@@lcs-97 You are not a Problem. You deserve to life. No matter waht mistakes you did in the past you deserve to life. Please keep fighting. It one day will be better.
Screwed up as in lost too far off in a maze I’ve made of my head. Too far gone to far off to connect to anything anyone any longer..or screwed up as in made so many mistakes too many and grown too used to pain to no longer care? Both equally painful and listened on my list that are carved deep within my brain as memories as chapters of the story that is my life .
The problem is, that there's nothing, nothing that could have caused how I'm feeling now. I have a family, a roof above my head, am able to get a good education.. why do I feel like this tho? Why do I feel like suffocating and like I'm losing myself more and more with every second.. Edit: it's been almost a year since I posted this comment and I honestly didn't think so many people would relate. It made me feel more valid and realise a couple more things. I don't want to write a huge paragraph but I've gotten help and am still currently under professional care. I know many people think they don't deserve to get help and/or aren't ready for it yet, and that's okay. However, the amount your struggling doesn't determine whether you can get help or not. If you're struggling, even if its not as bad yet, you still deserve to seek help. I'm not 100% better but I'm getting there and I wish for everyone who relates to one day be able to get there aswell. Dont give up, I know its hard but I believe you can do this and be happy again. You deserve to live a happy life to the fullest.
Because you're human. Because you're alive. Explaining why you feel those things won't help overcome them because sometimes there isn't a reason. That's why life is weird. But we're glad you're here ❤️
Same here, sometimes I feel like I’m being somewhat ungrateful or dramatic but then I do acknowledge myself as a person and I remind myself that I may have all the things that I need but am I truly ok with myself.. maybe you should try talking with someone, you’re probably holding in a lot of bottled emotions talking with someone can help :’) also I’ve been taking a couple of minutes out of my day to take time for **myself** I meditate, you should try it however idk for sure if it’ll help you completely. Anyways just a reminder you are worth so much, you got this you’re strong don’t give up, I’m here to talk if anyone needs someone ❤️❤️
Same, honestly... But I know that one day I will be glad I didn't do it. Even though everything hurts, every fucking day hurts... I don't even know why, what's broken, what's wrong, I just know that I'm exhausted. I hope it will pass, cause I don't know how much longer I can take it. So I understand you, I really do... but please, I know it's horrifically hard, but don't give up, I'm BEGGING you! Let's live, ok? Let's get better together :)
@@kyleighpriest6636 No you know your getting bad when you watch these and cry and scream you hear a no noise, only pain from the deepest depths inside you
Never give up, no matter how hard things get. Keep going, kee fighting. You can do this. You are strong, and most importantly always remember that you are not alone. :))
My father don’t even want le to exist or to live and he said he is ready to kill me even if he will go to prison..the most important for him is to see me dead
Not to be annoying. But it sucks when I feel out of it some days. I am usually the happiest and making the most jokes with my family. Then some days, I just don’t feel anything and they get mad at me for being angry or sad. Yet they can be upset or distant because we are all use to it. But when I do it, it’s wrong.
I'm going through the same thing. It's like some days your mind is paused while everything else keeps moving. I'm really sorry that you have to go through that
it hurts the bottom of my heart to know that people...this very person reading this, that you feel never ending pain. i won’t tell you “it will all get better” for you must understand there are people who care about you. mom,dad,sister,brother,grandma,grandpa,friend, and if u don’t have these people, God knows you can talk to me. i may not know you or even your favorite color. but your human just like me. emotional pain is a real thing. and you may have been dealing with it alone for awhile. but if your reading this...it’s a sign. talk to me. do you see the number of comments? the views? you are not alone. don’t give up now.
I'm tired but seeing other people's struggles, I guess they're more tired than me...up to a point I think that my tiredness is nothing and I'm not supposed to feel it.
You are tired, and it's okay to feel it. It's real. And it's alright that it's real. Please don't compare your tiredness with others, because you can't. There's no way to measure it fairly and accurately; we will never know how the other had actually exactly felt. Thus why are you denying yourself that right to feel when no one is stopping you? So it's okay to feel tired, to want to take a break and take a rest.:) Everyone's body and mind have different limits and strengths, we must'nt compare a person to another's, because we are not the same. :) remember to be kind to yourself.
Me too...I feel I don't have a reason to feel this way..it feels it's all made up by me...but if it is why can't I get back to normal when I don't think about it... it's really difficult... something is very wrong but I don't know what
I sit on the sofa crying silently if head crying counts I would be crying most of the time but no one cares it's just a phase I don't want help I want others to be happy not see what they have caused
She is the happiest girl on earth. Everyone likes her because she brings so much energy, so much happiness ! She seems perfect, strong. She acts like she is. But if you watch her carefully, you can see that she is crying as soon as she can. Because she is deeply broken, and no matter how strong she stands, a simple thought can break her down.
Ps: Whoever is reading this you’re probably wondering what i commented but forget that all i want to say is. You’re loved and special just like every single one of us. Life has a rocky point and that will never change but we can go through it. I believe we all can do it! Just keep moving and focus on the goodside of life no matter how scary it gets! Don’t give up alright!
lemons and peaches you are so so loved and you are not alone. please keep going on. I promise it will be worth it❤️ it can’t be like this forever. And in the meantime talk to a friend or a counselor about ur feelings, u aren’t alone and u don’t have to live w this pain alone ❤️ you matter.
@@quinnycakes4589 i wish i can tho... my friends surrendered on understanding my depressed mentality... and ever since that i learned how to be alone. slowly letting go all the pain i'd been feeling
i was watching this without headphones on my bed with my dog chillin with me and after the first few second of the scene with hannah breathing a lot my dog jumped up and looked at me and started “hugging” me ( i call it hugging but it’s just where he comes and presses himself right next to me and lays with me while looking at me)
This is an incredible work weaving together bits from these different stories to tell one of your own, Your work inspires me. Thank You. I was wondering what some of these shows/movies are could you add a list to the description?
@@YoyoIoana scenes are from___ 1.doctor who TV series ,i guess the dialogues are from it(google the cast,then you will find the actresss portrayed is in which episode) 2. "monster calls " __movie
i was in a dark place. for almost three years. and let me tell you, it will get better. better can sometimes mean not hurting yourself for a day, or having a good day for once. someone better doesn't last. sometimes it takes a long time before better stays there. if you stop looking at why your life is bad and look at the little things that make you happy, that keep you alive, then continue to look at them, it gets better easier and faster. please stay alive. for me. for you. especially for you. im so proud of you, really.
