Hi everyone! I'm Lachlan's girlfriend and I just wanted to say a huge thank you to all of the people who have left a comment, or a like, or are just supporting in silence. Your kindness and compassion mean the world and it's so incredible to see how many people have come out of the woodworks to show their support. Each of you are important in showing Lachlan why this channel was worth building, and I appreciate every person who has left a kind word or shared a story of their own. As many of you know, making this video took a lot of guts and it's fantastic to see it met with such positivity. He prepared for the worst but I don't think he ever imagined so much love from people who've never met him. Lachlan is a funny, talented, kind person and I'm so glad so many of you saw that and took the time to tell him so. ❤️
Hi Em, I just wanted to say that I admire and commend your strength and support during this time, I imagine it is not easy for the both of you 🥺 I myself struggle with mental illness and my partner and I have our support system that makes life so much easier, albeit he too has struggled with depression. Thank god for modern psychiatry. I absolutely love Lachlan’s videos and will always look forward to new uploads, whenever he feels ready to come back, at his own time! Sending you both loads of love ❤
Wish you all the best Lachlan, what you achieved starting at 15 would have put anyone under a lot of pressure - even without any mental health issues. Our industry is pretty brutal when it comes to keeping up the upload schedule. Still, you have built an incredible channel and you are still young, focus on getting better and sorting that out, the channel will still be there, and you can jump back in should you feel like it. If this is something you are still passionate about in the future, remember that it's a marathon and not a sprint. This is something we all had to remind ourselves of constantly and still do sometimes.
Awesome, I love your channel, rewatched Franco-Prussian war several times, you do incredible work, same with feature history, love history documentary you can rewatch because their entertainment value equals the information, as it's often impossible to let every fact sink in on one viewing. Great to see some camaraderie.
You're my age. I can't see myself being this committed to something big, so much so that it costs me my mental health. Please get better, I don't want you to drown.
I’m here with ya’ll too. Just rented into a place which I’m not comfortable renting alone. My best advice is your the better man in every situation, you control your density, and most you can let loose while finding what makes you man.
Wait, Feature History is just ONE guy?! That's crazy! The content is top notch! I've learned so much from this channel. Thank you for sharing this, that takes a lot of courage.
I'm impressed. First of all, by the fact that you had the courage to make and post this video. I'm sure it wasn't easy. Second, by the fact that you're doing what you need to do to take care of yourself. A lot of people don't do that and they just end up hurting themselves and others even more. And third... you started when you were how young? Wow. Just, wow. What can I say? Life is hard. Me, I've got PTSD due to childhood abuse and am married to someone in the same boat. So I know panic attacks and general anxiety all too well. Just remember that the brain plays crazy tricks on us and that the feelings you feel when you're at your worst do eventually pass. Feel free to reach out if you ever want to chat with someone who knows the pressures of RUclips as well as the "joys" (sarcasm) of mental health difficulties.
That particular quote is based on the fourth cardinal virtue of Stoicism. Courage. It can take many forms, and not only courage facing a drastic situation or battle. And thus why Seneca wrote. To live is a courage.
I'm from Serbia and your video on the Yugoslav Wars was by far the best I've ever seen. It is one I end up showing to my foreign friends when they ask me about the wars that went on around here. There are a ton of guys who are making videos and earning money from RUclips, and a vast majority of them pale in comparisson to your level of polishing, research, and humor. You don't deserve to feel the way you do. I wish you all the best. And thank you!
If for whatever reason you decide to quit for good, just know that at only 21 years old, you've accomplished more than most people will in their entire lives. You sir, are an absolute BOSS! The best of luck to you and your girlfriend. Keep your head up!
@@FeatureHistory You have an incredible skillset that most people your age (and older) would be jealous of. Having watched the video, I completely understand how the consequences of your hard work may have left you struggling with your mental health. You just need time to heal and figure things out, first and foremost. But remember that the skills you've acquired over the years will be there whether this break lasts one, two, or even ten years. Your channel in itself is an amazing portfolio that could open doors for many career paths. Take your break for however long you need. We'll be here when you're back 🙏🏾♥️
@@FeatureHistory But I Think You Need To Get Whatever's On Your Mind Off Your Chest Like We Wanna Know Your Story And How FAR You've Come So Please Lets Get You To That Golden Sub Plaque
Lachlan, you are a credit to lovers of History everywhere. I am 25 years old, and I am a History Teacher. I have been in lecture theatres with professors and doctors who know more about certain parts of history than the average man or woman, and I believe that even your earliest videos are better at introducing and summarising topics that don't get covered enough. And also giving a fresher perspective on stuff we hear a lot about. I am proud to have watched all these years. If you come back, or when, I'll still be here. Don't worry about us, we will still be here. Worry about you.
I’m 34 and am absolutely blown away that this was a one person operation done by someone so young! You have so much to be proud of on and offline. Make all the time for you and don’t feel any guilt for putting your health first. Thank you for all the videos and helping me understand The Troubles a lot more.
The artwork is top notch and unique. I assumed it was outsourced to a third party. I find the jokes funny and intelligent. I assumed he just worked on the witty scripts. Knowing this one a one person job makes this library of work (a substantial library) very impressive.
Hey bud. I’m a working-class PhD student in history. The lack of support, financial struggles and mental health issues hit all close to home. You’re doing the right thing. Take care of yourself roght now, you’ll know if and when you’re ready to come back. The work you’ve been doing is fantastic but you need to out yourself first. I hope you get better soon - a big fan
Hey, I just wanted to drop in and underline one very important thing: You are not just some person who can merely Google and use some editing software. Your storytelling and accompanying visual editing skills are extremely impressive, and it shows in every single video. Acknowledging one's weaknesses and problems and opening up about them is something that takes an immense amount of courage, let alone in such a public setting as this, and I commend your bravery. Just remember, that in this healing process, never forget your strengths and accomplishments. All the best to you! You got this, in one way or another.
This! Yes anyone can look up a historical event and animate some stuff, but *how* you tell the story (both visually and in the narrative) is where the creativity shines through.
Agreed here The presentation, organisation of information and narrative are all unique to you, and what makes your channel stand out and be interesting!
When I was 21 my mental health problems came out in full force. Professional help, psych evaluation, and lifestyle changes can do wonders. I still struggle daily, but it's better than it was. Wish you the best. Love the channel.
This is the first time I hear that you're just 21 and that the videos I've been watching these years have been made by a teen... They have such a high production quality. Take that as a HUGE compliment! You are really good at what you're doing and it shows that you have drive to achieve things. But don't force yourself and take time for yourself. I broke off my Bachelor studies 3 years ago because I fell into a deep depression and just couldn't get out of it. Now I'm taking up the studies again, after having worked on myself for 3 years, just working and getting a routine. That way I was able to focus on myself and overcome a lot of the problems without feeling stressed by the pressure of achievement (getting the degree). You seem like a great genuine guy that I'd love to hang out with, cause I empathise a lot with your situation and way of thinking. A lot of people do, I think. More than you think at least, it's just that some are better at hiding it (if that can be described at being "better", because hiding your emotions isn't a good thing, mostly). Here, have a big hug :)
As a fellow history nerd ... Wish you get better quickly ... Take a deep breath, relax and if/when you decide to come back ... We'll be glad to have you.
Hi mate, As you can tell from my profile I'm absolutely not a very serious person on the internet one bit but your video moved me as I'm sure it did many thousands of other people. You'll probably never read this but on the off chance you do I simply wanted to say thank you for an incredible service over the years, your videos were always superb and I am thoroughly glad you are taking this step for yourself over us. I'm 28 and have had years of anxiety/depression and dark thoughts and only recently started to come out of it due to big changes in my life - but enough about me. I simply wanted to say I understand where you're coming from and watching your video was like looking at myself from 2-3 years ago and moved me greatly. I wanted to reach through the screen give you a big bro hug and tell you it will get better. If I have any message to give you its just keep trying new things, new hobbies, new exercises to get those neurotransmitters firing, new methods of coping, new jobs, new sleeping patterns, new sleeping aids, new meds and something will get you there. I'm sure none of this is new to you and I won't attempt to patronise you on any of them. If I can leave one simple small message/mantra it would be: "You are only competing with yourself" I.e. (Respectfully) Fuck everyone. Fuck everyone and their nice jobs and nice lives and their nice having their shit together. Fuck your teachers. Fuck the extended family that say just 'man up'. Fuck the employer that is too focused on their business to focus on you. Fuck the person in the street who stares at you because you haven't showered or brushed your teeth in 4 days and only left the house to buy crappy food in an attempt to fill the void. They don't get it and even if they think they do and say they do, they still never truly will. Take it one day at a time and take the small wins, even if that is just getting out of bed on some days. Much love, Goblin Khal
I’m 20 and I’ve spent a good portion of my time at war with anxiety - that “war” word comes with the weight behind it. It’s hard. Really really hard, but I was diagnosed at 19 and almost a year later I’ve finally found a way to socialise again, to find work again, to study again, to pay back my overdraft debt again, to now live abroad! The small battles win the “war” and suddenly you’re in control again. I wish you the best and know that eventually you’ll get to grips with small things which become bigger. Love you’re videos 😇
Insane to think that the man that inspired me to take on a teaching career was not only 4 years younger than me... but also suffering for that. Take as much time as you need, man. Even if you don't come back to YT vids, that talent and passion can live on in spite of what life has forced upon you. You owe yourself that.
