When I was 6 I was that kid when I turned 13 I was already a stoner and would have probably taken anything regardless of who gave the drug to me as long as it’s not to expensive
Heroin is a demon!! Love how you explained it, it’s hard to quit but proud to say I’m 5 weeks clean, I wasn’t created to put that poison in my body! ✊🏽
Datura, as a plant was planted everywhere in NZ because of its odour... Every old school sewerage system had datura planted near it. Famous case in NZ was a truck driver who noticed some logs on the highway, he stopped to move them and found they were students pretending to be logs. In another case another student froze to death in a field talking to a post.
They plant it in my small town on our trails, I think its ironic that they wont allow cannabis dispos where I live but they plant such a dangerous plant.
@@joeoge9347 same over here, cannabis completely illegal (almost, can get through drs with special conditions - but next to impossible to qualify in reality), while datura, san Pedro cactus (mescaline), Mexican tripping weed etc, completely legal.
The best cure is time... time to forget how good it felt. Let your mind misinterpret the euphoria to the point where it felt like a dream you can't remember. There is a way out
I once had just a normal 1 tab acid trip while camping in the woods with a few friends and one of my friends had never done it before. The dose only made me and my friend thought loop and get the standard body buzzing feeling from acid, but the friend that had never tried it had a full breakthrough, experiencing every possible sensory crossover possible, traversing through the universe, hallucinations constantly for 8 hours, disassociated, throat closing up and even could recall seeing the beginning of time and describing the taste. Never before have I ever witnessed or even experienced ego death, but to see someone else go through it was beautiful and scary at the same time. Like a puppy with a chainsaw.
@@1234adebayor What sort of things did they say or witness? My friend said it was like trying to remember a dream, and to be honest I think I have more recollection of that evening than she did lol.
Puppy's dont have opposing digits so they cant really lift the chainsaw or rev it up simultaneously or start it themself so your friends experience is definitly scarier in many respects.
feeling too good while high is 100% going to ruin your brain. You just won't notice until you're too deep and the damage is already done. Like he said your brain's reward system is the only reason why anyone does anything in life and the reason why people enjoy living. Messing with that will affect your quality of life. Weed is the most innocent, but anecdotally i've done too much during the pandemic and i definitely feel like im not enjoying things like i used to. Being high felt real good, but i've stopped almost completely minus a little when i need something to sleep. Reason is I noticed my ONLY thought everyday was to get high rather than ANYTHING else, noped out. This is essentially what mental addiction to drugs, social media or anything is. You'd rather just do xyz than anything else because its easier to get that reward system to fire. In the case of some drugs it actually alters the reward system which is even more dangerous since it can leave permanent damage to the system as described above and in the video.
@@etiennebelanger5298 yep its also not really a feel good( pleasure drug) as much as its a spiritual one. No idea how to describe it other than spiritual lol. Its not something that will activate the reward system making you want to do it again in quick succession. Though the after effects is being really happy and emotionally connected with people for like a week or two lol.
I was in the ER with tonsillitis so bad I couldn’t swallow the antibiotics they gave me- I had to have it drained with a giant needle. They gave me morphine for the crippling pain in my throat, which hit the spot to say the least. They drained the infection, I felt immediate relief, then they wheeled my gurney back out to the hallway. I was just chilling, right as rain, when it was almost time for discharge. Nurse asks me, “Do you need another dose of morphine?” I looked at my wife, stunned, and back at the nurse- “Sure, I’ll take one more for the road.”
lol medical grade morphine is really good especially if your in pain. Being hooked up to a 5 minute push button drip I was flying from it, morphine is really good, just it’s so addictive. I have never I.V.ed diamorphine or heroin as after hospital it was obvious how can addicted to it. Opiate withdrawal is all about willpower you feel awful unless u gradually taper. The worst drug I ever had to take was prednisone steroids, they change your personality have awful mental health side effects plus physical they are hard to come off as your brain chemistry needs to reset.
@@jaybot303functionerror4 thats funny, i recently had a nerve injury and they tried to give me a run of these. for the first few days i felt great, but then noticed i was getting pretty full on. not angry just intense. everything was hectic. i have a really high tolerance to a lot of things.. but prednisone turned me into a full blown tweaker. i jumped off those, lyrica, and tramadol all at once. that was hectic. i wanted to twist my arm off
I remember the guy who got meth to try it and intended to record his experience to show addiction isn't real and he just wanted to see how bad it really was. He didn't upload another video for like 3 years but his second video was him crying and looking like a worn out junkie. He explained that when he took his first hit he had the best orgasm he had ever had and that was just the beginning of how amazing it felt and he spent years chasing that high. He was sobbing in the video about how his life is in ruins, he's homeless, and is struggling to stay sober. I hope that dude is okay now, but if that isn't a lesson for people I really don't know what is.
Does it smoking or snorting make it a big difference? Before I had much knowledge about drugs and were young I was sold a rock of meth as molly and did the thing and oh my , I fucking hated ! Tbh I only felt like I couldn’t stfu for one second or I’d have a panic attack, it was awful
Spot on. I was dumb enough to try just a little bit H by smoking it. And then I wanted to try one more time, and more one and then I was hooked.. three years in hell, destroying my relationship with friends and family. I went from smoking to using needles. I had to chase the dragon every time because I never got that same feeling like the first times I tried it. But now I'm one year sober and couldn't be happier!
I tried 25-I when I was 18... It was the closest I've been to dying. NEVER EVER touch NBOMES. It's a tab of death. If I took two tabs, I wouldnt be alive today. I thought I was having a stroke, while having a heart attack, while being controlled by some other entity, while thinking "I accomplished NOTHING in my life, and now I'm going to die". The whole time I was tripping, the confusion was relentless. All I could say out loud to my friends and to myself was "WHAT AM I DOING" because the confusion was so deep. I could feel my body shutting down. The paranoia was unbearable. Even the side effects that I had after the trip and even MONTHS after the trip were so haunting. It made my ego voice (voice in my head) SO LOUD I couldnt focus on anything but the constant negative judgment I was hearing from my ego 24/7. It was like the tab had planted a super dark demon in my head. I started isolating because I couldnt hold solid conversations. I couldnt laugh for MONTHS AND MONTHS. Everything I ate made me want to puke. I used to write songs about the experience. Some of lyrics I wrote after the trip were this: "...I contemplated life, thought maybe I already died, and everything in front of my eyes was an illusion of what it'd be like if I was still alive Sometimes I still wonder if one day I'll wake from a coma. And wonder if mama is on the other side crying on dad's shoulders. They say 'you can only go up from rock bottom', but I was beneath the boulders..." It goes on... You cannot comprehend the experience, unless you've personally experienced it. one tab was enough to taste death and nearly be taken by death. Words cant describe the intensity and danger of 25-I. Do NOT play with 25-I. Thank you for bringing this awareness
I did this and was told it was lsd my experience was almost the same as you i stoped drugs after that for years new friends, new job, new school, new town I never felt the same since
Half of this can be tied to the usual tripping experience. Seriously? Your surprised you feel like your dying while tripping? Have you seen the posts by people who have had shitty trips? They sound exactly like yours even the after-effects. Look at destiny, dude literally got anxiety attacks off of shroom trip aftermath. Chances are NBOMe is just fine if taken in proper doses.
@@michaelbarbarich3965 from what I know, it's mostly that it's essentially like heroin or other such opioids, just incredibly potent? Presumably (very much going off of assumption here, not certain) it's not any more dangerous than heroin or something in itself, however you'd have to be /particularly/ cautious about how much you're taking, and of course a huge aspect of its danger seems to come from it being cut into other drugs when people don't expect it to be there, far increasing their chances of overdosing.
7:30 you’re spot on! Please DONT try heroin! I’ve been clean for over 5 years now and it is one of those drugs that does feel way too nice. I didn’t eat properly for months and months, all my body urged for was heroin. It’s absolute madness and takes over your entire life 🤦🏼♀️ please stay safe and don’t make the stupid mistake that I did 🙏🏼
@@robertoceferino1456 I couldn’t actually keep any food down and I got severely underweight which then caused liver and kidney failure…… so no…. I wouldn’t use the word “good”
I was gonna say, fentanyl should’ve been first on your list. I’m a current fetty addict and it’s the worst thing. High is the best but if you try to stop, the withdraws are so bad , it’s something you’ll never know how bad it is until you’re on it. Tried two treatment stints and the second time I went, I was withdrawing so bad after day 2 that I just discharged from treatment. Trying to go 3rd time the charm and don’t care how bad in pain I am from withdraws, ima just do it. Keep me in your prayers I really need it guys
I have been addicted to fent for about a lil over a year now and if you ween off its not as bad. Still sucks but its tolerable, its been a week since my last use n im never going back. You just gotta want it, at least im hoping n trying i never do it again. It cost me a lot
@David Smith if you dont mind me asking how long where you abusing for and any long term effects you noticed? And did it just feel like dirty stim high like speed after using so much?
@David Smith i had serotonin and dopamine production issues from off and on ecstasy use for 2-3 years. I used back in the 2000-03 era when good, clean mdma was around.
@Hooaah just search it up I know that it’s definitely real seen it effect a couple people n either people will just stop after their md magic is gone or they try to top it with stronger drugs to chase those feelings u can take antidepressants as in ssri’s but I don’t know if it goes away after years or if the serotonin syndrome is permanent
I'm terrified of synthetic drugs, don't know why cos but I think its for that reason, that it'll just feel too good, BUT, that don't mean I don't use them. For me if I just snort a tiny amount of a crystal its enough for me to notice a subtle difference but it is noticeable. Its like I feel so full of energy even if I was exhausted 10 minutes earlier but its like the energy is produced by love so it feels reeeeeeeeeeal nice too...but not danger nice. Kinda like post aya buzz
I suffered severe depression 18 years ago as a teenage, got addicted to cigarettes. Spent my whole life fighting Cigarettes addiction. I was actually diagnosed with cptsd and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
I'm so very happy for you, Psilocybin is absolutely amazing, the way it shows you things, the way it teaches you things. I can not believe our world and our people shows less interest about it's helpfulness to humanity. It's love. The mushrooms heals people by showing the truth, it would be so beneficial for so many people, especially politicians and the rich who have lost their way and every other persons out there.
Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Germany don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source🙏🏻
Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.
As someone who had a violent heroin addict for 15 years, the minute I had the first IV rush, I knew I would never stop. Now, I had been using oxy and already had a physical addiction to that, but it was nothing compared to heroin. It took 9 rehabs, 12 detoxes, unknown cold turkey attempts and countless overdoses over those thirteen years for me to finally get sober in April 2019 at 32 years old. It didn’t matter what consequences I faced, I couldn’t stop. Even after a few months sober with no physical craving, I’d still go back. I still am not quite sure what was different this last time I got sober, but i had never made it more than a few months and now it’s 3 years. Honestly I had no veins left and a ridiculously hight tolerance as most of what I was doing was fent at that point, and figured I’d detox comfortably at a treatment center, get a little healthy, bring my tolerance down and go back to it after a good old 30 day stay, that was my plan. I don’t know how I’ve made it this far but I have no desire to go back to it. Long story short, don’t fucking do it. If you’re already hooked on pain pills, don’t advance. If your pill habit is too expensive and you’re thinking it will save you money, it only will for a very short time, you’ll be spending just as much.
Thank you for sharing I was thinking I should try ot out or try meth or coke but I guess i won't do that now I thought I will just try it once, experience it then stop Maybe when I am too old and have nothing to lose like 60+
@@seif9923 my boy i dont know if you realised what you write over there but if you ask me when ill be 60+ ill rather stay as healthy as possible to be there with my family as long as i can, you know with your childrens, grandchildrens, i just wanna be that nice grandpa and father that gives lots of good advice, life experience and money to his childs with a nice old hat, coat and rod like an old mf peaky blinder:)))) but hey thats just me
It’s funny. Because I’ve tried meth couple of time and i don’t have any urge to try it. Also i don’t think I’m trying it again. The anxiety part is just bad. I don’t personally like it. 5/10.
@@Senaihh addiction knocking st the door just kidding because addiction peeks and creeps up to you and then BAM one day you really DO wanna smoke some damn meth. Just speaking from experience.
I could remember several years ago I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Was actually addicted to cigarettes and alcohol. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 11 years totally clean. Shrooms are God- sents
PCP makes my list. Meth is up there too. I went down the heroine/pain killers road and you're very smart to stay away. I've given 20 years of my life to chasing the ghost and at 43 years old, I'm trying to figure out how to live life again. Drugs are definitely fun but they can cause you to miss out on all the important stuff that life has to offer like family, friends, career, life pursuits in general. You only get one shot at life, we don't get to go back and try again. All we can do is move forward, playing catch up for the time we've wasted.
Thank God you made it out alive. I've been down that road myself, Opiate addiction is pure hell. I been sober going on 7 years and i would beg anyone thinking about trying It, not to.
i’ve literally smoked pcp at least 2000 times. there is no way to know even a good estimate, but it was daily for years and then for several other multi year long periods, almost daily. i don’t really do any drugs at all these days (not even weed or alcohol) and i seem to have no long term effects from any substances. pcp was just my drug of choice for a very long time. i have no idea how i was functioning in jobs and social circles all of that time.
Man, you’ve got to be one of the most aware people I’ve met on the subject of endorphins and the power of your brain. Heroin was a terrifyingly mysterious and powerful drug at one time for me. Now it’s hard to imagine that was my life. Cool video thanks for the content!
I laugh when I see people say they'll do Oxy, Vicodin, morphine but not heroin. That's like saying you won't drink Vodka but will drink beer, Tequila, Peach Schnapps, or Scotch. Snorting Oxy and snorting heroin are damn near identical. Injecting might be different but most opiate addicts don't inject their drugs. Oh, and prior to 2011, only 3,000 people died from a heroin overdose (where only heroin was found in their system). That's before the fentanyl influx.
@@malcolmonetwothree it depends on how you define "feeling". If you mean in terms of how happy you are sure. But you don't really get high from living a succesful life.
A long time ago I tried Datura with a buddy. We bought it in Munich in a shop for smoking utensils, 50 gramms for 9 German marks. That was in 1999... While I only drank 1 cup of tea from it, my friend drank more than 3 cups, and later even made another cup against my advice. I didn't notice anything myself, but my friend had the most severe hallucinations and delusions after about 3 hours. He saw a giant running through his room, thrashing the air wildly. He even peed himself. His lips were blue, his eyes were yellow and in the middle 2 huge black plates as pupils. Watched him all night, neither of us were at trade school the next day. When he regained consciousness, his vision was blurred and he had a severe headache. He went to the doctor the next day and he almost went blind from it. Since then he has never been the same.... had several arson attacks in the dorm afterwards. Luckily it was just rubbish bins and nothing else happened. I found out it was him... But he got that under control... but not his psychological damage. He moved further away many years ago and I lost track of him.. Never Datura, never again
Hahaha, the nephilim or giants were supposedly the children of fallen angels. Forever bound to earth. I like to think they maintain a link to nature and their hatred and malice for their fates bleeds through to human experiences. A lesson to release negativity. the truth is even stranger than fiction.
Datura makes dmt look like weed lmao if there’s any drug that should be illegal it’s that. Datura needs to be fucking burned that shit is from the devil.
@@spottheoddity bruh high isnt the best form of a human being. it’s literally all a lie. from what i know about the comments you just made, you seem to be lost in the high and dont value being sober anymore. but let me tell you this bro, the drugs you take are not “good” for you and the happiness you get from it is not real happiness. STOP DOING DRUGS. You are at your best level when you are sober and thats it. there is no “children from heaven” or whatever, its hallucinations and people who think this way are on the verge of insanity.
Worth mentioning that synthetic cannabis isn't dangerous because it's lab made, but more specifically because the most popular compounds were never intended or tested for human consumption and are being made by people as far from professional as possible.
I live in Manchester and for a while the town centre was super fucked out bc a lot of the homeless ppl were smoking synthetic cannabis and they were just so fucked up.
I completely forgot my mans was yolked like that haven’t seen a recommended from him in awhile bc of youtube but love seeing this man and channel make more content
Just realized I tried nbome. My friends just called it “N Bomb, basically just LSD”, let me tell you.. I was put on 72hour psyche hold at a hospital. Most intense, traumatizing psychosis I’ve ever experienced. On top of that, hallucinating putrid smells, the small visuals and auditory hallucinations I had were only related to the psychosis I was in. 10 years later and I still sometimes experience very sudden but only momentary flashbacks and derealization similar to the high, gone and forgotten in an instant. I had a brain scan during that high, I wonder what a normal brain looks like compared.
Bro I'm so fucking sorry. You were probably given 25-I NBOME it is the most toxic. It is a derivative of 2C-I and 2C-I itself is one of the most toxic synthetic Phenethylamines. I know someone who snorted a whole gram of 2C-I and went into psychosis
Most of datura's trip reports are disturbingly insane. This guy's friend on erowid did it and got stuck inside his mind for 2 years straight. The craziest thing is that he remains silent throughout that whole 2 years and wandering around the area as a homeless person. One day he is just magically sober and that's it. Imagine trying something and ended up tripping for years without knowing that you are tripping. Crazy shit.
My boss did it and said he hung out with his dad for a few days. I said 'oh that's actually quite wholesome' and he continued 'well my dad had already been dead for a few years'
As an ex-heroin addict you are spot on. The best way I would describe it is, the best thing (there is nothing that would ever compare or get close to that feeling), that ruins everything. I’m almost two used sober and have to remind myself this often, the “best thing in the world” can still literally ruin everything else. If I could go back, I would NEVER have tried it that first time.
