meredith did love him until the end! and yea she didn't cried a lot but i think it was because of her kids..she had to be strong for them! but i think they did love eachother.
My longest relationship ever was with Derek Shepherd and Meredith Grey. It honestly felt like losing a loved one when he died. We watched them grow together and apart and finally together again over a decade, and then he was just...gone. Just goes to show nothing good can come of driving on cliffs, no matter how epic the view!
That's the one good thing about watching it as it comes out like I watched there entire relationship in a month so it wasn't as good bc I didn't get to know him and watch them develop over 10 years
I don’t know if I ever watched more than a handful of episodes as they came out. I binge watched the first 6 seasons and was devastated by the hospital shooting finale. Then several years later right after getting my heartbroken, I binge watched the next several seasons and was devastated by Derek’s death. I think I had to breakup with the show when Meredith lost Christina and then Riggs. It was just too much. It was unfair.
I cried more than Amelia and Meredith and everyone combined. I can’t imagine lost my best friend and soul mate like that. Sometimes I just hate Chandra
I started Watching grey’s anatomy in the summer and I just got to season 11 a couple days ago and this morning I saw the episode where Derek dies and I was sobbing... watching this show you get attached and when they die it feels real
i can’t even describe the ridiculously strong connection i have to the character derek. i’ve never wanted to collapse in a man’s arms more than patrick’s. i get dehydrated from crying every time i watch vids w him now. i love him.
I just started watching a few months ago because some friends fixed me up with Roku and Netflix. I am already up to Derek's death. The music in this show is great but sometimes I hate Shondra too, but lets face it she is a genius. Grey's is so much better than Brigertons.
Hon, move on. Even Meredith has, so it's time you do it too. He's dead, and she's alive, and she probably won't have another love like Derek because she built a life with him, kids and everything, but that doesn't mean she doesn't get to be happy and love someone else. Derek was very dreamy, but he was not the sun.
i wanna settle down and grow old with you, i wanna die when i’m 110 years old in your arms, i wanna life time😭😭omg i can’t like nooo why derek i legit cried like more than meredith did i feel
tears this was my ex and mines song and he was the love of my life.. but sometimes we lose the ones we love and thats okay.. but i am forever grateful for meeting him
my god, these two. my heart. i miss them. i miss him. he was so perfect and now he’s just gone. i was in shock when he died. one of the worst things that’s happened to me, honestly. rest easy baby 💞😭
They had a happy marriage. They had a happy life together. They were *the* couple since day one. Derek will always be the love of her life...and no one could ever replace him. And it is not even like DeLuca (for example) isn’t great, is just that he isn’t Derek! And never will be. Patrick and Ellen just had unbelievable chemistry, and that’s simply undeniable. Meredith deserves to be happy, even if with someone else, but never like she used to be with Derek...cause he was her match and vise versa. They went through a lot during 11 seasons, and everything we all wished was that they ended up together. That was not only ours, but also their dreams. And they couldn’t achieve that because Derek died a lot sooner than he should. Everything is just really sad and annoying! And I hate that with all my heart. Because I’ve always loved them since day 1, just like they did, and just like they will always do. Because they loved each other since day one till the very last, and it was genuine and unique. Derek is with Meredith, even if not physically anymore, and he would has wanted her to keep going and to be happy. Mc Dreamy will never be forgotten or replaced, and everybody knows that, even Shonda or Ellen or anyone who has been watching Grey’s since the very first episode. We love you, Mc Dreamy!
I’m a late fan but I’m binge watching. Season 11 episode 21 brought me here. This is just not right. My day is screwed up now. And this damn song didn’t make life better. Hahaha Team MerDer
I JUST WANT TO HEar MEREDITH TALK ABOUT DEREK ONCE SHE OPENS UP ABOUT HER WIRHOUT DEREK! EVERYONE ASKS WHOS DEREK AND SHE SAYS ITS A LONG STORY!! I WANT TO LISTEN TO IT PLEASEDEEEEEDJSOAKSNBSS
i applaud anyone who had the courage to watch this video. cuz i sure didn’t, i stopped within the first 10 seconds. it’s so sad how he always talked about how he wanted to grow old with her and help her if she gets alzheimer’s and he never even gets to see his kids grow up (or learn that ellis exists) i don’t think i’ll ever be able to watch this video and if u were able to, ur the bravest person ever. we miss u so much derek shepherd, rest in peace mcdreamy 😭😭😭
I think, I will start Grey's Anatomy from the beginning... I can't continue without Derek. It was hard for me without Cristina, Mark, Lexie etc., but this is almost impossible for me.
