feeling like nothing bad happened for you to feel the way you do is completely normal and fine, i feel similarly. you're living proof of how painful whatever happened was. i hope you're doing well
This was one of her few lyrics I never understood... maybe because I don't compare my past self to the present, or because all I care notice is the self difference of good, bad and pathetic compared to the rest of the world. Ty for helping me understand the lyric.
In a way, I'm glad that I didn't find this song when I was at my worst. Even though it's comforting in a strange way, it just reminds me of how often I truly have suicidal ideation thoughts. I'm not at the point where I'd attempt, but I think about it. How I would end up being a tragic story, no one knowing the real me.
i feel u - i have so many friends that think they know me and that i ac tell them everything. boy, are they wrong. i haven’t told anyone about my suicidal ideation or anything like that and i’m pretty sure some of my friends saw my sh cuts and decided to not say anything which i’m kinda glad about because i don’t rlly wanna have to talk about that w anyone ever. i always think about how surprising it would be for everyone if one day i just kms without leaving a note or anything.
@@lia-uo3bg shit I often think about that too. What if I just... Died ? Like, some of them knew it could happen, but how would they react if it came all of a sudden, without a word I'd disappear, without goodbyes, without "I love you"s, without mending some of my relationships. What if I just- left and never came back to all my loved ones.
it makes me so sad knowing nobody really knows me and nobody really wants to, i swear im a good person, and if i die today im sure nobody would remember in 2 weeks:/
There's a difference between not being remembered and not being known. The feeling of worthlessness overtakes the thought that there are people who can like and love you, and you can like and love them back, or at least learn to. More importantly, you should take the journey of learning to love yourself
i hope you're doing better now :( i know how hard it is to feel like you aren't important or cared for, but please know that i empathize with whatever you may be feeling and i wish you nothing but the absolute best
I hope everyone is well, forgive me if this is badly translated, I speak Spanish and I use the translator right now. Remember that your life is valuable, you are not alone, ask for help if you feel bad, there will always be someone who wants to help you :(
Annie I have the same feelings sometimes and honestly it hurts sooo badly. But just remember that life is beautiful. Pain goes like waves in an ocean. At times life feels rough and rigid while later its soothing and calm. If you need anyone to talk to I’ll be here in the comments.
Is it weird that this doesn't make me feel sad but happier? I don't know why but the thought of me killing myself looking clean and pretty and everything around me is all clean nothing is messed up just makes me happy. The thought of killing myself never feels selfish and now I don't feel selfish. I don't want to kill myself but If I ever felt like I wanted to or felt like It would make the world a better place I would kill myself. I would kill myself knowing that I didn't make a mess for someone else to clean up. I would even leave a note. Not a sad one but a happy one talking about how good my life was and how I always loved everyone and I thought now was my time to leave, leave everyone with a good memory. A good memory that I was apart of.
if u feel that the world would be better without you its probably not true, most of the times being in a depressed state makes your brain think that but when you get out of that then you notice it
WAIT A MINUTE FELLAS I AM NOT THINKING OF KILLING MYSELF. I AM NOT DEPRESSED AND MY LIFE IS ALL SUNSHINE AND RAINBOWS. I just thought the IDEA of me wanting to kill myself. I never thought about it. I am all good no need to worry. This isn't some goodbye letter.
you put my feelings into words lol. It just feels nice, the idea of leaving the world in peace, looking at the good and bad things that happened, and finally being able to rest…
“You learned from the movies how love ought to be😭” “They’ll never know how I started in the dark in that room” “You’d say you loved me and looked in my eyes but I knew through mine you were looking in yours”
i know its about a planecrash, but to me this song is about when everything’s been going fine for just a bit too long, and them out of nowhere everything just crashes and burns and you can’t handle it, so then and there you commit
This song hits so hard. I struggle with persecutory delusions bc of my paranoid personality disorder. There has never been a person I didn't secretly fear and I always percieve any affection or attention as ingenuine and having a secret motive behind it, and thats how its been for my entire life. I'm absolutely terrified of dying to the point that I'm debilitated by it, and it honestly makes me hope one day I'll be right and someone who intends to kill me will get close enough to do so, just so I can stop suffering at the hands of my own mind. As far as I know I only have to die once, and even tho I dont want it to happen, I cannot wait for the day someone rips off the bandaid so it'll finally be over.
(vent) As a trans guy, something about this song perfectly encapsulates the fear of dying before legally changing my name or gender. Just the thought of my deadname being engraved on my headstone and being forever immortalised as someone I never was, makes me feel sick. Yet, I'm too scared to be brave and come out to my parents, or any adults, that could vouch for me. My plan has always been to just wait until I'm 18 to move out and transition, but that's getting harder and harder. I'm just stuck here. In a body I hate and in a world I can't even live in. Five more years I have to wait until I can even BEGIN to start living my life. My biggest fear is that I won't even make it that far.
I'm really tired today, everything goes worse. My friends left me behind, my parents dont believe that i can do something good, my grades are really low, i feel really alone, it scares me the fact that i cant die now, because i want to. i dont want to keep trying anymore, please let me die, i will be happy after that
I'm really sorry for what you're going through you dont deserve any of this I know it must've been hard and it probably wont mean to you but I'm still gonna say it I'm proud of you
I don't really know what to say except that I'm with you ^^ I can't really say anything else since I don't know the exact situation you're in, and often I do feel the same as you, I'm just hoping you find a way to be happier, and let go of what you know could make you feel worse, there'll always be someone, or something waiting for you :)
I am so fucking sorry that you’re going through this. I promise you things will get better, just please keep holding on. I don’t know you personally, but I think I understand where you’re coming from. Life gets harder and harder and you just feel like you can’t do or change anything, you feel lost. I promise you though, it is so worth living, even when you haven’t quite found your way yet. I hope that things get better. Please remember, you are not alone, and you never will be. Stay comfy, and I hope that you are doing alright. Lots of hugs 🫂
This reminds me of how I thew away all my secret things in my room just so if I felt like killing myself I could do so without anyone knowing the real me
i feel worthless and i don't deserve everything i have in my life that i feel guilty for existing and wasting everyone's time. i just want to die so i won't burden anyone ever again.
