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  • Опубликовано: 4 фев 2025
  • I feel so low right now.
    I don’t even want to be here anymore, I don’t know why I’m so sad but it doesn’t stop.
    Anyway, here’s an edit. Feel free to use the comment section as a space💛
    Thank you for 4.8k subscribers. I love you all🫶🏻
    #discovery #sadmultifandom #multifandom #depression #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #euphoria #ginnyandgeorgia

Комментарии • 103

  • @swetha4420
    @swetha4420 Год назад +284

    Its like an endless loop, you feel pain and then nothing then the dread slowly sets in and the loop starts. Nobody understands you and when you take chances, you get disappointed and hurt. So you stop trying at all. You just try hard to exist.

    • @fandomsholic504
      @fandomsholic504  Год назад +13

      Pinning this comment because this is real. People never understand the true pain and darkness of depression until they’re in it.

    • @swetha4420
      @swetha4420 Год назад +7

      @@fandomsholic504 yeah.... they can't understand that our brain is our worst enemy

  • @naomicummings5982
    @naomicummings5982 10 месяцев назад +148

    “Worst part of depression is that even though you know you’re depressed, you’re unable to stop yourself from getting worse…”

  • @alices.5367
    @alices.5367 Год назад +356

    Marcus' monologue was the most accurate explanation of depression I have ever seen in a tv show

    • @MauFaz91
      @MauFaz91 Год назад +4

      Which one??

    • @RebsApollo-n3j
      @RebsApollo-n3j 6 месяцев назад +1

      TRUTH OMFG

    • @MaddieBullock
      @MaddieBullock 5 месяцев назад +1

      @@MauFaz91I wanna know too

    • @SummerJ004
      @SummerJ004 6 дней назад

      @@MaddieBullock its the one that says the thing about a intrusive thought.

  • @CJ37.125
    @CJ37.125 10 месяцев назад +125

    It’s that time again. Back to watching these videos in the middle of the night.. so I can feel..

  • @calebhelm4
    @calebhelm4 Год назад +68

    people dont understand because i handle myself well but i break down behind closed doors i dont know why im still like this...

    • @supravietuitoriblog547
      @supravietuitoriblog547 8 месяцев назад +1

      Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

    • @CassidyClose-lv4dx
      @CassidyClose-lv4dx 6 месяцев назад +1

      Same for me. 😢

  • @laurasmith1888
    @laurasmith1888 Год назад +52

    I showed this too my family to show how my mind is and I feel like they will never understand. The advice I was getting was what I have heard over and over and I really feel they just don't understand how much pain I'm constantly in 😢

    • @supravietuitoriblog547
      @supravietuitoriblog547 8 месяцев назад +1

      Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

    • @laurasmith1888
      @laurasmith1888 4 месяца назад

      ​@supravietuitoriblog547 I just saw this and I really appreciate that. It's bad tonight so I came back to this video and seeing your comment, I'm glad I did.😢 😢😢

  • @sybil3129
    @sybil3129 11 месяцев назад +16

    i hope the creator feels better now. It was a pleasure to watch your edit...i hope you're okay

  • @WordCharmer23
    @WordCharmer23 29 дней назад +1

    It's when you can accurately distinguish when you're just sad because of surrounding circumstances and when there is no hope in you without a reason. And when you try to explain it to someone, they just get confused and say: "don't worry, everyone feels that, it will pass, just do something". What will pass? Constant feeling of being stuck in the same place, time and hopelesness.
    I anticipate it's not only me.

  • @Crazy_actor_cosplay
    @Crazy_actor_cosplay 8 месяцев назад +15

    People don't understand how hard it is to spend all day acting happy and then breaking down at night, doing that every single day. Eventually it takes over and it becomes unbearable so anything to relieve the pain, even if it means causing more, will help. I hate it.

