found this at 4 am. life feels so serious all the time. it’s hard to make friends after becoming an adult. most of the people i knew have their own families now or careers and i feel like the same person i was during high school. i feel lonely all the time. time is going by but i remain still.
i’m with you dude. i’m not a social person either and i always wonder.. how will I ever meet new people if im home or if i dont go out? i love my room and my house. my blankets at this hour although my mind is racing. they say go out more but i don’t wanna do anything i normally wouldn’t just to find friends. but then maybe that’s the answer. or perhaps we’re thinking about it too much and it’s manifesting. just as how they say if you go looking for love you won’t find it. there’s no answer. you just have to live and trust an event comes your way in where you will have to leave the house.
I’m sitting on my bed with a bowl of ramen and a glass of orange juice, still awake at 4:56am, on February 18. My eyes sort of burn but I’m alright. It’s cold outside and I feel comfy in my blankets. Life’s about to open up more to me I’m still young and have a whole life ahead of me. I have no have worries right now. I feel free. I hope you find peace.
Lets be real here,we dont go to sleep is not bc we cant,its bc we feel free at the night,its so silent,your alone,no sirens,no screaming,just you,alone,free
This is because, for me, night is the time when I can rest from the hustle and bustle of the world. But if I spend the night sleeping, I will miss my rest time. That's how it is
That's called Revenge Bedtime Procrastination. It's when you procrastinate sleep because you feel like your daytime was stolen and wasted. So you use nighttime all for yourself
Ever since I turned 18, I started using these kind of music genres as a coping mechanism for whenever im depressed or going through rough times, lately I have been majorly depressed and going through rough times, everything will be okay I just dont know how long im going to last. Just know that everyone loves you if you're going through shit times as well, dont hide it, show it, people will be more than glad to help you if you need it.
Im young myself, only 12 soon 13, i hope you get through whatever ur going through though man, life is rough and i pray that you will lead in to the right path. Im guessing its hard as a adult cause ya know, taxes, car payments, girls, just life in general and losing loved ones. I hope ur depression fades away from ur life, you deserve the greatest. -Blake
@@QTJub I haven’t really gave a shit about finding a relationship, but yeah its going to be rough especially with all these carbon taxes and tax hikes here in canada, im sure i will get through it, live the life you can make the best of it don’t walk the bridge of darkness.
@@zizikorkmaz4617 thank you, everyone deserves the best whenever if its ups and downs, don’t feel pressured if you know you’re feeling lonely or whatever, people put so much pressure on whoever just so they can be the best. Coming from a household of emotional abuse, do whats good for you. Evil and fear is just in your mind.
I just want to say, this comment section is full of people that use this to heal from old wounds, to cope with hard times And to reminisce about times past. I may never meet you. i may never lay eyes on the individual beauty that makes you unique, but i hope all that see this success, health and love. I always thought i was alone in my struggles, yet so many people are fighting hard everyday. Keep fighting, keep bettering yourself, keep spreading love. Even when you can’t do nothing, and there’s nothing you can do- Do what you can. And that should be enough 🤍. I wish you all strength and fortitude.
these videos always find me,, i rarely click them,, rarely,, but when i do, i spend a good time reading what you all have/had to say… i hear you, i see you… i. see. you.
I'm 38. Normal as normal can be i guess. 6 months sober. But I'm still lost. I had lots of friends and a family at one point but I closed myself off and pushed everyone away. I literally don't have one person I text or talk to anymore. It's time to get back to my Normal life but it seems like a monumental task. I just feel alone and I guess sending this out gives me the illusion I spoke to someone. Thanks for listening.
hope you doing fine, do not despair, everyone is the same, you can have a million friends and feel totally alone, befriend with yourself and you will be fine, surrounded by people or not..
Tiny step by tiny step with patience for yourself.. every step you do is a change and brings you to a new place. And you will see you will be there without having noticed.
Reminds me of the first line of my first novel... "Had you asked me then why I loved the night, I wouldn't have known how to answer. Now, though, I know what I'd tell you verbatim: It's the silence, the solitude, and the fact that when I'm walking the streets at night with nothing but the starlit sky above and my own thoughts to keep me company, I feel at peace. That's not to say I don't enjoy the day; after all, one can't exist without the other. For me, though, the best thing about daytime is the anticipation of night-time's dark, inevitable embrace." EDIT: A few people have asked if it's published. Yes, it's called As Dusk Falls by Matthew Flood. Thanks for all the nice replies
I am now full time care taker of my daughter. It is now 3:18am and she is sleeping beside me. Just finished leveling in world of warcraft while she is asleep. I feel peace.
15/03/2024 00:46 It's late and I can't sleep and it's cold outside but I'm warm inside my blanket. My days are getting longer and more boring, I don't have anyone to talk to at school, I'm doing very badly, especially in maths, I don't understand anything. I'm afraid for my future, I don't know what I want to do or what I want to become, but one thing is certain: I just want peace and being close to God. I don't know who you are or where you are from, I hope you are healthy, doing well and remember to love yourself sweetheart. 💋❤️
Hi I was like this once as well I felt I could never be better but hitting that ‘all time low’ is what pushes the change in your life I promise it gets better ❤ but I’m still confused in math lol
I often contemplate what people are doing at this exact moment, others, outside of my perception. So many people living and breathing at the same time as I-right in this moment. And you, somewhere, are reading the words I’ve written, we’re connected for this brief moment. You’re here. I’m here. Look up at the moon-I’m looking with you, yes, the person writing this comment. And in this very moment-a moment where you’re reading my words, ever so briefly on a screen-you are thinking of me, and in another moment, I’ll be thinking of you, and I’ll be wondering just how many have read my comment here, passed by it, read it carefully, decided to like it, decided to skip over it, decided to reply to it-I’ll be thinking how many eyes read my words that I’ll now leave here. And in this moment I’ll be thinking-of you.
how grateful I am to share this planet with you. I don’t know if we’ll ever meet again but for this moment we will always share together our timelines intertwining for a mere few minutes on the cosmic clock of infinity, I don’t know what lies up ahead for you or me but I hope you have a wonderful future
I don’t ever comment or reply on youtube but this was one of the most beautiful things I’ve read in a long time. You have a magnificent way with words, I truly felt what you were writing, felt that “connection” you describe. ❤
its kind of crazy for me that everyone will cease to exist one day, but i guess we can't prevent the inevitable, so we might as well just enjoy the ride
I've come to terms with the concept, but not really with it happening. A sort of procrastination I guess. It'll come back and bite me in the ass, but that day is a long ways away and I've got plenty o time.
ive been trying to find a playlist that give me this feeling and eventually i found this playlist and its perfect. this is absolutely lovely. thank you from the botttom of my heart
i don't want to think deeply about anything because when i do i start to feel depressed and too aware of myself and who i am, i like thinking about nothing because its only then that i can focus on what is infront of me without reminiscing about the past or doubting myself and the changes i endure. thinking about nothing is bliss but is also a waste of time because i feel as if im missing out on something important and not being an interesting and unique person that isn't shallow. the night is calm and stress ceases to exist. i am happy.
I found this playlist at 4:10. I’m staying up after drinking too much caffeine from staying up late at the skating rink with my girlfriend and only on this caffeine-insomniac high can I truly learn to appreciate her for her whole value. That’s not to say I don’t love her every second of every waking moment but being up this late puts you into a different mindset where you can see life how it is and how it is is that I met someone who I can truly connect with on a deeper level than anyone else and I’m so lucky to be able to have that connection. Staying up late at night gives you a better sense of the bigger picture than during the daytime, day to day were always texting and calling and in the moment it doesn’t seem that important it’s just a part of my life but going deeper into and really thinking about it it’s not just a part of my life it’s what I’m living life for and suddenly all those little texts of I love you or how’s your day or my grandparents are in town this weekend aren’t just passing moments but being in somebody else’s life and them being in your life and I think that’s such a beautiful thing:)
It's 3:20am... I am feeling optimistic about some changes I've been doing with my life.. I am recently trying to cancel some bad habits and develop some new good ones. anyway, I have been through a lot lately that at some point I thought that it will never be better again, I saw how evil and merciless humans can be, I felt pain, a lot of it and with different versions, I felt the physical ones, I felt the mental ones, and then I felt that pain within my soul, I felt alone. Not gonna lie to you, I didn't feel that I will not make it, I was just fooling myself.. cause deep inside I always knew that I will make it and I will get over whatever kind of darkness I am facing, I am a tough one, and you are too my friend, you can make it. So here I am writing these words and pouring my thoughts while these strings and melodies keep taking me deeper then throw me up high over and over again.
I have to go to school in the bit. I'm just here listening to this, it's so peaceful. It makes all my troubles go away. School is rough for me. I don't have many friends and I'm a quiet person but listening to music like this helps me realize there is beauty in this world.
hope all is well. i was the same way lol, i had no friends throughout high school, during lunch i sat in my teachers classroom just waiting for the time to pass because i was so awfully embarrassed that i had nobody to hang out with. now that i just graduated it feels like a weight lifted off my shoulder
@@kyleetesfaye Thank you, I know how that feels. I'm sorry you had to go through that it really is hard. I hope you can now rest knowing you don't have to deal with any of that anymore.
I was the same my freshman and softmore year but I found my people and they helped me find my passion, but now they all graduated, still in the general area but it’s gonna be lonely if I can’t find more friends for my last year. GL to you
Good luck with school m8. I also have school in a few hours and haven’t slept, idk how I’m going to get through this but I guess I’ll just take it minute by minute. Life feels unfair sometimes but at least we’re here I guess. I pray everything goes well for you
Its 3:51AM, Tuesday the 4th of November, I'm writing an exam tomorrow, and yet, I still am thinking about how I said "I love you", thankfully she said it back, but anxiety, im afraid of commitment, but I'm a loyal person, I'm just afraid to be hurt again. After 4 years of loving someone else, it's not easy ya know. Here is to hope that I can enjoy the experience to the fullest. Have lots of peace, comfort, honesty, and trust. Thank you if you read, and bless you. Cheers is to us🥂
I’m 17 and sleep is really difficult for me. I spend my days worrying and when I try to sleep I feel like I’m wasting time. Wasting time I could be using trying to understand myself. Wasting time that I feel like I don’t have. This video is exactly how it feels. I just hope someday everything will become quieter.