Hey my bother, I'm a 26 year old studying to be a History teacher. It's videos like yours that inspired me to do what I'm doing. Growing up I had horrible anxiety and even suffered from panic attacks. As long as you're willing to accept where you're at (whether that be positive or negative), there's always room and ways to improve your mental health and life! Once I accepted my weaknesses, I was able to truly comprehend them and successfully setup strategies to fight/overcome them. Best of luck, love, and blessings to you little history bro, take care!
I can't imagine how difficult this must've been to put out there for everyone to see -- thank you for taking the time. The world is full of wonder, and you and everything you are are part of that! Please be kind to yourself, you are worth it!
You're amazing. A guy in his early twenties able to summarize historical events with wit and winks and doing that since you were a teenager. I hope you get back to it because you like it, not because you have to. Its your content & your life.
Brother, i'm on the other side of a battle with depression/anxiety and while it's never been quite as severe as yours, i hit rock bottom for me in a cycle of homelessness and unemployment that thankfully i was able to pull myself out of. I'm not going to go on about the will to succeed or anything like that, cause at your age it may well ring hollow or sound like empty platitudes, but what i will say is that the other side IS possible for you and i truly believe that you deserve that happiness and clarity that i experience now. I started watching your videos back at the start when you were 15. To say you reminded me quite a bit of myself would be an understatement, but what stood out the most to me was the feeling that you had unchecked and untapped potential beyond belief. I still truly believe that and if getting healthy and happy is your next goal, i wish you all the best and take the time you need to get what you deserve. Sincerely, a fellow survivor of immense mental trauma and illness. Much love, from a fellow Australian. P.S-I've worked retail for 10 years plus, it's capitalism.
Dear Feature History. I'm a 29 year old history teacher. What you've been able to make despite being so young is impressive beyond what anyone could expect to accomplish by your age. You're young - and yet incredibly talented and gifted when it comes to not only animation, but also vivid storytelling and research. You have so much to offer. BUT - absolutely, always take care of yourself first. There has to be work-life balance, and that's impossible if something's not right mentally or physically. Therefore I'm glad to hear you are your own number one priority. I have friends who themselves forgot to prioritize their mental health, so I know how rough it can be. If I was your family member or friend, I would be endlessly proud of you. Not for making videos that people will be watching for many years to come, but because you took care of yourself. And it will get better
Thank you so much for the memories. Watching your channel has been such a part of growing up. Your fight against adversity is heroic. We are behind you, and thankful for your honestly.
It will get better, it always does in the end. The entire community is extremely grateful and I can safely say that you made some of the best and non-biased content on some of the most complex topics in history. Professionals with decades of experience and a handful of degrees are not guaranteed to do that. You made a mark! As a history buff, you know who said: "When you are going through hell, keep going!" You never stop, you always go forward, and in the end, there will be a solution. Take the time you need, and never shy from asking or taking help - it does not make you less of a man, it takes guts to say please, help me and thank you these days. All the best wishes from Serbia mate!
This hit me so hard. Today at 24 I just signed a loan for my first car. I have severe adhd and panic attacks. It took me so long to get on the right meds and therapy and support but trust me once you start seeing progress of crawling out of the hole of dysfunction it just gets better!
@@FeatureHistory of course I literally got kicked out of the military for panic attacks and have been stunted mentally for years but I’m doing it and you will do it too
At 21 I was struggling with depression, hospitalized several times, and on various meds. It took time to realize that even if I had to live life at a slower pace for a time, it didn’t mean I was worthless. I was just unwell. I didn't think I would make it to 30 and I will be 49 soon. Keep focusing on getting better. It will happen. ❤️
Turn 30 in a month, I remember being 21 too. I wish I could go back to my 21 year old self to tell him things do get better. At least we can tell Lachlan that now.
Never thought this channel was run by someone my age. I found this channel back in 2017, and you've consistently been one of the best history content creators. The work you've done over the years has been absolutely fantastic. Take all the time you need.
Your videos have been a real joy to watch and rewatch throughout the years. They've always been thoroughly engaging, entertaining and they have this sort of timeless feel to it as if I'm revisiting the first time I watched them all the time. You thanked us at the end, but really: It should be us that thank you! Thank you so very much for all you've done and I wish you the very best in what is yet to come!
I'm flabbergasted that you ran Feature History by yourself. Its quality is top notch and I pointed it out to anyone interested in history. Your presentation and delivery of the historical points mixed with your humor are more impressive now than I thought before today. I wish you the best and look forward to anything you may release in the future. And thanks to Anal Scrubs for standing out in your support.
I am a PhD student in 19th century history and have struggled with my own mental health issues in the past. I teach a few classes while working on my thesis, andI regularly recommend your videos to students who are interested in subjects I can not cover. You have a wonderful talent and I wish you the best in your recovery. I understand how little money there is in the field of History. You have made a wonderful selfless contribution to this field. Thank you for everything you have done and I hope the best for your recovery.
History major here, this is exactly why I got into the wine industry. Still scratches the history itch but I can actually earn a decent living as a wine consultant.
Hey Lachlan. I don't know if you'll see this, but I still want to say. I've basically never commented on a RUclips video before but your channel has honestly gotten me through some of my own worst patches. I can't even begin to imagine accomplishing what you have at your age - the fact that you started this channel when you were fifteen is honestly so insane to me, let alone the fact that you've pretty much single handedly produced these videos. I don't think I'm saying anything that hasn't already been said, but you're a credit to anyone who enjoys history, and a credit to anyone who's struggled with mental health. Now when I'm struggling and I watch your videos I won't just feel the cozy sense I've always gotten, I'll remember just what people can accomplish in spite of it all. Sending you love from the states.
Hey man, we got you. You are a true soldier for keeping such a fantastic channel of professional-tier quality content not only all on your own, but also braving your condition and the struggles it kept putting in your way. No one, and I mean NO ONE could say otherwise. The awesomeness of what you created speaks on it's own and don't feel bad to part with it. We support you in priorizing your well-being, and besides as fellow fans of history we'd prefer every single day missing your videos than turning our shared passion into a burden for anyone. I feel it's particularly important you take time for what you need and what you want to do. I couldn't even imagine how to undertake such hard work and you were able to fight against the meat grinder RUclips was turning more and more into for years. That's no small achievement. Rest now friend, you've given it your all and your best - and we thank you for it. Better times await you I'm sure, and I hope the kinder side of life shines on you not very long from now. Lots of love from Argentina
Your health is much more important than any content. We'll all be behind you, no matter what. You are more than a RUclips channel. We love you man, you've got support from around the world.
I’m 36 years old, and have been down a similar road almost 10 years ago. I used to be a content creator, journalist, and streamer. I used to thrive off the stress until one day it all came crashing down. After several hospitalisations, therapy, and medication, the best decision I made for myself was to stop doing all of that and focus on something that is autonomous, with little responsibility until I got better. To this day I still have problems but I know that if I kept doing what I was doing, and overworking myself, I was at risk of not being around for much longer. I feel for you, I truly do. My generation are still working out this whole social media thing along with working for yourself, watching analytics, etc, with little support. Please, please be kind to yourself and do what is best for you and your sanity. You and your mental health are far more important than any content on RUclips put together. Stay strong.
