid schizophrenia, but how? Any tips would be greatly appreciated.
Jesus Christ is the answer to your question, your brother is getting attacked by demons and Jesus Christ can can set him free because demons have no power over Jesus Christ the son of God . Jesus Christ is the way the truth and life! Jesus Christ died on the cross for you and me because our sins and he rose again on the 3rd now he's seated on the right hand of God. Why did Jesus die on the cross? Because sin separates us From God and every human on earth has committed sins, no one is perfect. God is holy an cannot allow sin, there is no sin found in God that's what separates us from God. However for For GOD so loved the world he gave his one and only son Jesus Christ that whosoever believes in him shall no perish but have everlasting life. To be separated from God means torment pain, suffering, evil and death (earth) and when you die you will be in hell separated from him eternally, hell was initially first created for Satan and demons (fallen angles who got kicked out heaven because of sin) however because humans also sinned and are still sinning against God he has to send people to hell also because sin. God is a righteous judge who judges sin and there's nothing you can do about it, every human is going die one day and stand before God and give an account for what they did. if you name is not writing in lambs book of life then you will be cased into lake of fire. That's why it's important that you repent from your sins which means acknowledging that you're sinner and be willing to turn away from your sins and accept Jesus Christ as lord and saviour and believe in him so your sins can be forgiven and washed away through his blood that he shed on the cross. When God looks at you he see's his son Jesus Christ because you have accepted the gift of eternal life through Jesus Christ, which means when you die you will go to heaven and be with God and Jesus Christ in heaven!!! if you have any more questions you message me privately on my email. eseosa15@gmail.com
RUNNING CURES PARANOID TELEPATHY SCHIZOPHRENIA!!!!!!!!! but its not a one time thing you must exercise for about a month and you will see your experiences as waters gone by. you will notice the difference after the your first jogg.
It sounds like you are already advanced in your recovery process. I was there at some point in my life and have also experienced similar phases in my journey. Things get better. My greatest strength comes from what I have learned in the scriptures for my recovery. Wish you love and happiness! ruclips.net/video/OevE4olt6_I/видео.html
Medicación is The worst, I dont know how help, is so hard deal with my wife daisease, is hard for all in our family, for her worst, I lost The Hope, I dont think she can be normal again, ...The worst she dont accept, dont see doctors , imposible psiquiatrics, ....
Don Nato Don't loose hope. It is very hard to deal with schizofrenia, but there are many different medications and it takes time to find the right one, every brian is different. But don't give up
Yeah me too mon it's all a bunch of bullshit. I keep hearing from the things I learned up north that it skips a generation but my uncle was just catatonic from being constantly vigilant in the Marines and it was from drugs that he became catatonic and became homeless. I've heard his voice once he's really all there emotionally I just sound like a jackass all day. The Mormons found him and gave him a home but it took 26 years. So apparently I am actually schizophrenic, it's a fact that we're only 2% more dangerous than the general population but seriously the doctors here all are all royally pissing off Caudaceus and they don't even know shit about their own diagnoses. Idiots were putting me on moodstabalizers (it's horrid if you don't actually need them) for the longest time because my batshit insane mother kept telling the doctors I have an attitude problem. Like yeah maybe if I could live my life without worrying about a bunch of idiots kidnapping me because I am crudely ministering in public (I am actually liscensed ULC) I would not have to worry about all of my finally decased mother's manic idiocy anymore. Rot in hell Hermes and she's now resting in her misery.
spiz socs don’t kill your self you are just misunderstood.. Please checkout Abraham Hicks on RUclips... You aren’t a bad person. It’s just that a lot of the world may not understand you and that can be frustrating because some people sometimes put other people into boxes...
Thank you for sharing this. I've been diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic the last time I was hospitalized. I'm often racked with guilt over mundane things I've done that I imagine have bad consequences. Things which no one else would ever believe like that I somehow hurt people by buying a taco. Sometimes I can't sleep because I'm obsessed with a conspiracy theory, sometimes I feel so drained by hidden eyes watching me and judging me that I just lay in bed for hours at a time. Sometimes I'm wracked with guilt over not being good enough because I imagine I'm supposed to save the world somehow and I don't know how.
