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Cadillac Gold
Chuva
Te amoooo
0:21
aloooooooooo!!!!!!!!!
This sound is amazing. Whoever is reading this comment, I wish you success, health, love and happiness
hey ..its 4:19 now i wish it for u too
Wish you the same
Do you really tho
This is so sweet
I hope you all find peace
i feel so alone and it hurts me, but yet i enjoy being alone. not having to worry about how others feel, just you.
I love you ❤️
This is one of the most major self dilemmas someone can go through. You're wanted and accepted my love ❤
@@LeminLinait is definitely painful yet peaceful
I feel that too @nanxy3084
there can be peace in solitude
I’m sitting on my bed with a bowl of ramen and a glass of orange juice, still awake at 4:56am, on February 18. My eyes sort of burn but I’m alright. It’s cold outside and I feel comfy in my blankets. Life’s about to open up more to me I’m still young and have a whole life ahead of me. I have no have worries right now. I feel free. I hope you find peace.
I love ramen also btw how are you?
Its 06:03 am rn for me at night
@@RandomUser4202imagine he died
If it was easier said then done
@@RandomUser4202 healing
Reminds me of the first line of my first novel... "Had you asked me then why I loved the night, I wouldn't have known how to answer. Now, though, I know what I'd tell you verbatim: It's the silence, the solitude, and the fact that when I'm walking the streets at night with nothing but the starlit sky above and my own thoughts to keep me company, I feel at peace. That's not to say I don't enjoy the day; after all, one can't exist without the other. For me, though, the best thing about daytime is the anticipation of night-time's dark, inevitable embrace."
EDIT: A few people have asked if it's published. Yes, it's called As Dusk Falls by Matthew Flood. Thanks for all the nice replies
you re a good writer! keep it uppp
which novel?
Lovely.
Cool
If you ever publish this, let me know! If I ever see this comment again, I’ll be sure to read it. ❤😊
Lets be real here,we dont go to sleep is not bc we cant,its bc we feel free at the night,its so silent,your alone,no sirens,no screaming,just you,alone,free
I have the same feeling. I Wonder why this happen
no i just go to sleep cause i have to
Read call of the night it gave me a new insight on what your talking about and how the world is different at night
This is because, for me, night is the time when I can rest from the hustle and bustle of the world. But if I spend the night sleeping, I will miss my rest time. That's how it is
That's called Revenge Bedtime Procrastination. It's when you procrastinate sleep because you feel like your daytime was stolen and wasted. So you use nighttime all for yourself
Ever since I turned 18, I started using these kind of music genres as a coping mechanism for whenever im depressed or going through rough times, lately I have been majorly depressed and going through rough times, everything will be okay I just dont know how long im going to last. Just know that everyone loves you if you're going through shit times as well, dont hide it, show it, people will be more than glad to help you if you need it.
Im young myself, only 12 soon 13, i hope you get through whatever ur going through though man, life is rough and i pray that you will lead in to the right path. Im guessing its hard as a adult cause ya know, taxes, car payments, girls, just life in general and losing loved ones. I hope ur depression fades away from ur life, you deserve the greatest. -Blake
@@QTJub I haven’t really gave a shit about finding a relationship, but yeah its going to be rough especially with all these carbon taxes and tax hikes here in canada, im sure i will get through it, live the life you can make the best of it don’t walk the bridge of darkness.
This honestly hit so deep and everything you said I completely relate with, i hope throughout time things will get better for you. :)
@@zizikorkmaz4617 thank you, everyone deserves the best whenever if its ups and downs, don’t feel pressured if you know you’re feeling lonely or whatever, people put so much pressure on whoever just so they can be the best. Coming from a household of emotional abuse, do whats good for you. Evil and fear is just in your mind.
@@jfd9616 yes, thank you ☺️
Seeing people similar to me in the comments is all the human interaction I need right now, thank you guys
thank you too
Thx U both
Thank you
these videos always find me,, i rarely click them,, rarely,, but when i do, i spend a good time reading what you all have/had to say… i hear you, i see you… i. see. you.
3:50am drinking a decaf coffee while smoking a spliff, one day I’ll cease to exist, imagine that
cheers brother, spark up some spliff we good ain't nothin to worry bout
its kind of crazy for me that everyone will cease to exist one day, but i guess we can't prevent the inevitable, so we might as well just enjoy the ride
I love you ❤️
It’s 3:58am right now and no one can stop me from listening to this playlist.
Yoooo were the same
@@Thenightisbeautiful oh shit- hello there Kira I swear I am a good person!
2:47 AM here, drinking tea and having a nice time while everyone else in the building are sleep. This is nice.
Meaningless, soft and undemanding music. Peace of mind. Makes me understand why my brother wanted it to last forever.
Life can be so noisy and this place a sanctuary to rest. I worry how much I love it here and not the light of day. Maybe because I can be with myself and the people I’ve lost.
