My wife died of cancer a few years back. Watching her slow decay was maddening & unbearable followed by her ultimately inevitable demise, was completely crushing to me in every way possible. Hope can be a double edge sword sometimes. I was devastated & fell into a deep pit of hard-core depressive despair & misery trying to find happiness in any way, usually be in most self destructive way possible. Which always lead to further spiraling. Part of me died with her and I even more of my self in the days, months & years that followed in my grieving & “recovery” process. While I am no longer the man I was & even though I still struggle with it. I am no longer attempting to drown myself in every way possible and no longer wishing to join her as it was: I still love you and still think about & miss you every day. I love you my little button. RIP Lydia. You will never be forgotten.
you're an inspiration to everyone fighting to find happiness, you are not alone, we have to fight man and its people like you that bring hope to others on that journey, stay strong
Its not just 5am people. Its the lonely people missing someone in their life. Everyone hurts. The people here... Just seem to be the most positive examples of dealing and compassion while being kicked into the ground by their hurt. Instead of whats common to see. Everyone centering their mind on their own pain till they're blind to everyone else's. And Using that to treat others' pain as if it does not exist.
I tried to heal a girl's heart, for 6 months I tried to make her smile again, but at the first fight she said I was just like her ex who was fuckin another girl and she knew about it! She said thing woulnd't work between us and you know what happened? I got drunk and hooked up with a girl that night, she found out and now she "says she loves" a guy who she just met 3 weeks ago, FFS, I hate her.
Mr. Reminiscing, stop reminiscing about the past, what you could and should’ve done and hold on to what could’ve last. Simply because of life it didn’t last. Simply move on Mr.
I had the same problem and its already been a year and I still sometimes think about those memories but I did learn that instead, I should be glad it happened instead of being sad that it's gone
@666monkeys bro, love yourself as much as you do her. i sacrificed years of my life trying to "be there" for my love who i knew was troubled and wasnt right. my gut told me every night i was making a mistake, but i sacrificed and swam through her pain with her. never could i imagine letting her go. i still cant believe it. but i do know this. if you really love someone, you want the best for them, not yourself. and sometimes letting someone go is the best thing you can do for them, especially if they arent ready. they will never learn to be a better person unless they lose things and feel pain. same with you. I dont know you, but I know your pain. just be the strongest person possible, and let go when your heart screams. it will never do you wrong, and letting go will let her, or whoever, come to you when they want to love you, not when you want them to love you (selfishness). I realized right before telling her i cant do it anymore what love really is to me as i was hugging her. its feeling her butterflies tingle in her stomach, not yours. much love to you sir.
I just never stop listening to this. It’s been 2years already damn. I remember when it just came out like 30s ago. Mann that hits different now. All the situations I’ve been in and where I’m at now.
funny how we all are living different lives, in different situations, but we all end up in the same comment section of a depressing music playlist. edit: i first commented this two years ago. at the time, i was being sa’d and i was convinced my life would never get better. but, things do get better. in the past few years, i’ve changed so much as a person. i’ve learned how to help myself get through bad times and to progress through them. to those who read this, i love you and your life is worth living.
I wasn't even sad this just popped out in my recommendations and I've been crying for hours listening to mix like these without a valuable reason. I feel like I'm am always going to be sad but never knowing why
Dear Reader, If you are reading this, I just want to thank you. Thank you for being here. Thank you for fighting for when it's hard to. Thank you for persisting when it feels as if the universe is crushing you Thank you for getting up in the morning Thank you for being here Thank you for getting up when it feels impossible Thank you for going to school if you can Thank you for trying to love yourself Thank you for existing. Because, dear reader, I love you. I know sometimes life is horrible, and all you want to do is curl into a ball and stop existing, but you cannot. For then, you'd be letting your mind win. I love you, and I may be only a stranger, but I know that you can learn to love yourself too. You'll get through this, I promise. Love, A caring stranger.
@@mhrn.1309 That may be true but everybody has meaning behind their creation, stromae is Special, sometimes he has a meaning sometimes he doesnt, the important part is to enjoy nontheless, Right?
@@presentmic3605 Certainly true that Stromae is special (and very talented in my opinion). Papaoutai has a strong meaning behind the song, for example. And for sure! Enjoy what you wish to enjoy as long as it is not Nazi Rock or something...
Not long ago I lost my dog to cancer and I miss him so much, but I cant even shed a single tear for him. My heart aches and there isn't a day that goes by where I dont think about him. He was truly like a brother to me and now he is gone and only remains in my rose tinted memories of our years together. My family got him when I was three so he was there my entire life until about 2 months ago.
I'm sitting on the balcony: thinking about my friend who passed away, my X girlfriend that I still have feelings for and drinking a bottle of wine and I just wanna say to whoever reads this. I hope that you pull through whatever you have going on and that you are loved -Daniel
“Maybe you weren’t the one for me, but deep down I wanted you to be”. I loved her with all my heart, was always there for her. The time I got to spend with her was some of the best of my life but also some of the most painful, she was my queen and I just ended with a broken heart. Some said I was in a toxic relationship because I gave her my all and she didn’t, I was on a one way street at times. Maybe I was there for her a bit too much but thats how I am, I love with all my heart. But I have no regrets. I will always treasure the good times I had with her, from teaching her to drive stick in my car and laughing with her when she stalled and excited and proud when she got the car moving and switching gears like a pro, to the night cruises and races we would do in my car, the concerts I took her to and the pro sports games I took her to, to spending valentines day and her bday together and my bday with all my family and friends. I’ll never forget those moments. Especially the first kiss I had with her. Heck I couldn’t even drive afterwards lol I kept missing gears my head in the clouds believing I had found the one for me. The special angel god had sent to me. But I guess she wasn’t the one for me. Broken heart I was I felt I couldnt be without her. Tried to take my life twice and failed and I thank god I failed. Because I am slowly learning to value myself, I still think about her all the time and randomly shut down even when im with my friends at a party or car show because I used to do everything with her. But one day she will just be a chapter in my life and I will move one and maybe one day I’ll find my true queen that will value all my efforts and heart. Doubt anyone has read my comment completely but if you have. Thanks for reading my rant that my heart wanted to let out. I just want people to know they are not alone with broken hearts. And that one day we will all meet the right person. And then we will understand why it never worked out with anyone before.
I feel you bro, she was my first experience to concerts, teaching her how to drive stick as well and making her feel amazing for being able to drive the car down the street . 💔
Kermit The frog yeah definitely wonderful memories. Sucks when they don’t value our efforts in the end and they break our hearts when we only intended on making them happy. After she broke my heart I tried to win her back and even apologized when I didn’t do anything wrong and all she replied was lol. I stood up for myself because she would cancel on me many times throughout the time we were together, I finally I told her we need to work this out because it hurts when you cancel on me and thats when it all blew up.But I will always cherish the good memories. Got to see one of my favorite artist at a concert with her which is still my favorite concert ever. I even got security at my job in downtown to allow me to take her to the top floor at night to see all the downtown skyline.
Some days the sadness just creeps in, the regret, the feeling that so much time has been wasted. Those are the days that I appreciate this channel and the music the most. I can come and listen, read comments, and know that I’m not alone.
