The Doctor & Yaz | All Too Well: The Short Film

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  • Опубликовано: 18 окт 2024
  • 💙💙 SPOILERS FOR EVE OF THE DALEKS 💙💙 #thasmin #yasminkhan #thirteen #doctorwho #fanvidfeed
    I can't believe it. I can't believe that this episode actually happened. It still feels like a weird fever dream. For the last three years, I have been mocked by some Doctor Who fans for thinking that their relationship was anything other than platonic. I was told to stop 'reading into things' and that I only thought that way because I was queer myself. Their feelings (in particular Yaz's feelings) have been hinted at from day one. In the words of Mandip Gill, this is always where this relationship was headed. Just because you didn't see it, doesn't mean that it wasn't always there.
    In terms of what I think will happen (ignoring the possible 'script leaks' which I think are rubbish), it's obviously going to end in heartbreak with only three episodes left. Do I think the Doctor has romantic feelings for Yaz? I think she does but she didn't realise it until Dan called her out, and that is the reason why she has been so emotionally unavailable and closed off (and sometimes unintentionally cruel) to Yaz. Rose, River, Clara... She's been there so many times, she knows it never ends well, and she can't open herself up to anymore heartbreak. That is what I was trying to convey with this video.
    Before you ask about River, I'm not as familiar with her scenes so I was unable to really make it 'flow' when I tried to fit her in. It just didn't match the lyrics. I'm sorry! It is also a bit clunky in some places and I nearly gave up, but this concept has been like an earworm in my head even before Eve of the Daleks. I had to get it done even if its not perfect.
    On a more personal note, if you're wondering "who the hell is this person that I'm subscribed to?", I have changed my RUclips username from jess. to jace. I have changed my name across all social media in order to keep my social media presence more covert. I have come to the realisation that I am trans and I want to be open about that online without worrying about people in real life making the connection just yet.
    Follow me on Twitter for more Thasmin nonsense / jaceplace_

Комментарии • 85

  • @ameliawilliams305
    @ameliawilliams305 2 года назад +104

    I honestly love that Yaz is having this realization. When they announced that the 13th Doctor would be a woman in 2017, I was closeted, lived with Christian conservatives and considered myself to be a cishet christian conservative (i was a young teen living in that environment so I don't really blame myself). Doctor Who was pretty much the most important thing to me, for many reasons, at that time. When they announced Whittaker's Doctor, I remember being scared, but literally that night I came to terms with my sexual orientation (then went to church camp the next day, t'was not good) as bi. Not even 5 years later, my life is completely different. I ended up becoming the president of my school's GSA in junior year, i have an amazing relationship, I'm exploring my gender identity, and I've shaped my morals based on what I believe and care about rather than what was forced on me. Seeing this character also come to terms with her identity because of her love for the Doctor really hit me when I watched the episode.
    This was a beautiful video, take care!

    • @thedragonsunicorn
      @thedragonsunicorn 2 года назад +13

      EXACTLY THIS! nobody seems to understand the sentiment. whittaker's era got my through the most important stages of my life. i was still a kid when it got announced that whittaker was the next doctor and now i'm almost an adult. i went through all that change and self-discovery during that time and when things were unstable in my life the only thing that remained unchanged was my love for this era of doctor who. everytime a new series of whittaker's doctor came on i felt like a different person and all the way through all those changes i had the comfort of whittaker's doctor and thasmin to get me through. yaz is the only character on tv that i feel i can relate to, to a t. i feel such a connection with this era.

    • @ameliawilliams305
      @ameliawilliams305 2 года назад +7

      @@thedragonsunicorn I'm really glad! Doctor Who is just such a huge part of my identity because it's always been there, and it's this story of this wandering misfit who holds onto hope and love, and I'm glad that Whittaker's era has done the same for others.

