Pressure of society to the children. Expectations versus dreams. Why I like this kinds of song because such topics are made to be discussed. You will not find songs that discuss heavy topics in the pop industry.
Yeah that's normal like pop industry has to be colorfull to give happines to life but the most valueble songs are the ones that show the real problems and it sounds good I think that music is a powerful tool it can change perception and look at certain situations that kind of music should be popularised not songs like be happy yeah everything is good becouse in my example I prefer neru or mafumafu song that depict heavy lyrics and true meaning that helps a lot more than a song that tells you to be cheerful or some shit
@@shooshiMooshi lmao true it just makes the message even harder because it's music you can probably scream at a rock concert but it's also saying "hey what the fuck are we even doing with our lives in school" and cry
i HAD to click fast since this is my favorite song. Worst part is that my school blocked this song specifically and songs like gommenne gomenne are still up.
just my two cents of how I interpret this song: the song is about a boy who’s under a lot of pressure to do well in school, at the extent of his own self. He sees himself as the mannequin (if you look closely at the him with the paper on his face and the other bodies, they have slits on the limbs and have ball joints on the fingers), mainly someone that exists to do whatever others want, and the paper on his face a projection of what others see him: a blank slate free to be projected on. He tries to tell himself that living like this is fine, but he’s slowly realizing that he’s not okay with anything. When given an assignment to write about himself, he realizes he doesn’t really know who “he” is. The desks and chairs flying around I always saw as an internal fight and bottling up his frustrations, instead of acting and being justifiably angry. At the end he realizes that because of the pressures he never really developed properly emotionally or socially and blames the expectations and pressures placed on him and himself for not realizing sooner what was happening. Really though, Neru is amazing at writing music that relates to the struggles of growing up and youth, and it really shines through in this song and his early works. When I heard this song the first time I started crying. Neru has been the only vocaloid producer I’ve followed consistently since middle school, and he just keeps getting better. Thank you for reacting to this song, and to anyone who reads this: you’re ok. You’re smart, you’re kind, you’re beautiful, and you’re important. Things may seem rough now, but it’ll get better. You’ll be ok in the end. Keep going.
We can't understand each others pain with our personalities. For me as an INTP it's hurts knowing that i am a genius who struggles with math and i feel like everyday i want to just simply end it and it hurts at my core. (Im 17 and in high school and feel so alone and bored)
I really hope you can look in the mirror and say, "You're smart. You're kind. You're beautiful. And you're important." Cause u deserve that as much as everyone who liked your comment did! >_
he made a song that describes school presures while wowaka had the personal life covered especaly in his last song (unknown mother goose) and rolling girl (which also semi covers school stuff)
@@thepinapple8829 in Japan the uniform he's wearing is a uniform for middle school students, we dont know what grade he's in we just know he's in middle school ;-;
As someone who has a learning disability, the highschool that I went to wasn't very helpful for someone who had problems. Thankful these three teachers helped me through and help me graduate. These teachers were a Math, Science and History teacher. They didn't see me as a child. They saw me as a human being that just needed help. I am thankful that they care about the children they teach. The science teacher went on to go to Med school to become a First responder. I'm glad that he made that choice now. Edit: Holy shit, this is the most likes I've ever gotten. To those who wished me well and liked my comment seeing that people noticed my story makes me glad to be alive. Been having a hard time, due to adult bullshit. But everyone who liked, I truly thank you for taking a moment of your time to show your appreciation.
The fact that you got the help you needed, is amazing. My school tried to accomodate for me, but they only succeeded in barely dragging me along and making me feel more isolated. My teachers even doubted I had an illness.
We can't understand each others pain with our personalities. For me as an INTP it's hurts knowing that i am a genius who struggles with math and i feel like everyday i want to just simply end it and it hurts at my core. (Im 17 and in high school and feel so alone and bored)
I have also a learning disability but my brain is not the norm too. I took a IQ test incorporating my learning disability and i got a IQ of 130 if not above if i wouldn't have dyscalculia and it hurts in my core being limited in maths compared to normal people around me
Yeah. I have to be actually interested in it to learn. But if you force something I'm interested in down my throat, then I'm not going to be interested anymore.
The line “can you solve the equation of ratio to area, can you recall the dreams you had as a child?” Is meant to tell us that we’re drilled equations and told that’s all that matters and in the process we forget the fun innocent dreams we had as children.
This song it another cord when you Learn that suicide in school kids in Japan is really high. I can relate to it as someone with learning disabilities (autism, ADD and possible others too) I could get maths and I flew so high in science but then English just pulled my hair and stopped me going where I wanted to. I've been forced to grow up quickly and had to go through secondary school with the death of my dad and being put in an abusive foster home for a year, I was mentally crushed then I turned 18 and had to get my own place and be an adult, nothing prepared me for that yet I'm free now and even engaged and planning to move from the UK to Sweden. So if anyone reading my comment is having a bad time, I promise you it'll get better you just have to hold on a tough it out... I've been so far gone that I overdosed but I got medical help when I came back to my senses it was the worst thing I have ever felt in my life, so please learn from my mistakes and don't go that far. 💜
@@PowerSpirit50 oh sorry I didn't get a notification, I'm moving up to Sollefteå to be with my partner who is Swedish. I've always adored all three Scandinavia countries and have visited both Norway and Sweden a few times and does feel too dissimilar from the UK though the small town nature of where I'm moving does absolute wonders for my mental health. Learning Swedish however has been extremely difficult for me as I already struggle with English but I'm putting all my effort into it! * ^ *
@@Monica_bondevik I don't know if you've already heard this but English is spoken with the back of the toungue while Swedish is more in the front of the toungue.
Becoming a teenager was tough, still is because when I became 13 I got depression. I do feel more like myself, it just sucks that it happens and school makes mental illness worse most of the time.
I like how grown ups expect big things from us, and then question why we act a certain way. I also dont know why they try teaching us all these positive things yet they end up ruining alot of things for us and end up crushing dreams, happiness, etc
As a teenager I listened to this song when I felt like screaming out and breaking because it didnt only relate to school for me but my home life as well. The goals and future that everyone expects and tries to push on you can be overwhelming and exhausting that sometimes you "put on that paper" and continue that way so that they leave you alone. Eventually it gets to the point where you ignore your dreams and do what they expect but never ever do that. Follow and achieve the dreams you want to and tear that paper off your face and show everyone that you wont be what they want you to be. That you will be you and they can't stop you!
Me, a college student who just stayed up all night studying (mainly due to my fxxking procrastination) and saw this reaction pop up: (complicated feelings)
I'm actually really glad that you liked this video. The song is so incredibly complex because not only does it have to do with the connection between students in school but also Mental Health. Children feel pressured into doing things a specific way. To be perfect but no one is perfect. Along with which a lot of children lose their individuality .Another sad thing is in certain parts of the world suicide in students are pretty high. Mental health issues especially in males is pretty high.
problems also arise when they learn stuff outside of themselves and thus begin reevaluating themselves (like me who does this constantly alongside what feels like a brain always going at 100% in terms of thoughts and plans and whatever else) it just hurts and if on meds and then transitioning to without em it hurts far far more.... to the point where every foundation posible other than those that have stuck by ya side for ya whole life (i was lucky and had gaming as a big factor in growing up so ive been able to stay relitively grounded but if it wasnt for my grandma and a very excelent friend [ya know who ya are (right partner?)] from what might be moment 1) but who knows what kinda hell hole id be in if i had no foundation at all to grab hold of for my life......