You deserve everything good that has ever come to you. Believe me, you don’t waste anyones time, and you aren’t a burden. Please don’t do it, you have a good life ahead of you.
your worth is inherent, and that can’t be taken away from you or invalidated. and i can promise that you deserve all the good things you have, please stay strong 💕
If I had the art in me to have written this song in 2016-2019 I would not still be here. If I had the executive function to download or listen to this entire album after it came out I would not still be here. Misty has this strange magical talent for translating feeling into sound. This would have bewitched me into the ground. This is a commentary on the level of her talent in what she does. She’s too powerful
Same. Ellie, Jackson, Skyleigh, I fucking love you all. I don’t care if “”they”” don’t get it because of the generational gap, y’all are the only people who made me feel wanted and like I belonged in society. Even if we’re our own fucked up little group.
yo tuve una temporada donde solo podía visualizar mi muerte en un suicidio, pensaba que coger el cuchillo de la cocina y clavármelo en la yugular y casi lo hago aaaa no estaba bien litt pensaba en eso todo el día sin querer y se me dibujaba una sonrisa sin darme cuenta, no sabía que llegaría tan lejos aa no me lo creo, ahora solo pienso que moriré en un suicidio, me da un ataque de algo o me matarán porque me volví una paranóica pero sí llego a verme un futuro y ya no pienso que solo moriré de eso y empecé así como dijiste, no es nada bueno lo que dices, puedes perrmitirte un psicólogo? créeme te ayudará porque cuando menos lo esperas ya estás haciéndolo :(
Before I even knew about this song, whenever there was turbulence or something trivial like a delay being announced while I was on a plane, I would immediately think about death. If this plane crashes, did I do enough in the world? Did I make a good enough impression on the people I've met? I haven't made my change, my glow up, my big transition to a better person yet. And they'll never know I was planning to. Mitski never fails to blow my mind
I went to the mental hospital a few months ago, I met the most important person I’ll ever meet there. He called me when I got out, he would tel me what the food was like that day or if anyone got in trouble. The last day he called me was September 25th. I don’t know if he’s at a residential or if he’s out and just doesn’t remember my number or if he just doesn’t want to call me, or maybe he’s dead. All I have from him is the pack of red vines we ate together and a note he wrote for me saying “everything will be ok”. I miss him. I don’t know if I’ll ever see him again, and to be honest, my life isn’t worth living if he’s not alive. But it’s fine. I’ll wait for his call.
Lo intente con todo lo que tengo, pero ya no puedo, estoy demasiado cansada para pensar en levantarme otro día más. Siempre puse a los demás por delante, pero ya no puedo, tengo que pensar en mi. Odio pensar en lo triste que dejare a mi madre, si segui avanzando fue por ella, pero lo siento, lo siento mucho mamá, pero ya no puedo con esto, con nada. Algo anda mal conmigo y se que tu también lo sabes, desde los 10 años cargo con esas ganas enorme de desaparecer y tu solo guardabas mis cartas de despedida sin decirme nada al respecto. Ya pasaron 11 años desde el primer pensamiento destructivo y solo quiero descansar, quiero cerrar mis ojitos y que mi mente por fin pueda quedar en blanco.
han pasado 7 horas desde que escribiste esto, yo no soy nada, nadie y ni siquiera la mejor para hablarte, pero a pesar de todo tú intentabas y te esforzabas, y hay gente que te quiere, por más que no pienses eso, realmente todo es muy confuso ahora, y como dices, piensa en ti y concéntrate en ti, busca ayuda, habla con tu madre, todo será paso a paso. Realmente espero que todo mejore, te deseo lo mejor Verta
No sé cómo estarás ahora pero espero que un poco mejor aunque sea. Siempre puedes hablarme para cualquier cosa, siempre es mejor desahogarse que guardarlo todo dentro. Mi Instagram es killjoylucy714
I do want to vent here but I feel to guilty to do it, anywhere. I can't even vent to my friends or partner, I just can't talk about it, no one should know how terrible I feel everyday, about the problems I have with my mental health or learning. I have to look perfect in front of everyone otherwise what's the point that I'm here? yet again I yearn for someone to listen to me and understand how I feel before I'm one day gone. though I understand that no one would truly understand someone I just want someone type of closure? I'm just tired of acting happy and content with my life, something is missing. this song is so special to me and acts as a call for help, 'i always wanted to die clean and pretty' . that's me. if I one day take my life or pass I have to look perfect doing it, cleaning up so people won't spend too much time on me, I'm not worth it.
‘and did you know the liberty bell is a replica silently housed in its original walls’ I’m not who I used to be but nobody will know and I can keep it to myself. I’m a husk of my former self and I will keep it to myself.
that facade where everything around them is clean and tidy therefore people wouldn't notice those tired eyes, those wounded arms, those empty stomachs, those falling hair. it's so easy to hide it by a few smiles here and there those friends that don't care your mental health, i just want to escape, where no one knows me i want to be alone for a while forgetting everything.
