July 5th I officially got 11 years clean..🙂 hearing Mathew's story,it reminds me how that very easily could have been me. I'm praying this family get's answers..❤ sending love from West Virginia.
@@BarbaraT. Oh Sweetie thank you..😘 Listen,just like Mathew's Mom said,it took me a whole lot of trying before I got the hang of "Don't use NO MATTER WHAT"..😏 it took me more like 15 years,to get this 11 😆 but,I kept trying,even when I messed up,and I was so lucky to have Folks that wanted to help me. Hearing about this kid,Mathew 🥺 it just makes me feel blessed to have a dang heartbeat. You guys commenting,just really made my day..🙂 I really appreciate the love.
I was in meth psychosis about a year and a half ago. I was hospitalized for over a week. It was the most terrifying thing I’ve ever experienced, and even though I’m incredibly knowledgeable when it comes to mental health/drugs, it was so real to me that nobody could convince me it was psychosis. At one point I said to my mom, “I think I’m in psychosis.” But the hallucinations and delusions were so realistic that I dismissed that idea and went back to thinking my life was in very real danger. Thankfully I was treated successfully in the psych ward, and I have not used meth since then. The two things that make me pause with this case, though, are the etchings in his chest and the dealer details. I hope his family finds the answers they need to heal. I can’t imagine what they’re going through. ❤
I have been around this myself. I believe he was up for several days and in meth psychosis. He veered off into the woods to "hide" from who he thoughts was chasing him and unfortunately in those woods is where he finally crashed and crashed hard. He was not dressed for the weather and succumbed to hypothermia. It a sad and tragic story, but there was no foul play here. May he rest in peace and I hope his family can heal and move forward. I'm sorry for there loss.
How incredibly sad. I have a son that has addiction issues and has these episodes. But without proper help to get a diagnosis it’s impossible to know if it’s the drugs or another issue. It’s difficult to convince someone so sick that they need help. My son is now 30 and I have spent years preparing myself for his death. It tears a family apart. My prayers to his mama and the rest of his family ❤️
Most addicts DO NOT DIE... It's a terrible way to view your son.. I've been using heroin daily for over 15 years and I'm still hear... Looking forward to living!
I appreciate that Matthew's mum is keeping an open mind: very often grief and disbelief lead family members into a blind spot. That being said, as she perfectly said herself, it's got to make sense! Praying for a resolution. Matthew was far too young to die, either by accident or because of foul play. 💔💔💔
❤❤❤❤ please please please LOGAN SCHIENDELMAN please Mary Ware is the Aunt who you can contact John please. These 2 cases are sincerely heartbreaking and so many unanswered questions with very little coverage or attention. Please John🙏🏼
@@gretchengregory-luna3452 Hi Gretchen please go to the link and fill out a little more info on the cases. This is where John pulls for his coverage. www.brainscratchers.com/suggest-a-case You are so amazing to want to share and get justice for other families. Thank you.
My favourite person had been an h-addict for many, many years when i met him. Everybody (including him) told me to run, but i stayed and he is sober for three years now. I have a very soft spot for addicts, they usually are the kindest people who just simply cannot handle the brutality of reality.
My thoughts of love and support are with Sarah and the rest of Matthew's friends & family. I hope yall get the answers yall deserve! Rest in peace Thsnk you, John for bringing Matthew's story to light. Excellent job as usual
Thank you John ❤❤ This poor mother deserves answers and justice. I understand the awful addiction problem and it's so hard for some to comprehend. Prayers for all🙏
I live near where he went missing and taught in his school district. I’m so glad he was found although still super heartbreaking. Very near where Logan Schiedleman.
