This is a heartbreaking story, Jer. Thank you for having the courage to tell it. Perhaps one day we'll be watching one of these videos, and you'll be able to introduce us to Christian! That will be my wish for you--and for Christian.
I love you to no end . I hate that Christian is missing out on such an amazing father and person❤️ I hope that things work out and if you ever need a friend on that Oklahoma Arkansas border, I'm here
I got custody (bi divorced male) only due to his mother not coping and who just rocked up to my driveway and threw all his things out of the car (that i gave her), then told him to get out of the car and yelled to me "he's yours" and drove off. That was twenty years ago and even though she now lives 5 miyfrom us, she hasn't been to visit him once! Not once in twenty years!! My son is my world and I'm his world. I certainly hope and pray you find Christian. The police and government officials can and will find him and take action against her. Don't give up.❤
you are strong,you are precious,you deserve to be happy, hope you get someone who makes your heart happy for the rest of your life. you are strong you are precious you deserve to be happy, hope you get someone who makes your heart happy for the rest of your life. I love u♥️
Thank you so much for sharing your story. You are amazing and I feel that your son will see this videos and the other videos you have done and are doing. You are a caring and wonderful father!! You have touched my heart my friend!! 😉😗😃😃🤗🤗🤗
Thank you for sharing your story 🙏🏽 I don’t doubt that you’d be an awesome father and i admire you trying to do hard to remain a part* of his life; my father didn’t bother trying. Hope you’re safe and healthy
Do you know that he didn’t bother trying? I feel like Christian, otherwise (if I didn’t talk openly about him now) would feel like I didn’t bother trying either. But I definitely am.
Jer Johns I see what you mean with your question, I can only base his decision off my moms experience, but without ever directly asking him I may never know how he truly felt about the situation. It’s so easy for me to write him off as absent, but I see from your perspective why things may not be so simple 💛
Thank you. I hope so, too. I believe we’ll reconnect and be a part of each other’s lives when the time is right. I just hope he knows how much I love him.
Thank you. I hope so, too. I believe we’ll reconnect and be a part of each other’s lives when the time is right. I just hope he knows how much I love him.
Jer Johns let me tell you something ,, my father had two wives and a girl friend on every conner , and eight children by the first wife and my mother eight kids by the second wife ,, and I think he was gay ,,,bisexual ,,, in the United States and the world they are millions and millions of men maybe billions ,, that are attracted to other men and has sex with them with wives ,,, most keep it to their self ,, and some women knows and donI t care I know several women who know their husbands has lovers and they stay together for years ,, and they Love each other ,,,I am married to the same woman for forty years I told her I was gay when we got married that I liked men she said ( we are more then friends and less then Lovers ) here world , we got married and If I Lost my wife ,, I dont know what I would do ,, I Love her better then anyone on earth ,,, and I also Love beautiful men ,, and I have a 30 year old man I Love him and my wife knows it ,,, He loves me ,, He can never give me what I get from my wife and my wife can never give me what I get from him ,,, He is not gonna get pregnet ,,, what my wife complaines most about is if I meet a bumb ,, that wants my money im not rich ,,,I have a 40 year old son and a grand daughter 16 and two grandsons 14 and 12 ,, my son I Love him ,, we dont talk about two times a year and I do see my grand sons and my grand daughter ,,, my son does very well he bought his first house and now his daughter is working for him he is a Broker sales homes and makes good money ,, I Love my son I even think that he may be gay ,,, I know many married men who love to be with men ,, some in my family I had a half brother he lived to be 92 years old and was gay and got married to a woman and had six children ,,, he is dead now ,, men Love each other ,,, when you see these married families with the husband and the wife and the large family that has grand children ,, and that husband and his wifes brother of a close friend ,, going on them fishing trips and weekends for the boys ,,, please believe me they ant just fishing in many cases ,,, Oh the stories I could tell ,, I know a man that fell in Love with his first cousin male and then both grew up and got married to women and they were lovers not sex I mean kiss in the mouth passionate first cousin male lovers well in to adult hood both married ,, once came out the closet and got a divorce and his wife still comes around him after 20 years and tries to get him to be with her and she is married again ,, and it is just so happen the second man she got married to is gay to ,, and this man says well Hunny you divorced once gay man to marry another one ,,, they have a 35 year old son now ,,, and she does not keep his son away from him ,,,they all know ,, Dr Alfred Kinsey did a pretty indepth study ,,,people should pay more attation to it ,, I am sitting here rite now Looking at my wife and telling you this ,, she can read it I dont care and all she wants is the house cleaned up ,, and what am I gonna do with them pants in the closet I got to many paires she just made me some pasta ,,, I am happy and I might see my Little man tonight I dont know ,, and If I take the notion I may find me another one ,,, but I dont want to hurt my Little mans heart he dos Love me so much ,,, I even got a girl friend to ,, she is beautiful but she is married she is in Love with me but I said hun your beautiful and a wonderful woman but you have a husband ,,,she is really a great woman ,, reminds me of my wife ,,, she said I was so handsome and she is beautiful she knows I love men to ,,, so your just tourmenting your self ,, and your wife has got you by the balls and heart and holding your son hostage against you ,, Look down between your legs you want see a vagina ,, you will see a penis ,, You Just another man I am 62 years old and ohh my God the things I have see out of humans ,,, stop the tourment and your x wife of what ever she is needs to let you see your son I have not in years seen a man express Love for a son as much as I have you Your a beautiful man and have a heart of Gold and no doubt a wonder father in that heart ,, its not good that your own son is held away from you while millions and millions of gay father gay daddies get to be around their sons and daughters every day with the highest of respect ,,, I am sorry Just pray to God and ask God to help you God is good he sees all and he know all ,,, and He knows you Love your child ,, I hope all works out Your a great father and a sexy man ,,, handsome ,,,,im not flirting I just want to see your suffering and pain end ,,,,God bless you my friend ,,,
Don't worry ,you will find your partner guy, just you need to go slow friend ,and remember you are not alone ,you will fine your partner, gay person is not bad is beautiful be happy, God have good things for you ,you are not alone.
