this movie was BEAUTIFUL | A Silent Voice Movie Reaction - first time watching!
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- Опубликовано: 3 окт 2024
- here is my reaction to my first time watching a silent voice, now one of my favorite anime movies ever!
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ok...this has become one of my favorite anime movies, if not my favorite anime movie. i would protect nishimiya and ishida with my life.
aside from the extremely sad depiction of bullying and the beautiful animation, i thought it did a great job at showing what social anxiety and depression is like. it felt almost cathartic to watch this movie and see the characters, especially ishida, come to self-acceptance at the end - i really feel for him and can relate to those feelings of anxiety taking over throughout the movie.
i've gotten so many comments from people saying how this movie is pure sadness, and that it is soul-crushing. while i agree there are sad moments (the bullying, suicide attempt, etc.) i honestly felt that after finishing this movie, it was more uplifting than anything. the ending filled me with hope - that things will be okay no matter what hardships come at me. there is a light at the end of the tunnel. and i'm so happy it ended that way. thank you for suggesting this to me, everyone!
(also i am sorry (but not really) for the amount of times i say "REALLY?????" in this reaction LMAO that bullying made me furious than anything 😭)
First..... waiting so long for this movie
OMG yay i have been hoping that you would react to this!!!
So glad you reacted to this movie
If you do react to another anime movie please let it be
Josee the tiger and the fish
@@cameronbarnes4216 Yeah. Josee would be perfect
Josse, the tiger and the fish pleaseeeee
Kawai (the blonde girl) was a passive bully. She'd do things like the singing part, where she started to breath and open her mouth, (which she knew Shoko was watching her) to make Shoko think she was singing, thus getting her in trouble and laughed at. She's also completely only concerned about herself and how she "comes off" to everyone else. With Ueno she at least has the guts to admit that she's terrible. Kawai pretends to be the innocent perfect flower until the end.
Yes absolutely, she's such a hypocrite
The attitude, not as kawaii as her name
She's a hypocrite
facts
wise man thoughts on ueno wanting to be w ishida so bad and be "happy" that she is capable to destroy every person who try to stop that to happen, just like she kinda did w shouko
One of the most frustratingly realistic parts of the bullying scenes is that there's a lot of subtext there that Shoya already liked Shoko back then but was basically lashing out because he was immature and the peer pressure.
You even see him looking at his hands and thinking about when the sign language teacher comes in until Ueno starts complaining.
It's true, I never actually hate Ishida. In a way he was just trying to stand for everyone.
He might’ve been interested in Shoko as an idea, but I think he cared more about his other friends because he kept trying to please them instead of just letting it go. It’s not like it matters tho. He was too young to know what he was really doing anyway.
@@beyondviolet oh for sure, but for example when he starts raising his hand before the teacher is like "stand up, i know it was you!" he obviously felt bad once he was able to place an actual consequence to his actions. unfortunately for kids its easy for them to think "oh well everyone else is laughing and nobody said it was wrong so this must be fine to do"
To answer the question, yes Kawai was part of it even if a little bit besides not doing anything at 3:26 if you pay attention Kawai actually pretends to start singing to mess with Shoko and you see Shoko look at her. She acts the hero by saying follow me and then plays the Victim to get sympathy
Because of her playing victim some people have described her worse then Ueno
Kawai's victim BS is more shown in the Manga but it's still present in the movie.
Aka when she starts crying when Ishida called her out
Yeah, a lot of people(myself included) miss that bit about her pretending to sing early, the first time they watch this.
I watched some reactions to this movie and it seems like people hardly notice it. All 4 (Ishida, Ueno, Kawai and Shimada) were accomplices in some way.
She's worse than Ueno because Ueno was transparent about her reasons and never tried to pretend. Kawai was a hypocrite and she failed to see Ishida's change and maturity
Her attitude is not as kawaii as her name, damn
Nobody can be worse than ueno 😭
What I love so much about the story, is how realistic it involves in the word CHANGE, some people change for the better, some change for the worst, some don't ever change and some has you wondering did they change or not? an example is naoka's character we can't really say she's changed or not, just like in real life
Naoka definitely was starting to show a softer side to her personality, in the manga it's more clear, she doesn't like her mean side and does want to change, but change doesn't happen overnight.
bad or not,atleast she was real,unlike that blondie,she personally makes me sick,i still just can't acccept her,i always get that eerie feeling from people like her,faking their real self for the so called self proclamation
She has started to change, judging by her interaction with Nishimiya at the end. The person who we don't know has changed is Kawai. Kawai is much worse than Naoka believe it or not.
@@OutOfPocket-h9e factssss
it's more realistic about how asian teachers doesnt give a shit about bullying(or violence)
This movie is not about love, it's about how to learn to love yourself. It made me cry a lot because of how realistic it is.
So it is about love
@@RedK5 Self-love is not the same as love. It's about not seeing yourself as unworthy to live. It's different than love, which usually refers to romance, which is fine and all, but this goes much deeper. It's a story of how to stop rejecting your own soul, yourself.
It's about accepting yourself for who you are, regardless of many, many of your faults about yourself that deep down you know all too well, and to be able to live guilt-free regardless and keep going strong, it's immensely powerful message and it's only fair to emphasize it as such and to separate it as opposed to just 'love' which may potentially even go into the box of 'cheesy teen romance' or what not. This movie is much more and deserves not to accidentally be dismissed as so.
Tl;dr so, no, it's not about love, it's about self-acceptance.
