If You Feel Hopeless & Think You Can't Go On...TRUST THIS VIDEO
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My Story
My name is Noah and on May 18 2011, I had a rare reaction to a medication called VIVITROL and consequently, spiraled into a suicidal depression with depersonalization and anxiety. I lost 25 lbs in 4 weeks and was in full panic or near panic for 8 weeks straight mixed with the darkest most painful depression I cold have ever imagined. I immediately could not work and had to move in with my parents who, along with many siblings and friends, had to watch me 24/7 as I was a danger to myself. Eventually I was hospitalized in the Psych Ward for a week. Getting through each day seemed truly unbearable and I knew I would surely die. I have been put on many many different doctor prescribed SSRI's SNRI's Tricyclics, mood stabilizers, anti-psychotics, holistic meds, acupuncture and even a form of shock therapy called RTMS. I barely saw any improvement in my condition for a full year. It was decided I had treatment resistant depression and I spent nearly every moment in tears. Weeks after starting my newest round of medications (Seroquel & Nortryptaline) as a last ditch effort, I had my blood drawn for possible hormone imbalances and my Testosterone levels came back 200 ng/Dl and 150 ng/Dl. The average 25 year old male has 750 ng/Dl. With this discovery I had an explanation as to why I was not getting better and why I might be so so sick. The symptoms of Low T are very similar to those of major depression. I started legally prescribed testosterone replacement therapy soon after and have been checking in with the world and documenting my experience with treatment as well as giving my insight and perspective on various topics of mental health. I am blessed to say that I have slowly, over the last 6 years, been improving and becoming more stable which I never thought to be possible. My low T manifested itself in the form of Major depression, anxiety, and depersonalization/ derealization for over a year. Treating my low testosterone has been 1 HUGE part of the puzzle but I have had to continue to work hard to hold on to my mental stability with many set backs. Gaining some mental stability back is nothing short of a miracle as I was near death for what felt like forever. I do not consider myself to be totally healed yet but I am closer now then ever before and aim to use what I have been through to help or at least offer support to others in need I was able to successfully come off my Seroquel and Pamelor.
I work out all the time as a part of my mental health recovery!!! Weight training and all kinds of cardio rule much of my free time and I also share this on my channel.
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I suffer from depression. some days I feel great and other days I feel like being alone, crying maybe 5 times a day.
I hope u are better now . I'm rooting for you . Just take it one day at a time
God loves you
Know one thing more than any other. Yeshua ,Jesus WILL NEVER LEAVE OR FORSAKE YOU! ( Hebrews 13: 5, Deuteronomy 31: 6 )
Be strong In The LORD, not your flesh ( SIN ) which gets nail to the cross daily. ( Ephesians 6 )
Meditate day and night on His word, not yours ( Psalms 1 )
You are three; spirit, soul and body. In that order. All parts WILL be blameless with the LORD'S help ( 1 Thessalonians 5: 23 )
Be led by the spirit ( inward voice ) not your head ( That busy thing ) ( Romans 8 )
Those who are for you are more than those who are against you ( 2 Kings 6: 16 )
There are a great cloud of believer around you ( Hebrews 12 )
Hebrews 12 Therefore, since we have so great a cloud of witnesses surrounding us, let us also lay aside every encumbrance and the sin which so easily entangles us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, 2 fixing our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.
Remember 1 week without God's word makes one weak. Pick up that Bible which is not a book but a person, and learn about HIM ( John 1, John 5: 39 )
Then go help someone else
Blessings from someone who's gone through it as well
Exact same here
Gary Hendricks please keep stupid religion out of this!!!!😡
How do you get through it I just started to feel like that and I want to be in a place of peace and not have to deal with this pain
I keep telling myself that this too shall pass but when the bad times keep going on forever it is like it will never end......
ditto - i hope things have gotten better for you
Darci is everything good now?
I feel the same way
Am tired
Exhausting is what
It's tough man, especially when your own family turns their back against you.
Yeah it's lonely.
Tell me about it. I know all too well.
Forget family and friends, the only one who has your Back is really The Father God.
@@jayxcv5409 Amen In Jesus Name Brotha.
@@jayxcv5409 if that is true. then where are our girlfriends. why are we stuck as slaves working jobs with no choice but to work 40 hours a week hoping we would die fast. why are most of us alone without compagnionship. why do we never get rest.