You're still young, don't waste your youth on worrying, of course you'll feel like you're lost but you will always find your way, just live and be present in the moment, feel it with the good and the bad💕
When you realise that the time spent lying awake at night is one of the only times where you truly have no responsibilities and can embrace peace, you begin to see it as a gift not a waste of time.
praying in the future i reach all my goals and i meet someone who doesn’t make me feel so lonely and ugly. all throughout my life i never really had friends and my whole 4 years of highschool i sat by myself at lunch and never spoke in class. my teachers often marked me absent because i sat in the back and i was so quiet. when classmates would hear me talk for the first time they would always point out how they’ve never heard my voice before. i’ve never dated anyone and i often feel like the energy and effort i put into people isn’t reciprocated. im so lonely man and i don’t know what im doing wrong. nobody cares about me the way i care about them. my life just revolves around the gym work and school. why do guys only want me intimately? they never care to understand me on a deeper level. hopefully my future husband will care for me the way i pray he does.
Hey Kyle, I hope you're doing well. I've read your comment and I'll pray for you too. You're definitely deserving of somone who cares for you and loves you on a deeper level. 🫂
Hey ik it’s only been 4 months since u commented but I hope you’re doing better. Please remember it’s not your fault. Ik u feel alone and that something might be wrong with you but ur perfect and you’re going to find someone who really cares about u. Keep ur head up I love u.
it makes me happy to know my old friends and distant family are happy, even if it’s never with me. i’ll be here, and smile knowing that they’re doing well, even if it won’t be with me.
4:15 am for me Monday August 19th. I've been sad... I just want to make my parents proud and I feel like I'm just rotting away. I want to make my parents happy but at this point I don't know what that is. I've crashed 2 of their cars, I crashed my own car. I keep making mistakes, stupid, stupid mistakes. im sorry mom, dad, i love you guys so much
Сейчас новый год.. 2:54 я сижу в слезах, одна. Пересмотрела всех любимых блогеров, поздравляющих всех.. Я в тёмной комнате с нулёвым настроением, за окном салюты.. в полном одиночестве.🎉
Надеюсь, у тебя всë будет хорошо. Обязательно наступит день, когда ты будешь чувствовать положительные эмоции, главное стараться не отчаиваться. Я тоже в одиночестве. Кстати, в ночь с 23 по 24 спал, это лучше чем быть съеденным собственными мыслями
found this at 2:04 am, and at this point I feel like the only reason why I haven’t gone to sleep yet is that I want to spend more alone time, im always interacting w people..at school for example, I don’t get bugged by anyone and stuff just to much people are around me and it annoys me a lot. People running threw the hallways and accidentally bumping into u or everybody talking in the classroom..it just really stresses me out, and going back home in the metro where everybody is pushing each other.. anyways idk why im even saying all of this since after all I have to wake up at 6am and keep on working my ass off so I can have a bright future 😵
Time heals the wounds ignorance scarred us with. But it does not heal the soul or bring solutions. Know this one thing, there is no such thing as a thing.
About to be 20 on the 30th. I often wonder what went wrong. In middleschool i wished for it to be over, to be older and to be free. I was never the popular kid, i was often approached, though i wasted my school years being quiet due to overthinking about how others will judge me. I know i still have time, but its sad to know i wasted such crucial moments in my life due to being scared. Ive lost all my friends and now my girlfriend. Although i feel lost. I feel a wave of importance in my life, this is where i can start over. Make new friends. Find something im into. Ive never had a hard time having others want to talk to me. Ive just been scared to open up and let people get close. I hope one day i can make it in life and teach my future kid to be better then how i was...
whenever i listen to this, i think about it. my crush, my life, everything ive achieved; was it really worth it? the talking stage i had with him, i was so happy, hearing the faint laughter, rain crashing down on the car windows as i gazed at the city, just everything that made me feel fuzzy inside. but im in my bed, all cozy with low dim lighting, just a girl waiting for something great to happen.
That's usually the time I wake up in the middle of the night to take my Kratom and get out of withdrawal. But when it finally kicks in and I can feel the absolute calm, like everything is, always has been, and always will be alright for that moment... No words to adequately describe these words.
It’s 4:08 for me rn, not wanting to have to deal with tomorrows issues. I wish the night would never end. Many things I need to deal with and no one talk to. I hope the goals I have for myself are achievable, I’m aware that everyday that goes by is time lost, wasted, gone for ever. I need to do this, it’s all I have left. I’m just stuck, hopefully god will guide me. I haven’t been the best person, but I promise I’ll be the person I need to become. I promise you. Tomorrow will be a better day. Keep your head up buddy,there’s better days ahead. Remember these moments before there gone for ever bro. Love you bro💫
Meaningless, soft and undemanding music. Peace of mind. Makes me understand why my brother wanted it to last forever. Life can be so noisy and this place a sanctuary to rest. I worry how much I love it here and not the light of day. Maybe because I can be with myself and the people I’ve lost. If you are seeking this peace to last eternal, just know you won’t be able to enjoy it once your gone. Sleep is our placebo and day our battle to rest safe. I hope you can find more beautiful times in life.
Its been a long day. We said goodbye to our beloved cat today. She lived a long 19 years surrounded by a loving family. My last words to her were, "you were the best friend i could have wished for. Thank you for everything." I'm going to miss seeing her around the house.
I’ve tried so hard in life just to get my dad to say he’s proud of me. I just realized the other day at work that no one ever has other than my grandma who passed 2 years ago. I don’t know why I feel this way after getting a successful job at 18 years old. I almost failed out of school and wasn’t feeling myself but now I just feel empty like I don’t have a reason to stay. I just can’t believe that how successful I’ve become at such a young age that the only time I’ve heard I’m proud of you is my dad saying that to my older sister who dropped out of college to become a professional ballet dancer. Idk what to do anymore
There's no easy solution to life, take solace in the fact that this emptiness will pass like everything else. But without emptiness there can be no fulfillment. Just try appreciate what you have in this moment, that's all any of us can do.
It's 5 am in the east coast in the usa. I'm a young boy who does not know my excat age. I don't have any friends, or know who my real family is & i stayed up all night as i have for the past couple of years looking for help to escape my abusive environment. I want to leave but idk where to go & i dont have any money to be able to take care of myself except what little i have saved to get me something to eat. I ran away a few years ago & called the police but they weren't helpful and i ended up in one scary place after another even slept in a homeless shelter. I have been homeschooled and so know little to nothing about anything really so i wouldn't even know where to begin😔 I've been wanting to die since i was smaller and every day & night i feel like it may be the onky way to go. Before i leave this world i would love to honor my heart & runaway for a final time so that i can finally do whatever i want without being controled. To know sunshine again and to to dance with fireflies even though summer is gone now. To sit under the stars and sing to grandmothwr moon ear smores and feel my own inner light again while enjoying my own company for once. I wish i had friends and a family. I wish i was accepted and loved heck, i wish i was in love rather than being in pain all the time. If anyone sees this message please help me I've been waiting for anyone but no one seems to care even people just attack and bully me for being this way but no one ever asks to be absued and mistreated. If you read this i hope it wasn't too late & if it was don't worry about it at least you reached out and that counts for something ❤️🩹 If you have read this please send positive thoughts or prayers for everyone who needs help too. We all need it🐚🫂🦋
I wanted to write something so I came up with this: "As the night grew in and day seemed to grow ever closer. I wondered to myself how the night sky could look so beautiful. The peaceful atmosphere settled me whilst most were in their beds taking in sleep for the new day ahead...and yet here I am wide awake and grateful that I get to experience the beauty that is nature. Although I am still young, I long for the days where it felt like nothing could stop me and I felt free. The feeling of being a kid and doing whatever felt right.This is what I longed for in those late nights where I could just stare up at the sky with no burdens or worries holding me down. No one but me and the moon; the solitude of knowing that I could just think. But as the stars look down on me, their slow orbit pulling me into a trance, I smile knowing that whatever the future may hold...I'll still have my late nights where I can just think and feel as though I were still that burden-free child I once was."
2:47 AM. I’m quitting a job I once deeply loved tomorrow, due to terrible management. I love my coworkers, and I love the projects. Just can’t deal with the management anymore. Hoping for greener pastures elsewhere.
it’s 3:19 am, i feel like i got nobody. i don’t speak to anyone anymore and i miss the sense of closeness. i used to have someone to talk to all the time and rant to and just be my other half, now i have no one. i like being alone, but sometimes im just too overwhelmed about it considering i have no one to talk to. just me surrounded by my own thoughts and accomplishments.
I'm going through the same thing right now but one thing that kinda helped me is to drown yourself in hard work and you won't even have time to feel those wicked emotions. Hope this helps❤
Just wrote a short story for school about this girl named panthea who meets a boy name eleftheria. Her name means suffering in greek but his means freedom. The freedom to her suffering. The first line of the book is"perfect lights, a perfect room and perfect people" meanwhile at the end of the book (when she had just killed herself because eleftheria had died and she wanted to be with him forver) the end lines are "who needs perfect lights, perfect roomand perfect people? When you can have the one thing you need most...your freedom" anyways i just thought that it fit this playlist perfectly.
I would love to read your story, if that were possible. You have a magnificent mind, and the names you chose are gorgeously intricate. Thank you for sharing with us❤️
A time of hope for the future and gratitude for the past. How I long to be amongst the stars, how others have longed to be safe. We all have desires, but few take time to appreciate what they already have - it’s in moments like this that we are truly alive. That feeling of the warm summers breeze against the twilight summers sky.. watching the moon commence its journey overhead once again.. life is what you make it to be so never forget to relax every once in a while. God am I lucky to be here at the age of 15 with my whole life ahead of me, I hope you all feel the same
I don’t know why I feel compelled to comment. It is three minutes to four am. I miss him, he’s a 16 minute drive from me, asleep, and I wish I was next to him. I love him. I hope he wants to marry me as much as I want to marry him. I’m happy he’s in my life.
Listening to your enchanting melodies is like taking a serene journey through a blissful realm.Thank you for creating such a captivating haven of calmness and allowing us to immerse ourselves in the ethereal beauty of your compositions. Your channel is a true sanctuary for the weary spirit, a sanctuary where relaxation finds its perfect.❤❤❤❤❤
August 18th, 2024- i found this at like 4.15. I’ve been anxious ab my upcoming senior year in high school and the overwhelming feeling of being 18. Ik there will be times when i won’t have the privilege anymore to stay up until 4 am and listen to chill music on yt, and that is why im gonna fully enjoy it as much as i can.
3:47 aug14 sitting here just with my thoughts makes me realize how much anger i have bottled up over time, it’s an odd feeling not having anything to do with this emotion so i try to push it down and evade it for as long as possible. i know time can only move forward and things in the past don’t have an effect on me today but i can’t help but stew and just ask “how could you?” you know?