@alundavies8402 God Bless I got 5 years under my belt . It's a struggle but not like when you first quit. The best advice I would ever tell anyone is do what works for you . And with out a doubt one of the most important things you could do . Is stay the F away from your old using budies . If you don't Chang that you will never ever get clean. Meeting are ok 12 step works for some. For me I just had to get away from the people I was hanging with . Two of them are dead now sorry 4 of them are dead now.
I once had half a tab of 25i and it was so fucking anxiety inducing that if I had not previously tripped on L beforehand, I would certainly have had a panic attack
Please make a video on trip killers. Antidotes for different substances. This can save many people or at least prepare newbies to keep the trip killers handy should the experience goes south.
I appreciate how you show the pros and cons about drugs and how to use them as safely as possible.. Your are saving lives by convincing people to test their drugs before they use them.
True. How many people would just be unaware that they COULD get test kits. If people are like me, back in the day, they would try anything once. Good to have knowledge beforehand. Even info on shrooms wasn’t readily available for me 30 years ago when I probably gave myself a bit of serotonin syndrome because of antidepressants I was on at the time.
I tried doc several times it was a mellow trip that lasted 20 hours. 2cb was dope af, ive done more lsd than anyone ik (1000s of hits), shrooms, dmt, im sure 25i unknowingly, been addicted to xanax kpins & done etizolam along with ruffys, any opiate/opioid (fent oxy hydro opana morphine & subutex addictions) imaginable and is my weakness/ first high (kratom saved me), meth, cocaine, dabs & bud, alchohol, ketamine, ecstacy and pure mdma, benzadrex, dmx, whipits and duster, tobacco/nic and probably many more i cant think of. I agree with adam on mostly as i havent used spice, angle trumpets, 25i knowingly if i havent, and never used crack lol. Can say theres to many others i havent touched and i am done experimenting im lucky i havent died and im lucky to not be addicted to anything now. Most drugs ive mixed and abused. Speedball was a normal thing and i would mix opiates benzos and uppers all at the same time plus some. Dont do drugs they ruined me lol. Mxed xans mdma and sub (nearly died), fent meth and etizolam( died but 2 narcans brought me back), fent took everything( noded out and hit car head on riding my dirtbike got airlifted cuz i nodded to the point of no response and brought back with narcan again ( broke my hand in wreck but no other injury) , have siezures on benzos now and cant take lsd anymore, almost died several other times on fent, flipped a truck on xans ruffy subutex and meth and nearly died, and almost died on xans benzadrex and weed lol. Lucky i made it. These near death exsperinces were this year so 2021 has been hell for me but im sober just been picking shrooms and growing them and hitting dabs. Good luck to anyone who is struggling you can make it out if i did. Soberity is so much better.
Sad thing about synthetic weed is most people don't smoke it because they want to. A lot of people are smoking it because they get tested at work or weed is illegal. They can buy it in a head shop so they are blinded with a false sense of security.
I’m quite disappointed in Adam playing this hard into the myth that synthetic use in inherently dangerous. It’s not. The problem, as with a lot of other drugs, is that dealers aren’t dosing it correctly, and end up giving 10x the normal dose to people. Or idiots who buy it, and don’t weigh out a normal dose. The reality is, the famous synthetic cannibanoids have about the same side effect profile as normal weed. And like normal weed, it can cause psychosis in people predisposed to it, when high doses are given. Really disappointed he played into the scare mongering media propaganda about “zombies” and “people never being the same”. Like duh, people usually aren’t the same after experiencing psychosis.
As a ex K2 addict; I can say this is 100% correct but my case was my parents didn’t like weed, I was broke, K2 is cheap, THC carts where too expensive and bud.. let’s just say I always had good shit😂 but that’s it, it’s hard to smoke certain strains because K2 gave me a warm intense sensation in my knee caps, it makes me uncomfortable asf
@@lubb213 The same can be said about literally any drug. The issue is that unless you're buying the research chemicals yourself and educated on the effects/how to dose them then it's a thin line to walk. He was talking about the countless amounts of products sold at headshops that aren't properly labelled as to what chemicals are used or how big the dose should be. Not to mention that there's very few studies on the long-term effects on most of them. Personally I say you should avoid them like the plague and stick with substances that have been properly studied. Advocating their use isn't going to encourage people to research them, but rather convince them that they're not as bad as they seem. I could with enough knowledge dose clean heroin in a manner that is enjoyable with very little negative side effects if respected properly. I won't however try to tell people that it is a misunderstood substance that can be harmless if approached carefully because that's an absolutely irresponsible thing for me to do. Some things should be avoided no matter what and if you decide to use them don't advocate for it as if everyone is going to treat the substance the same way as yourself.
My best friend since middle school, I'd go as far as calling him my brother, was adamant about how if you do meth you're not even a person. How it was beneath him and he'd never try it. How it was the worst drug out there because you can't get away from it and physically it just destroys you. And I feel pretty much the same way. But somewhere along the lines about 2 years ago he tried it. Apparently the hype was real because he continued to use it. He got so bad off that, and I still don't have the full story, he pinned his wife down and beat her head into the floor cracking her skull. He was arrested and because of numerous other felonies that I won't get into he got 7 years in prison. The point of me writing this is that really, I just want my best friend back. But I think he might have died 2 years ago.
Second time I smoked synthetic weed. We got things through vape packages, which were basically carts, or called "Goofy Juice", or "Spice". First time I barely felt anything at all, so the second time i took a 4-5 second hit. The first mistake was that the pure thc juice was put in a caliburn device, which shoots around 15 watts, which is way too strong. The trip immediately hit in, to the point where I immediately started to lose consciousness. My body would constantly sink into the ground, and I was starting to get so paranoid. I was with my friends so they stood around me to help, but all I could do was walk in circles in paranoia, waiting for it to stop working. After about an hour and a half, it still wasn't kicking off, and I was in public so people started thinking I was fucked up drunk or something (it was 4pm), so I just took a cab home. Getting home, I immediately went to my room to sleep it off, but I kept feeling the sinking. Thinking it was never gonna wear off, I was thinking my last dying thoughts. I woke up the next morning at 6am, fucking tired and my head hurting like shit. Greening out off of synthetic weed is the worst. Do not smoke that shit guys.
Back in the day a friend of mine was on probation, all he smoked was k2(jwh### varieties) and rolled cigarettes because he spent all his money on k2. By his 2nd year on probation he was almost completely handicapped(mentally) he is genuinely less capable of doing anything better than a first grader.
I had the same exact experience. I was driving the company box truck to a customers house with my coworker and he let me hit his dab pen. I had never smoked weed at the time so I hit it once, didn’t really feel anything, hit it again and started to feel it a little buzz. I took a big hit the third time and it smacked me instantly. I felt my soul leave my body and I was so paranoid driving on the freeway. So I had to pull over and my coworker had to drive the rest of the way there. I was trippin out the entire shift it was crazy.
Back in my high school days I was a spice smoker for 2 years definitely wasn't worth it I remember one time sitting at the park with a homie and took a huge hit to the head out of his bong and a few seconds later my vision was like animated and robotic and I started to trip out and started to run away from the homie leaving my phone and glasses at the park thinking people are after me and want to jump me i legit ended up losing a new hat that day because my ass high ass thought "hey maybe they won't recognize me without the hat" so i randomly throw it somewhere I was able to make it to my uncles house to call my parents to get me and that whole way home I was tripping about how people with rockets are coming for us sooo it was all bad smoke it a couple more times after that dumbishly
@@angelg4829 I took perks for years and loved every minute of it. That feeling of well being was so strong it was incomparable. But how it affected my life and my family wasn’t worth it.
@@tomboy1875 I've had such little motivation for life since getting addicted to medical fentanyl for about a month when I was 15. The feeling of well being is stupidly strong and makes life now feel not worth it
@@tomboy1875 in retrospect do you think there was anyway you could’ve still done them but In moderation or at the very least to the point it wouldn’t affect your life (I’ve never tried Peres)
In the early 90s as a teen I saw police footage of 2 men in an interrogation room. They were in the room alone being watch by CCTV. These 2 guys were picked up together for acting strange. In the footage, 1 of the 2 starts running his hands across the top of his head like he was combing his hair. He had hair, he did not have a comb, though. After a few seconds of this he dropped to his ass like someone dropping into a chair in a sitting position. The chair was more than a foot behind him. A toxicology report and questioning showed that the pair had smoked Jimson Weed together. This was on, "A Current Affair."
The happiest I have ever been in my life was on acid. My first trip was a typical acid trip but my second was like I had acid and mdma together, I just had this overwhelming feeling of happiness and euphoria! I was running through a field of sheep in the pouring rain probably looking like a total goofball. Note: I wasn’t tripping there was really a field and lots of sheep. I could just see all of these colours and the earth was alive! I was smiling so hard that I felt like my smile was literally coming off the sides of my face. No idea why I’m saying this as it doesn’t relate to this video at all… just saying it was awesome and I don’t think I’ll ever be as happy as I was in that moment ever again. But I’m cool with that. Love the content bro, glad you got your channel back!
@@jayxcv5409 haha I certainly have! One time in Thailand at a full moon party! Was pretty epic! I was drinking quite a fair amount that night as well so didn’t quite get the full experience I guess. Although when I got back to my hotel I was laying in bed with my eyes closed just seeing the maddest shit! Great night
Weird to say, but what will go down as one of the most purely joyful moments of my life was when I was tripping absolute balls off a tab of acid during an electronic music festival that had the most INSANE laser show I've ever seen. I was with a few friends all of which have seen more than their fair share of shows, and we joked that the stage we were at had secretly hogged all the lasers from the other stages. My mind was blown. I was so ecstatically in awe at a light show that my mind could barely comprehend. Kind of left me with a feeling of like "Really? Lasers? This is gonna be one of the happiest moments of my life?" You're goddamn right it is. Fucking lasers man. lol (it was the Tech Trance stage at Dreamstate Social 2019) Your sheep story sounds truly blissful. I think that's what psychedelics can teach us: to again find joy in the simple things that over the years we've become numb, bored and accustomed to.
I loved how you explained this. I am a former heroin/meth addict (also a speedballer) and I destroyed my heart. Had to have a heart valve replaced and a pacemaker… I’m only 32! I was clean 3 years, relapsed and had all of that happen November 2021 & I’m now clean again 💕
I think it's so upsetting how RUclips can't have harm reduction channels that aren't filtered down, I've been watching your videos for ages and they helped alot in helping the harm reduction with the things I've done, without this RUclips channel I most likely wouldn't be where I am now, very grateful thank you so much keep it up
K2/Spice is no joke.When I was younger, I worked at Raising Canes, one of my coworkers there had an older brother who smoked K2 a few times and it triggered him into having Schizophrenia really bad. One of his main delusions was that his dad was like a psychopath murderer kidnapper so he tried to kill him many times to "save his family". One morning my coworker went to get some coffee, he saw someone had already made some so he went to have a sip when he noticed the laundry room door was open (it usually never is), a cap on the counter, and the coffee smelled weird. He put it down and went into the laundry room to find his brother putting away a concoction of chemicals (I think with like bleach and windex you can make ammonia or something) Turns out he was trying to poison his dads coffee, he has to live in a psychiatric institution for the rest of his life now and hes like 30.
worst thing about k2 is that it is sometimes mixed with normal weed to make it cheaper. People think they have normal thc weed, but they have k2. I live in berlin and I_m most scared of smth like that happening to me so I go to the villages if I need some weed.
The first time I had heard about K2 was when I was staying in a psych ward (don't ask why, depression sucks) and was in a group meeting with the other patients where we all explained why we were there. One guy, this curly haired college age looking kid, wanted to try K2 and it made him feel like a ghost, which caused him to do something that freaked his parents out and got him interred. He never elaborated on what that was exactly, but that along with even more horror stories and actually researching the drug very quickly put K2 in my no-no list.
@@User-dc6sm I had that happen to me. Luckily I am using a vaporizer, I can't imagine how bad it would be if I had smoked it. Noticed it because of the awful effects that hit like a car speeding against a brick wall and wore off after like 30 minutes. You literally feel like you are going to die. It feels like the bad imitation of a very bad weed trip but 10 times worse. I used that shit two times (I only smoke once a week) then flushed it down the toilet. I thought I was safe, because it was a darknet order with good ratings. Pretty stupid I know, but back then I didn't know about this synthetics epidemic. Here in europe synthetic weed sold as "Haze" is very common sadly. Over 90% of weed sold as "Haze" is actually cheap shit sprayed with synthetics, often by the growers themselves (so often the dealer doesn't even know about it) purely to increase profit, because this shit is _highly_ addictive. There was recently a german dealer who blew the whistle and went to the media to spread this information. I am lucky I watched that vice documentary.
@@_karla._ you should have give bad rating and report the slimy cunt on the market... people running markets don't play around when it comes to users safety...
I've only had one acid trip that was full on hallucinations. My backyard looked foggy like a humid rainforest, the sky was a bright blue to pink gradient. The trees looked like Chinese dragon symbolism. It was incredible and I've yet to have another trip even close to that amazing.
Hallucinations is not what happens on lsd ...what you might try to explain is whence you had some visual distortion whilst on lsd peek your mind also gets a lot of creativity boost which tells you in a way what you can interpret from that distortion... You can look at a tree and see life happening... Tho it isn't it's your creativity not hallucination it's quite different
I feel you there my first acid trip i went on a walk at night next to a local airport ended up in Vietnam dodging spotter planes and finding my way home lmfao ahhhh good times
I love the constant slang names of the drugs popping up everytime it's said. It really atunes the audience to seeing the slang names of the "bad drugs" they probably shouldn't try. Thank you
I remember going on Erowid probably 14 years ago and reading some of the stories about trying Datura. Some of them were absolutely terrifying. From people who have full-on panic attacks and think they're dying of a heart attack, to people who swore that there was someone with a gun breaking into their house to kill them. But the weirdest part was how so many totally unrelated stories had so many of the exact same elements to them. #1: Everyone described smoking imaginary cigarettes, even some people who didn't even smoke. Then suddenly the cig would be gone from your hand and you'd scramble to look for it, thinking you dropped it in your lap or something. But of course you didn't because the cig was just a hallucination. #2: Another element was just as you described, full-on conversations with people who aren't even there. Suddenly you hear a knock at the door, and hey look! Your old buddy that you haven't seen in years was in the neighborhood and stopped by to catch up! Y'all are sitting on the couch having a full conversation about how your buddy has been, and suddenly after you look away for a moment, you look back and they're just gone. Maybe they went to the bathroom, you think, or stepped outside for a smoke, but of course no one else is there. Lots of people also described blurry vision for days or even many weeks after their experience. Something I truly never, ever want to try.
I've read these stories too, it's amazing that people smoke imaginary cigs, it really put it up that is something supernatural going on, all people not even related to each other
I've recently had a dream while taking a nap (like, not really "sleeping") which really resembled a datura trip. And also a ton of other weird Lynchian ass dreams. Datura would probably fuck me up so much i'd die of being too spooked. Fuck that drug
My ex-boyfriend told me about the same, he had video of him and his buddy tripping off of Datura and his friend was smashing his bare foot/toes real hard into the ground and not realizing it - like he was kicking away something that wasn't there and making these real odd moaning-like noises with a dead-pan facial expression. Was a short clip but enough to freak me out.
There are safe ways to work with her, such as flying ointment. Thankfully when I first started working with stuff like that I wasn't reckless enough to have a bad experience, but unfortunately was reckless and disrespectful enough to misuse/abuse them too often and ended up doing permanent damage to my eyesight. Honestly though if you use them properly, and specifically don't use them just to get high, they can be phenomenal medicine and lucid dreaming/astral projection aid. All of the horror stories come from people that were too dumb, reckless, and disrespectful to make sure they knew what they were fucking with and how to avoid overdosing/poisoning themselves. Btw there are very deep mystical/spiritual/occult aspects to these plants. Many aspects of the experiences definitely aren't just drug induced. Datura/brugmansia are unfortunately a favorite plant of black magicians/witches for very good reasons.
I watched The Office on around 400ug after a long time of not having psychedelics. It was shortly after the peak. I still found it funny mostly, but the frequent looks to the camera, felt like everyone in the show was just looking at me directly, not just at a camera. Was very weird. I also got somewhat freaked out by their ties and that I just cannot even explain at all.
@@drdruggi Sorry didn’t realise I didn’t actually specify, it was kit-tested LSD. So nothing crazy but enough to apparently be kinda spooked in a funny way by the office 😂
i tried to watch big mouth off of a supposed 200ug lsd tab and the characters and everything in the shows outlines started breaking apart and the color came apart into blobs of color so the screen became this white void with outlines jumping and dancing around and blobs of color rapidly shifting around the screen
What goes up must come down. The problem with euphoria is you are basically taking a loan, and then after you come down your body has no free dopamine left, as you forcefully used it all up at once. Thats the depression phase, until your brain recovers and re-stocks. How simple it would be, to just bump and be feeling fine again huh? Thats a slippery slope. Writing this comment while on NEP, so I might be talking out of my behind
I can identify with believing I’d never be happy again w/out a certain substance. For me, it was Dilaudid (Hydromorphone). The three years or so my mom was dying from bone cancer were, ironically, the most physically pleasurable & often serene times of my life up to now. My mom was a hardcore junkie, on Methadone for decades, & still using H, she’d shoot that, or her Dilaudid (to say nothing of her coke use & speedballing), so she had plenty of extra. She was also a hustler who often had 2 scripts of 120 8mg tabs in a month. I had a 24 mg a day habit on average. It was all I looked forward to on any given day. I remember telling my therapist that I didn’t think I’d “ever smile again” after it was gone. Anyways, I’ve been on Suboxone for the better part of a decade, & I must say I credit it for saving my life. Thank u to anybody who listened.