it’s 5:02 am on november 2nd 2020, and i’m sitting in my cold dark room crying my eyes out, about a month ago me and my girlfriend broke up, we were dating for a couple months but it felt like years, we had this bond straight away that was amazing, as soon as we met we instantly had a connection, we opened up to eachother so fast despite having immense trust issues, she told me so many things that she didn’t tell anyone else, she gave me a feeling of love and safety that i’ve never gotten before, life was so great when i met her, she helped me through so much and she mean’t the world to me, id constantly write her these stupid letters and id give her polaroids of us together, she would do these stupid little things that would make my heart melt, whenever we’d be on call or in person, she’d always snap little pictures of me, she wrote poems about me, she even drew me, i loved her with all my heart, she would brag to everyone about me, and so would i, she was the best girl i’ve ever met, she was so sweet, she had the best sense of humour ever, she was so genuine to me, she was so fucking smart that it blew my mind, and my god was she the most beautiful girl i’ve ever layed my eyes on, she had short ginger hair, a beautiful smile, a cute little button nose, and the brightest smile imaginable, she made me feel so special, she’d do so many things, she’d always call me, she’d hold my hand in public, she’d put her head on me when we sat down, these things are small but they just mean’t so much to me, we made so many plans for the future, people say that in order to love someone else, you need to learn to love yourself, but man i loved her so much that i forgot what hating myself was like, she made me feel like the only guy in the world, staying up till sunrise texting and calling, hanging out for days on end, writing silly little letters and giving eachother tiny gifts, it was amazing, i felt so happy, when i was with her i felt so safe, i have agoraphobia and that can make it hard to go outside sometimes, but when i was with her, i felt good, usually i have to look for every possible exit, but when i was with her i just felt calm, she came from a past of really bad relationships, the guys were always really bad people, but she told me that she felt truly safe with me, and that i gave her a feeling of warmth and love that she’s never gotten from anyone before, we were so close and we told eachother everything, life was good, but then things started to change slowly and it broke me, she wouldn’t text me or call me as much, she became distant, and would feel sometimes uncomfortable when i’d show affection, at first i thought it was my fault and i still think it’s my fault, eventually it got worse, she wouldn’t text me first, would barely call me, when we’d text, she’d be dry and distant, it got so bad and i just felt the world crashing around me, my heart broke into a million pieces, a week and a half later she broke up with me, she was going through a lot of stuff mentallythat she didn’t tell me about, not cause she didn’t want to, it’s cause she physically couldn’t, you see she has bpd and some other mental illnesses so it can be very hard for her to say things sometimes, anyways, she told me that we had to breakup, she told me she still loved me and wanted to be with me in the future, she said she didn’t know when she’d recover from these issues, but we’re friends now and it hurts so much, it’s been a month since the breakup and we’re still friends, i’m just so scared that she lost feelings for me and doesn’t love me in that way anymore, i’m just so scared to ask her and i know it’ll only cause her stress and it’ll make things worse, it just scares me because we’re in this friendgroup together and i feel like she’s slowly catching feelings for a guy in this group, and it hurts me so much, she’s stopped texting me first all together, and only calls me to tell me something quickly then she’ll end it, i’m just scared, i feel like she just calls and texts this guy all the time like me and her used to, everything hurts, i’m scared and alone and my life is crumbling to pieces again, i love her so much and i just want to be with her again but i know she’ll never feel the same, it hurts so much and every day i just think of ending it, i don’t wanna live anymore and i just hope that i don’t wake up, i miss her so much and i constantly think about her, i always think about if she thinks about me, before when she would tell me that she misses me, id tell her that i did too, she’d say the same when i’d tell her, but now when i texted her that i missed her, i just got a text that said “awwww” and it honestly hurt me so much, i can’t do this anymore,, i’m losing hope and i’m not strong enough for this, i just hope she’s doing well, Hailie if you somehow see this somewhere, i miss you so much and i’d do anything to be with you again.... -Jack
Listen, girls they tend to move on very quickly, it really has nothing to do with you but its just them, its their way of not being hurt, you guys didnt work out, and she realized that and she most likely hurt bad too, but now its her time to be happy, and its your time too :)
@@wantedchaos7248 hey, we stopped talking completely around early december, some stuff happened between us and i had to put my foot down, i told her it was best if we weren’t friends, i said it was for the best, it’s been around 6 months since i’ve talked to her, and honestly i feel way better, i’ve found my happiness, and yeah sometimes i may miss the memory’s i made with her, but i know that i wouldn’t ever wanna be with her again, it was to much for me, i’ve been doing good tho, working on my car finally, meeting new people, i may be single now but it’s better then crying every night lmao, but overall i’ve been doing better, thank you so much for asking
@@champlood985 damn jacc.. I can relate to most of this story.. me and my person even hit off with trading animé shows to watch in the beginning of me and her relationship.. my show to her was inuyasha.. hers to me was samurai champloo 🫶🏽.. peace and blessings brother 🤘🏽❗️
As an old man, I can advise you of one sure thing...If you place EXPECTATIONS on someone, or something...you will always be disappointed. So If you make the best of EVERY tiny moment, you will have little to regret as you get older. You'll find actual delight and a little bit 'o joy in the purely spontaneous moments you don't expect. I've had many intelligent and amazing women in my life...and every one of them was "the right one". Now I'm just wondering when the next amazing girl will come along :)
Yes you are right old man, when I put my 100% in every moment, i cant regret, I might wish if things had gone differently but accepting the results you get after giving 100% is only satisfying.
Gotta add 1 thing. You do always gotta let 'em go sometime. But you can't ever play that violence thing. Just hug them on their way out, smile and wish them the best of luck. Be a civil man. It could be my daughter, yo.
This part of youtube brings my faith back in humanity. To Anyone reading this: you will be fine no matter what, it does get better. But don’t fight it by hiding from it. Embrace it. Let it all go through you. And may all of you find happiness, true love and the one who will make you the happiest.
well for me bruh, i just choose to not have a close connection with anyone, cause i also used to have one. and due to like peer pressure and the person being popular, they left me, and so from that day i developed the skill of switching people off and just focusing on what i`m here to do, at that very given moment , maybe i am lonely but i`m not in pain, maybe you should forget about her and move on, if she`s not giving you the attention you deserve, then shes just a waste of time and energy. Maybe i`m cynical saying this but not everyone is fully generous or kind ,people have a reason for doing things, and you need to forget your reason and leave her be. Taking it from personal experience, you will archive peace of mind. I hope u have good day or good night wherever you are.
To everyone who are no longer with who they love please don't be so sad😭😭💔 y'all deserve to be happy.. please try to move on.. love yourself more.. just don't be this sad😭 breaks my heart to see y'all like this😭😭💔
This is the first time I’ve ever seen your channel and I just went through a bunch of your videos and this is probably the most wholesome community I’ve ever seen on RUclips. Blessings to all you brothers and sisters out there surviving this war we live in called life
Probably the hardest part of letting go is when you both know no one cheated, no one got tired and nothing really changed. You just have to let go because there is no choice cause even faith is your enemy and you have nothing left to do but let go.
HappyGamer 456 . That’s real... no one cheated, no one was fighting... he was just depressed and I never found the way to help him... now i say goodbye with no return, goodbye for eternity. I just can pray hopefully his soul find peace...
All those coments, real people talking about real feellings... makes me feel terrible sometimes. The fact there are so many people hurt and in pain all over the world.
I knew from the beginning it’s not gonna last long. I knew that you gonna leave someday. I knew that cause I knew happiness has never lasted for me. But what I didn’t know that it’s gonna hurt like this. It hurts like fucking hell. I did go through this before but not like this...not like this! I was broken before. Damage before. But not like this. Not like this. July 18... 4:55am
Rasel Pathan wow i’m literally reading this at 4:55 am on July 23rd. i feel the EXACT same pain you do bro. it hurts so damn much.. i wish other people knew how guys like us felt
@@emperorclaudias3316 cause that affirmation implies that "everyone has another half in the world" that is absolutely wrong cause there are more men than women in the world, and also if it was true out of the entire world population we'll just meet a thousand of people, and that's if you have a developed social life so I'm pretty fucked here. But who knows, sometimes life slap math in the ass and do wathever it wants, so I'm always open to opportunities
It's 9am and in 2 hours i'm going to meet her, this is the last time i'm going to see her for 10 months because she's going to study in another country, that girl helped me through my toughest times and stood up by my side and supported me through a lot of dark time, she gave me everything, it's been 1 year and 7 months we are together and I love it more and more everyday, she didn't depart yet yet i feel so nostalgic and sad, I love her. This music actually helps me put away my anxiety and feel a little bit better so thank you a lot to the one who created this. Peace out everyone ❤
Kinggs, you know what is the worst part in missing that person? It's not that it's over. It's not that you are afraid that she moved on. It's not that she's not here anymore. It's the HOPE that doesn't let your soul to be at peace. Something inside of you still hopes that she will come back at some point. Hope kills happiness in this special case. You are doing everything in your life while she is still there, in your mind. You subconsciously associate everything with her. It's not your life anymore. You want to do things for yourself but it's not actually you. And that hurts. I was there. I am still there. I wish I could give you the answer that you are looking for... I wish I could tell you what to do, that s what we are all seeking for. At least I can tell you to be proud of yourself. You see a part of yourself that you didn't know was there. We are still here, thinking, mesmerising, hoping for the best. Even if the reality is killing us day by day. We had the courage to love all the way. And we will find a way out. God loves patient people.
I found myself too. It was like 6 years of my life. I think the answer its be in peace with yourself. No more. Found the way and let her go because she dosen't deserves you.
When you love, you give half of your heart, half of your soul, away... So when your special person gives up on you, betrays you, cheats on you, leaves you...they take that halves with them...that is why that hurts. So keep yourself whole. Don't give yourself away, take care of yourself.
Going on two years. I still hear her voice but I can’t remember her smile. My life went from being so colorful and happy to grey and blurred. I don’t have the confidence or energy to get out and meet someone so I’ve been on my own this whole time. I still don’t know if I’m waiting on something that will never happen or.. I’m better now yeah, I used to think about her every hour, now it’s every other day. But a part of me still craves her, wants her so bad to just say “hey, how are you?” I would take her back in a heart beat. But I know she wouldn’t do the same. I’ve built these impenetrable walls just to have left my door unlocked for her. ..why?
Going out with friends and trying to meet people helps a lot. I know you might not feel the vibe to do that but if you push yourself out of your comfort zone soon you will move on and realise that their are better people out there who can treat you better. I when thro the same thing about 1 year ago, it took me 8 months to forget her but finally i am over her. Also unfollow her on all social media and try to avoid contact in real life even if you want so bad to talk to her.
I feel you :( I went through the same stages, but not that intense and long. I wish you the very best and Lots of power to get up on your own feet again. Life can be so beautiful. Dont let her waist your time :)
I woke up early on my born day, I'm twenty years of blessing The essence of adolescent leaves my body now I'm fresh in My physical frame is celebrated cause I made it One quarter through life some God-ly like thing created
Sorry but i laughed, it's so true.. This video and other music related ones are like a forum for broken people, i see a LOT of love and helpful advice given to almost -everyone- who are sincerely opening up. It brings some hope at least for me about what the internet future we are going through right now will hold.
