its 4am and i still miss you
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- Опубликовано: 25 июн 2024
- Sleep/Ambient Mix
Chill & Calm
🎧 Lofi/Chill Beats 🎧
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2:27 SPEECHLESS😶 - Coma (instrumental)
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3:54 SPEECHLESS😶 - Shameless
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5:49 Odtsu - always late
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8:08 Satin.Cherry - rest.easy
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here's a hug to whoever's reading this; you are loved, and you will get through this.
Thank you...
Debatable.
Get through what nobody whose ever going to physically be there ?
Thx, hopefully your right
Thank you for the comment, its rough
It's hard to forget someone
who has given you a lot to remember...
Miicro it be like that bro
You don't say. *Facepalm*
@@FlyingBeast009 *Oof*
It's very hard to forget someone who is with us from a long long time
@@dr.siddharthkonwar9992 Damn right
yo we really ignoring the fact that we all just chilling with each other telepathically
its 7pm and I still miss you...
dante zeeldenrust I think that everyone here feels something. We all have that connection. Thank you
@@Celadian67 very gay bro
U can the feel the connection YES ❤❤
Indeed
Sometimes I dream about her, and I don’t wanna wake up.
Numb Lyrics damn.
Whats wrong?
Lioness of YAH
Everything
@@NumbLyricsOffical What are a few specific reasons?
@Numb Lyrics me too homie, i dream about her and wake up crying all alone
i was holding her in my arms, talking about whatever; i felt like home;
now it's 4am and i'm in my bedroom; im not feeling at home at all.
i miss her.
Atleast you've got someone.
@@k0n682 Remember that
I used to talk to my ex girlfriend on FaceTime every night, she would tell me about work and etc. It was basically our routine. but now that she’s gone, nothing has felt the same ever since.
i miss mines too. :(
Damn
I don't even know who I'm missing but my heart feels empty
i really missing her and i cant stop that
it's called "spleen", in France, the poet Baudelaire wrote very well about this ;)
yourself
AI
Quand le ciel bas et lourd pèse comme un couvercle
Sur l'esprit gémissant en proie aux longs ennuis,
Et que de l'horizon embrassant tout le cercle
II nous verse un jour noir plus triste que les nuits;
Quand la terre est changée en un cachot humide,
Où l'Espérance, comme une chauve-souris,
S'en va battant les murs de son aile timide
Et se cognant la tête à des plafonds pourris;
Quand la pluie étalant ses immenses traînées
D'une vaste prison imite les barreaux,
Et qu'un peuple muet d'infâmes araignées
Vient tendre ses filets au fond de nos cerveaux,
Des cloches tout à coup sautent avec furie
Et lancent vers le ciel un affreux hurlement,
Ainsi que des esprits errants et sans patrie
Qui se mettent à geindre opiniâtrement.
- Et de longs corbillards, sans tambours ni musique,
Défilent lentement dans mon âme; l'Espoir,
Vaincu, pleure, et l'Angoisse atroce, despotique,
Sur mon crâne incliné plante son drapeau noir.
- Charles Baudelaire
This is beyond deep
Worst part is I miss her, she doesn't. She won't.
Hugs to everyone who is listening and alone in these dark times.
Were all in this together brother
@@nickh.27 Should be this way, but it actually just feel more lonely than before
Hang in there buddy
sheesh I've been there. one day you'll be worrying the same way about someone else, your strong. you can get through it
I would give you a hug if i could, i am experiencing the same thing
I just wish
i could lose these
feelings as fast
as i lost you...
6 years in a long distance relationship, all i got from it was mental scars and self esteem issues
Facts.
@@TheLonelyMedic you learned more
@@TheLonelyMedic im sorry for you
wow
Welcome to the broken hearts club
Nice to be here
Thank you for the anvitation hhh
*Idiots who think they know how a broken heart feels like - club
Babe
Mika Franko yoooo what up just passing by to say that I hope each of y’all find what you’re looking for and if you have to let go pls do and you’ll end up in a better place. It’s okay you’re okay
Listening to the music while reading the most heartfelt comments in RUclips...
_damn it's aesthetic_
@@Jahlord1919 you made me frickin laugh, thanks for that xD finally
@@FlyingBeast009 yeah just trynna lighten up the mood here
facts
I don't know why but thanks ❤️
Arigato 💜
*sending virtual hugs* to anyone who:
Is sad
Is missing someone
Is feeling empty
Is scared
Is not okay
Is happy
Is reading this
....anyone really❤
Thank you.
God bless you
I sense comfort in you.
@@madisoncahill5070 ❤❤
@Brody Henriksen Changing the world one heart at a time :)
Thank you!
Me: I want to forget her.
RUclips: *Hold my cigarette*
Ahahaha
😂😂😅
Lah ya ali😂
I laughed for a moment...thanks
Me: I need to forget him.
RUclips: Are you sure?
I hate myself for still loving you
Same brother!
Bro i love this girl whos friend zoned me since day 1
Chacob 💔
I would hate myself too if I were you.
I still love her for teaching me lesson.
It was never going to work
But god damnit I wish it would.
Wishing she was the same person she used to be. The same girl I fell in love with. Now I’m just dead stuck in the past
@@yopierre9060 People change my friend. Its an empty and selfish hope to expect people to stay the same. You have to grow with somebody. She has to too. You cannot expect somebody to stay true to your memories. It's a sad lesson.
ouccch
Wishing we were in the same country
rt
I miss happiness
I miss friends
I miss smiling
I miss childhood
I miss my old me
Where did you go? I need you. I miss you
Don't smile at me
Remember that life will have its ups and downs! It might seem as if you are stuck but I can assure you that soon you will find happiness and cherish life once more! I wish the best luck to you my friend, much love❤️
Yup.