My girlfriend broke up with me last night, I feel like crap. I dunno what I'm gonna do now, I'm trying my best to get by and ignore it but I've been sobbing since it happened. She said she loved me at the start of the day but she left me for someone else at the end of the day. Anyways, I woke up this morning and my alarm went off with this song playing with it (I have my alarms connected to one of my playlists) and the "And you said you loved me and looked in my eyes but I could tell through mine you were looking in yours" part just got me thinking about it again. So now I'm here, sobbing my eyes out, but ofc tysm for the lyrics.
i always come to this song whenever im being rlly soggy and sad and just at my absolute worst and when everything hurts me so much which is why even though its such a good song and my personal favorite mitski song i cant do anything but associate bad memories with it
D F# You wouldn't leave till we loved in the morning G A You'd learned from movies how love ought to be D F# And you'd say you love me and look in my eyes G But I know through mine you were A D Looking in yours G F# And did you know the liberty bell is a replica E D# Silently housed in its original walls G Bm And while its dreams played music in the night G Quietly A D It was told to believe
The short and on a rush good by get me every single time in tears. I can not stop tearing up to that. That's really how people die. Sometimes you even beg for hearing the last short quick on a rush good byes.
“They’ll never know how I’d stared at the dark, in that room with no thoughts…” I’ve been at my lowest for awhile now, at least a few months. And I’ve noticed that the worst days are the ones when I’m alone, the days I can’t remember why I’m hurting, I just want it to stop. And those are the days that I’ve noticed no one really seems to know or care if I’m okay, even at times when a tear has slipped in front of someone by mistake. I tell myself that it’s okay because I don’t anyone to know, but I really just want someone to talk to, someone to tell me that everything’s gonna be okay because it’s been really hard and I don’t think it’s ever going to stop.
estaba yo escuchando esta cancion despues de haber vomitado las 64 pastillas con las que me iba a suicidar , me sentia tan vacia y rara y no se esta cancion se convirtio en algo para mi
lol imma vent just to let it out, i swear mitski works absolute miracles. i hate expectations, i hate my grades, i hate my voice, i hate my name, i hate my teachers, i hate my classmates, i hate my parents, i hate my face, i hate my body, i hate my acne, i hate food, i hate water, i hate air. i just hate it all so much. i hate me. i hate them. i hate it.
Hello, To the random person that commented this. I dont know you and i dont know whatever happened but i hope someday you would come to love the things you hate. You're worth it. I hope you dont end your life amd be happy in the future.
@@Kate-cn5cl Oh my god. You don’t know how much that means to me. Thank you so much. You’re a complete stranger but still comforted me. I’m glad to know one person cares. I also hope you’re doing well. Don’t comfort people without comforting yourself. Again, thank you so much. Your little comment restored some of my fate in humanity.
@@Kate-cn5cl Oh my god. You don’t know how much that means to me. Thank you so much. You’re a complete stranger but still comforted me. I’m glad to know one person cares. I also hope you’re doing well. Don’t comfort people without comforting yourself. Again, thank you so much. Your little comment restored some of my fate in humanity.
@@luxuriousxlia305 Hello! I'm glad to hear that. Seeing your comment made me smile. I am totally fine right now and i promise that i would take care of myself
This made me imagine a boy's last thoughts as he dies in an ally way somewhere in New York and whilst he bleeds out he sees a shooting star and remembers how his life was like and how he and the shooting star aren't so different going from place to place person to person trying to find the peace that was taken from him by his lover wearing a mask to hide their narcissistic self from him and even when he knew what he truly was he couldn't let him go because he's been so whittled down by them that he just can't do anything anymore and while he went through all that he finally broke and given up so he was supposed to hang himself after he drank from a bar and that takes us to the beginning. Someone who's there only for a moment and gone just like that
1:02 Can we also talk about how she said the word “live” it felt like she was saying it doubtfully that she was going to live or implying lshe wouldn’t live?
Ya no puedo más, estos ultimos 2 meses han sido los que mas he sufrido, pasado mañana haré tres lindos meses con mi novio, la unica persona que me ha brindado su tolerancia y empatía en este mundo, estos ultimos días me ha ido muy mal, mis padres se han estado peleando por mi culpa y mi hermana al parecer parece no quererme, le estorbo, soy un estorbo en este mundo, una de las ultimas partes de la canción me duele tanto pero tanto, le quiero decir a mi novio como me siento pero no me gustaría molestar a los demás contando mis problemas cuando se que en la casa de mi novio es peor la situación, tengo muchos pensamientos suicidas pero estos se van desvaneciendo al ver lo bien que me ha amado aunque sea una persona, pero ya no aguanto más, al menos quisiera morir de una manera tranquila en la cual sepa que mi novio no llorará por mi perdida y en vez de eso se pondrá feliz al saber que todo lo que he estado sufriendo estos ultimos días se ha ido y opdre estar tranquila sin molestar a nadie... espero al menos llegar a los 14 años...