No one cares. I won't lie to you and say i care... Because i don't. I've got my own problems and shit to deal with. I know it hurts, bro, but if i can make it, so can you. I've got nothing to live for, and nothing to lose, but I'll try. I'll try in hopes that there's someone out there reading this, that feels the same as me, this feeling that has no words to describe. I'm gonna try, and so are you. Whenever you want to hurt yourself or worse, remember that im here, and I'm still pushing on, because i believe you are. I know you wont let me down, i know you're gonna try with me. Im proud of you. You've made it this far, don't give up now. Im here. You're really not alone. I know how it feels. But im gonna try because i believe you're trying with me. Give me something to believe.
Isn’t it interesting? The world is big enough to the point there’s a chance there’s someone exactly like you, someone growing up in similar situations and developing a similar personality as you. They may even resemble you, they’re basically just you but slightly different. If you choose to end it now they’ll continue living and you won’t. But if you choose to continue on, it’s not like your problems will stop. You’ll both continue fighting. Maybe they’ll be the one to quit. I find catharsis in the fact no matter how bad it is someone out there is dealing with it too and I can choose to rise above it or sink below and they’re just as free as me to make the choice.
4:46 AM while i write this. i tried to fall asleep hours ago. i have on and off insomnia, decided to strike tonight i guess. so here i am. when i can’t sleep, my thoughts are inescapable, and i’m left there replaying memories i don’t want to. it almost always leads back to her. i’ll spare you the story, but i miss her.
As you read this comment, all of a sudden your heart becomes full. You let on a little smile, and in your head you realized it’s been awhile since you did one of those. Everything is going to be alright, God has a plan for your life. Plans to prosper you and to keep you. If it doesn’t take too much out of you, tell someone you love them today. And if no one has told you lately, I love you.
Hi for anyone struggling I was there at rock bottom at the lowest of lows and for 6 years. It gets better I swear❤! It might take a while but you’ll get to the key at the end of the tunnel! For me it took a year for me to not feel depressed. Just know you’re deserving of love! And even if no one shows it just know you’ll find the person that heals every wound inside you❤
1:58AM Just finished talking to her all night. Now I’m by myself and thinking about it all. “I think I like her”, “I wonder if she likes me?”, “is this even a good time for me?”, “I haven’t met anyone like her before”. I hate that I’m thinking about this so much. I’m listening to this while I’m on my balcony looking at my city’s skyline. It’s raining lightly. I’m noticing the trees that are dancing in the breeze, and the sound of cars, sirens and trains that are resonating from the streets. Even though the city is alive, I feel like I’m here by myself. I feel anxious, but also calm. I feel kinda cold, but also warm. The air is so fresh tonight. Even though I’m conflicted with all of these thoughts. I feel at peace. I know It’s for such a trivial thing, but it’s weird how you can find solace in moments of solitude, especially when the night is hosting.
It is 4am and this is just what I needed, thank you BubbleDope02 and thanks algorithm, I pray all you reading this live prosperous lives and enjoy each and every moment you have with your loved ones and each moment just alone. It’s all beautiful.
to anyone seeing this, im a teenager who tried drugs at a young age and now ruined the rest of my life. shrooms is no joke, and in other terms i had a bad overdose/trip and forever have lost my mind. my precious memories all gone and any chance of creating new ones, gone. constant anxiety attacks/panic attacks, you name it! day to day, life goes on by and i no longer feel the hype or amuse anymore yet i have a strong soul and will continue to fight for as long as i can. this will not bring me down, though i have my good and bad days i will continue to work and strive with this new challenge of mine. this is a message to anyone who's in their early "having fun" stages and to warn them not to go to extreme and mess up your life how i did. thank you if you take the time to acknowledge this message, as i hesitated a good five times before releasing. stay safe, and enjoy the rest of your day overcome all your challenges, and life will get so much better for you.
I love how everyone is up late for their own reasons and engaging with eachother. For instance it’s 3:50 and a mf just got up 20 min ago to get some water, now I can’t go back to sleep lol I hope the best for everybody reading this
Your lucky to be in another country which one was it I wish I could just drop everything I’m doing and go visit some beautiful country meet new people and act feel like I’m living but instead I’m stuck here
@@Nah-._ heyy, unfortunately I went to England (just kidding it was kinda cool)! I went because of my 15th birthday, but I'm already back to Brazil, where do you live? I'm sorry to hear that you're unhappy where you are, but hey, you can do all of that in any place! everyday is a new day full of opportunities! try to go to a new place in your city, try to talk with a stranger, give new things a try... and trust me, going on a trip out of nowhere it's not all roses, I had to study in the airport because I had an exam the day I got back 😢 I hope you have the chance to go on a super cool vacation without any troubles! (and sorry for the late answer, RUclips doesn't send me notifications about comments 💀)
@@k4id0 I live in America, so we do have very different lifestyles I can’t really move freely and go adventuring I have work and school all day, also happy birthday. (And Brazil seems pretty awesome hopefully I get to visit there someday)
@@Nah-._ thank you! my actual birthday was last year, but I only had the chance to go abroad this march 😅 also, in that aspect, our countries are not so different, actually, a lot of people also have to work and study all day here too, I think it's pretty sad, isn't it? but I mean, we can't just let ourselves die by overworking and overstudying, take little breaks sometimes :( also, I really hope you get the chance to come to Brazil, it has it's flaws but it can be pretty cool here! the food is the best! have a good night and good days ahead, dude! sending positive vibes to you!
Жизнь совсем не такая легкая как я себе представлял. Сейчас мне 17 хоть ощущаю я себя на 16. Мне нравятся тусовки, общение, но так всегда складывалось, что я больше времени был один и это осознанный выбор. И вот я спрашиваю себя пройдут года и по каким критериям я буду считать прожил ли я хорошую жизнь или нет. Такое ощущение, что мне не хватило наивности, легкости, которой пронизаны года молодости. Возможно я слишком рано стал взрослым, все же мне не много не хватает вайба вечеринок, беспризорнечества. Я слишком рано сделал себя взрослым. Возможно этот момент настанет, но я чувствую, что не могу осознанно забить на все и просто веселиться, не возникнет такого чувства которого я хочу. Сейчас настало время, когда пора действовать и я буду. Я достигну успеха, для меня успех это нечто духовное, оно не определяется деньгами, оно придет по мере моего духовного становления, укрепления дисциплины, подсознательное игнорирования вредных импульсов, все это в совокупности и сделает меня успешным. В последнее время очень озабочен автомобилями. Мечтаю о GMA T50, Pagani Zonda 760, чувство когда ты сидишь в автомобиле, проносишься ночью, это чувство хоть и не происходило со мной вживую, но оно ни чуждо глубине моей души. Поэтому я мечтаю воплотить эти чувства в живую. Но как буд-то я не смогу сполна насладиться им и в целом жизнью, если у меня не будет отрезка с тусовками, беззаботностью, но как придет беззаботность, когда я уже анализировал это? Как? Получается даже если я буду тусить, отрываться все это будет неискренним и мой внутренний духовный гештальт не закроется. Спасибо за то, что мой отец до сих пор жив. Он мужчина. Хочу показать ему какого сына он вырастил, хочу подарить ему audi a6 allroad которую позволить он себе пока что не может. В моих ежедневных занятиях нет правды. Каждый день засыпаю с мыслями, что же я наделал, зачем я опять подрочил, потратил весь день, смотря бесполезные ролики на Ютубе, опять съел шоколадки, ничего не меняется и ничего не поменяется с таким образом жизни, Артем. В последнее время я раздумываю о том, чтобы убрать все отвлекающие факторы и добиться этого внутреннего чувства успеха. Будет много соблазнов, препятствий, я это понимаю, но не достигнув внутреннего чувства успеха я не заслуживаю жить. Соответственно каждый день, когда я не занимаюсь построением успеха я просто не заслуживаю жить этот день. Я вернусь сюда через 3 года. Моя жизнь изменится навсегда, через три года я буду читать этот текст в совсем другом положении, состоянии. Я иду без возбуждения, взволнованности я иду из за долга. из за того что я мужчина и должен достичь всего чего хочу. без детской наивности с пониманием того что возможно умру на этом пути но лучше умереть так чем смотря однотипные видосы булкина. это будут 3 долгих года, я сделаю их долгими потому что буду проживать каждый день преодолевая желания, соблазны. наверно идеально у меня не получится прожить, по крайней мере я буду иметь суперкары мечты, а еще subaru wrx sti на которой буду хасанить по снегу в горах Франции. после того как вдоволь накатаюсь, вернусь в свою виллу, где пожарю сочнейшый стейк из барана которого я добыл из лука в недельном походе в лес, сидя на стуле в -15 на столе стейк, на мне самые качественные вещи, куртка cp company хлопья снега по всюда красивейшая панорама на горы. А я просто сижу после прекрасной поездки наслаждаясь моментом, чтобы потом пойти вновь заниматься разработкой своего собственного гиперкара, при этом укрепляя свое понимание мира, свою духовную силу. этот момент который я наверно хочу прожить больше всего в жизни в гараже пагани гма м5 е60, суба, я занимаюсь собственной разработкой и ниче больше меня не волнует, время развернулось вспять, больше не существует такого духовного понятия как время существует момент в котором ты ловишь каждый вдох наслаждения с внутренней гармонией и пониманием того, что вот -- ты добился того самого успеха, ты смог этого сделать и тебя больше не волнует ничего, хоть завтра закончиться жизнь, мне все равно я прожил абсолютно сладчайшую ее часть и умру с честью перед самим собой. я смог это сделать. умру с честью перед отцом. просто лягу на снег закрою глаза и буду наслаждаться каждым вдохом............... нет это не импульс 2024 года новый год новая жизнь это настоявшийся момент все эти мысли они настолько безструктурны но только ночью в тишине они могут прийти, эти ценнейшие мысли могут прийти но если все будет структурно то ты не проживешь эти случайные моменты счастья когда ты на коттедже слушаюсь с другом ебнутый реп прыгая в конвульсиях хавая при этом шаверму а потом через час за вами приедет полиции и вы поедете в отдел. так в чем счастье. я лично оиднаково наслажусь этим моментом и чувством того что я смог что я добился успеха но чувство этого счастья не возникнет когда ты жиыешь структурно ты просто не дашь ему возникнуть. Вообщем мне еще предстоить изучить жизнь и за эти 3 года я постараюсь это сделать по максимуму. но а сейчас я пойду прогуляюсь по ночному-утренему сосновому бору, городку с насленеим 80к в котором не умеют мечтать....
