Alcohol Withdrawal Management & Treatment
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- Опубликовано: 2 окт 2024
- Last week we left off talking about the symptoms of alcohol withdrawal.
Today, I want to discuss how to manage and treat those withdrawal symptoms.
Now, serious signs of alcohol withdrawal are usually not seen in the average joe coming in with alcohol intoxication. Instead, you should be worried about those with 'Alcohol Use Disorder'.
Approximately half of patients with alcohol use disorder experience alcohol withdrawal when they reduce or stop drinking.
Things we will discuss:
The difference between alcohol hallucinosis, psychosis, and delirium tremens
The type of seizures seen with alcohol withdrawal
The go-to drugs for treatment of withdrawal
The CIWA score
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Enjoyed the quick recap of alcohol withdrawal as its not only important in an ED but even in an office/clinic as I work in endocrinology and often alcohol withdrawal is mistaken for "hyperthyroid symptoms or over-replaced symptoms" that my current patients think may be relevant to his/her synthroid dose or if they are newly diagnosed with hyperthyroidism! Thanks !
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here's a few tips for stopping drinking quickly
Try eating food while you are drinking - this cuts down the amount you drink.
Take a break from alcohol.
Make a note of how much you drink, then you know if you are cutting down.
Set goals - don't make them too hard at first.
Choose 1 or 2 days or every week when you will not drink at all. Next, try to stop drinking for one week each month.
(I read these and why they work on Adoette drink plan site )
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Alcohol should b illegal
Then Drinkers Would Be' Criminals' as well as being Very Unwell.
alan judd Tru!
But how will they control and kill us🤷🏾
I agree
We tried that in the 1920s during the prohibition era. It didn't go well. I don't think it should be illegal, but at the same time I don't see another solution besides just people being super aware and careful.
I developed this 24 hours after a drinking binge that lasted 6 days. The hallucinations started when I was trying to sleep i. e closed eye hallucinations, tactile hallucinations of faces on the walls, voices in my head, my bedside lamp was speaking to me and people were standing around my bed that were telling me to pass away. I will never think of alcohol as an acceptable legal drug ever again.
Also had visions of white doves flying above my head and my ceiling light has a face on it that was rolling it's eyes and making cuckoo sounds. All of the other things I was seeing were happening all at once. Living nightmare
And shadows following me everywhere I went
There is clearly a satanic attachement to alcohol, cause the withdrawals are just spiritual attacks
The sheer depth, complexity, luminosity, and perct clarity of my hallucinations was nothing short of astonishing... like the new AI psychedelic morphing art,plant life, futuristic, unfatomably perfect with perfect lighting and crystal clear, ever-morphing with my point of view slowly panning or changing location like a stabilized drone video. Some of the open I hallucinations more like filaments or filamentous spiders and these giant like Rollie Pollie bugs that we're so beautiful gold and iridescent iridescent truly astonishing and at one point a giant werewolf dog that was by Beetle came in and laid on my legs for a while before getting up and walking right through the wall despite the absolute hell that severe alcohol withdrawal is it was pretty intriguing and astonishing
@@louiehannigan2538 Very weird dreams. Very weird.
I was hearing stuff all over, couldn't sleep for days, I was trying to record all the voices coming from the AC vents, because even though a part of you knows you're hallucinating, it feels so real and another part of you just feels like you've tapped into some alternate universe which is clearly right there, radio transmissions from another dimension ... 2 years sober now! A big part of quitting, if you can't do it medically, is to TAPER rather than go cold turkey. Spend a week or two just slowly drinking less and less each day, maintaining withdrawals without them ever getting out of hand. Takes a lot longer but it's worth it over less time of pure (and dangerous) hell!
Thank You for your comment!
Thank you, I'm going through this now. I hate doing this to myself. I'm tired
I’m going through the same thing. I can’t sleep and when I try I constantly jerk myself awake in a panic. I started drinking heavily a few years ago while in the marine corps and since I got out last august I picked it up even heavier. I started to slow it down a week ago majorly because I can’t stop it cold turkey. I have to attempt to sleep on the couch because I jerk and panic so much at night that it keeps my girlfriend up and I haven’t been able to sleep in our bed with her for a week now. Shit sucks.
Did you hear nothing when you played them back? When I went through this my recorder on my iPhone wouldn’t work
I don't know if you got them....I was afraid to even try and sleep. Because I knew the NIGHTMARES, the VIVID night mares were waiting for me. Night after night......
Man. Hard as hell laying off of this shit. Been drinking at least 3 bottles a day for the past few months and it's now that I got the motivation to quit. Been so hard. I'd go 2 to 3 days off of it but the pain? Holy moe. Anyone reading also trying to quit, we got this bro, god bless 💜
Had my first alcholic seziure last week, scariest thing. Then tried to withdrawl even worse. Checked myself into rehab center to start on monday. I hope we both make it through this tourment
@@aquarius2821 we definitely both will :) im praying for you as well
@Stefan Ivanov thank you brother, i hope all is with you too!!
Shit I thought crack withdrawals is worse
God bless ❤️
First day without alcohol. I'm afraid to sleep, I start having hallucinations, sleep paralysis, and numb joints. I literally had to keep my eyes open 😑
Alcoholism is hell. Nothing more to say.
I'm with you
It’s worse than being a heroine addict I was told. Like a lot worse and more difficult to come off
@@2sqnbandit379 agreed and I was both
@@CannaGro81 my sister is an alcoholic. Her recovery worker stated alcohol is the most addictive drug. Once it gets you you’re fucked in most cases. Withdrawal is that bad it can kill you. She said heroin is a walk in the park compared to alcohol. Crazy isn’t it.
@@2sqnbandit379 Yes thats true, it is the most dangerous to withdraw from with a very real risk of death - if not under medical supervision. You could leave someone alone in a room to come off heroin, it wouldn’t be nice for them, very uncomfortable but not deadly. With alcohol you do that and its going to be deadly. cardiac arrest, stroke and respiratory failure from Delirium Tremens is usually the cause of death. The patient will experience seizures, and all sorts of physical symptoms and the there is the psychoses and hallucinations… its very risky if not supervised
I suffered server DTs walked around the city for most the day had every hallucinations felt stuff heard stuff seen stuff.... Suffered a seizure in the hospital... I was told if I had another one that was it....