I can attest to the fact that ive been followed and stalked by certain individuals not because i owed them money, but because i knew information about their activities that could get them in trouble. This is what i think Matt was thinking when he told his mom that he didnt owe anyone money. It was more kf the fact that he fell out of favor with some dealers or old freinds etc.This was like 5 to 6 people following me at a time when i was homeless and i was legitimately scared for my life. I was using substances at the time, and it didnt have anything to do with money at that instance. So i can understand why he was paranoid because i was for at least 6 months after the fact. When something like that happens to you(especially being jumped) and also using on top of that. Well its a bit of both psychosis and the very real probability that you could be hurt. My theory is maybe he saw someone around by his house when he was getting his phone like a car that was similar to someone he was worried about. And that totally triggered something in him that scared him so badly (real or imagined) that his behavior just totally took a nose dive. Rest in peace Matt. And thank you John for your hard work as always.
As a mother of a grown child, my heart breaks for Sarah! I know where my daughter is even though she’s hours away, and the thought of a missing child is terrifying! Add the drug use, and then knowing your child died so long ago, but not knowing the exact circumstances turns this into something truly evil. Sarah is doing everything right, from moving for her sanity to demanding answers. God bless this woman!❤❤🙏
Also, no offense, but this alleged jumping incident months before he went missing sounds like it could have also been the result of his drug use. The fact that he posted a video on Facebook that night says he wasn’t that worried about the people who allegedly jumped him possibly hurting his family or himself again. I had an ex who would do bizarre things when in psychosis and would post concerning videos of himself online, he would constantly make statements like people were out to get him or that certain people had done indescribable things to him, often deleting them later when he stabilized. Not saying that’s for sure what happened here, but it sounds like it could be a possibility.
This was my 1st thought ...again seconded...no offense to friends and family. June 15th i made it to 15 years clean. This is exactly what it sounds like. Glad he was found and hope they get closure and answers
Unfortunately it’s pretty hard to “wrangle in” someone when they’re in that state, whether it be from methamphetamine use or schizophrenia. Even if you’re trusted by that person.
There certainly was a clear and present danger to him that night and that was hypothermia. If he is exhausted from a psychotic state and was out there without shoes or warm clothes he could certainly have succumbed to the cold.
It is definitely possible that Matthew was in the midst of a psychotic break, drug induced or otherwise, and if that happened, the deepest tragedy is that he did not find safety to recover from that. It sounds like there were many who would have offered him help. Just unfortunate.
The problem with your statement is that it is really hard to find help out there he is doing drugs and possibly have some mental illness those two are very hard and unfortunately make the situation very very hard for the person to function in society. This young man needed to be helped with his drugs and his mental health as well that takes a lot of people and people that have the time to do it. For anyone who is struggling with mental illness it could take up to two years to just and see someone with drugs that process maybe a little quicker I don’t know much about these kinds of drugs so I can’t say but the help that may be out there it’s very difficult to get and it’s such a shame because so many young people like this boy are suffering every single day and no one’s helping them
When you first mentioned the music career it instantly made me think of a different youtuber who sunk his house and hundreds of thousands to launch his careeer and ended up getting scammed big time by his manager/promoter in a plug scam with a dj. Edit: Unkle Adams is who im thinking of. He vlogs and encourages other people to go hundreds of thousands in debt to chase their dreams too.
I knew some1 that did meth and rhe psychosis is INSANE fr. This person would BEG ME tears in their eyes 2 take their phone walk up thr street and shut it off. They literally ran and jumped into a river when it was freezing. ALWAYS convinced some1 was after them, tracking them, listening in. It was Bad. 1 night they took the train back n forth for HOURS n then showed up knocking on the dpor at midnight with Bags packed n i was like Dude you can't stay here they just turned around and went home. Really scary and strange.
I have seen this situatuon before. I believe he was up for several days and in meth psychosis. He veered off into the woods to "hide" from who he thoughts was chasing him and unfortunately in those woods is where he finally crashed and crashed hard. He was not dressed for the weather and succumbed to hypothermia. It a sad and tragic story, but there was no foul play here. May he rest in peace and I hope his family can heal and move forward. I'm sorry for there loss.