  • @Aaafss338
    @Aaafss338 9 месяцев назад +11

    To anyone who's watching this and can relate a little bit too much...know that it will get better! I know it is hard to believe when you only know darkness, but life can surprise you in so many ways. Sometimes you don't actually need to change anything by yourself, change just comes and makes you feel differently. Especially if you are young and your brain is still in development, but also if you are older, the brain never stops changing! Try not to hate yourself for being avoidant, lonely, depressed or anxious. Know that it won't always stay that way. You will change. And also your surroundings will change. It just needs time. So give yourself the time❤

    • @aftonmyriah
      @aftonmyriah 8 месяцев назад

      Been dealing with this shit my entire life. Pretty sure change isn't coming. "All I see is sky and water to the horizon...how much longer am I gonna have to swim?" 😪

    • @Aaafss338
      @Aaafss338 7 месяцев назад

      ​@@aftonmyriahif all you see is water and horizon, you've come a long way! You can be proud of yourself. I am proud of you. 💜

  • @yeahno.2698
    @yeahno.2698 10 месяцев назад +7

    All I see is sky and water to the horizon and it's like...
    How much longer am I going to have to swim ....

  • @starrmadzura
    @starrmadzura Год назад +11

    l just miss him everyday 😭😭😭 he went without even saying goodbye it hurts

    • @needtoknow2462
      @needtoknow2462 Год назад +1

      Yes..... I missed him everyday every minute, every,second, it's hurts like hell because inside i know that no matter how much I cry for him and bag for him to come back to me to God he's never come back to me and knowing that he's never come it's also killing me every day but sometimes I can't breath sometimes I just want to die....

  • @spookeynight9508
    @spookeynight9508 2 месяца назад

    thank you for making and sharing this edit. i sorry things suck, hope it gets better for you

  • @ameliaflynnhayes
    @ameliaflynnhayes 2 месяца назад +1

    Everyone gets depressed, alone but they have people in their life who can help them

    • @RIPjuicewrld2024
      @RIPjuicewrld2024 Месяц назад

      not everyone has someone to go to. My parents tell me that being depressed and having bad thoughts just isnt aloud in the houshold. They also homeschool me and keep me inside almost 24/7 so i cant get out and talk to someone and get help. also im not aloud to have any electronic devises so i cant ask for help on the ones im hiding because they will find out and i will get in HUGE trouble. I tried reaching out once last summer when i ran away from home and reported my father for the horable things he has done. after i did that my mother told me if i didn tell CPS i lied and i am fine then she was going to leave. Now i am just counting down the 5 months until i am 18 and i am leaving this place for good and exsposing my family for the things they have done to me. Thanks for reading all the way🫶

  • @VeNt-HaTe-mE-toO
    @VeNt-HaTe-mE-toO 4 месяца назад +4

    You know it’s getting bad again when you have to search for things that keep you from disappearing…leaving…dying…stop your heart from beating…🫀I’m sorry we can’t be as strong as you.

  • @user__E
    @user__E Год назад +5

    Beautiful, thank you for this

  • @andymbhele1657
    @andymbhele1657 5 месяцев назад +3

    "when you don't have a voice, you have to scream somehow.''

  • @12Nelly
    @12Nelly Год назад +12

    Shows + movies used by order from what I know- correct me if I’m wrong
    Georgia + Ginny
    Euphoria
    The Fosters
    The haunting of hill house
    The perks of being a wall flower
    Riverdale
    The walking dead
    Shameless
    Skins
    American horror story
    13 reasons why
    The Vampire Diaries
    Little fires everywhere ???
    This multi fandom was done so beautifully. I hope everyone reading this can find peace and healing soon

  • @okoriejoshua7899
    @okoriejoshua7899 Год назад +5

    I keep reliving my pains everyday 😭💔

  • @jessicasuzanne___
    @jessicasuzanne___ 4 месяца назад +2

    Really wish things like mental illness and trauma didn't exist; it's getting bad again, I've just gotten better at hiding it

  • @nataliewright7426
    @nataliewright7426 2 месяца назад

    This is one of my favorite videos

  • @joycegoes266
    @joycegoes266 10 месяцев назад +1

    You accept the reality that your relationship with your ex is over. If you have any doubt you ask god. And its never going to come back.

  • @soulofanartist2563
    @soulofanartist2563 Месяц назад

    When I'm asked if I could have any superpower, what would I choose, I always pick time control. Not to travel to the past or the future, not to travel anywhere. I just want time to stop. I just want to be in control for once. I just want to be able to let out the screams and wails inside.

  • @DavidSantoyo-h3n
    @DavidSantoyo-h3n Месяц назад

    Depression just hit it's a thought

  • @laurasmith1888
    @laurasmith1888 4 месяца назад +3

    1:29 i feel this to my core

  • @Foxy-ve1oh
    @Foxy-ve1oh 9 месяцев назад +1

    I want to feel things again even if theyre terrible!