I dated someone for over two years. We did everything together, I trusted him with everything. He cheated on me with someone he'd know for about a week. He turned against me, spreading rumours about me in our school. He was happy, he knew I was in the darkest place yet insulted me and told me cheating was the best decision hed made in three years. It pains me to see him happy, talking to people not anxious about what they're thinking. Even my friends, they couldn't care less about what he did to me. I can't trust anyone (not tryna be edgy but its just how it is aha) I know he's a horrid person in my head, but my heart? I can't help but miss having someone to cry to. Now I just cry alone. This music helps md, I hope it helps everyone reading this too (if u got this far wow ty, gave a great day/night and let's pray 2020 will be a Good one for us all ❤❤)
You came at the wrong time into my life. We loved. We fought. We went back and forth, only to destroy everything we had. But after the storm, I found myself again. I still love you. I still miss you. But that's okay. The part of me that I gave to you will grow back, eventually. Edit: After two years it grew back. I am healed. A part of me still longs for you. But I wish you‘ll get what I couldn’t give you. And I will find something else instead. ❤️
The day I buried her on my birthday, was the day I cried the hardest in my entire life. I still remember and have the same exact feelings as I did on that very day.
Ey bro it's been one year since you posted this comment. I really hope you found some comfort and peace since. Look at where you've gotten since then. Head up king keep fighting. You're not dancing alone. I wish you happiness on the rest of your journey.
I was only in 5th grade, i was going to a new school and didn't know anyone. Ive always been very shy and i didn't make many friends. Our class wasn't very good so the teacher moved our desk around a lot, about halfway through the year she moved me next to to this girl She was very kind and talked to me even though many people didn't. She had beautiful blond hair and green eyes, her hands were always dry because she was a swimmer, but thats something i like about her. We stated talking more and got much closer, shortly after the teacher had to go for the rest of the year because she was going to have a baby soon. We had a sub so we could get away with talking and would spend all day talking and getting closer. Theres lot of things i liked about her and lots we had in common, but i think what i liked most was her personality. she was always so kind to everyone and thats something that stood about her. One day in class i was feeling really sick and went to the nurse, i had a temp of 102 but my parents weren't available so i had to go back to class. I got back to class and felt tired and sick, i was nearly falling asleep but i still tried my best to write my notes even though i could barley focus. Then she offered to write my notes for me, she wrote them even though she had to write mine and her own notes she still wrote them all. As i was sitting there with my head in the my hands almost falling asleep thats when i fell in really love with her. Things go well for the rest of 5th grade, and because our school was elementary and middle school i would be seeing her next year. We start 6th grade and we only have one class together. Every day i would look forward to math class just to see her. It was always the highlight of my day. But because we only had one class we could talk as much, we grew a little further over time, but 6th grade goes on just like normal and when 7th grade starts. We had no classes together and we starting not talking at all, i hated it so much and i felt so distant but there was nothing i could do about it. She had started hanging out with friends and so had i. I hadn't told any of my friends about how i felt about her but apparently two of my friends liked her as well, unlike me they had classes with her, and talked to her. At this point i felt hopeless, two of my closest friends also liked her and they i had no idea how i felt about her. My friends never got far with her, and they never got with her, but i still had no way to talk to her about how i felt. In 8th grade she left the school. I still had no way to contact her or anything Now im in 9th grade and im pretty much over her. But recently i had a dream where we were together and happy in the rain, close to each other as i was hugging her. Now almost everyday i think about those days in 5th and 6th grade. And now different i was, i wish i could go back in time and talk to her more and tell her how i felt. It hurts knowing she probably doesn't think about me anymore and we will most likely not meet again. But i still hope that i will find someone that will be as special to me as she was to me. I miss you Morgan and i hope your doing well.
To everyone out there, don’t let the small things inconvenience your life, don’t let it drag you down. I was sad for a very long time and was not happy being me. I always would try to put of a facade and act like I was okay. My advice is to live yo life bruh we aren’t here forever and find those people weather it be friends, family or just someone you can go to so you can let out all of those feelings, because sometimes your mind can be your worst enemy. Live life, enjoy it and don’t let anyone, anything or your own conscious bring you down because the world needs you to be the best that you can. Spread love and positivity cause it my not change your life, but it might change someone else’s.
Maybe i’m not destined to be with you, to be happy. I fall asleep thinking about you, about us. I created this imaginary world in my head and there we are together and happy. But i must be dreaming i must be faking out love. I guess that’s not how real word works...
it’s 5:30AM. my alarm wakes me up, and i know i must get ready for work. before i do, i turn to the other side of the bed out of habit. it’s empty. *i still miss you.*
Never been a man of love. Never thought i will care about someone even more than myself. Guess life has a really strange sense of humour... Now im missing and craving for her so much. Even though we have never been together, just the probability of it is beautiful.
Been 7 months since this. Been with her. Disappointed. Now all i want is to go back in time and live with that probability. Craving and missing from distance was way better. And i feel sorry because i will never fall for someone like this. Life really has a strange sense of humour :)
I feel like I'm in the wrong world. Cause I don't belong in a world where we don't end up together. I don't. There are parallel universes out there where this didn't happen. Where I was with you, and you were with me. And whatever universe that is, that's the one my heart lives in.
It’s so sad when thoughts of that one person keep you up at night. You sit there and wonder if they’re thinking about you too. Like is there no spiritual telepathy that tells them something is off? I feel sometimes I just want my thoughts to transfer to show them how I really feel. I can’t really just go and talk to them all Willy nilly about how I feel. But also I feel I am currently lost where I am so I can’t have a say until I find myself. And I’ve been searching for years and on my last trip visiting my grandparents and my father I’ve felt more like myself. But as soon as I head to my home I shut down. It’s ridiculous how people in your own home can make you feel alone and unwanted. I’m sorry Ive written so much or so little I don’t exactly have a place to express my thoughts.
to celebrate 'its 4am' hitting 2,000,000 views, I thought i'd put together a new mix in the series 💜 i hope you all like it, listen to 4am here - ruclips.net/video/sahlA0XWF5w/видео.html
I’m currently dealing with the guilt of ending a relationship and hurting someone I really care about. It’s like I know what’s best for me and I want to be happy, yet I’m suffering from this internal guilt of hurting someone and shattering their happiness. I hate myself for wanting to better myself. I’m just... I’m just tired
Hey squish, been a little while since we talked. I miss you more then anything. I’m sorry I fucked up what we had. The memories, our adventures, laughs, cuddles, family time, everything... I think about you everyday. I like to think one day god will bless me in your life again, it’s the only thing that gets me out of bed. Right now after 2 months of breaking up your onto a new man. I hope your happy and he makes you happy and treats you right. I hope all your decisions come from your heart and not made by him. I hope in time you realize we were meant for each other always and this is just a mountain we have to climb by ourselves and when we get to the top what is meant to be will be right in front of us. I sit in bed at night and go through old photos. I rub your cheeks as I used to do and you would laugh and smile and get all red 😞. I hope one day we can continue our adventures together as a team and continue our 2 year relationship. I hope one day I get a text from you wanting to see me. These things I hold on hope for bc if it wasn’t for my hopes and prayers I wouldn’t have been able to hold onto life without my best friend, my soulmate...my everything. I want you to take care of yourself and never lose who you are. One day I hope to see you again and I can be the man and fix what I caused. I miss you squishy bear🥺always stay true to yourself and stay precious. I’ll be thinking about you in the morning...like to think you will do the same:/
Lost my girl of 4 years... this helps out in a weird way What sucks even worst though, is that not even 3 weeks after we broke up she started talking to someone else and all I could think about was how happy we were and how it seemed like I was gonna spend the rest of my life with her not even 2 months before that
A Nightly nostalgia. Thinking about missed opportunities, unfulfilled dreams, unrequired love, people who won't come back... And in the next morning everything sink into oblivion. Until the next night.
bro just remember good things, bad thinngs will desapear quickly. Its sad to forget someone who have some special place in your life. keep your head up
@@Lycxv Es ist ok verletzt zu sein, aber es ist nicht ok verletzt zu bleiben. Gib deinem Herz Zeit zu heilen und gehe deinen Weg weiter. Es bringt nichts in der Vergangenheit zu leben. Du packst das, ganz viel Liebe❤
its amazing and sad that a bunch of strangers in the comment sections of these sad songs, understand and care more for someone rather than friends and family irl. im here crying from the comments and thinking and knowing that a bunch of strangers care is so wholesome and heart warming.
When you're thinking about that girl you met three days ago that's not thinking of you, but you can't stop thinking about her because you just realized how lonely you are without someone.
Then tell people your sad and why ; there no point to keep it in like its somtype of movie your in reality not in 13 reason why pls explain. Your finally getting someone to listen and dont be close minded open your mind to new ideas Pls tell me why are you the way you are?
I'm gonna write this and leave it here for my future self: When you get to where you wanna be, when you get to that special city wherever it is, when you ever find that girl... When you're sitting on that rooftop at night looking over the city lights, enjoying a smoke, I want you to read this. Here I am reading and annotating this Korean War article (remember, the one that was like 24 pages), and I wonder how long its gonna take me to get right there where you are now. I yearn for the answer, but I must wait. I hope you remember to come back to this exact video, listen to the same first song, and remember. just one last thing- I don't know what kinda mindset you're in, but just remember why you wanted to be where you are now. Just remember who you were back then; what you wanted out of life. I'll be back and comment on this, I promise. ight cya then g sheeesh.