Hello there. Just stumbled in your channel. I'm really sorry that you cannot see your son, but I believe with time you will meet him again. Sorry to go off-topic, but, since you said you are attracted to women as well, I was wondering, why you don't identify as bisexual? there are bisexual people that are heteromantic and homoromantic. It just picked my interest because of biphobia: a lot of bi guys say they just identifiy as gay for not having to face backlash from some gay guys when looking for relationships.
I’m not bisexual. Bisexual is someone who could end up in a romantic relationship with either a man or a woman. I couldn’t be in a romantic relationship with a woman, I don’t connect with them the same way I connect emotionally with men. Physically I am attracted to some women, but emotionally it isn’t there. I am homoflexible.
Initially yes, but society didn’t pressure me into having a son. I have no regrets there, whatsoever. Everything happens for a reason. Thanks for the comment.
A life of a Military gay man is always tough. Hang in there bro. Your not alone. Got your back
This is a heartbreaking story, Jer. Thank you for having the courage to tell it. Perhaps one day we'll be watching one of these videos, and you'll be able to introduce us to Christian! That will be my wish for you--and for Christian.
Thank you Brook. I believe that one day, hopefully sooner than later, we will. :)
Thank you for trusting us enough to share. If I was close by I’d give you a huge hug right now.
Just discovered your channel- and I love it
I love you to no end . I hate that Christian is missing out on such an amazing father and person❤️ I hope that things work out and if you ever need a friend on that Oklahoma Arkansas border, I'm here
Thank you so much Tristan. Miss you tons. 💙
@@JerJohns miss you too! If you ever need anything please let me know
I got custody (bi divorced male) only due to his mother not coping and who just rocked up to my driveway and threw all his things out of the car (that i gave her), then told him to get out of the car and yelled to me "he's yours" and drove off. That was twenty years ago and even though she now lives 5 miyfrom us, she hasn't been to visit him once! Not once in twenty years!! My son is my world and I'm his world. I certainly hope and pray you find Christian. The police and government officials can and will find him and take action against her. Don't give up.❤
you are strong,you are precious,you deserve to be happy, hope you get someone who makes your heart happy for the rest of your life.
you are strong you are precious you deserve to be happy, hope you get someone who makes your heart happy for the rest of your life.
I love u♥️
He will find you . Love will always win .
Christian is missing out on a great Dad,hope things sort out for you both.
Thank you so much for sharing your story. You are amazing and I feel that your son will see this videos and the other videos you have done and are doing. You are a caring and wonderful father!! You have touched my heart my friend!! 😉😗😃😃🤗🤗🤗
Well said Jer
Thank you for sharing your story 🙏🏽 I don’t doubt that you’d be an awesome father and i admire you trying to do hard to remain a part* of his life; my father didn’t bother trying. Hope you’re safe and healthy
Do you know that he didn’t bother trying? I feel like Christian, otherwise (if I didn’t talk openly about him now) would feel like I didn’t bother trying either. But I definitely am.
Jer Johns I see what you mean with your question, I can only base his decision off my moms experience, but without ever directly asking him I may never know how he truly felt about the situation. It’s so easy for me to write him off as absent, but I see from your perspective why things may not be so simple 💛
Man dont embarrassed by yourself been gay or been single father is not bad ,you need to love by yourself.
I sincerely hope he will come across this video and decide to see you.
Thank you. I hope so, too. I believe we’ll reconnect and be a part of each other’s lives when the time is right. I just hope he knows how much I love him.
Thank you. I hope so, too. I believe we’ll reconnect and be a part of each other’s lives when the time is right. I just hope he knows how much I love him.