@@12NiBer12 self love is still love. My love of pizza is still love. Love isn’t always romantic
@@RedK5 Yeah I didn't expect a different answer than the one where you stick fingers in ears and go 'lalala' self love is love.
@@12NiBer12 let me go make out with my pizza
my little sister’s teacher made her watch this in 6th grade after there was an incident at the school were a kid committed suicide from bullying. She said that even though she never participated in any bullying, this changed her outlook on life and others and her class bully changed for the better too because she became friends with the boy she picked on everyday. This movie is very powerful and I honestly think every school should consider showing this film
It's really cool that this movie moved someone that young and actually made some impact. Me in 6th grade may be too dumb and insensitive to really understand this movie haha.
Thanks for sharing.
I'm gladdened to hear a teacher used this movie to educate her students. It should be required viewing in every school, and not just after a tragic incident.
Kawaii,one of the greatest gaslighters of all time in anime.
Exactly, she is one of those people who never accepts their fault, like they did no wrong at all.
NO ONE caught that she actually tricked Shoko to use her untrained voice, and got her to trust her as the first part of the bullying. Me neither on the first watch, its crazy.
Alana: I'm glad nobody died
Grandma: Do i mean nothing to you?
😂😂😂
I'm impressed you stayed fairly composed. I cried again just watching it here. The main moment for me is Nishimiya's apology to Ishida's mother at the hospital. The painful thing is that Nishimiya already believed she was the one ruining everything socially, but the feeling would presumably grow 100 times stronger realising she couldn't even end her own life without almost causing Ishida to lose his (reinforcing the belief that SHE'S the troublemaker). The deep remorse she shows when apologising hits so hard - you wanna just hug her and let her know none of it was her fault. And yeah, the bullying does make the blood boil. I think it highlights the long-lasting affects that bullying and ostracization can have on people, and the role of forgiveness.
To me, it seems that the more one experienced bullying as a kid or feels the guilt of having been a bully, the harder this movie hits. This was one of only two movies to ever make me openly weep (most sad movies/scenes barely affect me), largely because I strongly identified with Ishida's shutting off from others and Nishimiya's habit of blaming herself for everything and hating herself, which happened to me in middle school due to bullying. My mom barely had a reaction because she never went through that kind of stuff and wondered why it's my favorite movie. Everyone has different emotional triggers.
@@EitherProductions Absolutely. I imagine that a person who has any kind of connection to bullying would be unlikely to watch this movie without having some sort of reaction. For myself, I was fortunate in that I made friends quite easily growing up, and I was never really subject to any bullying. I still cry at sad media with little resistance though. I guess raw empathy takes over, and I don't have any unhealthy reservations about crying as a dude or anything like that.
that clannad pfp
the sign that youve been through some shit!
lord that anime, post anime depression is a guarrantee
When Nishimiya is cleaining Ishidas desk and they have that fight where she struggles to fight back, her apologizing to Ueno on the ferris wheel, apologizing to Ishidas mom at her feet, and like 5 other times. I probably cried about a dozen times. I cry anytime I think about the movie, I cried watching this again with Alana. This movie is incredible.
That part gets me EVERY TIME ISTG AND I ACTUALLY CRY CRY
Imagine giving oscar to "Boss Baby" instead of this movie...
Oscars are a joke and they don't respect anime
Hollywood as a whole is a joke.
@@fanto860 oscars dont respect themselves bro. who even cares about that nowadays
Imagine giving it to Boss Baby over literally anything.
oscars are shit to the point nobody cares about it anymore
Fun fact, but the sign Nishimiya uses when leaving the fireworks was the sign for "Goodbye" instead of "See you later".
If you read the manga, it continues on for a while past the movie, and you realize that the lazy, apathetic teacher was the villain of the whole story
Yeah! I don't believe in bad characters, but he was written to be just a little sh*tty as*hole. He laughed at Shinomiya having troubles reading while covering his face with his hand.
Edit: I meant nishimiya, I'll leave the error there because I like to laugh at myself.
Ayo fuck that teacher, second least favorite character behind Nishimiya’s dad
@@Yairnardelli Well guess they decided to take another direction in the movie and make him a normal teacher
@@Yairnardelli He saw Shoko as an inconvenience he didn't want to deal with, and didn't spare any effort whatsoever to help her fit in. His attitude rubbed off on all the kids, including Shoko herself. When the bullying got severe enough that the principal had to step in, he used Ishida as a convenient scapegoat so that he wouldn't get in trouble for doing literally nothing to stop it
@@Keladinus Yeah, he didn't help Shoko at all with her already self-blaming attitude after her father left them because "The mother pretended she wasn't deaf".
That guy sucked
If we're talking about trash tier friends, Kawai is at the bottom, below Ueno. That's because Ueno is fully aware of everything, but also decides to change, even though her stubborn and passionate personality makes it difficult.
Ueno is a awkward girl who is both passionate and stubborn. You can see that there are signs that she likes Ishida, and will go along with anything he does; when he was nice to Shoko, so was she, as he started to bully her, so did she.
RE: The Day at the Park - She was hoping to reconcile Ishida with Shimada, because she felt responsible for being the first person the trash teacher picked to reveal Ishida's bullying, and how that opened the floodgate for everyone to scapegoat and destroy Ishida. Shimada also feels a lot of shame and doesn't feel worthy of any reconciliation; out of consideration for Ishida (and himself, of course) he doesn't dare approach Ishida, even though it's obvious Ueno is still in touch with him and has talked to him about reconciling with Ishida. Ueno projects her own self-hate onto Shoko, because she was the catalyst of Ishida's eventual ostracization and bullying.