Holy crap I was just listening to this- I used to listen to this song back in middle school when I didn’t relate to it as much, but when I listen to it now it really does hit different-
Hello, veteran Neru fan over here. This song was one of the first I heard in Japanese and one that I probably still listen to at least once in a while. Normally I feel empathy with the songs, Neru has been a great factor that helped me to understand and vent with his music This song has a special place in my heart, because it describes perfectly everything that happens and what I still suffer from the current educational system They were difficult days, I cried listening to it, I sang it from the depths of my lungs, it has accompanied me for so long that without it I feel that something would be missing in me.
I especially love the lyrics because the word for "solving" and "untying/loosening" are the same, and it just makes it more poetic And while I was no longer a student when this song came out, it took me back to those days 😭
I listen to this song all the time. Students honestly need adults like you as their teachers dude- Like so much of society forget the time from when they were children themselves. They don't take the time to know how kids feel. They think that kids just go through a phase where they're depressed all the time. But in reality, they realize the more harsh realities of life. And they go through that "phase" because of society. They worry about what others think of them. They worry about the expectations put on them. They are constantly being compared to other kids, even their siblings. They worry about what their family or friends think of them. Society has just gotten worse over the years. If it's this bad for students now, I won't be surprised if suicide rates and bullying go up in the coming years. Thanks for making it this far.
OH MY GOD THIS SONG i used to play this song on repeat 6th-8th grade and being miserable 😭 this year has been a blow to the fuckin brain because of distance learning and hearing this song again made me tear up :,D i’m really glad u reacted to this song seeing u get excited over the really good parts made me excited!!
I dropped outta high school last year and this song still hits You work harder and harder only to just become a failure in life Its all the stress, pressure, and expectations of having to have a successful life get a good education, get a job, move away but what's in between is hardly spoken about one wrong move, one wrong answer and your life goes to shit Graduate and get a job first; live after
I squealed when I saw he posted this. Also, side note. I think the chair at the end showed that he hung himself because of all the string and chair imagery.
It's crazy The social expectations we are supposed to meet at such a young age and how if we don't some of us are labeled as failures. I remember hearing this song for the first time and actually was surprised they did a song like this regarding this topic. It almost felt like we were heard in some way, in a shape I suppose.
I like how your reaction videos aren't just reactions and you give explanations. Also, one of the best things about songs like these or Vocaloid songs in general is that they can be interpreted in so many ways and this song resonates with so many people and their perspective on it depended on their experiences and their own lives. I've seen the comment section for this song from the fansubs and a fan cover and the amount of people sharing their terrible experience as a student or their feelings about life in general is sad but the thing is, I could somewhat relate haha. My brother was the one who found the song on youtube years ago and told me "Listen to this song, it reminded me of you." hahaha
"Better not be sad" Me: *who's listened to this song many times that I haven't kept count* oh boy, you don't know what's coming. This song is just something I listen to all the time and knows the struggles as a sudent right now.
I've listened to this song over and over again that it just numbed me out to a point where I'm just like damn, this is what our society is. I feel like most adults just ignore these issues in children/students because they think we're looking for attention but I think that's the start of everything. What are we supposed to do if we can't ask for help and nobody thinks our mental health is relevant? So really, most of us just suffer in silence and that's when depression hits hard and suicide becomes home, more than just an everyday thought. It's sad how so many people succumb to that kind of end because they can't take it anymore, depression is, in fact, real and it can happen to anyone no matter the age. Stay safe and make sure to take breaks when everything becomes too much and by the way amazing work on the video Mooshi, I hope you make it to Minami soon! Or maybe not I'm not forcing you!
WHOA that's such a great analysis..! I never thought about the meaning of the mv in itself. its really interesting to see how you interpreted the song and the video!!
I resonate with this song so much! I love learning, but school made me feel so miserable all the time because I just cannot learn the way or at the pace that my teachers, my school, my friends, or even my family expect me to! Even though I value my abilities and talents out of the school environment, the expectations of everyone on the system made me feel worthless and dumb as fuck.
I'm in my mid 20s and this song still hits me hard. And what you said about slowing down and re-evaluating everything was true for me. I myself just went with the flow and did everything expected of me. I half-assed all of it and got through it somehow. And then right after finishing a degree, it was like I hit a brick wall of realization. I looked back at what I've been doing and literally thought "what the fuck am I doing with my life? I can't even paint a picture of my future in the direction I'm headed."
Yes~! I've been wanting you to cover this song~! This song describes the feeling of... all of the pressure, the- everything. The person screaming out in the MV was all about him when he finally realized that he had no reason to live, like there is nothing left for him to do in life because he had cast away all of his dreams for himself for the sake of school. He might be in middle school based on his uniform, so maybe 13 - 15? Knowing that he only realized this now, he broke down and started yelling things like, 'We're supposed to be grown up, but what the hell is that anyway?!' and 'I don't know what I'm gonna do for the rest of my life when I threw my dreams away!'. He found himself stuck in a situation where he didn't know what to do with himself, having had a personality and life built off of school and grades. When he says, "This assignment today is about quirkless me", he's referring to the fact that he finds that there is literally nothing going on for him in life from his perspective. Kind of like those, 'What do you wanna be when you grow up' assignments that you'd get occasionaly. He finds it hard to write anything about himself and his dreams, hence the blank sheet of paper showing his 'quirkless self'. Okay, that was a lot. No one actually reads the crap that I comment, so who cares.
"My child is completely fine." Miss, your children's comfort songs are rolling girl, lost one's weaping and egoist. Do you still think that your kid is ok?!
I was one of those people who till high school thought I knew what I want to do with my life. But in high school I realized it wasn't for me and I felt so lost. I always said I'll go to university but I never knew what to study and I really said it just cause I thought it was expected of me. At the end of high school I got depressed and after graduating with bad grades I took a year off which turned into 3 years off. Now I have a place to study, not uni, but I'm still so badly depressed I haven't been able to attend this autumn. I feel like a failure. It means so much to hear you talk about how everyone should take the time that they need. Right now my life is not worth living, but I try to convince myself that future will be. And that some day I'll be happy that I kept myself alive. I really love this song. It hits so deep. I kept telling everyone this version of myself that I thought they wanted to hear for so long I don't know how to be me anymore. From here I also found one of the saddest sentences: It doesn't matter anymore. I hope I'm not at that point yet. I hope my life matters. Sorry if anyone read this whole thing. I'm just shouting into the void.
The hardest hitting part to me is still the "can you recite the dreams you had as a kid?". It makes you remember just how "colorful" the world used to seem. I can still remember the first Christmas that didn't make me feel excited. Not because it was different somehow but just because I couldn't perceive the "color" anymore.
