I think I'm at day 19 off Suboxone today after 13 years. I never had full on insomnia, but I wake up a lot, and have wild ass dreams, some nights are better than others. Work is the probably the worst, because my legs get tired, and I lose energy a lot. But, there isn't a chance in hell that I'd ever go back to it. I'm in it for the long haul. Whoever else is in this situation, just stay strong and keep trucking.
I always tell myself that I can not wait to get to the other side of this. I can barely remember who I actually was before subs! Good 2 see someone free of this insanity.
I'm on day 30 it wasn't easy at first but everyday it gets better and better. You have to trust me and believe in yourself if you really want this. It's not going to be easy at first but after about the 4th or 5th day if you can pull through those few days your going to be ok trust me but you have to be strong. Thank you for your info day 30 and going strong not going back..... period!!!🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
I’m on day 14 off subutex detox. (3rd attempt in 10yrs) Feeling very blessed to be feeling good this time! I did a ton of research and found a few things that may help others who are struggling. I went to the B-12 Store and got shots of Vitamin C, D-3& magnesium on day 3 and went back on day 10 and got NAD+, Vitamin C & Glutithione. I’ve also been taking supplements to restore brain function with lions man, reishi and cordyceps mushrooms, 16k mg of Vitamin C, Ashwaganda, L-tyrosine & GABA. I also take CBD about an hour before I want to sleep. I’ve gotten at least 8 hours sleep every night, last night 11 hours. I can’t say if it’s one thing or the combo but it’s working for me so far. (Knock on wood) Good Luck Everyone!
What do you mean cbd because the hardest thing for me is no sleep i can do it i just know last time I stopped I didnt sleep for 20 days straight I think I was so tired my body would dose off for a few minutes
@@kaitlinh1437 I’m on day 45 today. Still sleeping great, zero anxiety or depression and my energy is pretty good. At this point I’m only taking Lions Mane Mushrooms and CBD w/ Delta 8 THC about an hour before I want to sleep. It’s anecdotal at this point but I truly think I’m on to something with the lions mane. I’d love to know how it works for others. Good luck!
@@kaitlinh1437 I’ve been taking CBD Gummies with Delta 8 THC every night about an hour before I want to sleep. I believe the Delta 8 THC is legal nation wide. I’ve had at least 8 hours every night accept 2. I’m on day 50 now.
Great video. I'm dealing with the sleep issues. I jumped at .5 mg. I made it 4 days, took about .25 mg, to fall asleep. Went another 2 days, took another .25 mg, now I'm three days in again. I'm trying my best.
Keep going. I'd like to think this method would work, go as long as you can without a dose. Then dose to stay some what comfortable, I just don't know how long this route would take. It might drag it on longer than you are comfortable with. But shit, it's worth a try, anything is! Good luck, I'm here for you brother.
I jumped off 4mgs daily 25 days ago. Do not fear the withdrawal. Your body will allow you to sleep eventually. By day 4 for me. I was feeling better by day 7. It does not last forever. I'm feeling almost normal and I'm starting to think about quitting daily weed use which did get me through the worst of the symptoms but is not serving me anymore
You r right about the sleep for 10 day but I did it at home for some reason going to work and kept my self busy helped me alot the hardest part was to act normal around my family
Just so people on here know suboxone withdrawal is way worse at where he jumped, he jumped off of 2 mg which is a pretty high dose. Most people will jump off of 0.25 mg or .5 mg. It's a much different story at those doses. This Guy's real though he makes great videos and I hope he's doing good
I jumped from 2 mgs after a year on 10mgs cannabis is a life saver I'm seeing people who go with nothing go trew hell for so long I still feel awful but I'm in day 17 and I'm sleeping already I take sequreal as well
I would much rather hear this from a guy like this then the a doctor I had a doctor tell me straight up serious as a heart attack you dont withdrawal Suboxone. You can only imagine the look I gave him. Ultimately you have to know that the withdrawals will end they will end you have to keep telling yourself that,push through it
Been on subs for 8 years 8mg a day strip up until last year I went up to 16mgs grandfather past away had to go to Alabama to bury him the day of the funeral I’m trying to get my subs filled and it jerked me the right way I stopped taking them threw the rest away todays day 15 still low on energy hardly sleep still have cold sweats but pushing threw it
Thanks for share. What worked for me is weight training bodybuilding lifestyle. .I took a year off work and focused on me and getting off that crap and s compete again. I'm 50 now and very happy to be free of the subs. They saved my life at first and then became a hell for 8 years . Life is great , strange times on earth. Congrats on the clean time. Sleepers made me a zombie and did not work for me . It's a new routine , new pathways of brain function patterns and such a change for the body. It's like coming to life again , another new chapter. Enjoy and take care enjoy life while we still can.
Keep spreading hope, endurance, and love. One Minute One Hour One Day At A Time! Day 22 for me after 5 1/2 yrs. I cannot believe I'm going through this again. Im also on Seroquil. We're much stronger than we let ourselves believe. Good luck ya'll. ✌️🖤
Ur spot on brotha. It’s a grind. U can’t just sit around and wait to feel better. U gotta work for that shit. Stay active even tho it’s the last thing u r gonna want to do.
I've had trouble sleeping since I was a kid. I usually take 400mg/ night. Been taking subs for 5 years, got down to 2mg/day, then 1mg my last two days. The first couple extremely bad nights I took my regular dose, and it gave me restless body all night long!! Broke the pill in half and its been working. I'm on day 12 and still having cold sweats. I am absolutely miserable!!