Almost a year sober now. 💪
How are you ?
hey? is my 4th day, and im still hearing voices and having lucid dreams.
@@emariemillamena3683 seek immediate medical attention before you hallucinate visually!! Not fun or safe
i dont have hallucination anymore, i don't sweat anymore. but my hands are still shaking but its bearable. this is my 5th since the last time i drunk. im just drinking lots of water and eat properly this past days.
how months did you suffer sir? from the time you withdraw? i wish i will not having this on Christmas and new year.
It's literally hell guys. Cant stress enough how careful you need to be with alcohol. They dont stress that "drink responsibly" at the end of ads nearly enough.
I completely agree it’s so extremely bad
"Drink resposibly" easier said than done and they know it.
yeah-Thats something you need to tell urself...Listening to the salesman doesnt seem like the best idea
Why do they even sell this crap??? we were much better off with weed!!!
Or nothing
Going through this right now at home, on day 5 trying to quit cold turkey on my own, I could drink a bottle to myself, heavy drinker for years. July 26 was the last day I had a drink the second day I ended up in the hospital having to need IV for being dehydrated. Drink lots of water, electrolytes, victim c helps, and fruits. Because your body needs sugar since alcohol breaks down into sugar, and most importantly try to go outside to help your anxiety and inform your loved ones you're going through this. And try to get as much information as you can.
I hope someone can be there for you. ❤️ regardless you can do it!!!
Thanks for info, it'll help.
Hey whats the update? Hopefully going strong 💪🏼
@@alexislugardo6955 hey there, it's going great ! How are you doing ?
@@dopecrew23 hope you’re managing well. It’s okay to relapse, just hang in there. Mind over Matter ❤️
I have been thorough it. My hallucinations were auditory. They felt so real. I could hear whispering of a women coming from my pillow at night. I couldn't sleep because of that. Sometimes I would hear humming noises all day etc etc. At that time I did not know that it was the result of withdrawal. I thought I was losing my mind. It made me even more paranoid. I wanted to talk to my parents but I lacked the courage. So I started jogging, meditation and yoga. And it really helped me. Within a month my mind became calmer.
If you are having hallucinations after quitting drinking just know that it will pass. It's not permanent. be brave.
Same here. I don't really get shaky, no seizures but damn the shadow people are scary
The thing I hate when I go into withdrawal are the muscle spasms and sudden jerks. It's like a computer instantly and violently booting up from sleep mode. Funny thing is, they happen when I try to fall asleep.
Same
thats the worst... or falling asleep for no more than 1 HR and wake up in a puddle of sweat
Same boat, thought I was having a seizure but turns out there hypnotic jerks.
It’s your body saying hey fuck you, you wanted to drink 18 beers, smoke 2 packs of cigs a day the last 2 years, yeah how about no.
Yeah I know exactly what you mean
This.
I really didn't think it could be this bad. I never want to go through this shit again. Living alone in a little apartment, cold turkey. I feel sorry for my neighbors.
My best friend died by taking his own life during alcohol withdrawal following many years of alcoholism. Thanks for this video, it really helped me to process what happened to him and why. If anyone reading this is struggling, please get professional help before you try to quit on your own.
Sorry mate that's awfull
i did cold turkey after 30 years. 20 of those i would say hard drinking everyday and i did fine. Dont get me wrong it sucked big time but I did it to myself and I got out of it myself....wish society had some grit...go find some and ud be surprised and what you can do when u set ur mind to it. Do a lil research and not from businesses that prey on AUD...those will scare you into those places
@@n2cable i did fine so you should do fine aswell
stupid argument
I'm going through about hour 80 of withdrawal after having been drinking for 15 years. It was light beer, but it had gotten up to drinking a 30 pack every 2 days. The first 3 nights I only got about one hour of sleep, couldn't stop sweating, and didn't feel like doing anything. My muscles started to hurt as well and still do. Then on day 4 the hallucinations started(yesterday) that started and I was seeing stuff that just wasn't there like string hanging from my toes, a monster trying to break into my shower, angry wolves trying to eat me, and seeing people stalking me often. That's the hard part so far as it is continuing this morning. I was able to get some sleep finally(2 hours) but I woke up 4 times and each time I thought I had been asleep for hours, I was and still am very paranoid and jumpy. It's not something I would wish on anyone.
I was drinking 20+pints of beer a day well 10+ in the morning fell asleep woke up 10+ pints fell asleep woke up same again over and over. I made the mistake of going cold turkey I felt like I hadn’t slept for a week due to hallucinations sweating shaking paranoid and really gassy all the time after a week I went to doctors was told I had dt the things that was happening was so scary and obviously I thought it was all real I ended up in hospital where I nearly got sectioned now I’ve about 4 months sober and never felt better apart from the fact you always feel like you could have a beer or your be doing something and think I could do with a beer while doing this like I always used to although I’ve stopped and I don’t want one my mind will always say I could do with one it’s horrible.
Sounds like free LSD, could be a good thing
There's another symptom beyond the DTs that is little understood called auditory alcohol halluncinosis. I know because I had it in Thailand. 100 years ago it was thought to be a form of schizophrenia but schizophrenia causes voices inside your head. This was far more weird. I could plainly hear sounds coming from the sky and voices of people just like in normal conversation sitting next to me. It started 5 days after the DTs finished. I felt completely fine. There were no more shakes, no visual hallucinations and no sickness. I was completely sober. It lasted for 6 days and it was terrifying and amazing/bizarre at the same time.
I started having auditory hallucinations even before I stopped drinking, and they wouldn't stop even when drunk. That's why I thought I developed schizophrenia. What's craziest about auditory hallucinations they would stop when I closed my ears, or when I would go in a another room with no windows, which made me doubt sometime if those are real sounds from the outside of my building. But once I played a song on my computer, turned it off, turned my back but still heard the song. Look back at the computer and it was just black screen, that's when I knew what's up.
But once I quit cold turkey, hell broke loose, visual hallucinations stared, and auditory would become extremely loud and disturbing.
