The Glow Up Secrets Podcast
The Glow Up Secrets Podcast
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your winter blues SURVIVAL GUIDE ❄️ mental health, wellness & self care tips to thrive this winter!
Hi my loves 🦋 In today's episode we chat about how we can survive and THRIVE throughout the winter season. I discuss all the ways in which we can experience this new phase of our lives through mindset reframes, physical health & wellness tips, socializing & much more! ❄️
My vlog channel @eliciagoguen
How to adopt a positive winter mindset (part 1) ruclips.net/video/pBLRQpy2GyA/видео.html
How to stop wasting your life away with bad habits ruclips.net/video/gJKWDD-Edhc/видео.html
Sleep mediation ruclips.net/video/UwRKEjQ4yuo/видео.htmlsi=Q9hne6t8_l-NXvG0
Yoga nidra ruclips.net/video/VIIYutOMesw/видео.htmlsi=KfdRHD_NliYep-vN
White noise ruclips.net/video/fKbxzeD1-jQ/видео.htmlsi=HkDdTkbFaYuifI46
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how to adopt a POSITIVE WINTER MINDSET & enter your hibernation season with ease ❄️
Просмотров 7 тыс.19 часов назад
Hi my loves 🦋 In today's episode we chat about how we can adopt a positive winter mindset so that we can ENJOY this new season of life and BEAT seasonal depression! ❄️ "How to Winter" amzn.to/48XB3NJ My book "the ultimate glow up guide" is available NOW 💗 get it at your local bookstores & online at places like amazon! amzn.to/3M4SfGA One on one sessions are OPEN 💗 shop.beacons.ai/theglowupsecre...
how to stop wasting your life away with BAD HABITS 🍸🍃 steps to QUIT your self sabotaging cycles 🛌📲
Просмотров 15 тыс.14 дней назад
Hi my loves 🦋 In today's episode I give you my step by step process of quitting bad habits, ending self sabotaging cycles and LEVELLING UP and living a more fulfilling life. One on one sessions are OPEN 💗 shop.beacons.ai/theglowupsecrets/504d27dc-4092-4216-bb7a-3ca273e7d082 Abundance mindset digital journal guide shop.beacons.ai/theglowupsecrets/2d3320d4-64a5-43ec-bb2f-3fbf53242649 Inner child ...
how to navigate DETACHMENT, take back your energy & regain your magnetism ✨
Просмотров 16 тыс.21 день назад
Hi my loves 🦋 In today's episode we discuss how to navigate detachment to people, places & things. Why it's important that you take back your energy and thought provoking questions to help you see if YOU are currently magnetic! One on one sessions are OPEN 💗 shop.beacons.ai/theglowupsecrets/504d27dc-4092-4216-bb7a-3ca273e7d082 Abundance mindset digital journal guide shop.beacons.ai/theglowupsec...
how to have unapologetic, big sister STANDARDS! no more people pleasing & accepting the bare-minimum
Просмотров 7 тыс.28 дней назад
Hi my loves 🦋 In today's episode I give you my best advice on how to become more unapologetic if you are a people pleaser and find that you LOWER your standards in hopes to have people value you and like you more. It's time you learn how to have BIG SISTER standards! My main channel @eliciagoguen 🤍 Work with me 1:1 shop.beacons.ai/theglowupsecrets/504d27dc-4092-4216-bb7a-3ca273e7d082 My book "t...
how to stop abandoning yourself in relationships & spiralling into your anxious attachment style.
Просмотров 46 тыс.Месяц назад
Hi my loves 🦋 In today's episode I give you my best advice when it comes to all things dating as an anxiously attached person. I chat self abandonment in relationships, how to stop losing yourself to your anxious attachment while in the dating stages & what I've done to overcome anxious triggers throughout my years of dating. My main channel @eliciagoguen 🤍 Work with me 1:1 shop.beacons.ai/theg...
the key to your transformation lies WITHIN the current moment, here's WHY & how to EMBRACE it.
Просмотров 10 тыс.Месяц назад
Hi my loves 🦋 In today's episode I discuss the evolution of self and how embracing the current moment is KEY to your transformation 🤍 My main channel @eliciagoguen 🤍 Work with me 1:1 shop.beacons.ai/theglowupsecrets/504d27dc-4092-4216-bb7a-3ca273e7d082 My book "the ultimate glow up guide" is available NOW 💗 get it at your local bookstores & online at places like amazon! amzn.to/3M4SfGA LEAVE A ...
give yourself PERMISSION to let go of the past, redefine your future & live the life you DESERVE! 🦋
Просмотров 10 тыс.Месяц назад
Hi my loves 🦋 In today's episode I talk about the journey of releasing your old story so that you can finally embrace a whole new chapter of life 🤍 My main channel @eliciagoguen 🤍 Work with me 1:1 shop.beacons.ai/theglowupsecrets/504d27dc-4092-4216-bb7a-3ca273e7d082 My book "the ultimate glow up guide" is available NOW 💗 get it at your local bookstores & online at places like amazon! amzn.to/3M...
how to become a woman who deeply TRUSTS herself | confidence, decision making, reliability & MORE 🦋
Просмотров 16 тыс.Месяц назад
Hi my loves 🦋 In today's episode I discuss what it takes to truly trust yourself AND others 🦋 My main channel @eliciagoguen 🤍 Work with me 1:1 shop.beacons.ai/theglowupsecrets/504d27dc-4092-4216-bb7a-3ca273e7d082 My book "the ultimate glow up guide" is available NOW 💗 get it at your local bookstores & online at places like amazon! amzn.to/3M4SfGA LEAVE A REVIEW HERE 💫 www.goodreads.com/en/book/...
how to mentally & physically transition into fall 🍂 PREPARE FOR YOUR NEXT CHAPTER.. 🤎
Просмотров 16 тыс.2 месяца назад