It doesn't necessarily have to have been psychosis. Beliefs are, more often than not, established without first person involvement. The blood around the mouth kinda says he was already hit in the face, and if somebody is close enough to hit you, they are close enough to say they already murdered your family because of you. He clearly believed it was a credible threat since he kept telling everybody they would come after his family.
@@houseofsolomon2440 I do and it sucks! Can I borrow yours? It was just a bad joke about me getting older and everyone else around me getting older. My apologies, it was meant to be friendly.
This is no mystery. He lied about going to get his phone, got high instead and freaked out. Had an episode ran off into wilderness way under prepared and passed of exposure and possibly a cardiac event....
Sarah's honesty is so refreshing and I'm sure will go a long way in helping solve her son's case. I hope justice comes soon ❤
She's amazing! ❤
July 5th I officially got 11 years clean..🙂 hearing Mathew's story,it reminds me how that very easily could have been me.
I'm praying this family get's answers..❤ sending love from West Virginia.
Congrats on eleven years!
@@AutumnFalls89 Aww..🥰
Thanks Luv!!
Blessings on you and yours..🙂
You're so strong!! Well done! ❤❤❤
@@BarbaraT. Oh Sweetie thank you..😘
Listen,just like Mathew's Mom said,it took me a whole lot of trying before I got the hang of "Don't use NO MATTER WHAT"..😏 it took me more like 15 years,to get this 11 😆 but,I kept trying,even when I messed up,and I was so lucky to have Folks that wanted to help me.
Hearing about this kid,Mathew 🥺 it just makes me feel blessed to have a dang heartbeat.
You guys commenting,just really made my day..🙂 I really appreciate the love.
Congratulations!
I was in meth psychosis about a year and a half ago. I was hospitalized for over a week. It was the most terrifying thing I’ve ever experienced, and even though I’m incredibly knowledgeable when it comes to mental health/drugs, it was so real to me that nobody could convince me it was psychosis. At one point I said to my mom, “I think I’m in psychosis.” But the hallucinations and delusions were so realistic that I dismissed that idea and went back to thinking my life was in very real danger.
Thankfully I was treated successfully in the psych ward, and I have not used meth since then.
The two things that make me pause with this case, though, are the etchings in his chest and the dealer details.
I hope his family finds the answers they need to heal. I can’t imagine what they’re going through. ❤
Thank you for being so open and sharing this.
I have been around this myself. I believe he was up for several days and in meth psychosis. He veered off into the woods to "hide" from who he thoughts was chasing him and unfortunately in those woods is where he finally crashed and crashed hard. He was not dressed for the weather and succumbed to hypothermia.
It a sad and tragic story, but there was no foul play here.
May he rest in peace and I hope his family can heal and move forward. I'm sorry for there loss.
How incredibly sad. I have a son that has addiction issues and has these episodes. But without proper help to get a diagnosis it’s impossible to know if it’s the drugs or another issue. It’s difficult to convince someone so sick that they need help. My son is now 30 and I have spent years preparing myself for his death. It tears a family apart. My prayers to his mama and the rest of his family ❤️
Most addicts DO NOT DIE... It's a terrible way to view your son.. I've been using heroin daily for over 15 years and I'm still hear... Looking forward to living!
Sarah's so honest and forthcoming and I can just feel how much she loves her son. She's being his voice now and he would be so proud!
I appreciate that Matthew's mum is keeping an open mind: very often grief and disbelief lead family members into a blind spot. That being said, as she perfectly said herself, it's got to make sense! Praying for a resolution. Matthew was far too young to die, either by accident or because of foul play. 💔💔💔
I hadn't heard of this case, so thank you for covering it. You always bring light to the lesser-known tragedies.
I truly hope that Sarah finds the answers necessary to bring her peace. Thanks for sharing this John.
