Why I’ve been away …
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- Опубликовано: 4 окт 2024
- Lyrics :
I used to want to fly
Wanted to sit in the sky
Away from it all
Looking down on the world
My tears falling down
Just like rain from the clouds
But I realise I’d be crying on the ones that I love now
I used to want to die
Tried to take my own life
I didn’t want to be here
Hurt the ones I love so dear
And I’m getting better day by day
With the help from the ones I love
Who help push the pain away
And I’m still here and I’m going to stay
And I’ll keep on fighting until I feel okay
I know things can get tough
But there’s so much beautiful
And there’s no need to rush
I’ll just take things slow
It’s gonna be okay
I’ve stopped drinking alcohol
From morning to night
I’ve been working on my eating
Gaining weights normal it’s alright
I’ve been dancing in my kitchen
To all my favorite tunes
It’s just a shame my friends don’t miss me
Ever since I moved
I lost my passion for music
But I think it’s coming back
And I’ve been away so long
And I apologise for that
I love you all so dearly
So I wrote this song
To tell you all of the reasons
Of why I’ve been gone
Chorus
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1) Thank you for being here!
2) Thank you for choosing to stay!
3) Thank you for continuing to fight!
4) Thank you for reminding myself and many others that it’s going to be okay.
-It really will be as 1-2-3, everything is gonna be okay. Thank you for sharing your beautiful songs :)
amazing how you can write a song about almost anything and make it sound so beautiful. happy you’re back ❤️
Missed you so much glad you're getting better we're here for you and supporting you in every way ❤️
This is the most beautiful and accurate expression of depression I have ever heard. I trust that your message will help others undergoing similar challenges.
We love you and your music.
Missed your face gorgeous ladyyyy!!! Such a beautiful song🧡💛🧡💛 I really felt this song, I relate with it on a daily basis. Lots of love ❤️ and BIG huggles!!!
Your music helped me stay. I can never thank you enough. Please for me and the others here who care for you and love you stay. I don't know if I would still be here without you. ❤
I suppose when you have this level of talent it's easy to underestimate the impact on others and impossible to comprehend how much you've helped people with your gentle, intelligent, soothing songs. Glad you're helping yourself for a change. Thanks for sharing this.
You don’t have to apologize. I’m glad your back and recovering ❤️🩹. This song is also quite a treat, you’ve outdone yourself again with it. Your doing beautifully and I couldn’t be happier that your okay. One day at a time, lovely singing lady ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
Felt like you were the voice in my head telling me the reasons I should live another day… life is rough but where there is a will there’s away
We are all so glad you are still here💜 Thank you for being our little bit of light when everything else has been so dark.
Te amo abbey, te amo. Tenés una voz hermosa, es lo único que necesito para calmar mis nervios, te amo
You helped me trough such a hard time and I just wanted to say thank you. Listening to your music for years now and still love every song you do. O wish you the best
I'm just sitting here crying, this song was just my emotions and feelings in melody. Thank you for sharing it, it really encourage me to keep going because there is beautiful and its going to be okey. Love you soo much
A smooth sea never made a skillful sailor...you are so loved, even when you don't feel it...I'm thankful you're still here ...I'm here fighting with you, you're not alone
Hi Abbey, throughout many years I've watched you sing and your voice has always calmed me down and made me smile, you've gotten me through so many events where I felt so hopeless and just wanted to give up but your music cheered me right back up and gave me the hope I needed and I'd like to thank you for being such a miracle in both my life and others lives. I want to tell you that you really are amazing and beautiful as always as if you've never aged at all. I hope you have an amazing day and always remember to smile😁🌻
I remember the days when I would put your songs on to have your voice lullaby me as I cried myself to sleep. Now I'm 20 and things aren't great but I'm doing my best. Thank you for always being a calming place❤️❤️❤️❤️ you are truly amazing❤️
Beautiful ❤️🙏🌹amazing ❤️🙏🌹wonderful ❤️🙏🌹
We’ve missed you! So glad you’re back and overcame what you were going through.❤❤
So glad you're still here Abbey - truly. Sending much love ❤
Crying oh my gosh needed this song today lovely lovely lovely happy you're still strumming along ♡
I've never wanted to give someone a hug as much as I do after listening to this.
I'm so happy you're back and you lived through your nightmare. It takes so much to find that passion again, congratulations and so much love on getting it back ❤
I’ve listened to this at least 10x since I found it last night. So powerful and moving.
Im glad you're doing better now:) we've missed you Abbey
Thank you abbey for staying around
We love you too. Thanks for staying with us earthmate! Team Abbey is huge. We’re gonna be okay. 👍🏾
Thank you for your voice
Thank you for staying
Thank you for singing for all of us who can't
This touched me deeply. Absolutely beautiful. Take each day one at a time. I have been struggling the past few years. Though I'm still hurting. Taking each day in stride. Listening to music like yours has me in a much better place. Everyday is a struggle. Please keep going. Don't leave us. You are important and loved ❤️
Abbey, I’m pretty sure you just hit home for so many people. This is one of my favorite songs you’ve made to date! I truly hope that you have people around you to care and look out for ya. I just heard ya did when re-listening. However just know your fan base is here as a listening ear. Much love 💖
Welcome back beautiful soul..
