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*T W*: discussion of loss. Missed you all a lot. Thank you for understanding and being kind ❤❤
I've missed you so much Julia. I send you a lot of love ❤️
We love you
Missed you too girl 🥰
❤️❤️ sending my love and hugs to you 💗💗
Honestly, to me you never really feel absent since I watch and re-watch ALL your videos ALL THE TIME!!! 🌟😅 You are so f****** important and you are very loved, Julia! 💖
I usually refrain from writing comments because I know how overwhelming it can be to read through especially after experiencing loss. But I really am so sorry and truly sympathise. You’ve helped me so much over the years through your ASMR and your transparency online, and wish you nothing but the best for you and Nick and your fertility journey ❤
Julia, I cried so much watching this video, my heart hurts for your loss. I love the part where you talk about all of us women being sisters, we are. I am holding my 4 month old in my arms as I watch this video and I didn’t think this could be possible for me. You are resilient, you are doing great, you will be a mother soon, and a GREAT one at that. I’m sending you strength!!!! we are all rooting for you ♥️
I got teary eyes too! Happens to a lot of women. Ptsd back to my heartaches.
Julia you are my favorite Asmrtist. I have watched your videos for about 3 years now. You are so incredibly thoughtful and kind, you will get through this. I believe in you and love you so much!
This isn’t ASMR
Literally last night I was thinking about you and wondering where you've been! Thank you for being so open and honest about your life. We love and support you no matter what!
I was too…
Me too!!! I literally went to bed thinking if she was ok.
Me too!!!?
Me too!
I had a feeling this had happened. I have thought about you several times over the past few months. You’re right, nothing is wrong with your body. Things happen for a reason and things happen when they’re supposed to. And that’s not always on our personal timeline. I believe you will be a mother, and a phenomenal one at that.
The speech about your mom was so gorgeous. She sounds like an amazing woman.
She is truly the best ❤
Yes, agreed! That hit home ❤
Brought me to tears as well!
I love your relationship with your mom. Moms are seriously so amazing.
I cried along with you when you cried talking about how much your mom helped you. I’m so sorry that you and Nick have had to go through this but am grateful for your support system and am happy to hear that you are recovering. 💜
Same here!
Me too
Same that part really got me. Ive lost 4 babies. 3 were chemical pregnancies, 1 was at.... 22.5 weeks. So i totally empathize. I dont have any answers as to why this happens except.... the universe has its own plan for us. This is our souls journey and we are along for the ride. And in case she sees this, if i can be a beacon of light to her or anyone.... i now have 2 babies for real. Theyre 4½ and 1½ 💛🧡 i just turned 35 so i am soaking up every moment! Love and light ✨💖
I can feel your pain so much! I’m so sorry for your loss. You will make such an amazing mommy one day. This video just proves that. Sending lots virtual hugs!
Oh Julia, I am so sorry. I think many of us suspected this was the case, and were mentally sending you love and support. I am grateful for your return, and I am delighted to see ... your beautiful and wise spirit again. Linda from Grass Valley CA.
I am so sorry you’re struggling with this Julia.. I cannot imagine how frustrating this must be. I’m sending positive thoughts and wish for only the best going forward!
Ohhh Julia , I cried when you cried :(((( I am happy where you have come so far with Honor and Nick !!
Thank you so much for sharing this very difficult experience, Julia. We all were missing you very much. **hug** You're a wonderful person, and I wish you better days ahead.
I never write RUclips comments, but I just wanted to let you know how sorry I am for what you and Nick are going through.
Good on you for setting boundaries and you are very brave for sharing your experiences so openly.
I wish you all the best for your healing, and future journey.
I really appreciate your boundary setting before sharing. That’s so important and I feel like so many creators don’t feel they can do that with their videos but I’m so glad feel you can with your community ❤️
I cannot believe the hospitals let you go home bleeding like that without a checkup... it is scary that we cannot rely on healthcare for stuff that important... You're a brave, spiritual, beautiful and charismatic woman... I watch all your asmr videos can't wait for the next one!! xoxo
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@@aysecanpolat4162 That was random but okay...😂 Thanks!
