Was Taking Xanax Worth It?

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  • Опубликовано: 16 окт 2024
  • In todays video, I take a look back at my past xanax addiction and ask myself; was it worth it?
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  • @TheGBLN
    @TheGBLN  9 месяцев назад +118

    Thank you all for watching! This video, along with all future videos, is in 4K 60 fps. 2024 baby!
    CHECK OUT MY NEW BRAND ONLYGAS - hoo.be/goblin

    • @DanielPeloquin-q3x
      @DanielPeloquin-q3x 9 месяцев назад +4

      Goblin keep the bangers coming

    • @cameronhulsey3748
      @cameronhulsey3748 9 месяцев назад +3

      Love your content.

    • @AustinLeslie-f8r
      @AustinLeslie-f8r 9 месяцев назад

      I eat feet

    • @Wdbz
      @Wdbz 9 месяцев назад +2

      Fucking OG, love you bro

    • @SHADOW999ONI
      @SHADOW999ONI 9 месяцев назад

      I was actually thinking about using xannex to try and numb my pain and help me forget my depression and suicidal ideation but if it’s thats bad do you have any better recommendations

  • @alexandero9936
    @alexandero9936 9 месяцев назад +865

    Man, in all honesty, you did more to prevent me from taking drugs than all my teachers and my parents ever did. stay strong bro.

    • @nothikikai
      @nothikikai 9 месяцев назад +4

      Litterally

    • @noahmiller8643
      @noahmiller8643 9 месяцев назад +35

      Bro is our lil guinea pig 🤣

    • @Notmyrealname69420
      @Notmyrealname69420 8 месяцев назад +7

      His videos are super relatable as an ex(ish) addict trying to clean up

    • @rowanc1ty358
      @rowanc1ty358 8 месяцев назад +5

      Yea nah it made me do more bro 😭 I ain’t gon lie but it’s all love for gobby ♥️

    • @GalaxyNewsRadio_
      @GalaxyNewsRadio_ 8 месяцев назад

      Fr

  • @iZoneoTT
    @iZoneoTT 9 месяцев назад +461

    My best friend no longer on this planet was a Bartard. It was our biggest divide and ultimately what got him killed after I chose to do nothing outside of bud. I miss you Kevin, you were supposed to thrive with me now homie.

    • @iZoneoTT
      @iZoneoTT 9 месяцев назад

      To be clear he overdosed on heroin. Why? Too barred up to remember the amount he was taking.

    • @Swipernoswiping88
      @Swipernoswiping88 9 месяцев назад +25

      Rest in peace Kevin 🕊️

    • @lijpet4670
      @lijpet4670 9 месяцев назад +15

      Rest in peace kevin❤

    • @impulces3204
      @impulces3204 9 месяцев назад +7

      rip 😢

    • @JonDoe-yw7qu
      @JonDoe-yw7qu 9 месяцев назад +7

      Rest up kev 🙏🏼

  • @eurixer
    @eurixer 9 месяцев назад +1493

    This video is probably one of goblin’s best. To anyone watching who hasn’t done this kinda shit he’s 100% right with everything he says.

    • @ash411
      @ash411 9 месяцев назад +14

      agreed.

    • @xaviervanzyl9299
      @xaviervanzyl9299 9 месяцев назад +17

      0:37 me when i see the neighbors dog

    • @bummbrotha1065
      @bummbrotha1065 9 месяцев назад +7

      He ain't wrong though. I've done most hard drugs, and benzos are the most addictive. I also used to pop Flualp presses. Stole months of my life.

    • @michalsakaluk637
      @michalsakaluk637 9 месяцев назад +1

      he definitely is not a 100 percent right lmao he once said triple cs only have dxm in them

    • @-Zperco
      @-Zperco 9 месяцев назад +2

      Xans are good IF (big if there) you need them

  • @semperinumbra
    @semperinumbra 9 месяцев назад +296

    I relate hard to this, haven't done hard drugs or taken bars/ladders in about a decade and I still think of how great xans used to feel

    • @lucidvijay
      @lucidvijay 9 месяцев назад +24

      Congratulations on keeping it together 10 years is amazing ❤

    • @AdamDevlin-ge5hs
      @AdamDevlin-ge5hs 9 месяцев назад +24

      I ain't even remember how xans feel 😂😂😂😂

    • @eyephpmyadmin6988
      @eyephpmyadmin6988 9 месяцев назад

      ​@@AdamDevlin-ge5hsive only ever not blacked out twice. And thats from finding an extra bar the day after a blackout. I got 45 .5mg bars and took em all, why, i have no clue but i heard i just dupped the bag in my mouth and started chewing. Hate xans bc i always overdo it

    • @moby11k
      @moby11k 9 месяцев назад +3

      Same I miss ts I love xanax

    • @TAPATIOPLEASE
      @TAPATIOPLEASE 9 месяцев назад +4

      I miss being able to black out when things got too hard

  • @devinjacksun5681
    @devinjacksun5681 9 месяцев назад +620

    Thank you for dropping the harm reduction homie I've had multiple friends turn into completely terrible people because of Benzo Abuse

    • @sm33sh90
      @sm33sh90 9 месяцев назад +1

      Technically not a benzo a opiate

    • @bignig7223
      @bignig7223 9 месяцев назад

      Xanax is literally a benzodiazepine lol not a opiates maybe your thinking of tramadol which is a opiate and SSRI ​@@sm33sh90

    • @michaelkmiec5842
      @michaelkmiec5842 9 месяцев назад

      @@sm33sh90nah it’s a benzodiazepine. You are incorrect

    • @sigmamale4147
      @sigmamale4147 9 месяцев назад +86

      @@sm33sh90 xanax is a benzo dude tf you on 😂

    • @aarnigronberg734
      @aarnigronberg734 9 месяцев назад

      ​@@sigmamale4147 he prolly on benzos rn so it's understandable

  • @JohnGeorge-pw2xo
    @JohnGeorge-pw2xo 8 дней назад +13

    Xanax are amazing. I started doing drugs years ago as a teenage, got addicted to heroin. Spent my whole life fighting heroin addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got diagnosed with cptsd. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 6 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.

    • @Josh-k7e
      @Josh-k7e 8 дней назад +1

      I love hearing great life changing stories like this. I want to become a mycologist because honestly mushrooms are the best form of medicine (most especially the psychedelic ones) There are so many people today used magic mushrooms to ween off of SSRI medication- its amazing! Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death buddy, lets be honest here.