I can relate to so much of what you say of yourself. Thank you for saying it.
Very eloquently put. It's wonderful to hear about the symptoms from the point of view of the sufferer and not the doctor. It makes you realise you're not alone and you're not totally insane. Maybe to most people we are, but we share our insanity with other friendly insane people :D
I agree with you I'm juan I'm not crazy tho I go through the same things just at a lower level I hate pills as we'll what controls me is smoking mainly indica strains I have had sativas and wooooahh dose that get me worked but then I just realize it's in my head and sometimes brush it off if I have controll of it
Thank you for this video, you have provided information that helps me explain your condition to my co-workers. I am a 911 operator and I try to help all who call, and shed light for those that may be hard to understand. This is incredibly helpful to help all. Thank you for posting this video. God bless you and all who understand.
Adrian a good strong Indica is what schizos need. Those psych meds are poision. Haldol is no fun. They gave/give Haldol to prisoners in gulags in Russia.
Adrian Smith I'm surprised that so few people know so little about schizophrenia. It's a common disease and treatable.
Mark Choma They must have the meds. No choice in the matter!
anyone else here but not diagnosed but showing all the symptoms? 😢
Me.
Don't worry be happy lol...yes me too :/
I need your help on judging my channel please, it's non-profit for moving humanity forward, but the topics are gotten from visual sensations. Thoughts convert into imagery no hallucinations.
Me! :(
wtf
i accused my roommate of breaking into my room and setting up cameras. i broke down a cabinet in my bathroom because i knew there was a camera underneath it but i couldnt find it. My roommate ordered sneaky cameras that he has put all around the house to spy on me. I search but he takes them out then hes not home. When i get on the train to go to work, everyone is looking at me and they are all thinking negative thoughts about me. i dont know why i never do anything wrong to anyone. i can feel them talking badly about me so i get off the train and wait for the next one. then they do the same thing. it takes me 2 hours to get to work because everyone is out to do me bad and i cant figure out why.
Don't apologize. You can say schizophrenic if you want. It's your disorder. I say I'm bipolar sometimes. Other times I say I have bipolar disorder. I can say whatever I want lol.
Rochelle It is not a good idea to tell everybody. It's not their business.
@@shadrach6299 I try not to tell anyone, but it becomes too much a strain sometimes, especially when you actually do need support. BP is a weird one: few people know what it means and some people hear and think, 'woah super crazy stay away from me' and others think 'some sort of mood disorder maybe not that bad'. it's difficult to gauge.
thank you for sharing this, it helped me to better understand what my mother goes though.
im very paranoid i wanna be alone until im ok :( im scared all the time, i feel sad, confused, n sometimes thinking that is my paranoia i wanna cry, i feel most of the things she said:(
Michelle Rodriguez Hey keep calm, I feel the same way but I think it will end soon. Keep your head up!
+Michelle Rodriguez You could also talk to a doctor about it if time doesn't heal it. If you think you have it, please seek help and don't suffer alone.
i think my thought is being transmitted to people and they making bad plan to hurt me do you feel that to?
+marck hoffmann you are experiencing symptoms of schizophrenia then
NATURAL CURE TO MENTAL ILLNESS: I’m so appreciative for this type of platform, it gives us all opportunity to openly share our experiences without fear of shame. It is no longer a news that there is permanent cure to schizophrenia. My daughter was diagnosed of schizophrenia 15 years ago, over those time, I spent more time in hospital than out of hospital without much improvement. It was difficult and humbling, she had a major breakthrough only with CONSUMMO treatment. we're so proud that we've done it all to save her, She now think more clearly. She has grown as a person in all facets of life. She more compassionate, intelligent, wise, sociable, and actionable! For more detail on Consummo, kindly visit this blog: curetoschizophrenia.blogspot.com, And if you have used this medicine, I will advice you create an awareness to help others, because, every family that has a mentally ill patient needs help. Thank you
well done young lady,i too have a life long illness of the mind,acceptance, keeping stress down,sleep, and learning as time passes to realize to accept your shortcommings,and the secret to life isnt money,or love from others but contentment with self.