I’ve tried Synthetic Cannabis (unknowingly) and it definitely scarred me for life. Extreme paranoia and heart palpitations. Still scared to smoke weed in case I’d ever feel that way ever again.
i tryed it wingly and i will never do it again the first 6 cons where fine. (all on different days) then i tryed mre plus plus and i was more scared for my life i have ever been and after i was throwing up for ages. just pot is the way
@@tempest585 i haven't tried these kind of type of drugs (this got onto my recommended???) but if the side effect of it is as harsh as covid im hard passing all this shit man 2 weeks of me basically half paralyzed on bed is not cool
One thing I’d like to say, is if you ever struggled or still struggle with an extremely bad trip. Just know that right now since you are reading my comment you are all good now. The more time that passes the better. I had pretty much a whole month of feeling worthless, just literally sitting on my bed waiting and expecting to die but I kept pushing through, even when I didn’t feel like it was worth it. I couldn’t work on any of my hobbies without going into a panic attack at any time. Which was so weird to me, making music or playing games became traumatizing. Nowadays I’m proud of how I was able to climb back up from rock bottom and I promise you will too. Shits hard though, the hardest thing I’ve ever done. But it also made a part of who I am and you only live once so you need to boss up 🔥
@@AusDemSchneider Yeah essentially I was convinced that I was still in my bad trip for weeks/months after it happened, it was like living in a nightmare
@@offshore411 it's wild how time does heal most.... I still have my issues but it's never gotten the best of me. The mind is hands down the strongest substance that I've encountered and I've looked for stronger out there, believe me... Eaten more L in one night than most will in a lifetime combined with dreamsters and nitrous at the same time yet here I stand, I think...? How does one know if they had died if they remember dying? Time will only tell....
I always had low self esteem and depression at some point where I was actually suicidal. Drugs were easily accessible for me especially that I had the money and resources but I kind of took it on myself that I know that this happiness would've been temporary and I wouldn't be able to look myself in the mirror if I gave up that easily. Stay strong lads.
My first trip was datura and I ate several seed pods worth, I was about 14 and had really only smoked weed and k2 up until then, had no idea what it was but I was shown the plant and told somewhat what it was and I did it, the seed pods stung my hands with acid or something as I carried them home. We busted them open and ate them and waited for onset....and waited, and waited and waited. Finally I feel asleep and woke up the next morning for school to find bugs crawling on my wall by my face, I would amack them and fall back asleep only to wake up smacking bugs, I then got up and went to school and the walk felt strange and I was kind of paranoid. I started to feel sick in first period so I asked to go to the nurse and and the cops were there because apparently I looked crazy or something and they had me lay down on a cot and relax and my buddies all came over to me and I was smoking a cigarette talking to them and accidentally dropped my cigarette under the cot and I bent down panicked because I didnt want the cops to know I was smoking so I was looking for the cigarette under the bed, just leaning over looking not like frantically searching. As I turned back around my friends were gone. That was when I realized I was on tripping and it was all in my head, the bugs, my friends, the cigarette, and who knows what else. This was almost 10 years ago so I only remember bits and pieces. What a start to an incredible journey, could have ended abruptly then and there, glad I made it through.
@Mee Omi I dont know honestly, I wasn't admitted to a hospital or psychiatric facility or anything. My mental health isnt the greatest, But I dont know if I can contribute it to that experience. As for psychosis, atleast during the 3 days I was tripping yeah there was a definite disconnect from reality, but I had no idea about anything of this nature at the time. Not until I got into psychedelics and tried dmt did I have an enormous urge to obtain information and knowledge and then I learned about these things. I've definitely had short episodes of psychosis and delusional thoughts and shit, but nothing I wasnt able to manage.
@@MeesterJ it wasnt really bad, now that I've done dmt and shit yeah its definetly not positive, but I didnt interpret it to be that bad actually, just bizzare
I was a painkiller junkie for nearly 16 years. I had a script for 4 30mg Roxy's a day. I would often take 6 a day and find subs when I ran out. I have a legit need for it as I have the dreaded DDD but I also have an addictive personality. I'm proud to say I've been clean 3 years now and I no longer feel that need. I've found other ways to deal with my pain that are drug free. Many say they find god to help them but my daughter was my inspiration. There is a way out.
I was opiate addict for 10 years and got clean on Suboxone and have been maintaining on it ever since. My new born daughter was my motivation too. It's a horrible way to live except the few hours of the high.
@Jacob tudor Hello bro,joint smoker here,i'm still 18 and never had exeperiences with hard drugs ,but i know it's pretty hard if u where a addict! The only advice i can give u, it's trind to find something that occupies your day so that keeps your mind busy from other things...hope i could help u and have a good luck in ur journey!
@Jacob tudor bro I don’t take drugs but my advice would be. Think about the people you love or love you. Ever time you feel the need to take drugs know your friends and family might not want you to take drugs and worry about you. And the fact you’re putting yourself in danger.
@Jacob tudor yeah subs will actually make your DT sympoms worse if you still have the og drug in your system. Subs are a great way for a lot of people to get off opiates but in truth you're just trading one addiction for another. It's hard and its incredibly scary to think of going cold turkey. Even after my first 30 days I was still sick as a dog. My skin crawled, I vomited at least once or twice a day, I had no energy and I slept only a few hours each night. It was the worst hell I could have ever imagined. I didnt really start to feel like myself again until nearly 60 days in and even then i was dealing with depression from not getting that sweet, sweet dopamine release. My neurons werent firing as fast and that shit sucks. It Feels like you're a zombie basically and I know I'm prob not helping but eventually you can get back to normal. It takes more strength and will power than anything else I've ever done. Once you have beaten opiates though, what CANT YOU DO!? These days, everything feels easy bc I've already done the impossible. A few tips that helped me, read, watch movies, force yourself to interact with friends, music was huge for me as a musician. Find a daily routine and stick to that shit like your life depends on it. Force yourself to eat and drink lots of water. A poorly nourished body makes the DT's worse. My name is Donnie Ray on Facebook. Find me. Dm me if you need to talk. Talking about this shit makes it easier too. You're not alone brother.
Yeah don't mess with Datura. I tried it around 2004. I knew some people who said it was like shrooms but didn't show up in a drug test. I was in the Navy, so I was like sign me up. I think I drank two cups of tea. Most of what I remember from that night is repeatedly thinking I had a cigarette that would always disappear when I went to light it. And I had the worst cottonmouth you can imagine. I came to in the morning delirious wandering the apartment complex shirtless since my "friend" had left me outside after failing to get me to drive him to work. I was seeing Navy Seals hiding in the trees. I kept trying to go to my car only to realize I didn't have my keys on me. Until I was pulled over on foot by the cops. Somehow they let me go, and I eventually was able to get into another friend's apartment and sleep off the effects. My eyesight was messed up for several days. Overall, it was not a pleasant experience. Not a drug I could really see being done recreationally. Like the reason it's not illegal is because only an idiot would try it.
Do you think that if your "friend" didn't hurt your experience and leave you outside that it may have been even slightly enjoyable or seen something interesting
@@KwajGN125 No. I don't think there was any way it would have been enjoyable. I did shrooms as a kid, and even had a kind of bad trip with those that resulted in developing a fear of heights, and even parts of that bad trip were enjoyable (star gazing). But Datura? No, it wasn't enjoyable because at no point did I have the presence of mind to enjoy it. There's not the lucidity of a hallucinogenic trip. Just constant confusion and disorientation. And the cottonmouth, rapid heartbeat, discomfort. You have to note that the drug in Datura is the same as the one from Pulp Fiction that they stab into Uma Thurman's heart. That's a real thing. This stuff don't play.
@@Bezlonirslair Had to double-check, but it was adrenaline/epinephrine that they injected into Uma Thurman’s character’s heart. Atropine and scopolamine are the psychoactive chemicals in Datura. I recall reading that Timothy Leary said he never heard of anyone having a *good* trip on Datura!
YES!! The eyesight thing. 3 days it lasted for me. Thought I permanently damaged my eyesight. I was in tears. It was the worst. But luckily it came back.
@@DuckLover-tz7bd Steroids are no magic pill... Try taking TRT or any sort of steroid without putting in hard work EVERY DAY in the gym... I often times wonder how ignorant some people still are when the internet I has every topic you can fuckin' imagine.... "DuRRrrRrr itzzss kalleeeddd STEr0idssss durrrr"
My dad decided to try Datura on a whim, nothing happened until like 8 hours later when he suddenly woke up to a noise and saw a living scarecrow outside his window trying to get in.
@@oopiumosmo1062 Because he was young and dumb and saw the plant in the wild while with a mate and thought why not. They took a different part of the plant each. Can't remember which part my dad had. His friend was fine, but my dad had a delayed response. Even when I was young before he told me he did it, he always warned me about Datura.
@@reddrift3022 I found some Datura living in Cali, opened up the seed pod and examined the seeds. Decided against trying it. My thoughts are already dark enough as it is. No need to stimulate that any further. *edited because of grammar nazi tendencies
I remember taking a rather large dose of LSD once. I took 6 tabs and decided to watch Ready Player One once it started to kick in. It was a great but weird experience. I swear the movie was taking place all around me, like it was 3D. After that Ready Player One I watched The Lego movie, and that one messed me up. I thought that movie was on loop for days, but was only played once
I one time took LSD and I smoked so much weed and then I literally thought we lived in a game that always reapeats it’s self till we win the day and I was sooooooooooo fucked upp it’s crazy
I did datura once and it was very scary. The hallucinations were like dreams I’ve had except i was awake tripping. It was so powerful I forgot that i had taken the drug. My pupils were so dilated, solid black, that my vision was blurry the next day, I couldn’t read my watch. I can clearly see how some people have died by drowning and other misadventures while on it
your take on reward systems is completely correct. my mental reward system was completely destroyed due to years of trauma and you're 10000% right about not doing much of anything without a feeling of accomplishment, i spend most of my younger years doing literally nothing. i don't mean meaningless tasks or drugs or things like that, i mean absolutely nothing. our drive and motivation is all inherently tied to our reward system
I can literally do nothing for days on end and don’t even get bored lol. Also dont have much drive or motivation and im quite apathetic. Feel like i fried my mind on mdma tbh. How did you get out of the rut?
Hey all of you. It could be psychological or psychiatric. There is likely a chemical imbalance in your brain. Medicine can help this. Usually something that treats ADHD or Depression. Or both. Anyways, go to a psychologist, get a diagnosis, then bring that diagnosis to a psychiatrist. They will likely offer a medication that will surely but slowly improve and restore the chemical balance in your brain. This was the case for me. I'm in Prague now, though, and have been off my meds, so I'm pretty much back at square one. So maintain consistent application of the medicine. Put it next to your bed and keep a water bottle there.
Same, minus the trauma. I had it, but it never reached me. I think chemo as a toddler may have played a role. But I've spent most of my life doing what I was supposed to with no gratification. I had a stretch where I somehow reversed it, I think with diet and exercise (I "can't" follow plans. All on impulse) I recently got diagnosed with schizophrenia which also makes sense, but I also spend my time doing absolutely nothing. It drives me insane and turns me into a monster (I really, really want my life to end). My options are usually doing something that makes me angry because I don't want to do it or do nothing, which is another entire can of worms. Shrooms helped me once, but they also sent me spiraling into psychosis and got me thrown into a hospital. That was followed by antipsychotics (injection, wasnt my choice unless inwanted to stay locked up) which was followed by what I'm used to, severe "depression"
I did dmt last night and this morning - didn’t breakthrough but not like anything I’ve ever experienced… did it with a vape pen so I think I didn’t get to get as much I suppose after 3-4 hits, last night was definitely more on the negative side and this morning wasn’t really anything idk I’ve been trying to break through but I need a new pen to allow more vapor out of one hit
I've tried meth, but I have extremely chronic adhd, and honestly, it doesn't have any kind of 'amazing' feeling. I could definitely feel the pull of it being addictive, but not because it's good, just because it's addictive. Stopping for me was mostly about just going somewhere I didn't have a connection to buy it, and then I just didn't bother. However, I noticed much later that other people trying it around me, who did not have adhd, were chronically affected, manifesting anger, psychosis, and extreme paranoia - they were not themselves after a few weeks. Once I noticed this, meth terrified me and I never touch it. I consider myself very lucky.
Don't think that would have to do with adhd I would probably guess that for people with adhd it's even more euphoric I just think everyone links their experience to having adhd about everything
a long time ago a “friend” smoked with me what i thought was normal marijuana, turned out to be k2. it was a horrible anxiety ridden mess. would’ve NEVER tried it on my own accord.
I did it for a month or so trying to get clean from weed for a drug test. It felt awful yet I continued to do it until I did too much and blacked out and threw up. Immediately stopped it, was like 8 yrs ago.
@@jakedillingham8710 Some people call it spice, i don’t know exactly how it’s made but it kinda looks like potpourri and it’s usually likened to marijuana even though the effects are quite different. They used to sell it at corner stores/gas stations years back but it’s banned now, I’m sure there’s still ways to get it but there have been fatalities linked to it.
You said it perfectly man, about the euphoric recoil of heroin. I'm a recovering heroin addict and it's exactly that. Knowing that there is something that can make you feel so amazing instantaneously and not being able to ever achieve that euphoria naturally makes it that much harder to stay away from. Great video bro 💪💯
Then would it be a good idea as a dying wish to at least try heroin or meth on the last moments of my life when it's guaranteed that I'd die very soon?
@arjun ravi I dunno tho, like they said, drugs can make you feel so good and you won't feel that much happiness naturally, so in the end other things wouldn't matter
@arjun ravi which is exactly why I want to take them before dying, so that I live to experience the high but not too long to experience the withdrawals
“All you have to do if slam the needle into a vein.” I know Adam is just being a bit facetious, but I feel like this sort of misses something important, which is that it’s not always easy to find a vein, and that actually adds to the addictiveness of it and can make the needle in and of itself an addiction because you feel like you worked towards something. He talked about how once people switch to meth they never go back, and the same thing can be said about injecting. Once you start slamming, you’ll basically want to mainline every psychoactive substance you come across to see if that does something extra like it does with meth, heroin, coke, or whatever you shoot.
My brother was in a psychiatric unit with a young woman who had taken datura one and only time two years prior. She’d been in hospital since then, living in her own reality, and hadn’t responded to any treatment. She was never expected to recover. I was addicted to synthetic cannabis for many years and kept being locked up in psychiatric units (10 times in 7 years for a combined total of 2 years). I still have episodes if I become too stressed or I am slack with taking my medication. I now have a permanent mental illness. I used to be a lawyer. Lost my career and custody of my kids (aged 8 and 4). Never got my kids back. It was an absolute shit-show!!! Normal weed now has same effect. Last time I smoked it I called the cops on my boyfriend saying he r-ped me and was going to murder me. I was totally psychotic but, luckily, the effects largely wore off after a few hours. I was a bit f-cked up for a few days after, but came out of it okay. I’ll never touch any drug again - not even alcohol. Because if I get a bit loose on the booze, I won’t be able to say “no” to weed.
I'm 25 years old from New Zealand and I've had 4/5 of those drugs, spent a few years bouncing back from some heavy psychosis caused by synthetic cannabis (I smoked it from the age of 15-19) 7 grams a day. I tripped datura 4 times me and a friend were hospitalized and had some crazy experiences while we were starving of oxygen in the er having our stomachs pumped. Spent 10 odd months smoking meth everyday ( now 10 weeks clean) and I've most definitely had 25i with the amount of dodgy acid that goes around here. Thank you so much for spreading your knowledge and your expertise. I fully believe we dont have to learn by doing it ourselves research is super important and your influence against these drugs is great awareness. I agree with you 100% gotta be careful out there!!! Hitting the nail on the head my friend thank you you've helped me through some tough times 💙💙🕉🙏
This video unlocked a memory for me: In college I was in an altered state myself, but returned to a friends house to smoke a little after leaving the bars. While we were sitting smoking, one of his roommates had a friend over who took 2 tabs of what he thought was LSD, and turned out to be a 25* compound. This dude was totally in a state of psychosis, and somehow started believing I was god. Watched him throw up a few times and was clearly in a physically and mentally life threatening state, I spent 2 hours trying to convince this man to put shoes on and follow me despite the roommates downplaying it, to try to get him away from their apartment to call the man an ambulance and get him sedated and treated. Eventually the roommate kicked me out. I opened the school newspaper the next t morning, and he was found in an apartment complex 3 blocks up the road in a maintenance room, completely without clothes, and covered in his own blood. Still regret not being more aggressive that night.
@@user-xk7gy4dk3g nah, he was found by the cops, and taken to the hospital. This it showed up in the crime beat of the college news paper, which is the only reason I learned how it was resolved after being kicked out of the apartment
My dad knew a guy in his hometown who had a multi-day Datura trip. I asked what happened, and apparently after that everybody started referring to him as "space man". Definitely not doing that one.
@@thicclumber5790 brudda I can not imagine a LEO or anything else like that would waste their time commenting this bs. remember, in most places it is not illegal to try and buy dope. obviously a scammer lads
In Australia ive seen daytura growing wild. But ive seen old people growing it in their gardens. When i was in my early teens some kid were smoking some weed they thought was daytura and started hallucinating and crying.