Dear God.. if I'm wrong forgive me, what I want to tell you I think I'm no longer needed in this world. One thing no one needs me no one loves me.. everywhere I go I see on rejection.. I don't have peace . One thing I cannot have a job cuz I don't know how to read I didn't finish school no one can give me a job. I feel this world doesn't want me., what have I done wrong.. to deserve all this. 😭😭😭... God you know my heart you know my desire. You know what I want. Please God give me my happiness give me my place give me love.. I want to live like other people don't abandon me God..
I’m so tired but I have to stay here for my pets because they need me. They are my purpose.
kittykatBflat they need you, remember they are just a part of life to you but you are the whole life to them :) they’ll love you and trust you forever...they know well you are worth of love
That's how I feel. If I die, no one will find and take care my cats. They're all I have.
If you happen or have happened to be with your dogs who I bet I would love too, and were to or consume cannabis? Does it make it worse or better?
My pets r the only thing stopping me from ending everything but now im selling them all so ik they will be fine
I feel exactly the same way. Been struggling for years, and I have recently had the strange & new (yet comforting) feeling/intuition, that the count down has begun for me. I have tree rescue cats who I love so dearly, they are my reason to stick here in living hell, as long as they are still around. Once they have passed (and if miracles haven't happened before that), I'm free to leave this weird and absurd planet. To finally go Home. 🤍
I started to cry as I watched this. You may have helped to pull me back from a very dark thing. Thank you and G-d bless you
g-d bless you too.
im trying to overcome my depression and side effects, i just lost 2 jobs but i didnt like them and hated them but i felt bad cause i couldnt last a day or two at one and only a few weeks at the other, i am questioning myself.
bignoknow thank you my brother god bless you for this video I needed this I hope u get this message I love u brother god bless you 🙏👌✊✌💖💛
Same
+bignoknow I have experienced bouts of anxiety and depression with DP/DR. It's so hard to want to continue but I know there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Your an inspiration man. I feel so positive after counseling and conversations with my wife but feel myself taking a few steps back when I'm all alone. I'm afraid of taking an SSRI. I'm currently going thru counseling and doing my best to hold myself together for work. Any advice for negative scary thoughts?
“I love you”...it’s actually worth a lot.
yeah, so people need to stop throwing it around in social media when they don’t even know you exist.
Really is, hurts when noone does though .
Noah brother, I feel intense emotional pain and torture. I feel stuck. I am tired of fighting every single day. My mind is against me ! My thoughts are pulling me back
dont worry one day we will be free of our slavery and we are finally dead. no more 40 hours a week working like slaves.
Right there with you.
Just not worth it
I feel the same when I tried to think about the positives the negatives always seems to win the battle and it just like what's the use. 😭
I am 26 and I really can not take it anymore!!! I was never a bad person, i put people first. i prayed to God for 10 years...not for myself but for my family members who have been in trouble. my best friend died 6 years ago. Why is God silent on me?? is Heaven the only promise we got?? this is never how life should be!! what is happening to me?? sleep is my only escape.........and life goes on.
Another Kahn same here bro maybe he isn't real if he doesn't answer back
Another Kahn I feel the same
I think you should watch law of attraction videos. God will help as, but only if we believe that we already got what we are asking for - this is the law of attraction for me.
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if you ever want to talk, feel free to message me ♥
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im literally in tears of joy because I don't have anyone in my life who would tell me this! I needed this this video is all I wanted for someone to tell me this and now I got it! thank you so much
Same as you 😭
I have my family
I am so tired of trying. Life is too painful and hopeless. 😢
I’m sorry u feeling that. 😭
Tjats how I feel too
Life is unbearable some days.
its a hard place to be.
Of course you are. You say that out of strength, not weakness. To admit defeat is getting somewhere. To admit something is not working, or at least something must change... I've tried fighting and fighting, downstream effort, seems futile but I know every bit counts sooner or later. We never know how the future may shape up or get worse, so while every bit may seem pointless, we may be closer than we think... Or at very least distract ourselves and somewhat enjoy it until it's over at long last. Probably doesn't matter either way-- the fool in his/her folly eventually becomes wise, tho not always a given nowadays for how brutal it is. Anyways, best of luck, it ain't easy for sure... Life without justice demands compassion, even if just from ourselves, peace
I don’t know how I’m ever going to get a good job. I live with my single mom, and we struggle with money. All I want to do is make money so I can buy her everything I think she deserves. I feel so depressed and it’s hard to feel motivated to go to school to get a degree and find a decent paying job
That's dope that you and your moms are that tight. I know how you feel. My mom passed away of a heart attack before I could give her what she deserved. She told me when I was young that she wanted to visit the Virgin Islands more than anything, and that was exactly where I intended to take her, but I couldn't get off the ground in time. Now I face the same thing with my dad, he's getting on in age and he's got several serious health problems, if I don't pull a trick soon, I'll have missed my chance with him too. The only 2 adults I've ever cared about like that
I am crying so hard, this is so true. I want to continue, but I feel like I can't. i feel alone. like no one cares.