I agree. I remember the times when I used to look forward to my birthday. Now, it’s just… I don’t really have the desire to celebrate living another year. Whenever my birthday month begins, I get a heavy weight in the pit of my stomach. Gifts? Cake? I don’t deserve such things. Actually, I remember that first time where all I wanted for my birthday was to do something, anything, by myself. I remember the times when I used to look forward to Christmas. Now it feels like, I get all these gifts and presents and I don’t feel deserving of them. I know I should love the gifts, as others were kind enough to give them to me. I also remember the times when I used to dream about being successful in life and being anything I wanted. Reality hit me, and, even though it was painful, I threw those dreams away. I feel that even if I were to pick them back up again and hold the broken pieces together, I wouldn’t want to hold such a heavy weight because I know that the chances of fixing them are slim. Why spend years holding broken shards together when they cut your hands and make you bleed? Why try and fix the shattered glass when pieces are already lost? Those lyrics, “Can you remember the dreams you had as a kid? Somebody dumped those dreams into a ditch. Hey, who was it? You already know who!”, really did hit me hard because I _did_ remember. I _did_ know who. Me, of course.
I remeber listening to this song like in 4th grade never understood it until i grew up its like what most people say the more you grow then more you are exposed to the real world. Pretty depressing but its the truth
@abiiurry ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ I'm also expected to go to some type collage like harvard just because my brother was the only one to graduate from middle school and go to one of those top high schools
This song always makes me emotional every time I listen to it. I don't really have the same situation as the song at school, but I love the guitar, so I keep listening to it lol.
I had to stop and take a moment when I first saw the notif, really excited that you chose to react to this song! I'm not sure if someone's requested it yet but I really recommend the MILGRAM project by Deco*27, the songs and MVs are both interesting and the theories people have created for them are really well thought out and enjoyable to read
Ngl I started tearing up when you talked about how adults dismiss outbursts and signs of depression/anxiety as angst or hormones. That’s Word for word what my dad told me when I snapped and started screaming at him how I’m not ok, I screamed about how I know he hates me and I know I’m terrible at everything and can’t do anything good. He just says “I know you’re a teenager so you’re going through that” My mom found out I was cutting. She took my razor and told me if I’m going to punish myself I should punish myself by helping others. She also said “oh she’s just being a teen” when I get angry at my parents for dismissing me so easily. It really sucks. I’ve tried to casually show how I’m suffering but my parents miss every message. They think because on the outside I look like a physically healthy privileged child with a home and two parents and food and a phone so I have nothing to complain about. Although I’m not making situations better for myself for lashing out and refusing to apologize even when I’m internally furious at myself since my ego and pride refuses to back down lol so my parents call me narcissistic and selfish when I spend many days just hating myself and tired of just simply existing
Oh god I had to make a separate comment just to talk about the whole "go out of high school straight into college with your major" bit. It sucks ass. The worst part is that, if you can't afford to take a break, you're going to get swept into the system no matter what. It all just rolls onto what you can afford and if you can find a good job after it. love living in a *society*
Thank for reacting to this song it's my favorite song because of my Cerebral palsy and my adhd it's hard to put my feelings into words and school is stressful for me
yooo you dont know how incredibly happy i am that you are reacting to this song! this song was honestly my comfort song as a kid and hearing your insight on it just reopened my whole childhood
The Lost One's Weeping is my 2nd vocaloid song, when I hear it for the 1st time I can really relate with this song, because during that time I was really struggling through school, bullying and studying. Thank you for reviewing this song, it meant a lot to me personally. I recommend you to check out other Neru's songs, all of them have similar theme like Lost One's Weeping.
I remember the first time I listened to this song. After I finished it, I just sat in my bed staring at the ceiling and it took me a few minutes to register that I was crying. great video as always! ... Also, if you're interested, you should react to Alice of Human Sacrifice. From what I know, the song was based off of a real life event and I find it incredibly interesting.
You have just convinced me on doing what I wanna do once I graduate next year. I'mma take a year to improve on art and see if I can make it work, if not I'll go to college. But I'm positive I can make this work XDDD Your videos always come at a good time lol
Oh yeah, and something that I was thinking about is that almost everyone had a thought to end their life. Even if we didn't because we were too scared or have happy moments. We still thought of that, and I think that most of us don't tell anyone or forget about it. I sometimes when too stressed it just pops up in my brain, to give up and end it here but then I remind myself that life I worth living since we only have 1 chance and even with all the bad moments there are good times to yeah. I'll like to listen to what other people think.
I know this gonna ended up with noone reading but... here's some of the stories about my friends note: I live in Thailand with "major" high school systems. it's kinda like collage major where you can choose your overall subject to study. there's science major (learns a buttload of science and math. perfect for doctors and engineers) language major (focused on learning third language of student's choice. I'm also in this major learning Chinese) and sci-language major. which is like a middle ground of other 2 majors I have a bunch of friends in science major who only picked sci because their parants said so, or they wanted to fufill their parant's dreams of seeing them becoming a doctor/engineer when I walked pass their classes, they are always reciting physics equations, taking a nap because they don't get enough sleep or staring blankly at their lecture. that asmosphere always give me, an outsider, they're turned into lifeless robots but luckily, one friend who didn't truly enjoy that like of learning decided to move classes to sci-language major. props to her for fiding her passion (which is becoming a film director)
I cry almost every time I hear this just because it hits home for so many people including myself. Remember you are more than school and more than books.
Hey you, yes you, the one who’s chasing your dreams. To you, who keep falling down more than anyone else. To you, who keep struggling more than anyone else. I’m sure you’ll get stronger and stronger. Even if “they” mock you, even if “they” laugh at you. If you ever think of being “unfortunate” just remember me, the true “unfortunate” one. Just remember that somewhere out there, i exist. I’m standing here, living, smiling and laughing even under those extreme circumstances. There are times when i was about to give up (suicide) but i don’t think of it as an escape. Just think of me, broken leg and arm, going through many operations cus if bullies. I’m sure you all can do it, i know that you all are strong enough, just need a bit push. So here i am to give you that push. Go toward your future, be optimistic. I think the main character of a story is the one who gets laughed at. Not the one who laughs at other. And so be it, be the MC of your own story, write down your own life and start a fresh start. From your 12 y.o friend (?) out there.....
I'm also 13, and I think that every high school student that isn't the best of the class can relate to this song, you feel like everyone is better than you, your grades drop becouse of insecurities and... You're basically fucked
@@whatsmynameagain9344 try being someone with a mental disability that makes learning hard as fuck and when ya hear songs like this during those years then ya really start going to shit...... especaly when ya end up finding out that hey even though ya got this idea of what ya wanna do now ya eyes have been shoved open now what is it ya wanna do..... sigh damnit school and these songs have my ass screwed up.... and holy hell if i didnt have folks worth living for i hate to think about what i would of become......
I feel like all of our lives gone down hill after 5th grade and the pressure of entering a new school and more expectations that they claim are mandatory makes school feel like it's just about passing the grade rather than learning like school was originally about.
