HOW did you even manage to make this MORE awesome than the preview you showed me? i was already shooketh, but this just has me in the grave. Holy crap Chris, you are so talented, I can’t even express how much admiration I have for you.
no no no NO it is not a video, it is a story. It is your own personally story. it is a picture. And well drawn one. Sorry for it took so long for my comment, but I'm here now and i want to tell you that you are the best with the fast editing. I love you man. I would die for you my little bad boy :D
It's so clear this comes straight from the heart! I don't have much else to add because everyone has said it already. But congratulations Chris you are one of, if not THE most, deserving editors to reach a milestone like this.
I know this was six years ago, but I just want to say this video specifically has always helped when I’ve been sad, or felt hopeless, or depressed. Because I know someone understands. I’m really proud of you Chris and I hope you’re doing well. Hopefully we can catch up sometime :) - Dylan (previously known as CowboyHobo hahaha)
Chris this is so freaking amazing. I love this song and you totally did it justice, the flow, the effects, the freaking TYPOGRAPHY!!!! You deserve every single subscriber and so many more 💗
eden!! fucking hell damn chris, you're already a fucking incredible editor but you somehow just keep getting better! videos like this one reminds me why you inspire my editing so much! love you so much man!
HOLY FUCKING SHIT the editing, the story behind, the typography ... EVERYTHING is on fucking point and flows so good with each other FUCK so fucking powerful
This is honestly truly amazing! I love that you decided to edit with a more slower song. I can tell you put a lot of heart into this and it really paid off. This turned into a masterpiece.
Having watched you grow into the editor we see here is honestly one of the greatest things. You will never stop inspiring others in their own edits. I also never dreamed that I'd know such an amazing person like you, Chris. Your closer friends and I are so privileged to know you. Never forget how great you are as a person and an editor, okay.
Chris this is an absolutely jaw-dropping video. SERIOUSLY. I don't know how you do it, you blow everyone's minds every time. Also I love the theme of this, its soooo beautiful. You have such a talent Chris and it's so clear how much you put your heart into this!! Reading the description made me so sad because you deserve to feel so much better and I love that even through it all you're still such an incredible individual. You did amazing Chris. Congrats on 50K bby!!
This is a true masterpiece, not only in editing but in emotion. Before even reading your description I could tell that this was something that came from your heart and that was personal. I love how you picked such a theme to celebrate 50k and it is really strong of you to share deep parts of yourself with us. You really managed to touch me with this work of art and you should know that I consider you nothing less than a legend in video editing! Congrats and thank you for sharing all your amazing stuff
Thank you... really! I'm glad you could see the emotion in it before even reading the description. I figured this would be a good way to channel my depression & anxiety!
love the skins throw back in this. effy the original bad girl for us in our 20s. i read ur description and all i can say is girl same. im here like anxiously waiting for jessica jones season 2 so i can feel normal. which is weird but seeing people just as messed up as me in shows or w.e helps me feel less alone or i can somehow "make it". ur immensely talented and u should hold on to that. i know depression and i know anxiety. i stopped taking meds and im not sure if im better or worse. but all i do want u to know after this ramble is ty for the vids and remember everyday ur alive is a goddamn victory. especially when normal feels like hell.
it's a miracle if i manage to watch a video nowadays, but let's be honest clicking on this was the best decision of my life. great text effects, great scenes, and i wish you the best, you deserve the world, you are a very talented, amazing person, keep your head up! and keep making these masterpieces so sometimes even my lazy ass gets back a bit into the vidding community
You did the song and the subject matter justice. The battle with your own brain is always the toughest and I hope that your art is as therapeutic to yourself as it is for me to experience. There is always so much beauty in your edits and this one especially hit me hard. Thank you for sharing your talent with us!
WOW THAT WAS LIKE YOUR BEST WORK EVERRRRR!!!WTF!!!THIS COLORING ROCKS!!!AND ALL THE TEXT ANIMATIONS AND THE COMBINATION OF THE CLIPS WOW!!!JUST WOW!!!CONGRATZ FOR YOUR 50K HUN YOU TOTALLY DESERVE THEM!!!INCREDIBLE WORK!!!
Thanks, Ann!!! Yes, I listened to this song for like 5 months before I gathered up the courage to edit it, it’s such a good song and thank you so much for all your support!! 💕
I have no words, I love the way you you're open about yourself with us. I didn't know this vulnerable side of you, and it just show us how strong your are to share your insecurities with the world. This edit is amazingly beautiful, totally got the message, Chris. You deserve the 50k, but also so much more happiness in your life, I really hope that everyday you will find a reason to smile and scare those thoughts away. I believe in you, Chris, be strong :)
OMG CHRIS YOU ARE THE ACTUAL KING OF THE EDITING YOU DESERVE ALL THESE AND MORE SUSCRIBERS! Im Shook in so many ways because of this incredible vid! congrats on 50k!