If you are seeking this peace to last eternal, just know you won’t be able to enjoy it once your gone. Sleep is our placebo and day our battle to rest safe.
I hope you can find more beautiful times in life.
15/03/2024 00:46
It's late and I can't sleep and it's cold outside but I'm warm inside my blanket. My days are getting longer and more boring, I don't have anyone to talk to at school, I'm doing very badly, especially in maths, I don't understand anything. I'm afraid for my future, I don't know what I want to do or what I want to become, but one thing is certain: I just want peace and being close to God. I don't know who you are or where you are from, I hope you are healthy, doing well and remember to love yourself sweetheart. 💋❤️
te amo
Just know that once you graduate from high school, maths will disappear
You don't have to be one thing, you can be lots. Good luck
Hi I was like this once as well I felt I could never be better but hitting that ‘all time low’ is what pushes the change in your life I promise it gets better ❤ but I’m still confused in math lol
@@davalka2651 unless they go to college
i don't want to think deeply about anything because when i do i start to feel depressed and too aware of myself and who i am, i like thinking about nothing because its only then that i can focus on what is infront of me without reminiscing about the past or doubting myself and the changes i endure. thinking about nothing is bliss but is also a waste of time because i feel as if im missing out on something important and not being an interesting and unique person that isn't shallow. the night is calm and stress ceases to exist. i am happy.
Gotta leave the comfort zone , then u shall know the truth
same
I just want to say, this comment section is full of people that use this to heal from old wounds, to cope with hard times And to reminisce about times past. I may never meet you. i may never lay eyes on the individual beauty that makes you unique, but i hope all that see this success, health and love. I always thought i was alone in my struggles, yet so many people are fighting hard everyday. Keep fighting, keep bettering yourself, keep spreading love.
Even when you can’t do nothing, and there’s nothing you can do-
Do what you can. And that should be enough 🤍. I wish you all strength and fortitude.
you made me cry, thank you
I am now full time care taker of my daughter. It is now 3:18am and she is sleeping beside me. Just finished leveling in world of warcraft while she is asleep. I feel peace.
4:15 am for me Monday August 19th. I've been sad... I just want to make my parents proud and I feel like I'm just rotting away. I want to make my parents happy but at this point I don't know what that is. I've crashed 2 of their cars, I crashed my own car. I keep making mistakes, stupid, stupid mistakes. im sorry mom, dad, i love you guys so much
Take care of yourself and your parents. One day, you’ll be better.
Don’t be so hard on yourself, this is all our first time being alive.
ive been trying to find a playlist that give me this feeling and eventually i found this playlist and its perfect. this is absolutely lovely. thank you from the botttom of my heart
🌌🌠
City sounds and sirens can become the sounds of the cosmos, starstuff, with new thinking.
Perception and point-of-view are so sublime.
it’s 3:19 am, i feel like i got nobody. i don’t speak to anyone anymore and i miss the sense of closeness. i used to have someone to talk to all the time and rant to and just be my other half, now i have no one. i like being alone, but sometimes im just too overwhelmed about it considering i have no one to talk to. just me surrounded by my own thoughts and accomplishments.
I'm going through the same thing right now but one thing that kinda helped me is to drown yourself in hard work and you won't even have time to feel those wicked emotions. Hope this helps❤
I often contemplate what people are doing at this exact moment, others, outside of my perception. So many people living and breathing at the same time as I-right in this moment. And you, somewhere, are reading the words I’ve written, we’re connected for this brief moment. You’re here. I’m here. Look up at the moon-I’m looking with you, yes, the person writing this comment. And in this very moment-a moment where you’re reading my words, ever so briefly on a screen-you are thinking of me, and in another moment, I’ll be thinking of you, and I’ll be wondering just how many have read my comment here, passed by it, read it carefully, decided to like it, decided to skip over it, decided to reply to it-I’ll be thinking how many eyes read my words that I’ll now leave here. And in this moment I’ll be thinking-of you.
how grateful I am to share this planet with you. I don’t know if we’ll ever meet again but for this moment we will always share together our timelines intertwining for a mere few minutes on the cosmic clock of infinity, I don’t know what lies up ahead for you or me but I hope you have a wonderful future
@@t2398 I hope you have a wonderful future too! :))
I love you. There is some magic in your words. Keep writing. Thank you
I don’t ever comment or reply on youtube but this was one of the most beautiful things I’ve read in a long time. You have a magnificent way with words, I truly felt what you were writing, felt that “connection” you describe. ❤
❤
found this at 2:04 am, and at this point I feel like the only reason why I haven’t gone to sleep yet is that I want to spend more alone time, im always interacting w people..at school for example, I don’t get bugged by anyone and stuff just to much people are around me and it annoys me a lot. People running threw the hallways and accidentally bumping into u or everybody talking in the classroom..it just really stresses me out, and going back home in the metro where everybody is pushing each other.. anyways idk why im even saying all of this since after all I have to wake up at 6am and keep on working my ass off so I can have a bright future 😵
i hate dealing with people and fuss as well, i cant ever have quality alone time its always rhined by people
stay strong G , things get easier with time
Time heals the wounds ignorance scarred us with. But it does not heal the soul or bring solutions. Know this one thing, there is no such thing as a thing.
was thinking bout that 5mins ago it's so exhausting.
it's 2:04am for me right now 😁
I’m 17 and sleep is really difficult for me. I spend my days worrying and when I try to sleep I feel like I’m wasting time. Wasting time I could be using trying to understand myself. Wasting time that I feel like I don’t have. This video is exactly how it feels. I just hope someday everything will become quieter.