What I realize it was exaggerated interpretation of things I heard in real life within last week. Song I heard just wouldn't go out of my head, beeping sound of a phone when you're calling someone (felt like it was coming from a sky 24/7), and children playing in a park outside of my apartment... (I heard it like they were in my room running around me)... 3-4 hours after last drink panic and terror would become unbearable, my pulse would be over 150+ and I would drink half a bottle of vodka in panic.
Went to ER, detoxed, gave me benzos for weeks, even haldol, but even after 10 or so day I would still hear the echoes and weird sounds. It took about 2-3 weeks for my hearing sensations to return back to normal.
I had a similar experience. For a week straight I felt like someone was talking to me in my sleep. And then one day, I woke up completely sober, and started to hear the voice of my dead ex-boyfriend. He was telling me why he committed suicide. And was asking me to go be a medium for his family. By the end of the night I heard demons telling me they were going to kill me. I wasn’t a believer at the time, but I was so scared I called on Jesus. All of a sudden the only voice I could hear was my dead ex-boyfriend. All of the demonic voices vanished as soon as I called on Jesus. In that moment I heard my ex shout, “oh my God, he’s real.” These were not voices coming from inside my head. I could only hear them through white noise ie. bathroom fan, scratching on a pillow, etc. It lasted for one day.
@@Randomhumaanhow much were u drinking
@@tuledro8008hello , I was wondering. How are you doing now ?
Your experience sounds very similar to mine, lasted around 8 days. Crazy how when alcohol is abused heavily overtime it can cause these horrific hallucinations and voices.
I try to make sense of this to people in my family who witnessed me go through it but all they can say is how traumatised I was and that they couldn't imagine being stuck in psychosis
Anyone going through this, stay strong. It will pass. Love and light everyone, sober life is so much better but it does take time. If you think you need to go to hospital then go. No shame in getting better.
Every time I would close my eyes I’d see people approaching me
how long was it after you quit you seen that?
Prolly like the third day of being sober from your binge
@@troytree123thanks for responding, man I want my taxes, the bills are building a shrine I. Honor of my debt
Bro fucking same
I would just see still people. They never spoke and usually my line of vision kept me from seeing their faces
This happend to me and it's horrible.. halusinations, throwing up blood, severely dehydrated, muscle spasims like you wouldn't believe...but the halusinations were intense. I stopd drinking for three days and I thought I was starting to feel better, but oooo no. I was totally sober, and then the characters from lord of the rings showed up in my room and tryed to get me to go on the adventure with them. The characters were doll versions of them though, and they were walking and jumping all around my room... eve
I had everything you mentioned above . I couldn’t go sober I had to baker act myself . Best choice I ever made in my life
Im literally dealing with someone that is going thru this but also very bad hallucinations.
I am too now. I hope they recovered. How long did it last?
If you’re going to detox at home drink a lot of water and eat a lot of fruit. I was done withdrawing in 7 days. It was pure hell to say the least but I got through it. It’s the first 4 days that are god awful then it gets slowly better. Vomiting awfully the first 8-30 hours. Then I had awful diarrhea until about the 4th day and had a extreme lower stomach pain. Once you can stomach a full corse meal start taking a multi vitamin. It helped me a lot and this is all coming from someone who was drinking a handle of vodka a day for months
what is a 'Handle' of vodka ? please anyone ?
alan judd a handle is the bottles that come with a handle lol the 1.75 liter bottle
Going through this right now at home, on day 5. July 26 was the last day I had a drink the second day I ended up in the hospital having to need IV for being dehydrated. But you're right, drink lots of water, electrolytes, victim c helps, and fruits. Because your body needs sugar since alcohol breaks down into sugar, and most importantly try to go outside to help your anxiety and inform your loved ones you're going through this.
dopecrew23 that’s crazy I quit on July 28 .. 3 month binge after after 2 yrs of sobriety
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If doctors were not so stingy with the benzos they could save so many lives. Drs seem to be more worried about their med license than actually helping people
seriously. They give Ativan at best where I am at. I mean, you are in a CONTROLLED hospital setting....you would THINK they would make an exception, as you are NOT going to abuse them, at least there.
You would have to detox off the benzos too. They have the same withdrawal
they did it to themselves and it affected us. Sad tbh
Im a Chronic alcoholic sober now.chronic Alcohol withdrawal is absolutely disgusting.a person next binge could lead to life in person,death or losing at least 10% of the joy of your life for ever. (Brain damage)
Try to be kind to active alcoholics they are in hell.
The fever dreams are the worst. I've had some where even my closest loved ones are straight up not into me, like as of they are imposters and they all have it in for you. So dreadful. Quit drinking! It's not worth it.
the bible pretty much says the same --> Proverbs 23:33 You will see hallucinations, and you will say crazy things.
No it says alcohol will make you lust over "strange woman" meaning woman other than your wife or girl and say perverse things in the midst of being drunk.
I was in jail for disorderly conduct for arguing with a police officer. I had been drinking but also was NOT taking my bipolar 1 meds as prescribed. When I got to the jail I refused to tell them my medical history out of fear and sheer stupidity. I had never been to jail before and was really really scared. I have taken 4mg of alprazolam (xanax) for my panic disorder for the past 10 years as well. Soooo I was in jail for 5 days with NO meds and withdrawing from alcohol AND the benzodiazepines I have taken everyday for years. The experience was absolutely frightening. I thought the fluorescent lights were the lights of an ambulance and I was being resuscitated but it wasn’t working and I could hear my family’s voices tell me that it’s okay to die and “it’s okay Betsy, go to Heaven, go be with Ma (my dead grandmother), she’s gone, just let her go”… So when I woke up from that delusion I thought I was in purgatory and the only way to get out was by playing a big game of monopoly… Where the other female inmates (if there were any as I didn’t know what was real and what wasn’t) would control your movement around the room like a game board… I know this sounds INSANE. So later on I was hearing different frequencies and thought the government was communicating with me and I was a part of their experiment because I could hear them. I thought it was the CO’s messing with me by flashing memes and photos on the fluorescent lights… I thought they were pinging radio frequencies off the titanium staples in my stomach (from my gastric bypass surgery I had a few years ago…) I heard voices in the walls from EVERYWHERE in the correctional facility. At one point it felt like I was fighting two sides of myself, remember how I mentioned I have bipolar disorder… I was looking in the toilets for clues and crawling around listening to these “voices” tell me what to do… There’s really no other way to explain this experience but I literally thought I was dead for days after that.. I kept asking my family if I was alive and if they were real.. I was hearing and seeing things in the vents in the jail and thought there were faces on the floor that changed with the different shades of fluorescent lights… I have no idea how I fucking survived this but holy shit… I was literally pingponging between different dimensions and different frequencies.. I also kept hearing the same two songs on repeat.. Both Tool songs, my favorite band.. For 5 days along with the voices I would hear “Satan, Satan, Satan” and also hear another set of Tool lyrics, “A tempest must be just that.