I know it's been a month since this comment was posted, but are you alright? I understand it's hard as hell, it feels like there's no hope, but there's so many little things and experiences to keep living for. I really hope you're still around.
this song completely sums up my constant want and desire to die "clean and pretty" so nobody will show up or ever worry about me at a funeral or anything like that, so they just completely ignore my death like it would change nothing because goddamn i hate feeling like a burden so fucking much
Esta canción es muy buena, una de mis favoritas de Mitski. Muy buena letra, aunque debo admitir que hasta recién creía que era una carta de suicidio. No lo digo con mala intención, pero algunas de las frases traducidas resultan erróneas o impracticas. "You'd say you love me" would en este caso no significa "me dirías", sino, "me decías", en pasado. Pasa lo mismo todas las veces que se utiliza "would" en esta canción. En el idioma español suena poco natural decir "estas turbulencias no estaban en el pronóstico", es una traducción más directa, literal y adecuada "estas turbulencias no fueron pronosticadas". No sé de qué país sos, tal vez en tu país está bien dicho, pero yo nunca escuché a nadie decir y no me parece que esté bien "habitación recogida". Sería más bien "habitación ordenada". Puede que suenen como cosas triviales, pero lo pensé mientras leía. Espero que no suene mal, solo son observaciones 💗💗
I don't want to die. I want to experience all those things I've never done. But at some point I can't live anymore. Only the hope of experiencing keeps me going
"The liberty bell, the symbol of enduring freedom in America, isn’t actually the cracked-yet-persevering icon of patriotism many believe it to be. The original liberty bell is long gone, replaced with a mere imitation of enduring imperfection. Mitski poses the question: if the original liberty bell was retired after cracking, is the entire connotation of “fighting through the pain, no matter the cost” that it carries even valid anymore? The liberty bell’s “music” is what cracked it. So the idea of proudly displaying the scars that come with living life to the fullest, making your life’s “music”, and disregarding societal structure is meaningless if the liberty bell isn’t even real. It made music. It cracked. And they took it down. This metaphor could represent the speaker’s key fears and her rationalization for living her life carefully, leaving her dreams in her head. It could also allude to the idea that Mitski herself is a mere imitation of the person she was. Yes, she looks the same and perhaps sounds the same, but she is not the same or innocent person she was at the beginning."
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i feel so bad for what younger me had to go through, at the same time i feel like ive gone through nothing bad enough to be depressed
i relate so much
ME
nah same
HELLO
feeling like nothing bad happened for you to feel the way you do is completely normal and fine, i feel similarly. you're living proof of how painful whatever happened was. i hope you're doing well
oh miss mitski we're really in it now
every time i listen to this song i think abt this comment
Stop making me laugh 😔✋
I hope you are well :
LMAO I came here to cry and this comment made me smile. Hope you're doing well
this reminds me of cleaning my room in case i die thanks
The way dazai is your pfp🙄
@@ireneyass7211 LITERALLY
@@ireneyass7211 exactly lmao
I saw the pfp and the name and I knew
r u doing ok bestie
It’s my mental breakdown and I get to choose what song I should play at 4 in the morning
yo
its 4 in the morning rn and im sobbing to this
literally doing this rn on my living room floor
songs about death are so comforting
literally?? that sometimes spooky existential shit is just.. chefs kiss
Could you recommend some songs, pls?
Yes
I thought i was the only one. especially with mental issues, sewerside vibes. It feels comforting and relatable
@@casscabeel.m sweater weather
“The liberty bell is a replica housed in its original walls” I’m not the kid i was 10 years ago. Same body. Different mind.
This was one of her few lyrics I never understood... maybe because I don't compare my past self to the present, or because all I care notice is the self difference of good, bad and pathetic compared to the rest of the world.
Ty for helping me understand the lyric.
Your cells replace constantly, so you aren't the one you were 10 years ago, if it helps you!
Play this at my funeral even if no one comes..
Your comment hit hard
How can we play it if nobody comes
Damn sis..
@@zatrat5696 ...
@@zatrat5696 girl-
In a way, I'm glad that I didn't find this song when I was at my worst. Even though it's comforting in a strange way, it just reminds me of how often I truly have suicidal ideation thoughts. I'm not at the point where I'd attempt, but I think about it. How I would end up being a tragic story, no one knowing the real me.
i feel u - i have so many friends that think they know me and that i ac tell them everything. boy, are they wrong. i haven’t told anyone about my suicidal ideation or anything like that and i’m pretty sure some of my friends saw my sh cuts and decided to not say anything which i’m kinda glad about because i don’t rlly wanna have to talk about that w anyone ever. i always think about how surprising it would be for everyone if one day i just kms without leaving a note or anything.
@@lia-uo3bg shit I often think about that too. What if I just... Died ? Like, some of them knew it could happen, but how would they react if it came all of a sudden, without a word I'd disappear, without goodbyes, without "I love you"s, without mending some of my relationships. What if I just- left and never came back to all my loved ones.
it makes me so sad knowing nobody really knows me and nobody really wants to, i swear im a good person, and if i die today im sure nobody would remember in 2 weeks:/
i feel the same, so replaceable
There's a difference between not being remembered and not being known. The feeling of worthlessness overtakes the thought that there are people who can like and love you, and you can like and love them back, or at least learn to. More importantly, you should take the journey of learning to love yourself
i hope you're doing better now :( i know how hard it is to feel like you aren't important or cared for, but please know that i empathize with whatever you may be feeling and i wish you nothing but the absolute best
I hope everyone is well, forgive me if this is badly translated, I speak Spanish and I use the translator right now. Remember that your life is valuable, you are not alone, ask for help if you feel bad, there will always be someone who wants to help you :(
Annie I have the same feelings sometimes and honestly it hurts sooo badly. But just remember that life is beautiful. Pain goes like waves in an ocean. At times life feels rough and rigid while later its soothing and calm. If you need anyone to talk to I’ll be here in the comments.