I didn’t used to relate to this song but now I find myself relating to it more and more. The pressure and stress that school put on me is crushing at this point. And i actually tried cutting myself one time, my parents found out. The swiftly dismissed it as my wanting attention. But even if I do get my grades up or do go on a test it’s always ‘try harder’ or ‘now keep your grades that way’ and they are always excepting me to get A’s and B’s and when I don’t they just say ‘C’s are not your best’. They make all of my accomplishments seem like nothing. It’s been harder and harder to wake up in the morning to go to school. But if I don’t my parents would come in and start screaming at me, saying stuff along the lines of ‘WHATS WROUNG WITH YOU’ and ‘every single person has to get up to go to school’ and threaten to take my phone away. Recently my phone has been my only escape from everything, I rely on RUclips and my friend. The thought of doing my homework fills me with fear and stress. I feel so suffocated. I don’t feel like me anymore. Everything is just so bland and nothing has meaning anymore. I don’t know how much longer I can live like this, if you can call the living. I’ve just haven’t been really caring about school. I have so many thing I want to tell my parents but I just can’t, it’s so hard sometimes. And I don’t know how to deal with it, I used to vent about this to my friends but we all kinda got into a fight. And now I just feel so alone. I’m so unmotivated to do anything. as humans we are built to want praise for what we do, and it just seems I will never get that. What the point in doing something that no one will give two shits about? If you did read all that thank you, have a great day/night
I know right!?! And when they find out about you doing that stop they blame themselves instead of helping there child! It’s so annoying! Like Wallow in self pity for not helping your child later, actually help your child when they need you after you found out!
Neru is the producer of this song and this song has a "sequel"/ "alternate parallel" version and the title is "Idola circus" (I suggest mafumafu ver as it shows off more feelings and it has a MV also you will see an extra detail in the MV you've missed in this video) There are other related/connected songs between Neru's "Sekai seifuku"(world domination) and "My name is love song" albums. Such as "Kanashimi ni oboreru"(drowning in sadness) and "Terror" ; "Yasashii hito naritai" (I want to become a kind person) and "Abstract nonsense" ; "How to sekai seifuku" and "Saiyouiku" (re-education) and so on Extra info on the producer: Neru's title comes from his comment in his early work in which he said he used Kagamine twins(the vocaloids he uses) for his songs while he slept in his closet; (oshiire ni neru); he was at first known as oshiire-p then later became neru-p In Japan abused, neglected, depressed children often sleep in closets and Neru started making these songs when he was 17 so it's safe to say he was going/went through tough childhood and hence his comment makes sense (it doesn't have anything to with western LGBT+ closet meaning) If you liked the "what is even an *adult*" line and the hard rock tone of the song I recommend Amatsuki and Hashiyan 's "kutabare PTA" (f*ck you, PTA), this cover is better than the original so see this ver As a big fan of vocaloid/utaite for almost a decade I'm glad this is attracting attention but I'd like you to make more of a chain reaction of *connected* songs.. (just a lil request/idea)
You should listen to “Your a useless child” by kikuo, the beat is more vibrant but the lyrics are really dark, there are a ton of fan theories for this
OH LORD THIS WAS MY ANTHEM!! I played this full volume on my headphones whenever I was having a hard time at school.... (pretty often tbh) And I loooove this song, it's a banger. ♡♡♡
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"Better not be sad"
Honey, you've got a big storm comin-
That’s way too relateable
My thoughts EXACTLY
I was like "Oh, honey you haven't heard of Neru, I can tell." lol
It’s not exactly sad per say it’s just kind of upsetting to realize how much pressure we put on children to be “perfect”
lmaoo that's what i was thinking
I AM THE STORM THAT IS APPROACHING
Pressure of society to the children.
Expectations versus dreams.
Why I like this kinds of song because such topics are made to be discussed.
You will not find songs that discuss heavy topics in the pop industry.
Yeah that's normal like pop industry has to be colorfull to give happines to life but the most valueble songs are the ones that show the real problems and it sounds good
I think that music is a powerful tool it can change perception and look at certain situations that kind of music should be popularised not songs like be happy yeah everything is good becouse in my example I prefer neru or mafumafu song that depict heavy lyrics and true meaning that helps a lot more than a song that tells you to be cheerful or some shit
@@olexus6683 i definitely agree with you. I also like Rolling Girl and Two faced lovers by the late wowaka.
Pop industry songs are kind of annoying there are rarely good songs anymore and most of it are in the past
You honestly won’t find a lot of songs about Sensitive or Heavy Topics in places like America reasons why Vocaloid song meanings are such a big thing
School- on the album Bleach
ah, yes, the classic mental breakdown music of my highschool years
I’ve been there too.😞
I'm there now
Yea
It is true tho 👁️👄👁️
We all weebs gathered because of shitty high-school years lol
AH yEs a classic song we students listen to, more times than we can count
Omg yes
Yup
Yepp
I agree, I jam out to this while I’m in my science class
Yup
I LOVE your gasp at “can you untie the rope around his neck” that was so genuine. Your reactions to songs make me appreciate them more.
I’m impressed you noticed that haha
@@shooshiMooshiit was hard not to, if I’m honest 😅
"Better not be sad" boss it's literally called Lost One's Weeping what were you expecting
I mean...the music didn’t sound sad is what I meant LOL. Straight up rock at the beginning haha
@@shooshiMooshi lmao true it just makes the message even harder because it's music you can probably scream at a rock concert but it's also saying "hey what the fuck are we even doing with our lives in school" and cry
@@shooshiMooshi You'll learn that the saddest vocaloid songs are the happiest.
@@PowerSpirit50 and the Happy sounding ones are the saddest .-.
@@sauucepacket Neru songs in a nutshell 😂
i HAD to click fast since this is my favorite song. Worst part is that my school blocked this song specifically and songs like gommenne gomenne are still up.
They trying to keep you programmed 👁👁
@@shooshiMooshi facts tho 😳✌️
Same thing with my school. They blocked this BUT COULDNT BLOCK ROLLING GIRL-
@ya boi yep. They be doin that, for the sake of censorship-
I can’t listen the song of Ruru-chan U_U
Fun fact: Lost Ones Weeping and Rolling Girl are banned on my school’s computers. Huh, *I wonder why..*
Umm, that’s suspicious 🧍
hmmm... yeah I wonder...
also I love how your profile pic is one of the characters from love live
It’s not banned at my school- I used to blast it through my headphones before summera
@@scooter3246 thats VERY suspect if ya's ask me
Dont worry, still got World Domination How To
just my two cents of how I interpret this song: the song is about a boy who’s under a lot of pressure to do well in school, at the extent of his own self. He sees himself as the mannequin (if you look closely at the him with the paper on his face and the other bodies, they have slits on the limbs and have ball joints on the fingers), mainly someone that exists to do whatever others want, and the paper on his face a projection of what others see him: a blank slate free to be projected on. He tries to tell himself that living like this is fine, but he’s slowly realizing that he’s not okay with anything. When given an assignment to write about himself, he realizes he doesn’t really know who “he” is. The desks and chairs flying around I always saw as an internal fight and bottling up his frustrations, instead of acting and being justifiably angry. At the end he realizes that because of the pressures he never really developed properly emotionally or socially and blames the expectations and pressures placed on him and himself for not realizing sooner what was happening.
Really though, Neru is amazing at writing music that relates to the struggles of growing up and youth, and it really shines through in this song and his early works. When I heard this song the first time I started crying. Neru has been the only vocaloid producer I’ve followed consistently since middle school, and he just keeps getting better.
Thank you for reacting to this song, and to anyone who reads this: you’re ok. You’re smart, you’re kind, you’re beautiful, and you’re important. Things may seem rough now, but it’ll get better. You’ll be ok in the end. Keep going.