@@johndrax4174 I took 600mg morning and night. I never had it before and I didn't have a tolerance. So I slept so long. After not sleeping well for a week
Gab made me a different person. Not a good one. Still mending perfectly good bridges that I torched 5 years ago from being on Gab for 3 months. Just be careful. It is a lifesaver for some
I started with 16mg a day and was on that for 7 years( ya the Dr was corrupt as hell and only cared about making money) then I took myself down more and more each month until 4 days ago when I decided to try and quit completely. I've slept 3 hours in the last four days and what's crazy is I don't feel as exhausted as I should be. My vision is double for some reason too and the fucking body aches. I drive a semi and I'm out of town alot so I have no choice but to get through this. God I hope this gets better. Congratulations by the way.
It might get worse before it gets better. Prepare for that. Stay hydrated and eat! Don't starve yourself because you feel like you cant eat. You must pump your body with nutrients and healthy things to help you recover quicker. It's hell on earth bro, there's not easy way to do this. It's all how bad you want it... If you want it... YOU WILL GET OFF THAT SHIT! I'm here to help if you need to talk dude... tybentz@gmail
I've been on 3 subs a day for almost 7 years. I live in a house with 5 kids 2 of them babies. I jumped from 3 tablets a day. To a half every 3 days. I CANT SLEEP it FUCKING SUCKS. idk what to do my house is a mess I'm literally just trying to keep everyone bathed and fed at this point. I hope this gets better🥺
@@These-nutz lol funny u ask...I'm actually on day 15 completely sober. Still having mild symptoms but loving my new outlook on life. Tysm for asking😊🥰🥰🥰
@@dawnhardin6868 that’s great!!!! Hang in there, there will be waves of good and bad days, just gotta ride it out, you will feel alive again, I’m happy for you!!
@@dawnhardin6868 Kratom works but ppl just end up getting hooked on it to, it helps a lot, if you don’t have to use it I wouldn’t, it helps a little to much imo
@@These-nutz I know exactly what u mean and I'm riding all the waves loll I haven't used anything except for vitamins and a few shots of alcohol just to sleep. But I've had Kratos before I just can't keep it down lolll it's soo nasty😭 and yesss I am definitely starting to feel alive again I realize how much of a zombie these mess made me after 7 or 8 yrs I'm almost myself again it's crazy. It's been a long process but....soo thankful🥰
Thanks for your videos great to see your success so awesome I was put on this five years ago to fight depression and now it’s made my depression I guess worse I can’t do anything I’m down to .7 twice a day it’s just terrible to live like this
I'm 7 days into withdrawal after jumping off at .25mg of suboxone and it's pretty much exactly what you're describing and I am going to be furious if this lack of sleep lasts as long as you're saying. I've been on this crap for 9 years and I recently quit smoking cigs and weed, plus I lost 70 lbs and I feel like this shit is setting me back big time. I can't stop sneezing, I can't lift weights like I was and I went on a 5 mile walk today and felt like trash. This is the hell I was afraid of and I have zero help for it. No rehab, no support, nothing. I made a video a few days ago and I plan to make another.
It will get better bro jumped at .5 and sleep was fucked up for 60 days but coming out the other side is priceless , LYRICA AND KRATOM HELPED ALOT PUT GO EASY ON BOTH.ALL GOOD NOW GOOD LUCK TO ALL THIS DRUG IS A MUTHERFUCKER.
thanks for ur video helped me, yer when u said "4 hours sleep in a weekish" I laughed. I came off 2 mil subs 12 days ago and have slept 4 hours. work has been hard but i know, well hope my sleep comes back. thanks from over the pond.
The sleeping sucks… I remember just sitting in bed, kicking, uncomfortable, and exhausted but couldn’t sleep for the life of me. I really didn’t like that part, it was horrible. But once you start sleeping better, overall, everything becomes better
Quit my 24-32 mg per day habit 8/15/24. Just stopped. I have total support though so I can not work for a month. I don't know if that is enough time but after 20 years of addiction I am ready to be clean 😅
they wouldn't let me in to rehab because they said suboxone is a drug for rehab so unless i am abusing suboxone insurance wont cover it and i never have took more than 16 mg so im stuck doin it my self.
I jumped off of Subutex at 24 mgs a day. I was on it for two years. It wasn’t wise and I’d never advise anyone else to do it. I just couldn’t taper. It was very very rough.
I’m currently 15 days off of Suboxone and my god sleep is so difficult. I feel like I’m losing my mind at times and that it’s never ending. There’s no comfortable spot and I toss and turn constantly. I pray for just a few hours but it doesn’t happen. I feel defeated…..
It'll get better bro, but it might get worse before it gets better. Hang the hell in there. It's so WORTH IT. I'm going to do an update video here soon... I've been off this shit for almost 2 years, my life is 100x better than it was 2 years ago. Fuck hard drugs, fuck suboxone, get off the shit and i promise life will get better.
@@tytythefly thank you for responding. I’m still hanging in there and I’m now 4 weeks off. I’m starting to get a little more sleep. I’d say the depression is kicking in but so glad I’m sticking it out. I was on that shit for years so my body needs time. Thank you so much for helping us. Wishing you the best…..
The biggest take away here is that you have to want it. The only way out is through. I'm 9 days without Suboxone. After well over a decade of opiate abuse. I was on the Suboxone for 1.5 years and tapered off it. So I do not get any meaningful sleep at the moment. God bless you all 🙏🏼
I am on day 13 after 6 years of 8 mg daily. I broke down to a quarter a day for a week and then 1/8 of a day for another week then cold turkey. I was scared to death that I would not be able to work and lose my integrity and all that goes with it but a friend of mine suggested kratom for the withdrawals. Absolutely wonderful. Take a handful before you go to bed and in the middle of the night when you wake up take four or five more and it will relax those muscles and I am on I believe de 13 and I'm past that part but still feeling the effects and I know it's possible to beat this
Pray for me guys this is day one for me without suboxone. Honestly I feel endorphins when I watch peoples testimonies of over coming their addiction to opiates.
