I cried listening to this song. I came across KJ-52 about a few years back through spotify. I am just now hearing this song. If I were to write a letter it would mention my depression, hate at myself, loss of faith in God and wanting to give up every single day. Even now...😔
Please don't give up!!! You're not alone in the way you feel. I've gone through exactly everything you said in your comment. As long as you keep waking up to this special thing life we're lucky to have you're fighting the good fight! I know it's really hard sometimes, maybe it feels impossible to keep going on some days but try to look at the little things you have that make you happy, the little things in life you have that other people don't, and remember how those happy things or times feel! Please keep your head up, positive vibes, and hang around positive people! If you ever feel really down and have nobody to talk to, you can reach out to me! Lots of prayers, love, hope 🙏🏼❤️✌🏼to you sister!!!
Dear KJ: Thanks for making this video. I like when people shine a light on depression, suicide, rape, porn, etc. Everyone treats those things like their dirty words, but those things are real and their happing now. And when your the one struggling with those problems, it's scary and you don't know who to tell. I've been through my own hell and I just want to encourage everyone that there is hope and God loves you. He will use you for great things and to encourage/help others. Stay strong. x
Sooo felt Holy Spirit on this song! It must be an incredible burden and gift to be in his shoes! He longs to make a difference, it seems in the hearts of young people, but the pressure to say the right thing..wow. KJ-52 Thank you for caring. Thank you for allowing God to use you in this life as a tool for His glory! Blessings and love! I will be praying for you!
I love this song... it's so powerful, honest, transparent.... I really respect KJ52 but above all I praise God - this song is really encouraging. There is something really refreshing about it. Can't really explain it, the message is just great - really speaks about God's love and ability to change us and heal us!
this song discribed me exactly a few months ago.Jesus showed me we are all here for a porpous and we are not a mistake.my brother loves your music and listens to it all the time.he's turned around.thanks, Jonah!
Since I heard this song, I've loved the message you're sending. I have a peeson in my life that used to be like the first person you spoke about. She used to cut herself for years. Tried Dr's and Therapists. Nothing. They wanted to medicate. It didn't work. So, I prayed. And prayed. And prayed. Like God said, "Pray without stopping." And, like He does, she stopped within a week, went to church, and dedicated her life to Him. Thank you for your words. May continue to use you.
Since 2008.. still feel the same way.. whatever you wrote KJ... O hope we can overcome.. Cause we can't come to God without faith. It is impossible to please God without faith.. and that faith you have to find it in yourself..
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1:50 man, i listened to this song when i was like that, and i just couldn't live with myself...but one day, God gave this overwhelming conviction about what i was doing, and it turned my whole life around. As much as I didn't want to, i ended up telling my parents before they found out, and eventually i recovered. But honestly, i don't really know where i'd be if i was still like that today...praise YAWE
people think i'm good christian girl but i'm been put on shame and two weeks ago i went to camp and got relieved thank to some support from song like these to make feel like i'm not alone through the fight of hurt :) :(
NO joke, I dont cut any more either, but my arms are sliced up to. 13 cuts a milimeter deep or more. Weird I relate so much to songs. Specially sense I was raised a conservative Christian and I wasnt allowed to listen to secular music. I ended up listening to because of eminem. Ironic?
Same here. Not the cutting but many suicide attempts. Raised by a Christian mom but Eminem was my idol. Found out I was worshiping the wrong person. Now I only worship Him. Thank God you're still here, much love, and God bless :)
Two words, Real talk - confronts the issues everybody else just seems to dance around like, he said pornography most don't even touch on the subject and if they do they call it that thing. GOOD STUFF.