Kassy Poppen I feel you. I care about you. I feel like you.
There are nice people out there just gotta find em
Kassy Poppen, I really hate it when people say " oh I know how you feel." But I beg you to believe me that I can honestly say I do know how you feel...it really sucks right now but I know things will get better...for me and whatever you are going through
I care ❤️
I've been watching this video every morning to find the strength to get up every day. Thank you so much.
it hurts. there's nothing i haven't tried. i just need peace for once
I want to be the real me again but I don’t think it’ll ever happen again
OMG that hits hard😢
@@kossibwaya I’m 33 yo wyte man still chasing the nba smh I can’t let it go even though I’ve asked God to take away that desire for thd dream
i literally cried my eyes out at this video
im so tired of fighting it's so hard but i wanna grow up and love life but i'm so scared depersonalization will never ever get better 😪😪😪
It will get better, trust me, trust Noah, i know it might not seem like it now, and it won't seem like it right now, it probably will take some time for you to realise and accept that things WILL GET BETTER!! Im in a very dark place right now myself, been depressed and down for a long time now, so im not just someone who's been there, i'm someone who's ACTUALLY THERE. right now.
Please Maci Marie, hang in there, be strong. i know its fucking bullshit being this way, and it makes you wonder why the fuck our brain is programed to even feel this way, you'd think evolution would develop us in such a way that we'd be safe in our own brain, the very thing keeping us alive, but just know, you are stronger than this. you are stronger than your depression. YOU ARE!! Read this comment a million times if you must. watch this video a million times. whatever it takes. one day will come when you will not have to be strong anymore. Your future self will look back at you today and say; thank you.
and i say to you now, Maci Marie; I cant see you, this is over the internet, i can't hold your hand or look you deep in the eyes, and tell you this in person, but i want you to know your amazing. Your fantastic. your strong. Your perfect. YOUR EVERYTHING OUR GOD WANTED YOU TO BE! And it don't matter if your a believer in God or not, but whatever you believe, the universe, god, whatever; your excactly how your supposed to be. And YES you will get better. I promise.
Sorry for this comment being long, but i hope you take the time to read everything i wrote, because this was to you and you alone. you will grow up one day, have lots of kids, someone who loves you with all their heart by your side, and sit on a rocking chair at 81 years old, as the happiest person in the world :) Don't take my word for it... EXPERIENCE IT YOURSELF. you'll see... And btw, i love you.
Maci Marie marry me...we can help each other and will make everything possible for life..
How are you feeling now? Is your depersonlisation better?
suman mukherjee dude stfu stop objectifying people
@@rustyblade9366 gosh man, what a beautiful heart!
i don't know anymore
“if you’re not there you’d better be helping somebody”
I have no one. The world is filled with fake people. I’m begging for god right now
Brett Werner I love you. If i find you one day I’ll love you
I almost bit my handgun today... but I thought about my family. I lost my job. Lost our house couple months ago and now my car got wrecked. I am really hating life. My daughters smile and hug is what keeps me alive at the moment. I tell her I am sorry for everything and I have failed. Even tho I feel like worthless and like a bum, she makes me feel alive.
+Joe Biden's Shotgun Sorry for your suffering bro. Hold onto your daughter during this dark patch and let her fuel you into a better future for the both of you.
+Joe Biden's Shotgun You are stronger than you even know. You are a kind father. What is more important? Nothing really right? Stay strong! Watch this vid every day, if you can. I swear it will help. Everything he says is on point. Your daughter loves you, and needs you and we all love you too brother. Watch this again and again. It helps the more you do. xo
Thanks for the support, I've been doing more outdoor activities and been positive ever since that terrible night. This video and others have been great for me.
Hey dude, how have you been doing? Sorry I know it's been two years since your comment and you don't know me, but I wanted to see you're still alright. I guess people who can understand what you're going through can empathize more, we need to support each other :)
Even if you don't reply I hope you're doing better, and keep fighting
Trying so hard not to cry.
Thank you.
I did...
God knows your pain... Don't give up
😟😢
You are strong are you fine now?
I searched for this video...
I'm actually in a trauma, when I look back and remember old me I get more scared.
I don't know who I'm anymore. I feel terrified to even step up and apply for a job now.
