Thank you guys for watching I love everyone of you, share this video around you never know who's gonna hear it, it might help someone. This was hard for me to make but just remember if you're dealing with depression you are not alone, if you see someone else who's struggling in the comments reach out to them hopefully we can all be here for each other. My social media and links to this song and other music are in the description feel free to reach out and share your story 🙏🏼 My other music and socials can be found in the video description!
Depression is a real thing. You explain it so perfectly. Just know all your fans are here to support you. Your family is there also even if you can’t see it. Plus your friends. Keep strong man!
This song hits home for so many people. Depression is something that the media doesn't talk about. Neither do most artists. We need more people like him to speak how people like us feel. And it doesn't really matter how old you are, depression effects people worldwide. With the expectations that are pressed onto our generation there are now children at the age of 10 or younger being deprived of their childhood. And so many young people don't speak up about how they feel because they feel as if the people they know won't believe them, think they're exaggerating or even lying! I know so many different people that go through things like this daily but you would never of guessed if they hadn't of told you. Us people are strong, we have become good at hiding how we feel. The other day this boy in my class and me were talking about depression, self harm and suicide. And do you know what he said to me, he said that all people that are depressed or suicidal are stupid and wrong, people will never understand what depression really is until they go through it themselves and as most of you can probably agree you wouldn't wish it on anyone. Because of this young people of 12-13 turn to drugs,tobacco,weed and alcohol because they have been taught that that is how to get rid of your problems which isn't the case, when adults see these young people in the streets at night or just in the day they tend to cross the road or look away, like they're ashamed of us but what they don't know is that these young people need help. This song helped me so much and all I can say is thank you ☺️❤️
_zoe_26 X Im tearing up from what you said because it's true. I'm depressed as well and there is little by little I say anything to anyone. I bottle it all up and let it eat me alive. I feel what he is saying in the song because I've been through it too. I never said I love you to my so called parents. I am raising myself. I cut myself. I nearly took a drink of bleach, I was always bullied in school, I lost many people in my life, I know what the street life is like. I lived it, well on it for awhile. I lost my friends, family, my daughter and her mother. R.I.P to all. I drink so much, and with everything that has happened I feel like I did something wrong. I was beaten up all the time and abandoned, disowned. A lot has happened and I never told anyone. I'm telling you because of what you said. Telling someone helps. Thank you.
Boys are supposed to be told to be tough, and even the toughest moments you can’t and you need to let your emotions flow, and this is a time I had to let them flow, it tells so much about me.
The purpose of music is supposed to be real, which most of these rappers and underground rappers and starting rappers don't understand. This man is nasty. He has to continue pushing forward with his music. I can 100% relate to you. I've been depressed since I was young. Being abandoned, beaten, left on the street, doing drugs, cutting, nearly taking sips of bleach, having nobody, being all alone. My point is bro, I feel you. I'm with you 100% through and through. I raised myself. I don't know fam like that. I know a few of my family but it means I won't let them close. Getting close to me means hurting me. I lost my daughter, and her mother. I lost a lot of my so called family and a lot of friends.
JaiTee Krazy and you're still here fighting. The toughest people get the hardest times right now. Cuz if I were in your shoes, I would've offed myself a long time ago, I'm just not that strong
Weast 11 I believe that god is on my side. And I also have to know that if my daughter was still here, she wouldn't want me to, do her and for my life I stand strong
Weast 11 have confidence. I believe that no matter situation keep your head up and stay strong. Life keeps going but you have to have heart, faith, hope, and strength and keep it pushing and pray that you will be going from the bad situation to a great fantastic life in no time.
Censorless what are you Tryna say? You saying you was gonna cuss Zimm or I out or anyone here in the chat is because you're heartless. YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE. From what you said you have NO IDEA.
omfg you just described my life, the exacte words for it..man , we're here; you dont have to be alone anymore..there's 71k of people tha really loves you and your work, keep on going..(y)
I’ll be honest. I first watched a few months after it first dropped and I still come here when I feel depressed. Three years later, this still gives me strength.
