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  • Опубликовано: 7 сен 2024
  • I was never happy with the shape of my nose. I wanted to get a liquid rhinoplasty but the timing was just not right! It turned out to be a perfect reminder that I am beautiful just the way I am

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  • @nadi3255
    @nadi3255 2 года назад +11

    Zainab you're so inspiring, just remember your whole ancestry was full of people who fell in love with a nose like yours, otherwise you wouldn't be here today 💜

  • @eristotle2380
    @eristotle2380 2 года назад +4

    good on you for becoming more aware. it's amazing how motherhood, and especially having a girl, can make you re-examine your mindsets under the filter of what you want your daughter to internalize. and that's half the battle - being aware of the messages we send to our children.
    i've had things on my body and face that i actually made appointments for, and then later realized that it wasn't the life-or-death issue i thought it was. thank you for sharing!

    • @iambeezee
      @iambeezee  2 года назад

      Literally this. I want my daughter to love everything about herself and that starts with ME showing her that I love myself, love my features, my strength and my values. Being a mum really does change you!

  • @Rachel-ip6ps
    @Rachel-ip6ps 2 года назад +4

    It's always startling to me when someone I consider to be gorgeous opens up and says something like, "I don't like my nose." I remember seeing you during your early TSW videos (I was going through TSW too) and thinking how hard it must be for someone who has such a beautiful face to deal with TSW. I thought ya know, all my life I've felt ugly and undesirable, so atleast TSW isn't knocking me that far down, but for someone with a face like yours, it must be so hard to lose that feeling of beauty. Then you spoke about being teased in school - I think you said someone called it alligator skin? And then to hear you say you've always had an issue with your nose - a feature on your face that honestly I never even took notice of because I just thought you have one of those golden ratio faces where everything looks balanced and heart-shaped overall - it really hit me. I'm still sitting here staring at your nose, wondering how I can't see what you see, and it's really eye-opening to me just how powerful and insidious the world of marketing is - that it could convince someone who is just lovely to look at that they are somehow flawed, in this way that no one else would ever see. And I think to myself... how tragic it is, in a species of so much nuance and uniqueness, that we are presented with such a narrow range of features that are deemed acceptable. It doesn't even come down to some rational, quantifible reason either - it's just a tool to sell us ways of correcting ourselves so we fit into what they told us we should want to look like. What a terribly mad world.... Thank you for sharing this story. ❤️‍🩹 Sorry for the long comment.

    • @iambeezee
      @iambeezee  2 года назад

      I love your comment - take back that apology!
      You've definitely been watching my videos and listening! Yes I was called "crocodile dundee" which is from a film about a crocodile 🙄but it was actually my dad who said that. That's a whole other issue entirely but yes it stuck with me.
      Tbh I've never felt the prettiest. I know people say this to be modest but I genuinely think I had issues with how I viewed myself when I was younger - my nose is just a major thing that I've carried to adulthood.
      I really appreciate your comment though because sometimes seeing yourself through someone else's eyes can really open your own. Eg. I've always see my skin as something to hide/be ashamed of but now it's something to relate with people on.
      And you are 100% right. Nowadays it's all about telling people they are broken and offering solutions to fix it, and idolising those with money who are able to feed the cycle. Instead, we should be celebrating differences and glamourising individuality, but also accepting perfection doesn't exist and that's why it's beautiful.

  • @FiersFemme
    @FiersFemme 2 года назад +1

    Thank you for sharing your story, I'm currently in the midst of my tsw journey, going on 3 months and now it's on my eyes and around my mouth, I totally understand finding it hard to look in the mirror but I do my best to stay out the dark place. My hair started eating away in the front, I'm shedding everywhere and most days I'm so drained I sleep the day away, basically, I'm going through it. Your videos help me all the time, the old ones and the new ones. Congrats on your beautiful baby and thank you for always sharing.