Hi my loves 🦋 in todays video I give you advice & tips on how to mentally and physically transition into the new fall season 🍂 my vision board template www.canva.com/design/DAGRY36eiSA/fAJNAdIk2xcCpFvWo7OlJw/view?DAGRY36eiSA&mode=preview my fall pinterest board ca.pinterest.com/theglowupsecrets/fall-aesthetic/ my main channel @eliciagoguen 🤍 Work with me 1:1 shop.beacons.ai/theglowupsecrets/504...
healing journey setbacks: what to do when you feel stuck & drained by the same cycles.. 🎙
Просмотров 11 тыс.2 месяца назад
Hi my loves 🦋 heres some advice for when you feel like you've been feeling setback, or stuck in a never ending cycle. 💗 my main channel @eliciagoguen 🤍 Work with me 1:1 shop.beacons.ai/theglowupsecrets/504d27dc-4092-4216-bb7a-3ca273e7d082 My book "the ultimate glow up guide" is available NOW 💗 get it at your local bookstores & online at places like amazon! amzn.to/3M4SfGA LEAVE A REVIEW HERE 💫 ...
how to master your FOCUS for success 📖 work/school productivity tips for ADHD, Dyslexia & PMDD! ✍🏼💻🎧
Просмотров 10 тыс.2 месяца назад
Hi my loves 🦋 In today's episode I give you my best productivity, study & focus tips for those who struggle with adhd, dyslexia, PMDD & general focus struggles within school, work or pursuing your passions ✍🏼 How to study & learn ruclips.net/video/ddq8JIMhz7c/видео.htmlsi=9Zfx5rn_mphiU_Nh ADHD and how you can improve your focus ruclips.net/video/hFL6qRIJZ_Y/видео.htmlsi=xk2Ot8KL4ESODagN How to ...
mindset shifts that will take you from ROCK BOTTOM to living your DREAM LIFE ✨🎙
Просмотров 26 тыс.2 месяца назад
Hi my loves 🦋 In today's episode I give you some of the most important mindset shifts I had to make to EXIT rock bottom and finally start living my dream life ✨ My book "the ultimate glow up guide" is available NOW 💗 get it at your local bookstores & online at places like amazon! amzn.to/3M4SfGA LEAVE A REVIEW HERE 💫 www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/159234420 My main channel @eliciagoguen 🤍 Self ...
powerful mindset shifts to help you BREAK FREE from comparison & competition with others 🎙
Просмотров 14 тыс.3 месяца назад
Hi my loves 🦋 In today's episode I chat with you about the mindset shifts that have helped me navigate feelings of comparison and jealously, while sharing ways I've learned to keep my confidence in tact! My book "the ultimate glow up guide" is available NOW 💗 get it at your local bookstores & online at places like amazon! amzn.to/3M4SfGA LEAVE A REVIEW HERE 💫 www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/1592...
life is testing you right now.. here's how to pass.
Просмотров 34 тыс.3 месяца назад
life is testing you right now.. here's how to pass.
lessons you NEED to learn as an anxiously attached person.. DETACH & REVALUE YOURSELF.
Просмотров 101 тыс.3 месяца назад
lessons you NEED to learn as an anxiously attached person.. DETACH & REVALUE YOURSELF.
how to BUILD a relationship with yourself, especially if you're anxiously attached.
Просмотров 319 тыс.3 месяца назад
how to BUILD a relationship with yourself, especially if you're anxiously attached.
how to be emotionally MATURE 💌 inner child healing, nervous system regulation, triggers & more.. 🎙
Просмотров 46 тыс.3 месяца назад
how to be emotionally MATURE 💌 inner child healing, nervous system regulation, triggers & more.. 🎙
you are ONE decision away from making the right decision.
Просмотров 15 тыс.4 месяца назад
you are ONE decision away from making the right decision.
you are not broken, you just need to respond differently.
Просмотров 8 тыс.4 месяца назад
you are not broken, you just need to respond differently.
if you're afraid, watch this.
Просмотров 14 тыс.4 месяца назад
if you're afraid, watch this.
the next 6 months are about YOU.
Просмотров 212 тыс.4 месяца назад
the next 6 months are about YOU.
how to beat self-sabotage and not give up on life when NOTHING feels good.
Просмотров 14 тыс.4 месяца назад
how to beat self-sabotage and not give up on life when NOTHING feels good.
chatting about mid-year resets, content creator & podcasting advice + embracing hard days 🎙💌
Просмотров 2,9 тыс.5 месяцев назад
chatting about mid-year resets, content creator & podcasting advice embracing hard days 🎙💌
stop WASTING your potential and use these confidence tips to STEP INTO a new version of you 💌
Просмотров 9 тыс.5 месяцев назад
stop WASTING your potential and use these confidence tips to STEP INTO a new version of you 💌
how to spend LESS money this summer! 💌 hot girl money saving & investing tips 💰
Просмотров 3,9 тыс.5 месяцев назад
how to spend LESS money this summer! 💌 hot girl money saving & investing tips 💰
top qualities in female friendships, avoidance patterns, finding new friends, trust issues & MORE 💌
Просмотров 4,2 тыс.5 месяцев назад
top qualities in female friendships, avoidance patterns, finding new friends, trust issues & MORE 💌
REAL health & healing tips for your physical glow up ✨ skin, hair & the mind-body connection
Просмотров 9 тыс.5 месяцев назад
REAL health & healing tips for your physical glow up ✨ skin, hair & the mind-body connection
maturing, comparison, putting people on pedestals, healthy boundaries, body image & MORE 🦋
Просмотров 5 тыс.6 месяцев назад
maturing, comparison, putting people on pedestals, healthy boundaries, body image & MORE 🦋
toxic habits we're DROPPING before summer!
Просмотров 6 тыс.6 месяцев назад
toxic habits we're DROPPING before summer!