Whenever I listen to these songs, i imagine being on top of a high skyscraper, looking over the city with all the lights at night. Sitting on the edge. Holding on, never falling but just sitting there, forgetting everything and everyone, just having the comfort of this music. But honestly, I wish there was someone who could sit next to me. Sometimes I imagine to be certain people, holding me close and letting me cry on their shoulder. Knowing it'll never happen, knowing he doesn't think about me like that, hurts me to the core. But guess what... I don't want to waste my life sulking for people I know who aren't worth it. Its hard and I'm working on it, but someday I'll look back and be grateful for them never loving me the way I did, because they didn't deserve my love. But the people I have by then, will. And so will you, person reading this
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I came here to feel better. Now Im wasted by all the feelings here. If anyone reading this, may you find happiness..
Aamiin
same to you
You too....
Thank you ma man.
i wonder if you're a teacher
My wife died of cancer a few years back. Watching her slow decay was maddening & unbearable followed by her ultimately inevitable demise, was completely crushing to me in every way possible. Hope can be a double edge sword sometimes. I was devastated & fell into a deep pit of hard-core depressive despair & misery trying to find happiness in any way, usually be in most self destructive way possible. Which always lead to further spiraling. Part of me died with her and I even more of my self in the days, months & years that followed in my grieving & “recovery” process. While I am no longer the man I was & even though I still struggle with it. I am no longer attempting to drown myself in every way possible and no longer wishing to join her as it was: I still love you and still think about & miss you every day. I love you my little button. RIP Lydia. You will never be forgotten.
Stay strong king, i wish i could be as strong as you someday
you're an inspiration to everyone fighting to find happiness, you are not alone, we have to fight man and its people like you that bring hope to others on that journey, stay strong
Danger Noodle I’m so sorry for that you didn’t deserve it nor did she...
happiness … thanks for shearing!
RIP Lydia
5am people can be some of the nicest, best people you can ever meet, thank you guys
D JAG we’re here for each other, always! rest easy friend
germy kyle thanks I really appreciate it buddy
Its not just 5am people. Its the lonely people missing someone in their life. Everyone hurts. The people here... Just seem to be the most positive examples of dealing and compassion while being kicked into the ground by their hurt.
Instead of whats common to see. Everyone centering their mind on their own pain till they're blind to everyone else's. And Using that to treat others' pain as if it does not exist.
I agree, the way I see it, my problems rise so much I try to help others from going as dark as I have
♥️♥️
“once you start worrying about her leaving, you already lost her”
- just some guy
I can’t say I’m a stranger to that
Well that happened today
@@mantasvilcinskas1385 Stay strong man
@@ihatekidswithanimeprofilep4082 thank you, all that for my very small, innocent mistake
@@mantasvilcinskas1385 sending my love to you
Watching her smiling just for a one second used to make my day
fake smile but seeing her smile with someone else is the worst part
Crazy God i like to think of them as being dead. Makes it hurt in a different way, but at least I’m not wondering if they’re with someone else.
@@TP_-dk9ze you will see other smiles in your life, no need to rush.
I’ll never forget when she said: ”promise you will never leave me”, and a few months later she goes on to end it all..
I hate that this is relatable
:(
I'm sorry that happened to you. Stay strong. This too shall pass.
It's happening to me right now, it hurts so bad, i don't wanna leave her but she keeps telling me to go...
I tried to heal a girl's heart, for 6 months I tried to make her smile again, but at the first fight she said I was just like her ex who was fuckin another girl and she knew about it! She said thing woulnd't work between us and you know what happened? I got drunk and hooked up with a girl that night, she found out and now she "says she loves" a guy who she just met 3 weeks ago, FFS, I hate her.
Waking up every morning and realising the person you loved isn't part of your life anymore...
😭😭
Every damn day. For over a year
😞💔
@@Txguy264 What happened ?
@@Txguy264 im sorry to hear that. i really am
I don’t miss her, I miss the memories that we made...
Mr. Reminiscing, stop reminiscing about the past, what you could and should’ve done and hold on to what could’ve last. Simply because of life it didn’t last.
Simply move on Mr.
I had the same problem and its already been a year and I still sometimes think about those memories but I did learn that instead, I should be glad it happened instead of being sad that it's gone
Daaaaamn this is it right here
u will make a new memories with the right person ,
Me too, even if lasted few months only
The war in your own mind is always the worst.
Try meditation man, try going to the gym, try finding something you are genuinely interested in, also time helps.
I feel like my boyfriend doesn’t get that
🤦♀️🙁
Sometimes your heart cries, while your eyes are dry. And I think that's the worst.
has cannot say painstakingly
this means a lot to me, i always wanna cry and let it out but nothing ever comes out and kills me inside
Dark sad numbness
Wow I feel this man
Raj r u ok
Sad when you’re building castles in your mind for someone who probably doesn’t even think about you.
For someone who doesn’t care abt you
fucking true
@666monkeys no use of keeping that girl. it just going to hurt you more and more the longer you keep her
@666monkeys bro, love yourself as much as you do her. i sacrificed years of my life trying to "be there" for my love who i knew was troubled and wasnt right. my gut told me every night i was making a mistake, but i sacrificed and swam through her pain with her. never could i imagine letting her go. i still cant believe it. but i do know this. if you really love someone, you want the best for them, not yourself. and sometimes letting someone go is the best thing you can do for them, especially if they arent ready. they will never learn to be a better person unless they lose things and feel pain. same with you. I dont know you, but I know your pain. just be the strongest person possible, and let go when your heart screams. it will never do you wrong, and letting go will let her, or whoever, come to you when they want to love you, not when you want them to love you (selfishness). I realized right before telling her i cant do it anymore what love really is to me as i was hugging her. its feeling her butterflies tingle in her stomach, not yours. much love to you sir.
wow, this is so accurate, I can't even.
I just never stop listening to this. It’s been 2years already damn. I remember when it just came out like 30s ago. Mann that hits different now. All the situations I’ve been in and where I’m at now.
funny how we all are living different lives, in different situations, but we all end up in the same comment section of a depressing music playlist.
edit: i first commented this two years ago. at the time, i was being sa’d and i was convinced my life would never get better. but, things do get better. in the past few years, i’ve changed so much as a person. i’ve learned how to help myself get through bad times and to progress through them. to those who read this, i love you and your life is worth living.
@Brandeis serious
It's true..
Melancholy
i didnt mean to unlike your comment, i was trying to hit like. the tears are blurring my eyes lol
I wasn't even sad this just popped out in my recommendations and I've been crying for hours listening to mix like these without a valuable reason. I feel like I'm am always going to be sad but never knowing why
"That feeling you get in your stomach when your hearts broken...and all the butterflies just died"
And butterflies died because of the smoke you're putting inside your body because your only addiction your love. you can't have it anymore.
:/
True
Damn..
Alejandro Pinto wow rude af
Isn’t it crazy how we’re all Human and all listening to this while being damaged from someone
❤
My heart's not broken yet peeps >:D
Yup :(
I can take car of your case 😘
Hi there hows your day been hope your safe and well my dear peace be with you always ✌🕊🙏
Dear Reader,
If you are reading this, I just want to thank you.
Thank you for being here.
Thank you for fighting for when it's hard to.
Thank you for persisting when it feels as if the universe is crushing you
Thank you for getting up in the morning
Thank you for being here
Thank you for getting up when it feels impossible
Thank you for going to school if you can
Thank you for trying to love yourself
Thank you for existing.
Because, dear reader, I love you. I know sometimes life is horrible, and all you want to do is curl into a ball and stop existing, but you cannot. For then, you'd be letting your mind win.
I love you, and I may be only a stranger, but I know that you can learn to love yourself too.
You'll get through this, I promise.
Love,
A caring stranger.
Well I want to thank you for writing this. I appreciate you. Much love from Germany
its nice to see that some people still try to share love like that in thid world, love from algeria.
Lovely 😔 xx
i wanna thank me :)
thankyou
"Still hear your voice in my dreams and I dont know If it's the real you. "
The feels.
Nick Pirro it’s 5am and you are loved
@@nicksucio its how things are, unfortunately. its been 6 motnhs and its still gnawing at me.
Yo everybody talking about their feelings but the question how is the dude who made these songs? Yo my g you alright?
his mis music makes everyone kinda sad, i bet he has his own sad story behind this track
Do not overthink all the songs. Stromae's song ''Formidable'' has a very sad story without a backstory; all art.
@@mhrn.1309 That may be true but everybody has meaning behind their creation, stromae is Special, sometimes he has a meaning sometimes he doesnt, the important part is to enjoy nontheless, Right?
@@presentmic3605 Certainly true that Stromae is special (and very talented in my opinion). Papaoutai has a strong meaning behind the song, for example.
And for sure! Enjoy what you wish to enjoy as long as it is not Nazi Rock or something...
Köftespieß Hrrr not really could just be making bc he knows lot of depressed people will hear
Why do we feel something so intense for someone that doesn’t even care?
Because you are in love of an alcoholic person or something find someone normal like you, normal people get it.