I told myself that I would never go harder than Weed because of my BPD. I think I would be able to get addicted to literally anything because I am so prone to it. There was one party where I was already drunk and was like „Yeah I‘ll try MDMA no problem“ and then I had it on my tongue but spit it out. It was like a voice inside my head screaming at me DONT FUCKING DO IT and I’m so glad that I didn’t lol thanks brain
If it was ectasy i would have spit it but not MDMA/molly the ectasy is pressed so there might be some bath salts, PCP, crack, speed, or other shit on there
I consider myself as any addiction-able to abandon person and for a reason(have broken a few addictions) but tried half of average doze of mdma and if felt too good so i decide to never try it again, the drug that everybody cheating themselves saying its a healing drug, actually is not a good idea to take even if you have a depression, please dont take it even if you think you are not addictive person and do A LOT of research if i didnt assure you to not take it, it permanently changes your sober life
@@lolcindydarling3642 yikes that sounds like that was intense asf, idk though i have done ecstasy and drunk a fair amount of alcohol but made sure i was hydrated before hand and felt fine except a friend who had a panic attack as he was new to the feeling of it and i think was overthinking it a bit much as he was fine in the end.
>me, dying before the gate of the tower knight of demon souls original For the 126th time because I'm high. >also me in the 2010's , running in a wall for multiple hours, due to opium while friends are mocking me in my big collocation. Tenchu not prepared me for this. But due to demon souls, I was already good while beginning dark souls.
Early spice: sooooo great 1 month after early spice: laying on kitchen floor, heart rate 1 million, can’t move, gonna die. Puke...oh thank god. Flush that shit.
There were only 2 types of K2 Spice in the beginning. One was very mild and enjoyable but the other (I think it was called Summit) was a very strange floaty high that I couldn't enjoy. Thankfully, I never got into them because by the end of the year that shit had people eating faces.
when i was a kid i always said “i’ll never do drugs, smoke, snus or drink alcohol”. After my deep depression everything changed. I didn’t care about anything and drank until i blacked out.
Did acid and shrooms every once in awhile and was very functional and loving life. Experimented with DMT and it was extremely eye-opening but I would never do it again. Didn't even have an ego death or anything like that. Haven't really done psychs since, I would advise against trying DMT. Not that I'm scared of shrooms/acid, but the experience was just so bone-chilling and out of this world that you really get put in your place. Before trying ask yourself if you want to be humbled like that
@@26michaeluk Don't know if this is what it is or it's different for other people or what. Basically it was my first time on any psychs, it was acid, and the experience was so intense and far from my understanding of reality that I really didn't come out the same when the trip ended. Super scary but glad i did it, like an insane double-backflip gone wrong that i survived. It gave me a newfound love for the life I have and other people, and also forced me into some real introspection on who I am as a person/how I could be better. Whereas on DMT i definitely could've lived my whole life without needing that kind of experience, even though it halted my curiosity. I stopped listening to rap/hip hop, started listening to hendrix/pink floyd, grunge rock, blues. I wasn't as anxious around women. Felt more motivated to make something of myself. And it all felt very natural, like this was me all along (even though it wasn't)
It’s sad because people see it as a substitute for weed. Shit. It’s literally advertised as “synthetic weed” which is fucking terrible. My Uncle got into it a few years ago and it literally FRIED his brain, he’s now a paranoid schizophrenic and over indulges in all his addictions such as pills and 10-20 tabs of lsd per trip. He’s stuck on a path which stemmed from one stupid choice he made. Fuck Spice
I was drugged in high school. Someone gave me spice and I thought it was weed. My symptoms where terrifying. I was scared for my life to sleep bc my heart was beating so fast for 12 hours. Thank god I wasn’t allergic and my symptoms went away. Sorry about your uncle man. Look out and raise your kids right!
@@imneeks4533 sad people profit off people like your uncle and it destroys families. I’m sorry you’re going through such a tragedy, addictions so tough on the whole family.
managed to quit way before my group of friends did(young age between 18-22), at some point i was even addicted to meth for a year(~21-23), and yet many years has passed, im now about to turn 29, i can feel damage done up to this day, and yet recovery goes well
I was living in Tokyo and decided to try drugs for the first time ever. I bought a tab of acid for the equivalent of $40, yes it was Nbome. I realized that about a year later when I tried real acid in Seattle, Portland and most recently in the Netherlands. The Nbome caused me to experience extreme hyperthermia, cardiovascular constriction, rage, claustrophobia which I've never had. I ended up punching a wall so hard that I dislocated my pinky and ring finger on my right hand. The bones were almost popped out of my skin. I just stood there looking at them as my French roommate freaked out and tried using his Japanese to get some Japanese girls to call an ambulance. I got emergency surgery and fixed my bones but will have a scar for life. At that time I had only tried alcohol, not even weed so I was a total noob. If you're going to experiment, do your research, buy from a trusted source and test the stuff.
@@jayw9267 Well I've always thought that it's not how much money you have but how you use it. I live a very minimalistic lifestyle. I can basically fit all my earthly belongings in a backpack. I've also chosen not to have kids or get tied down with a house or super serious relationship. Also, I teach English online to students in Asia so can live anywhere really. That's the basic summary but I'm constantly researching how to save money and live as cheaply as possible. I'm currently right outside Amsterdam but originally from Texas.
@@AngelFlores-bq4fd wow, that’s great! What languages do you know and how did you learn them? And were you raised around a different language and just decided to teach it or did you work to learn Asian languages? Personally I have been very interested in a career similar to yours, being a traveler working a job like translation or perhaps an English teacher but hardest part is learning the foreign languages. (18 by the way, so I am still considering careers)
@@jayw9267 Oh sorry I just got this notification lol Well since I was born in Houston, Texas and lived there most of my life I'm most fluent in English but my parents are from Mexico so I've always spoken Spanish also. I just decided to learn Japanese so I could live more easily in Japan lol but to be an English teacher there that's usually not a requirement. In fact employers usually tell you not to speak in Japanese if you know it since the point is to get them speaking especially since many Japanese people are shy. So yeah, language and translation is pretty fun I think and there's tons of opportunities especially if you become fluent. I'll tell you though that English teaching is very popular in Asia from native or fluent speakers around the world.
Here in Southern California Sacred Datura literally just grows on the side of the road all the time and you can find it anywhere just by walking for a few minutes outside and looking for those beautiful white trumpet flowers.
@@popcorn4518 yeah, I blacked out 20min in and woke up in the hospital. What I do remember was not fun but the next day had a weird but calming dream like vibe to it which probably had something to do with the Vyvanse the doctor put me on.
I live in a Mexican densely populated are in Cali, and I see a lot of them growing it in the front yard lol. Tried a low dose once and it was interesting.
My homeboy hook me up with some advice on taking Dramamine, it was a complete delirium and it took me years to kind of piece together what really happened that night. Not the best time to say the least.
ended up doing the two weirdest ones, k2/spice and nbome both on accident. k2 trip lasted 4 days in the hospital and overdosing. thought i was doin acid and weed but ended up completely brainfucked at 14 and permanently damaged. these two are crazy dangerous, so thank god to this channel for finally saying something about it. years later and the experience still haunts me.
@Angus Delaney oakland california. it doesn't look like flower at all, like it doesn't have the stem and bud thing goin. but it was in a preroll so i couldn't see it.
I've taken Ice for about 8 years, and I am off of it since August 2020. At the end, was taking 2/day for more than a year. It's both amazing and disgusting. I also quit alcohol, so I feel so much better now.
Broooo you couldnt be more right. I did 25I-NBOME at like 14-15 thinking it was LSD. It was my first acid trip and lets just say one that I will always remember.
I’ve done plenty 25i. Luckily it was very regularly dosed. I had great VERY acid-like trips, just with an extra body load, vasoconstriction that made me look pale and red eyed. Still had incredible, beautiful visuals. The issue is the shit comes in powder form and any amount that is essentially visible will be deadly. You need to know that someone volumetrically dosed the tabs (titration). Interestingly, the most beautiful visual experience i had (besides DMT) was 25c-nbome, and i felt almost completely clearheaded. Had a great time. Maybe it was just a perfect dose, or maybe 25c has significant differences from 25i? I only had 25c once.
@@Michael-kp4bd I tried mostly all the NBOME when i was in highschool 25I is like the dirty cousin of 25c forsure... but i remember those early tripping days 25c was awesome just not worth the dangers
Great video. Substances that religion and government frowns upon can be dangerous in the hands of disrespectful partiers can be dangerous. I’ve had multiple types of drugs just HANDED to me from people that didn’t know me. When I ask what to expect, they shrug and say “it’s _____. Haven’t you heard of it? You’ll be fine! It’s fun!” Why, after a good or bad trip, do I feel it’s important to describe possible outcomes to inexperienced people, but it wasn’t done for me?! People can be careless and cruel!
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As a kid: "I would never do drugs, it's bad for your body and jesus doesn't like it"
Now: "Meth is where I draw the line"
When I was 6 I was that kid when I turned 13 I was already a stoner and would have probably taken anything regardless of who gave the drug to me as long as it’s not to expensive
@@RrRr-or5tw ok
As always
@iLoveJackingOn lol
Rr Rr how old r u now..
You’re telling me one thing, but your hat is telling me to just do it!
Lol
This comment deserves more likes
This was great
i think this is intentional from him
This comment would have been 10x better if u just left it at “You’re telling me one thing, but your hats telling me another”
Heroin is a demon!! Love how you explained it, it’s hard to quit but proud to say I’m 5 weeks clean, I wasn’t created to put that poison in my body! ✊🏽
Congrats keep up the good work!
Stay strong
Good work Alfonso, follow the right path it's 100% worth it 💪🏻💪🏻 .
Hell yeah brother!
ur doing so well!!!
Datura, as a plant was planted everywhere in NZ because of its odour... Every old school sewerage system had datura planted near it.
Famous case in NZ was a truck driver who noticed some logs on the highway, he stopped to move them and found they were students pretending to be logs. In another case another student froze to death in a field talking to a post.
2 mangos 5 dollars
They plant it in my small town on our trails, I think its ironic that they wont allow cannabis dispos where I live but they plant such a dangerous plant.
@@joeoge9347 same over here, cannabis completely illegal (almost, can get through drs with special conditions - but next to impossible to qualify in reality), while datura, san Pedro cactus (mescaline), Mexican tripping weed etc, completely legal.
that plant stinks horrible.
The best cure is time... time to forget how good it felt.
Let your mind misinterpret the euphoria to the point where it felt like a dream you can't remember.
There is a way out
That’s facts
Wow deep ❗️
This is good, thank you for this comment 👆❤️
Yes.
you cant forget that
I once had just a normal 1 tab acid trip while camping in the woods with a few friends and one of my friends had never done it before. The dose only made me and my friend thought loop and get the standard body buzzing feeling from acid, but the friend that had never tried it had a full breakthrough, experiencing every possible sensory crossover possible, traversing through the universe, hallucinations constantly for 8 hours, disassociated, throat closing up and even could recall seeing the beginning of time and describing the taste. Never before have I ever witnessed or even experienced ego death, but to see someone else go through it was beautiful and scary at the same time. Like a puppy with a chainsaw.
Same with me I witnessed this with my of my friends, it was great to watch
@@1234adebayor What sort of things did they say or witness? My friend said it was like trying to remember a dream, and to be honest I think I have more recollection of that evening than she did lol.
Puppy's dont have opposing digits so they cant really lift the chainsaw or rev it up simultaneously or start it themself so your friends experience is definitly scarier in many respects.
Damn how much they put in that 1 tab? 😂
I was that friend, on my 1 and only trip.
It was so fantastic and healing that it can't be topped.
me: *expecting some explanation like "it'd ruin my brain so I'd never try it"
him: I'm scared it would feel way too good
In a sense that would mean ruining one's brain
feeling too good while high is 100% going to ruin your brain. You just won't notice until you're too deep and the damage is already done. Like he said your brain's reward system is the only reason why anyone does anything in life and the reason why people enjoy living. Messing with that will affect your quality of life.
Weed is the most innocent, but anecdotally i've done too much during the pandemic and i definitely feel like im not enjoying things like i used to. Being high felt real good, but i've stopped almost completely minus a little when i need something to sleep. Reason is I noticed my ONLY thought everyday was to get high rather than ANYTHING else, noped out.
This is essentially what mental addiction to drugs, social media or anything is. You'd rather just do xyz than anything else because its easier to get that reward system to fire. In the case of some drugs it actually alters the reward system which is even more dangerous since it can leave permanent damage to the system as described above and in the video.
Thats ruining your brain though lmao
There are some drugs that dont do any damage to the brain like magic mushrooms
@@etiennebelanger5298 yep its also not really a feel good( pleasure drug) as much as its a spiritual one. No idea how to describe it other than spiritual lol. Its not something that will activate the reward system making you want to do it again in quick succession.
Though the after effects is being really happy and emotionally connected with people for like a week or two lol.
I was in the ER with tonsillitis so bad I couldn’t swallow the antibiotics they gave me- I had to have it drained with a giant needle. They gave me morphine for the crippling pain in my throat, which hit the spot to say the least.
They drained the infection, I felt immediate relief, then they wheeled my gurney back out to the hallway. I was just chilling, right as rain, when it was almost time for discharge. Nurse asks me, “Do you need another dose of morphine?” I looked at my wife, stunned, and back at the nurse- “Sure, I’ll take one more for the road.”
lol medical grade morphine is really good especially if your in pain.
Being hooked up to a 5 minute push button drip I was flying from it, morphine is really good, just it’s so addictive.
I have never I.V.ed diamorphine or heroin as after hospital it was obvious how can addicted to it.
Opiate withdrawal is all about willpower you feel awful unless u gradually taper.
The worst drug I ever had to take was prednisone steroids, they change your personality have awful mental health side effects plus physical they are hard to come off as your brain chemistry needs to reset.
@@jaybot303functionerror4 thats funny, i recently had a nerve injury and they tried to give me a run of these. for the first few days i felt great, but then noticed i was getting pretty full on. not angry just intense. everything was hectic. i have a really high tolerance to a lot of things.. but prednisone turned me into a full blown tweaker. i jumped off those, lyrica, and tramadol all at once. that was hectic. i wanted to twist my arm off
I remember the guy who got meth to try it and intended to record his experience to show addiction isn't real and he just wanted to see how bad it really was. He didn't upload another video for like 3 years but his second video was him crying and looking like a worn out junkie. He explained that when he took his first hit he had the best orgasm he had ever had and that was just the beginning of how amazing it felt and he spent years chasing that high. He was sobbing in the video about how his life is in ruins, he's homeless, and is struggling to stay sober. I hope that dude is okay now, but if that isn't a lesson for people I really don't know what is.
Damn…. Yeah that’s meth :( it’s absolutely evil.
@@milkglassfairy7641 "Satan's Salt"
What’s the video called?
any idea on the channel name?
Does it smoking or snorting make it a big difference? Before I had much knowledge about drugs and were young I was sold a rock of meth as molly and did the thing and oh my , I fucking hated ! Tbh I only felt like I couldn’t stfu for one second or I’d have a panic attack, it was awful
Spot on. I was dumb enough to try just a little bit H by smoking it. And then I wanted to try one more time, and more one and then I was hooked.. three years in hell, destroying my relationship with friends and family. I went from smoking to using needles. I had to chase the dragon every time because I never got that same feeling like the first times I tried it.
But now I'm one year sober and couldn't be happier!
Glad your sober man!🤞🏻😁
@@canes9996 Thanks! :)
👑👑👑 congrats bro
@@weezy1037 Thaanks!
Can u describe what u really deeply felt or experienced when you were on it please?
I tried 25-I when I was 18... It was the closest I've been to dying. NEVER EVER touch NBOMES. It's a tab of death. If I took two tabs, I wouldnt be alive today. I thought I was having a stroke, while having a heart attack, while being controlled by some other entity, while thinking "I accomplished NOTHING in my life, and now I'm going to die". The whole time I was tripping, the confusion was relentless. All I could say out loud to my friends and to myself was "WHAT AM I DOING" because the confusion was so deep. I could feel my body shutting down. The paranoia was unbearable. Even the side effects that I had after the trip and even MONTHS after the trip were so haunting. It made my ego voice (voice in my head) SO LOUD I couldnt focus on anything but the constant negative judgment I was hearing from my ego 24/7. It was like the tab had planted a super dark demon in my head. I started isolating because I couldnt hold solid conversations. I couldnt laugh for MONTHS AND MONTHS. Everything I ate made me want to puke. I used to write songs about the experience. Some of lyrics I wrote after the trip were this:
"...I contemplated life, thought maybe I already died,
and everything in front of my eyes
was an illusion of what it'd be like if I was still alive
Sometimes I still wonder if one day I'll wake from a coma.
And wonder if mama is on the other side crying on dad's shoulders.
They say 'you can only go up from rock bottom', but I was beneath the boulders..."
It goes on...
You cannot comprehend the experience, unless you've personally experienced it.
one tab was enough to taste death and nearly be taken by death. Words cant describe the intensity and danger of 25-I.
Do NOT play with 25-I.
Thank you for bringing this awareness
Sounds like a
Bad trip mind set is a big deal with hallucinogenics although yes letters looked like they were moving for about a month.
i hope youre doing better now :) stay safe
I did this and was told it was lsd my experience was almost the same as you i stoped drugs after that for years new friends, new job, new school, new town I never felt the same since
I trie 4-ho-met which I believe my cousin described as an “n-bomb”. I didn’t realize how horrible it was lol, but I had a some epic trips on them
Half of this can be tied to the usual tripping experience. Seriously? Your surprised you feel like your dying while tripping? Have you seen the posts by people who have had shitty trips? They sound exactly like yours even the after-effects. Look at destiny, dude literally got anxiety attacks off of shroom trip aftermath.