Control, your delusion” OVER AND OVER. Also at one point the voices were fighting with each other to have me stay in purgatory.. These were ACTUAL people’s voices that I knew hearing them talk clear as day..
So how are you now..dont let it ruin you..ruin it..stay sober you win..
I went through something similar .. I would've died it custody ..and the guards beat me up coz I was kicking the door ..I had all sorts of paranoia and hallucinations..worst time of my life..I never drank since..when I look back it makes me sad what I put myself through..
Thanks for the video. It would be great to have a caption, at least at the beginning, of who you are / your credentials/specialty.
It's delerium TREMENS....not Tremors.
The fact that you continuously say this incorrectly is a bit unsettling considering you are RECITING detrimental medical advice. 🤔
I wouldn’t wish the upon anyone , im typing this while going on gout 7 and i know it’s gonna get worse before it gets better , I’m just scared of hallucinating and seizures
Hang in there sister God has you 🙏🙏🙏
The most high,Lord Jesus delivered me from this disease.I was an Alcoholic since I was a teen up untill this yr (I'm 35)on and off)I still have some withdrawal but it's not as intense as it used to be and I'm healed!!!!😄No more cravings no more urges to drink.So when you're sick of battling with Alcohol call out to Jesus (You must repent your sins and accept Jesus into your heart first and believe first.Most of all have faith in all areas of your life through the Lord Jesus Christ 😄Thank you Lord Jesus 💖He can heal you aswell.Amen🙏🏽
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My dad had this when he was detoxing in hospital years ago and I didn't even know apparently he was hallucinating a giant bat that wanted to eat him or something lol how the hell can alcohol have such an effect on your mind like that it's mad
Never playing overwstch again. Sitting at the hospital for a valium cause I got AWD. My damn fault but hallucinating your favorite video game while not sleeping for 2 days
Drinking 2-3 bottles of 40oz by myself the past year and the withdrawals are ridiculous…for those who don’t know those “hallucinations” are something from the other side trying to abuse your spirit that’s why the psychosis happens especially when you are doing evil things like drinking and doing drugs (besides cannabis) evil spirits get into your homes and your more than likely to have weird delusions and suicidal thoughts get into your head or even someone calling your name when nobody is there that leaves you feeling insane.
remember to remain strong ❤️you aren’t the only one who experiences things like this and I hope the best in your life ahead
i wish the phenomenon could be explained in better terms when i went through it literally no one could understand what i was going thru. i would get called into a room and no one would be there
@@garrettdelaney1477-lots of people drinks alcohol but not a lot of people experience DTs but I feel where you are coming from man had a couple of my own experiences…shit is crazy I’m ngl I still drink but I slowed down
When I had a hallucination, it looks like the devil was trying to get at me. It scared me so bad that I decided I've been sober almost 7 years!!
@@kristinesanta6971 that’s pretty trippy I hear of a lot of similar stories I was hungover one time and was seeing evil faces in my vision when my eyes were closed.
I’m glad to hear your sober though it’s really tough for lots of people to get out of that environment
@@kristinesanta6971 my cuzin is experience this . Can I ask u a few questions
I’m on day8 detoxing on my own own , besides going to on the 2nd day the E.R all they did was give me fluids and blood test , kept me for a few hour. got my pulse back to normal and I feel not so bad but the anxiety is really kicking my ass. Hopefully I’ll be 100% better on my own . Good luck to all ❤️
How do you manage? I had bad hallucinations and I’m only 21 years old. I barely drank in my teen years and I started drinking every weekend turning 21, and i regret it because I would smoke weed before doing that. I’m experiencing most of the withdrawal symptoms. Prayers to all you as well💓
@@natalie__lu2500 rest water and fluids , try to eat healthy , maybe go to the Dr and get anxiety meds I had some stash from a while back . You’ll get thru it as well , much luck 😊
I got the sensation of being on a roller coaster
I just had one today and I couldn’t find the words to describe it but this is it, hope you’re going alright man.
I did too and severe anxiety
The way i try to explain it is Imagine being given something to give you alot of energy and then being told to sit in a chair and not move
I just want to sleep without tossing and turning ! Day 4 and it’s still not that much better. Also my body is sensitive to damn near every food. It’s like the only thing I can eat is grilled chicken.
Ten years sober for 12 years of heavy drinking…Still fighting anxiety and panic attacks lol but still alive enjoying life while it last
I felt an evil presence in my bedroom then something gripped my wrists..i cried out! Woke up thankfully😢☺Sleep paralysis..It is very real😢
I've gone to hell and back with alcohol withdrawals, had creepy seziures in my sleep felt like something was grabbing at my legs and I was constantly in a hazy getting up taking a shower multiple times I was in pain I would randomly mumble shit out the side of my voice but it wasn't me I didn't have controll it , the final time I prayed to Christ to please help me and take this away I fell asleep while having withdrawal induced body twitches that were so weird it felt some one was controlling movements. Bottomline i woke up hours later feeling pretty refreshed, thank god if you ever need help just pray, you will be surprised. Alcohol is not your friend there's something sinister about it, be safe God bless
Scary shit I get chills thinking about it very similar while having tremors in my bed feeling like something was grabbing at me....I'm keeping these experiences with me as a testament to never drink again and I love drinking but it ruins me and this last experience is something I'll keep with me forever and I hope ill never put my self through it again
This whole experience happened earlier tonight at midnight it's almost 5am I got the lights not gonna lie kinda scared to sleep for now
@@MR.YEAST69 Stay Stopped
@@MR.YEAST69 it’s evil to get drunk. We open ourselves up to demons when we’re drunk. I’ve been there
All these videos & I've never seen one about weaning off alcohol, which is something I'm interested in learning about
I've been thru alcohol psychosis in jail. You don't know where you are but feel like a nightmare and you cNt wake up from it. Ghosts demons bugs just what hell would be likd. Ppl talking thru the walls ghosts coming thru guy with a chainsaw terrifying me
I did it in jail.. Got lucky enough to get valium for it (one valium) and some propranolol to calm my heart.. Seeing shadows from the movie Ghost 😁 those demons and hearing baby's crying and believing that I was buried alive and could not wake up 👆.