    • @iambeezee
      @iambeezee  2 года назад +2

      Love this. I'm glad my videos bring comfort to people... I wish we didn't have to go through this but when it's over we'll just be so grateful we were resilient. Sending you a virtual hug x

    • @FiersFemme
      @FiersFemme 2 года назад

      @@iambeezee thanks love, I appreciate it. I just wanted to update you and everyone else, my body is starting to feel a bit better, my eyes still hurt but not the same kind of pain as before. I don't want to speak to soon because it's just a different kind of pain but not the early on pain. I just bought a red light & honestly, I feel like I'm feeling the effects already. It has a lot of positive effects for a lot of things besides eczema and tsw but I bought it of course to help with my skin cells. it probably won't help in the very beginning but where I am in my stage at 3 months it's helping me right now.

  • @CrownedJulz
    @CrownedJulz 2 года назад +1

    Zainab, your boldness, transparency, and growth is so amazing sister - please recognize how much of an inspiration you are to people - near and far. Your daughter is blessed to have such a strong and beautiful mother to learn from and look up to - you and yours be blessed! 🙌🏿

    • @iambeezee
      @iambeezee  2 года назад +1

      Thank you. This really means a lot ❤

  • @maricrisr.
    @maricrisr. 2 года назад

    Aawww!!! That children song is so nostalgic!

  • @lauraponn6519
    @lauraponn6519 2 года назад

    I'm a new subscriber. I want to thank you for your video's. I have been watching multiple times. They do help not knowing your alone. Thank you 💗

  • @stacyj7
    @stacyj7 2 года назад +2

    Your baby is so beautiful !

    • @iambeezee
      @iambeezee  2 года назад

      Awww thank you 💕 honestly don't know how we created such a cutie!

  • @TytheSynthesyst
    @TytheSynthesyst 2 года назад +1

    Eye opening, I never knew you felt all this. You and Ireeni were like the hottest girls in the Spoons Arc 😂

    • @iambeezee
      @iambeezee  2 года назад +1

      Loool shut up, no way! 🤣 I waa such a dweeb. She was way prettier.
      But thanks, makes me feel all warm n fuzzy inside lol ❤

    • @TytheSynthesyst
      @TytheSynthesyst 2 года назад

      lol you look good dweeb, keep the videos coming 🔥

  • @tillynerd2331
    @tillynerd2331 2 года назад

    Loved this video I also related to aLOAD of what you were saying! 💕💫p.s baby girl is absolutely beautiful just like you mama💖

    • @iambeezee
      @iambeezee  2 года назад

      Awww thanks Natalie! 🥰💕💕 i guess we all have our insecurities that we deal with. You are GORGEOUS! Don't let anyone tell you different x

  • @xoxlbxox
    @xoxlbxox 2 года назад

    I think you're so amazing! I started watching your videos when I started my tsw journey and I'm now a year steroid free and hoping to get pregnant soon. Your little girl is beautiful! Maybe you could show her this video when she's a lot older if she has insecurities because it really puts things into perspective. And I cant see anything wrong with your nose🥰

    • @iambeezee
      @iambeezee  2 года назад

      Aww thank you so much! I will definitely show this to her when she's older just to show her that her mummy is so happy she's here! ❤

  • @janiceharvey3176
    @janiceharvey3176 2 года назад

    Hi Zainab. I'm glad your back and that you didn't have the procedure.Congratulatons, your baby is beautiful just like her mommy. God bless 💕💕

    • @iambeezee
      @iambeezee  2 года назад

      Awww thank you! 💕💕

  • @meek.nhumble4272
    @meek.nhumble4272 2 года назад

    So cute, I feel for your story. Y'all are.so cute 😍 I hope your skin journey is going well and you 💗

  • @xreax92
    @xreax92 2 года назад

    Love this story. Beautiful. You and your daughter ❤️

    • @iambeezee
      @iambeezee  2 года назад +1

      Thank you! You and Nylla are so beautiful too! #BlackGirlMagic 🖤

  • @Thir13eenBeatz
    @Thir13eenBeatz 2 года назад

    Love the story and message Zainab. Xx

  • @sorayasherman711
    @sorayasherman711 2 года назад

    Thank you for making your videos and you and your baby are beautiful

    • @iambeezee
      @iambeezee  2 года назад

      Thank you for watching! Your name is so similar to my Daughters - does it have a meaning? Because Noraya (Nur) means "light" 🌞

  • @theresaavitabile2809
    @theresaavitabile2809 2 года назад

    Two beauties!!!!!!