Freaking breaks your heart. Legit shedding tears on the death of a fictional character, i mean why on earth it hurts so bad?! This song with addition to his death made it 100x more sad. Ah, was the day not good enough to his save life? 💔
I don't think I will ever get over this , I feel so so so sad whenever I think about Derek's death and what happened to them . They deserved a happily ever after not one of them dying , they should've ended the show with MerDer instead of killing him. When meredith says " Derek its okay , you go we'll be fine " I feel like screaming and crying out loud . I love them so much . "You were like coming up for fresh air like I was drowning and you saved me " Gosh , I love them so much and miss them so much 😭😭❤️
I wasn't even a Meredith Derek shipper but they were THE couple of the show. I went on watching the show after Burke left, it was difficult but I still continued , even catched few episodes after Christina left for Switzerland but haven't seen a single episode after Derek's death.
@@jessierose71 Hahaha no no no that’s totally me 😂😭 Watch this Every night 😂 I have no idea why I keep torturing myself by watching this! 🥺 It’s sooooo sad 😞
I just keep torturing myself with this episode. I keep watching it over and over again. It’s just sad because he worked SO hard to get her to fall in love with him, and then he died😭😭💔
This song makes it more emotional... 🥺 I loved them so much and meredith has been through so much with him and I can't help but be so so sad that he's gone😭
"I wanna die when I'm 110 years old in your arms." My heart. I'm sobbing.
Hey
@@deysicantoran337 hii
Now who’s gonna remind her who’s Derek if she gets Alzheimer’s 💔😭
@@veronicavera5454 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭why u gotta make me cry sum more
@@veronicavera5454 I HATE YOUUUUU 😭😭😭😭😭😭
I don't know why I keep torturing myself by watching these
same
same
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because their addictive to watch
ik ay i hate these. They make me sad.
i feel like i cried more than meredith
I think she was just broken. Too broken to cry.
there were no tears left to cry anymore
meredith did love him until the end! and yea she didn't cried a lot but i think it was because of her kids..she had to be strong for them! but i think they did love eachother.
i think that she has been hurt so many times that she got stronger over time, of course she still loves derek but she strong and can get through it.
sdabm 2 lmaoooo mood 😴😭
My longest relationship ever was with Derek Shepherd and Meredith Grey. It honestly felt like losing a loved one when he died. We watched them grow together and apart and finally together again over a decade, and then he was just...gone. Just goes to show nothing good can come of driving on cliffs, no matter how epic the view!
Same he's the best person
I can feel you 😭
exactly, whenever someone is driving on a cliff, something always happens, always
That's the one good thing about watching it as it comes out like I watched there entire relationship in a month so it wasn't as good bc I didn't get to know him and watch them develop over 10 years
I don’t know if I ever watched more than a handful of episodes as they came out. I binge watched the first 6 seasons and was devastated by the hospital shooting finale. Then several years later right after getting my heartbroken, I binge watched the next several seasons and was devastated by Derek’s death. I think I had to breakup with the show when Meredith lost Christina and then Riggs. It was just too much. It was unfair.
It's been 3 years now and I still didn't get over it
I never will
Rip:(
Mariell Müller Antón same, I cry every time. I can’t stop
3 years already....
Feels like yesterday though😔❤
same here. ;(
I cried for weeks.
Mariell Müller Antón honestly same
Ive been binging this show for the last month Derek and Sloan dying killed me
If my future boyfriend doesn’t love me the way Derek loves Meredith, I’ll rather die alone.
Lizzie A no one loved anyone like Derek loved Meredith
Amen
Lizzie A same
Same, Eliza!
Same he was sooo caring, yes he got a bit rude sometimes but he is still a sweet caring husband, father, and brother😭😭😭😭
"I don't want 48 uninterrupted hours. I want a lifetime." "I'd rather be extraordinary together than ordinary apart."
The most heartbreaking part is when Meredith tells him to go and that she will be fine :´(
MAYBE SHE'LL BE FINE BUT WE WONT
im crying!! this made me shed 500 more tears
Sarah Comery exactly!!! Just treated the series and it took me 2 days to watch this episode 😭😭😭
Yassss that got to me most
I did the same. I lied. I haven't been fine.
“Derek. Derek. It’s ok. You go. We’ll be fine.... I can live without u. But I don’t want to.”
