I don’t know if you’re a Zelda fan, but in the legend of Zelda games there sometimes are these thorns on the ground that will shoot up when you get too close. This video made me think of those. Like having thorns under your skin, and every time you let yourself feel and bring up old memories, the thorns shoot up and leave scars from underneath and you need to bandage them up. It’s totally understandable that you’d feel so numb and desperate to feel anything after depriving yourself of so much and going through what you did. You didn’t think you deserved anything better, even in an incredible place like Spain where the world is your oyster 💔 I remember in a few videos you were drinking diet Mountain Dew (or a neon liquid 😋) and I thought it might be for brat summer, but now I’m thinking it may be a tie to you not having tapas or wine in Spain, and instead only allow yourself to drink a yucky no calorie diet drink.
@@maryjanexo oh hey!! I have not played Zelda. That’s a really deep simile. I just said this in my other comment but now it’s even more clear you have to be some kind of artist
I’m so invested!
I don’t know if you’re a Zelda fan, but in the legend of Zelda games there sometimes are these thorns on the ground that will shoot up when you get too close. This video made me think of those. Like having thorns under your skin, and every time you let yourself feel and bring up old memories, the thorns shoot up and leave scars from underneath and you need to bandage them up.
It’s totally understandable that you’d feel so numb and desperate to feel anything after depriving yourself of so much and going through what you did. You didn’t think you deserved anything better, even in an incredible place like Spain where the world is your oyster 💔
I remember in a few videos you were drinking diet Mountain Dew (or a neon liquid 😋) and I thought it might be for brat summer, but now I’m thinking it may be a tie to you not having tapas or wine in Spain, and instead only allow yourself to drink a yucky no calorie diet drink.
@@maryjanexo oh hey!! I have not played Zelda. That’s a really deep simile. I just said this in my other comment but now it’s even more clear you have to be some kind of artist
@@maryjanexo and also: 🫂 thank you