Love this song 🎧 because I remember my best friend love this song 🎵 but she passed away I miss my best friends Colette she want to know Jesus I don’t know if I was too late miss you Colette I always pray 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
This song reminds me of all the kids at my school and even though im the Christian of school i have alot of problems i need help and prayer but to ashamed to admit what i do i need the strength for me to take on my school and stength to not fall apart in the process :(
Dear KJ-52, Man, you help a lotta people. I like your music, it keeps me happy. The sad songs remind me what an awesome life that I have, and they remind me what it would be like if i lost my parents in a car crash. But i have my parents and Im happy bout it., and i wanna pray for you. Imma pray that you can keep helpin those in need of you, man. Keep doin what you do. keep writing those awesome songs, keep reppin god, and keep helpin. Sincerely, Tyler
i was a solid fan of eminem music before when i aint a born again christian... but when i was converted i prefer listening to christian artists because that's the way it should be.... eminem may be the best rapper but he's not using his talent for God while kj-52 on the other hand he may not be as popular as em but i will keep on listening to his musics because i love listening to such musics that are out of this world.
kj must have received lots of e-mails to make this video. I think this guy really wants to help people, especially younsters. all of the pains youth goes through are real, but God´s right there in order to help you get out of there...God is great that knows all of our problems and struggles, but he also has ways how to go out of these problems that may affect young people nowdays)=
Pessoal eu sou do Brasil e ouvia/ouço Kj até hj por ele ser rapper cristão ✝️.. mas sempre quis entender pq sempre quando ouvia essa e dear slim lembro do eminem 😅😅😅 hj em dia é só o clip e um pouco o beat que me lembra eminem mas o que me lembra eminem ultimamente é o NF agora
This video is just talk about the true, about what's going on in youth guys around us. Close people or less, it's what it is. Thanks for this song KJ. Thanks to remember us that JESUS is with us in each circumstances of our lives, good as hard times. I am thankful to the Lord to use you as you are doing with this rap music. God bless ya, praying for you SAM_957_FRANCE
I know I lost my Dad over a year ago now.. sometimes I can't bring myself to listen to this song cuz the last part hits so close to home other times I'm so glad it's there cuz I don't feel so alone.
this song helped me alot, sometimes the pain was too much and then my friend told me about this song and i couldn't believe how much that this related to me, the first and third part. i could have used this along time ago.
100% this his best song in terms of delivery deep message good lyrics and flow I’m not a huge fan of Christian rap but I really like this track it’s real and that beat to fire the my space line does get me every time tho 🤣
Dear KJ 52 i would love too meet you i am disabled with rare heart condition called 22 q deletion syndrome i too believe that jesus died for my sins and youre music plays a very big part in my life it inspired me to make music and start gospel music as well :) if i could meet u and do a song with you my life would be complete
To everyone that needs to hear it... I promise you're not alone. I went through so much hell. Addiction, not feeling loved, afraid of the world, wanting to commit suicide. But I held on, every time. And I didn't always want to. But every time, I decided to try another day... and years later, I can say I'm glad I did. And some days are better than others, sure. And some days are still really bad. But overall, I'm much better, and I genuinely believe life is worth living. I know this comment is more than 9 years old by the time I see it, but in case you still need to hear this, or if anyone else needs to hear it (because I know there are a lot who do). I want to say that it's always worth it to keep going. I'm not going to lie, you might go through hell for years. But it won't be all bad. And if you keep having hope, and honestly trying to rise above it - learn from it, grow from it - then one day, some things will start to "click". And you'll be able to see some example of how life is worth living. Of how YOU are WORTHY living. I can definitely say, what helped me is my belief in God; always, no matter what, no matter how angry I was, no matter how hopeless life felt. I always told God that I want what he has for me, and that I'm willing to see it through. Even when I was convinced that life wasn't worth living, I CHOSE to believe it anyway, because I had to. And now, I don't need to convince myself anymore, because I'm living that life now. And it's still hard! Life will always be hard! But I'm able to cope with it now. I'm able to grow from it and overcome it. I'm educated about what is and isn't my responsibility, what is and isn't in my control. And how no matter what, I can life with purpose, fulfillment, and joy. Faith is the key to that. Because by my own view, I couldn't see every opportunity that makes life worth living, not in my darkest times. But if I gave up sooner, I wouldn't live to see the wonderful things that are waiting for me. Just because I couldn't see it, doesn't mean that light doesn't exist. Once I learned this, I was able to find joy, even in my trials. Because I have faith. And that faith eventually paid off. And that's life; continuously having faith that good things are coming, even when you can't see them. That's why I gave my life to God. Because with Him, your life is always purposeful. Please hold on. Talk to God. Let go of your fear as much as you can. It might take time; it did for me. But I'm happy I did, and I'm happy I can tell that to everyone else. God bless you all.