IM LITERALLY SOBBING
derek loved meredith more than anything. i hate what happened to him. it’s not fair. 😭
"I wanna settle down, and grow old with you."
WELL LOOKS LIKE WE WONT BE GETTING THAT WILL WE *sobs*
Kiki Ryder STOP
I can never listen to this song without crying now
Hey
same
Tell me abiut it :(
Same 😔
I came here to cry😞
"You were like coming up for fresh air, like I was drowning, but you saved me" - Derek Sheperd🥺
and then meredith drowned😂😂😂
‘pick me, choose me, love me’
and then he picked addison
i can’t😭😭
Talia but he didn’t
yvng_hype 604 he chose Addison first but it didn’t work out so him and Merideth started dating again
Kate Swierczek but his heart picked Meredith
Heaven Farrelly yesss
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
2023 and we’re still not over this scene… thanks shonda lol
No kidding, the acting is so damn raw I sob everytime I watch it
I am just sitting in a puddle of my own tears... why do I do this to myself...
I cried more than Amelia and Meredith and everyone combined. I can’t imagine lost my best friend and soul mate like that. Sometimes I just hate Chandra
YOU CHEERED ME UP BY CAALING SHONDA CHANDRA LMAOOOO TYY
@@maria3075 IKR IM DYING HAAHHAHH
Isn't chandra bailey?? HAHAHAHAHA you're funny 😂😂😂
Same😭
I started Watching grey’s anatomy in the summer and I just got to season 11 a couple days ago and this morning I saw the episode where Derek dies and I was sobbing... watching this show you get attached and when they die it feels real
It's 2020 and I'm still crying over Derek's death 💔
like it just hits diff
2021 and I continue to 🙃
Yeah well, it's 2021 and I still cry over Marks death so...
2022 strongly
2022 still 😭
After 15 times watching this video you would think I wouldn't be bawling. But here I am crying as hard as I did the first time.
I cried more than Meredith
Same I break when I see the scene at the house and she’s like “I did this stupid embarrassing humiliating corny thing….”
RIP Derek Saddest and best song ever! He was my favourite character 😭😭😭😭😭
mee tooo
😢😢😢😢 Derek i Miss you 😢😢😢😢😢fuck you shonda rhimes 😲😲😲. Derek 😢😢😢
Sienna tallentire no please😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
The grey's anatomy tortured me and broke my heart into millions of tiny pieces, it also made me very happy....
Fuck shonda
Same he was my favorite character
this is one of the few times that a show/movie has made me cry. It was sooo sad. I miss Derek! Great edit!
my heart hasn't been this hurt since calzona divorced
i can’t even describe the ridiculously strong connection i have to the character derek. i’ve never wanted to collapse in a man’s arms more than patrick’s. i get dehydrated from crying every time i watch vids w him now. i love him.
5 years ago if you were too tell me tv series would be a big part of someone's life I'd tell yah you were crazy.
I just started watching a few months ago because some friends fixed me up with Roku and Netflix. I am already up to Derek's death. The music in this show is great but sometimes I hate Shondra too, but lets face it she is a genius. Grey's is so much better than Brigertons.
Merluca could never compete with this glorious couple. #PERIODT
I agree❤️😭
DeLuca wouldn't even come close to Derek's
i hâte deluca with meredith
Agree
Hon, move on. Even Meredith has, so it's time you do it too. He's dead, and she's alive, and she probably won't have another love like Derek because she built a life with him, kids and everything, but that doesn't mean she doesn't get to be happy and love someone else. Derek was very dreamy, but he was not the sun.
The original song is by snow patrol but this cover is by sleeping at last and the song is called chasing cars for the people wondering
Annie McMullon thank you I've been waiting for someone to post this!