Сейчас новый год.. 2:54 я сижу в слезах, одна. Пересмотрела всех любимых блогеров, поздравляющих всех.. Я в тёмной комнате с нулёвым настроением, за окном салюты.. в полном одиночестве.🎉
Привет, ты откуда?
Happy new year
@@760zno Россия, Москва.
@@annalinkaln5380а сколько тебе лет?
Надеюсь, у тебя всë будет хорошо. Обязательно наступит день, когда ты будешь чувствовать положительные эмоции, главное стараться не отчаиваться. Я тоже в одиночестве. Кстати, в ночь с 23 по 24 спал, это лучше чем быть съеденным собственными мыслями
whenever i listen to this, i think about it. my crush, my life, everything ive achieved; was it really worth it? the talking stage i had with him, i was so happy, hearing the faint laughter, rain crashing down on the car windows as i gazed at the city, just everything that made me feel fuzzy inside. but im in my bed, all cozy with low dim lighting, just a girl waiting for something great to happen.
I love your serious comment with the goofy baby pfp anyway gl with allat
I wanted to write something so I came up with this:
"As the night grew in and day seemed to grow ever closer. I wondered to myself how the night sky could look so beautiful. The peaceful atmosphere settled me whilst most were in their beds taking in sleep for the new day ahead...and yet here I am wide awake and grateful that I get to experience the beauty that is nature.
Although I am still young, I long for the days where it felt like nothing could stop me and I felt free. The feeling of being a kid and doing whatever felt right.This is what I longed for in those late nights where I could just stare up at the sky with no burdens or worries holding me down. No one but me and the moon; the solitude of knowing that I could just think.
But as the stars look down on me, their slow orbit pulling me into a trance, I smile knowing that whatever the future may hold...I'll still have my late nights where I can just think and feel as though I were still that burden-free child I once was."
4:01 AM right now. Let's see what happens with this playlist shall we?
what happend ?
Weird, got recommended this same video at the same time...
damn some recent comments
Damn, so we all jus here at midnight listening to this🙏🏼God bless yall, stay safe🙏🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼
@@Izzy_Wizzy_2002 sus
I opened youtube at exactly 4:05AM and this was the first thing in my feed....
...it may sound weird, but I needed this..
...thank you...
They know what you need they are always watching
praying in the future i reach all my goals and i meet someone who doesn’t make me feel so lonely and ugly. all throughout my life i never really had friends and my whole 4 years of highschool i sat by myself at lunch and never spoke in class. my teachers often marked me absent because i sat in the back and i was so quiet. when classmates would hear me talk for the first time they would always point out how they’ve never heard my voice before. i’ve never dated anyone and i often feel like the energy and effort i put into people isn’t reciprocated. im so lonely man and i don’t know what im doing wrong. nobody cares about me the way i care about them. my life just revolves around the gym work and school. why do guys only want me intimately? they never care to understand me on a deeper level. hopefully my future husband will care for me the way i pray he does.
Hey Kyle,
I hope you're doing well. I've read your comment and I'll pray for you too. You're definitely deserving of somone who cares for you and loves you on a deeper level. 🫂
I love how everyone is up late for their own reasons and engaging with eachother. For instance it’s 3:50 and a mf just got up 20 min ago to get some water, now I can’t go back to sleep lol I hope the best for everybody reading this
Just wrote a short story for school about this girl named panthea who meets a boy name eleftheria. Her name means suffering in greek but his means freedom. The freedom to her suffering. The first line of the book is"perfect lights, a perfect room and perfect people" meanwhile at the end of the book (when she had just killed herself because eleftheria had died and she wanted to be with him forver) the end lines are "who needs perfect lights, perfect roomand perfect people?
When you can have the one thing you need most...your freedom" anyways i just thought that it fit this playlist perfectly.
It perfectly fits. Thank you
I would love to read your story, if that were possible. You have a magnificent mind, and the names you chose are gorgeously intricate. Thank you for sharing with us❤️
It’s 3:30 no expectations at this time. I love the quietness sitting in my pajamas. Just allowed to be.
That's usually the time I wake up in the middle of the night to take my Kratom and get out of withdrawal. But when it finally kicks in and I can feel the absolute calm, like everything is, always has been, and always will be alright for that moment... No words to adequately describe these words.