I have no words.... Just know your not alone and were all here with you. There is a reason we listen to your music because it means something to us. Much love♥
James Houston Comon we can do it Lets try to see the world that everyone tell us that exist Nobody said this fight will be easy so lets try to claim this pain that we have and not let it claim us
Lyrics: I don't know why I can't shake this Feel like I've been living life in the matrix I don't even feel alive it don't make sense I just wanna be alright I fucking hate this Tell me when's it gonna change Cause every single person keeps saying the same thing Stay strong now you'll make it through the pain But its hard to see the sun when you're living in the rain I barely know my dad now his hair's all grey Cause I spent all of my time doing drugs, trynna fade Out all of the demons when I couldn't get away I never said I love you instead I would say I hate All this time gone that I can't get back Feel like every single night I'm just living in the past I lie and say I'm happy every single time I'm asked I don't wanna be a burden so I just put on a mask Forty-Thousand people telling me I can't quit I promise that I'm fighting just keep praying that I win Still got a lot of things that I still keep in And I need to let them go I don't know where to begin I used to watch my pap slap my gram and he'd laugh as she ran And I didn't understand the man was so bad So I treated him better than I did my own dad I was so damn young I didn't understand I seen shit that a kid never should I bottle it all up and act like I'm good Reality is I'm just so fucking shook I feel like an outcast so misunderstood I miss being young Back when I didn't have problems, just fun Back before I had to worry about funds Now to feel that way I gotta get drunk I'm still stuck in this rut Honestly feel like I'll never be up I'm sick of this feeling I swear that it's fucked I need to make changes reality sucks Still don't know who I am I look in the mirror like "who is this man?" I still have no clue of my purpose or path But something keeps telling me that I should rap So I keep moving Took all my pain and then started a movement I swear to you all that this is more than just music I put all my life into all that I'm doing I can't let the fans down Gotta stick to the plan now And hope it all pans out I don't know how but I know this my path now Sacrificing my life Turning down friends just to stay in and write I'm watching them live as I'm sitting behind And I just keep on drowning but say that I'm fine Feel like I'm alone I got all these problems and nobody knows Everything changing I hate that I know I used to be happy but now I'm so cold Cause home isn't home I just keep on running don't know where to go These demons keep coming I hope I don't fold I risk my whole life for this path that I chose
I feel like there are so many people I could talk with but I don‘t know how to explain my feelings and I‘m a person who really loves to talk about things but yeah it's actually so hard to talk about something you can‘t really explain, ugh. This song made me so cry and start thinking about everything. I hope it will get better. Great song!
I mean I found someone to talk to after years of searching but my problem is explaining my feelings or thinking they'll tell me I'm overreacting over the smallest thing. 😖😖😖
I listened to this music on loop when I was in a dark place years ago, it was my comfort song. It impacted so much I remember wanting to give Zimm a hug because of how unfair life was. This song helped me feel validated and less alone, I was so thankful to have it with me in my everyday life. After that I avoided listening to it for years or else I'd just start to cry again... it feels weird coming back to it, but it's still as good as I remembered it to be
i remember listening to this song in 2018 and i related to the lyrics a lot. I genuinely thought it wouldn't get better. It's 2023 now, and for anyone out there reading this, take this as a sign it does get better. I'm feeling so much better now. I know it's cliche, but it really does get better. Hang in there
Its so hard to listen to this because it remides me of my life ... i write songs that explain my feelings ... but this song is so deep and it hit me hard .. and every one out there please stay strong .. You r loved by so many people ... Plz never forget that.. I know I don't know u guys .. But I love u
Queen Baby K you’re a good person. That made me smile. If it wasn’t for people like Zimm nobody would understand what it’s actually like. I went through a tough tough life and I’m happy I’m here because it makes me stronger everyday. Thanks for that comment. Much love
I don't know why I can't shake this Feel like I've been living life in the matrix I don't even feel alive it don't make sense I just wanna be alright I fucking hate this Tell me when's it gonna change Cause every single person keeps saying the same thing Stay strong now you'll make it through the pain But its hard to see the sun when you're living in the rain I barely know my dad now his hair's all grey Cause I spent all of my time doing drugs, trynna fade Out all of the demons when I couldn't get away I never said I love you instead I would say I hate All this time gone that I can't get back Feel like every single night I'm just living in the past I lie and say I'm happy every single time I'm asked I don't wanna be a burden so I just put on a mask Forty-Thousand people telling me I can't quit I promise that I'm fighting just keep praying that I win Still got a lot of things that I still keep in And I need to let them go I don't know where to begin I used to watch my pap slap my gram and he'd laugh as she ran And I didn't understand the man was so bad So I treated him better than I did my own dad I was so damn young I didn't understand seen shit that a kid never should I bottle it all up and act like I'm good Reality is I'm just so fucking shook I feel like an outcast so misunderstood I miss being young Back when I didn't have problems, just fun Back before I had to worry about funds Now to feel that way I gotta get drunk I'm still stuck in this rut Honestly feel like I'll never be up I'm sick of this feeling I swear that it's fucked I need to make changes reality sucks Still don't know who I am I look in the mirror like "who is this man?" I still have no clue of my purpose or path But something keeps telling me that I should rap So I keep moving Took all my pain and then started a movement I swear to you all that this is more than just music I put all my life into all that I'm doing I can't let the fans down Gotta stick to the plan now And hope it all pans out I don't know how but I know this my path now Sacrificing my life Turning down friends just to stay in and write I'm watching them live as I'm sitting behind And I just keep on drowning but say that I'm fine Feel like I'm alone I got all these problems and nobody knows Everything changing I hate that I know I used to be happy but now I'm so cold Cause home isn't home I just keep on running don't know where to go These demons keep coming I hope I don't fold I risk my whole life for this path that I chose
I never had the family i wanted, with my anxiety, i have no one to talk to about the life i live, i gotta fake my own smiiles and it sucks, i relate to this rap so hard. just know I will forever support you and your music. Pull through, love Xx
honestly people need to hear the realities of things like this, some people don't understand whats it like to lay there at night like yeah your asleep but when your demons attack it just makes you wanna run and hide
Zimm, i dont know why but when i hear this song i want to write. Its like inspiration to spill my worries and shit on a page and just kinda vibe to my own shit
Zimm I love your style & voice & lyrics, just everything about your music because I can tell that you've put your heart, time and effort into your music ❤️👏👏 I appreciate you! Idek why I'm just coming across your music and rap now but I hope that you continue your career & maintain your attitude to your career 🤙🏼❤️❤️❤️❤️
Damn man this hit home my guy its like your rappin ab my life. This really brings me up and makes me wanna work harder then ever to achieve my goals. Keep up good work my guy and thank you
2024, I remember listening to this late 2018 back in high school when I was 17. I've now graduated college and turn 23 this year. Thanks for making this song.