Mate, I thought it was bad enough going through that on my own, in my safe apartment. Sorry you had to do it in jail. That sounds awful.
Did you go through pain? My dad might be going through this because of the virus thats going on he cant afford alcohol and he says he's in a lot of pain
@Mr Free1 • 18 years and he refuses to go to the doctor
@Mr Free1 • 18 years and and he won't take medicine
Going through this right now with my husband. He doesn’t want to go to the ER. He’s been there several times. Tried groups he gets worse. I’m so scared for him I don’t know what else to do.
Quit for two years and relapsed yesterday. I swear I was being followed by federal agents in helicopters…I couldn’t find them but they knew where I was. Ended up getting into a fight with a neighbor who I accused of being an agent. So embarrassing yo. Scary as hell bc I can still recall everything clearly. Alcohol is poison. Day 2 sober beings now.
Valium 5MG to 10MG helps every 4-8 hours. Sleep! Gravol for sleep helped a lot. The nightmares are taunting. Just hang in there! You will get through it.
I see different colored shadows moving across the wall
Definitely had spiders all over me, rhinos, snakes, sharks, crazy animals everywhere with devilish appearance and my most haunting and unforgettable… Pennywise the clown chasing me everywhere killing everyone in very graphic detail… to this day after 120 plus days sober I still dream those awful events of the hallucinations very vividly, worse fear or most realistic images of hell
I haven't had a drink in 3 weeks and I still smell alcohol coming from me. Smdh. I'm having so many symptoms it's not funny. Tremors, anxiety, loss of appetite, what seems like delirium, shaky hand, cognitive problems and insomnia. Also I get some signs of gastroparesis where food is moving thru too slowly
I only made that particular comment because I have seen it used in several videos relating to alcohol withdrawal/delirium tremens. It isn’t cute. Having said that... this is one of the few videos that I have seen that actually acknowledges tactile disturbance. I’m sure you can see how visual and auditory hallucinations could be terrifying. Now imagine that you can feel what you see.
I have had this condition and it floored me completely. The hallucinations came on suddenly and also had auditory voices as well. If I ever drink again i will get this as a long term condition. I cant take that risk
My mother has had Dt's twice now and any one who thinks they've experienced "withdrawals" you have no idea. We are talking about a complete psychotic breakdown. Pure utter pain and hell to where she can barely recognize anyone, and can only utter the words "help me". If you think you are having hallucinations or severe symptoms go to the er. If we didn't take her she would have died. No doubt.
informative thank you but i dont think this is correct, my hallucinations were mainly auditory w dts. this occured everyttime. it was like music started far away and didnt stop for days until i wanted to scream. i had the tremors shaking and seizures, rlly bad close eye visuals but it was the audio that drove me crazy.
I know you want to go cold turkey, but if you are having Tremon's, sip on a beer tonight and go cold turkey tomorrow.
Bad dreams ugh don't drink anymore pls all dont drink
I went thru DT all by myself, hallucinating like an acid head hearing the sounds of a crowded mall no matter where I was at. It took me about a week and a half to get back to somewhat normal. No meds, no external help, I got my stupid ass into that lurch and I had to pull myself out.
I got a mild withdraw
But that was enough for me..
I can’t imagine how bad dt feels like
i did the same. Gratz!!! Doing it that way i bet like me you thought - "If that stuff did that to me why would i ever want a drop of it"? Alcohol exposes itself and its a nasty NASTY beast
it's more similar to anticholinergics then psychedelics
Good recap, however anxiety can actually mask withdrawals. Don’t fuck around here, you can actually figure out how dependant you are in aspects by seeing a doctor very quickly. Just go to a doctor please.
How do I not die from withdrawal?
damn, 10mg of valium every 10 minutes.. thats intense. my withdrawal was pretty bad and I think they were giving me 10mg every 4 hours...
I came here for help and understanding my problem, now i am having anxiety
The most high,Lord Jesus delivered me from this disease.I was an Alcoholic since I was a teen up untill this yr (I'm 35)on and off)I still have some withdrawal but it's not as intense as it used to be and I'm healed!!!!😄No more cravings no more urges to drink.So when you're sick of battling with Alcohol call out to Jesus (You must repent your sins and accept Jesus into your heart first and believe first.Most of all have faith in all areas of your life through the Lord Jesus Christ 😄Thank you Lord Jesus 💖He can heal you aswell.Amen🙏🏽
Does anyone know how long withdraws last? I have a family member who experienced DTS’s and hallucinations really bad. Dr’s want to prescribe meds for something else. I’m just wondering if the symptoms are still apart of withdraws. Note* was a heavy drinker.. hasn’t had alcohol for almost a month next week. This is so sad to witness.
The worst part of withdrawals are usually the first 3 days without alcohol. Which are usually tremors, DT's, hallucinations, no sleep, anxiety , nausea, increased blood pressure, increased heart rate, depression and paranoia.
I went through withdrawals in hospital. I was convinced it wasn't a real hospital and the doctors and nurses were all Larping - I was terrified for the first few nights, convinced there was a gang in the corridor plotting to abduct me, but I ended up weirdly enjoying the experience in the end (I had been given loads of Librium and Diazepam at this point). I wanted to help them do the best hospital role play of their lives.
I tried to leave a few times, but was stopped by the nurses. I kept saying "look, I appreciate your commitment to the role, but I've really got things to do." To be fair they were amazingly good, saying "why don't you stay with us, just for tonight" and calmed me down. I owe my life to the NHS.