I feel like shit on like day 12. But when i sit, mope and don't eat it mskes it way worse. I notice forcing yourself to eat, maybe sit in the shade outside and read helps mentally as much as physicslly. Sleep n anxiety are the worst. But you'll know your done when you finish BETTER on the other side no matter how long it takes ✊️
I was 8 days but couldn’t sleep but 6 hours for four of those days. Then I took a half and went to sleep. I’m on day five and I didn’t sleep last night! I freaking hate the no sleep
I'm day 28 today and last almost 2 weeks I've felt pretty good, I sleep every night now doesn't take to long to sleep probably sleep 5 to 6 hours a night. I jumped off at 2mg. If your reading this you can do it, you just have to really want it, I've been on opiates for about 8 years now H and suboxone back and forth. My biggest recommendation is excercise go for a walk, supplements is a huge help get vitamin C, vitamin Bs for energy, magnesium to help RSL and sleep, make yourself a smoothie if you can't eat put protein powder and fruit etc in it trust me it makes a huge difference, day 28 positive as it gets easier 😀
@@tytythefly omg yes so worth it. I had my 1st good day couple days ago, 3 hrs sleep last night woo-hoo. I fell asleep listening to your vids = ) Someone suggested Naltrexone so I tried 50 mgs week 3 for 5 days. It set me back I wouldn't suggest it. Ty for all you do ❤💙
When I dropped 24 mg and started tapering rapidly down to a half a milligram within 10 days in detox, 150 mg of trazodone gave me great sleep nights like a baby
@@tytythefly I should add though tyler, I was on 24 mg for only 12 months and then I started going down rapidly from 24 to 1/2 of a milligram within 10 days at sunrise detox. They gave me 150 mg pills of trazodone every night and I do not remember having one sleepless night in detox or one sleepless night at ambrosia and I was at ambrosia for 45 days but I had trazodone the entire time I was in Florida prescribed. Also I've noticed in the beginning of my taper this time, 2020, from 6:00 to like 4 mg, I would take Seroquel or trazodone this time and I still would sleep like a baby for the most part, I might wake up a little early though but still I was sleeping pretty well
I'm a month in. Still struggle to sleep and my digestive system and stomach has no clue what it's doing anymore.. Rumbles all day.. Crap seems never ending.. Still sneezing also which is odd
Day 65 I'm still kicking Suboxone has anyone else kicked this long I still got diarrhea insomnia sneezing stomach cramps I've got two years clean off heroin
I was 13 months sober and got back on 8mg subs and did that for 4 months and went cold turkey and now it's even harder than the first time getting off this stuff.
Bro I have sleep issues anyway, even while being on sunoxone. Its mostly why im afraid to.get off this shit. I meam already deal with insomnia and ive been on 8mgs/day for 5 yrs. Shit, hows it gonna be when i get off?? Fuuuu man. I havent a proper nights sleep(8 or more hrs) in years....even while being on subs.
Long time suboxone use is worse then long time regular opiate use...I was on an insane amount of painkillers for 8 years and was given 1 month of suboxone and it was touch to get normal but 1 month is all it takes...deal with the anxiety and depression for a little while but it goes away and life gets great again
Day 20 for me and if it wasnt for clonidine, i would have chills and sweats constantly for all these days & nights ( stopped for few days and literally was in goose bumps and then sweating bullets every 15 min ) insomnia is insane ( luckily had my mom’s ambien so its a life saver but even 1/ 10mg wouldn’t hit me and 2 would knock me for 4 / 5 hours ) I do testosterone replacement therapy and Growth Hormone injections for my back and nothing can overcome suboxone energy drainage… also 10+ dif vitamins & minerals daily but no progress … This evil suboxone just wants to cripple you for weeks as it come out of your liquids, then blood, then bones, then hairs and then brain reload with endorphins & dopamine … So on day 20 i realize that it is easily another 10 nasty days … PS: i am south florida so i swim every other day even on the bad days & yoga + calisthenics 💪 No way that evil strip of chemical can overcome us … Stay strong, do your homework & read alot .
I've probably been to some of the same exact meetings you've been to, I went to West Palm Beach Florida for rehab back in 2012. I stayed at ambrosia treatment center and I really liked it. I wouldn't mind going back there again to come off of Suboxone. I got off suboxon there in 2012 once
The key is getting yourself down to about 0.125 mg a day… while you’ve been jogging 30 min a day for a while. You’ll be sleeping 4 hours a night when you stop. Gotta jump-start your endorphins.
@@melanie4926 i swallow the pill form it tastes god awful, only jesus christ himself knows if ill puke i was bullied by people im scared of vomiting profusely from bupeI've Been on strips and pills the my sob doctor doesnt want to give me 2.0.5mg buprenorphine/naloxone strips he makes the money on the 8-2mg to get himself a bmw or Mercedes
@@MikeyBAAZ throwing up is like the worst thing in the world to me. Mind over matter unless of food poisoning, for me. There's anti nausea meds available if you need them. Day 40 off subs for me.
This isn’t real suboxone withdrawals. Suboxone withdrawals (if on medium high dose for years) IMO is worst then Heroin. I’m on day 53 and every single morning after exactly 4-5hrs of sleep I wake up with extreme restless legs and hands. Every single morning even on day 53 I still have extreme restless legs. It’s honestly made me go crazy cuz I haven’t heard anyone say it last this long. But one thing that’s helped me is Kratom. But now I want to quit Kratom, and feel it’s just been a suppressor to my opiate receptors and maybe I haven’t even done the withdrawals yet… scared to death even on day 53. No battle in life can mentally/physically prepare anyone for this. Just don’t know if Kratoms prolonging this…
@Zachary Morris so what’s your opinion, what if I can’t stop taking Kratom? Do you think even after 70 days off of subs but taking Kratom would be enough? 70days off and still, I only get exactly 5hrs of sleep and wake up with bad restless legs. I don’t have the strength to quit Kratom cuz every time I do, i go straight back into the exact same suboxone withdrawals. 70+ days and nothing gotten better. Yes, I do believe you’re right. The Kratom is just prolong and my brain just thinks I’m taking opiates again. But thought it wouldn’t be like that. Do you think, if I keep taking Kratom, eventually my symptoms will go away?