  • @RIPjuicewrld2024
    @RIPjuicewrld2024 Месяц назад

    not everyone has someone to go to when they feel like this. My parents tell me that being depressed and having bad thoughts just isnt aloud in the houshold. They also homeschool me and keep me inside almost 24/7 so i cant get out and talk to someone and get help. also im not aloud to have any electronic devises so i cant ask for help on the ones im hiding because they will find out and i will get in HUGE trouble. I tried reaching out once last summer when i ran away from home and reported my father for the horable things he has done. after i did that my mother told me if i didn tell CPS i lied and i am fine then she was going to leave. Now i am just counting down the 5 months until i am 18 and i am leaving this place for good and exsposing my family for the things they have done to me. Thanks for reading all the way🫶

  • @kissmrule
    @kissmrule Год назад +3

    Sucha good video it so good

  • @Jess-gj7mg
    @Jess-gj7mg 10 месяцев назад +4

    It’s getting bad again I try but I giving up

    • @Love.Anonymous
      @Love.Anonymous 4 месяца назад

      Hey I hope things are getting better and you are getting stronger, you are loved
      Love
      Anonymous

    • @gracegiles4921
      @gracegiles4921 8 дней назад

      I hope you know how many people love you. Talk to someone, even a stranger. People can be a lot more understanding than you think. I love you stranger 💛

  • @ameilianoel9400
    @ameilianoel9400 Месяц назад

    im here but not here sumtimes i go to bed hoping i dont wake up its everything and nothing at the same time and no one gets it

  • @Jahseh_Needs_Love_In_Her_Life
    @Jahseh_Needs_Love_In_Her_Life 2 месяца назад

    you feel empty you feel numb you feel nothing...

  • @MohammadAlharbi-e5r
    @MohammadAlharbi-e5r 4 месяца назад +1

    I have OCD, I feel imprisoned. For some reason these videos make me feel like I am not alone, but once I close the video I feel like I am back in my prison. I am afraid to close RUclips and get back to my suffering.

  • @pattyopro
    @pattyopro Год назад +2

    it kept my attention

  • @What-if-the-track-is
    @What-if-the-track-is 9 месяцев назад

    Ahh here am i again wish at least could got a chance to enjoy my childhood n least live this s hitty teen life

  • @gaminglazer9418
    @gaminglazer9418 Год назад +1

    Awsome

  • @rey.369
    @rey.369 5 месяцев назад

    You know sometimes I dont know if it's real. If I am just faking it all. Cuz sometimes I do want to feel it. Why would I want to feel like this? But there are times when i would do absolutely everything to not feel this way but sometimes it's as if i am running toward it. Its so confusing. I really dont understand. Maybe it's better if I think I am faking it. That means I have control over it. And that I'm just stupid. Cuz whenever i start thinking it's real i feel this overwhelming sense of fear that everything's fucked and I'll probably lose myself and they'll see it. I don't ever want to feel that way. Like it's the end and I'm losing everything.

  • @jackiet820
    @jackiet820 5 месяцев назад +5

    can someone tell me what movie this is? 1:13

  • @pualanigray3821
    @pualanigray3821 2 месяца назад

    I want better for all of us

  • @emilywright8313
    @emilywright8313 Год назад +3

    What’s the show at 3:24? The short haired blonde girl?

    • @12Nelly
      @12Nelly Год назад +1

      I think the show is called “little fires everywhere”

  • @glue7225
    @glue7225 11 месяцев назад +1

    Aside from the worst fucking song I’ve ever heard in my life this is the by far the best sad multi fandom I’ve ever watched.

  • @aniruby
    @aniruby Год назад +14

    such a good edit! it is really important to be aware of this stuff. it's horrible when you feel like this and nobody notices, but you're afraid to ask for help.
    what's the sing name?

    • @fandomsholic504
      @fandomsholic504  Год назад +3

      It is. I always worry about being a burden on people in my life if I open up, it’s exhausting to be in my own head sometimes. But if you ever need to talk, feel free to reach out to me☺️
      song name is “Recovery” by James Arthur.

    • @aniruby
      @aniruby Год назад +1

      it really is! and then people force you to tell them! i have had terrible expiriences with that, but you can't do anything about it and it makes you feel like your privacy stuff is violated. it's a lot of back and forth.@@fandomsholic504

  • @Isabelle-yf2rv
    @Isabelle-yf2rv Год назад +3

    What are all the shows/movies you used for this edit?

