Meredith & Derek | Chasing Cars

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  • Опубликовано: 9 июл 2015
  • 720p is probably better. Js.
    I'm real sweaty uploading this because I want to do this legendary couple justice. I've been working on this since that stupid episode that slayed us all and just couldn't collect all my ideas I wanted to convey in this video, making the process of finishing it a long one. (Also the audio from the episodes was sucking and the quality of some of the clips sucks but whatevs.)
    I probably cried a good 5 times while editing this so fuck shonda rhimes for doing this to us. The show isn't the same without Derek and MerDer and I have this hope that in the very last episode of Grey's ever we find out that the entire show has been a product of Meredith's alzheimers and everyone who has ever died is actually alive...Pls Shonda.
    In honor of Derek Shepherd and Patrick Dempsey and my favorite couple of all time. It has been magical.
    Comment your tears. Thanks.
    Song: Chasing Cars - Sleeping At Last
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  • @sdabm1148
    @sdabm1148 7 лет назад +6521

    i feel like i cried more than meredith

    • @AzmiraOlivia
      @AzmiraOlivia 6 лет назад +330

      I think she was just broken. Too broken to cry.

    • @prishitabanerji
      @prishitabanerji 6 лет назад +159

      there were no tears left to cry anymore

    • @Janette388
      @Janette388 6 лет назад +122

      meredith did love him until the end! and yea she didn't cried a lot but i think it was because of her kids..she had to be strong for them! but i think they did love eachother.

    • @cyuutu
      @cyuutu 5 лет назад +63

      i think that she has been hurt so many times that she got stronger over time, of course she still loves derek but she strong and can get through it.

    • @jameciacampbell6903
      @jameciacampbell6903 5 лет назад +7

      sdabm 2 lmaoooo mood 😴😭

  • @annngggx
    @annngggx 7 лет назад +3327

    "I wanna die when I'm 110 years old in your arms." My heart. I'm sobbing.

    • @deysicantoran337
      @deysicantoran337 4 года назад +2

      Hey

    • @sanvimusunuru7392
      @sanvimusunuru7392 4 года назад

      @@deysicantoran337 hii

    • @veronicavera5454
      @veronicavera5454 4 года назад +32

      Now who’s gonna remind her who’s Derek if she gets Alzheimer’s 💔😭

    • @sanvimusunuru7392
      @sanvimusunuru7392 3 года назад +10

      @@veronicavera5454 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭why u gotta make me cry sum more

    • @lyruuuuhh
      @lyruuuuhh 3 года назад +7

      @@veronicavera5454 I HATE YOUUUUU 😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @sarahdowler2915
    @sarahdowler2915 8 лет назад +3676

    I don't know why I keep torturing myself by watching these

  • @lizbethmireles582
    @lizbethmireles582 6 лет назад +4182

    If my future boyfriend doesn’t love me the way Derek loves Meredith, I’ll rather die alone.

    • @thundercookie1014
      @thundercookie1014 5 лет назад +79

      Lizzie A no one loved anyone like Derek loved Meredith

    • @luc1xx0
      @luc1xx0 5 лет назад +6

      Amen

    • @lasayiaramirez8428
      @lasayiaramirez8428 5 лет назад +1

      Lizzie A same

    • @weepingwillows21
      @weepingwillows21 5 лет назад

      Same, Eliza!

    • @patriciammxx6341
      @patriciammxx6341 4 года назад +15

      Same he was sooo caring, yes he got a bit rude sometimes but he is still a sweet caring husband, father, and brother😭😭😭😭

  • @ylvalindahl1785
    @ylvalindahl1785 5 лет назад +1609

    The most heartbreaking part is when Meredith tells him to go and that she will be fine :´(

    • @sarahcomery1253
      @sarahcomery1253 4 года назад +40

      MAYBE SHE'LL BE FINE BUT WE WONT

    • @marleecollins2552
      @marleecollins2552 4 года назад +8

      im crying!! this made me shed 500 more tears

    • @Xxspellboundead
      @Xxspellboundead 3 года назад +2

      Sarah Comery exactly!!! Just treated the series and it took me 2 days to watch this episode 😭😭😭

    • @kenziemorace2837
      @kenziemorace2837 3 года назад +1

      Yassss that got to me most

    • @jeanteigen2490
      @jeanteigen2490 3 года назад +3

      I did the same. I lied. I haven't been fine.