Foda-se
Felt that
I felt that
Bc love is like a drug and it can’t can control use sometimes 😔💔
Not long ago I lost my dog to cancer and I miss him so much, but I cant even shed a single tear for him. My heart aches and there isn't a day that goes by where I dont think about him. He was truly like a brother to me and now he is gone and only remains in my rose tinted memories of our years together. My family got him when I was three so he was there my entire life until about 2 months ago.
I’m so sorry. He’s in a better place now
I'm sitting on the balcony: thinking about my friend who passed away, my X girlfriend that I still have feelings for and drinking a bottle of wine and I just wanna say to whoever reads this. I hope that you pull through whatever you have going on and that you are loved -Daniel
Thanks
Hey Dan, hope you feel better
U not alone bro
Sry bro
Thank you
still driving at night to the places we were together
its almost 2 years now.. still miss you since day one
where my broken heart gang at
t 45 right here
here bro
welp cant deny it no more
Been there, would drive out almost every night. Even to places close to their house to see if maybe I could see them again for a couple seconds.
@@vintage_virgo would do that too bro but she would notice my numbers plate then :/
“Maybe you weren’t the one for me, but deep down I wanted you to be”. I loved her with all my heart, was always there for her. The time I got to spend with her was some of the best of my life but also some of the most painful, she was my queen and I just ended with a broken heart. Some said I was in a toxic relationship because I gave her my all and she didn’t, I was on a one way street at times. Maybe I was there for her a bit too much but thats how I am, I love with all my heart. But I have no regrets. I will always treasure the good times I had with her, from teaching her to drive stick in my car and laughing with her when she stalled and excited and proud when she got the car moving and switching gears like a pro, to the night cruises and races we would do in my car, the concerts I took her to and the pro sports games I took her to, to spending valentines day and her bday together and my bday with all my family and friends. I’ll never forget those moments. Especially the first kiss I had with her. Heck I couldn’t even drive afterwards lol I kept missing gears my head in the clouds believing I had found the one for me. The special angel god had sent to me. But I guess she wasn’t the one for me. Broken heart I was I felt I couldnt be without her. Tried to take my life twice and failed and I thank god I failed. Because I am slowly learning to value myself, I still think about her all the time and randomly shut down even when im with my friends at a party or car show because I used to do everything with her. But one day she will just be a chapter in my life and I will move one and maybe one day I’ll find my true queen that will value all my efforts and heart. Doubt anyone has read my comment completely but if you have. Thanks for reading my rant that my heart wanted to let out. I just want people to know they are not alone with broken hearts. And that one day we will all meet the right person. And then we will understand why it never worked out with anyone before.
I feel you bro, she was my first experience to concerts, teaching her how to drive stick as well and making her feel amazing for being able to drive the car down the street . 💔
Kermit The frog yeah definitely wonderful memories. Sucks when they don’t value our efforts in the end and they break our hearts when we only intended on making them happy. After she broke my heart I tried to win her back and even apologized when I didn’t do anything wrong and all she replied was lol. I stood up for myself because she would cancel on me many times throughout the time we were together, I finally I told her we need to work this out because it hurts when you cancel on me and thats when it all blew up.But I will always cherish the good memories. Got to see one of my favorite artist at a concert with her which is still my favorite concert ever. I even got security at my job in downtown to allow me to take her to the top floor at night to see all the downtown skyline.
I pretty much had the same situation.. this comment just got me into tears.. i love her i miss her.. i hope i get to value myself back again
Thats great memories.
You good king I felt this comment the first ones alway are the most impactful and it hurts to see them walk away.
Some days the sadness just creeps in, the regret, the feeling that so much time has been wasted. Those are the days that I appreciate this channel and the music the most. I can come and listen, read comments, and know that I’m not alone.
she ain't thinking about you bruh, it's 5am go to sleep king
That hurts more.. Thank you. Haha
You the real MVP
That shit hit home... i luh yah☠️
Bro.. tell me your @ I need to talk to hou
got damn
You know those nights where your so sad and frustrated you can’t cry all you can do is stare into darkness feeling empty inside
Right now.
yes
FUCK man😭
yes unfortunately
Staring into the dark as it heals you, yes
He said " I just want to see you happy".... It's sad how quick things change. It's been 4 years and I'm still stuck on repeat..
Bro😭
4 years ? That's insane!
it’s 5:02 am on november 2nd 2020, and i’m sitting in my cold dark room crying my eyes out, about a month ago me and my girlfriend broke up, we were dating for a couple months but it felt like years, we had this bond straight away that was amazing, as soon as we met we instantly had a connection, we opened up to eachother so fast despite having immense trust issues, she told me so many things that she didn’t tell anyone else, she gave me a feeling of love and safety that i’ve never gotten before, life was so great when i met her, she helped me through so much and she mean’t the world to me, id constantly write her these stupid letters and id give her polaroids of us together, she would do these stupid little things that would make my heart melt, whenever we’d be on call or in person, she’d always snap little pictures of me, she wrote poems about me, she even drew me, i loved her with all my heart, she would brag to everyone about me, and so would i, she was the best girl i’ve ever met, she was so sweet, she had the best sense of humour ever, she was so genuine to me, she was so fucking smart that it blew my mind, and my god was she the most beautiful girl i’ve ever layed my eyes on, she had short ginger hair, a beautiful smile, a cute little button nose, and the brightest smile imaginable, she made me feel so special, she’d do so many things, she’d always call me, she’d hold my hand in public, she’d put her head on me when we sat down, these things are small but they just mean’t so much to me, we made so many plans for the future, people say that in order to love someone else, you need to learn to love yourself, but man i loved her so much that i forgot what hating myself was like, she made me feel like the only guy in the world, staying up till sunrise texting and calling, hanging out for days on end, writing silly little letters and giving eachother tiny gifts, it was amazing, i felt so happy, when i was with her i felt so safe, i have agoraphobia and that can make it hard to go outside sometimes, but when i was with her, i felt good, usually i have to look for every possible exit, but when i was with her i just felt calm, she came from a past of really bad relationships, the guys were always really bad people, but she told me that she felt truly safe with me, and that i gave her a feeling of warmth and love that she’s never gotten from anyone before, we were so close and we told eachother everything, life was good, but then things started to change slowly and it broke me, she wouldn’t text me or call me as much, she became distant, and would feel sometimes uncomfortable when i’d show affection, at first i thought it was my fault and i still think it’s my fault, eventually it got worse, she wouldn’t text me first, would barely call me, when we’d text, she’d be dry and distant, it got so bad and i just felt the world crashing around me, my heart broke into a million pieces, a week and a half later she broke up with me, she was going through a lot of stuff mentallythat she didn’t tell me about, not cause she didn’t want to, it’s cause she physically couldn’t, you see she has bpd and some other mental illnesses so it can be very hard for her to say things sometimes, anyways, she told me that we had to breakup, she told me she still loved me and wanted to be with me in the future, she said she didn’t know when she’d recover from these issues, but we’re friends now and it hurts so much, it’s been a month since the breakup and we’re still friends, i’m just so scared that she lost feelings for me and doesn’t love me in that way anymore, i’m just so scared to ask her and i know it’ll only cause her stress and it’ll make things worse, it just scares me because we’re in this friendgroup together and i feel like she’s slowly catching feelings for a guy in this group, and it hurts me so much, she’s stopped texting me first all together, and only calls me to tell me something quickly then she’ll end it, i’m just scared, i feel like she just calls and texts this guy all the time like me and her used to, everything hurts, i’m scared and alone and my life is crumbling to pieces again, i love her so much and i just want to be with her again but i know she’ll never feel the same, it hurts so much and every day i just think of ending it, i don’t wanna live anymore and i just hope that i don’t wake up, i miss her so much and i constantly think about her, i always think about if she thinks about me, before when she would tell me that she misses me, id tell her that i did too, she’d say the same when i’d tell her, but now when i texted her that i missed her, i just got a text that said “awwww” and it honestly hurt me so much, i can’t do this anymore,, i’m losing hope and i’m not strong enough for this, i just hope she’s doing well, Hailie if you somehow see this somewhere, i miss you so much and i’d do anything to be with you again....
-Jack
Yo how are you doing right now bro? Gotten any better?
Listen, girls they tend to move on very quickly, it really has nothing to do with you but its just them, its their way of not being hurt, you guys didnt work out, and she realized that and she most likely hurt bad too, but now its her time to be happy, and its your time too :)
@@wantedchaos7248 hey, we stopped talking completely around early december, some stuff happened between us and i had to put my foot down, i told her it was best if we weren’t friends, i said it was for the best, it’s been around 6 months since i’ve talked to her, and honestly i feel way better, i’ve found my happiness, and yeah sometimes i may miss the memory’s i made with her, but i know that i wouldn’t ever wanna be with her again, it was to much for me, i’ve been doing good tho, working on my car finally, meeting new people, i may be single now but it’s better then crying every night lmao, but overall i’ve been doing better, thank you so much for asking
@@champlood985 damn jacc.. I can relate to most of this story.. me and my person even hit off with trading animé shows to watch in the beginning of me and her relationship.. my show to her was inuyasha.. hers to me was samurai champloo 🫶🏽.. peace and blessings brother 🤘🏽❗️
Hope you doing well now After a year...