Комментарии

  • @asmrpicaloversunited6580
    @asmrpicaloversunited6580 Час назад

    I’m new here. Are you diagnosed with BPD or is this just your attachment style?

  • @Mina_1912
    @Mina_1912 2 часа назад

    I'm currently being ghosted by my long distance boyfriend for over a week now and you have NO IDEA how much this video just helped me ❤ Thank you so much! 🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @slongmeyer06
    @slongmeyer06 2 часа назад

    ❤❤❤ definitely needed the reminder

  • @wittykitti
    @wittykitti 2 часа назад

    Love Sydney Cummings, love yoga nidra, I also have a sleep routine that includes white noise, rain sound and mindfulness. Also love GrowwithJo, when I need to get my steps up and just have fun moving my body when I feel like I need something quick and fun and also feels effective.

  • @anonchu
    @anonchu 2 часа назад

    OMGG I can't wait for your dog mom arc, I'm squealinggg sjskjdk

  • @linnead97
    @linnead97 3 часа назад

    Saved this episode from yesterday to today, I'm on a social media hiatus (a part from youtube and pinterest, feels ok to be here tho) due to the toxicity of certain elements of social media. I enjoyed this episode lots while doing some cooking. Btw currently about to reread your book! I'm also thinking about getting a family member a copy this christmas. I think they need it and would greatly benefint from your wisdom and journal practices. ❤

  • @Lexi0626
    @Lexi0626 4 часа назад

    Have you tried paint by numbers? What do you think of them? I always listen to your (and some others) podcast while I paint and it's so therapeutic. I love that I do something with my hands and listen to something helpful at the same time and it keeps me occupied, ahh I just love it. 😍💖

  • @noora7872
    @noora7872 6 часов назад

    I feel I need to get back and listen to this every week.

