I lost my mother.

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  • Опубликовано: 4 ноя 2024

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  • @MikeRashidOfficial
    @MikeRashidOfficial  Год назад +1014

    I appreciate y’all. Y’all are very kind. Thank you… This shits crazy man… I thought my mother would live to be 100… She’s healthy… I’ve been listening to voicemail she’s left me recently… Sounds so happy, so full of life…. It’s crazy….
    But I’ll honor my mother, and keep her right here in my heart and my mind… She’s fine so much for me… Gave me so much confidence…. I love that woman

    • @c0cochan3l29
      @c0cochan3l29 Год назад +23

      Fill your children up the way she filled you up , the love you feel for her show them… also the Bible says” For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also so gifting things to her is a big expression of your love. Seek the lord he will give you perfect peace beyond your own understanding. Heavy on the self care❤ - Cassava 🇯🇲

    • @rightnearthebeach
      @rightnearthebeach Год назад +7

      She’ll be with you in your heart and mind every single day. I asked my dad for some signs that he’s ok and that I’m ok and he has revealed himself over and over. She still loves you right now and she’s proud of you. You’re Mike Rashid!!!

    • @therealizedman
      @therealizedman Год назад +13

      Takes courage to open up about trauma, brother. Sorry for your loss.

    • @BeastmodeJones316
      @BeastmodeJones316 Год назад +16

      🙏🙏🙏

    • @malikabdullah8249
      @malikabdullah8249 Год назад +5

      My condolences to you and your family, brother. There's no way to prepare us for our mother to leave us, even if it was expected. They are our first love.

  • @mr__OK
    @mr__OK Год назад +433

    No matter how old you are losing a mother is always the biggest pain

    • @tommylewis2013
      @tommylewis2013 Год назад +5

      Facts

    • @joslynjordan3818
      @joslynjordan3818 Год назад +6

      Real talk! Lost my mother 8 years ago and lost my father in January, almost 8 years exactly to the day from losing my mother. The pain is real.

    • @Wedoeverything954
      @Wedoeverything954 Год назад +2

      Thank you my brother for sharing something so deep your story has made me look at my situation from a different perspective

    • @TrainerJustinNelson
      @TrainerJustinNelson Год назад

      🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

    • @LordTariq
      @LordTariq Год назад

      Real talk

  • @devontezp347
    @devontezp347 Год назад +123

    I lost my grandma in 2008, my sister in 2016 & I lost my mom in 2017. I wouldn't wish that pain on my worst enemy. I haven't felt right since losing them. Prayers to Mike & his family.

  • @blackisrael1156
    @blackisrael1156 Год назад +72

    I lost my mom and grandma the same week six years ago once you go through that you can go through anything. I dream about her almost everyday. Sorry for your loss bro!

  • @wyler98
    @wyler98 Год назад +1

    The realest video ever! Respect and RIP!

  • @ItssTraps
    @ItssTraps Год назад +136

    Losing your Mother or Grandmother is the hardest pain in life 🙏🏽

    • @SilverLake401
      @SilverLake401 Год назад +1

      Absolutely! Love you, brother

    • @vanillaconover3484
      @vanillaconover3484 Год назад +2

      Facts all day RIP my beautiful grandma🙏have to go getting really sad.The pain never go away.

    • @SilverLake401
      @SilverLake401 Год назад +1

      @@vanillaconover3484 same bro! I just lost my grandmother and life will never be the same. We can do this though

    • @yungcraft6583
      @yungcraft6583 Год назад +2

      Although very hard cuz I lost my mother last year and my grandmother 16 years ago, nothing on earth compares to losing a child.

  • @Yaniv_Israel
    @Yaniv_Israel Год назад +39

    I just lost my father in February Brother, we all in this fight called life together. Don’t lose faith even if it never feels the same again. God Bless you

    • @kathyhatcher4199
      @kathyhatcher4199 Год назад +2

      Young man 👨 u have my deepest sympathy to u and your family 👪. I lost my mother on September 1984 and my father on August 2000. Those were the most darkest days of my life. I felt like I lost my best friends but, through prayer and talking to God I made it through. One thing I can say is that I think of all the laughter, fun times we had and that's what got me through all the aches and pain I was feeling inside. I leaned on God for strength when I felt weak, sad, lonely. God won't put more on u that u and your family can bare. God will see u all through just continue to keep your head up and stay strong in the lord he'll make your sadest days your brighter days. When u see the stars at night (your mom is there shining her light on you). When u see the rain she's raining tears of joy on you. When u feel her presence near she's embracing u with her ❤️ love. When u look up and see the 🌙 moon her beam of rays are smiling on u. Condolences to u and your family 👪. Your mother will always be in your ❤️ heart always and forever.

