Hello Christina! I know you mostly focus on the spiritual side of life and I’m wondering if you have an advice or insight for people trying to get into spirituality who are dealing with or feeling held back by depression or anxiety!
I’ve watched a lot of your videos and learned a lot about healing and I’ve done a lot of work to the point where most things from the past don’t upset me the way they used too but I still find myself stuck in this feeling of hopelessness and a lot of thoughts coming up telling me that doing this work isn’t going to change anything and the worst is when I feel like no matter how much trauma I heal or how much better my life gets I will always have this weight hanging over me. Like I will never find true happiness and inner peace😩
The answer is YES I miss my previous life...my money was strong, ..I was peaceful..I traveled to great places.. I was eager to go shopping, out to eat , meet different people and delight in their company and spend fun times with family. !!!.Now I'm a Boring Hermit!!!! with a dark cloud hovering above me😴 I had uncomfortable moments in the past, but once more my Life was simple in the past and I enjoyed it..
In the first year of my awakening I missed my old life a LOT! I used to be atheist and awakening was forced on me when I wanted nothing to do with it. So I was happier when I still thought the 3d reality was all there was, and when I thought the 3d was more concrete/not controlled by our thoughts! I also was very extroverted, has a ton of friends, loved casual hookups etc. But after awakening I became so sensitive and no longer vibed with my friends, so I stopped hanging out with everyone and was repulsed by the thought of casual sex. But I still wanted those things, I just couldn't enjoy it anymore! So that really sucked. It was really nice being able to sleep around without feeling the energetic repurcussions But now that I'm on the other side of my dark night, I do appreciate life on this side more! Life is happier at my core. There's so much less worry and way more peace!
I literally have been thinking of this question for weeks and specifically about the phrase "ignorance is bliss" . My life is painfully uncomfortable at the moment on top of spiritual awakening process, dark night of the soul lasting far longer than I could ever imagined, still trying to tell myself this too shall pass. Hopefully soon.
Melissa Sue It drags on until we shift towards - well, for me anyhow.... an eventual true embracing of the Law of Attraction. That too is ~in effect, one tough mutha-gig!
I wouldn't go back to my "old self" for anything. Sure, my Spiritual awakening has felt a huge challenge for me in many ways. However, in so many ways, I now feel so much more free of all my past wounds and issues, if that makes any sense. I am learning to navigate myself SO much better with Christina's help and guidance as well. Thank you Darling Christina, as always.
This question hits home. I was just thinking how much energy I had in my 20's. I was carefree and happy. After my awakening, I realized that I was putting a band aid to my trauma. I would drink a bottle of champagne with a straw. To get buzzed fast. This lasted for years along with diet pills and other addictions. Thank God for helping me to become a better person.🙏♥️
I don't miss my old self. I plowed through things, trying to get through the day without peace or space for myself to be in. I hit a wall and realized I could not live like that any longer. All I wanted to do was heal, because everything hurt so bad and that was the beginning of my spiritual journey. Lopes' channel was the first place I was drawn to for self healing when I thought I was dying. I'm so grateful for her knowledge and experience. When I slowed myself down, set up the boundaries and started really taking care of myself, it made a huge difference. I haven't reached the 'joy' part yet, but I can finally breathe and doing the long overdue deep healing work. I never want to go back. We must all go forward. Sending lots of love to everyone who reads this. 💕🌸
Yes. Guilty at times of remembering the past, not in a bad way, only as life lessons that had to be learned/ addressed. But still happy about joining in on the journey forward. Confused at times, working on getting clarity and healing. Decluttering old habits (struggling with some addictions) but I'm getting there. Thank you.
Great job my love. I am happy you're working on thing's. I had a bad addiction to alcohol (BAADD), But after my awakening it just went down, then came up, then down to complete 0...Now if I can just get rid of the cigarettes.
@@taiyliahify i think that the better way to overcome addictions is not to label them. you are not addicted to cigarettes, for now you just need a cigarette to feel good in the moment so it's your helper, don't see it as your enemy. it's all good.maybe tomorrow you won't need any cigarette because you will have a better feeling thought that gives you that sensation of freedom and relief. all is well. 💖
I’m on year three of my awakening , im a mom now and It’s “ post Covid” so I feel the same way sometimes. Even songs I listened to in 2019 pre awakening , make me feel so bittersweet. I do not miss that girl and I was also “half alive”. I’m whole now and am happier than ever but their are days when I miss that carefree “asleep” girl!
Christina I so much agree. I was not alive…. So much trauma. Lived mostly in disassociation for most of my life. Even now with all the emotional pain in my new life I will never want to go back into those years living in the complete dark. Even with the deepness of what I know now……and the experiences that I have overcome life seems better at times. But not always…….pain has a way to follow along just underneath the surface raising its ugly head. In the form of grief. I do feel alone when I’m in the depths of grief. And miss everyone who has been taken from my life. It’s terrible not to feel joy for very long periods of time. I just hope. Hope that this day grief will be transformed and my heart 💜 will sing again. Much love everyone 🌟💜⭐️
What I miss are aspects of the Bliss phase, when I was uncovering unknown talents, getting involved in volunteering, and living in a place that made me so happy and with the person I loved. I have now been in what I think is the Void phase for almost two years, having come out of a very very Dark Night, and I am soooo longing to fly again.