Kawai, on the other hand, was always a by-stander, had never told people to stop the bullying and is always the "good person" every Japanese person thinks of themselves. Keep out of trouble, stay out of people's business, but abscond all responsibility. Kawaii is the only character that DOESN'T evolve and change. She is the scathing commentary on Japanese culture and its tolerance for many dysfunctional things, such as women's rights, and bullying. using tears to deflect criticism, causing trouble by revealing Ishida's past to his new friends. To absolve her guilt, she thinks of buying her way out with the cranes. It ios the easy way out, as opposed to Ueno, who even begins to learn sign language.
The whole movie is all about how bullying is a communal crime and how everyone can be victims of it, even as the bully, or bystander.
When I first watched A Silent Voice I was confused as to wether Kawai was a good or bad person but she always annoyed me. I could tell she was trying to be overly cutesy/innocent but I didn’t think it was that deep, I thought it was just an anime trope. Good to know, thanks
I feel like the books did a better job with Ueno's character
日本人です。すごく的を得たコメントです。
To me, she’s not worst than naoka but practically as bad naoka but in a different way. Naoka shows her toxic personality which makes people see that she’s a terrible person and does not want to get along with her. On the other hand, Kawaii does a good job hiding her flaws from people that makes her look innocent but the good thing is kawaii also seems to comfort people that she sees get hurt which makes them feel better. Basically they both are pretty much have annoying and unlikable traits but i wouldn’t say kawaii is worse than naoko tho.😅
27:11 just to clarify what those figures mean, they have a symbolical meaning. Shoko wanted to give the Man she loves a present, and what do you gift Your Loved ones normally ? Right, flowers, but she was too shy to give them to him, so she Took those figures instead, which should represent real flowers, and i think that is adorable as hell
For those who didn't catch why he thought she said moon. In Japanese, the word for like/love is "suki" and the word for moon is "tsuki". They sound similar so that's why he thought she said moon. At that point he probably didn't expect her to actually like him after he was so mean to her.
😅小説家の［夏目 漱石］さん
@@usmc6550 そうです。でも、ほとんどの英語話者は［夏目漱石］のことを知りません。
@@steeltalon2356
😢でも、御免なさい あの表現は 理解出来ないです
As heartbreaking the bridge scene was, all Ishida said was true. He was right about everyone and I think it's nice that he finally stopped owning everyone's shit.
As harsh as that moment was, putting everyone down and temporarily destroying all the relationships in the "friend group", that moment was the catalyst of everyone's evolution. That scene planted the seed of guilt in everyone(except Kawaii, I despise her with passion), and eventualy, quicker or slower, depending on the person, they started realising the gravity of their behaviour and started to change.
when I finished this movie I cried a lot (also while watching) and then I saw someone commented on this movie on some site that "It's not a movie about forgiveness it's about self acceptance" and I completely felt what he meant
P.s.: still not over the fact that this didn't won the Oscar that year baby boss (or Shaun the sheep) movie did I mean dude... A silent voice is god tier
That's because oscars are a joke, fortunately people realise it nowdays. They never respected japanese art
oscar is a sham until they make parasite win best picture.
Boss Baby won Oscar for best animated picture over this Gem. Shape of Voice was not even nominated.
Proving Awards don't mean anything.
I still cry every time I watch it, I really relate to this movie. I'd take Ueno any day rather than Kawai. Ueno is real. She likes Ishida and she felt bad for turning against him when things went south during their elementary days, this can be seen in the Ferris wheel scene although she tried to put the blame on Nishimiya. She was also trying to help Nishimiya at first but she turned on her too because it was kind of getting hard for her. She was getting protective over Ishida especially on the bridge. She wants him to reconcile with his old friends and she also is jealous of Nishimiya. Later on, she acknowledges her mistakes. she stayed true to herself and she was willing to learn sign language. Unlike Kawai who did bully Nishimiya and acts like the victim every time a problem comes. She laughed at Nishimiya, she tricked her into sining early then act all good by trying to "correct" her when she was the reason Nishimiya sang early in the first place. Kawai didn't even apologize for what she did, instead she acts like she did nothing. Man I hate people like her. Ueno I can deal with but Kawai is just a different type of bs. The classroom scene where she singled out Ishida really ticked me off like she didn't bully Nishimiya too.
Yeah, that's kinda it. Kawai worse than Ueno but Ueno still sucks.
@@flipmonke yeah she’s real tho unlike Kawai
I’ve said this before on other A Silent Voice videos, but Shoya is almost a reflection of what I did and had to deal with in my childhood. This movie helped me realize that I can move forward and that the friends I do have truly do care about me. I was at my lowest when watching it, but it helped me know that I wasn’t alone and that I can forgive myself. This is by far my favorite movie of all time just because it’s the only movie that truly changed my life completely. Everytime I see that ending I just lose it and bawl my eyes out. If any of you believe that you aren’t deserving of love, please know that you are loved by someone and that you can change or have changed for the better. It may seem like there’s no light at the end of the tunnel, but you’re just turned around from it. You can find your way, just have faith in yourself to keep one foot in front of the other.
I was also a victim of bullying during my school and teenage years.. It was a very tough years of my life that almost affect my personality and my mental health that still haunts me up to this day.. that's why I have a social anxiety and a very low self-esteem. everytime my co-workers invited me to a party or any social gathering, I always reject them cause I always think that they would make fun of me.. So I can relate to this movie that's really about bullying and the effects of it to the victim.. When I watch it, it burst me out of tears cause the effects of bullying still haunting me.. even I'm 30yrs of age, my past still haunts me. I even attempt to end my own life because of suffering but it ended nothing..