We can't understand each others pain with our personalities. For me as an INTP it's hurts knowing that i am a genius who struggles with math and i feel like everyday i want to just simply end it and it hurts at my core. (Im 17 and in high school and feel so alone and bored)
I really hope you can look in the mirror and say, "You're smart. You're kind. You're beautiful. And you're important." Cause u deserve that as much as everyone who liked your comment did! >_
Thank you for those words that I never thought I needed
he made a song that describes school presures while wowaka had the personal life covered especaly in his last song (unknown mother goose) and rolling girl (which also semi covers school stuff)
Why does this remind me of myself? Should i be worried?
“That doesn’t sound sad, holy shit!”
Oh boy, that means it gonna be REALLY sad
That’s how it is with nerus songs 😭 the better the intro the sadder the meaning
What’s sad about this is that he’s wearing a *middle school* uniform
That uniform doesn't necessarily indicate what grade he's in, it's entirely dependent on the school.
@@thepinapple8829 in Japan the uniform he's wearing is a uniform for middle school students, we dont know what grade he's in we just know he's in middle school ;-;
@@sauucepacket idk, I've seen zero sources that says its solely a middle school uniform
@@thepinapple8829 I have, a few websites and videos have said it, I’m not here to argue I’m just saying ;-;
@@sauucepacket me neither, but I'm really curious on where it says it, im a sucker for trivial information
As someone who has a learning disability, the highschool that I went to wasn't very helpful for someone who had problems. Thankful these three teachers helped me through and help me graduate. These teachers were a Math, Science and History teacher. They didn't see me as a child. They saw me as a human being that just needed help. I am thankful that they care about the children they teach. The science teacher went on to go to Med school to become a First responder. I'm glad that he made that choice now.
Edit: Holy shit, this is the most likes I've ever gotten. To those who wished me well and liked my comment seeing that people noticed my story makes me glad to be alive. Been having a hard time, due to adult bullshit. But everyone who liked, I truly thank you for taking a moment of your time to show your appreciation.
The fact that you got the help you needed, is amazing. My school tried to accomodate for me, but they only succeeded in barely dragging me along and making me feel more isolated. My teachers even doubted I had an illness.
We can't understand each others pain with our personalities. For me as an INTP it's hurts knowing that i am a genius who struggles with math and i feel like everyday i want to just simply end it and it hurts at my core. (Im 17 and in high school and feel so alone and bored)
@@muffiech270 Same for me in my high school
I have also a learning disability but my brain is not the norm too. I took a IQ test incorporating my learning disability and i got a IQ of 130 if not above if i wouldn't have dyscalculia and it hurts in my core being limited in maths compared to normal people around me
@ChySyringe I'm doing good now! I graduated 2 years back so I am fine. Just the whole covid shit ruined my chances to fund my college plan.
I listened to this song all the time during middle school 😳 It’s one of my favorite songs.
Me too
Same, one of my favorites from kagamine rin ❤️
Same, this vocaloid is awesome aaaand I was the angsty teen so like xd
ur pfp...person of culture indeed
this was literally my middle school theme song lmao !!
"some people's brains aren't whired for books, useless information and school" as someone with ADHD I'd like to say YES THANK YOU!!!!
Yeah. I have to be actually interested in it to learn. But if you force something I'm interested in down my throat, then I'm not going to be interested anymore.
Rin is the fictional character who’s voice bank was used in the song- but yea- I love this song a lot :3
The line “can you solve the equation of ratio to area, can you recall the dreams you had as a child?” Is meant to tell us that we’re drilled equations and told that’s all that matters and in the process we forget the fun innocent dreams we had as children.
This song hits so close to home
This song it another cord when you Learn that suicide in school kids in Japan is really high.
I can relate to it as someone with learning disabilities (autism, ADD and possible others too) I could get maths and I flew so high in science but then English just pulled my hair and stopped me going where I wanted to. I've been forced to grow up quickly and had to go through secondary school with the death of my dad and being put in an abusive foster home for a year, I was mentally crushed then I turned 18 and had to get my own place and be an adult, nothing prepared me for that yet I'm free now and even engaged and planning to move from the UK to Sweden.
So if anyone reading my comment is having a bad time, I promise you it'll get better you just have to hold on a tough it out... I've been so far gone that I overdosed but I got medical help when I came back to my senses it was the worst thing I have ever felt in my life, so please learn from my mistakes and don't go that far. 💜
Where in Sweden are you moving? Btw if you have any questions about Swedish culture you can ask me.
@@PowerSpirit50 oh sorry I didn't get a notification, I'm moving up to Sollefteå to be with my partner who is Swedish. I've always adored all three Scandinavia countries and have visited both Norway and Sweden a few times and does feel too dissimilar from the UK though the small town nature of where I'm moving does absolute wonders for my mental health.
Learning Swedish however has been extremely difficult for me as I already struggle with English but I'm putting all my effort into it! * ^ *
@@Monica_bondevik I don't know if you've already heard this but English is spoken with the back of the toungue while Swedish is more in the front of the toungue.
welp everyone is now having a *BREAKDOWN* *BREAKDOWN* haha...I'm crying
*Is that a motherfucking jojo reference*
@@alme4898 *Il vento d'oro playing in the background* YES, *IT IS!*
**insert rest of jjba opening**
HELL YEAH DUDE
HO HO Math-tast san Your Approaching me
Becoming a teenager was tough, still is because when I became 13 I got depression. I do feel more like myself, it just sucks that it happens and school makes mental illness worse most of the time.
My depression hit when I was like 8 years old but that’s the same right?
Oh and I hope you’re okay may Allah bless you ameen.
I like how grown ups expect big things from us, and then question why we act a certain way. I also dont know why they try teaching us all these positive things yet they end up ruining alot of things for us and end up crushing dreams, happiness, etc
As a teenager I listened to this song when I felt like screaming out and breaking because it didnt only relate to school for me but my home life as well. The goals and future that everyone expects and tries to push on you can be overwhelming and exhausting that sometimes you "put on that paper" and continue that way so that they leave you alone. Eventually it gets to the point where you ignore your dreams and do what they expect but never ever do that. Follow and achieve the dreams you want to and tear that paper off your face and show everyone that you wont be what they want you to be. That you will be you and they can't stop you!
Me, a college student who just stayed up all night studying (mainly due to my fxxking procrastination) and saw this reaction pop up: (complicated feelings)
just some recommendations for you:
Failure Girl (shippaisaku shoujo), fake smile (aisowarai) both by kairiki bear
and
donut hole by hachi
Ohhh yes! Kairiki bear’s songs are so good!
I'm actually really glad that you liked this video. The song is so incredibly complex because not only does it have to do with the connection between students in school but also Mental Health. Children feel pressured into doing things a specific way. To be perfect but no one is perfect. Along with which a lot of children lose their individuality .Another sad thing is in certain parts of the world suicide in students are pretty high. Mental health issues especially in males is pretty high.
problems also arise when they learn stuff outside of themselves and thus begin reevaluating themselves (like me who does this constantly alongside what feels like a brain always going at 100% in terms of thoughts and plans and whatever else) it just hurts and if on meds and then transitioning to without em it hurts far far more.... to the point where every foundation posible other than those that have stuck by ya side for ya whole life (i was lucky and had gaming as a big factor in growing up so ive been able to stay relitively grounded but if it wasnt for my grandma and a very excelent friend [ya know who ya are (right partner?)] from what might be moment 1) but who knows what kinda hell hole id be in if i had no foundation at all to grab hold of for my life......