My mom told my dad that she had thoughts about suicide. I cant imagine my life without my mom and it makes me cry. I realized what my mom will feel if I do it. Be strong please
Yeah i feel that pain my mom has a depresion that will never go away... i am the only one she has bc everyone else left her or judge her so yeah i know the pain hope you and your mom are doing better
I'm sorry about what happened. Everything will get better. If you need to cry let it all out. Talk to someone in school if you go, if not a friend. If you don't have either I understand you but please never give up
I have everything my mom,dad,sister and my brother also have friends,but yet I still feel empty. I have anxiety and no one knows that I feel alone. No one understands me no one knows when I’m in pain or..or when I cry..they know when I make mistakes..or...when I do smt wrong..I listen to music..bc music understands me..yeah it sounds dumb..but it rly does..😖..I overthink everything..like ab my life..my future...or what it will b like if I’m dead..heh..I fake a smile at school and at home..I just need a hug..and someone to tell that “life will b alright you’re gonna have a bright future..🥺” bc I try to convince myself that..it didn’t work sadly..😭 Well bye..I love you🥰 Have a great day/evening/night..❤️ Just know that you’re loved..❤️everything will b ok trust me...❤️ You’re smart beautiful/handsome amazing and you deserve the world bby...❤️..🥰 You’re my lil star 💫 And here is your crown 👑
Everything will be alright. It really will be. I promise you there a millions of people out there who overthink everything, but don't worry about that. Take everything one step at a time. Don't think about th future or what might happen. Just live in the present and enjoy the moment. Always remember that life can get tough sometimes, but you should never ever give up. Keep fighting for a better tomorrow and also no matter how hopeless you feel, hope is always there. :)
why is being selfish such a bad thing? can’t we do something that will benefit us? the only reason we are still here is for everyone but ourselves. but why does it feel like i only have myself surrounded by people that love me? why is it so out of the ordinary to be happy? why is being sad normal? why can’t i share the happiness i have left without giving it all away
If you come upon reading this, you must know that it will be okay. It may seem hard now and you may seem like you want to give up but please hang in there, You Are Not Alone please seek help never be afraid to ask for help. You've come so far and you're so brave please don't give up now I believe in you
Im going through this phase for the past years... And after reading the comments, i wish to meet everyone feeling the same, give hugs and tell them we can overcome it though not easy and may take years but still we can do it.
I know I'm a bit late and this is a long list but: 0:51, 0:59, 1:06, 2:12, voiceover at 2:32, 2:42, 3:02, 3:07, 3:11, 3:15, 3:20, 3:26, 3:34, 3:50 +the voiceover, 4:10, 4:42, 4:47, 5:06, 5:14, 5:16, 5:39 are all Doctor Who. I went through and found every DW clip in the video 😂 It's a really great show (my fav) and you should totally watch it.
El Ri have watched it, and I do agree that it is a great show, my favourite is the 12th doctor Edit: to make clear, I had started watching like 2/3 years ago and only watched the 2005 series, except for the 13th doctor and two episodes of S4
@@ZikedY I've seen the 8th Doctor (the movie) and all 9-13. My favorite is DEFINITELY Ten. (Also, I only started watching a year ago) (i'm so obsessed with it lol) Who's your fav companion? I love Rose the most
I don't need help making myself sad. I'm just never happy anymore. I want my old simple life back. I remember when I was younger how I couldn't wait to grow up, but all I want to do is reverse the time. I just want to be happy again.
People say "you know its getting bad when you start watching these again.." No... *you know its getting bad when you watch these to feel something...anything...but you feel nothing*
The first half was done beautifully, but the second one... Wow! It was breathtakingly stunning and left me nearly speechless. It was a real curveball, but an amazing one at that. I just keep replaying it over and over, and I'm blown away each time. You've got some real talent, a third eye that sees both the beauty and the pain in the world and capture it all within a 6 minute video. Color me impressed! The Doctor Who and Before I Fall scenes and voice overs were a great addition and honestly make the video that much better.
I have psychotic depression. I have everything yet nothing. I try to love people but the people I love I hate. The people I should hate I can’t stop loving. I can’t go on anymore I can’t do it alone. I need someone but I can’t have anyone because I always manage to screw everything up. I wish I could get help. But my border of protecting my feelings is too strong to open up to people. When it comes to people I think I love and I shouldn’t it’s so weak. They get lost in it. And eventually they get devoured in it just like I am. Then they leave. I want to leave too. But I’m at the bottom of the bottom. I don’t know what I want or what to do.
I know it might seem impossible right now but things will get better trust me... youll find the right people you can open up to and theyll support you and help you through bad times... dont leave this world just now.. youre worth being alive and staying alive.. you're loved dont forget that.. there's this poem 《the morning after I killed myself》.. you might wanna check it out its really beautiful and hitting ... it kinda helped me through a lot.. so yeahh sorry for my bad grammar and vocab.. if you need someone to talk to im always there for you insta: @xalexandra_2610
Heyya, haven't uploaded in a very long time. Sorry bout that. College work and a dramatic social life is to blame lmao. Anyway here's a video about pain and loss but then a bit of happiness and hope as well chucked into the mix. Hope you enjoyed it and hopefully I’ll upload a lot more :)))
I'm tired, exhausted, alone, sad and empty. How can someone says lifes goes on when they don't know what you feel inside? How they understand that moving on is the best way when they don't know that the pain is slowly killing you inside. Yeah life goes own. It sucks! 💙
Every single one of you is a masterpiece. Feeling nothing is not your fault because you are in a world where everything can become sand slipping through your fingers. You are no less than any other person. You are no weaker. You are just you and you are powerful and beautiful and full of so much ability, so much life. Never ever forget just how much you mean to this world, to the people of this world even those who only give acknowledgement in silence or those who don't even give you any acknowledgement aloud.
Worse than feeling sad is feeling numb, paralyzed, like you don't care anymore, you know there are people who care but to your parents you still are one more problem you're just not the way they have imagined you. Your not scared of death anymore, neither of life, your just existing and feeling empty. At some point of growing up everyone realizes that they don't have, what their childhood heros have, that the world is a cruel place and there's not a thing that will change that fact at all.