During my last year of college I was frantically trying to find a video to help me understand the Thirty Years War in a simpler manner. Little did I know in that search I would not only find a great video but a brilliant channel full of both videos and a creator that put both time and effort into the videos yet also be relatable at the same time with the commentary. Even though I’ve watched in anticipation of the next series of videos, I’m actually glad you made this video on a true level with us on how you actually feel. It took guts and more importantly you were honest with us all who love your videos and will continue to do so regardless. I just hope you not only get the help but just to live a happy life. That’s more important to me at least is for YOU to both be yourself and just be happy with your life. I hope nothing but the best for you and know that we’ll support you!!! Best of luck man!! -a fan who found your video while eating an absurd amount of chicken wings at the college campus while trying to understand the Thirty Years War for a German History class
I had my worst mental health crisis at your age, after battling depression for pretty much 10 years. I know this sounds really cliché, but now 6 years later I can tell you that it does get better and you become stronger with time. Please take care and come back (if you want) when you are ready, but your top priority should always be your health. Thanks for making amazing content through so many years, I really enjoyed your channel and I learned a lot from your videos. I am sending you the biggest hugs from across the globe
I'm just few years older than you history teacher with a degree, and I can tell you've already done incomparably more for teaching history than me (and probably more than I'll ever do). Researching stuff is hard, it's not just googling, and presenting it in engaging, interesting way is even harder. You always nail both of these and you have every right to be proud of it. Take as much time as you need to recover. And thanks for everything mate!
I won't say goodbye, merely "see you later". We appreciate what you've done and we understand that your health and relationships take precedent over RUclips. So, see you around FH.
My students are obsessed with your videos, at one point I even was showing them in my World History class. I am 27, I appreciate the content you make, it moves both me and my students to see someone so enamored by the subject of history. Your health is so important and I am happy you are focusing on that. We all need a breather. Get better and take care
Awh, mate. You're a blessing to watch and I appreciate you always. We'll miss you, and I'm sure a lot of us can say we hope you find what you need and that you can get through this.
I’ve walked this road brother and I know just how rough it is . Big respect for making this video , I can’t even conceive how hard it must have been. Big big love from Ireland my brother 🇮🇪❤️
Mate, you are younger than me and your channel alone said that you have been doing better than me Don't talk yourself down like that, you have accomplished better than most You need to take care of yourself first, we understand if you wanted to take a break or wanted to stop entirely I wish you well mate, please take care of your mental and physical health, take a break if making video is too much for you
Hello Lachlan I know you may not read this, it’ll be a ramble, but I just wanted to say it so you know. The effect creators like you have on us faceless viewers is often just completely ignored. My name is Michael, I’m 19, and I still vividly remember watching your Thirty Years War video about 5 or 6 years ago. It was channels like yours that really sparked my interest in history, alongside a few others like Armchair Historian. I remember watching that video because it felt so relatable, I was 13 or 14 at the time, so to me documentaries were just long winded boring rambles my dad liked. Your videos were so much more. It didn’t feel like reading an essay, watching them felt like sitting down with your friend and listening as he told you some cool stuff he learned. It was the brisk pace, lightweight demeanour and healthy dose of good humour. The joke about “named so because the 29 years, 11 months and 3 weeks war just really wasn’t as catchy” still cracks me up, even though it’s such a minor ans dumb joke. I would always sit down and watch your videos when one came out, often I’d rewatch them over and over. I swear I’ve watched the Yugoslav Wars video like 20 times by now, i can practically recite it.I loved the jokes and the art, and learned a hell of a lot too. They were one of the major elements that got me interested in history Anyway, that’s all history so to speak. Now I’m 19, and I’m in my second year of University, doing history. That’s just how much of an impact you’ve had on a person you’ve never met. Your creations were one of the main reasons I am the person that I am, and why I’m pursing the career I am. And I’m loving every minute of it too, and I have you to thank for all of it For one of my papers, I wrote about the 10 Day War almost entirely because your video about it was just so funny. Now of course I didn’t put it down as a reference, ‘peer-reviewed’ and all that nonsense, but you were the inspiration for it I also deal with my fair share of mental illness. Im currently being screened for schizophrenia, which isn’t a fun experience as im sure you’ll be able to relate to more than most. Ironically, your videos, created out of your struggles, became a coping mechanism to help me deal with mine That’s one of the main reasons I’ve watched your Yugoslav Wars video so many times, it’s like talking to an old friend again. It really brings me back to myself, helping cope and deal with everyday things that sometimes make me lose control I won’t sugarcoat it, it upsets me greatly that there won’t be any more videos, at least not for a while. I absolutely loved them and really only made this account to subscribe to you and to dislike one crappy video about Red Dawn. That said, you are more important than these videos I’d like to congratulate you for having the bravery to admit enough is enough and step down when you feel it best for you. I’m sure most of us wouldn’t have that kind of courage, at least I certainly wouldn’t. Your videos were a huge inspiration to all of us, I really hope to make my own someday. And more than that, just your personality, charm and humour has also rubbed off on me more than a little. I collect Soviet militaria now primarily because of your video on the subject, and I find that my sense of humour often tries to mimic yours (though just not as funny) Your videos haven’t just “made my day”, they’ve helped make me who I am I’m on the path to dedicating myself to do what you do, because you’ve shown an insecure 13 year old me that history education can be fun and colourful Hopefully, some day, you’ll feel well enough to come back and keep on giving us these amazing gifts of content. But, if you don’t, or if you feel that day is far away, please do not feel bad about it You don’t owe us anything Do what’s best for your health and well-being. As upsetting as no Feature History videos is, it’s worth it if it makes life better for the brave, funny and selfless man who made them. We all greatly respect your courage, it takes a lot even to just say “I’m not alright” A history video seems like such a small thing, but never underestimate how much it can touch a life like mine, and I’m sure my story isn’t the only one like this And who knows, maybe without your videos to compete with, I’ll have a fighting chance if I make my own :) Best of luck, you got this
This is honestly such a touching comment. Even in my earliest days creating the channel I always did want to give off that vibe of being a friend that talks about what he learned because well, I just wanted to tell my friends what I learned. Thank you so much for sharing your experience with me and you're too kind.
I've just discovered your channel mate, and I can see your soul pouring out of your eyes. You are fighting a horrendous battle against yourself. We're all here with you, brother, you're not alone. You're not the last one to be subjected to the Hell of feeling like you are trapped in a perpetual torture chamber with yourself. We're all here, somewhere beyond your consciousness, somewhere else fighting other mental wars, but fighting nonetheless. Fight the good fight, until you win. I can guarantee you is worth it. Your work is not yet done, brother.
since 16? that is literally insane, your channel is some of the best content I've seen on youtube and is leagues ahead of anything the history channel is doing. this movember I dedicate the stache I'm growing to you, your recovery and your luscious locks. I know how hard it can be bro and I wish you the best
I'm listening and it's okay not to be okay. One day at a time and to truly know oneself is real power. Your work is fantastic and only you can decide which path to take. Peace ✌️ and Respect ✊
You're one amazing human being. Carrying your world on your shoulder with such hinderence that seemingly planted under your skin is an arduous task at best. I've seen it, felt it and battled it myself yet cannot comprehend the magnitude of pressure it bestows upon you. Just know one thing if you ever get to this message. Your existence is a blessing of those who are fortunate enough to cross path with you. AND that it WİLL get better. You don't walk alone in this fog of life. Just see where you can put your next step and forget about seeing your destination. Go gentle through life my good friend. Thank you again for all you have given 🧡
As someone who has been struggling with PTSD for several years, I'd like to say that your videos have been a refuge for me, and I am thankful for all of your work. I'd also like to say that I could not imagine being so publicly vulnerable about my mental health issues. You are much stronger than you think. You deserve to take this time to find a good foundation for yourself, and I wish you the best of luck friend. :)
Thank you for these 6 years of entertainment and good memories. I've been here since the beginning and I'll be here if or when you come back. You're an amazing content creator and you deserve the absolute best. As someone who's been in your shoes before, all I can say is that we're all human, we all have our limits. You should not feel bad or ashamed for putting your well-being before anything else. You got this man!
Lots of accomplishment for such a young person. I'm 46 and as of 4 years ago I'm finally doing what I think will be my life's work. Maybe with such an early start like you have made it's not a bad idea to work from other parts of who you are for awhile, or indefinitely.
I’m bewildered that you are thanking us. Man, thank YOU. Your videos got me through high school. Started this whole process of me turning my self around. I would not be where I am without channels like yours. Do whatever you need to feel good and better yourself. I hope it isn’t goodbye but if it is, thank you. I’m certain everyone here wishes you the best. You’ve made our lives better.
I'm so sorry to hear about your struggles, brother. I've had my own struggles before and it's an awful feeling. I'll be praying that you can find peace and healing in your life. May God bless you Lachlan and lead you through these struggles
Dear Lachlan, I don't know how to phrase this but I just wanted to say that you've been a major inspiration to a lot of people and me specifically. Your videos helped convince me to start my own channel. The way you told history helped me digest it in a way no teacher ever could. You've done a lot to help me unlock a passion I didn't really know I had before I found RUclips. You're not just someone who googles information, you're an amazing historian and one of the damn best creators I've watched. I hope everything gets better and that you'll be doing well soon. Cheers mate
Hi Ian, Great comment! Definitely Feature History is a great inspiration and kept me hooked on history as well. All the best to Lachlan! Nice channel bro. I have to see your African series.