Sarah, if you are reading. I listened to John's coverage here, and I heard your son's story. I just want to send you thoughts of support and love. 🙏🏼
🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼❤❤❤THANK YOU John thank you so much. Thank you thank you I truly can't thank you enough. Love you Sarah. 😢
❤❤❤❤ please please please LOGAN SCHIENDELMAN please Mary Ware is the Aunt who you can contact John please. These 2 cases are sincerely heartbreaking and so many unanswered questions with very little coverage or attention. Please John🙏🏼
@@gretchengregory-luna3452 Hi Gretchen please go to the link and fill out a little more info on the cases. This is where John pulls for his coverage. www.brainscratchers.com/suggest-a-case You are so amazing to want to share and get justice for other families. Thank you.
Thoughts to Sarah and all the family. I sincerely hope that all the questions relating to Matthew's passing are answered.
My favourite person had been an h-addict for many, many years when i met him. Everybody (including him) told me to run, but i stayed and he is sober for three years now. I have a very soft spot for addicts, they usually are the kindest people who just simply cannot handle the brutality of reality.
Thank you for your understanding.
It goes a long way in terms of helping people like us.
My thoughts of love and support are with Sarah and the rest of Matthew's friends & family. I hope yall get the answers yall deserve! Rest in peace
Thsnk you, John for bringing Matthew's story to light. Excellent job as usual
Thank you John ❤❤ This poor mother deserves answers and justice. I understand the awful addiction problem and it's so hard for some to comprehend. Prayers for all🙏
Praying for Matthew,s family to get answers 🙏
I live near where he went missing and taught in his school district. I’m so glad he was found although still super heartbreaking. Very near where Logan Schiedleman.
Thank you for another amazing video John :)
I can attest to the fact that ive been followed and stalked by certain individuals not because i owed them money, but because i knew information about their activities that could get them in trouble. This is what i think Matt was thinking when he told his mom that he didnt owe anyone money. It was more kf the fact that he fell out of favor with some dealers or old freinds etc.This was like 5 to 6 people following me at a time when i was homeless and i was legitimately scared for my life. I was using substances at the time, and it didnt have anything to do with money at that instance.
So i can understand why he was paranoid because i was for at least 6 months after the fact. When something like that happens to you(especially being jumped) and also using on top of that. Well its a bit of both psychosis and the very real probability that you could be hurt.
My theory is maybe he saw someone around by his house when he was getting his phone like a car that was similar to someone he was worried about. And that totally triggered something in him that scared him so badly (real or imagined) that his behavior just totally took a nose dive.
Rest in peace Matt.
And thank you John for your hard work as always.
It sounds like you were experiencing the same kind of paranoia and occasional psychosis from drug use that Matthew was.
I really appreciate that insight!
Thank you John and happy Friday to you as well!
As a mother of a grown child, my heart breaks for Sarah! I know where my daughter is even though she’s hours away, and the thought of a missing child is terrifying! Add the drug use, and then knowing your child died so long ago, but not knowing the exact circumstances turns this into something truly evil. Sarah is doing everything right, from moving for her sanity to demanding answers. God bless this woman!❤❤🙏
It's not just creativity, if you work in music or other media you don't get, like, sick pay, health insurance, regular income
Also, no offense, but this alleged jumping incident months before he went missing sounds like it could have also been the result of his drug use. The fact that he posted a video on Facebook that night says he wasn’t that worried about the people who allegedly jumped him possibly hurting his family or himself again. I had an ex who would do bizarre things when in psychosis and would post concerning videos of himself online, he would constantly make statements like people were out to get him or that certain people had done indescribable things to him, often deleting them later when he stabilized. Not saying that’s for sure what happened here, but it sounds like it could be a possibility.
This was my 1st thought ...again seconded...no offense to friends and family. June 15th i made it to 15 years clean. This is exactly what it sounds like. Glad he was found and hope they get closure and answers
Unfortunately it’s pretty hard to “wrangle in” someone when they’re in that state, whether it be from methamphetamine use or schizophrenia. Even if you’re trusted by that person.