So I'm just gonna share here my problem right now coz I don't have friends to share it with. I'm an only child. I'm an introvert, actually no but I don't have friends. We're not rich. My mom is in Hongkong and I'm here in the Philippines. She's an ofw there, she did everything just to make my life better. Anyway, my dad? He's not with us, he has his another family so nah. So yeah, my problem is my mom. She has cancer and Idk what to do. I'm still going to school so Idk if I'm gonna graduate coz my mom is the only one who's supporting me. Actually, I have a boyfriend. It's a long distance relationship anyway. We're almost a year, I promised him before that we will meet in my 18th birthday next year but I cancelled it last week coz I don't have money to see him. So after it, he treated me coldly and I know after a week, he'll gonna dump me. I don't know. I don't really know what to do to myself.
Amelia Pond and Clara Oswald always get me 😢 (Whenever I watch all the doctor who seasons again bc I’m slightly obsessed, when I get to s7e5 The Angels Take Manhattan and s9e10 Face The Raven, I just stop watching it for days bc I don’t want to watch them go 😢)
Woah, this is incredible! The scene choices are perfect and you really portrayed the theme great! I never understood why these multifandoms connect soo deep and inspires and moves me at the same time.I cry as if I know how this place (earth ) is gonna end up like and I don t know how to save these people how to change their ignorant minds, how to tell them the value of everything. We get so busy in our daily lives that we forget how little by little we are running towards doom months ago Please believe me when I say that this is the best multifandom edit I ve ever seen Your selection of the scenes was excellent and the way you edited them flowed from one to the next seamlessly. It was absolutely outstanding, sorry to sound like an over-excited fan but. this is ART. Thank
Everyone I promise you aren’t alone and if you ever need anyone to just listen I’m here. I’ve been through so many experiences and I swear it will be ok.
When I'm sad I sketch and they almost always look incredibly great. I don't know why but I just sketch until I feel better and I know I'm really depressed when I don't even want to touch a pencil
I’m sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo glad there’re still people out there who appreciate Doctor Who series 1. It’s fantastic! And the other series obviously
I’m so tired feeling like I give my all and nobody cares. I feel like I’m nobody, I look at myself in the mirror and I see a whole different person. I’m not myself anymore. Nobody even cares to notice that I’m hurting.
Despite the immeasurable pain and hardship you're going through, you are probably one of the richest people alive. You know the value of your lives. Much light to all of you.
I’m 25 and it’s been 13 years since the darkness took over. I don’t if it’s gotten better or if I’ve learned to manage it better. All I know is to not give up. Keep fighting.
One thing is that, I feel pain and have tried to die bu suicide many times and even though it hurts one person gives me the strength to keep going and it's the reason y I'm living. I still have pain but i know it will pass.
I used to say that my BPD, CPTSD, Chronic Depression, Severe Anxiety & OCD was like being in a body that fights to live with a mind that fights to die...in recent years it seems my body is just as broken as my mind no matter how hard I try, or with all the coping skills,meds, therapies and processing everything...I'm doing all of the things and it's not enough. The sheer intensity of emotions, intrusive thoughts, mental & physical pain that never lets up alongside the memories. . .it just feels like I wasn't meant to exist so I'm doomed to feel it all. . .to anyone who resonates with even just a fraction of this, I wish you calmer seas ⛵🌊❤️🩹
Such beautiful words. Feelings I often struggle to put into words, hence the sad videos haha. Life can be especially shit sometimes, and I'm so sorry you feel this way. Please know you are loved and it is safe too talk about how you feel as much as you can, as getting comfortable with yourself and what you've been through is the first step in the right direction ❤
I’m not sure why I’m watching this. I haven’t been in this place for some time. But I just felt like watching one. I want to share something with anyone willing to read this. This time 2 years ago I was so miserable thoughts of suicide consumed me every moment. My arms, legs, stomach, anywhere I could hide we’re hiding cuts or scars. The kicker was nothing was really wrong in my life. I had a great boyfriend who loved me. Parents who didn’t always understand me but they loved me. But I was still miserable and wanted to die because I hated the person I saw in the mirror. I had anxiety attacks everyday. I just knew everyone I loved would be better without me. I married my wonderful boyfriend and we’re expecting a baby in February. I’m not perfect. I still get urges to fall back into depression, but I’m happy. Please listen to me. I’m happy for no reason other than I got a little older and realized life isn’t always so bad. Please hold on. It really will get better.
I lost my uncle to suicide x you don’t understand it you just imagine it until it happens to you or someone you love . The pain is unbearable and I feel like some people just fantasize on it without knowing the real depth of it .
I always think of the last breath, the final puff of air or a gasp just yearning for one more moment, but it never comes. Closure, you get it. The pain, it stops. The world, it stills and finally wants to hear you out, ready to listen, to help but they forget it is the point of no return. The flash of memories in front of your eyes, good ones and bad ones playing like a reel. It was all just there, in your head you say? This isn't. This last breath. One last. It truly is the last
For some reason I have everything I wanted, but still everything makes me feel empty inside the people who brought a smile to my face does bring it anymore I feel like I don't care but anything, I feel nothing but I keep on smiling and pretending to be ok but no one understands no one see there something wrong with me 😞
Yess you want to feel some things watching this But it's not making you sad or cry anymore, and at that moment you realize that your situation is getting worse and worse
I feel happy when I help people's but in the end these people's hurt me so badly, and in the end I just cried bcoz of these people's. I do lot of secrific to make these people's happy, I just want to ask these people's why in the end they all make me crying whyyyyyyy!!!! I wonna run, run away from these people's and want to live my life according to my wish, I want a long walk in the night under a beautiful and peaceful full 🌟 sky with some beautiful songs, I want my life Happy but why I can't, whyyy!!
I know my friend, I know what that’s like. You give because that’s who you are. That’s called love. I kept telling God, “I want something good in my life, something good that’s just for me. I can’t remember what happiness feels like.” I was surprised that my own family didn’t love me the way I loved them. It broke my heart, yet I still gave, and still loved. Jesus knows what that’s like too. He loved and gave His life for people that didn’t deserve it. One day the realization hit me. They were the one’s who were wrong, it had nothing to do with me. They would act this same way with someone else. It’s their lack of integrity and character, nothing to do with your own. You are good enough. Make a list of the things you won’t put up with, things they do to hurt you,. Boundaries. When someone crosses them, tell them and walk away. Maybe they’ll take a look at their behavior, recognize it’s wrong and apologize, and you can forgive them. The evidence of a sincere, true apology, is changed behavior. Their actions should line up with their words. This is how you’ll know who is worthy of your love and kindness. Keep those and close the door on the others who aren’t. Pray that God will give you wisdom and courage,. I know He’ll give you something good and happy in your life, something just for you. He loves you so much.