I'm happy to listen you again.
I felt in love with your voice n lyrics.
Greetings from Villavicencio Colombia.
Your songs have helped me sm and are so relatable.i missed u sm and I'm glad ur back.this fight is worth fighting and ik ull get there x
you have no idea how happy i am that you're back and doing better
I'm exactly where you are now. And thanks for this beautiful song. I needed that.
Wow amazing abbey, yeah make it sound so beautiful. Smile as you can abbey 🙂✌️🍃
i love you so much, take your time butterfly 💗
thank you for every song of yours, thank you for trying to heal. i’ll try to do the same :)
I'm so proud of you Abbey, I know you don't know me and it may sound weird but I feel such a strong connection to you (you've been with me in my worst and best moments of my last 4-5 years and I feel sooo identified with you and the way you feel things) and it makes me incredibly happy knowing that you're getting better, you're the most beautiful soul I swear💞💞💞
In a tough world, you are the best comfort I have; your voice pulls out the tears that I struggle to release
Thank you for being my everyday companion with your song🥰🌹
love ur music sm
You have no clue what it means to see you continue to try and I just want to say we love you so much!
I don't know how many times I've listened to this song or how many more. This is so right now. I've been a pothead last 20 years. Totally against alcohol. Now I'm a drink most of the time. Mary Jane makes me paranoid. Some of my friends are the same. Something is happening. Evolution is my best guess. All is for a purpose. Fuck I annoy myself but I can't help but to talk to genuine peoples. Please keep rocking babe. For all of us. Thank you. Love you.
My favorite singer is so beautiful♥️ Brazilian here🇧🇷I'm so glad you came back
My God, her singing is angelic. I suppose pain drives beauty in some. I wish it did in me. Sadness and regret are all that is left in some of us old bastards, but finding beauty in someone else's experience is good enough. At least I can still appreciate it, regardless. Keep up the great work, young lady. Your music is intoxicating.
Absolutely amazing!! the world needs to hear your gift!! never stop... please never stop....!
I have something that might make you smile, it's my daughter dancing to one of your songs. She had just been put into foster care about 2 years ago when I first started listening to you. I got her back in March with little help and quickly fell back into drug addiction and tried to take my own life just recently and now I'm focusing on taking care of her and staying clean. Anyways, I just started listening to you again and you inspired me to start singing again which is important for me to have an outlet in my hard days. I have hope that you and I could maybe talk some day and share poems or something, you're truly a beautiful soul even if it's hard to see that sometimes. 💟✨🤟
I struggle with addiction too, we see you
We all love you so much Abbey.❤️🌷
I know I'm just a stranger online, but I've listened to your music for the last few years now, and I can genuinely say that it's helped me throughout my own fight with mental illness. It's absolutely beautiful. Welcome back ❤
Wow.. you always bring emotions out of me I find hard to let go of, you have helped me so much through so many rough times. I’m in such a better place right now, I forgot about your videos for a while because I have been meditating and healing, I hope you do that too!
When I was feeling alone, suicidal, depressed and hopeless, YOU made me feel less alone, YOU made me feel better, YOU allowed me to cry. Your beautiful voice and caring nature has helped so many others, sharing your own story through a song we can all relate to so that we are less alone.
Thank you Abbey, genuinely.
Bless you, I hope you find much more healing and love. You bet we are here for you as much as you are here for us, love you! ❤️
Existing is hard to comprehend. Emotions are so exhausting at this point so its easier not to feel them. shove them down so to speak. Feelings get brought out listening to such a beautiful voice.
So happy you are still here ❤️
I love this Song so much! Can you please upload it on Spotify!
yalınında dedigi gibi "Sesinde aşk var bi' ben duyuyorum" offf huzurun adresi gibisin ya sesin cok guzellll
I don't listen your music very often but, i'm in tears everytime i put some of your songs. I never leave a comment but i need to thank you for this, for the music you do. Thank you
I feel this song; Abbey, you are so seen and heard. Thank you so much for sharing this beautiful song
Still loving every song. Especially when I'm falling apart.
I'm not cryin... We love you. I'm so glad you're here and I'm here with you. When you sang it'll be okay, it hit me like a train.
you kinda remind me of conan gray a little because of the unique songs you make that for some reason is so relatable without us even going through the troubles you have been through. keep up the good work
I'm glad you didn't stay away. I'm glad that i didn't stay away too. Thank you
Sometimes we all just need to go away for awhile like a season in bloom
Beautiful !