I hope youre doing well. I dont know if youre a religious person, but the Church has been the only place where i feel accepted and safe. It is everything to me, as well as my faith. I hope you can find something similar as well.
@@AthanaSus Which church?? Because y'know, there's ones where they say if you're gay and trans you're gonna burn, or the priests m0lest children and instead of y'know, kicking them out or ARRESTING THEM, they just send them to new churches to harm more children. Let's not forget the priest who said "it's okay to m0lest little boys, just not girls". You gotta at LEAST warn people of these horrid things before you recommend it as a "safe space". Church can be literally one of the most dangerous places for some people, and kids obviously.
Same happen to me in my high school life,and yes just like what you sayin,that bullying efect still haunting me till today
i wanna bully you..
with love and support!!!
I was bullied too, at the end of elementary school, but I finally realized that either I would face such situations, or I would be an eternal coward, even thinking about suicide. At the end of my last school year one of the boys who was harassing me came to make fun of me, I retorted making him feel ashamed, his own peers laughed at him, he came up and we got into the fight. There the bullying ended, because in any similar situation, losing or winning the fight, I would do the same, and the boys saw it in my eyes. Some even tried to be my friends after the occasion. If you don't confront your fears, there will be no rest. I hope you get over yours.
"we got to see a firework scene"
yeah...
It feels hard to summarize all my feelings about this movie, but it's just such a wonderful portrayal of bullying, and how people can grow up to become kinder and more accepting with time.
The moment you realize this is not a story about a guy falling in love with a girl, but about a guy learning to love himself again changes your whole perspective. An extremely emotional journey that one man takes simply to arrive at an apology is beautiful
This movie and the manga is an absolutely beautiful humanizing and deeply relatable story that was spun. One of the best empathy jumps starts I have personally seen, this film made me fall in love with anime all over again.
People do get better. This movie hits due to my history with being on the receiving end of torment from bullies from 6th grade to high school from kids and teachers. It takes a long time to forgive. It's important to reach it for people to heal. But along the way, as many of the participants got older, they matured and tried to atone. One even telling me they had a substance abuse problem, and they took their anger in the world out on me. I forgave him the moment he asked for it. This is just an amazing reminder that as long as we draw breath, we can be better for ourselves, and those around us.
Doesn't matter how many times I watch this, or watch people react to it, it gets me every time. Such a beautiful movie. Thank you for sharing it with us.
Saw this for the first time 2 nights ago. This movie broke me. As someone thats been bullied heavily in Middle School and now at 27 still getting over a lot of that, this film was incredible at depicting depression, anxiety and actually showing what that can do to a person. This movie is absolutely among my top 3 animated films. Might even bein in my top 5 movies of all time. Such a heartbreaking, sad and triumphant story. The ending never fails to send chills down my spine. The boi actually did it.
There’s no way to watch this film without crying. I lost count how many times I’ve watched this and still get teary eyed watching the end!🥺
The X on the faces is something that hits close to me, when you are hated/bullied/betrayed by so many you dont put effort into remembering faces and this applies to people you never met because you think they will just hurt you too, your memory becomes a blur as to what they looked like. You really only remember the faces of people who you enjoyed being with or people who were kind, anyone else repels you because you assume the worst and your fear takes over. Great visual representation of that feeling in this movie.
I have watched this movie so many times that i don't have to read the subtitles anymore. But everytime i watch it, i cry and fall in love with it more and more.
I gotta be honest. I never hated Ishida the entire movie, even in the beginning. As someone who most would likely consider an asshole, I see things from a perspective I think many people wouldn't. It didn't seem like he originally going to be mean to her, and only started bullying once the class started turning on her. Plus, once I saw the first time he bullied her, I instantly understood why he was going to jump off the bridge. I just don't have it in me to hate someone who I know is so destroyed by guilt over their actions that they resort to that. Peer pressure ruined his life, and got thrown to the wolves by his so called friends who were doing the same. There is no room in my heart for hatred towards such a person. Pity perhaps, but not hatred.
I think Ueno is one of the most interesting characters in the movie. She is a perfect contra mirror to Kawai, and most people don't like her on their first watch. But the more you rewatch the movie, you realice that she never lies. She is absolutely, brutaly, honest. That's for example why she doesn't judge Shoja alone for the past, and instead says they are all equaly to blame. She was also the first one to try "open up" to Shoko by helping her out with notes in class, which in return lead to her own grades suffering, which is probably why she judges Shoko so hard for never trying to open up herselfe (sticking to the note book instead of trying to practice talking, hidding behind smiles and "I'm sorrys" instead of showing how she really feels, etc.) Uenos brutal honesty is what makes her the exact oposite of Kawai, who is all about lies and trying to seem inosent. Kawai even lies to herselfe by claiming she was completely inosent back than, completely denying that she laughed along, watched and covered for the others. The oposite of Ueno, who does put a lot of blame on Shoko for beeing the catalist/starting point, but also realices that she herselfe is to blame as well for everything ending up the way it did. Kawai deflects blame and acountability, while Ueno accepts it and thinks they are all to blame.
I think someone could probably write an entire character study about Kawai and Ueno beeing oposites! xD
Hell, even their color paletes are basically oposites! Kawai has light hair and eyes, while Ueno has dark hair and eyes!
Thats all true, also regarding the manga. Ueno is the only person who reacts to Shoya like to any other person. She is jealous to her and she shows that. Shoko is her enemy in love and she shows that. She is honest. I am pity for her.
