I want to tell my story of neglect, physical abuse, sexual abuse, leaving home to become a prostitute, homeless and struggling with a crack addiction!! 1992 becoming HIV+!! Struggling with morbid obesity! Mental health issues to the woman I am today with a blessed out look in life! I live to tell my story
Is this a dream, I know her story is real , but how , how , I heard these stories again and again , and the question ask is why do li g why she didn't tell, but how can one tell and who one tell wen the abusers r th be ur protectors, I understand not talking u want to believe it's a bad dream u will wake up from , u want to allowed it to just go away, but it's a misery that never leaves its haunts u, but I ask this will normal ever comes back. .
I still don't trust my MOTHER my mother said the exact things I've been suffering all my 62 year's it has hurts even after going to groups survival groups counseling therapy etc😢 OMG 😢 SHARING my HORROR 😢😢😢😢 NOT MY MOTHER NAME FOR HER OLDEST DAUGHTER IS I WAS THE PROBLEM CHILD😢😢😢😢
My grandmother told me that when I was 3 that she took me to the hospital because I had vaginal bleeding and supposedly the doctor told her it was ok it just meant that I would start my period late in life. This is what she told me when I questioned her about why all my friends had their periods and I didn't when I was in my late teens. I began getting memories in adulthood about being molested by my grandmothers son. I knew at that moment that she lied to me and as an adult I confronted her after he died and she said he's dead now what do you want me to do about it. She's just as disgusting as he is and I don't believe she ever took me to the doctors for the vaginal bleeding when I was 3.
Im going to go with the mom knew and still let it happen. I lived that life. I havent spoken to my birther for 15 yrs bc she never takes accountability
I can feel her pain. I was a victim of sexual abuse by 3 out of 6 brothers. I can remember since the age of 5 yrs through 10 yrs old. My mom always threatened me not to say a got dam word to my father. Well I let my dad know when I tuned 10 yrs old. My mom still says that I was wrong for telling and getting my brother's in serious trouble. She still hates me today and don't speak to me but she has the best relationship with my 3 brother's. She's so Evil I think that she enjoys seeing me hurt. I continue to pray for her.. she's paying for what she was included in on. 85 year's old .. Wow. I forgive her but I will never ever Forget.. My brother's are all sick with seriously mental issues because they also did the same to many other's boy's and girl's. I'm free now from those monster's.. Amen 😊😊
God Im so sorry. My grandmother did something similar to my mother but it wasn't her brothers it was her own father, my grandmother's husband. He raped my mother and my grandmother hated my mom for it and is still married to that disgusting man to this day
How can a woman even look at her spouse knowing he is sexually abusing her children? For 55 years she talked to him and related to him. It’s filthy disgusting behaviour. The parents are abominable and putrid people.
She is burning in hell where she belongs. Along with her sick degenerate husband. People like this is why I pray that hell or something close to it exists.
Not taking away for her trauma and experience but she’s grown to be a beautiful and articulate woman . I’m hoping she’s okay now , can’t imagine going through something like that .
I Agree Wholeheartedly, I can relate, I'm also a SA survivor at the hands of A MONSTER SF, And I also feel that I was not protected by my mom, I found out later on in life, He'd did the same thing to some of my younger cousins, And other relatives. Just Horrible ‼️
Yes the things he did to her and her siblings are just sick and her mom allowing it and not doing anything is sick. And I pray she never spoke to her again she don’t deserve to have a relationship with her kids or beloved that’s so sad she was supposed to protect them and they stayed together for 55 years my mouth dropped when she said that.
@@SanaSaeed470are you serious. from the entire video that she spoke of her abuse all you care is that she had 2 kids without marriage??? Wowww what a shocker, everybody does that.
They were seducing that infant "sucking"..cuz they suck🪠😣 like a vacuum..perverts would covet that. Females did the same thing..putting babies to their breast.😮😢
Really really just finished me off .. 😞idk how these babies survive this kinda abuse , and still go to school and smile , and can still get thru the day.. its kills me just to hear it .. 😢
These violators need to be named and photographs shown! They need to be put on blast we need to know who they are…to protect others. Society protects these monsters. Her mom is as much of a violator as well. My heart goes out to her.
honestly i feel like she has protected them also by allowing them access to her children and also allowing them access to others children. Knowing as a grown educated woman that her mother was running a daycare centre and even when the police came because of the little boy he raped she still didn't testify
This is probably something your mother has never told you. All of the people watching this and who have watched this are very proud of you. I kept hoping you'd tell on him and her years and years before you did. You're a survivor, an amazing turn around. Your life is more peaceful now. You won your own life back. We are ALL VERY PROUD of you!!!
I'm so sorry this happened. One of the main reasons i raised my 17 year old daughter alone. If her dad wasn't going to be in the house with us, no one was going to be.
Agree 💯%! My daughter just turned 13 and there is/has been NO ONE else EVER around her (except for Grandma every now and then). Some neighbors like to comment that I don't have a life.... But she IS my life!! And my ❤️!
WHAT THE ACTUAL F*CK!?!? Sometimes I think that I've heard it all...the most disgusting and disturbing stories...but this...this is just horrendous. Dear Dr. Beloved, you and your siblings are brave and true survivors! You deserve the world. I wish you everything great and amazing in life. Thank you for sharing your story.
@@rosemariemello6675When she said, I was just a little brown girl.....I felt that in my soul, my spirit, my heart....I'm just...she shook me with that😢😔
@tychris9464 yes because these useless sadistic people had no heart or soul, how anyone could see this abuse and not do anything to help her. I'm horrified
What I immediately saw is that as she is telling the facts of her childhood molestation, she is clearly reliving each and every episode, event, etc. Her face and her eyes are like a movie screen for us. My heart broke into a million pieces. The hurt, the pain, the humiliation, the fear, the deep sense of betrayal is so evident. When a child needs protection, and not one adult decides to provide that protection; mother, father, relatives, neighbors, doctors, teachers, police officers, etc., it is beyond comprehension. How do you repeatedly fail a child this way??? Thank God she is healing, she is thriving, and she is finally feeling LOVED and VALUED❤🙏🏼
As a licensed therapist, thank you for your bravery and the ability to somehow hang on. It is so wrong what you went through- you deserved love, compassion, understanding, and a sense of safety!! It is very evident that there was strong demonic presence in that household. It is evident that your mother and stepfather were weak, choosing to hurt children because of their hurt. I was born in ‘78 so I know from my family that children were not usually heard and especially black or minority children. I am so glad that what the enemy meant for evil God used for good. I’m glad that God got his vengeance. It is SO hard to always understand why we have to go through things, but we may not fully understand until later. 🙏🏾❤️💪🏾
Need to get shut down makes u wonder the reason why she has a daycare in the first place I hope all the parents knows her and who her mom is and take them kids out her mom can’t be trusted
This is just mortifying and to know how common this was is sickening. My parents went out their way to protect me and my brother as small children. I use to believe they were just too strict but now I’m literally crying in tears of gratefulness.
The fact that she remembers all these details and she was so young is amazing to me. It just hurts so much to hear. It makes me so sick to my stomach that could anyone do anything like that to a child
Most abused kids don’t forget their abuse. That kind of abuse is quite hard to scrub from your memory. It is literally imprinted in who you are unfortunately and you have to work HARD to reverse the damage done
That man was demon possessed. Was being driven by pure evil. This is heartbreaking for her and her siblings. No child ever deserves to be abused. The death penalty isn’t enough for someone who sexually abuses children. God bless this woman and her testimony of survival. Her parents will answer for what they did.
Make NO mistake...HUMANS can do some evil shid sans a made up demon. We need to accept that for certain living in REALITY and holding up in courts of law....they don't indict demons.
@@PrincessAfrica3why wouldn’t god prevent it in the first place? An omnipotent being could surely give her step father a stroke or arrange a fortunate accident
Your mother and step father were completely demonized. Beloved is so strong. My heart was broken hearing this. I hope Beloved receives a big crown in heaven.
Everyone failed you. Including your older sister. I’m sorry this happened to you. That woman was not your mother. She does not deserve the tittle. I cried the entire time. I’m so happy you are now Beloved.
😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢 She's a survival surrounding around Monster's 😢😢😢😢😢😢 I was raped by the babysitter Then my brother began too INCEST UP INTO THE ABORTION 😢 I WAS CALLED THY MONSTER 😢 MY MOTHER WIPED ME FOR NOT CLEANING THE BATHTUB FOR ANOTHER PERSON DIRT BY MY MOTHER 😢😢😢 THIS TOOK ME OVER😢😢😢😢😢😢
This broke my heart literally cried God bless her and her siblings. So glad that demon got caught I just wish it had been during the time she and her siblings was in the home with them. Her mom was literally envious and jealous of her own child Beloved more so. Belove was everything her mom never was or could be.
Dr. Beloved, your testimony is, without question, one of the most profoundly disturbing things I've ever heard in my life! I too have suffered significant trauma, but I don't have the courage to speak my truth as you do. On behalf of all victims of child abuse that know your story, we empathize with you and appreciate your willingness to be bold enough to stand on truth! May your abusers eternally reap what they've sown and may your healing reach exponential heights beyond comprehension! It is my prayer that the good Lord blesses and you comforts you always! 🙏🏼❤
the "good Lord" seems wrong that his beloved children are continually sexually abused. God seems cruel and unloving to me!? Abused children are abandoned by god
I was young it was a difficult complex confusing time. Unless you have been in this type of dynamic its hard to explain. One feels trapped disloyal to self I respect your words, but its not that simple.
@@beloveddillard I absolutely agree with this statement. Being raised in trauma and then learning to navigate our lives in the real world is so very difficult. I did many unhealthy and damaging things as a reaction to my trauma. Now I can only say... But God! He had me the whole time as He did you my sister. Also want to acknowledge the beauty of your new name. What a glorious honorable name for you a Daughter of the Most High King. Blessings
I hope you have left her in your past and dont allow her to have access to your life. She does not deserve you and you deserve to be genuinely loved and protected.
This is unfortunately so common in the black community. And this is a major part of the toxicity that exist Between bm and bw even to this day. Childhood trauma. Your mother married a pedophile and didn't want to except that she married that monster and even protect him. She was a monster herself. I'm so sorry you went through this but look how amazing you turned out. I hope your story reaches everyone who needs to hear it
This so common in all communities. I will never ever forget a Hispanic guest on Montell telling her story. The lady left her husband to protect her young daughter. Surprising thing about that story was that she had no support from her family. When I was younger I worked with my best friend who happened to be German she told me her abuse story, mother's husband. I lived abroad and the stories across the world horrible. India makes me cry. Don't ever break it down to ethnicity. It makes it sounds like it's one group problem.
@dddh.r.7798 absolutely. I know and agree. I wasn't disregarding that this isn't common amongst other nationalities as well. I hate it for anyone. It's actually a human problem. So many prey on the innocent.
This beautiful lady and her sibling’s were let down so many times. Demons are real and walk amongst us disguised as these types of evil despicable parents. This lady is a powerful Phoenix who rose from the ashes and became an inspiration. God bless you Beloved and your siblings 💕
She is so brave to tell this gruesome story. God bless her soul. She is an inspiration for others to.yell the world about the demons that walk amongst us.
The step-dad was a sadistic pedophile. The worst of the worst. My heart goes out to you and your siblings. Your mother...I'd better keep that to myself. Only out of respect for you.
Your young life was devastating..I don’t know how you survived the abuses of your biological mother and her husband. You’re so brave to share your story, and I am proud of the way you’ve overcome. ❤
The way her mother almost killed her when confronted with the truth…this is toooooo sad. Dr. Beloved you truly are beloved - sending you love, peace and joy.
The number of members in this club is huge I am a member of it. I am now 70 years old and the memories of the sexual abuse at the hands of my step-father still devastate me in various ways not to mention the ways it affected me during my adolescence, teen, and early adult years. Despite all of that, I have survived.
My mother was laying in her bed drunk while her young lover was molesting me. I was 5 years old and now 68 years old and remember it like it just happened. 😢😢😢👵🏽
I too was sexually assaulted I was 14 the sickening part of it all is my biological mother had sex with the man that assaulted me I've tried to k myself I've been on meds I've been in therapy nothing is working I tried to tell her but she tells me if he did it you must wanted it. She's dead to me she can't come around my children EVER.FUCKTHATBITCH.
What a horrible life she had. I thank God I have never been molested. I had a wonderful mother and father, but he died when I was 8 years old. My mother never remarried because she said she didn't want my brother and I to have a stepfather. Not all step fathers are bad, but there are those that are. Praise God my mother protected me and my brother.
The mother is a narcissist, and was extremely jealous of her daughter. I don't know who is more demonic, the mother or step father. They are going to burn in the lake of fire for eternity. Mother's like that I want to hurt them This makes me so angry.This is one of the worse stories I ever heard of child abuse. The mother had a daycare? Oh hell no. That's why I don't like daycares.
It is bothering me that she knew over and over and over and allowed it to continue to happen...plus opened a daycare knowing what he does to kids. My God!!
@@MJBABYPHAT This is the behavior of narcissist. They are literal demons in the flesh. Everything and anything a demon will do these monsters will do. This lady would allow those kids in her daycare to be molested. It's so disturbing she had a daycare. People should never take their kids to home daycares. Child centers cost more money, but it's safer. I actually prayed to God to protect children after watching this.
Aside from the sexual abuse, my stepfather did me the same way. I was a writer, I played the violin, and could sing. And I was in honors class. But my family hated me so much tht they NEVER acknowledged any of it. Most abused kids are some of the most creative.
I’m only halfway through your story and I just needed to pause and say I’m so sorry nobody protected you. You deserved to be cherished and loved. I’m so proud of you for sharing your story. You are inspiring others to be as brave as you are! ❤
It’s sad how children are born into such terrible hell fire environments. Innocent children being abused in such vile ways, how could someone allow this to happen to their children. Smh.
I totally relate to this. The only difference was my abuser was my actual biological "father". He abused me from ages 4-12. I mustered up the courage to tell my mom when I was 12. Her response was "get out of here you liar"
@vogue_paris3106 Yes I'm healing. My brother died 4 weeks ago. Hours before he departed from this life,he called our mom to his deathbed and told her that I was molested and she failed me by not believing and protecting me. On the way home from the hospital, after my brother died, my remaining brother told her, it happened and that I wasn't lying and she failed to protect me. To my utter amazement, she told him that had she known of the abuse, she would done something about it. I'm like what the hell. She's known for 50 years. I told her 50 years ago when I was 12 years old.
Her mother Absolutely made an agreement with the step dad to do those things to those children. From the time she was a BABY!! Her mother hated her!! Heavenly Father thank you for sending the Comforter to Comfort Ms. Beloved. Her testimony will bless someone going through similar situations. Lord heal her inner child and bless this woman 10 fold amen. Im so heartbroken with no faith in humanity. Demonic both of them. Im just proud she survived.
I’m too scared to watch this. The title alone made me want to curl up in a ball and cry. I’m so sorry no one protected you. I’m so sorry this world is filled with monsterous demons. Sorry I’m not brave enough to listen to your story but I do care and you’re one of the bravest most resilient people to exist.💔😭
You’re truly a powerful woman and beloved. I’m a sexual abused child and verbal and emotional abuse was normal. I’m of Ayisen Haitian Decent and I can say. These toxic behaviors run rampant in this earth. Your testimony is so powerful and made me feel like we’ve cried the same tears of pain. So much pain we don’t deserve. I just want to say. Beloved I love you. I Thank you for keeping your mind, because you choose to live. You’re a light house of inspiration. I don’t know you but, every strong hold I pray breaks out and off you and your brother and sister. May your future children surpass all generational curse and envy. I don’t know you it’s 3am. Thank you
Well said. And I don't know you either but listening to Beloveds story I cried for her and her siblings and realized that this is a invisible evil that happens everyday to way too many children. Sincee the release of that movie "the sound of freedom", I have been hearing and seeing more people telling their story and it is honestly breaking my heart for what has already been done. I feel so helpless to help anybody since it is already happen. Please know you are a beautiful child of God and be gentle with yourself too. I want to hold you in my arms, peace and gentle love is all I wish for you, dear soul.
This is heartbreaking! Her mother and her stepfather will burn in Hell. I'm glad she has been successful and has been able to overcome the unimaginable.
This story doesn’t need any scary music! I’m riveted in fear and disgust and heart break. I’m so sorry all of this happened to you, so young and your 2nd birth was ruined. You’re an incredible human. I hope you find true peace, confidence, strength and love in this life. Thank God for your son. Sending you love from London.