Прочитал весь текст и задумался о том, что у тебя есть хорошая цель, а у меня и ее нету, просто учусь в универе и надеюсь, что в будущем чего то достигну, а по ночам слушаю музыку и думаю смогу ли я вообще что-то сделать в своей жизни сам и без чьей-то помощи, даже тусить никуда не хожу, просто сижу дома. В любом случае надеюсь у тебя все получится и ты добьёшься того, чего так сильно желаешь, удачи
It’s 1:00am… this time last year I was living having the best time of my life, moving across the country to a new city with the love of my life… and the last 7 months I have been at my absolute lowest… Listening to this and reading the comments from others broke me even more. As much as I struggle to remind myself, you are loved. There are people who care about you and will do anything for your happiness. You mean to world to people. I don’t know any one of you, and i probably never will, but i love you all and know that the best things in your lives are yet to come
Im no socrates but what I have come to realise is. Life can and will always get worse at some point no matter how untouchable you think you are at that current moment. You must embrace the lows, this is where your character develops, it makes you intetesting and it gives you a unique story to tell on how you bounced back up, well that is the hard part. I believe in you bro, thanks for reading and I love you too.
For what reason do i stay up late, is it to ponder the inevitability of what will be. The fact that life will cease to exist. To be entranced by the universe. To question my own thoughts actions. Love, what a fleeting emotion, what a thing to be young and feel it. What a thing to lose it. If my steps were different, would it have ended the same way. What’s my purpose. For what reason have I glided my soul across this plane for the years of my life. Am I a mere existence. Or by god am I considered grand in the scheme of the universe. Will that person come back. Like a mystery how I wish the memories would fade away. How her face would be covered with a cloud of nostalgia. But those feelings, those experiences, are engraved so deeply into my soul, rejected from the heart of one who I held so dear, not once or twice, but five times. Can I go back? At least be friends. Would it even change anything. Or is love not meant for this life. Do I take the next step blindly or ponder on it. Do I look where my feet land or do I search for the next platform, do I wonder where the steps take me or do I follow blindly. Do I turn back? Can I turn back? What’s back there? Is it even anything left? Can I find something? What if I missed something that would change the course of my existence. Not possible. An error in my process, a flaw in my thinking, what’s done is done. But I can’t move forward, forever stuck on this step. Wondering if I go back or I go forward. But even if I move forward, it’s as if my previous step chases me into my precious future, do I cut off my feet? Do I leap, or do I jump into the void. Not landing on any steps. This day to day life might be killing me slowly. Putting a pause on my existence, a pause which doesn’t allow for character. For change. Am I even human anymore. Stop. Breathe, look up, admire the stars, the eternalness of creation which outlast the very fibers of your body, smell the space, feel the stars, hear the void, see the end. You, on the other side of the screen, what’s your story like? Would you risk it all to change it? Or do you move forward? Is what is held in your heart the most important thing, or is the destination you end up, the journey you took? On a path which was not paved but remembered, illusions by the doings of your own brain, Olivia I miss you alot, if you ever see this just know I would have risked it all to change how it ended, sincerely kiri, the Fanny pack boy
When you’re up at night, and everyone else is asleep, it’s like the world exists just for you. Your very own Kingdom. The King of Shadows, clean crisp air, and the soft hush of silence. When others are asleep, you get to dream your life - with an audience of countless stars.
Checking in at 4:57 the air is cool there is a very nice and calm setting in my room. This playlist just scratches the right part of my brain. I have work in a few hours but it’s a pleasure to have came across this playlist
I’m 21 years old and listening to these at very strange period of my life when I lost my first love, she broke up with me when I was tryharding and choosing a house to live with her. It’s quite deep, because I got everything I dreamed, nice job with high salary, good friends, lots of weed but actually lost like peace of myself
“Always by your side” “All I need” “As the light fades” Wow these titles are extremely depressing because I can relate to these. I don’t have anyone who loves me. There is no one at my side. All I need is someone I can love who isn’t part of my family but I don’t. And… as the light fades… my mental health is fading. Life sucks.
i really love this girl named Linda and i don’t think she knows it. i stay up all night thinking about her and sometimes i pass by her house and see she isn’t home. i think the worst as if someone else has her attention or im too late. i’m always looking at her instagram account, seeing if her follower count goes up or down. I really do love her and she knows i exist. I just don’t think she knows im the one for her yet as i pray to God everyday that if He gave her to me. i would marry her have kids with her and make it my sole purpose in life to give her and my family the best life they could ever imagine
We need positive energy because we are human beings and man is weak before the face of God Almighty. We are only human beings. We make mistakes, correct things, and return to mistakes. We want to be free, without deep thinking, no negative thoughts, no failure, no fatigue, and no exhaustion. We only need rest and a place in which we can rest. We certainly warn you that we are human beings and we have a personality that wants comfort and positive energy, and all of the above you will possess when you are a Muslim, obedient to your Lord, praying that your life is positive, where everything I said is positive, you will find it in Paradise because you only did that.. ♡
2/10/2024 It’s currently 4:00 am, I feel tired yet my thoughts won’t shut up. All I can feel is the fact of how I have to wake up tomorrow, take my sister to Walmart and start my first week preparations for a television show me and my dance crew are being apart of in October. I feel weirdly at ease with how fast my life is changing, how things are starting to look up. I’m scared for all of it too, because what if I fail? Anyways if anyone even took the time to read this, you dont know me and I don’t know you. Though what I want you to know is that no matter who you are I love you. You deserve happiness, success, a good life, the works.
It's 2am and I just think better luck next life. I feel lost, and tired but when I see in the mirror and look at how young I am I despise myself even more. My youth will soon disappear and then nothing else will lift me up. My parents will disappear and I am not able to do anything by myself. Why can't I just be a normal person? Why do I fear rejection so much? Time just passes by and I will still be thinking at 2am.
Hiiii, I used to think this way when I was younger (lol) but one day I was anxious and on a walk during the autumn time. The leaves were so beautiful and I kinda had the sudden realization that maybe I was on this Earth to watch the leaves turn colors every year and admire them, why else would they look so pretty? Drinking my favorite coffee, finding soft playlists like this, crying to my favorite movie, seeing a stranger's face light up when you compliment them, that's why we're here. Rejection doesn't exist when you've already accepted the ebb and flow of life, things are constantly changing and the universe is with you. Don't worry about "wasting" your youth, there's no such thing as that. I pray that one day you have this realization and look at yourself with love, not despise. This message feels so corny, but I write it geniunely as just a random girl at 4:25am re-evaluating my life.
It's Saturday 15th of June, 4.27 am. I'm in Mulhouse, finishing my thesis. I'm a day away from the deadline. Would love to be brought back here a few years later.
It’s 1:31 am and I feel like I’m falling back into a depression after a few months of not feeling depressed, and I feel unable to talk to people about it, because what got me out of it last time was not talking about it. Edit: Its 4:54 am a few days later, I feel like I am coming to new conclusions and it feels good. Shoutout to this video and comment section.
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Cadillac Gold
Chuva
Te amoooo
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aloooooooooo!!!!!!!!!
i feel so alone and it hurts me, but yet i enjoy being alone. not having to worry about how others feel, just you.
I love you ❤️
This is one of the most major self dilemmas someone can go through. You're wanted and accepted my love ❤
@@LeminLinait is definitely painful yet peaceful
I feel that too @nanxy3084
there can be peace in solitude
found this at 4 am. life feels so serious all the time. it’s hard to make friends after becoming an adult. most of the people i knew have their own families now or careers and i feel like the same person i was during high school. i feel lonely all the time. time is going by but i remain still.
🫂.
I’m with you!
Same
i’m with you dude. i’m not a social person either and i always wonder.. how will I ever meet new people if im home or if i dont go out? i love my room and my house. my blankets at this hour although my mind is racing. they say go out more but i don’t wanna do anything i normally wouldn’t just to find friends. but then maybe that’s the answer. or perhaps we’re thinking about it too much and it’s manifesting. just as how they say if you go looking for love you won’t find it. there’s no answer. you just have to live and trust an event comes your way in where you will have to leave the house.
I'm finishing high school and I see my future in this comment
This sound is amazing. Whoever is reading this comment, I wish you success, health, love and happiness
hey ..its 4:19 now i wish it for u too
Wish you the same
Do you really tho
This is so sweet
I hope you all find peace
Seeing people similar to me in the comments is all the human interaction I need right now, thank you guys
thank you too
Thx U both
Thank you
@@getdestr0yed just checking in to thank u all again
I’m sitting on my bed with a bowl of ramen and a glass of orange juice, still awake at 4:56am, on February 18. My eyes sort of burn but I’m alright. It’s cold outside and I feel comfy in my blankets. Life’s about to open up more to me I’m still young and have a whole life ahead of me. I have no have worries right now. I feel free. I hope you find peace.
I love ramen also btw how are you?
Its 06:03 am rn for me at night
@@RandomUser4202imagine he died
If it was easier said then done
@@RandomUser4202 healing
Lets be real here,we dont go to sleep is not bc we cant,its bc we feel free at the night,its so silent,your alone,no sirens,no screaming,just you,alone,free
I have the same feeling. I Wonder why this happen
no i just go to sleep cause i have to
Read call of the night it gave me a new insight on what your talking about and how the world is different at night
This is because, for me, night is the time when I can rest from the hustle and bustle of the world. But if I spend the night sleeping, I will miss my rest time. That's how it is
That's called Revenge Bedtime Procrastination. It's when you procrastinate sleep because you feel like your daytime was stolen and wasted. So you use nighttime all for yourself
It’s 3:58am right now and no one can stop me from listening to this playlist.
Yoooo were the same
@@Thenightisbeautiful oh shit- hello there Kira I swear I am a good person!
Ever since I turned 18, I started using these kind of music genres as a coping mechanism for whenever im depressed or going through rough times, lately I have been majorly depressed and going through rough times, everything will be okay I just dont know how long im going to last. Just know that everyone loves you if you're going through shit times as well, dont hide it, show it, people will be more than glad to help you if you need it.
Im young myself, only 12 soon 13, i hope you get through whatever ur going through though man, life is rough and i pray that you will lead in to the right path. Im guessing its hard as a adult cause ya know, taxes, car payments, girls, just life in general and losing loved ones. I hope ur depression fades away from ur life, you deserve the greatest. -Blake
@@QTJub I haven’t really gave a shit about finding a relationship, but yeah its going to be rough especially with all these carbon taxes and tax hikes here in canada, im sure i will get through it, live the life you can make the best of it don’t walk the bridge of darkness.