I love the Dub for this movie cuz the voice actor for Shouko is actually a deaf actress and you can tell. it's so much better.
This movie is one of my favorites. I watched it for the first time last year with my little sister. I’m almost done with college, and she was in 8th grade, but bc I was off at college most of the time and she lived with our mother (our parents are divorced) I hadn’t seen her much in a few years. We had been super close before our parents separated, as best of friends as 2 kids 10 years apart in age could be. Watching this with her, and seeing her watch it, and talk about it, and about how she was going through some of the same feelings really destroyed me, and made me feel like a failure of an older brother, but it also helped me reconnect with her in a way I didn’t think was possible anymore. It makes you realize the small moments, like sitting and watching a random anime movie with your sister, are really the big moments. I think this movie not only saved my sister, but it helped save me in ways I never would have expected. Truly a work of art.
My favorite moment is definitely the ending. It's already so difficult letting go of everything that you've made yourself believe in for the longest time but to pair it with everything else that Ishida experienced. This was truly such a heartwarming scene and just the way they did it really. I cried like a baby during that scene! Plus the parallels between Shoko and Shoya is so profound, down to the very minute actions, they have something in common. Great reaction like always, Alana!
This movie hits so hard because it's so relatable and realistic. Hurting others, experiencing shame and regret for it, and learning to live with and forgive your own mistakes is something all people experience as they grow into adulthood. We see bits of ourselves in most or all the characters which really increases the audiences empathy for them.
I now realized that ishida only started bullying once when people started to target Shoko. I think he was interested in her that’s why he was confused and interested by sign language and was shocked when she revealed that she’s deaf. He also realized she was trying to say something but he was weirded out. I feel like he only started bullying her because he knew people made fun of shoko and if he tries be friends with her he would get made fun of so he decided to bully more and more ad everyone would laugh at him. He also realized Shimada left because she was getting made fun of do to being friends with shoko making him even more worry about being nice to her. I think it started with ueno saying that they had another sho he was kinda scared that people would start to make fun of him just cause the association. He was always the scape goat. He would do it in public while the others did it in private. He was the poster boy, the scapegoat in case they found out that’s why they never stopped him cause he was doing what they wanted to do but knew the repercussions. I don’t know how I keep finding new stuff about this movie despite watching it 5 times
it's like an onion. theres a ton of subtle details in the movie that you never realized. Like how yuzuru wears shoyo's shoes throughout the film or what caused yuzuru to be overprotective of her sister (The dream sequences of flashbacks such as shoko bleeding or shoko telling yuzuru she wants to die).
Nagantsuka’s reaction to finding out that she was her little sister was the correct reaction🤣
If you ever get the time, Read the Manga. It Really fleshes out the bullying part, everyone was culpable. And it dives way deeper into Ishida's social anxiety & not knowing how to act because of it.
"Is it ok... to have fun like this?"
It was so sad to see Nishimiya's perspective of how she blamed herself as well as Ishido's perspective of betrayal and guilt. They both felt like living was difficult because they were the root of problems. It's so heartbreaking. And then the ending is so heartwarming.
nice, I want to Eat Pancreas is good too : ), watch it, its not sad at all
Not sad at all...
Not sad at all
God I really can’t watch this without crying, even a reaction video. Especially the scene where Shoko is asking for forgiveness, but also the scenes leading up to the fireworks.
Seeing Ishida laughing too hard at a movie, constantly suggesting plans, always smiling and stuff…it doesn’t explicitly say it, but I’m pretty sure I know that feeling well.
If anyone you know is struggling with mental health, and they suddenly start being really cheerful and upbeat out of nowhere, then keep a close eye on them. It might be a sign that they’re planning to do something. That feeling of resolve, of finally deciding to take action can be intoxicating and powerful. If you see that, do Not let this person out of your sight if you can avoid it. Ask them tough questions, and get them help.
I can't say much but this movie really saved my life.. It's so saddening that the creators of this beautiful piece of craft are no longer with us..
Really enjoyed the reaction :) Imagine watching shows like this that would keep me bawling at the end. Anohana is also a good one that made me cry for hours after
I caught this movie when I was still dealing with some dark depression, but was thankfully on my way out and getting better. It hit me emotionally like a truck and I SCREAMED at the screen when Shoko was going to jump. Thankful for the happy ending and it was very cathartic afterwards. I also agree that the major theme was about forgiveness both for others and probably even more so for yourself. We are all such flawed human beings and we def need each other to get through everything and be happy. Really enjoyed your reactions! Thank you!
I'm so glad you reacted to this! When you watched "Your Name", I was hoping you'd watch this next. I read the manga for Silent Voice, and watched film in Japanese and English. Such a great story of forgiveness and redemption.
Here comes a wall of text (you could call it a thesis lmao). Tread carefully. Its about Ueno and for anyone hating her with a fiery passion.
I understand that many of you may hate Ueno and that is fine but it seems most have forgotten In grade school the first person to reach out to Nishimiya when she arrives was Ueno, this is made abundantly clear where she asks for Nishimiya’s notebook while everyone else was still shocked that she was deaf.
During lessons, Nishimiya would ask what the teacher says because the Teacher never changed the way he taught to account for her disability, so Ueno took it upon herself to explain to Nishimiya what he was saying causing her to miss parts of the lessons as well. As time goes on, the Nishimiya situation is constantly complained about amongst her peers because sacrifices have to be made in order to compensate for her and integrate her into their school life, Ueno attempts to get this through to Nishimiya in her notebook when they are practicing choir (by saying just mouth the words) but they lose the choir competition as a result because it just doesn’t sound as good anymore, and Nishimiya can only apologize.