I feel like I am drowning but I am above water. Maybe it's best not to feel at all. I would rather feel empty than like this. but it doesn't matter we are all dead anyway
i honestly don’t know how people can just be lucky enough to not have any issues. or even if they do, they have people to talk to. i mean i have nobody to tell. i get told by my own sister my feelings aren’t as valid as hers because my parents treat me better. i don’t get treated better out of favoritism, i get treated better because i treat my parents with respect. than she tells everyone how bad of a sister i am and all the “horrible things i do”. she reminds me everyday that i’m not perfect. and it just hurts because she was my bestfriend. and all i ever tried to do was please her, i always wanted her acceptance from everything, i always needed her voice of opinion because that’s how i was raised. i was never allowed to do what i wanted if she was also involved. i just wish people could tell that i’m not okay. i just want somebody to care or acknowledge it.
I’m 12 Help me. I’m losing myself everyday I want to fade Does anyone care Whne will I breath At a normal speed Why does nobody belive me I’m fine “no I’m not” Why do I feel nothing Y’all know the answer I’ve been getting “Your just a kid”
@@zainabidk9129 if no ones too you this today. I love you and you matter💙 Don't let nobody bring you down. Look in the mirror and remind yourself everyday, that you're beautiful, special and filled with love. No matter what people say I want you to know that there are people struggling with a problem you. But we can fight together right? So keep holding on. We'll make it through
hey you its me after 1 month and i guess i'm getting better day by day and j have friends that care about me and i like a guy but idk if he likes me back i hope he is. And i'm glad that i'm alive i love u and i'll always will see u next month btw there is only 42 days for your exam keep studying ik you can and ik you will ,i love u i hope you do fine in your exam
It doesn’t matter what you’re going through, just remember people who looked like they didn’t care will miss you, you don’t have to take your own life 😭
check this artist I know BrE FREE out this is her story tbh this subject should be spoken about more mental health is everything 🙏ruclips.net/video/Vsh01LhxF_E/видео.html
![[FREE AUDIO] You're losing me](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/jHrcZfq3UaY/mqdefault.jpg)
"The person who smiles the most is the most broken inside"
Lauren Smith true😪
Totally agree but the one who remains silent are more sadder than others 💔🤗
yes and especially that feeling when you are dying inside silently painfully and slowly and still smile and tell others you are fine
Not true some can’t even muster a smile anymore
What is muster ???
When you want to feel something so you watch multifandom
But it doesn't make you feel anything ( ´･･)ﾉ(._.`)
Or whenever you are in a sad mood to make you even sadder for some reason in my case
Am I the problem? Am I a bad person? I don't now what to do anymore
@@lcs-97 You are not a Problem. You deserve to life. No matter waht mistakes you did in the past you deserve to life. Please keep fighting. It one day will be better.
Raiyan Hassan same
You know you're screwed up when even multifandoms don't make you feel anything.
Not now ,not anymore
I screwed up a lot then cause they dont
Rienet Marais me rn
Screwed up as in lost too far off in a maze I’ve made of my head. Too far gone to far off to connect to anything anyone any longer..or screwed up as in made so many mistakes too many and grown too used to pain to no longer care? Both equally painful and listened on my list that are carved deep within my brain as memories as chapters of the story that is my life .
If any of you need to talk to me about anything plz lmk
I don’t even have the energy to explain what’s wrong anymore
It's okay were all in this together I am here for you if you wanna talk queen👑👸💅
Aastha Contractor thank you :) I appreciate it.
hey, i just wanted to check on you. how are you doing? just know that i'm always here for you...
I didn't know how to explain so I started writing it down but now I don't even have the energy to do that too...I'm too tired
I understand.. i feel the same
"They said i changed a lot.
I said, a lot changed me."
😭
Love
Exactly
The problem is, that there's nothing, nothing that could have caused how I'm feeling now. I have a family, a roof above my head, am able to get a good education.. why do I feel like this tho? Why do I feel like suffocating and like I'm losing myself more and more with every second..
Edit: it's been almost a year since I posted this comment and I honestly didn't think so many people would relate. It made me feel more valid and realise a couple more things. I don't want to write a huge paragraph but I've gotten help and am still currently under professional care. I know many people think they don't deserve to get help and/or aren't ready for it yet, and that's okay. However, the amount your struggling doesn't determine whether you can get help or not. If you're struggling, even if its not as bad yet, you still deserve to seek help. I'm not 100% better but I'm getting there and I wish for everyone who relates to one day be able to get there aswell. Dont give up, I know its hard but I believe you can do this and be happy again. You deserve to live a happy life to the fullest.
I want to give you a hug❤❤😥
Because you're human. Because you're alive. Explaining why you feel those things won't help overcome them because sometimes there isn't a reason.
That's why life is weird. But we're glad you're here ❤️
Everything is gonna be okay, believe in that, every single day
ashley we are just born this way
Same here, sometimes I feel like I’m being somewhat ungrateful or dramatic but then I do acknowledge myself as a person and I remind myself that I may have all the things that I need but am I truly ok with myself.. maybe you should try talking with someone, you’re probably holding in a lot of bottled emotions talking with someone can help :’) also I’ve been taking a couple of minutes out of my day to take time for **myself** I meditate, you should try it however idk for sure if it’ll help you completely. Anyways just a reminder you are worth so much, you got this you’re strong don’t give up, I’m here to talk if anyone needs someone ❤️❤️
i wanna do it but i know it would upset my family. so i just continue to suffer to keep everyone else happy. everyone seems to be happy except me
Sophie Emma same
Some times priority is just a family. We play a role as an object. All emotions dead.
