Schizophrenia : Psychosis and Troubles
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- Опубликовано: 11 май 2024
- An update on my life with Schizophrenia and Psychosis. Things are going well.
EDIT: 16/01/2023
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Are you still around here?
I am! I may come back to RUclips soon and create some more content!
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I'm so glad to hear this 💘🙏❤️
You actually look much more healthy than 7 months ago. :)
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I'm schizophrenic as well, really comforting to see someone my own age going through some of the same things, thanks for making these videos
You seem better! More energetic and talkative. Discovered your videos recently and im enchanted!!! Take care :)
When we share our stories , we help others heal and heal ourselves .
Angel hugs n Blessings to you and yours 😇
AMOEDEN888, Yes, that's right.
YES THIS GIRL IS BRAVE AND MOTIVATOR I AM ALSO IN CONDITION OF ANXITY DISORDER.
You're beautiful, eloquent and deeply interesting. You're a precious flower. Stay well
Wow lucky I subscribed recently. I thought you stopped uploading but here you are! It’s nice to know that you seem more talkative this video.
Nice to see you back :) you look so much happier and congruent. Hope you have a nice week!
A few days ago i found your channel and thought it is dead and i followed your Instagramm acc, cause of the awesome Art. Now you did a new Video ! This is amazing. Keep up this channel !
Honestly this video totally just made my day, you look worlds better than you did 7 months ago and I am so so happy for you!! Keep getting better, wish you the best of luck with college or whatever you decide to do next!
I subscribed some weeks ago and I'm so happy you've uploaded again as your videos have helped me a lot, you look gorgeous! welcome back ❤ hope to see more uploads
I just happened to stumble upon your video and even though I do not know you, your honesty and sweetness touches me and I am so glad that you are off your medication. After watching this video, I went to look at a couple of your older videos..... heartbreaking... What an absolutely huge difference from back then to now.
I'm so happy for you.... seeing that you are in a much, much better place now.
I wish you all the blessings and good times to come, that you could possibly have.
Love, Zoe
i love how honest you are. your videos are really intersting, im looking forward to next one, keep up awesome work :)
Yaaaaaaay!!!!!! I am soooooo happy to see you do another video!
you're a lot more smiley in this video and that makes me feel very happy for you!! so glad you're doing a lot better
Gotcha Mojo back. I love it!!!
Wishing Well to You and Yours. You Are Helping People. Thank You.
you look great! glad to hear of your progress! just remember not to push yourself too far. if you can manage without medications, thats fantastic. if you are better with meds, thats okay too. youv got nothin to prove. we all just want to see you doing the best that you can. lookin good love. be well xoxo
It's so nice to here you're improving! A few weeks ago, I went to the mental health ward. Although, I met a lot of great people and I got better with my depression, it was hell for me. So, when you were talking about the ward, I related to you so much. I hope you continue to get better! By the ways, you an inspiration to me! How you've pushed through is just amazing, and I hope to help people, just like you help people!
Also, as my name suggests, I like oranges. And that orange was on point!
You’re back!!
glad your back you look great!
Watching this after one of your old videos made me feel so much better knowing some things are improving. You're so strong and beautiful
yay, thank you for the update, I am glad things are going well for you =) to spread awareness and help educate and erase the stigma of mental health issues, is an honorable thing to do =) keep up the good work sweetie, I look forward to your next vid
Nice to see you again, Emily!!! You are much more alert and "alive" now and it really shows that you are doing better! I hope this progress continues - looking forward to seeing your coming artwork also (nice orange there!) :) *waves*
When I first watched this video I was absolutely overjoyed! Seeing you look so healthy, and hearing you speak so clearly, was all just wonderful. If you feel up to it, there are many people who would love to hear about your progress.
P.S. I’ve rewatched your first video, then this video a few times when I’ve been feeling really down. It’s always made me really happy!
I am so glad to see you back! Your personality is really shining.