Chances are NBOMe is just fine if taken in proper doses.
Surprised Fentanyl wasn’t mentioned, scariest drug ever
and crack
It's actually not that scary. Lots of old wives tales and urban legends about it
It’s given as an epidural.
@@michaelbarbarich3965 from what I know, it's mostly that it's essentially like heroin or other such opioids, just incredibly potent? Presumably (very much going off of assumption here, not certain) it's not any more dangerous than heroin or something in itself, however you'd have to be /particularly/ cautious about how much you're taking, and of course a huge aspect of its danger seems to come from it being cut into other drugs when people don't expect it to be there, far increasing their chances of overdosing.
you dont know anything about fentanyl then
7:30 you’re spot on! Please DONT try heroin! I’ve been clean for over 5 years now and it is one of those drugs that does feel way too nice. I didn’t eat properly for months and months, all my body urged for was heroin. It’s absolute madness and takes over your entire life 🤦🏼♀️ please stay safe and don’t make the stupid mistake that I did 🙏🏼
Proud of you
@@LuisMartinez-bx9up thank you so much 🥰
That’s amazing, takes a lot, congratulations
So you're saying it's a good way to lose weight?
@@robertoceferino1456 I couldn’t actually keep any food down and I got severely underweight which then caused liver and kidney failure…… so no…. I wouldn’t use the word “good”
I was gonna say, fentanyl should’ve been first on your list. I’m a current fetty addict and it’s the worst thing. High is the best but if you try to stop, the withdraws are so bad , it’s something you’ll never know how bad it is until you’re on it. Tried two treatment stints and the second time I went, I was withdrawing so bad after day 2 that I just discharged from treatment. Trying to go 3rd time the charm and don’t care how bad in pain I am from withdraws, ima just do it. Keep me in your prayers I really need it guys
Praying for you Moe
@@ivyx7346 bless ya heart Ivy ❤️
How are you
I have been addicted to fent for about a lil over a year now and if you ween off its not as bad. Still sucks but its tolerable, its been a week since my last use n im never going back. You just gotta want it, at least im hoping n trying i never do it again. It cost me a lot
@@teresadennett5855 wow good for you!!!! Keep up
First-time MDMA: "I want to feel like this for the rest of my life". Glad that one's behind me.
@David Smith if you dont mind me asking how long where you abusing for and any long term effects you noticed?
And did it just feel like dirty stim high like speed after using so much?
@David Smith thank you
@David Smith i had serotonin and dopamine production issues from off and on ecstasy use for 2-3 years. I used back in the 2000-03 era when good, clean mdma was around.
@Hooaah just search it up I know that it’s definitely real seen it effect a couple people n either people will just stop after their md magic is gone or they try to top it with stronger drugs to chase those feelings u can take antidepressants as in ssri’s but I don’t know if it goes away after years or if the serotonin syndrome is permanent
I'm terrified of synthetic drugs, don't know why cos but I think its for that reason, that it'll just feel too good, BUT, that don't mean I don't use them. For me if I just snort a tiny amount of a crystal its enough for me to notice a subtle difference but it is noticeable. Its like I feel so full of energy even if I was exhausted 10 minutes earlier but its like the energy is produced by love so it feels reeeeeeeeeeal nice too...but not danger nice. Kinda like post aya buzz
I suffered severe depression 18 years ago as a teenage, got addicted to cigarettes. Spent my whole life fighting Cigarettes addiction. I was actually diagnosed with cptsd and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
I'm so very happy for you, Psilocybin is absolutely amazing, the way it shows you things, the way it teaches you things. I can not believe our world and our people shows less interest about it's helpfulness to humanity. It's love. The mushrooms heals people by showing the truth, it would be so beneficial for so many people, especially politicians and the rich who have lost their way and every other persons out there.
Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Germany don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source🙏🏻
YES very sure of mycologist benmycologys. This treatment worked for me. Helped me got rid of my life long depression and BPD.
Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.
How do I reach out to him? Is he on instagrem
As someone who had a violent heroin addict for 15 years, the minute I had the first IV rush, I knew I would never stop. Now, I had been using oxy and already had a physical addiction to that, but it was nothing compared to heroin. It took 9 rehabs, 12 detoxes, unknown cold turkey attempts and countless overdoses over those thirteen years for me to finally get sober in April 2019 at 32 years old. It didn’t matter what consequences I faced, I couldn’t stop. Even after a few months sober with no physical craving, I’d still go back. I still am not quite sure what was different this last time I got sober, but i had never made it more than a few months and now it’s 3 years. Honestly I had no veins left and a ridiculously hight tolerance as most of what I was doing was fent at that point, and figured I’d detox comfortably at a treatment center, get a little healthy, bring my tolerance down and go back to it after a good old 30 day stay, that was my plan. I don’t know how I’ve made it this far but I have no desire to go back to it.
Long story short, don’t fucking do it. If you’re already hooked on pain pills, don’t advance. If your pill habit is too expensive and you’re thinking it will save you money, it only will for a very short time, you’ll be spending just as much.
Thank you for sharing I was thinking I should try ot out or try meth or coke but I guess i won't do that now I thought I will just try it once, experience it then stop
Maybe when I am too old and have nothing to lose like 60+
You got this!
@@seif9923 honestly i feel like a 60+ year old doing coke would end badly
@@Jordan-zk2rf then so be it
@@seif9923 my boy i dont know if you realised what you write over there but if you ask me when ill be 60+ ill rather stay as healthy as possible to be there with my family as long as i can, you know with your childrens, grandchildrens, i just wanna be that nice grandpa and father that gives lots of good advice, life experience and money to his childs with a nice old hat, coat and rod like an old mf peaky blinder:)))) but hey thats just me
2:30 #1 Meth
3:51 #2 Datura
6:21 #3 Heroin
10:09 #4 Synthetic Cannabinoids
12:06 #5 25I-NBOME
datura is awsome sometimes..chaotic but can be beatutiful tooo
It’s funny. Because I’ve tried meth couple of time and i don’t have any urge to try it. Also i don’t think I’m trying it again. The anxiety part is just bad. I don’t personally like it. 5/10.
@@Senaihh addiction knocking st the door just kidding because addiction peeks and creeps up to you and then BAM one day you really DO wanna smoke some damn meth. Just speaking from experience.
I caught alll those pokemon !
Dph hittin bro
Glad it's back to Psyched Substance and the channel is still with us
Guess he had to add a space between the words to use it.
@ödīñ ŵïlšøń wait the hacker changed the name?
@@virtual-adam I think he made it his accounts 'real name' and not the username, because when you do that it forces a space in your name
@@Lysergic_ I see, thanks.
I could remember several years ago I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Was actually addicted to cigarettes and alcohol. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 11 years totally clean. Shrooms are God- sents
How do I reach out to him? Is he on instagrem?
Sure, I got mine posted here in Scotland 🏴 . The service was considerate
Bruh for a second I thought this wasn’t a bot
I have a once of B plus. I’m an alcoholic and heard it could help. How did you do it
once upon a time there were bot chains promoting 'financial advisors'. Now they're straight up promoting mushrooms ??????????
POV its been awhile since youve seen his vids and clicked on it anyway and realized he is shredded now lol
that’s exactly what i did 😂
wow who do you work for
Also realize how much of a sellout he’s become
You with the feds?
😭true
PCP makes my list. Meth is up there too. I went down the heroine/pain killers road and you're very smart to stay away. I've given 20 years of my life to chasing the ghost and at 43 years old, I'm trying to figure out how to live life again. Drugs are definitely fun but they can cause you to miss out on all the important stuff that life has to offer like family, friends, career, life pursuits in general. You only get one shot at life, we don't get to go back and try again. All we can do is move forward, playing catch up for the time we've wasted.
Thank God you made it out alive. I've been down that road myself, Opiate addiction is pure hell.
I been sober going on 7 years and i would beg anyone thinking about trying It, not to.
@@jbob3744 I'm going on like 2.5 years from that crap, good for you man
PCP-Derivates are my favorites besides Acid
i’ve literally smoked pcp at least 2000 times. there is no way to know even a good estimate, but it was daily for years and then for several other multi year long periods, almost daily. i don’t really do any drugs at all these days (not even weed or alcohol) and i seem to have no long term effects from any substances. pcp was just my drug of choice for a very long time. i have no idea how i was functioning in jobs and social circles all of that time.
I'm going to try meth and maybe pcp because it sounds fun
Man, you’ve got to be one of the most aware people I’ve met on the subject of endorphins and the power of your brain. Heroin was a terrifyingly mysterious and powerful drug at one time for me. Now it’s hard to imagine that was my life. Cool video thanks for the content!
Proud you off of it bro!
congrats for getting clean
@@domimickbarber03 by not doing it
Amazing change bro..... proud of you
Did you have to go to treatment to get off of it? Congrats on getting your life back!!
As a completely sober 35 year old, I’m going to try all of these tonight. Thanks for the advice!!
I laugh when I see people say they'll do Oxy, Vicodin, morphine but not heroin. That's like saying you won't drink Vodka but will drink beer, Tequila, Peach Schnapps, or Scotch. Snorting Oxy and snorting heroin are damn near identical. Injecting might be different but most opiate addicts don't inject their drugs. Oh, and prior to 2011, only 3,000 people died from a heroin overdose (where only heroin was found in their system). That's before the fentanyl influx.
😂😂😂😂😂😂
Yeah he just listed the best combination I often do these 5 together
Imagine if accomplishing a task that required a lot of effort gave humans the same feeling as taking Heroin, we would be 100 years more advanced lol.
Dont you get very tired from heroin?
@@ikeacloset77 I think so but probably more the comedown from taking Heroin is what makes the user tired. Not 100% certain tho.
living a successful life gives you a better feeling than heroin.
@@malcolmonetwothree it depends on how you define "feeling". If you mean in terms of how happy you are sure. But you don't really get high from living a succesful life.
@@1LuckySavage not true the high off heroin makes most humans tired the come down is a very sick 😷 feeling mentally and physically more so
A long time ago I tried Datura with a buddy.
We bought it in Munich in a shop for smoking utensils, 50 gramms for 9 German marks. That was in 1999...
While I only drank 1 cup of tea from it, my friend drank more than 3 cups, and later even made another cup against my advice. I didn't notice anything myself, but my friend had the most severe hallucinations and delusions after about 3 hours. He saw a giant running through his room, thrashing the air wildly. He even peed himself.
His lips were blue, his eyes were yellow and in the middle 2 huge black plates as pupils.
Watched him all night, neither of us were at trade school the next day.
When he regained consciousness, his vision was blurred and he had a severe headache.
He went to the doctor the next day and he almost went blind from it.
Since then he has never been the same.... had several arson attacks in the dorm afterwards. Luckily it was just rubbish bins and nothing else happened. I found out it was him...
But he got that under control... but not his psychological damage. He moved further away many years ago and I lost track of him..
Never Datura, never again
Hahaha, the nephilim or giants were supposedly the children of fallen angels. Forever bound to earth. I like to think they maintain a link to nature and their hatred and malice for their fates bleeds through to human experiences. A lesson to release negativity.
the truth is even stranger than fiction.
@@spottheoddityIt's a hallucination because your brain goes wild. Nothing more
@@maikelfeskens9322 you must've seen some things. That's okay though whatever the truth is. It's only temporary.
Datura makes dmt look like weed lmao if there’s any drug that should be illegal it’s that. Datura needs to be fucking burned that shit is from the devil.
@@spottheoddity bruh high isnt the best form of a human being. it’s literally all a lie. from what i know about the comments you just made, you seem to be lost in the high and dont value being sober anymore. but let me tell you this bro, the drugs you take are not “good” for you and the happiness you get from it is not real happiness. STOP DOING DRUGS. You are at your best level when you are sober and thats it. there is no “children from heaven” or whatever, its hallucinations and people who think this way are on the verge of insanity.
2:45 1. Meth
3:55 2. Datura/Angel's Trumpet/Jimson Weed
6:22 3. Heroin
10:12 4. Synthetic Cannabinoids/K2
12:02 5. 25i-NBOME/Fake LSD
Thanks
Glooks
How can I know that is fake lsd? I just brought some 1v lsd from the enternet I need help maybe :(
@@Schokobonbon01 u should buy a test kit if u decide to buy from the Internet. U can't know what they've sent to you
Thank you, may your pillow always have a cold side 💜
Worth mentioning that synthetic cannabis isn't dangerous because it's lab made, but more specifically because the most popular compounds were never intended or tested for human consumption and are being made by people as far from professional as possible.
I live in Manchester and for a while the town centre was super fucked out bc a lot of the homeless ppl were smoking synthetic cannabis and they were just so fucked up.
I completely forgot my mans was yolked like that haven’t seen a recommended from him in awhile bc of youtube but love seeing this man and channel make more content
He wasn't yolked like that. He recently started taking steroids. He's using twice what a sketchy Russian doctor recommended.
@@sensam6155 he's been on 240mg a week but he's dropping it. He's not on a true blast
Is there a video regarding his protocol?
Hes on TRT thats why
@Gordon because the doctor recommended 120 and he decided to double it for no reason because he is "impatient"
Just realized I tried nbome.
My friends just called it “N Bomb, basically just LSD”, let me tell you.. I was put on 72hour psyche hold at a hospital. Most intense, traumatizing psychosis I’ve ever experienced. On top of that, hallucinating putrid smells, the small visuals and auditory hallucinations I had were only related to the psychosis I was in.
10 years later and I still sometimes experience very sudden but only momentary flashbacks and derealization similar to the high, gone and forgotten in an instant.
I had a brain scan during that high, I wonder what a normal brain looks like compared.
nbomes are the WORST psychedelic type, im sorry you had to go through it.
❤️
I love lsd
Bro I'm so fucking sorry. You were probably given 25-I NBOME it is the most toxic. It is a derivative of 2C-I and 2C-I itself is one of the most toxic synthetic Phenethylamines. I know someone who snorted a whole gram of 2C-I and went into psychosis
I took 800ug of acid two years back and I still get that detached/surreal feeling once and awhile.
Most of datura's trip reports are disturbingly insane.
This guy's friend on erowid did it and got stuck inside his mind for 2 years straight. The craziest thing is that he remains silent throughout that whole 2 years and wandering around the area as a homeless person.
One day he is just magically sober and that's it. Imagine trying something and ended up tripping for years without knowing that you are tripping. Crazy shit.
crazy
I do tend to think that story is bullshit but when it comes to datura I’ve heard it all so I can say I 80% believe you.
My boss did it and said he hung out with his dad for a few days. I said 'oh that's actually quite wholesome' and he continued 'well my dad had already been dead for a few years'
@@sendnoodles5437 IM LAUGHING SO HARD RN 😂😂😂😂😂
@@sendnoodles5437 lol that insane. As I read on erowid, a lot of people experience that too, meeting imaginary humans and smoking imaginary cigarette.
love the way you talk. idk why but it just makes me feel engaged, not like i'm just listen to a monologue
also love ur shirt
As an ex-heroin addict you are spot on. The best way I would describe it is, the best thing (there is nothing that would ever compare or get close to that feeling), that ruins everything.
I’m almost two used sober and have to remind myself this often, the “best thing in the world” can still literally ruin everything else. If I could go back, I would NEVER have tried it that first time.
Good for you congratulations I have 5 years under my belt .
@@Pat-RickSmith 21 years clean plus 15 years sober well pleased with myself
@alundavies8402 God Bless I got 5 years under my belt . It's a struggle but not like when you first quit. The best advice I would ever tell anyone is do what works for you . And with out a doubt one of the most important things you could do . Is stay the F away from your old using budies . If you don't Chang that you will never ever get clean. Meeting are ok 12 step works for some. For me I just had to get away from the people I was hanging with . Two of them are dead now sorry 4 of them are dead now.
@@user-sc1jc5nn8u yea right
Congratulations on your sobriety!
"Addiction is wanting something without liking it"
Felt this
Bullshit, you like it, you just don't like the consequences you may or may not face after.
Ima say this now when someone say im addicted to weed
Nah it's more like you believe you need it to get by...
@@sam7259 not really i’m addict ed to percs and i don’t even get high anymore i genuinely only consume them to feel normal
Time codes:
2:36 Methamphetamine
3:54 Datura
6:21 Heroin
10:09 Synthetic cannabinoids
12:06 25I-NBOMe
Ur the goat
25i is like if k2 had an acid version. K2 LSD
Thanks
Thanks bro beans
I once had half a tab of 25i and it was so fucking anxiety inducing that if I had not previously tripped on L beforehand, I would certainly have had a panic attack
Please make a video on trip killers. Antidotes for different substances. This can save many people or at least prepare newbies to keep the trip killers handy should the experience goes south.
The way you explained heroin and the reason why it’s so easy to get addicted was perfect
Pain pills are def no different.
@@dalekkgames5430 you're right. Painpills are just doctor/scientist made dope
I appreciate how you show the pros and cons about drugs and how to use them as safely as possible.. Your are saving lives by convincing people to test their drugs before they use them.
True. How many people would just be unaware that they COULD get test kits.
If people are like me, back in the day, they would try anything once. Good to have knowledge beforehand. Even info on shrooms wasn’t readily available for me 30 years ago when I probably gave myself a bit of serotonin syndrome because of antidepressants I was on at the time.