PLEASE don’t forget these are kids, they lack the maturity and reasoning of someone of our age, so instead of seeing Nishimiya as someone who needs additional help, they see her as a burden that’s costing them everything. The last straw for Ueno was being told that she’d have to learn sign language to better communicate with Nishimiya, where she states it’s easier for her to write to her, and the assistant teacher says “well it’s easier for Nishimiya to do ASL”, not accounting for how Ueno feels and instead, again, accommodating for Nishimiya’s deficiency (and it’s made evident this what the impression the author wanted to give off when they show the reading scene where Ueno is told to stop reading, yet Nishimiya who can’t correctly pronounce the words, is allowed to continue).
AS A KID this stings because nobody is taking to account HOW YOU feel. Ueno explains this feeling to her on the Ferris Wheel and she says she doesn’t want to be friends and can’t bring herself to forgive her, which is understandable because to Ueno, Nishimiya only burdens those she interacts with, which isn’t exactly true (from our omniscient eyes) but isn’t exactly false either (from what she’s seen). Ueno tells her it’s okay to hate her because Ueno hates her too and they can act as if they tolerate each other for the group (for Ishida’s sake obviously, more obvious in the manga) but Nishimiya says “I don’t hate you, I hate myself ” this statement causes Ueno to erupt because she feels she’s not listening to her and she’s not trying to understand her even to this day, all Nishimiya can do is “apologize” ...this moment was Ueno trying to compromise for Ishida in her own way without exactly lying to herself about how she feels about Nishimiya, but Nishimiya, In Ueno’s eyes, rejects this.
We, the Audience, know Nishimiya harbors no ill will against her. Ueno loves Ishida, this has been obvious since they were kids, and it’s still the case when they’ve grown up, she regrets not standing up for him when everyone else used him as a scapegoat. She is doing everything in her power to get him to forgive her and accept her just as Ishida is doing the SAME for Nishimiya. To Ueno, Nishimiya coming to the school ruined everything, the friendship with Ishida and the chemistry within the classroom as a whole. In her eyes, she’s only seen Nishimiya as being a burden and when Ishida almost loses his life to save Nishimiya, she is justifiably upset. You seriously cannot tell me she had no right to be when the guy she cares for and loves nearly kills himself in order to save the girl who she sees as being only a burden for him, in her eyes this reinforces her belief. She confronts her at the hospital and attacks her, letting out all her frustrations and anger on Nishimiya and also her mom when she shows to defend her. The only person who can understand how Ueno feels in this scene is Nishimiya’s sister. THIS is why Nishimiya’s sister doesn’t stop Ueno, and does anyone give her shit for it? No.
I really don’t see how anyone says her arc is bad because if you pay any attention to the supporting characters, you may not like it, but you can understand where she’s coming from. She doesn’t have to have a redeeming character arc for her character arc to be successful. because a character doesn’t react the way you think you would doesn’t make them inherently bad characters. She says back then she couldn’t understand her as a person but she was doing the BEST SHE COULD, but Nishimiya couldn’t understand her either, and so she(Ueno) intentionally started to badmouth her in order to give the hint to stay away, but Nishimiya doesn’t take up on it. (Again I feel the Manga explains this better and shows the bullying wasn’t as immediate as the movie let’s on) She never denies her part of her bullying after they grow up, in fact she takes responsibility for it as opposed to back when they were kids, this is growth from her as a kid because she let Ishida take the fall alone. I think that it’s entirely the teachers/adults fault for forcing the kids into a situation they were not prepared for, they weren’t equipped with knowledge and maturity they have now.
Everyone has their own way of projecting emotions and their frustrations, I’m not saying she was in the right for attacking Nishimiya because she wasn’t, Nishimiya did not mean for Ishida to be hurt, BUT I’m saying I can understand where Ueno is coming from having almost lost someone she truly cares for and loves. The same way people say Uenos “development was weak” can be said for Nishimiya. She’s still apologetic and despite everyone’s attempts to make her see the good in the world and in herself she still tries to kill herself, is that fair to state? Of course not, because we can understand her and where she’s coming from, we know depression and self-loathing can’t be remedied with something from a first aid kit. It takes time and it takes self reflection and even that, sometimes isn’t enough. Is her anger misplaced, in our eyes maybe, but in her eyes no, it’s all about perspective.
I don’t think it’s fair to say Ueno’s reaction was unjustified either, because at this point, Ishida hasn’t woken up yet and is in a coma, she’s again grieving in the sense you would for loss, and emotions are at an all time high for everyone. Her perspective is “you did this to him and he’s dead and you aren’t”. She doesn’t know if he’s waking up or not, she just knows Nishimiya was there and Nishimiya was trying to kill herself and Ishida stopped her, and now he’s badly hurt. This enforces her stance that Nishimiya only brings misery. I think we can all agree with the sentiment of “actions have consequences” Nishimiya actions resulted in Ishida being hurt. Did she mean for it happen? Of course not. But it did, and Ueno (who’s already shown to be violent) is projecting her anger on who she sees is the source. I do advise reading the manga because the Manga protrays this soo much better and gives soo much more details in this scene. In conclusion, I really appreciate the take on Ueno’s character and she gets soo much hate for being human.
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I, for one, agree about Ueno's character development being handled fluidly. Her character (personality/attitude) is one of the most "human" in the entirety of the show.