Emily i have only discovered your channel today and i just wanted to say that you should feel incredibly proud for how well you are doing. It's clear how far you have come in the short amount of time between now and your previous videos and to hear how well you are doing is fantastic. You are a strong, beautiful person and you should feel proud of what you are accomplishing. You are an inspiration to many.
Thanks for the update. I was wondering about you. Glad you are feeling better.
Welcome back! Glad to see you post again! I can relate with a LOT of what you talk about. Also, you're very smart and well-spoken, and I really like how you talk about these topics.
That's great you went to the hospital when you needed more support, I've been helped by the system many times and really believe the hospital can be the right place to go to stay safe, because safety is most important. Glad you're doing better now. Yay new art!
Have you ever heard/read about dissociation, and emotional flashbacks? I get that senses heightened stuff you described during emotional flashbacks, and dissociation can happen along with stress and psychosis and lead to some of these feelings.
I hope you don't mind me commenting if you don't want input... but I'm glad to hear you're off meds rn. Honestly, meds aren't what they're chalked up to be. I say this because I took many different meds for many years, and stopping psych meds was the best decision I ever made. Although I still have psychosis at times, I had it on meds anyway and I feel so much better off them. Off them for 5 years now and doing well. Emotional support from other people has helped me so much more. And, Incidentally, there's a ton of great vids on here about psychiatry being pseudoscience. But if they help you then whatever works for you is what's best!!
Stay strong and keep being awesome!
Emily, I just found your video's this morning. Needless to say I watched the others first. You look so much better now and much more clear and confident. You have the maturity of a woman twice your age, and the bravery that surpasses most men to be able to sit there and talk about your problems with all honesty. You have really opened my eyes in a subject I knew nothing about. I for one hope you continue with more of these videos I am sure you have helped others in the same condition and educated those that did not know. I personally wonder how many parents, brothers, sisters have come across these vids and watched them and gained insight into what was happening to a member of the own family. You are and amazing woman Emily, I wish you all the best.
I'm glad you're making videos again!
Hey! So great to see u doing well :):) just saw ur vids a couple days ago .it was heartbreaking to hear what u have been going through. U r truly an inspiration.
I was so happy when you found the word "hightened" :3
On that note (and what you talked about in the video), you definitely speak more clearely and consistently, you seem to lose track of your thoughts way less and you seem to not give up on recalling your thoughts when you do forget. Your voice is fuller and more vibrant, and its great to see you giggle, i felt physical warmth spread trough my chest at some points with how glad I was for you :)
I found your channel two hours ago and i just binged all the videos, but i think that's exactly why I can see how stark this contrast from before and now is.
Its really a huge change. Im so happy for you! :3
Dude, just found your channel. So feeling your sense of self and intuition about what is best for you; sleep is so so important, I think you should follow your gut on being concerned about that (and not being concerned about being off meds). Keep doing you! Also that orange slice is fucking awesome wow
Thanks for the update! You are looking more healthy and sounding more lucid and happy then in your last videos. Glad you are doing good, and hope you keep going forward with your art!
I'm so glad to see you back and that you're making progress. Stay safe and sound!
I'm glad to see you're doing better. I ran in to your videos a couple months back, and didn't subscribe because I thought you stopped uploading. You seem much happier now. I'm looking forward to future videos and art from you.
What a recovery you've shown! I almost can't believe how assured you sound off your medication, may i just say how amazing your art is, i highly recommend you utilise ur art as an outlet for expressing these aspects of urself, as im sure you know it can be very rewarding and cathartic. whether you choose to continue ur meds, youtube or art, i'm keen to see the next stage in your progression! :) Peace and Prosperity
You are a champion for doing these videos. Continue to meet with and access professionals around you and keep people you love in the loop on what you are doing with your meds as they are the ones who can alert you if things are changing. Your journey is a challenging one so keep your head held high and just know you are not alone. Hats off to you!
Best wishes for you. You are such a wonderful being. Glad i came upon your channel. I look forward to seeing more of you. Thank you for being so brave to be on RUclips. Much respect and admiration.
Thank you for making these videos. I had my first mental health ward experience. It wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, though I know they're all different from each other. I hope you keep talking things through. The content you're making is really helpful.
