I dont know why they are teaching you guys to be completely separated from your family and demean them as “one” of your thousands of families. Here in India, even if someone becomes a full time devotee monk, he doesn’t abandon his family, I am a devotee and my whole family is a devotee and we are taught to see our family as a personification of Krishna so it is our duty to take care of them worship them! Whatever they are teaching you in the West is completely different from what we are taught here and i feel sorry dear that you had to go through that. I wish you well ❤
@@worldrocker5914 we have to admit that it is true that ISKON is strict, I took 2 whole years to fully commit to it, but I did it because I wanted to, and she did not because she didn’t want to, but atleast she tried, and she did much more than I am doing here in India, like I never went around distributing Gitas, or I never taught other devotees, because I never had to, because here almost everyone is Sanatani, so we should not demean her by calling her exit as lack of discipline. It is okay, everything will be alright and I wish her all the best and I want to thank her for the things she so selflessly did during her time in ISKON❤️
No one ever teaching to break up with family unless family is completely disturbing and against the spiritual practice of their children. It is all nonsense
I've being in Krishna consciousness for more than 32 years. First 7 years in 90es lived in a ashram, following rules. Last 25 years living outside, still practicing BUT! I had to make few ajustments. I work at regular job, have friends among nonHare Krisha people, listen and play metal music of all kind. I am married and have beautifull wife, she is also practicing spiritual life like me. And I'm satisfied the way it is with me today. Many Hare Krishna devotees do not prove my way, especially metalhead part but I don't care! When I was young I wanted to save world. It was world against few of us. Today I'm just happy with my life as it is, no need to save anyone. Just myself!
its all a scam. Prabhupada was not pure, far from it, the scriptures are worthless, and chanting does nothing. wake up. it's all bogus. from top to bottom. I know i was in it for over 20 years and was at the top of the Rtvik splinter group which is no different from ISKCON. same scam different name
The environment, especially satsang, is there to help you with fostering sadhana and prevents loss in energy buildup. Having said that, I emphatize with where you coming from. So, in order to maintain thorough connection with The Divine when living in our own circumstances (kala and patra), there is a solution which I was related by a master in kriya yog. Through which one can elevate all areas their life, with Spirituality at its core. That too is monetarily free, yet cost some conscious decisions and willingness to learn. (That is what spirituality is all about, self effort) Shanti Om
I been a Hare Krishna for 40 years and love it, bhakti yoga can be practiced every where and for every one, I had great relationship with my family, most young hare Krishnas goes to university or work I don't know why you had such a bad experience, sorry for that
hare Krishna has ruined many lives, destroyed many children's lives over bogus stories, false teachings, irrelevant scriptures and harmful philosophy such as "women like to raped, children can be beaten, etc etc. people have been murdered, raped and abused because of this dangerous cult. sure you can keep your eyes closed and pretend none of that matters.
. God is one but in different forms but this guy Prabhupad just made his own Bhagwad Gita modified. your guru has weird views about someone getting raped. Here is the link ruclips.net/video/UKnKyxpdFAI/видео.html Please read the original Gita if someone wants to read it by Gita press not by this Prabhupaad I really don't like the so called maharaja or name given to the devotees who been there for long time. After hearing about the adultery done by some nominated priest from west virginia , i made sure that when I go to Temple I do pay my respect to Lord Krishna but do not like the devotees who are fake and hypocrits.
It's OK Krishna will always be with you,mental peace should be the priority...here in India even if you are vaishnav,Majority still go to work for money because they have family,and also doing their service to krishna
Krishna is not real, the scriptures are bogus, not 5000 years old, Prabhupada was a fraud who snorted snuff every night and was 22 when he had sex with his 11 year old child bride, that is who you worship as good as god. There is no need to accept a Guru, that is all cult bullsht
Lord Caitanya's Movement is an extremely rare opportunity for fallen souls of this age to switch from being slaves of their minds and senses to being loving servants of Sri Krishna and go back home, back to Godhead. Not everyone who joins genuinely grasps this. They are cultists, who abuse the seriousness of the movement for their own aggrandizement and enjoyment. When Krishna exposes them, they leave, sometimes insulting Him on the way out. Sour grapes.
Wow! I watched your channel a few years back. I saw some Harw Krishnas in ny Town last Saturday and mentioned to my mum that there was a girl on RUclips that made videos about the beliefs etc but she deleted them which was a shame, then exactly 7 days later, this gets uploaded! Excited to watch this again when I have time x
It can take some time to process and assimilate experiences. Blind following of anything is never good. Bhakti is a yoga system. Internal energies, emotions, feelings are also purified. I can very much relate to your situation. Thank you so much for this honest presentation. You have made A LOT of advancement. It is never lost. there's lot going on. Be patient. Learn to tolerate yourself, others and the world. Thank you again. Wishing you well. (There's no denying you are a talented artist!)
Nothing new when I hear the reasons. It is not so easy but we need to be aware of the difference between the institution and of our spiritual life. To have fun is good but we need to find someone who care for us and can help us to grow. Another point I would like to mention is that it is very very rare to find someone who can jump to transcendence, there is step to take before hand, to be guided according to our material nature, this is part of process but unfortunately there is a tendency toward disregarding this. How long can we hold the balloon under water ? Spiritual life is a deep call, live your life, all experiences are there to make us grow at the end. I wish you the best.
I shared your video on Facebook. This is a copy of the comments sections... comment: This is excellent. I kept wanting to tell her she can be a Hare Krishna and still be herself. She didn’t have to completely renounce KC. I hope she figures that out We don’t HAVE to live in temple ashrams to be devotees 🙏🏻😊 comment: Yes she executed student life in the ashram wholeheartedly. Now she needs to see how to apply her education in practical life. She is an amazing person. We wish her well and all success. comment: Definitely! She’s an extremely intelligent, gifted and sincere young woman
It’s a shame and quite ironic because Krishna consciousness is all about reconnecting with your true self getting to know yourself on a deeper level but your experience was that the more you practiced the more you felt disconnected from yourself and lost your sense of identity. As someone who grew up in krishna consciousness A lot of what do you say sounds familiar in that for us who grew up in KC we have learnt not to do these things. It’s okay to be normal, you should have a career, have friends, big deal if it had onion and garlic, we have learnt not to sweat the small stuff. God loves you. I feel your pain and can imagine what you went through was quite rough. You didn’t need to prove your worth to anyone Krishna loves you just the way you are and if I’m honest I always thought you were pretty cool ☺️ I hope we bump into each other some day it would be nice to see you again, hope you are living and happier and healthier life . Krishna Das 😉
"Education means you should learn from a person who is authorized, who is without mistake, without illusion, who does not cheat, just like we are learning from Krsna. That is education. And if you learn from rascals and fools, then what is that education? Education means to learn from the learned person. But if you are learning from a rascal and fool, then what is your education? Education required, but we require what is actually education, which is not cheating. But how we are being educated, we're being cheated. We are working for this body, which I AM NOT. Is that education, or it is cheating? --Srila Prabhupada.
Thanks for sharing your experiences. I went through the same community and had a mostly good experience, but I do relate to a lot of what you've shared. It's cool that you can be so open.
The saddest part is your friends you cried for. I think if they really cared they would reach out to you.sorry for your journey hope you heal. Its sad just remember krishna does love you no matter what. Keep up wuth your healing.
If you wish to practice Bhakti yog you MUST suffer the trial of sages. It may take many attemps to find a realised Guru who has no other motive than awaking your Bhav. As mentioned in a below comment, any one size fits all movement must be approach with intelligence not emotion. If you ever feel lost on your journey, simply simplify. Krishna teaches detachtment from materail desire, this can be done anywhere, at anytime, with or without the aid of an ashram. Lord Krishna insists to Arjuna that practicing Karma yog is an ever more elevated practice than Bhakti yog. The Bhagavad Gita says everything we need to know. Krishna left nothing out, anything taught outside the Gita is Maya (illusion). Thank you for posting. Jai shree Krishna
Anytime spirituallity is teached through an organization, one side fits all then its bound to have probelms/corruption. look at the catholic church though I don't think that iskcon is on the same lvl necessarily. though the lesson here I see is that this topic is very contextual and its good to seperate Krishna from Iskcon and not lump them together. Thanks for sharing, now you can do your seeking however you please without being boxxed in, the wonderful thing I see is that you can incorparate spirituality into your life your way and Krishna can still be there with you.