Old comment, but thanks for sharing. I hope you are doing well
@@mattchew1095 Haha, I'm not laughing at your pain but the ending was hilarious. I was having a pyschotic breakdown in hospital from unknown reasons, possible nicotine withdrawal and I went crazy too.
How are you doing now? I hope you havn't gone back to drinking.
yep. Librium. At one point, even the nurse looking at me sent me into a panic! The psychosis IS real, you literally lose contact with reality.
I only get tremors and I suppose a little bit of anxiety. Didn’t even consider myself a heavy drinker but my tremors have been annoying today
Do you guys use longer acting benzos cause they are less addicting? for instance you would use Valium or Librium vs Ativan or Xanax... Also man phenobarbital is some nasty stuff to me at least it just feels like I am being poisoned or something and I am not allergic to the stuff neither, much rather detox comfortably with Klonopin, no need for anything else, very effective long acting potent benzodiazepine.... But I have been going through delerium tremons off and on for 20 years, and have literally had ONLY 2 doctors detox with clonazepam, very underutilized benzo...
I went to the hospital after a month long bender of hitting it hard, half gallon of vodka everyday, my alcohol level was. 38 in the ER but I was fully functional, well I ended up getting arrested in the ER cuz I had a warrant out, I spent 2 days in the cardiac unit detoxing, and finally they released me and brought me to the jail, they put me in the medical unit, I was fine for a day, the second night though I started having audio hallucinations which eventually turned into full blown visual and audio hallucinations for 2 days straight, I thought the CO's were conspiring to kill me, I was in a cell with a clear plastic wall so they could monitor me, I tried strangling myself with my jumpsuit and tried drowning my self in the toilet, I was beyond frightend that I was going to die. I thought I was in a video game at one point, thought my cell was a van, thought I got out of jail and was on the run. I thought I was dead and I was a spirit at one point and I clearly remember yelling to the CO's is this how you feel when you die. They sprayed me and 3 point locked me to my bed, they also put me in the tie down chair at one point naked for a few hours. I finally came to like 60-70 hours later and woke up on the floor of my cell and I had no idea where I was or what had happened. The medical staff told me I was in one of the more serious cases of hallucinations they had ever seen and they were about to bring me back to the ER at a few points. Whats crazy is I remember every single hallucination I was having down to minute details. It was fucking weird, im glad I made it thru that alive. I still drink but never to that level ever ever again. Shit was next level scary, ive never been so terrorfied in my life that somebody was trying to kill me so I might as well do it myself. Crazy. I still think it was due to the medications they were giving me, cuz they would come around every 6 hours or so with a handful of pills that I had no idea what they were and they seemed to send me into this hypnotic state. Idk. Crazy.
Thats sounds horrific. Isnt it risky for you to even have a small amount of alcohol as therr is risk of relapse into the same level of heavy drinking?
.38 ? Pshhh try a .52
AND YOU STILL DRINK!!?? ARE YOU CRAZY?? oh-nvm Hope i never run into you IRL
My brother is in a care facility from long term drinking withdrawal and he had a stroke. Six weeks later he is still experiencing these same symptoms explained here. My brother is 70. The doctor can’t get out of his own way to help my brother. His ego is larger than a freight train. My brother is detoxing cold turkey. He is in and out of the present moment to a different time and place in the same sentence and conversation. This change happens smoothly and quite often.
I am wore out and need a short break. So, I am taking two days to refresh. These videos on here are enlightening and frightening. This stuff is real in the mind of a person going through it. It is very hard to sit back and watch with nothing I can really do to help, but wait it out. Be aware that your person will try every trick in he book to get YOU to bring them a drink. Or, try to find a way to get one. Locking them in a cel with bread and water, with a bucket and toilet paper seems cruel. But, if I could........my own younger brother......if that would help, I would in a New York minute.
They are like a fox guarding the hen house.today is June 28, 2021.....Monday
So sorry u going through all that may God give u the wisdom n knowledge to teach u how to help ur brother I'll be praying for u n ur family
Any update on your brothers condition?
Etan, my brother had a debilitating stroke. His left side is gone. What this young lady is saying here is exactly what happened to my brother. All I can do is be his brother. His doctor never gave him any medication to help. My hands were tied by him not having me as his durable power of attorney for his health care. I could have demanded his doctor to do something or have him moved to a better facility.
Drinking will kill you slowly.
Hows your brother now.. (you can do better for your bro than anyone else..)
Thanks for all the encouragement everybody. My brother is fading slowly. He seems to be grasping for anything mentally. It’s hard to describe. Listening to his plea for help, is pulling at my soul. My other two brothers do not know, what they don’t know. Neither do I in some respects. But I am IN THIS FIGHT for my brother to the end. Imagine slowly falling down a mine shaft straight down. You never reach terminal velocity, because when you do, the feeling of falling will end, but you know you are still moving down. As the light begins to get dimmer, sound becomes muffled. The walls are smooth. There is nothing to grab onto to stop. You just keep falling, forever faster until there is no light and no sound. Nothing makes sense. Fear of the unknown can be overwhelming. All you want to do is scream, but you can’t even hear your own.
Then it’s peaceful. Our body dies, but our spirit exists into nothingness. It is that existence that is our heaven or our hell. Ours will not be the same. We will never see those that went before us, nor will we see those that came after us. The only thing we own once we were created, is the time we were given and the memories we have by the choices we made while we were in this life. Those memories will be your heaven, or your eternal hell wishing you made better choices.
Sometimes I need a break from battle. A little R & R, if you will. Then I go head first back in. This is closer than battlefield combat. It’s my younger brother being destroyed by his two other brothers. He must feel ganged up on, as do I. It’s all over a little money. Not millions, but a few hundred thousand. I did very well in my career. I was fortunate. I may live like a pauper, but I am comfortable with what I have, and I can buy this two assholes ten times over then turn around and do it again ten more times. But I keep quiet about my nest egg. I like watching those two ACT like Warren Buffett.
If I don’t own something, it’s not mine. I have nothing to loose when my brother passes on the the next adventure. With reminds me......My life’s greatest adventure, is living THIS life. I will try harder in the next one if I get a chance.
You all live well and prosper......🖖....Spock out.