@@brandonrhoades7646 that doesn’t matter. As long as it takes away the subxone withdrawals then that’s all I need to know. But after 70+ days and daily I still get restless legs and if I don’t take Kratom for 12+hrs I got straight back into heavy suboxone withdrawals. Doesn’t make any sense at all. Not a single person online has had the same symptoms as me
Oh man. You taking Kratom is literally keeping the sub withdrawals waiting at bay. You still haven’t even started your sub withdrawals if you’re taking kratom. It’s all the same shit it all hits your opiate receptors. Go watch videos about jumping off suboxone woth Kratom if you haven’t already (Kickin addiction) is my RUclips channel. I got off subs using small doses of Kratom and the reason you keep getting RLS after 4-5 hrs of sleep is because that’s when your Kratom wears off and it’s kicking you into withdrawal. That’s literally your sub withdrawals trying to kick in but as soon as you take Kratom it’s just pushing the pause button. Trust me man I’ve been trying to find my way out of this shit for 5 years now. I’ve tried everything. I ended up getting back on low dose sub because it lasts longer then Kratom amd it literally does the same thing (tells your brain everything is ok) and keeps your withdrawals at bay. Trust me when I say you haven’t even started your suboxone wd until you get off the Kratom fully. Good luck brother. 👍
Dude 40 days of not sleeping!!! I’m on my second week of sub detox and I’m loosing my complete shit and the thought of maybe not sleep for weeks more makes me really not ok. This FUCKING SUCKS DUDE!!!
I jumped off 12 mg after 10 year use no taper , I see this comment is 4 months old but his experience seems to be the worst sub withdraws I ever seen, don't get discouraged everyone is different and or rare, only day 26 but I feel free
Indeed you can do it at home. But I find suffering through it with others extremely helpful! Hope you subscribe, I make videos regularly on addiction and my experience, strength, and hope
Ya, was also addicted/using coke, ketamine, alcohol, Xanax, adderall, mdma, weed, mda…. I just happened to be on subs as well, figured it was a good time to get off the subs while sitting in detox and rehab as well… was time to change my life
@@tytythefly ohhhh shit!!! That’s wild man. You kicked all of that at once? Makes much more sense why it was so hard. You’re lucky to be alive to tell the story. Nice work dude, very impressed.
I think I'm at day 19 off Suboxone today after 13 years. I never had full on insomnia, but I wake up a lot, and have wild ass dreams, some nights are better than others.
Work is the probably the worst, because my legs get tired, and I lose energy a lot.
But, there isn't a chance in hell that I'd ever go back to it. I'm in it for the long haul.
Whoever else is in this situation, just stay strong and keep trucking.
I always tell myself that I can not wait to get to the other side of this. I can barely remember who I actually was before subs! Good 2 see someone free of this insanity.
I'm on day 30 it wasn't easy at first but everyday it gets better and better. You have to trust me and believe in yourself if you really want this. It's not going to be easy at first but after about the 4th or 5th day if you can pull through those few days your going to be ok trust me but you have to be strong. Thank you for your info day 30 and going strong not going back..... period!!!🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Night of day 25 over here. Already feeling like myself again
@@22z83 How you doing with recovery
I'm on day eight. Went cold turkey from 4ml. This is the most difficult thing I have evr done. Thank you for these vids,
Of course brother, you’re welcome
And keep fighting! It’s worth it, I promise
I’m on day 14 off subutex detox. (3rd attempt in 10yrs) Feeling very blessed to be feeling good this time! I did a ton of research and found a few things that may help others who are struggling. I went to the B-12 Store and got shots of Vitamin C, D-3& magnesium on day 3 and went back on day 10 and got NAD+, Vitamin C & Glutithione. I’ve also been taking supplements to restore brain function with lions man, reishi and cordyceps mushrooms, 16k mg of Vitamin C, Ashwaganda, L-tyrosine & GABA. I also take CBD about an hour before I want to sleep. I’ve gotten at least 8 hours sleep every night, last night 11 hours. I can’t say if it’s one thing or the combo but it’s working for me so far. (Knock on wood) Good Luck Everyone!
EPIC BRO!! how are you doing Rick? still going strong?
@@tytythefly so far so good, today is day 24. Still feeling good only, sleeping 8+ hours every night and so far no depression or anxiety.
What do you mean cbd because the hardest thing for me is no sleep i can do it i just know last time I stopped I didnt sleep for 20 days straight I think I was so tired my body would dose off for a few minutes
@@kaitlinh1437 I’m on day 45 today. Still sleeping great, zero anxiety or depression and my energy is pretty good. At this point I’m only taking Lions Mane Mushrooms and CBD w/ Delta 8 THC about an hour before I want to sleep. It’s anecdotal at this point but I truly think I’m on to something with the lions mane. I’d love to know how it works for others. Good luck!
@@kaitlinh1437 I’ve been taking CBD Gummies with Delta 8 THC every night about an hour before I want to sleep. I believe the Delta 8 THC is legal nation wide. I’ve had at least 8 hours every night accept 2. I’m on day 50 now.
Great video.
I'm dealing with the sleep issues.
I jumped at .5 mg. I made it 4 days, took about .25 mg, to fall asleep. Went another 2 days, took another
.25 mg, now I'm three days in again. I'm trying my best.