    • @myclara
      @myclara  2 года назад +8

      It's amazing how profoundly a simple detail in a tv show can affect you. I'm so glad you're doing well 5 years on :)

    • @myclara
      @myclara  2 года назад +6

      @@thedragonsunicorn I know exactly what you mean. My era of self discovery is tied very closely to Amy Raudenfeld's character on Faking It. It's very special to have that character or show go on the journey with you. It makes you feel less alone.

    • @thedragonsunicorn
      @thedragonsunicorn 2 года назад +3

      @@myclara i agree it absolutely is and im so glad you found comfort in amy's character. 🥰

  • @ginaoswald9583
    @ginaoswald9583 2 года назад +46

    Watching Yaz admit her feelings felt like a fever dream. To not be queerbaited again. This video gives the song a whole new meaning and I love it. Despite that I think the love Clara shared with the doctor was different than Yaz's and Rose's, I think they fit in perfectly here.

    • @Ardelin_
      @Ardelin_ 2 года назад +2

      (just a special +1 on your last sentence here...)

  • @zowho
    @zowho 2 года назад +11

    THE WAY YOU ALIGNED DEAD AND GONE?????? ILLEGAL

  • @anikaecker1721
    @anikaecker1721 Год назад +1

    I love how The Doctor bonds with all of his/her companions in a truly deep way.

  • @marisac26
    @marisac26 2 года назад +58

    Omg that was everything! Absolutely stunning. The parallels especially the ones with rose/ten 😭😭 loved it!

    • @jonathanfelix1822
      @jonathanfelix1822 2 года назад +1

      Soo much 🙂I think I was the only one to see this parallel. I'm glad it didn't😂😂

    • @myclara
      @myclara  2 года назад +1

      Thank you so much!

  • @joanwatsonia
    @joanwatsonia 2 года назад +46

    this is quite honestly one of the greatest fanvids I've ever seen, not just one of the best thasmin ones (although one of the best thasmin ones too). i absolutely adored it. i loved how you showed her relationships with clara and rose; how you showed that this is all that thirteen is thinking about right now. i don't know why you seem under the impression that the vid isn't perfect when it very clearly is.
    also, I absolutely love what you did at 3:25 with the line "I remember it all too well" having just played and it's the scene where clara is crying because she still remembers the doctor but he doesn't remember her but says that he'd know her if he saw her. that single scene showed just what a perfect pick this song was. i also loved how you showed how that burden of immortality affects the doctor in every regeneration when they fall in love, how much it hurts to fall for someone who they will inevitably lose.
    you're very talented and thank you for making this.

    • @myclara
      @myclara  2 года назад +1

      Thank you so much :D

    • @autonomousstardust2
      @autonomousstardust2 2 года назад

      I hope they find a way to do another story with Clara at some point. Donna too, actually, however more difficult that would be.

  • @ИевлеваКатя
    @ИевлеваКатя 2 года назад +3

    The mo- the MOMENT ON A BEACH OH MY GOD *WHY* WOULD YOU *DO THIS* ?

  • @CammieBuckeye
    @CammieBuckeye 2 года назад +24

    This might be the best, most thoughtful, skillfully edited, heart wrenching Doctor Who fan video I’ve ever seen. It’s 5am where I’m at and I can’t sleep and I found this. Beautifully done. And I wish you all the best on your own journey.

  • @albatross6093
    @albatross6093 2 года назад +5

    I commented without seeing the whole thing I'm actually SOBBING now

  • @waywarddeee
    @waywarddeee 2 года назад +6

    The thasmin x tenrose x whouffaldi parallels are perfect and now im in pain 💔

  • @justmadz6771
    @justmadz6771 Год назад +1

    I watch this edit at least once a month because it's so phenomenal and the parallels about the doctor and her companions blow me away every time. It's so brilliant I once showed it to my friend who hasn't seen an episode of doctor who in her life and she cried! This is quite possibly the best edit... ever, so thank you from the bottom of my heart for making it and sharing it with us ❤

  • @carolinedixon4257
    @carolinedixon4257 2 года назад +3

    THIS IS INSANE!!!!!!!! BEST edit I have ever seen thank u for my life 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

  • @annaliesechirinos9218
    @annaliesechirinos9218 2 года назад +4

    Amazing! The song! Clara snd Rose! And those damn Fireworks! 💔💔💔 This is magic!
    I am not crying, nope, 😭😭😭

  • @SunnyVids
    @SunnyVids 2 года назад +2

    I somehow missed this, but I am IN LOVE with this video. Phenomenal job!