@@pretentioussystem9367 Glad to hear Feature History was an inspiration to you as well. Just a note, Ian is actually my old researcher from a few years ago.
Greetings from Germany Your personal health mentally and physically should be your highest priority. In these times it is very rare to see someone saying "I am not okay. " That takes a lot of courage. I wish you all the best! You have done an amazing job. I hope you find your way. I didn't know that your channel is a one man show. I am impressed! Good luck
Hi man! It takes a lot of guts to talk about this! For context, I have CFS, unable to work and low on money for a long time, before that I didn't realize I had panic attacks and other emotional problems for all school and university years. Here are a few things from my experience: * If you feel bad for some days now, stop being so strategic and focus on day by day. * Your first job is to make yourself function well today. * Some days no matter what I do I feel bad, but I know there will be days when I function better. * There are small changes I'm trying all the time and I keep what seems to help a bit. * It's important to do things you really want to do.
@@marvin2678 Hello man, actually I think it was gradual, also I had a severe mono in 3rd grade, so not sure. The worst thing I have are cognitive symptoms, or brain fog. Once in 2020 I was walking to my grandma with groceries and my legs and arms started becoming really numb, and when I got there the middle of my tongue become completely numb and it was hard to say anything properly for 30 minutes, then I was fine again. Actually in the last couple of days I started wondering if I have something wrong with my connective tissue, I have a couple unusual things. Also compression socks seem to give me something, still experimenting. What about you?
Stress kills, my man. I also want to remark that your channel really stands on its own; you could never add to it again and it'd still continue to be in the top for people who look for educational history content on RUclips. It is an amazing feat of productive work (though tragic behind the scenes), especially for somebody so young, and it is something you can be proud of forever.
Omg dude I am crying rn. All the best for you. I'm 27 and loved your channel since I have discovered it. I think in one video you said about your age and I was shocked(in a good way) and really proud of you. You already have more courage than you think and as someone on anxiety meds to be functional I kinda get you. You do you, concentrate on yourself and remember you have support and admiration from someone in Romania. That's how far you have reached. Take care of yourself, mental health is really important
It's a shame you were never able to hit financial viability, but remember you achieved so much. You. You did those videos, managed to get a massive 500k subs and produce excellent content. I'm 22 and you've done far more than me. Whatever you do here forward, know you can and will achieve greatness like this again. Even if it will take you while, you will get there. Good luck my dude.
As someone with major depression and recovering from heroin addiction, it gets easier the older you get, you just gotta get better at being you and hold on to the beauty of the world
Mental health problems are a bullshit purgatory sometimes, I wish you all the best in overcoming this my dude. Just in case if this is goodbye, then thank you for the years of entertainment.
I wish you the best of luck in your lifes journey, and whole heartedly thank you for sharing all your hard work with us, i have truly enjoyed watching your videos. All love
I randomly stepped on this video, and I want to say, that the way you feel is completely normal. I've been there for 6 years... Playing on the edge of survival. Hoping one day It will become better. I was fighting my own demons then... but I kept on fighting... And it was just a few weeks ago since I realized, how much I've progressed. From my old stupid 23, till now on the border to my 30-ies. Now I have everything, paid bills, a car, savings... Your decision is hard, but it's vital. You are leaving what you love because you are searching for your inner value, which can only be found in the hardest of battles. Your battle is starting now... Keep fighting until you will emerge victorious. You will.
I’m a 50 year old father who has 3 kids so I know how hard live can be. I wish you the best. I will miss your thought inspiring content. Take care and know that you are respected.
I’m 28 and have been dealing with mental health problems for years. Last year I went back to finish my last 2 years of university and am scheduled to graduate in the spring! Just wanted to say things will get better and you still have so much more life to give. You’re only a quarter of the way done with life and I promise it does get better. Don’t be afraid to apply for jobs even if you don’t think you’re not qualified. Youd be surprise how far you will get if you just try. This channel is a massive resume booster if you look in the right places. You might face rejection but eventually you’ll find someone willing to give you a chance. Loved your content over the years, I never guessed you were younger than me because of the level of maturity required to produce the level of content you did. Best of luck in the next stage of your life and again, don’t worry. Life will always knock you down from time to time. But as long as you get back up, I promise things will improve.
Thank you so much for your content! I wish you the best on your journey to getting better. Take it easy! sit back and relax man. You're going to be ok.
When I was unemployed (for about 2.5 years) videos like yours literally helped keep me alive. I am beyond thankful to content creators like yourself, you've done an invaluable service to humanity.
Hey Lachlan, I’m sorry to see you go but I’m so glad that you’re prioritizing your well-being. I’ve struggled with anxiety and depression and it got to a point where after graduating college I was completely unable to cope for over a year. I couldn’t do anything other than just get out of bed and go sit on the couch and even that was exhausting. Taking care of yourself is hard and it really sucks to be going through the kind of difficulties you’re dealing with but I want you to know I appreciate all the content you’ve made for us and I hope that you are able to get the help you need to finally feel better.
You’ve been valuable … I’d say I do see myself in a mental health induced sluggish rut … I am 28 and I’d only say regardless of how you feel you’ll see light when you take the path you avoid most … be kind be compassionate… you are so worth it … put you first
Thank you so much for sharing this. You matter. Your health matters. Take care of yourself. I hope this isnt goodbye and you find a space to make content creation work for yourself. Thank you for being so courageous, vulnerable, honest, and real with us in this video. And thank you for sharing your content. We all wish you the best. You got this, mate...
I never would've imagined all these years you were so young. You have such remarkable talent at what you do and your time spent on it fulfilled more souls than you may ever realize. You did an S-tier job bringing history to people and making it a fun experience and no matter what the road ahead looks like, always take to heart that you did right by your passion and left an honorable mark with how your reached into the world with it. God be with you and your girlfriend. Thank you for your channel.
I remember the release of the Emu War video as I played Skyrim during a break from studying. Thanks for the great memories. Hang in there; the quality of your content is top-notch, inspired many and will always be out there. It is awe-inspiring what you managed to build at your age. All the best, I hope you will find a way to arrange your life that works for your mental health.
Hi everyone!
I'm Lachlan's girlfriend and I just wanted to say a huge thank you to all of the people who have left a comment, or a like, or are just supporting in silence.
Your kindness and compassion mean the world and it's so incredible to see how many people have come out of the woodworks to show their support. Each of you are important in showing Lachlan why this channel was worth building, and I appreciate every person who has left a kind word or shared a story of their own.
As many of you know, making this video took a lot of guts and it's fantastic to see it met with such positivity. He prepared for the worst but I don't think he ever imagined so much love from people who've never met him.
Lachlan is a funny, talented, kind person and I'm so glad so many of you saw that and took the time to tell him so. ❤️
Hope for his quick and speedy recovery
I hope he can get the help he needs. The videos are not worth this at the end of the day. Thank you for being there for him.
Youre a really good person
Hi Em, I just wanted to say that I admire and commend your strength and support during this time, I imagine it is not easy for the both of you 🥺 I myself struggle with mental illness and my partner and I have our support system that makes life so much easier, albeit he too has struggled with depression. Thank god for modern psychiatry.
I absolutely love Lachlan’s videos and will always look forward to new uploads, whenever he feels ready to come back, at his own time! Sending you both loads of love ❤
Thanks for looking out for him - legendary guy that bloke is
Wish you all the best Lachlan, what you achieved starting at 15 would have put anyone under a lot of pressure - even without any mental health issues. Our industry is pretty brutal when it comes to keeping up the upload schedule. Still, you have built an incredible channel and you are still young, focus on getting better and sorting that out, the channel will still be there, and you can jump back in should you feel like it. If this is something you are still passionate about in the future, remember that it's a marathon and not a sprint. This is something we all had to remind ourselves of constantly and still do sometimes.
So glad you came by. Take care guys
Awesome, I love your channel, rewatched Franco-Prussian war several times, you do incredible work, same with feature history, love history documentary you can rewatch because their entertainment value equals the information, as it's often impossible to let every fact sink in on one viewing. Great to see some camaraderie.
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You're my age. I can't see myself being this committed to something big, so much so that it costs me my mental health. Please get better, I don't want you to drown.