    • @MuratBasar-jm9lc
      @MuratBasar-jm9lc 8 дней назад

      Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Australia don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏

    • @Caroljoyce-mp8sk
      @Caroljoyce-mp8sk 8 дней назад +3

      Yes sure of Predroavaro

    • @Paul_Michael
      @Paul_Michael 8 дней назад

      I'm so very happy for you mate, Psilocybin is absolutely amazing, the way it shows you things, the way it teaches you things. I can not believe our world and our people shows less interest about it's helpfulness to humanity. It's love. The mushrooms heals people by showing the truth, it would be so beneficial for so many people, especially politicians and the rich who have lost their way and every other persons out there.

    • @PaulRobertson-o9q
      @PaulRobertson-o9q 8 дней назад

      How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta

  • @landanbullock9650
    @landanbullock9650 9 месяцев назад +362

    I did Xanax and forgot me putting up the christmas tree with my family. Stuff is not worth losing key moments with your loved ones

    • @bobbydigital42069
      @bobbydigital42069 8 месяцев назад +29

      🤣 damn how did u cope after that g

    • @landanbullock9650
      @landanbullock9650 8 месяцев назад

      @@bobbydigital42069 I woke up and went to go take a piss and looked to my right and boom a christmas tree so I started laughing my ass off lmao

    • @bazjr86
      @bazjr86 8 месяцев назад +1

      😂😂😂

    • @djaytv1621
      @djaytv1621 7 месяцев назад

      @@bobbydigital42069shit happens tf lol I had a few bdays I black out on n only got pics, youre askin how he coped I mean you’re on a XAN vid tf 😂

    • @danielkleberc6978
      @danielkleberc6978 6 месяцев назад +1

      damnn

  • @price6331
    @price6331 9 месяцев назад +50

    True harm reduction right here.
    Still entertaining yet doesn't sugarcoat anything and says it how it truly is, another banger as always gob.

  • @Dtg617
    @Dtg617 9 месяцев назад +241

    I’m a raging coke head but it’s done no where near as much damage as my kpin script and experimentation with benzos over the past 4 years. Thank you for emphasizing that it’s pretty much a path to death. Happy new year man 🎉

    • @NarLyNaRdi
      @NarLyNaRdi 9 месяцев назад

      Benzos are a path to death but being a raging coke head isn’t? Xanax if taken as prescribed, are not a path to death. Some people actually need them to be able to live a normal life and some people need them to control seizures.

    • @dillonchilders
      @dillonchilders 9 месяцев назад +24

      That coke always catches up bro, remember that. Bars suck and are the worst withdrawal. Combine them both and you got a situation on your hand.

    • @thepunish3r735
      @thepunish3r735 9 месяцев назад +2

      We need to be friends !! 😂

    • @93Nfinite
      @93Nfinite 9 месяцев назад +63

      @@thepunish3r735y’all need to stay far tf away from each other 💀

    • @Thecorrectcontractor
      @Thecorrectcontractor 9 месяцев назад +2

      Don’t surpass a gram a day or ur in 2 deep already

  • @marioytb1
    @marioytb1 9 месяцев назад +86

    Goblin I had your channel blocked for like 2-3 years because i was quitting xans at the time and your videos always talked about them in a positive manner. Glad we're both straight and still breathing

    • @manialord1699
      @manialord1699 9 месяцев назад +30

      W putting yourself first

    • @FAKEAXIS
      @FAKEAXIS 8 месяцев назад +7

      @@manialord1699 facts

    • @TheCrazyJakeAZ
      @TheCrazyJakeAZ 7 месяцев назад +1

      Good on ya, bud.

  • @coldcloakmusic6630
    @coldcloakmusic6630 9 месяцев назад +108

    Yes. As someone with severe anxiety Xanax saved my life. My anxiety was so bad it I couldn’t even think straight or plan ahead. Then again I don’t abuse it, when used appropriately it can help people.

    • @dogworld3485
      @dogworld3485 9 месяцев назад

      You know Xanax is exactly like alcohol?.. and if you have REAL PANIC ATTACKS AND REAL ANXIEXY YOU WILL NOT HAVE THOSE THINGS YOUR TALKING ABOUT UNLESS YOU TAKE MORE THEN PRESCRIBED. Seriously i know what your saying i had my bartard faze and when i took my dosage amount it just stops my anxiety and I'm normal. Its very helpful for people that cant take anti depressants and these addicts and rappers are ruining the medical patients!! they cant get pain pills for chronic pain they cant get benzos for pain or bad panic attacks its so hard to get treated now a days. So everyone is taking fake stuff off the street.. but tbh opioids and benzos can be taken safely if prescribed corrected and your actually diagnosed with serious panic attacks or chronic pain.. Xanax is exactly like alcohol btw

    • @Desmutted
      @Desmutted 8 месяцев назад +26

      Yeah because you forget about your anxiety. However the real problem is getting off this sh!t it's hard as hell . Seen other people take it and I have taken it twice. However the people that have taken it which were my siblings. They were prescribed and took them for 2 years BCS stupid doctors shove this shit down patients throats just for a quick fix . My siblings took 2 years for their life's to get back to normal. And the damage has been worse if they hadn't taken it . Getting of this stuff is crazy hard .

    • @jt3963
      @jt3963 8 месяцев назад +8

      Benzos are good medicines when used properly. Here in Finland it is nearly impossible to get script to them and many end up bying them from dealers or onions. I have never had problem with benzos. I have panick attacks so prescription would help me. I only took them when i start to feel anxious. Not every day thing but its only thing that helps. And i tried everything else too.

    • @alexweschler9470
      @alexweschler9470 7 месяцев назад +2

      Do you take them as-needed or on a regular schedule? It’s very safe as-needed, but can be problematic with long-term use.
      BUT that doesn’t mean it can’t work for a lot of ppl when used regularly. I’m honestly happy for the ppl out there where a daily benzo script consistently works as a treatment for crippling anxiety.
      Bc life with that level of anxiety is brutal. It’s a hard life to want to live, and anything that can fix it is worth having as a tool. Benzos just require a serious degree of caution

    • @dialga236
      @dialga236 7 месяцев назад

      it is, at the end of the day, a medicine. but the overperscription of xanax has caused irreversable damage.