  • @amanekabbaj
    @amanekabbaj 2 года назад +3

    I’m a late whovian but as soon as I got caught up I heard that by season 11 there would be a woman doctor. I was so excited! There’d been a few gays around but it was either brushed off as a joke (Doctor thinking he’s hot) or they get killed off (Bill’s girlfriend, then Bill herself). Then the first episode of season 11 is the doctor going to Yaz’ place and her parents immediately assuming she’s a new girlfriend. That was gold! But then it’s not until 2 seasons and 5 episodes later that we get any confirmation. It was sweet but could have been way more obvious way early on. This was 2018 we should have had a trans doctor way earlier on, rather then always men. (They were awesome though, I loved every single one). I’d like to point out how much more personal 13´s storyline is. There may not be a wedding like 11 or any kissing at all (I wish there was). But the backstory with the master at the end of season 12 gave us so much more to care about. Just like Yaz said yeah she’s not gonna be able to live as long as the doctor (she is now immortal), but they can be together as long as Yaz’ life. I feel we’re in need of at least 1 more season before regeneration. Also more women doctors. Trans and queer actors.

  • @dumbasschick205
    @dumbasschick205 2 года назад +3

    I am so obsessed with this video. Oh my god I love it so much. This is at least my 5th or 6th time returning to this video to watch it. IT IS SO GOOD!!

  • @charlottepope8740
    @charlottepope8740 2 года назад +1

    I did not realise how many fucking parallels there was between Yaz and Rose my heart is not prepared to be ripped out like that. Top tier editing tho

  • @nathandompke4654
    @nathandompke4654 2 года назад +3

    I love this, I wasn’t the biggest fan of Yaz/The Doctor when I first heard about it, but it has slowly grown on me, especially because of this wonderful video. I just wish they had alluded to it a bit more starting from the beginning instead of trying to squeeze it in with 2 episodes left to go.
    For example, Can You Hear Me? and Once Upon Time would have been brilliant episodes to add in elements of Yaz’s affection. In Can You Hear Me? explore why Yaz was bullied and ended up wanting to run away; maybe it was because she was either Gay or Bi and as people who are apart of the community such as myself know, bullying is constant. In Once Upon Time, use memories back to this time in school, and if not keep the scene with the sister and have Yaz going on about how amazing the doctor is, with sis saying it’s almost as if she has a crush on her, with Yaz getting flustered, alluding to the truth. Little things like this could have made this relationship so much stronger.
    I’m excited to see where this story goes in the rest of the era, which is not much time, so I hope it is a main secondary focus.

    • @Garblemarble
      @Garblemarble 2 года назад +2

      I think not even Yaz realised what feelings she had until Dan pointed it out
      I personally really liked the lead up because you could tell Yaz was reacting personally to a lot of things and with high emotions without understanding why
      Sometimes you don’t know those sides of yourselves and maybe Yaz hasn’t been queer during her childhood but the doctor is an exception
      I do admit we haven’t utilised her character enough/know her backstory so will be interested to see where they take it

  • @occasionallybrigitte
    @occasionallybrigitte 15 дней назад

    seriously this is the best youtube video ever. i love you. every time i watch this i love it in a new way. im gonna go cry bye

  • @SnowFalls3
    @SnowFalls3 2 года назад +9

    wow. just, wow. this was perfect. it had everything ❤️ I hate it when people compare ships on DW.. like, the Doctor has a huge heart and when they're with someone that bond is real and true. this vid shows that perfectly! amazing work!