@@nxbxxha_1764 😁🤣It is such a gripping series that I was watching 3 episodes a day, I was eagerly waiting for the next episode, everyone should watch it before they die
@@aysecanpolat4162 Haha okay, where can I watch it plz?
I had a very similar experience... I was really scared and terrified... and after the miscarriage I felt really empty... really empty. This was 11 years ago. Today I have my 9 years old girl. Take your time.. everything is going to be ok❤️
Sending lots of love from Portugal 🇵🇹
Also, I just want you to know… your ASMR videos have helped me through some very difficult times over the last couple years… you’ve been a part of my healing process and have comforted me through your spirit and voice. We’re here for you, too. Thank you for everything you have done to help us and we are sending that healing love and positive energy right back to you. ❤️❤️❤️
To any woman that has gone through this, please do not blame yourself or your body. In many ways we have been conditioned to believe it is solely a woman’s fault when she experiences a miscarriage. It’s not discussed enough that men have rapidly declining sperm counts and often times have damaged/misshapen sperm. When this is the case, it results in chromosomal abnormalities which we know to be the most common cause of miscarriages. Thank you for being so forthright about these very personal and deeply traumatic experiences. Your story resonates with so many. ❤️
It's strange tho, plummeting sperm counts, yet men keep getting bigger and stronger - world bench press records are now the equivalent of world squat records from 50 years ago.
We've numerous 6'8" 400+ lb *athletic* males now
They should stop producing phalites- that's the source of low reset men (and likely higher test females)
I just miscarried on March 7th and I have been in a extreme state of depression. I was 9 weeks and I feel like I failed and my body is dis functional. I appreciate you sharing and showing that this will hopefully get better over time. Much love, good to see you back.
@@meghanyoung239 I had my first miscarriage almost exactly two years ago. It so deeply affected me, especially being in such a difficult time in the entire world. It never gets easier but you slowly heal ❤️
Miscarriages are so normal! Most women experience one or more. Some science shows it happens when the fetus isn't viable, so it's for everyone's health and not necessarily related to the mother. Cells doing cell stuff doesn't always work. My mom had 3 miscarriages, and had myself and my brother.
ETA: And for how common it is it's really disappointing there is not more attention and support to it.
miscarriages are often the body declining the pregnancy due to issues with the fetus
Props to you for setting boundaries.
Hugs and thoughts to you and Nick. This is such a sad/scary process that is not talked about enough, so I appreciate your transparency.
I rarely write youtube comments, but I just wanted to send love your way. You are STRONG AF. It's so inspiring that you share such a level of vulnerability - thank you for honoring us with that. I cried watching this video and my heart feels so full for you for all of the healing you've been going through and self forgiveness and for what the future holds for you. I may not know you personally at all, but I really do believe you will be the most incredible mother - just like yours is! xo
Hearing the love in your voice when you spoke about your mom, and then remembering how much my own mother struggled to have kids, reminded me of how honored I am to be her child and to have that bond with her. So thank you, Julia. You will be a wonderful mother, whenever and however it happens for you.
Instead of telling you sad details about my familiar former experience, I'll just leave a little heart for the one I lost - it's always traumatizing, and healing takes time, in fact it is the most time-consuming process.
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I genuinely have thought of you multiple times in the last few months. I really hoped, but also knew, that your spirit would support you to end up in a place of peace. I’m so happy to hear that you have wonderful people around you who love you that much. Take time away whenever you need it. I love you so much. Thank you for inspiring me to have faith and be positive no matter what ❤️
Been hoping you'd eventually feel comfortable opening up about your experience. Was just thinking about you today!
Your mom sounds amazing. When I was having multiple loss issues my mom was my rock. It also brought my husband and I even closer. Sending ❤️
Sending you and Nick big hugs. You’ve been missed! Good Mothers are a blessing indeed, and should you try again, you will no doubt be an amazing Mother. ✨❤️✨
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I’m so sorry to hear about your losses and the way it happened the second time. I find it unacceptable that a hospital does not address a pregnant woman bleeding as an emergency. That’s insane!! It must have been really frightening and you must have both felt helpless.