No one has supported me. My energy has been depleted over the years until reaching this point of being a walking corpse.
Hope you are ok and I really relate to what you are saying.
This didn’t even help me at all.. I know you tried but I still feel the same.
One more day. One more night. I keep coming back to this video. I want to thank you for putting yourself out there. I've watched almost everything you've made on this topic. It ALL is helping me immensely.... Also, just want to say that the way you talk, it reaches me, but I know it reaches Men- struggling Men need a voice like yours. I'm just so proud of you for your honesty as a man, and that your voice is one that reaches Men. This world of mental issues is so difficult to manage for anyone! I think it's even harder for Men- our society makes it so, and I am so sorry for that. Your voice is NEEDED. To all my brothers out there: I love you. Stay strong. We're in this together.
kristicarmen A very kind hearted comment. Glad you took the time to share it. Thank you.
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kristicarmen Thank you.
+Josh Lipovetsky Anything for my brothers! Much love to you!!
+bignoknow Thanks Noah. I just came back to this vid - yet again! - this past month. Your words still manage to be stronger to me than anything else. Don't know why exactly, but you just say things the way I need to hear them. So grateful you made the time for this. Hope you are doing really well, my brother!
I'm not sick. I am living with a sick person who has dragged me down. It's a hopeless situation and my means to escape are null.
Krissi Flaton hey it's been a year now. How are you doing now? Has your situation improved slightly?
Has your situation improved in the last two years?
Are you okay?
Has it improved now..?
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This is one of the first real videos I’ve listened to with just a person face to face no cheesy videos of someone crying on a park bench or on a cliff looking off into the distance .. this is just a person talking to you face to face who genuinely touched my heart I truly felt each word and this video is one I won’t take for granted he did this right where many or some don’t
This is honestly the best, genuine motivational video I've seen. Not like the majority of those popular motivation videos that are nothing but reciting-what-others-said bullshit. I can feel this came straight from your heart to mine, I salute you for that.
It made me cry. I'm facing depression and really wanna change it. Felt hopeless. Not healthy. Thanks for the video.
I really appreciate what you said in this video and now every time I FEEL like I'm at rock bottom and can't go on any longer I will remember your words to help me through the pain and angst of depression. I hope to one day love myself enough to allow someone to love me so I take what you say to heart and not only hope but believe that there are better days in store for me...Thanks Noah
Brother, I haven't come across any of your videos for about 5 years, today I'm feeling like about to give up, and the first video a see as I opened RUclips is this one.
You helped me a lot already back then, and you might not know, but I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for what you do, thank you.
I feel sooooooo low... I literally just can't take it anymore I'm always feeling so misunderstood and hated by so many people and I've come to the point where I feel like I genuinely genuinely genuinely deep down in my spirit would rather be gone
"I love you" 3 simple words that mean so much. Thank you so much.
I tried ending my life 2 years ago
but my family doesn't know about it or anybody else ..
But now I am focused on things which really matter ❤️
I have zero support for my severe anxiety / depression/PTSD . This is exactly what I needed . With all my heart Thank You !
I've lost reality and I have no thoughts anymore. I need to be around other people to give me support. I don't like being alone.
Dude. I don't even know what to say. Thank you... Sometimes it feels so lonely. And you put out a video like this and it hurts so much because I know I need to hear what your saying but sometimes I don't want to face it. I don't remember how I found your channel but I don't know what I'd do without it...*hugs*
I'd be just as lost with ought brave and honest guys like you reaching out and keeping me going too. Brothers in the struggle.
bignoknow It's true. You have some of the most amazing subs. I read the comments sometimes, I reply sometimes. You never know what might help someone... keep them alive, maybe make them smile.
ToasterTrain I love when my subs or viewers respond to others comments. Makes me so happy!
Hang in there ... We can all support each other.... Stay connects here. And you will come through this just fine. PS. Your never alone ... We are here for you.
tom b Thanks dude! *bro fist*
Why do god allow me to go thur all this pain I don’t do anything wrong I love and love and give and give and I have a beautiful soul and u allow my family my first love my friend to all betray me hurt me u allow me to loss the ones I love and deal with this all alone god take me away what am I hear for what my purpose just end me let me die take me with u I can’t be here anymore
"someday you'll look back and thank yourself for not letting that sick part of you dictate something so serious like your life." I've never felt like I am in such depression in my life. I've never even actually believed that there is such thing as depression for real, I always believed that people can control their psychology. I didn't understand why they just couldn't keep going. Now I feel like crying all the time. I really need to get up, really need to be brave. I hope everything we'll be okay soon and I can come back to this comment and maybe reply to it. Thank you for the video.