This honestly hit so deep and everything you said I completely relate with, i hope throughout time things will get better for you. :)
@@zizikorkmaz4617 thank you, everyone deserves the best whenever if its ups and downs, don’t feel pressured if you know you’re feeling lonely or whatever, people put so much pressure on whoever just so they can be the best. Coming from a household of emotional abuse, do whats good for you. Evil and fear is just in your mind.
@@jfd9616 yes, thank you ☺️
I just want to say, this comment section is full of people that use this to heal from old wounds, to cope with hard times And to reminisce about times past. I may never meet you. i may never lay eyes on the individual beauty that makes you unique, but i hope all that see this success, health and love. I always thought i was alone in my struggles, yet so many people are fighting hard everyday. Keep fighting, keep bettering yourself, keep spreading love.
Even when you can’t do nothing, and there’s nothing you can do-
Do what you can. And that should be enough 🤍. I wish you all strength and fortitude.
you made me cry, thank you
Que Jesucristo te cuide siempre te amo mucho 🐻💜🌺
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2:47 AM here, drinking tea and having a nice time while everyone else in the building are sleep. This is nice.
these videos always find me,, i rarely click them,, rarely,, but when i do, i spend a good time reading what you all have/had to say… i hear you, i see you… i. see. you.
I'm 38. Normal as normal can be i guess. 6 months sober. But I'm still lost. I had lots of friends and a family at one point but I closed myself off and pushed everyone away. I literally don't have one person I text or talk to anymore. It's time to get back to my Normal life but it seems like a monumental task. I just feel alone and I guess sending this out gives me the illusion I spoke to someone. Thanks for listening.
hope you doing fine, do not despair, everyone is the same, you can have a million friends and feel totally alone, befriend with yourself and you will be fine, surrounded by people or not..
❤
Tiny step by tiny step with patience for yourself.. every step you do is a change and brings you to a new place. And you will see you will be there without having noticed.
Talk to god❤
I hope things come around. Keeping growing.
Reminds me of the first line of my first novel... "Had you asked me then why I loved the night, I wouldn't have known how to answer. Now, though, I know what I'd tell you verbatim: It's the silence, the solitude, and the fact that when I'm walking the streets at night with nothing but the starlit sky above and my own thoughts to keep me company, I feel at peace. That's not to say I don't enjoy the day; after all, one can't exist without the other. For me, though, the best thing about daytime is the anticipation of night-time's dark, inevitable embrace."
EDIT: A few people have asked if it's published. Yes, it's called As Dusk Falls by Matthew Flood. Thanks for all the nice replies
you re a good writer! keep it uppp
which novel?
Lovely.
Cool
If you ever publish this, let me know! If I ever see this comment again, I’ll be sure to read it. ❤😊
I am now full time care taker of my daughter. It is now 3:18am and she is sleeping beside me. Just finished leveling in world of warcraft while she is asleep. I feel peace.
15/03/2024 00:46
It's late and I can't sleep and it's cold outside but I'm warm inside my blanket. My days are getting longer and more boring, I don't have anyone to talk to at school, I'm doing very badly, especially in maths, I don't understand anything. I'm afraid for my future, I don't know what I want to do or what I want to become, but one thing is certain: I just want peace and being close to God. I don't know who you are or where you are from, I hope you are healthy, doing well and remember to love yourself sweetheart. 💋❤️
te amo
Just know that once you graduate from high school, maths will disappear
You don't have to be one thing, you can be lots. Good luck
Hi I was like this once as well I felt I could never be better but hitting that ‘all time low’ is what pushes the change in your life I promise it gets better ❤ but I’m still confused in math lol
@@davalka2651 unless they go to college
I often contemplate what people are doing at this exact moment, others, outside of my perception. So many people living and breathing at the same time as I-right in this moment. And you, somewhere, are reading the words I’ve written, we’re connected for this brief moment. You’re here. I’m here. Look up at the moon-I’m looking with you, yes, the person writing this comment. And in this very moment-a moment where you’re reading my words, ever so briefly on a screen-you are thinking of me, and in another moment, I’ll be thinking of you, and I’ll be wondering just how many have read my comment here, passed by it, read it carefully, decided to like it, decided to skip over it, decided to reply to it-I’ll be thinking how many eyes read my words that I’ll now leave here. And in this moment I’ll be thinking-of you.
how grateful I am to share this planet with you. I don’t know if we’ll ever meet again but for this moment we will always share together our timelines intertwining for a mere few minutes on the cosmic clock of infinity, I don’t know what lies up ahead for you or me but I hope you have a wonderful future
@@t2398 I hope you have a wonderful future too! :))
I love you. There is some magic in your words. Keep writing. Thank you
I don’t ever comment or reply on youtube but this was one of the most beautiful things I’ve read in a long time. You have a magnificent way with words, I truly felt what you were writing, felt that “connection” you describe. ❤
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3:50am drinking a decaf coffee while smoking a spliff, one day I’ll cease to exist, imagine that
cheers brother, spark up some spliff we good ain't nothin to worry bout
its kind of crazy for me that everyone will cease to exist one day, but i guess we can't prevent the inevitable, so we might as well just enjoy the ride
I love you ❤️
I've come to terms with the concept, but not really with it happening. A sort of procrastination I guess. It'll come back and bite me in the ass, but that day is a long ways away and I've got plenty o time.
Perhaps we can share a coffee on the other side. Assuming such a thing exists wherever or whenever we end up. Make mine a regular.
ive been trying to find a playlist that give me this feeling and eventually i found this playlist and its perfect. this is absolutely lovely. thank you from the botttom of my heart
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i don't want to think deeply about anything because when i do i start to feel depressed and too aware of myself and who i am, i like thinking about nothing because its only then that i can focus on what is infront of me without reminiscing about the past or doubting myself and the changes i endure. thinking about nothing is bliss but is also a waste of time because i feel as if im missing out on something important and not being an interesting and unique person that isn't shallow. the night is calm and stress ceases to exist. i am happy.
Gotta leave the comfort zone , then u shall know the truth
same
i feel the exact same way
I found this playlist at 4:10. I’m staying up after drinking too much caffeine from staying up late at the skating rink with my girlfriend and only on this caffeine-insomniac high can I truly learn to appreciate her for her whole value. That’s not to say I don’t love her every second of every waking moment but being up this late puts you into a different mindset where you can see life how it is and how it is is that I met someone who I can truly connect with on a deeper level than anyone else and I’m so lucky to be able to have that connection. Staying up late at night gives you a better sense of the bigger picture than during the daytime, day to day were always texting and calling and in the moment it doesn’t seem that important it’s just a part of my life but going deeper into and really thinking about it it’s not just a part of my life it’s what I’m living life for and suddenly all those little texts of I love you or how’s your day or my grandparents are in town this weekend aren’t just passing moments but being in somebody else’s life and them being in your life and I think that’s such a beautiful thing:)
thanks for sharing my song "numb" :-) i hope you guys might check out more of my newer music too! thanks again
It's 3:20am... I am feeling optimistic about some changes I've been doing with my life.. I am recently trying to cancel some bad habits and develop some new good ones. anyway, I have been through a lot lately that at some point I thought that it will never be better again, I saw how evil and merciless humans can be, I felt pain, a lot of it and with different versions, I felt the physical ones, I felt the mental ones, and then I felt that pain within my soul, I felt alone. Not gonna lie to you, I didn't feel that I will not make it, I was just fooling myself.. cause deep inside I always knew that I will make it and I will get over whatever kind of darkness I am facing, I am a tough one, and you are too my friend, you can make it. So here I am writing these words and pouring my thoughts while these strings and melodies keep taking me deeper then throw me up high over and over again.
Thanks for sharing this my friend. Hope you get peace and satisfaction ❤🫂
I have to go to school in the bit. I'm just here listening to this, it's so peaceful. It makes all my troubles go away. School is rough for me. I don't have many friends and I'm a quiet person but listening to music like this helps me realize there is beauty in this world.
hope all is well. i was the same way lol, i had no friends throughout high school, during lunch i sat in my teachers classroom just waiting for the time to pass because i was so awfully embarrassed that i had nobody to hang out with. now that i just graduated it feels like a weight lifted off my shoulder
@@kyleetesfaye Thank you, I know how that feels. I'm sorry you had to go through that it really is hard. I hope you can now rest knowing you don't have to deal with any of that anymore.
I was the same my freshman and softmore year but I found my people and they helped me find my passion, but now they all graduated, still in the general area but it’s gonna be lonely if I can’t find more friends for my last year. GL to you
Good luck with school m8. I also have school in a few hours and haven’t slept, idk how I’m going to get through this but I guess I’ll just take it minute by minute. Life feels unfair sometimes but at least we’re here I guess. I pray everything goes well for you
@@getdestr0yed Thank you I appreciate it a lot. I hope you're able to get through school. It'll be over before you know it.
Its 3:51AM, Tuesday the 4th of November, I'm writing an exam tomorrow, and yet, I still am thinking about how I said "I love you", thankfully she said it back, but anxiety, im afraid of commitment, but I'm a loyal person, I'm just afraid to be hurt again. After 4 years of loving someone else, it's not easy ya know. Here is to hope that I can enjoy the experience to the fullest. Have lots of peace, comfort, honesty, and trust. Thank you if you read, and bless you. Cheers is to us🥂
I’m 17 and sleep is really difficult for me. I spend my days worrying and when I try to sleep I feel like I’m wasting time. Wasting time I could be using trying to understand myself. Wasting time that I feel like I don’t have. This video is exactly how it feels. I just hope someday everything will become quieter.
You're still young, don't waste your youth on worrying, of course you'll feel like you're lost but you will always find your way, just live and be present in the moment, feel it with the good and the bad💕
When you realise that the time spent lying awake at night is one of the only times where you truly have no responsibilities and can embrace peace, you begin to see it as a gift not a waste of time.
City sounds and sirens can become the sounds of the cosmos, starstuff, with new thinking.
Perception and point-of-view are so sublime.
Bout an hour off... Glad to be here folks
praying in the future i reach all my goals and i meet someone who doesn’t make me feel so lonely and ugly. all throughout my life i never really had friends and my whole 4 years of highschool i sat by myself at lunch and never spoke in class. my teachers often marked me absent because i sat in the back and i was so quiet. when classmates would hear me talk for the first time they would always point out how they’ve never heard my voice before. i’ve never dated anyone and i often feel like the energy and effort i put into people isn’t reciprocated. im so lonely man and i don’t know what im doing wrong. nobody cares about me the way i care about them. my life just revolves around the gym work and school. why do guys only want me intimately? they never care to understand me on a deeper level. hopefully my future husband will care for me the way i pray he does.