  • @weepingwillows21
    @weepingwillows21 5 лет назад +564

    "I don't want 48 uninterrupted hours. I want a lifetime." "I'd rather be extraordinary together than ordinary apart."

  • @anaschmidt1698
    @anaschmidt1698 6 лет назад +1294

    It's been 3 years now and I still didn't get over it
    I never will
    Rip:(

    • @alessavillalona9098
      @alessavillalona9098 5 лет назад +6

      Mariell Müller Antón same, I cry every time. I can’t stop

    • @hannoveraner.quengel5221
      @hannoveraner.quengel5221 5 лет назад +4

      3 years already....
      Feels like yesterday though😔❤

    • @avaaaee
      @avaaaee 5 лет назад +1

      same here. ;(
      I cried for weeks.

    • @nataliewebb2739
      @nataliewebb2739 5 лет назад

      Mariell Müller Antón honestly same

    • @petermartin7165
      @petermartin7165 4 года назад

      Ive been binging this show for the last month Derek and Sloan dying killed me

  • @chloemccoy1066
    @chloemccoy1066 4 года назад +380

    derek loved meredith more than anything. i hate what happened to him. it’s not fair. 😭

  • @VlogswitKaykay
    @VlogswitKaykay 5 лет назад +343

    “Derek. Derek. It’s ok. You go. We’ll be fine.... I can live without u. But I don’t want to.”

  • @janefitch4254
    @janefitch4254 6 лет назад +734

    My longest relationship ever was with Derek Shepherd and Meredith Grey. It honestly felt like losing a loved one when he died. We watched them grow together and apart and finally together again over a decade, and then he was just...gone. Just goes to show nothing good can come of driving on cliffs, no matter how epic the view!

    • @imogenclarke2117
      @imogenclarke2117 3 года назад +3

      Same he's the best person

    • @akankshamaji9279
      @akankshamaji9279 3 года назад

      I can feel you 😭

    • @latiaperla5827
      @latiaperla5827 3 года назад +1

      exactly, whenever someone is driving on a cliff, something always happens, always

    • @clodagh3286
      @clodagh3286 3 года назад

      That's the one good thing about watching it as it comes out like I watched there entire relationship in a month so it wasn't as good bc I didn't get to know him and watch them develop over 10 years

    • @janefitch4254
      @janefitch4254 Год назад

      I don’t know if I ever watched more than a handful of episodes as they came out. I binge watched the first 6 seasons and was devastated by the hospital shooting finale. Then several years later right after getting my heartbroken, I binge watched the next several seasons and was devastated by Derek’s death. I think I had to breakup with the show when Meredith lost Christina and then Riggs. It was just too much. It was unfair.

  • @kikiryder7489
    @kikiryder7489 8 лет назад +714

    "I wanna settle down, and grow old with you."
    WELL LOOKS LIKE WE WONT BE GETTING THAT WILL WE *sobs*

  • @talia4491
    @talia4491 5 лет назад +1119

    ‘pick me, choose me, love me’
    and then he picked addison
    i can’t😭😭

    • @Andrea-bz9hw
      @Andrea-bz9hw 5 лет назад +10

      Talia but he didn’t

    • @kateswierczek5027
      @kateswierczek5027 5 лет назад +25

      yvng_hype 604 he chose Addison first but it didn’t work out so him and Merideth started dating again

    • @HeavenFarrelly
      @HeavenFarrelly 4 года назад +22

      Kate Swierczek but his heart picked Meredith

    • @lisbethlivingston6216
      @lisbethlivingston6216 4 года назад +5

      Heaven Farrelly yesss

    • @heliapaula9304
      @heliapaula9304 4 года назад +1

      😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @haleycornelius3528
    @haleycornelius3528 4 года назад +181