I tried doc several times it was a mellow trip that lasted 20 hours. 2cb was dope af, ive done more lsd than anyone ik (1000s of hits), shrooms, dmt, im sure 25i unknowingly, been addicted to xanax kpins & done etizolam along with ruffys, any opiate/opioid (fent oxy hydro opana morphine & subutex addictions) imaginable and is my weakness/ first high (kratom saved me), meth, cocaine, dabs & bud, alchohol, ketamine, ecstacy and pure mdma, benzadrex, dmx, whipits and duster, tobacco/nic and probably many more i cant think of. I agree with adam on mostly as i havent used spice, angle trumpets, 25i knowingly if i havent, and never used crack lol. Can say theres to many others i havent touched and i am done experimenting im lucky i havent died and im lucky to not be addicted to anything now. Most drugs ive mixed and abused. Speedball was a normal thing and i would mix opiates benzos and uppers all at the same time plus some. Dont do drugs they ruined me lol. Mxed xans mdma and sub (nearly died), fent meth and etizolam( died but 2 narcans brought me back), fent took everything( noded out and hit car head on riding my dirtbike got airlifted cuz i nodded to the point of no response and brought back with narcan again ( broke my hand in wreck but no other injury) , have siezures on benzos now and cant take lsd anymore, almost died several other times on fent, flipped a truck on xans ruffy subutex and meth and nearly died, and almost died on xans benzadrex and weed lol. Lucky i made it. These near death exsperinces were this year so 2021 has been hell for me but im sober just been picking shrooms and growing them and hitting dabs. Good luck to anyone who is struggling you can make it out if i did. Soberity is so much better.
@@Carolina_Jit that is absolutely insane. Glad you're still here
@@Carolina_Jit i used to do this type of shit early in high school. so fucking glad i am done with that cycle. congrats on your recovery!
Sad thing about synthetic weed is most people don't smoke it because they want to. A lot of people are smoking it because they get tested at work or weed is illegal. They can buy it in a head shop so they are blinded with a false sense of security.
@Lobster Johnson its ight
I’m quite disappointed in Adam playing this hard into the myth that synthetic use in inherently dangerous. It’s not. The problem, as with a lot of other drugs, is that dealers aren’t dosing it correctly, and end up giving 10x the normal dose to people. Or idiots who buy it, and don’t weigh out a normal dose.
The reality is, the famous synthetic cannibanoids have about the same side effect profile as normal weed. And like normal weed, it can cause psychosis in people predisposed to it, when high doses are given. Really disappointed he played into the scare mongering media propaganda about “zombies” and “people never being the same”. Like duh, people usually aren’t the same after experiencing psychosis.
As a ex K2 addict; I can say this is 100% correct but my case was my parents didn’t like weed, I was broke, K2 is cheap, THC carts where too expensive and bud.. let’s just say I always had good shit😂 but that’s it, it’s hard to smoke certain strains because K2 gave me a warm intense sensation in my knee caps, it makes me uncomfortable asf
Taking synthetic weed because you get tested for weed at work, is like taking n-BOMe because your parents don't want you to take Lucy.
@@lubb213 The same can be said about literally any drug. The issue is that unless you're buying the research chemicals yourself and educated on the effects/how to dose them then it's a thin line to walk. He was talking about the countless amounts of products sold at headshops that aren't properly labelled as to what chemicals are used or how big the dose should be. Not to mention that there's very few studies on the long-term effects on most of them. Personally I say you should avoid them like the plague and stick with substances that have been properly studied. Advocating their use isn't going to encourage people to research them, but rather convince them that they're not as bad as they seem. I could with enough knowledge dose clean heroin in a manner that is enjoyable with very little negative side effects if respected properly. I won't however try to tell people that it is a misunderstood substance that can be harmless if approached carefully because that's an absolutely irresponsible thing for me to do. Some things should be avoided no matter what and if you decide to use them don't advocate for it as if everyone is going to treat the substance the same way as yourself.
Him: DO NOT TRY SPICE!!!
That pepper on my risotto rn:
My best friend since middle school, I'd go as far as calling him my brother, was adamant about how if you do meth you're not even a person. How it was beneath him and he'd never try it. How it was the worst drug out there because you can't get away from it and physically it just destroys you. And I feel pretty much the same way. But somewhere along the lines about 2 years ago he tried it. Apparently the hype was real because he continued to use it. He got so bad off that, and I still don't have the full story, he pinned his wife down and beat her head into the floor cracking her skull. He was arrested and because of numerous other felonies that I won't get into he got 7 years in prison. The point of me writing this is that really, I just want my best friend back. But I think he might have died 2 years ago.
He was abusive . Don t make an excuse that that he abused his wife because of meth
I’m the best friend
@@venus-6345 no, meth makes you like that, trust me. i had a friend who raped hid own dad
That sucks. Shame he didn't heed his own warning. When he gets out hopefully (with effort) he can be your old friend again.
Face the facts hes not your friend anymore
Second time I smoked synthetic weed. We got things through vape packages, which were basically carts, or called "Goofy Juice", or "Spice". First time I barely felt anything at all, so the second time i took a 4-5 second hit. The first mistake was that the pure thc juice was put in a caliburn device, which shoots around 15 watts, which is way too strong. The trip immediately hit in, to the point where I immediately started to lose consciousness. My body would constantly sink into the ground, and I was starting to get so paranoid. I was with my friends so they stood around me to help, but all I could do was walk in circles in paranoia, waiting for it to stop working. After about an hour and a half, it still wasn't kicking off, and I was in public so people started thinking I was fucked up drunk or something (it was 4pm), so I just took a cab home. Getting home, I immediately went to my room to sleep it off, but I kept feeling the sinking. Thinking it was never gonna wear off, I was thinking my last dying thoughts. I woke up the next morning at 6am, fucking tired and my head hurting like shit. Greening out off of synthetic weed is the worst. Do not smoke that shit guys.
Back in the day a friend of mine was on probation, all he smoked was k2(jwh### varieties) and rolled cigarettes because he spent all his money on k2. By his 2nd year on probation he was almost completely handicapped(mentally) he is genuinely less capable of doing anything better than a first grader.
I had the same exact experience. I was driving the company box truck to a customers house with my coworker and he let me hit his dab pen. I had never smoked weed at the time so I hit it once, didn’t really feel anything, hit it again and started to feel it a little buzz. I took a big hit the third time and it smacked me instantly. I felt my soul leave my body and I was so paranoid driving on the freeway. So I had to pull over and my coworker had to drive the rest of the way there. I was trippin out the entire shift it was crazy.
sounds like a normal tuesday for me
Yep, k2 is bad smoked half a joint of it.. ended up drooling on floor in Ingles..
Back in my high school days I was a spice smoker for 2 years definitely wasn't worth it I remember one time sitting at the park with a homie and took a huge hit to the head out of his bong and a few seconds later my vision was like animated and robotic and I started to trip out and started to run away from the homie leaving my phone and glasses at the park thinking people are after me and want to jump me i legit ended up losing a new hat that day because my ass high ass thought "hey maybe they won't recognize me without the hat" so i randomly throw it somewhere I was able to make it to my uncles house to call my parents to get me and that whole way home I was tripping about how people with rockets are coming for us sooo it was all bad smoke it a couple more times after that dumbishly
It’s like the saying goes. Heroin let’s you fly but cuts your wings off at the same time.
Like it gives it to you just to take it away
@@angelg4829 I took perks for years and loved every minute of it. That feeling of well being was so strong it was incomparable. But how it affected my life and my family wasn’t worth it.
@@tomboy1875 I've had such little motivation for life since getting addicted to medical fentanyl for about a month when I was 15. The feeling of well being is stupidly strong and makes life now feel not worth it
It gives you wings, but you have no sky. I've been there myself.
@@tomboy1875 in retrospect do you think there was anyway you could’ve still done them but In moderation or at the very least to the point it wouldn’t affect your life (I’ve never tried Peres)
In the early 90s as a teen I saw police footage of 2 men in an interrogation room. They were in the room alone being watch by CCTV. These 2 guys were picked up together for acting strange. In the footage, 1 of the 2 starts running his hands across the top of his head like he was combing his hair. He had hair, he did not have a comb, though. After a few seconds of this he dropped to his ass like someone dropping into a chair in a sitting position. The chair was more than a foot behind him. A toxicology report and questioning showed that the pair had smoked Jimson Weed together. This was on, "A Current Affair."
The happiest I have ever been in my life was on acid. My first trip was a typical acid trip but my second was like I had acid and mdma together, I just had this overwhelming feeling of happiness and euphoria! I was running through a field of sheep in the pouring rain probably looking like a total goofball. Note: I wasn’t tripping there was really a field and lots of sheep. I could just see all of these colours and the earth was alive! I was smiling so hard that I felt like my smile was literally coming off the sides of my face. No idea why I’m saying this as it doesn’t relate to this video at all… just saying it was awesome and I don’t think I’ll ever be as happy as I was in that moment ever again. But I’m cool with that. Love the content bro, glad you got your channel back!
That's amazing bro. have you tried shrooms by any chance? 🤣
@@jayxcv5409 haha I certainly have! One time in Thailand at a full moon party! Was pretty epic! I was drinking quite a fair amount that night as well so didn’t quite get the full experience I guess. Although when I got back to my hotel I was laying in bed with my eyes closed just seeing the maddest shit! Great night
That's kind of sad
I feel you I dropped 3 tabs 2 weeks ago life changing
Weird to say, but what will go down as one of the most purely joyful moments of my life was when I was tripping absolute balls off a tab of acid during an electronic music festival that had the most INSANE laser show I've ever seen. I was with a few friends all of which have seen more than their fair share of shows, and we joked that the stage we were at had secretly hogged all the lasers from the other stages. My mind was blown. I was so ecstatically in awe at a light show that my mind could barely comprehend. Kind of left me with a feeling of like "Really? Lasers? This is gonna be one of the happiest moments of my life?" You're goddamn right it is. Fucking lasers man. lol (it was the Tech Trance stage at Dreamstate Social 2019) Your sheep story sounds truly blissful. I think that's what psychedelics can teach us: to again find joy in the simple things that over the years we've become numb, bored and accustomed to.
Would love a video discussing the differences between deliriants, dissociatives, and psychedelics!
The drug classroom has a video on that
Ah yes, i feel a lot of people should know this
I know a fair bit about psychedelics and deliriants but nobody seems to talk about dissociatives.
Just read up on it on ncbi or pubmed
@@rollsreus3862 I would love to read on it, but I would also appriciate psychedsubstances opinions and points of view as well!
I loved how you explained this. I am a former heroin/meth addict (also a speedballer) and I destroyed my heart. Had to have a heart valve replaced and a pacemaker… I’m only 32! I was clean 3 years, relapsed and had all of that happen November 2021 & I’m now clean again 💕
Man...stay blessed and strong.. 👍
Know that you are important and you matter!!! Pls take care!
Im so proud of u
proud, stay clean
@@ubajava she’s kinda forced to💀
THANK YOU FOR SHARING THIS!!! ❤🙏🏻 GRACE and Mercy and Forgiveness be with you!!! 🕊
You forgot the drug of EVIL Company... 😂😂😂
I think it's so upsetting how RUclips can't have harm reduction channels that aren't filtered down, I've been watching your videos for ages and they helped alot in helping the harm reduction with the things I've done, without this RUclips channel I most likely wouldn't be where I am now, very grateful thank you so much keep it up
K2/Spice is no joke.When I was younger, I worked at Raising Canes, one of my coworkers there had an older brother who smoked K2 a few times and it triggered him into having Schizophrenia really bad. One of his main delusions was that his dad was like a psychopath murderer kidnapper so he tried to kill him many times to "save his family". One morning my coworker went to get some coffee, he saw someone had already made some so he went to have a sip when he noticed the laundry room door was open (it usually never is), a cap on the counter, and the coffee smelled weird. He put it down and went into the laundry room to find his brother putting away a concoction of chemicals (I think with like bleach and windex you can make ammonia or something) Turns out he was trying to poison his dads coffee, he has to live in a psychiatric institution for the rest of his life now and hes like 30.
worst thing about k2 is that it is sometimes mixed with normal weed to make it cheaper. People think they have normal thc weed, but they have k2. I live in berlin and I_m most scared of smth like that happening to me so I go to the villages if I need some weed.
The first time I had heard about K2 was when I was staying in a psych ward (don't ask why, depression sucks) and was in a group meeting with the other patients where we all explained why we were there. One guy, this curly haired college age looking kid, wanted to try K2 and it made him feel like a ghost, which caused him to do something that freaked his parents out and got him interred. He never elaborated on what that was exactly, but that along with even more horror stories and actually researching the drug very quickly put K2 in my no-no list.
@@User-dc6sm I had that happen to me. Luckily I am using a vaporizer, I can't imagine how bad it would be if I had smoked it. Noticed it because of the awful effects that hit like a car speeding against a brick wall and wore off after like 30 minutes. You literally feel like you are going to die. It feels like the bad imitation of a very bad weed trip but 10 times worse. I used that shit two times (I only smoke once a week) then flushed it down the toilet. I thought I was safe, because it was a darknet order with good ratings. Pretty stupid I know, but back then I didn't know about this synthetics epidemic.
Here in europe synthetic weed sold as "Haze" is very common sadly. Over 90% of weed sold as "Haze" is actually cheap shit sprayed with synthetics, often by the growers themselves (so often the dealer doesn't even know about it) purely to increase profit, because this shit is _highly_ addictive. There was recently a german dealer who blew the whistle and went to the media to spread this information. I am lucky I watched that vice documentary.
@@User-dc6sm get some connections or just get your stuff from onions...
@@_karla._ you should have give bad rating and report the slimy cunt on the market... people running markets don't play around when it comes to users safety...
I've only had one acid trip that was full on hallucinations. My backyard looked foggy like a humid rainforest, the sky was a bright blue to pink gradient. The trees looked like Chinese dragon symbolism. It was incredible and I've yet to have another trip even close to that amazing.
Hallucinations is not what happens on lsd ...what you might try to explain is whence you had some visual distortion whilst on lsd peek your mind also gets a lot of creativity boost which tells you in a way what you can interpret from that distortion... You can look at a tree and see life happening... Tho it isn't it's your creativity not hallucination it's quite different
@@FilipeCosta-fi1yu that's what he's saying tho, he didn't actually see a dragon
I feel you there my first acid trip i went on a walk at night next to a local airport ended up in Vietnam dodging spotter planes and finding my way home lmfao ahhhh good times
@@FilipeCosta-fi1yu he said symbolism. not actually seeing dragons. these r legitimate hallucinations you can get from lsd
It's about set and setting and going strong in a safe, clean, environment, and you will easily eclipse that experience.
N bombs and synth genuinely screwed me up so badly. It’s been 11 years and I still don’t feel like a normal human being
I'm sorry you've gone through that
I took 3 microdots as a 13 year old and have been plagued by mental health issues since
I love the constant slang names of the drugs popping up everytime it's said. It really atunes the audience to seeing the slang names of the "bad drugs" they probably shouldn't try. Thank you
I remember going on Erowid probably 14 years ago and reading some of the stories about trying Datura. Some of them were absolutely terrifying. From people who have full-on panic attacks and think they're dying of a heart attack, to people who swore that there was someone with a gun breaking into their house to kill them. But the weirdest part was how so many totally unrelated stories had so many of the exact same elements to them.
#1: Everyone described smoking imaginary cigarettes, even some people who didn't even smoke. Then suddenly the cig would be gone from your hand and you'd scramble to look for it, thinking you dropped it in your lap or something. But of course you didn't because the cig was just a hallucination.
#2: Another element was just as you described, full-on conversations with people who aren't even there. Suddenly you hear a knock at the door, and hey look! Your old buddy that you haven't seen in years was in the neighborhood and stopped by to catch up! Y'all are sitting on the couch having a full conversation about how your buddy has been, and suddenly after you look away for a moment, you look back and they're just gone. Maybe they went to the bathroom, you think, or stepped outside for a smoke, but of course no one else is there.
Lots of people also described blurry vision for days or even many weeks after their experience. Something I truly never, ever want to try.
I've read these stories too, it's amazing that people smoke imaginary cigs, it really put it up that is something supernatural going on, all people not even related to each other
I've recently had a dream while taking a nap (like, not really "sleeping") which really resembled a datura trip. And also a ton of other weird Lynchian ass dreams. Datura would probably fuck me up so much i'd die of being too spooked. Fuck that drug
My ex-boyfriend told me about the same, he had video of him and his buddy tripping off of Datura and his friend was smashing his bare foot/toes real hard into the ground and not realizing it - like he was kicking away something that wasn't there and making these real odd moaning-like noises with a dead-pan facial expression. Was a short clip but enough to freak me out.
There are safe ways to work with her, such as flying ointment. Thankfully when I first started working with stuff like that I wasn't reckless enough to have a bad experience, but unfortunately was reckless and disrespectful enough to misuse/abuse them too often and ended up doing permanent damage to my eyesight. Honestly though if you use them properly, and specifically don't use them just to get high, they can be phenomenal medicine and lucid dreaming/astral projection aid. All of the horror stories come from people that were too dumb, reckless, and disrespectful to make sure they knew what they were fucking with and how to avoid overdosing/poisoning themselves. Btw there are very deep mystical/spiritual/occult aspects to these plants. Many aspects of the experiences definitely aren't just drug induced. Datura/brugmansia are unfortunately a favorite plant of black magicians/witches for very good reasons.