It’s a true blessing to have such a relationship with your mum!! In my own experience, I’ve felt closer to my parents after becoming a mum myself, as if pregnancy and maternity bring mum and daughter/new mum on a different, higher level, as your mum knows what it feels and knows how much love goes to your own children, it’s something that goes beyond and above anything else in life.
Thank you for sharing, sending you both a hug and super positive vibes!
Thank you for sharing Julia ❤Though I'm in my early thirties and have never been pregnant nor am I trying to be, I feel a deeper sense of community as a woman and a shared empathy with every story of struggle with fertility & motherhood I hear.
I'm so sorry, sending you positive thoughts toward healing. Thank you for being so vulnerable and discussing this
Out of all the “content creators” I follow/ have followed you are the one I feel I can relate to the most and are the most down to earth. I’ve had you on my mind a lot over the last few months. I honestly feel like you are my friend even tho I’ve never met you. You are so real and genuine. I’m so sorry for what you and Nick went thru. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and sending good vibes your way.
I missed you so much, Julia. My heart goes out to you and Nick. Sending lots of love.
Julia, you are not alone. I have 2 amazing daughters and 3 children in heaven. My most recent miscarriage was very similar to yours. My baby was 11 1/2 weeks old. I “birthed” her while hovering over my toilet in the middle of the night. It felt exactly like both of my daughters unmedicated births, except I lost so, SO much blood. I didn’t wake my husband because we had set an appointment to freeze sperm in the morning and I didn’t want anything to effect that. My husband has stage 4 pancreatic NET cancer and was scheduled to start daily chemo pills the day my miscarriage had started. I made it through the night terrified and alone.
After his appointment in the morning, I immediately told him to drive towards our birth center and told him “you’ll hear what has happened while I tell my midwife on the phone while you drive there”. Ultrasound revealed the placenta was left behind. I wanted my body to miscarry on its own as I had done with my other 2 miscarriages. My midwife said if the bleeding didn’t stop (it was now back a light flow) in 2 days I’d need a d&c surgery or I would hemorrhage again and it was a miracle I made it through the first episode. 2 days later I had the d&c. The following day was my birthday. It was surreal to be celebrating my birth when my child had just died.
This miscarriage started on November 1 and I’ve had all the testing available since. Nothing is wrong with me or wrong with my husbands sperm. It just wasn’t in Gods plan. We have one more chance with the frozen sperm and are praying for a healthy baby, but after back to back miscarriages- well, I know how defeated you feel.
I will pray for you and your lost children, as I pray for mine. I will pray that if you choose to try again, your next pregnancy will result in a perfect child, as will mine. Like you said, we women are all sisters. What you are feeling is valid, and you are not alone💜
We missed you 🖤
We need another asmr collab😍
I'm just happy to see your smile again!! I'm so sorry for your loss, and your pain.
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Julia I'm sending you a big hug. I'm sorry you've had to go through this, I'm glad that you and Nick are strong and there for each other, and all I can say is that life is a process. In some ways, I think trying to control it too much can make it harder. Go with the flow and try to find joy in every day. Miracles can happen when we least expect them. Love to you both. ❤️🥰
Shaving outside on a nice day is genius 🤯🤩
Hi Julia! Happy to see your face, and know that you’re ok♥️ I’ve missed your presence on RUclips, but hope the time spent away from creating videos has been a nice reprieve for you. Take care of yourself 🥰
Sending you all my love, so sorry to hear about these struggles. So glad that you have such a good support system throughout all of this.
My heart skipped a beat when I saw you posted a video!!! I love and cherish what you do and the message you send and I couldn’t wait to watch! My heart absolutely breaks for you and Nick! I’m sending nothing but love, and joy to both of you!