I met Beloved a few years back, she was well into her healing process. For all that she's been through, she's the most loving, friendly, encouraging, courageous person. Please follow and support her!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤
This may be the saddest, most horrible story I have ever heard. But what a wonderful ending. Dr. Dillard, you are an inspiration. For what it's worth, which probably isn't much - as a mother of 4, I am proud of you. So very proud.
This Brave woman is my spiritual mother. I can assure you that EVERYTHING she has shared with you is the Absolute Truth!!!! When I first heard her story I was mortified, but thought God has set her aside for something that will touch the world and she is doing just that!! She is a pioneer, a confidant, a mother, a friend, a counselor, an educator and a mentor and prayed for me without ceasing when I was married to a drug abuser. There aren't enough words to say how grateful I am, that God allowed her to live through All that she lived through; so I could have the pleasure of meeting this phenomenal woman. Mom, I love you to infinity and I'm so very proud of the transparency shared in this video because I know it Will touch millions and their lives will be changed FOREVER because you did. 👏👏👏👏❤️😘
@@beloveddillard I am so grateful to God for your life. Thank you Jesus for Beloved thank you for loving her thank you for healing her thank you for your strength in her to share her story. Revelation 12: 10-11 10 And I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, Now is come salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of his Christ: for the accuser of our brethren is cast down, which accused them before our God day and night. 11 And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.
If any child watching this is going through abuse of any kind, PLEASE REPORT THESE PEOPLE! PLEASE! Call the police. Tell your teachers. Tell your principal. Tell everybody! Just do NOT keep silent!
This woman is amazing in so many ways. She is still here to serve a purpose not only for herself but for others as well. Her mother and stepdad tried to break her spirit and soul but her will, determination, and strength allowed her to survive through it all. God continue to bless her and her family.
Damn the shit her mother used to say to her, is the same thing my mother used to say to me. I'm 39 and I still remember what she said she it affects me. Some mothers can be jealous of their daughters or just have plain hatred for you just because of what they went through.
I once commented " some women will knowingly stay with a child molester because he provides financial security and she doesn't wanna have to go back to work" and people called me a crazy incel. She knowingly allowed this man to molest her children and stayed with him for 55 years. This is fuccin insane.
My heart 💔 How do people suffer so much violence, life is so unfair, I thought this story would never end. Prayers to this beautiful woman and her family.
@@MrscarricomI think this comment is uncalled for this situation. The mother is at fault in this situation as well and her living in a single parent house hold with that lady wouldn’t have been better either. I guarantee you any kid who didn’t grow up with their father isn’t skipping and jolly because their dad wasn’t in the home.
I guarantee the mother was treated the exact same way by her uneducated parents. History AND bloodlines always repeats. This is the only way that SHE was shown how to deal with abuse - so instead of stopping it and getting help she regurgitated it on her children. Thank God Dr. Beloved rose from the ashes of all this in victory and won't let it happen to her children. As the Lord said, "Vengeance is mine!"
I'm in tears, but also proud of how God's blessings upon us all can show us and guide us through whatever people who are evil 😈 one day it's coming out, sorry for what she injured and how strong God's will let it be seen and heard, i raised my kids as a single mom, mother and i instilled in them always let me know if my male friends were out of order please let me know me know, thanks dear for sharing such a strong and honest experience, God's blessings upon you all.
This story definitely needs to be told and heard. I’m so glad you never gave up on yourself. There are some evil demonic spirits out here that try to tear us apart, but you made it through. I’m also happy you loved and valued yourself to walk away from a bad or domestic relationship. You are strong and beautiful and have children who love you. Your children will be great as well, because of the strength and love you have shown. You have taught them and others from your survival story, that no matter how hellish your situation you have to keep pushing. Sad that those that supposed to protect us are not reliable. So, self serving and evil, but you kept going. Your story pushes me to keep going as well. Life is hard and harder for some, but we must keep going. Thank you for sharing your story with the world ❤
I feel privileged to have heard your story. To go through such trauma and such a horrendous childhood, and still be grateful for what you have is beyond human. You have such a spirit and I have no doubt your voice was meant to be heard. You are an inspiration and I thank you for reminding me that we can all be grateful and move forward. I wish you and your family good health and happiness for the future. You are a very special lady and your faith is humbling. Thank you.xx
That is very beautiful what you said to her you told her She shared her story because she has a voice today that little girl wasn’t able to speak back then but now she’s gonna helps other people and that is very wonderful and sweet what you said thank you
Every time I think I've heard the worst sexual abuse testimony, a worse one pops up... Beloved, I am glad you made it through... God guard you from stumbling and set you in the presense of His glory without blemish in exceeding joy.
She obviously had no one else that would help her 🤷🏽♀️. Her mother did a great job at isolating her and convincing people that she was a liar, so only her mother was available. That's what narcissistic people do.
I understand where you are coming from with the question but you also have to remember she was violeted in every way all her life and sometimes victims identity themselves with their abuser to survival over the years... Its all so sad and depressing that we exist in a world where such straight up pure, evil stuff happens and especially to weakest ones
When i see stories like like as a single mother I always find my self saying *YES I CAN* stay away from serious relationships or marriage until my daughter is fully grown to take care of herself,I never shy telling my daughter the reason she never saw any man in our lives while growing up.....she's just turned 14 and i will be strong until she's 20 that way she would be grown enough to have her own space.......sorry for all you went through sister ❤
I can relate, I am doing the same for my son. He’s 15 now, I don’t think I will enter a relationship even when he’s an adult. If I do it will take a very special man
I feel the same way!!! My daughters are toddlers and it would have to be once they are in college before I can even consider a relationship. This is way toooooo scary.
This is one of the very worst abuse cases I've seen. She is such a beautiful woman. Thank God for her life! So brave to tell her story openly. How smart to change her name to Beloved. Blessings 🙌
24:24 My mother was the same way. She always told me I’d never do anything or be ANY thing.She disgusts me. I now hold an MBA and working on my doctorate. I’ve also began writing a book. A long overdue book. At 49yrs old and a mother who has raised two beautiful, intelligent, and successful children.I no longer have to prove anything to her. I have decided she won’t ever benefit from any of my accomplishments. You are SO BRAVE. Thank you so very much for sharing ur story. We share something too. My name is Sharon. Much love to u.❤
Now this is the real "Precious" story. This woman survived the worst of worst and has survived to prosper. She was endowed with indomitable strength and wisdom that only grew larger as she matured. 😢Sadly she is the exception to the rule. But her exception is a testament to all those children that are being used, abused and sexually molested that you are not damaged goods, you have value and that you could help another child rise above this horror by bringing this unholy treatment by these demons to light so they have no shadow in which to hide and seed their evilness.
I'm glad you mentioned she was the exception. Too many people expect everyone with a horrible past to be representatives as to why people in lesser situations shouldn't complain, when the reality is that many people didn't survive stuff like this. We can't measure everyone's reaction to pain
After listening to her story I thank God for two loving parents my mother would never have tolerated that kind of behavior from any man but I feel for her
Wow! So many key things she mentioned predators love being at schools coaches daycares...and to think her mom has a daycare!!? Praying for healing for anyone that has to deal with this trauma 🙏🏾🙏🏾
Ma'am, you ARE AMAZINGLY COURAGEOUS and strong for sharing this horror of an upbringing with the world. I'm terribly sorry that you experienced this hell on Earth. Everlasting HEALING, LOVE AND LIFE to you.❤🙏💛
Some women are should not have children even animals don’t allow this type of abuse to happen to their babies. Thank you sharing your story, I am glad to see you made it through, and being a beautiful example of triumph ❤ The Good Lord will have his vengeance on those devils. Keep shining like the Diamond you are ❤
Beloved, you are the most amazing woman I have ever seen. Your story is beyond heartbreaking. I suffered sexual abuse from 5 to 15, including watching my brother be sodimized. I was raised evangelical, and they enabled the physical, spiritual, and verbal abuse. You are my hero. I cherish, respect, and find you to be one of the most honorable and strong women I've come across in my whole life. You are a roll model. Peace be with you. ❤
This, by far, is the worst story of abuse I've ever heard. I've worked with Community Action & Blueprints & CYS & this is absolutely horrendous, on so many levels. Constant Abuse from EVERY angle, around EVERY corner, starting from your very first memory. Physical, Mental, Emotional, Spiritual, Social, Home, School,.... Good God!! It must have been like a vast black hole 🕳️ of insanity and abuse, surrounding you, sucking you in - with no end in sight. I admire your Courage, and Resolve, and Determination to not let this define you, to break the cycle, and to live your best life for you and your kids, and to help & educate others. 💟☮️☯️ Thank you for sharing your story 💔❤️🩹♥️ 💝💖
I hardly cry about anything but this made me teary eyed, Beloved is not only a strong woman, but she triumphed God blessed her and she is giving anyone that is going through anything that you can make it out and shine brightly!