Congratulations for 50K, it's unbelievable! I wish you the best cause you are so creative and you are king of RUclips and you will be 💞💞💞 Video is perfect, I felt everything, all the anxiety and pain and depressions. I am dealing with it too, this touched me so much like if I made this, I feel everything, well done I can only clap. Perfect version on exploring your feelings 😊 The best part is from 2:30-2:33 and from 2:50 till the end. I enjoyed it so much with this voiceovers 💞💞
I LOVE YOU YOU FREAKING AMAZINGLY TALENTED PERSON. 50k is a lot but it doesn't even reflect the slightest of what you truly deserve! I believe the greatest thing a man can achieve is inspiring others and you my friend have achieved it 1000000%. Keep inspiring and being awsome
Congrats On 50k Chris! We all kinda saw it coming ngl.. But this video tho! It’s actually so good and you really captured the emotions really well! I love this video sm and you deserve all the happiness in the world! x
Oh...I never thought I'd ever write you a comment...but this day has come Chris, first I want to congratulate you on 50K! it's a really huge number, and I think you deserve a lot more, seriously, I've been watching you for two years, and I'm surprised every time at the crazy things you do with editing. You're the only king for all of vidding. Atmosphere, work with the text, picking scene, and etc, everytime, just...how? And...I just wanna say, I love you. I'm so damn glad that number means more to you. Just be yourself. Love yourself. Thank you for sharing such a masterpiece. Once again, congratulations! 💘
I'm shook. This is flawless. I don't know how you edit the way you do but I'm so grateful to be blessed by your channel and new videos whenever you drop them. Thank you being so talented. I only hope one day to be half as good as you! XD
Congrats Chris!! You definitely deserve all of this! the video it's just brilliant, truly one of your best ones so far but I should not be surprised since you are the queen of editing, everything you do is a masterpice. you are a soooo talented and you deserve this and even more!! you deserve nothing but the best, keep being strong ❤️❤️
WOW... just wow!!! Everything about this is so incredible. It's really clear you spent time picking scenes and on that incredible text. Nobody else could do this song justice tbh!! I'm so speechless but this is just art istg. Congratulations on 50k, you deserve so many more ksdhskfd
Chris, I've been subscribed to you for at least 6 years now and to see how far you've come is amazing. Your transformation paved the way for so many different editing styles but it also shows how original you are as you never stick to one specific style (which I love btw). I'm looking forward to seeing more of your work in the years to come.
It'll be 6 this year. It's still amazing to get notifications when you put out new content, regardless of whether or not I know the fandoms, because I know it's going to be amazing.
first, the video. it's a total masterpiece and i'm not even _that_ surprised, i should get used to it by now, cause duh, *everything* you make takes editing on a whole new level. damn. you're so creative, i'm still amazed by the fact that you always think of something new, something that hasn't been used before + the fact that you know so many fandoms and scenes and stuff, just wow. you are a very very veeery talented person and don't let yourself think otherwise. if anyone deserves that number of subscribers and many many more, it's you. you truly are an inspiration, an icon of vidding congrats! you totally and entirely deserve it!
Idk if anyone else can relate on my level but this perfectly describes my life for the last 8 years , I’ve finally broken out of it but I’ve watched this hundreds of times over the years just to feel like someone understands, you’re a fucking magnificent vidder and I love all of your work, thank you so much for this masterpiece to one of my favorite songs ever from one of my favorite artists. May your chosen gods smile upon you for this masterpiece.
Chris! You really snapped as usual! Your editing never fails to give me an adrenaline rush with the way you surge with creativity. You truly are the sweetest person and so deserving of 50k and so much more. Congrats babe!
What a breath of fresh air you are to this community! Congrats on 50K Chris, I can't think of anyone more deserving. Honestly the amount of talent and creativity you put into each of your videos amazes me everytime. The text effects are so stunning and all the characters that you chose are so perfect for this video. This is art x
this might be the best edit i’ve ever watched in my entire life and i can assure you that i’d watched a pretty good amount of edits.. just wow amazing work!!
joke beside, I honestly love this video and the message behind it. It really felt like you were bearing your soul in that video and I'm glad that you are sharing this with us and dealing with your depression and anxiety somehow. You know I'm always here to listen or just talk about butts or get drunk (cause that's me 24/7 apparently). You really deserve these 50k subs and many more, you're truly a legend in the vidding community and you I hope your creativity never suffers from your mental illness. Amazing video and amazing friend. ♥
Thank you so much, Marie! It’s been a lot of fun hanging out with you and everyone else and the same goes for you, I clearly have lots of issues so I’m here if you need to talk, ever, as well! ❤️❤️
Fuuuckkk You amaze me every time with your creative and unique editing style. Your always bringing something new to the table and its so nice seeing something different. Congrats on the subs and this video is absolutely amazing!
Wow, this is incredible. This is such a powerful vid, with so many feelings and also very meaningfull. And the text effects are so well done 💘 Congrats on 50K :) You completely deserve it.
chris this is by far amazing And I'm truly sorry about the struggles but i'm glad to hear that you're doing better. You have great talent and skill. dont forget that
Whoa okay holy smokes I'm in awe of you AND of this masterpiece!! This whole thing is just stunning & flawless, like I wish you'd let me breathe lol omg I'm shook. Congrats on your subs, you deserve every single freaking one of them! ❤❤
Congrats Chris you deserve at least triple that number... ;) And for the video... The slow parts felt very personal and real and in the faster parts MY WIG FLEW OFF. Hun, you are in this world to tell us your stories. Thank you for sharing... You are NOT alone.