    "You were like coming up for fresh air, like I was drowning, but you saved me" - Derek Sheperd🥺

    • @addisonh4582
      @addisonh4582 3 года назад

      and then meredith drowned😂😂😂

  • @beautybyjaquelyn22
    @beautybyjaquelyn22 4 года назад +302

    I can never listen to this song without crying now

  • @charlieplese8415
    @charlieplese8415 7 лет назад +308

    I am just sitting in a puddle of my own tears... why do I do this to myself...

  • @holly20022004
    @holly20022004 11 месяцев назад +21

    2023 and we’re still not over this scene… thanks shonda lol

    • @Winchester1589
      @Winchester1589 8 месяцев назад

      No kidding, the acting is so damn raw I sob everytime I watch it

  • @ellamurray766
    @ellamurray766 4 года назад +214

    I cried more than Amelia and Meredith and everyone combined. I can’t imagine lost my best friend and soul mate like that. Sometimes I just hate Chandra

    • @maria3075
      @maria3075 3 года назад +17

      YOU CHEERED ME UP BY CAALING SHONDA CHANDRA LMAOOOO TYY

    • @jayda2354
      @jayda2354 3 года назад +2

      @@maria3075 IKR IM DYING HAAHHAHH

    • @demtemplado418
      @demtemplado418 3 года назад +1

      Isn't chandra bailey?? HAHAHAHAHA you're funny 😂😂😂

    • @Holly_Wood448
      @Holly_Wood448 10 дней назад

      Same😭

  • @lexgrant4232
    @lexgrant4232 5 лет назад +191

    I started Watching grey’s anatomy in the summer and I just got to season 11 a couple days ago and this morning I saw the episode where Derek dies and I was sobbing... watching this show you get attached and when they die it feels real

  • @siennapeyton6802
    @siennapeyton6802 8 лет назад +175

    RIP Derek Saddest and best song ever! He was my favourite character 😭😭😭😭😭

    • @lieemsp4800
      @lieemsp4800 8 лет назад

      mee tooo

    • @lieemsp4800
      @lieemsp4800 8 лет назад +1

      😢😢😢😢 Derek i Miss you 😢😢😢😢😢fuck you shonda rhimes 😲😲😲. Derek 😢😢😢

    • @yssaoliver4260
      @yssaoliver4260 6 лет назад

      Sienna tallentire no please😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @yssaoliver4260
      @yssaoliver4260 6 лет назад +1

      The grey's anatomy tortured me and broke my heart into millions of tiny pieces, it also made me very happy....
      Fuck shonda

    • @Summersangel1282
      @Summersangel1282 6 лет назад

      Same he was my favorite character

  • @edensaccount7237
    @edensaccount7237 4 года назад +201

    It's 2020 and I'm still crying over Derek's death 💔

  • @athenaolympus4510
    @athenaolympus4510 4 года назад +277

    Merluca could never compete with this glorious couple. #PERIODT

    • @veronicavera5454
      @veronicavera5454 4 года назад +3

      I agree❤️😭

    • @nikkabgpr
      @nikkabgpr 3 года назад +16

      DeLuca wouldn't even come close to Derek's

    • @carinag4635
      @carinag4635 3 года назад +14

      i hâte deluca with meredith

    • @michelsn3315
      @michelsn3315 3 года назад +1

      Agree

    • @biancasilva8172
      @biancasilva8172 3 года назад +3

      Hon, move on. Even Meredith has, so it's time you do it too. He's dead, and she's alive, and she probably won't have another love like Derek because she built a life with him, kids and everything, but that doesn't mean she doesn't get to be happy and love someone else. Derek was very dreamy, but he was not the sun.