  • @MrLondonTV
    @MrLondonTV Год назад +134

    So sorry for your loss brother! God bless you and your mother and thank you for sharing this with us ♥️🙏🏾

    • @Hotshotguy99
      @Hotshotguy99 Год назад +2

      Mike my heart gose out to you..... I know and understand your pain😢😢....... Mike my mother die the same way.... And I also live in Jacksonville 'fl... I don't know you if you need to talk hit me up

  • @chrisvigo4880
    @chrisvigo4880 Год назад +2

    So sorry bro. God bless you. It's hard man, lost mine at 21...it doesn't get easier, you juts learn to deal with the pain.

  • @Arrestedgh899
    @Arrestedgh899 Год назад +1

    Peace and blessings be upon her. We hustle to fight poverty ‚ not to compete with friends remember that🥺❤🤝

  • @AmiltonLBaptista
    @AmiltonLBaptista Год назад +47

    Sorry for your loss, Mike. You don’t understand how big of you this is to share with the world. Everything was beautifully said.

  • @coreyjbell92
    @coreyjbell92 Год назад +57

    Lost my mom last year and I'm still recovering. Sorry for your loss brother.

    • @boss.l.l573
      @boss.l.l573 Год назад +4

      There is no recovering. Mother is mother

    • @faganfit572
      @faganfit572 Год назад +2

      Correct. Lost my dad 11 years ago. Still feel the pain. Not looking forward to my mom heading out😢.

  • @tmc707
    @tmc707 Год назад +60

    I lost my mother two years ago from breast cancer. This shit hit home. Value everyday with your parents that love you. They ain’t here forever… prayers up man 🕊️💙

  • @stdenis9327
    @stdenis9327 Год назад +1

    Sorry for yr loss champ my she rest in heaven... ✨👏🏼

  • @terrenceallen4914
    @terrenceallen4914 Год назад +2

    Sorry for your loss!!!!❤

  • @YouAreCreators
    @YouAreCreators Год назад +60

    My condolences brother

  • @creationmuse2313
    @creationmuse2313 Год назад +5

    Nobody passes alone. Those voices that speak to us, comforts us, comes to us out of the clear blue sky, helps us reason, reasons with us, that not even science can explain, is called the comforter(waring for our soul). Evil ends with a(.) Life ends with(,) I say that because, no matter how much death🥀 there is, life just constantly keeps springing up🌹🌹🌹🙏🏾

  • @The_disciplined
    @The_disciplined Год назад +7

    Rest easy to the women who blessed us with this King. We here for you Mike like you been for us 🙏🏽

  • @rvisiontv1
    @rvisiontv1 Год назад +1

    I was 12 years old when I lost mine, most painful experience ever. Bless up 🙏🏻

  • @DiariesofanAddict
    @DiariesofanAddict Год назад +1

    sorry for your loss brother! RIP

  • @kamkam4571
    @kamkam4571 Год назад +20

    Deepest condolences to you. I lost my mom almost 5 years ago, I miss her every minute of everyday. There is nothing like a mother. Especially a mother who lived for her children like mine did.

  • @lenward634
    @lenward634 Год назад +17

    I'm taking care of my Mother daily who can no longer do for herself...bro, I'm going thru a difficult battle but praying daily, and I so hurt for your lose, but I know Heaven has gained a True Angel. My deepest Condolences and prayers for you and your family. God bless you my Brother, in Jesus name I pray for your strengh and comfort and complete spiritual healing , in Jesus name I pray, Amen.

    • @booster1469
      @booster1469 Год назад +1

      I'm taking care of my dad now. It's not easy. So blessings to you.