Guys... you all have us
Same, honestly... But I know that one day I will be glad I didn't do it. Even though everything hurts, every fucking day hurts... I don't even know why, what's broken, what's wrong, I just know that I'm exhausted. I hope it will pass, cause I don't know how much longer I can take it. So I understand you, I really do... but please, I know it's horrifically hard, but don't give up, I'm BEGGING you! Let's live, ok? Let's get better together :)
Same thank god im not the only one
You know it's getting bad again when you start watching these 💔
No you know your getting bad when you watch these and cant cry like you have cry out all the tears and your dehydrated from them
Im very sorry you guys feel like this :( I hope you all feel better soon ❤
Been watching with the familiar numbness and yet this comment is what broke me because I know it’s true and that I can’t stop it now..
Me, sinking again : 😬😭
@@kyleighpriest6636 No you know your getting bad when you watch these and cry and scream you hear a no noise, only pain from the deepest depths inside you
My depression tells me to do it but my anxiety makes me stay and I hate this feeling so much.
Never give up, no matter how hard things get. Keep going, kee fighting. You can do this. You are strong, and most importantly always remember that you are not alone. :))
Stay strong, ok? Never give up because things will get better ❤
I know how that is
Stay alive please! just don't give up.
Same.
my father thinks i’m a disappointment and a failure, i get bullied at school for past mistakes, i have nothing. no one.
olyvia basketball you have me
My father don’t even want le to exist or to live and he said he is ready to kill me even if he will go to prison..the most important for him is to see me dead
You can always count on me
@@xxdianna516 You're not alone. If you want i'll give you my Instagram and you know how to find me!
you’re not alone. i’m here if you need someone. stay strong beautiful. ❤️
You know its all falling apart again when you start watching these again ajd they dont even help you feel anything.
Stay strong bro, it'll get better
I feel u .
Not to be annoying. But it sucks when I feel out of it some days. I am usually the happiest and making the most jokes with my family. Then some days, I just don’t feel anything and they get mad at me for being angry or sad. Yet they can be upset or distant because we are all use to it. But when I do it, it’s wrong.
I'm going through the same thing. It's like some days your mind is paused while everything else keeps moving. I'm really sorry that you have to go through that
I feel you...🖤
That's the same but it's my dad that won't allow me to feel upset. I guess.
It's normal
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it hurts the bottom of my heart to know that people...this very person reading this, that you feel never ending pain. i won’t tell you “it will all get better” for you must understand there are people who care about you. mom,dad,sister,brother,grandma,grandpa,friend, and if u don’t have these people, God knows you can talk to me. i may not know you or even your favorite color. but your human just like me. emotional pain is a real thing. and you may have been dealing with it alone for awhile. but if your reading this...it’s a sign. talk to me. do you see the number of comments? the views? you are not alone. don’t give up now.
Hey
@@maypetermp hey
Everyones dead...no one cares
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thank u this made my day
I'm tired but seeing other people's struggles, I guess they're more tired than me...up to a point I think that my tiredness is nothing and I'm not supposed to feel it.
You are tired, and it's okay to feel it. It's real. And it's alright that it's real.
Please don't compare your tiredness with others, because you can't. There's no way to measure it fairly and accurately; we will never know how the other had actually exactly felt.
Thus why are you denying yourself that right to feel when no one is stopping you?
So it's okay to feel tired, to want to take a break and take a rest.:)
Everyone's body and mind have different limits and strengths, we must'nt compare a person to another's, because we are not the same. :) remember to be kind to yourself.
Me too...I feel I don't have a reason to feel this way..it feels it's all made up by me...but if it is why can't I get back to normal when I don't think about it... it's really difficult... something is very wrong but I don't know what
"I need everything to stop "
This is the infinite feeling that I have to struggle everyday.
It will be fine.... and i love you you are strong, stronger than u think u are
Me too 🙌
unfortunately life is hard as fuck and it don't stop to wait you, so I'm going to stop
I sit on the sofa crying silently if head crying counts I would be crying most of the time but no one cares it's just a phase I don't want help I want others to be happy not see what they have caused
It does get easier, and you will get through it.
you can do this.
She is the happiest girl on earth. Everyone likes her because she brings so much energy, so much happiness ! She seems perfect, strong. She acts like she is. But if you watch her carefully, you can see that she is crying as soon as she can. Because she is deeply broken, and no matter how strong she stands, a simple thought can break her down.
Ps: Whoever is reading this you’re probably wondering what i commented but forget that all i want to say is. You’re loved and special just like every single one of us. Life has a rocky point and that will never change but we can go through it. I believe we all can do it! Just keep moving and focus on the goodside of life no matter how scary it gets! Don’t give up alright!
My nigga sammme i have the mentality that im a walking dead man
i feel the same
lemons and peaches you are so so loved and you are not alone. please keep going on. I promise it will be worth it❤️ it can’t be like this forever. And in the meantime talk to a friend or a counselor about ur feelings, u aren’t alone and u don’t have to live w this pain alone ❤️ you matter.
@@quinnycakes4589 i wish i can tho... my friends surrendered on understanding my depressed mentality... and ever since that i learned how to be alone. slowly letting go all the pain i'd been feeling
Stay strong guys, it'll get better
i was watching this without headphones on my bed with my dog chillin with me and after the first few second of the scene with hannah breathing a lot my dog jumped up and looked at me and started “hugging” me ( i call it hugging but it’s just where he comes and presses himself right next to me and lays with me while looking at me)
this is very beautiful .. others like is just have pillow and swollen eyes
Bro- when Doctor Who came on I freaking couldn't- I-
Michelle Payne yes for real
i sobbed
same
This is an incredible work weaving together bits from these different stories to tell one of your own, Your work inspires me. Thank You. I was wondering what some of these shows/movies are could you add a list to the description?
Aww thank you. That's a great idea, I'm on it :))
@@ggproductions6269 either I'm blind or you still didn't add it 😂 been searching it like crazy
@@YoyoIoana scenes are from___
1.doctor who TV series ,i guess the dialogues are from it(google the cast,then you will find the actresss portrayed is in which episode)
2. "monster calls " __movie
@@ChotaDoctor1122 thanks ^^
i was in a dark place. for almost three years. and let me tell you, it will get better. better can sometimes mean not hurting yourself for a day, or having a good day for once. someone better doesn't last. sometimes it takes a long time before better stays there. if you stop looking at why your life is bad and look at the little things that make you happy, that keep you alive, then continue to look at them, it gets better easier and faster.
please stay alive. for me. for you. especially for you. im so proud of you, really.
My mom told my dad that she had thoughts about suicide.