  • @seven6two_
    @seven6two_ 9 месяцев назад +20

    my homie just got off xans because of probation and he tells me it’s the best time he’s had in his life in a long time. Thanks for spreading the awareness gob goat🔥

  • @Beetheee
    @Beetheee 9 месяцев назад +250

    Goblin just drops consistent bangers at the right times. What a gentlemen.

    • @magilem8075
      @magilem8075 9 месяцев назад +6

      Consistent?

    • @N2407-y5h
      @N2407-y5h 9 месяцев назад +2

      Definitely not consistent

    • @RustyB22
      @RustyB22 9 месяцев назад +2

      Last 2 were 💤 ers

    • @outdoorgrower05
      @outdoorgrower05 9 месяцев назад

      @@N2407-y5hwe can tell who’s new here 😂😂

    • @alexpivniouk8421
      @alexpivniouk8421 9 месяцев назад +1

      ​@@outdoorgrower05I'd say the commenter is correct. Goblin is *consistently* posting at the most random times (but it bangs)

  • @Jennifer-bw7ku
    @Jennifer-bw7ku 5 месяцев назад +378

    Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

    • @jeffsmith2447
      @jeffsmith2447 5 месяцев назад +6

      I wish they were readily available in my place.
      Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac.
      He's constantly talking about killing someone.
      He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

    • @AnjeloValeriano
      @AnjeloValeriano 5 месяцев назад +1

      Microdosing helped me get out of the pit of my worst depressive episode, a three year long episode, enough to start working on my mental health.

    • @elizabethwilliams6651
      @elizabethwilliams6651 5 месяцев назад

      Can Dr. sporessss send to me in UK?

    • @baltic8558
      @baltic8558 5 месяцев назад +9

      @morseemily dr.whatever railled me behind the maccies, do not recommend

    • @demonsrisegaming4067
      @demonsrisegaming4067 5 месяцев назад

      PLUG DRY? Ceeme has it comin to your door all states damn

  • @CoffinQT
    @CoffinQT 9 месяцев назад +81

    crazy how xans really mess w ur head too, i’ll sit here and listen to this whole
    video and still be like wow id love to pop a xan rn

    • @willmorrison5341
      @willmorrison5341 9 месяцев назад +8

      fiending rn…

    • @CoffinQT
      @CoffinQT 9 месяцев назад

      stay strong soldier @@willmorrison5341

    • @CoffinQT
      @CoffinQT 8 месяцев назад

      be safe king@@serpentrain

    • @KillaZilla99
      @KillaZilla99 8 месяцев назад +17

      yep… no matter what anyone says ab it you still want it

    • @MooQua17
      @MooQua17 2 месяца назад +1

      😅💯😩 soon as I get home

  • @1g.
    @1g. 9 месяцев назад +21

    you have no idea how well timed this upload is; for the past 5 days or so i've been battling almost constant thoughts about buying xanax after a week of on and off valium use. thank you.

    • @Ethan-kf5kt
      @Ethan-kf5kt 9 месяцев назад +6

      Stay strong brother man

    • @DarrellCasteel
      @DarrellCasteel 2 месяца назад

      If u buy a Xanax it's not a Xanax it's pressed it's fentanyl and probably has enough to kill ten or fifteen ppl in it so don't do it. Your wasting your money. Nobody will sell Xanax they take their Xanax script. I'm glad I only snorted a small amount of the pressed Xanax I bought from my nephew I knew it was pressed i watched them press them but I snorted it so I could see for myself. No sweet taste. It was just diphenhydramine hydrochloride fentanyl and a small amount of alprazolam. Such a small amount u couldn't even taste the sweetness of it. Klonopin is the only benzo I've been able to aquire, legit benzo, or get from a DR. I used a DR in Tulsa for almost ten years that wouldn't prescribe me Xanax. Only Klonopin with my Subutex, Adderall and gabapentin. But he only gave me 1 per day tho. Benzos are very hard to get prescribed to u. Now days u cannot trust ppl everyone has these pressed pills. They will kill u big homie. Don't do it. I'm your conscious don't do it.

    • @KillerKingTy23
      @KillerKingTy23 12 дней назад +1

      Hope you're still doing well and haven't caved 8 months later

  • @joobjabrez792
    @joobjabrez792 9 месяцев назад +103

    I was heavily addicted to xans and got sober around the same time as you gob. That’s what drew me in and it felt like I had a homie to get off with. Been here for years now. Either I’m not fucked up enough, or I’m completely blacked out. There’s no in between on the xans.

    • @joobjabrez792
      @joobjabrez792 9 месяцев назад +16

      Low key have no idea what I did for like a year of my life.

    • @Skateandcreate9
      @Skateandcreate9 9 месяцев назад +10

      Felt like i had a homie to get off with *PAUSE*

    • @colemorrison8957
      @colemorrison8957 9 месяцев назад +4

      @@Skateandcreate9😐

    • @mattyicee
      @mattyicee 9 месяцев назад

      @@joobjabrez792 It’s literally the worst. I also lost like 2 years of my life too, literally no memory of it. Wrecked several cars and was an absolute garbage person in general. Xanax makes people awful. And then the seizures coming off the shit. Absolutely the worst drug.

    • @nasu5854
      @nasu5854 9 месяцев назад

      for real i wouldn’t stop popping little blue ones and drinking beer until i could barely walk/form a sentence i wouldn’t stop until i would just eventually pass out or couldn’t move

  • @zer0deception706
    @zer0deception706 9 месяцев назад +18

    also gobby, as a user of different substances, your videos have always been relevant, they make me want to be more sober and do less every time you drop a good video, i think you actually do a lot more than anyone realizes for the sobriety of the community

  • @vibin7396
    @vibin7396 9 месяцев назад +15

    goblin this is the 1000th comment so know that it is special. You are the only reason I haven't tried the fucked drugs cuz you explain it in a human way. you dont pretend the feeling isnt great you show people what the drugs do. Thank you for keeping me safe from the bad shit. I love your videos homie you make the world a better place.

  • @earthfa333
    @earthfa333 9 месяцев назад +11

    This one was real, goblin. Thank you for your honesty and always genuinely advocating to keep your audience safe.

  • @jessesmith1292
    @jessesmith1292 9 месяцев назад +48

    Goblin dropping bangers at the best times like always 🫡

    • @a88pockets
      @a88pockets 9 месяцев назад

      saturday night when druggy teens are likely home getting fucked up rather than going out and living life?