Keep going. I'd like to think this method would work, go as long as you can without a dose. Then dose to stay some what comfortable, I just don't know how long this route would take. It might drag it on longer than you are comfortable with. But shit, it's worth a try, anything is! Good luck, I'm here for you brother.
Hope your clean now and made it through! Would love to hear a positive story from anyone right now… just started day 6
I jumped off 4mgs daily 25 days ago. Do not fear the withdrawal. Your body will allow you to sleep eventually. By day 4 for me. I was feeling better by day 7. It does not last forever. I'm feeling almost normal and I'm starting to think about quitting daily weed use which did get me through the worst of the symptoms but is not serving me anymore
I agree completely!! I’m a week into detox from Suboxone. It’s not been easy. I’m at home caring for my kids. I can’t wait to get to 100 days!!
How are you now??
How can you care for kids while wd???
You r right about the sleep for 10 day but I did it at home for some reason going to work and kept my self busy helped me alot the hardest part was to act normal around my family
Just so people on here know suboxone withdrawal is way worse at where he jumped, he jumped off of 2 mg which is a pretty high dose. Most people will jump off of 0.25 mg or .5 mg. It's a much different story at those doses. This Guy's real though he makes great videos and I hope he's doing good
I jumped from 2 mgs after a year on 10mgs cannabis is a life saver I'm seeing people who go with nothing go trew hell for so long I still feel awful but I'm in day 17 and I'm sleeping already I take sequreal as well
I’m just jumped off 2mg and it’s not as bad as when I tried jumping from 8mg
I jumped off of 18 mg and I don’t recommend it to anybody I’m still doing very well, but everything still a fog.
I would much rather hear this from a guy like this then the a doctor I had a doctor tell me straight up serious as a heart attack you dont withdrawal Suboxone. You can only imagine the look I gave him. Ultimately you have to know that the withdrawals will end they will end you have to keep telling yourself that,push through it
Doctors are freaking idoits
Been on subs for 8 years 8mg a day strip up until last year I went up to 16mgs grandfather past away had to go to Alabama to bury him the day of the funeral I’m trying to get my subs filled and it jerked me the right way I stopped taking them threw the rest away todays day 15 still low on energy hardly sleep still have cold sweats but pushing threw it
Good job, keep it up
Proud of you, can't believe your 36, you look early 20s, thanks for sharing your story
Thanks for share. What worked for me is weight training bodybuilding lifestyle. .I took a year off work and focused on me and getting off that crap and s compete again. I'm 50 now and very happy to be free of the subs. They saved my life at first and then became a hell for 8 years . Life is great , strange times on earth. Congrats on the clean time. Sleepers made me a zombie and did not work for me . It's a new routine , new pathways of brain function patterns and such a change for the body. It's like coming to life again , another new chapter. Enjoy and take care enjoy life while we still can.
Keep spreading hope, endurance, and love. One Minute One Hour One Day At A Time! Day 22 for me after 5 1/2 yrs. I cannot believe I'm going through this again. Im also on Seroquil. We're much stronger than we let ourselves believe. Good luck ya'll. ✌️🖤
Ur spot on brotha. It’s a grind. U can’t just sit around and wait to feel better. U gotta work for that shit. Stay active even tho it’s the last thing u r gonna want to do.
exactly dude
I've had trouble sleeping since I was a kid.
I usually take 400mg/ night.
Been taking subs for 5 years, got down to 2mg/day, then 1mg my last two days.
The first couple extremely bad nights I took my regular dose, and it gave me restless body all night long!! Broke the pill in half and its been working. I'm on day 12 and still having cold sweats. I am absolutely miserable!!
I'm now on Day 29!!!!
Still feeling a few physical symptoms, my CNS is damaged to begin with, I think that's playing a huge factor.
Gabbapentin really helped me sleep. 3 weeks off subs now. Feel good. Gabbapentin was a life saver.
How many milligrams did you take ???
I have some but thought it was better to take during the day versus at night ???
@@johndrax4174 I take morning and night. It really helped me sleep and help the restlessness
@@johndrax4174 I took 600mg morning and night. I never had it before and I didn't have a tolerance. So I slept so long. After not sleeping well for a week
Gab made me a different person. Not a good one. Still mending perfectly good bridges that I torched 5 years ago from being on Gab for 3 months. Just be careful. It is a lifesaver for some
Thank you for posting this.
This video really means a lot to
Me. Proud of you. I know you made this a few years ago but just hearing this makes me feel better
Such an inspiration! ✨
I started with 16mg a day and was on that for 7 years( ya the Dr was corrupt as hell and only cared about making money) then I took myself down more and more each month until 4 days ago when I decided to try and quit completely. I've slept 3 hours in the last four days and what's crazy is I don't feel as exhausted as I should be. My vision is double for some reason too and the fucking body aches. I drive a semi and I'm out of town alot so I have no choice but to get through this. God I hope this gets better. Congratulations by the way.
It might get worse before it gets better. Prepare for that. Stay hydrated and eat! Don't starve yourself because you feel like you cant eat. You must pump your body with nutrients and healthy things to help you recover quicker. It's hell on earth bro, there's not easy way to do this. It's all how bad you want it... If you want it... YOU WILL GET OFF THAT SHIT! I'm here to help if you need to talk dude... tybentz@gmail
I've been on 3 subs a day for almost 7 years. I live in a house with 5 kids 2 of them babies. I jumped from 3 tablets a day. To a half every 3 days. I CANT SLEEP it FUCKING SUCKS. idk what to do my house is a mess I'm literally just trying to keep everyone bathed and fed at this point. I hope this gets better🥺
How are you doing now???
@@These-nutz lol funny u ask...I'm actually on day 15 completely sober. Still having mild symptoms but loving my new outlook on life. Tysm for asking😊🥰🥰🥰
@@dawnhardin6868 that’s great!!!! Hang in there, there will be waves of good and bad days, just gotta ride it out, you will feel alive again, I’m happy for you!!