So much to say. Yet I can't find the mere describable words to perfectly encapsulate what i feel right now.
🌌🌠
я понимаю, что ты чувствуешь, потому чувствую тоже самое..
Hell yeah (i've been crying for the past 3 hours and it is indeed 4 am)
You are very strong 💪 I hope you're feeling good rn ;)
I love your username. I hope everything is going well for you my friend
❤🔥You are worthy of love and happiness. ❤🔥
How wonderful you are to spread such a positive message.
@@shazzy84 .. I literally started my channel to upload music and tell people they are valuable. Love you!
💜💜💜🌌🌠
you aswell ❤
Oh just perfect. I found this at 3:20 am. Il keep listening.😊
love when I am in the city. it just feels amazing. I feel like an alien
August 18th, 2024- i found this at like 4.15. I’ve been anxious ab my upcoming senior year in high school and the overwhelming feeling of being 18. Ik there will be times when i won’t have the privilege anymore to stay up until 4 am and listen to chill music on yt, and that is why im gonna fully enjoy it as much as i can.
A time of hope for the future and gratitude for the past. How I long to be amongst the stars, how others have longed to be safe. We all have desires, but few take time to appreciate what they already have - it’s in moments like this that we are truly alive. That feeling of the warm summers breeze against the twilight summers sky.. watching the moon commence its journey overhead once again.. life is what you make it to be so never forget to relax every once in a while. God am I lucky to be here at the age of 15 with my whole life ahead of me, I hope you all feel the same
bro i'm 17 years old. It's comment have many motivations for our lives. You think very wisely for a 15 year old)
@@marcoedits2445 Thanks for the kind words man, it means a lot! Hope you’re doing well
About to be 20 on the 30th. I often wonder what went wrong. In middleschool i wished for it to be over, to be older and to be free. I was never the popular kid, i was often approached, though i wasted my school years being quiet due to overthinking about how others will judge me. I know i still have time, but its sad to know i wasted such crucial moments in my life due to being scared. Ive lost all my friends and now my girlfriend. Although i feel lost. I feel a wave of importance in my life, this is where i can start over. Make new friends. Find something im into. Ive never had a hard time having others want to talk to me. Ive just been scared to open up and let people get close. I hope one day i can make it in life and teach my future kid to be better then how i was...
I'm 38. Normal as normal can be i guess. 6 months sober. But I'm still lost. I had lots of friends and a family at one point but I closed myself off and pushed everyone away. I literally don't have one person I text or talk to anymore. It's time to get back to my Normal life but it seems like a monumental task. I just feel alone and I guess sending this out gives me the illusion I spoke to someone. Thanks for listening.
hope you doing fine, do not despair, everyone is the same, you can have a million friends and feel totally alone, befriend with yourself and you will be fine, surrounded by people or not..
❤
Tiny step by tiny step with patience for yourself.. every step you do is a change and brings you to a new place. And you will see you will be there without having noticed.
Talk to god❤
I hope things come around. Keeping growing.
I don’t know why I feel compelled to comment. It is three minutes to four am. I miss him, he’s a 16 minute drive from me, asleep, and I wish I was next to him. I love him. I hope he wants to marry me as much as I want to marry him. I’m happy he’s in my life.
I hope he wants to marry you too, friend ❤
I’m at work and it literally just turned 4:02am. Perfect mix for the time I suppose!!
Why did this happen to me too haha.
What do you work?
@@nooraseer I just work at a grocery stocking shelves with food, overnight shift. I work alone so it’s really relaxed !
@@dassboot9332 that sounds really nice and chill, I can imagine the vibes. enjoyy :)
currently at an airport at 3:20 AM in another country, pretty empty and liminal, just started the playlist...
i'm so tired helppppp
Your lucky to be in another country which one was it I wish I could just drop everything I’m doing and go visit some beautiful country meet new people and act feel like I’m living but instead I’m stuck here
@@Nah-._ heyy, unfortunately I went to England (just kidding it was kinda cool)! I went because of my 15th birthday, but I'm already back to Brazil, where do you live?
I'm sorry to hear that you're unhappy where you are, but hey, you can do all of that in any place! everyday is a new day full of opportunities! try to go to a new place in your city, try to talk with a stranger, give new things a try... and trust me, going on a trip out of nowhere it's not all roses, I had to study in the airport because I had an exam the day I got back 😢
I hope you have the chance to go on a super cool vacation without any troubles!
(and sorry for the late answer, RUclips doesn't send me notifications about comments 💀)
@@k4id0 I live in America, so we do have very different lifestyles I can’t really move freely and go adventuring I have work and school all day, also happy birthday. (And Brazil seems pretty awesome hopefully I get to visit there someday)
@@Nah-._ thank you! my actual birthday was last year, but I only had the chance to go abroad this march 😅
also, in that aspect, our countries are not so different, actually, a lot of people also have to work and study all day here too, I think it's pretty sad, isn't it? but I mean, we can't just let ourselves die by overworking and overstudying, take little breaks sometimes :(
also, I really hope you get the chance to come to Brazil, it has it's flaws but it can be pretty cool here! the food is the best!
have a good night and good days ahead, dude! sending positive vibes to you!