Unexpectedly deep
Abe Sapien Thank you
gumbyyJR I will try to live on but right now i'm just listening to Tøp and crying and i don't even know why i am crying
You know that feeling where everything in life is actually going well for you but still feel empty inside?
i feel that all the time, it sucks, bro. i hate feeling alone
I got a new job recently, took up some new hobbies and have a healthier, more financially stable life. Cut ties with friendships that were drug fueled or toxic, now everything just feels empty and lost. I come back to this mix every once in a while just to let it all out and think about life.
Fr
@@toastycinnamonbun842I've reached the same point.
It has a very...now what kind of vibe sometimes. Am I really just existing now? That's it?
Just prayed for all the depressed people in the comments keep faith and God bless, better times are coming
Thank you!
Thank you
yes ,Death is coming fast ! XD
Thank you
I thought I was getting better but then something happened I do not wish to discuss and I'm broken now...I've given up on faith
I miss you mom!
I will love you forever!
I promise!
Bro, du tust mir leid...
Sie bleibt immer in deinem Herzen, egal wann, oder wo. Bleib Gesund, stark und fröhlich!
Bleib stark ☝🏻
Omg, it’s so sad
Mein Beleid hoffentlich geht es dir und deiner Familie gut
For those wondering, the man speaking Japanese at 8:08 is reciting a poem, which translates:
A faint clap of thunder
Even if rain comes not
I will stay here
Together with you
This is a tanka from the film "The Garden of Words". I encourage you to watch it so you can understand the context.
@Alex thanks for making it clear!
idk if you’ll see this, but thank you, so much. i jus finished watching the garden of words after reading ur comment.
Thanks buddy
Чё, пацаны, аниме?
I watched that movie and getting rn cause of u thx ‘bout that
I'll never forget the time we sat on that bench by your favorite hill when we took a trip to San Francisco. It was early in the morning, probably like 2-3AM. You laid your head on my thigh so you could rest your eyes for a bit cause we were backpacking. I stayed up to protect us. I never felt so calm before in my life. Everything felt so peaceful. I had you and at the time, nothing else mattered. You were my home. I felt safe.
I know time heals, but wow this hurts so much right now.
💙
Are you better bro ?
It's not that it heals, you just learn to live with it.
Just knowing how happy they are without you hurts the most.
UwU Im sleepy EXACTLY. or if they cheat and you know that they are happier with them
Same😪
it's 4AM, we're laughing, looking at the stars while having a deep conversation. We couldn't stop talking.
Now it's 4AM, and I'm here alone. Looking at the stars, waiting for you but you never come.
Tears in my eyes, remembering our conversations and our first "I love you's."...
Guess after all this time I miss you but you already forgot me.
Miss her.
LLLLATER
ur welcome here mate
como para jugar counter
PAIN
Pero que haces acaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
This is truly a cemetary of broken hearts and dreams
Yeah, we all know when it was born, will never know when it will die tho...
Its 2am.
Its raining outside.
I miss you.
I am sorry for everything.
😂😂
I felt that 😔
C mamó
@@SlimShady-xi7wl this man really does not understand what it feels like to be heartbroken.
@@judaspriest1970 eh? What the fuck are you on about kid?
I lost 2 childhood friends to suicide a few years back. I keep coming back to this to remember them, to relax and let them live in my head. Thank you for the video.
dancingfetus2011 sorry for you lost stay strong and keep your head up I know it’s gonna be a rough roads ahead but that’s what we gotta do to live on this earth 😪❤️
same.
I lost my best friend to suicide too. It haunts me everyday. Long live our brothers/sisters❤️
@@ok9176 me too
My mom just passed away and its so hard to know she is gone dam i miss you mom and dad one day will be together again. To every one here if you got your mom still spend all the time you can kus when she is gone its the end of your life RIP lorna santos the greatest mom ever
love u bro thanks for the heads up stay strong bro thats what she would want
She still loves you no matter what plane of existence she exists on.
love you bro, head up
Everyone's here missing their exes but I'm here missing my own happy self who isn't lost anywhere for a moment and just enjoys everything
.
I feel you fr
its ACTUALLY 4am and i ACTUALLY still miss you.
skod masz moje zdjecie
Same bruh 3.51 AM rn
Same
I hate it when things start going uphill, just to have something remind you that no, not everything’s ok.
"i wanna be with you" he said
"i wanna kiss you" he said
"i wanna love you" he said
"i wanna be with you forever" he said
"i wanna be everything you want and need" he said
"i wanna watch us succeed together" he said
"i wanna see us have a great life together" he said
"i wanna start a family with you" he said
"i wanna watch us grow old together" he said
...
where's he now?
nenna seb eso es lo que quiero saber...
😔❤
Still thinking of her, he said.
It hurts worst when y’all grew with each other. We were together for 3 years, we’re still teenagers but still. It hurts. we planned everything out and everything lined up perfectly. we met online and talked ab how we would tell our children how we met... I just miss him sm and now he won’t even tell me ab him day. I miss our late night calls and all the nights we would spend laughing at dumb stuff. Never felt this type of way for someone. One night he told me how he felt over call and I did the same.. almost bursted our in tears because no one has ever did that for me . I miss him so much
@@ilvuana exactly people tell you to snap out of it and get u\over it just because yall are teenagers and "teenagers cant find their soulmate" just because we're young
This hits different when it's actually 4am
yup
4:15 and I feel you bro
@@leonplank1343 3 months later and its 4:15
4 months later and it's 4:08
4:13 :/
She was everything to me
Texting her was my happiness..