Is it weird that this doesn't make me feel sad but happier? I don't know why but the thought of me killing myself looking clean and pretty and everything around me is all clean nothing is messed up just makes me happy. The thought of killing myself never feels selfish and now I don't feel selfish. I don't want to kill myself but If I ever felt like I wanted to or felt like It would make the world a better place I would kill myself. I would kill myself knowing that I didn't make a mess for someone else to clean up. I would even leave a note. Not a sad one but a happy one talking about how good my life was and how I always loved everyone and I thought now was my time to leave, leave everyone with a good memory. A good memory that I was apart of.
if u feel that the world would be better without you its probably not true, most of the times being in a depressed state makes your brain think that but when you get out of that then you notice it
WAIT A MINUTE FELLAS I AM NOT THINKING OF KILLING MYSELF. I AM NOT DEPRESSED AND MY LIFE IS ALL SUNSHINE AND RAINBOWS. I just thought the IDEA of me wanting to kill myself. I never thought about it. I am all good no need to worry. This isn't some goodbye letter.
@@blobfish2122 You should read Cioran I think you would like it
@@blobfish2122 yeah you better not 😤 (platonic aggressive love)
you put my feelings into words lol. It just feels nice, the idea of leaving the world in peace, looking at the good and bad things that happened, and finally being able to rest…
This song sounds like the aftermath you would hear in a movie after everything has ended and it’s slowly zooming out to what’s left
“You learned from the movies how love ought to be😭”
“They’ll never know how I started in the dark in that room”
“You’d say you loved me and looked in my eyes but I knew through mine you were looking in yours”
God that line “Did you know the liberty bell is replica silently housed in its original walls.” Is so fucking well thought out.
i know its about a planecrash, but to me this song is about when everything’s been going fine for just a bit too long, and them out of nowhere everything just crashes and burns and you can’t handle it, so then and there you commit
This song hits so hard. I struggle with persecutory delusions bc of my paranoid personality disorder. There has never been a person I didn't secretly fear and I always percieve any affection or attention as ingenuine and having a secret motive behind it, and thats how its been for my entire life.
I'm absolutely terrified of dying to the point that I'm debilitated by it, and it honestly makes me hope one day I'll be right and someone who intends to kill me will get close enough to do so, just so I can stop suffering at the hands of my own mind. As far as I know I only have to die once, and even tho I dont want it to happen, I cannot wait for the day someone rips off the bandaid so it'll finally be over.
No because this exactly. My paranoia makes it so I don’t leave my house for weeks and even months because I’m so terrified of death
I relate to this.. Also i wish u feel better.
this song hits hard, mitski is an amazing singer and lyricist. love her so so much
this is unrelated but i love your pfp so much it’s so pretty
@@metrowyn thank you :))
you are so sweet! i hope that you’re having a good day
This song gives me such comfort...its lyrics hits me the most...the idea of wanting to die but can't and a lot of more thoughts....
doing my best not to cry right now. it’s hard now
i’m having a hard time bretaing
breathing
I don't know what you're going through but I hope you feel better now ❤️
@@lucykilljoy714 thank you very much ❤️
i love your pfp! razor is so cute
This song really does hit
(vent)
As a trans guy, something about this song perfectly encapsulates the fear of dying before legally changing my name or gender. Just the thought of my deadname being engraved on my headstone and being forever immortalised as someone I never was, makes me feel sick. Yet, I'm too scared to be brave and come out to my parents, or any adults, that could vouch for me. My plan has always been to just wait until I'm 18 to move out and transition, but that's getting harder and harder. I'm just stuck here. In a body I hate and in a world I can't even live in. Five more years I have to wait until I can even BEGIN to start living my life. My biggest fear is that I won't even make it that far.
I'm really tired today, everything goes worse. My friends left me behind, my parents dont believe that i can do something good, my grades are really low, i feel really alone, it scares me the fact that i cant die now, because i want to. i dont want to keep trying anymore, please let me die, i will be happy after that
I'm really sorry for what you're going through you dont deserve any of this I know it must've been hard and it probably wont mean to you but I'm still gonna say it I'm proud of you
I don't really know what to say except that I'm with you ^^ I can't really say anything else since I don't know the exact situation you're in, and often I do feel the same as you, I'm just hoping you find a way to be happier, and let go of what you know could make you feel worse, there'll always be someone, or something waiting for you :)
@@Cute3lla Thank you sweetie, this make my day bright up 💗
Aw thank you really much for
your words, you are a really nice person 💞💞
I am so fucking sorry that you’re going through this. I promise you things will get better, just please keep holding on. I don’t know you personally, but I think I understand where you’re coming from. Life gets harder and harder and you just feel like you can’t do or change anything, you feel lost. I promise you though, it is so worth living, even when you haven’t quite found your way yet. I hope that things get better. Please remember, you are not alone, and you never will be. Stay comfy, and I hope that you are doing alright. Lots of hugs 🫂
gracias mitski por recordarme que tengo que ordenar mi pieza
This reminds me of how I thew away all my secret things in my room just so if I felt like killing myself I could do so without anyone knowing the real me
I hope ur heart finds relief soon
I did too.
I forged three years of journals that said I’d been happy
God, middle school sucked
i feel worthless and i don't deserve everything i have in my life that i feel guilty for existing and wasting everyone's time. i just want to die so i won't burden anyone ever again.
You deserve everything good that has ever come to you. Believe me, you don’t waste anyones time, and you aren’t a burden. Please don’t do it, you have a good life ahead of you.
Everything will be okay.
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Me too
your worth is inherent, and that can’t be taken away from you or invalidated. and i can promise that you deserve all the good things you have, please stay strong 💕
Hey are you okay? Do you wanna talk? I promise you that you are not worthless and many people love and care about you.