I want to give her the biggest hug, you can literally feel her warmth through the screen. Time and time again I wonder why situations like this one happen or even continue to happen. Lost for words every-time but like she said “vengeance is mine said the Lord…” still it’s hard to comprehend such evil but her victory speaks volumes!
Im so PROUD of you! Im also a survivor... my dawn of conciousness is heartbreaking... and its been hard for me to speak on it. I truly appreciate you for speaking for us very young ones. We rarely hear from those of us who were under 5. Again, thank you. Sincerely.
I am so amazed at her story of survival. As a person who grew up with a very loving mother I can't imagine having to live with a mother like hers. Forgetting about the love she promised to have for the children she birthed and bringing a predator into her home to abuse her children, knowing about and participating in the abuse is beyond my scope of thinking. How does someone sit back and protect the abuser and not the abused? Her mother participated in protecting someone who was destroying her children's lives, most likely because she felt abusing them would hurt their father. Wow I'm amazed by this story of utter despair to triumph , and for her son to give her the permission to escape from not only the stepfather but from the mother is also amazing. Live your best life Beloved because you owe it to yourself to live and prosper in peace, love, hope and joy.
It's so important that women have resources available to care for themselves and their children, whether it be in the form of government aid or a job that allows time with the kids as well as a living wage...then women won't feel like they HAVE to stay with an obviously abusive man just to feed and house the kids and herself. It's so unfortunate that so many of the jobs where women excel are devalued in our society.
You have gone through more than anyone should have to bear and have emerged from your past as a beautiful person, both inside and out. Your stepfather was a vile monster but your mother was even worse. She allowed this to happen to you and your siblings without an ounce of compassion or maternal protectiveness. She and her like disgust me beyond words. I hope they both get their just desserts in this life and the next! God bless you!
This woman is watched over by God, it's the only way a person could survive such parents/abuse. They tried to break her....some people cannot BE broken.
Its like you are speaking my story. For me it was from the ages of 12-18. I appreciate your rawness and open heart to share this story. I'm sorry we never received the childhood, love and safety we deserved. I pray that you, I and every other survivors find peace ❤
This made me sick! I'm glad she is brave enough to share this horrific childhood nightmare ! God please be with the other children that are suffering , and help them come forward for help.
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Lord have mercy 🙏🏽 Sending her Love Great Strength great power 🙏🏽😇💚
I want to tell my story of neglect, physical abuse, sexual abuse, leaving home to become a prostitute, homeless and struggling with a crack addiction!! 1992 becoming HIV+!! Struggling with morbid obesity! Mental health issues to the woman I am today with a blessed out look in life! I live to tell my story
Hi. Emailed you.
Lord thank you for allowing her to survive!! Plz bless her I pray 🙏🏽!!
Is this a dream, I know her story is real , but how , how , I heard these stories again and again , and the question ask is why do li g why she didn't tell, but how can one tell and who one tell wen the abusers r th be ur protectors, I understand not talking u want to believe it's a bad dream u will wake up from , u want to allowed it to just go away, but it's a misery that never leaves its haunts u, but I ask this will normal ever comes back. .
WTF???? These doctors didn't find it odd that a child had an STD? They also need to be held accountable!!!
I still don't trust my MOTHER my mother said the exact things I've been suffering all my 62 year's it has hurts even after going to groups survival groups counseling therapy etc😢
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You gotta remember it was a different time back then. Child protect services and things like that werent around in those times.
She was black in the 1970s
Yea her mother was still her mother in the 70s, should have done the right thing and reported the abuse and not covered it up.
My grandmother told me that when I was 3 that she took me to the hospital because I had vaginal bleeding and supposedly the doctor told her it was ok it just meant that I would start my period late in life. This is what she told me when I questioned her about why all my friends had their periods and I didn't when I was in my late teens. I began getting memories in adulthood about being molested by my grandmothers son. I knew at that moment that she lied to me and as an adult I confronted her after he died and she said he's dead now what do you want me to do about it. She's just as disgusting as he is and I don't believe she ever took me to the doctors for the vaginal bleeding when I was 3.
I don’t know what’s worse. The abuse, or the fact that her mother knew, and allowed it.
They always knew & allowed it
It’s tough bc in also in same situation and my mom still with my dad and she still hasn’t done a thing no matter how much I’ve told her
I'm sure it compounded it, and made her feel unprotected and helpless.
Her momma turning the blind eye is the absolute worst
Im going to go with the mom knew and still let it happen. I lived that life. I havent spoken to my birther for 15 yrs bc she never takes accountability
I almost threw up after hearing what her stepdad did to her. This is sickening, infuriating and heartbreaking.
Me 2😢
Same, and I was eating 😢
Exactly very 😞
Hello queen ❤
I am soo very sorry
It is so important that we as black people expose these predators. Black men like this are a disgrace to humanity
Any man that does this is a demon from hell but we must report them so they can go to prison. This is the only way to stop these devils.
Any man that does this doesn't deserve his life
it’s so fucking normalized in our culture and it has to stop.
And the women who allow it.
The women also
A jealous mother is a toxic and dangerous mother.
You’re so right and I bet this was a generational issue for the Mom too. Not defending the Mom, but I suspect she endured a similar fate growing up.
@kokpartyfavors And I'm sure the abuser was abused himself
Her mother wasn't jalous she was a predator as well.
So so true
Been there dealt with that.
I can feel her pain. I was a victim of sexual abuse by 3 out of 6 brothers. I can remember since the age of 5 yrs through 10 yrs old. My mom always threatened me not to say a got dam word to my father. Well I let my dad know when I tuned 10 yrs old. My mom still says that I was wrong for telling and getting my brother's in serious trouble. She still hates me today and don't speak to me but she has the best relationship with my 3 brother's. She's so Evil I think that she enjoys seeing me hurt. I continue to pray for her.. she's paying for what she was included in on. 85 year's old .. Wow. I forgive her but I will never ever Forget.. My brother's are all sick with seriously mental issues because they also did the same to many other's boy's and girl's. I'm free now from those monster's.. Amen 😊😊
God Im so sorry. My grandmother did something similar to my mother but it wasn't her brothers it was her own father, my grandmother's husband. He raped my mother and my grandmother hated my mom for it and is still married to that disgusting man to this day
Good for your escape 😢
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So sorry for what You've been through..My Heart goes out to You Sister..😢❤
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How can a woman even look at her spouse knowing he is sexually abusing her children? For 55 years she talked to him and related to him. It’s filthy disgusting behaviour. The parents are abominable and putrid people.
Her mom had a whole daycare wtfffffff
It happens way more than any of us think.
@@sheskates6551tons of people working with kids are disgusting. Not all but it's tons of them. I've personally witnessed some troubled things.
man she was on it too, almost killer her damn child
She is burning in hell where she belongs. Along with her sick degenerate husband. People like this is why I pray that hell or something close to it exists.
As a mother I could never live with myself knowing that I let someone hurt my child
I was molested and It’s sickening, my mom had no idea but she never took his side, her ex, was the guy who molested me but I know it’s not my fault
@@emmybammy3393 I’m sorry he did that to you wishing you lots of healing ❤️🩹
@@emmybammy3393babe girl it s not too late to report that evil
I'd often said I'd gladly serve prison time for unaliving someone who molested my daughter
Exactly
Not taking away for her trauma and experience but she’s grown to be a beautiful and articulate woman . I’m hoping she’s okay now , can’t imagine going through something like that .
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thank you
RUclips should not be censoring this woman's words, everything should be heard. Everything.