Listining to her voice was my immune of depresion..
Seeing her was my heaven..
Hugging her was my paradise..
When she left i cry..
I wished i die..
We promised to never lie..
I knew we try..
Together we touched the sky..
But it's all over, and we said goodbye..
100 sub with no content challenge would it be okay if I used this for a song?
This is amazing
xNefRez well, the name is at least
xNefRez the “10000 subscribers with no videos challenge” is so unoriginal but little kids still think its cool and funny
@@madelynalexandra6743 yes sure you can, my pleasure
you never chose me
you never would
but i
i was foolish enough to believe
that i had a chance
That hit deep bro
It almost got to the point with me and you could have been together. We could have shared our lives together but you decided to ignore your feelings for me, and from that I lost a piece of me I can’t get back the love and devotion gone. But my question is why did you ignore me?
I go to school putting on a smile everyday but as soon as I get home all I wanna do is sleep and just forget time. I always thought how could so many people be depressed in high school but I’ve realized it’s very easy to be.
You adore her, you want her to get home save, you want the best for her, she doesn’t know about your existence.
It's sad time once again boys . . .
I understand the pain that comes from missing someone, or wanting to be with someone; the feeling of being alone, forgotten, and without anyone around. I'm sorry you feel this way - you deserve someone by your side. Yet, this doesn't mean that someone will never come - they will, someday, and they'll care for you just as much as you will for them. I can't say for certain when that day will be, but make the steps to make it there - know that you are never truly alone, and that if you ask for help, guidance, or even company, someone will be there for you, permanent or not. Trust me - you'll find someone. I believe in you. Until that day comes, listen to some music.
Enjoy.
Thank you as always💜
Essence of happiness
Man i swear i don't know what to do whitout you, thank you a lot you are really helpful, seing your comment always make me feel better
Thank you
I'm supposed to have that person already. But on days like this I'm not able to talk to him. Especially because i know saying the stuff in my head out loud would hurt him, too. So i just feel very lonely
But what if she took the fucking kids???
When I listen to this video, the only person I think of is the old me...
I miss u, happy girl,
I miss your dreams, ambitions, love of life, your smile...
see ya
Mégane Robert it is absolutely okay to be sad sometimes. It is human. But you know .. You have to work towards your Goals not regret what happened in the past. And the most important thing is to be happy in the presence. Because that really is the only time you can be happy. We're slaves to the past and the future and forget about being happy in the moment.
Get it back like it's all that matters
It’s okay, usually the people who go through many tough times are the best people to hang around. They’ve known what it’s like to be alone, to lose, to learn to keep ya head up... and when to break down. I think that’s way more valuable than someone who hasn’t gone through any hardships or someone who pretends all the time. Thas jus my opinionè tho
Your words hit me deep inside myself, if you want to talk with me send me a message on snap @p.hilip02
Mégane Robert a closed door is an open opportunity. The human race is very interesting. We feel alone yet we aren’t it’s crazy man.
Some things to remember
Time heals all
You’ll meet someone new
You don’t need a girl to be happy
If you Find happiness when youre single you won’t fear heartbreak
i did find happiness single, but im afraid of rejection
Its been almost 3 years, she married and moved on and i'm finally starting to not feel stuck. Lofi and all your comments has really helped me get through a lot of my hard times of depression..i'm glad the wound is not fresh anymore and i can get back to life..
Stay strong i am with you every time ;)
You can do this man, I believe in you!❤️
Been 12 years here...has a kid and a family. Sucks....
you never know what you had until their gone
Damn truth
I FEEL THIS SO MUCH just about the friendship with two of my best friends. We basically knew everything about each other and could text everyday for hours and hours it was crazy and I loved it, I loved everything about it. Problem is that one of those two friends said he just needed some distance and started drifting away, we still talk to each other and text, but not as much, and my other friend and I agree that we are worried and we miss him and wish for things to be as they once were. Now recently I noticed that I was talking to myself. Only at that point did I realise that I had stopped doing that. I had talked to myself my entire life as a way of coping with loneliness, and only now did I realise that when I became friends with those two people, I stopped. That really hit me hard because we had so much and now it's falling apart no matter what we try to do and I didn't even fully realise just what those people had given me
SPILL THE TEA 101 thief loss cuz ur great
The truth you know exactly what you have just thought you’d never lose it...
Physically and metaphysically
We all have that somebody we wanted, but never had the balls to go after
Because I never thought it would be over so fast.... You think these days will continue forever... But one day you wake up and she is gone... and all that is left are your regrets for not saying what you really felt...
Me rn
Mr. Goof sounds like just about every girl I’ve ever been interested in
Mr. Goof but then going after, could end up in an even worst situation...Sad times
2020 - Is someone still here? I hope this year will be better... and i wish u the same.
Wht uh think now ?
@@nobishizu1125And im again here, idk again i feel that no sense of my life, Hmm, idk... Its a little better cuz i have pills for my depresion, now im leaving my country alone for work. It will be hard i think, to be alone far away from home, but i still hope better Times will come. (sorry for my english) I hope at least u are ok...