Emily, You look and sound amazing!!!!! I’m so glad things are well; it’s so great to see you again. Hugs and best wishes to you💜
That's odd, I've discovered your channel just few hours ago and you upload fir the first time in 7 months, glad ur back
Delighted your mojo has returned! Real wishes for your continued improved wellness.
This just made my day. I was not expecting a video. Glad you are alive and well...well, sort of well. Hopefully those nightmares will go away. You sound and look a lot better than in the older vids. You could tell you were zonked off the meds. I’m rambling, anyway, I wish nothing but the best for ya. Stay positive.
Amazing when I saw your channel first this ten fold improvement. Well done hope is always there.
i,m experiencing the same things, the voices, the things you see. a while ago the voices were gone for 3 hours and i was glad but at the same time i did not felt complete, like something was missing, in a little while i will be hospitalized for a few months because at the moment i,m having too much medication and it does not help, well... great to hear from you again. you look much better. thanks for the update :-)
Just found your channel and watched a few videos, congratulations you seem to have come a long way since a few months ago. I'm so glad that you love in the uk as I do , at least healthcare here is free. Stress/trauma seems like a huge trigger for you. Keep your head up & keep communicating, I hope these videos are cathartic for you atleast, just please be careful whilst of your meds.
You're looking well Emily. Looking forward to seeing more of your artwork. The orange painting is really cool. God Bless!
you look better and sound much better. it's good to see you smiling and laughing, didn't realize how much your were going thru at the time but it sounds like you went thru a pretty rough patch. so, good to see how much progress you've made since then, your stories are interesting and no doubt help people, including yourself. good luck with your art and congratulations on selling the lion.
You’re an awesome speaker and it’s clear to see you have an amazing attitude! So glad I found your videos 🙃
Thanks God you posted! I am sure I am Not the only one who has been worried. You look so mature with your new hair!
You are so sweet! I hope you will get some rest soon. Stay safe! X
You're so sweet! Such a drastic improvement in coherence and enthusiasm since the last video, and you look much better. Whatever it is you're doing, keep it up. Good luck with college, try to find something that makes you happy
You look 1000% better ! I just saw your first video
Keep positive vibes inside 💪💪🍀
It's good that you feel in better control and are feeling more joyful. You have an amazing insight and acceptance of your illness. You express yourself and your experiences very clearly. This must be very helpful in getting the help you need. And with any mental illness that is a huge challenge. I think you are helping educating people about schizophrenia. You are very brave to make these videos. You tell your story intelligently and honestly. Take the support and prayers people are sharing with you here. Just be mindful of the few people who are cruel or "too affectionate". They are just "Trolls" that bother all you tubers. Delete the comments, block them, then just focus on the good people who are offering you support. All the best to you on your complicated journey. You have much good to bring to this world. Hold onto your Joy!
You look better! Remember to stay strong and I believe that you can get even better 💕💕
I had just become so invested in your channel only to realize you hadn't posted in so long. I am so happy to see your lovely face back and to see you doing alright. A very wonderful video, I love your videos and learning about you.
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I think that you are doing a great service in helping us understand how Schizophrenia effects people. Thank you for this and I wish all the best for you.
You look and sound amazing and I'm so happy for you that you're not taking as much medication....blessings to you and your journey ❤️
I think stress and being tired is the biggest factor as well. good on you for kicking the meds that made you sick. stay strong. please don't let them experiment on you. good for your parents as well.
I know someone who got better as they got into their 20's as their brain finished developing. they still hear and see things sometimes but only when they are really stressed out and they can make ignore it untill it goes away. thank you for sharing. you sound very coherent to me and are conveying your thoughts very clearly. take care.
Nice to see you like this (happy). Sad to hear that people didn't believe what you were experiencing in the past. I think it helps others that you are sharing what you've been through. Be well.
