This actually made me sick to my stomach. The repeated exploitation on this young girl literally warped her mind and over-sexualized her. It is sickening
Yep. It always goes to either extreme. You either don’t want to be touched ever again or you become over-sexualized. I think both are equally horrible.
Being exposed to sexual things at an early age is so damaging. It ruins the person you could have been. It takes a lot of work to learn to love yourself and that child that was harmed.
I agree it ruins the potential. Counseling is really needed. I did not receive it when i needed it as a child but only now as a 37 year old mother of 2 its coming to a head and being released. Its rough but im grateful that i am taking advantage of it now
@@angierodriguez7250 i can relate. i have had RUclips counseling so far. I am dealing with a health issue now, but hopefully, I’ll get to see a real counselor at some point.
@@PaperMario64 there are a lot of free resources out there. Faith based ministries that offer counseling. One of my church elders just happens to be a counselor at a local university. God uses her tremendously and i cant thank God enough for her. I suggest finding a church that offers this and plug yourself in and begin to trust Gods people because He works through His people. Dont know where i would be without God and His Church. In A healthy church God will send people to meet all of your needs. If youre looking for a breakthrough God will not let you down. Its gonna be painful and youre gonna want to quit but trust Gods process because He wont stop until He makes it good for you! Sorry if its preachy but i have to say whats been done for me and whats worked for me and my children!
I'm a male who was molested in foster care by a 18 yrs old female at the age of 9. I have a daughter and son I taught them "no no zones" on their body that nobody should touch. Educate the children their are sick, degenerate, disgusting people in this world. PROTECT THE CHILDREN AT ALL COST. My dad came and got me out and guided me to the man Iam today. Fully healed and trauma free. I love hearing the healing journey of this videos.
THANK. YOU. BROTHER,. I. TRULY. HOPE. &. PRAY. UR. LIFE. IS. BETTER. NOW. &. U. R. 2ELL. &. STAY. PRAYERFUL. &. R. N. A. WAY. BETTER. PLACE. 🌿😔🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿😔🌿🥺🌿🥰🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿
When you're imprinted at such a young age sexually and it feels wrong also feels good, and that is were the guilt comes in… This also keeps victims from telling sometimes, because you know somebody is doing something they shouldn't be doing however, you don't really understand but it feels good too it's very tramatic feeling.
Children should never be left without the supervision of their parents. Pls teach ur children about boundaries even with the closest individuals and give them all the attention and love they need..
Honestly, children should be able to be left without the supervision of their parents. We need to teach people not to be predators and stop protecting violators and offenders.
@@Kirstenmarshallno one just decides to not be a predator by being taught not to tbh they know what they’re doing is wrong and they know they shouldn’t be doing it. No one commits crimes because they weren’t taught not to especially not one as egregious as this.
@@Richerrr-g6g my comment was more in reference to how predatory behavior is indoctrinated in society. How we often blame victims and very rarely persecute offenders and how offenders are more often protected while victims are stigmatized and ostracized. So yes let’s teach people boundaries and that they are not entitled. Let’s imbue a protected state for all individuals in society by teaching from young.
@@Kirstenmarshall again that’s a very good idea and I do agree with you but that’s not how the world works. In an ideal world you should be able to walk down the street in all your expensive clothes headphones in not a care in the world and feel safe but that’s not how things work because people that are decided on committing crimes will do them despite knowing it’s wrong. Leaving your child without the supervision of their parent is a bad idea despite how much you should be able to and no amount of teaching people not to be predatory is going to change that because pedos and predators aren’t concerned with right or wrong. That’s why it’s smart to take certain precautions that can cause avoidable cases of assault not to happen. As a child my mother didn’t play with sleepovers or going to friends houses and not everyone was welcome into our house because she experienced being assaulted as a child as a result of being too loose with letting company come into the home.
@@Kirstenmarshallhowever, here in the real world… that is NEVER going to happen. Being selective about who we choose to have children with, committing to raise our children in two-parent households and building very close, strong relationships with our children is a start, though. Children should be told from a very early age that NOBODY is to touch their private places… and they are to touch nobody else’s.
this was one of the worst stories of abuse i have ever heard. i was physically nauseous watching it. what a brave woman to tell this story. i am so sorry for your trauma and i am glad u were able to persevere and came out successful on the other end. my prayers are with you queen ❤ ( and YES she is absolutely still a QUEEN )
@@1stunna91: You don't understand trauma. So don't speak on something that you don't know about. Sexual promiscuity starts for some victims after being abused raped and molested . Sometimes they don't even know why they are allowing random people access to their bodies and it turns into people pleasing because they don't even enjoy the act. It's easy to prostitute for money with no feelings involved and to become cold or dissociate. You heard her say that she was raped but then started a relationship with her rapist. That's not normal but that's the pattern . Have some empathy.
People are so damn sick in the head!! Every single person who was around you, Hurt you in a horrific way. All of these people seriously needs to be in prison because there's no telling how many other kids they've done this to.