Jer Johns let me tell you something ,, my father had two wives and a girl friend on every conner , and eight children by the first wife and my mother eight kids by the second wife ,, and I think he was gay ,,,bisexual ,,, in the United States and the world they are millions and millions of men maybe billions ,, that are attracted to other men and has sex with them with wives ,,, most keep it to their self ,, and some women knows and donI t care I know several women who know their husbands has lovers and they stay together for years ,, and they Love each other ,,,I am married to the same woman for forty years I told her I was gay when we got married that I liked men she said ( we are more then friends and less then Lovers ) here world , we got married and If I Lost my wife ,, I dont know what I would do ,, I Love her better then anyone on earth ,,, and I also Love beautiful men ,, and I have a 30 year old man I Love him and my wife knows it ,,, He loves me ,, He can never give me what I get from my wife and my wife can never give me what I get from him ,,, He is not gonna get pregnet ,,, what my wife complaines most about is if I meet a bumb ,, that wants my money im not rich ,,,I have a 40 year old son and a grand daughter 16 and two grandsons 14 and 12 ,, my son I Love him ,, we dont talk about two times a year and I do see my grand sons and my grand daughter ,,, my son does very well he bought his first house and now his daughter is working for him he is a Broker sales homes and makes good money ,, I Love my son I even think that he may be gay ,,, I know many married men who love to be with men ,, some in my family I had a half brother he lived to be 92 years old and was gay and got married to a woman and had six children ,,, he is dead now ,, men Love each other ,,, when you see these married families with the husband and the wife and the large family that has grand children ,, and that husband and his wifes brother of a close friend ,, going on them fishing trips and weekends for the boys ,,, please believe me they ant just fishing in many cases ,,, Oh the stories I could tell ,, I know a man that fell in Love with his first cousin male and then both grew up and got married to women and they were lovers not sex I mean kiss in the mouth passionate first cousin male lovers well in to adult hood both married ,, once came out the closet and got a divorce and his wife still comes around him after 20 years and tries to get him to be with her and she is married again ,, and it is just so happen the second man she got married to is gay to ,, and this man says well Hunny you divorced once gay man to marry another one ,,, they have a 35 year old son now ,,, and she does not keep his son away from him ,,,they all know ,, Dr Alfred Kinsey did a pretty indepth study ,,,people should pay more attation to it ,, I am sitting here rite now Looking at my wife and telling you this ,, she can read it I dont care and all she wants is the house cleaned up ,, and what am I gonna do with them pants in the closet I got to many paires she just made me some pasta ,,, I am happy and I might see my Little man tonight I dont know ,, and If I take the notion I may find me another one ,,, but I dont want to hurt my Little mans heart he dos Love me so much ,,, I even got a girl friend to ,, she is beautiful but she is married she is in Love with me but I said hun your beautiful and a wonderful woman but you have a husband ,,,she is really a great woman ,, reminds me of my wife ,,, she said I was so handsome and she is beautiful she knows I love men to ,,, so your just tourmenting your self ,, and your wife has got you by the balls and heart and holding your son hostage against you ,, Look down between your legs you want see a vagina ,, you will see a penis ,, You Just another man I am 62 years old and ohh my God the things I have see out of humans ,,, stop the tourment and your x wife of what ever she is needs to let you see your son I have not in years seen a man express Love for a son as much as I have you Your a beautiful man and have a heart of Gold and no doubt a wonder father in that heart ,, its not good that your own son is held away from you while millions and millions of gay father gay daddies get to be around their sons and daughters every day with the highest of respect ,,, I am sorry Just pray to God and ask God to help you God is good he sees all and he know all ,,, and He knows you Love your child ,, I hope all works out Your a great father and a sexy man ,,, handsome ,,,,im not flirting I just want to see your suffering and pain end ,,,,God bless you my friend ,,,
Don't worry ,you will find your partner guy, just you need to go slow friend ,and remember you are not alone ,you will fine your partner, gay person is not bad is beautiful be happy, God have good things for you ,you are not alone.
You are a good man.😊❤
That's amazing. Thanks for sharing. ❤❤❤
Best wishes.
Wow. All these years I’ve been following you and learn something new
Most people didn’t know, unless we dated, were best friends or they had been around when he was with me.
I wish to become a gay dad too
Wow! That's a lot on your shoulders..
It was. But I feel better being able to share it and not have to hold back anymore
❤️❤️❤️
Hello there. Just stumbled in your channel. I'm really sorry that you cannot see your son, but I believe with time you will meet him again.
Sorry to go off-topic, but, since you said you are attracted to women as well, I was wondering, why you don't identify as bisexual? there are bisexual people that are heteromantic and homoromantic.
It just picked my interest because of biphobia: a lot of bi guys say they just identifiy as gay for not having to face backlash from some gay guys when looking for relationships.
I’m not bisexual. Bisexual is someone who could end up in a romantic relationship with either a man or a woman. I couldn’t be in a romantic relationship with a woman, I don’t connect with them the same way I connect emotionally with men. Physically I am attracted to some women, but emotionally it isn’t there. I am homoflexible.
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Jer, you are absolutely gorgeous! I have a child too, I raised her . I'd love to have fun with you and get to know you!
Hey there,, I'm from California 34 yrs old single gay,, are you???
He looks just like you buddy....
Terrible situation man. Sorry society pressured you into this.
Initially yes, but society didn’t pressure me into having a son. I have no regrets there, whatsoever. Everything happens for a reason. Thanks for the comment.
my heart sadder you
Hello I'm John 34 single gay, are you
If being would have been ok
Straights wouldnt hv to suffer then
So sad for u
U r cute but broke
God --there will be no homosexuals in heaven,
Really shut the hell up