  • @originalmanis7
    @originalmanis7 Год назад +7

    ✌🏿2 all. No words I can muster will ease this pain. Just know, by sharing your experience, it can help with others that can relate. Thank you for this sacrifice & thank you for not being selfish. Energy never dies, ur memories & love for your old earth will be with you for this entire journey. May you continue to grow & gain more understanding as you evolve. Peace 13:02

  • @love8886
    @love8886 Год назад +1

    I'm so sorry for you loss... you don't know me but I lost my dad back in December no matter what it's sad

  • @cbsharpe0824
    @cbsharpe0824 Год назад +11

    Sorry for your loss my man. I lost my mother almost 2 years ago and I think about her everyday. May God comfort you and your entire family during this difficult time.

  • @luckydonnee7185
    @luckydonnee7185 Год назад +32

    I haven’t lost a parent yet , and I really can’t imagine the pain when that day comes. My heart truly hurts for you and family but I knowww your mother is no longer suffering and she is at peace, no more medication, no more mental illness, no more suffering, just peace and happiness throughout her whole soul . I pray you all find peace as well with this

  • @tmartin30746
    @tmartin30746 Год назад +8

    Sending you love brother, your story hit me in the heart. My sister passed in 2018, she was in a diabetic coma for about 2 months. She was diagnosed with schizophrenia when she was 17 and died at 39, leaving her 4 sons behind. She struggled a lot. My sister mental health was not properly handled either, my wish is that black families take serious mental health issues more serious. I miss my sister so much, your mom and her have the same eyes, so beautiful.

  • @keemchosen3897
    @keemchosen3897 Год назад +2

    I lost my mom and dad when I was 12 nobody cared. My mom was from Bessemer AL moved to queen's new York met my dad by the time I was born they were divorced my older siblings are NOT SIBLINGS they have failed me as big brother's and sister's. My mom boyfriend gave her HIV it turned to aids and my mom was dead after i talked to her in the hospital telling me everything will be alright your going to go live with your dad in north Carolina. He found some chick who he left my mom for years later she started stepping out on my dad it was toxic and abusive I lived with him for the last 2 year's of his life before he died from cancerous foods she use to cook for him and he drinked alcohol everyday as well. I'm 36 now on disability due to my childhood trauma and my young adulthood trauma living in this Fd up world. I have severe mental illness with no help and I'm still fighting to be a great dad for my daughter's sake against their evil sexually addicted mother's. 💪🏾🙏🏾✝️ You lose your mom as a grown internet body builder and the world stops smh you'll be alright bruh hopefully this will humble you cowards implement fear into people regardless the reason. And I Don't care who dont like it I would say it in person. The pain you feel I been feeling with no support since 1998 One day everyone will lose there mother and it will humble there spoiled A$$e$.

  • @prose6827
    @prose6827 Год назад +1

    Sorry for your loss

  • @d.w.frazier1110
    @d.w.frazier1110 Год назад +6

    Sorry for your loss Mike! Nothing can prepare you for the loss of your mother! All you can do is honor her & what she poured into you by living your life in a way that would put a smile on her face. Be the man that she taught you to be & more. My condolences to you & your family.

  • @EnviedKing
    @EnviedKing Год назад +28

    I lost my mom a few months ago to basically the same situation. My mom was manic depressive and bi-polar and has been for 30 years. I never thought I would get the call I got that day and all I could think was if there was more I could have done. We found out 2 months after her death she overdosed on her medication. So I know exactly what you're going through brother. Talking about it helps but you wont feel the actual pain until you're sitting in a room by yourself and everything hits you.

  • @4everdonnie182
    @4everdonnie182 Год назад +19

    She's always with you Mike. In your heart and your memories..... Everything she taught you Every moment you shared. Peace and Love my brother 🧘🏾‍♂️🤎🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

  • @Kadashya713
    @Kadashya713 Год назад +1

    My prayers go up
    For you.. I know what that is like from a Toxic parent and family members. and if you don’t deal with it it can definitely affect you in a lot of ways negatively. I dealt with that situation and stay away from them I don’t care what anyone thinks not even my children.

  • @teresaboykin4861
    @teresaboykin4861 Год назад +1

    May , The creator of all spirits strengthen you. May , The creator comfort you. Amen 🙏 Min Teresa

  • @theopinions47
    @theopinions47 Год назад +40

    It was meant for me to see this. Man I lost my mom on March 15th of this year. My prayers are with you family. God has her. Man all you can do is your best by her to honor her memory. It’s bringing me back to when I experienced my moms passing. Stay strong man. You are in my prayers.