+Edmond Eyre check out my page, made videos for schizophrenia, ONLY if you're open minded to alternative methods.
thank you claire , for some insight in to your personal life. i appreciate your courage . and wish you nothing but happiness in life as we all deserve. take care much love :)
I'm also a paranoid schizophrenic. I know your pain being in the hospital for it and have to take meds as well.
do you ever have hallucinations and have thoughts of murdering your neighbor?
Don't suffer, ask them to put you asleep. They don't look for cure and there is no hope for you. Just go to sleep for good, you'll find a relief that way
Beautiful video. So proud you had the strength to do this, not only for yourself, but also for us. I learned a lot. Thank you.
Eniddart - You have un-believable strength to even admit you have this condition. You are not alone with this and thousands of others are also suffering with this. I personally don't have this condition but do have a brother that does. He gets agitated and violent and have personally been physically hurt from his out-breaks. I'm still there for him...
You hang in there and know that the world loves you and no matter what you will prevail ! I'm here for you too !
Chin up, smile and be happy to know that you are not alone in this worlld. Sometimes you need to know that even strangers will shine a light on you and be there anytime.
I'm a paranoid schizophrenic and this shit touched me on my momma its difficult dealing with this sickness
but weed helps 😎
An excellent and very moving video. I hope you can continue to take good care of yourself Claire
Thank you for sharing your experiences with paranoid schizophrenia. To be honest, I find it difficult to watch videos like yours, because it's like watching a video about me. I'm also a paranoid schizophrenic, and I have experienced everything you've mentioned in your video.. with a few differences in how I've been treated by my treating doctor and ultimately the medications I'm on now probably differ from yours. You should be proud of yourself for being able to do voluntary work, especially living by yourself and all that comes with having to take care of your own place. I have just come to a point in my life where I realise I have to take the medication for the rest of my life because I'm going to be sick for the rest of my life. Getting to this stage has been extremely difficult, and has caused a lot of grief for myself and people I love who are close to me, but I'm glad I finally got to this point where I accept that I'm sick, and that's all that this is.. I' m sick and I need to be treated otherwise I stay sick.. and I really, really don't like "me" when I'm "sick".
I worry about cameras in my house too and I don't go out because I'm afraid someone will follow me and rape/murder me after..
Now I'm scared I have something like that, I will go to a doctor..
I have the same condition, but I'm getting better. I've had it for about 5 years. I'm getting better because of God. No meds, but plenty of prayers. Jesus is the only way, God bless you guys
God bless you bro who feeling now?
psychotherapist put me under paranoid schizophrenia the walls move I heard people to talking about me on the background saying I'm blind , so my dear I can understand completely your thoughts and feelings about having this psychotic episodes
Thank you for being real and honest God Bless...... keep getting better!
I am thankful every day that this is not the past, when people with this disorder were locked away for life. I, too have my own apartment and the internet. In some cultures the shamans were able to communicate without speaking to the beyond. Only thing is they were seen as blessed, instead of cursed.
When you label certain thoughts as 'schizophrenia caused' and 'normal' you run into many traps. The most obvious trap is, if I am schizophrenic, how can I judge what is normal or not? One can only have a sense of, "If I didn't believe such and such, I would not be ill." One can only go on the observation of cause and effect to verify the veracity of one's beliefs. If I believe I can send thoughts to other people without speaking, and I see evidence that this fact is true, then it is true. If I type on the internet, and it causes people to reply, is that some form of talking without speaking?
I have found myself watching many RUclips videos, especially about religion and atheism. I am able to get through the day by reading and taking care of myself. I feel solipsistic at times, like I have no purpose in society. But then I think of myself of a philosopher, and when I do affect the world through my thoughts, that really is my function in society. I have a lot of guilt for not working and often feel I have to 'hide' from social media, lest people catch on to my guilt and use that against me. Technology can be an equalizer, but stigma comes in all mediums.
i've been diagonsed f20.0 & i feel so sad watching the video but I have no option other than making my life a bit more stable.