LJ, I am not an ISKCON follower but a regular Hindu. You could go to a regular Hindu Temple and worship there , volunteer or just sit and meditate. See if that helps you create a balance.
LJ thankyou for sharing your journey as a devotee..I was Not surprised but saddened when you shared of grooming you experienced. ..something was very wrong it showed in everything you said & did..I'm so happy you found a dedicated mental health Dr..you are a beautiful soul..I have a beautiful friend who is a devotee..she left for 10yrs..she eventually returned & is very well received...her name is Uvasi Deva Dasi...she runs the dairy at the Krishna farm in Murwillumbah nsw Australia...I believe many people come to a point in life where Professional mental help is required...I'm so glad u chose to get help for your own well being...again I'm sorry your situation wasn't addressed the way it should have been...I know in my heart you would thrive in what ever you choose...I wish you good health & happiness for your life & if you ever feel the need to chant you go right ahead if it brings you joy that's great..remember you don't have to live in an ashram to practice your beliefs..just be your lovely self & be happy..love from Australia ❤
The path is made by walking That's what the poet said But sometimes I feel like I'm lost In a maze of my own making The path is made by walking But where do I go from here? Do I follow my heart or my head? Do I face my hopes or my fears? The path is made by walking And I know I'm not alone There are others who share this journey And together we'll find our home The path is made by walking And it's never too late to start The road is made by our footsteps And the way is made by our hearts
I don't think devotion to krishna needs you to detach from friends and family. Krishna is always with you... May krishna bless and guide you. Hare Krishna 🚩🙏
im 20 yrs old rn prep for competitive exams for dec 24 I used to give seva for graphic designing for my temple and was connected there with a devotee. at first when I was giving entrance exams I had a lot of time compared to now so i gave my best on desigining posters and stuff but now I dont have that much time its august rn back in july 24 i gave up i told my mom to tell them I went to my aunt's house to study and focus because it was really giving me stress He kept giving me posters and also gave me almost 70% work for new website i.e more than 100+ posters also options just in case to use and gave me really less deadline I think his way for getting ppl work is kind of ill not say criticizing but scolding so ppl will do it faster in fear but that made me more frustrated lol I havent left the community but Im not in contact with anyone temple rn and Im peacefully practicing normal daily seva and stuff at home
Hi LJ, sorry to hear you had some bad experiences with ISKCON and your feelings were hurt. Devotion to Krishna is not all or nothing. For example, in the 12th chapter of the Gita, Lord Krishna explains that there are different levels of spiritual practice, and all of them are beneficial. I hope you will find an approach to spiritual life that feels right for you. 🙏
Thank you LJ. I saw your videos and you looked very happy in your Krishna Consciousness. From what you shown us, you had a lot of services that were part of your natural propensities and part of what you wanted to do in your life.( vegetarian restaurant, rap, and so many things) I saw so much positive in your videos, that you would not be able to do in any so called cult or religion. Krishna Consciousness is not a religion. It is Sanatan Dharma. It is our natural and constitutional position as the eternal soul.) That is our real self when we use our natural propensities for Krishnas service. And it seems you did that. Nothing is easy and nothing is perfect in this world. Krishna is so kind and He lined up so many services for you to get first hand training that no school can teach you. Of course there were some services that seemed were not your forte. But you could have told your Guru that you felt you were overwhelmed with some of your services and that you struggled with your mind with it. Im trying to understand how the ashram set you up with a married elder man with kids? (Maybe some karma you had to go through and test of Maya and not just that but he did seem to look for someone with a weak mind who he could manipulate. That was unfortuneate. It seems your guru fixed that part to allow that to end. (Maybe he had no idea of that mans position.) The problem with women is they tend to think they are their mind or emotions or feelings and focus too much on that. I think if you made a list of all the good thing your ashram experience was and all the good training it gave you, you would find very little negative compared to the good. It does not matter what religion or job or life situation there will be challenges. The thing with chanting is it brings up anartas (Unwanted things in the heart and mind) The process is to turn to Krishna and take shelter of His lotus feet to help us throw those things out. And Srila Prabhupada is Jagat Gur and he can kick out any problem if we just turn to him. The only thing religious in Krishna Consciousness is the principles of Religion (4 regulative principles( And rising early and Deity worship) Thats not a cult. Some devotees like to fit into society well that you can do to.Srila Prabhupada said what ever you do just add Krishna. There is no need to throw the baby out with the bath water. Maya is expert and she knows our each and every weakness and she will try to trip us up. So you have family attachement and food attachemtn and society attachment. The only remedy is Krishna. The further one goes from Krishna the more they will need those other things. Count your blessings and circumstances. Look at the positive. You actually found yourself in Krishna Consciousness, but your mind waned to identify with your mental view of yourself. You are a devotee and Krishna Bhakti is not a cult. Every society has a dress code and set standards etc. So thats normal. If we like it we follow that. If not we can do our bhakti outside. But that is practically impossible not in association with at least one devotee. I encourage you to take up the process and just listen to Srila Prabhupada lectures. (If you really want to find your real self). Prabhupada said we have to put our love somewhere... just give this one life to Krishna and next life.. .no more birth, death, old age or disease.Naturally you will get board with material family life. He never told us to give it up. But naturally we get board with materialism, once we had the bliss of Krishna Consciousness. Krishna Loves you and wants you with Him. I pray to Srila Prabhupada for your greatest good and highest joy. Nitai Gauranga Hari bol!
PS ... and it is understandable of course you love your mother. She is a vegetarian and she lovers you enough to make you food without onion and garlic. That is love and you will offer that to Krishna as He does not like onion or garlic. So in that way you are engaging your mother in His service. That is real love. Love means sacrifice. Simply we have not learned what is pure live in this world. (But you got the greatest opportunity to learn what real love is. But if you can just make that simple sacrifice this way the plants and everything you offer all those plants, and cows from the milk products, they will all get blessings of Krishna and a chance to serve him. That is the eternal bank account you are making just by doing that one simple act in your life. Hari Hari Bo!
One more thing that just came to mind. Have you ever heard of postpartum depression? It's a kind of depression that happens to some women after they have a child.. It really is about feeling depressed and grief stricken that now their self centered life is over. That now they have to love this child that came to them, and for the rest of their life they will have to serve all that childs wants and needs. This kind of thing can happen in ones life in Krishna Consciousness if one does not feel like they have finished up their material desires. So instead of throwing out the baby with the bath water.... and giving up the process. Just add Krishna and dont give up anything. Just try to Love Krishna. Simple :)
Really loved your video. I'm sure so many people connect with it. I've been in iskcon for about 40 years and the struggle continues. Forever friendships end. You should watch the devotees react to my espresso machine! Thanks for sharing your journey.
When is the Hare Krishna movement going to learn to treat people in ways that will make them feel encouraged to stick around? This is such a nice girl who got abused by the culty aspects of Hare Krishna and so we've lost her. Sad.
@@robertoportfolio1378 i understood why they need to do that too. a lot of ppl the dopamine we are social animals after all. but unfortunately this is kali yug. evil and goodness in same person 🤣🌸✨❤️
Very interesting, honest and well made. I have seen a lot of times energetic, talented people joining with full battery leaving empty. Like you said we in the movement need to learn to make strong loving relationships with other devotees. The prblm is they keep everyone so busy there's no time for quality talk with others. And that's the fault of authorities who are not there and just want the "ordinary" devotees to solve any prblm coming their way to solve themselves. I know "so-called" gurus saying they haven't a single friend in the movement. We should operate like a family where there are no secrets and a high level of tolerance. Every person is different and only time will change us. We have to be patient. I distance myself from iskcon but I'm fortunate to live in Vrindavan and in contact with local generational devotee families otherwise I would be lost. We can tolerate a lot if there's plenty of love and eventually when we have experienced satisfying relationships we can leave that and fully meditate on the loving pastimes of Sri Sri Radha Shyaama. It doesn't matter if we live in ashram Or outside, our material path was already decided before we took birth. Just don't reject God and everything will fall in place eventually.
some people go into this group and actually fall in love the Krishna or Rama or Hanuman or whatever. They're the lucky ones. For a lot of others it gets old sooner or later and they have to fight fight fight to stay with it. Maybe they would best go somewhere else where they can find their thing to love.