I Agree Wholeheartedly, I can relate, I'm also a SA survivor at the hands of A MONSTER SF, And I also feel that I was not protected by my mom, I found out later on in life, He'd did the same thing to some of my younger cousins, And other relatives. Just Horrible ‼️
Yes, it's distorting. Afterall, we're adults.
Absolutely. It should’ve been raw we all are adults struggling with something and profanity is a part of life.
Amen! I literally don’t understand why we can’t say the word. We know what’s being sad.
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This was horrible..I can’t get over how evil some people are
Yeah it's sickening that people will treat others like this
Her mother was just as bad as her stepfather.
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Yes the things he did to her and her siblings are just sick and her mom allowing it and not doing anything is sick. And I pray she never spoke to her again she don’t deserve to have a relationship with her kids or beloved that’s so sad she was supposed to protect them and they stayed together for 55 years my mouth dropped when she said that.
@@SanaSaeed470are you serious. from the entire video that she spoke of her abuse all you care is that she had 2 kids without marriage??? Wowww what a shocker, everybody does that.
As a sexually molested child myself, I have never ever heard of a predator training a child to get off a bottle with oral sex. This story finished me.
Same
They were seducing that infant "sucking"..cuz they suck🪠😣 like a vacuum..perverts would covet that. Females did the same thing..putting babies to their breast.😮😢
Heartbreaking 😢
I can not wtf
Really really just finished me off .. 😞idk how these babies survive this kinda abuse , and still go to school and smile , and can still get thru the day.. its kills me just to hear it .. 😢
These violators need to be named and photographs shown! They need to be put on blast we need to know who they are…to protect others. Society protects these monsters. Her mom is as much of a violator as well. My heart goes out to her.
honestly i feel like she has protected them also by allowing them access to her children and also allowing them access to others children. Knowing as a grown educated woman that her mother was running a daycare centre and even when the police came because of the little boy he raped she still didn't testify
@@JB-nr7iy Wait!! Her mother raped a little boy? WTF?!
This is probably something your mother has never told you. All of the people watching this and who have watched this are very proud of you. I kept hoping you'd tell on him and her years and years before you did. You're a survivor, an amazing turn around. Your life is more peaceful now. You won your own life back. We are ALL VERY PROUD of you!!!
Yes, we are so very proud of you!
What a lady! you're awesome sis,,,
I am with you 💯
Yes yes yes!!
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"You better not say anything " Wow . That woman was the devil in human form . Unbelievable.
I'm so sorry this happened. One of the main reasons i raised my 17 year old daughter alone. If her dad wasn't going to be in the house with us, no one was going to be.
I dont blame u
I commend you.
Best comment ever!!!!
Agree 💯%! My daughter just turned 13 and there is/has been NO ONE else EVER around her (except for Grandma every now and then). Some neighbors like to comment that I don't have a life.... But she IS my life!! And my ❤️!
This! It's not worth it. Don't gamble with your children's safety. You're a great mom and your daughter is blessed to have you. 😊
WHAT THE ACTUAL F*CK!?!? Sometimes I think that I've heard it all...the most disgusting and disturbing stories...but this...this is just horrendous. Dear Dr. Beloved, you and your siblings are brave and true survivors! You deserve the world. I wish you everything great and amazing in life. Thank you for sharing your story.
I feel the same way as you, that was a horror story from hell.
@@rosemariemello6675When she said, I was just a little brown girl.....I felt that in my soul, my spirit, my heart....I'm just...she shook me with that😢😔
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@tychris9464 yes because these useless sadistic people had no heart or soul, how anyone could see this abuse and not do anything to help her. I'm horrified
What I immediately saw is that as she is telling the facts of her childhood molestation, she is clearly reliving each and every episode, event, etc. Her face and her eyes are like a movie screen for us. My heart broke into a million pieces. The hurt, the pain, the humiliation, the fear, the deep sense of betrayal is so evident. When a child needs protection, and not one adult decides to provide that protection; mother, father, relatives, neighbors, doctors, teachers, police officers, etc., it is beyond comprehension. How do you repeatedly fail a child this way??? Thank God she is healing, she is thriving, and she is finally feeling LOVED and VALUED❤🙏🏼
Such compassion, I am currently in recovery for cancer. We have a Gofund me I can't remember the link but your prayers and kind words are appreciated!
Her mother is absolutely evil!
She didn’t deserve none of the abuse she went through from both them demons.
I agree
Her parents are making me re-think my opposition to the death penalty.
It need to be
There is a time & reason for the DP. This is it.
WOW I get it!
Some people really don’t need to be among others
As a licensed therapist, thank you for your bravery and the ability to somehow hang on. It is so wrong what you went through- you deserved love, compassion, understanding, and a sense of safety!!
It is very evident that there was strong demonic presence in that household. It is evident that your mother and stepfather were weak, choosing to hurt children because of their hurt.
I was born in ‘78 so I know from my family that children were not usually heard and especially black or minority children. I am so glad that what the enemy meant for evil God used for good. I’m glad that God got his vengeance. It is SO hard to always understand why we have to go through things, but we may not fully understand until later. 🙏🏾❤️💪🏾
Amen 🙏
thank you
“ I was dealing with violence in my home, I didn’t wanna be violent toward anyone else “ . I relate to that quote so much.
It hit we will never be who abused us
OMG! Your mother was running a daycare?!!!!!!!!!!
That is just horrible! God bless you for carrying on thru all of that.
Need to get shut down makes u wonder the reason why she has a daycare in the first place I hope all the parents knows her and who her mom is and take them kids out her mom can’t be trusted
She should expose it. She dont deserve to own nothing but prison bars.
@@La.TrinasWorldthis happened years ago. Her mom is deceased, but any child who went to that daycare may have been molested too.
This is just mortifying and to know how common this was is sickening. My parents went out their way to protect me and my brother as small children. I use to believe they were just too strict but now I’m literally crying in tears of gratefulness.
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The fact that she remembers all these details and she was so young is amazing to me. It just hurts so much to hear. It makes me so sick to my stomach that could anyone do anything like that to a child
Most abused kids don’t forget their abuse. That kind of abuse is quite hard to scrub from your memory. It is literally imprinted in who you are unfortunately and you have to work HARD to reverse the damage done
I'm speechless
A child is unlikely to forget that level of trauma 😢
That’s why disorders like DID are formed in the psyche to literally force your brain to forget these memories … otherwise it remains forever
Oh my dear God, we never knew this was happening to you all. One never knows what goes on behind closed doors. 😢😢😢
That man was demon possessed. Was being driven by pure evil. This is heartbreaking for her and her siblings. No child ever deserves to be abused. The death penalty isn’t enough for someone who sexually abuses children. God bless this woman and her testimony of survival. Her parents will answer for what they did.
It ain't no demon possessing him, it's his dick !
Amen and amen. They’re evil absolutely. But Vengeance is Mine says the Lord
Yeah,he definitely had a demon inside of him ! You know he in hell !
Make NO mistake...HUMANS can do some evil shid sans a made up demon. We need to accept that for certain living in REALITY and holding up in courts of law....they don't indict demons.
@@PrincessAfrica3why wouldn’t god prevent it in the first place? An omnipotent being could surely give her step father a stroke or arrange a fortunate accident
Your mother and step father were completely demonized. Beloved is so strong. My heart was broken hearing this. I hope Beloved receives a big crown in heaven.
Everyone failed you. Including your older sister. I’m sorry this happened to you.
That woman was not your mother. She does not deserve the tittle. I cried the entire time. I’m so happy you are now Beloved.
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I was raped by the babysitter
Then my brother began too
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This broke my heart literally cried God bless her and her siblings. So glad that demon got caught I just wish it had been during the time she and her siblings was in the home with them. Her mom was literally envious and jealous of her own child Beloved more so. Belove was everything her mom never was or could be.
From Dr Beloved’s view, her elder sister also failed her, but we should know that her elder sister was also a victim as well.
Ah yes, the tittle.
@@ugivemejoy4580 your words are true
Dr. Beloved, your testimony is, without question, one of the most profoundly disturbing things I've ever heard in my life! I too have suffered significant trauma, but I don't have the courage to speak my truth as you do. On behalf of all victims of child abuse that know your story, we empathize with you and appreciate your willingness to be bold enough to stand on truth! May your abusers eternally reap what they've sown and may your healing reach exponential heights beyond comprehension!