Poor mom 😭 she's so right, she's doing the right thing
There certainly was a clear and present danger to him that night and that was hypothermia. If he is exhausted from a psychotic state and was out there without shoes or warm clothes he could certainly have succumbed to the cold.
Remember to like his videos. Not for John persay, but to help usher these cases into the light.(Algorithm)
What is the algorithm and why is it so important any feedback would be great I watch a lot of videos but I don’t do thumbs
42:51 So true, sadly. Matthew clearly had great awareness of himself and the disease that affected him.
Matthew ❤ 🙏
It is definitely possible that Matthew was in the midst of a psychotic break, drug induced or otherwise, and if that happened, the deepest tragedy is that he did not find safety to recover from that. It sounds like there were many who would have offered him help. Just unfortunate.
The problem with your statement is that it is really hard to find help out there he is doing drugs and possibly have some mental illness those two are very hard and unfortunately make the situation very very hard for the person to function in society. This young man needed to be helped with his drugs and his mental health as well that takes a lot of people and people that have the time to do it. For anyone who is struggling with mental illness it could take up to two years to just and see someone with drugs that process maybe a little quicker I don’t know much about these kinds of drugs so I can’t say but the help that may be out there it’s very difficult to get and it’s such a shame because so many young people like this boy are suffering every single day and no one’s helping them
How do I get the memorial link
It is in the description box above. facebook.com/sarah.gleichmananfeldt/videos/278996421860116
When you first mentioned the music career it instantly made me think of a different youtuber who sunk his house and hundreds of thousands to launch his careeer and ended up getting scammed big time by his manager/promoter in a plug scam with a dj.
Edit: Unkle Adams is who im thinking of. He vlogs and encourages other people to go hundreds of thousands in debt to chase their dreams too.
Sarah...long time follower of your sons disappearance....I still pray for you nightly.
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I knew some1 that did meth and rhe psychosis is INSANE fr. This person would BEG ME tears in their eyes 2 take their phone walk up thr street and shut it off. They literally ran and jumped into a river when it was freezing. ALWAYS convinced some1 was after them, tracking them, listening in. It was Bad. 1 night they took the train back n forth for HOURS n then showed up knocking on the dpor at midnight with Bags packed n i was like Dude you can't stay here they just turned around and went home. Really scary and strange.
Sounds more like he's just trying to get st cred.
I have seen this situatuon before. I believe he was up for several days and in meth psychosis. He veered off into the woods to "hide" from who he thoughts was chasing him and unfortunately in those woods is where he finally crashed and crashed hard. He was not dressed for the weather and succumbed to hypothermia.
It a sad and tragic story, but there was no foul play here.
May he rest in peace and I hope his family can heal and move forward. I'm sorry for there loss.
It doesn't necessarily have to have been psychosis. Beliefs are, more often than not, established without first person involvement. The blood around the mouth kinda says he was already hit in the face, and if somebody is close enough to hit you, they are close enough to say they already murdered your family because of you. He clearly believed it was a credible threat since he kept telling everybody they would come after his family.
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If he's followed the teachings of Bear Grylls.... He's aleady fashioned a spear and loin cloth.... And relaxing back at the La Quinta.
Hey!!! I'm an artist and I've ONLY had 3 beers today and 400mg of THC! It's all about moderation in creative fields.....🙃🙃
23:46 wait i thought his pbone was dead? Im so confused.
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Police didn't my son they used pepper spray that soundike gun
Schizophrenia?
Stop looking older already
Get a life ~
?? Just trolling, no interest in the video topic? Move on.
Tell us you’re desperate for any kind of attention without saying you’re desperate for any kind of attention. Pathetic.
@@houseofsolomon2440 I do and it sucks! Can I borrow yours? It was just a bad joke about me getting older and everyone else around me getting older. My apologies, it was meant to be friendly.
This is no mystery.
He lied about going to get his phone, got high instead and freaked out.
Had an episode ran off into wilderness way under prepared and passed of exposure and possibly a cardiac event....