I’m here with ya’ll too. Just rented into a place which I’m not comfortable renting alone. My best advice is your the better man in every situation, you control your density, and most you can let loose while finding what makes you man.
Losing mental health by reading wikipedia and making videos?
@@The80sWolf_ CLOWN LMAO
@@neildepressedtyson540 Nice alt account, write from your main
@@The80sWolf_ Not sure what you're on about buddy, this is my main. It's fucking RUclips not the DarkWeb
Wait, Feature History is just ONE guy?! That's crazy! The content is top notch! I've learned so much from this channel. Thank you for sharing this, that takes a lot of courage.
One high schooler made content on par with entire teams of adult professionals
I'm impressed. First of all, by the fact that you had the courage to make and post this video. I'm sure it wasn't easy. Second, by the fact that you're doing what you need to do to take care of yourself. A lot of people don't do that and they just end up hurting themselves and others even more. And third... you started when you were how young? Wow. Just, wow.
What can I say? Life is hard. Me, I've got PTSD due to childhood abuse and am married to someone in the same boat. So I know panic attacks and general anxiety all too well. Just remember that the brain plays crazy tricks on us and that the feelings you feel when you're at your worst do eventually pass. Feel free to reach out if you ever want to chat with someone who knows the pressures of RUclips as well as the "joys" (sarcasm) of mental health difficulties.
“Sometimes even to live is an act of courage.” -Senica
Yes, sometimes. But people these days act like by default their lives are terrible, when they really ain't.
Seneca* but yeah
That particular quote is based on the fourth cardinal virtue of Stoicism. Courage. It can take many forms, and not only courage facing a drastic situation or battle. And thus why Seneca wrote. To live is a courage.
You’ve done more to get people interested in history by 21 than most historians do in their entire life. Love you man
Absolutely spot on.
This is so true is incredible
The strength to post something like this is unreal. Wishing you the best in whatever this next chapter looks like.
oh damn History dose love your vids its cool to see other history channels supporting each other
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I'm from Serbia and your video on the Yugoslav Wars was by far the best I've ever seen. It is one I end up showing to my foreign friends when they ask me about the wars that went on around here. There are a ton of guys who are making videos and earning money from RUclips, and a vast majority of them pale in comparisson to your level of polishing, research, and humor. You don't deserve to feel the way you do. I wish you all the best. And thank you!
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Brother, take all the time you need to heal. Life is the hardest challenge.
We love you. Thanks for the videos.
If for whatever reason you decide to quit for good, just know that at only 21 years old, you've accomplished more than most people will in their entire lives. You sir, are an absolute BOSS! The best of luck to you and your girlfriend. Keep your head up!
I wouldn't go quite that far. But thank you very much
@@FeatureHistory You have an incredible skillset that most people your age (and older) would be jealous of. Having watched the video, I completely understand how the consequences of your hard work may have left you struggling with your mental health.
You just need time to heal and figure things out, first and foremost. But remember that the skills you've acquired over the years will be there whether this break lasts one, two, or even ten years. Your channel in itself is an amazing portfolio that could open doors for many career paths. Take your break for however long you need. We'll be here when you're back 🙏🏾♥️
@@FeatureHistory But I Think You Need To Get Whatever's On Your Mind Off Your Chest Like We Wanna Know Your Story And How FAR You've Come So Please Lets Get You To That Golden Sub Plaque
Lachlan, you are a credit to lovers of History everywhere. I am 25 years old, and I am a History Teacher. I have been in lecture theatres with professors and doctors who know more about certain parts of history than the average man or woman, and I believe that even your earliest videos are better at introducing and summarising topics that don't get covered enough. And also giving a fresher perspective on stuff we hear a lot about.
I am proud to have watched all these years. If you come back, or when, I'll still be here. Don't worry about us, we will still be here. Worry about you.
Hello from Ecuador. I’m a history teacher and i use your videos in my class, they’re incredible, just love them. Best wishes in your recovery.
I’m 34 and am absolutely blown away that this was a one person operation done by someone so young! You have so much to be proud of on and offline. Make all the time for you and don’t feel any guilt for putting your health first. Thank you for all the videos and helping me understand The Troubles a lot more.
The artwork is top notch and unique. I assumed it was outsourced to a third party.
I find the jokes funny and intelligent. I assumed he just worked on the witty scripts. Knowing this one a one person job makes this library of work (a substantial library) very impressive.
Ditto.
Would employ this guy as a content writer in a heartbeat.
Hey bud. I’m a working-class PhD student in history. The lack of support, financial struggles and mental health issues hit all close to home. You’re doing the right thing. Take care of yourself roght now, you’ll know if and when you’re ready to come back. The work you’ve been doing is fantastic but you need to out yourself first. I hope you get better soon
- a big fan
Thank you for all your time invested in your videos.
Hey, I just wanted to drop in and underline one very important thing: You are not just some person who can merely Google and use some editing software. Your storytelling and accompanying visual editing skills are extremely impressive, and it shows in every single video.
Acknowledging one's weaknesses and problems and opening up about them is something that takes an immense amount of courage, let alone in such a public setting as this, and I commend your bravery. Just remember, that in this healing process, never forget your strengths and accomplishments.
All the best to you! You got this, in one way or another.
This! Yes anyone can look up a historical event and animate some stuff, but *how* you tell the story (both visually and in the narrative) is where the creativity shines through.
Agreed here
The presentation, organisation of information and narrative are all unique to you, and what makes your channel stand out and be interesting!
Best of wishes, my dude. Amazing to think you were educating me while being a year younger… no way for me to thank you enough.
Never thought I'd see you here
When I was 21 my mental health problems came out in full force. Professional help, psych evaluation, and lifestyle changes can do wonders. I still struggle daily, but it's better than it was. Wish you the best. Love the channel.
This is the first time I hear that you're just 21 and that the videos I've been watching these years have been made by a teen... They have such a high production quality.
Take that as a HUGE compliment! You are really good at what you're doing and it shows that you have drive to achieve things.
But don't force yourself and take time for yourself.
I broke off my Bachelor studies 3 years ago because I fell into a deep depression and just couldn't get out of it. Now I'm taking up the studies again, after having worked on myself for 3 years, just working and getting a routine. That way I was able to focus on myself and overcome a lot of the problems without feeling stressed by the pressure of achievement (getting the degree).
You seem like a great genuine guy that I'd love to hang out with, cause I empathise a lot with your situation and way of thinking. A lot of people do, I think. More than you think at least, it's just that some are better at hiding it (if that can be described at being "better", because hiding your emotions isn't a good thing, mostly).
Here, have a big hug :)
As a fellow history nerd ... Wish you get better quickly ... Take a deep breath, relax and if/when you decide to come back ... We'll be glad to have you.
You made videos that people will be watching 10 years from now. They were all great. You're a bright shining star.
this is just so true, so much more true than i could ever get into lachlans head
Hi mate,
As you can tell from my profile I'm absolutely not a very serious person on the internet one bit but your video moved me as I'm sure it did many thousands of other people. You'll probably never read this but on the off chance you do I simply wanted to say thank you for an incredible service over the years, your videos were always superb and I am thoroughly glad you are taking this step for yourself over us.
I'm 28 and have had years of anxiety/depression and dark thoughts and only recently started to come out of it due to big changes in my life - but enough about me. I simply wanted to say I understand where you're coming from and watching your video was like looking at myself from 2-3 years ago and moved me greatly. I wanted to reach through the screen give you a big bro hug and tell you it will get better. If I have any message to give you its just keep trying new things, new hobbies, new exercises to get those neurotransmitters firing, new methods of coping, new jobs, new sleeping patterns, new sleeping aids, new meds and something will get you there. I'm sure none of this is new to you and I won't attempt to patronise you on any of them.
If I can leave one simple small message/mantra it would be: "You are only competing with yourself"
I.e. (Respectfully) Fuck everyone. Fuck everyone and their nice jobs and nice lives and their nice having their shit together. Fuck your teachers. Fuck the extended family that say just 'man up'. Fuck the employer that is too focused on their business to focus on you. Fuck the person in the street who stares at you because you haven't showered or brushed your teeth in 4 days and only left the house to buy crappy food in an attempt to fill the void. They don't get it and even if they think they do and say they do, they still never truly will.
Take it one day at a time and take the small wins, even if that is just getting out of bed on some days.
Much love,
Goblin Khal
This is great advice IMO!