    • @jessesmith1292
      @jessesmith1292 9 месяцев назад

      @@a88pockets bro shut the fuck up. describe living life ?

    • @yungbladee5570
      @yungbladee5570 9 месяцев назад +1

      ⁠@@a88pocketsnot everyone is watching this video in US timezone

    • @sniper55237
      @sniper55237 9 месяцев назад

      Been seeing a lot of synchronization about the right place at the right time here soon. Been trying to spread the info and the positivity

    • @a88pockets
      @a88pockets 9 месяцев назад

      true, im just trying to razz who I presume to be Goblin's main demographic. North American teenagers that like to get fucked up. I was one one of them 18 years ago and cool smoke weed and get high on whatever else with some obvious limits, just don't make it your personality and your reason to be. You don't want to be in your thirties looking back at that time of your life thinking wow I really was a loser, popular in some circles, but overall a loser. @@yungbladee5570

  • @chvrliebrowwn
    @chvrliebrowwn 9 месяцев назад +6

    I’ve been on Xanax for exactly 2 years this month. Recently I’ve been considering getting off of it because of my lifestyle and the way I handle things in life etc. I’ve had quite a couple interventions but hearing you talk about this is a good wake up call, I needed to hear this and it’s not talked about enough bro. Thank you Goblin

    • @SmokeDogg91
      @SmokeDogg91 9 месяцев назад +2

      Just a heads up bro if you've been using for 2 years straight than your withdrawals will be 6-12 months.

    • @chvrliebrowwn
      @chvrliebrowwn 9 месяцев назад

      @@SmokeDogg91 good looks bro yah that’s kinda what I assumed from what I’ve read. I’m going to slowly taper off the best I can soon

    • @MigStopCalling
      @MigStopCalling 7 месяцев назад

      currently a user of about 3 years and am 18 can confirm this is accurate thinking about quitting recently been watching gobln since i was about 15 this video had just popped up after me considering quitting because my father had died due to cocaine 3 days after i met him shit fucked me up and spiraled me down a deep hole snorted heroin ounce even because idk best thing i can blame it on is laced bars i bought off the internet i would never wish a heavy benzo addiction on anyone one of my worst decisions was ever taking a xan

    • @toolbox6228
      @toolbox6228 4 месяца назад

      How is your withdrawal going? Hope you're good m8

  • @SorryForSinning
    @SorryForSinning 9 месяцев назад +41

    I really appreciate this video honestly and your openness. I quit Xanax recently and I was a goblin on those mfs I would mix them with Kpins & liquor and going through recovery withdrawals was a blessing in disguise.

  • @alexisaguirrevideos
    @alexisaguirrevideos 9 месяцев назад +4

    I can hear the sincerity in your voice bro. Thanks for making this video for the youth. God bless. 🙏

  • @zzzxanny
    @zzzxanny 9 месяцев назад +49

    Xanax is definitely a tricky one, love/hate relationship kinda thing.

  • @dannyduncan66
    @dannyduncan66 9 месяцев назад +20

    As a former bar tard this is as accurate as it gets.

  • @artirony410
    @artirony410 9 месяцев назад +27

    14:06 this reminds me of that recent Katt Williams interview where he talks about being homeless at 13 and talking to older homeless people who mainly were homeless due to being addicted to hard drugs. He said that experience is what kept him from ever trying them because after talking to so many of them, he realized none of them ever said 1 positive thing that doing meth, heroin, or crack ever actually did for their lives.

    • @EldritchEntityWithASmartphone
      @EldritchEntityWithASmartphone 4 месяца назад +2

      Often times, people hate the substance that's destroying their life. Our bodies are always adapating, mentally and physically. People form maladaptive coping mechanisms as a result of a harsh environment. Cards fall in the wrong place, and now you're physically addicted to hard drugs, and can't stop without risking potentially fatal withdrawals.

  • @SunBrother98
    @SunBrother98 9 месяцев назад +2

    This is probably the realest video you’ve ever made man. I’m glad you’re in a better spot now.

  • @imjxstthtguyftw1016
    @imjxstthtguyftw1016 9 месяцев назад +14

    Yo gob we love you man always making us smile man❤️ thank you from us all

    • @a-jey5406
      @a-jey5406 9 месяцев назад +3

      RUclips asked for feedback on your comment, selected the excellent option

  • @InTxPredator
    @InTxPredator 9 месяцев назад +11

    Drugs:
    1year - this is so much fun
    2yr - I have a problem
    3yr - I regret everything.

    • @emilianoyaboi5911
      @emilianoyaboi5911 4 месяца назад +1

      No fucking doubt

    • @Fezzezal
      @Fezzezal 3 месяца назад

      Say that to nicotine, people smoke it for 40+ years and don't regret it until they have lung cancer or something

    • @ginseng2005
      @ginseng2005 Месяц назад

      @@Fezzezal Well, because nicotine is such a boring buzz you hardly notice it, and the consequences are built up over years/decades.

  • @ramagon2761
    @ramagon2761 9 месяцев назад +145

    My best friend just had his first drug scare last week off the xans. He never really did them except when he was young for anxiety. But recently he got ahold of some and immediately was fiending for more. He traded his brother's ps4 for 30 crushed up xans and took 15mg throughout 2 days. That was the first time I really saw someone lose themselves off a drug. We did mushrooms on the day after that long binge and now hes slowly sobering up.
    I just- I cant believe this shit is so easy to get. That fact is scary. It's dangerous and as addictive as cocaine, and I feel like a lot of people dont see it like that.
    It is literally the beginning of heroin use like gob said.

    • @m.h.4144
      @m.h.4144 9 месяцев назад

      It’s more addictive as Cocaine I would say definitely the worst withdrawals next to Phenibute, Alcohol and GBL/GHB

    • @m.h.4144
      @m.h.4144 9 месяцев назад

      Especially because not everyone can function on Cocaine on Benzos it’s easy af.

    • @parzival016
      @parzival016 9 месяцев назад +8

      this was a while back, roughly 4 and a half years ago, but my best friend and his older brother ended up getting some one day and popped a few, loved the high, so they ended up finishing what they had. then they were fiending for more. they both ended up getting addicted to them and there was an insane behavior change from my homie when he was on them. he was even putting them in his blunts and smoking them. i tried them once and just passed the fuck out and woke up with the most brain fog i’ve ever had. glad his addiction to em was very short lived and he didn’t get any with fent.