KJ is the one that got me on the path.... I would not listen to anything with a christian message because it's melody was this down trodent whiny mopey love song to Jesus... When I found KJ it was by mistake.. I heard his Mountain dew song and started listening... Now I have over a few years gravitated back to christ... Slowly with respect to god trying to change my life and what is not right in his eyes. KJ, hope you read this. If I died tomorrow at least I got saved. Respect to you 5-2
Quit tripping over whether or not someone cusses or whether or not one is better than the other. You like who you like, they like whom they like, and I like whom I like. There, it's settled. Now enjoy the rhyme. :)
@RRockstarrable He may seem to carry a negative vibe, but he is still a good writer. He is very open about real life. God uses each person in different ways. Sure Eminem uses some vulgar language in his songs, but they are his life and may help someone some day.
@ZerrickiShadow yeah i know but there's no cussing, KJ is with God, it's not all about one person, the fans on here aren't obsessed with the rapper, and this one is about people's struggles instead of how obsessed a guy is
I know for a fact that if it wasn't for music i wouldn't be here I feel like that girl who's dad is sick and he dies. My dad is dying and theres nothing i can do. Which sucks and i do believe in god But sometimes i feel like he doesn't care
One of the best songs of all time, and it's hardly known. :(
I cried listening to this song. I came across KJ-52 about a few years back through spotify. I am just now hearing this song.
If I were to write a letter it would mention my depression, hate at myself, loss of faith in God and wanting to give up every single day. Even now...😔
Vampire Craft Ironic how you’re just hearing this song recently.. But Don’t give up! You are not alone and you can overcome with Jesus!!!
Please don't give up!!! You're not alone in the way you feel. I've gone through exactly everything you said in your comment. As long as you keep waking up to this special thing life we're lucky to have you're fighting the good fight! I know it's really hard sometimes, maybe it feels impossible to keep going on some days but try to look at the little things you have that make you happy, the little things in life you have that other people don't, and remember how those happy things or times feel! Please keep your head up, positive vibes, and hang around positive people! If you ever feel really down and have nobody to talk to, you can reach out to me! Lots of prayers, love, hope 🙏🏼❤️✌🏼to you sister!!!
Dear KJ: Thanks for making this video. I like when people shine a light on depression, suicide, rape, porn, etc. Everyone treats those things like their dirty words, but those things are real and their happing now. And when your the one struggling with those problems, it's scary and you don't know who to tell. I've been through my own hell and I just want to encourage everyone that there is hope and God loves you. He will use you for great things and to encourage/help others. Stay strong. x
yea i agree
who still listening in 2019...this give me memories
random guy 🖐
Try 2020 haha
My mom is 61 and still listens to KJ
2020, we need more songs like this in times like these.
I remember seeing this on Steelroots Top Ten Countdown.
Sooo felt Holy Spirit on this song! It must be an incredible burden and gift to be in his shoes! He longs to make a difference, it seems in the hearts of young people, but the pressure to say the right thing..wow. KJ-52 Thank you for caring. Thank you for allowing God to use you in this life as a tool for His glory! Blessings and love! I will be praying for you!
I love this song... it's so powerful, honest, transparent.... I really respect KJ52 but above all I praise God - this song is really encouraging. There is something really refreshing about it. Can't really explain it, the message is just great - really speaks about God's love and ability to change us and heal us!