I cant imagine my life without my mom and it makes me cry. I realized what my mom will feel if I do it. Be strong please
Yeah i feel that pain my mom has a depresion that will never go away... i am the only one she has bc everyone else left her or judge her so yeah i know the pain hope you and your mom are doing better
The ending has one of the best lessons in a way I needed to hear in a long long time.
Me too. I hope you’re okay
My mom is gone, my father doesn’t care about me, my brother is dead and my sister has left us. can’t even cry anymore
Our blessings are with you!
we love you
I'm here with opened arms...
Stay strong
Hey! It’s okay! Please stay strong for me🥺
I'm sorry about what happened. Everything will get better. If you need to cry let it all out. Talk to someone in school if you go, if not a friend. If you don't have either I understand you but please never give up
I've come to the point where I've simply emptied my life of every single feeling and just blaming myself for it when what I did is incorrectable
Stay strong. I hope you feel better ❤
I have everything my mom,dad,sister and my brother also have friends,but yet I still feel empty.
I have anxiety and no one knows that
I feel alone. No one understands me no one knows when I’m in pain or..or when I cry..they know when I make mistakes..or...when I do smt wrong..I listen to music..bc music understands me..yeah it sounds dumb..but it rly does..😖..I overthink everything..like ab my life..my future...or what it will b like if I’m dead..heh..I fake a smile at school and at home..I just need a hug..and someone to tell that “life will b alright you’re gonna have a bright future..🥺” bc I try to convince myself that..it didn’t work sadly..😭
Well bye..I love you🥰
Have a great day/evening/night..❤️
Just know that you’re loved..❤️everything will b ok trust me...❤️
You’re smart beautiful/handsome amazing and you deserve the world bby...❤️..🥰
You’re my lil star 💫 And here is your crown 👑
Everything will be alright. It really will be. I promise you there a millions of people out there who overthink everything, but don't worry about that. Take everything one step at a time. Don't think about th future or what might happen. Just live in the present and enjoy the moment. Always remember that life can get tough sometimes, but you should never ever give up. Keep fighting for a better tomorrow and also no matter how hopeless you feel, hope is always there. :)
How r u now buddy??..
why is being selfish such a bad thing? can’t we do something that will benefit us? the only reason we are still here is for everyone but ourselves. but why does it feel like i only have myself surrounded by people that love me? why is it so out of the ordinary to be happy? why is being sad normal? why can’t i share the happiness i have left without giving it all away
2:21 this is what I'm scared of. I don't fear death at all. I'm scared of passing the pain to the people I'd be leaving behind.
Me too.
Me too
"Raggedy Man, Goodbye." Hit me So DAMN hard😭💔
If you come upon reading this, you must know that it will be okay. It may seem hard now and you may seem like you want to give up but please hang in there, You Are Not Alone please seek help never be afraid to ask for help. You've come so far and you're so brave please don't give up now I believe in you
Serengeti Prego
Hang in there probably wasn’t the best use of words...
I died when leonardo dicaprio's teenages came his teenages are the besttttttt
Im going through this phase for the past years... And after reading the comments, i wish to meet everyone feeling the same, give hugs and tell them we can overcome it though not easy and may take years but still we can do it.
It is a curse to feel everything so deeply, for me, and I can't stop it.
I need a list of these fandoms so I can make myself sad
I know I'm a bit late and this is a long list but: 0:51, 0:59, 1:06, 2:12, voiceover at 2:32, 2:42, 3:02, 3:07, 3:11, 3:15, 3:20, 3:26, 3:34, 3:50 +the voiceover, 4:10, 4:42, 4:47, 5:06, 5:14, 5:16, 5:39 are all Doctor Who. I went through and found every DW clip in the video 😂
It's a really great show (my fav) and you should totally watch it.
El Ri have watched it, and I do agree that it is a great show, my favourite is the 12th doctor
Edit: to make clear, I had started watching like 2/3 years ago and only watched the 2005 series, except for the 13th doctor and two episodes of S4
@@ZikedY I've seen the 8th Doctor (the movie) and all 9-13. My favorite is DEFINITELY Ten. (Also, I only started watching a year ago) (i'm so obsessed with it lol) Who's your fav companion? I love Rose the most
I don't need help making myself sad. I'm just never happy anymore. I want my old simple life back. I remember when I was younger how I couldn't wait to grow up, but all I want to do is reverse the time. I just want to be happy again.
El Ri I’ve only watched 9-12, my favourite character is Wilfred
When the music started, i instantly got tears in my eyes
i’ve made to many mistakes in the past that i can’t erase. i don’t feel anything anymore.
People say "you know its getting bad when you start watching these again.."
No...
*you know its getting bad when you watch these to feel something...anything...but you feel nothing*
this .
Oh! My god! That was so emotional! 😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭
When you feel like giving up, just remember the reason why you held on for so long
The first half was done beautifully, but the second one... Wow! It was breathtakingly stunning and left me nearly speechless. It was a real curveball, but an amazing one at that. I just keep replaying it over and over, and I'm blown away each time. You've got some real talent, a third eye that sees both the beauty and the pain in the world and capture it all within a 6 minute video. Color me impressed! The Doctor Who and Before I Fall scenes and voice overs were a great addition and honestly make the video that much better.
You are loved, you are beautiful, you are wanted, you have a purpose in this world, you are strong, I believe in you
*instantly clicks cause of rivers diary*
Can you please tell me what show or movie are you referring to?
I have psychotic depression. I have everything yet nothing. I try to love people but the people I love I hate. The people I should hate I can’t stop loving. I can’t go on anymore I can’t do it alone. I need someone but I can’t have anyone because I always manage to screw everything up. I wish I could get help. But my border of protecting my feelings is too strong to open up to people. When it comes to people I think I love and I shouldn’t it’s so weak. They get lost in it. And eventually they get devoured in it just like I am. Then they leave. I want to leave too. But I’m at the bottom of the bottom. I don’t know what I want or what to do.
I know this might not help but things get better
I know it might seem impossible right now but things will get better trust me... youll find the right people you can open up to and theyll support you and help you through bad times...
dont leave this world just now.. youre worth being alive and staying alive.. you're loved dont forget that..
there's this poem 《the morning after I killed myself》.. you might wanna check it out its really beautiful and hitting ... it kinda helped me through a lot.. so yeahh sorry for my bad grammar and vocab..
if you need someone to talk to im always there for you
insta: @xalexandra_2610
@@alexandrawaltner8807 💗
If you wanna talk to somebody about this, i am here. You are gonna be okay, believe in that every day ok?