I love to read all these comments full with sad stories.
Idk why but me to bro
Sounds Sadistic - it’s some different humor dw im into it too
I FEEL U
me2
How can you call it love when you're crying more often than smiling?
Colton Kelvin it’s forbidden love
oh boy that hit hard
Love embodies sadness. Doesn't exist without it.
Because that rare smiling part can make you forgive all the crying part 🙂
Loving someone always come with pain
As an old man, I can advise you of one sure thing...If you place EXPECTATIONS on someone, or something...you will always be disappointed. So If you make the best of EVERY tiny moment, you will have little to regret as you get older. You'll find actual delight and a little bit 'o joy in the purely spontaneous moments you don't expect. I've had many intelligent and amazing women in my life...and every one of them was "the right one". Now I'm just wondering when the next amazing girl will come along :)
Yes you are right old man, when I put my 100% in every moment, i cant regret, I might wish if things had gone differently but accepting the results you get after giving 100% is only satisfying.
True ill aply it yo myself
Gotta add 1 thing. You do always gotta let 'em go sometime. But you can't ever play that violence thing. Just hug them on their way out, smile and wish them the best of luck. Be a civil man. It could be my daughter, yo.
Hey dude damn am 40 now and still single love to be free and yes everyone of them was the right one.. 🍻Cheers
Old man, sure you are wise, wise indeed. Yet makes the same mistakes. Old man I admire you, old man rest well.
it's hard because you want someone to blame, but the truth is, it's no one's fault
i blame myself
I blame foenem
No one's fault?? Then why did it had to end??
Depends on the situation tho
Glass Bland Not loving one is not a fault. But it makes the one’s love desperate and painful.
You don't even need a gun'
You don't even need a pill'
If you ever want to die
Fall in love and you get killed'
So deep
Its really not
@@Man-mv7qk I just go through these comments to see fake deep quotes lol
Lol me too
lmao they’re lyrics
The fact that it’s actually 5AM takes this to a whole nother level
This part of youtube brings my faith back in humanity. To Anyone reading this: you will be fine no matter what, it does get better. But don’t fight it by hiding from it. Embrace it. Let it all go through you. And may all of you find happiness, true love and the one who will make you the happiest.
“Courage isn’t having the strength to go on...
it is going on when you don’t have strength.”
Its a cowardly dog
@@mistabrown7219 M§MSSSSSSSSSSSIOFS1ÅÅÅÅÅÅÅÅBASFBUOÅSBBSFBFSBUBUFSABU
beautifully put
Or strength is both of those things
Wow...
I'm making her laugh but in the end she makes me cry.
bro......... that hurt
And ur always scared of hurting her so jnstead of being nayural you hold up ur sad to keep her mental health as good as possible
well for me bruh, i just choose to not have a close connection with anyone, cause i also used to have one. and due to like peer pressure and the person being popular, they left me, and so from that day i developed the skill of switching people off and just focusing on what i`m here to do, at that very given moment , maybe i am lonely but i`m not in pain, maybe you should forget about her and move on, if she`s not giving you the attention you deserve, then shes just a waste of time and energy. Maybe i`m cynical saying this but not everyone is fully generous or kind ,people have a reason for doing things, and you need to forget your reason and leave her be. Taking it from personal experience, you will archive peace of mind. I hope u have good day or good night wherever you are.
"you said you were always trying to make him happy... did he even know that he was making you sad?"
As Big Smoke said: same things that make us laugh, make us cry
To everyone who are no longer with who they love please don't be so sad😭😭💔 y'all deserve to be happy.. please try to move on.. love yourself more.. just don't be this sad😭 breaks my heart to see y'all like this😭😭💔
This is the first time I’ve ever seen your channel and I just went through a bunch of your videos and this is probably the most wholesome community I’ve ever seen on RUclips. Blessings to all you brothers and sisters out there surviving this war we live in called life
they're the best 💜
I’m happy to join this great community lol I just subscribed last night :)
Amen brother
Sostenes Rodela Amen.
Probably the hardest part of letting go is when you both know no one cheated, no one got tired and nothing really changed.
You just have to let go because there is no choice cause even faith is your enemy and you have nothing left to do but let go.
This hit hard
stop describing my story
My exact situation and its tearing me up
It is painful and healthy. Like death. Ultimate meditation.
HappyGamer 456 . That’s real... no one cheated, no one was fighting... he was just depressed and I never found the way to help him... now i say goodbye with no return, goodbye for eternity. I just can pray hopefully his soul find peace...
All those coments, real people talking about real feellings... makes me feel terrible sometimes. The fact there are so many people hurt and in pain all over the world.
and the worst part is that you can't help them :c
I'm studying to help who I can at least..
Nobody can help them even they cant help themselves
I knew from the beginning it’s not gonna last long. I knew that you gonna leave someday. I knew that cause I knew happiness has never lasted for me. But what I didn’t know that it’s gonna hurt like this. It hurts like fucking hell. I did go through this before but not like this...not like this! I was broken before. Damage before. But not like this. Not like this.
July 18... 4:55am
Rasel Pathan wow i’m literally reading this at 4:55 am on July 23rd. i feel the EXACT same pain you do bro. it hurts so damn much.. i wish other people knew how guys like us felt
jmalachi1 I don’t know you bro but I hope things get better for you as well. That’s the thing about relationships or pain it demands to be hurt ! 😢
Exact feelings 😭😭😭
If you’re reading this, just know that one day you are going to receive the love that you deserve.
luz xo preach
Mathematically untrue, but thanks for tryin
@@товарищАлександр-ч7г bruhhhhhhhhh why? ║ ಡ ͜ ʖ ಡ ║
@@emperorclaudias3316 cause that affirmation implies that "everyone has another half in the world" that is absolutely wrong cause there are more men than women in the world, and also if it was true out of the entire world population we'll just meet a thousand of people, and that's if you have a developed social life so I'm pretty fucked here. But who knows, sometimes life slap math in the ass and do wathever it wants, so I'm always open to opportunities
@@товарищАлександр-ч7г ಥ_ಥ
It's 9am and in 2 hours i'm going to meet her, this is the last time i'm going to see her for 10 months because she's going to study in another country, that girl helped me through my toughest times and stood up by my side and supported me through a lot of dark time, she gave me everything, it's been 1 year and 7 months we are together and I love it more and more everyday, she didn't depart yet yet i feel so nostalgic and sad, I love her. This music actually helps me put away my anxiety and feel a little bit better so thank you a lot to the one who created this. Peace out everyone ❤
How are ya now?
If only i could go back in time..where i never met her...
Yes please
Everything happens for a reason, just gotta find the lesson in this hectic world :)
I pray for that every day...
Youd make the same mistake in a different setting brother its all a lesson
i wish my friend....i wish....
Kinggs, you know what is the worst part in missing that person?
It's not that it's over. It's not that you are afraid that she moved on. It's not that she's not here anymore.
It's the HOPE that doesn't let your soul to be at peace. Something inside of you still hopes that she will come back at some point. Hope kills happiness in this special case. You are doing everything in your life while she is still there, in your mind. You subconsciously associate everything with her. It's not your life anymore. You want to do things for yourself but it's not actually you. And that hurts.
I was there. I am still there. I wish I could give you the answer that you are looking for... I wish I could tell you what to do, that s what we are all seeking for. At least I can tell you to be proud of yourself. You see a part of yourself that you didn't know was there. We are still here, thinking, mesmerising, hoping for the best. Even if the reality is killing us day by day. We had the courage to love all the way. And we will find a way out. God loves patient people.
bro i found myself in your comment. The hope is the worst part of it.
I found myself too. It was like 6 years of my life. I think the answer its be in peace with yourself. No more. Found the way and let her go because she dosen't deserves you.
Strongi The pain ends man, belive me. But there is so many nights... so many nights.
When you love, you give half of your heart, half of your soul, away...
So when your special person gives up on you, betrays you, cheats on you, leaves you...they take that halves with them...that is why that hurts.
So keep yourself whole. Don't give yourself away, take care of yourself.
.
Going on two years.
I still hear her voice but I can’t remember her smile.
My life went from being so colorful and happy to grey and blurred.
I don’t have the confidence or energy to get out and meet someone so I’ve been on my own this whole time. I still don’t know if I’m waiting on something that will never happen or..
I’m better now yeah, I used to think about her every hour, now it’s every other day.
But a part of me still craves her, wants her so bad to just say “hey, how are you?”
I would take her back in a heart beat. But I know she wouldn’t do the same. I’ve built these impenetrable walls just to have left my door unlocked for her.
..why?
I'm the same aswell
U need an award
Big yikes
Going out with friends and trying to meet people helps a lot. I know you might not feel the vibe to do that but if you push yourself out of your comfort zone soon you will move on and realise that their are better people out there who can treat you better. I when thro the same thing about 1 year ago, it took me 8 months to forget her but finally i am over her. Also unfollow her on all social media and try to avoid contact in real life even if you want so bad to talk to her.
I feel you :( I went through the same stages, but not that intense and long.
I wish you the very best and Lots of power to get up on your own feet again. Life can be so beautiful. Dont let her waist your time :)
Don't forget to sleep guys.
@Fresh Prince of Dallas smoke a joint listen to chill music thats the way to do it
wht is sleep
@@BamitzMossy good question
@@BamitzMossy when you close your eyes while lying in bed.