Beautifully answered ♥️ Yes!!! Love this life of mine no matter what I’m going through now 💫 Although I pined and pined away for the past when I would go into feeling lonely. Bringing up the abandonment trigger, not good enough, sad girl energy. I wrote down on a scrap of paper… “Just move through and forward” and that paper shows up at the best times!! No longer missing the past or actually wanting it back. When the emotions come up I thrive on releasing them and feeling more energy, lighter, happier. Wishing whom ever is reading this tons of love and support if this resonates or aligns with your story! Your new book is going to be so much more Beautiful than this one you are finishing. ♥️🌟♥️🌟♥️🌟❣️🌟♥️🌟♥️🌟♥️
I lose my menhood since my awakening. I have had so much masculine power. So much strength. Right now i feel extreme feminine. My body feels strange. I dont have this masculine stability in my legs. I wasnt dominant or abusive, only feel myself as a real men. An now i cannot even set my boundaries. Everybody can make what he or her pleases to do with me. I lost my Ego completetly. And this is what I miss. Ego is not something you have to fight with. My ego helped me in lot of situations back then. I hope i will feel this sense of menhood again. Hope you are going well. greetings
I truly wish Christina had seen and responded to your comment, man. I know that crazy place when you've lost your ego... and you're neither here nor there. There's a vulnerability and sort of defenselessness present and one needs protection at this stage; or at least to pull back from normal life for a bit because the world can be dangerous for you in my opinion. Still, I send you positive spirit vibes and trust you will pull through,... I did. Your ego will return eventually, but it will be a flexible, pliable and less restrictive one that takes it's cues from spirit. Blessings🙏🏾💜
@@dabeezkneez8716 yes it would have been really nice if she had respond to my text. Its not that i miss that kind of Ego that have hurt me or others. The only thing i miss is this kind of muscular stability in my body. Right now without the whole Energy in my body i feel like a soft newborn baby! Like rubber, hypermobile :D and i doesnt feel masculine anymore if you can move your body lika a belly dancer. That I hope i will get back anyday. Sorry for my english hehe im From Germany! Glad to meet you and Thank you for your message. Hope you are doing good!
It was hard when I had the Kundalini Awakening and then straight into ascension symptoms. I was like nah, don't want this...But, it's very needed and necessary and I'm happy I woke up.
I feel the same. I was livinh like a zombie. So much trauma & toxic shame... of course sometimes i feel this, miss some things but in general life is much better after awakening. Still a lot of heal, and things are painful but yeah, better now
Right after I awaken, all my gifts did too. Including seeing synchronicities everywhere. I was so overwhelmed. This didn’t make me crave the past, but I did have to adjust. Now many years later, I meet my twin flame and I have often just wanted to close up shop. I have yelled at God, my guides, my angels and my twin. I have walked away so often. One morning I woke up and asked my twin, “Am I mad at you or not right now?” 😂🤪❤️God, what a journey! It seems every task I complete, a bigger deeper one presents itself. If you look up ‘perseverance’ in the dictionary, you will see a pic of an empathetic starseed lightworker in a twin flame relationship below it. This is my journey and as much as I squeal, I wouldn’t trade it for that unfulfilling life I came from for anything. Not even a kiss from my twin. 😘💋😂
Great video!, Love Christina!, Awesome advice!. I absolutely do not miss my before awakening life and self, I was selfish, materialistic, and completely blind to how blessed I am. I'm still in the awakening process, but now I realize how awesome my life has been. How things happen for me instead of to me, and when you learn to forgive, It's like an explosion of bliss!. Love you all! ❤ Take care! 🖖 Peace! ☮
Hej Christina I’ve been awakening since 2015 and found you in 2019. I’ve felt so drawn to you and your energy since then and you often post things that has been on my mind at the time - I take this as approval from the universe that I’m on the right path 💕 I just wanted to pop in and say thank you so much for everything that you do, for being an inspiration to so many of us and for changing the collective for the better, one brave soul at a time. I love you 🙏🏻❤️💫
Good grief. I look at the old me and I am so grateful I am not that person any more. I was so emotionally responsive to everything, it was exhausting. Crying all the time and so so sad. Thank you for all the help on my awakening journey! ❤️
Your story is so much like my own. I'm no longer stupid and letting my past dictate how to live now. I'm free. I know Joy & Love now. I still want to go home. I'm just a visitor. Trusting I'm planted where I am to blossom.