i suffer from severe depression. i spend either all night awake or all day sleeping. nights like these i always fall into this song. i know i’m a complete stranger. i go through a lot. high school is rough. i hate it. but somehow this song can get me past through all that. it helps me a lot. the best calms me when i’m upset. i just want to thank you. you’re seriously an inspiration.
2021 still here brother you have lifted me from the darkest days I’ve ever had and I was at least 11 to 10 I’m turning 14 now and I’m so happy to see that your music is doing good I miss you dude hope your staying strong I wish you all the best man
Whose still here 2024, used to listen to this years ago when I was going through mental trauma, had to come back, been feeling like this again lately and I'm so glad I have songs like these to help me
I know this was a while ago, but I just found this and I immediately fell in love with the song. There are a lot of depression songs that only go as far as being cheated on or somebody breaking up with you, when depression is about so many more things. Sometimes depression feels like you are numb or are floating, or as you described, aren't even alive. I love how you dove right into the stuff that is going on everywhere and is relatable, this is one of the few songs about depression I think everybody who has been depressed should watch. I used to think I couldn't find people who understood what music is supposed to make you feel, like me, but this proves it's possible. Thank you so much! I truly hope that life gets better for you, and I hope you have the best day you can have.
Zimm Of course! Keeping emotions in is going to hurt you more in the end, continue to pour your soul into music and I assure you, a little part of you will start to feel better. Music isn't a cure, but it can temporarily make you feel alive. You are a lyrical genius too, so I can't imagine it being hard.
You don’t understand how much your music touches me. You get me more then anyone. Even though no one understands me. They think they can help but, they haven’t felt how I feel. Some people say shit about me. Also there are some differences between me and you but, still it touches me. Just saying, it’s hard to believe people love you. When you can’t love yourself.
Zimm I just wanted to say that maybe you still don't have many followers but the people you helped will forever be thankful... I rank you right up there with juice world Brodie🙏... Used to listen to this years ago when I was like 14-15 getting cross faded and now I'm 21... Took me a while to find your songs again for old nestalga but I'm glad I did.... Thank you for putting this beautiful piece out for people who needed it and putting in the effort so we could hear you. Maybe one day I can do the same 🙏🙌... Much love from Freak
This song is amazing. I showed my best friend of 5 years this song last night, and to hear some of the things that are sung in the song, it is so relateable and honestly beautiful. It really makes me feel like I'm not alone, that these things I struggle with and go through are not just experienced by myself, but by hundreds of thousands of others. No matter who you are, or where you come from, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. There are others who go through the pain that you go through, that I go through, that Zimm goes through and describes. There's never a time in which you should be afraid to seek out help or be nervous to talk to someone because you don't think they will understand. Depression is real and it's a serious issue that we need to spend more time focusing on instead of developing a stigma around it and pretending it's not real. I listened to this song about a month ago for the first time, it is the only song I have ever broke down in tears to. This is real music, not mumbo jumbo talking about drugs and sex and all that stuff that I, among others, just can't relate to or love. Zimm deserves so much more subscribers than he has, and above all, the support from those subscribers. I've shared this song with people several times on Discord, Twitter, and Instagram and will continue to do so. Please keep up the amazing music, you're got thousands of fans who love and care about you. Love, a kid, trying to make the most out of his life. ❤
Every time I find myself getting worse again, I come back to this song and pour all my emotions out. I have every word memorized and I rap it over and over until I feel like theres a weight lifted off my chest. The emotion when he sings really gets to me, I'll always love this.
Holy shit, he actually liked my comment. I don't know why I'm crying ?? Almost as if someone finally notices me and understands how I feel. Just, thank you.
There's a saying that goes when you're depressed or going through something the music is there that you can feel because you relate...but when you're turning the corner and find that little glimmer of hope and start coming out of the dark...you enjoy and you can smile, because you know where you've been and just how far you've come from that place.