You're such an inspiration! Thank you for making these videos, I hope you're doing alright:)
I watched a few of your older videos, but didn't subscribe because you hadn't posted a new video in a while and I wasn't sure if you would post any new ones or not. I was hoping you would of course. Thanks for posting the new video. I just subscribed to your channel. I have Schizophrenia myself and it is refreshing and interesting to hear the experiences of another person with Schizophrenia. I used to take anti-psychotic medicines, but I quit taking them because of the bad side effects. I do have some visual hallucinations, but I no longer hear voices so I am able to cope with the symptoms I still have. I love your new haircut. I hope you will make more videos in the future. ☺️
I love your hair in this video. You are such a beautiful woman, not just physically but also your gentle spirit. Your honesty makes you shine.
ps: SO happy to see ur videos again u just make me calm and feel much more good about myself
Glad to hear you're doing better, Emily! Cool to hear you're maybe thinking of going back to school too. To tell your story honestly, to put yourself out there how you have--Emily, all that takes a lot of courage and will, and with what you've shown and said here today I think you could do anything you set your mind to. I wish you the best! Peace.
Was starting to get worried. Glad you’re back and seem to be doing better. You look and sound way healthier now than in your older vids. You’ve probably read that a thousand times now but yeah...don’t be a stranger. Love your art by the way. Hang in there.
I feel like I'm just saying the same thing as everyone else. But honestly, when I saw your video pop up it made me feel realy exited, and after watching it I felt realy happy for you Emily. Great to finaly hear from you again.
And yes, everyone is right, your haircut is lovely :)
You look and sound much more together! Amazing. I have heard that in different societies, people with the symptoms described as schizophrenia are viewed differently. Generally in the west, it is viewed as craziness, and the voices are generally negative. There are some cultures though where these symptoms are thought of as a special type of gift, and it is more common that the voices are positive. People who have these symptoms are sent to who we generally think of as a Shaman or something like that who knows how to help integrate these experiences into life in a healthy way. You have probably come across this type of material on your searches on google, but in case you haven’t, I just wanted to bring it up... So wow, considering the experiences you have had, I’m no expert, but I find it incredible to see you so healthy and lucid. You must have a very strong spirit. Your art is fantastic. You just seem like an absolutely brilliant human being, and I wouldn’t be surprised to see you have an extraordinary life making wonderful art or doing whatever your passion is. So happy to see you bright.
You look so much healthier and happier! I'm glad for you!
You look so much better than you did in the last. Healthier and more confident. Keep kicking ass, love!!!
you are an incredibly strong person for sharing your life and trouble online, i hope all is well!!
You're very brave kiddo to share these videos and you're helping others, like myself, to understand what it is you are experiencing. I admire how you're taking control of your situation and thinking it thru. Your parents must be so proud of you.
Love the new hair! You look good with bangs.🖤
I had just found your chanel and watched all your videos. Hope you are still getting better. Lots of love from Brazil!
Hello! Good to hear from you again, and I know we are all delighted to know that you are doing better and are happier now ! Take care, Emily!
Hi Emily! I hope you’re well. It is amazing, I just watched your videos less than 24 hr ago. I subscribed yesterday and you have a video today! AMAZING! That’s some serendipity. Welcome back.
Remember ,you are your best advocate.make it a balance of your own and professionals opinion s. Please be on soon again😕 I hope I don’t bother you.
schizophrenics aren't huge fans of coincidences 😂 but that is really cool
vickie g yeah, I shoulda thought of that. I hope she knows I have only good intentions.
Nice to see you back Emily. You look and sound like you are winning...Good luck to you mate.
P.S. Your new hair style looks well good.
I'm so impressed. I pray my daughter can someday be as clear minded as you seem. She struggles and is tormented by terrible visual disturbing people. God bless you and keep it up. You give me hope for my baby girl.
Welcome back Emily ! You look lovely.
I’m so glad you’re feeling uplifted and i hope you don’t encounter anymore stress .
About keeping a train of thought and not forgetting things during the day, i once read that if you recite what you did the whole day before going to bed ( like telling a story to yourself) every day, it helps a lot with memory !
I hope this helps in some way :)
It´s actually a mystic technique. You can go back to your past lives if you are persistent enough with that. But you have to do it backward. Like rewinding a tape.