  • @only1dwill
    @only1dwill 11 часов назад

    Also, can you make a video about embracing your new habits unapologetically. Specifically, talking yourself through it (the resistance) when you’re actively replacing a low vibrational habit with a high vibrational habit. You talk about this is most videos but a video dedicated to the topic would be awesome. I thoroughly enjoy park walks, the gym, and musicals. They are showing the Nutcracker in Chicago. I absolutely want to see it. I’m going to invite one of my friends to go see it!

  • @only1dwill
    @only1dwill 11 часов назад

    56:00 OMG! The gym, a variety of classes, and the park really does feel like a club when you start intentionally going. Can you make a video or series about making friends after you’ve reached your goals/dream life. I don’t want to socialize in the same manner that I did previously (trauma bonding) and I know that tendency is due to my childhood: I allow my friends to pick me instead of me choosing them. That totally comes from the “only speak when spoken too” and being raised by a tyrant (my dad). At 30, I’m truly ready to choose my friends, initiate conversations with people I’m interested in, and be vulnerable enough to create authentic relationships. I’m tired of being so closed off and feeling like I need to know a persons entire life before befriending them. Your videos are definitely helping me unpack this issue of mine when it comes to my relationships both romantic, platonic, and family.

  • @only1dwill
    @only1dwill 12 часов назад

    39:41 Very excited to get my immersion blender during all of these sales that are upon us! I’ve always wanted one but seeing the quality of your soups sealed the deal. Also, I’m ready to expand my healthy options: I’m also trying the butternut squash! 🙌🏾❤️

  • @only1dwill
    @only1dwill 12 часов назад

    38:06 Girlllllll stretching, mobility, and yoga literally healed my potential pinched nerve in my neck, my sciatica, and lower back pain! I’m literally in love with mobility now. I’ve started a journey for that as well! It literally improves the quality of your life in every way, shape, and form! I’m sitting here in awe at your explanation about the exercise ball. Like, why have I never experimented with that! 😮 Time for expansionnnnn! Gotta add to my little home gym! 😂❤🤞🏾 I need to get the exercise ball and the weight bench before the Hawk starts. “The Hawk” is what us Chicago folks call the heavy snow season (2ft or more and I’m not exaggerating).

  • @only1dwill
    @only1dwill 12 часов назад

    I literally had the thought the other day, “don’t forget that this body transformation started with at home workouts!” ✍🏾🤓🤔👌🏾 I’m definitely getting back in the lab (my home gym in the corner of my office) this season! ❤️🙌🏾

  • @only1dwill
    @only1dwill 12 часов назад

    37:01 Hey Girl Heyyyyy!! Let me tell you how determined I am to redefine winter for my subconscious mind! I was on Amazon pricing heated Jackets! Thank you for talking about “how to dress”! 😂🙌🏾 It’s vital! Also, it can be cute too. There’s something very alluring about being more conservative, especially in the gym! The men and women eat it for lunch. You can see the anticipation about what’s underneath all over their faces! 😂👌🏾❤

  • @honeybunn.03
    @honeybunn.03 13 часов назад

    Girlll I love ur beautiful soul and this def def inspired me smmm!!! Btw anyone reading this comment make sure to do things out of love and for yourself and focus on the present moment not the end goal<3 so u can enjoy it more

  • @JanelleOtton-ij6ku
    @JanelleOtton-ij6ku 16 часов назад

    First time coming across your page, I'm 21 and my life's been anything but easy, absent father addicted mother and I was in a toxic and abusive relationship when I was 15 till 20, your story has hit home I'm so proud of you 👏 ❤ hope I can continue breaking generational curses 🙏🏼

  • @aleciabueno9239
    @aleciabueno9239 17 часов назад

    This is what I really needed to hear right now. I’m currently stuck in that anxious spiral with my attention and energy focused on them. Even though I’m aware of this it is really hard to feel differently sometimes