Hello gorgeous soul Christina!! I agree!! I am not the same since my awakening but soooo grateful to connect so many dots and be on the soul path. I am more aware of how my actions/feelings affect not only myself but others around me. I am able to live in more joy and make better decisions because of this knowing 💖
I have been reflecting on the past lately. I do not want to repeat. I learn from my past. They are like pears of wisdom. Christina that was beautifully explain. Learning a lot from you. 🔥❤️😉
I do this for sure. But it's more like, back then when I was partially awake, I knew I was different than everyone else around me & didn't know why they didn't see the things I did, that were very very clear to me. I just went through life still doing me, and would just get frustrated when I saw all these people around who didn't feel the same. To me they were clueless. Back then I didn't meditate, listen to teaching, read book or know anything about waking up. Now, for 2 years I'm left thinking about all my triggers & knowing why people act the way they do. Thinking about all the signs I see & what they mean. Meditating all the time, learning & reading & listening, it's exhausting sometimes. Before it almost felt like I was more in the now and just living ever day. Now it's crazy intense & I have trouble staying in the now because all this new crazy stuff pops up. I never know what's going to happen next and what's going to trigger me and why. That's where id rather be clueless sometimes and just go back to those days. it seemed more carefree & fun that's for sure.
@@melissasue3328 oh no I'm sorry! lol. Its like trying to not try. Trying not to be aware that you're aware. Because once you know, there's no going back! What id like to know if there are so many of us, where are we? Is everyone still in hermit phase? I'm finally starting to integrate myself back into the world again after 2 years. Slowly.
I'm finally coming out of hermit phase too, 2-3 years of deep introspection, inner child work and reevaluating anything and everything. Exhausting to say the least lol but grateful for the breakthroughs.
I am just starting on awakening with Clair cognisance and i m so emotional that i cry so easily for no reason. And now when I try to meditate believe me I go blank state easily though i dont meditate so.much
Honest, I was really a lot happier before my awakening, I was a lot more lucky and simple. I have more money. I had a husband who loved me, but now he is my late husband,etc. I had affairs from time to time beyond marriage, but I never felt it was wrong . I had a bad relationship with my son, and I didn't care. I am definitely not happier after my awakening.I was with good luck and carefree !
I have to agree with you that when I was asleep I felt like there had to be something more and I was just a zombie going through the motions and I was so confused and full of too many emotions and now I feel like I am stable and waking up every day more and more
Yes. For me, it's regression to child like state and yes...I do this when I am out of my comfort zone to bring the child in me back for feeling more care free but it escapes the adult in me to do the adult thing. Or that rebel child who won't do what she's told. It's sometimes not adult to rebel but to sit and be present with those ones interested in control or power. It's tricky. But often responsible individuals can tend to control. And they can be hypocritical. But I need to match my sense of responsibility to be present to this instead of running away, arguing rebel like or regression. I'm not going to change anyone just be the observer, kind to myself is kind to others. 🌈
Yup, awakening is a new journey and we should be ready to receive surprises in any form. Difference is awakening is lighting tha path where in the past before awakening we have to navigate through unknown may be little darker path both of it is like a roller coaster ridee either in the day or night 😂 Trus the Divine and stay happy whatever we choose 💃
My past four years I’ve been going through finding out that I’m a empath. It’s been a very lonely, lost, confused and many more. I need help and you seem to explain it so much like I feel and understand. If you can reach out to help me. I’d be excited for sure. Thanks either way you’ve been all some to listen to through you tube.
Greetings, this was right on point-the timing is amazing. So, I am noticing that I am reminiscing about my old life--the life full of illusions LOL I am grateful that I am awakening evolving, and I don't want my old life, but I am extremely uncomfortable now. Namaste
why do people reminiscing about their old life lol? i mean my old life as an lightworker is painful af. After awaken things get better even through its painful but its better
@@ego5652 I am not completely through the valley-releasing still so I’m in an uncomfortable spot and I am excited to hear that it truly is beautiful on the other side. My entire life has been painful-✨☘️🌱
Hahaha I love this episode. When life wasn’t expanded yet it seems so much easier back in that consciousness however this side is much greater and more expansive
Letting go somehow involved everyone....toxic and yes- 'actual' narcs were all over my Life. I grew up with it, and attracted it (always said w/o fully understanding the concept of N), "when I meet the right guy/friend/boss, we always both know each other almost instantly!" Wow. Like I waited for all of that! Revelled in it for decades! ...til it all got wayyy out of line, twice. So it was a huge systematic dumping of everyone that hadn't already passed over. The Soul, body, glandular and Life cleanse took years! (& still under way) Now alone, self-work is 'de rigeur' but every so often.....I miss the very fun times that landed in between. Sickeningly so. But at some point, I pull out of the wallow, land back on my bleeding feet from walking on beds of nails.....smiling in anticipation of (& grateful for the lessons that will lead me toward....) a renewed Life.
Life semi-sucks rn. It used to fully suck, I just didn't realise it. So on balance, I'm a lot better off now 🎉 looking forward to "barely sucks", who's with me 😂
I agree with Christina. She IS correct. However, I don't think it's a bad thing to reminisce about your old self. Not everything in the old life was bad or trauma based. There were some parts of my old self that I lost that I don't think were bad. Now, I just acknowledge that I have these feelings and think about how I can incorporate some of those old parts of me into the awakened me. if that makes sense.