Hey Kyle,
I hope you're doing well. I've read your comment and I'll pray for you too. You're definitely deserving of somone who cares for you and loves you on a deeper level. 🫂
Hey ik it’s only been 4 months since u commented but I hope you’re doing better. Please remember it’s not your fault. Ik u feel alone and that something might be wrong with you but ur perfect and you’re going to find someone who really cares about u. Keep ur head up I love u.
it makes me happy to know my old friends and distant family are happy, even if it’s never with me. i’ll be here, and smile knowing that they’re doing well, even if it won’t be with me.
even if it does seem like your alone your not, there is someone for everyone your just in the wrong place and time.
4:15 am for me Monday August 19th. I've been sad... I just want to make my parents proud and I feel like I'm just rotting away. I want to make my parents happy but at this point I don't know what that is. I've crashed 2 of their cars, I crashed my own car. I keep making mistakes, stupid, stupid mistakes. im sorry mom, dad, i love you guys so much
Take care of yourself and your parents. One day, you’ll be better.
Don’t be so hard on yourself, this is all our first time being alive.
Сейчас новый год.. 2:54 я сижу в слезах, одна. Пересмотрела всех любимых блогеров, поздравляющих всех.. Я в тёмной комнате с нулёвым настроением, за окном салюты.. в полном одиночестве.🎉
Привет, ты откуда?
Happy new year
@@760zno Россия, Москва.
@@annalinkaln5380а сколько тебе лет?
Надеюсь, у тебя всë будет хорошо. Обязательно наступит день, когда ты будешь чувствовать положительные эмоции, главное стараться не отчаиваться. Я тоже в одиночестве. Кстати, в ночь с 23 по 24 спал, это лучше чем быть съеденным собственными мыслями
❤🔥You are worthy of love and happiness. ❤🔥
How wonderful you are to spread such a positive message.
@@shazzy84 .. I literally started my channel to upload music and tell people they are valuable. Love you!
💜💜💜🌌🌠
you aswell ❤
Thanks, so are you
So much to say. Yet I can't find the mere describable words to perfectly encapsulate what i feel right now.
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я понимаю, что ты чувствуешь, потому чувствую тоже самое..
found this at 2:04 am, and at this point I feel like the only reason why I haven’t gone to sleep yet is that I want to spend more alone time, im always interacting w people..at school for example, I don’t get bugged by anyone and stuff just to much people are around me and it annoys me a lot. People running threw the hallways and accidentally bumping into u or everybody talking in the classroom..it just really stresses me out, and going back home in the metro where everybody is pushing each other.. anyways idk why im even saying all of this since after all I have to wake up at 6am and keep on working my ass off so I can have a bright future 😵
i hate dealing with people and fuss as well, i cant ever have quality alone time its always rhined by people
stay strong G , things get easier with time
Time heals the wounds ignorance scarred us with. But it does not heal the soul or bring solutions. Know this one thing, there is no such thing as a thing.
was thinking bout that 5mins ago it's so exhausting.
it's 2:04am for me right now 😁
love when I am in the city. it just feels amazing. I feel like an alien
About to be 20 on the 30th. I often wonder what went wrong. In middleschool i wished for it to be over, to be older and to be free. I was never the popular kid, i was often approached, though i wasted my school years being quiet due to overthinking about how others will judge me. I know i still have time, but its sad to know i wasted such crucial moments in my life due to being scared. Ive lost all my friends and now my girlfriend. Although i feel lost. I feel a wave of importance in my life, this is where i can start over. Make new friends. Find something im into. Ive never had a hard time having others want to talk to me. Ive just been scared to open up and let people get close. I hope one day i can make it in life and teach my future kid to be better then how i was...
Man those SHEIN ads know how to ruin my mood
Damn
frick SHEIN. all the homies h8 SHEIN
whenever i listen to this, i think about it. my crush, my life, everything ive achieved; was it really worth it? the talking stage i had with him, i was so happy, hearing the faint laughter, rain crashing down on the car windows as i gazed at the city, just everything that made me feel fuzzy inside. but im in my bed, all cozy with low dim lighting, just a girl waiting for something great to happen.
I love your serious comment with the goofy baby pfp anyway gl with allat
So many people, each with different stories, a whole different universe in them.
It’s just amazing to see one of these videos while your scrolling around, just watching it while thinking about your life.. and reading the comments
Life seems a little less lonely here with all of us sharing a bit of ourselves . Much love to you.
It’s 3:30 no expectations at this time. I love the quietness sitting in my pajamas. Just allowed to be.
That's usually the time I wake up in the middle of the night to take my Kratom and get out of withdrawal. But when it finally kicks in and I can feel the absolute calm, like everything is, always has been, and always will be alright for that moment... No words to adequately describe these words.
It’s 4:08 for me rn, not wanting to have to deal with tomorrows issues. I wish the night would never end. Many things I need to deal with and no one talk to. I hope the goals I have for myself are achievable, I’m aware that everyday that goes by is time lost, wasted, gone for ever. I need to do this, it’s all I have left. I’m just stuck, hopefully god will guide me. I haven’t been the best person, but I promise I’ll be the person I need to become. I promise you. Tomorrow will be a better day. Keep your head up buddy,there’s better days ahead. Remember these moments before there gone for ever bro. Love you bro💫
Meaningless, soft and undemanding music. Peace of mind. Makes me understand why my brother wanted it to last forever.
Life can be so noisy and this place a sanctuary to rest. I worry how much I love it here and not the light of day. Maybe because I can be with myself and the people I’ve lost.
If you are seeking this peace to last eternal, just know you won’t be able to enjoy it once your gone. Sleep is our placebo and day our battle to rest safe.
I hope you can find more beautiful times in life.
I opened youtube at exactly 4:05AM and this was the first thing in my feed....
...it may sound weird, but I needed this..
...thank you...
They know what you need they are always watching
Oh just perfect. I found this at 3:20 am. Il keep listening.😊
Its been a long day. We said goodbye to our beloved cat today. She lived a long 19 years surrounded by a loving family. My last words to her were, "you were the best friend i could have wished for. Thank you for everything."
I'm going to miss seeing her around the house.
I’ve tried so hard in life just to get my dad to say he’s proud of me. I just realized the other day at work that no one ever has other than my grandma who passed 2 years ago. I don’t know why I feel this way after getting a successful job at 18 years old. I almost failed out of school and wasn’t feeling myself but now I just feel empty like I don’t have a reason to stay. I just can’t believe that how successful I’ve become at such a young age that the only time I’ve heard I’m proud of you is my dad saying that to my older sister who dropped out of college to become a professional ballet dancer. Idk what to do anymore
I was there too. God is the answer he will guide you, the answer is in his words he loves you.
There's no easy solution to life, take solace in the fact that this emptiness will pass like everything else. But without emptiness there can be no fulfillment. Just try appreciate what you have in this moment, that's all any of us can do.
you do have a reason to stay. trust me. i’m here if you want to talk
the timing of this is insane. that's all I've got to say. Beautiful.
this shit is so peaceful. i love these kinds of videos, especally how i see the sunrise every single morning, i can never sleep these days
It's 5 am in the east coast in the usa.
I'm a young boy who does not know my excat age.
I don't have any friends, or know who my real family is & i stayed up all night as i have for the past couple of years looking for help to escape my abusive environment.
I want to leave but idk where to go & i dont have any money to be able to take care of myself except what little i have saved to get me something to eat.
I ran away a few years ago & called the police but they weren't helpful and i ended up in one scary place after another even slept in a homeless shelter.
I have been homeschooled and so know little to nothing about anything really so i wouldn't even know where to begin😔
I've been wanting to die since i was smaller and every day & night i feel like it may be the onky way to go.
Before i leave this world i would love to honor my heart & runaway for a final time so that i can finally do whatever i want without being controled.
To know sunshine again and to to dance with fireflies even though summer is gone now.
To sit under the stars and sing to grandmothwr moon ear smores and feel my own inner light again while enjoying my own company for once.
I wish i had friends and a family. I wish i was accepted and loved heck, i wish i was in love rather than being in pain all the time.
If anyone sees this message please help me I've been waiting for anyone but no one seems to care even people just attack and bully me for being this way but no one ever asks to be absued and mistreated.
If you read this i hope it wasn't too late & if it was don't worry about it at least you reached out and that counts for something ❤️🩹
If you have read this please send positive thoughts or prayers for everyone who needs help too. We all need it🐚🫂🦋
I wanted to write something so I came up with this:
"As the night grew in and day seemed to grow ever closer. I wondered to myself how the night sky could look so beautiful. The peaceful atmosphere settled me whilst most were in their beds taking in sleep for the new day ahead...and yet here I am wide awake and grateful that I get to experience the beauty that is nature.
Although I am still young, I long for the days where it felt like nothing could stop me and I felt free. The feeling of being a kid and doing whatever felt right.This is what I longed for in those late nights where I could just stare up at the sky with no burdens or worries holding me down. No one but me and the moon; the solitude of knowing that I could just think.
But as the stars look down on me, their slow orbit pulling me into a trance, I smile knowing that whatever the future may hold...I'll still have my late nights where I can just think and feel as though I were still that burden-free child I once was."
2:47 AM. I’m quitting a job I once deeply loved tomorrow, due to terrible management. I love my coworkers, and I love the projects. Just can’t deal with the management anymore. Hoping for greener pastures elsewhere.
4:01 AM right now. Let's see what happens with this playlist shall we?
what happend ?
Weird, got recommended this same video at the same time...
damn some recent comments
Damn, so we all jus here at midnight listening to this🙏🏼God bless yall, stay safe🙏🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼
@@Izzy_Wizzy_2002 sus
it’s 3:19 am, i feel like i got nobody. i don’t speak to anyone anymore and i miss the sense of closeness. i used to have someone to talk to all the time and rant to and just be my other half, now i have no one. i like being alone, but sometimes im just too overwhelmed about it considering i have no one to talk to. just me surrounded by my own thoughts and accomplishments.
I'm going through the same thing right now but one thing that kinda helped me is to drown yourself in hard work and you won't even have time to feel those wicked emotions. Hope this helps❤
You have people here who care about you. Though we will never meet we are kindred spirits.
Same
Just wrote a short story for school about this girl named panthea who meets a boy name eleftheria. Her name means suffering in greek but his means freedom. The freedom to her suffering. The first line of the book is"perfect lights, a perfect room and perfect people" meanwhile at the end of the book (when she had just killed herself because eleftheria had died and she wanted to be with him forver) the end lines are "who needs perfect lights, perfect roomand perfect people?
When you can have the one thing you need most...your freedom" anyways i just thought that it fit this playlist perfectly.