This is so sad 😢I bet money they 12 year cousin was being molested as well and she was acting out what had been done to her on you as a child. This is a tragic story of repeated behavior in households that grew up with the mentality of what goes on in this house stays in this house, I’m so glad you are able to tell your story and that you have forgiven your cousin not for her but yourself so that you can live the life God has destined for you because you are definitely covered in his grace and mercy🙏🏾🙌🏾
That's not always the case. Girls could be natural sexual demons without being abused, just like boys. I know quite a few females who weren't abused as children and still became monsters.
The crazy thing is that her mother clearly did try to protect her-she believed her when she told her the first time she was abused, got her help, took a machete to the man who molested her, and left her with family who *should* have been safe. But she was a single mother who had to work and who could not be with her child all the time; further, she was a child herself when she got pregnant. I think she probably did the best she could in her circumstances but it just wasn’t enough. So sad.
This story is so heart-breaking 😢😢please watch your daughters and talk to them about everything! Please stop leaving them to random babysitters, without knowing anything about the persons😢😢😢
Complying really tricks the mind into the shame that because our bodies responds to the abuse that we can't tell if we enjoyed or participated. Abuse is very damaging, then we wonder why some are so promiscuous
I AM A MOTHER OF THREE DAUGHTER'S, I WAS RAISED UNPROTECTED BY BLOOD FAMILY..AND I AM HYPERVIGILANT OVER ALL THE CHILDREN AROUND ME. THERE IS ONE INCIDENCE THAT HAPPENED UNDER MY WATCH THAT I CAN NOT FORGIVE MYSELF OR THOSE AROUND ME FOR..WE JUST WEREN'T PAYING ATTENTION. WE HAVE ALL BEEN A KID..WE GOTT'A PROTECT THEM AT ALL COST!!!!!!
Kristina you are truly brave to talk about what happened to and learn to cope with the trauma of being abused and being in a toxic relationship I hope you are doing okay in your life
The level of derelection - I just cried for you. This was a lot to listen to. Something needs to be done about these predators. You are so brave to share this.
This is so triggering to me. Triggered a whole lot of buried memories. God bless you for sharing. I hope one day some of us will have the courage to share our experience. Sending you lots of love Kristina.
This poor girl. She is not to blame for any of this. You were trained up for this. Not even realizing how much danger you were in. I'm in tears hearing this. I hope you really heal and put all of it behind you. I wish you have a happy safe rest of your life.
@@SuppressedWoundsfrom the way you are telling your story you were younger and you were very mature for your age and your body matured faster than others
and I was in the situation with my cousin and she said that she was enjoying the feeling and she told me that she knew that she was a plus size woman and no one else would be with her
This broke me down crying so bad🥺😢 I’ve buried so much trauma myself…it’s heartbreaking 💔 I’m so hurt for the many children that have been exploited and violated… by family, “loved ones”, ignored and silenced.
I had an older female cousin and everything u described was her the same thing like everything u described I've never heard someone describe exactly the same thing someone did to me the same age and all that's crazy thankfully that was my only childhood experience it was only her I'm sorry all this happened to u ur story definitely resonates...ur strong and beautiful 💪🏾💕
I’m so sorry you had to survive your childhood. Thank you for sharing. We all need to let the family secrets out and take back our power. I’m really happy to see that you’re happy and found your person. Sending love, light and full recovery. ❤😊
These demons are literally everywhere 💔💔.. Thank you for sharing your testimony. You're beautiful, courageous and so worthy! Your divine light radiates through. Even though these evil entities that crossed your path tried, they could not extinguishs your light. Wishing you all the best life has to offer! 💛💛
I think it's because she knows she did many of those things willingly and many of them were not necessarily "abusing" her but she went with them willingly. She admits she enjoyed it even though she knew it was wrong.
then do the right thing and stop making excuses Do the right thing now. If you intentionally ruin your life then you do not deserve forgiveness Either do the best for her or do not have kids THIS is why you do NOT have kids while trauma My mom did not understand this either and no matter how hard she tried to do her best she unintentionally further abused me and for ever ruined the relationship between us Do not wait for that
@@cosmicreef5858 that's harsh, God said everyone deserves forgiveness, especially a kid that's been misguided n lost .. everyone's journey is different to the finish line ..
As long as you are building up her self esteem I think you should be fine. My mom overprotected me and would say things to lower my self esteem so I wouldn’t want to go out and do normal, age-appropriate things because she was afraid of the world.
Wow I have been watching these stories a lot lately. Yours is the first that I actually have so much in common with (and am commenting on) I was victimized multiple times at a young age but enjoyed it and became addicted to porn and the sexual exploitation as young as probably 6 yrs old. Lots of sexual interactions with cousins and friends and became very promiscuous as a teen. Lost my virginity at 13 to a man who was 16. We had a very toxic unhealthy relationship on and off for 7 years until he became too much. (That story is too long to type). My sexual trauma didn’t end literally until I met my now AMAZING HUSBAND ❤. Thank you for sharing your story! God bless you!