The writer nails it. My life had accomplishments. Friends thought I had lost my mind, as supernatural events became "normal" events. Sadly, that is still a factor. I did not pursue them. I just put a contract on a house to escape forces that control my life, and the "experts" say I create it all myself. That "force" said, "We don't want you to move. Should I believe I did this???...A tornado hit the house and slammed baseball sized hail into the walls. So here I am, having failed at escaping, wondering if I have ANY control over my life. I feel my frequency sinking as I am so frequently angry. And that controlling force...it obstructs any efforts to learn about past life influences. Even to the point of interfering in hypnosis sessions. Simpler is a good word. One cannot fight the invisible.
Oh, wow, no I don't! When I remember the early me, I think "poor bastard. Hey, just keep moving forward, it's gonna get better. I don't want to have to learn all those lessons again. I did that already.
I would just like any resemblance of life again. Can't go back and haven't moved forward. Purgatory is getting a bit boring. Miss my old happy go lucky self.
I’m not through it yet and I’m still doing the work; however, I can say that I’m eleventy-billion times more joyful (in general) than I was even five months ago - as an added bonus, I’m getting more flashes of my path and purpose from my guides (to be fair, that was a little freaky when it started happening a couple months ago LOL). 💖
I don't miss the old me, but I watch as everyone else around me does. I'm not bothered for the most part, but I make extra effort for my daughter. I can't be the care free, drinking, partying, bitching and moaning ... materialistic and sensation seeking ego that I was. But ever so often, I'll show up for something and play my part for a short while. I may even play it more enthusiastically and convincingly since I know it's a mask I'll soon drop. 🤷🏾♂️🙏🏾💜🤣
even i dont miss at all.. it was useless. although these days i am going through a void.. i think i was dead inside.. its soo bright and beautiful here.. i dont miss old me.. i wish i was born awaken.. this life is blisss bliss bliss..
At the end you say it's always better after the awakening because we feel more...well, dear, that sucks for me BIG time. Anyway, I always FELT things deeply ...I'm always in 1000% (in love, in friendships, projects I like, etc.)....and I came as a healer (working with heart chakra energy/the emotional level)....so imagine how I feel pain. 🙄🥺 All I pray for when in (emotional) pain is for my heart to stop beating so the pain stops. (and me to exit the body for good) unfortunatelly never happened as my HS doesn't give a shit about me. Human sucks ...for me, not for everyone, of course. I'm definitely never ever coming back here. 🥺
Hey Christina I have a question if you get a negative image or vision is it true or no because the last full moon it happen and I haven’t been feeling me and wanted to change my self and my life for the best
Maybe only in the early days. In the later stages the manifestation is way too strong and the contentment runs deep. So down the road, absolutely no way. This vid was correct.
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Hello Christina! I know you mostly focus on the spiritual side of life and I’m wondering if you have an advice or insight for people trying to get into spirituality who are dealing with or feeling held back by depression or anxiety!
I’ve watched a lot of your videos and learned a lot about healing and I’ve done a lot of work to the point where most things from the past don’t upset me the way they used too but I still find myself stuck in this feeling of hopelessness and a lot of thoughts coming up telling me that doing this work isn’t going to change anything and the worst is when I feel like no matter how much trauma I heal or how much better my life gets I will always have this weight hanging over me. Like I will never find true happiness and inner peace😩
The answer is YES I miss my previous life...my money was strong, ..I was peaceful..I traveled to great places.. I was eager to go shopping, out to eat , meet different people and delight in their company and spend fun times with family. !!!.Now I'm a Boring Hermit!!!! with a dark cloud hovering above me😴
I had uncomfortable moments in the past, but once more my
Life was simple in the past and I enjoyed it..
In the first year of my awakening I missed my old life a LOT! I used to be atheist and awakening was forced on me when I wanted nothing to do with it. So I was happier when I still thought the 3d reality was all there was, and when I thought the 3d was more concrete/not controlled by our thoughts!
I also was very extroverted, has a ton of friends, loved casual hookups etc. But after awakening I became so sensitive and no longer vibed with my friends, so I stopped hanging out with everyone and was repulsed by the thought of casual sex. But I still wanted those things, I just couldn't enjoy it anymore! So that really sucked. It was really nice being able to sleep around without feeling the energetic repurcussions
But now that I'm on the other side of my dark night, I do appreciate life on this side more! Life is happier at my core. There's so much less worry and way more peace!
" I was so blocked, I wasn't living ". Felt that
That’s how I knew I was really healing when I didn’t miss the old me anymore🙏🏾
I literally have been thinking of this question for weeks and specifically about the phrase "ignorance is bliss" . My life is painfully uncomfortable at the moment on top of spiritual awakening process, dark night of the soul lasting far longer than I could ever imagined, still trying to tell myself this too shall pass. Hopefully soon.
Melissa Sue
It drags on until we shift towards - well, for me anyhow.... an eventual true embracing of the Law of Attraction. That too is ~in effect, one tough mutha-gig!
Same here.
I wouldn't go back to my "old self" for anything. Sure, my Spiritual awakening has felt a huge challenge for me in many ways. However, in so many ways, I now feel so much more free of all my past wounds and issues, if that makes any sense. I am learning to navigate myself SO much better with Christina's help and guidance as well. Thank you Darling Christina, as always.