    • @yolandaward141
      @yolandaward141 Год назад

      OH CONTINUED BLESSINGS LOVE.

    • @EdisonFlow510
      @EdisonFlow510 Год назад

      My heart goes out to you for real. I lost my mother 2 years ago and it never gets easier dealing with the pain. I pray for your healing and for your peace🙏🏾

    • @waynes.2295
      @waynes.2295 Год назад

      When real life hit

  • @tarbusinessservicesllc8754
    @tarbusinessservicesllc8754 Год назад +30

    I loss dad 2 years ago. It's a horrible group to be part of. Unexpected, shocking, and unreal. Prayers to you and your family.

  • @GraniteTopTalks
    @GraniteTopTalks Год назад +32

    The best eulogy I have ever heard…so many life lessons, if you let the words of brother Mike touch your heart and soul, you will see the lessons in this 25 min eulogy of a strong woman who raised a gentle giant. Peace be with you brother Mike and your family. Thank you for sharing your life lessons

  • @freedomordeath1805
    @freedomordeath1805 Год назад +1

    I’m so sorry for you my brother 😞

  • @Kadashya713
    @Kadashya713 Год назад +1

    My condolences .

    • @Kadashya713
      @Kadashya713 Год назад +1

      I keep trying to warn people especially my children about toxic relationships. A lot of people are afraid or overlook it because it’s so called family. But all it does it destroy your life in the end. I know I bare witness to the fact that THE MOST HIGH REMOVED and healed me from those demons and generational curses and now that hate me and pretend to love me but continue to try to stab me or hurt me every chance they get. So that part of my life is history and no longer in or a part of my life. I’ve moved on. I hope I am helping someone with this testimony because this is where mental illness comes from not dealing with your issues ❤️ and I say this with love not to hurt or offend anyone.

  • @donlucho3140
    @donlucho3140 Год назад +19

    Praying for you bro. I lost my mom at the age of 5. Its something that you can never forget. God will carry you through this bro. My condolences to you and the family...

  • @chetreid77
    @chetreid77 Год назад +28

    RIP to your mother, and thank you for being an inspiration for many years now.

  • @DecadentDro
    @DecadentDro Год назад +30

    "You can only really hate someone you love because other people dont matter" you lifted alot of weight off my shoulders with this thank you 🙏🏽 and I am deeply sorry for your loss and may your mother RIP

  • @keenanwoods7513
    @keenanwoods7513 Год назад +1

    All love bro sorry for your lost mothers will always be our first queens we ever meet

  • @mauricehill8796
    @mauricehill8796 Год назад +1

    Praying for you Mike.

  • @shellroc21
    @shellroc21 Год назад +5

    My deepest condolences. Hold on to the memories.

  • @Improve-daily
    @Improve-daily Год назад +6

    Damn Mike! So sorry for your lost! My prayers goes out to you and your family. 🙏🏾🙏🏾

  • @marcopolo8452mp
    @marcopolo8452mp Год назад +57

    My condolences brother...nothing will make this loss less impactful...it's the price we pay for the love and sacrifice...prayers for you and your family 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

  • @poohpooh7129
    @poohpooh7129 Год назад +2

    I'm so sorry I will keep You and Your entire Family in Prayer 🙏🙏🙏❤

  • @stevenbowles2068
    @stevenbowles2068 Год назад +1

    strength to you brother🙌🏾💪🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

  • @swaggod226
    @swaggod226 Год назад +10

    Sorry for your loss bro. My mom passed when I was 14. My condolences to you and your family 🙏🏾

  • @DJ-kp5sv
    @DJ-kp5sv Год назад +4

    Sorry for your loss, my brother! It's never easy losing a mom or anyone for that matter!

  • @hardie4462
    @hardie4462 Год назад +12

    I'm so sorry for your loss! I am going to be 39 this year and both of my parents have passed on. My mom died 2013 age 50 and my dad died 2019 age 54. It's such a dark forever feeling. I pray that you and your family will have the strength and love to grow past this difficult time. All I can say is I am truly sorry for your loss. It's a highly used word, but I deeply mean I am sorry for your loss.

  • @Kaniala-l7s
    @Kaniala-l7s Год назад +1

    Strength can only be mental. You can workout all you want but if the mind is weak, its pointless.