    • @a88pockets
      @a88pockets 9 месяцев назад +15

      your homie is lucky those crushed xans weren't fent and he's not dead. Also your homie will have more scares in the future cause guess what he's an addict.

    • @ramagon2761
      @ramagon2761 9 месяцев назад +1

      @a88pockets yes I'm aware he is. He's had an addictive personality his whole life the xans just brought the beast out in him. For God's sake he's the one who got me into smoking and trying like 10 other drugs now. Drugs are like his thing. It's scary not cuz he's my best friend but just from the perspective of someone his age, it sucks seeing him on this path. I hope he can slowly fix it though.

  • @StizzyFresh
    @StizzyFresh 9 месяцев назад +4

    Im happy your talking about this Ive been struggling with Xanax addiction for over a decade already. Everything you said I completely relate.

  • @EihyaFN
    @EihyaFN 9 месяцев назад +7

    i always relate to your stories goblin, i feel like we went to the same school. the amount of rappers pushing xan culture was crazy

  • @thelocalhoodrat2881
    @thelocalhoodrat2881 9 месяцев назад +5

    So after watching 4 minutes of this video I have to shout out Goblin for ranking Xanax so low on his drug tier lists year after year if this is how he really feels about them. Bro does not want people to abuse Xans bc he knows how much he loves how they feel, & how dangerous that is.

  • @csicskabanghead
    @csicskabanghead 9 месяцев назад +3

    An another hoot&holler Gob! Love to hear this story! Xanax Its not the worst drug or anything, just never get addicted to it. Only use it as a panic/stress med or to sleep.
    Peace and love to ya bud and everyone!✌️💚

  • @owenfinnerty2992
    @owenfinnerty2992 9 месяцев назад +2

    Been watching your vids for like 6 years now. Going from videos way back to now videos like this shows some pretty crazy maturing. I’ve gotten to make a lot of connections growing between all these things. Videos like this, with some one speaking from experience, are 100x more effective then listening to random people who don’t give a shit.

  • @xDirmeyerNFL
    @xDirmeyerNFL 9 месяцев назад +5

    More videos like this please. Never done Xans before, always thought about it. Now I'm set straight.

    • @UltimateEnd0
      @UltimateEnd0 9 месяцев назад

      Yeah, I don't think people are warned about Xanax enough. It's prescription so people think "oh well it can't be that bad b/c they're sold by the pharmacy."

    • @maxs6511
      @maxs6511 9 месяцев назад

      xans killed my cousin, fuck that drug

  • @alexleyva6797
    @alexleyva6797 8 месяцев назад +2

    Thank you for being so real and vulnerable during this video.

  • @jacoborick4533
    @jacoborick4533 9 месяцев назад +543

    Xanax is my least fav drug

    • @brayanhernandez6772
      @brayanhernandez6772 9 месяцев назад +111

      My fav here 😎

    • @preston999_
      @preston999_ 9 месяцев назад +71

      It's my absolute favorite

    • @tooprivate6775
      @tooprivate6775 9 месяцев назад

      @@preston999_braindead

    • @DadHey-zs1le
      @DadHey-zs1le 9 месяцев назад +70

      Agreed, Just makes me stupid and I never remember

    • @m.h.4144
      @m.h.4144 9 месяцев назад +47

      Xanax are absolutely amazing. But the withdrawals are so fucking bad but them mfs is cheap af anyways. Acid and Opioids definitely are nr. 1 tho

  • @gaspackgriff9725
    @gaspackgriff9725 2 месяца назад +2

    In klonopin withdrawal right now. Quit percs 3 weeks ago. A flu is easy, losing your mind is way harder I can barely think rn. Good shit gob.

  • @true116
    @true116 9 месяцев назад +7

    Love you gobby, been watching for years. I had two seizures and crashed my wheel off xans when I was younger. Almost 6 months clean off em 💪🏽

  • @Xnxvil69
    @Xnxvil69 8 месяцев назад +1

    Goblin is genuinely the realest person on this site. And deserves greatness

  • @peir5074
    @peir5074 9 месяцев назад +13

    Thanks for this video Gob, honestly. I just started taking xans here and there and I've been trying to figure out how to manage my drug use recently. this is my call to never do them again!

    • @lagc04
      @lagc04 9 месяцев назад

      About to get some myself what do they make you feel the first time?

    • @imsofuckinhighimightcrash
      @imsofuckinhighimightcrash 9 месяцев назад

      @@lagc04do not get some. could not be more serious

    • @KillaZilla99
      @KillaZilla99 9 месяцев назад

      @@lagc04they make you feel nothing, extremely dangerous

    • @txs.evannn
      @txs.evannn 9 месяцев назад +3

      @@lagc04ur gonna wait n wait tryna feel something and not realize ur barred n that everybody around u is looking at u weirdly, but it feels like a warm blanket of comfort that's constantly tryna push u to sleep

    • @txs.evannn
      @txs.evannn 9 месяцев назад +1

      @@lagc04most the time u pop bars u won't even remember falling asleep so u could wake up with a lot of new issues to that u got no idea about

  • @KasperCarti
    @KasperCarti 9 месяцев назад +8

    Xans almost ended me multiple times, truly the devil of all drugs. Lost many friends including my best friend to an overdose from him combing bars and percs, please be safe guys 🤘🏼 it’s not worth it

  • @jaype7085
    @jaype7085 8 месяцев назад +3

    i really like your "normal" vids where you talk about your past and drugging up with the homies having a good time but man this might be one of your best videos. I hope the people understand that when you as a former full time drugger say that Xanax is the worst they should believe you (and it think you can transfer this to any other strong opioid like heroin or fenty)

  • @abrahamramirez7239
    @abrahamramirez7239 6 месяцев назад +2

    A lot of people say Xanax isint all that but man for people with anxiety it’s a godsend ! I got addicted to them because when I would take a half I could be myself, no stuttering no overthinking just speaking my mind and being “free”. My heart goes out to anyone struggling with this addiction 🙌🏼

  • @ryancc06
    @ryancc06 9 месяцев назад +15

    rest in peace ashton 😕

  • @n0mahh
    @n0mahh 9 месяцев назад +1

    I just wanted to come here and say thank you for giving me insight on how bad Xan's are, I've never taken them or any other kind of hard drug; but I think all of us sometimes ask ourselves what doing a certain drug would feel like taking, and from there it can spiral for a lot of us. Seeing this type of video randomly pop up just gives me the reminder that no matter how down I am, no matter what situation I am in, they will never be worth it. Thank you dawg, and thank you for existing