I love and hate when music “makes” you remember your past along with the feeling that came with it. How many times I wish I forgot, I love this song because of this.
Just over 2years since I first listened, I commented, you replied, I smiled, I'm still fighting and day be day getting better I still fw you and your music ZIMM 🐐 ☒🧢
Damn just found this song a few days ago while cruising on Spotify and I really needed this, been depressed / suicidal for such a long time, been bullied since 3rd grade (now in 11th) and I'm still trying to keep going, I just recently finally tried to express how I feel to a close friend, it's just so hard to explain to people especially since I'm always smiling and laughing trying to hide the fact that I'm really not happy at all, but damn I wish I was. Thank you for this song, there's many others too but this one says it all.
i wake up every morning and ask myself do i wanna live and then i listen to you and i just think you care about me he would hurt if i killed myself i just wanna thank you for being a huge support to me ily zimm
This song has helped me get through hard times involving family...anxiety...realtionships..being an outcast..not being noticed..being labled...bullied...this is a song I can relate to and thank you zimm for making this song because after everything I've been through you were my anchor that kept me grounded to earth
Thank you guys for watching I love everyone of you, share this video around you never know who's gonna hear it, it might help someone. This was hard for me to make but just remember if you're dealing with depression you are not alone, if you see someone else who's struggling in the comments reach out to them hopefully we can all be here for each other. My social media and links to this song and other music are in the description feel free to reach out and share your story 🙏🏼 My other music and socials can be found in the video description!
Zimm I love you so much keep making videos
Zimm stay strong man and follow your passion you seem really cool man
Zimm you showed me that I'm not alone
Zimm You're not alone either
Zimm so relatable your never alone when you've got your fans we are here
2020 song still hits :(
2022 and this song still hits
2023 this song still hurts
2024 still givin me goosebumps.
Cmon back bois shit still hits 👽
2025 still bangs
Rocking in 2020 who with me?? Stay strong zimm. You are a true legend I promise I won't forget you
2021🖤
2021:)
2021
2021🎶
Just got fired came straight here
this hit me really really deep in my emotions . stay strong bro . we all can do this together ...
Don't you notice how parents say rap is stupid? That is bad? But really it's what expresses us, what makes us feel better for just a minute..
Brenna Cutler My parents never ever say that they love rap music and rock for me its my grandparents
Favourite comment
Exactly🙃💜
It makes us feel sane... for just a minute or two or three
Brenna Cutler can I use your comment in my rap?
2021 and I’m still listening man ! Can’t explain what your music has done for me , keep being you Zimm don’t change man !
Depression is a real thing. You explain it so perfectly. Just know all your fans are here to support you. Your family is there also even if you can’t see it. Plus your friends. Keep strong man!
This song hits home for so many people. Depression is something that the media doesn't talk about. Neither do most artists. We need more people like him to speak how people like us feel. And it doesn't really matter how old you are, depression effects people worldwide. With the expectations that are pressed onto our generation there are now children at the age of 10 or younger being deprived of their childhood. And so many young people don't speak up about how they feel because they feel as if the people they know won't believe them, think they're exaggerating or even lying! I know so many different people that go through things like this daily but you would never of guessed if they hadn't of told you. Us people are strong, we have become good at hiding how we feel. The other day this boy in my class and me were talking about depression, self harm and suicide. And do you know what he said to me, he said that all people that are depressed or suicidal are stupid and wrong, people will never understand what depression really is until they go through it themselves and as most of you can probably agree you wouldn't wish it on anyone. Because of this young people of 12-13 turn to drugs,tobacco,weed and alcohol because they have been taught that that is how to get rid of your problems which isn't the case, when adults see these young people in the streets at night or just in the day they tend to cross the road or look away, like they're ashamed of us but what they don't know is that these young people need help. This song helped me so much and all I can say is thank you ☺️❤️
_zoe_26 X Im tearing up from what you said because it's true. I'm depressed as well and there is little by little I say anything to anyone. I bottle it all up and let it eat me alive. I feel what he is saying in the song because I've been through it too. I never said I love you to my so called parents. I am raising myself. I cut myself. I nearly took a drink of bleach, I was always bullied in school, I lost many people in my life, I know what the street life is like. I lived it, well on it for awhile. I lost my friends, family, my daughter and her mother. R.I.P to all. I drink so much, and with everything that has happened I feel like I did something wrong. I was beaten up all the time and abandoned, disowned. A lot has happened and I never told anyone. I'm telling you because of what you said. Telling someone helps. Thank you.
then you get the fake people who preach like this and act like they know what its like
Angelo Sgroi you don’t know me from a hole in the wall. How you gonna sit there and judge
You know what social media caused depression too
Satin’s Little Assistant I agree 100%
Boys are supposed to be told to be tough, and even the toughest moments you can’t and you need to let your emotions flow, and this is a time I had to let them flow, it tells so much about me.