Your passion and effort in editing shows so much in your videos, and this specific video just really hit home for me. It's usually hard for me to relate to sadder videos like this but the song and specific scenes you used, it's easy to see just how much our struggles in life are never really unique- there's always someone who's going to understand, you know? You definitely worked for your subscribers and the community you helped build and contribute to, so I'm really happy to congratulate you on 50k, Chris! Here's to many more awesome videos from you! 🎉🎉
Congrats Chris, you definitely deserve all of this! You're not just super talented, you're also such a down to earth guy and nice person. It's incredible. This video is art and a masterpiece and it actually moves me so much. It's not just a really perfect edit, it's more than that. And the fact you used an Eden song, where Eden is so close to my heart. I'm in love.
HOHLY SHIT ! DAM IT CHRIS ITS EVEN MUCH MUCH MORE AMAZING AS I SAW IN THE LITTLE PREVIEW OF YOURS YOU SHOWED ME DAYS AGO, DAM IT IM IN LOVE WITH THAT SO HARD 😍 IT GOES RIGHT TO MY FAVE LIST !! AHH IM GONNA WATCH IT IN REPLAY ALL OVER AGAIN I THINK, YOU TOTALLY DESERVE IT ! All of the SUBSCRIBERS ❤️ ILYSM You’re the reason I started editing so I can say how much happy Iam for you 😘
This video really touch and destroy my fucking heart in two million of pieces, really i didn’t expect nothing of that, but i feel so connected to it and your history i’m so sorry for you i’ve been struggle with same and similar problems since i’ve memory and today i’m trying to recovery but it’s too hard but i least i’m trying... (so i know what it feels like) and i don’t wanna sound like a cliche but i hope you have a wonderful life because you deserve it, you are an amazing person and fucking talented, that it’s why you deserve that 50K So Chris congrats and again I really wish that you’ll have a beautiful life xx
Congrats!!! You desever it!! And a thank you to begin here on yt and doing the inspirtions vidder and idol! :3 thank you chris♡ Ps: this edit I so perfect like always :3
First, congrats on 50K! Second, I've only been subscribed for a little while now but you are so freaking talented! Your videos are so well done and beautifully done. So you definitely deserve all the subs! Amazing video!
hi chris. i know i am late but here i am. the vidding community supports you and we're here. as a person with anxiety, addicition, and anger management issues. i really do know how you feel so pls just hang on (like all of us do). we'll help each other rose above the ground for another tomorrow. all my love and regards to you. xoxo neil
This is BRILLIANT ♥ I was waiting for this project so much that i accidentally opened RUclips on a tab with a show that i was watching. This video is so deep! coloring, scenes, voices.... EVERYTHING IN IT. Congrats on your 50K subs. You totally deserve way more then this. And thank you for the amazing giveaway!♥
Honestly you have worked so hard for this milestone and you 1000003% deserve it Chris!!! This is honestly a masterful edit and it like combined all ur different styles together and it didn't look out of place? It looked god damn flawless Editing, 100% Scene choice, 100% voice overs/fx, 100% effects, 100% and everything else that god damn went into this CONGRATULATIONS!! ♥
God... This materpiece is so amazing, I definitely feel every sentiment what did you want to show :______ I want to tell you what you are and you will be my greatest inspiration vidder (as surely, that of many more people), I know I do not comment much, but I love each one of your works Congratulations for your 50k, you definitely have them more than deserved
Wow, that was really powerful and full of emotions It gave me goosebumps all over my skin, I just can't believe that it's possible You are the god of editing, and seeing you edit with Eden's song is just mind-blowing, cause I love him so much omg Congrats on your 50k subs, Chris! 💕
I'm so glad you got to 50K and that you edited it with this song which means a lot to me as well for personal reasons, and yes drugs can be interpreted as behaviours! You can tell that you've put yourself into this video as it's really emotional and one of your best work !! 👌👌 Congrats again for your well deserved subs, I'm looking forward to your next edits cause you are an inspiration for me as an editor!!👏👏
OMFG Chris this is damn amazing WOAH! Congrats on your 50k, you absolutely deserve every single one of them. Keep up the good work, ican't wait to see more :D
Wow just wow. First i wanna say, holy shit, this video belongs in a museum seriously how? You're so goddamn talented and congratulations on 50k but you deserve so much more, i would resubscribe to you at every video you make because i'm so amazed by them, by you and by everything you make to be honest. You're one of the most talented persons on earth really i have no words to describe what you do because it's truly art. This intro, these scenes, these effects and text effects, this coloring, literally everything is perfect oh. my. god. this. fucking. masterpiece??????? I've been following you for such a long time, you've been inspiring me, you made me laugh, cry, smile and i can't believe how much you improved, i'm so proud of you! You're the best really. Then i wanna say something else. You're so brave to share this deep stuggle with us and i know how hard it is to deal with meds and you're very very strong for that, and you must know that this kind of story, your story and your strength make me strong too. I've dealt with so many stuff myself, stuck between mental illness and physical pain, just know that you're not alone and never forget how strong you are. You're loved and supported. I know sometimes it's hard, but you're still here to tell us your story and that's what matter. You'll never know how brave, strong and amazing you are, but i'm telling you, you are and nothing will ever change that. Lot of love xx
Oh my god this comment made me so happy, such great things you said... I’m really grateful I have people like you on my channel. It just makes all the struggles worth it, thank you!