If I had the art in me to have written this song in 2016-2019 I would not still be here. If I had the executive function to download or listen to this entire album after it came out I would not still be here. Misty has this strange magical talent for translating feeling into sound. This would have bewitched me into the ground. This is a commentary on the level of her talent in what she does. She’s too powerful
So glad I listened to my recommended songs
why do i cry when i sing along
Esta canción me causa una sensación indescriptible
Deja una sensación agridulce al final, me encanta 💖
Im so thankful that Im in a chat with some discord dudes. Man these make me so happy even tho I am not worth of being their friend
buddy im glad u have such cool friends and dont worry about being worthy of them, they love you, thats enough
@@coolgirlzinuwu1615 thanks bro :D
Same. Ellie, Jackson, Skyleigh, I fucking love you all. I don’t care if “”they”” don’t get it because of the generational gap, y’all are the only people who made me feel wanted and like I belonged in society. Even if we’re our own fucked up little group.
i cried to this yesterday
this song hits me so goddamn hard. I dont even know why but I can't hear it without crying. she's quite talented that way isnt she
I get to choose what to cry at in the darkness 😍😍
i found this song when i was at my lowest this year
thank you mitski for making such beautiful, painfully bittersweet music
Siempre pensé la forma en la que moriría, ¿es... extraño que no lo pueda visualizar de otra forma que no sea un sUicidio?
yo tuve una temporada donde solo podía visualizar mi muerte en un suicidio, pensaba que coger el cuchillo de la cocina y clavármelo en la yugular y casi lo hago aaaa no estaba bien litt pensaba en eso todo el día sin querer y se me dibujaba una sonrisa sin darme cuenta, no sabía que llegaría tan lejos aa no me lo creo, ahora solo pienso que moriré en un suicidio, me da un ataque de algo o me matarán porque me volví una paranóica pero sí llego a verme un futuro y ya no pienso que solo moriré de eso y empecé así como dijiste, no es nada bueno lo que dices, puedes perrmitirte un psicólogo? créeme te ayudará porque cuando menos lo esperas ya estás haciéndolo :(
Before I even knew about this song, whenever there was turbulence or something trivial like a delay being announced while I was on a plane, I would immediately think about death. If this plane crashes, did I do enough in the world? Did I make a good enough impression on the people I've met? I haven't made my change, my glow up, my big transition to a better person yet. And they'll never know I was planning to.
Mitski never fails to blow my mind
Mitski mi cantante favorita 🛐
👍.
oh mitski, we really miss u
SHES BACKKDEKGKEKFMDMELEMEMWOQLSMSME
@@himiko1252 I KNOW OMFGEUDHWEOIFHU!!!! T_T
I went to the mental hospital a few months ago, I met the most important person I’ll ever meet there. He called me when I got out, he would tel me what the food was like that day or if anyone got in trouble. The last day he called me was September 25th. I don’t know if he’s at a residential or if he’s out and just doesn’t remember my number or if he just doesn’t want to call me, or maybe he’s dead. All I have from him is the pack of red vines we ate together and a note he wrote for me saying “everything will be ok”. I miss him. I don’t know if I’ll ever see him again, and to be honest, my life isn’t worth living if he’s not alive. But it’s fine. I’ll wait for his call.
i relate too much to this it just hurts.
spinning in the corner listening to mitski
oh miss mitski:(
my whole story in a song except the plane symbolises something else
Lo intente con todo lo que tengo, pero ya no puedo, estoy demasiado cansada para pensar en levantarme otro día más.
Siempre puse a los demás por delante, pero ya no puedo, tengo que pensar en mi.
Odio pensar en lo triste que dejare a mi madre, si segui avanzando fue por ella, pero lo siento, lo siento mucho mamá, pero ya no puedo con esto, con nada.
Algo anda mal conmigo y se que tu también lo sabes, desde los 10 años cargo con esas ganas enorme de desaparecer y tu solo guardabas mis cartas de despedida sin decirme nada al respecto.
Ya pasaron 11 años desde el primer pensamiento destructivo y solo quiero descansar, quiero cerrar mis ojitos y que mi mente por fin pueda quedar en blanco.
han pasado 7 horas desde que escribiste esto, yo no soy nada, nadie y ni siquiera la mejor para hablarte, pero a pesar de todo tú intentabas y te esforzabas, y hay gente que te quiere, por más que no pienses eso, realmente todo es muy confuso ahora, y como dices, piensa en ti y concéntrate en ti, busca ayuda, habla con tu madre, todo será paso a paso. Realmente espero que todo mejore, te deseo lo mejor Verta
No sé cómo estarás ahora pero espero que un poco mejor aunque sea.
Siempre puedes hablarme para cualquier cosa, siempre es mejor desahogarse que guardarlo todo dentro.
Mi Instagram es killjoylucy714
I do want to vent here but I feel to guilty to do it, anywhere. I can't even vent to my friends or partner, I just can't talk about it, no one should know how terrible I feel everyday, about the problems I have with my mental health or learning. I have to look perfect in front of everyone otherwise what's the point that I'm here? yet again I yearn for someone to listen to me and understand how I feel before I'm one day gone. though I understand that no one would truly understand someone I just want someone type of closure? I'm just tired of acting happy and content with my life, something is missing. this song is so special to me and acts as a call for help, 'i always wanted to die clean and pretty' . that's me. if I one day take my life or pass I have to look perfect doing it, cleaning up so people won't spend too much time on me, I'm not worth it.
I relate to this so much
@@roxstranding5840 im sorry =[ you deserve so much
ive been seeing ur comments a lot on mitski songs :( im in the same situation as you
@@calleighhh4719 this is so sweet, like genuinely this makes me so happy, I dont even know you yet I'm already appreciative that you're here
Tremenda joya
Omg this would fit so well with the movie Your Name.
i always wanted to die clean and pretty, but i'd be too busy on working days, and anyways meteor crashes aren't always easy to pick up after.
esto se está poniendo personal
‘and did you know the liberty bell is a replica silently housed in its original walls’
I’m not who I used to be but nobody will know and I can keep it to myself. I’m a husk of my former self and I will keep it to myself.