    • @myclara
      @myclara  2 года назад +1

      Thank you!!

  • @autonomousstardust2
    @autonomousstardust2 2 года назад +1

    I fully burst out with tears at the "no regeneration, no life" part. 13's departure is coming too soon. 😥

  • @CuriosityRocks
    @CuriosityRocks 2 года назад +1

    This beautiful 😍😍😍😍😍😍 Oh gosh I’m not ready for them to leave 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @irisarnold3365
    @irisarnold3365 2 года назад +6

    This is a masterpiece. Seriously you need wayyyy more credit for this all the lyrics matched with the scenes. The detail the parallels omfg how has this only gotten 995 views. Ngl I did cry all the way through. I'm so happy they finally put Yaz and the doctor's relationship in the story. Doctor who has been one of the most important comfort series I watch and as someone who is bisexual it means so much more than people realise to have that representation and to see how it has helped others explore and accept their identities is amazing. Honestly it's about time. Thank you for making this :))) x

  • @missgolightly2487
    @missgolightly2487 2 года назад +4

    thasmin and tenrose my beloveds

  • @Marlena-Lash
    @Marlena-Lash 2 года назад +1

    I have no words to express how much this edit is amazing. It represents the past and present so much. I can’t stop watching it and I love this song too! JODIE AND MANDIP PLEASE WATCH THIS! You need to see this!!!❤️❤️❤️

  • @otps8035
    @otps8035 2 года назад +5

    This is so emotional and perfect. Almost in tears

  • @spoilers-hb5sv
    @spoilers-hb5sv 2 года назад

    Adding this to my playlist of the most traumatic edits I've ever seen. But honestly, I love it. Beautifully done, my dear 💙💙
    I can't wait to subscribe x

    • @spoilers-hb5sv
      @spoilers-hb5sv 2 года назад

      [Also if you will forgive a tiny bit of self-promotion (I'll delete if not), I finally got up the courage to make a channel for my own edits. If anyone sees this, I would love the chance to interact x]

  • @thedragonsunicorn
    @thedragonsunicorn 2 года назад +11

    perfect video! and the description sums up everything i've been feeling. even had to screenshot it bcus you said it better than i ever could. 😅
    ps. congrats on coming out online and finding your true self. hope that your coming out journey will be a safe, easy and happy one. good luck 💙

    • @myclara
      @myclara  2 года назад +1

      Thank you!

  • @lilyrose5134
    @lilyrose5134 2 года назад +6

    you captured every detail and emotion so beautifully

  • @Sarah-mn9hw
    @Sarah-mn9hw 2 года назад +1

    God, this is beautiful, but you forgot River!!

  • @CaroFreeSpirit
    @CaroFreeSpirit 2 года назад +5

    This is beautiful incredible amazing ❤️😭💕

  • @waves291
    @waves291 2 года назад +3

    Absolutely awesome, thank you so much for all the work you put into this video. The onscreen chemistry between 13 and Yaz was there from the beginning , but never thought the show will deliver like this. Definitely forgive you for not including River🥰 Wishing you all the best in your journey of discovering yourself.

  • @maelle.c.
    @maelle.c. 2 года назад +3

    i managed to not cry until the dedication at the end 🥺 really really great video

  • @sarahhiggins1515
    @sarahhiggins1515 2 года назад +1

    I didn’t think this song would be a good fit because its about the end of a toxic relationship but I clicked anyway (because Thasmin and Taylor??) but the way you used the lyrics and showed past ‘relationships’ and used the parallels fit so perfectly.

  • @_chairespeanut_
    @_chairespeanut_ Год назад

    i literally teared up at this its amazing

  • @douggardenersexecutioner7491
    @douggardenersexecutioner7491 2 года назад

    oh my god the parallels im sobbing

  • @roonilwazlib320
    @roonilwazlib320 2 года назад +2

    Oh god im crying this is so beautiful! 😭😭😭

  • @reneewilson
    @reneewilson 2 года назад +1

    Exceptional editing. This was beautiful. I couldn't really hear the words very well because the music was loud, but even so, very nicely done. Thank you for creating this.

