MY MISCARRIAGE STORY - 5 weeks pregnant
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- Опубликовано: 19 авг 2024
- This is My Miscarriage Story from 2 years ago in 2016. It is still very raw and upsetting so forgive me for crying.
I hope this video helps one person understand what could happen, how it feels, how upsetting it is etc.
If you are going through or have been through a miscarriage, feel free to contact me if you want to talk. I want to be there to support other women through this.
If you know someone who has just been through a miscarriage, show them this video. Maybe it will help them to not feel alone.
Miscarriage happens to 1 in 4 of us and it happens to around 25% of known pregnancies. These rates are so high and it's time we talk openly about this.
They aren't just statistics. They are real women, losing real babies, who are heartbroken. This was me. I was pregnant. I lost my baby. I am a mother and so are all the women who have lost babies.
Please share this video, talk about miscarriage and open up. Let's make this a normal topic rather than a taboo subject.
I am sending lots of love and thoughts to all the women & men who have gone through a miscarriage. Please don't feel alone. Don't feel guilty, or judged, or like no-one will understand. I understand and I am here for you.
Rosie
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Ps. I filmed and posted this video as when I was going through the same thing, I looked online for women who had been through a similar experience and it helped me so much. I no longer felt alone, or guilty or silly for being devastated. I really hope this video helps another woman with the heartache that comes with miscarriage.
Here we are 5 weeks and this feel so unreal. Whatever God wants, I’m praying for the best outcome.
Sending you love ❤️
Ladies who are experiencing miscarriage; please allow yourself to feel! be present in the pain, the experience. If you feel guilty recognize that feeling, if you feel dismay recognize this as well as embrace this do not let people tell you not to "feel" per-se, you will especially at this time not be emotionally comatose, "You will feel" whether you describe it as guilt, shame, disappointment, hurt, cheated etc, these emotions are real, organic and it may be your way of completely mentally processing this experience of loss (which can be emotional) holding things inside is what really creates poor mental health. These emotions must be processed allow your emotions to be transparent! Make no apologies, live on because healing is also a part of the process and it will come in it's own good time, if ever........Thank GOD that you're not numb or indifferent, you wanted your baby, you fought for your baby, you ate right, you took care of yourself you "know that you've done the best that you can do, You are AWESOME!
Thank you so much for your kind words ❤️
I also just lost my baby at 5 weeks, we also started trying after our honeymoon and we’re so surprised. I feel so heavy and sad and your video has helped me a lot thank you for sharing what you went through and sending love to all ❤
Oh I’m so sorry! Sending you love ❤️
Thank you. I needed this.
I hope you’re ok! Sending you love ❤️
I'm going through the right now and I understand your pain. I'm so sorry for you going through it because I know how painful it is both physically and emotionally. I found out a week ago today I was pregnant. I had what I thought was light pink spotting Saturday afternoon. Saturday night I went to the bathroom and had heavy blood with clots and panicked but my partner thought blood is normal in pregnancy so I didn't ring anyone. In the morning I had a gut feeling something was really wrong when I had stomach pains and bleeding after the toilet again. I tested and still positive but the whole time very faint lines. I rang 111 who told me go to A&E. They checked if my stomach was getting harder and it wasn't and that's all she could do and said she couldn't say because I am 5 weeks and 4 days but she's pretty sure I was miscarrying. I went home devastated but I didn't believe it because there was no evidence for me to believe it. I rang the gp on the Monday and told them I'm 6 weeks now still got a positive test is there any chance they were wrong and it is something else? The doctor referred me to the gynae clinic and I did a urine sample. I was taken into a small room where I was told they did a pregnancy test and it is negative they think it is highly likely to be a miscarriage. I only had pain mildly for 3 days and bleeding with clotting for 4 but now just bleeding no clotting so I found it hard to believe it was a miscarriage. They did a pelvic exam and said they'd send a sample of what looked like clotting or pregnancy tissue off to the lab for testing but then I was told I wouldn't be informed if it was pregnancy tissue only if there was abnormality so I still don't feel like I've had closure. They refuse to give me a scan so I can be 100% that there is no baby and I'm only well would've been only 6 weeks so I still feel desperate for some definite thing to say that. I'm debating going private for a scan to give me closure
Hi Lauren! I’m so sorry you’re going through this! I think if you can afford a private scan, it sounds like it might give you closure and the answer that you need, one way or another.
