I’m 45 with mold toxicity, Lyme, bart, babesia, erlichiosis, and mycoplasma and I have psychotic rages whenever I try to treat these infections with IV or oral antibiotics.
Lyme rage has been one of the hardest symptoms as im a normally a very conflict avoiding and highly self controlled person. For me the rage episodes have been mostly triggered by my neck. If it gets misaligned while lying down or extended from working on the computer it can trigger sudden anger/stewing out of the blue. My mind then races as if to find a target for this rage. So something I wasnt thinking about but had been annoying or stressing me would suddenly become the focus and I would become incandecent with anger about out. If I had been in a state of close to lyme rage and someone made me annoyed about something, even just mildly annoyed I would go off on one ! I torrent of verbal ranting, on and on until it finally burnt itself out maybe 10 mins later. Sometimes with a secondary wave coming soon after. Luckily these have never been violent, just pure verbal outporings, garnished with constant expitives. Its not like normal rage where your level of stress/anger over something overwhelms your self control. it more like the stress is the water behind a dam of self control and instead of the water rising and going over the top.....It more like the dam just suddenly vanishes ! everything comes out in one torrent. After 3 1/2 years of antibiotics these rage episodes have become virtually non existant. I still sometime go to bed and if I lie on my left out of nowhere I start ruminating/stewing on something and getting angry. But as soon as I get up, stretch my neck and sit for a few mins it disapates. I even found that if I lean my head to the right and turn to left I get a weird "squeek" in teh centre of my neck like rubbign a wet finger on a balloon. and 90% of the time the rage instantly vanishes. So I am personally convinced it is caused by spinal or brain stem problems. Almost like a psuedo chiary malformation due to inflamation from lyme in the spinal cord. Its clear that while that maybe the trigger for me, which may be perculiar to me; the cause is a problem with the self control part of the brain. Like that whole section just goes off line and lets anything through without filter. Its an incredibly interesting phenomena to experience, but obviously horredous not only to you when it happens but anyone within range. I am very lucky that my wife had also had lyme and could relate to what was happening. Best wishes to anyone going through this. I really ope Dr's start to pull thier heads out of thier backsides and start taking lyme seriously and treating it properly and NOT as some mental illness that must be managed. Its an infectious disease and it must be properly treated until the infection is gone. Mindfulness doesnt kill pathogens !
Absolutely my story too! I have found that TRE, (trauma release exercise) helps as well as Somatic exercises. You are 💯 correct. It goes beyond mindfulness! Give TRE a try. It really is liberating to at least release some anger, tension, stress, anxiety and trauma! Hope this helps! ❤️
The issue is his immune system was so shit he got three diseases. Normal people don't get it. And people who take on lifestyle changes completely get rid of all symptoms ..
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I’m 45 with mold toxicity, Lyme, bart, babesia, erlichiosis, and mycoplasma and I have psychotic rages whenever I try to treat these infections with IV or oral antibiotics.
Lyme rage has been one of the hardest symptoms as im a normally a very conflict avoiding and highly self controlled person. For me the rage episodes have been mostly triggered by my neck. If it gets misaligned while lying down or extended from working on the computer it can trigger sudden anger/stewing out of the blue. My mind then races as if to find a target for this rage.
So something I wasnt thinking about but had been annoying or stressing me would suddenly become the focus and I would become incandecent with anger about out.
If I had been in a state of close to lyme rage and someone made me annoyed about something, even just mildly annoyed I would go off on one !
I torrent of verbal ranting, on and on until it finally burnt itself out maybe 10 mins later. Sometimes with a secondary wave coming soon after.
Luckily these have never been violent, just pure verbal outporings, garnished with constant expitives.
Its not like normal rage where your level of stress/anger over something overwhelms your self control. it more like the stress is the water behind a dam of self control and instead of the water rising and going over the top.....It more like the dam just suddenly vanishes ! everything comes out in one torrent.
After 3 1/2 years of antibiotics these rage episodes have become virtually non existant. I still sometime go to bed and if I lie on my left out of nowhere I start ruminating/stewing on something and getting angry. But as soon as I get up, stretch my neck and sit for a few mins it disapates.
I even found that if I lean my head to the right and turn to left I get a weird "squeek" in teh centre of my neck like rubbign a wet finger on a balloon. and 90% of the time the rage instantly vanishes.
So I am personally convinced it is caused by spinal or brain stem problems. Almost like a psuedo chiary malformation due to inflamation from lyme in the spinal cord.
Its clear that while that maybe the trigger for me, which may be perculiar to me; the cause is a problem with the self control part of the brain. Like that whole section just goes off line and lets anything through without filter.
Its an incredibly interesting phenomena to experience, but obviously horredous not only to you when it happens but anyone within range. I am very lucky that my wife had also had lyme and could relate to what was happening.
Best wishes to anyone going through this. I really ope Dr's start to pull thier heads out of thier backsides and start taking lyme seriously and treating it properly and NOT as some mental illness that must be managed.
Its an infectious disease and it must be properly treated until the infection is gone. Mindfulness doesnt kill pathogens !
Thank you for sharing your experiences and we wish you the best in your recovery.
Absolutely my story too! I have found that TRE, (trauma release exercise) helps as well as Somatic exercises. You are 💯 correct. It goes beyond mindfulness! Give TRE a try. It really is liberating to at least release some anger, tension, stress, anxiety and trauma! Hope this helps! ❤️
The issue is his immune system was so shit he got three diseases.
Normal people don't get it. And people who take on lifestyle changes completely get rid of all symptoms ..