I haven't been excited for the future. Couldn't even allow myself to dream about what I want going forward. Everyone else is much happier than I am when something good happens for me. I suppose it's normal when so much has been forced since my losses. I recently woke with anxiety on my mother's birthday which is also my dad's death anniversary. It took me a minute to realize what day it was and where I was at the time.
Yes, I have thought at times that I was losing it. Never felt like that before, but then again I've never deeply grieved like this before.
I haven't been excited for the future. Couldn't even allow myself to dream about what I want going forward. Everyone else is much happier than I am when something good happens for me. I suppose it's normal when so much has been forced since my losses. I recently woke with anxiety on my mother's birthday which is also my dad's death anniversary. It took me a minute to realize what day it was and where I was at the time.
Hi Megan, I go through grieving, sometimes I think I’m losing it. I lay down to get focused.
As the screen moves, zooms in or out, ....it is too much. It distracts from the message, especially when you're grieving.