(Okay, so I guess YT doesn't mind removing long comments when they're from me :)))) I honestly have no idea where to start... There was something about this video unlike any of your others. Since the preview you showed me on Wednesday, I could tell you were channeling so many things. Like, I could actually feel the emotion radiating from this (and me, feeling emotion...WHAT?!?) and aside from the emotion aspect, you were *really* channeling your passion for motion graphics work, and I'm so proud of you for that! It's all so professional! I'm also proud of you, because I've been along with you to see you grow this channel from 5 subscribers to 50 FUCKING THOUSAND. Do you know how many people that is?? That's a loyal clan. But kidding aside, I'm really impressed with how much you've managed to grow, and evolve with every year you're on RUclips. You're honestly such an inspiration to myself and obviously many others, so thank you for continuing to be a pillar of originality and congratulations on such a huge fucking accomplishment - you did this, nobody else! Here's to 50K more and counting! Love you, faggot ♡
Your editing is already beyond amazing, I think i don't need to tell you that. But oh god. The emotion you were able to put in this video is just such a strong thing to do. It seems like this breathes with all you are and have and honestly when i saw the title I thought just another 'drug' edit using the same characters and effects but damn. This was raw even tough it was perfect. It was something neither talking nor writing, not even a film could express. That is why editing is art.
See your histogram at 5 am was like omg I couldnt sleep hahaha finally, I love it, ultimately your videos are getting deeper 😏😏❤️ I love it ❤️ Congrats for 50k, you deserve it 😏❤️🌚
i feel so annoying asking, but where’s 0:26 from? also this is a beautiful edit. i read the description and thank you so much for sharing some of your story☺️❤️ i hope you are doing okay, if not, that’s okay, please keep trying and don’t give up❤️❤️
HOW did you even manage to make this MORE awesome than the preview you showed me? i was already shooketh, but this just has me in the grave. Holy crap Chris, you are so talented, I can’t even express how much admiration I have for you.
Thank you, Char!! And thanks for putting up with my previews haha!
no no no NO it is not a video, it is a story. It is your own personally story. it is a picture. And well drawn one.
Sorry for it took so long for my comment, but I'm here now and i want to tell you that you are the best with the fast editing. I love you man. I would die for you my little bad boy :D
Thank you so much!! Lots of love from your bad boy 😈
It's so clear this comes straight from the heart! I don't have much else to add because everyone has said it already. But congratulations Chris you are one of, if not THE most, deserving editors to reach a milestone like this.
I know this was six years ago, but I just want to say this video specifically has always helped when I’ve been sad, or felt hopeless, or depressed. Because I know someone understands. I’m really proud of you Chris and I hope you’re doing well. Hopefully we can catch up sometime :) - Dylan (previously known as CowboyHobo hahaha)
Chris this is so freaking amazing. I love this song and you totally did it justice, the flow, the effects, the freaking TYPOGRAPHY!!!! You deserve every single subscriber and so many more 💗
eden!! fucking hell damn chris, you're already a fucking incredible editor but you somehow just keep getting better! videos like this one reminds me why you inspire my editing so much! love you so much man!
HOLY FUCKING SHIT
the editing, the story behind, the typography ... EVERYTHING is on fucking point and flows so good with each other FUCK
so fucking powerful
This is honestly truly amazing! I love that you decided to edit with a more slower song. I can tell you put a lot of heart into this and it really paid off. This turned into a masterpiece.
Congrats on 50K! Love the video, you're such a pro!
Having watched you grow into the editor we see here is honestly one of the greatest things. You will never stop inspiring others in their own edits.
I also never dreamed that I'd know such an amazing person like you, Chris. Your closer friends and I are so privileged to know you. Never forget how great you are as a person and an editor, okay.
Thank you so much, Xenia!!
Chris this is an absolutely jaw-dropping video.
SERIOUSLY.
I don't know how you do it, you blow everyone's minds every time. Also I love the theme of this, its soooo beautiful. You have such a talent Chris and it's so clear how much you put your heart into this!! Reading the description made me so sad because you deserve to feel so much better and I love that even through it all you're still such an incredible individual.
You did amazing Chris. Congrats on 50K bby!!
Thank you baby! Means so much, really! And yeah, effy was just perfect for this song haha!
This is a true masterpiece, not only in editing but in emotion. Before even reading your description I could tell that this was something that came from your heart and that was personal. I love how you picked such a theme to celebrate 50k and it is really strong of you to share deep parts of yourself with us. You really managed to touch me with this work of art and you should know that I consider you nothing less than a legend in video editing! Congrats and thank you for sharing all your amazing stuff
Thank you... really! I'm glad you could see the emotion in it before even reading the description. I figured this would be a good way to channel my depression & anxiety!
Congratulations!!! Another masterpiece from you ❤️❤️❤️ You are amazing.