Thank you so much for sharing ❤️ 😊
Thank you so much ❤️ 😊
oh wow, this made me tear up. i dont even know what to say other than take all the time you need. we will always be here. the world is a better place with you in it
This song is my second favorite thing about this video, the first thing is that you're back.
Well done. Purely, well done.
those words hit me so much i cried for the first time in so long
Whenever it gets hard come back here to see your reasons u matter and make a difference we all care sm for you pls keep fighting x
At the end of 2018 I lost the only job my physical limitations would allow me to do and did not have the ability or money to up root and move for a chance at saving myself. And by mid 2019 I was facing eviction and repossession and had all but decided to end my life. I was just so tired of so much and felt like I had nothing left to offer. I was on the verge of breaking a promise to my friends and family that I would never hurt myself again. Around that time you released your song A Song for The Broken Hearted and that song spoke to me in my time of need and bought me some time by staying my anxious hand. I even commented on it then. A few days later my Brother, only knowing I had lost my job surely suspected that I was about to lose everything, offered me a place to stay. He had come over unannounced and I hadn't asked for help. I never do. But because of the hope you sparked in me the night before I was alive when he stopped by. I'm happy to announce that after staying with him and his family for a few years I got back on my feet and am now doing very well. I had no idea you too struggling. This song has saddened me because it reminded me of that time of survival and recovery and all the little things that no one else notices like the shame and remorse you feel for even thinking those things. I love your music, Abby. I think you're a beautiful soul and I wish you all the best. Thank you for being my voice in the darkness. When I was utterly lost and alone you guided me to safety even if for only a moment, it was as it turns out, a critical one. Your music heals people please. Know that and take what you can from that. Until next time, peace.
Do you know those moments that happen when you don’t expect it, that leave you completely motionless, staring ahead as tears build up in your eyes until you blink, then they fall out at once? I’m having that. What a beautiful 4 minutes and 49 seconds. Thank you.
I cannot express how happy I am for you
🤘🤘🤘 missed ya music, hope all is well...
we love you back, abbey, and we're so glad your here ❤️ :)
I'm literally cry as I listen to this, we love you ❤️❤️❤️❤️
We're all here rooting for you 🌻🌻
I am a Korean fan. Her voice is always so beautiful that it surprises me. ❤❤
Siempre serás la artista más hermosa que frecuentaré por estos lugares. Alegrar un día feriado acá en 🇨🇱, no tiene precio. Se te extrañaba además ❤️.
we all need to learn how to be ok... thank you for sharing this beautiful song with us. It spoke to my heart and soothed the remaining pain. Thank you 🤍
I'm listening and I'm hearing you. Thank you, Beautiful in all the best ways.
Ur voice speek to my soul ,u make me overthink why are those beautiful eyes are so lonely and sad ?
This gave me chills! I’ve been here since the sixth grade Abbey- you’ve grown so much. ❤️
every time you drop a song it always matches up with my situation and I just wanna say thankyou for making life bearable with your wonderful creativity, ty for everything ily
😃👍... Lovely Song 💐,,, it is always absolutely splendid to hear you pour out your soul through your Music 🎵🎶🎵 and Melodic Voice...
You inspire me so much. I paint you singing in the tub!
Once again here to thank you for not having abandoned the channel, your voice is really angelic and brings a great peace of mind.. We love you very much Abbey, Brazilians especially
Glad you’re feeling better and we’re all so happy to have your beauty in this world. Much love Abbey, take it slow 🖤
Dear sweet Abbey, it gets better. It really does. And you will find peace and happiness. Thank you for sharing with us and no apology is needed.
Abbey, I’m not as good with words as you but I just need you to know that you saved my life. (I know that sounds cheesy but it’s true) Every time I felt like the loneliness was too much to handle, every time I wanted to give up, I went to your channel and listened to your songs and felt a little less alone and invisible. It meant the world to me that someone put the pain into words. Thank you for everything❤️
Sending hugs🫂🫂
Your comebacks are always greater than your downfalls. You are absolutely incredible. I read a very beautiful human.
I need this on spotify to sink into the ocean of my own tears please please
I missed the chills your music gives me
I live her music
I hope you're doing well! Glad that you are back!
Glad you’re still here and bless us with your voice
I absolutely love you! This was beautiful. Thank you for bringing a smile to my face....and a few happy tears. You are absolutely amazing. ❤️❤️❤️
Glad you're doing better now! missed you sm xx
This was really brave to post. Im so happy for you. We all love and support you ❤❤
я не могу, почему, ну почему она такая красивая??????😩
this is such a beautiful song! i’m so happy you’re here and i hope you choose to stay and keep going ❤
I started listening to you a couple months ago. You capture my pain and sadness so beautifully. You truly do help me in my loneliest moments. Music has always been my escape, when I have no one to talk to or listen I enjoy listening to music that I relate to. I hope life gets better.
I'm exited for a song but it also makes me sad to see how you struggle. Your songs make me feel stronger and i hope it makes you too...