Do you have any pregnancy tests you can do at home? That could also be an option to track it yourself.. do you still feel pregnant? Did you have symptoms?
@RosieAndre I was told test in 3 weeks to be sure and they'll give me a scan if it's positive then. I do still feel pregnant but the day I went to my gnae appointment was the day I accepted I was pregnant so now it's understanding I may not be. It was negative that day and I'm too scared to test again because they say if I do any earlier it could be positive because there is still pregnancy tissue from not completing the miscarriage. I have felt a lot more sick recently but apparently that is common with miscarriage? I stupidly still look up everything before I eat to make sure it doesn't harm the baby just because of that in case but while I have nothing conclusive that stops me moving on and accepting to go back to life as normal
Oh gosh this is such a hard situation to be in. I’m so sorry for you. I don’t really know what to suggest. But I’m here for you. You’re not alone ❤️ if there’s anything I can do for you, please let me know!
@RosieAndre thank you I really appreciate it, I think deep down I know I've lost it but just can't accept it without something more convulsive. I'll probably book a confirmation scan privately next week if I still feel pregnant. Your video really helped validate that what I feel is okay to feel and that emotions towards this are okay. So thank you so much x
It is more than ok. It’s completely normal to feel however you feel, whether that’s numb, sad, hopeful, angry. It’s all valid. Let yourself feel however you feel without judgement. Sending you so much love ❤️
im sorry for your loss ,i wish you the best.
thank you so much!
That's disgusting the way the doctor behaved. You didn't deserve that, not one bit. I had my first pregnancy and my first misscarriage in the ER this morning and everyone was so gentle and caring. The pain in their eyes made me cry even harder. I'm so sorry you felt this way. Just so sorry.
Thank you so much ❤️ I’m so sorry you’re going through a miscarriage. It’s so heartbreaking! Sending you love!
This video touched my soul. Experiencing my second miscarriage at 5.5 weeks currently. Felt guilty calling out of work for a 2nd day. Why do we feel guilty? I want to hug you and tell you how much you don’t deserve this and it’s not your fault! Trying to reflect that same grace onto myself. Hope you got/or get your rainbow baby.🌈 thank you for being so vulnerable, I agree, it’s not talked about enough
Oh I’m so sorry you’re experiencing this! It breaks my heart every time someone comments that.
Take as much time off work as you need. I didn’t take enough at all. Your body is processing so much right now.
You don’t deserve this either. No one does. It’s awful and I am truly sorry you’re going through this.
I never got my rainbow baby. Not yet at least. I actually had 3 miscarriages and a medical abortion. I’ve also done embryo freezing and got 1 good embryo but it still feels like too much to try again. For me anyway.
Hope you’re ok lovely! Sending you love ❤️
I'm so sorry that this is what brought me to your Chanel but I'm currently going through one. We were trying so I tested very early and I kept testing until my tests started coming up negative 2 days ago. I went to er yesterday and all they saw was gestation sac. I had bright pink yesterday and no more to this morning and I only have very light pink when I wipe. I'm just crying throughout day. I do have 3 kids thankfully but in trying not to let them see me crying. Gosh this is so hard. I'm just so sorry you went through that. Hopefully you get your rainbow baby soon.
I’m so sorry that you’re going through this. It’s ok to cry. It’s the hardest thing to go through. To know that you’re pregnant and then you’re not. I’m sending you lots of love ❤️ if you ever want to chat, reach out to me via Instagram @rosieandre_com as comments can get lost here. Sending you support 🙏🏼
Thank you for sharing your story. I'm currently going through a miscarriage as we speak and I thought it was implantation bleeding at first as well until this morning. Hopefully we can get pregnant again after I heal
Oh I’m so sorry you’re going through that! I have lots of videos about fertility if you want to watch more about my story. I hope you’re ok. Take some time to look after yourself and heal. Sending you love. If you ever want to talk, I’m here.