This question hits home. I was just thinking how much energy I had in my 20's. I was carefree and happy. After my awakening, I realized that I was putting a band aid to my trauma. I would drink a bottle of champagne with a straw. To get buzzed fast. This lasted for years along with diet pills and other addictions. Thank God for helping me to become a better person.🙏♥️
I don't miss my old self. I plowed through things, trying to get through the day without peace or space for myself to be in. I hit a wall and realized I could not live like that any longer. All I wanted to do was heal, because everything hurt so bad and that was the beginning of my spiritual journey. Lopes' channel was the first place I was drawn to for self healing when I thought I was dying. I'm so grateful for her knowledge and experience.
When I slowed myself down, set up the boundaries and started really taking care of myself, it made a huge difference. I haven't reached the 'joy' part yet, but I can finally breathe and doing the long overdue deep healing work. I never want to go back. We must all go forward. Sending lots of love to everyone who reads this. 💕🌸
Yes. Guilty at times of remembering the past, not in a bad way, only as life lessons that had to be learned/ addressed. But still happy about joining in on the journey forward. Confused at times, working on getting clarity and healing. Decluttering old habits (struggling with some addictions) but I'm getting there. Thank you.
Great job my love. I am happy you're working on thing's. I had a bad addiction to alcohol (BAADD), But after my awakening it just went down, then came up, then down to complete 0...Now if I can just get rid of the cigarettes.
@@taiyliahify Yes. Those d@mned cigarettes😔😅
@@taiyliahify i think that the better way to overcome addictions is not to label them. you are not addicted to cigarettes, for now you just need a cigarette to feel good in the moment so it's your helper, don't see it as your enemy. it's all good.maybe tomorrow you won't need any cigarette because you will have a better feeling thought that gives you that sensation of freedom and relief. all is well. 💖
Me too. It's financially and mentally bankrupting
Thank All here for these beautiful words 🙏🏻 those dark ol’ habits
I’m on year three of my awakening , im a mom now and It’s “ post Covid” so I feel the same way sometimes. Even songs I listened to in 2019 pre awakening , make me feel so bittersweet. I do not miss that girl and I was also “half alive”. I’m whole now and am happier than ever but their are days when I miss that carefree “asleep” girl!
Christina I so much agree. I was not alive…. So much trauma. Lived mostly in disassociation for most of my life.
Even now with all the emotional pain in my new life I will never want to go back into those years living in the complete dark.
Even with the deepness of what I know now……and the experiences that I have overcome life seems better at times.
But not always…….pain has a way to follow along just underneath the surface raising its ugly head. In the form of grief.
I do feel alone when I’m in the depths of grief.
And miss everyone who has been taken from my life.
It’s terrible not to feel joy for very long periods of time.
I just hope. Hope that this day grief will be transformed and my heart 💜 will sing again.
Much love everyone
🌟💜⭐️
I hear ya girl. Hugs all around to all that relate🤗
What I miss are aspects of the Bliss phase, when I was uncovering unknown talents, getting involved in volunteering, and living in a place that made me so happy and with the person I loved. I have now been in what I think is the Void phase for almost two years, having come out of a very very Dark Night, and I am soooo longing to fly again.
Beautifully answered ♥️ Yes!!! Love this life of mine no matter what I’m going through now 💫
Although I pined and pined away for the past when I would go into feeling lonely. Bringing up the abandonment trigger, not good enough, sad girl energy.
I wrote down on a scrap of paper… “Just move through and forward” and that paper shows up at the best times!!
No longer missing the past or actually wanting it back. When the emotions come up I thrive on releasing them and feeling more energy, lighter, happier.
Wishing whom ever is reading this tons of love and support if this resonates or aligns with your story! Your new book is going to be so much more Beautiful than this one you are finishing.
♥️🌟♥️🌟♥️🌟❣️🌟♥️🌟♥️🌟♥️
I lose my menhood since my awakening. I have had so much masculine power. So much strength. Right now i feel extreme feminine. My body feels strange. I dont have this masculine stability in my legs. I wasnt dominant or abusive, only feel myself as a real men. An now i cannot even set my boundaries. Everybody can make what he or her pleases to do with me. I lost my Ego completetly. And this is what I miss. Ego is not something you have to fight with. My ego helped me in lot of situations back then. I hope i will feel this sense of menhood again. Hope you are going well. greetings
I truly wish Christina had seen and responded to your comment, man. I know that crazy place when you've lost your ego... and you're neither here nor there. There's a vulnerability and sort of defenselessness present and one needs protection at this stage; or at least to pull back from normal life for a bit because the world can be dangerous for you in my opinion. Still, I send you positive spirit vibes and trust you will pull through,... I did. Your ego will return eventually, but it will be a flexible, pliable and less restrictive one that takes it's cues from spirit. Blessings🙏🏾💜
@@dabeezkneez8716 yes it would have been really nice if she had respond to my text. Its not that i miss that kind of Ego that have hurt me or others. The only thing i miss is this kind of muscular stability in my body. Right now without the whole Energy in my body i feel like a soft newborn baby! Like rubber, hypermobile :D and i doesnt feel masculine anymore if you can move your body lika a belly dancer. That I hope i will get back anyday. Sorry for my english hehe im From Germany! Glad to meet you and Thank you for your message. Hope you are doing good!