  • @stanfemalesonly745
    @stanfemalesonly745 7 лет назад +100

    my heart hasn't been this hurt since calzona divorced

  • @emilyrichardson9974
    @emilyrichardson9974 7 лет назад +126

    They were perfect together 😍😭

  • @jaydasimms8193
    @jaydasimms8193 7 лет назад +99

    After 15 times watching this video you would think I wouldn't be bawling. But here I am crying as hard as I did the first time.

    • @lizz2094
      @lizz2094 4 года назад +1

      I cried more than Meredith

    • @enriquelesende537
      @enriquelesende537 4 месяца назад

      Same I break when I see the scene at the house and she’s like “I did this stupid embarrassing humiliating corny thing….”

  • @sarahwilliams4759
    @sarahwilliams4759 6 лет назад +58

    i wanna settle down and grow old with you, i wanna die when i’m 110 years old in your arms, i wanna life time😭😭omg i can’t like nooo why derek i legit cried like more than meredith did i feel

  • @lulilagartos959
    @lulilagartos959 4 года назад +27

    They had a happy marriage. They had a happy life together. They were *the* couple since day one. Derek will always be the love of her life...and no one could ever replace him. And it is not even like DeLuca (for example) isn’t great, is just that he isn’t Derek! And never will be. Patrick and Ellen just had unbelievable chemistry, and that’s simply undeniable. Meredith deserves to be happy, even if with someone else, but never like she used to be with Derek...cause he was her match and vise versa. They went through a lot during 11 seasons, and everything we all wished was that they ended up together. That was not only ours, but also their dreams. And they couldn’t achieve that because Derek died a lot sooner than he should. Everything is just really sad and annoying! And I hate that with all my heart. Because I’ve always loved them since day 1, just like they did, and just like they will always do. Because they loved each other since day one till the very last, and it was genuine and unique. Derek is with Meredith, even if not physically anymore, and he would has wanted her to keep going and to be happy. Mc Dreamy will never be forgotten or replaced, and everybody knows that, even Shonda or Ellen or anyone who has been watching Grey’s since the very first episode. We love you, Mc Dreamy!

  • @trainingmansbestfriend
    @trainingmansbestfriend 5 лет назад +15

    i can’t even describe the ridiculously strong connection i have to the character derek. i’ve never wanted to collapse in a man’s arms more than patrick’s. i get dehydrated from crying every time i watch vids w him now. i love him.

  • @athenaolympus4510
    @athenaolympus4510 4 года назад +58

    I JUST WANT TO HEar MEREDITH TALK ABOUT DEREK ONCE SHE OPENS UP ABOUT HER WIRHOUT DEREK! EVERYONE ASKS WHOS DEREK AND SHE SAYS ITS A LONG STORY!! I WANT TO LISTEN TO IT PLEASEDEEEEEDJSOAKSNBSS

  • @chernofilms
    @chernofilms 7 лет назад +230

    5 years ago if you were too tell me tv series would be a big part of someone's life I'd tell yah you were crazy.

    • @bettyjomcdonald7394
      @bettyjomcdonald7394 3 года назад +2

      I just started watching a few months ago because some friends fixed me up with Roku and Netflix. I am already up to Derek's death. The music in this show is great but sometimes I hate Shondra too, but lets face it she is a genius. Grey's is so much better than Brigertons.

  • @chrissybrown9205
    @chrissybrown9205 7 лет назад +1293

    I really hate Shonda sometimes.
    EDIT: I don’t even remember saying this and I don’t care about Derek anymore so

    • @nordine6683
      @nordine6683 5 лет назад +47

      exactly all the favors actors keep dying and shit

    • @eliseb2676
      @eliseb2676 5 лет назад +42

      Chrissy Brown bitch I hate her all the time

    • @rachaelhazzard1844
      @rachaelhazzard1844 5 лет назад +24

      It’s not shondas fault Patrick Dempsey probably didn’t want to do the show anymore

    • @nathmendes24
      @nathmendes24 5 лет назад +2

      @@rachaelhazzard1844 exactly

    • @schwachangefangenstarknach8238
      @schwachangefangenstarknach8238 5 лет назад +16

      @@rachaelhazzard1844 But the way he left was ridiculous

  • @schwachangefangenstarknach8238
    @schwachangefangenstarknach8238 5 лет назад +55

    I think, I will start Grey's Anatomy from the beginning... I can't continue without Derek. It was hard for me without Cristina, Mark, Lexie etc., but this is almost impossible for me.