If I could, I would hug the shit out of you.
a bad time isn’t a bad life. you are worth more than i could ever tell you. i care about you. i notice you. i love you.
The end of the video has me hugging and chilling with my fear.
I gained a friend.
you know its getting bad when you start watching these again
i literally never cry, but these multi fandoms just hit DIFFERENT
When everything you do never enough, you just need to stop
I don't comment a lot but I wanted to say this is such GOOD EDIT
Heyya, haven't uploaded in a very long time. Sorry bout that. College work and a dramatic social life is to blame lmao. Anyway here's a video about pain and loss but then a bit of happiness and hope as well chucked into the mix. Hope you enjoyed it and hopefully I’ll upload a lot more :)))
BPD is an eventful roller coaster ride.
Everybody: has a valid reason for feeling this way
Me: perfect life but still feels screwed up and broken wondering how I even smile this much😂😭😭
This is so well done, I can't-
I'm tired, exhausted, alone, sad and empty. How can someone says lifes goes on when they don't know what you feel inside? How they understand that moving on is the best way when they don't know that the pain is slowly killing you inside. Yeah life goes own. It sucks! 💙
Every single one of you is a masterpiece. Feeling nothing is not your fault because you are in a world where everything can become sand slipping through your fingers. You are no less than any other person. You are no weaker. You are just you and you are powerful and beautiful and full of so much ability, so much life. Never ever forget just how much you mean to this world, to the people of this world even those who only give acknowledgement in silence or those who don't even give you any acknowledgement aloud.
this is art. truly. you are incredible.
Worse than feeling sad is feeling numb, paralyzed, like you don't care anymore, you know there are people who care but to your parents you still are one more problem you're just not the way they have imagined you. Your not scared of death anymore, neither of life, your just existing and feeling empty. At some point of growing up everyone realizes that they don't have, what their childhood heros have, that the world is a cruel place and there's not a thing that will change that fact at all.
Aint happy
Aint sad
I'm just feeling empty
It's sad for anyone to feel this way, hope you find the purpose of the life of such a great person which you are.
this deserves more recognition 🥺❤
So I'm just gonna share here my problem right now coz I don't have friends to share it with.
I'm an only child. I'm an introvert, actually no but I don't have friends. We're not rich. My mom is in Hongkong and I'm here in the Philippines. She's an ofw there, she did everything just to make my life better. Anyway, my dad? He's not with us, he has his another family so nah. So yeah, my problem is my mom. She has cancer and Idk what to do. I'm still going to school so Idk if I'm gonna graduate coz my mom is the only one who's supporting me. Actually, I have a boyfriend. It's a long distance relationship anyway. We're almost a year, I promised him before that we will meet in my 18th birthday next year but I cancelled it last week coz I don't have money to see him. So after it, he treated me coldly and I know after a week, he'll gonna dump me. I don't know. I don't really know what to do to myself.
We got each other!
yaz we are here for you.
Break up or together?
you're not alone
Amelia Pond and Clara Oswald always get me 😢
(Whenever I watch all the doctor who seasons again bc I’m slightly obsessed, when I get to s7e5 The Angels Take Manhattan and s9e10 Face The Raven, I just stop watching it for days bc I don’t want to watch them go 😢)
Art
I’m crying 😢❤️❤️❤️
This is One of the best multi fandoms I have watched in months!
I'm stunned by this masterpiece 😮
Woah, this is incredible! The scene choices are perfect and you really portrayed the theme great!
I never understood why these multifandoms connect soo deep and inspires and moves me at the same time.I cry as if I know how this place (earth ) is gonna end up like and I don t know how to save these people how to change their ignorant minds, how to tell them the value of everything. We get so busy in our daily lives that we forget how little by little we are running towards doom months ago Please believe me when I say that this is the best multifandom edit I ve ever seen Your selection of the scenes was excellent and the way you edited them flowed from one to the next seamlessly. It was absolutely outstanding, sorry to sound like an over-excited fan but. this is ART. Thank
Everyone I promise you aren’t alone and if you ever need anyone to just listen I’m here. I’ve been through so many experiences and I swear it will be ok.
13 reasons why was one of the best descriptions of my depression and high school experience.
When I'm sad I sketch and they almost always look incredibly great. I don't know why but I just sketch until I feel better and I know I'm really depressed when I don't even want to touch a pencil
I’m sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo glad there’re still people out there who appreciate Doctor Who series 1. It’s fantastic! And the other series obviously
I’m so tired feeling like I give my all and nobody cares. I feel like I’m nobody, I look at myself in the mirror and I see a whole different person. I’m not myself anymore. Nobody even cares to notice that I’m hurting.
Despite the immeasurable pain and hardship you're going through, you are probably one of the richest people alive. You know the value of your lives. Much light to all of you.
im at the level when i cant feel anything, empty
I’m 25 and it’s been 13 years since the darkness took over. I don’t if it’s gotten better or if I’ve learned to manage it better. All I know is to not give up. Keep fighting.
So beautiful , worth the wait ♥️♥️
Any Pond was one of the saddest losses I saw on DW...💔
One thing is that, I feel pain and have tried to die bu suicide many times and even though it hurts one person gives me the strength to keep going and it's the reason y I'm living. I still have pain but i know it will pass.
I used to say that my BPD, CPTSD, Chronic Depression, Severe Anxiety & OCD was like being in a body that fights to live with a mind that fights to die...in recent years it seems my body is just as broken as my mind no matter how hard I try, or with all the coping skills,meds, therapies and processing everything...I'm doing all of the things and it's not enough. The sheer intensity of emotions, intrusive thoughts, mental & physical pain that never lets up alongside the memories. . .it just feels like I wasn't meant to exist so I'm doomed to feel it all. . .to anyone who resonates with even just a fraction of this, I wish you calmer seas ⛵🌊❤️🩹
Such beautiful words. Feelings I often struggle to put into words, hence the sad videos haha. Life can be especially shit sometimes, and I'm so sorry you feel this way. Please know you are loved and it is safe too talk about how you feel as much as you can, as getting comfortable with yourself and what you've been through is the first step in the right direction ❤
I’m not sure why I’m watching this. I haven’t been in this place for some time. But I just felt like watching one. I want to share something with anyone willing to read this. This time 2 years ago I was so miserable thoughts of suicide consumed me every moment. My arms, legs, stomach, anywhere I could hide we’re hiding cuts or scars. The kicker was nothing was really wrong in my life. I had a great boyfriend who loved me. Parents who didn’t always understand me but they loved me. But I was still miserable and wanted to die because I hated the person I saw in the mirror. I had anxiety attacks everyday. I just knew everyone I loved would be better without me.