This whole episode is gut-wrenching. Unfortunately, I can relate. Molested from an early age, preoccupation with sex and porn, a craving for sexual attention from men and boys, made poor romantic choices, multiple sex partners, you name it. No one protected me any my nieces/cousins. My mother looked the other way AND blamed me for my violations. She played dumb and ignored what her relatives were doing to literally EVERY child under her roof. I’m so glad this lady found healing in Christ. I’m also VERY glad that she met a REAL man AND a Godly example of what love is supposed to be. Good for her!
My heart is broken for you.. I have listened to a lot of testimonials on this channel, but yours is one I can genuinely relate to. Relationships are very difficult for me as well now
@@SuppressedWoundstake it from a man who has been in the same situation before when you tell them you are that age and you are going to be Kool with being with them that is the turn on for them
You’re a beautiful woman inside and out! You should be so incredibly proud of yourself. You have so much resilience in you. For you to come out of that cycle and be able to make a beautiful life for yourself is very beautiful and inspiring ❤
First of all that man had no business sleeping in the bed with the children!!!!!! This is crazy!!!!!! Lady I applaud you. You not only did you survived but you live to tell your story.
I really want to give you a hug. I cannot fathom this...ever. I have four girls and the thought of this happening to them, repeatedly, has me on the verge of vomiting. How people can treat someone like this is disgusting. I am glad that you are doing so much better now.
It’s incredible how much abuse and molestation goes on in families! I’m so thankful that I’ve never experience such horrible things. What sick sick people
What a brave woman you are to survive such a Truma! I'm crying to Ur story but amazed you have turned into the wonderful mother and wife , always hold Ur head up your an inspiration to all..
A foster child in my home was SA and exposed to porn at a very early age between (1-3). To this day, 25 years later, she is still addicted to porn and risky behavior.
Thank you so much for sharing your compelling story. It's testimony to the fact that God is with us wherever we are. Parents: Check on your children randomly through the night, no matter how old or young they are. Ask questions and stay consistent. Never assume your child could never be in a bad situation. They need regular guidance and support, including supervision when they think you’re not watching . Our #1 job as parents is to protect them, and then teach them.
This is the main reason why I don’t trust men around my Daughter. I’m at work watching this video, so many emotions are running in my head! This is so scary! I feel so bad for this young lady! The fact that it was family members, neighbors, Mom’s boyfriend, Stepfather family members, etc is so sickening! My Daughter is 9 years old! I would be in jail if I knew someone violated my Daughter! I never have my Daughter go to her friends house without me; spend the night over anybody house; etc. The only person house she goes over and spend the night is her Father’s house! I wonder if her sister suffered the same abuse as she did? The female cousin I wouldn’t her to come near me or any other kids in the family. I hope she reported all of them because they probably still going through family members
I have a 14 year old and she worries me so much because she’s ready to start going places without me and I’ve kept her sheltered for so long. It’s hard to let go because she thinks everyone is nice and she’s still so naive.
Its not your fault. Yes you were targeted because of your trauma. Many many women react the same way you did. So many of us were ashamed. Its not ok but you started healing
Her story is so similar to mines . Started watching porn at 4-5 and can vividly remember my older male cousins that were like 12&14 doing what they saw smh and now into adulthood I can definitely say I have a porn addiction 🤦🏾♀️
how disgusting that this thing even thou it happened a long time ago still tortures you It is not pleasure or joy. It is the abuse still controlling your like a puppet, making you think that it is your idea..fucking disgusting, pure evil I had it myself and i HATE IT with all my being I am so sorry that this happened to you! I wish you quick healing!
This story was so sad my heart goes out to her.Thank you for sharing your story.I have been single 8yrs because you never no who you can trust so that being said I never trust no one..Am so sorry you was hurt .abuse emotionally ,physically by everyone.Am happy you finally got to find someone that truly loves and respect you in every way.
When I have kids, I will never ever ever let anyone watch my kids and this is EXACTLY why! Family, lifelong friends, idc, it doesn’t matter. I feel sick af to my stomach.
First off I want to thank you for telling us your story. You are so worth it and amazing and I really appreciate you and love you. Again thank you for sharing your story it was so hard to listen to.xxxxx❤
You was such a beautiful child your story broke my heart so many people took advantage of you. I'm extremely happy you were able to find true love. You are still beautiful and I appreciate you.
@@heathernikki5734a lot more women are predators than you think… in fact, they tend to get away with it because they are women. Listen to her story… her journey with abuse began with women and teenage girls. I don’t think that this is a Man problem… this is a Predator problem.
I am so sorry you went through that Kristina! I am a survivor, and now I find my peace and healing through helping other women that are domestic violence survivors, I have met many women that suffered as a child and thought it was their fault, and unfortunately it affected their adult life. I have a channel were I am sharing those stories of survival, because they help healing the victims and encourage many others to speak up ! Thanks for sharing your story ! God bless you !