You were part of what is called --- "Sahajiya Cult". Search for the term and find out more what it means. Unfortunately the sahajiyas they have ruined many lives.
topmost yoga system , not very easy to practice , its like walking on the edges of blade, keeping the purity both mentally and physically . soul is all blissful and eternal
thanks so much for sharing your experiences and struggeling around in between spiritual seeking , having fun, so much responsability, creative work and doubts, hurts taking you down to depression. showing up autentic feelings in vulnerability makes like being connected to you. I was watching the whole video today for several reasons and did not expect finding such a great person talking and opening herself so deeply. sending love to you. I hope you have now that kind of life you are happy with. my interest for yoga went from online connections to the kundalini musisc and meditation first. than i discoverd the chanting of jahnavi harrisson bhakti yoga kirtan practices on her social media channels. last month i watched about the second generation in bhakti yoga born and raised in talking about a lot of abuses similar to the yogi bhajan in kundalini. and I was confiming my impression that yoga stiles with gurus like this always are running cults. thats so sad that seekers are not aware of that dangers.
Thinking about krishna happiness even once in a day gives more benefit than doing 24/7 service with a cheating mental or a material mental. Do pranayama and chant 30mins a day each with a pure desire, you dont need this 24hr service.
Ever had yr t3 t4 checked out?? I have Hashimotos which starts as hyperactive thyroid n then flips to underactive....it makes one oversensitive plus gives fatigue....Just notice you have a bit of a swollen neck there love! Hare Krsna.
I hope that found happiness truly. Could you please help me to contact some of your friends that are still devotees? I am inspired to join the Hare Krishna cult. Even Srila Prabhupada called the Hare Krishna movement Lord Chaitanya's cult .
I must commend you for a very mature and well-balanced presentation which you so adeptly summed up in the last part of your seven reasons of parting from the Krishna movement.
I'm from Colombi and I was hare krishna for 3 years, but it a lot of horrible things inside of it although, outside it looks like a paradise of goodness
I'm in UK. Been devotee 30 years visit temple daily But don't eat temple food. Very unhealthy. Think these devotees wud be better people if they eat proper food.
@@stevenvaleriojr1177 If one is happy in a places and feel satisfied without hurting one’s self and others, how come that place isn’t supposed to be healthy?
I am really worried about WHO are those people who forced to live single (Opt for Bhramcharya) Srila Prabhupada himself said even a married (Grastha) can live as a devotee. You should come to Mayapur and see for yourself❤ sorry for the bad experience but Krishna Conciousness is very beautful now as well.. hare krishna❤
Let me tell u this. Everyone can ne devotee but whn it comes to Krsna, HE need to choose you. If he decide no matterwht ur still blacl hearted thn Krsna will reove u frm his house bcoz he dont keep black sheep in his home. I am not hare krishna or wht. I am pure Hindu blood brahmins. Everyone talk abt this n tht religions while bhagwan bhakt dont waste time to finger point to others bt we just do our things n think abt ourselves whom alrdy fallen in this sinful earth. Thts the different btween others n pure bhagwan bhakth.
Yea. Im in the uk. And visit manor temple often. But i find a lot of backstabing going on. I dont expect it from pure devotees. But get a lot of it. It seems even pure devotees dont no how to behave. Witch sickens me. Oh well we all only human i guess. Hare krishna.
I have watched your other channel and know your name. I am not finding anything wrong with you. You may be comparing yourself with some others from your school and feeling you haven't achieved what they have? Try Pranayama. It could relieve all your stress. Yoga -- Pranayama -- Meditation, in that order. You don't have to live in the Hare Krishna community. You can visit them in the weekends and do a job like working in ANZ. You are a good story teller and you should give more emphasis on your youtube videos and create a revenue stream there. Perhaps, create a Yoga channel and hold live Yoga sessions on weekend mornings. Teach Yoga for kids by approaching their schools. First create your yoga portfolio on youtube or something. You don't have to be known for a single thing or have a single job. You can do multiple things. Like Yoga, Hare Krishna Rap, etc etc.
Gaudiya is not Isckon, vaishnavism is not Isckon, i was born in a devotees family (from isckon), experiences can be different so of course im in no position to deny yours, however to see thqr you even got rid of your tulsi kandi is heartbreaking, dont renegate Krishna because of an institution.
A christian is someone who believes and follows the teachings of of Jesus Christ. Someone might be a religious person but not a Christian if that person does not follow his Teachings and accept him as your Lord and Savior.
and no this science doesnt take away pleasure from the things you loved before: just different approach: your path is not over, just dont fall in fanatisism, in whatever life you choose
sometimes you really need the disconnection for a while I'll join again in dec 24 after my exams.... my we first joined temple we met a devotee who is no longer in this world he CLEARLY said to me and my mom Mataji you're coming here very good but no need to get tooo close to anyone be respectful do your seva attend programs thats it There's one famous brajwasi katha vachak indresh ji he also said in one of his kathas that you should maintain a distance especially with devotees bcuz the more you knw them the more you become like casual frnds with them then your eyes starts fault finding in them which sometimes there is fault because no ones perfect temple is a hospital and ppl coming in are diseased in different levels some are too diseased than others so you should give seva do your spiritual practice and done you knw like a you have a personal circle where's no one is allowed and then comes intimate circle only few ones and then public circle.
Western society manages to screw up even the good things we give them. I'm sorry she had this experience. It's the complete opposite of what Krsna Consciousness is supposed to be about
You're a video person. Maybe this can help get some perspective on the atmosphere surrounding the Personality of Godhead. It is done very well. We can get a good "feel" for the emotions of bhakti. Hare Krishna is the first part of the mantra and Hare Rama is the other part. This video series enacts the pastimes of the incarnation of Krishna as Rama. I'm watching for second time. Never gets old. It is not just entertainment... Hope you like it. ruclips.net/p/PLFr_jkwUp0hi8udndO_-71AGC373bc5ID
every thing is human creation there is nothing divine ,, Krishna is a psychological creation of Maharshi "VYASHA" . when Krishna says - hay guda kesh " I am the atman of every living Being" then is it a conclusion of Vyasa from his Understanding of the Advait Vedanta . I love Krishna because I know that the Consciousness is referring as Krishna.
your experience may have made you feel a sort of way and I fully understand where you are coming from, but the teachings of Krsna is seperate from your experience, the teachings of srila Prahbupad and Krsna is still correct it is just that you suffered with mental health and suicidal thoughts that should have been checked, most of the stuff you said about isckon in this video prove nothing but that ISCKON is a kind and caring society, it was you who made the choice to leave based on your mental health which is entirely up to you as KRSNA hives us a CHOICE. Always remember the words of Krsna and don’t forget it would be sad to see a devotee fall down from a elevated position
Y work so hard all you need to do was just chant the name a hour a day with a desire for bliss and you should get bliss. If you want a vision just chant the name with that desire in a year a person will get a vision of the lord. Why make it hard on yourself. Just enjoy the bliss of pranayama and chant, then everything makes senses. You dont have to do all these other external. Its so easy that it shocks me that these people cant go above the level of a neophyte and get bliss. Next time dont get initiation from a bogus guru or sit with neophytes who think they are advance. Just chant 1 hour a day with a pure desire thats all you need.
Very strange that you don't speak about the main aspect of the KC, the guru. This is symptomatic of not having received what you soul may have the most inquired, his grace. Very few of them can give the grace to love Krsna. This may be the first unknown reason hidden behind so many other, to leave Iskcon. After 40+ years I understood that I did not receive knowledge, so I decided to keep faith with another lineage, even if I was very attracted to Srila Prabhupada. So, I begin to listen Satyanarayana babaji from Vrindavan. And my hope came back. Now it's for me to prepare my next birth and I know that the first thing we need, it's not socializing, having fun and so called friends, but knowledge of our relationship with guru and Krsna. Try again. Hare Krsna. YS.