God Bless You KJ52...you have no idea just how powerfully God is using you....God Bless u
love this song...kj 52 was the first christian rapper i heard b4 i was even saved his songs get to me everytime n i so love that!
this song discribed me exactly a few months ago.Jesus showed me we are all here for a porpous and we are not a mistake.my brother loves your music and listens to it all the time.he's turned around.thanks, Jonah!
Man I remember this song when I was 16, God Bless
Powerful song.
I can't believe its been 12 years already. This song was such an inspiration.
YESSS :)
Since I heard this song, I've loved the message you're sending. I have a peeson in my life that used to be like the first person you spoke about. She used to cut herself for years. Tried Dr's and Therapists. Nothing. They wanted to medicate. It didn't work. So, I prayed. And prayed. And prayed. Like God said, "Pray without stopping." And, like He does, she stopped within a week, went to church, and dedicated her life to Him. Thank you for your words. May continue to use you.
Since 2008.. still feel the same way.. whatever you wrote KJ... O hope we can overcome..
Cause we can't come to God without faith. It is impossible to please God without faith.. and that faith you have to find it in yourself..
I just broke down with tears my heart goes out to struggling kids and teenagers. I have 3 sons
me too. this world can be brutal for teens :(
I am 31 and I remember this when I was a teen and it still holds up
When I was recovering from surgery I listen to this it help heal me
I love kj 💕 I have nothing but respect for him God bless
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1:50 man, i listened to this song when i was like that, and i just couldn't live with myself...but one day, God gave this overwhelming conviction about what i was doing, and it turned my whole life around. As much as I didn't want to, i ended up telling my parents before they found out, and eventually i recovered. But honestly, i don't really know where i'd be if i was still like that today...praise YAWE
Amen, brother! Very well said! :)
people think i'm good christian girl but i'm been put on shame and two weeks ago i went to camp and got relieved thank to some support from song like these to make feel like i'm not alone through the fight of hurt :) :(
NO joke, I dont cut any more either, but my arms are sliced up to. 13 cuts a milimeter deep or more. Weird I relate so much to songs. Specially sense I was raised a conservative Christian and I wasnt allowed to listen to secular music. I ended up listening to because of eminem. Ironic?
Same here. Not the cutting but many suicide attempts. Raised by a Christian mom but Eminem was my idol. Found out I was worshiping the wrong person. Now I only worship Him.
Thank God you're still here, much love, and God bless :)
aw im so sorry about that...Jesus loves you both! :)
This sort of reminds me of a Christian version of "Stan" by Eminem
His Christian Stan is dear slim
Two words, Real talk
- confronts the issues everybody else just seems to dance around like, he said pornography most don't even touch on the subject and if they do they call it that thing. GOOD STUFF.
Whose listening to this in 2021? Reminds me the first time I heard it in 2011. It's still a hit
Love this song 🎧 because I remember my best friend love this song 🎵 but she passed away I miss my best friends Colette she want to know Jesus I don’t know if I was too late miss you Colette I always pray 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
This song wuz put on utube on my b-day and is ironically my fav. song =)
@KJ52KJ52 looks like we are in the same bout man...It gives me hope to be reminded that I am not the only one fighting this
J adore , j'écoute en boucle
This song reminds me of all the kids at my school and even though im the Christian of school i have alot of problems i need help and prayer but to ashamed to admit what i do i need the strength for me to take on my school and stength to not fall apart in the process :(
Dear KJ-52,
Man, you help a lotta people. I like your music, it keeps me happy. The sad songs remind me what an awesome life that I have, and they remind me what it would be like if i lost my parents in a car crash. But i have my parents and Im happy bout it., and i wanna pray for you. Imma pray that you can keep helpin those in need of you, man. Keep doin what you do. keep writing those awesome songs, keep reppin god, and keep helpin.
Sincerely, Tyler
The feels in this song man
i love this song.. it made me cry a bit tho lol
I loved this song feeling kind of down and out heard about your music I been dealing with rejection and feel out of place
awesome jam.
great message.
this song gets me every time.
i can relate...