No matter what, if something like this happens please speak up and tell someone!! Even if you feel like no one will believe you, please say something because you could be the person who stops these predators from hurting another child.. when I was younger i was SA'd & I was terrified because I thought I would get in trouble. I thought if I told my mom or anyone what happened, I would get in trouble & get beat. I thought that I would be blamed for what happened to me.. I was at school one day & they showed us the Safety Side Stranger Safety, after watching the video I knew what was happening to me was wrong and even before watching the video I knew what was happening to me was not okay. I told my counselor what what's happening to me & I can't really remember what happened after that but I do remember leaving out of town and going to an aunt's house. It was there when my mom asked me if someone was messing with me and I told her yes. After that I never saw the person again, I don't know what happened. I thought I was going to get in big trouble but I didn't because it wasn't my fault.. So even if you're terrified & think you're going to get in trouble, please tell someone & know that it is not your fault!!
Do you have an inspiring story to share? Contact us at unfilteredstories@jellysmack.com
Yes I Do
This actually made me sick to my stomach. The repeated exploitation on this young girl literally warped her mind and over-sexualized her. It is sickening
This is definitely what happens
Yep. It always goes to either extreme. You either don’t want to be touched ever again or you become over-sexualized. I think both are equally horrible.
I'm speechless. Have mercy. No human or ANY being deserves this.
😂😢😢
Good story❤
Absolutely Agree. 🙏🏽🙏🏽 #Shameful People
Being exposed to sexual things at an early age is so damaging. It ruins the person you could have been. It takes a lot of work to learn to love yourself and that child that was harmed.
I agree it ruins the potential. Counseling is really needed. I did not receive it when i needed it as a child but only now as a 37 year old mother of 2 its coming to a head and being released. Its rough but im grateful that i am taking advantage of it now
@@angierodriguez7250 i can relate. i have had RUclips counseling so far. I am dealing with a health issue now, but hopefully, I’ll get to see a real counselor at some point.
@@PaperMario64 there are a lot of free resources out there. Faith based ministries that offer counseling. One of my church elders just happens to be a counselor at a local university. God uses her tremendously and i cant thank God enough for her. I suggest finding a church that offers this and plug yourself in and begin to trust Gods people because He works through His people. Dont know where i would be without God and His Church. In A healthy church God will send people to meet all of your needs. If youre looking for a breakthrough God will not let you down. Its gonna be painful and youre gonna want to quit but trust Gods process because He wont stop until He makes it good for you! Sorry if its preachy but i have to say whats been done for me and whats worked for me and my children!
Facts
The child that was never at fault at the first place
I'm a male who was molested in foster care by a 18 yrs old female at the age of 9. I have a daughter and son I taught them "no no zones" on their body that nobody should touch. Educate the children their are sick, degenerate, disgusting people in this world. PROTECT THE CHILDREN AT ALL COST. My dad came and got me out and guided me to the man Iam today. Fully healed and trauma free. I love hearing the healing journey of this videos.
I'm Sorry brother 🙏🏽🙏🏽 My Platform is All About Speaking Out For The Childre. Especially the 1s with Little 😢😢to No Voice! #SHAMEsunday
I'm glad you got help and can help your children
Thank you. So many males don't deal with this, report it.
THANK. YOU. BROTHER,. I. TRULY. HOPE. &. PRAY. UR. LIFE. IS. BETTER. NOW. &. U. R. 2ELL. &. STAY. PRAYERFUL. &. R. N. A. WAY. BETTER. PLACE. 🌿😔🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿😔🌿🥺🌿🥰🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿🌿
Transwoman do exist 😅 i don't think that ive ever heard of women sexually touch children, maybe he was a biological male
When the term.. "Trust no one", was a reality. My heart goes out to her. ALL of these monsters should go to jail.
Being sexually stimulated is a bodily physiological response. It’s so sad to hear victims feel shame and guilt for “enjoying” their abuse.
I can understand it's very conflicting though ,it's extremely unpleasant feeling for them afterwards
When you're imprinted at such a young age sexually and it feels wrong also feels good, and that is were the guilt comes in… This also keeps victims from telling sometimes, because you know somebody is doing something they shouldn't be doing however, you don't really understand but it feels good too it's very tramatic feeling.
Children should never be left without the supervision of their parents. Pls teach ur children about boundaries even with the closest individuals and give them all the attention and love they need..
Honestly, children should be able to be left without the supervision of their parents. We need to teach people not to be predators and stop protecting violators and offenders.
@@Kirstenmarshallno one just decides to not be a predator by being taught not to tbh they know what they’re doing is wrong and they know they shouldn’t be doing it. No one commits crimes because they weren’t taught not to especially not one as egregious as this.
@@Richerrr-g6g my comment was more in reference to how predatory behavior is indoctrinated in society. How we often blame victims and very rarely persecute offenders and how offenders are more often protected while victims are stigmatized and ostracized. So yes let’s teach people boundaries and that they are not entitled. Let’s imbue a protected state for all individuals in society by teaching from young.