  • @kahrro
    @kahrro 20 часов назад

    Sunday service 🥰

  • @abedanafisa1646
    @abedanafisa1646 22 часа назад

    Thanks ❤

  • @khariwilliams1956
    @khariwilliams1956 22 часа назад

    Yes. Please I need the advice on being alone ❤

  • @AshleyDawnD
    @AshleyDawnD 23 часа назад

    Ive been binging all your content since i watched your Healing Era vlog, and im loving it ❤️ Proper clothing has been a huge game changer for me! I live in Nova Scotia, so winter can get a little harsh sometimes with the windy coastal air. Got myself a proper gorgeous wool coat and OMG, i can walk around outside and be comfortable?! Whattt??? Ive hated winter for years and am finally starting to enjoy it! Huge tip about mindset too, and basing our attitudes about winter off of the worst experiences in our memory. ❤

    • @theglowupsecretspodcast
      @theglowupsecretspodcast 22 часа назад

      Omg I love it!!! it’s really so funny because sometimes we don’t take a second to realize how much small thing thing could change so much for us… I seriously used to do the same thing- walking around with the winter gear, until I started changing that and realized wait what…. IM WARM? OUTSIDE? 😭😂🤍 I hope you have the best winter my love!!!

  • @reviewgirl312
    @reviewgirl312 23 часа назад

    your videos help me so much, especially with the things that i’m facing right now ❤️ thank you

  • @brianbooker4563
    @brianbooker4563 День назад

    Hey Good rising queen ☀️ definitely needed your light this rising ☺️ my winter arc ❄️ is definitely a challenging one but I feel how rewarding it is because I’m breaking and reaching levels/ untapped potential that I feel is coming from my highest self. Your lower self is always at battle with your higher self. This year was the year to defeat it and alcohol was my slow poison. Before I wasn’t into the tea 🍵 drinking like that but once I started I got really creative with it and I created my own tea bar in my kitchen soon I’m always upgrading it. I don’t even call my tea, tea anymore I’m just going to call them healing elixirs and tonics lol I know this message is long but I want to bless someone today and you as well. I just want to give one thing I was blessed with during this journey of the many things the most high has gave me this year. Write this down: 1. Get a Futures prop firm account. 2. Pick an account size the best is $50k account. 3. It takes $3,000 to pass the challenge, once passed you get a live account. 4. Learn a futures strategy that can make you $150 a day. 5. From that same prop firm you can buy multiple accounts. Some are capped at a certain number but for example with 20 accounts connected together through tradovate. $150 a day x 20 accounts is $3000 a day. Times that by 20 trading days that’s $60k a month. All from $150 a day ☺️ I’m focused on my blessings to defeat the winter darkness/blues 🥶 lol ❤💯 and I thank you because psychology is everything, especially with trading. I went through a lot of pain to receive my gains. Growth has never felt so much better and I’m excited for what God has in store for me ☺️ tap into your highest self so your auric energy becomes stronger ☀️🌙⭐️

  • @ridingthewavesz
    @ridingthewavesz День назад

    Working a 12 hour shift today and this is the first thing I found helpful during the cold winter morning while getting ready ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ thank you 🙏

    • @theglowupsecretspodcast
      @theglowupsecretspodcast День назад

      Aw I’m so happy about this 🥹 I hope you have a good shift & end your day with something nice for yourself 🤍

  • @PeppaPaws
    @PeppaPaws День назад

    Good morning, thank you for the upload! Listening to this for my morning routine and then cleaning ALL DAY

  • @iffaith
    @iffaith День назад

    Happy sundayy, SUNDAY SERVICE❤❤❤❤❤

    • @theglowupsecretspodcast
      @theglowupsecretspodcast День назад

      HAPPY SUNNNDAAAY 😍❄️

    • @iffaith
      @iffaith День назад

      ​@@theglowupsecretspodcast I'm from India and its 7pm here right now. You usually upload around this time every sunday and i want to tell you that its the time i sit to plan my entire week and your podcast is the advice i consider for the following week. I've started to name my planner as SUNDAY SERVICE heheh. I guess now you know I'm your regular team-mate!!!! ❤❤❤❤ We are in this together. Big sister, love you. You look so sleek and gorgeous.❤🎉

  • @IsisAshanti
    @IsisAshanti День назад

    Regal. Royal. I hope your life validates your existence in being here and showing up for “the collective” 🌻✨ Reign, Solar sister. Reign!

  • @TanzytheglowupG
    @TanzytheglowupG День назад

    I struggle with the winter blues so this video is much neeeded thank u!

  • @TanzytheglowupG
    @TanzytheglowupG День назад

    Good morning! Happy sunday luv.

  • @keigojo
    @keigojo День назад

    summer it is about to come here on argentina but still I love hearing you!