I’m 8 days sober from alcohol the first 3 days were the worst I was hearing things sweating my heart was racing and all I could do was sleep I was so lazy when I was drinking that’s all I wanted to do even if I knew I needed to do other things too and now I have so much energy I cook cleaned and got things done and I’m so proud that I was able to let it go..
I'm detoxing. After years of alcohol abuse. I see bugs and am shaking and having anxiety. Am I gonna die I'm so scared. I'm just laying on my be floor. I have no one. I don't wanna die please
Br
You’re not alone, after 2-3 years of binge drinking almost everyday I decided to stop two days ago and it’s one of the most horrifying experiences I’ve been through but it does get better, didn’t sleep at all and my mind was all over the place. Just know you’re not alone !
I'm just so fucking scared. This is so bad. The shaking is killing me and the anxiety
Remember it’ll eventually stop and you’ll be fine. Detoxes can give you a lot of fear. Sorry you’re going through it, my symptoms lasted five days and another five to feel well enough to go out. Phone someone you trust for some comfort. Stay strong.
king Kire mind really be in a strange place and anxiety alll man
A persons drinking history i would think would be imperative for proper diagnosis if at all possible. Big difference of a 24 yrs old freaking out after 3 years of drinking than a person drinking 20 plus years. The detoxing is night and day. But if we scare the kiddos thats ok too except you guys get to deal with them
My ukrainian girlfriend of 10 yrs....drank so much she had so many episodes...paranoia, depression, anger and irrational thinking.....it destroyed us it destroyed me....i almost died providing for her habit when i fell from a tree....
She could care less she moved onto the next victim.....she will die before its over
She hasn’t moved onto the next victim since she IS the victim here, victim of alcohol, you idiot.
I'm going through the tactile hallucinations now and it's hell.
Think the worst time was when I hallucinated. Started as auditory and progressed to visual. At first I could hear chanting, and really demonic music. Then after an hour or so of that, I had opened my eyes to try to ignore the sounds, and a demonic face on fire flee across my huge mirror I had. Screamed so loud, and raced so fast to my grannys room. She stayed up with me in the kitchen, as I kept hearing things go "psst psst psst" in my ear, or shadows grabbing at my legs
Were you drunk or were you in the process of withdrawal?
@Hartley Hare holy shit it was making me scared till I seen this comment lol🤣😂🤣
i use to see shadows on the walls just out of the corner of my eys but definitly there, i once had whilst in a pool of sweat a man claming to be god and that i would feel better if i killed myself, tbh the hallucinations dont bother me as much as the nausea and the sweating profussily.
@@LuceroCervantes withdrawal is the cause of the horrible hallucinations
Meridian behavioral health in Gainesville Florida needs to see this video. They give you a couple volume and then tell you that you're okay then my friend had a seizure and had to be resuscitated at the hospital because the ghetto ass nurse staff ignored his vital signs
I had binges of spirits but I live in florida an work outside so I chilled till the next weekend. Holidays n breaks I'd spirit up till black out. Routine for like 3 years. Took some breaks for a few days here n there. But I had the last month off n drank 7.1 litre of whiskey everyday , wake.up again. So a few days ago I said I'm done cause I stopped taking care of myself and my house. So I said fuck it I'm done. Next say I had a tall boy next day another tall boy. Then next day didnt have none still ate like a mf and drink w.e ect. Night time fucked me up lol I just kept rolling. No sweating tho. 2nd day just felt out of it wouldnt pay attention to anything but what I was doing ate like a mf couldnt sleep heard singing ppl cryng fucking sucked. 3rd night slept with my fucking light on lol alot better but still uncomfortable, I would go outside to smoke n this nice old lady that lives by herself across the street .
How you doing now buddy ?
@@AB-bc3vi hey! I just hit 6 months no alcohol this past Tuesday. Honestly have never gone this long. Iv seen huge differences in my life since. I been going strong 💪.
@@deleriumslayer4931 great to hear buddy. Keep going and stay strong ! It fills my heart with joy that another soul has been saved from alcohol.
When you go to the ER dehydrated and shaking, the moment they give you that 2mg of Ativan in your IV is the absolute biggest relief. HAH...! Still the following 3 - 7 days is hell.
Everything I’ve heard says that chronic users can start withdrawal symptoms 6 or more hours after the last drink. But when I’ve been drinking 24/7, I begin feeling early withdrawal symptoms as early as 3 hours after my last swig. 4 hours tops. I’ll still feel intoxicated but need more to stop the tachycardia, panic, and sweats. It sucks
The most high,Lord Jesus delivered me from this disease.I was an Alcoholic since I was a teen up untill this yr (I'm 35)on and off)I still have some withdrawal but it's not as intense as it used to be and I'm healed!!!!😄No more cravings no more urges to drink.So when you're sick of battling with Alcohol call out to Jesus (You must repent your sins and accept Jesus into your heart first and believe first.Most of all have faith in all areas of your life through the Lord Jesus Christ 😄Thank you Lord Jesus 💖He can heal you aswell.Amen🙏🏽
@@zechariyahgodschild7258 he saved me once too. Kept me sober seven years. Guess what? Didn’t stick
I've had full on conversations thinking I'm drinking with someone even though Im home alone with the place locked from the inside. Snapped out of it to see that I'm sitting on the floor talking to a clown mask tacked to the wall in front of me. He's now my sleep paralysis demon when I try to sleep hungover smh.
The first two nights were audio hallucination he'll, they were more mild last night I'm 5 days in but what I'm understanding is I can still develop dts because I'm lacking the other symptoms??
Withdrawals are hell for me ..seizures, hallucinations ,tremors ,nightmares😩
This reminds me of my trip and my friends but just the hilarious stuff, not so much the scary stuff. My friend went to hospital but I went back in time and was a Spanish Conquistador fighting the Aztecs or Incans or Mayans! I was 17 and during the days of dial-up internet. I would definitely not recommend it but it's definitely unforgettable.😂
I loved this, great information, accurate and quick to watch. This is the 1st one I'm seeing. Just bought the Chest Xray series and excited to watch it next!