I’m 20 and I’ve spent a good portion of my time at war with anxiety - that “war” word comes with the weight behind it. It’s hard. Really really hard, but I was diagnosed at 19 and almost a year later I’ve finally found a way to socialise again, to find work again, to study again, to pay back my overdraft debt again, to now live abroad! The small battles win the “war” and suddenly you’re in control again. I wish you the best and know that eventually you’ll get to grips with small things which become bigger. Love you’re videos 😇
Insane to think that the man that inspired me to take on a teaching career was not only 4 years younger than me... but also suffering for that. Take as much time as you need, man. Even if you don't come back to YT vids, that talent and passion can live on in spite of what life has forced upon you. You owe yourself that.
Hey my bother, I'm a 26 year old studying to be a History teacher. It's videos like yours that inspired me to do what I'm doing. Growing up I had horrible anxiety and even suffered from panic attacks. As long as you're willing to accept where you're at (whether that be positive or negative), there's always room and ways to improve your mental health and life! Once I accepted my weaknesses, I was able to truly comprehend them and successfully setup strategies to fight/overcome them. Best of luck, love, and blessings to you little history bro, take care!
I can't imagine how difficult this must've been to put out there for everyone to see -- thank you for taking the time. The world is full of wonder, and you and everything you are are part of that! Please be kind to yourself, you are worth it!
You're amazing. A guy in his early twenties able to summarize historical events with wit and winks and doing that since you were a teenager. I hope you get back to it because you like it, not because you have to. Its your content & your life.
Hey it's gonna be alright man. Starting over is tough. You're at the hardest part right now and it gets better buddy!
We are here to support you. Never be afraid to speak up when you need help.
Love your authenticity, your self awareness and honesty is so inspiring. Take care brother, you are doing the right thing.
Brother, i'm on the other side of a battle with depression/anxiety and while it's never been quite as severe as yours, i hit rock bottom for me in a cycle of homelessness and unemployment that thankfully i was able to pull myself out of.
I'm not going to go on about the will to succeed or anything like that, cause at your age it may well ring hollow or sound like empty platitudes, but what i will say is that the other side IS possible for you and i truly believe that you deserve that happiness and clarity that i experience now.
I started watching your videos back at the start when you were 15. To say you reminded me quite a bit of myself would be an understatement, but what stood out the most to me was the feeling that you had unchecked and untapped potential beyond belief.
I still truly believe that and if getting healthy and happy is your next goal, i wish you all the best and take the time you need to get what you deserve.
Sincerely, a fellow survivor of immense mental trauma and illness.
Much love, from a fellow Australian.
P.S-I've worked retail for 10 years plus, it's capitalism.
Dear Feature History.
I'm a 29 year old history teacher. What you've been able to make despite being so young is impressive beyond what anyone could expect to accomplish by your age.
You're young - and yet incredibly talented and gifted when it comes to not only animation, but also vivid storytelling and research. You have so much to offer.
BUT - absolutely, always take care of yourself first. There has to be work-life balance, and that's impossible if something's not right mentally or physically. Therefore I'm glad to hear you are your own number one priority. I have friends who themselves forgot to prioritize their mental health, so I know how rough it can be. If I was your family member or friend, I would be endlessly proud of you. Not for making videos that people will be watching for many years to come, but because you took care of yourself. And it will get better
Thank you so much for the memories. Watching your channel has been such a part of growing up. Your fight against adversity is heroic. We are behind you, and thankful for your honestly.
It will get better, it always does in the end. The entire community is extremely grateful and I can safely say that you made some of the best and non-biased content on some of the most complex topics in history. Professionals with decades of experience and a handful of degrees are not guaranteed to do that. You made a mark! As a history buff, you know who said: "When you are going through hell, keep going!" You never stop, you always go forward, and in the end, there will be a solution. Take the time you need, and never shy from asking or taking help - it does not make you less of a man, it takes guts to say please, help me and thank you these days. All the best wishes from Serbia mate!
All the best to you, young man. Thank you for the videos that you made and take care of yourself.
This hit me so hard. Today at 24 I just signed a loan for my first car. I have severe adhd and panic attacks. It took me so long to get on the right meds and therapy and support but trust me once you start seeing progress of crawling out of the hole of dysfunction it just gets better!
I didn't say ADHD in the video, but that's exactly what I have as well. Thanks for your comment.
@@FeatureHistory of course I literally got kicked out of the military for panic attacks and have been stunted mentally for years but I’m doing it and you will do it too
At 21 I was struggling with depression, hospitalized several times, and on various meds. It took time to realize that even if I had to live life at a slower pace for a time, it didn’t mean I was worthless. I was just unwell. I didn't think I would make it to 30 and I will be 49 soon.
Keep focusing on getting better. It will happen. ❤️
Turn 30 in a month, I remember being 21 too. I wish I could go back to my 21 year old self to tell him things do get better. At least we can tell Lachlan that now.
Never thought this channel was run by someone my age. I found this channel back in 2017, and you've consistently been one of the best history content creators. The work you've done over the years has been absolutely fantastic. Take all the time you need.
Your videos have been a real joy to watch and rewatch throughout the years. They've always been thoroughly engaging, entertaining and they have this sort of timeless feel to it as if I'm revisiting the first time I watched them all the time.
You thanked us at the end, but really: It should be us that thank you!
Thank you so very much for all you've done and I wish you the very best in what is yet to come!
I'm flabbergasted that you ran Feature History by yourself. Its quality is top notch and I pointed it out to anyone interested in history. Your presentation and delivery of the historical points mixed with your humor are more impressive now than I thought before today. I wish you the best and look forward to anything you may release in the future. And thanks to Anal Scrubs for standing out in your support.
I am a PhD student in 19th century history and have struggled with my own mental health issues in the past. I teach a few classes while working on my thesis, andI regularly recommend your videos to students who are interested in subjects I can not cover. You have a wonderful talent and I wish you the best in your recovery. I understand how little money there is in the field of History. You have made a wonderful selfless contribution to this field. Thank you for everything you have done and I hope the best for your recovery.
History major here, this is exactly why I got into the wine industry. Still scratches the history itch but I can actually earn a decent living as a wine consultant.
Hey Lachlan. I don't know if you'll see this, but I still want to say. I've basically never commented on a RUclips video before but your channel has honestly gotten me through some of my own worst patches. I can't even begin to imagine accomplishing what you have at your age - the fact that you started this channel when you were fifteen is honestly so insane to me, let alone the fact that you've pretty much single handedly produced these videos. I don't think I'm saying anything that hasn't already been said, but you're a credit to anyone who enjoys history, and a credit to anyone who's struggled with mental health. Now when I'm struggling and I watch your videos I won't just feel the cozy sense I've always gotten, I'll remember just what people can accomplish in spite of it all. Sending you love from the states.
Hey man, we got you. You are a true soldier for keeping such a fantastic channel of professional-tier quality content not only all on your own, but also braving your condition and the struggles it kept putting in your way.
No one, and I mean NO ONE could say otherwise. The awesomeness of what you created speaks on it's own and don't feel bad to part with it. We support you in priorizing your well-being, and besides as fellow fans of history we'd prefer every single day missing your videos than turning our shared passion into a burden for anyone.
I feel it's particularly important you take time for what you need and what you want to do. I couldn't even imagine how to undertake such hard work and you were able to fight against the meat grinder RUclips was turning more and more into for years. That's no small achievement.
Rest now friend, you've given it your all and your best - and we thank you for it. Better times await you I'm sure, and I hope the kinder side of life shines on you not very long from now.
Lots of love from Argentina
Your health is much more important than any content. We'll all be behind you, no matter what. You are more than a RUclips channel. We love you man, you've got support from around the world.
I’m 36 years old, and have been down a similar road almost 10 years ago. I used to be a content creator, journalist, and streamer. I used to thrive off the stress until one day it all came crashing down. After several hospitalisations, therapy, and medication, the best decision I made for myself was to stop doing all of that and focus on something that is autonomous, with little responsibility until I got better. To this day I still have problems but I know that if I kept doing what I was doing, and overworking myself, I was at risk of not being around for much longer. I feel for you, I truly do. My generation are still working out this whole social media thing along with working for yourself, watching analytics, etc, with little support. Please, please be kind to yourself and do what is best for you and your sanity. You and your mental health are far more important than any content on RUclips put together. Stay strong.
What content did you make?
During my last year of college I was frantically trying to find a video to help me understand the Thirty Years War in a simpler manner. Little did I know in that search I would not only find a great video but a brilliant channel full of both videos and a creator that put both time and effort into the videos yet also be relatable at the same time with the commentary. Even though I’ve watched in anticipation of the next series of videos, I’m actually glad you made this video on a true level with us on how you actually feel. It took guts and more importantly you were honest with us all who love your videos and will continue to do so regardless. I just hope you not only get the help but just to live a happy life. That’s more important to me at least is for YOU to both be yourself and just be happy with your life. I hope nothing but the best for you and know that we’ll support you!!! Best of luck man!!