The purpose of music is supposed to be real, which most of these rappers and underground rappers and starting rappers don't understand. This man is nasty. He has to continue pushing forward with his music. I can 100% relate to you. I've been depressed since I was young. Being abandoned, beaten, left on the street, doing drugs, cutting, nearly taking sips of bleach, having nobody, being all alone. My point is bro, I feel you. I'm with you 100% through and through. I raised myself. I don't know fam like that. I know a few of my family but it means I won't let them close. Getting close to me means hurting me. I lost my daughter, and her mother. I lost a lot of my so called family and a lot of friends.
JaiTee Krazy and you're still here fighting. The toughest people get the hardest times right now. Cuz if I were in your shoes, I would've offed myself a long time ago, I'm just not that strong
Weast 11 I believe that god is on my side. And I also have to know that if my daughter was still here, she wouldn't want me to, do her and for my life I stand strong
Weast 11 have confidence. I believe that no matter situation keep your head up and stay strong. Life keeps going but you have to have heart, faith, hope, and strength and keep it pushing and pray that you will be going from the bad situation to a great fantastic life in no time.
Censorless what are you Tryna say? You saying you was gonna cuss Zimm or I out or anyone here in the chat is because you're heartless. YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE. From what you said you have NO IDEA.
JaiTee The Militant Navy Seal Special Forces damn man I feel you
Its horrible how many people there are that feels like this, including me. But who ever you are, stay strong
HalfAStar you stay strong to, we are all in it together
omfg you just described my life, the exacte words for it..man , we're here; you dont have to be alone anymore..there's 71k of people tha really loves you and your work, keep on going..(y)
hard-hitting, so deep and painful. I can totally relate to this, great job on this awesome song
I feel you.
i feel you
i feel you
Zovoz I feel ya too
No mean comments, no bs, this the beautiful section of RUclips
me to my dudes
I’ll be honest. I first watched a few months after it first dropped and I still come here when I feel depressed. Three years later, this still gives me strength.
Thank you. Thank you for showing me that there are people like me
B R I ._. Same boat then? 😊
same here
Seriously, wanna create a group chat? No sex bullshit, a group where someone can talk to people when feeling down or lonely, depressed etc.
+Kareem Ben add me please I got so much fucked up and no one by my side
I have no words.... Just know your not alone and were all here with you. There is a reason we listen to your music because it means something to us. Much love♥
Man isn't a man if he doesn't drop a tear to this song, its just make you flow with it..
Keep the head up brothers.
This is sick, this will keep me going
James Houston stay strong brotha
Zimm u too man 👊
James Houston bro you need to talk I'm here Dm me
+Zimm I just want to thank you for helping me from attempting suicide. this song helped me. Peace out.
James Houston Comon we can do it Lets try to see the world that everyone tell us that exist
Nobody said this fight will be easy so lets try to claim this pain that we have and not let it claim us
Lyrics:
I don't know why I can't shake this
Feel like I've been living life in the matrix
I don't even feel alive it don't make sense
I just wanna be alright I fucking hate this
Tell me when's it gonna change
Cause every single person keeps saying the same thing
Stay strong now you'll make it through the pain
But its hard to see the sun when you're living in the rain
I barely know my dad now his hair's all grey
Cause I spent all of my time doing drugs, trynna fade
Out all of the demons when I couldn't get away
I never said I love you instead I would say I hate
All this time gone that I can't get back
Feel like every single night I'm just living in the past
I lie and say I'm happy every single time I'm asked
I don't wanna be a burden so I just put on a mask
Forty-Thousand people telling me I can't quit
I promise that I'm fighting just keep praying that I win
Still got a lot of things that I still keep in
And I need to let them go I don't know where to begin
I used to watch my pap slap my gram and he'd laugh as she ran
And I didn't understand the man was so bad
So I treated him better than I did my own dad
I was so damn young I didn't understand
I seen shit that a kid never should
I bottle it all up and act like I'm good
Reality is I'm just so fucking shook
I feel like an outcast so misunderstood
I miss being young
Back when I didn't have problems, just fun
Back before I had to worry about funds
Now to feel that way I gotta get drunk
I'm still stuck in this rut
Honestly feel like I'll never be up
I'm sick of this feeling I swear that it's fucked
I need to make changes reality sucks
Still don't know who I am
I look in the mirror like "who is this man?"