Having the guts you have to be so real and so true is so important in our world today and everyday.
I'll keep fighting no matter how hard things get.. I'll never give up on life.
You are sick now and i care ... and i love you ... best words I’ve ever heard... thank you 🙏🏻
I have a neighbor who tortures me and endless noise overwhelms me. I cant go home and have peace and Ive had a lot of health problems and have no family to help.
This video is from 2014. Gosh, my problems were so small back in 2014. High school time, some stupid arguments and fights with friends, some heartbreaks.. those were a big deal back then. Now I just think how lucky I was to have such a small problems back then. Those are not even real problems. Nobody died.
Now I am extremely sad and anxious as my family, close ones, have experienced losses, death, severe illness.. I am totally numb. I feel like I can’t go on. I can’t trust future. I am just so scared that something even worse will happen. I’m scared for my family. I feel extreme guilt as I’m not useful in any way to my family. We are having difficult times and I can’t even help. I’m so useless. This breaks me. I’m trying to be better, but all this makes me so sad that I am numb. Unable to do anything. I have been jobless for six months. I just can’t go on. I can’t praise myself and go confidently to the job interviews. It feels like a dead end. I just want that my family would be okay and healthy and I could help them.
This made cry hearing this! I have so much pain. You gave me motivation to have faith again to pray.
I lost everyone but I know that I do need to keep trying. This video didn't make me feel better in this moment but it did confirm that I have to keep going. So I appreciate that. If I am alive long enough to get better then I will be very appreciative of This video for sure. For now I can only offer a dull thank and assure you that I won't do anything tonight even though I'm broken. But hey, maybe that's a miracle in itself.
all we have to do is just get through today. :) xo
+hopespringseternal70 exactly. I get through it every time. There's not a doubt in my mind that I will make it through. Thank you for the lovely comment!
Vegan AF
much love
hopespringseternal70 I say that all the time!!! much love to you as well.
Vegan AF
xo :)
I feel depressed and hopeless every day of my life .it feels as if tomorrow will be no better than today or yesterday.
I smile at people but underneath I'm broken and hurting inside and I feel there's no fix/cure .I feel a pain and sadness deep within me.
The only comfort I have is when I read the word of God .but once I stop reading I feel sad again .
I honestly am struggling to find a reason to go on .
I feel you and hope you find peace without hurting yourself. I have those thoughts everyday also. Love you friend
Dude thank you so much. These videos help keep my head up when i'm slipping. It's great seeing videos of you in the gym too. You're walking the line like many of us. God bless
You're a good man Noah keep up the good work
tommygun201 Trying hard to be, thanks and I will ! Hope you are well.
Today I have just eventually gotten up, then finally had some breakfast now at 4:57 PM. I feel like I have no choices (though I do), but I dont feel strong, confident or brave enough to make the right choice. And what the right choice is changes from hour to hour. I woke up not feeling able to go on. So many years wasted, and I am on the brink of wasting even more. One thing I have t do to make the right choice, is to get up in the morning. But mornings are the worst, terrible. I feel like my anger will over power me, wish it would go away. Or that parts of my past would go away. Edit: I am female. With severe anger problems (never done anything crazy). Dont feel I have many females to "identify" with or to hear lessons from.
Anger like that is rage and you without a doubt have a reason to feel it. Find a way to release some of it - slowly - with things like exercise, drumming, singing, crying, yelling, etc. You are probably afraid because the source of your rage is someone else and you don't want to hurt anyone or anything. You actually don't need to meet kind with kind, but you do have to allow yourself to feel the deep hurt that is now being protected by your anger. Get help with a good therapist. Much love and kindness.
Thank you for this awesome video & your support!
The tears flowed through your entire video. Thank you for taking the time to try and help those of us who are struggling. God bless you.
45 now and waiting for a divorce finalisation for 9 years. How am I supposed to remarry ? I'm getting old
Been a tough go at things lately..I’ve always been the guy who’s always there for everyone but with COVID and the impacts it has had on various people’s lives and careers has been so devastating. Feels like every day I’m fighting a battle to stay afloat financially and mentally. Probably the first time in my life where I just.. I needed to hear that things will be okay and without this video I’m not sure how much longer my strength would last. It’s so hard...I know I’m destined for great things, I just need to find that hope within myself. If you see this message and you’re going through a tough time, believe me, there are many that are going through the same if not worst. Little by little things can and will turn around. You just need hope. 🙏🏼 stay well everyone
Please to anyone out there who is going through tough times, seek help before it is too late, i havent done it, and right now i have to live in hospital for idk how long on strong medicaments without even knowing if it will ever get better, so please, never let it go that far, please, do it for yourself
This is awesome. You are awesome. Thank God for you and this message!. I really needed to hear this AT THIS VERY MOMENT!