CONGRATSSS CHRIS !!! Thank you for blessing us with all your masterpieces ! You're my idole like really thank you !
love the skins throw back in this. effy the original bad girl for us in our 20s. i read ur description and all i can say is girl same. im here like anxiously waiting for jessica jones season 2 so i can feel normal. which is weird but seeing people just as messed up as me in shows or w.e helps me feel less alone or i can somehow "make it". ur immensely talented and u should hold on to that. i know depression and i know anxiety. i stopped taking meds and im not sure if im better or worse. but all i do want u to know after this ramble is ty for the vids and remember everyday ur alive is a goddamn victory. especially when normal feels like hell.
it's a miracle if i manage to watch a video nowadays, but let's be honest clicking on this was the best decision of my life. great text effects, great scenes, and i wish you the best, you deserve the world, you are a very talented, amazing person, keep your head up! and keep making these masterpieces so sometimes even my lazy ass gets back a bit into the vidding community
You did the song and the subject matter justice. The battle with your own brain is always the toughest and I hope that your art is as therapeutic to yourself as it is for me to experience. There is always so much beauty in your edits and this one especially hit me hard. Thank you for sharing your talent with us!
WOW THAT WAS LIKE YOUR BEST WORK EVERRRRR!!!WTF!!!THIS COLORING ROCKS!!!AND ALL THE TEXT ANIMATIONS AND THE COMBINATION OF THE CLIPS WOW!!!JUST WOW!!!CONGRATZ FOR YOUR 50K HUN YOU TOTALLY DESERVE THEM!!!INCREDIBLE WORK!!!
*Congratulations on 50k
Thanks, Ann!!! Yes, I listened to this song for like 5 months before I gathered up the courage to edit it, it’s such a good song and thank you so much for all your support!! 💕
I have no words, I love the way you you're open about yourself with us. I didn't know this vulnerable side of you, and it just show us how strong your are to share your insecurities with the world. This edit is amazingly beautiful, totally got the message, Chris.
You deserve the 50k, but also so much more happiness in your life, I really hope that everyday you will find a reason to smile and scare those thoughts away. I believe in you, Chris, be strong :)
Most days I do find a way to smile, a lot of it has to do with comments/messages like these. Thank you so much!
okay first of all I freaking love EDEN's music and second your editing is on point
OMG CHRIS YOU ARE THE ACTUAL KING OF THE EDITING YOU DESERVE ALL THESE AND MORE SUSCRIBERS!
Im Shook in so many ways because of this incredible vid! congrats on 50k!
Congratulations for 50K, it's unbelievable! I wish you the best cause you are so creative and you are king of RUclips and you will be 💞💞💞
Video is perfect, I felt everything, all the anxiety and pain and depressions. I am dealing with it too, this touched me so much like if I made this, I feel everything, well done I can only clap. Perfect version on exploring your feelings 😊
The best part is from 2:30-2:33 and from 2:50 till the end. I enjoyed it so much with this voiceovers 💞💞
Thank you so much, Sabina!! So sorry that you can relate but it's nice to know there's people who can relate to what I'm going through. Love ya!
I LOVE YOU YOU FREAKING AMAZINGLY TALENTED PERSON.
50k is a lot but it doesn't even reflect the slightest of what you truly deserve! I believe the greatest thing a man can achieve is inspiring others and you my friend have achieved it 1000000%. Keep inspiring and being awsome
Congrats On 50k Chris!
We all kinda saw it coming ngl..
But this video tho! It’s actually so good and you really captured the emotions really well!
I love this video sm and you deserve all the happiness in the world! x
Thank you so much, Jaheim!
Oh...I never thought I'd ever write you a comment...but this day has come
Chris, first I want to congratulate you on 50K! it's a really huge number, and I think you deserve a lot more, seriously, I've been watching you for two years, and I'm surprised every time at the crazy things you do with editing.
You're the only king for all of vidding. Atmosphere, work with the text, picking scene, and etc, everytime, just...how?
And...I just wanna say, I love you. I'm so damn glad that number means more to you.
Just be yourself. Love yourself.
Thank you for sharing such a masterpiece. Once again, congratulations! 💘
OHH Thank you so much for taking the time to comment this.... It's always appreciated and I'm glad you've stuck around!
I'm shook. This is flawless. I don't know how you edit the way you do but I'm so grateful to be blessed by your channel and new videos whenever you drop them. Thank you being so talented. I only hope one day to be half as good as you! XD
Congrats Chris!! You definitely deserve all of this! the video it's just brilliant, truly one of your best ones so far but I should not be surprised since you are the queen of editing, everything you do is a masterpice.
you are a soooo talented and you deserve this and even more!!
you deserve nothing but the best, keep being strong ❤️❤️
Awww! Thank you so much!!
WOW... just wow!!! Everything about this is so incredible. It's really clear you spent time picking scenes and on that incredible text. Nobody else could do this song justice tbh!! I'm so speechless but this is just art istg. Congratulations on 50k, you deserve so many more ksdhskfd
Thank you so much 💕❤️
this is the best video ever chris.
you put all those emotions in there and i can relate on so many levels.
thank you for that
This one hit devastating hard and absolutely out of Nowhere. Bravo 💯💝
Chris, I've been subscribed to you for at least 6 years now and to see how far you've come is amazing. Your transformation paved the way for so many different editing styles but it also shows how original you are as you never stick to one specific style (which I love btw). I'm looking forward to seeing more of your work in the years to come.