  • @fatimali630
    @fatimali630 2 года назад

    nouraya is so gorgeous 😍

  • @harjinderuppal3963
    @harjinderuppal3963 2 года назад +1

    Hi are you still going through tsw and have you recently developed red sleeves?

    • @iambeezee
      @iambeezee  2 года назад

      Loooong story but yes and yes. I started back in 2017. Cleared up after around 6 months. I was pretty clear for about 2 years. No major issues. Had a minor flare start of 2020. I fell pregnant summer 202p n my skin was OK during.
      Then also during my pregnancy, in 2021 I had to take a steroid shot for my daughter (see my IUGR video) After having my daughter I experienced a full body flare, something I never went through before. I developed red sleeves! It was hell. Watch my previous video to see how bad it got. But im doing OK now... Still not 100% but better.
      No one if the steroid shot did this to me or it was just pregnancy hormones. I guess I'll never know.
      My whole journey is on my RUclips or you can see my Instagram instagram.com/tsw_beezeebuzz

  • @1keepgoing
    @1keepgoing 2 года назад +1

    Hi
    Have you ever get tested for food allergies and food sensitivities if not try it

    • @iambeezee
      @iambeezee  2 года назад +2

      I did years ago. Weirdly enough after stopping the steroids I can eat some things I used to be highly allergic to. So I don't really trust allergy tests fully whilst on steroids. It messes up your responses

  • @wes7519
    @wes7519 2 года назад

    Luv u zai

    • @iambeezee
      @iambeezee  2 года назад

      Awwww luv you too! 💕

  • @health-life134.
    @health-life134. 2 года назад +1

    Which steroid were you using..... Did it affect your entire body or the area of application only??

    • @iambeezee
      @iambeezee  2 года назад +1

      I used betnovate n elocon. It affected places even where I didn't apply them.
      Please watch my first video on TSW as it affects everyone differently ruclips.net/video/BatC5XNeato/видео.html

  • @ashachoudhary4581
    @ashachoudhary4581 2 года назад

    Zainab... Is ur skin quite ok now or u r feeling some differences

    • @iambeezee
      @iambeezee  2 года назад

      It's been 2 weeks since I filmed this and my face looks even better now! Less red/discoloured. My body is also doing well now. Still not 100% but so so much better. I will be doing a skin update soon x

    • @ashachoudhary4581
      @ashachoudhary4581 2 года назад

      @@iambeezee thanks for reply dear I hope u will find100% result soon I m also facing tsw i use it for no reason only for fairness till 5 years but now it has been 3 years of my tsw i m also feeling better now but skin is not in its actual form I hope it would be soon.... It is rough but not like before my skin is doing well gradually...

    • @iambeezee
      @iambeezee  2 года назад

      @@ashachoudhary4581 thats good! Slowly it will get back to normal. When you say you used steroids for fairness, do you mean for skin lightening/bleaching? Where did you use the creams?

    • @ashachoudhary4581
      @ashachoudhary4581 2 года назад

      @@iambeezee yes for skin lightning on the face..... I m waiting for the day when my skin would be normal... Hope for the good days... I always watch ur videos and try to have patience and gradually I m finding the result but my skin tone is not ok yet I hope everything would be fine soon😘😘your videos gives me courage... Love u dear 💕

    • @ashachoudhary4581
      @ashachoudhary4581 2 года назад

      Dear if u have some other tips then I beg u plzz share me.... I would be highly obliged to u.... Nowadays I m using only shea butter and jojoba oil except it nothing.... If u felt something more helpful during ur journey plzz share me I know everyone's skin takes the things in different way... But may be that would be helpful to me... I hope u will share some tips🥰

  • @luminescentfruit6943
    @luminescentfruit6943 2 года назад

    What type of steroids did the doctor give you? If I hope it not to much to ask

    • @iambeezee
      @iambeezee  2 года назад

      It ranged from hydrocortisone cream, betamethasone (Betnovate) ointment and Mometasone (elocon) ointment