@@k4id0 hows life now
3:47 aug14 sitting here just with my thoughts makes me realize how much anger i have bottled up over time, it’s an odd feeling not having anything to do with this emotion so i try to push it down and evade it for as long as possible. i know time can only move forward and things in the past don’t have an effect on me today but i can’t help but stew and just ask “how could you?” you know?
this shit is so peaceful. i love these kinds of videos, especally how i see the sunrise every single morning, i can never sleep these days
Listening to your enchanting melodies is like taking a serene journey through a blissful realm.Thank you for creating such a captivating haven of calmness and allowing us to immerse ourselves in the ethereal beauty of your compositions. Your channel is a true sanctuary for the weary spirit, a sanctuary where relaxation finds its perfect.❤❤❤❤❤
Man those SHEIN ads know how to ruin my mood
Damn
frick SHEIN. all the homies h8 SHEIN
the timing of this is insane. that's all I've got to say. Beautiful.
4:46 AM while i write this. i tried to fall asleep hours ago. i have on and off insomnia, decided to strike tonight i guess. so here i am. when i can’t sleep, my thoughts are inescapable, and i’m left there replaying memories i don’t want to. it almost always leads back to her. i’ll spare you the story, but i miss her.
Currently 4:08 AM and I have finished 9 week-long procrastinated projects/tasks in under 4 hours
same here
Keep it up
awesome dude :D
“Always by your side”
“All I need”
“As the light fades”
Wow these titles are extremely depressing because I can relate to these.
I don’t have anyone who loves me. There is no one at my side.
All I need is someone I can love who isn’t part of my family but I don’t.
And… as the light fades… my mental health is fading.
Life sucks.
Dam,you straight on deserve someone who you can love
Why did I literally shed tears reading this…
The fact I got recommended this at exactly 4:00am
This is so accurate
ill watch this some other time when i feel bad
Hi for anyone struggling I was there at rock bottom at the lowest of lows and for 6 years. It gets better I swear❤! It might take a while but you’ll get to the key at the end of the tunnel! For me it took a year for me to not feel depressed. Just know you’re deserving of love! And even if no one shows it just know you’ll find the person that heals every wound inside you❤
Literally found this exactly on 4am. Thanks ⛓️💠
Best music for studying and playing souls games
As you read this comment, all of a sudden your heart becomes full. You let on a little smile, and in your head you realized it’s been awhile since you did one of those. Everything is going to be alright, God has a plan for your life. Plans to prosper you and to keep you. If it doesn’t take too much out of you, tell someone you love them today. And if no one has told you lately, I love you.
it's so make me relaxing and stay calm. hum, at my place rn it's already 2.25AM. i think ddis playlist it's great too if we use for meditation. ❤
Night is scary for some people but night is comforting for me. When I take a walk around 4-5 am it feels almost nostalgic. Only a handful of cars go by and not a person in sight. It's chilly but anything to see the streetlights and the empty street.
Жизнь совсем не такая легкая как я себе представлял. Сейчас мне 17 хоть ощущаю я себя на 16. Мне нравятся тусовки, общение, но так всегда складывалось, что я больше времени был один и это осознанный выбор. И вот я спрашиваю себя пройдут года и по каким критериям я буду считать прожил ли я хорошую жизнь или нет.
Такое ощущение, что мне не хватило наивности, легкости, которой пронизаны года молодости. Возможно я слишком рано стал взрослым, все же мне не много не хватает вайба вечеринок, беспризорнечества. Я слишком рано сделал себя взрослым. Возможно этот момент настанет, но я чувствую, что не могу осознанно забить на все и просто веселиться, не возникнет такого чувства которого я хочу. Сейчас настало время, когда пора действовать и я буду. Я достигну успеха, для меня успех это нечто духовное, оно не определяется деньгами, оно придет по мере моего духовного становления, укрепления дисциплины, подсознательное игнорирования вредных импульсов, все это в совокупности и сделает меня успешным. В последнее время очень озабочен автомобилями. Мечтаю о GMA T50, Pagani Zonda 760, чувство когда ты сидишь в автомобиле, проносишься ночью, это чувство хоть и не происходило со мной вживую, но оно ни чуждо глубине моей души. Поэтому я мечтаю воплотить эти чувства в живую. Но как буд-то я не смогу сполна насладиться им и в целом жизнью, если у меня не будет отрезка с тусовками, беззаботностью, но как придет беззаботность, когда я уже анализировал это? Как? Получается даже если я буду тусить, отрываться все это будет неискренним и мой внутренний духовный гештальт не закроется. Спасибо за то, что мой отец до сих пор жив. Он мужчина. Хочу показать ему какого сына он вырастил, хочу подарить ему audi a6 allroad которую позволить он себе пока что не может. В моих ежедневных занятиях нет правды. Каждый день засыпаю с мыслями, что же я наделал, зачем я опять подрочил, потратил весь день, смотря бесполезные ролики на Ютубе, опять съел шоколадки, ничего не меняется и ничего не поменяется с таким образом жизни, Артем.