  • @evryoneh888you
    @evryoneh888you 9 месяцев назад +4

    Thank you for making this video Goblin, recently i’ve been genuinely considering relapsing on xans like as soon as i found the plug for them, but this video makes me realized that it has ruined my life several times and it is my favorite drug but it is not worth reliving

  • @MotoWithJaden
    @MotoWithJaden 9 месяцев назад +2

    Thank you sm for this bro. I hope ppl will take it more seriously hearing it from you. I know I did

  • @HADEAD32
    @HADEAD32 9 месяцев назад +19

    I used to take 3 to 5 xans every day for 3 months, that’s when I had seizures for the first time but I was so in love with ‘em that I didn’t even care about it and never stopped taking Xanax until my seizures were worsening every time
    Now it’s been like a year and a half since I don’t pop any pill no more and I still dream about xanies, I still loving them but I can’t be around them anymore

  • @jackharris3641
    @jackharris3641 9 месяцев назад +1

    perfect timing bro i really needed this. Like a month ago i went through 70 xans within a few weeks, the withdrawls are still fucking with me but im more motivated everyday to get fully clean.

  • @UncleJahBb
    @UncleJahBb 9 месяцев назад +8

    I always love the amazing content and thank you for keeping your videos interesting

  • @kasimishaq
    @kasimishaq 4 месяца назад

    I am 853 days sober today.... I am still struggling to this day with urges. your video was great, I really felt everything you said in this video. I almost died, many times. My friends did die. I still suffer from side effects. Much love from chicago man, stay sober !

  • @Ogblitz
    @Ogblitz 9 месяцев назад +17

    Haha reminds me of the good old high school days me & my friends would pop a whole lot of xans everyday in school, at home or together & a whole lot of lean to wash em down with. next day we’d all link up having different parts of stories matching into 1 whole stories & that’s how we’d remember how the day went 😂 glad we all kicked that habit & just enjoy making money & smoking weed now 🙌🏽 WE LOVE YOU GOBBY SHOUTOUT FRM TORONTO

  • @cpkvidz6096
    @cpkvidz6096 9 месяцев назад

    Gob hitting the sweet spot with this one. The xan fantasies are real asf. Going thru the benzo debacle myself rn.

  • @The_main_Character.
    @The_main_Character. 9 месяцев назад +5

    Edit: this one made me sad- I promise on everything I won’t touch pills I know it doesn’t matter much to you in the long run but to me I don’t ever wanna touch em man and thank you for this

  • @maineman1041
    @maineman1041 7 месяцев назад +1

    I'm 55 years old. Been down the road on a lot of Drugs. This is an accurate slant on Xanax. They make me crazy as fuck,with no holding back. That was a long time ago. I'm much kinder to myself now. 👍

  • @Kai-xi8ot
    @Kai-xi8ot 9 месяцев назад +14

    Thanks goblin, I was at a party recently and was offered Xanax, I don’t think I’ve ever wanted to eat something more in my life but I turned it down, kinda beat myself up about it but now I really think i was right.

    • @jsail5508
      @jsail5508 9 месяцев назад +3

      You won't find me turning down Anything.

    • @yrhehjioawfddc
      @yrhehjioawfddc 9 месяцев назад

      @@jsail5508fr even if I was offered heroin or fentanyl I’m not turning that offer down

    • @yungmentalproblems
      @yungmentalproblems 9 месяцев назад

      You missed out bro

    • @Skateandcreate9
      @Skateandcreate9 9 месяцев назад +11

      Doing some randos pills these days is equal to literally playing russian roulette. Does russian roulette sound worth it to you?

    • @J3RSEYondaBeat
      @J3RSEYondaBeat 9 месяцев назад +5

      Yo fuck what the first 2 guys talking about, there’s a reason why you turned it down

  • @MisterNoRng1
    @MisterNoRng1 9 месяцев назад +9

    I've been taking Xanax for 2 years every day now, 0.5mg a day. Never taken more (except for like 3 times 1mg), but I have the thought of taking more every now and then. This video is def a good reminder again that I should never take more and if anything I should stop doing it. It's prescribed because of my mental issues, but I still feel bad taking it...

    • @KingKickBack
      @KingKickBack 9 месяцев назад

      Same bro I try not to take a full bar

    • @veryrare3300
      @veryrare3300 9 месяцев назад

      Please do not take more than your presceibed, I missused clonazepam (known as k-pins in the states)im from europe) anyways I abused that shit and the withdrawl is the worst out of all drugs, trust me. And your memory will sometimes never recover from that shit. Hope you find peace without the pills man ✌🏼

    • @RolandDuke
      @RolandDuke 9 месяцев назад

      Of you’re on .5 a day you’ll be able to taper off easily, it’s tough to do, but you can do it man!! Just cut to 1/2 then 1/2 of a half then skip days then just stop altogether, do 1/2 a few weeks then 1/2 of a half for a week or two then every other day for another week or 2 then just stop.

    • @futurehistory2110
      @futurehistory2110 8 месяцев назад

      All the best. 0.5 isn't a lot. Only thing I will say is that there may be better options for you if taking daily. Obviously, Idk the nature and extent of your mental health challenges - but other anti-anxiety medications exist (unfortunately some can have side-effects) and then if you have a specific condition too. I'm no expert but just my two cents.

  • @scoopduna
    @scoopduna 9 месяцев назад

    This is an incredible video. I wish more people would speak out on specific drugs to stay away from rather than acting like all drugs are bad.

  • @beezuskneezus3229
    @beezuskneezus3229 9 месяцев назад +12

    I found Ativan (lorazepam) after 8 years the hardest thing to quit still struggling but tapering off diazepam. Props to you for bettering yourself. Its taken me a big kick in the ass to wake up

    • @TjallieBrrr
      @TjallieBrrr 9 месяцев назад

      You can do it bro, life gets so much better and more colorful without the benzos

    • @Fartula7
      @Fartula7 7 месяцев назад

      Ativan is sadly what got me into benzos as well

  • @akazeek
    @akazeek День назад

    Every single thing he’s saying is true to a tee. I was a bad xan addict for a few years and it did basically ruin my life and my homies.