What happened after you thought it was implantation bleeding? Did it bleed a lot later or pain ? i m worried as I see spotting from 6 days
I'm so for loss, I'm also had a miscarriage last week. I was 7 weeks pregnant. It's so hard. I'm always crying. I even loss weight. The only way I can heal is to be pregnant again.
Oh I’m so sorry you had a miscarriage last week! It’s the hardest thing to go through! Sending you love ❤️
My story is very similar
Hugs I just went through this 21 days ago. Thanks for the video
Oh I'm so sorry
Your story is so similar to mine. Thank you for this video I needed this ❤️ good luck with all of your future pregnancies.
You’re welcome. I have created lots of videos about my fertility journey and I just did Embryo Freezing. Feel free to watch more if you find it helpful. I’m so sorry you went through this ❤️
Rosie.. thank you I am going through a miscarriage… I’m scared about bleeding and so worried 💔
Oh I'm so sorry you're going through this. Don't be scared about the bleeding. Your body will do what is best for you. Your body will keep you safe. However, if you think you are bleeding too much, take yourself to hospital to be looked after. You can get through this. You are strong. You are loved. ❤️ Message me on Instagram if you want to talk @rosieandre_com
I’m so sorry. I lost my baby at 5 weeks last year. I think the same is happening now at 5 weeks. Mine started out like yours, brown blood and now it’s red. Awful and terrible feeling. I don’t understand.
Oh my goodness, I'm so sorry. I hope you're ok. Send me a message on Instagram if you want to talk ❤️ @rosieandre_com. Sending you all of the love!
We have the same goal, Just to be a mother😞I’m thinking I’m going through this as we speak am feeling severe pain and came across your video. I feel so ashamed also and like a failure it’s like I can tell what the doctor is going to say when I arrive to the hospital
Oh I’m so sorry you’re going through this! You’re not a failure. It’s not your fault. You have done nothing wrong. It’s just that this pregnancy wasn’t meant to be. I’m sending you so much love ❤️
I just found out I miscarried at 5 weeks... We have a 6 month old baby so it was this last pregnancy was unplanned but it doesn't make it any easier when you miscarry. It had been long enough to get used to the idea and then this happened... I feel for anyone going thru this right now.
Oh I’m so sorry for your loss Breanna! It’s the most heartbreaking thing! I’m sending you lots of love and healing vibes! If you ever want to chat, send me a message on Instagram @rosieandre_com you’re not alone ❤️
I'm sorry for your loss. Do you mind if I ask you how you started off and what the first symptoms were. As I am 5 weeks and 7 days today and I started seeing blood every time I go to the bathroom and wipe myself.
My husband and I were so excited this is our first pregnancy.
Now I'm so nervous and sad and scared I don't know what to do 💔😢
@@talltalllady I'm now pregnant at 23 weeks following this miscarriage and I had bleeding off n on until 10 weeks and we have a totally healthy baby🤗😍 so bleeding doesn't necessarily mean miscarriage. Hope that helps!!
@@breannawilson7879 Thank you
Also what about having bleeding in combination with very low HCG levels
Mine were only 325 at 5 weeks and 7 days.
@@talltalllady I can't really help you with that sorry!! Have you had them rechecked again recently?? Miscarriage bleeding is also usually quite severe and not just spotting. So if your bleeding is quite bad- I'd be getting that checked. 🙏 Hope it's all ok xx
Gosh the same thing happened to me, whilst my partner was away this week. It was devastating. First pregnancy ever and it ended just like that 😢
Oh I'm so sorry! It's so sad. Sending you lots of love ❤️
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Im 5 weeks and i think im going thru miscarriage i go for blood draw in the am. Im crampy and spotting
Cramps and spotting could be the egg implanting so please don’t worry yet! You might be ok ❤️
@@RosieAndre I'm having more bleeding today 😢
Oh I’m so sorry! I hope you’re ok. Did you speak to a doctor? Or get seen?
@@RosieAndre levels have dropped from 1019 to 849 to 216 today 😭
Oh I’m so sorry! Let me know if there’s anything I can do ❤️
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Thank you ❤️