    • @lynnexiasalvatore612
      @lynnexiasalvatore612 Год назад +2

      Ginny and Georgia
      The fosters
      Perks of being a wallflower
      Shameless
      13 reasons why
      Legacies
      The vampire diaries
      Euphoria...maybe
      Those are the only ones I know

    • @Isabelle-yf2rv
      @Isabelle-yf2rv Год назад

      Thanks.

    • @laurasmith1888
      @laurasmith1888 Год назад +1

      Also Haunting of Hill House is where the shame is better than that through fucking nothing comes from.

    • @raee8055
      @raee8055 Год назад +1

      Riverdale was also used

    • @gracebrown6757
      @gracebrown6757 Год назад +2

      And American horror story

  • @DavidSantoyo-h3n
    @DavidSantoyo-h3n Месяц назад +1

    I'm hungry I want tacos

  • @wolfyYT
    @wolfyYT Год назад +3

    THE WORST THING THOUGH IS THAT IM TRYING TO FIND THE CHARACTERS BUT I CANT FIND THEM ANYWHERE

    • @gracebrown6757
      @gracebrown6757 Год назад +3

      Marcus and ginny- Ginny and Georgia Rue and Cassie- euphoria violet-American horror story in not sure abt the rest

  • @laurasmith1888
    @laurasmith1888 Год назад +3

    3:21 is the same actress who played Callie in the Fosters?

    • @fandomsholic504
      @fandomsholic504  Год назад +3

      No. Callie was played by Maia Mitchell. The girl in 3:21 is Megan Stott

    • @laurasmith1888
      @laurasmith1888 Год назад +2

      @fandomsholic504 thank you so much! She looked like a younger version so I wasn't sure!

  • @Røraedits151
    @Røraedits151 11 месяцев назад +3

    whats 1:13?

  • @akariazumaya8303
    @akariazumaya8303 Год назад +1

    I'm done. I don't know what to do anymore.

    • @MauFaz91
      @MauFaz91 Год назад

      Get up, and fight.
      Sometimes you gotta save your own life.

    • @user-ui5lo4ye3h
      @user-ui5lo4ye3h Год назад

      ​@MauFaz91 Am ending it in 2024. I know I will. Am tried of fighting

    • @MauFaz91
      @MauFaz91 Год назад

      @@user-ui5lo4ye3hdon’t give up soldier, this is not the end, you are a miracle.
      I know you’re tired and i know its hard but life’s worth living if you trust that there is something out there waiting for you.
      Dont give up on us man, get through it and show your magic to the world, i believe in you ❤

  • @Blossom_lily21
    @Blossom_lily21 5 месяцев назад +1

    Am I allowed to be happy?

  • @StvrG1rl170
    @StvrG1rl170 3 месяца назад

    Ian and fiona..💔

  • @laurahamers7588
    @laurahamers7588 Год назад +6

    Song?

  • @laurasmith1888
    @laurasmith1888 11 месяцев назад

    My mindset and I hate it

  • @Yenny_penny
    @Yenny_penny 2 месяца назад

    What is this movie called??

  • @jimmytheblind2673
    @jimmytheblind2673 9 месяцев назад

    Whats the song in this?

  • @queenbrezzey8956
    @queenbrezzey8956 11 месяцев назад

    Shows and movies pls

  • @olawuyitestimony
    @olawuyitestimony 11 месяцев назад

    What's the movie name

  • @kittenpaw7107
    @kittenpaw7107 7 месяцев назад

    I’m doing it, are you?

  • @DianaGarzaOfficial
    @DianaGarzaOfficial Месяц назад

    What is 1:28?

  • @JoannaHayes-m7p
    @JoannaHayes-m7p Год назад +1

    fr

  • @starrmadzura
    @starrmadzura Год назад +3

    l just miss him everyday 😭😭😭 he went without even saying goodbye it hurts

    • @MRLIMELOVER
      @MRLIMELOVER 11 месяцев назад

      4 years ago, I still remember the night where I had to pick up my belongings infront of her house. No kiss, no hug not a word from her. Just her looking at the ground and a tone of her voice saying “promise me you’ll message me when you get home.” I should’ve tested the speed limit in my car that night