It is my prayer that the good Lord blesses and you comforts you always! 🙏🏼❤
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I believe there would never be a healing unless I confront him it will always be a elephant in the room unintentionally my mother takes it out on me
It is the truth. The truth will set you free. Speak the truth and let nothing hold you back from liberty & peace.
the "good Lord" seems wrong that his beloved children are continually sexually abused. God seems cruel and unloving to me!? Abused children are abandoned by god
You let her take care of your son?? Never let your abusers have access to your children!! I’m so happy your life turned out so well!!
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Absolutely not!!!!!
Right nope don't let them near your children
I was young it was a difficult complex confusing time. Unless you have been in this type of dynamic its hard to explain. One feels trapped disloyal to self I respect your words, but its not that simple.
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I absolutely agree with this statement. Being raised in trauma and then learning to navigate our lives in the real world is so very difficult. I did many unhealthy and damaging things as a reaction to my trauma. Now I can only say... But God! He had me the whole time as He did you my sister.
Also want to acknowledge the beauty of your new name. What a glorious honorable name for you a Daughter of the Most High King. Blessings
I was molested too by my own father and my mother did nothing. Thanks for sharing your story ❤
I hope you have left her in your past and dont allow her to have access to your life. She does not deserve you and you deserve to be genuinely loved and protected.
Blessings on your journey of healing ❤️🩹
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They both will suffer indeed, sending peace & light your way✨
💔💔💔, omg.
This is unfortunately so common in the black community. And this is a major part of the toxicity that exist Between bm and bw even to this day. Childhood trauma. Your mother married a pedophile and didn't want to except that she married that monster and even protect him. She was a monster herself. I'm so sorry you went through this but look how amazing you turned out. I hope your story reaches everyone who needs to hear it
Girl it's common in all communities are yall that naive to think its only black community!
This so common in all communities. I will never ever forget a Hispanic guest on Montell telling her story. The lady left her husband to protect her young daughter. Surprising thing about that story was that she had no support from her family. When I was younger I worked with my best friend who happened to be German she told me her abuse story, mother's husband. I lived abroad and the stories across the world horrible. India makes me cry. Don't ever break it down to ethnicity. It makes it sounds like it's one group problem.
@dddh.r.7798 absolutely. I know and agree. I wasn't disregarding that this isn't common amongst other nationalities as well. I hate it for anyone. It's actually a human problem. So many prey on the innocent.
Yes this happens N every race of people Evil exist N every race
You are very brave to tell your story. Thank you, you overcame.
This beautiful lady and her sibling’s were let down so many times. Demons are real and walk amongst us disguised as these types of evil despicable parents.
This lady is a powerful Phoenix who rose from the ashes and became an inspiration. God bless you Beloved and your siblings 💕
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Yes Lord ❤
🥺 This is by far😢 one of the most disturbing cases of child abuse I have ever heard‼️ And I've heard many...🤦🏾♀️😢
She is so brave to tell this gruesome story. God bless her soul. She is an inspiration for others to.yell the world about the demons that walk amongst us.
The step-dad was a sadistic pedophile. The worst of the worst. My heart goes out to you and your siblings. Your mother...I'd better keep that to myself. Only out of respect for you.
Even the mum is evil too
She doesn't deserve the title of mother
Pure evil.
No he went on a one-way ticket to hell straight to it 🔥🔥🔥
Right. I wanna disrespect her so bad but out of respect for Ms. Beloved I’m gonna keep my mouth shut SMH. I’m a Mom myself and I’m mad as h*ll.
Your young life was devastating..I don’t know how you survived the abuses of your biological mother and her husband. You’re so brave to share your story, and I am proud of the way you’ve overcome. ❤
thank you!!
This is absolutely the worst abuse story yet. My heart aches for this beautiful woman. I'm so sorry for all of the pain that she suffered. 😢
The worst.....😢
I appreciate your kindness.
Same here. She definitely didn't deserve any of what happened.
Thank you for your compassion
@@beloveddillardyou are truly an angel Beloved! God bless you ❤! I’m just curious to know what ever happened to your mom?
The way her mother almost killed her when confronted with the truth…this is toooooo sad. Dr. Beloved you truly are beloved - sending you love, peace and joy.
The number of members in this club is huge I am a member of it. I am now 70 years old and the memories of the sexual abuse at the hands of my step-father still devastate me in various ways not to mention the ways it affected me during my adolescence, teen, and early adult years. Despite all of that, I have survived.
Amen. I was molested by a relative I’m in therapy now and on physc meds
Me also.
Yes. Me too.
My mother was laying in her bed drunk while her young lover was molesting me. I was 5 years old and now 68 years old and remember it like it just happened. 😢😢😢👵🏽
I too was sexually assaulted I was 14 the sickening part of it all is my biological mother had sex with the man that assaulted me I've tried to k myself I've been on meds I've been in therapy nothing is working I tried to tell her but she tells me if he did it you must wanted it. She's dead to me she can't come around my children EVER.FUCKTHATBITCH.
What a horrible life she had. I thank God I have never been molested. I had a wonderful mother and father, but he died when I was 8 years old. My mother never remarried because she said she didn't want my brother and I to have a stepfather. Not all step fathers are bad, but there are those that are. Praise God my mother protected me and my brother.
The mother stayed married to this man for 55 years is incredible!
You mean UNBELIEVABLE 😢
She was just as bad as him, that's why! Those babies didn't have a chance!
The mother is a narcissist, and was extremely jealous of her daughter. I don't know who is more demonic, the mother or step father. They are going to burn in the lake of fire for eternity. Mother's like that I want to hurt them This makes me so angry.This is one of the worse stories I ever heard of child abuse. The mother had a daycare? Oh hell no. That's why I don't like daycares.
Both are demonic
It is bothering me that she knew over and over and over and allowed it to continue to happen...plus opened a daycare knowing what he does to kids. My God!!
@@MJBABYPHAT This is the behavior of narcissist. They are literal demons in the flesh. Everything and anything a demon will do these monsters will do. This lady would allow those kids in her daycare to be molested. It's so disturbing she had a daycare. People should never take their kids to home daycares. Child centers cost more money, but it's safer. I actually prayed to God to protect children after watching this.
She probably kept the daycare for an open supply for her man. The moms not a victim. She just doesn't give a fluck.
Wow
Aside from the sexual abuse, my stepfather did me the same way. I was a writer, I played the violin, and could sing. And I was in honors class. But my family hated me so much tht they NEVER acknowledged any of it.
Most abused kids are some of the most creative.
Same here. Your not alone sweetheart. Stay strong!
same here
Very true,no one cared about anything I did that was positive,they only looked forward to mistakes,and screw ups that I made...
Same
Omg
The amount of rage I feel when she refers to this demon as her step father 🤬
Seems lots step father's think they have rights over non biological children
Her mom was a demon also
I’m only halfway through your story and I just needed to pause and say I’m so sorry nobody protected you. You deserved to be cherished and loved. I’m so proud of you for sharing your story. You are inspiring others to be as brave as you are! ❤
thank you for your kindness
Yessssssss 😢😢😢
I was 6 minutes in, and my whole body hurt. Poor 😭 😢 baby. 🙏🏽🙏🏽
I am glad to be an inspiration!!
It’s sad how children are born into such terrible hell fire environments. Innocent children being abused in such vile ways, how could someone allow this to happen to their children. Smh.
I totally relate to this. The only difference was my abuser was my actual biological "father".
He abused me from ages 4-12. I mustered up the courage to tell my mom when I was 12. Her response was "get out of here you liar"
I'm sorry..😔🙏🏽
That is truly truly so sick. I'm so sorry that this happened to you. I truly hope you are doing better and are healing ❤️
@vogue_paris3106 Yes I'm healing. My brother died 4 weeks ago. Hours before he departed from this life,he called our mom to his deathbed and told her that I was molested and she failed me by not believing and protecting me.
On the way home from the hospital, after my brother died, my remaining brother told her, it happened and that I wasn't lying and she failed to protect me.
To my utter amazement, she told him that had she known of the abuse, she would done something about it. I'm like what the hell. She's known for 50 years. I told her 50 years ago when I was 12 years old.
I’m sorry that she said that to you. I’m very sorry
Wow, she definitely wasn't a real mother because she would have picked up on your change of behavior. My mom was overprotective and I was too...