    • @EpicConspiracy
      @EpicConspiracy 5 лет назад +2

      just wait until you get to season 14 when the show gets Woke to a crazy degree

    • @lenashaban4727
      @lenashaban4727 4 года назад

      EpicConspiracy yeah true but if i were her i would restart

  • @anniemcmullon1922
    @anniemcmullon1922 8 лет назад +48

    The original song is by snow patrol but this cover is by sleeping at last and the song is called chasing cars for the people wondering

    • @TheDippymusic
      @TheDippymusic 4 года назад

      Annie McMullon thank you I've been waiting for someone to post this!

  • @juliavaughn4638
    @juliavaughn4638 5 лет назад +11

    my god, these two. my heart. i miss them. i miss him. he was so perfect and now he’s just gone. i was in shock when he died. one of the worst things that’s happened to me, honestly. rest easy baby 💞😭

  • @judithmckenzie9779
    @judithmckenzie9779 11 месяцев назад +3

    My daughter is watching greys for first time I rewatched this with her honestly hit me harder 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭forgot how sad it was 😢

  • @AngelPaws89
    @AngelPaws89 7 лет назад +59

    Omg the hurt. Especially after Grey's had a cameo of him in Season 13 episode 8. Oh the Feels :(

    • @yssaoliver4260
      @yssaoliver4260 6 лет назад

      Mandie essa série me machucou e me quebrou em pedacinhos mais mesmo assim eu amo tanto

  • @alicelikesdandelions
    @alicelikesdandelions 3 года назад +8

    Omfg when Meredith put on that damned ferry boat scrub cap I balled AND NOW SHE WEARS IT EVERY EPISODE LIKE HOW CAN I NOT CRY!!!!

    • @nityabomma571
      @nityabomma571 3 года назад

      She stopped wearing it later on in season 14

    • @mariemoss8166
      @mariemoss8166 Год назад

      Exactly 😭🕊💞🦋

  • @blushskies1148
    @blushskies1148 4 года назад +12

    I don't think I will ever get over this , I feel so so so sad whenever I think about Derek's death and what happened to them . They deserved a happily ever after not one of them dying , they should've ended the show with MerDer instead of killing him. When meredith says " Derek its okay , you go we'll be fine " I feel like screaming and crying out loud . I love them so much . "You were like coming up for fresh air like I was drowning and you saved me " Gosh , I love them so much and miss them so much 😭😭❤️

  • @WSHOULDERS26
    @WSHOULDERS26 5 лет назад +43

    I’m a late fan but I’m binge watching. Season 11 episode 21 brought me here. This is just not right. My day is screwed up now. And this damn song didn’t make life better. Hahaha
    Team MerDer

    • @janaeashley8556
      @janaeashley8556 3 года назад +2

      I recently just started binging like last year because #quarantinelife and I literally died with Derek my body couldn’t handle the emotions

  • @arianatoscano5538
    @arianatoscano5538 7 лет назад +67

    tears this was my ex and mines song and he was the love of my life.. but sometimes we lose the ones we love and thats okay.. but i am forever grateful for meeting him

  • @AngelUnderTheSun
    @AngelUnderTheSun 5 лет назад +16

    I've watched this shamelessly over 40 times idk when I need to feel I watch this

  • @pcnelope
    @pcnelope 4 года назад +11

    the fact that meredith is calling him like he is just asleep and he is gonna wake up i just can’t😭

  • @angelinaberberian3214
    @angelinaberberian3214 6 лет назад +103

    It's fine I'm just drowning in my own tears get the crash cart God dammit.