@@Kirstenmarshall again that’s a very good idea and I do agree with you but that’s not how the world works. In an ideal world you should be able to walk down the street in all your expensive clothes headphones in not a care in the world and feel safe but that’s not how things work because people that are decided on committing crimes will do them despite knowing it’s wrong. Leaving your child without the supervision of their parent is a bad idea despite how much you should be able to and no amount of teaching people not to be predatory is going to change that because pedos and predators aren’t concerned with right or wrong. That’s why it’s smart to take certain precautions that can cause avoidable cases of assault not to happen. As a child my mother didn’t play with sleepovers or going to friends houses and not everyone was welcome into our house because she experienced being assaulted as a child as a result of being too loose with letting company come into the home.
@@Kirstenmarshallhowever, here in the real world… that is NEVER going to happen.
Being selective about who we choose to have children with, committing to raise our children in two-parent households and building very close, strong relationships with our children is a start, though. Children should be told from a very early age that NOBODY is to touch their private places… and they are to touch nobody else’s.
this was one of the worst stories of abuse i have ever heard. i was physically nauseous watching it. what a brave woman to tell this story. i am so sorry for your trauma and i am glad u were able to persevere and came out successful on the other end. my prayers are with you queen ❤ ( and YES she is absolutely still a QUEEN )
❤
This is the least disturbing one on the channel so far. She consented to about 70% of the abuse.
@@1stunna91 thanks for sharing your unsolicited opinion. bye ✌🏽
@@1stunna91: You don't understand trauma. So don't speak on something that you don't know about. Sexual promiscuity starts for some victims after being abused raped and molested . Sometimes they don't even know why they are allowing random people access to their bodies and it turns into people pleasing because they don't even enjoy the act. It's easy to prostitute for money with no feelings involved and to become cold or dissociate. You heard her say that she was raped but then started a relationship with her rapist. That's not normal but that's the pattern . Have some empathy.
My sister/friend don't trust no man near her teenage daughter not even the males in her family. It's a scary world out there😩
same here
Boy’s r also likely to be victims. Either way don’t let any male yes even from families “except the father” to be w the kids
@@renachiiuwu6463 I agree. I have some male friends that were molested when they were kids
@@renachiiuwu6463 sadly some of the daddy's are abusing their own kids😢
@@goodgirlee01 ^^^^
I am in horror!!! Disbelief that all this happened to one person in so little time. Omg😮I’m surprised she didn’t get pregnant or a incurable STD.
Happens more then you think... Everyday
Her mother put her on BC. I'm assuming that's why she never got pregnant. Not getting an STD, though, is miraculous.
@@UranusRisingwho said she never got an std??
People are so damn sick in the head!! Every single person who was around you, Hurt you in a horrific way. All of these people seriously needs to be in prison because there's no telling how many other kids they've done this to.
This is so sad 😢I bet money they 12 year cousin was being molested as well and she was acting out what had been done to her on you as a child. This is a tragic story of repeated behavior in households that grew up with the mentality of what goes on in this house stays in this house, I’m so glad you are able to tell your story and that you have forgiven your cousin not for her but yourself so that you can live the life God has destined for you because you are definitely covered in his grace and mercy🙏🏾🙌🏾
I agree! Molestation/sexual abuse is usually learned behavior unfortunately
That's not always the case. Girls could be natural sexual demons without being abused, just like boys. I know quite a few females who weren't abused as children and still became monsters.
I said the same thing....somebody had been molesting her
Yes unfortunately I’m sure she was too. So very sad
Very very very tragic
Im so sorry nobody protected you this breaks my heart
The crazy thing is that her mother clearly did try to protect her-she believed her when she told her the first time she was abused, got her help, took a machete to the man who molested her, and left her with family who *should* have been safe. But she was a single mother who had to work and who could not be with her child all the time; further, she was a child herself when she got pregnant. I think she probably did the best she could in her circumstances but it just wasn’t enough. So sad.
Beware of the evil cousins yall
So true, as they would say Cousin make Dozens!! 😂😂,Very sad 😢
Yup
Yessss
The beautiful smile on this child is stunning in the thumbnail. Prayers to her.
These men need to be in jail… TELL SOMEBODY‼️
Amen, under the jail...
❤
That mean every male
The women too!!!
Single moms, be careful who you have as your support system! Try your best not to leave your children unattended.
This story is so heart-breaking 😢😢please watch your daughters and talk to them about everything! Please stop leaving them to random babysitters, without knowing anything about the persons😢😢😢
Yes. Watch your sons too
It happens more often with people we know and think we can trust
any kid, not just daughter
Raise your damn sons right
Complying really tricks the mind into the shame that because our bodies responds to the abuse that we can't tell if we enjoyed or participated. Abuse is very damaging, then we wonder why some are so promiscuous
Yes!
I AM A MOTHER OF THREE DAUGHTER'S, I WAS RAISED UNPROTECTED BY BLOOD FAMILY..AND I AM HYPERVIGILANT OVER ALL THE CHILDREN AROUND ME.
THERE IS ONE INCIDENCE THAT HAPPENED UNDER MY WATCH THAT
I CAN NOT FORGIVE MYSELF OR THOSE AROUND ME FOR..WE JUST WEREN'T PAYING ATTENTION.
WE HAVE ALL BEEN A KID..WE GOTT'A PROTECT THEM AT ALL COST!!!!!!