@@dawnhardin6868 Kratom works but ppl just end up getting hooked on it to, it helps a lot, if you don’t have to use it I wouldn’t, it helps a little to much imo
@@These-nutz I know exactly what u mean and I'm riding all the waves loll I haven't used anything except for vitamins and a few shots of alcohol just to sleep. But I've had Kratos before I just can't keep it down lolll it's soo nasty😭 and yesss I am definitely starting to feel alive again I realize how much of a zombie these mess made me after 7 or 8 yrs I'm almost myself again it's crazy. It's been a long process but....soo thankful🥰
Thanks for your videos great to see your success so awesome I was put on this five years ago to fight depression and now it’s made my depression I guess worse I can’t do anything I’m down to .7 twice a day it’s just terrible to live like this
Needed to hear this man
i was on 16mg for about 5 years and just now trying to taper down. i currently am down to 8mg but my sleep is just awful. lucky to get 3 hours a night
I'm 7 days into withdrawal after jumping off at .25mg of suboxone and it's pretty much exactly what you're describing and I am going to be furious if this lack of sleep lasts as long as you're saying. I've been on this crap for 9 years and I recently quit smoking cigs and weed, plus I lost 70 lbs and I feel like this shit is setting me back big time. I can't stop sneezing, I can't lift weights like I was and I went on a 5 mile walk today and felt like trash. This is the hell I was afraid of and I have zero help for it. No rehab, no support, nothing. I made a video a few days ago and I plan to make another.
how are you doing now?
Hey me too bro trying to CT
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It will get better bro jumped at .5 and sleep was fucked up for 60 days but coming out the other side is priceless , LYRICA AND KRATOM HELPED ALOT PUT GO EASY ON BOTH.ALL GOOD NOW GOOD LUCK TO ALL THIS DRUG IS A MUTHERFUCKER.
thanks for ur video helped me, yer when u said "4 hours sleep in a weekish" I laughed. I came off 2 mil subs 12 days ago and have slept 4 hours. work has been hard but i know, well hope my sleep comes back. thanks from over the pond.
The sleeping sucks… I remember just sitting in bed, kicking, uncomfortable, and exhausted but couldn’t sleep for the life of me. I really didn’t like that part, it was horrible. But once you start sleeping better, overall, everything becomes better
@@tytythefly thanks yer it's still early days be 2 weeks Sunday. Early yer!
Never going back
Love the vid bro. Thanks for the advice! Be blessed
I am trying to detox started taking Seroquel, but the pain throughout your whole body. It just hurts everything you had wrong with you. You feel it.
Inspiration Bro! keep it up. Bet you I can tell you something about yourself without ever meeting ya lol.
Love your videos man! Looking to kick it in the next month or so.
Thanks man! Do it! It’s worth it, I promise
Quit my 24-32 mg per day habit 8/15/24. Just stopped. I have total support though so I can not work for a month. I don't know if that is enough time but after 20 years of addiction I am ready to be clean 😅
they wouldn't let me in to rehab because they said suboxone is a drug for rehab so unless i am abusing suboxone insurance wont cover it and i never have took more than 16 mg so im stuck doin it my self.
You gotta say you’re there for alcoholism for admissions. Then once you’re in, you’re in and you get off the subs
There’s very little sleep when coming off of it.
I jumped off of Subutex at 24 mgs a day. I was on it for two years. It wasn’t wise and I’d never advise anyone else to do it. I just couldn’t taper. It was very very rough.
Same here just know I understand the dark place you were in going through that cause I was there with you
@@brittneyjeffrey8883 Good for you! Yes it was very dark for a while. I’m very happy to be off of everything now!
I’m currently 15 days off of Suboxone and my god sleep is so difficult. I feel like I’m losing my mind at times and that it’s never ending. There’s no comfortable spot and I toss and turn constantly. I pray for just a few hours but it doesn’t happen. I feel defeated…..
It'll get better bro, but it might get worse before it gets better. Hang the hell in there. It's so WORTH IT. I'm going to do an update video here soon... I've been off this shit for almost 2 years, my life is 100x better than it was 2 years ago. Fuck hard drugs, fuck suboxone, get off the shit and i promise life will get better.
@@tytythefly thank you for responding. I’m still hanging in there and I’m now 4 weeks off. I’m starting to get a little more sleep. I’d say the depression is kicking in but so glad I’m sticking it out. I was on that shit for years so my body needs time. Thank you so much for helping us. Wishing you the best…..
The biggest take away here is that you have to want it. The only way out is through.
I'm 9 days without Suboxone. After well over a decade of opiate abuse. I was on the Suboxone for 1.5 years and tapered off it.
So I do not get any meaningful sleep at the moment.
God bless you all 🙏🏼
How's it going in 2024?I'm Preparing to quit fentanyl. Pray for me please 🙏
It’s going well brother. Still off opiates and subs and still kicking ass! I’m gonna make some more videos soon
I’m day 13 and sleep is hard! Restless legs are the worst
I am on day 13 after 6 years of 8 mg daily. I broke down to a quarter a day for a week and then 1/8 of a day for another week then cold turkey. I was scared to death that I would not be able to work and lose my integrity and all that goes with it but a friend of mine suggested kratom for the withdrawals. Absolutely wonderful. Take a handful before you go to bed and in the middle of the night when you wake up take four or five more and it will relax those muscles and I am on I believe de 13 and I'm past that part but still feeling the effects and I know it's possible to beat this
Hell yah! Congratulations brother
Appreciate it!!
Pray for me guys this is day one for me without suboxone. Honestly I feel endorphins when I watch peoples testimonies of over coming their addiction to opiates.
I know 2 or 3 people that said it took 3 months and they started to feel better but still not the same.