  • @shabazz6682
    @shabazz6682 Год назад +1

    Condolences to you. I’m sorry for your loss brother.

  • @Doggfather4343
    @Doggfather4343 Год назад +10

    I lost my mother this year to pancreatic cancer man it never gets better. Sending positive vibes your way, my brother.

  • @SportsSimp
    @SportsSimp Год назад +7

    I’m sorry to hear that, Mike. I remember meeting you at the Houston fitness expo several years ago.
    I lost my dad 2 years ago since then.
    Keep your head up. Your mom is proud of you, and is smiling on you from glory.

  • @ajm935
    @ajm935 Год назад +35

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing a parent is a level of grief that's unexplainable. I think the only grief worse is losing a child. My heart goes out to you.

  • @faganfit572
    @faganfit572 Год назад +1

    Stay hard brother. Much love to you man. Mommy just changed residence. She’ll forever be with you.

  • @SaintMesus
    @SaintMesus Год назад +1

    I’ve never seen any of your content, but the title alone made me stop and send you prayers and condolences. Very sorry for your loss Brother. God Bless🙏

  • @ghiajohnson1547
    @ghiajohnson1547 Год назад +30

    I’m extremely sorry to hear this; healing and peace to you and your family🙏.

  • @laxpmanagement
    @laxpmanagement Год назад +8

    Lost my mother too few years ago. Still feel the pain and I really appreciate her ❤

  • @RG-ue4yl
    @RG-ue4yl Год назад +11

    This is heart felt brother. Mum has definitely passed over to the divine light. She created a great man evolving and helping others to do as she did; nurture, elevate, care and passionate about people. Your doing great things Mike, never forget that King. Peace & Love beloved!

  • @universalproductionsllc8304
    @universalproductionsllc8304 Год назад +1

    My condolences! Stay strong!!

  • @anthonycrenshaw9380
    @anthonycrenshaw9380 Год назад +1

    My deepest condolences Brother Mike praying for you and family.

  • @darrellb4305
    @darrellb4305 Год назад +28

    Condolences Mike I’m sure she’s proud of you , your impact on this world is immense !!!

  • @MACWOLF03
    @MACWOLF03 Год назад +5

    Wish you nothing but Love Brother, keep that chin up and chest out and be proud of the man you’ve been raised to be ❤❤

  • @rasheda260
    @rasheda260 Год назад +4

    I know that exact same feeling...when I lost my father. Deep deep condolences to your family. You were my motivation for a long time. I will be your motivation whenever you need it.😢🙏

  • @aminahpd
    @aminahpd Год назад +1

    Yea I’m good. Had to cut this off at 1:21. Lost my moms to a drunk driver 2 years ago.
    All I can say is stay strong. This is a life long pain and emptiness. It never gets better you just learn how to deal.

  • @natashaswain7478
    @natashaswain7478 Год назад +1

    I'm sorry for your loss. My condolences to you and your family. May your mother Rest in Heavenly Peace. 🕊️💐🕊️

  • @mohamedowl3967
    @mohamedowl3967 Год назад +8

    I am so sorry big brother Mike. There is nobody in the world quite like your mom. My prayers are holding you close to my heart. 🙏🏾🙏🏾

  • @adial001
    @adial001 Год назад +12

    Sorry for your loss Mike. Mental toughness is a skill some have to learn. People don't realize just how much things we see as a child affect us until we learn better. I applaud you for expressing yourself. This was deep and I'm with you brother. Much love brother. Stay strong.

  • @estebanbernal6665
    @estebanbernal6665 Год назад +5

    Sorry for your loss mike 😔 stay strong for your moms she's still watching over you always 🙏

  • @toneyharris7446
    @toneyharris7446 Год назад +1

    My Brother...Condolences to you...this is a pain that cannot be described...especially if you haven't even through it...October make 5 years since my Queen Passes away...you are in my prayers🙏🙏🙏 one day at a time...

  • @forevergrateful6844
    @forevergrateful6844 Год назад +1

    Be strong my brother! Praying for your strength!