Im fascinated that you didn't microwave or boil the oatmeal 😳 Lmao
No medical advice just general advice .. One day at a time.. it’s all any of us can do .
I thought it was so beautiful how you spoke of your mother. I feel the same way about mine and also get emotional thinking of it. You’ve inspired me to let her know more often than I do how much she means to me. Glad to hear your voice again ❤️
oh girl :( I totally feel you. I had one miscarriage 3 years ago and I´ve been trying since then, and nothing. I haven´t got pregnant. And as you I don´t wish this to any women. And yeah this sucks and a lot. Send you a lot of good vibes from Mexico.
Julia, I am so sorry for your loss. I did not see this until tonight. I am so glad you have Nick, your mom and all of your friends and family. I have never been pregnant, and I am 64, but I imagine that the emotional and physiological changes from being expectant to the loss and after the loss are very challenging and extreme. My sister went through a miscarriage and was dazed, very tired and depressed. She tells me she named the baby. My Aunt went through one and I think she named the baby. I'm not sure. I hope you feel better. Be gentle and forgiving with yourself as you navigate all of this. I was so happy to hear that you were able to call your mom and that she was able to call you, be there for you and called daily!
Thank you for sharing. I’m so happy you have a good support system. That part got me about your mom.
Sending woman-care energy your way. What you said about the importance of women taking care of women is so powerful. Your child, when ever they arrive, is going to have a really great mom.
This makes me so happy to see you so happy Julia 😍
I am so sorry to hear that you went through this, as I have recently gone through the same thing. Remember that you are a mother, even though you never got to hold your baby. I know multiple people who have had several miscarriages and gone on to have healthy children, so do not lose hope.
Was just thinking about you! So glad to hear you’re doing well and just doing you. We miss your vids of course but happy that you are prioritizing your own wellbeing!
Great to see you again, Julia. I'm so sorry you had to go through that-- I cried with you. You are so right that as women we should lift each other up and being transparent about our experiences is a good way to do that 💓
Glad you are back! I am sorry you had to go through this. I won’t share my story but know that you are not alone. We missed you!
Hugs to you and Nick ❤️ thank you for sharing this with us and speaking on this topic to comfort other women and couples who have had a loss.
I feared something like this was going on. We went through something similar. And when I came out on the other side I felt I finally understand how precious life is. Every life (including my own). And every day. And that there is love to guide you.
I wish you all the best, Julia ❤️
This is my first comment ever on one of your videos 🙂. I have been watching and following for years! I fully support you! Your transparency is helping so many women. I am so so glad that you are doing well, have positivity, and are healthy! If you want to and are able I think doing videos on your fertility journey, etc would be amazing and helpful to so many ❤️. Sending you lots of love and prayers!
Oh Julia, I wish I could give you a hug. I feel like I’m in such a similar place in life as you. Thank you so much for sharing your experience, because it helps us who are going through it too. Literally right now, just laying in bed watching your videos to help calm my pregnancy/miscarriage anxiety and this video popped up. I really hope miscarriages become not a taboo subject someday, because my husband and I felt blindsided the first time around. The more we talk openly about it the more we can heal and lift each other up. I’m so glad your mom has been such a support for you (mine is too thank God!) and I pray you and Nick will get to welcome a baby Earth-side. 🤍🤍
Good to see you. Looking forward to more of your ASMR content. I'm so sorry for your loss. It was really brave of you to share your story, I think this definitely needs to be talked about more. I believe your body is perfectly healthy also, and I believe one day you will be a wonderful mother!
Sending lots of love to you both. And I hope you realise how much you will be helping others feel less alone by opening up about your experiences ♥️
I hope you can see this for yourself as much as we see it happening for you: you are going to give birth one day to a healthy baby and that in itself will make all of this worth it. Sometimes life just throws curveballs to help us reframe our thinking and in your case, you’re doing such a great job handling this. Maybe the universe just wanted to make you extra strong for your future baby’s personality! We love you Julia, take care ♥️
Sending you love, care, and healing. I am very moved by your capacity to tell your story, find meaning, and share your connection to women. Hoping your boundaries are respected and you find sharing this video resourcing and supportive for you. Seems sometimes like the whole world is in a state of mourning and grief and I admire the risk you’re taking in honestly sharing something so vulnerable. I work within perinatal mental health and if you ever in need of resources/research articles/or have question that would be helpful to ask a professional community - please reach out.