  • @carol___
    @carol___ 2 года назад +1

    I'm screaming! This is so heartbreaking! It's beautiful 😭😭😭😭

  • @queenphalange
    @queenphalange 5 месяцев назад

    This is so beautiful!! 😭😭🥰🥰

  • @geenac690
    @geenac690 2 года назад +1

    that was amazing! i didn't expect to cry that much omg

  • @mypandybear14
    @mypandybear14 2 года назад

    op your mind.... this deserves an academy award

  • @alltimedwn
    @alltimedwn 2 года назад +1

    this is insanely pretty and you made me cry like 10 times congrats

  • @katesharp6337
    @katesharp6337 2 года назад +1

    this is so beautiful

  • @loksii
    @loksii 2 года назад

    oh this is masterpiece, absolutely brilliant, thank you so much!

  • @100percentshipper
    @100percentshipper 2 года назад +1

    Phenomenal, love this so much.

  • @peachbleach2285
    @peachbleach2285 2 года назад

    This is the best video I have ever seen I’m screaming and crying

  • @liavstars
    @liavstars 2 года назад +1

    CINEMATIC PARALLELS

  • @MissEzi
    @MissEzi 2 года назад

    THIS IS SO GOOD OH MY GODDDDDDD THANK YOU FOR THIS

  • @captainstabcast
    @captainstabcast 2 года назад

    absolutely incredible

  • @TheSongIsEnding
    @TheSongIsEnding 2 года назад +4

    OMG, I have no words to describe this. I genuinely believe every DW fan (who doesn't have a closed mind that is) should watch this. I can only imagine how much time and effort you put into this, but even more so how much thought. Every little ting and detailed seem to have been made so well! You absolutely killed me at 'dead and gone' with Clara and 'remember it all to well' when we know the doctor forgot. Why 💔💔 But at least he remembered again (but it still hurts). And even Rose's part destroyed me although do not ship Ten/Rose (pls don't hate). Anyway, back to the video, not only is it so w edited but I really like the concept of why 13 has pushed Yaz so much. She has loved and lost so much before that she knows it won't end well. And I think Yaz's storyline will end in heartbreak for The Doctor. All the signs are there. And...I just realised something when you paralleled the beach scene of Ten/Rose and the 'we will never get that moment on the beach'...what jf it will similar so a sad moment on the beach omg. Maybe I'll be wrong but you were evil first while editing that so.
    Anyway, excuse this long comment, I could not watch this and don't say anything.

    • @myclara
      @myclara  2 года назад +2

      Thank you for your kind words! I did put a lot of effort into this one and I'm so glad you enjoyed it. There's photos of Jodie and Mandip filming a scene on a beach, it is happening 💔

  • @spacerapunzel
    @spacerapunzel 2 года назад

    amazinggggggggggggggggg

  • @jamiejaime9782
    @jamiejaime9782 2 года назад

    THIS IS AMAZING OMFG

  • @monochild8935
    @monochild8935 2 года назад

    i love this so much omg

  • @albatross6093
    @albatross6093 2 года назад +2

    Thank you ! I love Taylor Swift with all my soul but I need more gay right now.

  • @alessandrasm15
    @alessandrasm15 2 года назад

    Fantastic!

  • @ash3starrider
    @ash3starrider 2 года назад

    Beautiful 😍

  • @madzixox1278
    @madzixox1278 2 года назад +1

    ♥️♥️

  • @lilyhunter1286
    @lilyhunter1286 10 месяцев назад

    if this makes me cry im going to sue
    edit: give me my money

  • @zowho
    @zowho 2 года назад +2

    OMG OMG OMG OMG

  • @jvictor001
    @jvictor001 2 года назад

    Not Taylor Swift X Doctor Who 😭😭😭