@@mariank6668 South Africa here... I am good. Don't worry, language is no barrier to spirit.
It was hard when I had the Kundalini Awakening and then straight into ascension symptoms. I was like nah, don't want this...But, it's very needed and necessary and I'm happy I woke up.
Omg! I was just thinking about how much I “need” to go back to my old job lol.
Can’t wait to watch this
I do not recall a time of ignorant bliss or unknowing. Always felt just like this.
Any moment of peace is worth many lifetimes of the unconscious. I still get down but when I am feeling at peace, I fill with gratitude.
I love you 🥰
I met you 2 weeks ago and you have been healing me since then 🫂
I feel the same. I was livinh like a zombie. So much trauma & toxic shame... of course sometimes i feel this, miss some things but in general life is much better after awakening. Still a lot of heal, and things are painful but yeah, better now
Right after I awaken, all my gifts did too. Including seeing synchronicities everywhere. I was so overwhelmed. This didn’t make me crave the past, but I did have to adjust. Now many years later, I meet my twin flame and I have often just wanted to close up shop. I have yelled at God, my guides, my angels and my twin. I have walked away so often. One morning I woke up and asked my twin, “Am I mad at you or not right now?” 😂🤪❤️God, what a journey! It seems every task I complete, a bigger deeper one presents itself. If you look up ‘perseverance’ in the dictionary, you will see a pic of an empathetic starseed lightworker in a twin flame relationship below it. This is my journey and as much as I squeal, I wouldn’t trade it for that unfulfilling life I came from for anything. Not even a kiss from my twin. 😘💋😂
Same story here
Great video!, Love Christina!, Awesome advice!. I absolutely do not miss my before awakening life and self, I was selfish, materialistic, and completely blind to how blessed I am. I'm still in the awakening process, but now I realize how awesome my life has been. How things happen for me instead of to me, and when you learn to forgive, It's like an explosion of bliss!. Love you all! ❤ Take care! 🖖 Peace! ☮
Hej Christina I’ve been awakening since 2015 and found you in 2019. I’ve felt so drawn to you and your energy since then and you often post things that has been on my mind at the time - I take this as approval from the universe that I’m on the right path 💕 I just wanted to pop in and say thank you so much for everything that you do, for being an inspiration to so many of us and for changing the collective for the better, one brave soul at a time. I love you 🙏🏻❤️💫
Nice timing, never want to live in the past. Happy living in the now moment.
Thank you very much for being here Christina 🙏🏽
Good grief. I look at the old me and I am so grateful I am not that person any more. I was so emotionally responsive to everything, it was exhausting. Crying all the time and so so sad. Thank you for all the help on my awakening journey! ❤️
I´m really glad to find your channel! Thanks Cristina!
Ignorant Bliss🤔=no joy😿
love it💕just unfolding an moving 🦋
I’m a state of unknown that feels really uncomfortable. I’m not too sure how to navigate through. Thank you for words of encouragement.
before it felt like life was happening to me & now it feels like life is happening for me 🤍
I can’t agree more , it’s so challenging especially if you were Highly sensitive person .
I like these videos the most because they're more relaxed/less scripted! Nice
Your story is so much like my own. I'm no longer stupid and letting my past dictate how to live now. I'm free. I know Joy & Love now. I still want to go home. I'm just a visitor. Trusting I'm planted where I am to blossom.
Liking before watching as i can relate
Absolutely miss my old life. I was so happy with my husband. And now he's gone. 😢😢
Thank you so much, Christina and Team! Lots of Love, Jaden XXXOOO
Hello gorgeous soul Christina!! I agree!! I am not the same since my awakening but soooo grateful to connect so many dots and be on the soul path. I am more aware of how my actions/feelings affect not only myself but others around me. I am able to live in more joy and make better decisions because of this knowing 💖
I have been reflecting on the past lately. I do not want to repeat. I learn from my past. They are like pears of wisdom. Christina that was beautifully explain. Learning a lot from you. 🔥❤️😉
Yep I'm so guilty of that
Whew! I needed this so much!
I do this for sure. But it's more like, back then when I was partially awake, I knew I was different than everyone else around me & didn't know why they didn't see the things I did, that were very very clear to me. I just went through life still doing me, and would just get frustrated when I saw all these people around who didn't feel the same. To me they were clueless. Back then I didn't meditate, listen to teaching, read book or know anything about waking up. Now, for 2 years I'm left thinking about all my triggers & knowing why people act the way they do. Thinking about all the signs I see & what they mean. Meditating all the time, learning & reading & listening, it's exhausting sometimes. Before it almost felt like I was more in the now and just living ever day. Now it's crazy intense & I have trouble staying in the now because all this new crazy stuff pops up. I never know what's going to happen next and what's going to trigger me and why. That's where id rather be clueless sometimes and just go back to those days. it seemed more carefree & fun that's for sure.