    • @lizz2094
      @lizz2094 4 года назад +5

      I cried more than Meredith

    • @darleneortiz8511
      @darleneortiz8511 4 года назад +7

      Push 1 of epi CHARGE TO 300

    • @sushiimish3580
      @sushiimish3580 4 года назад +6

      somebody sedate me!

    • @mlol6000
      @mlol6000 4 года назад +2

      i need to intubate... push suxs and etomidate

    • @Hali__
      @Hali__ 4 года назад +3

      Charge again , CLEAR

  • @elizabethrotondo
    @elizabethrotondo 9 месяцев назад +1

    this is one of the few times that a show/movie has made me cry. It was sooo sad. I miss Derek! Great edit!

  • @addiererecich2464
    @addiererecich2464 5 лет назад +9

    It's been 4 years, and I still cry thinking of him

  • @divinelord9
    @divinelord9 8 лет назад +221

    62,000 views... I'm prob at least 50,000 of them

    • @jessierose71
      @jessierose71 7 лет назад +4

      Slay Divine and I'm the other 12,000 lmao

    • @ErrorError189
      @ErrorError189 3 года назад +1

      I’m the other million

    • @elisemeyer7348
      @elisemeyer7348 3 года назад +1

      @@jessierose71 Hahaha no no no that’s totally me 😂😭 Watch this Every night 😂 I have no idea why I keep torturing myself by watching this! 🥺 It’s sooooo sad 😞

  • @abigailrose892
    @abigailrose892 6 лет назад +25

    I started to cry within the first 15 seconds. What am I doing to myself!!!!

  • @Creativityishardomg
    @Creativityishardomg 3 месяца назад

    “It’s a beautiful day to save lives”- Derek Shepherd I miss him so much😭

  • @alyssarhea2894
    @alyssarhea2894 4 года назад +30

    I think I mourned longer than meredith

  • @NehaBhat09
    @NehaBhat09 6 лет назад +69

    I wasn't even a Meredith Derek shipper but they were THE couple of the show. I went on watching the show after Burke left, it was difficult but I still continued , even catched few episodes after Christina left for Switzerland but haven't seen a single episode after Derek's death.

    • @demonicscepter3871
      @demonicscepter3871 3 года назад

      Thats how i felt but you should watch the rest of the show

  • @tillyhopkins3179
    @tillyhopkins3179 4 года назад +100

    call me dramatic or anything but I WILL NEVER EVER FORGIVE shonda for this

    • @lilyh8889
      @lilyh8889 4 года назад

      Wait what happened?

    • @tillyhopkins3179
      @tillyhopkins3179 4 года назад

      Lily H have you finished the series? I don’t wanna spoil

    • @karenrosa4326
      @karenrosa4326 3 года назад

      Patrick wanted to leave but shonda could’ve made it better and not sad

    • @cityboydanny1758
      @cityboydanny1758 3 года назад +4

      @@karenrosa4326 what other option did she have Derek woudnt abandon his family forever

  • @remaniant
    @remaniant 3 года назад +5

    I cried so much on this scene he was my favorite character after mark

  • @walimuhammad9373
    @walimuhammad9373 4 года назад +4

    While watching this Arizona's words were in my head when he said to Riggs that Derek turned he life around, her heart beats for Derek ..

  • @ananyasaraswat1101
    @ananyasaraswat1101 4 года назад +16

    Freaking breaks your heart. Legit shedding tears on the death of a fictional character, i mean why on earth it hurts so bad?! This song with addition to his death made it 100x more sad. Ah, was the day not good enough to his save life? 💔

    • @demonicscepter3871
      @demonicscepter3871 3 года назад

      All days were forever ugly without derek. He was a light that everyone will miss

  • @sehundipity9496
    @sehundipity9496 6 лет назад +15

    I haven't even watched a single episode of GA yet here I am, drowning on my own tears. Wtf.