Julia, THANK YOU for sharing this. Although I don't have children yet, I want to start a family of my own in the next few years, and hearing stories like yours help me feel more prepared for the road ahead. I agree that loss during pregnancy isn't talked about nearly enough, especially how to navigate that loss with your partner. Thank you for helping to shed some light on a topic that has been kept in the dark for too long. I would love to hear more about fertility testing and all of the things that go into preparing your body to grow a human! Sending you all the good vibes 💜
I really miss you . Glad you’re ok . Kisses from France
we as a society truly don't talk about pregnancy loss and how painful and traumatic it can be. thank you for sharing your experience. i don't have children myself, but i hope to one day (maybe soon!) and it's so valuable to me to hear so many different types of experiences. i hope you are doing well ❤️
I’ve just been through my second pregnancy loss. I’m so sorry you’ve had to go through this again. Heavy bleeding is so scary, I remember the fear of soaking through pads plus underwear. The hospital wouldn’t see me either. Sending love and hope for your future❤️
i too cry when talking about my mom, they just do the thing and i know you will be an incredible mother one day
Hey izzy you look great. I noticed how healthier and thick your hair looks. I know you had major concerns but it seems like whatever you did works. 💖
I've missed you on youtube but am so, so happy you're taking time to recover how it's best for you, Julia. I'm sorry for your loss, but hope the best for you going forward :)
Awe I bet your mom's heart just melted when hearing you say those things about her on here!🥰 Please don't give up though, it's gonna happen soon enough...💗🙏🏼
Just felt compelled to drop a note to say sending you love and hugs from 🇬🇧 ❤️
I'm so glad to hear from you again Julia. You've been such a source of light for me these past few years. I hope you and your are able to recover. Sending so much love and strength your way.
You said you’d like to hear how we are doing. I’m enjoying the Belgian coast! Beautiful sunsets, big skies, sandy beaches. There is another day 💖
I'm so glad to have gotten your notification ❤️ Thank you so much for sharing with us! I am sending you so much love and I'm so glad to see you're doing well !! Take care ❤️
I am sorry for what you’ve been going through. Asmr content w the osea products sounds lovely! 💓💓 hope you’re well
WE MISSED YOU!!! So glad to hear your update. Thank you for your continued vulnerability and much love to you and Nick. You’ve been through so much. Your RUclips family has been rooting for you 💕
Sending you love, prayers and strength ❤ supporting you as a fellow sister
I was told when I had my miscarriage that most women don't even know they're pregnant and miscarry believing it's just their cycle. It is SO common.
Wishing you two the best. Just one bit of knowledge...take your time and don't stress it. 🖤
how do women not know this? Are americans just not educated about this subject?? I've literally learned that in high school.
@@joyanna9433 I think for some people that have heavy bleeding and intense pain anyways during each period, they may just assume it’s their normal period. Even with the correct prior knowledge
@@joyanna9433 American here. I learned nothing about pregnancy in high school except for how to prevent it (and it wasn't covered very thoroughly), and some people don't even get that, depending on the state they live in. It's really bad.
Joanna that happened to me. I had no idea but one night my body kind of went into shock - cold sweat, cramping and “period” was a little early and a little heavier than normal. They are heavy anyway though so didn’t think too much of it. When the mucus plug exited my body that alerted me to what happened after I researched what it was. Julia thanks for sharing this as hard as it must’ve been.❤️🩹
Sending love, light & prayers 💕
Thank you for sharing your experience with us. I’m so sorry Julia! I know that you will be an amazing mom one day
This video made me cry.. I feel for you, I was pregnant the same exact time as you and forced by my partner to get an abortion at 6 weeks in December. Thankfully I was early on but I feel weirdly connected to you now because of the timing of such a painful thing.