It perfectly fits. Thank you
I would love to read your story, if that were possible. You have a magnificent mind, and the names you chose are gorgeously intricate. Thank you for sharing with us❤️
A time of hope for the future and gratitude for the past. How I long to be amongst the stars, how others have longed to be safe. We all have desires, but few take time to appreciate what they already have - it’s in moments like this that we are truly alive. That feeling of the warm summers breeze against the twilight summers sky.. watching the moon commence its journey overhead once again.. life is what you make it to be so never forget to relax every once in a while. God am I lucky to be here at the age of 15 with my whole life ahead of me, I hope you all feel the same
bro i'm 17 years old. It's comment have many motivations for our lives. You think very wisely for a 15 year old)
@@marcoedits2445 Thanks for the kind words man, it means a lot! Hope you’re doing well
I don’t know why I feel compelled to comment. It is three minutes to four am. I miss him, he’s a 16 minute drive from me, asleep, and I wish I was next to him. I love him. I hope he wants to marry me as much as I want to marry him. I’m happy he’s in my life.
I hope he wants to marry you too, friend ❤
I’m at work and it literally just turned 4:02am. Perfect mix for the time I suppose!!
Why did this happen to me too haha.
What do you work?
@@nooraseer I just work at a grocery stocking shelves with food, overnight shift. I work alone so it’s really relaxed !
@@dassboot9332 that sounds really nice and chill, I can imagine the vibes. enjoyy :)
Listening to your enchanting melodies is like taking a serene journey through a blissful realm.Thank you for creating such a captivating haven of calmness and allowing us to immerse ourselves in the ethereal beauty of your compositions. Your channel is a true sanctuary for the weary spirit, a sanctuary where relaxation finds its perfect.❤❤❤❤❤
August 18th, 2024- i found this at like 4.15. I’ve been anxious ab my upcoming senior year in high school and the overwhelming feeling of being 18. Ik there will be times when i won’t have the privilege anymore to stay up until 4 am and listen to chill music on yt, and that is why im gonna fully enjoy it as much as i can.
3:47 aug14 sitting here just with my thoughts makes me realize how much anger i have bottled up over time, it’s an odd feeling not having anything to do with this emotion so i try to push it down and evade it for as long as possible. i know time can only move forward and things in the past don’t have an effect on me today but i can’t help but stew and just ask “how could you?” you know?
i’m laying on my bed nauseous and dizzy from alc but this is just so peaceful
No one cares. I won't lie to you and say i care... Because i don't. I've got my own problems and shit to deal with. I know it hurts, bro, but if i can make it, so can you. I've got nothing to live for, and nothing to lose, but I'll try. I'll try in hopes that there's someone out there reading this, that feels the same as me, this feeling that has no words to describe. I'm gonna try, and so are you. Whenever you want to hurt yourself or worse, remember that im here, and I'm still pushing on, because i believe you are. I know you wont let me down, i know you're gonna try with me. Im proud of you. You've made it this far, don't give up now. Im here. You're really not alone. I know how it feels. But im gonna try because i believe you're trying with me. Give me something to believe.
Isn’t it interesting? The world is big enough to the point there’s a chance there’s someone exactly like you, someone growing up in similar situations and developing a similar personality as you. They may even resemble you, they’re basically just you but slightly different. If you choose to end it now they’ll continue living and you won’t. But if you choose to continue on, it’s not like your problems will stop. You’ll both continue fighting. Maybe they’ll be the one to quit. I find catharsis in the fact no matter how bad it is someone out there is dealing with it too and I can choose to rise above it or sink below and they’re just as free as me to make the choice.
For anyone wondering, the first song is called Losing (sped up version), by an artist called Lennox 💙
4:46 AM while i write this. i tried to fall asleep hours ago. i have on and off insomnia, decided to strike tonight i guess. so here i am. when i can’t sleep, my thoughts are inescapable, and i’m left there replaying memories i don’t want to. it almost always leads back to her. i’ll spare you the story, but i miss her.
As you read this comment, all of a sudden your heart becomes full. You let on a little smile, and in your head you realized it’s been awhile since you did one of those. Everything is going to be alright, God has a plan for your life. Plans to prosper you and to keep you. If it doesn’t take too much out of you, tell someone you love them today. And if no one has told you lately, I love you.
Hell yeah (i've been crying for the past 3 hours and it is indeed 4 am)
You are very strong 💪 I hope you're feeling good rn ;)
I love your username. I hope everything is going well for you my friend
Hi for anyone struggling I was there at rock bottom at the lowest of lows and for 6 years. It gets better I swear❤! It might take a while but you’ll get to the key at the end of the tunnel! For me it took a year for me to not feel depressed. Just know you’re deserving of love! And even if no one shows it just know you’ll find the person that heals every wound inside you❤
Literally found this exactly on 4am. Thanks ⛓️💠
1:58AM Just finished talking to her all night. Now I’m by myself and thinking about it all. “I think I like her”, “I wonder if she likes me?”, “is this even a good time for me?”, “I haven’t met anyone like her before”. I hate that I’m thinking about this so much.
I’m listening to this while I’m on my balcony looking at my city’s skyline. It’s raining lightly. I’m noticing the trees that are dancing in the breeze, and the sound of cars, sirens and trains that are resonating from the streets. Even though the city is alive, I feel like I’m here by myself. I feel anxious, but also calm. I feel kinda cold, but also warm. The air is so fresh tonight.
Even though I’m conflicted with all of these thoughts. I feel at peace.
I know It’s for such a trivial thing, but it’s weird how you can find solace in moments of solitude, especially when the night is hosting.
Currently 4:08 AM and I have finished 9 week-long procrastinated projects/tasks in under 4 hours
same here
Keep it up
awesome dude :D
It is 4am and this is just what I needed, thank you BubbleDope02 and thanks algorithm, I pray all you reading this live prosperous lives and enjoy each and every moment you have with your loved ones and each moment just alone. It’s all beautiful.
love this mood
to anyone seeing this, im a teenager who tried drugs at a young age and now ruined the rest of my life. shrooms is no joke, and in other terms i had a bad overdose/trip and forever have lost my mind. my precious memories all gone and any chance of creating new ones, gone. constant anxiety attacks/panic attacks, you name it! day to day, life goes on by and i no longer feel the hype or amuse anymore yet i have a strong soul and will continue to fight for as long as i can. this will not bring me down, though i have my good and bad days i will continue to work and strive with this new challenge of mine. this is a message to anyone who's in their early "having fun" stages and to warn them not to go to extreme and mess up your life how i did. thank you if you take the time to acknowledge this message, as i hesitated a good five times before releasing. stay safe, and enjoy the rest of your day overcome all your challenges, and life will get so much better for you.
ill watch this some other time when i feel bad
I love how everyone is up late for their own reasons and engaging with eachother. For instance it’s 3:50 and a mf just got up 20 min ago to get some water, now I can’t go back to sleep lol I hope the best for everybody reading this
it's so make me relaxing and stay calm. hum, at my place rn it's already 2.25AM. i think ddis playlist it's great too if we use for meditation. ❤
Best music for studying and playing souls games
currently at an airport at 3:20 AM in another country, pretty empty and liminal, just started the playlist...
i'm so tired helppppp
Your lucky to be in another country which one was it I wish I could just drop everything I’m doing and go visit some beautiful country meet new people and act feel like I’m living but instead I’m stuck here
@@Nah-._ heyy, unfortunately I went to England (just kidding it was kinda cool)! I went because of my 15th birthday, but I'm already back to Brazil, where do you live?
I'm sorry to hear that you're unhappy where you are, but hey, you can do all of that in any place! everyday is a new day full of opportunities! try to go to a new place in your city, try to talk with a stranger, give new things a try... and trust me, going on a trip out of nowhere it's not all roses, I had to study in the airport because I had an exam the day I got back 😢
I hope you have the chance to go on a super cool vacation without any troubles!
(and sorry for the late answer, RUclips doesn't send me notifications about comments 💀)
@@k4id0 I live in America, so we do have very different lifestyles I can’t really move freely and go adventuring I have work and school all day, also happy birthday. (And Brazil seems pretty awesome hopefully I get to visit there someday)
@@Nah-._ thank you! my actual birthday was last year, but I only had the chance to go abroad this march 😅
also, in that aspect, our countries are not so different, actually, a lot of people also have to work and study all day here too, I think it's pretty sad, isn't it? but I mean, we can't just let ourselves die by overworking and overstudying, take little breaks sometimes :(
also, I really hope you get the chance to come to Brazil, it has it's flaws but it can be pretty cool here! the food is the best!
have a good night and good days ahead, dude! sending positive vibes to you!
@@k4id0 hows life now
The timing of this vid man.
Жизнь совсем не такая легкая как я себе представлял. Сейчас мне 17 хоть ощущаю я себя на 16. Мне нравятся тусовки, общение, но так всегда складывалось, что я больше времени был один и это осознанный выбор. И вот я спрашиваю себя пройдут года и по каким критериям я буду считать прожил ли я хорошую жизнь или нет.
Такое ощущение, что мне не хватило наивности, легкости, которой пронизаны года молодости. Возможно я слишком рано стал взрослым, все же мне не много не хватает вайба вечеринок, беспризорнечества. Я слишком рано сделал себя взрослым. Возможно этот момент настанет, но я чувствую, что не могу осознанно забить на все и просто веселиться, не возникнет такого чувства которого я хочу. Сейчас настало время, когда пора действовать и я буду. Я достигну успеха, для меня успех это нечто духовное, оно не определяется деньгами, оно придет по мере моего духовного становления, укрепления дисциплины, подсознательное игнорирования вредных импульсов, все это в совокупности и сделает меня успешным. В последнее время очень озабочен автомобилями. Мечтаю о GMA T50, Pagani Zonda 760, чувство когда ты сидишь в автомобиле, проносишься ночью, это чувство хоть и не происходило со мной вживую, но оно ни чуждо глубине моей души. Поэтому я мечтаю воплотить эти чувства в живую. Но как буд-то я не смогу сполна насладиться им и в целом жизнью, если у меня не будет отрезка с тусовками, беззаботностью, но как придет беззаботность, когда я уже анализировал это? Как? Получается даже если я буду тусить, отрываться все это будет неискренним и мой внутренний духовный гештальт не закроется. Спасибо за то, что мой отец до сих пор жив. Он мужчина. Хочу показать ему какого сына он вырастил, хочу подарить ему audi a6 allroad которую позволить он себе пока что не может. В моих ежедневных занятиях нет правды. Каждый день засыпаю с мыслями, что же я наделал, зачем я опять подрочил, потратил весь день, смотря бесполезные ролики на Ютубе, опять съел шоколадки, ничего не меняется и ничего не поменяется с таким образом жизни, Артем.