  • @henrybullard8411
    @henrybullard8411 Год назад +43

    You have my deepest condolences and sympathy, Mike. I lost my mother 3 years ago, so I know your pain. My heart breaks 💔 for you man. God bless and Godspeed to your mother. May she rest in Heavenly peace. 🙏🏿🕊

  • @travi5957
    @travi5957 Год назад +11

    Peace King. May your mother rest easy. I lost my mother 20 years ago. One day after her 40th birthday. Hearing you speak, I could feel your pain. So many things we wish we would have done differently. But she has to be proud of the man you became. You are her. She is you. She’ll continue to live on thru you. Blessings brother.

  • @Black.Irishman
    @Black.Irishman Год назад +1

    Very beautiful words spoken about your experience and your mother. My deepest condolences.

  • @LoveMinnie1102
    @LoveMinnie1102 Год назад

    Beautiful… ❤ She did the best she could given the cards she was dealt in life! It’s all in the upbringing/ childhood… You too did the best you could given the cards you were dealt. You’re a beast! And this was a beautiful beautiful eulogy! I loved watching this 🤍🤍🤍

  • @MrWingoTube
    @MrWingoTube Год назад +13

    Lost my dad 12 years ago. Prayers up!

  • @taylorfedorchuk6936
    @taylorfedorchuk6936 Год назад +5

    They say grief is the price of love & that will always have my heart…❤️ This video was insanely moving Mike. Your words are so powerful. My biggest condolences to you & your family.❤️ she was a beautiful woman. I know she is looking down PROUD. May she rest peacefully.❤️

  • @mannysfitnessfortress989
    @mannysfitnessfortress989 Год назад +10

    Sorry for your loss Big Mike. My prayers are with you and your family.

  • @lovelife9011
    @lovelife9011 Год назад +1

    This was beautiful. Your mother is not gone. And she will be with you and all of the kids you will have! God is amazing.

  • @BerkleyBrand
    @BerkleyBrand Год назад +1

    It definitely is something when you lose your mom's. It took me damn near a month to really process my feelings, i was numb. God be with you.. allow yourself time to feel brother. ❤ Condolences 🙏

  • @troymarchbanks8365
    @troymarchbanks8365 Год назад +27

    Sorry for your loss bro, sending my condolences 🙏🏾

  • @17Btrfly
    @17Btrfly Год назад +12

    My sincerest condolences to you. My mother recently passed as well. She also dealt with mental illness, schizophrenia and bipolar disorder most of my life. After she passed, came to me in a dream and told me that our family has a gift of psychic ability, but she didn't know how to manage her gifts and she allowed it to manifest into mental illness. She told me God was within us, to follow my intuition, and manage my gift. I pray your Angel visits you and gives you comfort and peace. 😢🙏🏾❤

  • @mapandcallsheet
    @mapandcallsheet Год назад +4

    Man my deepest condolences. Just know that she’s not suffering anymore. She is safe in gods arms . It’s not going to be easy ,but you must think of all the good times , when you made her smile . That’s how I haven gotta threw it . I miss my mom every day . But I smile knowing she’s not in pain anymore.I wasn’t easy when we were all younger. But we had good times at the end . So stay positive . And Thing of the good , god bless.

  • @RLC876TV
    @RLC876TV Год назад +1

    I know your not going to see this but whatever you do you just got to keep pushing. Keep doing the things that you like to do and keep your self busy. Since I Lost My Mother a couple years ago it's been really hard. But I kept pushing kept moving and kept finding ways to find day to day therapy. Keep pushing brother God bless you.

  • @rozaymiller2143
    @rozaymiller2143 Год назад +1

    Sorry to hear about the lost of your mother ❤❤ your mom had the same glow in her face like my mom.. that's how I know she was a special person even more as a mom.. I lost mines at the age of 15 and still to this day I still miss her.. your mom will forever follow you and watch how y'all will meet again in the spiritual world and it's going to feel as if she never left.. ❤💪🏿💯 from the soul.. always remember don't be afraid to cry... Let it out.. watch how much stronger you feel after Love

  • @faithdobson3983
    @faithdobson3983 Год назад +6

    Sorry for your loss. My prayers and condolences to you and your family. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽❤🕊

  • @dancerdancer313
    @dancerdancer313 Год назад +7

    So sorry for your loss, Mike 😞💔 My condolences to you and your family. I'm just really sorry for your loss. Your mother was beautiful 🙏🏽🕊️