    • @itsnicole3103
      @itsnicole3103 4 года назад

      sehundipity ʕ ᓀ ᴥ ᓂ ʔ same 😂

  • @jamiethorne7248
    @jamiethorne7248 4 месяца назад +1

    When this song comes on I know tears are about to flow😢

  • @lindsaycarrillo8446
    @lindsaycarrillo8446 3 года назад +8

    I can’t stop crying now, why did i watch it😩

  • @jeslyncedeno7314
    @jeslyncedeno7314 3 года назад +4

    We never really know how precious life is until we lose someone we love the most

  • @caitlinwilson580
    @caitlinwilson580 6 лет назад +21

    Every time I watch one of the Meredith and Derek love story videos, I cry actuall tears, I don't know why I keep putting myself through this

  • @deekshaluthra1044
    @deekshaluthra1044 4 года назад +6

    Such a beautiful edit
    losing derek felt like i lost a very important person of my life ,
    it’s just impossible to watch this without crying

  • @britney9987
    @britney9987 5 лет назад +1

    now it’s 4 years and i’m still crying. I will never get over this. Derrick dying really breaks my heart and i’m not even meredith

  • @terynlaymance8869
    @terynlaymance8869 3 года назад +3

    "And over there, that's the room our kids could play."

  • @janadavanso
    @janadavanso 5 лет назад +8

    Como eu amo vê-los juntos na série... Ele não devia ter morrido!💟💔

  • @michaelkanuk1248
    @michaelkanuk1248 4 года назад +2

    "Its like I was drowning and you saved me" I gotta admit that hit me hard af😭💔

  • @jordynbaylor1289
    @jordynbaylor1289 2 года назад +1

    I just keep torturing myself with this episode. I keep watching it over and over again. It’s just sad because he worked SO hard to get her to fall in love with him, and then he died😭😭💔

  • @lizziemeans1618
    @lizziemeans1618 5 лет назад +7

    " we will be fine " the whole world is stilll depressed

  • @andreaavina6446
    @andreaavina6446 7 лет назад +8

    it hasn't even started and am already crying.

  • @edwardsnow9695
    @edwardsnow9695 3 месяца назад +1

    9 years from now i still crying 😭

  • @tykieriawilson
    @tykieriawilson 4 года назад +2

    "It's like I was drowning and you saved me..😢" gets me EVERYTIME. When you heard this in the back you knew something bad was happening 🥺😩..!!

  • @kiarac.grados8748
    @kiarac.grados8748 3 года назад +3

    " So pick me, choose me, love me"
    I am in tearsssss

  • @superwholockian3682
    @superwholockian3682 6 лет назад +9

    There it goes.....The rest of my soul

  • @lilybartholomew-smith7518
    @lilybartholomew-smith7518 4 года назад +1

    I cry every time and I think “ I won’t cry Im over it” 3 minutes later flooded in tears 😭 I love them 😍 my heart will always be broken over them

  • @EmiliaWolfe
    @EmiliaWolfe Год назад +1

    I’ve seen Derek’s death yesterday, and that was the 1st time in my life that I have cried for a series

  • @TinyTalkDoesNothing
    @TinyTalkDoesNothing 8 лет назад +21

    the fucking feelings this episode gave me and this video gives me god damnit

  • @demonthunderwolf116
    @demonthunderwolf116 8 лет назад +8

    SEEING ALL THE FLASHBACKS MEREDITH GIVES I CAN SEE THEM IN MY HAED TOOO 😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @lololol4357
    @lololol4357 3 года назад +2

    This scene 😭 as soon as I heard this song I teared up and then I just imagined merediths pain and start crying

  • @lexeemeyer7332
    @lexeemeyer7332 5 месяцев назад +1

    This song just makes me cry 😭

  • @Jessica-jg2ru
    @Jessica-jg2ru 2 года назад +6

    Chorei demais nessa série. Foi a melhor série da minha vida

    • @daviddias6362
      @daviddias6362 9 месяцев назад

      A pior perda da série 😔

  • @silvanajaramillo5577
    @silvanajaramillo5577 6 лет назад +8

    HURTS LIKE HELL

  • @victoriarussell7056
    @victoriarussell7056 4 года назад +1

    " you were like coming up for fresh air, it was like I was drowning and you saved me "I only come watch this when I want to cry.