Her mother Absolutely made an agreement with the step dad to do those things to those children. From the time she was a BABY!! Her mother hated her!! Heavenly Father thank you for sending the Comforter to Comfort Ms. Beloved. Her testimony will bless someone going through similar situations. Lord heal her inner child and bless this woman 10 fold amen. Im so heartbroken with no faith in humanity. Demonic both of them. Im just proud she survived.
Your compassion is felt
This is horrific. That mother was a jealous and evil woman. The stepdad...there are no words... disgusting! So glad everything worked out for you
…and her mother was disgusting too🤮
I’m too scared to watch this. The title alone made me want to curl up in a ball and cry. I’m so sorry no one protected you. I’m so sorry this world is filled with monsterous demons. Sorry I’m not brave enough to listen to your story but I do care and you’re one of the bravest most resilient people to exist.💔😭
Its okay love! Thank you for your prayers
You’re truly a powerful woman and beloved. I’m a sexual abused child and verbal and emotional abuse was normal. I’m of Ayisen Haitian Decent and I can say. These toxic behaviors run rampant in this earth. Your testimony is so powerful and made me feel like we’ve cried the same tears of pain. So much pain we don’t deserve. I just want to say. Beloved I love you. I Thank you for keeping your mind, because you choose to live. You’re a light house of inspiration. I don’t know you but, every strong hold I pray breaks out and off you and your brother and sister. May your future children surpass all generational curse and envy. I don’t know you it’s 3am. Thank you
Well said. And I don't know you either but listening to Beloveds story I cried for her and her siblings and realized that this is a invisible evil that happens everyday to way too many children. Sincee the release of that movie "the sound of freedom", I have been hearing and seeing more people telling their story and it is honestly breaking my heart for what has already been done. I feel so helpless to help anybody since it is already happen. Please know you are a beautiful child of God and be gentle with yourself too. I want to hold you in my arms, peace and gentle love is all I wish for you, dear soul.
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This is heartbreaking! Her mother and her stepfather will burn in Hell. I'm glad she has been successful and has been able to overcome the unimaginable.
This story doesn’t need any scary music! I’m riveted in fear and disgust and heart break. I’m so sorry all of this happened to you, so young and your 2nd birth was ruined. You’re an incredible human. I hope you find true peace, confidence, strength and love in this life. Thank God for your son. Sending you love from London.
Sometimes in life it's best to cut out the negative people from your life
Pun intended
I wish you would have sent the step father back to jail.
Your mom should have been in jail as well!
Yes👏
Preach true dat man
I have !
I met Beloved a few years back, she was well into her healing process. For all that she's been through, she's the most loving, friendly, encouraging, courageous person. Please follow and support her!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤
This may be the saddest, most horrible story I have ever heard. But what a wonderful ending. Dr. Dillard, you are an inspiration. For what it's worth, which probably isn't much - as a mother of 4, I am proud of you. So very proud.
This Brave woman is my spiritual mother. I can assure you that EVERYTHING she has shared with you is the Absolute Truth!!!! When I first heard her story I was mortified, but thought God has set her aside for something that will touch the world and she is doing just that!! She is a pioneer, a confidant, a mother, a friend, a counselor, an educator and a mentor and prayed for me without ceasing when I was married to a drug abuser. There aren't enough words to say how grateful I am, that God allowed her to live through All that she lived through; so I could have the pleasure of meeting this phenomenal woman. Mom, I love you to infinity and I'm so very proud of the transparency shared in this video because I know it Will touch millions and their lives will be changed FOREVER because you did. 👏👏👏👏❤️😘
She is a beautiful soul. I can’t imagine anyone questioning her honesty. Unless of course they are abusers also..
You are the quintessential image of fortitude. To have you as a daughter is an absolute honor. Your kind words are immeasurable 🥲
@@beloveddillard I am so grateful to God for your life. Thank you Jesus for Beloved thank you for loving her thank you for healing her thank you for your strength in her to share her story.
Revelation 12: 10-11
10 And I heard a loud voice saying in heaven, Now is come salvation, and strength, and the kingdom of our God, and the power of his Christ: for the accuser of our brethren is cast down, which accused them before our God day and night.
11 And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.
If any child watching this is going through abuse of any kind, PLEASE REPORT THESE PEOPLE! PLEASE! Call the police. Tell your teachers. Tell your principal. Tell everybody! Just do NOT keep silent!
EXACTLY
This woman is amazing in so many ways. She is still here to serve a purpose not only for herself but for others as well. Her mother and stepdad tried to break her spirit and soul but her will, determination, and strength allowed her to survive through it all. God continue to bless her and her family.
Thank you so much for your compasion
Yes it's a parents job to protect your child no matter what even from your own family
Exactly! That means not allowing them to watch your child for a few years while you go to school
Damn the shit her mother used to say to her, is the same thing my mother used to say to me. I'm 39 and I still remember what she said she it affects me. Some mothers can be jealous of their daughters or just have plain hatred for you just because of what they went through.
My mom has given me a black eye and beaten me. She owns 7 brownstones in Brooklyn. I am homeless. Will never speak to her again.
So sorry
@@leslie-annmills-gomez8763 thank you
Praying you get through it all. God brought you this far he’ll take you all the way.
@@SydniAnnBakermay god bless you
I once commented " some women will knowingly stay with a child molester because he provides financial security and she doesn't wanna have to go back to work" and people called me a crazy incel. She knowingly allowed this man to molest her children and stayed with him for 55 years. This is fuccin insane.
My heart 💔
How do people suffer so much violence, life is so unfair, I thought this story would never end.
Prayers to this beautiful woman and her family.
Then, people say we have equal opportunities. 2 parent homes destroyed so many children, but we only focused on the single parent.
@@MrscarricomI think this comment is uncalled for this situation. The mother is at fault in this situation as well and her living in a single parent house hold with that lady wouldn’t have been better either. I guarantee you any kid who didn’t grow up with their father isn’t skipping and jolly because their dad wasn’t in the home.
I guarantee the mother was treated the exact same way by her uneducated parents. History AND bloodlines always repeats. This is the only way that SHE was shown how to deal with abuse - so instead of stopping it and getting help she regurgitated it on her children. Thank God Dr. Beloved rose from the ashes of all this in victory and won't let it happen to her children. As the Lord said, "Vengeance is mine!"
I'm in tears, but also proud of how God's blessings upon us all can show us and guide us through whatever people who are evil 😈 one day it's coming out, sorry for what she injured and how strong God's will let it be seen and heard, i raised my kids as a single mom, mother and i instilled in them always let me know if my male friends were out of order please let me know me know, thanks dear for sharing such a strong and honest experience, God's blessings upon you all.
This story definitely needs to be told and heard. I’m so glad you never gave up on yourself. There are some evil demonic spirits out here that try to tear us apart, but you made it through. I’m also happy you loved and valued yourself to walk away from a bad or domestic relationship. You are strong and beautiful and have children who love you. Your children will be great as well, because of the strength and love you have shown. You have taught them and others from your survival story, that no matter how hellish your situation you have to keep pushing. Sad that those that supposed to protect us are not reliable. So, self serving and evil, but you kept going. Your story pushes me to keep going as well. Life is hard and harder for some, but we must keep going. Thank you for sharing your story with the world ❤
Keep going dear, and yes my children are phenomenal there love for me is amazing!
I feel privileged to have heard your story. To go through such trauma and such a horrendous childhood, and still be grateful for what you have is beyond human. You have such a spirit and I have no doubt your voice was meant to be heard. You are an inspiration and I thank you for reminding me that we can all be grateful and move forward.
I wish you and your family good health and happiness for the future. You are a very special lady and your faith is humbling.
Thank you.xx
That is very beautiful what you said to her you told her She shared her story because she has a voice today that little girl wasn’t able to speak back then but now she’s gonna helps other people and that is very wonderful and sweet what you said thank you
Thank you for your kind words, I am honored to just been given the opportunity to make a difference!
Kindness received!!!
Every time I think I've heard the worst sexual abuse testimony, a worse one pops up... Beloved, I am glad you made it through... God guard you from stumbling and set you in the presense of His glory without blemish in exceeding joy.
Thank you!
We are thankful that you survived. People need to hear your story. Blessings to you and your family.
My question is: why would you ever trust your mother to take care of your child? Why? 🤷🏾♀️
thank you!!! Im actually disgusted at the minimization of this
She obviously had no one else that would help her 🤷🏽♀️. Her mother did a great job at isolating her and convincing people that she was a liar, so only her mother was available. That's what narcissistic people do.