I can relate to the woman in this video. There were several incidences when I was first diagnosed with acute paranoid schizophrenia was looking over my shoulder as though people were monitoring me from the outside of my house, also when I took a shower(after being talked into by my mother into getting one after negligence of my appearance), another set of people were viewing me through my eyes; just getting out off the shower, hearing voices(as before I was diagnosed with this illness), and people watching me while I was naked, looking at myself nude in the mirror....hearing mocking voices that made me paranoid. I wanted to cut my eyes out because of the fear. Anyways... My stories of being an acute paranoid schizophrenic are too long, but talking about it in NAMI connnections do help.
i have one too and it feel like im gonna hide inside my room and cry
Very good video. This is so helpful in helping me to understand my wife. She is a paranoid schizophrenic, but she doesn't want to admit to it. She is (even now) yelling at me for writing those words, because she wants to keep the diagnosis a secret from everyone. She, even now, thinks that you are in the TV and watching me type these words, and she fears that the TV is telling her that we should change the channel. But, she doesn't realize that I am using a computer to type onto the screen and it's not just magic. Well, she needs to take her meds but she just doesn't. She's better when she does. Anyway, thanks for the video.
I dont know where to turn
thank you for sharing this I'm supposed to get my son is suffering from this. he has many upset symptoms he has high anxiety feels guilty about things that he had nothing to do with , gets severely depressed sometimes cannatonic like he says he can't really talk. he used to be a heroin addict and he went through the methadone program and he is 3 months off of that and having severe depression and anxiety and they prescribed anxiety drugs but they're not helping him and his doctor wasn't very good so we have to change doctors and find out a true diagnosis from someone who knows what they're doing I supposed to have an EEG done soon because he's having ringing in his ears and headaches so I'm not sure what he has but I have extreme sympathy for those who suffer from schizophrenia I had an uncle who had his whole life suffered from it I don't want my son to have this burden and I feel badly for anyone who has to go through this God bless you all and God bless my son!!!
* I'm afraid my son might be suffering from a form of this I meant in the first sentence
I’m pretty sure a friend of mine has this and he refuses to get help but this video was so spot on how he is that I’m sure this is what’s going on with him
i can relate to just about everything but have no diagnosis yet and this was very eye opening
I'm a paranoid schizophrenic too...
Man, I wish it was only schizophrenia. I am afraid my intuition of being persecuted and trying to call it "paranoia" could be a denial because it might actually be happening.
Nah man, it might rly be schizophrenia. It's okay, and it's treatable. See a professional :)
When I was a little kid I used to hear voices that weren't there.
I have a friend who suffers from PS and he doesn't take his meds at all he drinks alcohol daily and I think its destroying him he stays up all night and sleeps all day I pray that he finds peace
I to have bin diagnosed with schizophrenia so I know all to well how this feels it hurts how similar this is to me makes me feel all of the feelings
My dad has all the symptoms but I can't talk to him about it or he flips out :(
What if you relate to this but you are in touch reality? Like I feel almost all these thoughts but when I think about it I realize I'm being ridiculous.
It's still schizophrenia, or a schizoid personality disorder.
aicMadSeason If you're still in touch with reality, then it's not schizofrenia. I'm guessing it's an anxiety disorder. But you should see a professional either way. Look after yourself and let people help you
You're basically ok. You just need to worry a bit less.
I’m like this, still diagnosed with schizophrenia.
@@samanthagowen7299 maybe it's OCD ?
Purpose? You seem to be a beautiful person and I feel honored to live on the same island to you (; Blessed be x
Hi, I too have been diagnosed with 'PARANOID schizophrenia'. Its been many years now. I encourage you to write down what they say to you, and your responses. In this way, you might be able to read it back to yourself and start to put it together and make sense of it. Don't believe anything they tell you. Investigate your 'illness' like a detective might :) That way you have a record of the conversation. Date and time stamp it. The inner dialogue can be revealing. Have hope. There are others like you.