I still have no clue of my purpose or path
But something keeps telling me that I should rap
So I keep moving
Took all my pain and then started a movement
I swear to you all that this is more than just music
I put all my life into all that I'm doing
I can't let the fans down
Gotta stick to the plan now
And hope it all pans out
I don't know how but I know this my path now
Sacrificing my life
Turning down friends just to stay in and write
I'm watching them live as I'm sitting behind
And I just keep on drowning but say that I'm fine
Feel like I'm alone
I got all these problems and nobody knows
Everything changing I hate that I know
I used to be happy but now I'm so cold
Cause home isn't home
I just keep on running don't know where to go
These demons keep coming I hope I don't fold
I risk my whole life for this path that I chose
Didn’t ask
They r literally on the video
I enjoy reading the lyrics in full, so thx❤ And ignore these bozos they just ain't got something to do
Crazy it’s already 5 years ago remember finding this on Spotify 2017 glad to see you’re still here w us
Another real music artist. Nf and zimm song 2019 any 1 agree
I feel like there are so many people I could talk with but I don‘t know how to explain my feelings and I‘m a person who really loves to talk about things but yeah it's actually so hard to talk about something you can‘t really explain, ugh. This song made me so cry and start thinking about everything.
I hope it will get better. Great song!
I’d love someone to talk to, I’m struggling
I mean I found someone to talk to after years of searching but my problem is explaining my feelings or thinking they'll tell me I'm overreacting over the smallest thing. 😖😖😖
I listened to this music on loop when I was in a dark place years ago, it was my comfort song. It impacted so much I remember wanting to give Zimm a hug because of how unfair life was. This song helped me feel validated and less alone, I was so thankful to have it with me in my everyday life. After that I avoided listening to it for years or else I'd just start to cry again... it feels weird coming back to it, but it's still as good as I remembered it to be
i remember listening to this song in 2018 and i related to the lyrics a lot. I genuinely thought it wouldn't get better.
It's 2023 now, and for anyone out there reading this, take this as a sign it does get better. I'm feeling so much better now. I know it's cliche, but it really does get better. Hang in there
The song is still amazing even now
I needed to see this today. Thank you sir
"I don't wanna be a burden so I just put on a mask"
My life described. 🙄
I read that right as he said it
Same
Damn man 5 years this has been out .....still helps to keep moving forward in life💯👌
Its so hard to listen to this because it remides me of my life ... i write songs that explain my feelings ... but this song is so deep and it hit me hard .. and every one out there please stay strong .. You r loved by so many people ... Plz never forget that.. I know I don't know u guys .. But I love u
Queen Baby K you’re a good person. That made me smile. If it wasn’t for people like Zimm nobody would understand what it’s actually like. I went through a tough tough life and I’m happy I’m here because it makes me stronger everyday. Thanks for that comment. Much love
I don't know why I can't shake this
Feel like I've been living life in the matrix
I don't even feel alive it don't make sense
I just wanna be alright I fucking hate this
Tell me when's it gonna change
Cause every single person keeps saying the same thing
Stay strong now you'll make it through the pain
But its hard to see the sun when you're living in the rain
I barely know my dad now his hair's all grey
Cause I spent all of my time doing drugs, trynna fade
Out all of the demons when I couldn't get away
I never said I love you instead I would say I hate
All this time gone that I can't get back
Feel like every single night I'm just living in the past
I lie and say I'm happy every single time I'm asked
I don't wanna be a burden so I just put on a mask
Forty-Thousand people telling me I can't quit
I promise that I'm fighting just keep praying that I win
Still got a lot of things that I still keep in
And I need to let them go I don't know where to begin
I used to watch my pap slap my gram and he'd laugh as she ran
And I didn't understand the man was so bad
So I treated him better than I did my own dad
I was so damn young I didn't understand seen shit that a kid never should
I bottle it all up and act like I'm good
Reality is I'm just so fucking shook
I feel like an outcast so misunderstood
I miss being young
Back when I didn't have problems, just fun
Back before I had to worry about funds
Now to feel that way I gotta get drunk
I'm still stuck in this rut
Honestly feel like I'll never be up
I'm sick of this feeling I swear that it's fucked
I need to make changes reality sucks
Still don't know who I am
I look in the mirror like "who is this man?"
I still have no clue of my purpose or path
But something keeps telling me that I should rap
So I keep moving
Took all my pain and then started a movement
I swear to you all that this is more than just music
I put all my life into all that I'm doing
I can't let the fans down
Gotta stick to the plan now
And hope it all pans out
I don't know how but I know this my path now Sacrificing my life
Turning down friends just to stay in and write
I'm watching them live as I'm sitting behind
And I just keep on drowning but say that I'm fine
Feel like I'm alone
I got all these problems and nobody knows
Everything changing I hate that I know
I used to be happy but now I'm so cold
Cause home isn't home
I just keep on running don't know where to go
These demons keep coming I hope I don't fold
I risk my whole life for this path that I chose
richard davalos Are you fucking dumb
android paranoid lol
and u didnt see the sarcasm in my comment lol.