В последнее время я раздумываю о том, чтобы убрать все отвлекающие факторы и добиться этого внутреннего чувства успеха. Будет много соблазнов, препятствий, я это понимаю, но не достигнув внутреннего чувства успеха я не заслуживаю жить. Соответственно каждый день, когда я не занимаюсь построением успеха я просто не заслуживаю жить этот день.
Я вернусь сюда через 3 года. Моя жизнь изменится навсегда, через три года я буду читать этот текст в совсем другом положении, состоянии. Я иду без возбуждения, взволнованности я иду из за долга. из за того что я мужчина и должен достичь всего чего хочу. без детской наивности с пониманием того что возможно умру на этом пути но лучше умереть так чем смотря однотипные видосы булкина. это будут 3 долгих года, я сделаю их долгими потому что буду проживать каждый день преодолевая желания, соблазны.
наверно идеально у меня не получится прожить, по крайней мере я буду иметь суперкары мечты, а еще subaru wrx sti на которой буду хасанить по снегу в горах Франции. после того как вдоволь накатаюсь, вернусь в свою виллу, где пожарю сочнейшый стейк из барана которого я добыл из лука в недельном походе в лес, сидя на стуле в -15 на столе стейк, на мне самые качественные вещи, куртка cp company хлопья снега по всюда красивейшая панорама на горы. А я просто сижу после прекрасной поездки наслаждаясь моментом, чтобы потом пойти вновь заниматься разработкой своего собственного гиперкара, при этом укрепляя свое понимание мира, свою духовную силу. этот момент который я наверно хочу прожить больше всего в жизни в гараже пагани гма м5 е60, суба, я занимаюсь собственной разработкой и ниче больше меня не волнует, время развернулось вспять, больше не существует такого духовного понятия как время существует момент в котором ты ловишь каждый вдох наслаждения с внутренней гармонией и пониманием того, что вот -- ты добился того самого успеха, ты смог этого сделать и тебя больше не волнует ничего, хоть завтра закончиться жизнь, мне все равно я прожил абсолютно сладчайшую ее часть и умру с честью перед самим собой. я смог это сделать. умру с честью перед отцом. просто лягу на снег закрою глаза и буду наслаждаться каждым вдохом...............
нет это не импульс 2024 года новый год новая жизнь это настоявшийся момент все эти мысли они настолько безструктурны но только ночью в тишине они могут прийти, эти ценнейшие мысли могут прийти
но если все будет структурно то ты не проживешь эти случайные моменты счастья когда ты на коттедже слушаюсь с другом ебнутый реп прыгая в конвульсиях хавая при этом шаверму а потом через час за вами приедет полиции и вы поедете в отдел. так в чем счастье. я лично оиднаково наслажусь этим моментом и чувством того что я смог что я добился успеха но чувство этого счастья не возникнет когда ты жиыешь структурно ты просто не дашь ему возникнуть. Вообщем мне еще предстоить изучить жизнь и за эти 3 года я постараюсь это сделать по максимуму. но а сейчас я пойду прогуляюсь по ночному-утренему сосновому бору, городку с насленеим 80к в котором не умеют мечтать....