For Ishida, the reason for his actions in highschool was driven by guilt, mostly (of course there's also for the sake of the plot to progress). Ueno's was the same but more natural in a sense. She admits to herself and openly shows to the people surrounding them that she does harbor some unpleasant feelings towards her and that is fine. That's how reality for them came to be, a series of misundertandings and unfortunate events, I guess. Maybe I am also biased towards Ueno as a character is because I have seen first-hand people trying to mend relationships like that. Instead of being a totally different character when they meet each other again, like how Ishida was this very humble and kind persona once he meets with Nishimiya again, Ueno was not that different, albeit still a bully, but slowly transitioned to that of person more tolerant (and eventually being actual friends).
The hate towards her from the us audience is understandable because we've seen things unfold from a "god's perspective" but as you've said, everything is about perspective. Kawai on the other hand was a more horrid character that was relatively unchanged until the end which I think deserves more hate. I read the manga years ago but even the teacher was just bad which could've been highlighted as well but we get what we're given and that's alright.
Here's a W for that take, comrade.
Na, Ueno sucks.
Damn, nice essay. Personally i have never wanted to slog an anime character more than kawai. That moment in the manga after everything hits the fan and then we just see her looking in a mirror going "im beautiful" or something?? Nearly punched the screen. Ueno is beyond tolerable cause as you say, we understand where she is coming from
You defending this character is laughable lol.
This movie just tear me up so many times
52:00 - the cutest laugh in anime history. Fight me.
It isn't shown much here , but in the manga Kawaii was extremely hypocritical , narcisstic lady who pretends to be completely innocent while showing others in bad light. True , many kids have this nature but they lose it while growing up, she just goes over and beyond. Atleast with Ueno she doesn't hide the fact that she is terrible and is honest with it, but Kawaii , she will backstabb any person the moment she feels her image is in danger
The anime that showed me how emotional, deep, and beautiful anime could be, and help solidify my absolute love for anime!
Long have i waited! Your reactions did not disappoint ❤
I recommend rewatching this movie with the intent on observing Maria. She's such a bundle of joy!
You did so well keeping it together because I remember balling at like every turn watching it the first time LOL it’s so rough to watch but it is one of my favorite anime films of all time
i like this movie to me it represents the world behind your thoughts its not just you there are other people. As someone who was a victim of severe bullying i think everybody deserves a second chance if they want to change. I relate to the struggles i really like this movie a lot im glad you reacted to it i looked forward to this reaction anyways have a great day and keep up the great work.
SORRY FOR BROKEN ENGLISH BTW :)
iirc something really cool about this soundtrack is that they put the microphone INSIDE the piano itself to get that sound
Tragic this movie was made at Kyoto Animation which was the subject of being destroyed by an arsonist in 2019. Several people died in there and the culprit was arrested and charged. The building was lost as a result. Nowadays, they have since rebuilt and relocated elsewhere.
"I want to eat your pancreas" is a good movie you should watch it.
I want her to react to
I WANT TO EAT YOUR PANCREAS.. 😭😭😭
I've seen this movie like 10 times at this point and I've cried every single time.
The part that always puts tears in my eyes is the scene where his mother burns the money. Something about her making him say the whole thing out loud brings something out of me.
this is a story that a boy tried to accept loves from people around him and finally achieved it.
that last scene when all the masks fall, and he feels that he can finally be free from the burden he has been carrying all his life, all the regrets even tho they still live with him, he finally gave himself a second chance, a second chance to live, to be accepted, be loved and to be happy. its such a strong scene, in many many ways, the music made it even better, i can't watch this without getting emotional, its a mix of so many feelings together.
i've watched a reaction by a therapist, where he says: depression doesnt go away, it doesnt lift for some people, but there is a capacity to feel, there is a capacity to experience joy, the cure for many things is connection, and we may think that no one wants to connect with me, but we just need to find the right people.
i think this sums up everything ishida felts during the movie, thats why the last scene hits so hard, the weight of that burden, of all the feelings, of all that depression, was too heavy, and to feel at least for that momment, lighter, to feel that he was able to connect with people that loves him again...was a beautiful composition, probably one of the most beautiful scenes from all animes that i've watch (and i watched more then a thousand animes in general).
loved your reaction, i was drawn to your channel with the your name reaction on my recommendation list after i was looking for the song from that movie (which i love btw), thanks for showing me this movie again, i get emotional, but it's really beautiful, a work of art if i may say. cheers from Brazil!
Jesus, I've seen this movie dozens of times and yet every single time without fail, the MOMENT that the camera pins out on the festival and the music swells, my eyes start burning and I tear up like hell. Amazing moment, amazing execution
i really hate to say stuff like this, but it's lovely to read the manga after watching the movie and seeing all the stuff they couldn't fit in, like the extended ending 🥰
I loved, love and will love this movie.
10/10 your reaction to this and the other reactions on your channel.
YEEEEEESSSSSSSS !! I'VE WAITED SO LOOONG FOR THISSSSS
I'll be waiting for your movie reaction on "I want to eat you pancreas".... I know a lot of people will recommend this to you and will also love it... it has the same vibes with this movie compared to "your name" and "weathering with you"...
I've watched this movie several times. It's hard not to cry with this movie.
I love how the film is not about a boy loving a girl, it's about a boy learning to love himself.
That movie is an absolute MASTERPIECE.
This movie broke me in so many ways, one of my all time favorites that not only is beautiful and emotional, but also imparts valuable and thought provoking life lessons.
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Alana: "I really thought that Nishinoya actually died..."
Nishinoya from Haikyuu: 😐
Alana, this movie is very impactful 😢 bringing up awareness on how important is forgiveness and to be aware that someone can be living in hell without us knowing, thank you and virtual hugs to you.