Ugh yes this exactly! Omg it's like your inside my head.
@@melissasue3328 oh no I'm sorry! lol. Its like trying to not try. Trying not to be aware that you're aware. Because once you know, there's no going back! What id like to know if there are so many of us, where are we? Is everyone still in hermit phase? I'm finally starting to integrate myself back into the world again after 2 years. Slowly.
I'm finally coming out of hermit phase too, 2-3 years of deep introspection, inner child work and reevaluating anything and everything. Exhausting to say the least lol but grateful for the breakthroughs.
This is sooooo good. I definitely resonate with the answer you’ve provided. Thank you so much, Christina! 🙏❤️
Great video! Thank you
Thank you Christina🙏🏻❤🌈
Thank you
I love Christina 😆
I can relate a lot to the question
I Do Not Miss The Old Me. 💞
Love This Thank You
Thank you for your guidance. 🥰
Thank you so much Christina! This helped me out a lot. It truly lightened up my energy.
I am just starting on awakening with Clair cognisance and i m so emotional that i cry so easily for no reason. And now when I try to meditate believe me I go blank state easily though i dont meditate so.much
Honest, I was really a lot happier before my awakening, I was a lot more lucky and simple. I have more money. I had a husband who loved me, but now he is my late husband,etc. I had affairs from time to time beyond marriage, but I never felt it was wrong . I had a bad relationship with my son, and I didn't care. I am definitely not happier after my awakening.I was with good luck and carefree !
❤️❤️❤️ thanks Christina
Yessss soul path !!!!!
I have to agree with you that when I was asleep I felt like there had to be something more and I was just a zombie going through the motions and I was so confused and full of too many emotions and now I feel like I am stable and waking up every day more and more
Soul path Yesssssss
SO good!
Yes . Absolutely agree! There is no way I’d want to go back … I don’t even want to reminisce.
Same here I don’t think of the person I used to be I feel so much alive now on this journey
IM SOOOO SENSITIVE RIGHT NOW
No I don't miss that ever been on this journey sincec 2012 and it's been tough but all worth it.
Yes. For me, it's regression to child like state and yes...I do this when I am out of my comfort zone to bring the child in me back for feeling more care free but it escapes the adult in me to do the adult thing. Or that rebel child who won't do what she's told. It's sometimes not adult to rebel but to sit and be present with those ones interested in control or power. It's tricky. But often responsible individuals can tend to control. And they can be hypocritical. But I need to match my sense of responsibility to be present to this instead of running away, arguing rebel like or regression. I'm not going to change anyone just be the observer, kind to myself is kind to others. 🌈
I needed to hear this and I think you’re spot on. Side-note: I like the new intro music!!
I agree with Christinas perspective 🙏💞
Hi, Christina, I totally agree 🤗 Thank you ❤️
Yup, awakening is a new journey and we should be ready to receive surprises in any form. Difference is awakening is lighting tha path where in the past before awakening we have to navigate through unknown may be little darker path both of it is like a roller coaster ridee either in the day or night 😂 Trus the Divine and stay happy whatever we choose 💃
Beautiful.
My past four years I’ve been going through finding out that I’m a empath. It’s been a very lonely, lost, confused and many more. I need help and you seem to explain it so much like I feel and understand. If you can reach out to help me. I’d be excited for sure. Thanks either way you’ve been all some to listen to through you tube.
Thanks 🙏🏼
Greetings, this was right on point-the timing is amazing. So, I am noticing that I am reminiscing about my old life--the life full of illusions LOL I am grateful that I am awakening evolving, and I don't want my old life, but I am extremely uncomfortable now. Namaste
why do people reminiscing about their old life lol? i mean my old life as an lightworker is painful af. After awaken things get better even through its painful but its better
@@ego5652 I am not completely through the valley-releasing still so I’m in an uncomfortable spot and I am excited to hear that it truly is beautiful on the other side. My entire life has been painful-✨☘️🌱
Well I guess I needed to hear this. Thank you.
Yeah not even remotely, even when I am walking through the hell of shadow work. I am so glad it's over and behind me.
I don't miss my old life.. there was so much pain without any explanation.. Now I know why it all happened that happened. Ignorance is never a bless
Thanks so much for this Christina ❤️
Hahaha I love this episode. When life wasn’t expanded yet it seems so much easier back in that consciousness however this side is much greater and more expansive
Letting go somehow involved everyone....toxic and yes- 'actual' narcs were all over my Life. I grew up with it, and attracted it (always said w/o fully understanding the concept of N), "when I meet the right guy/friend/boss, we always both know each other almost instantly!" Wow. Like I waited for all of that! Revelled in it for decades! ...til it all got wayyy out of line, twice. So it was a huge systematic dumping of everyone that hadn't already passed over. The Soul, body, glandular and Life cleanse took years! (& still under way)
Now alone, self-work is 'de rigeur' but every so often.....I miss the very fun times that landed in between. Sickeningly so. But at some point, I pull out of the wallow, land back on my bleeding feet from walking on beds of nails.....smiling in anticipation of (& grateful for the lessons that will lead me toward....) a renewed Life.