You can practice Bhakti Yoga without being a hare Krishna devotee! I go to New Vrindavan all the time because I live close and I'm close to alot of devotees there and it's a great relationship.
You are such a cheerful devotee! I hope u always stay in sheltwf of Srila Prabhupada. Always remember Srila Prabhupada lives u the most ❤❤❤❤. You are a soul and ur relationship with ur Spiritual master is eternal.
Sad you had to leave. I don't think you disappointed your mother. It is the big picture that matters, not selfish wants. Your mother didn't bring you to this world to have a helper.
Finally finished watching this. Good job. class A video. Too bad you were introduced to spirituality through a relatively "strait is the gate" approach like that offered by Iskcon. Maybe someone like, I don't know...Krishna Das, or Lama Lena would have been less problematic for your sort of person. And then again, maybe not. Maybe you got just what you needed at the time. Anyway, good luck going forward.
I’m also a huge fan of Flight of the Concords… that’s too bad you gave up everything. I am also a Canadian devotee, I think you and I are about the same age. I wonder I I know the devotee they set you up with…
Thank for your video I watch it all. You are a Hare Krishna Kamikaze just like me and many others ❤ I guess your service now is taking care of yourself. Hare Krishna kamikaze don’t die so easily you toke the risk usually kamikaze don’t and that well😂 Krishna will not forget a world or a Name don’t worry. As some guru say you will born in an Indian family of bramana 😂😂😂 I hope you get the joke. You are free much more than you can imagine so much that some one will wonder what a hell are you still doing here servant of the servant ❤
I DID SO MANY COMMENTS SDJFGSDIUFGADIUFBAOF SORRY damn too many paras but I disconnected bcuz of my career too i dont wanna fail bcuz im making posters lol (not a good think but im great at diconnecting and ghosting-) anyways even if u disconnected you can practice at home take it easy start 1 round again until you feel like moving it up and practice seva at home with online kathas only like videos not interaction and you said you are a designer so for career u can try these video editing and graphic designing stuff they are on trend these days fr ......lol i did so many comments cuz I kind of related with feeling pressure in seva but I was born in india and got a crush on krishna watching cartoon in pogo channel so i dont I'll ever leave leave him even if I disconnected with community Hare Krishna
Great reflections! And: of course it is a cult. Srila Prabhupada does not shy away from that at all - it is the Krishna cult. Understanding that, you have to be responsible for how you participate. We did a few episodes on it on the Vaishnava Voices podcast: ruclips.net/user/livesGaIqhowQm8?si=b-S6Dy-OFX3n81cf
community of half knowledge people is in some part of iskcon from which you suffer i suggest you to chant and read books and do work as other normal human do but gave all work to krishna as seva so their is no diffrence between work and worship that is karmyoga and krsna gave you Judicious for all work and workship always remember hariguru thats all no more acting is needed and if question arises find by yourself in books thats all chant and be happy
Basically western are taking higher level of Hinduism education but I m from Nepal, it is Hindu majority country we don't ware those orange dress we don't chant hare Krishna we don't dance we don't promote Hinduism but from heart we are Hindu we follow every Hinduism rules and teaching. Western are getting Hinduism education by top notch people of this era they might will be considered as god in future, no one knows future. This gurus are trying to make Hindu society in west like what there was in ancient. In ancient there was only truth era they are trying to establish truth era in west if they sucees to bring back truth era every illness and living being problem will fade way so that they try to put western deep down in Hinduism. If they will sucees western will be called great Hindu than India Nepal Hindus because in India Nepal majority are Hindu but we are moving to western culture and gurus are trying to build truth era so wearing orange dress, chanting hare Krishna going in airport and dancing in town have big big steps and plans and mastermind to bring truth era. Whoever have join this movement will be recorded there name in history, you guys are making revolution and history in western. Think about prabhupad who ever have join this movement and helped him are being considered as god because in the Hindu fighter body god soul lives and all Hindu knows how to respect those souls. Those gurus are producing only A level gurus this is their first moto and second and third thing will come accordance by god. You can be a Hindu without wearing those custom mala and tilak you can weare you can live your life according to what you want. Hare Krishna is one branch of Hinduism there are many more branch you can be hindu following chritianity Jewish or other religion just connect your spiritual with your own religion god. Basically Hinduism is not doing bad not harmong othe doing good thing for all living being is called Hinduism.
krishna consciuosness is a science you can practise everywhere, not every one can be a monk, thats a fact: so i feel sorry you had no friends you could not have a girlfriend, you did not find a husband eithr, you stopped your creativity unfortunatly,, as a neophyte you could not step over this useless mind set of this group i m in will give me everything i need. no krishna consciousness is a science , to help you to grow up in your spiritual life: so i hope you ll keep reading and see srila prabhupada never lied to us all: now how to be happy? just create adjust your life with consciousnees : not every one is a monk , but every one is definitly a spiritual soul: by the way maybe take some singing class, or drawing or whatever! hare krishna!hoping you will stay wise
I have to admit, it was a tough watch, with you repeating the logical fallacies of the cult and their practices of exploiting confused or economically disadvantaged people, and certain practices I would even call close to abusive. It's sad what you had do go through, but that's all the sympathy I'm capable of at the moment.
As far as the Maha Mantra and the focus on public over temple worship could be said to be new in those combinations. The problem with ISKCON translations is some terms are not translated fully and some of the translated verses skip over the literal translation, in spots, to put in doctrine. Otherwise, they are usually the best books on those Vedic texts. Growing and applying normalcy to the spiritual path is not in accord with spiritual consciousness or spiritual principles; which can be applied to any material or psychological culture.
I dont know why they are teaching you guys to be completely separated from your family and demean them as “one” of your thousands of families. Here in India, even if someone becomes a full time devotee monk, he doesn’t abandon his family, I am a devotee and my whole family is a devotee and we are taught to see our family as a personification of Krishna so it is our duty to take care of them worship them! Whatever they are teaching you in the West is completely different from what we are taught here and i feel sorry dear that you had to go through that. I wish you well ❤
Western devotee is doing wrong,here in india we have social and spiritual life go equally.
@@InjusticeinIndia i would 1oo% agree to what you said
This is not what iskcon teaches…she got stuck due to lack discipline..anyway,my prayers for her
@@worldrocker5914 we have to admit that it is true that ISKON is strict, I took 2 whole years to fully commit to it, but I did it because I wanted to, and she did not because she didn’t want to, but atleast she tried, and she did much more than I am doing here in India, like I never went around distributing Gitas, or I never taught other devotees, because I never had to, because here almost everyone is Sanatani, so we should not demean her by calling her exit as lack of discipline. It is okay, everything will be alright and I wish her all the best and I want to thank her for the things she so selflessly did during her time in ISKON❤️
No one ever teaching to break up with family unless family is completely disturbing and against the spiritual practice of their children. It is all nonsense
I've being in Krishna consciousness for more than 32 years. First 7 years in 90es lived in a ashram, following rules. Last 25 years living outside, still practicing BUT! I had to make few ajustments. I work at regular job, have friends among nonHare Krisha people, listen and play metal music of all kind. I am married and have beautifull wife, she is also practicing spiritual life like me. And I'm satisfied the way it is with me today. Many Hare Krishna devotees do not prove my way, especially metalhead part but I don't care! When I was young I wanted to save world. It was world against few of us. Today I'm just happy with my life as it is, no need to save anyone. Just myself!
its all a scam. Prabhupada was not pure, far from it, the scriptures are worthless, and chanting does nothing. wake up. it's all bogus. from top to bottom. I know i was in it for over 20 years and was at the top of the Rtvik splinter group which is no different from ISKCON. same scam different name
Exactly
Same situation bro
The environment, especially satsang, is there to help you with fostering sadhana and prevents loss in energy buildup.
Having said that, I emphatize with where you coming from. So, in order to maintain thorough connection with The Divine when living in our own circumstances (kala and patra), there is a solution which I was related by a master in kriya yog.