I like your profile pic
I watched The Office on around 400ug after a long time of not having psychedelics. It was shortly after the peak. I still found it funny mostly, but the frequent looks to the camera, felt like everyone in the show was just looking at me directly, not just at a camera. Was very weird.
I also got somewhat freaked out by their ties and that I just cannot even explain at all.
400ug of what
@@drdruggi Sorry didn’t realise I didn’t actually specify, it was kit-tested LSD. So nothing crazy but enough to apparently be kinda spooked in a funny way by the office 😂
@@ZrankFappaH lmaoo
i tried to watch big mouth off of a supposed 200ug lsd tab and the characters and everything in the shows outlines started breaking apart and the color came apart into blobs of color so the screen became this white void with outlines jumping and dancing around and blobs of color rapidly shifting around the screen
@@ZrankFappaHnothing crazy? Had to be some low quality acid. If it's pure, 400 micrograms are supposed to shoot you into outer space
What goes up must come down.
The problem with euphoria is you are basically taking a loan, and then after you come down your body has no free dopamine left, as you forcefully used it all up at once.
Thats the depression phase, until your brain recovers and re-stocks.
How simple it would be, to just bump and be feeling fine again huh?
Thats a slippery slope.
Writing this comment while on NEP, so I might be talking out of my behind
I can identify with believing I’d never be happy again w/out a certain substance. For me, it was Dilaudid (Hydromorphone). The three years or so my mom was dying from bone cancer were, ironically, the most physically pleasurable & often serene times of my life up to now. My mom was a hardcore junkie, on Methadone for decades, & still using H, she’d shoot that, or her Dilaudid (to say nothing of her coke use & speedballing), so she had plenty of extra. She was also a hustler who often had 2 scripts of 120 8mg tabs in a month. I had a 24 mg a day habit on average. It was all I looked forward to on any given day. I remember telling my therapist that I didn’t think I’d “ever smile again” after it was gone. Anyways, I’ve been on Suboxone for the better part of a decade, & I must say I credit it for saving my life. Thank u to anybody who listened.
@Matthew Martin congrats on your continuing recovery!
Thank you for sharing and a big well done. Keep up the good work.
Keep it up!
❤️❤️❤️
skrew suboxone.
I’ve tried Synthetic Cannabis (unknowingly) and it definitely scarred me for life. Extreme paranoia and heart palpitations. Still scared to smoke weed in case I’d ever feel that way ever again.
i tryed it wingly and i will never do it again the first 6 cons where fine. (all on different days) then i tryed mre plus plus and i was more scared for my life i have ever been and after i was throwing up for ages. just pot is the way
@@RagingBanana14 nothing is the way get covid and you will see
genuinely same here i haven’t touched weed 5 months
@@tempest585 i haven't tried these kind of type of drugs (this got onto my recommended???) but if the side effect of it is as harsh as covid im hard passing all this shit man 2 weeks of me basically half paralyzed on bed is not cool
@@xddddddddddddd covid affects your chest area so yea basically
One thing I’d like to say, is if you ever struggled or still struggle with an extremely bad trip. Just know that right now since you are reading my comment you are all good now. The more time that passes the better. I had pretty much a whole month of feeling worthless, just literally sitting on my bed waiting and expecting to die but I kept pushing through, even when I didn’t feel like it was worth it. I couldn’t work on any of my hobbies without going into a panic attack at any time. Which was so weird to me, making music or playing games became traumatizing.
Nowadays I’m proud of how I was able to climb back up from rock bottom and I promise you will too. Shits hard though, the hardest thing I’ve ever done. But it also made a part of who I am and you only live once so you need to boss up 🔥
A month long bad Trip?
@@AusDemSchneider Yeah essentially I was convinced that I was still in my bad trip for weeks/months after it happened, it was like living in a nightmare
I've never had a bad trip, 1000 hits at one time was rough but I'm still kickin'it down the road.. won't do that again, only 500mics tops anymore...
really needed this bro
@@offshore411 it's wild how time does heal most.... I still have my issues but it's never gotten the best of me. The mind is hands down the strongest substance that I've encountered and I've looked for stronger out there, believe me... Eaten more L in one night than most will in a lifetime combined with dreamsters and nitrous at the same time yet here I stand, I think...? How does one know if they had died if they remember dying? Time will only tell....
I always had low self esteem and depression at some point where I was actually suicidal. Drugs were easily accessible for me especially that I had the money and resources but I kind of took it on myself that I know that this happiness would've been temporary and I wouldn't be able to look myself in the mirror if I gave up that easily.
Stay strong lads.
My first trip was datura and I ate several seed pods worth, I was about 14 and had really only smoked weed and k2 up until then, had no idea what it was but I was shown the plant and told somewhat what it was and I did it, the seed pods stung my hands with acid or something as I carried them home. We busted them open and ate them and waited for onset....and waited, and waited and waited. Finally I feel asleep and woke up the next morning for school to find bugs crawling on my wall by my face, I would amack them and fall back asleep only to wake up smacking bugs, I then got up and went to school and the walk felt strange and I was kind of paranoid. I started to feel sick in first period so I asked to go to the nurse and and the cops were there because apparently I looked crazy or something and they had me lay down on a cot and relax and my buddies all came over to me and I was smoking a cigarette talking to them and accidentally dropped my cigarette under the cot and I bent down panicked because I didnt want the cops to know I was smoking so I was looking for the cigarette under the bed, just leaning over looking not like frantically searching. As I turned back around my friends were gone. That was when I realized I was on tripping and it was all in my head, the bugs, my friends, the cigarette, and who knows what else. This was almost 10 years ago so I only remember bits and pieces. What a start to an incredible journey, could have ended abruptly then and there, glad I made it through.
@Mee Omi I dont know honestly, I wasn't admitted to a hospital or psychiatric facility or anything. My mental health isnt the greatest, But I dont know if I can contribute it to that experience. As for psychosis, atleast during the 3 days I was tripping yeah there was a definite disconnect from reality, but I had no idea about anything of this nature at the time. Not until I got into psychedelics and tried dmt did I have an enormous urge to obtain information and knowledge and then I learned about these things. I've definitely had short episodes of psychosis and delusional thoughts and shit, but nothing I wasnt able to manage.
Datura is the demon drug. Almost all people get a bad trip on it..
@@MeesterJ it wasnt really bad, now that I've done dmt and shit yeah its definetly not positive, but I didnt interpret it to be that bad actually, just bizzare
im sorry man. hopefully your just sticking to harmala extract and psychedelics :p
The datura trip, It lasted 3 days? Omg!
.. Yet DMT only lasts 10mins.
"And the worst drug of them all: Love"
it's attachment to idea
@@jozekzagroda7933 no it's a reference
Jermaine?????
Bruh
Love to see a reference to the goat
Thanks Adam, my harm has been reduced 36%.
Someone needs to invent a "reset drug". A chemical that can reset the mind's pleasure center. Take you back to baseline.
This is what antidepressants do
@@bitonic589 as someone who's taken many head-meds, they do not have that effect.
I was a painkiller junkie for nearly 16 years. I had a script for 4 30mg Roxy's a day. I would often take 6 a day and find subs when I ran out. I have a legit need for it as I have the dreaded DDD but I also have an addictive personality. I'm proud to say I've been clean 3 years now and I no longer feel that need. I've found other ways to deal with my pain that are drug free.
Many say they find god to help them but my daughter was my inspiration.
There is a way out.
I was opiate addict for 10 years and got clean on Suboxone and have been maintaining on it ever since. My new born daughter was my motivation too. It's a horrible way to live except the few hours of the high.
@Jacob tudor Hello bro,joint smoker here,i'm still 18 and never had exeperiences with hard drugs ,but i know it's pretty hard if u where a addict!
The only advice i can give u, it's trind to find something that occupies your day so that keeps your mind busy from other things...hope i could help u and have a good luck in ur journey!
@Jacob tudor bro I don’t take drugs but my advice would be. Think about the people you love or love you. Ever time you feel the need to take drugs know your friends and family might not want you to take drugs and worry about you. And the fact you’re putting yourself in danger.
Bro just smoke weed
@Jacob tudor yeah subs will actually make your DT sympoms worse if you still have the og drug in your system. Subs are a great way for a lot of people to get off opiates but in truth you're just trading one addiction for another. It's hard and its incredibly scary to think of going cold turkey. Even after my first 30 days I was still sick as a dog. My skin crawled, I vomited at least once or twice a day, I had no energy and I slept only a few hours each night. It was the worst hell I could have ever imagined. I didnt really start to feel like myself again until nearly 60 days in and even then i was dealing with depression from not getting that sweet, sweet dopamine release. My neurons werent firing as fast and that shit sucks. It Feels like you're a zombie basically and I know I'm prob not helping but eventually you can get back to normal. It takes more strength and will power than anything else I've ever done. Once you have beaten opiates though, what CANT YOU DO!? These days, everything feels easy bc I've already done the impossible. A few tips that helped me, read, watch movies, force yourself to interact with friends, music was huge for me as a musician. Find a daily routine and stick to that shit like your life depends on it. Force yourself to eat and drink lots of water. A poorly nourished body makes the DT's worse. My name is Donnie Ray on Facebook. Find me. Dm me if you need to talk. Talking about this shit makes it easier too. You're not alone brother.
Yeah don't mess with Datura. I tried it around 2004. I knew some people who said it was like shrooms but didn't show up in a drug test. I was in the Navy, so I was like sign me up. I think I drank two cups of tea. Most of what I remember from that night is repeatedly thinking I had a cigarette that would always disappear when I went to light it. And I had the worst cottonmouth you can imagine. I came to in the morning delirious wandering the apartment complex shirtless since my "friend" had left me outside after failing to get me to drive him to work. I was seeing Navy Seals hiding in the trees. I kept trying to go to my car only to realize I didn't have my keys on me. Until I was pulled over on foot by the cops. Somehow they let me go, and I eventually was able to get into another friend's apartment and sleep off the effects. My eyesight was messed up for several days. Overall, it was not a pleasant experience. Not a drug I could really see being done recreationally. Like the reason it's not illegal is because only an idiot would try it.
Do you think that if your "friend" didn't hurt your experience and leave you outside that it may have been even slightly enjoyable or seen something interesting
@@KwajGN125 No. I don't think there was any way it would have been enjoyable. I did shrooms as a kid, and even had a kind of bad trip with those that resulted in developing a fear of heights, and even parts of that bad trip were enjoyable (star gazing). But Datura? No, it wasn't enjoyable because at no point did I have the presence of mind to enjoy it. There's not the lucidity of a hallucinogenic trip. Just constant confusion and disorientation. And the cottonmouth, rapid heartbeat, discomfort. You have to note that the drug in Datura is the same as the one from Pulp Fiction that they stab into Uma Thurman's heart. That's a real thing. This stuff don't play.
@@Bezlonirslair Had to double-check, but it was adrenaline/epinephrine that they injected into Uma Thurman’s character’s heart. Atropine and scopolamine are the psychoactive chemicals in Datura. I recall reading that Timothy Leary said he never heard of anyone having a *good* trip on Datura!
@@ahcapella Ah, I stand corrected.
YES!! The eyesight thing. 3 days it lasted for me. Thought I permanently damaged my eyesight. I was in tears. It was the worst. But luckily it came back.
Ever since Psyched hooked up with Derek his delts have been expanding in proportion to his consciousness.
it is called steroids
@@DuckLover-tz7bd no shit Sherlock
@@DuckLover-tz7bd lmao it's called hard work and commitment
@@DuckLover-tz7bd Steroids are no magic pill... Try taking TRT or any sort of steroid without putting in hard work EVERY DAY in the gym... I often times wonder how ignorant some people still are when the internet I has every topic you can fuckin' imagine....
"DuRRrrRrr itzzss kalleeeddd STEr0idssss durrrr"
Big facts
"I don't even take MDMA anymore because it lost its magic". This quote sums it up.
crazy how your channel has evolved production wise .
It has came a long way
That's what happens when you really get sober and hit the gym 😂
We did lose some authentic adam
getting clean from sex and drugs and alcohol innit.
My dad decided to try Datura on a whim, nothing happened until like 8 hours later when he suddenly woke up to a noise and saw a living scarecrow outside his window trying to get in.
that's weird why would he want to try that
@@oopiumosmo1062 Because he was young and dumb and saw the plant in the wild while with a mate and thought why not. They took a different part of the plant each. Can't remember which part my dad had. His friend was fine, but my dad had a delayed response. Even when I was young before he told me he did it, he always warned me about Datura.
@@reddrift3022 I found some Datura living in Cali, opened up the seed pod and examined the seeds. Decided against trying it. My thoughts are already dark enough as it is. No need to stimulate that any further.
*edited because of grammar nazi tendencies
If I saw a scarecrow coming for me I think I'd have to kill myself there and then!!!!!!!
@@reddrift3022 my dad did the same thing, ended up strapped up in a hospital bed for 2 days
I remember taking a rather large dose of LSD once. I took 6 tabs and decided to watch Ready Player One once it started to kick in. It was a great but weird experience. I swear the movie was taking place all around me, like it was 3D. After that Ready Player One I watched The Lego movie, and that one messed me up. I thought that movie was on loop for days, but was only played once
I one time took LSD and I smoked so much weed and then I literally thought we lived in a game that always reapeats it’s self till we win the day and I was sooooooooooo fucked upp it’s crazy
lego movie got yo ass 🤣🤣
why would you go watch a screen when taking acid, go outside lol..
My friends tripped and tried to watch the Lego movie but they said it was too weird and had to turn it off lol
I took LSD and when I was walking I felt like I was walking in a continuous lop
I did datura once and it was very scary. The hallucinations were like dreams I’ve had except i was awake tripping. It was so powerful I forgot that i had taken the drug. My pupils were so dilated, solid black, that my vision was blurry the next day, I couldn’t read my watch. I can clearly see how some people have died by drowning and other misadventures while on it
I’m just thankful he clarified that he started filming this at 3:30 am in the morning, as opposed to 3:30 am at night. Thank you 🙏🏼
What
😂
@@rhysarthur3378 3am vs 3pm.. took me a sec. that “at night” threw me
the difference is: it's 3:30am at night if you're still up from the night before. it's 3:30am in the morning if you are getting up for the day
@@arromine6091 no, i think the comment is just a joke lol. You're overthinking it
your take on reward systems is completely correct.
my mental reward system was completely destroyed due to years of trauma and you're 10000% right about not doing much of anything without a feeling of accomplishment, i spend most of my younger years doing literally nothing. i don't mean meaningless tasks or drugs or things like that, i mean absolutely nothing.
our drive and motivation is all inherently tied to our reward system
how did you stop? have the same thing happening, like for days ive been doing literally nothing
I’ve been doing (well, rather “un-doing”) it for years. Yes, I know it need to stop, just dont know how.
I can literally do nothing for days on end and don’t even get bored lol. Also dont have much drive or motivation and im quite apathetic. Feel like i fried my mind on mdma tbh. How did you get out of the rut?
Hey all of you.
It could be psychological or psychiatric.
There is likely a chemical imbalance in your brain. Medicine can help this. Usually something that treats ADHD or Depression.
Or both.
Anyways, go to a psychologist, get a diagnosis, then bring that diagnosis to a psychiatrist. They will likely offer a medication that will surely but slowly improve and restore the chemical balance in your brain. This was the case for me. I'm in Prague now, though, and have been off my meds, so I'm pretty much back at square one. So maintain consistent application of the medicine. Put it next to your bed and keep a water bottle there.
Same, minus the trauma. I had it, but it never reached me. I think chemo as a toddler may have played a role. But I've spent most of my life doing what I was supposed to with no gratification. I had a stretch where I somehow reversed it, I think with diet and exercise (I "can't" follow plans. All on impulse)
I recently got diagnosed with schizophrenia which also makes sense, but I also spend my time doing absolutely nothing. It drives me insane and turns me into a monster (I really, really want my life to end).
My options are usually doing something that makes me angry because I don't want to do it or do nothing, which is another entire can of worms. Shrooms helped me once, but they also sent me spiraling into psychosis and got me thrown into a hospital. That was followed by antipsychotics (injection, wasnt my choice unless inwanted to stay locked up) which was followed by what I'm used to, severe "depression"
Every time i hear about DMT, i inmediately imagine joe rogan asking the question
“you ever smoke DMT?”
I didn't do DMT but I did changa and it was the best experience of my life.
I did dmt last night and this morning - didn’t breakthrough but not like anything I’ve ever experienced… did it with a vape pen so I think I didn’t get to get as much I suppose after 3-4 hits, last night was definitely more on the negative side and this morning wasn’t really anything idk I’ve been trying to break through but I need a new pen to allow more vapor out of one hit
@@Novalikestar dont smoke dmg in pen wtf r u rly doing that
@@ivanmiskov6096 they actually make pens specifically for DMT, why are you so offended lol
I've tried meth, but I have extremely chronic adhd, and honestly, it doesn't have any kind of 'amazing' feeling. I could definitely feel the pull of it being addictive, but not because it's good, just because it's addictive. Stopping for me was mostly about just going somewhere I didn't have a connection to buy it, and then I just didn't bother. However, I noticed much later that other people trying it around me, who did not have adhd, were chronically affected, manifesting anger, psychosis, and extreme paranoia - they were not themselves after a few weeks. Once I noticed this, meth terrified me and I never touch it. I consider myself very lucky.