Thank you for trying to help. I wish I didn't feel the way I do.
Thank you Noah
All for 1
This pep talk sent shivers down my spine. Thank you for your tough, but kind words. I think Ill repeatedly watch this video in the future when I'm in a depressive phase.
Best by far was the best video I've ever come across. I needed this more than you could ever imagine
Great video, especially at the beginning when you make it clear that we are not only that depressed, isolated, anxious individual, and that a part inside of us still wants to fight for a better life. I especially love reading these comments, even though most of them are sad and full of pain, they are true and real. These are the real people sharing our misery, calling out for help, without shame and without pride, but with humility and a serious desire to get things better. It's sad, but I feel home, cause I suffer from these things as well. They already ruined my life, it can't go on like this and I don't want it to go on like this. I need a clearer mind, need to sort out so much stuff in my life that I feel so overwhelmed.
I just lost all my close friend and a lot more can someone help that. I’m just lost. I need someone.
how are you feeling?
I can’t do anything anymore man. My parents are going to kill me because I can’t control my anger. I can’t even cry anymore. I feel like a hollow shell of myself. I feel depressed and I can’t take it anymore. It’s terrible. I keep lashing out and breaking things and I can’t tell my parents. The anxiety is killing me so badly. I’m losing it.
Love this video so much. It's the one video I've been watching over and over these past few weeks. Thank you so much.
My god I needed this. you are an inspiration.
Brother... Your'e a good man!!! But, there comes a time when starting over for the umpteen time just has NO luster... No carrots left to trudge the friggin cart!
Love you back bro. Thank you
I hope I cried all my tears for today while watching this video. I have had the worse couple of weeks and watching a lot of videos, but every time I feel like I have really-really-really down moment during the day, I watch a video with you! You have this amazing power to get to me with what you say and the way you say it! Thank you so much Noah!
I needed this, I've started some anti depressants and my boyfriend has left me he says we can maybe get back together when i'm better, i've felt hurt and anxious non stop but this message is exactly what I need to hear, your channel is the best, keep doing videos please.
Amy Victoria I'm sorry for your hurting dear, I know you can overcome this.
Now you better amy ?
Anxiety and depression is not seen as real sickness in my community or even family. I was forbidden to keep seeing the therapist because my dad thought it was all bullshit them trying to empty our pockets. It's been 6 years, filled with personal failures and it's an emotional hell. Wishing my mom to b alive. Everyone kinda runs away when u start sharing. I've always felt alone but now it's getting worse. I'm 21 and What got me over the edge is that I've failed my 3rd year college( it's the icing on the cake) and in my family that's something that gets you disowned. Reason does not work with my dad. It's been months and my dad still doesn't know I failed. I've been trying to find solution but all people (including my boyfriend whom I really love) say is "everything will be fine", that's it. I've failed at 2 suicidal attempts and that still meant "she's being rebellious" to my dad. Ive reached my breaking point but I'm too scared. My mind never stops thinking, sad all the time, crying all the time, nervous, scared and anxious, I feel hopeless, angry, hurt, misunderstood, feel like a failure. Every time I stay positive I end up right back into suicidal mode. Watching your video is something different. No one ever talked to me like that. I wish I was in your world where I can get the help I need and not "cheer up, watch a movie, you'll be fine". Your video might not stopped the agony but it was refreshing to hear. I've gotten back the little strength I had. My fear is still with me but I'll try to fight it, thank you for caring.
God loves you
Know one thing more than any other. Yeshua ,Jesus WILL NEVER LEAVE OR FORSAKE YOU! ( Hebrews 13: 5, Deuteronomy 31: 6 )
Be strong In The LORD, not your flesh ( SIN ) which gets nail to the cross daily. ( Ephesians 6 )
Meditate day and night on His word, not yours ( Psalms 1 )
You are three; spirit, soul and body. In that order. All parts WILL be blameless with the LORD'S help ( 1 Thessalonians 5: 23 )
Be led by the spirit ( inward voice ) not your head ( That busy thing ) ( Romans 8 )
Those who are for you are more than those who are against you ( 2 Kings 6: 16 )
There are a great cloud of believer around you ( Hebrews 12 )
Hebrews 12 Therefore, since we have so great a cloud of witnesses surrounding us, let us also lay aside every encumbrance and the sin which so easily entangles us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, 2 fixing our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.