    • @theglowupsecretspodcast
      @theglowupsecretspodcast День назад

      Ahhh thank you so much for listening anyways 🥹 hope you still got something out of this one!!! 🤍

  • @cococherrymango1225
    @cococherrymango1225 День назад

    Glad to tune in on this lovely Sunday ❤ sending you love

  • @larryshipper8070
    @larryshipper8070 День назад

    🩵🩵🩵

  • @IsisAshanti
    @IsisAshanti День назад

    Honey. You look absolutely timeless, like one of those old paintings of Royal wombyn☀️💛

  • @marcusdorsey22
    @marcusdorsey22 День назад

    Happy Sunday. Good morning 🌞❄️

  • @lilocarambar1525
    @lilocarambar1525 День назад

    Thank you so much it was really interesting and enriching

  • @Pure-Pisces
    @Pure-Pisces День назад

    I Know this excruciating feeling of anxious desperation to well.... 😢 Spot on video!! I 🙏🙏

  • @Nyahdiselecta
    @Nyahdiselecta День назад

    a WORD! gratitude 🤍✨

  • @Elizerulez
    @Elizerulez День назад

    this video is dope you are brilliant fr!

  • @LeeLyanKing
    @LeeLyanKing 2 дня назад

    The video is TEA !!

  • @tiffanystarology
    @tiffanystarology 2 дня назад

    Amazing! Thank you! 🎉🎉🎉

  • @magsrobistow5996
    @magsrobistow5996 3 дня назад

    Thank you so much for this ❤ so helpful

  • @sydneyescalante1784
    @sydneyescalante1784 3 дня назад

    this video is amazing. I’m 21 and going through my first break up and this made me realize I really do have anxious attachment. I’m glad I’m aware of it now.

  • @neptune627
    @neptune627 3 дня назад

    GIRL THANK YOU

  • @LLuna-hw2fv
    @LLuna-hw2fv 3 дня назад

    Wow. Everything was meant for me.. childhood really makes us. Ugh

  • @alexalquiciras3781
    @alexalquiciras3781 3 дня назад

    Ima have to rewatch this and take notes 🥹 cause I really needed to hear this.. I’m 26 and I’m just a mess , I hate being alone and I’m so clingy to my bf whenever I’m not with him.. I feel so insecure and I want to feel good about being alone and understand myself and my worth

  • @Robzilla1904
    @Robzilla1904 3 дня назад

    My partners doctor said that i was an asshole for suggesting my partner exercise so that they don’t just sit in one place all day. Does anyone else have an opinion on this. My partner is not overweight. I suggested they walk or exercise.

  • @Prettygirlrichera
    @Prettygirlrichera 3 дня назад

    Oh my freaking goodness i should have been watching you. ❤

  • @Prettygirlrichera
    @Prettygirlrichera 3 дня назад

    I kept looking at the thumbnail and really didnt want to watxh this video. But my goodness im glad im watching it. I really needed to hesr the part where the attention you put on others should be put on you. Wow❤❤❤❤❤ thank you for this message.

  • @MT-vz3jg
    @MT-vz3jg 4 дня назад

    But what about someone having such a healthy and healing energy? my professor has such a big and calm energy. everytime i see him i cry on the same day. everytime! from the heart i know that i want to attrack- and also be this energy- into my life. and sometimes its not the toxic ones. its easy to be delulu and obssessed with a dusty. but the first time in my life i see someone deepdown amazing human. he is not perfect and its not abt beeing perfect but for this energy i have no words. and its something different then a dusty bc its more painful to let someone that good go and accept that he will be in your life just for a short time to support you. support you succsses in studys. but daym i would love to have such a person in my life. beeing just in his presence is healing. and no one talks abt this pain behind. he is the one who had everything and i had nothing and i cant even be mad abt it, bc he is such a peace energy and good human. or maybe i put him on a pedestal but no.. i dont think so because i was checking his actions. through his actions he proved me his greatness and the funny thing is as i told him that i appiciate him beeing so present and helping me he just sait:" its just my job." i meannnnn shut uuup. its not. for me its not. and his wife is working with traumatized kids as teacher. and dayum. i am facing a lot of SHT. he is mirroring so much i cant handle it tho. i dont know what this is. if u read this, i would love to hear what u have to say abt that. you comments are so welcome <333 xoxo

  • @denisemcfaul3861
    @denisemcfaul3861 4 дня назад

    Truly thank you for this