This song is so tragic but yet so incredibly calming to me, it's like a lullaby.
that facade where everything around them is clean and tidy therefore people wouldn't notice those tired eyes, those wounded arms, those empty stomachs, those falling hair. it's so easy to hide it by a few smiles here and there those friends that don't care your mental health, i just want to escape, where no one knows me i want to be alone for a while forgetting everything.
I love this song so much, I hope everyone that listened to this while crying is feeling the least bit better now 💗🌺
My girlfriend broke up with me last night, I feel like crap. I dunno what I'm gonna do now, I'm trying my best to get by and ignore it but I've been sobbing since it happened. She said she loved me at the start of the day but she left me for someone else at the end of the day. Anyways, I woke up this morning and my alarm went off with this song playing with it (I have my alarms connected to one of my playlists) and the "And you said you loved me and looked in my eyes but I could tell through mine you were looking in yours" part just got me thinking about it again. So now I'm here, sobbing my eyes out, but ofc tysm for the lyrics.
I hope you’re loved now
I'm gonna die soon
Take care of yourself I hope you are doing well):
i really hope you are okay :(
@@izzy-qv6ig thanks i was about to attempt that day but i didn't... Thanks for asking ❤️❤️❤️
hey there, how are you? it’s been a month since you’ve posted this comment!
@@laurarangelpreciado4028 you ok today?
i always come to this song whenever im being rlly soggy and sad and just at my absolute worst and when everything hurts me so much which is why even though its such a good song and my personal favorite mitski song i cant do anything but associate bad memories with it
mitski is my safe place, my saviour in a way. i felt seen when i listened to her ill love this woman till the day i die
D F#
You wouldn't leave till we loved in
the morning
G A
You'd learned from movies how love
ought to be
D F#
And you'd say you love me and look in
my eyes
G
But I know through mine you were
A D
Looking in yours
G F#
And did you know the liberty bell is a
replica
E D#
Silently housed in its original walls
G Bm
And while its dreams played music in
the night
G
Quietly
A D
It was told to believe
I don't feel like the people closest to me can handle my emotions
Now im sad
i was listening to panic at the disco how did it come to this
hi fellow dazai/chuuya kinnies
;(
hi !
Hi, im chuuya kinnie and akutagawa kinnie
hi to you too
Hi 🤨
Me gusta esta canción
I know why I had mixed feelings about these songs, I saw myself in them.
The short and on a rush good by get me every single time in tears. I can not stop tearing up to that. That's really how people die. Sometimes you even beg for hearing the last short quick on a rush good byes.
All mitskis songs make me cry a sad happy crying
I would trade my life for them to be ok
thank you
“They’ll never know how I’d stared at the dark, in that room with no thoughts…” I’ve been at my lowest for awhile now, at least a few months. And I’ve noticed that the worst days are the ones when I’m alone, the days I can’t remember why I’m hurting, I just want it to stop. And those are the days that I’ve noticed no one really seems to know or care if I’m okay, even at times when a tear has slipped in front of someone by mistake. I tell myself that it’s okay because I don’t anyone to know, but I really just want someone to talk to, someone to tell me that everything’s gonna be okay because it’s been really hard and I don’t think it’s ever going to stop.
estaba yo escuchando esta cancion despues de haber vomitado las 64 pastillas con las que me iba a suicidar , me sentia tan vacia y rara y no se esta cancion se convirtio en algo para mi
sé que soy una persona cualquiera, pero estás bien?
@@jazminrueda6094 si , bueno pasan cosas que destruyen y duelen pero igual debes levantarte
i dont think ill live to be 20 but it wont be by my choice
Hey, how are you doing??
If you need to talk or anything my insta is killjoylucy714
Hope you feel better now ❤️
I felt so too i feel like it i dont want to suffer
the superlative poet
lol imma vent just to let it out, i swear mitski works absolute miracles. i hate expectations, i hate my grades, i hate my voice, i hate my name, i hate my teachers, i hate my classmates, i hate my parents, i hate my face, i hate my body, i hate my acne, i hate food, i hate water, i hate air. i just hate it all so much. i hate me. i hate them. i hate it.
Hello, To the random person that commented this.
I dont know you and i dont know whatever happened but i hope someday you would come to love the things you hate. You're worth it. I hope you dont end your life amd be happy in the future.
@@Kate-cn5cl Oh my god. You don’t know how much that means to me. Thank you so much. You’re a complete stranger but still comforted me. I’m glad to know one person cares. I also hope you’re doing well. Don’t comfort people without comforting yourself. Again, thank you so much. Your little comment restored some of my fate in humanity.
@@Kate-cn5cl Oh my god. You don’t know how much that means to me. Thank you so much. You’re a complete stranger but still comforted me. I’m glad to know one person cares. I also hope you’re doing well. Don’t comfort people without comforting yourself. Again, thank you so much. Your little comment restored some of my fate in humanity.
@@luxuriousxlia305 Hello! I'm glad to hear that. Seeing your comment made me smile. I am totally fine right now and i promise that i would take care of myself
ily and i understand that completely, i hope you are doing alright love
A Veces somos mitski y yo contra el mundo
I kin this song
Do u wanna talk? You ok??