Wow, 6 years?! Thanks amazing... thank you so much for sticking around and watching me grow. That truly is special on it's own, thank you!
It'll be 6 this year. It's still amazing to get notifications when you put out new content, regardless of whether or not I know the fandoms, because I know it's going to be amazing.
first, the video. it's a total masterpiece and i'm not even _that_ surprised, i should get used to it by now, cause duh, *everything* you make takes editing on a whole new level. damn. you're so creative, i'm still amazed by the fact that you always think of something new, something that hasn't been used before + the fact that you know so many fandoms and scenes and stuff, just wow.
you are a very very veeery talented person and don't let yourself think otherwise. if anyone deserves that number of subscribers and many many more, it's you. you truly are an inspiration, an icon of vidding
congrats! you totally and entirely deserve it!
Thank you so much, Nat! I really can't express how much this means to me because you always impress me with your editing.
So elegantly made. Well done and congrats on the over 100k views!
Idk if anyone else can relate on my level but this perfectly describes my life for the last 8 years , I’ve finally broken out of it but I’ve watched this hundreds of times over the years just to feel like someone understands, you’re a fucking magnificent vidder and I love all of your work, thank you so much for this masterpiece to one of my favorite songs ever from one of my favorite artists. May your chosen gods smile upon you for this masterpiece.
Chris!
You really snapped as usual! Your editing never fails to give me an adrenaline rush with the way you surge with creativity. You truly are the sweetest person and so deserving of 50k and so much more. Congrats babe!
Thanks Matty
What a breath of fresh air you are to this community!
Congrats on 50K Chris, I can't think of anyone more deserving. Honestly the amount of talent and creativity you put into each of your videos amazes me everytime. The text effects are so stunning and all the characters that you chose are so perfect for this video. This is art x
Thank you so much queen ily 💕
I love this. I got chills from the start. I love the song and everything you did is just perfect. Congrats on 50k! ♥
this might be the best edit i’ve ever watched in my entire life and i can assure you that i’d watched a pretty good amount of edits.. just wow amazing work!!
Thank you very much
joke beside, I honestly love this video and the message behind it. It really felt like you were bearing your soul in that video and I'm glad that you are sharing this with us and dealing with your depression and anxiety somehow. You know I'm always here to listen or just talk about butts or get drunk (cause that's me 24/7 apparently).
You really deserve these 50k subs and many more, you're truly a legend in the vidding community and you I hope your creativity never suffers from your mental illness. Amazing video and amazing friend. ♥
Thank you so much, Marie! It’s been a lot of fun hanging out with you and everyone else and the same goes for you, I clearly have lots of issues so I’m here if you need to talk, ever, as well! ❤️❤️
This is such a beautiful video! you definitely deserve all those 50k! Congrates Chris
congrats on 50k , I love how you use the magicians and some panic in this
Fuuuckkk
You amaze me every time with your creative and unique editing style. Your always bringing something new to the table and its so nice seeing something different. Congrats on the subs and this video is absolutely amazing!
50k! Congratulations! You deserve like 1,000,000 subs!
This edit also slays! Your work is always breathtaking!
Congrats on 50k you deserve all of them! This is freaking awesome!
Wow, this is incredible. This is such a powerful vid, with so many feelings and also very meaningfull.
And the text effects are so well done 💘
Congrats on 50K :) You completely deserve it.
chris this is by far amazing
And I'm truly sorry about the struggles but i'm glad to hear that you're doing better. You have great talent and skill. dont forget that
Thank you so much.. I am doing better-- it just kinda comes and goes haha. Thanks!
Whoa okay holy smokes I'm in awe of you AND of this masterpiece!! This whole thing is just stunning & flawless, like I wish you'd let me breathe lol omg I'm shook. Congrats on your subs, you deserve every single freaking one of them! ❤❤
HAHAHA thank you!!
Congrats Chris you deserve at least triple that number... ;)
And for the video... The slow parts felt very personal and real and in the faster parts MY WIG FLEW OFF. Hun, you are in this world to tell us your stories. Thank you for sharing... You are NOT alone.
Thank you that's exactly what I was going for, sadness and wig snatches lol!
I'm speechless o.O. Such a great work, love ya Chris😍
Your passion and effort in editing shows so much in your videos, and this specific video just really hit home for me. It's usually hard for me to relate to sadder videos like this but the song and specific scenes you used, it's easy to see just how much our struggles in life are never really unique- there's always someone who's going to understand, you know?
You definitely worked for your subscribers and the community you helped build and contribute to, so I'm really happy to congratulate you on 50k, Chris! Here's to many more awesome videos from you! 🎉🎉
Thank you so much! I agree, it is hard for a video to hit me straight in the feels as well so this is a huge compliment!
WOW. Congrats on 50k!!!!!!
Thankies!