Through which one can elevate all areas their life, with Spirituality at its core.
That too is monetarily free, yet cost some conscious decisions and willingness to learn.
(That is what spirituality is all about, self effort)
Shanti Om
Yea I too realized this. Now going my own pace.
I been a Hare Krishna for 40 years and love it, bhakti yoga can be practiced every where and for every one, I had great relationship with my family, most young hare Krishnas goes to university or work
I don't know why you had such a bad experience, sorry for that
Hare Krishna
I agree
hare Krishna has ruined many lives, destroyed many children's lives over bogus stories, false teachings, irrelevant scriptures and harmful philosophy such as "women like to raped, children can be beaten, etc etc. people have been murdered, raped and abused because of this dangerous cult. sure you can keep your eyes closed and pretend none of that matters.
Actually your experience is rare. It seems we are not part of the same movement. Where are you from?!
. God is one but in different forms but this guy Prabhupad just made his own Bhagwad Gita modified. your guru has weird views about someone getting raped. Here is the link
ruclips.net/video/UKnKyxpdFAI/видео.html
Please read the original Gita if someone wants to read it by Gita press not by this Prabhupaad
I really don't like the so called maharaja or name given to the devotees who been there for long time. After hearing about the adultery done by some nominated priest from west virginia , i made sure that when I go to Temple I do pay my respect to Lord Krishna but do not like the devotees who are fake and hypocrits.
I’m a westerner living in London and have nothing bad to say about the Krishna people. Quite the opposite.
Yes but many cheaters also hide in sheeps clothing
It's OK Krishna will always be with you,mental peace should be the priority...here in India even if you are vaishnav,Majority still go to work for money because they have family,and also doing their service to krishna
Krishna is not real, the scriptures are bogus, not 5000 years old, Prabhupada was a fraud who snorted snuff every night and was 22 when he had sex with his 11 year old child bride, that is who you worship as good as god. There is no need to accept a Guru, that is all cult bullsht
Lord Caitanya's Movement is an extremely rare opportunity for fallen souls of this age to switch from being slaves of their minds and senses to being loving servants of Sri Krishna and go back home, back to Godhead. Not everyone who joins genuinely grasps this. They are cultists, who abuse the seriousness of the movement for their own aggrandizement and enjoyment. When Krishna exposes them, they leave, sometimes insulting Him on the way out. Sour grapes.
Very good 👍
Wow! I watched your channel a few years back. I saw some Harw Krishnas in ny Town last Saturday and mentioned to my mum that there was a girl on RUclips that made videos about the beliefs etc but she deleted them which was a shame, then exactly 7 days later, this gets uploaded! Excited to watch this again when I have time x
It can take some time to process and assimilate experiences. Blind following of anything is never good. Bhakti is a yoga system. Internal energies, emotions, feelings are also purified. I can very much relate to your situation. Thank you so much for this honest presentation. You have made A LOT of advancement. It is never lost. there's lot going on. Be patient. Learn to tolerate yourself, others and the world. Thank you again. Wishing you well. (There's no denying you are a talented artist!)
Nothing new when I hear the reasons. It is not so easy but we need to be aware of the difference between the institution and of our spiritual life. To have fun is good but we need to find someone who care for us and can help us to grow. Another point I would like to mention is that it is very very rare to find someone who can jump to transcendence, there is step to take before hand, to be guided according to our material nature, this is part of process but unfortunately there is a tendency toward disregarding this.
How long can we hold the balloon under water ?
Spiritual life is a deep call, live your life, all experiences are there to make us grow at the end. I wish you the best.
I shared your video on Facebook. This is a copy of the comments sections...
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This is excellent.
I kept wanting to tell her she can be a Hare Krishna and still be herself.
She didn’t have to completely renounce KC. I hope she figures that out
We don’t HAVE to live in temple ashrams to be devotees
🙏🏻😊
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Yes she executed student life in the ashram wholeheartedly. Now she needs to see how to apply her education in practical life. She is an amazing person. We wish her well and all success.
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Definitely! She’s an extremely intelligent, gifted and sincere young woman
It’s a shame and quite ironic because Krishna consciousness is all about reconnecting with your true self getting to know yourself on a deeper level but your experience was that the more you practiced the more you felt disconnected from yourself and lost your sense of identity.
As someone who grew up in krishna consciousness A lot of what do you say sounds familiar in that for us who grew up in KC we have learnt not to do these things. It’s okay to be normal, you should have a career, have friends, big deal if it had onion and garlic, we have learnt not to sweat the small stuff. God loves you. I feel your pain and can imagine what you went through was quite rough.
You didn’t need to prove your worth to anyone Krishna loves you just the way you are and if I’m honest I always thought you were pretty cool ☺️
I hope we bump into each other some day it would be nice to see you again, hope you are living and happier and healthier life .
Krishna Das 😉
hare krishna takes happy people and turns them into hateful creeps who dislike all non-devotees. it is just a disgusting cult.
"Education means you should learn from a person who is authorized, who is without mistake, without illusion, who does not cheat, just like we are learning from Krsna. That is education. And if you learn from rascals and fools, then what is that education? Education means to learn from the learned person. But if you are learning from a rascal and fool, then what is your education? Education required, but we require what is actually education, which is not cheating. But how we are being educated, we're being cheated. We are working for this body, which I AM NOT. Is that education, or it is cheating? --Srila Prabhupada.
this is the main point. No authentic knowledge received.
Thanks for sharing your experiences. I went through the same community and had a mostly good experience, but I do relate to a lot of what you've shared. It's cool that you can be so open.
The saddest part is your friends you cried for. I think if they really cared they would reach out to you.sorry for your journey hope you heal. Its sad just remember krishna does love you no matter what. Keep up wuth your healing.
You did more sadhna in one year than my whole life combined, you will reap the benefits of it. Still a motivation, Hare Krishna mataji
Wow, the quality of this video is amazing! You are so talented, funny and intelligent and it really comes across in the best way.
If you wish to practice Bhakti yog you MUST suffer the trial of sages. It may take many attemps to find a realised Guru who has no other motive than awaking your Bhav. As mentioned in a below comment, any one size fits all movement must be approach with intelligence not emotion. If you ever feel lost on your journey, simply simplify. Krishna teaches detachtment from materail desire, this can be done anywhere, at anytime, with or without the aid of an ashram.
Lord Krishna insists to Arjuna that practicing Karma yog is an ever more elevated practice than Bhakti yog. The Bhagavad Gita says everything we need to know. Krishna left nothing out, anything taught outside the Gita is Maya (illusion).
Thank you for posting. Jai shree Krishna
Anytime spirituallity is teached through an organization, one side fits all then its bound to have probelms/corruption. look at the catholic church though I don't think that iskcon is on the same lvl necessarily. though the lesson here I see is that this topic is very contextual and its good to seperate Krishna from Iskcon and not lump them together. Thanks for sharing, now you can do your seeking however you please without being boxxed in, the wonderful thing I see is that you can incorparate spirituality into your life your way and Krishna can still be there with you.
LJ, I am not an ISKCON follower but a regular Hindu. You could go to a regular Hindu Temple and worship there , volunteer or just sit and meditate. See if that helps you create a balance.
LJ thankyou for sharing your journey as a devotee..I was Not surprised but saddened when you shared of grooming you experienced. ..something was very wrong it showed in everything you said & did..I'm so happy you found a dedicated mental health Dr..you are a beautiful soul..I have a beautiful friend who is a devotee..she left for 10yrs..she eventually returned & is very well received...her name is Uvasi Deva Dasi...she runs the dairy at the Krishna farm in Murwillumbah nsw Australia...I believe many people come to a point in life where Professional mental help is required...I'm so glad u chose to get help for your own well being...again I'm sorry your situation wasn't addressed the way it should have been...I know in my heart you would thrive in what ever you choose...I wish you good health & happiness for your life & if you ever feel the need to chant you go right ahead if it brings you joy that's great..remember you don't have to live in an ashram to practice your beliefs..just be your lovely self & be happy..love from Australia ❤
The path is made by walking
That's what the poet said
But sometimes I feel like I'm lost
In a maze of my own making
The path is made by walking
But where do I go from here?