Oh goodness yessssss
So helpful, thank you for this explanation :)
Beautiful 💚💚💚
Life semi-sucks rn. It used to fully suck, I just didn't realise it. So on balance, I'm a lot better off now 🎉 looking forward to "barely sucks", who's with me 😂
I agree with Christina. She IS correct. However, I don't think it's a bad thing to reminisce about your old self. Not everything in the old life was bad or trauma based. There were some parts of my old self that I lost that I don't think were bad. Now, I just acknowledge that I have these feelings and think about how I can incorporate some of those old parts of me into the awakened me. if that makes sense.
If you don't mind me asking.. what was some things you liked about yourself that are gone now?
The writer nails it. My life had accomplishments. Friends thought I had lost my mind, as supernatural events became "normal" events. Sadly, that is still a factor. I did not pursue them.
I just put a contract on a house to escape forces that control my life, and the "experts" say I create it all myself. That "force" said, "We don't want you to move. Should I believe I did this???...A tornado hit the house and slammed baseball sized hail into the walls.
So here I am, having failed at escaping, wondering if I have ANY control over my life. I feel my frequency sinking as I am so frequently angry.
And that controlling force...it obstructs any efforts to learn about past life influences. Even to the point of interfering in hypnosis sessions.
Simpler is a good word. One cannot fight the invisible.
No. I do not miss thinking life was about feeling guilty for doubting my religion. It was heavy and confusing.
Oh, wow, no I don't! When I remember the early me, I think "poor bastard. Hey, just keep moving forward, it's gonna get better.
I don't want to have to learn all those lessons again. I did that already.
Definitely resonated ❤️✨
I would just like any resemblance of life again. Can't go back and haven't moved forward. Purgatory is getting a bit boring. Miss my old happy go lucky self.
I’m not through it yet and I’m still doing the work; however, I can say that I’m eleventy-billion times more joyful (in general) than I was even five months ago - as an added bonus, I’m getting more flashes of my path and purpose from my guides (to be fair, that was a little freaky when it started happening a couple months ago LOL). 💖
@Helpline+①②③④②⑤⑥⓪⑦⓪④ dude…you’re gonna impersonate IN the comment section? Ballsy, Bruh 🤣🤣🤣
I don't miss the old me, but I watch as everyone else around me does. I'm not bothered for the most part, but I make extra effort for my daughter. I can't be the care free, drinking, partying, bitching and moaning ... materialistic and sensation seeking ego that I was. But ever so often, I'll show up for something and play my part for a short while. I may even play it more enthusiastically and convincingly since I know it's a mask I'll soon drop. 🤷🏾♂️🙏🏾💜🤣
I can't enjoy cannabis anymore, but I feel lightened , i am sensitive being a man , continuously reminiscing about past ,
First! Maybe? Idk lol love you Christina !
When I went through my ascension I lost nearly 70 lbs. NOW I’m trying to get used to this NEW body. I was just getting used to the old one 😂
even i dont miss at all.. it was useless. although these days i am going through a void.. i think i was dead inside.. its soo bright and beautiful here.. i dont miss old me.. i wish i was born awaken.. this life is blisss bliss bliss..
We are all born awaken. We close ourselves later.
@@surabhibhati5197 agreed👍
@@surabhibhati5197 good to see some indians here too..
At the end you say it's always better after the awakening because we feel more...well, dear, that sucks for me BIG time. Anyway, I always FELT things deeply ...I'm always in 1000% (in love, in friendships, projects I like, etc.)....and I came as a healer (working with heart chakra energy/the emotional level)....so imagine how I feel pain. 🙄🥺 All I pray for when in (emotional) pain is for my heart to stop beating so the pain stops. (and me to exit the body for good) unfortunatelly never happened as my HS doesn't give a shit about me. Human sucks ...for me, not for everyone, of course. I'm definitely never ever coming back here. 🥺
I be scared n nervous
aww right now buddy ?? i hope you find light super soon.. we all are here for you ❤
I don't grieve it at all. This is WAY better😂
Hey Christina I have a question if you get a negative image or vision is it true or no because the last full moon it happen and I haven’t been feeling me and wanted to change my self and my life for the best
check her videos, she has a video about dream may be that can help you.
Hello, I tried to give a super thanks ($) but I think is not available?
IGNORANCE IS FUCKING AMAZING
Maybe only in the early days. In the later stages the manifestation is way too strong and the contentment runs deep. So down the road, absolutely no way. This vid was correct.
Question: trigger warning⚠️ My mother was very narcissistic and a drug user growing up, needless to say I never received the "Love" or nurture a son should have..
Being molested from ages 8-11 from a male and takin advantage of at 13yrs from a 30 year old Mother figure, female, has literally messed up all my lower chakras, I am hyper sexual but haven't had any intercourse over a year now. But do to my past I find women my age attractive as well as women 10-20 years older, I'm not sure if I should just accept this and move on or address my mother issues, and past trauma
Ughhh nooo
45 years of Hell on earth...I get very depressed still even thinking about my old life