Thanku for thiis
android paranoid I see u are
Will always be one of the best I just wish more would catch on.❤️
I never had the family i wanted, with my anxiety, i have no one to talk to about the life i live, i gotta fake my own smiiles and it sucks, i relate to this rap so hard. just know I will forever support you and your music. Pull through, love Xx
I fell you my depression is so deep but I’ve never had anyone to talk to about it this helped alot
You just won a subscriber
Paul Wayne yeah the amount of pain and emotion put in this song he deserves something good
Same here
Same
He earned more than a sub. Zimm Should have earned a Grammy
@@sonofchaos2404 honestly...
honestly people need to hear the realities of things like this, some people don't understand whats it like to lay there at night like yeah your asleep but when your demons attack it just makes you wanna run and hide
damn bby, you're gonna go far fr, you speak the truth. so proud, Ily #SupportAllTheWay keep going ❤❤
This is REAL RAP. Congrats man. Keep grindin. I'm a supporter and always will be.
“i used to be happy but now im so cold” that hit deep
And it's true parents say that rap ain't shit and all that bad stuff but it's the only thing we can use to express ourselves
Cried while listening to this, i relate to this so much 😭💔😭💔
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I relate to this too much, so much I cried
“I’ve seen shit that a kid never should”.... hits hard
It’s a shame when this relates to my own life 😪great job with this rap
Charlie Lay ktll
Charlie Lay same
wow, i usually dont cry... but this..
5 years later this still hits
How this is beyond describable I love this
Honestly man i just found this song/rap and i have already listened to it straight 30mins :'D keep up all your good work Zimm
How this is so underrated? This song directly touches my heart, this deserves billion of views, thankyou so much for this masterpiece :)
Zimm, i dont know why but when i hear this song i want to write. Its like inspiration to spill my worries and shit on a page and just kinda vibe to my own shit
Zimm I love your style & voice & lyrics, just everything about your music because I can tell that you've put your heart, time and effort into your music ❤️👏👏 I appreciate you! Idek why I'm just coming across your music and rap now but I hope that you continue your career & maintain your attitude to your career 🤙🏼❤️❤️❤️❤️
I'm still listening to this
Still healing 😭
Damn man this hit home my guy its like your rappin ab my life. This really brings me up and makes me wanna work harder then ever to achieve my goals. Keep up good work my guy and thank you
man goosebumps all the way through this song
2024, I remember listening to this late 2018 back in high school when I was 17. I've now graduated college and turn 23 this year. Thanks for making this song.
Holy shit man I can relate. You're tough to speak that Inna way that some people can actually be so close to with the lyrics.
Zimm plz updload more music I love this so much ♥️♥️
Kevin and peter vlogs I am going to soon, make sure to have notifications on so you don’t miss it 🙏🏼
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Fire bro 🔥
Bro Huge Respect you just rapped my life , its nice to know im not alone. Keep it up man , haha you almost got me to tears.
You keep amazing me with your rap!!! You can understand it and feel whats going on. Awesome job!!!🔥🔥🔥 Keep striving and one day you will get there.💪
i love your songs love
i suffer from severe depression. i spend either all night awake or all day sleeping. nights like these i always fall into this song. i know i’m a complete stranger. i go through a lot. high school is rough. i hate it. but somehow this song can get me past through all that. it helps me a lot. the best calms me when i’m upset. i just want to thank you. you’re seriously an inspiration.
Chills all the way
I can relate to this so much! Keep it up man and you'll be big in no time
I love your music. every bit of it. 7 years brings tears to my eyes everytime.
Deep shit.... new supporter/subscriber ❤️
The Prophet yep same here
I always play this everyday even at school :)
Jake Paul Its just a picture chill "bro"
2021 still here brother you have lifted me from the darkest days I’ve ever had and I was at least 11 to 10 I’m turning 14 now and I’m so happy to see that your music is doing good I miss you dude hope your staying strong I wish you all the best man
Thank you. This hits me hard.. Your such a talented person. I'm glad your my inspiration. Keep going :)
Just beautiful piece of art
Anyone stil hearing this in 2019?
yup
Meh
Sleepyhead 2020
2020
For sure
I listened to every word of this song and I bought it half way through the song cause this is more than a song or a rap it means something 🤕💖
Jasmine Maipose thank you !
Probably the most powerful and relatable shit I've ever heard. Love you man
Whose still here 2024, used to listen to this years ago when I was going through mental trauma, had to come back, been feeling like this again lately and I'm so glad I have songs like these to help me
I know this was a while ago, but I just found this and I immediately fell in love with the song. There are a lot of depression songs that only go as far as being cheated on or somebody breaking up with you, when depression is about so many more things. Sometimes depression feels like you are numb or are floating, or as you described, aren't even alive. I love how you dove right into the stuff that is going on everywhere and is relatable, this is one of the few songs about depression I think everybody who has been depressed should watch. I used to think I couldn't find people who understood what music is supposed to make you feel, like me, but this proves it's possible. Thank you so much! I truly hope that life gets better for you, and I hope you have the best day you can have.
The EMulator thank you!
Zimm Of course! Keeping emotions in is going to hurt you more in the end, continue to pour your soul into music and I assure you, a little part of you will start to feel better. Music isn't a cure, but it can temporarily make you feel alive. You are a lyrical genius too, so I can't imagine it being hard.