Прочитал весь текст и задумался о том, что у тебя есть хорошая цель, а у меня и ее нету, просто учусь в универе и надеюсь, что в будущем чего то достигну, а по ночам слушаю музыку и думаю смогу ли я вообще что-то сделать в своей жизни сам и без чьей-то помощи, даже тусить никуда не хожу, просто сижу дома. В любом случае надеюсь у тебя все получится и ты добьёшься того, чего так сильно желаешь, удачи
its not 4 am here but 2:50 in the morning. i've been losing sleep for awhile now, i cant seem to wrap my head around the idea of certain things in life. i feel a bit tired, work still undone
For what reason do i stay up late, is it to ponder the inevitability of what will be. The fact that life will cease to exist. To be entranced by the universe. To question my own thoughts actions. Love, what a fleeting emotion, what a thing to be young and feel it. What a thing to lose it. If my steps were different, would it have ended the same way. What’s my purpose. For what reason have I glided my soul across this plane for the years of my life. Am I a mere existence. Or by god am I considered grand in the scheme of the universe. Will that person come back. Like a mystery how I wish the memories would fade away. How her face would be covered with a cloud of nostalgia. But those feelings, those experiences, are engraved so deeply into my soul, rejected from the heart of one who I held so dear, not once or twice, but five times. Can I go back? At least be friends. Would it even change anything. Or is love not meant for this life. Do I take the next step blindly or ponder on it. Do I look where my feet land or do I search for the next platform, do I wonder where the steps take me or do I follow blindly. Do I turn back? Can I turn back? What’s back there? Is it even anything left? Can I find something? What if I missed something that would change the course of my existence. Not possible. An error in my process, a flaw in my thinking, what’s done is done. But I can’t move forward, forever stuck on this step. Wondering if I go back or I go forward. But even if I move forward, it’s as if my previous step chases me into my precious future, do I cut off my feet? Do I leap, or do I jump into the void. Not landing on any steps. This day to day life might be killing me slowly. Putting a pause on my existence, a pause which doesn’t allow for character. For change. Am I even human anymore. Stop. Breathe, look up, admire the stars, the eternalness of creation which outlast the very fibers of your body, smell the space, feel the stars, hear the void, see the end. You, on the other side of the screen, what’s your story like? Would you risk it all to change it? Or do you move forward? Is what is held in your heart the most important thing, or is the destination you end up, the journey you took? On a path which was not paved but remembered, illusions by the doings of your own brain, Olivia I miss you alot, if you ever see this just know I would have risked it all to change how it ended, sincerely kiri, the Fanny pack boy
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I struggle to sleep at night, I get sad and worry easily but I’m praying to God and I want to trust in him more, I need rest and I need a break but it’s so hard to find strength sometimes, music brings me a sense of peace
I’ll be praying for you!
Guard your heart. Don’t worry about the things you can’t change. Do what you can
love this mood
It’s 4:00 14/8-2024. I am cozied up in my blanket trying to sleep and The feeling this sound gives me is just unbelieavably good, i love this nostalgic feeling. Thank you so much, and god bless you all
It’s precisely 4am
"You're alone?, hm.. don't worry the end of all of this are coming"
-The Crimson Stalker
сказала я своему отражению и пошла вешаться.
I don't like the day at all. My head works better at night. Knowing that people sleep at night time makes the city more mine, more free.
why does nobody love me? what am i doing wrong. i take care of my health i go to the gym, i care about my looks and personality. what’s wrong with me that i cant see
I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It's understandable to feel confused and hurt when you're not receiving the love and validation you deserve, despite taking care of yourself and your well-being. It's important to remember that the lack of love from others doesn't reflect your worth as a person.
Sometimes, it's not about what you're doing wrong, but rather about the circumstances or the people you're surrounded by. It's also possible that those who truly appreciate and value you haven't made themselves known yet.
Instead of dwelling on what might be wrong with you, focus on self-love and acceptance. Keep taking care of yourself, pursuing your interests, and nurturing your relationships with those who do appreciate you. Sometimes, love comes when we least expect it, so be patient and kind to yourself in the meantime.
I love you ❤️ god love you you love you you are love
@@colilightning8165 thank you so much 🤍🤍
Вот только представьте эту атмосферу раннего утро когда ты в хорошем настроении проснулся рано в аэропорт/ на вокзал, уже предвкушая как классно ты проведаешь это время там, собираешься, видишь рассвет, на улице не так много машин. Ты встречаешь рассвет, на улице есть небольшой туман и свежий прохладный воздух, видишь то что кто то едет на работу, кто-то гуляет с собакой, кто то вышел на пробежку и так далее, но тебя ничего из этого не волнует
We need positive energy because we are human beings and man is weak before the face of God Almighty. We are only human beings. We make mistakes, correct things, and return to mistakes. We want to be free, without deep thinking, no negative thoughts, no failure, no fatigue, and no exhaustion. We only need rest and a place in which we can rest. We certainly warn you that we are human beings and we have a personality that wants comfort and positive energy, and all of the above you will possess when you are a Muslim, obedient to your Lord, praying that your life is positive, where everything I said is positive, you will find it in Paradise because you only did that.. ♡
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4:18 for me being alone in my thoughts truly does bring peace and the time for self reflection fr it’s well needed for everyone in life stay strong everyone ❤
Revel in the love you have, but please love yourself.
It’s 1:00am… this time last year I was living having the best time of my life, moving across the country to a new city with the love of my life… and the last 7 months I have been at my absolute lowest…
Listening to this and reading the comments from others broke me even more.
As much as I struggle to remind myself, you are loved. There are people who care about you and will do anything for your happiness. You mean to world to people.
I don’t know any one of you, and i probably never will, but i love you all and know that the best things in your lives are yet to come
It's 2am and I just think better luck next life. I feel lost, and tired but when I see in the mirror and look at how young I am I despise myself even more. My youth will soon disappear and then nothing else will lift me up. My parents will disappear and I am not able to do anything by myself. Why can't I just be a normal person? Why do I fear rejection so much? Time just passes by and I will still be thinking at 2am.