  • @cajuncrackerranch7990
    @cajuncrackerranch7990 Год назад +4

    Thank you for sharing Mike. The loss of parent hits each of us in its own unique way. Good, bad, or indifferent the impact ripples through the bonds, mind, spirit… then lingers in the heart and spirit like the aftermath of a Hurricane. I was married, to a beautiful, loving, supportive, wife (20 years) with 4 children working and building steady. Found my father passed away in his bed at home 2007. Rocked my world, but no time to stop. Made the arrangements put him in the ground. 2010 my grandfather became I’ll and within 5 days sent home and he passed away holding my hand as I stood by his side. Rocked my world, but not time to stop. My grandmother passed away approximately 1 year later losing the will to live. I was not by her side, but again…rocked my world, but I could not stop. Work 40 hours a week, another 40 hours a week with my consulting business, every moment in between time spent with my wife and children to provide, protect, honor, respect, love, cherish, and teach leading by example. Never once being led to any temptation or offer outside of my commitment, focus, and discipline to my wife, my children, my family, my friends. 2019 received a call from my mother with stage 4 cancer. The longest two weeks of my life, but I was there by her side as she took her last breath. Rocked my world, but I could not stop. Kids grown healthy, happy, family of their own, then my wife turns me into an option. Rocked my world… that very day I stopped.
    I set down every weight I carried upon my back, took a deep breath and walked away. 1500 miles away never speaking a word. Someone took it upon themself to track me down to communicate to me that my wife had been clinically diagnosed with Cluster B - BPD - Covert / Malignant NPD - HPD - ASPD and much much more. God has a way of removing people from your life when He decides. Rejection is protection and Guardian Angel’s do exist. Only He can have mercy on their souls. Only He can forgive. Only He has power and control over vengeance as ALL is in His hands. And He will do so accordingly.
    There is no room for hate in my heart, only love. Finding this post of you today, listening to you open up and communicate is, but only the surface of strength and courage that exist inside of you. From one man to another…honor, respect, trust, and love yourself. Find the place and the time to sit peacefully in silence without distraction and you will find logic and reason with full clarity. When you are ready you will rise, feet firm, shoulders broad, head high, eye’s locked, and with your best foot…move forward, but always be ready to pivot.
    Thank you for sharing your story. You are not alone! Sorry for your loss brother! God bless you. Heal. Keep grinding!
    Stay alert! Stay alive! Stay strong! Peace ✌️

  • @TheGANGSTA5233
    @TheGANGSTA5233 Год назад

    God bless you, king! Hold your head up and keep going. She wouldn't want you fail!

  • @7HEREALDON
    @7HEREALDON Год назад +1

    So sorry for your loss, I can't imagine the pain and web of emotions you're going through Mike. Fuck, my condolences Mike. Sending hugs and healing vibes to your heart and your families. God bless Mike 🙏🏼

  • @PureWaterSolutions
    @PureWaterSolutions Год назад +3

    Hearing about your moms journey here in NYC, it's not easy. I'm in Queens watching with tears. Your mom is still with you brother, she has not left you alone. God Bless King!

  • @misterwilliams1323
    @misterwilliams1323 Год назад +16

    I can't imagine the pain you must be feeling right now brother! My heart and prayers go out to you and your family Bro 😔🙏🏾

  • @monasueho5926
    @monasueho5926 Год назад +2

    The pain of regret is brutal but must be faced with honesty and the resolve to do better. Your rest has come Mike's mom. 🙏💛

  • @Nojoyhere
    @Nojoyhere Год назад

    God has a beautiful angel now. Bless you and your family. 🙏🙏

  • @bironcaldwell3923
    @bironcaldwell3923 Год назад +2

    Prayers and condolences to you and the family. I lost mom's in 2019 and I know everything you feeling. 🙏🏽❤️

  • @21inzone
    @21inzone Год назад +15

    I rarely every comment on any video's, but this was touching. I'd like to start off by giving you my condolences, and commending you for being courageous enough to share this vulnerable moment with the community. When you started talking to your mother at the end got me emotional, and was a reminder for me to be more appreciative of her, because yeah life is short 😢
    "Jay Electronica - A.P.D.T.A". #StayStrongMike🙏🏽

  • @justinpurnell4783
    @justinpurnell4783 Год назад +9

    Prayers to you Mike ! To you and your family , love bro 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