Thinking of what to say…. Maybe silence is the loudest. I hear you, Julia. Take care, we’ll be here
Thank you for sharing an update with us, Julia. I was wondering where you were. But we all need a break sometimes. So I am happy it did you well. I have followed you since your videos cutting up t-shirts. I'm so sorry you are going through this. You will make a wonderful mother one day, and I am sending you much love ❤
Sending you all my love, and positive thoughts. I've had a few early losses over the years but also four healthy babies, and one later loss like yours between 1 and 2 which was probably the hardest and most devastating. I am still hoping to have another child but have had multiple early losses since the birth of my fourth and I am worried my egg quality cannot sustain a healthy pregnancy, but I still hope and am happy to have four. Last week my father passed away after a very long illness/ dementia and I was blessed to find out I was pregnant that same day, unfortunately four days later I lost that pregnancy as well. I was sad, but I also felt comforted by the thought that my Dad was able to be with one of his grandchildren as they were both now in the same place and I keep thinking about how he is taking care of 'her' up in heaven and find it very soothing. I hope you will have your rainbow baby when you are ready and are healthy, calm, and happy in all things.
Julia. It's SO nice to see you back.
Sending you love Julia. I’m so sorry for the loss and trauma you are experiencing. I cried with you while watching your video. Thank you for your willingness to share something so personal, and your willingness to be so vulnerable. ❤️
My heart aches for you. Don’t give up. Missed you BIG!
Heartbroken for you but also so proud and happy for you for looking forward. You’re a tough 🍪 lots of love xx
Julia, you're so loved:) Never forget.. God Bless...and because you asked..Julia, I'm wonderful! I'm going to be four years clean from heroin this summer and I'm happy (as a whole) each and every day...to have a home, shelter, food, and a loving partner..moms are the BEST. Mine is no longer in this world but she's here and I talk to her all the time:) Things will get better. I'm in Mpls and I'm saying a prayer right now for you, Nick, you momma and those you love...for a safe and joyful journey. Be well, lovely lady:) Samahra
Wow, I am so proud of you. So proud!!! What an accomplishment to overcome addiction and be able to feel that gratitude for the most simple but best parts of life. Moms are the best for helping us get through our worst times. You are doing such a great job. Keep up the work!! ❤
@@itsblitzzz thanks, Julia! have a beautiful day!
You always have the most loving, strong vibes. I’m sending all my love to you and your family ♥️
You're such an amazing & strong woman Julia , I'm so happy to see your face again 💜 wishing you & Nick nothing but the absolute best ! Can't wait to hear from you again 🤗
Very glad you took the time you needed and are back! You've popped up in my head randomly and I'll think and pray for you. I think we are all always open and ready for your asmr when you're ready!💕💕💕💕
God love ya. You’re doing great.
Missed you Julia, sending all my love and positivity 🌻☀️
I recently started working for the ICRC which has been very rewarding ☺️
I've said it before, I'll say it again, I've been pregnant 12 times and have 4 healthy children. I miscarried once that I didn't know I was pregnant, hemorrhaged, nearly died and needed 2 units of blood. I have faith in you, if I can do it, I feel you can. That being said, I didn't have to go through anything publicly. But I feel like you're stronger than I ever have been. And I wish the best for you and Nick.
Thank you for sharing your story❤️ missed you lots, glad you’re in a better space xx
I’m so sorry for your loss, Julia! I’ve struggled with fertility and I know how scary it can be. Thank you for sharing your story. I’m so glad you have a strong support system! And what you said about your mom was beautiful! Sending you all the positive thoughts!
I'm happy that you're getting through this the best you can. Dont push yourselves. Best wishes!! ❤
Thank you so much for sharing, Julia. Missed you so much and so sorry to hear what's been going on. Sending you lots of love.
So happy to see you again, lots of love from France 💖
I’ve been waiting for a new video and I’m so happy you are doing well. It’s so great to see you posting again. I pray you are okay.