FFXIV - When a Normal Raid Goes Bad

Few Context Tips
-I have never done this fight enough as a red mage as I always go Reaper
- When shit starts to fall, I get nervous and panic
-I forget mechanics and start to slowly think about my life decisions (lol)
- You can hear me repeat these words to myself in the third time, "don't fuck up, don't fuck up, everyone is following u like a chick follows its mother hen. REMEMBER WHERE TO GO!"