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Great to hear well done we will always miss the normal calm nights ,always looking for a spot of brilliance , and a soothing mind set
Like I said b4 Britain is just to far away smh
My name is Ashleigh I have major depressive disorder and epilepsy I have to take medication for both diagnoses and I feel very ashamed and embarrassed by being epileptic I have grandma seizures😔
I am also suffering from paranoid schizophrenia and I fed up to take medicines.. I really don't know what to do..
omg- I sometimes think people are able to see my thoughts too...
I also used to think that some people I know are pretending to be my friends online and have hacked them somehow or that two people were the same person trying to trick me...
I don't have schizophrenia though... but I have psychotic symptoms when triggered by things like stress or what not... So I'm not constantly in a state of delusion... but I've got severe paranoia so at times put myself at risk of arrest because I thought that I was in dangerous situation so would bring along a knife with me in case the person I was alone with tried to harm me.
I have a few times thought my own friends were trying to kill me, simply because and one time I refused to sleep in case the person I was trying to help out would come in my room and kill me in my sleep.
I eventually fell asleep and had nightmares of her trying to kill me... I put my knife by my bed in case she did but obviously she didn't do anything and I was just not well around that time due to the stress of her being there. (helping someone who was homeless.)
It's really bad and considering the other problems it's probably the most terrifying thing I experience... I don't know if this happened or if I imagined it... but I once left my photography class (by the council) and I swear this car was making satanic sounds and I freaked out and scooted away a bit quicker. I asked someone else in the class if they heard the car as well... he didn't seem to think so...
Was freaky...
Some people have claimed I'm schizophrenic... or even other things (like split personality due to my bad mood swings) and even though I have nothing against people who have it... I'm afraid people of thinking I do when I clearly do not.
rambles. Brambles.
I might get voluntary work though. I just decided now- so I'ma look up.
have you seen a psychiatrist? it sounds like you may be experiencing latent schizophrenia...maybe something that hasn't developed fully yet. Those experiences are not normal, hun, I'm sorry to say...you can address these things before they get worse though which is very important
Catherine Mitchell it looks like paranoid personality disorder .
I am a paranoid schizo, i have been since 94 when i started hearing voices.
very inspirational - Acceptance seems to be very important to you thank you for sharing.
I have paranoid schizophrenia I'm on Seroquel and perphenazine Seroquel does nothing but perphenazine has really been helping. God bless to all who suffer from this illness.
Jesus Christ can stop you from hearing these voices . There is nothing wrong with your mind , this is a battle with spirits
This was really nice I’m a paranoid schizophrenic and a lot of this happens
There is a monthly injection for schizophrenia now.
Whenever friends or anyone laughs, I assume it's targeted against me. When ever I am sitting or walking, I'm afraid there's something behind me. Please let me know if these mean anything
Orbitaals Don't worry, you most likely don't. I'm a schizophrenic, and I get that, but most people do, it's a natural part of the human mind. 🙂
My neighbour is suffering from schizophrenia. He told me that once (and of course, i heard about his sickness before by other neighbours). He is a polite guy, but i guess he's been "sedated". Medics aint no help to those people. I need to dig deeper into his "pain". There's an non-medics-solution to at least 99% of our current first-world-"insanities"
This was very good !! Well done !!
What if she starts focusing on what she loves, distanced from the chaotic life and more close to her beautiful ideas.
One thing I'm very dubious of a person that articulate and so able to rationalise such an illness as a paranoid schizophrenic may claim to have, because I don't believe they would be fully able to string together a coherent viewpoint of their own stream of consciousness in the experience of a paranoid schizophrenic person and communicate in a manner that is in part both self-censorious and uninvolved in the claim.
I love her hair !
The question I'm asking is for paranoid schizophrenics and mental disease patients only with psychosis disorder.
Do any of you use any form of illegal substance, drink alcohol or use tobacco products?
who else just relized, they may have this illness..........
shit...