Your smile at the end is so beautiful☺️💘
I feel you. It's been 7 months since I uploaded a video too. I just uploaded last night a similar video to yours. Mine is about my mental health and what has happened in the 7 months I've been gone from RUclips. It's good to hear you're doing better though. You look healthier, and I love your hair!
you look and sound much better than 7 months ago im glad youve overcome the worst of what youve been dealt so far, seeing your progress helps give me some hope for my own :-)
It is a beautiful orange segment, hyper realism! Sounds like your art may be a great outlet to vent and express yourself. Really creative, talented work.
You are helping people with every little experience you share dont stop.
Life for people with a "Schizo-effective"disorder,is such an up hill battle,and unless you've gone through it,you really cant understand what it's like.I was on "Lorazapam" for several years,and I had to be taken off it,because it was damaging my brain(I kept forgetting where I was or what I was doing).I was just recently discharged from the hospital (For paranoid delusions and voices).I was put on a higher dose of "Risperidone"and I'm starting to feel better.I don't really hear voices anymore (witch is wonderful).Thank you for sharing your struggles with "Schizophrenia" Emily.You are giving a lot of us hope.Please don't stop sharing.:)
You rock Em! I love your videos...they give me hope
you are super brave to talk about this so openly. I have schizophrenia too and I'm trying to do the same thing, but I can't show my face yet. I'm to afraid. No one knows I have it except my family, a few friends and my boyfriend. I hope someday I'll b as brave as you. Not hiding behind images and a voice over.
I can so empathize with you since I've experienced a lot of the same things.
Looking back , every time I had an episode was when I wasn't being heard or believed.
I was once taken to the hospital by police after I caught my abusive , now ex , fiancè.
There should have been a crisis worker there but they were " on call " , but after waiting over 4 hours by myself and no crisis worker , I walked out and all the way home .
I could have hurt myself or others but didn't admit I would .
Then my first psychiatric hospital stay , I was responsible and admitted myself .
I didn't want to be there but knew I would be helped . It was only two weeks , but when I got home It felt weird like I wanted back in the hospital cause it felt safer .
Bless you Emily 😇
AMOEDEN888
Stay strong Dear! You've been through a lot but keep going, you're doing great! Cheers.
It is really bizarre that you say this. I am only 17, but I also had admitted myself to a psychiatric hospital, which only lasted two weeks. I also could have hurt others, to some degree, I still do want to hurt people. Nonetheless, when I left out I wanted to go back(still do), I really liked being there, something about being there really stuck with me. I guess it feels ok, knowing someone else has felt the same way.
I can relate to your words my brother used to admit himself when times were trying we loved him he left this life with a lot of love thank you for sharing your blessings
sp glad to hear your voice again stay blessed
Happy for you.
Great seeing you again.
You seem so much more coherent and with more energy. The bangs look sharp and you look beautiful.
Just watching for a second time and loved it again. I thought I' d just remind you that you have 2 months left if you plan to make another video before 8 months is up; Not to be pushy or anything lol. I' m subscribed to your instagram so I' m happy with that to be honest, but it would be lovely to hear how things are progressing in your life without their unhelpful and expensive pharmaceutical drugs. Hope you' re doing really well and are happy and enjoying your life and your art. Peace and love
Glad to see you posting again.
You're amazing. Keep on fighting. The struggle is real.
You tube comments can only let me say so much but I am so glad to see your back uploading, i think..
You've seen so much & you are so smart. I know the feeling of stumble wording things but that's okay
cause you probably have a million keen stories to tell..
I really hope you just continue to focus and try not let the little things build up, if they do make a video. (:
Thank you so much for sharing. You are so strong
Keep your head up! Im wishing for you to get it all under control.
you are a great girl and a very sensible person and im very happy to see you look so good. Now it seem you can handle it by yourself, with your own power, and not by all that medicine...a piece of my heart tink to you... i hope you can fell yourself mutch better everyday and you can find your light before the darkness
Your hair looks lovely!
So glad to hear you are doing better