  • @th00perman_
    @th00perman_ 9 месяцев назад +25

    I took xanax every day for 13 years (ages 15-28), I'm so glad I finally got off it. My memory is absolutely DESTROYED. I was barred out all day, every day with a huge script. Can't recall anything really. 😅

    • @1ogpurrp
      @1ogpurrp 9 месяцев назад +1

      Same here since like 14-15 I got some prescribed finally 30 pills a month then the dumb ass doctor took. It down to 12 pills 😡😡😡😡 sucks ass what did u say to you're doctor to get them ?

    • @itzdrae
      @itzdrae 9 месяцев назад

      @@keithcarter7244 make sure yo plug got em from the pharmacy lil bro and if they didnt then dont take em

    • @lstaxxx6484
      @lstaxxx6484 9 месяцев назад

      @@keithcarter7244 you can get a sprite and if the xan go to the bottom and fizzes up it’s real if it floats and just turnt to bits in pieces it’s fake

    • @DreamzisOFF
      @DreamzisOFF 9 месяцев назад

      no@@keithcarter7244

    • @djaytv1621
      @djaytv1621 9 месяцев назад

      @@keithcarter7244yeah fentanyl test strips my guy it don’t take that much

  • @jacksondickery509
    @jacksondickery509 9 месяцев назад

    Best video I’ve ever watched of yours . Was expecting to laugh but stayed for the wholesome honesty

  • @usm1le
    @usm1le 4 месяца назад

    as someone who never tried any drugs these videos are important to understand the mentality of drug addiction

  • @alexandrehetu7466
    @alexandrehetu7466 9 месяцев назад +13

    As someone who recently took 5.5 bars in one night, don't do it. I felt like my brain went on autopilot for hours because to me the night never happened, only my friends know how I was. When you black out on alcohol, you remember living the night. When I woke up (at my friends) I thought I was still at home, I had forgotten I had taken Xans and I thought I fell asleep at like 7pm. Also, I had lost my bag with all my weed and concentrates in it. To recap, it's awful.

    • @milosz1977
      @milosz1977 9 месяцев назад +2

      someone stole that shit

    • @mattyicee
      @mattyicee 9 месяцев назад +5

      When you’re abusing xans, It’s either you don’t feel high at all or you’re blacked out. No inbetween.

    • @yungfrogleg
      @yungfrogleg 9 месяцев назад +1

      Stick 2 the herbs bro nothing good comes out of thay chemical shit

    • @dogworld3485
      @dogworld3485 9 месяцев назад

      You know Xanax is exactly like alcohol?.. and if you have REAL PANIC ATTACKS AND REAL ANXIEXY YOU WILL NOT HAVE THOSE THINGS YOUR TALKING ABOUT UNLESS YOU TAKE MORE THEN PRESCRIBED. Seriously i know what your saying i had my bartard faze and when i took my dosage amount it just stops my anxiety and I'm normal. Its very helpful for people that cant take anti depressants and these addicts and rappers are ruining the medical patients!! they cant get pain pills for chronic pain they cant get benzos for pain or bad panic attacks its so hard to get treated now a days. So everyone is taking fake stuff off the street.. but tbh opioids and benzos can be taken safely if prescribed corrected and your actually diagnosed with serious panic attacks or chronic pain.. Xanax is exactly like alcohol btw and if you abuse them or your addicted to everything you take this will happen to any drug.. and if you dont have anxiety or panic attacks then yes it is powerful but if you have them its not bad unless your abuse them.TAKE MORE THEN PRESCRIBED. Seriously i know what your saying i had my bartard faze and when i took my dosage amount it just stops my anxiety and I'm normal. Its very helpful for people that cant take anti depressants and these addicts and rappers are ruining the medical patients!! they cant get pain pills for chronic pain they cant get benzos for pain or bad panic attacks its so hard to get treated now a days. So everyone is taking fake stuff off the street.. but tbh opioids and benzos can be taken safely if prescribed corrected and your actually diagnosed with serious panic attacks or chronic pain.. Xanax is exactly like alcohol btw and if you abuse them or your addicted to everything you take this will happen to any drug.. and if you dont have anxiety or panic attacks then yes it is powerful but if you have them its not bad unless your abuse them.

  • @iwanttokms7711
    @iwanttokms7711 5 месяцев назад +2

    on kpins rn 🤫not to promote the shit but opiates and benzos is the most blissful feeling ive ever felt in my whole life rip to your bro man your vid is pretty on point you should do speakings in schools and shit keep the shit up bro

  • @Ghffgjjfxc
    @Ghffgjjfxc 9 месяцев назад +7

    Nah deadass my homie overdosed on a whole bunch of xans, we all used to take them and i used to always have a boat on me (100 pack of bars) RIP STEVEN, SCHULTZ LOVE YOU BRO. Destroyed alot of my people i know they truly are the best feeling and hardest to quit. For any who doesnt understand its like a dry drunk that makes you feel more confident.stay safe boys🍻

    • @joewhoson
      @joewhoson 9 месяцев назад

      Boats a thouxan

    • @will_ta5571
      @will_ta5571 9 месяцев назад

      You can’t od on just real xannax . Just have to take like 2000 2 mill pills

    • @emilianoyaboi5911
      @emilianoyaboi5911 4 месяца назад

      RIP LONGLIVE ❤️❤️

  • @Joy-op3je
    @Joy-op3je 9 месяцев назад +1

    Thanks blue for this educational video, hopefully it stops a lot of high schoolers from doing this shit.

  • @tdclips1213
    @tdclips1213 9 месяцев назад +5

    3:53 NOT THE DOG 😭

  • @Jackg42031
    @Jackg42031 9 месяцев назад +2

    Goblin I fucking love your videos I found them last year but I have probally watched almost all of them your content is so good

  • @smoove.15
    @smoove.15 9 месяцев назад +4

    classic real goblin 💯

  • @implosion1476
    @implosion1476 9 месяцев назад +1

    Barrr'd off my head ATM ang as per usual GOBY drops a hoot & holler
    Lessgo Bois❤️

  • @fizz2407
    @fizz2407 9 месяцев назад +7

    0:38 what’d the dog do bruh

  • @skippyuber6072
    @skippyuber6072 9 месяцев назад

    I really love your videos. It's been like a harm reduction life line. My friends like to live on the edge and your content has never felt glamorizing but not patronizing. Like having a druggie big bro to help you honestly

  • @Travluminatii
    @Travluminatii 9 месяцев назад +6

    Xanax is the only medication I’ve ever taken for years without having any side effects