Agree
Don't think that would have to do with adhd I would probably guess that for people with adhd it's even more euphoric I just think everyone links their experience to having adhd about everything
a long time ago a “friend” smoked with me what i thought was normal marijuana, turned out to be k2. it was a horrible anxiety ridden mess. would’ve NEVER tried it on my own accord.
Same thing happened to me. I completely greened out, my anxiety was the worse I ever had.
I did it for a month or so trying to get clean from weed for a drug test. It felt awful yet I continued to do it until I did too much and blacked out and threw up. Immediately stopped it, was like 8 yrs ago.
What is k2?
@@jakedillingham8710 Some people call it spice, i don’t know exactly how it’s made but it kinda looks like potpourri and it’s usually likened to marijuana even though the effects are quite different.
They used to sell it at corner stores/gas stations years back but it’s banned now, I’m sure there’s still ways to get it but there have been fatalities linked to it.
@@nkxseal8398 where can u get it
You said it perfectly man, about the euphoric recoil of heroin. I'm a recovering heroin addict and it's exactly that. Knowing that there is something that can make you feel so amazing instantaneously and not being able to ever achieve that euphoria naturally makes it that much harder to stay away from. Great video bro 💪💯
You had me at hello, sounds awesome nom nom nom
Then would it be a good idea as a dying wish to at least try heroin or meth on the last moments of my life when it's guaranteed that I'd die very soon?
@arjun ravi I dunno tho, like they said, drugs can make you feel so good and you won't feel that much happiness naturally, so in the end other things wouldn't matter
@arjun ravi which is exactly why I want to take them before dying, so that I live to experience the high but not too long to experience the withdrawals
Then why should you sty away from it?
“All you have to do if slam the needle into a vein.” I know Adam is just being a bit facetious, but I feel like this sort of misses something important, which is that it’s not always easy to find a vein, and that actually adds to the addictiveness of it and can make the needle in and of itself an addiction because you feel like you worked towards something. He talked about how once people switch to meth they never go back, and the same thing can be said about injecting. Once you start slamming, you’ll basically want to mainline every psychoactive substance you come across to see if that does something extra like it does with meth, heroin, coke, or whatever you shoot.
Straight up. Thanks be to God I haven’t stuck a needle in my arm in almost 2 years. FFS…..
Get jacked and have thick prominent veins, ez. Don't do drugs tho mmkay
Here I'll save them the time; it does. (add extra)
So true I was extremely addicted to the needle. I shot everything heroin,fentanyl,suboxone,coke,crack meth,benzos,adderal,mdma and even LSD.
@@inkpoison8395 curious how shooting L played out. Faster onset?
My brother was in a psychiatric unit with a young woman who had taken datura one and only time two years prior. She’d been in hospital since then, living in her own reality, and hadn’t responded to any treatment. She was never expected to recover.
I was addicted to synthetic cannabis for many years and kept being locked up in psychiatric units (10 times in 7 years for a combined total of 2 years). I still have episodes if I become too stressed or I am slack with taking my medication. I now have a permanent mental illness. I used to be a lawyer. Lost my career and custody of my kids (aged 8 and 4). Never got my kids back. It was an absolute shit-show!!!
Normal weed now has same effect. Last time I smoked it I called the cops on my boyfriend saying he r-ped me and was going to murder me. I was totally psychotic but, luckily, the effects largely wore off after a few hours. I was a bit f-cked up for a few days after, but came out of it okay.
I’ll never touch any drug again - not even alcohol. Because if I get a bit loose on the booze, I won’t be able to say “no” to weed.
I'm 25 years old from New Zealand and I've had 4/5 of those drugs, spent a few years bouncing back from some heavy psychosis caused by synthetic cannabis (I smoked it from the age of 15-19) 7 grams a day. I tripped datura 4 times me and a friend were hospitalized and had some crazy experiences while we were starving of oxygen in the er having our stomachs pumped. Spent 10 odd months smoking meth everyday ( now 10 weeks clean) and I've most definitely had 25i with the amount of dodgy acid that goes around here. Thank you so much for spreading your knowledge and your expertise. I fully believe we dont have to learn by doing it ourselves research is super important and your influence against these drugs is great awareness. I agree with you 100% gotta be careful out there!!! Hitting the nail on the head my friend thank you you've helped me through some tough times 💙💙🕉🙏
7 Gramms a day?! How did you have that much money at 15-19?
@@fraserandrews5543 must’ve either been selling to afford it or he knew a sick plug
ayyy congrats on 10-11 weeks clean bro i hope u'll stay clean forever
What people didn’t know is Synthetic weed Or Spice/KD Is legit 5 dollars a g can get a oz for 50 and a qp for under 200
really scary how similar our life is. really really scary.
This video unlocked a memory for me:
In college I was in an altered state myself, but returned to a friends house to smoke a little after leaving the bars.
While we were sitting smoking, one of his roommates had a friend over who took 2 tabs of what he thought was LSD, and turned out to be a 25* compound.
This dude was totally in a state of psychosis, and somehow started believing I was god.
Watched him throw up a few times and was clearly in a physically and mentally life threatening state,
I spent 2 hours trying to convince this man to put shoes on and follow me despite the roommates downplaying it, to try to get him away from their apartment to call the man an ambulance and get him sedated and treated.
Eventually the roommate kicked me out.
I opened the school newspaper the next t morning, and he was found in an apartment complex 3 blocks up the road in a maintenance room, completely without clothes, and covered in his own blood.
Still regret not being more aggressive that night.
jesus christ!
Damn
Omg did he pass away
Did he die?
@@user-xk7gy4dk3g nah, he was found by the cops, and taken to the hospital. This it showed up in the crime beat of the college news paper, which is the only reason I learned how it was resolved after being kicked out of the apartment
My dad knew a guy in his hometown who had a multi-day Datura trip.
I asked what happened, and apparently after that everybody started referring to him as "space man".
Definitely not doing that one.
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@@thicclumber5790 brudda I can not imagine a LEO or anything else like that would waste their time commenting this bs. remember, in most places it is not illegal to try and buy dope. obviously a scammer lads
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In Australia ive seen daytura growing wild. But ive seen old people growing it in their gardens. When i was in my early teens some kid were smoking some weed they thought was daytura and started hallucinating and crying.
I told myself that I would never go harder than Weed because of my BPD. I think I would be able to get addicted to literally anything because I am so prone to it. There was one party where I was already drunk and was like „Yeah I‘ll try MDMA no problem“ and then I had it on my tongue but spit it out. It was like a voice inside my head screaming at me DONT FUCKING DO IT and I’m so glad that I didn’t lol thanks brain
That's some self control. Good for you.
If it was ectasy i would have spit it but not MDMA/molly the ectasy is pressed so there might be some bath salts, PCP, crack, speed, or other shit on there
I consider myself as any addiction-able to abandon person and for a reason(have broken a few addictions) but tried half of average doze of mdma and if felt too good so i decide to never try it again, the drug that everybody cheating themselves saying its a healing drug, actually is not a good idea to take even if you have a depression, please dont take it even if you think you are not addictive person and do A LOT of research if i didnt assure you to not take it, it permanently changes your sober life
Glad you did because you’re not supposed to mix those two substances together. My friend did, turned blue and almost died
@@lolcindydarling3642 yikes that sounds like that was intense asf, idk though i have done ecstasy and drunk a fair amount of alcohol but made sure i was hydrated before hand and felt fine except a friend who had a panic attack as he was new to the feeling of it and i think was overthinking it a bit much as he was fine in the end.
The ultimate payoff is defeating a dark souls boss you've been stuck on
I'm playing ds1 for the first time and just beat ornstein and smough, the adrenaline was real
Fume Knight
>me, dying before the gate of the tower knight of demon souls original For the 126th time because I'm high.
>also me in the 2010's , running in a wall for multiple hours, due to opium while friends are mocking me in my big collocation.
Tenchu not prepared me for this. But due to demon souls, I was already good while beginning dark souls.
So true, beating Soul of Cinder at SL1 after being stuck on it for days really fucking hit different
I'm playing that Demon's Souls. Quite a fun game w some bit of challenge. Really pretty graphics
Early spice: sooooo great
1 month after early spice: laying on kitchen floor, heart rate 1 million, can’t move, gonna die. Puke...oh thank god. Flush that shit.
I remember when JWH-018 was banned too lol
There were only 2 types of K2 Spice in the beginning. One was very mild and enjoyable but the other (I think it was called Summit) was a very strange floaty high that I couldn't enjoy. Thankfully, I never got into them because by the end of the year that shit had people eating faces.
I like how we can get 100 grams of delta 8 thc for $150 now. Ik it’s made in a lab, but it’s so much safer than spice bc it’s a phytocannabinoid
@@bloopy6166 where? What website
@@Deejuggn reefersbay
The exact hat to wear on title of video: Drugs you should NEVER try.
Nike: 🤣 "Just DO it!"
when i was a kid i always said “i’ll never do drugs, smoke, snus or drink alcohol”. After my deep depression everything changed. I didn’t care about anything and drank until i blacked out.
I hope you're better now
Snus is awesome, for the first times…
@@xaxrxex111x8 why isnt it after first few times?
@@Jurkss77 because it’s nicotine
And you get addicted very fast
@@xaxrxex111x8 why would you use it if you're not addicted in the first place, i mean its a cigarette substitute
Angels trumpet used to grow in my grandmas yard… one summer people started ruining her plants, and then cops showed up. She didn’t even know
Did acid and shrooms every once in awhile and was very functional and loving life. Experimented with DMT and it was extremely eye-opening but I would never do it again. Didn't even have an ego death or anything like that. Haven't really done psychs since, I would advise against trying DMT. Not that I'm scared of shrooms/acid, but the experience was just so bone-chilling and out of this world that you really get put in your place. Before trying ask yourself if you want to be humbled like that
What's an ego death?
@@26michaeluk Don't know if this is what it is or it's different for other people or what. Basically it was my first time on any psychs, it was acid, and the experience was so intense and far from my understanding of reality that I really didn't come out the same when the trip ended. Super scary but glad i did it, like an insane double-backflip gone wrong that i survived. It gave me a newfound love for the life I have and other people, and also forced me into some real introspection on who I am as a person/how I could be better. Whereas on DMT i definitely could've lived my whole life without needing that kind of experience, even though it halted my curiosity.
I stopped listening to rap/hip hop, started listening to hendrix/pink floyd, grunge rock, blues. I wasn't as anxious around women. Felt more motivated to make something of myself. And it all felt very natural, like this was me all along (even though it wasn't)
@@connermcmahan5528 damn, thank you for the abundance of description you provided. Truly appreciate it. 🙏
so it basically dmt hurt your massive ego. so now your ego hates dmt
@@binbeany6676 Nah i had the ego death before trying dmt
Your a good speaker and you explain this in a way that I can easily understand
At least 50% of the homeless in my city are gone off of spice. That shit ruins people hardcore.
It’s sad because people see it as a substitute for weed. Shit. It’s literally advertised as “synthetic weed” which is fucking terrible. My Uncle got into it a few years ago and it literally FRIED his brain, he’s now a paranoid schizophrenic and over indulges in all his addictions such as pills and 10-20 tabs of lsd per trip. He’s stuck on a path which stemmed from one stupid choice he made. Fuck Spice
I was drugged in high school. Someone gave me spice and I thought it was weed. My symptoms where terrifying. I was scared for my life to sleep bc my heart was beating so fast for 12 hours. Thank god I wasn’t allergic and my symptoms went away. Sorry about your uncle man. Look out and raise your kids right!
@@imneeks4533 sad people profit off people like your uncle and it destroys families. I’m sorry you’re going through such a tragedy, addictions so tough on the whole family.
managed to quit way before my group of friends did(young age between 18-22), at some point i was even addicted to meth for a year(~21-23), and yet many years has passed, im now about to turn 29, i can feel damage done up to this day, and yet recovery goes well
What is spice?
I was living in Tokyo and decided to try drugs for the first time ever. I bought a tab of acid for the equivalent of $40, yes it was Nbome. I realized that about a year later when I tried real acid in Seattle, Portland and most recently in the Netherlands. The Nbome caused me to experience extreme hyperthermia, cardiovascular constriction, rage, claustrophobia which I've never had. I ended up punching a wall so hard that I dislocated my pinky and ring finger on my right hand. The bones were almost popped out of my skin. I just stood there looking at them as my French roommate freaked out and tried using his Japanese to get some Japanese girls to call an ambulance. I got emergency surgery and fixed my bones but will have a scar for life. At that time I had only tried alcohol, not even weed so I was a total noob. If you're going to experiment, do your research, buy from a trusted source and test the stuff.
Dang dude. Mind if I ask how you are able to afford to move country to country ???
@@jayw9267 Well I've always thought that it's not how much money you have but how you use it. I live a very minimalistic lifestyle. I can basically fit all my earthly belongings in a backpack. I've also chosen not to have kids or get tied down with a house or super serious relationship. Also, I teach English online to students in Asia so can live anywhere really. That's the basic summary but I'm constantly researching how to save money and live as cheaply as possible. I'm currently right outside Amsterdam but originally from Texas.
@@AngelFlores-bq4fd wow, that’s great! What languages do you know and how did you learn them? And were you raised around a different language and just decided to teach it or did you work to learn Asian languages?
Personally I have been very interested in a career similar to yours, being a traveler working a job like translation or perhaps an English teacher but hardest part is learning the foreign languages. (18 by the way, so I am still considering careers)
@@jayw9267 Oh sorry I just got this notification lol Well since I was born in Houston, Texas and lived there most of my life I'm most fluent in English but my parents are from Mexico so I've always spoken Spanish also. I just decided to learn Japanese so I could live more easily in Japan lol but to be an English teacher there that's usually not a requirement. In fact employers usually tell you not to speak in Japanese if you know it since the point is to get them speaking especially since many Japanese people are shy. So yeah, language and translation is pretty fun I think and there's tons of opportunities especially if you become fluent. I'll tell you though that English teaching is very popular in Asia from native or fluent speakers around the world.
I'm surpised you tried acid "again" after that experience.
Here in Southern California Sacred Datura literally just grows on the side of the road all the time and you can find it anywhere just by walking for a few minutes outside and looking for those beautiful white trumpet flowers.
U ever do it
In Poland it's pretty rare and hard to find
@@popcorn4518 yeah, I blacked out 20min in and woke up in the hospital. What I do remember was not fun but the next day had a weird but calming dream like vibe to it which probably had something to do with the Vyvanse the doctor put me on.
I live in a Mexican densely populated are in Cali, and I see a lot of them growing it in the front yard lol. Tried a low dose once and it was interesting.
loool thats the drug from far cry 5
My homeboy hook me up with some advice on taking Dramamine, it was a complete delirium and it took me years to kind of piece together what really happened that night. Not the best time to say the least.
ended up doing the two weirdest ones, k2/spice and nbome both on accident. k2 trip lasted 4 days in the hospital and overdosing. thought i was doin acid and weed but ended up completely brainfucked at 14 and permanently damaged. these two are crazy dangerous, so thank god to this channel for finally saying something about it. years later and the experience still haunts me.
what country do you live in? :O
@Angus Delaney oakland california. it doesn't look like flower at all, like it doesn't have the stem and bud thing goin. but it was in a preroll so i couldn't see it.
Same thing pretty much happened to me when I was a teenager. Still tryna get my head around it 10 yrs later. That stuff is so messed up…
Happened to me as well at 15. Haven't been the same since. The worst feeling of my life
@Angus Delaney you used to just be able to buy it at the gas station. Not the good gas stations. The sketchy ones 😂
I've taken Ice for about 8 years, and I am off of it since August 2020. At the end, was taking 2/day for more than a year. It's both amazing and disgusting. I also quit alcohol, so I feel so much better now.
proud of you fr such a great thing to hear 🙏🙏keep putting in the work man
Congrats mate don’t ever give in
Good job! Keep going boss!
Keep up the hard work, it's amazing what positive changes you can make when you really want it. I'm proud of you and you should be proud of yourself.
good to hear dawg. keep doing good things.
#5 Meth
#4 Datura
#3 Heroin
#2 Synthetic cannabis
#1 25I-NBOME
Broooo you couldnt be more right. I did 25I-NBOME at like 14-15 thinking it was LSD. It was my first acid trip and lets just say one that I will always remember.
@@treysavage9262 same here I was 15 shit was wild my first trip I thought it was acid
I’ve done plenty 25i. Luckily it was very regularly dosed. I had great VERY acid-like trips, just with an extra body load, vasoconstriction that made me look pale and red eyed. Still had incredible, beautiful visuals. The issue is the shit comes in powder form and any amount that is essentially visible will be deadly. You need to know that someone volumetrically dosed the tabs (titration).
Interestingly, the most beautiful visual experience i had (besides DMT) was 25c-nbome, and i felt almost completely clearheaded. Had a great time. Maybe it was just a perfect dose, or maybe 25c has significant differences from 25i? I only had 25c once.
@@Michael-kp4bd I tried mostly all the NBOME when i was in highschool 25I is like the dirty cousin of 25c forsure... but i remember those early tripping days 25c was awesome just not worth the dangers
Fucking Nbomes 😂😂 Done them all eye candy is all it is makes your brain feel like mush though lol
Great video. Substances that religion and government frowns upon can be dangerous in the hands of disrespectful partiers can be dangerous. I’ve had multiple types of drugs just HANDED to me from people that didn’t know me. When I ask what to expect, they shrug and say “it’s _____. Haven’t you heard of it? You’ll be fine! It’s fun!” Why, after a good or bad trip, do I feel it’s important to describe possible outcomes to inexperienced people, but it wasn’t done for me?! People can be careless and cruel!