@@MeWash Never back down💪🏻🙌🏻
@@MeWash i m also away from my home..it's been 2 year ..i didn't returned.....don't lose hope , better days r on the way ,..one day uh will find the happiness uh deserve..take care ( sorry 4 my english too ) ♥......we all are broken my friend
Miłosz J Pursue those dreams. Realize your Personal Legend and best of luck in your future endeavours. Hope good fortune comes to you.
Your English is great btw :)
We used to talk about the future together.. now it's here and you aren't. :(
Same dude 😔
bro ♥ same
damn deep
@@tarioyou9180 i know right lol
Everyone's commenting some deep things but I just want to say close you eyes, listen to the music and forget about everything. Have a good night sleep.
12:18AM
2:57 am. I hope one day it'll work out
definitely way after 12:18AM
5:10 am... Just chilling, no sad feelings, just the loneliness that I like
Bro it just brings out the thoughts.
3:14am 407 GANG
12:05 am
Last text : I’ll see You tomorrow
Saw her a week later at her funeral .... I miss you
Brereton Mckee wow man... im sorry she has moved on to something greater and wouldn’t want you to mourn her death... good luck
I understand that my whole family died in our burning house while I was on a party
Lelouch Lom Perouge ohhh dude I’m sorry to hear that thoughts prays and memories go with you hope you find peace
@@chickenugget5389 wait a minute, we're serious?... 🤔 I would never post such a private thing like this in a random video like this one.
It's not like I wouldn't have a story to tell, I just think mercy makes us weak.
Lelouch Lom Perouge Because stuff like that really happens to people it really tears them apart and sometimes even a stranger can inspire you to live and be strong
If you love her, let her go, respect her decision and respect you, ‘cause if you where meant to be together, eventually you’ll find your way back to each other
Just wait there dude, hang on bud, and take care of yourself. Night night brother
My Friend you right. its nice to see someone thinks like me.
You a real g for this
Thanks man.
my heart is not in my chest anymore it’s in my wallet where i keep a picture of you
how am I supposed to forget you when you made me the happiest
yet I don’t know how you feel about me
Just want to know
because these are better people and it doesnt need to be a gf
friends, family, etc
Laying in bed wide awake thinking about what we used to have. Those bittersweet moments knowing I wasn’t good enough for you. I should’ve worked up the courage to tell you I loved but instead I worked up to courage to watch you be happy with someone else. I’ll never forgive myself.
I'm crying for her while she is laughing with someone else.
Ehi, dude. Never give up! When you fall, get up stronger than before and remember that there is always someone who loves you.
Best wishes for your future
Been here before brother, only thing you gotta do is work on yourself man, explore, meet new people & I promise you you’ll be with someone better 😤
I can relate
i feel you
I've gotten over it. I mean it was months apon months ago, but i still think of you, i still wonder what i did wrong, what i did to make you leave, to make you stop talking to me all at once, to make you ignore my existence. You destroyed me. You ruined me. I tried to make it last, i tried to stay with you, but you didn't care. All those late nights, all those days where we would just laugh, all this days just looking at you, hearing your voice, or even your name made my day so much better. I was there for you. You left me. I reached out to you despite everything you did to me and yet you just used me again. Was it all a joke? Did you never really care about me? Did you only talk to me and ask how i was so I'd think you cared? So I'd stay? What happened to you? What happened to us? But i suppose i should stop questioning what i did, right? Because in the end I've realized I didn't do anything. It was you. It was always you, it's always been you and it's always gonna be you. I hope you're happy. I hope you're proud of yourself and I hope one night you just break down and realize everything you caused And did to me. I don't hate you, i never could, i just hope one day you get what you deserve. For everything you've caused me and the others you've caused pain. and I'm hope you're happy, not in a cruel way. I genuinely hope you're happy.
I knew her for a long time before I really talked to her. She was beautiful, she blew me away the first time I laid eyes on her. Long brown hair, beautiful brown eyes, an amazing body, and a smile that lit up the room. I saw her and I immediately felt a connection; except I was too scared to talk to her. I didn’t know what to say, or how to act, so I didn’t say anything. I thought about her a lot. Then, we eventually started to talk. Her personality instantly clicked with mine. She was funny, she was nice, she was just great to talk to. I tried to make conversation with her as much as I could. One day I overheard her conversation and I found out she had a boyfriend. When I first heard that, my heart sank. I wanted her to be mine so bad, if I had her. After that, we stopped talking throughout the whole summer. In the fall, we reconnected and we talked more. She eventually became one of my closest friends. We would talk about everything and anything, we told each other deep secrets, we talked everyday. I helped her through her breakup with her boyfriend, I was there and I tried to support her through that. By that time I knew I loved her. One day we hung out together, we went to the mall. It was the most amazing time just hanging with her alone. Still I couldn’t tell her, I was too worried about what she would think. That night I told her there was a girl that was the most perfect girl in the world, the one I wanted to be with. When she asked who, I said I couldn’t tell her. I broke down, I cried right in front of her. And then she held me. She rubbed my back, she held me close, she comforted me. While sobbing in her arms, I felt the most at peace I had felt in my life. That night, I took a shot in the dark, and I told her I loved her. I expected to get rejected, but she told me she felt the same way. That joy I felt still lives in me, the feeling that the one I loved also loved me. The next day, I picked her up, we sat facing each other. I asked her if I could be her boyfriend and she said yes.