Same ❤
Im crying already an im not far into it 😭😭❤❤💙💙💙
becca huber for real
same
me too 😢
Same
becca huber shut yo sensitive ass
You don’t understand how much your music touches me. You get me more then anyone. Even though no one understands me. They think they can help but, they haven’t felt how I feel. Some people say shit about me. Also there are some differences between me and you but, still it touches me.
Just saying, it’s hard to believe people love you. When you can’t love yourself.
I`m right now crying while typing this words. Thank you.
Excellent work brother !!
Zimm I just wanted to say that maybe you still don't have many followers but the people you helped will forever be thankful... I rank you right up there with juice world Brodie🙏... Used to listen to this years ago when I was like 14-15 getting cross faded and now I'm 21... Took me a while to find your songs again for old nestalga but I'm glad I did.... Thank you for putting this beautiful piece out for people who needed it and putting in the effort so we could hear you. Maybe one day I can do the same 🙏🙌... Much love from Freak
I can't remember the last time I cryed...no matter how hard I try I can't
This is so good , can't stop listening it
This song is amazing. I showed my best friend of 5 years this song last night, and to hear some of the things that are sung in the song, it is so relateable and honestly beautiful. It really makes me feel like I'm not alone, that these things I struggle with and go through are not just experienced by myself, but by hundreds of thousands of others.
No matter who you are, or where you come from, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. There are others who go through the pain that you go through, that I go through, that Zimm goes through and describes. There's never a time in which you should be afraid to seek out help or be nervous to talk to someone because you don't think they will understand. Depression is real and it's a serious issue that we need to spend more time focusing on instead of developing a stigma around it and pretending it's not real.
I listened to this song about a month ago for the first time, it is the only song I have ever broke down in tears to. This is real music, not mumbo jumbo talking about drugs and sex and all that stuff that I, among others, just can't relate to or love. Zimm deserves so much more subscribers than he has, and above all, the support from those subscribers. I've shared this song with people several times on Discord, Twitter, and Instagram and will continue to do so. Please keep up the amazing music, you're got thousands of fans who love and care about you.
Love,
a kid, trying to make the most out of his life. ❤
Every time I find myself getting worse again, I come back to this song and pour all my emotions out. I have every word memorized and I rap it over and over until I feel like theres a weight lifted off my chest. The emotion when he sings really gets to me, I'll always love this.
Holy shit, he actually liked my comment. I don't know why I'm crying ?? Almost as if someone finally notices me and understands how I feel. Just, thank you.
There's a saying that goes when you're depressed or going through something the music is there that you can feel because you relate...but when you're turning the corner and find that little glimmer of hope and start coming out of the dark...you enjoy and you can smile, because you know where you've been and just how far you've come from that place.
First song ever hearing... Immediately subscribed and followed on Spotify.
I love and hate when music “makes” you remember your past along with the feeling that came with it. How many times I wish I forgot, I love this song because of this.
Just over 2years since I first listened, I commented, you replied, I smiled, I'm still fighting and day be day getting better I still fw you and your music ZIMM 🐐 ☒🧢
hold ur head high.. keep fightin depression, yes its hard but we can never give up
You spit🔥 bro ,keep spittin' it
dude 2k18 and I will never stop listening to your music
Man I respect you so much, Pull through bro
sittin at my computed just listen to this song! you are a human with respect
thanks I love you and your music I wish I could be as good as u 💙
Damn just found this song a few days ago while cruising on Spotify and I really needed this, been depressed / suicidal for such a long time, been bullied since 3rd grade (now in 11th) and I'm still trying to keep going, I just recently finally tried to express how I feel to a close friend, it's just so hard to explain to people especially since I'm always smiling and laughing trying to hide the fact that I'm really not happy at all, but damn I wish I was. Thank you for this song, there's many others too but this one says it all.
Keep your head up brother
Zimm trying, you too man
Deep!!! I can elevate with this I can see myself like this for all I’ve been thru but we are I am a worrier n I strive for the best
i wake up every morning and ask myself do i wanna live and then i listen to you and i just think you care about me he would hurt if i killed myself i just wanna thank you for being a huge support to me ily zimm
Bro youll make it , i told myself day by day and its gotten better
These words really hit me. You got straight to my heart.
This is so good
wow, i’m so proud of this. been listening since 2017💔 and it’s gotten so many views since then
Going through a rough time right now. Your music is honestly the only thing keeping me going. Fr.
the lyrics is so fucking good
"I never said I love you instead I would say I hate"
In a short three years, that part has described how I went from loving everything to not.
This song has helped me get through hard times involving family...anxiety...realtionships..being an outcast..not being noticed..being labled...bullied...this is a song I can relate to and thank you zimm for making this song because after everything I've been through you were my anchor that kept me grounded to earth
This is deep, keep it up man you're one of the most real and transparent rappers out there today❤️