В последнее время я раздумываю о том, чтобы убрать все отвлекающие факторы и добиться этого внутреннего чувства успеха. Будет много соблазнов, препятствий, я это понимаю, но не достигнув внутреннего чувства успеха я не заслуживаю жить. Соответственно каждый день, когда я не занимаюсь построением успеха я просто не заслуживаю жить этот день.
Я вернусь сюда через 3 года. Моя жизнь изменится навсегда, через три года я буду читать этот текст в совсем другом положении, состоянии. Я иду без возбуждения, взволнованности я иду из за долга. из за того что я мужчина и должен достичь всего чего хочу. без детской наивности с пониманием того что возможно умру на этом пути но лучше умереть так чем смотря однотипные видосы булкина. это будут 3 долгих года, я сделаю их долгими потому что буду проживать каждый день преодолевая желания, соблазны.
наверно идеально у меня не получится прожить, по крайней мере я буду иметь суперкары мечты, а еще subaru wrx sti на которой буду хасанить по снегу в горах Франции. после того как вдоволь накатаюсь, вернусь в свою виллу, где пожарю сочнейшый стейк из барана которого я добыл из лука в недельном походе в лес, сидя на стуле в -15 на столе стейк, на мне самые качественные вещи, куртка cp company хлопья снега по всюда красивейшая панорама на горы. А я просто сижу после прекрасной поездки наслаждаясь моментом, чтобы потом пойти вновь заниматься разработкой своего собственного гиперкара, при этом укрепляя свое понимание мира, свою духовную силу. этот момент который я наверно хочу прожить больше всего в жизни в гараже пагани гма м5 е60, суба, я занимаюсь собственной разработкой и ниче больше меня не волнует, время развернулось вспять, больше не существует такого духовного понятия как время существует момент в котором ты ловишь каждый вдох наслаждения с внутренней гармонией и пониманием того, что вот -- ты добился того самого успеха, ты смог этого сделать и тебя больше не волнует ничего, хоть завтра закончиться жизнь, мне все равно я прожил абсолютно сладчайшую ее часть и умру с честью перед самим собой. я смог это сделать. умру с честью перед отцом. просто лягу на снег закрою глаза и буду наслаждаться каждым вдохом...............
нет это не импульс 2024 года новый год новая жизнь это настоявшийся момент все эти мысли они настолько безструктурны но только ночью в тишине они могут прийти, эти ценнейшие мысли могут прийти
но если все будет структурно то ты не проживешь эти случайные моменты счастья когда ты на коттедже слушаюсь с другом ебнутый реп прыгая в конвульсиях хавая при этом шаверму а потом через час за вами приедет полиции и вы поедете в отдел. так в чем счастье. я лично оиднаково наслажусь этим моментом и чувством того что я смог что я добился успеха но чувство этого счастья не возникнет когда ты жиыешь структурно ты просто не дашь ему возникнуть. Вообщем мне еще предстоить изучить жизнь и за эти 3 года я постараюсь это сделать по максимуму. но а сейчас я пойду прогуляюсь по ночному-утренему сосновому бору, городку с насленеим 80к в котором не умеют мечтать....
Прочитал весь текст и задумался о том, что у тебя есть хорошая цель, а у меня и ее нету, просто учусь в универе и надеюсь, что в будущем чего то достигну, а по ночам слушаю музыку и думаю смогу ли я вообще что-то сделать в своей жизни сам и без чьей-то помощи, даже тусить никуда не хожу, просто сижу дома. В любом случае надеюсь у тебя все получится и ты добьёшься того, чего так сильно желаешь, удачи
It’s 1:00am… this time last year I was living having the best time of my life, moving across the country to a new city with the love of my life… and the last 7 months I have been at my absolute lowest…
Listening to this and reading the comments from others broke me even more.
As much as I struggle to remind myself, you are loved. There are people who care about you and will do anything for your happiness. You mean to world to people.
I don’t know any one of you, and i probably never will, but i love you all and know that the best things in your lives are yet to come
Im no socrates but what I have come to realise is. Life can and will always get worse at some point no matter how untouchable you think you are at that current moment. You must embrace the lows, this is where your character develops, it makes you intetesting and it gives you a unique story to tell on how you bounced back up, well that is the hard part. I believe in you bro, thanks for reading and I love you too.
Revel in the love you have, but please love yourself.
0:00 healing started ✨
For what reason do i stay up late, is it to ponder the inevitability of what will be. The fact that life will cease to exist. To be entranced by the universe. To question my own thoughts actions. Love, what a fleeting emotion, what a thing to be young and feel it. What a thing to lose it. If my steps were different, would it have ended the same way. What’s my purpose. For what reason have I glided my soul across this plane for the years of my life. Am I a mere existence. Or by god am I considered grand in the scheme of the universe. Will that person come back. Like a mystery how I wish the memories would fade away. How her face would be covered with a cloud of nostalgia. But those feelings, those experiences, are engraved so deeply into my soul, rejected from the heart of one who I held so dear, not once or twice, but five times. Can I go back? At least be friends. Would it even change anything. Or is love not meant for this life. Do I take the next step blindly or ponder on it. Do I look where my feet land or do I search for the next platform, do I wonder where the steps take me or do I follow blindly. Do I turn back? Can I turn back? What’s back there? Is it even anything left? Can I find something? What if I missed something that would change the course of my existence. Not possible. An error in my process, a flaw in my thinking, what’s done is done. But I can’t move forward, forever stuck on this step. Wondering if I go back or I go forward. But even if I move forward, it’s as if my previous step chases me into my precious future, do I cut off my feet? Do I leap, or do I jump into the void. Not landing on any steps. This day to day life might be killing me slowly. Putting a pause on my existence, a pause which doesn’t allow for character. For change. Am I even human anymore. Stop. Breathe, look up, admire the stars, the eternalness of creation which outlast the very fibers of your body, smell the space, feel the stars, hear the void, see the end. You, on the other side of the screen, what’s your story like? Would you risk it all to change it? Or do you move forward? Is what is held in your heart the most important thing, or is the destination you end up, the journey you took? On a path which was not paved but remembered, illusions by the doings of your own brain, Olivia I miss you alot, if you ever see this just know I would have risked it all to change how it ended, sincerely kiri, the Fanny pack boy
When you’re up at night, and everyone else is asleep, it’s like the world exists just for you. Your very own Kingdom. The King of Shadows, clean crisp air, and the soft hush of silence. When others are asleep, you get to dream your life - with an audience of countless stars.
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Checking in at 4:57 the air is cool there is a very nice and calm setting in my room. This playlist just scratches the right part of my brain. I have work in a few hours but it’s a pleasure to have came across this playlist
Feels like im in space lost and just floating
I’m 21 years old and listening to these at very strange period of my life when I lost my first love, she broke up with me when I was tryharding and choosing a house to live with her. It’s quite deep, because I got everything I dreamed, nice job with high salary, good friends, lots of weed but actually lost like peace of myself
“Always by your side”
“All I need”
“As the light fades”
Wow these titles are extremely depressing because I can relate to these.
I don’t have anyone who loves me. There is no one at my side.
All I need is someone I can love who isn’t part of my family but I don’t.
And… as the light fades… my mental health is fading.
Life sucks.
Dam,you straight on deserve someone who you can love
Why did I literally shed tears reading this…
i really love this girl named Linda and i don’t think she knows it. i stay up all night thinking about her and sometimes i pass by her house and see she isn’t home. i think the worst as if someone else has her attention or im too late. i’m always looking at her instagram account, seeing if her follower count goes up or down. I really do love her and she knows i exist. I just don’t think she knows im the one for her yet as i pray to God everyday that if He gave her to me. i would marry her have kids with her and make it my sole purpose in life to give her and my family the best life they could ever imagine
The fact I got recommended this at exactly 4:00am
Keep posting these beautiful playlists my friend, youre doing so many people a favour! ❤❤
We need positive energy because we are human beings and man is weak before the face of God Almighty. We are only human beings. We make mistakes, correct things, and return to mistakes. We want to be free, without deep thinking, no negative thoughts, no failure, no fatigue, and no exhaustion. We only need rest and a place in which we can rest. We certainly warn you that we are human beings and we have a personality that wants comfort and positive energy, and all of the above you will possess when you are a Muslim, obedient to your Lord, praying that your life is positive, where everything I said is positive, you will find it in Paradise because you only did that.. ♡
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2/10/2024
It’s currently 4:00 am, I feel tired yet my thoughts won’t shut up. All I can feel is the fact of how I have to wake up tomorrow, take my sister to Walmart and start my first week preparations for a television show me and my dance crew are being apart of in October. I feel weirdly at ease with how fast my life is changing, how things are starting to look up. I’m scared for all of it too, because what if I fail? Anyways if anyone even took the time to read this, you dont know me and I don’t know you. Though what I want you to know is that no matter who you are I love you. You deserve happiness, success, a good life, the works.
It's 2am and I just think better luck next life. I feel lost, and tired but when I see in the mirror and look at how young I am I despise myself even more. My youth will soon disappear and then nothing else will lift me up. My parents will disappear and I am not able to do anything by myself. Why can't I just be a normal person? Why do I fear rejection so much? Time just passes by and I will still be thinking at 2am.
Hiiii, I used to think this way when I was younger (lol) but one day I was anxious and on a walk during the autumn time. The leaves were so beautiful and I kinda had the sudden realization that maybe I was on this Earth to watch the leaves turn colors every year and admire them, why else would they look so pretty? Drinking my favorite coffee, finding soft playlists like this, crying to my favorite movie, seeing a stranger's face light up when you compliment them, that's why we're here. Rejection doesn't exist when you've already accepted the ebb and flow of life, things are constantly changing and the universe is with you. Don't worry about "wasting" your youth, there's no such thing as that. I pray that one day you have this realization and look at yourself with love, not despise. This message feels so corny, but I write it geniunely as just a random girl at 4:25am re-evaluating my life.
@@elizabethdougherty2869beautifully put
This is so accurate
It's Saturday 15th of June, 4.27 am. I'm in Mulhouse, finishing my thesis. I'm a day away from the deadline.
Would love to be brought back here a few years later.
we are waiting....
It’s 1:31 am and I feel like I’m falling back into a depression after a few months of not feeling depressed, and I feel unable to talk to people about it, because what got me out of it last time was not talking about it.
Edit: Its 4:54 am a few days later, I feel like I am coming to new conclusions and it feels good. Shoutout to this video and comment section.