Now 7 months later, we’re still together. We’ve had our ups and downs but I still fall in love with her everyday. ❤️
Edit: We broke up a week ago, 1 year, 6 months, 16 days :(
💕💕💕
Man, do I wish it worked like this every time😕
I was so scared for you, that she’ll say no, but finally, one happy soul here...
congrats! i am so happy for you. wish you and her the best
it’s been two years, almost 3. someone I’ll
never forget. I wish this person nothing but the best.
OMG Litzy is my first name too... I'm sorry about whatever happened between you and this person and I wish YOU nothing but the best.
Same I hope shes happy at least I'll know that I didnt ruin her life as much as she ruined mine
@Litzy ::/
Almost a year for me, but god, I still miss her.
It's going to the second year now? or third year , I don't remember but I keep missing them although I try to not remember
She moved on. I live in the memories
What sucks is when theyre in your dreams, makes you not want to go back to sleep at all
I feel you man
Oh yeah
Capella - Fortnite Mobile all the fucking time. Shit sucks
Preach
Or it makes you never want to wake up
She ain't thinking about you bruh, its 4AM go to sleep king.
Lmaooooooooooooooooo
Facts tho
Nah im not sleeping
This spoke to me
@Ryan Pieterse
You’re right.
This is one of my favorite lofi playlist. 💕
"non of you idiots realize how lucky you are"
almost 2 years and I still miss you
You were my everything... but I was the idiot
I messed it all up... and now I am stuck missing you feeling the hurt of my mistake everyday...
Just...same to me...Damn i wish i could be more adult..... Now i regret in depression.... I was so coward and self fish... Stupid i am. I miss her so much..
3 Years And I still miss him
I miss her we had a future I was stupid I should have payed a closer attention to the live of my life and work I miss her I miss the times me and her were together I want to hug her again but now she’s with another man I feel heart broken my soul empty every time I see her post a video with him it hurt I can’t take it anymore I haven’t told anyone but now I started thinking about ending myself I never thought I get so depressed over her I want the love she gave me if I can’t have her why am I here
@@josecervantes1143 Just step back for a minute and take a breath you shouldn't end your life because of her... You should live your life because of her. Take what you learned from her and use it in a new adventure
Tbh I’m feeling the same way as you bro. I just wished I could go back and all I have is the all the trouble coming back to me I regret everything man I miss her
Literally nobody:
RUclips: U wanna cri?
Pj Sykes me is cri
RUclips is one of a kind...n now I'm feeling really sad n missing something in my life.😢
Pj Sykes hahaa💔🙃
True Brother. Every night its the same sad lofi hip hop beat which will recommended ^^
Yes
i just want to meet y’all.. sit around a camp fire and talk. Feels like i know all of you already..
(edit) dangg just saw the reactions and likes after a year :o, thanks for the likes
Loque i want to do that too.. listen to this mix, and just be ourselves for a night.. or maybe the rest of our life. I hope that someday, we will meet, and just chill. Fuck the problems, the people who are trying to break us. I want to end the suffer, end the pain, and be myself, with you guys. Hope you are having the best day of your life tomorrow. Love you all. Be careful ❤️
There’s things that can’t be typed by a keyboard... One of my best friends hung himself few years ago. Damn that fucker makes me border crying barely everyday still...It doesn’t hurt, its stabbing from the inside! Sometimes its overtaking... When my sister told me i was at work and really busy, felt numb there was nothing inside no emotion nothing just empty. For days....having a talk deep in the eye with someone who feels the same would maybe change things in my life
Same. Music and especially lofi connects people...
@@Reptile-g59 you said it man
Hello my friends.
oh lord, how often was I crying to those songs. alone. at night. staring at the wall...glad everything changed for the better. keep your head high and look forward, especially when times are tough
Setting in my room ,lying in my bed with lights off and thinking about you non stop with old songs I used to hear When we were together , how the days run so fast ,it's been 2 years since we first met at summer ,that day was a bless for both of us , destiny put us together in a long lovely journey , we spent 2 years with this journey i can't even describe how my life was , every time put my head on your shoulders feel repose , I lose my emotions , I feel like I'm another person ,and every time I look into your eyes I feel like Im in Heaven you were a miracle , and shinny girl with a tender heart ,and every time I see you laughing at my jokes ,I feel like I own the world , you were everything in my life you simply completed me, and you were the first thing I think about when wake up, and the last thing I think before I fall asleep , but unfortunately that journey has ended ,maybe the destiny Doesn't want us to be together, and we must to accept it and go on in this life , leaving all memories in album songs, it's the only way we can memorize each other every night before going to sleep You will always be in my heart R.I.P Sarah 12/6/2019
Hey bro . i love u
@@WillySoft 🙏
"I like being alone,
At least I convince myself
That I'm better off that way,
And then I met someone,
She changed me,
And then she left..."
-House M.D.
Is House the band?
@@jt6170 Tv series
I like being alone because... i'd rather be alone than be with someone who hurts me a lot.
xAMV'Zx never seen somethin so relatable
Hey oreki
I was hopeless. Suicidal. Weak. Broken. Hurt. But then. After all of these years, she showed up. Gorgeous, long, red hair. Beautiful brown eyes. Short, but a cute and beautiful girl. We chit chatted for a couple of days. Then the moment of truth came. "i want to be more than friends" she said. "WHAT?!" I Replied. Now. It has been 4 1/2 months since we made it official. My girl. My world. She ment everything to me.
One night i get a call from her mom
"SHES IN A HOSPITAL!!!!"