I married my wonderful boyfriend and we’re expecting a baby in February. I’m not perfect. I still get urges to fall back into depression, but I’m happy. Please listen to me. I’m happy for no reason other than I got a little older and realized life isn’t always so bad. Please hold on. It really will get better.
thank you sO MUCH for the somewhat happier ending of this video
I lost my uncle to suicide x you don’t understand it you just imagine it until it happens to you or someone you love . The pain is unbearable and I feel like some people just fantasize on it without knowing the real depth of it .
This was so breathtaking, wow.
beautiful :))
Can’t wait till I go :)
Fake smiles is everywhere
I always think of the last breath, the final puff of air or a gasp just yearning for one more moment, but it never comes. Closure, you get it. The pain, it stops. The world, it stills and finally wants to hear you out, ready to listen, to help but they forget it is the point of no return. The flash of memories in front of your eyes, good ones and bad ones playing like a reel. It was all just there, in your head you say? This isn't. This last breath. One last. It truly is the last
For some reason I have everything I wanted, but still everything makes me feel empty inside the people who brought a smile to my face does bring it anymore I feel like I don't care but anything, I feel nothing but I keep on smiling and pretending to be ok but no one understands no one see there something wrong with me 😞
Yess you want to feel some things watching this But it's not making you sad or cry anymore, and at that moment you realize that your situation is getting worse and worse
I feel happy when I help people's but in the end these people's hurt me so badly, and in the end I just cried bcoz of these people's. I do lot of secrific to make these people's happy, I just want to ask these people's why in the end they all make me crying whyyyyyyy!!!!
I wonna run, run away from these people's and want to live my life according to my wish, I want a long walk in the night under a beautiful and peaceful full 🌟 sky with some beautiful songs, I want my life Happy but why I can't, whyyy!!
I know my friend, I know what that’s like. You give because that’s who you are. That’s called love. I kept telling God, “I want something good in my life, something good that’s just for me. I can’t remember what happiness feels like.”
I was surprised that my own family didn’t love me the way I loved them. It broke my heart, yet I still gave, and still loved. Jesus knows what that’s like too. He loved and gave His life for people that didn’t deserve it. One day the realization hit me. They were the one’s who were wrong, it had nothing to do with me. They would act this same way with someone else. It’s their lack of integrity and character, nothing to do with your own. You are good enough. Make a list of the things you won’t put up with, things they do to hurt you,. Boundaries. When someone crosses them, tell them and walk away. Maybe they’ll take a look at their behavior, recognize it’s wrong and apologize, and you can forgive them. The evidence of a sincere, true apology, is changed behavior. Their actions should line up with their words. This is how you’ll know who is worthy of your love and kindness. Keep those and close the door on the others who aren’t. Pray that God will give you wisdom and courage,. I know He’ll give you something good and happy in your life, something just for you. He loves you so much.
Thank you sooo much friend, your words are so meaningful for me 💕💕💕. I pray to God that he will give you strength to fulfill your all wishes 🥰🥰.
Also, I trying to following all your instructions to make myself happy.💕💕
one of best edits i saw and damn my tears......... thanks
I feel like I am drowning but I am above water.
Maybe it's best not to feel at all.
I would rather feel empty than like this.
but it doesn't matter we are all dead anyway
Please stay strong, ok? Never give up. Things will get better with time ❤
What is happiness ...I don’t even know what it feels anymore...it’s long gone
Rose got the best ending out of all the companions, Amy and Rory got the worst.
i honestly don’t know how people can just be lucky enough to not have any issues. or even if they do, they have people to talk to. i mean i have nobody to tell. i get told by my own sister my feelings aren’t as valid as hers because my parents treat me better. i don’t get treated better out of favoritism, i get treated better because i treat my parents with respect. than she tells everyone how bad of a sister i am and all the “horrible things i do”. she reminds me everyday that i’m not perfect. and it just hurts because she was my bestfriend. and all i ever tried to do was please her, i always wanted her acceptance from everything, i always needed her voice of opinion because that’s how i was raised. i was never allowed to do what i wanted if she was also involved. i just wish people could tell that i’m not okay. i just want somebody to care or acknowledge it.
Can someone tell me why I still didn’t feel anything watching it 😞
Me neither
why do i enjoy watching these kind of videos. some days I do feel like what would it be like if i was gone
I’m 12
Help me.
I’m losing myself everyday
I want to fade
Does anyone care
Whne will I breath
At a normal speed
Why does nobody belive me
I’m fine “no I’m not”
Why do I feel nothing
Y’all know the answer I’ve been getting
“Your just a kid”
Stay strong
@@omgitskelly401 💕💕
@@zainabidk9129 if no ones too you this today. I love you and you matter💙
Don't let nobody bring you down. Look in the mirror and remind yourself everyday, that you're beautiful, special and filled with love. No matter what people say
I want you to know that there are people struggling with a problem you. But we can fight together right? So keep holding on. We'll make it through
@@omgitskelly401 ash ur so nice thank u so much means a lottt
@@zainabidk9129 everyone deserves love
And you're welcome 💙💙💙
i cant cry anymore
hey you it's me after 1 month later i'm still hear but i want u to know that i love u
hey you its me after 1 month and i guess i'm getting better day by day and j have friends that care about me and i like a guy but idk if he likes me back i hope he is. And i'm glad that i'm alive i love u and i'll always will see u next month btw there is only 42 days for your exam keep studying ik you can and ik you will ,i love u i hope you do fine in your exam
i spotted romeo and juliet 👀
Kelsey Z yesss with young leo
It doesn’t matter what you’re going through, just remember people who looked like they didn’t care will miss you, you don’t have to take your own life 😭
check this artist I know BrE FREE out this is her story tbh this subject should be spoken about more mental health is everything 🙏ruclips.net/video/Vsh01LhxF_E/видео.html