I actually think this movie has a perfect way to represent Depression and Anxiety. The "X"s on the face is such a great touch and the ending is such a perfect wrap up. Bottling your emotions always leads to an explosion eventually and it really hits the spot to see that release and him just crying it out.
Alana, I am always soothed by your compassion and gentle words, you really add to the content you are reacting to. I believe the hardest part of overcoming the effects of bullying is just forgiving yourself and overcoming the hatred towards others that you keep brewing inside. It makes it really hard to trust others, and harder still to trust your own judgements.
Man this movie makes me cry several times each time I watch it. Thank you for you reaction :)
There's a reason I tried to avoid watch this movie again, and it's because it breaks me sooooo hard. There's a lot of things I can relate to some characters, the bullying and closing yourself to the rest of the world, the anxiety, there's a lot and it's really hard when you're young... That ending always makes me cry a lot...
I loved you reaction. Absolutely loved it. It's one of those anime films that stay with you for a few days. You start reflecting on how many people you might have scarred when you were at school, and what would you do to apologize. Or if you were the victim, would you have forgiven them?
As for your next adventure, I only have two words:
Violet
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I don't know if you'll reading the manga but there are so many details that make you to understand some things, for example de fact that at the beginning Ishida's mom was injured when they went to apologize to Shoko's mom, the part of the Chizuru's dream when Shoko came after school crying and telling her she wants to die... Always rewatching the movie after knowing that, it crushed my heart
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She should see, Your Lie in April, if she hasn't.
this movie well and truly changed me, such a sad moving story that teaches you a lot about how to appreciate life and how to treat others
This is indeed one of the best, the story is so relatable in real life :')
So happy to see u reacting to this. It’s my fav anime film. I’m so glad u liked it ❤
Perhaps it's because I've read the manga and the movie had less time to show Nishimiya's mother, but *I can't stress enough how underappreciated the scene of her bowing down to Ishida's mother is*.
Nishimiya's mom has basically two defining traits:
- she hates and resents the kid who bullied her daughter with a passion and could seemingly never forgive him
- she is emotionally distant from her deaf daughter (both daughters, really) and barely ever shows any emotions in general
The first time Ishida's mom went to apologize to Nishimiya's mom for her son being a bully, we see her coming back with her earring RIPPED OFF her ear, bleeding. That's an incredible way to show how much actually dwells beneath that stone-faced woman whose kid was abused. Even if she doesn't show that for one reason or another, she loves her daughter(s) with a PASSION and if you ever, EVER hurt her, you and your family are never gonna be forgiven…
And then she kneels, in public, to apologize to the same mother of that same bully because he got hurt saving Shouko's life. Maybe before this point you thought she was emotionally distant from Shouko because she really didn't care. Maybe you thought she was just pissed at a bully who admittedly ruined a bunch of expensive hearing aids. Maybe you thought she was only trying to save face whenever she acted in defense of Shouko, maybe you thought she was just a prideful, angry person who held a grudge.
That scene barges into the kitchen and goes on a rampage to make sure no other option remains on the table: Shouko's mom f*ckin' loves her. Always has, always will, whether she's capable of showing it properly or not. No pride, no grudge, no anger, even the most justified anger possible, will stop her from showing gratitude for her daughter's miraculously preserved life.
The fact that the only other moments that show her motherly love (even if, again, you could've interpreted them differently) do it through angry acts of violence only makes this one scene of absolute humility resonate so much more.
“i’m glad no one died”
the grandma:
A rollercoaster of emotion truly great anime and very insightful!
One of the very few movies I've ever seen that have a real chance of changing you after you've watched it. It's my personal favorite anime movie ever made.
Every reaction I see of this film I just have to say this is right up there for me with "I Want To Eat Your Pancreas" and "Ride Your Wave". I just love the film 😥😢
If they could just bless me with their animation skills i would be happy forever
It doesn’t matter how often I watch this movie, I still cry everytime for half of the movie 😭
Now it’s time to watch grave of the fireflies
The moment you realize older Ueno is a plot device to vocalize the darkest inner thoughts of Shoya and Shoko.
Shoya and Ueno on his bike and after she takes out Shoko's hearing aid is Shoya remembering being her bully and how he used to act, questioning being her real friend.
At the park after seeing his old friend, of COURSE he has thought of how different things would have been if he never met Shoko.
Shoko on the Ferris wheel, she also feels she ruins things and hates that she can only seem to apologize for doing so.
And who beats up a suicidal girl for almost getting someone killed calling them selfish and worthless? She would already be doing that to herself. Ueno plays the role of her dark inner manifestation. Even for her mom. Brilliant.
It's completely normal, I think, that one gets much more emotional when talking about a story, than when watching it.
I can't even talk in any detail about 'Grave of the Fireflies', another anime masterpiece, without choking up completely. I watched it twice (I wanted to show it to someone) and boy was it much harder the second time. But it's a must-watch.
Two older series I would recommend are 'Aria' (all 3 seasons), a healing slice of life anime with outstanding music. And Tokyo Magnitude 8, the story of two siblings after an earthquake.
Your Name goes for the heart, A Silent Voice goes for the jugular
I think alot of stuff is missed with whatever sub this is the "i like you" - "the moon?" part is heartwrenching. in the sub I watch they kind of transcribe nishimiya to show it from the perspective of what a normal person of hearing hears, so it goes "i, lub, moo" which gets misconstrude.
Watch “I want to eat your pancreas” it is sooooo good…. Was waiting for you to watch this.