10mg of Valium q 10minutes sorry doc not happening
😁
Last time I was in the ER for DTs my doctor gave me 80mg of valium and 3mg of ativan over a 3 hour period. My blood pressure was so high that they thought I would have a stroke. Also blood thinners via shots in the stomach. I'm so happy that's over with.
it takes aprox half an hour for each pill to work, So every ten mins must be wrong ? Although I Would Say Thanks Doc' till I Fell asleep' or Overdosed.
Mam what should I do whenever I take Alcohol I sleep well and I dont take Alcohol nightmare appear in my dreams ...
@Hot Rockin' so what should I do ..
I have nightmares to
I used to tell my brother to sleep on the position when he gets nightmares. Itll work with both of us
*sleep on the OPPOSITE position
My dad had alcoholic hallucinations.... We took him to hospital...during covid.... The doctors checked him and tested positive for covid again.. The doctors applied oxygen through his nose... Gave him pressure 💊 took a d5 n he sleep away forever yesterday 😥😢 July 29 on his birthday 😭😭😭😪
Oh son I'm so sorry 🙏 😢
God bless your father and your entire family bro, prayers are with you ❤
I am honestly scared reading the comments and dont know if trying to stop is a good idea
Get on Valium don’t cold turkey, if you need some help.. let me know.
@@2needey1 my dad has been drinking most his life. I want to help him stop but he doesn't seem to care anymore.
How about the hallucinations 🙆fuck.. I was afraid of closing my eyes.. Felt like i was entering other dimensions 😭😂
Oh yeah, benzos...Trying coming off them as well. Can bring on horrible withdrawals
Have you ever been through it? I don't think you really get it.
I have been through it Kathryn and was on Librium for 10-14 days with 3 NDE's (one incident I woke up about 23000' over The Pennines England out of my body). It was only when my heart packed up with about 14 wires coming out of my body I finally realised I had made alcohol my best friend and there is nothing worse when a young condescending pretty nurse says she knows how you feel ! They haven't a clue.
@@Biggles2498 and now you’re a Farage lover. What a shame.
@@cricketbengelly2307 Yes and I am a Lifetime Member of "Britain First" as I see the truth ALWAYS !
@@Biggles2498 So you’re a racist alcoholic. What a catch 😂
All a write off for them anyway, but not you. Keep a close circle of family and fellow addicts, don't worry about anyone else
I have Valium! I'm gonna do this! We got this, ya'll! Stay strong and God Bless!
Valium certainly helps
Going through withdrawals right now I wouldn’t wish this on anyone. I quit my job and I’m starting to 2nd guess if I made the right decision even though I have another job lined up. I used to have dreams that were so real about me showing up to work intoxicated and it caused so much anxiety because I wasn’t sure if I really went in or not. Now a days the relapses are so incredibly painful I’m hoping I don’t relapse again I don’t want to lose my family.
It's tough man! I'm an alcoholic. 22 years. These past 2 years I was up to 4 pints a day. Withdrawals almost killed me. 8 months clean and sober. You got this!!!!! Hardest but most rewarding decision I have ever made. 1 month into my sobriety my best friend passed away due to alcohol. Shit it not easy. You got this dude!
@@blove3414 thank you. Almost 1 month and feel great. Alcohol does absolutely nothing for anyone
@@blove341464 ounces of liquor per day?
OK OK IM NOT THERE NYET!
Excellent information! I'm going to add this to my list for my nursing students to watch!! Thank you!!
Ahhh fml this is the 5th time I’m going through this... I have been in the er 3 times for it. Rn they have me on a diazepam taper but I’ve also been on clonazepam for the last 2 years.... Sooo probably gonna have a fun withdrawal getting off those too >.>...
The most high,Lord Jesus delivered me from this disease.I was an Alcoholic since I was a teen up untill this yr (I'm 35)on and off)I still have some withdrawal but it's not as intense as it used to be and I'm healed!!!!😄No more cravings no more urges to drink.So when you're sick of battling with Alcohol call out to Jesus (You must repent your sins and accept Jesus into your heart first and believe first.Most of all have faith in all areas of your life through the Lord Jesus Christ 😄Thank you Lord Jesus 💖He can heal you aswell.Amen🙏🏽
i've drank for 6 years, probably only had a whole week straight in those 6 years without a drink. if i have the money ill drink every day if i don't i can go days without it, i never get tremors or any other symptoms ? im not sure why.
i have how ever had a constant stomach ache and loose stools for 2 years now. im cutting down and giving it up my impulses from my mental health don't help sometimes i just magically walk out of a shop and theres beer in my bag
About 20% of people get Delirium Tremens. I hope you find the help you need. It starts with you, seek help.
Who sponsors your drinking?
@@dimakauffman i dont drink since this comment, and my buisness did
That's a Spirit you need to be delivered from that's why you can't remember.The most high,Lord Jesus delivered me from this disease.I was an Alcoholic since I was a teen up untill this yr (I'm 35)on and off)I still have some withdrawal but it's not as intense as it used to be and I'm healed!!!!😄No more cravings no more urges to drink.So when you're sick of battling with Alcohol call out to Jesus (You must repent your sins and accept Jesus into your heart first and believe first.Most of all have faith in all areas of your life through the Lord Jesus Christ 😄Thank you Lord Jesus 💖He can heal you aswell.Amen🙏🏽
@@zechariyahgodschild7258 I'm not religious, but I appreciate your input, thank you brother.
I drank a 12 pack and than went back and got 2 25 oz beers...I really feel like I'm getting the psychosis
I have been in and out of recovery for years. Caregivers NEED to define DTs. It's a misnomer and is so dangerous. I had to RUclips what DTs really meant. I experienced it a couple days ago, and just terrifying. I'm going back to detox tomorrow. I'm so sorry for anyone who is struggling. It does get better! I've been there, and I'm getting it back.
I’ve seen patients in withdrawal with BAC of 1-2. I’ve seen them go through hell. I went through my own benzo withdrawal and it’s very, very similar. Both of these withdrawals are deadly, unlike opioids/opiates.
That's cute. Seeing animals in the room, ha.😂
I don't know what im seeing but ive got to quit drinking
26 hrs since my last drink, Right now I have agitation a sense of impending doom shakes and diarrhea. Also a headache, and sweats. I'm not sure I'm going to be able to do this
Remember the garden of eden. Only drink the blue stuff (water.) Don't eat the stuff that is liquid death