This made me imagine a boy's last thoughts as he dies in an ally way somewhere in New York and whilst he bleeds out he sees a shooting star and remembers how his life was like and how he and the shooting star aren't so different going from place to place person to person trying to find the peace that was taken from him by his lover wearing a mask to hide their narcissistic self from him and even when he knew what he truly was he couldn't let him go because he's been so whittled down by them that he just can't do anything anymore and while he went through all that he finally broke and given up so he was supposed to hang himself after he drank from a bar and that takes us to the beginning. Someone who's there only for a moment and gone just like that
this song isn't helping with my urge to permanently disappear
Most relatable Mistki song ever
This song
1:02 Can we also talk about how she said the word “live” it felt like she was saying it doubtfully that she was going to live or implying lshe wouldn’t live?
I would like to go like this, with having made peace with my life, and looking fondly at the good and bad memories, my final goodbye would be sweet
My room is messy so I feel ashamed if I were to off myself and someone had to go in and clean it.
Ya no puedo más, estos ultimos 2 meses han sido los que mas he sufrido, pasado mañana haré tres lindos meses con mi novio, la unica persona que me ha brindado su tolerancia y empatía en este mundo, estos ultimos días me ha ido muy mal, mis padres se han estado peleando por mi culpa y mi hermana al parecer parece no quererme, le estorbo, soy un estorbo en este mundo, una de las ultimas partes de la canción me duele tanto pero tanto, le quiero decir a mi novio como me siento pero no me gustaría molestar a los demás contando mis problemas cuando se que en la casa de mi novio es peor la situación, tengo muchos pensamientos suicidas pero estos se van desvaneciendo al ver lo bien que me ha amado aunque sea una persona, pero ya no aguanto más, al menos quisiera morir de una manera tranquila en la cual sepa que mi novio no llorará por mi perdida y en vez de eso se pondrá feliz al saber que todo lo que he estado sufriendo estos ultimos días se ha ido y opdre estar tranquila sin molestar a nadie... espero al menos llegar a los 14 años...
Estás bien¿?
me hace acordar a Dazai aaa
El hecho de que el apodo de mi novia con ansiedad y problemas es "estrellita" me ha puesto mas en perspectiva este video...
I want to leave.
Please, don't. The world still needs you. Do you want to talk?
No, you’re needed and wanted and loved so much :) I don’t know you but I love you and if no one has said it I care about you a lot
I know it's been a month since this comment was posted, but are you alright? I understand it's hard as hell, it feels like there's no hope, but there's so many little things and experiences to keep living for. I really hope you're still around.
Please don't, there are people how care about you, still things for you to see, you're loved and don't anyone else tell you otherwise
Please don't.
im tired
This song is like a weight off of my chest I can’t really describe it
que triste estoy
this song completely sums up my constant want and desire to die "clean and pretty" so nobody will show up or ever worry about me at a funeral or anything like that, so they just completely ignore my death like it would change nothing because goddamn i hate feeling like a burden so fucking much
I love Laurel hell but sad Mitski is so relatable.
Por que Las canciones de Mitski me suenan a Una carta de suicidio o a un sentimiento de soledad ?
Esta canción es muy buena, una de mis favoritas de Mitski. Muy buena letra, aunque debo admitir que hasta recién creía que era una carta de suicidio.
No lo digo con mala intención, pero algunas de las frases traducidas resultan erróneas o impracticas.
"You'd say you love me" would en este caso no significa "me dirías", sino, "me decías", en pasado. Pasa lo mismo todas las veces que se utiliza "would" en esta canción.
En el idioma español suena poco natural decir "estas turbulencias no estaban en el pronóstico", es una traducción más directa, literal y adecuada "estas turbulencias no fueron pronosticadas".
No sé de qué país sos, tal vez en tu país está bien dicho, pero yo nunca escuché a nadie decir y no me parece que esté bien "habitación recogida". Sería más bien "habitación ordenada".
Puede que suenen como cosas triviales, pero lo pensé mientras leía.
Espero que no suene mal, solo son observaciones 💗💗
abt to board my flight i made sure to leave my room tighty !
I don't want to die. I want to experience all those things I've never done. But at some point I can't live anymore. Only the hope of experiencing keeps me going
Now i understand the liberty bell
me everynight: hm which song should i cry to class of 2013 last words of a shooting star, i bet on loosing dogs or once more to see you
si tan solo, si tan solo hubiese podido decirte, tan solo, tan solo hubiese podido decirte cuanto te amo a los ojos
quizas, solo quizas todo hubiese sido tan diferente
pero no lo hice
pero no estuve cuando me necesitaste
y voy a cargar con eso por el resto de mis días, es lo mínimo que merezco por herirte tanto
tan solo quería amarte
this is my mental breakdown music.
where's the person who explained the liberty bell metaphor i need it-
"The liberty bell, the symbol of enduring freedom in America, isn’t actually the cracked-yet-persevering icon of patriotism many believe it to be. The original liberty bell is long gone, replaced with a mere imitation of enduring imperfection.
Mitski poses the question: if the original liberty bell was retired after cracking, is the entire connotation of “fighting through the pain, no matter the cost” that it carries even valid anymore?
The liberty bell’s “music” is what cracked it. So the idea of proudly displaying the scars that come with living life to the fullest, making your life’s “music”, and disregarding societal structure is meaningless if the liberty bell isn’t even real. It made music. It cracked. And they took it down.
This metaphor could represent the speaker’s key fears and her rationalization for living her life carefully, leaving her dreams in her head. It could also allude to the idea that Mitski herself is a mere imitation of the person she was. Yes, she looks the same and perhaps sounds the same, but she is not the same or innocent person she was at the beginning."
@@peregrinemendicant4758 tysm! ^^
Mitski song that made me cry the most others could not compar😵😭