-a fan who found your video while eating an absurd amount of chicken wings at the college campus while trying to understand the Thirty Years War for a German History class
I had my worst mental health crisis at your age, after battling depression for pretty much 10 years. I know this sounds really cliché, but now 6 years later I can tell you that it does get better and you become stronger with time. Please take care and come back (if you want) when you are ready, but your top priority should always be your health. Thanks for making amazing content through so many years, I really enjoyed your channel and I learned a lot from your videos. I am sending you the biggest hugs from across the globe
I'm just few years older than you history teacher with a degree, and I can tell you've already done incomparably more for teaching history than me (and probably more than I'll ever do).
Researching stuff is hard, it's not just googling, and presenting it in engaging, interesting way is even harder. You always nail both of these and you have every right to be proud of it.
Take as much time as you need to recover. And thanks for everything mate!
I won't say goodbye, merely "see you later". We appreciate what you've done and we understand that your health and relationships take precedent over RUclips. So, see you around FH.
Thank you for the videos. The best of luck on your pursuits of wellness.
Thankyou for the videoed you've made. All the best with your recovery and for the future
My students are obsessed with your videos, at one point I even was showing them in my World History class. I am 27, I appreciate the content you make, it moves both me and my students to see someone so enamored by the subject of history. Your health is so important and I am happy you are focusing on that. We all need a breather. Get better and take care
Awh, mate. You're a blessing to watch and I appreciate you always. We'll miss you, and I'm sure a lot of us can say we hope you find what you need and that you can get through this.
I’ve walked this road brother and I know just how rough it is . Big respect for making this video , I can’t even conceive how hard it must have been. Big big love from Ireland my brother 🇮🇪❤️
I find your struggles very relatable. Thank you for sharing, I wish you well in the future.
Mate, you are younger than me and your channel alone said that you have been doing better than me
Don't talk yourself down like that, you have accomplished better than most
You need to take care of yourself first, we understand if you wanted to take a break or wanted to stop entirely
I wish you well mate, please take care of your mental and physical health, take a break if making video is too much for you
He doesn’t realise how much he’s already achieved, his YT channel is top quality and has given many hours of entertainment and knowledge
Hello Lachlan
I know you may not read this, it’ll be a ramble, but I just wanted to say it so you know. The effect creators like you have on us faceless viewers is often just completely ignored.
My name is Michael, I’m 19, and I still vividly remember watching your Thirty Years War video about 5 or 6 years ago. It was channels like yours that really sparked my interest in history, alongside a few others like Armchair Historian.
I remember watching that video because it felt so relatable, I was 13 or 14 at the time, so to me documentaries were just long winded boring rambles my dad liked. Your videos were so much more. It didn’t feel like reading an essay, watching them felt like sitting down with your friend and listening as he told you some cool stuff he learned.
It was the brisk pace, lightweight demeanour and healthy dose of good humour. The joke about “named so because the 29 years, 11 months and 3 weeks war just really wasn’t as catchy” still cracks me up, even though it’s such a minor ans dumb joke.
I would always sit down and watch your videos when one came out, often I’d rewatch them over and over. I swear I’ve watched the Yugoslav Wars video like 20 times by now, i can practically recite it.I loved the jokes and the art, and learned a hell of a lot too. They were one of the major elements that got me interested in history
Anyway, that’s all history so to speak. Now I’m 19, and I’m in my second year of University, doing history.
That’s just how much of an impact you’ve had on a person you’ve never met. Your creations were one of the main reasons I am the person that I am, and why I’m pursing the career I am. And I’m loving every minute of it too, and I have you to thank for all of it
For one of my papers, I wrote about the 10 Day War almost entirely because your video about it was just so funny. Now of course I didn’t put it down as a reference, ‘peer-reviewed’ and all that nonsense, but you were the inspiration for it
I also deal with my fair share of mental illness. Im currently being screened for schizophrenia, which isn’t a fun experience as im sure you’ll be able to relate to more than most. Ironically, your videos, created out of your struggles, became a coping mechanism to help me deal with mine
That’s one of the main reasons I’ve watched your Yugoslav Wars video so many times, it’s like talking to an old friend again. It really brings me back to myself, helping cope and deal with everyday things that sometimes make me lose control
I won’t sugarcoat it, it upsets me greatly that there won’t be any more videos, at least not for a while. I absolutely loved them and really only made this account to subscribe to you and to dislike one crappy video about Red Dawn.
That said, you are more important than these videos
I’d like to congratulate you for having the bravery to admit enough is enough and step down when you feel it best for you. I’m sure most of us wouldn’t have that kind of courage, at least I certainly wouldn’t.
Your videos were a huge inspiration to all of us, I really hope to make my own someday. And more than that, just your personality, charm and humour has also rubbed off on me more than a little. I collect Soviet militaria now primarily because of your video on the subject, and I find that my sense of humour often tries to mimic yours (though just not as funny)
Your videos haven’t just “made my day”, they’ve helped make me who I am
I’m on the path to dedicating myself to do what you do, because you’ve shown an insecure 13 year old me that history education can be fun and colourful
Hopefully, some day, you’ll feel well enough to come back and keep on giving us these amazing gifts of content. But, if you don’t, or if you feel that day is far away, please do not feel bad about it
You don’t owe us anything
Do what’s best for your health and well-being. As upsetting as no Feature History videos is, it’s worth it if it makes life better for the brave, funny and selfless man who made them. We all greatly respect your courage, it takes a lot even to just say “I’m not alright”
A history video seems like such a small thing, but never underestimate how much it can touch a life like mine, and I’m sure my story isn’t the only one like this
And who knows, maybe without your videos to compete with, I’ll have a fighting chance if I make my own :)
Best of luck, you got this
This is honestly such a touching comment. Even in my earliest days creating the channel I always did want to give off that vibe of being a friend that talks about what he learned because well, I just wanted to tell my friends what I learned.
Thank you so much for sharing your experience with me and you're too kind.
I've just discovered your channel mate, and I can see your soul pouring out of your eyes. You are fighting a horrendous battle against yourself. We're all here with you, brother, you're not alone. You're not the last one to be subjected to the Hell of feeling like you are trapped in a perpetual torture chamber with yourself. We're all here, somewhere beyond your consciousness, somewhere else fighting other mental wars, but fighting nonetheless. Fight the good fight, until you win. I can guarantee you is worth it. Your work is not yet done, brother.
"trapped in a perpetual torture chamber with yourself" - very accurate description
I'm a history teacher and I am very thankful for your videos after the years.
since 16? that is literally insane, your channel is some of the best content I've seen on youtube and is leagues ahead of anything the history channel is doing. this movember I dedicate the stache I'm growing to you, your recovery and your luscious locks. I know how hard it can be bro and I wish you the best
Thanks man, Definitely need someone else to grow the moustache for me 😆
I'm listening and it's okay not to be okay.
One day at a time and to truly know oneself is real power.
Your work is fantastic and only you can decide which path to take.
Peace ✌️ and Respect ✊
You're one amazing human being. Carrying your world on your shoulder with such hinderence that seemingly planted under your skin is an arduous task at best. I've seen it, felt it and battled it myself yet cannot comprehend the magnitude of pressure it bestows upon you. Just know one thing if you ever get to this message. Your existence is a blessing of those who are fortunate enough to cross path with you. AND that it WİLL get better. You don't walk alone in this fog of life. Just see where you can put your next step and forget about seeing your destination. Go gentle through life my good friend. Thank you again for all you have given 🧡
As someone who has been struggling with PTSD for several years, I'd like to say that your videos have been a refuge for me, and I am thankful for all of your work. I'd also like to say that I could not imagine being so publicly vulnerable about my mental health issues. You are much stronger than you think. You deserve to take this time to find a good foundation for yourself, and I wish you the best of luck friend. :)
We’re all here for you no matter what you do bro, focus on yourself ❤
Thank you for these 6 years of entertainment and good memories. I've been here since the beginning and I'll be here if or when you come back. You're an amazing content creator and you deserve the absolute best. As someone who's been in your shoes before, all I can say is that we're all human, we all have our limits. You should not feel bad or ashamed for putting your well-being before anything else. You got this man!
Lots of accomplishment for such a young person. I'm 46 and as of 4 years ago I'm finally doing what I think will be my life's work. Maybe with such an early start like you have made it's not a bad idea to work from other parts of who you are for awhile, or indefinitely.