I feel like shit on like day 12. But when i sit, mope and don't eat it mskes it way worse. I notice forcing yourself to eat, maybe sit in the shade outside and read helps mentally as much as physicslly. Sleep n anxiety are the worst. But you'll know your done when you finish BETTER on the other side no matter how long it takes ✊️
Day 5 for me, sleeping 1-2 hours a night if lucky.
I was 8 days but couldn’t sleep but 6 hours for four of those days. Then I took a half and went to sleep. I’m on day five and I didn’t sleep last night! I freaking hate the no sleep
I'm day 28 today and last almost 2 weeks I've felt pretty good, I sleep every night now doesn't take to long to sleep probably sleep 5 to 6 hours a night. I jumped off at 2mg. If your reading this you can do it, you just have to really want it, I've been on opiates for about 8 years now H and suboxone back and forth. My biggest recommendation is excercise go for a walk, supplements is a huge help get vitamin C, vitamin Bs for energy, magnesium to help RSL and sleep, make yourself a smoothie if you can't eat put protein powder and fruit etc in it trust me it makes a huge difference, day 28 positive as it gets easier 😀
So cool! Keep up the good work! That’s awesome
Ironically @7:48 "so I don't have to have those handcuffs on me"
26 days of no sleep pains in my legs. Not shore who I sm anymore lol
Week 5 off and Still NO sleep. Yes movement feels like a mission. I look forward to sleeping.
You’re almost there, you’ll sleep soon! Don’t give up, I know it sucks, but it’s so worth it!! Keep fighting
@@tytythefly omg yes so worth it. I had my 1st good day couple days ago, 3 hrs sleep last night woo-hoo. I fell asleep listening to your vids = ) Someone suggested Naltrexone so I tried 50 mgs week 3 for 5 days. It set me back I wouldn't suggest it. Ty for all you do ❤💙
When I dropped 24 mg and started tapering rapidly down to a half a milligram within 10 days in detox, 150 mg of trazodone gave me great sleep nights like a baby
Wow, you’re lucky! I wasn’t like that.
@@tytythefly I should add though tyler, I was on 24 mg for only 12 months and then I started going down rapidly from 24 to 1/2 of a milligram within 10 days at sunrise detox. They gave me 150 mg pills of trazodone every night and I do not remember having one sleepless night in detox or one sleepless night at ambrosia and I was at ambrosia for 45 days but I had trazodone the entire time I was in Florida prescribed. Also I've noticed in the beginning of my taper this time, 2020, from 6:00 to like 4 mg, I would take Seroquel or trazodone this time and I still would sleep like a baby for the most part, I might wake up a little early though but still I was sleeping pretty well
@@tytythefly I should mention to you that I was only on it at that time for 1 year. So was much easier for me regardless because of the length of time
I'm a month in. Still struggle to sleep and my digestive system and stomach has no clue what it's doing anymore.. Rumbles all day.. Crap seems never ending.. Still sneezing also which is odd
Totally normal, keep going and don’t give up. Gets better around day 50
I have to be careful not to jerk the wrong way and punch myself in the face. Sleep? Whats that?
I feel your pain bro, gut through it
Hello. I used 2+1+1++1 buprenorphine for 6 years. Now it’s 48 hours. Nothing happened. What to expect?
Day 65 I'm still kicking Suboxone has anyone else kicked this long I still got diarrhea insomnia sneezing stomach cramps I've got two years clean off heroin
Yeah it lasts long . It’ll end
my sleep has been awful just tapering down. was it like that for you also ? when u tapered down from the 16?
I was 13 months sober and got back on 8mg subs and did that for 4 months and went cold turkey and now it's even harder than the first time getting off this stuff.
Presently on subs third time. Second time i kicked in long term treatment i had no meds and had insomnia of 30 nights. Was terrible...
Bro I have sleep issues anyway, even while being on sunoxone. Its mostly why im afraid to.get off this shit. I meam already deal with insomnia and ive been on 8mgs/day for 5 yrs. Shit, hows it gonna be when i get off?? Fuuuu man. I havent a proper nights sleep(8 or more hrs) in years....even while being on subs.
Long time suboxone use is worse then long time regular opiate use...I was on an insane amount of painkillers for 8 years and was given 1 month of suboxone and it was touch to get normal but 1 month is all it takes...deal with the anxiety and depression for a little while but it goes away and life gets great again
seroquel gives me instant restless leg syndrome..
I got myself off then paws kicked in 8 months in plus someone came around me on it so back to tapering. Good luck
Day 20 for me and if it wasnt for clonidine, i would have chills and sweats constantly for all these days & nights ( stopped for few days and literally was in goose bumps and then sweating bullets every 15 min ) insomnia is insane ( luckily had my mom’s ambien so its a life saver but even 1/ 10mg wouldn’t hit me and 2 would knock me for 4 / 5 hours )
I do testosterone replacement therapy and Growth Hormone injections for my back and nothing can overcome suboxone energy drainage… also 10+ dif vitamins & minerals daily but no progress …
This evil suboxone just wants to cripple you for weeks as it come out of your liquids, then blood, then bones, then hairs and then brain reload with endorphins & dopamine …
So on day 20 i realize that it is easily another 10 nasty days …
PS: i am south florida so i swim every other day even on the bad days & yoga + calisthenics 💪
No way that evil strip of chemical can overcome us …
Stay strong, do your homework & read alot .
I've probably been to some of the same exact meetings you've been to, I went to West Palm Beach Florida for rehab back in 2012. I stayed at ambrosia treatment center and I really liked it. I wouldn't mind going back there again to come off of Suboxone. I got off suboxon there in 2012 once
Probably! I’ve heard good things about that treatment center. I hear it’s nice!