I woke up early on my born day, I'm twenty years of blessing
The essence of adolescent leaves my body now I'm fresh in
My physical frame is celebrated cause I made it
One quarter through life some God-ly like thing created
I scrolled down to read something like “nice mix” but now reading these comments I’m sad as hell
Me too 💔😔
deadasssss haha shits crazy
I guess this is where everyone feels safe to pour out their heart ♥😔
Sorry but i laughed, it's so true.. This video and other music related ones are like a forum for broken people, i see a LOT of love and helpful advice given to almost -everyone- who are sincerely opening up. It brings some hope at least for me about what the internet future we are going through right now will hold.
Same...
you be dying for her while, she be dying for someone else and that someone else be dying for someone else. It's a never ending cycle.
Pain.
Fuckn facts
Any chance of a loop
Wait then somebody is dying for you but you don’t know it
@@slavgugu1541 no the cycle ends just before you!
"No matter how late it Is, no matter how much time has passed-my heart will always ache for your return..."
"After all this time?" " _Always._ "
Search videos from Patrice O”Neal the comedian for advice with these bitches !
I think I need to get out this comment select so many feels.
This is too accurate. 😣
@@therealcjc these are some beautiful lines of HP, I always thought that HP have some very nice dialogues
Time doesn’t heal u....ur efforts do ....know u are not alone we are looking up at the sky just as u are.....wishing....hoping
i wish i could meet the people who are staring up....just so i wouldn't feel so alone with this pain...
I'm listening this mix on repeat since more than 1 hour. This one hit me so hard 😭❤️
InYourChill ikr
"Together forever, forever always"
Forever isn't long enough, always is a lie.
I dated someone for over two years. We did everything together, I trusted him with everything. He cheated on me with someone he'd know for about a week. He turned against me, spreading rumours about me in our school. He was happy, he knew I was in the darkest place yet insulted me and told me cheating was the best decision hed made in three years. It pains me to see him happy, talking to people not anxious about what they're thinking. Even my friends, they couldn't care less about what he did to me. I can't trust anyone (not tryna be edgy but its just how it is aha)
I know he's a horrid person in my head, but my heart? I can't help but miss having someone to cry to. Now I just cry alone.
This music helps md, I hope it helps everyone reading this too (if u got this far wow ty, gave a great day/night and let's pray 2020 will be a Good one for us all ❤❤)
i hope you're doing alright!
Stay strong
Hey you live and learn to see the patterns people make to cheat ✌🕊🙏
2020 sucks homie
You deserve better. Stay strong. Remember to treat yourself right, and trust that someday, someone else will love you right, too.
Having a memory of someone or a happier time in your life and knowing it can never go back to the way it was is crushing 🤧 🥀
let her go ...
let her happy ...
let her choose ...
as long u see her happy ...
its okay ...
im fine here ... I'm fine ...
Im the same... But its not fine. Miss her a lot, we must be fine...
Seeing her change for the better and happier than before makes me happy...and slowly dying inside
But i want to be happy with her.. she was my queen, my dream.. but now she only appears in my nightmares
best one I've seen. thank you. this is the only thing that has helped me yet. thank you so much
100th like cuz ur 💯 right
"True knowledge exists in knowing that you know nothing"
-Socrates
You came at the wrong time into my life.
We loved.
We fought.
We went back and forth, only to destroy everything we had.
But after the storm, I found myself again.
I still love you. I still miss you. But that's okay. The part of me that I gave to you will grow back, eventually.
Edit: After two years it grew back. I am healed. A part of me still longs for you. But I wish you‘ll get what I couldn’t give you. And I will find something else instead. ❤️
I don't miss anyone, I just like this music :)
That feeling is amazing, no pain, I love it
I am also in your League. 🍻
@@bullseye6969 cheers
I miss being a person like you ..
I was waiting for this comment xD
im not here for a person
im here for memories. feelings. nostalgia for a fleeting golden age.
“But I like that girl too much I wish I never met her”
-Uzi
We was in Hawaii looking at rings
Trust me you'll get over it you'll find another life to live, I swear that you'll get over it...
Same😭😭
“It’s okay to cry. After a rain comes a rainbow.”
Boy, have I told you you need light for that?
Perhaps you don’t know I cry rivers in the dark.
SOOOOOOOOOOOOO DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP DUUUUUUUUUUDE
for ER there was nothing but darkness. RIP
I guess this is how music helps out express tacit and unspoken thoughts.
@ASAL MAKAN rainbow usually doesnt last
"For wherever there is darkness, there will always be light" :]
The day I buried her on my birthday, was the day I cried the hardest in my entire life. I still remember and have the same exact feelings as I did on that very day.
Sending love from here 💜
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Ey bro it's been one year since you posted this comment. I really hope you found some comfort and peace since. Look at where you've gotten since then. Head up king keep fighting. You're not dancing alone. I wish you happiness on the rest of your journey.
I hope you are feeling better. What you have felt is something no one should have to go through.
I was only in 5th grade, i was going to a new school and didn't know anyone. Ive always been very shy and i didn't make many friends. Our class wasn't very good so the teacher moved our desk around a lot, about halfway through the year she moved me next to to this girl She was very kind and talked to me even though many people didn't. She had beautiful blond hair and green eyes, her hands were always dry because she was a swimmer, but thats something i like about her. We stated talking more and got much closer, shortly after the teacher had to go for the rest of the year because she was going to have a baby soon. We had a sub so we could get away with talking and would spend all day talking and getting closer. Theres lot of things i liked about her and lots we had in common, but i think what i liked most was her personality. she was always so kind to everyone and thats something that stood about her. One day in class i was feeling really sick and went to the nurse, i had a temp of 102 but my parents weren't available so i had to go back to class. I got back to class and felt tired and sick, i was nearly falling asleep but i still tried my best to write my notes even though i could barley focus. Then she offered to write my notes for me, she wrote them even though she had to write mine and her own notes she still wrote them all. As i was sitting there with my head in the my hands almost falling asleep thats when i fell in really love with her.
Things go well for the rest of 5th grade, and because our school was elementary and middle school i would be seeing her next year. We start 6th grade and we only have one class together. Every day i would look forward to math class just to see her. It was always the highlight of my day. But because we only had one class we could talk as much, we grew a little further over time, but 6th grade goes on just like normal and when 7th grade starts. We had no classes together and we starting not talking at all, i hated it so much and i felt so distant but there was nothing i could do about it. She had started hanging out with friends and so had i. I hadn't told any of my friends about how i felt about her but apparently two of my friends liked her as well, unlike me they had classes with her, and talked to her. At this point i felt hopeless, two of my closest friends also liked her and they i had no idea how i felt about her.
My friends never got far with her, and they never got with her, but i still had no way to talk to her about how i felt. In 8th grade she left the school. I still had no way to contact her or anything Now im in 9th grade and im pretty much over her. But recently i had a dream where we were together and happy in the rain, close to each other as i was hugging her.
Now almost everyday i think about those days in 5th and 6th grade. And now different i was, i wish i could go back in time and talk to her more and tell her how i felt. It hurts knowing she probably doesn't think about me anymore and we will most likely not meet again. But i still hope that i will find someone that will be as special to me as she was to me. I miss you Morgan and i hope your doing well.
Aw man u could've asked for her number or smth. May fate bring you back to her again!:)
I can cry rn
Same my story but mine more painful
Everyone have their own stories hah, hope you are doing well too
To everyone out there, don’t let the small things inconvenience your life, don’t let it drag you down. I was sad for a very long time and was not happy being me. I always would try to put of a facade and act like I was okay. My advice is to live yo life bruh we aren’t here forever and find those people weather it be friends, family or just someone you can go to so you can let out all of those feelings, because sometimes your mind can be your worst enemy.
Live life, enjoy it and don’t let anyone, anything or your own conscious bring you down because the world needs you to be the best that you can. Spread love and positivity cause it my not change your life, but it might change someone else’s.
Straight up mate... I needed this. Thanks lad
Same bro thxs :)
Words cannot express how much I needed this
just smoking some weed and drinking coffee, looking at the city here in São Paulo, Brazil.
i can support that
ugh so lucky
@@MoMo-hz5rh How so? All alone looking to a city full of couples while been high af. I have to say it's a beatiful sight, yet something is missing.
What’s missing is the one u love n adore beside u. Got everything but the present of love. I feel ya bruh lolz
the best
This video accompanied me through my worst days and every time I come back, still feel the pain.
Hi
Maybe i’m not destined to be with you, to be happy. I fall asleep thinking about you, about us. I created this imaginary world in my head and there we are together and happy.
But i must be dreaming i must be faking out love. I guess that’s not how real word works...
Sad when you love someone who’s never care about you
How doesn't even try to read your messages Yup
it’s 5:30AM. my alarm wakes me up, and i know i must get ready for work. before i do, i turn to the other side of the bed out of habit. it’s empty.
*i still miss you.*
ouch man
what happened
So sad😫😭
Yeah what appened?
same
I fell you sadnes I fell same thing 😢
Every morning I wake up, it hits me like a brick wall knowing you’re not there. You’re the first thing I think about and you’re not even mine anymore
I hope everyone on these comments heals eventually
Peace love🤟🏾 stay strong
Never been a man of love. Never thought i will care about someone even more than myself. Guess life has a really strange sense of humour... Now im missing and craving for her so much. Even though we have never been together, just the probability of it is beautiful.