"What? Why?"
"Her heart stoped!!"
"im coming"
Turns out she had a heart condition. She had a hole in her heart. I didnt know that. She didnt tell me. I sat next to her. Shes motionless, but beautiful as always. I miss you, baby. I wish i could join you. 18/10/24 Rest easy... I Still Love You
i'm sorry...
@@hiendar2407 you have nothing to be sorry about...
Damn
This is love, an endless torture, that will never end...
Wish you all the best, Doggycat
@@angeljelev8142 thank you. I wish all the best too
I thought I had a chance with you.
now I see you having fun with life, with another person because I didn't take my chance with you.
and now I'm here...
alone.
if you never gonna be with him again, do the same as he does, live your ownb life be proud of yourself cus you're going thru this shit. i'm here for you, a stranger but still.
I wanna leave this comment here so in the future maybe a year or three years from now I can be reminded of it.
I still think about him everyday, everything reminds me of him. He said nothing will ever happen between us but we can be friends again in the future. I’ll always hold a special place for him in my heart cause he made me feel a way I’ve never felt before.
I’ll always remember my bros
Me:Yo so u getting on tomorrow right?
Friend: Yea man
Me : ight then good night
Friend: You too man
Last Online: 8 years ago
Never Forget
He just forgot his password
@@sonicthehedgewhore6090 that's worse cause my name was her password :/
I'm sorry man, that's gotta hurt
ya, i know the feel... i will always miss him, he was my bro. :( sadly.... something broke when i couldn't chill with him... ah well :) im sure he is doing good at life.
I remember when I was in the 7th grade.
I was like...in love with this girl. She was my best friend, and I would write songs for her, poems for her, and a bunch of other shit that I knew she wouldn't even care about if she saw them. I couldn't even go to sleep because I was thinking about her so much. She told me she liked me back, but I knew she was lying because she just didn't look at me the same way I looked at her.
I know I was only like 13 or 12 but I felt like I really fell in love
Then, we split up, we went to different schools, she found new friends, and even found herself a boyfriend, and I was lonely as shit and still hooked on her. And then after a while, she just stopped texting...
Now I'm 17, she's in my high school, and we caught up, and she still has a boyfriend...
And now it's 4:45 at night, and I just can't stop thinking about her
(I actually wrote this yesterday night)
I nobody's gonna read this but I wrote this yesterday and the title hit too far home not to type it again
@@Scilla_Sage That's a sad story...life hurts sometimes...
@@user-wt7rl8rz8k
yeah...ik...sadly it does
jolie I'm so sorry about that but you're good person don't be sad or cry I know my E is very bad but please don't be like that I know life is pine but in some time life is beautiful keeping smiling all your friends or your family want to see you happy I wish I wish I wish this girl come to you again and give you hugs be strong my friends I love you
If you love someone that seriously, then say it... you never know what doors might open or remain shut (hopefully not shut tho ha) unless you act on expressing your emotions fully..
"none of you realise how lucky you are." Yea, I didn't, now I don't have it anymore....
To those who are reading this message, if you are having a hard time, remember that you are not alone and never give up. Wishing you health, success, love and happiness! ❤
No matter how much time goes by, I still think about what could’ve been
Selah Grace fax
There is nothing pure than the love of the parents
Its 3am and im saying im missing you both and i hope ur in a better place ♡
I didnt knew thats its going to be that quite
So true.
4:30am and I'm not able to sleep because I'm thinking about her... Thanks a lot brain. I miss her, I haven't seen her in nearly 2 months... I lover her, I want to lie and hug her for hours in end and just be with her.. I may sound clingy but I wish we never had to stay apart for so long... Apparently we can be out of quarantine in about 2 months, I can't see you until then. I miss her. I miss my life and being outside
"Getting to it. That's not the hard part. Its letting go" - Fallout New Vegas.
''the sun loved the moon
So much he died every night
To let her breath''
😔💔
تحياتي يا غالي
coco s this is beautiful
That's gay
Antonio I‘m literally drowning in my tears but ur comment made me laugh so hard
ily
this is hard.
i just want to forget u.
4:49AM
KELLY my name is also Kelly and it’s 4:49am for me, no joke.
just f*cking sleep xd
It’s 4:49 for me too
KELLY i read this comment and my time was exactly the same wtf.
Hi guys, before i start i wanna apologize for the mistakes that i will make ( i'm french sry ^^).
I used to listen to those mix for a long time actually.
I'm a very depressed person and dont really enjoy life, to be honest i just wanna sleep but never wake up, you can imagine how i am feeling...
But by doing this, i will make my family and my friends sad, and i dont want it.
Therefore, those days i'm "good" i don't listen to those mix to think about how life is rude anymore, i listen to this now to think about the past... most of the time when i'm high as f... xd
Just this little message to tell you that life is shit, that's a fact.
People dont want your hapiness, most of the time they search / want to obtain something by talking to you...
Just live your life as you wish with or without people, some will discover true hapiness alone and other with someone with them.
And if you think you can't be happy anymore, trust me never lose hope, things never go as you want but they can evolve in a better better way.