SO AMAZING! Beautiful.. especially Elio, Polaris, Isak, Effy and Bruce omg
Congrats Chris, you definitely deserve all of this! You're not just super talented, you're also such a down to earth guy and nice person. It's incredible. This video is art and a masterpiece and it actually moves me so much. It's not just a really perfect edit, it's more than that. And the fact you used an Eden song, where Eden is so close to my heart.
I'm in love.
Oh my goodness... thank you!! Was not expecting compliments on my character so this was really sweet of you to say, thank you!
HOHLY SHIT ! DAM IT CHRIS ITS EVEN MUCH MUCH MORE AMAZING AS I SAW IN THE LITTLE PREVIEW OF YOURS YOU SHOWED ME DAYS AGO, DAM IT IM IN LOVE WITH THAT SO HARD 😍 IT GOES RIGHT TO MY FAVE LIST !! AHH IM GONNA WATCH IT IN REPLAY ALL OVER AGAIN I THINK, YOU TOTALLY DESERVE IT ! All of the SUBSCRIBERS ❤️ ILYSM
You’re the reason I started editing so I can say how much happy Iam for you 😘
Thank you, Gina!!!! (Sorry I didn’t get a chance to change those effy scenes but as soon as I remembered I was fucking done with the project x’D)
lightningxdisaster Hahhaa no worries at all it was just an opinion and you’re choice :) it’s amazing and perfect as well so ! ❤️
This video really touch and destroy my fucking heart in two million of pieces, really i didn’t expect nothing of that, but i feel so connected to it and your history i’m so sorry for you i’ve been struggle with same and similar problems since i’ve memory and today i’m trying to recovery but it’s too hard but i least i’m trying... (so i know what it feels like) and i don’t wanna sound like a cliche but i hope you have a wonderful life because you deserve it, you are an amazing person and fucking talented, that it’s why you deserve that 50K
So Chris congrats and again I really wish that you’ll have a beautiful life xx
Thank you so much and I'm truly sorry that you could relate, you already know how hard it is. I wish you the best as well!
This is one of the best things i ever seen, it's like OMFG HE DID IT AGAIN, A MASTERPIECE!! HAPPY 50 K!! you're some kind of god!!! 💕
Oh my hahaha! Thank you
You deserve every single one of those subscribers and more because holy shitballs this is amazing!
I HAVE GOOSEBUMPS ALL OVER MY BODY! That was hella amazing
Congrats!!! You desever it!! And a thank you to begin here on yt and doing the inspirtions vidder and idol! :3 thank you chris♡
Ps: this edit I so perfect like always :3
First, congrats on 50K! Second, I've only been subscribed for a little while now but you are so freaking talented! Your videos are so well done and beautifully done. So you definitely deserve all the subs! Amazing video!
Thank you so much!!
Omg, its so amazing! Love this
Wow! This is really amazing, love this song
hi chris. i know i am late but here i am. the vidding community supports you and we're here. as a person with anxiety, addicition, and anger management issues. i really do know how you feel so pls just hang on (like all of us do). we'll help each other rose above the ground for another tomorrow. all my love and regards to you. xoxo neil
Watching my daily dosis of this edit. It only gets even better with more watching
This is BRILLIANT ♥
I was waiting for this project so much that i accidentally opened RUclips on a tab with a show that i was watching.
This video is so deep! coloring, scenes, voices.... EVERYTHING IN IT.
Congrats on your 50K subs. You totally deserve way more then this.
And thank you for the amazing giveaway!♥
Thank you, Vahan!! That makes me happy to hear that you've been waiting for this project, hope it did not disappoint!
Congratulations on 50k! That was just marvelous, my favorite: 1:54-2:01
Thank you!! Yes, I'm very happy that I was able to find that quote haha :')
Honestly you have worked so hard for this milestone and you 1000003% deserve it Chris!!! This is honestly a masterful edit and it like combined all ur different styles together and it didn't look out of place? It looked god damn flawless
Editing, 100%
Scene choice, 100%
voice overs/fx, 100%
effects, 100%
and everything else that god damn went into this
CONGRATULATIONS!! ♥
Ahhh! Thank you James!
I just found your channel and you are AMAZING, it’s unbelievable, I love edits and these videos, and your is by far the best I’ve seen
This edit, along with the others, are so gorgeous and I love you
God... This materpiece is so amazing, I definitely feel every sentiment what did you want to show :______
I want to tell you what you are and you will be my greatest inspiration vidder (as surely, that of many more people), I know I do not comment much, but I love each one of your works
Congratulations for your 50k, you definitely have them more than deserved
Thank you so much!!
Of course a talented vidder deserves +50.000 subscribers! Amazing video 💃
Wow, that was really powerful and full of emotions
It gave me goosebumps all over my skin, I just can't believe that it's possible
You are the god of editing, and seeing you edit with Eden's song is just mind-blowing, cause I love him so much omg
Congrats on your 50k subs, Chris! 💕
oooh man I've only ever had a few edits give me goosebumps before so I take that as a HUGE compliment. Thank you
I'm so glad you got to 50K and that you edited it with this song which means a lot to me as well for personal reasons, and yes drugs can be interpreted as behaviours! You can tell that you've put yourself into this video as it's really emotional and one of your best work !! 👌👌
Congrats again for your well deserved subs, I'm looking forward to your next edits cause you are an inspiration for me as an editor!!👏👏
Oh my God! this is an unrealistically beautiful video! Terrific job with the text. I'm in love.