They were perfect together 😍😭
i wanna settle down and grow old with you, i wanna die when i’m 110 years old in your arms, i wanna life time😭😭omg i can’t like nooo why derek i legit cried like more than meredith did i feel
tears this was my ex and mines song and he was the love of my life.. but sometimes we lose the ones we love and thats okay.. but i am forever grateful for meeting him
Ariana Toscano I feel you
my god, these two. my heart. i miss them. i miss him. he was so perfect and now he’s just gone. i was in shock when he died. one of the worst things that’s happened to me, honestly. rest easy baby 💞😭
Omg the hurt. Especially after Grey's had a cameo of him in Season 13 episode 8. Oh the Feels :(
Mandie essa série me machucou e me quebrou em pedacinhos mais mesmo assim eu amo tanto
I've watched this shamelessly over 40 times idk when I need to feel I watch this
They had a happy marriage. They had a happy life together. They were *the* couple since day one. Derek will always be the love of her life...and no one could ever replace him. And it is not even like DeLuca (for example) isn’t great, is just that he isn’t Derek! And never will be. Patrick and Ellen just had unbelievable chemistry, and that’s simply undeniable. Meredith deserves to be happy, even if with someone else, but never like she used to be with Derek...cause he was her match and vise versa. They went through a lot during 11 seasons, and everything we all wished was that they ended up together. That was not only ours, but also their dreams. And they couldn’t achieve that because Derek died a lot sooner than he should. Everything is just really sad and annoying! And I hate that with all my heart. Because I’ve always loved them since day 1, just like they did, and just like they will always do. Because they loved each other since day one till the very last, and it was genuine and unique. Derek is with Meredith, even if not physically anymore, and he would has wanted her to keep going and to be happy. Mc Dreamy will never be forgotten or replaced, and everybody knows that, even Shonda or Ellen or anyone who has been watching Grey’s since the very first episode. We love you, Mc Dreamy!
When this song comes on I know tears are about to flow😢
I’m a late fan but I’m binge watching. Season 11 episode 21 brought me here. This is just not right. My day is screwed up now. And this damn song didn’t make life better. Hahaha
Team MerDer
I recently just started binging like last year because #quarantinelife and I literally died with Derek my body couldn’t handle the emotions
I really hate Shonda sometimes.
EDIT: I don’t even remember saying this and I don’t care about Derek anymore so
exactly all the favors actors keep dying and shit
Chrissy Brown bitch I hate her all the time
It’s not shondas fault Patrick Dempsey probably didn’t want to do the show anymore
@@rachaelhazzard1844 exactly
@@rachaelhazzard1844 But the way he left was ridiculous
9 years from now i still crying 😭
It's been 4 years, and I still cry thinking of him
This is the edit I've been searching and thinking to make. But u just made it perfect
I JUST WANT TO HEar MEREDITH TALK ABOUT DEREK ONCE SHE OPENS UP ABOUT HER WIRHOUT DEREK! EVERYONE ASKS WHOS DEREK AND SHE SAYS ITS A LONG STORY!! I WANT TO LISTEN TO IT PLEASEDEEEEEDJSOAKSNBSS
Such a beautiful edit
losing derek felt like i lost a very important person of my life ,
it’s just impossible to watch this without crying
Omfg when Meredith put on that damned ferry boat scrub cap I balled AND NOW SHE WEARS IT EVERY EPISODE LIKE HOW CAN I NOT CRY!!!!
She stopped wearing it later on in season 14
Exactly 😭🕊💞🦋
i applaud anyone who had the courage to watch this video. cuz i sure didn’t, i stopped within the first 10 seconds. it’s so sad how he always talked about how he wanted to grow old with her and help her if she gets alzheimer’s and he never even gets to see his kids grow up (or learn that ellis exists) i don’t think i’ll ever be able to watch this video and if u were able to, ur the bravest person ever. we miss u so much derek shepherd, rest in peace mcdreamy 😭😭😭
I think, I will start Grey's Anatomy from the beginning... I can't continue without Derek. It was hard for me without Cristina, Mark, Lexie etc., but this is almost impossible for me.
just wait until you get to season 14 when the show gets Woke to a crazy degree
EpicConspiracy yeah true but if i were her i would restart
I can’t believe i voluntarily decided to watch this and cry 💔
Freaking breaks your heart. Legit shedding tears on the death of a fictional character, i mean why on earth it hurts so bad?! This song with addition to his death made it 100x more sad. Ah, was the day not good enough to his save life? 💔
All days were forever ugly without derek. He was a light that everyone will miss
call me dramatic or anything but I WILL NEVER EVER FORGIVE shonda for this
Wait what happened?
Lily H have you finished the series? I don’t wanna spoil
Patrick wanted to leave but shonda could’ve made it better and not sad
@@karenrosa4326 what other option did she have Derek woudnt abandon his family forever
Every time I watch one of the Meredith and Derek love story videos, I cry actuall tears, I don't know why I keep putting myself through this
It happens exactly the same
I’ve seen Derek’s death yesterday, and that was the 1st time in my life that I have cried for a series
I don't think I will ever get over this , I feel so so so sad whenever I think about Derek's death and what happened to them . They deserved a happily ever after not one of them dying , they should've ended the show with MerDer instead of killing him. When meredith says " Derek its okay , you go we'll be fine " I feel like screaming and crying out loud . I love them so much . "You were like coming up for fresh air like I was drowning and you saved me " Gosh , I love them so much and miss them so much 😭😭❤️
It's fine I'm just drowning in my own tears get the crash cart God dammit.