Do I follow my heart or my head?
Do I face my hopes or my fears?
The path is made by walking
And I know I'm not alone
There are others who share this journey
And together we'll find our home
The path is made by walking
And it's never too late to start
The road is made by our footsteps
And the way is made by our hearts
Beautiful❤
I don't think devotion to krishna needs you to detach from friends and family.
Krishna is always with you...
May krishna bless and guide you.
Hare Krishna 🚩🙏
Thanks for sharing
only the chanting works, rest all is mess in iskcon. All the Maharaj's shitting their stink and dictatorship.
Hare Krishna...
Best of luck ...
Krsnas loves us whatever happen to us...He loves us Haribol
im 20 yrs old rn prep for competitive exams for dec 24 I used to give seva for graphic designing for my temple and was connected there with a devotee. at first when I was giving entrance exams I had a lot of time compared to now so i gave my best on desigining posters and stuff but now I dont have that much time its august rn back in july 24 i gave up i told my mom to tell them I went to my aunt's house to study and focus because it was really giving me stress He kept giving me posters and also gave me almost 70% work for new website i.e more than 100+ posters also options just in case to use and gave me really less deadline I think his way for getting ppl work is kind of ill not say criticizing but scolding so ppl will do it faster in fear but that made me more frustrated lol I havent left the community but Im not in contact with anyone temple rn and Im peacefully practicing normal daily seva and stuff at home
Hi LJ, sorry to hear you had some bad experiences with ISKCON and your feelings were hurt.
Devotion to Krishna is not all or nothing. For example, in the 12th chapter of the Gita, Lord Krishna explains that there are different levels of spiritual practice, and all of them are beneficial.
I hope you will find an approach to spiritual life that feels right for you. 🙏
YOUR MISFORTUNE. HARE KRISHNA. YOU WILL BE PULL BACK BY KRISHNA FOR SURE.
Thank you LJ. I saw your videos and you looked very happy in your Krishna Consciousness. From what you shown us, you had a lot of services that were part of your natural propensities and part of what you wanted to do in your life.( vegetarian restaurant, rap, and so many things) I saw so much positive in your videos, that you would not be able to do in any so called cult or religion. Krishna Consciousness is not a religion. It is Sanatan Dharma. It is our natural and constitutional position as the eternal soul.) That is our real self when we use our natural propensities for Krishnas service. And it seems you did that. Nothing is easy and nothing is perfect in this world. Krishna is so kind and He lined up so many services for you to get first hand training that no school can teach you. Of course there were some services that seemed were not your forte. But you could have told your Guru that you felt you were overwhelmed with some of your services and that you struggled with your mind with it. Im trying to understand how the ashram set you up with a married elder man with kids? (Maybe some karma you had to go through and test of Maya and not just that but he did seem to look for someone with a weak mind who he could manipulate. That was unfortuneate. It seems your guru fixed that part to allow that to end. (Maybe he had no idea of that mans position.) The problem with women is they tend to think they are their mind or emotions or feelings and focus too much on that. I think if you made a list of all the good thing your ashram experience was and all the good training it gave you, you would find very little negative compared to the good. It does not matter what religion or job or life situation there will be challenges. The thing with chanting is it brings up anartas (Unwanted things in the heart and mind) The process is to turn to Krishna and take shelter of His lotus feet to help us throw those things out. And Srila Prabhupada is Jagat Gur and he can kick out any problem if we just turn to him. The only thing religious in Krishna Consciousness is the principles of Religion (4 regulative principles( And rising early and Deity worship) Thats not a cult. Some devotees like to fit into society well that you can do to.Srila Prabhupada said what ever you do just add Krishna. There is no need to throw the baby out with the bath water. Maya is expert and she knows our each and every weakness and she will try to trip us up. So you have family attachement and food attachemtn and society attachment. The only remedy is Krishna. The further one goes from Krishna the more they will need those other things. Count your blessings and circumstances. Look at the positive. You actually found yourself in Krishna Consciousness, but your mind waned to identify with your mental view of yourself. You are a devotee and Krishna Bhakti is not a cult. Every society has a dress code and set standards etc. So thats normal. If we like it we follow that. If not we can do our bhakti outside. But that is practically impossible not in association with at least one devotee. I encourage you to take up the process and just listen to Srila Prabhupada lectures. (If you really want to find your real self). Prabhupada said we have to put our love somewhere... just give this one life to Krishna and next life.. .no more birth, death, old age or disease.Naturally you will get board with material family life. He never told us to give it up. But naturally we get board with materialism, once we had the bliss of Krishna Consciousness. Krishna Loves you and wants you with Him. I pray to Srila Prabhupada for your greatest good and highest joy. Nitai Gauranga Hari bol!
PS ... and it is understandable of course you love your mother. She is a vegetarian and she lovers you enough to make you food without onion and garlic. That is love and you will offer that to Krishna as He does not like onion or garlic. So in that way you are engaging your mother in His service. That is real love. Love means sacrifice. Simply we have not learned what is pure live in this world. (But you got the greatest opportunity to learn what real love is. But if you can just make that simple sacrifice this way the plants and everything you offer all those plants, and cows from the milk products, they will all get blessings of Krishna and a chance to serve him. That is the eternal bank account you are making just by doing that one simple act in your life. Hari Hari Bo!
One more thing that just came to mind. Have you ever heard of postpartum depression? It's a kind of depression that happens to some women after they have a child.. It really is about feeling depressed and grief stricken that now their self centered life is over. That now they have to love this child that came to them, and for the rest of their life they will have to serve all that childs wants and needs. This kind of thing can happen in ones life in Krishna Consciousness if one does not feel like they have finished up their material desires. So instead of throwing out the baby with the bath water.... and giving up the process. Just add Krishna and dont give up anything. Just try to Love Krishna. Simple :)
Hare Krsna, He Karina Sindhu Dina bandhu jagad pateh.
Krsna!!! Krsna!!!
Radhe Radhe !!!!
Krishna's mercy may always be upon you❤ although you leave our family still love and respect will always be there for your service.
Really loved your video. I'm sure so many people connect with it. I've been in iskcon for about 40 years and the struggle continues. Forever friendships end. You should watch the devotees react to my espresso machine! Thanks for sharing your journey.
When is the Hare Krishna movement going to learn to treat people in ways that will make them feel encouraged to stick around? This is such a nice girl who got abused by the culty aspects of Hare Krishna and so we've lost her. Sad.
thinking bout lord Krishna ❤
we don’t need cult to do tht ❤😂🎉
we cn think about him everywhere everytime ❤😂🎉
Hari Krishna Jai Radhe KrishnaJi ❤🎉
Thinking about krishna happiness even once in a day gives more benefit than doing 24/7 service with a cheating mental or a material mental.
@@robertoportfolio1378 i understood why they need to do that too.
a lot of ppl the dopamine
we are social animals after all.
but unfortunately this is kali yug.
evil and goodness in same person 🤣🌸✨❤️
Very interesting, honest and well made. I have seen a lot of times energetic, talented people joining with full battery leaving empty. Like you said we in the movement need to learn to make strong loving relationships with other devotees. The prblm is they keep everyone so busy there's no time for quality talk with others. And that's the fault of authorities who are not there and just want the "ordinary" devotees to solve any prblm coming their way to solve themselves. I know "so-called" gurus saying they haven't a single friend in the movement. We should operate like a family where there are no secrets and a high level of tolerance. Every person is different and only time will change us. We have to be patient. I distance myself from iskcon but I'm fortunate to live in Vrindavan and in contact with local generational devotee families otherwise I would be lost. We can tolerate a lot if there's plenty of love and eventually when we have experienced satisfying relationships we can leave that and fully meditate on the loving pastimes of Sri Sri Radha Shyaama. It doesn't matter if we live in ashram Or outside, our material path was already decided before we took birth. Just don't reject God and everything will fall in place eventually.
Very honest & well though through you struck out for yourself ❤
some people go into this group and actually fall in love the Krishna or Rama or Hanuman or whatever. They're the lucky ones. For a lot of others it gets old sooner or later and they have to fight fight fight to stay with it. Maybe they would best go somewhere else where they can find their thing to love.