Holy crap I was just listening to this-
I used to listen to this song back in middle school when I didn’t relate to it as much, but when I listen to it now it really does hit different-
stuff always hits diferently in hindsight..... especaly songs like this, rolling girl, and quite a few others
I seriously suggest you react to rolling girl by wowaka or, any of his songs sad he passed away hope he’s resting easy.
I second this
@@solbutton1611 I third this
@@RAM-op4jt i fourth this
@@zrks9601 i fifth this
@@leg5411 i say amen to all of ya's
Hello, veteran Neru fan over here.
This song was one of the first I heard in Japanese and one that I probably still listen to at least once in a while.
Normally I feel empathy with the songs, Neru has been a great factor that helped me to understand and vent with his music
This song has a special place in my heart, because it describes perfectly everything that happens and what I still suffer from the current educational system
They were difficult days, I cried listening to it, I sang it from the depths of my lungs, it has accompanied me for so long that without it I feel that something would be missing in me.
I LOVE LOST ONES WEEPING SO SO MUCH ITS SUCH A MOOD I LISTENED TO IT SO MUCH THAT I CRIED ONE TIME
i choked on my ramen 🗿 I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE 😩 TURN IT UP 🗣 GO GO GO GO GO 💃
Same
The emojis are sending me
I especially love the lyrics because the word for "solving" and "untying/loosening" are the same, and it just makes it more poetic
And while I was no longer a student when this song came out, it took me back to those days 😭
Ngl I might be into vocaloid now
😈
@@shooshiMooshi YOU DID THIS TO ME
JOIN US
I second this
ONE OF US
I listen to this song all the time. Students honestly need adults like you as their teachers dude-
Like so much of society forget the time from when they were children themselves. They don't take the time to know how kids feel. They think that kids just go through a phase where they're depressed all the time. But in reality, they realize the more harsh realities of life. And they go through that "phase" because of society. They worry about what others think of them. They worry about the expectations put on them. They are constantly being compared to other kids, even their siblings. They worry about what their family or friends think of them. Society has just gotten worse over the years. If it's this bad for students now, I won't be surprised if suicide rates and bullying go up in the coming years. Thanks for making it this far.
Why am I disappointed in myself for being 5 mins late
😔
I was 16 minutes late and I'm upset😔
@@notshariiii’m 26 minutes late
shut up
2 hours late 😔
HA I WAS 3 HOURS LATE 👁️💧👄💧👁️
OH MY GOD THIS SONG i used to play this song on repeat 6th-8th grade and being miserable 😭 this year has been a blow to the fuckin brain because of distance learning and hearing this song again made me tear up :,D i’m really glad u reacted to this song seeing u get excited over the really good parts made me excited!!
If you haven't already, can you react to Useless Child? I dunno if you did yet, so I'll have to double check! ^^'
Or.. Rugrats Theory
YESS HE NEEDS TO REACT TO DEKINAI KO~!
Yes please :)
I dropped outta high school last year and this song still hits
You work harder and harder only to just become a failure in life
Its all the stress, pressure, and expectations of having to have a successful life get a good education, get a job, move away but what's in between is hardly spoken about one wrong move, one wrong answer and your life goes to shit
Graduate and get a job first; live after
"better not be sad" famous last words when listening to a vocaloid song
This is nostalgia for me, it's still timeless to me. Everytime I listen to it it's still as good as I first listened to it. 💕
I squealed when I saw he posted this.
Also, side note. I think the chair at the end showed that he hung himself because of all the string and chair imagery.
It's crazy The social expectations we are supposed to meet at such a young age and how if we don't some of us are labeled as failures. I remember hearing this song for the first time and actually was surprised they did a song like this regarding this topic. It almost felt like we were heard in some way, in a shape I suppose.
I like how your reaction videos aren't just reactions and you give explanations. Also, one of the best things about songs like these or Vocaloid songs in general is that they can be interpreted in so many ways and this song resonates with so many people and their perspective on it depended on their experiences and their own lives. I've seen the comment section for this song from the fansubs and a fan cover and the amount of people sharing their terrible experience as a student or their feelings about life in general is sad but the thing is, I could somewhat relate haha. My brother was the one who found the song on youtube years ago and told me "Listen to this song, it reminded me of you." hahaha
This song always makes me cry...
"Better not be sad"
Me: *who's listened to this song many times that I haven't kept count* oh boy, you don't know what's coming.
This song is just something I listen to all the time and knows the struggles as a sudent right now.
Im honestly so happy you knew what I meant. To know one of my idols knows what being trapped feels like makes me feel 10x better.
I've listened to this song over and over again that it just numbed me out to a point where I'm just like damn, this is what our society is. I feel like most adults just ignore these issues in children/students because they think we're looking for attention but I think that's the start of everything. What are we supposed to do if we can't ask for help and nobody thinks our mental health is relevant? So really, most of us just suffer in silence and that's when depression hits hard and suicide becomes home, more than just an everyday thought. It's sad how so many people succumb to that kind of end because they can't take it anymore, depression is, in fact, real and it can happen to anyone no matter the age. Stay safe and make sure to take breaks when everything becomes too much and by the way amazing work on the video Mooshi, I hope you make it to Minami soon! Or maybe not I'm not forcing you!
WHOA that's such a great analysis..! I never thought about the meaning of the mv in itself. its really interesting to see how you interpreted the song and the video!!
School is litearlly the reason why I hate life and I really hope i can start to appreciate life again when I'm out of school.
I resonate with this song so much! I love learning, but school made me feel so miserable all the time because I just cannot learn the way or at the pace that my teachers, my school, my friends, or even my family expect me to!
Even though I value my abilities and talents out of the school environment, the expectations of everyone on the system made me feel worthless and dumb as fuck.
I'm in my mid 20s and this song still hits me hard. And what you said about slowing down and re-evaluating everything was true for me. I myself just went with the flow and did everything expected of me. I half-assed all of it and got through it somehow. And then right after finishing a degree, it was like I hit a brick wall of realization. I looked back at what I've been doing and literally thought "what the fuck am I doing with my life? I can't even paint a picture of my future in the direction I'm headed."
Yes~! I've been wanting you to cover this song~! This song describes the feeling of... all of the pressure, the- everything. The person screaming out in the MV was all about him when he finally realized that he had no reason to live, like there is nothing left for him to do in life because he had cast away all of his dreams for himself for the sake of school. He might be in middle school based on his uniform, so maybe 13 - 15? Knowing that he only realized this now, he broke down and started yelling things like, 'We're supposed to be grown up, but what the hell is that anyway?!' and 'I don't know what I'm gonna do for the rest of my life when I threw my dreams away!'. He found himself stuck in a situation where he didn't know what to do with himself, having had a personality and life built off of school and grades. When he says, "This assignment today is about quirkless me", he's referring to the fact that he finds that there is literally nothing going on for him in life from his perspective. Kind of like those, 'What do you wanna be when you grow up' assignments that you'd get occasionaly. He finds it hard to write anything about himself and his dreams, hence the blank sheet of paper showing his 'quirkless self'. Okay, that was a lot. No one actually reads the crap that I comment, so who cares.