Crystal_Water _Gaming stfu you would know if u had this illness.
iOS iNFiNiTY not necessarily
i dont even get that paranoid if i smoke 50 joints hahah
brodie toadie lol funny but no dude this shit no joke, I had it and I'm a stoner, and trust me, smoking while I felt like this(like people were out to get me, the media was talking about me) it make that high paranoia sky rocket, and when I developed schitz, I'm pretty sure I got it from doing a drug now a days called Molly, it lasted for months, ended up getting schitz, so funny but not funny comment BROdie. stay medicated ;)
Your lucky you don’t get paranoid smoking 50 spiffs a day xxx
I have such symptoms in 2015. I didn't take medicines. Now i am well. How i became well? Was it really paranoid schizophrenia???
Now What
(A schizophrenics plea)
Have you ever lost reality?
Has everything in your life gone crazy, including your mentality?
Have you ever been lost in a familiar town?
Do you ever feel like the jokes being played on you, by everyone around?
Have you ever begged the voices to go away?
But they keep tormenting, no matter how much you pray?
Did you ever just ask for someone to tell you why this is happening to you?
Yet when they tell you, they then turn it upside down, making suicide the only thing you can do?
Have they ever pushed you to the edge?
Sending you out on to that ledge?
You can't see them, but you can hear them, telling your worthless as to jump?
Yet you're to scared, so all you can do is hit yourself till your head is one big lump?
Then 7 hospitals and 7 straight jackets latter, they finally tell you what's wrong with ya...
And it's ducking schizophrenia!
Now what?
By Tisha Pollard
I pray that one day you will be well. God bless you
I was diagnosed in 2006 Before that I had a well payed job every think came cashing down , lost my job lucky I had no bought a house as I had plans to so any way I am well now all I have to do is keep taking my meds life is quite but I try no to complain so I did not get life I dreamed of but that's life we not machines not infallible because we human there is no grantees in life, we get ill, getting ill can be quite humbling .Iv learned alcohol as well as cannabis can cause psychosis in some or most people although it is being debated about by more educated peers (professors Doctors) I liked the video get the message out for mental heath and how to look after yours. p.s god does not cure mental illness see a doctor
Thank you for sharing your story!
Am I the only one here who's watching this just because i'm writing a character who has paranoid schizophrenia? Trying to do as much research as I can, this video was very informative, thank you!
I really don't know what it feels like, but I really wish you luck on the future! Paranoid schizophrenia sounds horrible to deal with, i'm sorry you have to go through these things.
Though I do have a question (I've only begun my research recently by the way.) How does paranoid schizophrenia develop? How does it start? I know that it's possible to get schizophrenia through genetics, but does it usually only happen through a traumatic event? Or if a person already has some sort of mental ilness (That never got treated) can it slowly evolve into something like that?
Sorry if the questions were offensive or dumb, it wasn't my intention. Thank you for making this video though! It's nice to inform yourself about these things to have a better understanding.
My sister became full blown schizophrenic recently after our mother died, BUT looking back her whole life she's been somewhat symptomatic (paranoia, socially isolated).
My brother has all the symptons, but refuses to believe it's paranoid schizophrenia. I have no idea what to do. I need some way to convince him that he needs to seek help for paranoid schizophrenia, but how? Any tips would be greatly appreciated.
Jesus Christ is the answer to your question, your brother is getting attacked by demons and Jesus Christ can can set him free because demons have no power over Jesus Christ the son of God . Jesus Christ is the way the truth and life! Jesus Christ died on the cross for you and me because our sins and he rose again on the 3rd now he's seated on the right hand of God. Why did Jesus die on the cross? Because sin separates us From God and every human on earth has committed sins, no one is perfect. God is holy an cannot allow sin, there is no sin found in God that's what separates us from God. However for For GOD so loved the world he gave his one and only son Jesus Christ that whosoever believes in him shall no perish but have everlasting life. To be separated from God means torment pain, suffering, evil and death (earth) and when you die you will be in hell separated from him eternally, hell was initially first created for Satan and demons (fallen angles who got kicked out heaven because of sin) however because humans also sinned and are still sinning against God he has to send people to hell also because sin. God is a righteous judge who judges sin and there's nothing you can do about it, every human is going die one day and stand before God and give an account for what they did. if you name is not writing in lambs book of life then you will be cased into lake of fire. That's why it's important that you repent from your sins which means acknowledging that you're sinner and be willing to turn away from your sins and accept Jesus Christ as lord and saviour and believe in him so your sins can be forgiven and washed away through his blood that he shed on the cross. When God looks at you he see's his son Jesus Christ because you have accepted the gift of eternal life through Jesus Christ, which means when you die you will go to heaven and be with God and Jesus Christ in heaven!!! if you have any more questions you message me privately on my email. eseosa15@gmail.com
Does the meds make the voices stop?
so that was you who sent that invite.