You were part of what is called --- "Sahajiya Cult". Search for the term and find out more what it means. Unfortunately the sahajiyas they have ruined many lives.
Thank you so much respected sister. Your words are eyeopeners. How can I contact with you kindly?
topmost yoga system , not very easy to practice , its like walking on the edges of blade, keeping the purity both mentally and physically . soul is all blissful and eternal
thanks so much for sharing your experiences and struggeling around in between spiritual seeking , having fun, so much responsability, creative work and doubts, hurts taking you down to depression. showing up autentic feelings in vulnerability makes like being connected to you. I was watching the whole video today for several reasons and did not expect finding such a great person talking and opening herself so deeply. sending love to you. I hope you have now that kind of life you are happy with. my interest for yoga went from online connections to the kundalini musisc and meditation first. than i discoverd the chanting of jahnavi harrisson bhakti yoga kirtan practices on her social media channels. last month i watched about the second generation in bhakti yoga born and raised in talking about a lot of abuses similar to the yogi bhajan in kundalini. and I was confiming my impression that yoga stiles with gurus like this always are running cults. thats so sad that seekers are not aware of that dangers.
good idea! put all past videos in 1..... long live life!
Thinking about krishna happiness even once in a day gives more benefit than doing 24/7 service with a cheating mental or a material mental. Do pranayama and chant 30mins a day each with a pure desire, you dont need this 24hr service.
Ever had yr t3 t4 checked out??
I have Hashimotos which starts as hyperactive thyroid n then flips to underactive....it makes one oversensitive plus gives fatigue....Just notice you have a bit of a swollen neck there love!
Hare Krsna.
This.
I hope that found happiness truly. Could you please help me to contact some of your friends that are still devotees? I am inspired to join the Hare Krishna cult. Even Srila Prabhupada called the Hare Krishna movement Lord Chaitanya's cult .
"The younger generations nowadays seem to lack discipline and respect. It's a simple observation."
I must commend you for a very mature and well-balanced presentation which you so adeptly summed up in the last part of your seven reasons of parting from the Krishna movement.
you looks sad now😢
I'm from Colombi and I was hare krishna for 3 years, but it a lot of horrible things inside of it although, outside it looks like a paradise of goodness
I'm in UK. Been devotee 30 years visit temple daily
But don't eat temple food. Very unhealthy. Think these devotees wud be better people if they eat proper food.
I appreciate this. Thank you for sharing.
You looked much happier when you were into Bhakti
no she didnt
Yes,i do agree….she got stucked half way i would say….
Yes she does
Well, the Manson girls looked happier when they were with Charlie. Doesn't mean it was a healthier place to be.
@@stevenvaleriojr1177 If one is happy in a places and feel satisfied without hurting one’s self and others, how come that place isn’t supposed to be healthy?
I am really worried about WHO are those people who forced to live single (Opt for Bhramcharya) Srila Prabhupada himself said even a married (Grastha) can live as a devotee. You should come to Mayapur and see for yourself❤ sorry for the bad experience but Krishna Conciousness is very beautful now as well.. hare krishna❤
I am a material failure that's why I don't want to enter Grihastha Ashram. Is it justified?
Thanks for uploading this. I've been intermittently searching for your old videos and was worried they got to you somehow 😆
can't take GBC gurus all things seriously only take prabhupada seriously and chant and read and be happy
Let me tell u this. Everyone can ne devotee but whn it comes to Krsna, HE need to choose you. If he decide no matterwht ur still blacl hearted thn Krsna will reove u frm his house bcoz he dont keep black sheep in his home. I am not hare krishna or wht. I am pure Hindu blood brahmins. Everyone talk abt this n tht religions while bhagwan bhakt dont waste time to finger point to others bt we just do our things n think abt ourselves whom alrdy fallen in this sinful earth. Thts the different btween others n pure bhagwan bhakth.
Yea. Im in the uk. And visit manor temple often. But i find a lot of backstabing going on. I dont expect it from pure devotees. But get a lot of it. It seems even pure devotees dont no how to behave. Witch sickens me. Oh well we all only human i guess. Hare krishna.
Pure devotees?you sure about that.
WHERE CAN i get the bhagad gita
I have watched your other channel and know your name. I am not finding anything wrong with you. You may be comparing yourself with some others from your school and feeling you haven't achieved what they have?
Try Pranayama. It could relieve all your stress. Yoga -- Pranayama -- Meditation, in that order.
You don't have to live in the Hare Krishna community. You can visit them in the weekends and do a job like working in ANZ.
You are a good story teller and you should give more emphasis on your youtube videos and create a revenue stream there. Perhaps, create a Yoga channel and hold live Yoga sessions on weekend mornings.
Teach Yoga for kids by approaching their schools. First create your yoga portfolio on youtube or something. You don't have to be known for a single thing or have a single job. You can do multiple things. Like Yoga, Hare Krishna Rap, etc etc.
I can understand why to Leave Iskcon.........
Thank you
Gaudiya is not Isckon, vaishnavism is not Isckon, i was born in a devotees family (from isckon), experiences can be different so of course im in no position to deny yours, however to see thqr you even got rid of your tulsi kandi is heartbreaking, dont renegate Krishna because of an institution.
Fantastic thankyou . ❤
A christian is someone who believes and follows the teachings of of Jesus Christ.
Someone might be a religious person but not a Christian if that person does not follow his Teachings and accept him as your Lord and Savior.
and no this science doesnt take away pleasure from the things you loved before: just different approach: your path is not over, just dont fall in fanatisism, in whatever life you choose
sometimes you really need the disconnection for a while I'll join again in dec 24 after my exams.... my we first joined temple we met a devotee who is no longer in this world he CLEARLY said to me and my mom Mataji you're coming here very good but no need to get tooo close to anyone be respectful do your seva attend programs thats it There's one famous brajwasi katha vachak indresh ji he also said in one of his kathas that you should maintain a distance especially with devotees bcuz the more you knw them the more you become like casual frnds with them then your eyes starts fault finding in them which sometimes there is fault because no ones perfect temple is a hospital and ppl coming in are diseased in different levels some are too diseased than others so you should give seva do your spiritual practice and done you knw like a you have a personal circle where's no one is allowed and then comes intimate circle only few ones and then public circle.
Western society manages to screw up even the good things we give them. I'm sorry she had this experience. It's the complete opposite of what Krsna Consciousness is supposed to be about
Well, We Hindus of India are following this " cult" for 5000 years and its getting better😂😂😂
Gud luck for your future life though
Not cult but Dharma
Not ''hindu'' bindu but vaisnava.
How can you worship just one God Krishna qin fact If there are many gods??
Vaisnava, literally means belonging to Lord Viṣṇu', worshipping Krishna as well, seeing him also as popular but not as the highest form of god
You're a video person. Maybe this can help get some perspective on the atmosphere surrounding the Personality of Godhead. It is done very well. We can get a good "feel" for the emotions of bhakti. Hare Krishna is the first part of the mantra and Hare Rama is the other part. This video series enacts the pastimes of the incarnation of Krishna as Rama. I'm watching for second time. Never gets old. It is not just entertainment... Hope you like it. ruclips.net/p/PLFr_jkwUp0hi8udndO_-71AGC373bc5ID
I like nice stories like this whether good, bad, sad or glad
every thing is human creation there is nothing divine ,, Krishna is a psychological creation of Maharshi "VYASHA" . when Krishna says - hay guda kesh " I am the atman of every living Being" then is it a conclusion of Vyasa from his Understanding of the Advait Vedanta . I love Krishna because I know that the Consciousness is referring as Krishna.
Religion shouldn't be about the group or relationship approval.
Psychology is supposed to be a fragment of religion and not its enemy.
I saw a video where amogh lila prabhu said not every good devotee can be a good husband (for you) that clicked me.. im still young tho-
Iskcon is not a cult like Christianity and Islam but Iskcon is a Vaishnav sampradaya ( Gaudiya sampradaya).