Kristina you are truly brave to talk about what happened to and learn to cope with the trauma of being abused and being in a toxic relationship I hope you are doing okay in your life
The level of derelection - I just cried for you. This was a lot to listen to. Something needs to be done about these predators. You are so brave to share this.
Something does need to be done, that's why I've been sharing my testimony for 20yrs. Thank you for watching.
This is so triggering to me. Triggered a whole lot of buried memories. God bless you for sharing. I hope one day some of us will have the courage to share our experience. Sending you lots of love Kristina.
Thank you ❤
This poor girl. She is not to blame for any of this. You were trained up for this. Not even realizing how much danger you were in. I'm in tears hearing this. I hope you really heal and put all of it behind you. I wish you have a happy safe rest of your life.
Thank you. I appreciate your kind words.
@@SuppressedWoundsfrom the way you are telling your story you were younger and you were very mature for your age and your body matured faster than others
and I was in the situation with my cousin and she said that she was enjoying the feeling and she told me that she knew that she was a plus size woman and no one else would be with her
This broke me down crying so bad🥺😢 I’ve buried so much trauma myself…it’s heartbreaking 💔 I’m so hurt for the many children that have been exploited and violated… by family, “loved ones”, ignored and silenced.
You spilled it all, ur soul is free 🙏🙏
It really is ❤
would you have told him to stop on the bus if you're sister caught you
Omg the hell she went through...I'm glad she is ok today
Thank you ❤
I had an older female cousin and everything u described was her the same thing like everything u described I've never heard someone describe exactly the same thing someone did to me the same age and all that's crazy thankfully that was my only childhood experience it was only her I'm sorry all this happened to u ur story definitely resonates...ur strong and beautiful 💪🏾💕
❤
I don't know how Kristina was able to forgive one of her abusers I can never do that
I’m so sorry you had to survive your childhood. Thank you for sharing. We all need to let the family secrets out and take back our power. I’m really happy to see that you’re happy and found your person. Sending love, light and full recovery. ❤😊
These demons are literally everywhere 💔💔..
Thank you for sharing your testimony. You're beautiful, courageous and so worthy!
Your divine light radiates through. Even though these evil entities that crossed your path tried, they could not extinguishs your light.
Wishing you all the best life has to offer! 💛💛
Thank you ❤
@@SuppressedWounds You're so welcome!
@@SuppressedWoundshopefully you will not be disappointed with me but I will admit that I will have been begging you for the same time
what did he rape you for and you were going to tell him that he could
I can relate on so many levels .. im so protective of my daughter i pray one day she will forgive me and understand
I think it's because she knows she did many of those things willingly and many of them were not necessarily "abusing" her but she went with them willingly. She admits she enjoyed it even though she knew it was wrong.
@@arnetrahughes2277That's what I was saying. You can deny right on the spot but she went with it to all those men wooaah😯
then do the right thing and stop making excuses
Do the right thing now. If you intentionally ruin your life then you do not deserve forgiveness
Either do the best for her or do not have kids
THIS is why you do NOT have kids while trauma
My mom did not understand this either and no matter how hard she tried to do her best she unintentionally further abused me and for ever ruined the relationship between us
Do not wait for that
@@cosmicreef5858 that's harsh, God said everyone deserves forgiveness, especially a kid that's been misguided n lost .. everyone's journey is different to the finish line ..
As long as you are building up her self esteem I think you should be fine. My mom overprotected me and would say things to lower my self esteem so I wouldn’t want to go out and do normal, age-appropriate things because she was afraid of the world.
What an incredible testimony! Praise God for getting you past your addiction and bringing you to Himself. 😊
Wow … Im speechless. She is extremely powerful and strong.
Thank you ❤
@@SuppressedWoundsthe turn on is when you were saying OK to him and you will do whatever he told you to do
my cousin told me that she was turned on by the way that older man was wanting to be with her
@@SuppressedWoundsthey were asking you your age cuz you didn't look your age cuz you were a plus size girl
I am so very sorry these things happened to you. I speak life, love, and healing over your mind, body, and spirit.
Thank you❤
That’s one hell of a story
This is the exact reason why my kids can’t go anywhere. Because some kids are exposed to a lot more than others. This is ridiculous.
Wow I have been watching these stories a lot lately. Yours is the first that I actually have so much in common with (and am commenting on) I was victimized multiple times at a young age but enjoyed it and became addicted to porn and the sexual exploitation as young as probably 6 yrs old. Lots of sexual interactions with cousins and friends and became very promiscuous as a teen. Lost my virginity at 13 to a man who was 16. We had a very toxic unhealthy relationship on and off for 7 years until he became too much. (That story is too long to type). My sexual trauma didn’t end literally until I met my now AMAZING HUSBAND ❤. Thank you for sharing your story! God bless you!
This whole episode is gut-wrenching. Unfortunately, I can relate. Molested from an early age, preoccupation with sex and porn, a craving for sexual attention from men and boys, made poor romantic choices, multiple sex partners, you name it. No one protected me any my nieces/cousins. My mother looked the other way AND blamed me for my violations. She played dumb and ignored what her relatives were doing to literally EVERY child under her roof. I’m so glad this lady found healing in Christ. I’m also VERY glad that she met a REAL man AND a Godly example of what love is supposed to be. Good for her!