Finally someone understands that it is not a life everyone wants to live in, but the society forcing you to do so.
"My child is completely fine."
Miss, your children's comfort songs are rolling girl, lost one's weaping and egoist. Do you still think that your kid is ok?!
I was one of those people who till high school thought I knew what I want to do with my life. But in high school I realized it wasn't for me and I felt so lost. I always said I'll go to university but I never knew what to study and I really said it just cause I thought it was expected of me.
At the end of high school I got depressed and after graduating with bad grades I took a year off which turned into 3 years off.
Now I have a place to study, not uni, but I'm still so badly depressed I haven't been able to attend this autumn. I feel like a failure.
It means so much to hear you talk about how everyone should take the time that they need.
Right now my life is not worth living, but I try to convince myself that future will be. And that some day I'll be happy that I kept myself alive.
I really love this song. It hits so deep. I kept telling everyone this version of myself that I thought they wanted to hear for so long I don't know how to be me anymore.
From here I also found one of the saddest sentences: It doesn't matter anymore.
I hope I'm not at that point yet. I hope my life matters.
Sorry if anyone read this whole thing. I'm just shouting into the void.
I love this song! So glad your going to analysis this!
The hardest hitting part to me is still the "can you recite the dreams you had as a kid?". It makes you remember just how "colorful" the world used to seem. I can still remember the first Christmas that didn't make me feel excited. Not because it was different somehow but just because I couldn't perceive the "color" anymore.
I agree.
I remember the times when I used to look forward to my birthday. Now, it’s just… I don’t really have the desire to celebrate living another year. Whenever my birthday month begins, I get a heavy weight in the pit of my stomach. Gifts? Cake? I don’t deserve such things. Actually, I remember that first time where all I wanted for my birthday was to do something, anything, by myself.
I remember the times when I used to look forward to Christmas. Now it feels like, I get all these gifts and presents and I don’t feel deserving of them. I know I should love the gifts, as others were kind enough to give them to me.
I also remember the times when I used to dream about being successful in life and being anything I wanted. Reality hit me, and, even though it was painful, I threw those dreams away. I feel that even if I were to pick them back up again and hold the broken pieces together, I wouldn’t want to hold such a heavy weight because I know that the chances of fixing them are slim. Why spend years holding broken shards together when they cut your hands and make you bleed? Why try and fix the shattered glass when pieces are already lost?
Those lyrics, “Can you remember the dreams you had as a kid? Somebody dumped those dreams into a ditch. Hey, who was it? You already know who!”, really did hit me hard because I _did_ remember. I _did_ know who.
Me, of course.
I remeber listening to this song like in 4th grade never understood it until i grew up its like what most people say the more you grow then more you are exposed to the real world. Pretty depressing but its the truth
@abiiurry ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ I'm also expected to go to some type collage like harvard just because my brother was the only one to graduate from middle school and go to one of those top high schools
This song always makes me emotional every time I listen to it. I don't really have the same situation as the song at school, but I love the guitar, so I keep listening to it lol.
I had to stop and take a moment when I first saw the notif, really excited that you chose to react to this song!
I'm not sure if someone's requested it yet but I really recommend the MILGRAM project by Deco*27, the songs and MVs are both interesting and the theories people have created for them are really well thought out and enjoyable to read
Ngl I started tearing up when you talked about how adults dismiss outbursts and signs of depression/anxiety as angst or hormones. That’s Word for word what my dad told me when I snapped and started screaming at him how I’m not ok, I screamed about how I know he hates me and I know I’m terrible at everything and can’t do anything good. He just says “I know you’re a teenager so you’re going through that”
My mom found out I was cutting. She took my razor and told me if I’m going to punish myself I should punish myself by helping others. She also said “oh she’s just being a teen” when I get angry at my parents for dismissing me so easily. It really sucks. I’ve tried to casually show how I’m suffering but my parents miss every message. They think because on the outside I look like a physically healthy privileged child with a home and two parents and food and a phone so I have nothing to complain about.
Although I’m not making situations better for myself for lashing out and refusing to apologize even when I’m internally furious at myself since my ego and pride refuses to back down lol so my parents call me narcissistic and selfish when I spend many days just hating myself and tired of just simply existing
Oh god I had to make a separate comment just to talk about the whole "go out of high school straight into college with your major" bit. It sucks ass. The worst part is that, if you can't afford to take a break, you're going to get swept into the system no matter what. It all just rolls onto what you can afford and if you can find a good job after it. love living in a *society*
The railroad(when music stops for a second) and the key change are so important in the song and I love it
"Its better not be sad"
Neru:hold my flying tables.
It ain't a neru song without them flyin tables
Thank for reacting to this song it's my favorite song because of my Cerebral palsy and my adhd it's hard to put my feelings into words and school is stressful for me
I really feel this because yeah...I'm in my last year of highschool and you practically speak every doubt in my mind rn. And i feel helped. thanks
I am so damn happy your reacting to this song. The emotion put into it aee just astounding, and the lives this song have touched are to many to count.
Neru back again that song helped me a lot when i had social problems in school so i'm glad that you react to it congrats on 20 k °^°
yooo you dont know how incredibly happy i am that you are reacting to this song! this song was honestly my comfort song as a kid and hearing your insight on it just reopened my whole childhood
Shooshimooshi you HAVE to react to Miyashita's Unknown Mother Goose song(cover). It's bomb!!!!
its actually wowaka’s song, its just covered by yuu miyashita!
Yes Miyashita’s cover is great! I love Wowaka so much
@@miki-yo2hp I know. I love the cover it's so great! The details he put are just insane.
@@zsizzles4002 ikr. i enjoy the cover as well
The Lost One's Weeping is my 2nd vocaloid song, when I hear it for the 1st time I can really relate with this song, because during that time I was really struggling through school, bullying and studying. Thank you for reviewing this song, it meant a lot to me personally. I recommend you to check out other Neru's songs, all of them have similar theme like Lost One's Weeping.
I remember the first time I listened to this song. After I finished it, I just sat in my bed staring at the ceiling and it took me a few minutes to register that I was crying.
great video as always!
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Also, if you're interested, you should react to Alice of Human Sacrifice. From what I know, the song was based off of a real life event and I find it incredibly interesting.
This song always gives me chills and flash backs of school
"A bunch of chairs..."
Ah yes. A Neru trademark.
Aaaa I always loved this song I'm so happy you reacted to it
You have just convinced me on doing what I wanna do once I graduate next year. I'mma take a year to improve on art and see if I can make it work, if not I'll go to college. But I'm positive I can make this work XDDD Your videos always come at a good time lol
:)
Yes thank you for listening to this and reacting
I really wanted this to be reacted to by him, I'm so happy that he finally did 😊 Thank you Mr.Mooshi (^w^)
0:17 the frustration when the music was cut off when i was vibing to it...