This is amazing. Congratulations on 50,000!
Okay, now its the time to comment this! My english is Bad, live with it :D congrats to 50k! You really deserve it!
OMFG Chris this is damn amazing WOAH! Congrats on your 50k, you absolutely deserve every single one of them. Keep up the good work, ican't wait to see more :D
Thank you, Anja!!
Congrats on 50k you deserved it 💕💕 btw video is amazing as always 👏❤
Wow just wow.
First i wanna say, holy shit, this video belongs in a museum seriously how? You're so goddamn talented and congratulations on 50k but you deserve so much more, i would resubscribe to you at every video you make because i'm so amazed by them, by you and by everything you make to be honest. You're one of the most talented persons on earth really i have no words to describe what you do because it's truly art. This intro, these scenes, these effects and text effects, this coloring, literally everything is perfect oh. my. god. this. fucking. masterpiece??????? I've been following you for such a long time, you've been inspiring me, you made me laugh, cry, smile and i can't believe how much you improved, i'm so proud of you! You're the best really.
Then i wanna say something else. You're so brave to share this deep stuggle with us and i know how hard it is to deal with meds and you're very very strong for that, and you must know that this kind of story, your story and your strength make me strong too. I've dealt with so many stuff myself, stuck between mental illness and physical pain, just know that you're not alone and never forget how strong you are. You're loved and supported. I know sometimes it's hard, but you're still here to tell us your story and that's what matter. You'll never know how brave, strong and amazing you are, but i'm telling you, you are and nothing will ever change that. Lot of love xx
Oh my god this comment made me so happy, such great things you said... I’m really grateful I have people like you on my channel. It just makes all the struggles worth it, thank you!
(Okay, so I guess YT doesn't mind removing long comments when they're from me :))))
I honestly have no idea where to start...
There was something about this video unlike any of your others. Since the preview you showed me on Wednesday, I could tell you were channeling so many things. Like, I could actually feel the emotion radiating from this (and me, feeling emotion...WHAT?!?) and aside from the emotion aspect, you were *really* channeling your passion for motion graphics work, and I'm so proud of you for that! It's all so professional! I'm also proud of you, because I've been along with you to see you grow this channel from 5 subscribers to 50 FUCKING THOUSAND. Do you know how many people that is?? That's a loyal clan. But kidding aside, I'm really impressed with how much you've managed to grow, and evolve with every year you're on RUclips. You're honestly such an inspiration to myself and obviously many others, so thank you for continuing to be a pillar of originality and congratulations on such a huge fucking accomplishment - you did this, nobody else! Here's to 50K more and counting!
Love you, faggot ♡
Thank you, love you so much ❤️
oh fuck i just holy shit
congrats Chris! u deserve those subs and so much more!
Your editing is already beyond amazing, I think i don't need to tell you that. But oh god. The emotion you were able to put in this video is just such a strong thing to do. It seems like this breathes with all you are and have and honestly when i saw the title I thought just another 'drug' edit using the same characters and effects but damn. This was raw even tough it was perfect. It was something neither talking nor writing, not even a film could express. That is why editing is art.
Wow, what a comment.. truly this is the best compliment I could get, thank you... just, thank you!
lightningxdisaster there is nothing to thank me for :)
Chris you’re such an inspiration!!!!!!
Love your videos so much 💕
MY GOD. I relate to you & this video SO much. I really hope you’re doing well! & i love this video it’s fucking amazing
congrats chris!! this is phenomenal
but oh my god. i’ve watched this three times already and it is so fucking amazing
YOU EDITTING WITH AN EDEN SONG? I LOVE YOU
CONGRATS!! THIS IS BEAUTIFUL!
Congrats for the 50k you totally deserve it. Amazing job 💕💕
Congrats! Your edits are always on point:)
I would like to believe that the concept for this video was to show to the world why you deserve 50k subs... and 50k more!
Awesomely done! 😘❤🙈😎
great job with editing it, I see that AoS made here, I'm glad but I think that scenes with season 3 finale with Daisy would fit there perfectly
Yeah, it definitely would have but I've got so many fandoms, it's hard to keep track of them all xD Thank you!
This video is (sadly) beautiful *if that makes sense* anyway, congrats on 50k. if you ever need to talk, we’re all here and you’re not alone 💞
Oh yes, it does make perfect sense haha! Thank you so much
See your histogram at 5 am was like omg I couldnt sleep hahaha finally, I love it, ultimately your videos are getting deeper 😏😏❤️ I love it ❤️ Congrats for 50k, you deserve it 😏❤️🌚
Thank you so much!! You're such a huge support of me and it means the world to me. Thank you!
i feel so annoying asking, but where’s 0:26 from? also this is a beautiful edit. i read the description and thank you so much for sharing some of your story☺️❤️ i hope you are doing okay, if not, that’s okay, please keep trying and don’t give up❤️❤️
It’s from shameless us
EPICCC. WOW. CONGRATS !!! 💕
This is one of the best videos I ever seen amazing and beautiful job honesty
THIS IS SO GOOD OMG
congrats!!!