Peace and love u all :)
Et si tu es français va rouler un gros teh si c'est pas encore fait
bahahahah j'étais vrmt déprimée jusqu'a voir la derniere phrase j'ai tapé mon meilleur fou rire
Alors moi je me sens terriblement seule mais à un point que ça me déprime et me tue de l'interieur, j'ai essayé d'en parler à ma mère et elle m'a dit que j'étais juste égoïste et une grosse feignante, ce soir la j'ai pleuré toutes les larmes de mon corps toute la soirée tellement ça m'avait mis un gros coup dans le coeur. Je suis tellement stressée que ça infecte ma respiration, et quand je pense à mon avenir alors là je me sens détruire. Comme quoi je sens que je vais jamais réussir à retrouver le bonheur
Oui bon j'avoue je me suis emportée mdrr j'voulais juste me libérer un peu xd
👏👏👏👏👏👏
give me your instagram
Go déprimer tous ensemble sur un discord ou je sais pas quoi les potes.
Im wondering if someone really misses us with all his heart...
She was seen with someone else behind my back. I had to leave for my own good. Now I miss her and she's moved with on with a BF...I deserve better. But she still creeps into my mind at night.
Not a moment goes by that I don't think about you 💔
just as expected,
i missed you. last year, last month, last week, yesterday, an hour ago, a minute ago, by the seconds that have passed- i missed you. and in the moment, the ongoing non-existing present, i am, very much, and unsurprisingly still missing you. and by any time later, i will still miss you.
and when my feelings would fade, when the sparks inside of me die down, i’ll still and always miss you.
strtn 😞😞😞💔
Poetry in motion
Who? well... someone that has not moved on... and started over. Thats the way to go. Bad experiences have to make you stronger rather than take you down
omg, i actually know what you're talking about. i just got used to it without him, but the memories come back and it all comes back again.
I tried to comment something serious and heartfelt but then I looked at my pfp
Jali E i love this comment
Jali E thanks for making me laugh! I needed it
this is pure GOLD
This is my third year since i started listening to mix. Still haven't got bored of it. Thanks bootleg boy for creating this masterpiece
it is even harder when they leave without saying why
Same :/
muffii I was given some retarded excuse...
same and now their trying to get back with me honestly I'm just done with their crap..
THËLØNËWØLF568 same brother fuck their feelings and mine
And it may be the answer you never get. Or if you do, it doesn’t make any sense. Your destiny is never tied to the person who left
This hits. This really hurts. Here's a text I sent to my ex and all i got as a reply was "omg i'm so sorry"
Sorry, I know this is coming completely out of the blue but just so you know, I'm genuinely missing you tonnes- Even when we were together before all the stuff happened. I know that you think I'm annoying, you think I'm desperate. And maybe I am. I am desperate to have you back. I know that there is a very slim chance, however, with every passing hour and every sent text, I lose more of that chance. Soon I'll have nothing left and no one left. Every sad song reminds me of you. Every couple I see on social media, I wish we were them.
You probably don't know how much I think about you. I think about you more than you think. I think about everything, good, bad, you name it.
My mum asked about you. I said we were doing fine but she noticed I wasn't. I broke into tears in front of her and it was really embarrassing. It was embarrassing because she only found out about you less than two months ago. She was really happy for me. She was happy that I enjoyed life. But it all went downhill with one text. Who knew something meaningful could turn into nothing in one second? With one thought I could breakdown. One minute, you meant the whole universe to me. I would've done anything. But the next minute it all left my mind. The only question on my mind was "why?".
It's difficult coping with loss. Losing someone you loved is hard to forget.
From the day we went separate ways, I didn't know where to go or what to do. Every day I was waiting. I was waiting for you to at least say hi. Or call, or anything. I was losing hope, and still am. It's hard. It's difficult. It's impossible. I just can't forget you because you made me so happy.
I don't know why I even wrote this and even SENT it to you. you must think I'm really clingy, desperate, insane, etc. I'm not. I just want to feel loved. I want to feel the same again. I want to be happy. I want to make YOU happy. But I think another woman can do that. Someone else can give you more attention, happiness and love than I ever did. Somebody could be prettier, smarter, and healthier than me. Whoever that will be, I hope they make you happy and that they don't have to go through the same thing as me. If you ever contact me, I'll be here. I will answer every text and possibly call if you ever need/want to talk to me. Emergency or not, I'll be here.
Edit- thank you so much to all the comments. Yes, i have found someone new and caring. He makes me so so happy and makes me feel so lucky. I appriciate all the lovely comments 😘
JayHyung the same thing happened to me man. it’s not having them to talk to. for months i called u for hours and fell asleep on the phone to u. u were there almost every second of the day and now it’s so quiet. there’s no one. how could someone look you in the eyes and say i love you only to say they’re scared of a relationship only a week later. how could i hav believed you loved me. well because you told me you did and i trusted u. i had to leave you because as u were making uo ur mind on whether u wanted to stay u were breaking me. it didn’t matter though when you hung up the phone i shattered into a million pieces. i just broke. a few days later i saw you and you kissed me. you pulled me in close and said you missed me. but you told ur friends it shouldn’t hav happened. how are we supposed to stay friends when u broke every part of me. heart break is a physical pain and it feels like i’m dying
@@Lily-ts4ql i feel dorry that you had to experience that. Heartbreak is a very powerful feeling and no one deserves to go through it.
Being stucking in the dark whole of heart breakin is ur choice so get up and move on
@@chochex3593 replying to a comment you dont agree with to cause drama is also a choice
JayHyung I understand how you feel, went through the same thing one text and everything went down hill and I pored my heart out and just got a “yeah you too”. In a second life can change and sometimes it’s difficult to even breathe, but life keeps moving with or without them in our life.