Remember 1 week without God's word makes one weak. Pick up that Bible which is not a book but a person, and learn about HIM ( John 1, John 5: 39 )
Then go help someone else
Blessings from someone who's gone through it as well.
Praying for you
Netsanet Ababu...Please do not give up . You are very important!!!!
I've felt like that before. I can kind of understand where you're coming from. I used to have some suicidal thoughts when I was younger after a sudden death in my family. Depression has kind of messed me up. Now I still occasionally have those suicidal thoughts, they've never actually gone away even after medication & many years of therapists. & after thinking positively. & after eating more healthy food & even if I dwell on non depressing things. It can get quite hopeless sometimes. Journaling would just make me feel worse so I stopped. & after feeling like a failure because I'm like the crazy depressed one in my family. I used to hate myself because of my depression. Because I REALLY didn't want it but I kept feeling depressed anyway. I've learned try not to be really critical or tough on yourself. It doesn't help. Depression isn't a walk in the park. I'm still hoping somehow after over 10 years of struggling with it, that one day it will get significantly better. It has held me back from doing so much. Some days are better than others.
Hang on . Hang in there . "One day at a time" .
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I am a grown survivor of decades of child abuse. Serious child and some adult abuse. I am a good , loving, kind , trustworthy and helpful person. I can't tell you all the things that I have been through , but I can tell you that I have lost the desire to carry on. I am getting old, I am in a lot of pain physically and mentally. Each day, I just want to throw in the towel. I feel like a fake person when people smile and say hi to me at church. I smile back and ask how they are, but I feel they can tell I am so depressed and have no joy. I feel people avoid me because they see my sadness. I really, truly want to give up. This video made my cry. I wish I had the money to " book and appointment." thanks.
I'm with you.... this kind of pain we have.... is unbearable!!
I too have depression.
... and all that comes with it.
My dad died when I was little and I grew up with my moms paranoia disorder, went through many sexual assaults as a teen and now my mental illness is so bad I keep failing my classes and will soon be kicked out of college. My mom got a brain injury which has made her paranoia worse, she has two years the doctor said. All I have are my friends, boyfriend, and cat. Everyday is a battle to not kill myself, I'm just so exhausted.
You’ve just saved my life
I hope you’re doing well 💖
I understand what you are going through. I'm in the deepest darkest depression ever. I live in horrendous chronic pain everyday. I'm trying to keep fighting but I feel so alone and hopeless. This video was much needed.
im suffering already for 4 years.. is that normal?
nevi weber dont know m8 im approaching 6 years of feeling shit
Around 17-ish years here (my depression didn't occur until I was around 13): For some of us our mood disorders are a life-long partner.
If life is a journey then think of your mood disorder as a pestering backseat driver - ultimately you're still in control.
@@americandingo1109 INCREDIBLY well said, that actually helped change my perspective!
Yep buddy! Welcome to the real world where 70% of us have no home, not even decent food, and son, it's the same for both the educated and non educated, if you somehow ended up in a place better than that 70%, realize that you have been blessed.
But for most of the world life is a daily grind, where the suffering is mind numbing, yet all those people keep moving on.
I'd say most of us are just one or two paychecks away from ending up on the road.
Yet move on
@NOHOPEFORHUMANITY na fuck that im ending it before that
Thank you so much for your video. I've been in a dark place for the past few months, and dealing with a return of thoughts and feelings I thought I'd already overcome. I appreciate your openness and willingness to help the passer-bys. Wishing you all the best.
I’ve done things that I shouldn’t have and the guilt & shame flooded in. Getting my life straightened out and listening to hopeful messages like yours. Thank you so much
I really need help.
M so weak to fight for my self
Amode If you can't fight for yourself ,fight for the people around you .Nobody wants to hurt other's and that's exactly what you'll do when your gone.Think of them.
My dad commit suicide and ive had so many thoughts id follow in his steps. Like at somepoint i had to give. Today i was dealing with that thought. I just wanted to say thank you for putting this out their. its hard to accept this, because i do feel hopeless most of the time and its hard to hear anything other then what ive told myself. But this felt good to hear.
+caige baker My heart is with you. I'm 60 yrs. old, and I guess kinda psychic, because I'm never wrong about my perceptions. It kinda freaks people out, including me! I'm telling you this so you'll maybe believe me when I tell you that I feel very strongly you are going to make it. You are not going to commit suicide, ultimately. So proud of you! You're very brave. Honey, I know this is easier said than done, but...let go of the pain that robs you of minutes, hours and days of your beautiful life. Be a good man to a good woman. Be a good dad. Be happy. I love you.