Now i get why ritvik is essential
your experience may have made you feel a sort of way and I fully understand where you are coming from, but the teachings of Krsna is seperate from your experience, the teachings of srila Prahbupad and Krsna is still correct it is just that you suffered with mental health and suicidal thoughts that should have been checked, most of the stuff you said about isckon in this video prove nothing but that ISCKON is a kind and caring society, it was you who made the choice to leave based on your mental health which is entirely up to you as KRSNA hives us a CHOICE. Always remember the words of Krsna and don’t forget it would be sad to see a devotee fall down from a elevated position
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Y work so hard all you need to do was just chant the name a hour a day with a desire for bliss and you should get bliss. If you want a vision just chant the name with that desire in a year a person will get a vision of the lord. Why make it hard on yourself. Just enjoy the bliss of pranayama and chant, then everything makes senses. You dont have to do all these other external. Its so easy that it shocks me that these people cant go above the level of a neophyte and get bliss. Next time dont get initiation from a bogus guru or sit with neophytes who think they are advance. Just chant 1 hour a day with a pure desire thats all you need.
Very strange that you don't speak about the main aspect of the KC, the guru. This is symptomatic of not having received what you soul may have the most inquired, his grace. Very few of them can give the grace to love Krsna. This may be the first unknown reason hidden behind so many other, to leave Iskcon. After 40+ years I understood that I did not receive knowledge, so I decided to keep faith with another lineage, even if I was very attracted to Srila Prabhupada. So, I begin to listen Satyanarayana babaji from Vrindavan. And my hope came back. Now it's for me to prepare my next birth and I know that the first thing we need, it's not socializing, having fun and so called friends, but knowledge of our relationship with guru and Krsna. Try again. Hare Krsna. YS.
Nobody calls them krishnas they are vaishnavas
You can practice Bhakti Yoga without being a hare Krishna devotee! I go to New Vrindavan all the time because I live close and I'm close to alot of devotees there and it's a great relationship.
You are such a cheerful devotee! I hope u always stay in sheltwf of Srila Prabhupada.
Always remember Srila Prabhupada lives u the most ❤❤❤❤.
You are a soul and ur relationship with ur Spiritual master is eternal.
Hare Krishna 🙏 mata ji
Krishna will call you again so that you can then engage in devotional yoga.
Sad you had to leave. I don't think you disappointed your mother. It is the big picture that matters, not selfish wants. Your mother didn't bring you to this world to have a helper.
Finally finished watching this. Good job. class A video. Too bad you were introduced to spirituality through a relatively "strait is the gate" approach like that offered by Iskcon. Maybe someone like, I don't know...Krishna Das, or Lama Lena would have been less problematic for your sort of person. And then again, maybe not. Maybe you got just what you needed at the time. Anyway, good luck going forward.
I’m also a huge fan of Flight of the Concords… that’s too bad you gave up everything. I am also a Canadian devotee, I think you and I are about the same age. I wonder I I know the devotee they set you up with…
You look absolutely wonderful with long hair....stunning
Thank for your video I watch it all.
You are a Hare Krishna Kamikaze just like me and many others ❤
I guess your service now is taking care of yourself.
Hare Krishna kamikaze don’t die so easily you toke the risk usually kamikaze don’t and that well😂
Krishna will not forget a world or a Name don’t worry.
As some guru say you will born in an Indian family of bramana 😂😂😂 I hope you get the joke.
You are free much more than you can imagine so much that some one will wonder what a hell are you still doing here servant of the servant ❤
I DID SO MANY COMMENTS SDJFGSDIUFGADIUFBAOF SORRY
damn too many paras but I disconnected bcuz of my career too i dont wanna fail bcuz im making posters lol (not a good think but im great at diconnecting and ghosting-) anyways even if u disconnected you can practice at home take it easy start 1 round again until you feel like moving it up and practice seva at home with online kathas only like videos not interaction and you said you are a designer so for career u can try these video editing and graphic designing stuff they are on trend these days fr ......lol i did so many comments cuz I kind of related with feeling pressure in seva but I was born in india and got a crush on krishna watching cartoon in pogo channel so i dont I'll ever leave leave him even if I disconnected with community Hare Krishna
Great reflections! And: of course it is a cult. Srila Prabhupada does not shy away from that at all - it is the Krishna cult. Understanding that, you have to be responsible for how you participate. We did a few episodes on it on the Vaishnava Voices podcast: ruclips.net/user/livesGaIqhowQm8?si=b-S6Dy-OFX3n81cf
Nothing like religion to divide and separate people from reality!
what is reality?
community of half knowledge people is in some part of iskcon from which you suffer i suggest you to chant and read books and do work as other normal human do but gave all work to krishna as seva so their is no diffrence between work and worship that is karmyoga and krsna gave you Judicious for all work and workship always remember hariguru thats all no more acting is needed and if question arises find by yourself in books thats all chant and be happy
Don't listen to any mumbo jumbo nobody has the monopoly on Krishna like Krishna west they are still worshipping Krishna .
I didnt finish the video yet, but I assume you left because they do nothing but say the same sentence over and over again
They don't even say it, indeed they read it. It seems to me they can't even memorize it, so they need a special sign in case they forget the phrase
Maybe you should finish the video….
never bro, only the chanting works, rest all is mess in iskcon. All the Maharaj's shitting their stink and dictatorship.
@@avirao4993 just wondering how come with such as mess,the institution is growing…
Good job! On video.
Basically western are taking higher level of Hinduism education but I m from Nepal, it is Hindu majority country we don't ware those orange dress we don't chant hare Krishna we don't dance we don't promote Hinduism but from heart we are Hindu we follow every Hinduism rules and teaching. Western are getting Hinduism education by top notch people of this era they might will be considered as god in future, no one knows future. This gurus are trying to make Hindu society in west like what there was in ancient. In ancient there was only truth era they are trying to establish truth era in west if they sucees to bring back truth era every illness and living being problem will fade way so that they try to put western deep down in Hinduism. If they will sucees western will be called great Hindu than India Nepal Hindus because in India Nepal majority are Hindu but we are moving to western culture and gurus are trying to build truth era so wearing orange dress, chanting hare Krishna going in airport and dancing in town have big big steps and plans and mastermind to bring truth era. Whoever have join this movement will be recorded there name in history, you guys are making revolution and history in western. Think about prabhupad who ever have join this movement and helped him are being considered as god because in the Hindu fighter body god soul lives and all Hindu knows how to respect those souls. Those gurus are producing only A level gurus this is their first moto and second and third thing will come accordance by god. You can be a Hindu without wearing those custom mala and tilak you can weare you can live your life according to what you want. Hare Krishna is one branch of Hinduism there are many more branch you can be hindu following chritianity Jewish or other religion just connect your spiritual with your own religion god. Basically Hinduism is not doing bad not harmong othe doing good thing for all living being is called Hinduism.
krishna consciuosness is a science you can practise everywhere, not every one can be a monk, thats a fact: so i feel sorry you had no friends you could not have a girlfriend, you did not find a husband eithr, you stopped your creativity unfortunatly,, as a neophyte you could not step over this useless mind set of this group i m in will give me everything i need. no krishna consciousness is a science , to help you to grow up in your spiritual life: so i hope you ll keep reading and see srila prabhupada never lied to us all: now how to be happy? just create adjust your life with consciousnees : not every one is a monk , but every one is definitly a spiritual soul: by the way maybe take some singing class, or drawing or whatever! hare krishna!hoping you will stay wise
if you went right to the point instead of trying to make a documentary id have watched it.
I have to admit, it was a tough watch, with you repeating the logical fallacies of the cult and their practices of exploiting confused or economically disadvantaged people, and certain practices I would even call close to abusive. It's sad what you had do go through, but that's all the sympathy I'm capable of at the moment.
As far as the Maha Mantra and the focus on public over temple worship could be said to be new in those combinations.
The problem with ISKCON translations is some terms are not translated fully and some of the translated verses skip over the literal translation, in spots, to put in doctrine.
Otherwise, they are usually the best books on those Vedic texts.
Growing and applying normalcy to the spiritual path is not in accord with spiritual consciousness or spiritual principles; which can be applied to any material or psychological culture.
Don't give up .