Hiiii, I used to think this way when I was younger (lol) but one day I was anxious and on a walk during the autumn time. The leaves were so beautiful and I kinda had the sudden realization that maybe I was on this Earth to watch the leaves turn colors every year and admire them, why else would they look so pretty? Drinking my favorite coffee, finding soft playlists like this, crying to my favorite movie, seeing a stranger's face light up when you compliment them, that's why we're here. Rejection doesn't exist when you've already accepted the ebb and flow of life, things are constantly changing and the universe is with you. Don't worry about "wasting" your youth, there's no such thing as that. I pray that one day you have this realization and look at yourself with love, not despise. This message feels so corny, but I write it geniunely as just a random girl at 4:25am re-evaluating my life.
@@elizabethdougherty2869beautifully put
This is all i ever needed
2/10/2024
It’s currently 4:00 am, I feel tired yet my thoughts won’t shut up. All I can feel is the fact of how I have to wake up tomorrow, take my sister to Walmart and start my first week preparations for a television show me and my dance crew are being apart of in October. I feel weirdly at ease with how fast my life is changing, how things are starting to look up. I’m scared for all of it too, because what if I fail? Anyways if anyone even took the time to read this, you dont know me and I don’t know you. Though what I want you to know is that no matter who you are I love you. You deserve happiness, success, a good life, the works.
its 3:10 am, im smoking weed and listening to this playlist after having mental breakdown~
Real
I'm lying in my bed at 12:15am on september 19th. Life has been really up and down lately.
My highs can be so high... my lows can feel like I'm at the bottom of the earth, sinking, empty, lonely. I don't know how I feel right now. I know this current peace with the world, and with myself, is only temporary. I worry about tomorrow, and the next day, and every day ahead of me... I fear what will come next.
I'm leaning against my pillow, with my laptop in front of me, I'm stretched out along my bed, I'm not too warm and not too cold. I feel at peace.
I got this video recommend to me at exactly 4am wtf
So relaxing💆
The fact is it is actually 4 am here right now
ts is like a compilation of perfect pause menu soundtracks
I was studying for a big test yesterday. I didn’t go to bed until 5am in the morning because I wanted to do well on the test so I have a chance to pass the class. Engineering is no joke but the degree is worth it.
Good for you, but your gloating is Irrelevant.
Thats great! I hope you did good! Ignore the other guy, idk wbat his problem is.
2:11 am rn and I have to be up by 10:30. I most likely won't fall asleep until 4 or 5.This is the perfect soundtrack for the dread I'm feeling for my future sleep deprived self...
Tell me why it’s exactly 4am and I’m seeing this video
crazy how i literally seen this at 4am on my FYP in a time of need
Typically I would write about an emotional memory as a comment but I cant resist writing about how my cat is Chewing on my guitars strings and her teeth are plucking some funny notes, (just to give you a bit of a description on what she looks like she's not a white cat but she dose have some cute little white ankle socks on all of her paws except the top right one.
So cute !!
i love this :)❤
どれも良い曲だね
Its 3.22 am for me, but in my defense i did just hop off minecraft bc i stayed up playing one last night before summer ends with my brother and we made a new survival world. So can you blame me?
Its 12:20 pm and im kinda pulling an all nighter after napping for 2 hours i just can’t sleep and this is so peaceful im having a lot of worries since im turning 18 soon and getting into senior year which is a huge deal where i live and these days i feel like im changing so much and even though im surrounded by people i feel so lonely and i feel like my social skills are going lower like i think about everything before i say it so much and getting a bit awkward ig idk if thats anxiety or wtv i feel like im ranting so much but i just wanted to say that to strangers cuz it feels weird talking about things like that with sm ik
you’re gonna be okay,no matter what happens, you will
@@1cured thank you
@@Reeeeeeeeeeez of course
It's Saturday 15th of June, 4.27 am. I'm in Mulhouse, finishing my thesis. I'm a day away from the deadline.
Would love to be brought back here a few years later.
we are waiting....
4:16 in the AM, cant sleep, thinking about life. Man this Christmas was just another normal day
nothing makes me happy anymore man, like either i do a fake smile or just look like im not real
Dont even wanna go to school next week
Hey ! Life is exhausting and in fact, more you grow up, more the smile is fake , but you will manage to get rid of it, don’t really go deep with your fake smile, it’s okay to be okay. And in fact, that’s really weird to be okay in this time with this world full of war, crime, lies and so on, but think about it, you will leave this world, make sure you live a life you will remember
Real
4:15am.
I keep having this reoccurring thought/realization that the worlds ending so fast I’m still so young and this is what’s engraved in my mind. Not work,school,grades,luxury,etc. I fear if I’ll be able to live or not, if I’ll be happy, if someone would love me, get to have kids, what my life would look like, would I even get to see that? And if this end is so near why don’t we know what it is why can’t we fight to just have one more day just face all the unknown
I don’t want to accept the fate I didn’t choose..
someone here rn?
its always rn...
@@user-tw5nv2bo2s hahah sure
yeah rn...
yeah rn...
still and alone