  • @stephaniederienzo9424
    @stephaniederienzo9424 Год назад +1

    I love this song, but such a sad episode..

  • @sarah-ti8zm
    @sarah-ti8zm 6 лет назад +9

    one second in and i’m bawling

  • @mariaclaradasilva2609
    @mariaclaradasilva2609 3 года назад +3

    A morte mais triste da série!!!😭😭😭

  • @greysislife
    @greysislife 6 дней назад

    i applaud anyone who had the courage to watch this video. cuz i sure didn’t, i stopped within the first 10 seconds. it’s so sad how he always talked about how he wanted to grow old with her and help her if she gets alzheimer’s and he never even gets to see his kids grow up (or learn that ellis exists) i don’t think i’ll ever be able to watch this video and if u were able to, ur the bravest person ever. we miss u so much derek shepherd, rest in peace mcdreamy 😭😭😭

  • @leahazimah4831
    @leahazimah4831 4 года назад +9

    who else would like to have kids with Derek the lushes hair is it just me I would love to have someone like Derek love you RIP Derek Sheperd

  • @liliaanaya9017
    @liliaanaya9017 7 лет назад +7

    Take me back to the good old days 😭❤️

  • @Sanaa_K_Mohamed
    @Sanaa_K_Mohamed 3 года назад +1

    I love that she kept and wore his ferry boat scrub caps all these years, to throw them away would be a sin

  • @blushskies1148
    @blushskies1148 3 года назад +1

    its 2020 and i just saw the preview for the season 17 episode 2 and here i am bawling my eyes

  • @macyhellwig
    @macyhellwig 6 лет назад +15

    Who’s watching in 2017 and still crying?

  • @tinkerbell567
    @tinkerbell567 6 лет назад +7

    that literally broke my heart...

  • @daviddias6362
    @daviddias6362 9 месяцев назад +2

    Nunca vou superar esse episódio 😞

  • @AngelBeth76
    @AngelBeth76 Год назад +1

    I’ve never been so heartbroken over a tv show character dying in my whole life

  • @jessinstitches
    @jessinstitches 5 лет назад +5

    I feel like I was more devestated than Meredith when Derek died! I was so mad at Shonda Rhimes! How could she do this to us????!!!!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @talialoventhal1749
      @talialoventhal1749 5 лет назад

      wasnt her desicion it was patrick dempsey

    • @talialoventhal1749
      @talialoventhal1749 5 лет назад

      but also i dont think ive ever cried more

    • @lizz2094
      @lizz2094 4 года назад

      I cried more than all the characters from all the seasons

  • @angeemedina5031
    @angeemedina5031 3 года назад +3

    Es un lindo día para salvar vidas😭

  • @shanezasampson3876
    @shanezasampson3876 3 года назад +1

    Always crying over this

  • @pengu6451
    @pengu6451 4 года назад +1

    This song makes it more emotional... 🥺 I loved them so much and meredith has been through so much with him and I can't help but be so so sad that he's gone😭

  • @mahakaelias153
    @mahakaelias153 5 лет назад +3

    This makes me cry every time!!!

  • @misscin03
    @misscin03 3 года назад +5

    whos here after season 17 premiere ? :(

  • @kenziemichelle2063
    @kenziemichelle2063 4 года назад +2

    my heart breaks into pieces when i hear this song

  • @mayramendez2670
    @mayramendez2670 8 лет назад +1

    Found out about this song here in GA, been my #1 favorite ever since! btw makes the scene even sadder, CRY every time I see this!!!!

  • @victoriastaudinger4743
    @victoriastaudinger4743 7 лет назад +3

    I am crying, I love derek so much 😭😭😭😭