That I cannot understand 😢
That part 😮
I understand where you are coming from with the question but you also have to remember she was violeted in every way all her life and sometimes victims identity themselves with their abuser to survival over the years... Its all so sad and depressing that we exist in a world where such straight up pure, evil stuff happens and especially to weakest ones
When i see stories like like as a single mother I always find my self saying *YES I CAN* stay away from serious relationships or marriage until my daughter is fully grown to take care of herself,I never shy telling my daughter the reason she never saw any man in our lives while growing up.....she's just turned 14 and i will be strong until she's 20 that way she would be grown enough to have her own space.......sorry for all you went through sister ❤
I can relate, I am doing the same for my son. He’s 15 now, I don’t think I will enter a relationship even when he’s an adult. If I do it will take a very special man
I feel the same way!!! My daughters are toddlers and it would have to be once they are in college before I can even consider a relationship. This is way toooooo scary.
Please do. I wrote a book for Single Parents that address this matter of live in partners.
Sometimes it's these kids own father, just protect your kids and pay attention
This is one of the most difficult things to hear! I don’t think I’ve heard anything worse. You’re an amazing person ❤
Thank you for your compassion
Even before she said it I said to myself " Her mother was jealous of her"...The mother was pathetic.
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It's like Mary Jones from Precious in a way 😢😢😢
This is one of the very worst abuse cases I've seen. She is such a beautiful woman. Thank God for her life! So brave to tell her story openly. How smart to change her name to Beloved. Blessings 🙌
thank you
@@beloveddillard you are welcome Beautiful
This woman is so strong it amazes me how she turned her life around
24:24 My mother was the same way. She always told me I’d never do anything or be ANY thing.She disgusts me.
I now hold an MBA and working on my doctorate. I’ve also began writing a book. A long overdue book.
At 49yrs old and a mother who has raised two beautiful, intelligent, and successful children.I no longer have to prove anything to her. I have decided she won’t ever benefit from any of my accomplishments.
You are SO BRAVE.
Thank you so very much for sharing ur story. We share something too.
My name is Sharon.
Much love to u.❤
Most of the time it is a blessing when someone tells u , your not gonna be nothing
Now this is the real "Precious" story. This woman survived the worst of worst and has survived to prosper. She was endowed with indomitable strength and wisdom that only grew larger as she matured. 😢Sadly she is the exception to the rule. But her exception is a testament to all those children that are being used, abused and sexually molested that you are not damaged goods, you have value and that you could help another child rise above this horror by bringing this unholy treatment by these demons to light so they have no shadow in which to hide and seed their evilness.
I'm glad you mentioned she was the exception. Too many people expect everyone with a horrible past to be representatives as to why people in lesser situations shouldn't complain, when the reality is that many people didn't survive stuff like this. We can't measure everyone's reaction to pain
After listening to her story I thank God for two loving parents my mother would never have tolerated that kind of behavior from any man but I feel for her
This story is beyond amazing! Incredible strength and faith in a young child !
This is so sick. How can any mother allow this? I can’t even imagine.
This is just so horrible.
Wow! So many key things she mentioned predators love being at schools coaches daycares...and to think her mom has a daycare!!? Praying for healing for anyone that has to deal with this trauma 🙏🏾🙏🏾
Some are just comfortable being dads, uncles, godparents, and even granddads. Any access to children is a disaster
@Mrscarricom oh my God!
Ma'am, you ARE AMAZINGLY COURAGEOUS and strong for sharing this horror of an upbringing with the world. I'm terribly sorry that you experienced this hell on Earth. Everlasting HEALING, LOVE AND LIFE to you.❤🙏💛
Some women are should not have children even animals don’t allow this type of abuse to happen to their babies. Thank you sharing your story, I am glad to see you made it through, and being a beautiful example of triumph ❤ The Good Lord will have his vengeance on those devils. Keep shining like the Diamond you are ❤
Amen Vengeance is Mine says the Lord. Dont ever think these demons will get away with this
Animals are definitely better than humans.I love animals ore than humans.
HELLO 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
@@suminthraramsuran724amen 🙏
Beloved, you are the most amazing woman I have ever seen. Your story is beyond heartbreaking. I suffered sexual abuse from 5 to 15, including watching my brother be sodimized. I was raised evangelical, and they enabled the physical, spiritual, and verbal abuse. You are my hero. I cherish, respect, and find you to be one of the most honorable and strong women I've come across in my whole life. You are a roll model. Peace be with you. ❤
I cried and sending prayers for you and your family strength
This, by far, is the worst story of abuse I've ever heard.
I've worked with Community Action & Blueprints & CYS & this is absolutely horrendous, on so many levels.
Constant Abuse from EVERY angle, around EVERY corner, starting from your very first memory. Physical, Mental, Emotional, Spiritual, Social, Home, School,.... Good God!!
It must have been like a vast black hole 🕳️ of insanity and abuse, surrounding you, sucking you in - with no end in sight.
I admire your Courage, and Resolve, and Determination to not let this define you, to break the cycle, and to live your best life for you and your kids, and to help & educate others. 💟☮️☯️
Thank you for sharing your story 💔❤️🩹♥️ 💝💖
How could a Morher be so hateful or jealous of her own child. I'm happy Sheryl was able to still study and accomplish so many.
I hardly cry about anything but this made me teary eyed, Beloved is not only a strong woman, but she triumphed God blessed her and she is giving anyone that is going through anything that you can make it out and shine brightly!
I want to give her the biggest hug, you can literally feel her warmth through the screen. Time and time again I wonder why situations like this one happen or even continue to happen. Lost for words every-time but like she said “vengeance is mine said the Lord…” still it’s hard to comprehend such evil but her victory speaks volumes!
The word evil can not begin to describe the actions of both of these parents. I wish her nothing but love and healing.
Im so PROUD of you! Im also a survivor... my dawn of conciousness is heartbreaking... and its been hard for me to speak on it. I truly appreciate you for speaking for us very young ones. We rarely hear from those of us who were under 5.
Again, thank you. Sincerely.
I am so amazed at her story of survival. As a person who grew up with a very loving mother I can't imagine having to live with a mother like hers. Forgetting about the love she promised to have for the children she birthed and bringing a predator into her home to abuse her children, knowing about and participating in the abuse is beyond my scope of thinking. How does someone sit back and protect the abuser and not the abused? Her mother participated in protecting someone who was destroying her children's lives, most likely because she felt abusing them would hurt their father. Wow I'm amazed by this story of utter despair to triumph , and for her son to give her the permission to escape from not only the stepfather but from the mother is also amazing. Live your best life Beloved because you owe it to yourself to live and prosper in peace, love, hope and joy.
It's so important that women have resources available to care for themselves and their children, whether it be in the form of government aid or a job that allows time with the kids as well as a living wage...then women won't feel like they HAVE to stay with an obviously abusive man just to feed and house the kids and herself. It's so unfortunate that so many of the jobs where women excel are devalued in our society.
You have gone through more than anyone should have to bear and have emerged from your past as a beautiful person, both inside and out. Your stepfather was a vile monster but your mother was even worse. She allowed this to happen to you and your siblings without an ounce of compassion or maternal protectiveness. She and her like disgust me beyond words. I hope they both get their just desserts in this life and the next! God bless you!
It takes a lot of courage to survive such abuse & be sound and be able to tell your story.Salute to this brave warrior.
This woman is watched over by God, it's the only way a person could survive such parents/abuse. They tried to break her....some people cannot BE broken.
Dr Beloved"s strength of character, courageous acts, bravery and higher intelligence will continue to rise even higher. 💫
The perfect name: Dr. Beloved. All the strength to you and your children. God bless you all.
Its like you are speaking my story. For me it was from the ages of 12-18. I appreciate your rawness and open heart to share this story. I'm sorry we never received the childhood, love and safety we deserved. I pray that you, I and every other survivors find peace ❤
My God. My heart goes out to her and her siblings. This Mother failed her children. Thank God these kids didn't commit suicide.
You won your life back, DR. Beloved you are truly an inspiration to us. Tears are welling up. Always remember "My hope is built on nothing less."
This made me sick! I'm glad she is brave enough to share this horrific childhood nightmare ! God please be with the other children that are suffering , and help them come forward for help.