God has sent this man TO us Let him help us in the Name of the Lord.
i was a solid fan of eminem music before when i aint a born again christian... but when i was converted i prefer listening to christian artists because that's the way it should be.... eminem may be the best rapper but he's not using his talent for God while kj-52 on the other hand he may not be as popular as em but i will keep on listening to his musics because i love listening to such musics that are out of this world.
Thanks kj I've been going through a lot lately
"Loose lipped" but you'll respect this quip, I spent years in solitude, to bring this message about desolation, "rude".
Still love this song
His song are pretty inspirational.
Pray Brother God is Listening when others are not.
kj must have received lots of e-mails to make this video. I think this guy really wants to help people, especially younsters. all of the pains youth goes through are real, but God´s right there in order to help you get out of there...God is great that knows all of our problems and struggles, but he also has ways how to go out of these problems that may affect young people nowdays)=
Pessoal eu sou do Brasil e ouvia/ouço Kj até hj por ele ser rapper cristão ✝️.. mas sempre quis entender pq sempre quando ouvia essa e dear slim lembro do eminem 😅😅😅 hj em dia é só o clip e um pouco o beat que me lembra eminem mas o que me lembra eminem ultimamente é o NF agora
I know this is kinda old but...Is he answering his newest e-mails?...
This video is just talk about the true, about what's going on in youth guys around us.
Close people or less, it's what it is. Thanks for this song KJ. Thanks to remember us that JESUS is with us in each circumstances of our lives, good as hard times.
I am thankful to the Lord to use you as you are doing with this rap music.
God bless ya, praying for you
SAM_957_FRANCE
I know I lost my Dad over a year ago now.. sometimes I can't bring myself to listen to this song cuz the last part hits so close to home other times I'm so glad it's there cuz I don't feel so alone.
Still great muzik!!!
this song helped me alot, sometimes the pain was too much and then my friend told me about this song and i couldn't believe how much that this related to me, the first and third part. i could have used this along time ago.
I like this...i really do
100% this his best song in terms of delivery deep message good lyrics and flow I’m not a huge fan of Christian rap but I really like this track it’s real and that beat to fire the my space line does get me every time tho 🤣
that is a wicked sweet vid.
I cant focus on the message and enjoy this video with PITBULL STARING ME DOWN!!!
Dear KJ 52 i would love too meet you i am disabled with rare heart condition called 22 q deletion syndrome i too believe that jesus died for my sins and youre music plays a very big part in my life it inspired me to make music and start gospel music as well :) if i could meet u and do a song with you my life would be complete
keep it up everything you do is one of God's blessings
i lov his lyrics i'm gona get KJ's albums
good song!!!!!!!
@TheRadicalAddiction Awesomeeeee (:
verse 2 so sick
We need a Fanmail Pt. 2 where all of us hold up our MySpace photos then show how we are in our 30s/40s
Man, his songs are deep!!! :-o
fantastic , lovee it! thanks a lot KJ for making this , god def speaks through this song
Still listening in 2020
cool video, so real life like
Amen. They just need someone positive in their lives....
This song makes me cry. Its so true. =(
AWESOME VIDEO AND THE SONG IS BEAUTIFUL!! :D
Krásna pesnička s krásnym textom
Dude hes so real I love it!
this song makes me cry everytime
To everyone that needs to hear it...
I promise you're not alone. I went through so much hell. Addiction, not feeling loved, afraid of the world, wanting to commit suicide. But I held on, every time. And I didn't always want to. But every time, I decided to try another day... and years later, I can say I'm glad I did. And some days are better than others, sure. And some days are still really bad. But overall, I'm much better, and I genuinely believe life is worth living.