It’s so important to just listen to some chill music and get away from any stress that you are dealing with. Life is too short to always be on the go and and worrying. Take some time to yourself
The quote at the beginning is from scrubs. When JD flipped out and yelled at everyone. :D
When we wrote a life together, then realize i'll be reading it alone
i miss him. I miss talking to him regularly. I miss him making me laugh. I miss him making me blush. I miss everything to do with him.
same bro im literally bawling my eyes out. He hates me now and im not even allowed to talk to him
@@mialynn5612 wow I'm so sorry that's happening to you! :c Honestly, he never messages me anymore and i'm too scared to message him since I've already sent 2 messages in a row but I really miss him sooo much :/
MinnieMint feeling the same rn
@@nqwochi Just say, "It's not me being desperate, it's me being disrespected. If you are not interested tell me honestly. "
Can save you a lot of trouble.
@@akshanshchoudhary7397 oh we now talk almost everyday and i think it's going pretty well!
We never miss them, we just miss the feeling they gave us. Similarly you can never unlove somebody you loved in the past, you just find someone you love more. So stop sulking over people that left, learn from that experience and show somebody else what it feels like to be truly loved. What you give comes back to you. Stay positive and focus on the best that awaits you 💯
If i had a power, it would be to know whether someone loves me or not, because when it comes to "love" nothing matters except that feeling that gives you comfort and safety within your own skin. I live for a feeling that makes me feel different in every way, that is what love from many people gives you, it gives you new feelings and a new experience towards your soul. Love all, become new.
sometimes I just like to imagine a life with no stress, just sitting in one of those tiny European cafes drinking a latte with the smell of coffee wafting through the air... watching the rain gently pour outside with a book in hand just wrapped in one of those fuzzy warm blankets letting myself be engulfed in the dim darkness...
Dont forget about a pack of cigarettes. Maybe two.
you can do that... you have the power to do whatever you want. it’s YOUR life.
stop wishing and fantasizing about a life that you can have, go get that life and live in that moment. i feel the same way and i’m gonna do the same thing, when i make it i’ll know i made it and i will be at my highest peak of my life.
you just stated what exactly goes through my mind everytime i listen to one of these playlists
Same here, bro.
I don't know what I feel about you anymore.
There was love. People dwell on love. I wrote you poetry.
Then there was dwindling of love. People dwell on that too. I ignored you.
Then there was loss. And boy do people dwell on loss. It changed me when you left. I cried, picked myself up, cried again... untill one day I was a different person. A shadow of my previous self with a heavier, colder heart.
Now it has been 4 years. I keep telling myself it is over. It is behind me. You belong to my past. But I don't know how to feel now because people never dwell on this part. I feel indifferent but when I am alone, there is a magnetic field around me that carries your fragrance.
In some random, seemingly insignificant moments, I catch a whiff. And that carries me back to you. Then I cry like an infant.
This is one such moment. But I'm not worried. I will be alright again very soon.
Hoping you won't visit again. Hoping you're happy wherever you are.
Very heartfelt. This sad is genuine. Glad i was fortunate to come across this and reflect. sad boi lifestyle *gang gang* 8,L
Bro hmu whenever
@@jeremiahhyatt9573 what's up man
@@AbhishekVidhateYT I meant like next time you needed someone to talk to lol. But I'm sitting in my room listening to more of bootlegs work thinking about life @4am. What's up with you though
What’s good with you guys! Hope everything going good with my brothers on here! Roll up that weed man if you don’t already. Take a step outside and bump this. And just smoke. Breathe.. Let out some tears if you need too. Everything will be all good man.. add me on Xbox one of you guys play : Remula
when you realized what you have lost..
the feeling that you'll never be happy again
If you’re reading this I hope you find the strength to get through whatever it is that’s causing you so much trouble or pain at this moment.
"Forever Forgotten" a word that now perfectly suits me. I really don't know why, I don't have any friends now after her, to talk, to atleast express my feelings right now. So writing this here at midnight , sitting on bed.. No more sleep after cry. I'm really upset looking at my current situation.. I was just not made for this, I can't love myself being what I am now. But surely I have to change myself... It has became a survival game now😢 I can't be like this, crying and telling myself every night............ Good night to all who reads this. Hope we all will fine and at the position wr want to see ourselves.. ♥️
I love you as stars love their moon. In the dark. Quietly and from afar.
I love this.
Yes. I've forgiven him and still love him. I hope he'll find the happiness he wanted with someone new. I just want him to be happy.. something I couldn't give him.
Im not really missing someone but 2019 was by far the best year that had happened to me (mostly because of Frozen 2 i guess because i am a big fan of this franchise) the hype, the new pictures and trailers they released on almost every single week which made me feel a feeling I have missed for sooo long already, this typical kind of fangirl/boy excitement when seeing or hearing new things. I dont know why but I get a huge nostalgia from a time I was the most happiest person on earth everytime I come back to this playlist. Now everyone moved on. My life is dark and heavy and I wonder when I will ever be that happy again
It’s sad when you fight and realise you could have made it right. But you give yourself hope that it’s not too late but unfortunately it is. It is.... My last night on Earth listening to this song before I go!
A friendly advice: Make it right before it is too late. Sometimes, it is okay to accept your fault. Make it right. Make it right... Go get him/her back. Hope this saves you from what I am going through. ❤️
Why did you say it's your last time though I hope you are safe dude.
hey man, is everything alright? you mentioned about being in the last night on earth, hope youre doing good, stay safe.
Hope you are OK 👌