My heart is broken 💔😭
So happy about your journey of life now! ❤
Thank you ❤
My heart is broken for you.. I have listened to a lot of testimonials on this channel, but yours is one I can genuinely relate to. Relationships are very difficult for me as well now
I'm still learning to navigate relationships myself and my husband has been one of my greatest supporters.
Beautiful story ❤
Thank you 💜
Thank you
@@SuppressedWoundstake it from a man who has been in the same situation before when you tell them you are that age and you are going to be Kool with being with them that is the turn on for them
You’re a beautiful woman inside and out! You should be so incredibly proud of yourself. You have so much resilience in you. For you to come out of that cycle and be able to make a beautiful life for yourself is very beautiful and inspiring ❤
I’m glad her mom tried to stab that creep cuz some parents would’ve acted like nothing happened and went back to sleep
Facts
First of all that man had no business sleeping in the bed with the children!!!!!! This is crazy!!!!!! Lady I applaud you. You not only did you survived but you live to tell your story.
Oh dear, you lived through so much trauma. You are a strong woman. You have a special place in my heart ❤
💔This is a tragic story, but I’m glad you can have a smile on your face. God bless you, sis.
I really want to give you a hug. I cannot fathom this...ever. I have four girls and the thought of this happening to them, repeatedly, has me on the verge of vomiting.
How people can treat someone like this is disgusting.
I am glad that you are doing so much better now.
🫂 Thank you ❤
It’s incredible how much abuse and molestation goes on in families! I’m so thankful that I’ve never experience such horrible things.
What sick sick people
Gosh this is so disturbing to hear.
Happy your life turned around ♥️. Thank you so much for sharing, your honesty blew my mind .
Sexual perversion is real. I’m so sorry that she went through this, especially at such a young age.
Yes, it's very real. We wrestle not against flesh and blood but wickedness in high places.
This so true very much real
@@angiebee3581 🙏🙏🙏
What a brave woman you are to survive such a Truma! I'm crying to Ur story but amazed you have turned into the wonderful mother and wife , always hold Ur head up your an inspiration to all..
❤
Having “that sexual act done to me” is actually called rape.
Thank you for sharing your story I know that could not have been easy your amazing
My goodness this is so heartbreaking
May she find the healing and closure she needs ❤
Thank you for sharing your story, Im so glad you found peace, God Bless xo
totally disgusting. Felt nauseated.
A foster child in my home was SA and exposed to porn at a very early age between (1-3). To this day, 25 years later, she is still addicted to porn and risky behavior.
This is so heartbreaking.... Praying for a full healing for this sweet lady.
Thank you ❤
@@SuppressedWoundswhy do you young age girl like a older man to be a freak for you
I wonder if being exposed to sex makes it so you have loose boundaries with sex. At least that's been my experience.
Short answer is "yes".
Yessss... Im 29 and been thru it definitely a Yes
I think it's often how they become targets for more abuse...poor parenting equals no boundaries
That’s exactly what happens
Yes it will
Sending love and prayers your way for complete healing!🙏🏽☦🤍🦋💫
Thank you so much for sharing your compelling story. It's testimony to the fact that God is with us wherever we are. Parents: Check on your children randomly through the night, no matter how old or young they are. Ask questions and stay consistent. Never assume your child could never be in a bad situation. They need regular guidance and support, including supervision when they think you’re not watching . Our #1 job as parents is to protect them, and then teach them.
You're welcome. Thank you for watching ❤️
This is the main reason why I don’t trust men around my Daughter. I’m at work watching this video, so many emotions are running in my head! This is so scary! I feel so bad for this young lady! The fact that it was family members, neighbors, Mom’s boyfriend, Stepfather family members, etc is so sickening! My Daughter is 9 years old! I would be in jail if I knew someone violated my Daughter! I never have my Daughter go to her friends house without me; spend the night over anybody house; etc. The only person house she goes over and spend the night is her Father’s house! I wonder if her sister suffered the same abuse as she did? The female cousin I wouldn’t her to come near me or any other kids in the family. I hope she reported all of them because they probably still going through family members
Did you not hear her older cousin p in her mouth
Female cousin harmed her too.
So many sickos out there. So glad you were able to heal and have a healthy relationship.❤
I have a 14 year old and she worries me so much because she’s ready to start going places without me and I’ve kept her sheltered for so long. It’s hard to let go because she thinks everyone is nice and she’s still so naive.
Sexual demons knows other sexual demons. My God, we GOT TO PRAY 😢😢
That is not helpful
This is so heart breaking😢 💔... just awful, i wish someone could've protected her
Its not your fault. Yes you were targeted because of your trauma. Many many women react the same way you did. So many of us were ashamed. Its not ok but you started healing
What amazing honesty girl. Gosh. Hope you get over the hurt.