I talk to myself. What does that mean?
I understand how you feel i can relate.i am also schizophrenic
Thank you for the invite, dear.
My son thinks people are trying to kill him how do I talk to him what do I do?
Roy boy go see a gp for a referral to a psychiatrist, it could be something small or big.
Don't let them prescribe anything until you've done your research
man basicly it is overdosing someone. schizophrenia is induced in same style ptsd is cured.
Wonderful! Keep calm and carry on!
Amazing eyes! Absolutely beautiful! X x
RUNNING CURES PARANOID TELEPATHY SCHIZOPHRENIA!!!!!!!!! but its not a one time thing you must exercise for about a month and you will see your experiences as waters gone by. you will notice the difference after the your first jogg.
I have both psychosis and epilepsy
Don't worry, you're not insane. I received your birthday invitation!
+Lyder Horn telepathy dont exist ur making it worst
i love this video it tells my story im scizoefective but im not a girl im a guy but i definitely relate
4:37 we care more about her face than her feet
I cant tell dreams from reality.....kinda
That was beautiful
Love this, it is well written.
thank you for sharing this
This is beautiful
Relatable.
It sounds like you are already advanced in your recovery process. I was there at some point in my life and have also experienced similar phases in my journey. Things get better. My greatest strength comes from what I have learned in the scriptures for my recovery. Wish you love and happiness! ruclips.net/video/OevE4olt6_I/видео.html
i bet your a beautiful woman. I'm schizophrenic as well.
I'm Autistic.
Thorsenas I also have ADHD.
Baymax cool
Andrew gott I talk to myself
Thank you so much for sharing :)
Very touching..
Thank you!
Yes
Same form me.
I’m a paranoid schizophrenic xxx
Same here hang in there
Very insightful
This reminds me of asotm
Medicación is The worst, I dont know how help, is so hard deal with my wife daisease, is hard for all in our family, for her worst, I lost The Hope, I dont think she can be normal again, ...The worst she dont accept, dont see doctors , imposible psiquiatrics, ....
Don Nato Don't loose hope. It is very hard to deal with schizofrenia, but there are many different medications and it takes time to find the right one, every brian is different. But don't give up
The best schizo medicine is a good strong Indica.
Yeah me too mon it's all a bunch of bullshit. I keep hearing from the things I learned up north that it skips a generation but my uncle was just catatonic from being constantly vigilant in the Marines and it was from drugs that he became catatonic and became homeless. I've heard his voice once he's really all there emotionally I just sound like a jackass all day. The Mormons found him and gave him a home but it took 26 years. So apparently I am actually schizophrenic, it's a fact that we're only 2% more dangerous than the general population but seriously the doctors here all are all royally pissing off Caudaceus and they don't even know shit about their own diagnoses. Idiots were putting me on moodstabalizers (it's horrid if you don't actually need them) for the longest time because my batshit insane mother kept telling the doctors I have an attitude problem. Like yeah maybe if I could live my life without worrying about a bunch of idiots kidnapping me because I am crudely ministering in public (I am actually liscensed ULC) I would not have to worry about all of my finally decased mother's manic idiocy anymore. Rot in hell Hermes and she's now resting in her misery.
very good soup in broadmoor
thank you ..
R u become voilent,to ur family,u bully them too,it's a question.
i have F43 :) and i dont like small numbers
how many times do you have to say "I'm a paranoid schizophrenic"?
Do we kill ourselves or keep living in this crappy way???
spiz socs don’t kill your self you are just misunderstood.. Please checkout Abraham Hicks on RUclips... You aren’t a bad person. It’s just that a lot of the world may not understand you and that can be frustrating because some people sometimes put other people into boxes...