I cried more than Meredith
Push 1 of epi CHARGE TO 300
somebody sedate me!
i need to intubate... push suxs and etomidate
Charge again , CLEAR
now it’s 4 years and i’m still crying. I will never get over this. Derrick dying really breaks my heart and i’m not even meredith
I can’t stop crying now, why did i watch it😩
I was messed up for a week over this. Husband thought I had lost my mind.
I wasn't even a Meredith Derek shipper but they were THE couple of the show. I went on watching the show after Burke left, it was difficult but I still continued , even catched few episodes after Christina left for Switzerland but haven't seen a single episode after Derek's death.
Thats how i felt but you should watch the rest of the show
the fact that meredith is calling him like he is just asleep and he is gonna wake up i just can’t😭
My daughter is watching greys for first time I rewatched this with her honestly hit me harder 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭forgot how sad it was 😢
Found out about this song here in GA, been my #1 favorite ever since! btw makes the scene even sadder, CRY every time I see this!!!!
62,000 views... I'm prob at least 50,000 of them
Slay Divine and I'm the other 12,000 lmao
I’m the other million
@@jessierose71 Hahaha no no no that’s totally me 😂😭 Watch this Every night 😂 I have no idea why I keep torturing myself by watching this! 🥺 It’s sooooo sad 😞
“It’s a beautiful day to save lives”- Derek Shepherd I miss him so much😭
While watching this Arizona's words were in my head when he said to Riggs that Derek turned he life around, her heart beats for Derek ..
Chorei demais nessa série. Foi a melhor série da minha vida
A pior perda da série 😔
I haven't even watched a single episode of GA yet here I am, drowning on my own tears. Wtf.
sehundipity ʕ ᓀ ᴥ ᓂ ʔ same 😂
it hasn't even started and am already crying.
I started to cry within the first 15 seconds. What am I doing to myself!!!!
2024, and no one has impacted Meredith and this show more then Derek did. Truly one of the last great characters.
We never really know how precious life is until we lose someone we love the most
Always crying over this
I cried so much on this scene he was my favorite character after mark
I love this song, but such a sad episode..
one second in and i’m bawling
I cry every time and I think “ I won’t cry Im over it” 3 minutes later flooded in tears 😭 I love them 😍 my heart will always be broken over them
the fucking feelings this episode gave me and this video gives me god damnit
This show gets in my feels and this scene got in my feels so much
Como eu amo vê-los juntos na série... Ele não devia ter morrido!💟💔
I just keep torturing myself with this episode. I keep watching it over and over again. It’s just sad because he worked SO hard to get her to fall in love with him, and then he died😭😭💔
I think I mourned longer than meredith
This scene 😭 as soon as I heard this song I teared up and then I just imagined merediths pain and start crying
" So pick me, choose me, love me"
I am in tearsssss
This was so well done I'm crying now
" we will be fine " the whole world is stilll depressed
" you were like coming up for fresh air, it was like I was drowning and you saved me "I only come watch this when I want to cry.
"And over there, that's the room our kids could play."
"Its like I was drowning and you saved me" I gotta admit that hit me hard af😭💔
This makes me cry every time!!!
This song just makes me cry 😭
that literally broke my heart...
its 2020 and i just saw the preview for the season 17 episode 2 and here i am bawling my eyes
Who’s watching in 2017 and still crying?
in 2018
2019
Lily -_- ain’t that the truth
In 2020
I love that she kept and wore his ferry boat scrub caps all these years, to throw them away would be a sin
A morte mais triste da série!!!😭😭😭
Nunca vou superar esse episódio 😞
There it goes.....The rest of my soul
I’ve never been so heartbroken over a tv show character dying in my whole life
SEEING ALL THE FLASHBACKS MEREDITH GIVES I CAN SEE THEM IN MY HAED TOOO 😭😭😭😭😭😭
"It's like I was drowning and you saved me..😢" gets me EVERYTIME. When you heard this in the back you knew something bad was happening 🥺😩..!!
HURTS LIKE HELL
This song makes it more emotional... 🥺 I loved them so much and meredith has been through so much with him and I can't help but be so so sad that he's gone😭
Es un lindo día para salvar vidas😭