+ElixerSue thanks sue. Things are looking way up :)
God loves you
Know one thing more than any other. Yeshua ,Jesus WILL NEVER LEAVE OR FORSAKE YOU! ( Hebrews 13: 5, Deuteronomy 31: 6 )
Be strong In The LORD, not your flesh ( SIN ) which gets nail to the cross daily. ( Ephesians 6 )
Meditate day and night on His word, not yours ( Psalms 1 )
You are three; spirit, soul and body. In that order. All parts WILL be blameless with the LORD'S help ( 1 Thessalonians 5: 23 )
Be led by the spirit ( inward voice ) not your head ( That busy thing ) ( Romans 8 )
Those who are for you are more than those who are against you ( 2 Kings 6: 16 )
There are a great cloud of believer around you ( Hebrews 12 )
Hebrews 12 Therefore, since we have so great a cloud of witnesses surrounding us, let us also lay aside every encumbrance and the sin which so easily entangles us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, 2 fixing our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.
Remember 1 week without God's word makes one weak. Pick up that Bible which is not a book but a person, and learn about HIM ( John 1, John 5: 39 )
Then go help someone else
Blessings from someone who's gone through it as well
I hope you are still holding on.
Gary Hendricks silly god nonsense
Thank you. Good stuff. Bless you for your compassion and courage.
Thanks for this video. Made me think of things I hadn't considered when I felt like I can't go on. I've added this to my playlist and watch it everytime I feel hopeless. Thank you for this!
But when will the pain end? It's been two months exactly today....
Rahul Kemp hang on buddy! pain doesn't last for ever! just never lose hope.. I am watching this video because I am in a dark place too but I have hope! I will survive this! so will you.. just keep going!
Aiswarya Satish Thanks for your good words! But I really thought I had overcome these problems :-( 2016 was almost perfect until October. So I'm worried that if I get better, I'll get ill again....so hard...
A tip can be to read about worry/fear on the internet, from psychological sources. You never know whats is going to happen, so to worry about that is kind of excessive. Even though I have the biggest empathy and know what you mean (without saying that I know exactly what you mean).
Rahul Kemp for me.. 2 years so far..
5 years and still feel like killing myself it dont get better
Thank you very much Noah! Rough day today. I appreciate you more then you know.
Thankyou for restoring my faith in humanity ..I was crying since2 days non stop .I wanted somebody to say this to me.Thankyou so much for letting us know .u care.this truly means a lot to me.Thanks once again.God bless
Noah, your words and experience save lives, including my own. Thanks for being so raw and honest with your struggle. Mad love brother!
I guess i needed this since I looked it up! You never know what people are going through!
I don't want to live like this anymore!! My life is shrinking all the time, I'm not getting out.
Thanks to whoever made this video , you helped me so much , god bless you .
I hate my job, but I’m not good at anything. I hate that I have to be outgoing, outspoken… I feel anxious all the time. I feel worthless. Death is something practical at this point. I don’t know what to do, so it’s better if I just end it all.
Get up one year to fall down for another two to three years, then get up again, the same happens again, then again, until one's body starts to fail.
There is a time that things just don't work anymore, our engines become old, most of us have been overtaken by others.
Well it takes one mighty ass hulk to start again.
Appreciate it big bro ‼️
Yeah G im still gonna head out soon. Thanks for making this vid tho bro
Thank you! I don't have anyone in my life to tell me what you just said, but I really needed someone to say it. Thank you for being that person!
This video has helped me numerous times. Thank you Noah, when I get into an obsessive panic and feel frozen you help me get out of that. Your words make me feel slightly less scared and alone. Thank you for being real.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH , THIS IS ALL I NEED RIGHT NOW TO KEEP GOING.
I wept cause I'm thankful ppl like you exist.
Subscribed. Purely for something to wait for.
Thanks for this video. I really needed it
Thank you for your lovely video! Your an inspiration
I have worked for ten years to design a concept that would give people what I think they want most; food and shelter security, passionate livelihood and a nurturing community. I have listened to law of attraction videos and spent hours meditating. Still, today, I find myself broke, in debt, being threatened with eviction and with a broken car. I have asked, requested, stated and demanded that God, the Universe help. I get just enough to keep going till the next crisis. I'm tired and don't see the point in going on only to fall again.
Thank you for this video, i was on the edge.
Thank you so much for this video, Noah. I love you too...You’re doing a wonderful job.