Thank you for sharing. This has actually really helped me today. Something about being honest and vulnerable helps others to be. Thank you
I’m bewildered that you are thanking us. Man, thank YOU. Your videos got me through high school. Started this whole process of me turning my self around. I would not be where I am without channels like yours. Do whatever you need to feel good and better yourself. I hope it isn’t goodbye but if it is, thank you. I’m certain everyone here wishes you the best. You’ve made our lives better.
You are your number one priority.
We'll still be here.
We just want to make sure you're still here
I'm so sorry to hear about your struggles, brother. I've had my own struggles before and it's an awful feeling. I'll be praying that you can find peace and healing in your life. May God bless you Lachlan and lead you through these struggles
thank you for making the best history videos on RUclips. we’ll miss you.
As a fellow Aussie I wish you all the best.
It has been a pleasure to add you to my list of good quality Australian content creators.
That is a very short list.
Dear Lachlan,
I don't know how to phrase this but I just wanted to say that you've been a major inspiration to a lot of people and me specifically. Your videos helped convince me to start my own channel. The way you told history helped me digest it in a way no teacher ever could. You've done a lot to help me unlock a passion I didn't really know I had before I found RUclips. You're not just someone who googles information, you're an amazing historian and one of the damn best creators I've watched. I hope everything gets better and that you'll be doing well soon.
Cheers mate
Hi Ian,
Great comment!
Definitely Feature History is a great inspiration and kept me hooked on history as well.
All the best to Lachlan!
Nice channel bro. I have to see your African series.
@@pretentioussystem9367 Glad to hear Feature History was an inspiration to you as well. Just a note, Ian is actually my old researcher from a few years ago.
@@ChronologyCast Many thanks. Sorry about the name. It sounded in a Warsaw video comment if that is your name.
I spent the whole weekend watching your videos. Thank you so much! And I hope you’re doing what is best for you ❤
Thank you so much Lachlan. for everything you have done. Words will never be able to express how grateful we all are for the work you have done.
Greetings from Germany
Your personal health mentally and physically should be your highest priority.
In these times it is very rare to see someone saying "I am not okay. " That takes a lot of courage.
I wish you all the best!
You have done an amazing job.
I hope you find your way. I didn't know that your channel is a one man show. I am impressed!
Good luck
Hi man! It takes a lot of guts to talk about this!
For context, I have CFS, unable to work and low on money for a long time, before that I didn't realize I had panic attacks and other emotional problems for all school and university years.
Here are a few things from my experience:
* If you feel bad for some days now, stop being so strategic and focus on day by day.
* Your first job is to make yourself function well today.
* Some days no matter what I do I feel bad, but I know there will be days when I function better.
* There are small changes I'm trying all the time and I keep what seems to help a bit.
* It's important to do things you really want to do.
Good summary of key points, you are right, those things help a lot
DAMM i got cfs too, when did you got it and after an infection i suppose ? how severe may i ask
@@marvin2678 Hello man, actually I think it was gradual, also I had a severe mono in 3rd grade, so not sure. The worst thing I have are cognitive symptoms, or brain fog. Once in 2020 I was walking to my grandma with groceries and my legs and arms started becoming really numb, and when I got there the middle of my tongue become completely numb and it was hard to say anything properly for 30 minutes, then I was fine again. Actually in the last couple of days I started wondering if I have something wrong with my connective tissue, I have a couple unusual things. Also compression socks seem to give me something, still experimenting.
What about you?
Stress kills, my man. I also want to remark that your channel really stands on its own; you could never add to it again and it'd still continue to be in the top for people who look for educational history content on RUclips. It is an amazing feat of productive work (though tragic behind the scenes), especially for somebody so young, and it is something you can be proud of forever.
Omg dude I am crying rn. All the best for you. I'm 27 and loved your channel since I have discovered it. I think in one video you said about your age and I was shocked(in a good way) and really proud of you. You already have more courage than you think and as someone on anxiety meds to be functional I kinda get you. You do you, concentrate on yourself and remember you have support and admiration from someone in Romania. That's how far you have reached. Take care of yourself, mental health is really important
It's a shame you were never able to hit financial viability, but remember you achieved so much. You. You did those videos, managed to get a massive 500k subs and produce excellent content. I'm 22 and you've done far more than me.
Whatever you do here forward, know you can and will achieve greatness like this again. Even if it will take you while, you will get there.
Good luck my dude.
As someone with major depression and recovering from heroin addiction, it gets easier the older you get, you just gotta get better at being you and hold on to the beauty of the world
True.
Hey man, good for you for getting clean!
Thank you for teaching us history I’ve learned a lot from your videos and even made me get into history even more, I hope you get on your feet soon ♥️
Much love, take care. Thank you for wonderful content, and best of luck with your own battles, one at the time.
Doing this kind of professional content at 15 is fing impressive. Doing this at 21 is still fing impressive.
Mental health problems are a bullshit purgatory sometimes, I wish you all the best in overcoming this my dude. Just in case if this is goodbye, then thank you for the years of entertainment.
I wish you the best of luck in your lifes journey, and whole heartedly thank you for sharing all your hard work with us, i have truly enjoyed watching your videos. All love
I randomly stepped on this video, and I want to say, that the way you feel is completely normal. I've been there for 6 years... Playing on the edge of survival. Hoping one day It will become better. I was fighting my own demons then... but I kept on fighting... And it was just a few weeks ago since I realized, how much I've progressed. From my old stupid 23, till now on the border to my 30-ies. Now I have everything, paid bills, a car, savings... Your decision is hard, but it's vital. You are leaving what you love because you are searching for your inner value, which can only be found in the hardest of battles. Your battle is starting now... Keep fighting until you will emerge victorious. You will.
Well done! Do you have any advice for us who are still there?
I’m a 50 year old father who has 3 kids so I know how hard live can be. I wish you the best. I will miss your thought inspiring content. Take care and know that you are respected.
I’m 28 and have been dealing with mental health problems for years. Last year I went back to finish my last 2 years of university and am scheduled to graduate in the spring!
Just wanted to say things will get better and you still have so much more life to give. You’re only a quarter of the way done with life and I promise it does get better.
Don’t be afraid to apply for jobs even if you don’t think you’re not qualified. Youd be surprise how far you will get if you just try. This channel is a massive resume booster if you look in the right places. You might face rejection but eventually you’ll find someone willing to give you a chance.
Loved your content over the years, I never guessed you were younger than me because of the level of maturity required to produce the level of content you did. Best of luck in the next stage of your life and again, don’t worry. Life will always knock you down from time to time. But as long as you get back up, I promise things will improve.
Hope you get what you need, man.
Love the videos. Thanks for making them.
Thank you so much for your content! I wish you the best on your journey to getting better. Take it easy! sit back and relax man. You're going to be ok.
When I was unemployed (for about 2.5 years) videos like yours literally helped keep me alive.
I am beyond thankful to content creators like yourself, you've done an invaluable service to humanity.
Hey Lachlan,
I’m sorry to see you go but I’m so glad that you’re prioritizing your well-being. I’ve struggled with anxiety and depression and it got to a point where after graduating college I was completely unable to cope for over a year. I couldn’t do anything other than just get out of bed and go sit on the couch and even that was exhausting. Taking care of yourself is hard and it really sucks to be going through the kind of difficulties you’re dealing with but I want you to know I appreciate all the content you’ve made for us and I hope that you are able to get the help you need to finally feel better.
You’ve been valuable … I’d say I do see myself in a mental health induced sluggish rut … I am 28 and I’d only say regardless of how you feel you’ll see light when you take the path you avoid most … be kind be compassionate… you are so worth it … put you first
Thank you so much for sharing this. You matter. Your health matters. Take care of yourself. I hope this isnt goodbye and you find a space to make content creation work for yourself.
Thank you for being so courageous, vulnerable, honest, and real with us in this video. And thank you for sharing your content. We all wish you the best. You got this, mate...
I never would've imagined all these years you were so young. You have such remarkable talent at what you do and your time spent on it fulfilled more souls than you may ever realize. You did an S-tier job bringing history to people and making it a fun experience and no matter what the road ahead looks like, always take to heart that you did right by your passion and left an honorable mark with how your reached into the world with it. God be with you and your girlfriend. Thank you for your channel.
I remember the release of the Emu War video as I played Skyrim during a break from studying. Thanks for the great memories. Hang in there; the quality of your content is top-notch, inspired many and will always be out there. It is awe-inspiring what you managed to build at your age. All the best, I hope you will find a way to arrange your life that works for your mental health.
I appreciate you putting this out there. I hope stuff gets better for you. Thanks for all the great videos.
We love you. Thanks for the videos.
Take all the time you need.