I can completely relate I never believed in love and I still think I’m not made for love but he gave me a feeling I never felt before
Ay bro I can relate so much let’s just hope we both find her and when we do let’s cherish every moment with her ❤️
Aaaah.....i last saw her 8 years ago, and im pretty sure she doesn't even remember that i existed
Been 7 months since this. Been with her. Disappointed. Now all i want is to go back in time and live with that probability. Craving and missing from distance was way better. And i feel sorry because i will never fall for someone like this. Life really has a strange sense of humour :)
@@relaxingsounds459 Indeed
I feel like I'm in the wrong world. Cause I don't belong in a world where we don't end up together. I don't. There are parallel universes out there where this didn't happen. Where I was with you, and you were with me. And whatever universe that is, that's the one my heart lives in.
Joshua comet. My all time favorite movie
@@noeliaflores3190 Same here ♥
comet is underrated
Damn...
@@stephaniediaz2850 yeah..
*It's better to have true enemy than a fake friend*
It’s so sad when thoughts of that one person keep you up at night. You sit there and wonder if they’re thinking about you too. Like is there no spiritual telepathy that tells them something is off? I feel sometimes I just want my thoughts to transfer to show them how I really feel. I can’t really just go and talk to them all Willy nilly about how I feel. But also I feel I am currently lost where I am so I can’t have a say until I find myself. And I’ve been searching for years and on my last trip visiting my grandparents and my father I’ve felt more like myself. But as soon as I head to my home I shut down. It’s ridiculous how people in your own home can make you feel alone and unwanted.
I’m sorry Ive written so much or so little I don’t exactly have a place to express my thoughts.
*_ive been losing sleep thinking about you_*
Versace 001 relatable..
Son las cinco e la mañana y yo no he dormido nada
But she got annoyed when she knows about that...
Always lose sleep thinking of you. I know she isn't losing any over me though and that's okay.
Again
to celebrate 'its 4am' hitting 2,000,000 views, I thought i'd put together a new mix in the series 💜
i hope you all like it, listen to 4am here - ruclips.net/video/sahlA0XWF5w/видео.html
Love you and your music nooooooo much
the bootleg boy thank you and for sure I’ll
We admire you💜
I admire you
You're special I hope you know that you're great your video are great keep up ☺️
Wish I had super powers to take everyone’s pain away. Be strong, you’re wonderful
I wish you could too my friend
Posture check for my sad bois and sad gals tonight, sit up straight kings and queens.
You're too precious for this world
Thank you☆
Thank you
Thank u bro god will be with u everyday👑❤️
To the one reading this. I believe in you. :)
I’m currently dealing with the guilt of ending a relationship and hurting someone I really care about. It’s like I know what’s best for me and I want to be happy, yet I’m suffering from this internal guilt of hurting someone and shattering their happiness. I hate myself for wanting to better myself. I’m just... I’m just tired
That’s the question do you actually know what’s better? Or is it just what seemed better?
I'm sad I miss her
You always were better off alone, kid.
I don't agree, better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
@@meris8486 What if the person you loved and lost would have been prevented if you never met.
@@jadonplox
Prevented in what way?
SOLUM
this comment right here spoke to me
i don´t really sleep, but in my mind i´m dreaming deep.
PM
poetic
All we see or seem, is but a dream, within a dream
🤦🏻♂️🍁🥀
Hey squish, been a little while since we talked. I miss you more then anything. I’m sorry I fucked up what we had. The memories, our adventures, laughs, cuddles, family time, everything... I think about you everyday. I like to think one day god will bless me in your life again, it’s the only thing that gets me out of bed. Right now after 2 months of breaking up your onto a new man. I hope your happy and he makes you happy and treats you right. I hope all your decisions come from your heart and not made by him. I hope in time you realize we were meant for each other always and this is just a mountain we have to climb by ourselves and when we get to the top what is meant to be will be right in front of us. I sit in bed at night and go through old photos. I rub your cheeks as I used to do and you would laugh and smile and get all red 😞. I hope one day we can continue our adventures together as a team and continue our 2 year relationship. I hope one day I get a text from you wanting to see me. These things I hold on hope for bc if it wasn’t for my hopes and prayers I wouldn’t have been able to hold onto life without my best friend, my soulmate...my everything. I want you to take care of yourself and never lose who you are. One day I hope to see you again and I can be the man and fix what I caused. I miss you squishy bear🥺always stay true to yourself and stay precious. I’ll be thinking about you in the morning...like to think you will do the same:/
fuck dude im crying so much reading this.
I miss you a lot flowie, i hope he treats you right, and gives you things i couldnt give you. Im sorry
Aww 😭
She left me after 7 years and said she wasn't attracted to me anymore. I miss her more than anything in the world still almost 3 years later.
She didn't deserve you. You'll get better, eventually..
I feel u..so sad dam
BRAH ur mom is the one who u should say that to
fuck bad girls.
@@pinkflames6334 u god damn right
Whatever happens, happens....
Lost my girl of 4 years... this helps out in a weird way
What sucks even worst though, is that not even 3 weeks after we broke up she started talking to someone else and all I could think about was how happy we were and how it seemed like I was gonna spend the rest of my life with her not even 2 months before that
:'c
U good?
@@charlesantoine3551 no...not really :/
i wish i could find someone special...all this stupid one night stands dosent feed right anymore
my girl of 3 years left me. youre loved man, we all go through this shit eventually. stay strong brother
smoking a ciggy when it is raining is one of those feelings that you could have for ever and never get bored of..
Svrfer sell you a pack for a fiver
@@manlikecm364 fuckin get me 50! theyre $35 a pack here in aus
edgy
@@xpuregold1925 1$ a pack in Indonesia
damn, I just quit and you're making me want another. It's raining outside....
A Nightly nostalgia. Thinking about missed opportunities, unfulfilled dreams, unrequired love, people who won't come back... And in the next morning everything sink into oblivion. Until the next night.
Good things never last, treasure them while you still can
stfu
stfu
I know it all too well comrade. I feel like it was only my turn until the next person took my place. Fuck...
03:00 a.m. in germany
smoking that cigarette
thinking about you
about our time
memories
I want to forget you
bro just remember good things, bad thinngs will desapear quickly. Its sad to forget someone who have some special place in your life. keep your head up
Mitar Dobrijevic thx
19h here CAN'T stop thinking about her 😪
I get you man
@@Lycxv Es ist ok verletzt zu sein, aber es ist nicht ok verletzt zu bleiben. Gib deinem Herz Zeit zu heilen und gehe deinen Weg weiter. Es bringt nichts in der Vergangenheit zu leben. Du packst das, ganz viel Liebe❤
its amazing and sad that a bunch of strangers in the comment sections of these sad songs, understand and care more for someone rather than friends and family irl. im here crying from the comments and thinking and knowing that a bunch of strangers care is so wholesome and heart warming.
When you're thinking about that girl you met three days ago that's not thinking of you, but you can't stop thinking about her because you just realized how lonely you are without someone.
That's just sad
truth cant always be happy
When you are sad and nobody understands you and nobody even see that you are sad.💔
Then tell people your sad and why ;
there no point to keep it in like its somtype of movie your in reality not in 13 reason why pls explain. Your finally getting someone to listen and dont be close minded open your mind to new ideas
Pls tell me why are you the way you are?
when they don't see they either don't care or just don't see. tell them or leave them
I dont Remember the guy who said this, but i Remember the word "You're nothing to me"
*It’s your birthday today. I miss you so much. I been reminiscing the whole day and I can’t sleep. Hope you are happy up there.*
Sending love your way❤❤❤ I really hope you're doing better
No way dude...
I'm gonna write this and leave it here for my future self:
When you get to where you wanna be, when you get to that special city wherever it is, when you ever find that girl... When you're sitting on that rooftop at night looking over the city lights, enjoying a smoke, I want you to read this. Here I am reading and annotating this Korean War article (remember, the one that was like 24 pages), and I wonder how long its gonna take me to get right there where you are now. I yearn for the answer, but I must wait. I hope you remember to come back to this exact video, listen to the same first song, and remember.
just one last thing- I don't know what kinda mindset you're in, but just remember why you wanted to be where you are now. Just remember who you were back then; what you wanted out of life.
I'll be back and comment on this, I promise.
ight cya then g sheeesh.
hi
Good friends are hard to find, harder to
leave, and impossible to forget
Whenever I listen to these songs, i imagine being on top of a high skyscraper, looking over the city with all the lights at night. Sitting on the edge. Holding on, never falling but just sitting there, forgetting everything and everyone, just having the comfort of this music.
But honestly, I wish there was someone who could sit next to me. Sometimes I imagine to be certain people, holding me close and letting me cry on their shoulder. Knowing it'll never happen, knowing he doesn't think about me like that, hurts me to the core.
But guess what... I don't want to waste my life sulking for people I know who aren't worth it. Its hard and I'm working on it, but someday I'll look back and be grateful for them never loving me the way I did, because they didn't deserve my love. But the people I have by then, will. And so will you, person reading this