    • @MacSoSteezy
      @MacSoSteezy 9 месяцев назад

      Fake Xanax

    • @MacSoSteezy
      @MacSoSteezy 9 месяцев назад +1

      No way you took benzodiazepines like that and didn’t feel that recoil

    • @YouMeAtSix0123
      @YouMeAtSix0123 9 месяцев назад +1

      U just dont recognize the side effects yet or u lying

    • @coldcloakmusic6630
      @coldcloakmusic6630 9 месяцев назад +2

      @@MacSoSteezyit’s all about dose. If someone is taking a medicinal dosage usually someone can be fine. Taking .25mg as needed isn’t going to result in severe withdrawals, if any at all

  • @BascTechnology
    @BascTechnology 9 месяцев назад

    You did very good on this video in particular, the way you brought the story in to ending it. You made it the point clear

  • @nuclear7622
    @nuclear7622 9 месяцев назад +11

    3:53 wtf what the dog do

  • @Smoke_DMT
    @Smoke_DMT 9 месяцев назад

    The kids need to hear this, good work Bro.

  • @Zellswitchem4600
    @Zellswitchem4600 9 месяцев назад

    We need more videos like this man, I’m coming out my xan phase and watching this was a vibe fasho😂😂💯

  • @Huntersmells
    @Huntersmells 9 месяцев назад +1

    Wow a very reflective and good message for some people going through similar shit

  • @TorinMizenko
    @TorinMizenko 9 месяцев назад +1

    Excellent video Gob, thank you. This was really informative, especially for someone who has considered trying this drug. I’m glad you spit facts. It was good to hear your view. Cheers. Honestly, this may be the best video you have ever made. I needed to hear this, as someone who struggles with anxiety. Thank you man. I appreciate you.
    I used to blackout drink, quit it, but have recently considered benzo to medicate. Thank you for telling me how it was for you. I’m afraid to drink again, and it sounds like Xanax would be so much worse.
    Anyway thanks man, I really felt your emotion in this vid. This is excellent.

  • @Creason1
    @Creason1 9 месяцев назад +1

    gob been watching you for about a year and a half and i just watch your old vids but i love you dude my family isnt to fond of weed especially my mom and just being able to watch such a relatable guy is awesome and helps through my hard times i was seriously depressed middle of 2023 and your my medication. ❤❤

  • @unfortunatecookie754
    @unfortunatecookie754 9 месяцев назад

    Was watching this on my TV and had to pull out my phone to pull this channel and this dude up because from my experience what @goblin describes is word for word true. Take his word for it. Very dangerous

  • @PhoenixsWorldVideos
    @PhoenixsWorldVideos 9 месяцев назад

    perfect timing as always + i'm wearing my goblin carnival hootnaholler shirt fresh out the mail

  • @drob9476
    @drob9476 4 месяца назад

    Goblin, if you ever get the chance to read this. It’s my opinion you are at your best as a RUclipsr when you are a spreading genuine positivity to your community and fans you have grinded to get . I want to see you keep on growing and expanding . More growth type vids over stories bro

  • @NikkiCarwan-lh5ud
    @NikkiCarwan-lh5ud 9 месяцев назад +1

    I’m so glad your making this video!

  • @3rosasnegras
    @3rosasnegras 2 месяца назад

    This is one of the best videos I have watched about xanax abuse.

  • @karenmckechnie4676
    @karenmckechnie4676 5 месяцев назад

    Spot on . .I was the Bartard Queen. Other than jail xanax is the only thing that you lose days on, not that I'd give a shit because as you say. . It was A1 top notch. However, my totally chaotic drug use led me to thinking it would be ok to rob 2 pharmacies in 1 morning in a small rural Irish Village. I'm an intelligent caring woman, mother etc but my life dissolved around me and I ended up in jail, psyche wards hospitals the entire shitshow. I'm on the other side of the fence now, great relationship with my son etc, but sometimes I do look back and somehow can brush over the chaos and carnage and think it would be ok to have a couple kicking about just in case of emergencies . But no chance. Great video, brought me right back to the real horrors of it. Thanks for taking the time to put your message out, loved the gameplay too. Peace.

  • @murrrrrgles
    @murrrrrgles 4 месяца назад

    honestly goblins Xanax videos have made so much make sense for me. My horrible mom was irresponsibly prescribed all kinds of things including xans (tried em once or twice but didnt like the zombie feeling) and the xanax vids just makes some of her behavior make so much more sense. They really do make you stupid, forgetful, uncoordinated and unpleasant !

  • @grayy10k
    @grayy10k 9 месяцев назад +1

    Clean from benzos for 4 years as of last November. Quitting was the hardest thing I have ever done and likely will ever have to do. It's not worth it, you become an apathetic zombie that has no regard to other's feelings and you completely lose all the best things about yourself. Save yourself the pain and suffering and find natural ways to solve your anxiety or take safer medications

  • @johnmorganjr769
    @johnmorganjr769 5 месяцев назад

    That was the weirdest, saddest, longest, withdrawal Ive EVER experianced. Scary stuff. It makes you feel 'hyper normal'. Too ' leveled-out' is a good phrase. God Bless . 🙏🙏

  • @Huntersmells
    @Huntersmells 9 месяцев назад +1

    Lessss gooooo gameplay is back!!!! Sorry gobby ur pretty and everything but the gameplay is always just classic💪🏻

  • @norrisbonson3795
    @norrisbonson3795 9 месяцев назад +1

    3:00 “quiting xans was one of the most difficult things in my life” I can really resonate with that

  • @skeptic5707
    @skeptic5707 9 месяцев назад

    Man, gob will forever have my respect, been sover for about 2 years now best decision of my life, without goblin i definitely would have overdosed xans were the eorst drug and best drug ive ever experienced you willnnever be able to realise that by yourself

  • @fizyrks
    @fizyrks 9 месяцев назад +1

    Damn RIP to the homie that suffocated, same thing happened to my brothers best friend a few years back from mixing xans and alch, be careful everyone and stay safe!

  • @succsquad7645
    @succsquad7645 9 месяцев назад +1

    This is a important video goblin big ups

  • @Vladimir_Tod
    @Vladimir_Tod 9 месяцев назад +1

    Ngl Xans have always been on my, "if its offered" list. Never tried it yet though. Honestly dont want to try them after this video so Gracias Gobby