1:59 Famous last words: "Better not be sad"
This is one of my favorite songs, it's helping me cope with my mental struggles. Thanks for reacting to this!
shooshiMooshi: Uploads a video
Notifications: *Let's notify her 5 hours later*
Recently on a Vocaloid binge again after ten years. Can’t believe they‘re still popular. I’m definitely not complaining xD
Oh yeah, and something that I was thinking about is that almost everyone had a thought to end their life. Even if we didn't because we were too scared or have happy moments. We still thought of that, and I think that most of us don't tell anyone or forget about it. I sometimes when too stressed it just pops up in my brain, to give up and end it here but then I remind myself that life I worth living since we only have 1 chance and even with all the bad moments there are good times to yeah. I'll like to listen to what other people think.
I know this gonna ended up with noone reading but... here's some of the stories about my friends
note: I live in Thailand with "major" high school systems. it's kinda like collage major where you can choose your overall subject to study.
there's science major (learns a buttload of science and math. perfect for doctors and engineers)
language major (focused on learning third language of student's choice. I'm also in this major learning Chinese)
and sci-language major. which is like a middle ground of other 2 majors
I have a bunch of friends in science major who only picked sci because their parants said so, or they wanted to fufill their parant's dreams of seeing them becoming a doctor/engineer
when I walked pass their classes, they are always reciting physics equations, taking a nap because they don't get enough sleep or staring blankly at their lecture. that asmosphere always give me, an outsider, they're turned into lifeless robots
but luckily, one friend who didn't truly enjoy that like of learning decided to move classes to sci-language major. props to her for fiding her passion (which is becoming a film director)
I cry almost every time I hear this just because it hits home for so many people including myself. Remember you are more than school and more than books.
Hey you, yes you, the one who’s chasing your dreams.
To you, who keep falling down more than anyone else.
To you, who keep struggling more than anyone else.
I’m sure you’ll get stronger and stronger.
Even if “they” mock you, even if “they” laugh at you.
If you ever think of being “unfortunate” just remember me, the true “unfortunate” one.
Just remember that somewhere out there, i exist.
I’m standing here, living, smiling and laughing even under those extreme circumstances.
There are times when i was about to give up (suicide) but i don’t think of it as an escape.
Just think of me, broken leg and arm, going through many operations cus if bullies.
I’m sure you all can do it, i know that you all are strong enough, just need a bit push.
So here i am to give you that push.
Go toward your future, be optimistic.
I think the main character of a story is the one who gets laughed at.
Not the one who laughs at other.
And so be it, be the MC of your own story, write down your own life and start a fresh start.
From your 12 y.o friend (?) out there.....
Song: "Keep hiding it"
Shooshi: has a minor breakdown
YESSSS. I AM IN CLASS RIGHT NOW. And goddamn I relate to this song....hard- Actually, recently I almost dropped out of school, I’m 13-
Oh hey I'm also 13 hello
@@unusedaccount3907 hello
Oh hey im 13 too
I'm also 13, and I think that every high school student that isn't the best of the class can relate to this song, you feel like everyone is better than you, your grades drop becouse of insecurities and... You're basically fucked
@@whatsmynameagain9344 try being someone with a mental disability that makes learning hard as fuck and when ya hear songs like this during those years then ya really start going to shit...... especaly when ya end up finding out that hey even though ya got this idea of what ya wanna do now ya eyes have been shoved open now what is it ya wanna do..... sigh damnit school and these songs have my ass screwed up.... and holy hell if i didnt have folks worth living for i hate to think about what i would of become......
I feel like all of our lives gone down hill after 5th grade and the pressure of entering a new school and more expectations that they claim are mandatory makes school feel like it's just about passing the grade rather than learning like school was originally about.
I didn’t used to relate to this song but now I find myself relating to it more and more. The pressure and stress that school put on me is crushing at this point. And i actually tried cutting myself one time, my parents found out. The swiftly dismissed it as my wanting attention. But even if I do get my grades up or do go on a test it’s always ‘try harder’ or ‘now keep your grades that way’ and they are always excepting me to get A’s and B’s and when I don’t they just say ‘C’s are not your best’. They make all of my accomplishments seem like nothing. It’s been harder and harder to wake up in the morning to go to school. But if I don’t my parents would come in and start screaming at me, saying stuff along the lines of ‘WHATS WROUNG WITH YOU’ and ‘every single person has to get up to go to school’ and threaten to take my phone away. Recently my phone has been my only escape from everything, I rely on RUclips and my friend. The thought of doing my homework fills me with fear and stress. I feel so suffocated. I don’t feel like me anymore. Everything is just so bland and nothing has meaning anymore. I don’t know how much longer I can live like this, if you can call the living. I’ve just haven’t been really caring about school. I have so many thing I want to tell my parents but I just can’t, it’s so hard sometimes. And I don’t know how to deal with it, I used to vent about this to my friends but we all kinda got into a fight. And now I just feel so alone. I’m so unmotivated to do anything. as humans we are built to want praise for what we do, and it just seems I will never get that. What the point in doing something that no one will give two shits about?
If you did read all that thank you, have a great day/night
@Holly Jackson yeah, just remember the things will probably get better. That's what's keeping me going.
I know right!?! And when they find out about you doing that stop they blame themselves instead of helping there child! It’s so annoying! Like Wallow in self pity for not helping your child later, actually help your child when they need you after you found out!
YES YES IM SO EXCITED! I love the way you view these kinds of videos :DD
I clicked as fast as if this was a new kairiki bear song, because I love this song +_+
PD: circles (by Kira) is a good song, but it’s Gumi english
Neru is the producer of this song and this song has a "sequel"/ "alternate parallel" version and the title is "Idola circus" (I suggest mafumafu ver as it shows off more feelings and it has a MV also you will see an extra detail in the MV you've missed in this video)
There are other related/connected songs between Neru's "Sekai seifuku"(world domination) and "My name is love song" albums. Such as "Kanashimi ni oboreru"(drowning in sadness) and "Terror" ; "Yasashii hito naritai" (I want to become a kind person) and "Abstract nonsense" ; "How to sekai seifuku" and "Saiyouiku" (re-education) and so on
Extra info on the producer: Neru's title comes from his comment in his early work in which he said he used Kagamine twins(the vocaloids he uses) for his songs while he slept in his closet; (oshiire ni neru); he was at first known as oshiire-p then later became neru-p
In Japan abused, neglected, depressed children often sleep in closets and Neru started making these songs when he was 17 so it's safe to say he was going/went through tough childhood and hence his comment makes sense (it doesn't have anything to with western LGBT+ closet meaning)
If you liked the "what is even an *adult*" line and the hard rock tone of the song I recommend Amatsuki and Hashiyan 's "kutabare PTA" (f*ck you, PTA), this cover is better than the original so see this ver
As a big fan of vocaloid/utaite for almost a decade I'm glad this is attracting attention but I'd like you to make more of a chain reaction of *connected* songs.. (just a lil request/idea)
You should listen to “Your a useless child” by kikuo, the beat is more vibrant but the lyrics are really dark, there are a ton of fan theories for this
In english class we had to write about a song we relate to, I chose this.
A song hating school for a school project, seems about right
Me: So you ready?
Mooshi: Yes
*Bacterial Contamination starts playing*
Mooshi: oh this is nice so far- oh uhm nevermind
Haha that one shall be saved for next Halloween
OH LORD THIS WAS MY ANTHEM!!
I played this full volume on my headphones whenever I was having a hard time at school.... (pretty often tbh)
And I loooove this song, it's a banger. ♡♡♡
Omg memories 😳
A vocaloid classic.