@@tytythefly yeah it's definitely nice but it's in the middle of a cracked den neighborhood but other than that it's beautiful LOL
The key is getting yourself down to about 0.125 mg a day… while you’ve been jogging 30 min a day for a while. You’ll be sleeping 4 hours a night when you stop. Gotta jump-start your endorphins.
Does anyone get restless legs
im scared of puking from suboxone withdrawals
Don't worry you wont.
@@melanie4926 i swallow the pill form it tastes god awful, only jesus christ himself knows if ill puke i was bullied by people im scared of vomiting profusely from bupeI've Been on strips and pills the my sob doctor doesnt want to give me 2.0.5mg buprenorphine/naloxone strips he makes the money on the 8-2mg to get himself a bmw or Mercedes
@@MikeyBAAZ throwing up is like the worst thing in the world to me. Mind over matter unless of food poisoning, for me. There's anti nausea meds available if you need them. Day 40 off subs for me.
@@melanie4926 yes i got ondansetron/zofran 180
That like me. Now November 2021 CANT sleep
The insomnia is killing me
It’s HELL ON EARTH!
This isn’t real suboxone withdrawals. Suboxone withdrawals (if on medium high dose for years) IMO is worst then Heroin. I’m on day 53 and every single morning after exactly 4-5hrs of sleep I wake up with extreme restless legs and hands. Every single morning even on day 53 I still have extreme restless legs. It’s honestly made me go crazy cuz I haven’t heard anyone say it last this long. But one thing that’s helped me is Kratom. But now I want to quit Kratom, and feel it’s just been a suppressor to my opiate receptors and maybe I haven’t even done the withdrawals yet… scared to death even on day 53. No battle in life can mentally/physically prepare anyone for this.
Just don’t know if Kratoms prolonging this…
Kratom doesn’t help in my opinion. Just another crutch to get addicted to.
@Zachary Morris so what’s your opinion, what if I can’t stop taking Kratom? Do you think even after 70 days off of subs but taking Kratom would be enough? 70days off and still, I only get exactly 5hrs of sleep and wake up with bad restless legs. I don’t have the strength to quit Kratom cuz every time I do, i go straight back into the exact same suboxone withdrawals. 70+ days and nothing gotten better. Yes, I do believe you’re right. The Kratom is just prolong and my brain just thinks I’m taking opiates again. But thought it wouldn’t be like that. Do you think, if I keep taking Kratom, eventually my symptoms will go away?
@@brandonrhoades7646 that doesn’t matter. As long as it takes away the subxone withdrawals then that’s all I need to know. But after 70+ days and daily I still get restless legs and if I don’t take Kratom for 12+hrs I got straight back into heavy suboxone withdrawals. Doesn’t make any sense at all. Not a single person online has had the same symptoms as me
Oh man. You taking Kratom is literally keeping the sub withdrawals waiting at bay. You still haven’t even started your sub withdrawals if you’re taking kratom. It’s all the same shit it all hits your opiate receptors. Go watch videos about jumping off suboxone woth Kratom if you haven’t already (Kickin addiction) is my RUclips channel. I got off subs using small doses of Kratom and the reason you keep getting RLS after 4-5 hrs of sleep is because that’s when your Kratom wears off and it’s kicking you into withdrawal. That’s literally your sub withdrawals trying to kick in but as soon as you take Kratom it’s just pushing the pause button. Trust me man I’ve been trying to find my way out of this shit for 5 years now. I’ve tried everything. I ended up getting back on low dose sub because it lasts longer then Kratom amd it literally does the same thing (tells your brain everything is ok) and keeps your withdrawals at bay. Trust me when I say you haven’t even started your suboxone wd until you get off the Kratom fully. Good luck brother. 👍
@@badass1g what kind of kratom do i need. I know nothing about it...whats the good stuff called and how do u take it
How are you doing tyler?
Everything you’re saying is just hitting me in the gut. The electricity and the restless legs. It’s exhausting!!
💪🏽🙏🏽💪🏽🙏🏽
Dude 40 days of not sleeping!!! I’m on my second week of sub detox and I’m loosing my complete shit and the thought of maybe not sleep for weeks more makes me really not ok. This FUCKING SUCKS DUDE!!!
I jumped off 12 mg after 10 year use no taper , I see this comment is 4 months old but his experience seems to be the worst sub withdraws I ever seen, don't get discouraged everyone is different and or rare, only day 26 but I feel free
Day 41 off subs.
👍👍👍🙏🏼
Kratom will do it..
ALL MENS AA MEATING
AT LEAST U GUYS DONT BE TRYING TO ALL HUG UP ON ONE ANOTHER LIKE THE N/A WEIRDOS
Are you on facebook how can I talk to you
@tyler_bentz_ ig
facebook.com/tyler.bentz.7
Those detox places seem like a joke. You can find the right stuff and do it at home.
Indeed you can do it at home. But I find suffering through it with others extremely helpful! Hope you subscribe, I make videos regularly on addiction and my experience, strength, and hope
I love seeing these kids with 100 day clean try to tell me how to sleep there so clueless it's funny
30 days of rehab for 2 mg of subs per day? Ughhhh goodness sakes. 😅🤪
Ya, was also addicted/using coke, ketamine, alcohol, Xanax, adderall, mdma, weed, mda…. I just happened to be on subs as well, figured it was a good time to get off the subs while sitting in detox and rehab as well… was time to change my life
@@tytythefly ohhhh shit!!! That’s wild man. You kicked all of that at once? Makes much more sense why it was so hard. You’re lucky to be alive to tell the story. Nice work dude, very impressed.
2 mg of subs hits the receptors almost the same as a higher dose would
@@joshyhendrix your right, it’s just as bad!
This dude a dramatic
What can I use to detox to get off anything at the vitamin shoppe
Great job! I’m at 6 months. Enjoy your freedom
MY MAN
Sobozone is worse than pain pills hundred times worse I want off
Do you have instagram?