I know this comment is more than 9 years old by the time I see it, but in case you still need to hear this, or if anyone else needs to hear it (because I know there are a lot who do). I want to say that it's always worth it to keep going. I'm not going to lie, you might go through hell for years. But it won't be all bad. And if you keep having hope, and honestly trying to rise above it - learn from it, grow from it - then one day, some things will start to "click". And you'll be able to see some example of how life is worth living. Of how YOU are WORTHY living.
I can definitely say, what helped me is my belief in God; always, no matter what, no matter how angry I was, no matter how hopeless life felt. I always told God that I want what he has for me, and that I'm willing to see it through. Even when I was convinced that life wasn't worth living, I CHOSE to believe it anyway, because I had to. And now, I don't need to convince myself anymore, because I'm living that life now.
And it's still hard! Life will always be hard! But I'm able to cope with it now. I'm able to grow from it and overcome it. I'm educated about what is and isn't my responsibility, what is and isn't in my control. And how no matter what, I can life with purpose, fulfillment, and joy. Faith is the key to that. Because by my own view, I couldn't see every opportunity that makes life worth living, not in my darkest times. But if I gave up sooner, I wouldn't live to see the wonderful things that are waiting for me.
Just because I couldn't see it, doesn't mean that light doesn't exist.
Once I learned this, I was able to find joy, even in my trials. Because I have faith. And that faith eventually paid off. And that's life; continuously having faith that good things are coming, even when you can't see them. That's why I gave my life to God. Because with Him, your life is always purposeful.
Please hold on. Talk to God. Let go of your fear as much as you can. It might take time; it did for me. But I'm happy I did, and I'm happy I can tell that to everyone else. God bless you all.
I really hope and pray that these kids who wrote him are doing better now and are walking with Jesus now :)
this song realy inspires me
it realy gifs me comfert
Song reach out to my heart thank u
KJ is the one that got me on the path.... I would not listen to anything with a christian message because it's melody was this down trodent whiny mopey love song to Jesus... When I found KJ it was by mistake.. I heard his Mountain dew song and started listening... Now I have over a few years gravitated back to christ... Slowly with respect to god trying to change my life and what is not right in his eyes. KJ, hope you read this. If I died tomorrow at least I got saved. Respect to you 5-2
i think this guy is alot like eminem. he has some funny stiff too but he is very religious and in a way its nice to have a break
Yeah' datsz True att Leastt Thisz one iss Uh happier eneding than Stan ending bwah
We all have some ego to share. I love you KJ.
🖤
Glad people stll listen to this song 😊
Love this song
Song shud be bigger
Still listening in 2021
Quit tripping over whether or not someone cusses or whether or not one is better than the other. You like who you like, they like whom they like, and I like whom I like. There, it's settled. Now enjoy the rhyme. :)
I'm still listening in 2021
THIS IS AMAZING!!!
@RRockstarrable
He may seem to carry a negative vibe, but he is still a good writer. He is very open about real life. God uses each person in different ways. Sure Eminem uses some vulgar language in his songs, but they are his life and may help someone some day.
He said he was sick of the comparisons but that's all he's hanging on to he's a not even mediocre knockoff em🤣🤣🤣
me nad my best friend fond this song and loved it
@ZerrickiShadow yeah i know but there's no cussing, KJ is with God, it's not all about one person, the fans on here aren't obsessed with the rapper, and this one is about people's struggles instead of how obsessed a guy is
Hey! My sister and I are in this video! :)
@Gxplosion
wow how crude people can bee
But we are made in God's image &* he made us Extrememly BEAUTIFUL
I known the feeling
i love this song like a little girl loves Justin Bieber!! :)
This is one of 2 songs where he covers slef harm other song was number one fan
Tanx for this video. it helped a lot
I know and I do, thank you though.
*to your songs
I know for a fact that if it wasn't for music i wouldn't be here
I feel like that girl who's dad is sick and he dies.
My dad is dying and theres nothing i can do. Which sucks and i do believe in god
But sometimes i feel like he doesn't care
@PANTERAFAN11111
Wow how amazing
God ISS OUR SAVIOUR