Thank you ❤
now this....this is crazy.. god bless her frfr
So sad to hear may god be with her and protect her 🙏🏾🙏🏾
Her story is so similar to mines . Started watching porn at 4-5 and can vividly remember my older male cousins that were like 12&14 doing what they saw smh and now into adulthood I can definitely say I have a porn addiction 🤦🏾♀️
Me too
we can all overcome. start slow
😮 I'm so sorry
how disgusting that this thing even thou it happened a long time ago still tortures you
It is not pleasure or joy. It is the abuse still controlling your like a puppet, making you think that it is your idea..fucking disgusting, pure evil
I had it myself and i HATE IT with all my being
I am so sorry that this happened to you! I wish you quick healing!
Pray the porn away every time you get ready to watch it
This story was so sad my heart goes out to her.Thank you for sharing your story.I have been single 8yrs because you never no who you can trust so that being said I never trust no one..Am so sorry you was hurt .abuse emotionally ,physically by everyone.Am happy you finally got to find someone that truly loves and respect you in every way.
When I have kids, I will never ever ever let anyone watch my kids and this is EXACTLY why! Family, lifelong friends, idc, it doesn’t matter. I feel sick af to my stomach.
That’s the goal
And look at you now, so sweet and beautiful. I’m sorry you went through all that, so sad. I wish you a lifetime of happiness and peace.
Thank you ❤
This is so difficult to listen to, imagine going through it as a young girl. 😢👏🏿
You are such a beautiful soul...you are so brave
Why would you have your man in the bed with you and your baby ? What type of mess is that
@user-dm6yu6tj6k ikr. It’s too common .. but some ppl just trust that easily I guess 🤷🏼♀️
I asked the same question like that’s crazy
Blew my mind
This story made me dizzy literally
First off I want to thank you for telling us your story. You are so worth it and amazing and I really appreciate you and love you. Again thank you for sharing your story it was so hard to listen to.xxxxx❤
Thank you ❤
This is so sick. Please protect your children!! Trust no one! My god...
since you can not nor should be everywhere in your child's life then just simply TRUST YOUR GUT and NEVER out ANYONE before your own child
@Yaadgyal09.......Right! Talk to your children. Don't leave your children with anyone. Keep your eyes open. Trust what they say.
How very disturbing and it turns my stomach to hear what those men did to her. I’m on the verge of tears.
These stories break my heart. God please bless, help and keep these men and women
I literally cried 😢😢
Wow, you are definitely a strong woman. So grateful you made it out alive👍
I am resisting the urge to vomit. Like..oh my god. 💔
So truly very sorry your little girl self had to go through all this😔.
I appreciate your kind words.
I'm sorry that all of this happened to you
I think you very intelligent and very strong which grows wisdom. You go girl ⭐️✨
Thank you ❤
I clicked because you are so beautiful you have a light ❤❤❤
You was such a beautiful child your story broke my heart so many people took advantage of you. I'm extremely happy you were able to find true love. You are still beautiful and I appreciate you.
Thank you ❤
This was a horror story.
God had his hands on you! I thank God for your testimony❤ blessings be upon you ❤
Yes, HE did and HE continues to hold me ❤
Oh my lord I’m speechless 😢
"And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony...." (*Revelation 12:11/NKJV) 🙏🏽
Preach!!! And to him that overcometh, shall God "give a crown of life." His mercy endureth forever...🙏❤️🙏🏽
I am so sorry you had to go to all that horrible experiences in your life. You are a beautiful person with a beautiful soul despite your past.
Thank you ❤
Who started this sick behavior of taking advantage of ppl
Seriously
Men
@@heathernikki5734a lot more women are predators than you think… in fact, they tend to get away with it because they are women. Listen to her story… her journey with abuse began with women and teenage girls.
I don’t think that this is a Man problem… this is a Predator problem.
Men
I am so sorry you went through that Kristina! I am a survivor, and now I find my peace and healing through helping other women that are domestic violence survivors, I have met many women that suffered as a child and thought it was their fault, and unfortunately it affected their adult life. I have a channel were I am sharing those stories of survival, because they help healing the victims and encourage many others to speak up ! Thanks for sharing your story ! God bless you !
Thank you, may I share my story on your show?
No matter what, if something like this happens please speak up and tell someone!! Even if you feel like no one will believe you, please say something because you could be the person who stops these predators from hurting another child.. when I was younger i was SA'd & I was terrified because I thought I would get in trouble. I thought if I told my mom or anyone what happened, I would get in trouble & get beat. I thought that I would be blamed for what happened to me.. I was at school one day & they showed us the Safety Side Stranger Safety, after watching the video I knew what was happening to me was wrong and even before watching the video I knew what was happening to me was not okay. I told my counselor what what's happening to me & I can't really remember what happened after that but I do remember leaving out of town and going to an aunt's house. It was there when my mom asked me if someone was messing with me and I told her yes. After that I never saw the person again, I don't know what happened. I thought I was going to get in big trouble but I didn't because it wasn't my fault.. So even if you're terrified & think you're going to get in trouble, please tell someone & know that it is not your fault!!